#(i’m so grateful. also i love them)
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LOVE FROM THE OTHER SIDE
#THE SONG BANGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also they reposted on insta :’) the wentz approval lol#fob#fob8#love from the other side#lftos#fall out boy#fall out boy 8#so much for stardust#so much (for) stardust#smfsd#smfs#fob art#fall out boy art#bandom art#this tour is gonna bang..#someone asked what it feels like to be noticed.. let’s just say i’ve spent the last hour in shock#seriously though the post was a complete flop yesterday and well. mr wentz gave me some fortune#(i’m so grateful. also i love them)
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can’t think of anything to say other than it was everything I could have ever expected and wanted and hoped for. seeing them perform truly is an electric experience and I am so, so grateful I got to be there. I’ve never felt such overflowing joy and love in one room before and that truly is down to what a one-of-a-kind group Starkid is. I’m so happy and a little emotional that it’s over but like it’s sung in days of summer, “don’t wanna see you go but it’s not forever, not forever” ⭐️💜
#Starkid#starkid innit#star rambles#don’t really get Emotional and or Sincere on tumblr but I needed to put these feelings SOMEWHERE#and gods the Starkid community is amazing#I saw so many mind blowing cosplays and met so many kind and excited people like me#it was really beautiful to see a theatre full of people bound together by our love for this group#I got v emotional when they closed the show with gotta get back to Hogwarts#and Clark asked us all to sing for Darren#truly like. hearing everyone get the lyrics and the timing and the notes right just bc we all care about this so much..gods#that’s something incredibly special and I’m v grateful to be a part of it#also they performed our doors are open AND back on top AND a new rogues medley so that was thrilling for me personally#AND SIDEKICK#AND SPICE GIRLS’ WANNABE#like holy shit they gave us everything we wanted and MORE#really and truly a once in a lifetime experience for me#like hopefully I get to see them live again but hey#if I don’t??? then I have these memories that are so joyful and vibrant#yeah. it was totally awesome 🤘
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thank you all for all the kind comments and messages lately, i appreciate you all endlessly :( i wish i could adequately put into words how grateful i am for each and every one of you 🤍 i’ve been having some better days !!! trying to remind myself that even a tiny step is still progress and things won’t be like this forever :,)
#i appreciate the reassurance and kind words more than you can know <3#i have always struggled with invalidating my own emotions & thinking people will hate me for them#so while we are but strangers on the internet i am so grateful to everyone for reminding me that isn’t true#i love u i love u !!!#also i’m going to respond to my asks privately bc i don’t want to clog up my blog anymore w my sad girl hours HAHAH#but ty for always keeping this a safe space for me to be a little vulnerable <3 bc that is very hard for me to do#dear diary ᝰ.ᐟ
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after much self-reflection and research I have discovered that I have audhd <3
I drew River to celebrate ♾️🌈 :]
#sofia’s art#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise sona#mutant sona#my sona#rise oc#my oc#deer#deer mutant#neurodivergent#audhd#autism#adhd#dandelion#I’m self-diagnosed not officially diagnosed but I did talk to an expert and took a lot of online tests she suggested#also there were a handful of family members who were not surprised and apparently some of them already knew?#I didn’t even suspect I was autistic until a little over a year ago—but it makes so many things make so much more sense#it is a genuine relief to understand this about myself#and I’ve met such wonderful fellow autistic people and/or adhdrs on here and I’m so grateful to God for them#love y’all
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it is SUCH a good day to no longer be in a cult 😭🌈✨💖
#GOD I LOVE FREEDOM#look at my clothes!!!! look at my cubbies with rainbow paint and dnd stuff and forbidden books in them!#I fucking love life!!!!!!#even though it’s hard! even though I’ve still got a lot of legal and financial problems!#I am so fucking grateful I’m alive and I stayed alive long enough for this!#I’ve got trauma and body issues and financial hell and a genetic disorder and family problems but MY LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER ALREADY#thank you to everyone who helped catch me when I had to jump#you’re all responsible for changing and saving my life#I love you and I hope I can pay it forward someday#personal#Katie has a face#also stream shiny happy people if you can#cult survivor#ex cult#ex homeschool#ex Catholic#cult escapee
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the sos awl development team really looked at rock and said “even if we could fix him (we can’t) he would never agree to it, carry on king”
#and i’m eternally grateful they responded this way#my odd worldview king has every possible brain disease and disorder and he’s perfect just the way he is#cora clownposting content#sos awl#multiple interviews stress that rock was left unchanged because he was always a fucking weirdo and will remain so eternally#i also love that they use the same logic i do. sorry couldn’t redesign him he wouldn’t let us. sorry rock insisted on being drawn this way#what? just change his personality? sorry our hands are tied because he would not fucking say we can rewrite him#explains why his risqué first heart event dialogue was left entirely unchanged in the jp yet maya can’t call him a nanpa anymore#english localization toned it down this time. natume used literal translations and some roughly equivalent english double entendres#sometimes just ignored them#xseed did decide to make him wink when inviting you to be fun-buddies so idk#xseed definitely held a gun to his head for his toned down lines they have Hostage Situation vibes#‘hi there platonic buddy pal!!’ *winks in morse code to spell the words ‘SEX NOW??’*#psychic damage posting#bokumono#hm awl#rock (awl)#this was in my drafts when the heck did i write all this#rock tumbling (sos)
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Hey @thehomelybadger , thank you for breaking my heart
#the way I picked up my iPad and started drawing angst#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#piltover’s finest#caitvi#arcane#fanart#jacketsketch#(this was scheduled before chap 32 came out - I need to sleep so I haven’t read it yet but oh boy)#but I also want to say before I do - thank you.#thank you so much for telling this story. I’m not exaggerating in the slightest when I say it got me through a lot these past few months#it fueled my inspiration it calmed me down on bad days when I was beating myself up with stress it gave me something to grasp onto#I love your characters - every quirk and trait you’ve gave them and this world you’ve fleshed out#I hadn’t seen a second of ice hockey and now I’m looking up reference photos and trying to get the jerseys down#i love these guys and it pains me to be letting them go already - I can’t imagine how it’s like for you - but I’m forever grateful for this#wonderful thing you’ve created out of just the pure love for the characters and for hockey#I went into this thinking ‘hey what a lovely bedtime story’#and I’m heading to its end forever changed and impacted by it for the better#so thank you badger - see you when I read the next chap
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@alligatorjesie
I was talking about my experience with a portion of the fandom, not the entirety. I was there, I saw the things people were saying and how things were twisted to excuse the racism. Especially the push that John had no respect for and was over sexualizing Daisy.
Again, ship whatever you want, I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with Reylo. It doesn’t do it for me, but that’s fine. However, as I pointed out, a portion of that same fandom is now clinging to Oshamir and seemingly projecting their long lost Reylo wants and entitlements on to them, and it’s not fun for me to see. Which you only further prove my point of, by dismissing what I’m saying.
“Why would racists ship PoC?” because some of them don’t care that Osha and Qimir aren’t white, solely because to them it’s a matter of vindication. They don’t see them as new characters, but as Reylo stand-ins. Which is why I also said, if either Amandla or Manny say a single thing the racist and entitled fans don’t like, they’ll be hit with the same backlash as John. Don’t play the fool.
Back to the point though, I’m wasn’t talking about every single Reylo out there. I’m enjoying the fan art and theories, and a lot of it is coming from Reylos, but that doesn’t erase what was. A lot of the hate John got was purely racist, and some of it did stem from him not shipping Rey and Kylo. In fact, a good example of that brewing again is the fans who are trying to uplift Osha/Jecki over Oshamir, in negative ways. Not everyone, but we all saw that account on Twitter (and the many who co-signed) trying to make it seem like killing off Jecki was to sideline a lesbian ship. When really, Jecki was underage, was she not? But also, Dafne Keen is white, which speaks to the fandom racism overall.
The Star Wars fandom as a whole is not welcoming, which I also stated. Amandla is being talked down upon solely because they’re Black, and Kelly Marie Tran was treated horribly during her run as well. Not by Reylos to my knowledge, so I’m not pretending like they were the ultimate toxicity within the fandom. They weren’t, but to act as if it was 100% in defense of Daisy is disingenuous.
So if we focus on what I said, which was seeing so many of them on my feeds now, and seeing how a lot of them are using Oshamir as a sort of shield to ignore how things went down, rubs me the wrong way. It makes the Oshamir fandom not as fun, for me. It doesn’t mean every Reylo here was a weirdo back in the day, but maybe you’re white and simply don’t get it? I don’t know.
Either way, the topic of the post wasn’t up for debate. It was me expressing my thoughts about being an Oshamir shipper.
Lastly, yes, Reylos party in the Oshamir tag, but you can’t expect people not to tag Oshamir posts accordingly to avoid angering other shippers. The “Oshamir” tag is Osha and Qimir’s playground, and while I will be sure to not go out of my way to offend anyone, I’m not going to not post my thoughts. So if you don’t want to read anything else I’ve got to say, that’s fine. Block away, because biting my tongue to avoid potentially offending Reylos in a tag that does not belong to their fandom, is not happening.
To other Reylos who may read this, understand I’m not coming for your ship nor your entire fandom. I’m talking specifically about how seeing racist undertones from some Reylos in the Oshamir fandom is reminding me of what happened in the past. If you aren’t or weren’t one of those people, this post nor my previous one is referring to you.
#@alligatorjesie#oshamir#im not going to keep tagging responses but#just in case anyone else needed clarity#but also I’m again not talking down on Reylo#I really don’t care that people ship them or#that the oshamir fandom overlaps and have#a ton of artists and fic authors of theirs here#I’m just rubbed wrong by how SOME#Reylos seem to have forgotten what went on#and how it feels like it’s coming back around#because Osha and Qimir shippers are being#told to thank Reylos and so on when there#is so much more depth to seeing a Black#and Asian couple in genre tv getting such#love as characters that don’t ever really pan#out for them to begin with… there’s levels#and I personally don’t like seeing their#excitement and hype be attached to white#characters and fans of said Black and Asian#characters be told to be grateful… it’s odd
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feel like it’s been a lil dull on here lately :3 motivation to write has been so low so chat with me in the inbox.. i’ll always get to them even though it sometimes takes me a bit !! it has been a bit negative these last few days and now it’s been pretty quiet but it would be so nice to get requests or to talk about previous and future fics or honestly talk about anything else maybe?!? idk i really truly don’t bite >< love you all sm
#min speaks ๋࣭ ⭑⚝#i hope that when i was answering the whole debate stuff i wasn’t sounding ungrateful bc getting asks has been something i’ve wanted#since i first joined this app so i really was grateful#it just sucked a bit that it was all that i was getting#but i’m really trying to be active on here it’s just been really hard coming up with different plots m#ALSO i have seen all of the requests so please don’t think that i’m ignoring them#it’s just taking me a bit of time to write them !!!#anyways rant over#i love you goodnight#:3
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I want to b excited for the new ulqui art but. That is Not What he Looks Like.
#Sigh. I get one crumb and I’m not even grateful 🤦#Tbf they also made aizen look weird like what is even up w that who is that 😭#Imagine being so picky about a character that you can enjoy drawings of them done by#Their original creator exclusively#.. couldn’t be me I’m not a weirdo .#Srry I know everyone’s hyped unfortunately o have to be rlly freakin annoying about one guy#Who’s not even in this stupid ass anime. Peace and love ✌️#text
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#i love my friends so much i am so lucky to have them#i’m so grateful to have people who checked on me multiple times today and let me know they were here for me#💖💖💖💖#also thankful to persona 3 episode aigis for taking the majority of my focus today and the past few days lmao#so i was thinking about that#and not the fact that it’s been 18 years since my dad died#i feel really bad on the years i try to do everything not to think about him#but i’m all alone this weekend so#sorry dad i would like to not go insane i love you and i miss you forever#but i’d like to avoid a breakdown#personal#to be deleted
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Caysi Jons 🏒💥
#TMNT#casey jones#casey jones 2012#cassandra jones#I’m still not very confident with human faces so shoutout to the hokey mask#so so grateful my faves wear a mask#I hope rise gets to come back I want a cross over episode#so sad all the different turtles series have a crossover episode but my two fave series don’t#I’ve been procrastinating all weekend when I should have been working to do this so I should probably go offline now and catch up#the captain is wrong on purpose btw rena gets it#we have come to the conclusion all the Casey jones’ we don’t like are heterosexual and that’s why they don’t past the vibe check#also can I just talk about how I loved 2012 Casey as a teen but his design is so over the top#every time I draw him I add a bit more of his gear but idk if I’ll ever draw his full outfit#that big taser glove…. no thanks#now Cassandra#she gets it#less is more queen you are so right#also btw if you can’t tell any series where Casey is also a teen I ship them with their version of raph#I won’t apologise#also i am not sdmitting how much time i wasted shading and texturing these two images just to put a shadow over it#tmnt 2012#rottmnt#SaveRiseOfTheTMNT
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I have… lots of thoughts on milsiril and kabru and the commentary on mixed-race family/adoption, in particular white parents with children of color. I think it’s really cool kui incorporated this into the story because lots of (particularly white) people just think adoption is this pure altruistic thing and don’t think about the negative affects it has on kids (again, kids of color) to not have people of their own culture to grow up with.
#I’m white so I can’t pretend this is something I am able to fully understand#and I feel like it’s not my place to write an essay on it? I’m sure poc could do it a lot better than me#but someone who is close to me is a poc in a kind of kabru adjacent situation#and I don’t want to give details bc this is personal and (obviously) not just to me so I don’t really want to talk about it too much#my point is. kabru ans milsiril just hit me really hard#I really love that kui made their relationship a relatively good one for the most part but she doesn’t just pretend it’s perfect#because it’s like. even if your parents are the best they can possibly be.l#if they don’t understand your culture that’s still a huge loss isn’t it?#and milsirils parenting skills….. definitely need a lot of work even if she means well#and the description of her adoptions as a ‘hobby’ makes it seem rather flippant imo#(not sure if that was just a translation thing tho)#but my impression is that kabru does still think of her fondly and is grateful for her taking him in and teaching him things#at the same time he does voice his frustrations about the cultural disconnect between them and her being ‘overprotective’#but yeah#like that kind of thing needs to be talked about I’m grateful that she not just doesn’t shy away from it but puts it in your face like that#.txt#dungeon meshi#oh also clarification#when I say kui talks about this stuff I do mean as an allegory#bc while I don’t think it is at all a coincidence that kabru is dark skinned and milsiril is white (coded?)#their skin color doesn’t really come into account here#it’s really the disconnect between elves and tall-men#but look me in the eye and tell me that’s not what she was going for
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hope everyone’s had/is having a lovely day so far!! 🥺💗 here is some extra love!!!
#what’s smth that u’re grateful for today!!!#mine r good conversations and kind people 🥺#bought matcha this morning and the barista was so nice!! 🥺#i asked if he could remove the sugar and he rllY DID a lot of places will usually lie and say theres no sugar akksksks but#when i drink it its super sweet.. so wdym theres no sugar BUT ANYWAY#he drew a lil heart after my name too!!!! 🥺 makes me wanna experience being a barista some day so i can write cute things on peoples cups!#and hopefully make their days 🫶🏻#an establishment also let us use their parking while we bought coffee 🥺#and and!! a good friend i haven’t hung out with in a while dropped by!! to spend time w us for my bf’s bday (we r a group)#and!!!!!!! had dinner with my bf’s family and i love his parents so much 🥺#they’ve always been so so welcoming and kind to me !!! rlly showering me in so much love 🥺 and conversations over dinner were so nice !!!#i can ask them anything i’m curious abt and they’ll always answer sincerely#his mom is also a finance god i think … she always has so much wisdom when it comes to finances ajsnsjs#anyway!! thats me rambling!!! i am full of love today!!! so i want to pass it on!!#i talked so much again
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I did something completely out of my comfort zone and I lived!
#Wasn’t prepared for freeway driving at all but I surprisingly didn’t screw myself or the person following me over#now that I have Siri hooked up to the car stereo that is#Also nothing quite like being on high alert all day to give you a tension headache#But fortunately for me it wasn’t warranted because if anyone wanted to like chop me up and put me in a freezer they would have#But I’m talking to you now and I’m obviously not dead so woohoo#Don’t worry I never go into anything unprepared. And I’m the most resourceful person I know other than my father#Who does not surpass me but equals me#But yeah they’re actually nice and neurodivergently-honest and not trying to love bomb me so far as I can tell#Because I was getting “this is weird” vibes but never the “don’t do this you’re gonna die” feeling#And they’re quite obviously auDHD so I crunched some numbers based on observable behavior and determined#much of the bubbly “too much” behavior was coming from that#but I was unaccustomed to it because I’m on the polar opposite end of the DSM for ADHD (unsure of autism)#and am less likely to recognize behaviors I don’t engage in as being a symptom of neurodivergence#If that makes any sense at all#Like I’m heavily heavily introverted and quiet and soft-spoken and never initiate friendly physical contact with anyone while talking#I’m very reserved with people I don’t know and am in possession of the most blunted affect known to man and don’t reveal my hand#Ever#So seeing someone engage in the opposite of those behaviors to a degree that isn’t normal with me made me take a step or two back#because my sensory/social/trauma issues are opposed to those kind of things#So I prepared just in case my assessment of them was incorrect but everything turned out fine.#I may be extremely introverted and socially awkward (or at least I feel like I am)#but I make up for it by being able to read shrimp social cues— social cues you didn’t even know existed#(And I also project the vibe of “I have eyes in the back of my head” which makes me kind of scary for someone as slight as I am)#But yeah I’m grateful to have met them and that they’re nice#It sounds like I don’t like them but I swear I do. The circumstances of the journey made me more apprehensive than the person themself
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i have thought of 1 (one) pro to this whole housing situation and i’m clinging onto it for dear life
#that being the enhanced freedom of living alone/away from family again#just generally being able to have routines and (hopefully) have them be respected in shared living spaces#of course that depends on who i find as a roommate but i’m choosing to stay optimistic#and on the note of freedom that includes more social freedom to have people over#like games nights with friends and stuff#or like. people staying over occasionally.#which technically i could do before it’s just wildly uncomfortable so i generally don’t#it’s the fear of not having a place to fall back to if things go wrong#that’s really getting to me#because my family is so spread out that even if i was able to crash on my mom or grandma’s couches (bc they both live in small one bedrooms)#they’re both so far away (literally a several hour ferry ride in my mom’s case)#that i wouldn’t be able to continue work or school if i had to do that#my dad is looking for a place in the cities around where we are now but that’s not certain at all and again one bedroom#BUT#and this is a HUGE thing that my friend reminded me of#i have friends in my life who would also support me if it came to that (totally not crying while typing this)#he reminded me that his family has even said in the past that i always have a place to stay with them#and i even did at one point for several weeks when our house got all its wall torn out bc of massive water leaks#and i know i have at least two other friends who would do the same if i really needed it#and i’m so so so fucking lucky#i may not have a ton of people in my life but the people i do have are better people than i ever could have hoped for#i stumbled into knowing (and this is no exaggeration) i believe some of the kindest most compassionate loving people in existence#i was always such a sucker for found family stuff and it was only in the last two years or so that i realized that’s what i have#okay stress crying has turned to emotional gratefulness crying#still physically unpleasant but emotionally incomprebly better#personal
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