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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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#YOU CAN PUT MORE THAN 10 OPTIONS?????#This sat in my drafts since the end of the first poll cuz i didnt have the 12 entry#Senmei fans are the strongest soldiers#Theres exactly 1 still active fan so i expect to see you you know who you are#Idk maybe ill kill whoever wins again lets see how obscure we can make it#Suggest series if you want#Sorry yohaji fans and oofuri fans yall got too many votes the first time#I actually have no grasp on how big kyuushi or tsuritamas fandoms are#Kyuushi is pretty big in japanese but not english i dont think#And tsuritama is a 10 year old anime only#Oh before anyone asks i never included princess tutu on purpose cuz despits being old and anime only#The fandom is wildly active#radiant historia#tsuritama#fukigen na mononokean#a gentle noble's vacation recommendation#Phantom of the idol#Gakuen babysitters#Jeweler richard#donten ni warau#Sennen Meikyuu no Nana Ouji#kyuuketsuki sugu shinu#Kyuushi#the vampire dies in no time#i had to redo this poll and take out no home cuz i also got too many votes before#so i replaced it with nekuyan#go read nekuyan#crossplay love otaku x punk#nekuyan#i killed all the fandoms that were above 10% on the last poll but i left gakuen babysitters as a treat
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"average keefe art is mid" factoid actually just statistical error. average keefe art is good. hollingsworth georg, who hates keefe stans and created some truly godawful art to punish them, is an outlier and should not have been counted
#(i don't actually think laura hates keefe stans i'm just saying that i think her keefe art is SIGNIFICANTLY worse than all her other art)#(though her other art is pretty awful too. imo)#i made a pact to myself how long ago? to stop ragging on bad keefe art but i think it's just in my soul to hate this art. it's so so bad#everyday i hope it gets obliterated out of existence. i think we should stop posting it forever#there's so many better options for official keefe art just let it fade into obscurity#before i was on kotlc tumblr when i was just living off of memes i found on google#i saw so many people post pictures of the hollingsworth keefe art and be like “omg isn't he so hot!!!!”#which was frustrating for me because while i think keefe is hot the hollingsworth art is. well. you know#anti laura hollingsworth#kotlc keefe#keefe sencen#kotlc keefe official art#keefe sencen official art#kotlc
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First of all, you have given me so much to work with, thank you so much. Second of all, I’m really glad you could see where I was going with Grant’s real test not actually being about killing Slade. Third of all, I absolutely love what you’ve suggested with the powers and I am currently designing met gala esque outfits for the trio and Tara’s specifically is really fun to play around with. I’ve been thinking to show they’re becoming more divine I’ll change their hair and eye colours but not their faces for the most part. I was drawing robin Jason with Natalia and decided he should have brown eyes and a crooked nose from breaking it as a kid but once he returns his eyes get weird (eg go blue and occasionally other colours), a patch of his hair went white and he lost all of his scars. Also, I think the closer they get to divinity I’m gonna draw cracks on their body that glow with their specific colours just to hammer home how they’re shedding their mortal forms.
With Tara being able to see the strings of fate, I though it’d be fun to give her a harp and then with Jason having the see no evil trait I thought it’d be fun to give him weighing scales since lady justice wears a blindfold. Idk what to give Grant though. I mean probably a weapon of some sort or maybe a Shepard’s crook that he can turn into a scythe to play into the sheep, wolf, Hunter thing.
With Jason and Tara’s splintering, I love the idea of them making fun of Grant for being the baby god. He hasn’t even had a cult yet, gosh he’s so young. Also them being besties just holds a special place in my heart.
And I just came up with this, of course they have parallels to the trinity but in universe rumours of their existence have been around much longer than Bruce, Clark and Diana. They’re the big three of the justice league but these guys are justice gods. So they start calling themselves the justice trinity but then people get confused about which trinity is which because the justice leagues’ trinity sounds awfully close to the justice gods’ trinity. The new all caste is certainly more distinctive branding but the point isn’t to be distinctive, it’s to be petty.
I'm so glad my unmedicated rambling helped!!! And I'm so excited for the outfits!!! I love when characters start becoming less and less human, when they're stuck in that uncanny valley spot of not quite human but not entirely Other, when they lose control and the cracks start to show...um I should probably give a warning for slight body horror elements. Not in the gore sense, in the "this body is not made of flesh and there is something divine clawing it's way out". Uh also there are teeth. Just. Teeth. I dipped into a little bit of cosmic horror at the end there because I wanted to cover my bases with mixed mythologies
Jason, with his defined splinters, is usually depicted with three faces in ancient texts. The Child, gaunt and dark colored, is said to appear before the downtrodden and impoverished. The few stories remaining tell of kindly people who give him an offering, and in exchange he reveals his true form, with his crown of golden ivy and beautiful strong wings to gift them bounties of food and water and riches. Other stories tell of not so kind encounters, where The Child witnesses an injustice - typically against women or children - and again reveals his true form, one with clawed hands and a mouth dripping with blood. Scholars argue what the wings looked like, but whichever All-Caste member annotated it before has compared their likeness to either a Robin or a Shrike.
There's also The Ghost, He appears young at first glance, but his hair is wirey and gray, his eyes milky and unseeing, in bloodied armor he greets the souls of the damned as they're delivered to him, and with scarred hands he wipes the tears of children taken too soon. Accounts of this face are few and far between, but all of them are entrenched in sorrow.
Finally there is The Soldier, scarred and still smoking from the ruins of battle he emerges, giving voice to the weak and resources to the needy. He champions revolutionaries and philosophers first, a strategist who delights in the liberation of the people from corrupt systems. Accounts of him usually come from times of famine and war, and he was particularly popular with poor villages, who would mark the graves of their dead with the symbol of his sword as offerings. For some reason or other, he got particularly popular with the youth, girls and boys both seemed to pray for him and leave him offerings.
The way these manifest on Jason is subtle at first. I could go the body horror route, but I won't. Yet. Instead I think his splinters show up as reflections, shadows, imprints. The faint echo of bell-like laughter when Jason does a move he learned as Robin, the image of a younger him with longer hair and unblinking eyes staring at him in the mirror. It gets worse when he gets the blades, the white streaks his hair, the swirling mark covers more of his skin every time he uses them, he trails the scent of smoke and blood behind him like a signature. His scars...they should disappear. They have for everyone else who used the pit, but instead his skin starts cracking. Any place he's ever been scarred glowing cracks break up his skin. He can't feel them, but he's always aware of them, the meaning behind them, the divinity literally leaking through his body. His eyes aren't brown anymore. They aren't even green. He looks in the mirror and they are copper, molten and burning. He tries his best to keep his mask on.
What do you think of when you imagine the word divinity? Probably something like Tara. Something with skin carved from stone, with moss and fungus crawling up her legs and snow laden shoulders. They say her hair is made of swirling clouds and the sun and moon are her eyes.
Some say she's a nymph although no one knows what kind. You're just as likely to see her name among the naiads as the dryads. Whether flowers bloom where she dances or waves crash when she sings, she's known to be more vicious towards suitors than her sisters.
Others have said she's a faerie, who takes the faces of lost daughters and lovers, slipping into their places seamlessly, forcing unruly men to pay their dues. Others say she's a shifter of a different sort, with a shawl of feathers and a crown of twine and gems. Stories range from men trying to steal her coat (and paying dearly) to lost children returned safely home on the back of a swan.
Tara doesn't think about it at first, the way gravity tends to cede to her, she doesn't notice how sunflowers turn their faces towards her instead of the sun. She doesn't notice the way her face...shifts. it's imperceptible really, and it's not like she looks in the mirror all that often. But everyone around her notices it, on some level, the way her expressions are off. A little too exaggerated. The way her limbs bend just a little too oddly. The way she never looks quite the same as she did the day before, the way she picks up features from the people around her the way she picks up rocks from ground to add to her collection. Clay molded subtly into the image of those she loves, a museum of everyone she's ever met. She does notice when her hair starts going white at the ends, the strange way her hair starts to curl unnaturally, almost floating. She's not so upset about her eyes, the deep blue of her father that has glared down at her day after day, she has changed her hair, her face, her language but she could not change her eyes. It seems she didn't have to, when she wakes up with one a little too silver to be gray and one a little too gold to be brown. And then her skin starts splitting, a cavern made from a broken rib and ravines made by the slashing of knives. She doesn't even bleed anymore, they never scab over. They crystallize, amber like ambrosia, like ichor. Her body a geode waiting to be cracked open to let the thing within finally break free.
They know the least about Grant, whatever he used to be. Half written scrolls, torn or burnt or simply stopped abruptly, illegible journal entries with symbols never recorded in any known language, half finished sketches where the details are never quite clear. A few things are usually consistent though, signs that he's been there, usually from hunters down on their luck or the particularly old and sickly. First, the howling. Like a wolf or a storm, although later accounts would add that it occasionally sounds like a mechanical whirring. Then the rabbits, dead and gutted, but not a trace of blood. Piles of them left in heaps on doorsteps or windowsills. Some have reported knocking at strange hours or finding teeth in their homes, a mix of human and animal. There is one photo on record, the most recent thing in the archive most likely, of claw marks on the side of a barn, too big and oddly serrated, certainly not from anything native to the area. Elderly that report these phenomena typically pass from heart problems within the week, according to some of the old medical files.
Grant came back wrong. Physically, at least. He knows that he's still himself for the most part, dying didn't make him a selfish asshole he did that all on his own, but...but something is wrong with him. It's the way lightbulbs flicker when he's mad and how cameras, no matter the quality, never quite get a clear shot of him. The way Joey can't ever grasp his features, not fully, the details slipping from his mind like water. The way eyes on his face slide right past, unable to look directly at him. It's in the gray spreading from his roots and his eyes too wide and dark to belong to something human. It's the way death clings to him like a second skin, sickly and pallid turning the tips of his fingers gray. His teeth are starting to feel too sharp for his mouth, and he hears things no one else does, whispers of voices that Are Not and Can't Be. The worst part is the orange, liquid candlelight under his skin, lighting up all of his veins and scars, webbing together like the world's worst game of connect the dots. No, there is no mistaking him for something human, so there is no reason to try. If this is his fate then he will take it, because he is not a sheep and he will not be a wolf, he is a hunter, and he is hungry.
#Jason as a Christ like figure is funny to me#Imagine growing up with a Catholic mother going to church praying for her health#and then you find out your soul predates the mf AND he plagiarized you 😒#that's more sad than funny but you get the picture#I also wanted them all to be represented by prey animals that are actually known for being really aggressive#like birds are typically seen as Docile but Shrikes are vicious assholes#and Swans which are coveted for their grace and beauty but are actually FERAL#it also marks Grant yet again as the odd one out by not giving him a bird#I gave him a rabbit because while I did consider a sheep it didn't work as well#Rabbits aren't dangerous to humans but they are aggressive to each other and won't hesitate if you push them#but they're also very sought after for hunting and as pets#I think Tara should have a very Changeling type vibe#y'know a little bit of fae energy#Grant is very much like a cryptid to me#cryptozoology is pretty new and people are still spreading stories about them#so it feels appropriate for a younger god to be associated with#there's also every chance he DID exist before the recorded records of him#but for some reason or other there's just less of him mentioned#Jason Tara and Grant have always been three after all#So what's obscuring Grant's mythology? fun little mystery 😉#dc#jason todd#tara markov#grant wilson#New All Caste au#also I have a whole Pinterest board dedicated to Tara and fancy clothes for her#because she has SO MANY INTERESTING AESTHETICS#I also really like your skin cracking idea so I tried to individualize it a little 😊#Grant's did get kind of body horror though
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Any judgement on (Richard III)’s reign has to be seen as provisional. The critic of the reign only has to consider how the Tudors would now be regarded if Henry VII lost at Stoke, to realize the dangers of too many assumptions about the intractability of Richard’s problems. But it would be equally unrealistic to ignore Richard’s unpopularity altogether. The fact that he generated opposition among men with little material reason for dissent, and that the disaffection then continued to spread among his own associates, says something about what contemporaries regarded as the acceptable parameters of political behaviour. There is no doubt that Richard’s deposition of his nephews was profoundly shocking. To anyone who did not accept the pre-contract story, which was probably the majority of observers, the usurpation was an act of disloyalty. Gloucester, both as uncle and protector, was bound to uphold his nephew’s interests and his failure to do so was dishonourable. Of all medieval depositions, it was the only one which, with whatever justification, could most easily be seen as an act of naked self-aggrandizement.
It was also the first pre-emptive deposition in English history. This raised enormous problems. Deposition was always a last resort, even when it could be justified by the manifest failings of a corrupt or ineffective regime. How could one sanction its use as a first resort, to remove a king who had not only not done [nothing] wrong but had not yet done anything at all?
-Rosemary Horrox, Richard III: A Study of Service
#richard iii#my post#english history#Imo this is what really stands out to me the most about Richard's usurpation#By all accounts and precedents he really shouldn't have had a problem establishing himself as King#He was the de-facto King from the beginning (the king he usurped was done away with and in any case hadn't even ruled);#He was already well-known and respected in the Yorkist establishment (ie: he wasn't an 'outsider' or 'rival' or from another family branch)#and there was no question of 'ins VS outs' in the beginning of his reign because he initially offered to preserve the offices and positions#for almost all his brother's servants and councilors - merely with himself as their King instead#Richard himself doesn't seem to have actually expected any opposition to his rule and he was probably right in this expectation#Generally speaking the nobility and gentry were prepared to accept the de-facto king out of pragmatism and stability if nothing else#You see it pretty clearly in Henry VII's reign and Edward IV's reign (especially his second reign once the king he usurped was finally#done away with and he finally became the de-facto king in his own right)#I'm sure there were people who disliked both Edward and Henry for usurpations but that hardly matters -#their acceptance was pragmatic not personal#That's what makes the level of opposition to Richard so striking and startling#It came from the very people who should have by all accounts accepted his rule however resigned or hateful that acceptance was#But they instead turned decisively against him and were so opposed to his rule that they were prepared to support an exiled and obscure*#Lancastrian claimant who could offer them no manifest advantage rather than give up opposition when they believed the Princes were dead#It's like Horrox says -#The real question isn't why Richard lost at Bosworth; its why Richard had to face an army at all - an army that was *Yorkist* in motivation#He divided his own dynasty and that is THE defining aspect of his usurpation and his reign. Discussions on him are worthless without it#It really puts a question on what would have happened had he won Bosworth. I think he had a decent chance of success but at the same time#Pretenders would've turned up and they would have been far more dangerous with far more internal support than they had been for Henry#Again - this is what makes his usurpation so fascinating to me. I genuinely do find him interesting as a historical figure in some ways#But his fans instead fixate on a fictional version of him they've constructed in their heads instead#(*obscure from a practical perspective not a dynastic one)#queue
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There’s this TikTok account who’s whole gimmick is like, posting DDLC facts everyday until there’s a ‘new DDLC game’, and people are so mean about the technicalities of that in the comments, they’ve explained countless time that they mean Project Libitina, and they still keep getting comments by people who think they’re being smart by pointing out that there’s not gonna be another DDLC game, like. They are having fun posting about a media they like. And also people are like ‘Your gonna run out of facts DDLC isn’t a big game’ which I’m like. Wrong. X. Buzzer. I still learn new things about DDLC and I’ve been an active fan of the game since December 2017
#Not to mention they're like. an actually good facts account#Like off my head I can think of one singular thing that I think they're wrong on and it's literally just like. the Buffsuki meme#They said that an official artist drew it and I cannot find a source. for that. so I'm pretty sure it's not true#There's been other DDLC fact accounts and I can think of one in particular that really pissed me off#Cause they were straight up posting their own opinions and headcanons and framing them like they were facts like. don't do that pls#So like. It's nice to see someone who is actually invested in this game in the obscure facts type of way#I don't like how mean people are about it!!!#I did see someone spreading that MatPat theory about Monika taking over Ive's body or smth like it was fact or smth in the comments once tho#Like!! Matpat and his consequences on any form of popular media. I hate that guy#Ive made MC because they're silly and wanted to make an anime visual novel. that's it#sdhsdhsdhsd#DDLC#Doki-Doki Literature Club#doki doki literature club#Android.txt
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I was backing up some old Tumblr posts, and ran over one that was babbling excitedly about the original Divinity: Original Sin and what an interesting job Larian (whom I otherwise didn't know) had done with it and how fun it was.
And not to be all "I liked them before it was cool," but it was kind of heartwarming to read something from before I had any idea what was coming down the pipe with D:OS2 and BG3.
#my source hunters' love was true <3#my dad actually ran over it on kickstarter and thought it seemed like my sort of thing#and we got d:os2 largely bc we loved d:os#then it turned out a bunch of us in my grad school d&d group adored d:os (i know it's not really an obscure fave)#and we were !!!!! about d:os2#and later it was one of them who texted me like HAVE YOU HEARD???? /THEY'RE/ DOING BG3!!!!!!!!!!#and our little group was thrilled for years just thinking about it and now we're having a blast#:)#anghraine babbles#anghraine's gaming#divinity: original sin#pretty sure i sold my soul to larian studios
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had 2 take a break 2 think abt a different one of my princesses. back 2 it
#it was helena. LOCK ME UP! SUE ME!#i miss her.#one thing abt me is if u put a woman in front of me and shes crazy and kills ppl and is covered in blood sometimes and was a child soldier#or otherwise had a very difficult upbringing and she has unhealthy attachments and difficult family and friend and romantic relationships.#ohhh im chomping at the bit. I LOVE IT !! I LOVE YOU INSANE WOMEN!!!#its bc it reminds me of my me. i havent killed anybody tho and wasnt a child soldier. only in like a not real metaphorical/crazy girl way.#shes just fr my precious princess. as a wise man once said repeatedly abt every single character he liked for a solid 3 months.#If she stopped slaying shed die shes like a shark. and who did that wise man (me) first say that abt. helena. huge dramatic nod#I MISS HERR MY PRINCESS. idt ill ever finish ob tho. i think maybe my Insane attachment to that show was a product of like ... kind of the#state i was in at the time. and i fear if i watched it again i might not like it as much#<- not that i think itd bad idr. i remember the acting being phenomenallll but ik the writing at least in my memory got a bit worse later o#bc they kind of just kept on being like Heh... evil corporation from this season.. ACTUALLY it was a subcorporation fo the REAL evil#corporation or ACTUALLLY it was a front for the REAL evil corporation or actually the innocuous subcorp was ACTUALLY the actual evil corp#yk. i noticed it and it ws all i could think abt#bc like damn how is this corporation so goddamn obscure. do THEY know what theyre doing ?#also helena doesnt have much to do in the plot later on iirc and it makes me sad bc shes fr my princess. like yes i like sarah i like#allison cosimas there (my beef with cosima is crazy) but like. helena thats my girl shes so me !#<- concerning statement to some. ITS NOT HER FAULT SHES A PRETTY PRINCESS!
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possibly a hot take, but if Charles (particularly First Class “I’m going to drink and party all night in-between writing/defending my dissertation for my PhD” era Charles) appeared alongside any other characters, he’d come across as the Matt Murdock of the group—the lawful, good-hearted but chaotic and somewhat unhinged guy who cares more about others than his own safety—but because he’s surrounded by Erik and Raven at all times, he comes across as the only sane one in the group
#now i need a fic where charles and matt switch places#like charles goes to work for nelson and murdock and he's a great lawyer but pretty much immediately gives away that he has powers because#he's so bad at lying#he'd be like#first of all foggy and karen: i would die for you. second of all i don't know what rumors you've heard but i do NOT have telepathy#and a third unrelated thing: the opposition is thinking about intentionally obscuring evidence FYI#and foggy is like 'dude you can't mind-read the opposition. i love your enthusiasm but that's super illegal'#'is there a law that says that?' '..well no because powered individuals are new enough that we don't have many laws surrounding--'#'then i don't see what the problem is :)'#and matt isn't used to working as a team when it comes to superhero stuff so he has a hard time figuring that out and scott has to do a lot#matt being a professor actually goes pretty well until he starts teaching the kids stuff that stick taught him but that results in a#lot of broken bones and hank isn't a fan of that so that puts a stop to it#also fun fact: matt and charles are both infjs!#i'm an infj too but alas no superpowers for me#charles xavier#professor x#erik lehnsherr#magneto#raven darkholme#mystique#matt murdock#daredevil#xmen#xmen first class#xmfc
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I’m having surgery on Monday (it’s elective and I’m very glad to be having it) which means I will spend all of next week and possibly more laying in bed and doing nothing.
Therefore I am collecting suggestions for TV shows, YT video essays, YT videos in general, and podcasts (fiction and non-fiction). Sci-fi and horror are my go-to genres for everything fiction. For video essays / podcasts: science and literature are my preferred topics but I am willing to watch 10 hours of someone talking about, idk, competitive dog grooming or 17th century Hungarian folklore if the essayist really cares about it. Though I am kind of tired of super political/depressing/heavy topic video essays tbh. Not in fiction! In horror, I go as hardcore as it gets.
So yeah, if anyone has suggestions, please throw them at me. Not taking recommendations for books cause my TBR is 47 positions long :) And it terms of games I’ve been playing nothing but Hollow Knight for the last 2 months and I don’t see that changing any time soon.
#i reblogged a list of what im watching and reading earlier today#to give an idea of what i usually go for#also im thinking of going back to big finish but i will have to go into such obscure stuff#cause i already got through so much#like all of main range and most of 8th doctor stuff#i miss main range actually#if there are any story boxes with 6 or 8 that came out recently that are good#i might try them out#anyway im getting my uterus yeeted#actually my entire reproductive system tbh#like uterus ovaries cervix etc#had to fight like hell to get this surgery#and im spending most of my savings on it#so im not excited as such but i will be so relieved#my uterus has been doing weird things for the last two years so yeah#i will probably make a post about it mid next week#im hoping to go home the same day and with no complications#after reading probably a novel worth of reddit posts im pretty sure the recovery is not so bad#and im used to pain and being in bed and such#i just hope anesthesia wont fuck up my digestion#or my mood#but weirdly i feel like the surgery might get me out of the depressive slu#*slump#its gonna feel like such a huge weight of my shoulders#one more thing to be positive about
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i have to become the ceo of kimblee because 90% of his subfandom makes me clutch my pearls and scream in fear. literally i only trust my f/ma friends with him. unfortunately im too lazy to put in the work cant i just telepathically project it
#like man i have obscure s/i characters that are pretty fucked up/flawed but kim just has The Worst#like in general a big chunk of the f/ma fandom has shockingly low media literacy while thinking theyre big brain#ACTUALLY let me rephrase that. the vocal majority that i have personally come across.#that sounds so mean but listen i have seen the worst takes on historical theory regarding these characters.#i have seen the most repulsive ship decisions out of any fandom ive ever glanced at.#it's scary over there. it's frightening.#which makes it 10x more funny that i get aggro'd when i do post abt kim#im being normal and quiet in my corner LOL#s/i as in special interest btw. i forgot it has two diff meanings for a sec#sorry i thought about him for more than 5min cause imw riting a fic so i have brainrot for the next 2-4 business days
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My red-hot, totally-still-relevant Digimon take for the day is that Kizuna TOTALLY missed an opportunity to use Offenbach’s “Le Papillon” as a motif during the battle scenes and that's a real shame, because a) classical music in Digimon whips ass, and b) there is one section of the score (Act 2, Scene 1, Part 3) that would have been perfect for this purpose.
#digimon adventure kizuna#the cactus speaks#totally not going to be salty now that I know this music exists#(it’s pretty obscure I think actually)#(so genuinely not salty)#rescoring the movie in my head now despite the fact I know nothing about music brb
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THAT GUY WROTE FUCKING NOTTING HILL AND LOVE ACTUALLY?
#he has credits on mr bean and yesterday and fucking mamma mia here we go again. dude#idk what i was expecting but it wasnt that#me voice wow i think the artist responsible for this iconic piece of television should also not live in obscurity#but hes doing pretty well actually.#from the desk#good for him!
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i want to play my stupid little horror game but im so sleepy
#feet sore#anyway ObsCure (2005) is the pinacle of horror games actually#I'd compare it 2 silent hill and resident evil it is so up there for me#in like 2017 i bought a ps2 to play the game but the copy i got didnt work#but it and its sequel r on steam for cheap and w way better graphics#idk how far i got when i was young but i think pretty far bc i remember an auditorium/theatre and im not there yet#the prologues ending has stuck w me for longer than i remember
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@howljock inquired: Head Canon + insecurity Headcanons - Accepting
(( Miranda kind of fundamentally hates herself.
It’s not like she lets anyone know or wears it on her sleeve. After all, she’s still a princess and still with an ego to match, so if you asked her, she wouldn’t describe herself in those terms. Miranda doesn’t even think of herself as the type of person who hates herself, and never uses those terms with herself unless she’s deep into a particularly bad episode. If anything, Miranda refers to herself and thinks of herself in terms of grandeur, constructs the image of herself as self-aggrandizing and perfect in all ways.
In fact, all of this thought of herself as someone who is perfect and great and flawless is what enables her self-hatred, or even becomes just another aspect of it. She acts differently than how she actually, concretely feels about herself, because doing so allows her to ignore and hide how deeply dissatisfied she is with herself. She doesn’t have to interact with nor acknowledge how actually upset she is at being who she is, if she simply convinces herself that it’s not there, and even pointing out the existence of that self-hatred is making it true.
Very simply, Miranda’s self-aggrandizing is what she thinks she should be. She should be a perfect, flawless princess, she should be confident in herself and assured in all that she does. She should have all of this power and self-worth and be wholly unchallenged in that. One single flaw in that image, one single moment of her being revealed to not be that kind of person, and it sets off a cascade where none of it is true. She will not reveal that she doesn’t like herself or even despises herself, because that alone validates all of her self-hatred and sends her back into a spiral.
She hates that about herself. She hates that she’s not living up to her own potential, she hates that she has flaws that can be exploited and exist at all, she hates that she’s not who she says she is and who she’s desperately convincing herself that she is. Everything about Miranda both is and isn’t an insecurity, because they are insecurities so deep and painful that she’ll refuse to engage with them at all. If other people think she has ego problems, if she thinks she has a big ego, then it’ll have to come true.
Miranda is a person who is constantly putting on an act in every regard in her life, because simply being in any way that is not wholly what people expect to see is dangerous and potentially lethal to her. She cannot reveal her true intentions, she cannot tell the whole truth, she cannot let someone see who she really is, because that’s not the nature of the play she’s been born to act within. If one thing falls, everything else does as well.
This combines badly with her life on land. She cannot tell someone that walking around bipedally so much hurts her, because that would promise that she can be hurt. She cannot tell someone that she feels like a perpetual outsider amongst even her own friends, because then she would be an outsider. She cannot let anyone know that she feels deeply dissatisfied with her own life, because that would mean that there’s something wrong going on. To look it in the eye is to make it real, even if it’s a fairly simple and fixable issue. It cannot be a simple problem, because Miranda is not supposed to have simple problems. She would sooner sit in the flames and be consumed by them than to acknowledge their existence and all that they’ve destroyed. Pain is easy, but exposure is unthinkable.
Miranda can’t tell people how much she hates herself, or doesn’t want to live the life she’s supposed to have, or doesn’t want the body she was born into, because then it’s real. If she acts like she’s madly in love with herself, and willingly chose this life for herself, and that everything about her is the epitome of perfection, then it becomes closer to the truth, or at least prevents anything else from being real.
In truth, Miranda’s a bundle of insecurities and fears, yet acts like she’s everything but. If she can convince herself of this, then she can convince the world, and that’s basically the same thing as it being true.
#Most secret royal advisor || OOC#Dreaded rumors || Asks#howljock#(( i could go SO much more into detail with this but#(( it really does just come down to that miranda's actually a very deeply insecure person#(( everything about her is something that she's insecure about and will go out of her way to#(( obscure the fact that shes insecure about it#(( don't look at her body issues! dont look at her anxiety! dont look at her trauma! dont look at her chronic pain!#(( just look at these pretty things that she wants you to think about her!#(( and she's so reliant on this method that she uses it on herself#(( if she doesnt know she's insecure about something then that means she's not insecure at all!#(( the snake devours its own tail
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i do actually tweet about other things but lately ive just posted all my holic thoughts here. not out of shame i just need the space. everyone over on tweeter knows im an embarrassing holicinator over there already LMAOO
#i feel like when i tweet abt holic everyone just ignores it fjdjdjdkdk#also im awful at starting conversations so i never know how to approach actual other fans#its funny its not even the most obscure thing im into (COUGH COUGH ose and hasumin) but#i follow and interact w other ose and hasumin fans already#heck i try to participate in stuff when i can for hasumin altho im unreliable#i think my oshi happi and hachimaki are coming in the next few months AAAA#theyre so pretty one of my fav artists designed them#i think some ppl might be able to wear them and gather at moiw...i wish i could go its a goal to attend a fanmeet one day#anyway holic isnt even near my most niche interest but barely anybody like REGULARLY talks about it#heck loads of nijimems know it and liked it but its not seen as common to casually bring it ip#thinking abt how ike got into screamo from practicing watanukis voice LMAOOOO#knew he was a real one after that revelation ike the world#anyway im awkward and i need spaces to ramble#i dont like compartmentalising but its more welcomed and easier to ramble in a space like this yakno#plus i get less embarrassed going off on one#im a firm disbeliever in being discouraged out of anxiety of being seen as uncool but#noone talks abt holic rly!!! not many at least#so its worth at least going where people might equally be interested and quietly faffing around in a fresh space#'fresh' i say with a fucking happy 2007 banner 😭#well#i febreezed it we cool we cool
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