#(its cause im autistic)
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wanna help a poor bastard out? send me money and i'll draw you stuff
#art#dimension 20#mary ann skuttle#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#autistic rizz#i may or may not be some amount of dollars behind on rent cause im bad at budgeting#its not super dire i have some savings but it takes a couple days to process and koffee does not. so.#commissions open
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Yall can interpret the ending however ;)
#art#digital art#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#animation#animatic#toh#the owl house#lmk mk#lmk sun wukong#lmk sunburst duo#sunburst duo#lmk monkey king#i love making people on the internet sad#its my favorite activity#autism#autistic joy#yes mk is autistic#its cause im autistic and im literally mk DUH#journey to the west
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the way this website treats disabled people is actually horrendous
#yes even the ''progressive'' types always love to imply that literal symptoms of disability#means someone is lazy or that its a moral failing or that they should simply just stop#and the sheer NUMBER of autistic people shitting on other autistic people with higher support needs than them#or who ''act'' more autistic or just have more unpalatable inconvenient or annoying symptoms than them#that cannot be treated like just a quirky trait that makes them more interesting or cute or whatever#i think i wrote like. 2 posts on that where its more coherent than here idk#''this is the autism website'' no. i don't think i feel very welcome here.#mine#yomipost#ableism#actually autistic#i guess other people can add on if they want cause im not gonna be able to articulate much else than that
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being an adult means we can buy or make as much self-indulgent shit (as we can afford) and unironically have trinkets of our fave things cause our teen years was bullied for liking things and hiding/denying we were ever neurodivergent to the point of suicide. sucks for anyone that thinks its weird cringe but I'm going to try and allow myself to love myself in little ways now
#wish i could tell younger me that i wasnt fucked up i was just autistic#even if youre not nd i still think having things you enjoy around you is important especially for your space#so i make a notable effort to get fandom stuff for my younger siblings now#like my lil sister thinks getting demon slayer stuff is cringe cause anime and what not (havent read it sorry)#but her face still lights up when i get her a pin for her#or a blind bag with a character keychain#and very slowly the self hatred and whatever it feels like that youre not allowed to like anything and that anything you like is bad#starts to diminish#my qpp is obsessed with birds and chickens and has so many trinkets around the house for it#or my friend who loves how pretty stained glass looks that his walls are covered in thrifted stain glass pieces#i know an elderly couple who are obsessed with star trek and they have a room in the house purely for shelves stacked with collectables#my friend's dad is so obsessed with spiderman that he has 3 walls full of figurines and posters and collectables that prob amoutn to tons#like i dont get it but i get it#maybe its because im sick rn but im in my head tonight about human loving things and stories and cocepts to the point of comfort#sara shush#ramble
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didnt plan on posting this today originally but decided that it actually fits really well with the beginning of the spooky season, so!
a fake doai movie poster inspired by posters for movies 'a short film about love' and 'on the silver globe', both by andrzej pągowski! and just for fun i also made a version with a shoddy polish title, how authentic am i right
#doodlesoup#doai#dreams of an insomniac#pastra#pastraspec#i love tags cause i can share additional stuff here while not feeling like im rambling too much#anyway lankmanns 'eyes' are actually the sun and moon and im mentioning it mostly cause i feel like it aint really obvious..#theyre both out cause i wanted the landscape of eastridge to look more surreal. one could almost say.. you know.. like a dream#one of an insomniac even#also to anyone curious the pl title is “town of hallucinations”#i had to get a little creative since the word 'insomniac' doesnt quite exist in polish#so i decided to keep the general vague vibe of the original title while trying to allude to the actual story#i also wanted to make it a little cringey and weird since thats how most of translated titles are i feel#in that sense its also inspired by the pl title of the fnaf movie which is basically “five nightmarish nights”#questionable but kinda charming yknow?#anyway im stopping the yapping session here lmao can yall tell im really autistic about translations?
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You see the most autistic boy ever and the meanest girl wyd?
Have a Link and Scary drawing i couldnt finish because i didn't have enough time but i think looks cool anyway.
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#link li wilson#scary marlowe#my art#scary has the coolest outfit and then i just draw the boys in khakis#i nearly drew link in a suit but then i didnt#that is a leg brace on link because i headcanon he has some hypermobility issues or something#they are also both autistic and i headcanon link with dyslexia but that's beside the poin#anyway im on vacation its hot as balls my birthday was two days ago and i had really great chocolate cake today#and i havent slept till about 4 cause i was reading a great good omens fanfic also im reading the book probablly idk i dont usually stick#with books
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More info on the Sicknezz AU!!!
ooo fugos being all mysterious ooo whats he gonna do nexxt oooooo find out when i decide to drop more lore ooooo
#i think i fell in love with this version of fugo im dead serious but i also hate this version of him cause hes a weirdo freak#FORGOR TO PUT THAT GIORNO IS ALSO AUTISTIC!!#i kinda based narancia off of myself but like IDC I CAN DO WHAT I WANT LEAVE ME ALONE!!#Arab mista truther#I need to stop putting giorno in little contraptions i needa give this guy a break 😭😭#the story line is mainly gonna focus on Fugo Trish and Narancia#Ts not a love triangle its a love line 💀#conga!!!#Oo everything seems fine for now but wait till fugo gets too silly#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#jojos bizzare adventure golden wind#jojos bizzare adventure vento aureo#jojos bizzare adventure fanart#jjba fanart#art#jjba fugo#jjba narancia#fugonara#naratrish#giotrish#jjba trish#jjba giorno#jjba mista#sicknezz au jjba
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Every time I start thinking about how we don't know who louis truly is because he doesn't even know who he truly is, I go a little more insane.
#staring at my own artwork (the shattered mirror one) just thinking#iwtv is the longest most drawn out commentary on the long term effects of parentification if you think about it#i was gonna write a meta about how armand and louis are a match made in hell in terms of what they need á la control in a relationship#but i realized i atleast know what armand wants even if it is contradictory- but i have no idea what louis wants#the only thint i know for certain is that louis wants kids. he wants a family. and armand def aint giving him that#leaving him to suffer thru postpartum depression on his own... youre a scoundrel armand.#i still hold fast that louis loved that lestat protected him. that lestat had such violent retribution for those who wronged him#armand... doesnt seem to have that. maybe its him thinking louis needs control over his own life... but its probably not that#louis and armand relationship confounds me#iwtv#insane ramblings#interview with the vampire#ldpdl#loumand relationship complexities are just something im gonna have to take the autistic L on cause i dont get them#louis de pointe du lac
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Rereading old haikyuu chapters, here's a bunch of silly Akaashis
#im feeling the haikyuu thoughts again since the movie came out#i haven't seen it. i've heard its great. im excited to see it#but im also sad cause it means fukurodani vs mujinazaka will probably never be animated#hghhhh im biased... cause i like fukurodani sooooo much#and this match is such a good introspective on akaashis and bokutos character with and without each other#and kiryu is such a breath of fresh air as a rival#but man akaashi is so funny im so sorry fandom reduces you a pretty face my guy#breaking off the group to sulk by yourself that is a high masking autistic right there#sitting in tenmas garbage hallway watching his friends on a stream man hes such a loser#i would love to see a spinoff of akaashi and tenmas manga adventures but maybe that's just me#haikyuu!!#sry to all the folks who came from elementary or aa or dunmeshi but my digital footprint started with gay volleyball boys lol#s/o to the manga that jumpstarted my egg cracking#i will provide no context#wheat rambles#akaashi keiji#delete later#?#i should be allowed to be cringe once in a while
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Either it's because I'm a triple A battery (AroAce AuDHD) or those two really didn't have chemistry.
#Theres been a few times when im reading a book or watching a show where two characters interact and all of a sudden they're making out#then im like “huh? where did that come from???”#this doesn't include crackships where people ship random characters who've never met#cause they manage to develop them more and sometimes make me ship them#but when it's all of a sudden in canon it kinda irks me#the only example of this i can give is Lucas and Margot from the new Goosebumps series#idk#aroace#aromantic#asexual#random thoughts#ADHD#audhd#autistic#autism#forgot to mention on the crackship part sometimes i enjoy rhem cause its funny
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spy x family characters, especially the forgers family is just autism olympics
#spy x family#yor forger#loid forger#anya forger#disclaimer cause i forgot: im autistic this is a joke and its okay to scroll past if you dont think its funny idk
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las nevadas ted playlist cause i realized i never shared this what the eff. you guys usually eat these up ...
#trackstalks#dsmp#literally everyone i have spoken to abt lnv ted theyre like#WOLF! YOURE A GENIUS!#but then itrs just me being autistic and abnormal about chuckle sandwich#that my favorite .#i like making this au a lot just cause i hated that a lot of the shit in lnv didnt get like#fleshed out in the right way and it pissed me the fuck awff...#they couldve had the world#you guys should ask me about him btw hes like my animal in an enclosure that i show off#unethical but im awesome so its ok#he would want it that way hashtag TRUST#Spotify
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scrolling through autistic Bruce Wayne in honor of me sobbing cause my phone is broken and all I have is my pc but my mom had to use it for work for over 5 hours AND its in my room(which is the only room I have to my self cause after my gndma wakes up she takes over the Livingroom(which is also the entire 1st floor of the house(she talks about when I was 6 I said I wanted a lot of babies and brings it up a lot(I have to lock my door so I don't kill her and the other people in the house(they'd be collateral damage))) also I lost one of my earbuds and still cant find it so I'm stuck with only one which makes me want to hit my head over and over and over AND the only over headphones I have only work for my pc
#im stuck in a house where i have no space without some1 else#if u dont hear from me its either cause she took it over again or i killed them all#autistic bruce wayne#rant i guess#rant post#vent ish
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mfs will really say a character is autismcoded bc theyre introverted and cant read social cues well (which probably has more to do with them being a shadow creature than anything) or get excited easily and really like something (news flash: you dont need to be neurodivergent to have a special interest)
bonus points if you can identify the two characters im talking about in this post, no looking at the tags!!
#goose talks#tw opinion#A CHARACTER IS NOT AUTISMCODED#JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE ONE TRAIT THAT CAN BE ASSOCIATED WITH AUTISM#THAT COULD ALSO BE CAUSED BY A MULTITUDE OF OVER THIGNS#AND BEFORE YOU SAY#“oh its a headcanon!”#IM NOT TALKING ABOUT THE HEADCANONS#IM TALKING ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO SAY A CHARACTER IS OBJECTIVELY AUTISTIC#BECAUSE OF ONE FUCKIG THING#and now for the character tags#krobus#sdv#stardew#krobus sdv#rambley#rambley the raccoon#indigo park#tumblr
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something i find interesting is that allegedly neurotypicals feel less guilty w each lie they tell? like they tell their first lie feel super guilty but by the 1000th time they lie they barely care. and its the opposite w me the more i lie the guiltier i become and that guilt piles on top of my constant guilt that i feel. like not exaggerating here i have spent 2 days agonizing constantly over the fact that i told my mom i had finished reading a book so i could lend it to her when i hadnt. it didnt even hurt anyone! it wasnt a harmful lie! she got the book and i just finished it like a week later! but no matter what its about i get so guilty about being dishonest.
#actually autistic#autism#autistic#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#adhd#autism/adhd#actuallyautistic#actually adhd#neurodivergence#autistic experiences#also im just a guilty person in general#but.#i think its the autism causing it
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concepts
#oc#original character#horror concept#gore art#gore artist#horror artist#indie horror#retro horror#god willing ill actually finish this project#me when i put fictional me in Situations#'deathloather' is a spinoff of lifelover cause its funny and im autistic#psychological horror#psych horror#creature design may indeed be my passion#the desire to infodump vs the need to Stfu
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