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Every time somebody looks at the train of bullshit in my life and tells me "you deserve a break" the Universe gets the wrong idea and raises the mallet again.
#i am very tired#and I really hope i'm wrong#this is the equivalent of a very weary 'ho don't do it'
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Accidentally saw some spoiler screenshots for the season finale yesterday and now after seeing the recent episode I DON'T LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING FOR PERI
#fairly oddparents a new wish#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#peri#peri fairly oddparents#a new wish#periwinkle#my art#fanart#Can't really tell much what I saw since the finale is tomorrow anyway#But hoo boy#we will see how tear jerking the finale might end up#really hoping that I'm wrong though
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did a piece in the LU server's gift exchange ! something of survival and reunions and smug little shadowguys
#LU5thGiftX#linked universe#lu#shadow lu#four lu#vio lu#green lu#wolfie lu#twilight lu#warriors lu#wild lu#legend lu#blue lu#red lu#wind lu#hyrule lu#sky lu#time lu#dragon doodles#I really hope my giftee ends up liking it! this was my first exchange and I was somewhat stressed but I'm pretty happy with the end result#ended up doing several art things I haven't done in ages AND tried several new art things. was a pretty good experience! :D#why did I decide to manually cel-shade those patterned blankets though. something's wrong with me LOL#next day bonus fun fact this was initially conceptualized as an animated short. this obviously didn't work out xD but the heart's there
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Day 1 (slightly belated): Once upon a time
feligami february 2025!
#feligami#feligami february 2025#ml representation#kagami tsurugi#felix graham de vanily#miraculous ladybug#my post#my art#So.#time to talk in the tags#i actually just wanted to make a little sketch to celebrate the start of the feligami month!#just a little redraw of the iconic feligami storytime . what could be easier#but then a devil on my shoulder says. what if we just make them out of paper. and masks too#and just make a silly little video where i pull the string and they open their faces. easy#but then just the vision of the string itself felt so Wrong. like. you know why. you know why.#and i started thinking about an alternative#and then accidentally spent an entire day crafting a crazy setup for filming these 15 seconds#and then spent an entire night trying to film it#so sorry I'm late! ahahahaha#i hope it looks fun because it was fun to make#i know i won't be able to participate in most of the days 💔 but i have a big wip that i really like.. 🙏 excited to finish it#now i sleep
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some sifs I drew from memory into my sketchpad while I was at a family meetup... i thought it'd be fun to digitalize the more original style ones with a pixel brush and the ones that were more my own artstyle with my usual brush (initial pencil sketch under the cut)
unironically, any notable change you see between the traditional sketch and the digital version only stems from the fact that i had no space on the real paper e.g. the sketches being repositioned or sif's hat not being curled downwards everywhere was because i could actually use the space better digitally lmao
#isat#in stars and time#siffrin#artsy lynne things#i'm really happy with how these turned out tbh#i mean like. they arent perfect. and i got a handful of details wrong by drawing these from memory#but those are details no one notices... i think i got the SIFFRIN ESSENCE down. you feel me? (cicada noises)#i realized that despite the first batch being intended to be... well... original style (from memory)#there's way more of my own artstyle mixed into it than i planned lol. like; it's not a bad thing. just. not intended#e.g. my very first siffrin drawing attempts were much closer to siffrin's original proportions#siffrin is tiny. as they should be#my little sister watched me draw these at some point and asked who that is#i said ''........ a game character'' and she was like ''...cah ehr?'' and i said ''... like... a person from a game. a story...''#i hope in 20 years you will play ISAT; sis...#at the family meetup i also doodled odile. for the first time. but directly in my style.#my professional(?) crush on odile grows#i cant believe it took me over a week to finish digitalizing this. so yeah. maybe you will see digital odile next week
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these aerial shots of the streets in the scene where anthy was about to jump off a building in episode 37 remind me of a network of blood capillaries gradually flowing with some foreign substance (the way the red lines were drawn certainly resembles some liquid substance). the camera panned towards anthy from the 1st to 4th picture, and the streets gradually turned from pure white to white with some red.
before the suicide scene, utena and anthy were enjoying tea and cookies at akio's place, and they were wearing their school uniforms. anthy indirectly hinted at "poisoning" the cookies. in response, utena directly stated that she had "poisoned" anthy's tea. both accepted the poison into their systems (bodies) without any hesitation or qualms. noticeably, in this scene, utena didn't wear the rose crest ring that she took off at the beginning of the episode. i'd like to think of the streets gradually turning from white to flowing with red liquid as the visualisation of the poison they consumed in this scene gradually circulating in the system (via blood vessels and capillaries); thus, these points represented utena and anthy's bond/relationship with each other up until before the suicide attempt (white) and after (flowing with red).


up to at least the moment utena found out about anthy and akio at the end of episode 36, utena and anthy hadn't been honest with each other, despite utena saying to anthy that she could come to her if anthy had any problems, and that they can help each other through anything (episode 25). from the point akio began making bold moves in grooming utena (episode 30 onwards), which led to sexual assaults and rape, utena had started to keep things out of anthy's knowledge/unable to tell certain things to anthy.
a prominent example of this would be the scene in episode 36 where anthy asked about utena's whereabouts the night utena went to the dueling arena with touga. other examples are in episodes 30 and 35. anthy, on the other hand, hadn't been honest with utena from the very beginning. from my understanding, from both sides, the dishonesty with each other came from the dire need to preserve the sanctity/purity of their bond (and the despairing inability to open up about respective sufferings). both utena and anthy didn't wish to taint their bond with their ugly stories of truths. the situation was more adverse for anthy because letting utena know the truth could derail all of akio's plans.
(note the network of streets) with regard to the series, colour theories were ever-present in every visual aspect. white was equated to purity and innocence; red was synonymous with violence and danger. i think these meanings suited the visuals of the post-suicide attempt scene, the purity of their bond was incrementally coloured with violent truths from one another. moreover, i also think the post-suicide attempt scene further reified the cantarella scene. in other words, the post-suicide attempt scene was the more literal take/depiction/iteration of the cantarella scene (if that makes sense), with the visuals of the white streets flowing with red as the connecting factor between the two scenes.
the final visual of the "poisoned streets" before anthy urged utena to leave the school. the poison was freely and fully flowing through every street. throughout the suicide scene, utena and anthy were both in their sleepwear. this may connote a more vulnerable and honest disposition without any facade, as well as a better understanding and more equal footing with one another, compared to when they were in school uniforms during the cantarella scene. utena was also wearing her ring here, which may highlight her choice to play the role of a prince for anthy's sake to the end.
in addition, i think the streets flowing with poison could also be seen as a network of empty/dried blood capillaries finally flowing with blood; akin to a dead body coming back to life. after a person dies, the first visible change would be pallor mortis (within 15 to 20 minutes), wherein the body begins to pale because blood stops moving through the capillaries. with regard to this information, the visuals may indicate a sign of rejuvenation of the bond between utena and anthy after opening up to one another. the bond between them became more human, alive (flowing with blood), as opposed to being hollow (dried out blood capillaries; like death). to me, i believe both interpretations could work simultaneously for the visuals of the streets.
#i really hope these make sense#these are just my point of view#i could be wrong#revolutionary girl utena#shojo kakumei utena#shoujo kakumei utena#rgu#sku#utena tenjou#anthy himemiya#utenanthy#akio ohtori#analysis#medical knowledge finally came in handy!#i tried making gifs/videos of the streets for better clarity but tumblr is Very Picky and i'm not skilled#✮
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Jason's days in the league of assassin's with toddler Damian (1 y.o.)
In the dead of night, baby Damian cried alone in his crib, haunted by a terrifying nightmare. No one had come to check on him and sadly, this was a common occurrence, as Ra’s didn't want Talia coddling the child too much. Jason, who had long since stopped fearing Ra’s refused to follow the old man's orders.
When he heard the baby's cries echoing down the hall Jason rushed to Damian’s bedroom. He entered quietly and instinctively scooped up the trembling child.
Jason (comforting the baby): Hey, you're okay. Don’t cry, you’re not in danger.
Baby Damian sniffled, wiping his tear-stained eyes.
Jason (rubbing Damian's cheek): Had a bad dream?
Damian, seeming to understand the question, nodded, babbling and crying. Though he was just a baby and Jason couldn’t decipher what nightmares his brother had, it was bad enough to see the child trembling in fear.
Jason: Yeah, I had a few bad dreams when I first got here. Night terrors, is a better word. They were awful, zombies, clowns, a guy in a batsuit, a demon woman, symbolic stuff. What does a baby have nightmares about?
He knew he was mostly talking to himself, but holding the scared little one softened his heart. Raising his foster father's secret love child wasn’t part of his plan for this new life, but right now, Damian was young and innocent, certainly not a brat, at least not yet.
Jason: Whatever it is, it’s got you trembling. I got you, don't mind staying here for a few minutes.
He gently wiped Damian’s tears while cradling him, pacing around the room. His rhythmic footsteps seemed to soothe the infant.
Jason: I don’t like that they just let you holler in a dark room until you tire yourself to sleep. Especially when I know those assholes are awake! Don’t say “asshole” Damian.
Damian babbled softly, staring at the ceiling. The tears hadn’t stopped, even with Jason’s comforting presence. Jason slowly paced around the room, keeping Damian in his arms.
Jason (speaking softly as he paced): I remember when I was little, my stepmom, before she was heavily addicted to drugs, used to come into my room and sing to me. She loved Elvis. I was more into Jimi Hendrix, but we got along despite this. Crazy, right?
Jason chuckled softly at the memory, though Damian didn’t quite understand why.
Jason: Sorry, went off-topic. She always sang the same song. She wasn’t the best singer, but it helped get me back to sleep... she had such a gentle singing voice. I remember the lyrics to this day. Maybe they’ll help you, or if not, you can just puke on me.
He glanced at the open bedroom door, then quietly walked backward and closed it, if he was going to sing to a baby in the castle of an assassin, he wanted some privacy.
Jason (in a tender singing voice): Wise men say, "Only fools rush in"… But I can't help… falling in love with you…
He picked up Damian’s baby blanket, gently wiping away tears as he sang.
Jason (continuing): Shall I stay? Would it be a sin? If I can't help falling in love with you?
Damian looked up at his big brother, his expression blank at first, which made Jason pause for a moment.
Jason (softly, doubtful): I’m not the best singer. You probably—
Damian reached up suddenly, placing his tiny hand on Jason’s cheek. Though he couldn’t speak, through his soft, trusting eyes, Jason understood, he wanted him to stay and sing.
Jason settled into a rocking chair in the room, gently rocking Damian until sleep claimed him.
Jason (singing again): Like a river flows, surely to the sea, darling, so it goes… some things are meant to be... Take my hand, take my whole life, too. For I can’t help falling in love with you.
Damian’s eyelids fluttered closed, his breathing slowing as the panic from earlier faded away, replaced by the comfort of sleep.
Jason: You know, I kill people. But I’m surprisingly good with kids. Is that ironic? Or am I just… an anti-hero? To be fair, I only kill the bad guys. Not you, though.
He booped Damian’s nose, making him giggle softly.
Jason (continuing to rock him): Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone this happened, and you don’t let slip that… I’m starting to like you.
He sighed quietly, accepting that he might not be able to train Damian into a little assassin of his own parents. Damian still had a chance at a decent life. Though he’d turned cold to the world, Jason knew he wanted to be there for his little brother, until Damian grew into the mischievous kid then it'd be acceptable to pick on his little brother.
Bruce's baby (Jason's days in the League of Assassians and part time baby sitter)
Jason's days in the league with baby Damian (pt. 2)
Jason's days in the league with baby Damian (pt. 3)
Part 4
#jason todd#batfamily#batman#note to people reading this: if you don't like how i depicted jason todd that's fine but i really hope i don't get weird hate comments#and by hate comments i mean the ones accusing me of making him a soft boy or that he wouldn't be mushy or whatever#I'm just writing jason as he'd have a his good moments in the leagues and they're bonding through their trauma#it shouldn't be seen as wrong to write him with this softer side when even dc fails at that#i had to block someone that basically got mad i wrote jason as nice and so i'm just adding this and that it's my stories to write#league of assassins#loa jason raising damian is my favorite hc#batfamily headcanons#i got the idea from a rugrats movie of all things#batfamily fanfiction#batfamily adventures#damian wayne al ghul#damian wayne#batfamily comedy#mini fic#dc fanfiction#ficlet#fan writing#batfamily mini fics#wayne family adventures#flash fiction#mini fics#dc stands for disregard canon#no beta we die like jason todd#writer on ao3#mostly canon complaint#part of a series
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I think I'll start being more restrained and not too outspoken, and I'll start sticking to the artist x follower attitude and nothing more from that
I'm tired of investing a lot of effort, attention and care in order to get another "betrayal" later or to realize that I really overdid it and I shouldn't have behaved like this
I put in too much effort and then feel ashamed, guilty, and maybe make a lot of mistakes
Thank you to all my beloved mutuals who call me friend or even big sister, I appreciate it and have warm feelings for you too, but I just don't want to go through the pain again. This doesn't mean that I'll stop interacting with everyone or anything like that, I'm just warning you that I'll be more restrained and I won't start a new close relationship
#I'm sorry I'm really a very anxious person#And I feel a lot of guilt and mixed emotions in general#Thank you all very much. I hope for your understanding#There's too much pain and the feeling that I'm doing something wrong#oya oya okay
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BWAAH! I bring forth.. yumeshipping! (still hoping that's the correct term!) And a Puppetsona... that I may or may not touch up sooner or later!
#I hope you fellows don't mind me posting this here!#really hoping yumeshipping is the correct word..#please correct me if I'm wrong!#anyhoww!!#I'm in the mood for Julie doodles :O)#take care all!#wally darling#wally darling fanart#selfshipping#selfship#yumeshipping#yumeship#applefig
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Figured I'd try my hand at some Redacted character post/text edits!
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Credit to @/sainthowlzon for all the Listener icons, and to @/elisacaleisa for their google drive with all the canon icons!
(slightly alternative version of the Solaires' GC edit below the cut bc i had a lil too much fun with what Vincent would name his contacts)
#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted memes#redactedverse#redacted sam#redacted darlin#redacted vincent#redacted honey#redacted guy#redacted azmidi#redacted sweetie#redacted david#redacted asher#redacted treasure#redacted porter#redacted alexis#redacted william#*slaps post* *flextape meme guy voice* now THAT's a lotta characters!#good Lord these were hard to figure out ALT text for. anyone more experienced with describing images feel free to lmk if i did it wrong#i'm trying to both give credit to the images source (when there even is one. text screenshots are usually source-less when i find them)#And to explain what the original images said. And how I edited them. And who's speaking in what message and aaaaaaa ...i Tried#breaking away from my old style of edits by actually changing the OP's handles to suit the characters. but i'm not creative enough to think#-of cool ones so it's just gonna be their names most of the time probably lmao. but i'll leave the original ones unedited if they happen-#-to fit like the Darlin' one did. and sometimes there Is no handle/url in the image to begin with so. i'm playing it by ear#still gonna put credit to the OPs in the ALT text when i can tho. anyways. that's enough overanalyzing meme edits for one night#i spent way too much time on these so i sure do hope that some of y'all find them funny#and as usual with these kinda edits i really hope i'm not accidentally making any that have been done before!#if i ever make a duplicate of someone else's i swear its not intentional i just dont have time to scour the fandom for every existing edit#also i know that's not how iMessages are formatted but i had to find a way to make it clear who's POV we're seeing the convo from so yeah
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Hi hello, I have seen the “Odysseus can pose a threat to Penelope if he sees her being unfaithful” debate everywhere. But can you help me to elaborate how?
Hi, sure.
There are people who have expressed it way better than I ever could, but if I can be of any help I'm glad to. This is going to be quite long and hopefully not too messy.
Sources for the things I will say: Penelope's Renown: Meaning and Indeterminacy in the Odyssey and Penelope: from character to poetics.
The first thing to say is if you're asking me whether Odysseus poses a physical threat to Penelope (e.g. whether he wants to kill/be violent with her if she betrays him), then in my opinion there is no basis in the text to support this. This threat is never made explicit by him. Odysseus is repeatedly put in a position to think about a possible betrayal (especially when he talks to Agamemnon, but also for example when he hears the love story between Ares and Aphrodite while he is at the court of the Phaeacians) and he never expresses violent thoughts or intentions towards a hypothetical adulterous Penelope. And this is not an attempt to argue that "he's not like other boys" as I'm sometimes forced to read on tumblr, but it is simply based on the text we have. Moreover, Helen's fate seems to indicate to me that in the Homeric world forgiveness towards adulterous wives is at least conceived.
BUT just because there is no explicit threat of physical violence doesn't mean there isn't an underlying potential threat that all the characters perceive.
On several occasions the Odyssey tells the story of Agamemnon and how he was killed by his wife's lover with her complicity. This story is a great alarm bell for the characters, it is a possible plot twist that everyone must take into account. The comparison is immediate:
Agamemnon -> Odysseus
Clytemnestra -> Penelope
Orestes -> Telemachus
Obviously the fact that the stories can be compared does not mean that they can overlap. For example, Telemachus does not feel up to it nor does he seem so willing to take on the role of Orestes as avenger of his father's honor. If he did, he would not have the same reasons as Orestes to direct his revenge towards his mother. But be careful about this last point, because it is clear that Telemachus has some resentment towards his mother and that he perceives her as a threat. This is what Antinous tells him when they are in assembly:
"For I assure you that so long as she maintains this attitude that the gods have guided her to adopt, the Suitors will continue to eat you out of house and home. She may be winning a great name for herself, but at what expense to you!" (Odyssey book 2, Rieu)
So one consideration we can make is that the threat is not one-way. Penelope is herself a threat to Odysseus and Telemachus, and they are a threat to her.
Basically the characters' ignorance about Odysseus' fate (will he return or not?) in itself poses a threat.
In the absence of certainty, there is no right course of action for either Telemachus or Penelope. For Telemachus because:
1) If he faced the suitors alone it would be a suicide mission.
2) He perceives the threat that his mother represents as long as she stays in the house, but can he throw her out if his father is about to come home? No. (Also it seems to me that he is unhappy with the idea of throwing her out anyway).
For Penelope because:
1) by postponing the wedding she is endangering her son's life.
2) if Odysseus is alive she is endangering him and she is also endangering herself by remarrying.
The threat exists because none of the three has all the information, none of the three already knows how the others will act. For Penelope the decision to remarry is the best if Odysseus is dead, but it is objectively wrong if he is alive.
So this is the potential threat, but we can't ignore the fact that in the end things go very differently for the ithacan family than for the house of Atreus. The Odyssey proposes the theme of the House of Atreus several times, only to then distance itself from it and propose an alternative. And since the question was specifically about how Odysseus reacts to Penelope's possible infidelity, I think it's right to focus on his actual behaviors as well, not just potential ones.
An important thing to keep in mind is: the rapresentation of Penelope as the perfect little wife who would never cheat on her husband is very imprecise. Penelope is a person whose thoughts are very difficult to know, and it is very difficult to predict her moves. There is not a single character that can explain with definitive and authoritative voice why she is doing what she is doing. This is continually suggested to us in the text. I will try to give an example that I think is very eloquent. Let's take the scene in which she appears for the first time before Odysseus (still in disguise): she tells the suitors that the time has come for her to get married and narrates that Odysseus had told her that she could/should remarry as soon as Telemachus got old enough. So she convinces the suitors to give her the classic wedding gifts. And then
The noble, patient Odysseus was delighted at her words, because she was extorting gifts from her suitors and bewitching them by her persuasive words, while all the time her heart was set on something quite different (Odyssey book 18, Rieu)
So he "knows" that she is making fun of them. But let's think about this for a moment. There are two possibilities: 1) Penelope did not lie about the story 2) Penelope did lie about the story.
If Penelope told the truth then it is not clear why Odysseus should rejoice. How can he know that her heart is set on something different? Is he rejoicing just because she is getting gifts? Or is it because of a sort of pride in the fact that she is so desired by other men (her value as a woman rises)? This second possibility does not seem to be suggested by the text in Odysseus' reaction, but I point out that this interpretation seems to be very close to Athena's plan when she arouses in Penelope the desire to be seen by the suitors. Athena seems to want Penelope to prove herself capable of bringing value to the home and value in the Homeric poems is measured in physical objects.
Or Penelope lied. If Penelope lied why should Odysseus rejoice? Penelope's lie could just be a little excuse to justify the long wait that now is finally over. It could be, in Odysseus' eyes, overwhelming evidence that she actually wants to remarry. Otherwise she would have invented something else.
Here my imaginary interlocutor brings up the concept of homophrosyne. Those two have the same mind and therefore must understand everything about each other, right? Personally, it seems to me that this implies taking the concept a bit too far, and above all it is not really supported by what happens in the text (why should Odysseus fall into the final trap of the bed if Penelope's mind has no secrets for him anyway?). Homophrosyne means that they have the same mind, yes, but in the sense that they are both difficult to read, very distrustful, cautious, liars and both always have more than one purpose.
The point is that Odysseus (and we even less than him in this case) cannot know what Penelope's true intentions are. He can know if she is lying and he can imagine what her feelings are (also because he has been reassured by Athena about them), but he cannot really know them. How can you easily know the heart of a person who always lies?
And be careful because the bow contest is the same thing, if not "worse": how does Odysseus know that she is not calling the contest because she has actually realized that it is better to remarry? After all, that is what her words suggest. Odysseus tells her that having the bow contest is a great idea (and in fact it is because he will have access to a weapon). Can he suspect that she has recognized him and is offering him help? In my opinion, yes, but it would still be a suspicion.
I've finished setting the scene, now I'm finally getting to the point:
What I find important to answer your question is not so much racking our brains to figure out how much Odysseus knew (or how much Penelope knew). I think it's important to understand how Odysseus behaves in his position of ignorance about Penelope's intentions. In my opinion, when Odysseus sees Penelope and then tests her, he is not particularly alarmed by the idea that Penelope might decide that she can no longer postpone marriage. When they talk to each other he tests her heart more than her intentions. He knows she is in a difficult situation and is very happy with how she has handled it up to that point. He is also reassured by the way she remembers him, by the strength with which she desires him. He knows she is doubting but he experiences her doubts as a challenge, because he wants to win her back, to prove to her that her feelings are not misplaced, that he is still worthy of her love as he was twenty years before. So let it be clear that Odysseus wants to test her and be tested by her.
As I already said Odysseus can't be sure of her true intentions and he knows that. That's why he is still in disguise. But the fact that they both lie to each other and don't trust each other right away is what will bring them closer again in the end. It's what they share.
So to answer your question: Odysseus and Penelope pose a serious threat to each other: they don't know how the other will act and must behave cautiously because of this. And it is precisely this that makes it even more incredible that in the end, without their knowing it, their minds are so in sync.
#anon I'm SO sorry it took me so long to answer#I really dislike tumblr lately#and I needed a little detox#anyway#I hope this wasn't a mess#I just want to emphasize that people who think Odysseus would have been cool with Penelope remarrying#they're wrong#and Penelope doesn't want him to be cool about it#She wants feral Odysseus who will protect her from everything#odypen#odypen my beloved#they're not normal and people don't get it#odysseus#greek mythology#tagamemnon#the odyssey#homers odyssey#telemachus#penelope of ithaca#odysseus and penelope#odysseus x penelope#my otp#😍#homophrosyne#penelope odyssey#homeric epics#homeric poems#my post
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before mirage of scales: I NEED YAKUYA EVENT
after mirage of scales: ah. um. i . i don't need yakuya event so much, anymo.re... hah..a...
#ahahahahah nah i still want yakuya event#don't get me wrong#i'm glad we get to have serious event with the ���� truths comin out#so of course i am very grateful for this...very engaging event... that made me feel things...#BUT FOR TRUESIES THEY REALLY PLAYED ME#ohhhh i was so delusional.#thinking that kuya and yakumo together would be hilarious and full of comedy and silly and goofy powerplays#no. no they only let me have a little lick of it in desert island knockout#because they were NOT GOING TO BE EXPLORED IN-DEPTH#but ohhhhh hohohoho if these two get a whole event together? with details? guess we're gonna have to go HEAVY#you wanted a funtime with yokai senior bullying his freakishly tall junior who doesn't feel senior's true malice??#no. no you get bitter elder saying a big I TOLD YOU SO to the naive younglings full of hope and watery eyes#kuya's eyes drickin dry as sahara. sand. you can HEAR the particles scrape against each other#every time he blinks and squints with extreme disdain#i'm sorry for both of you#neither of you was having a good time on that island#kuya's fists were clenched on the arms of the chair he was posed upon#man's THIS close to incinerating the entire island#and yakumo's just. yakumo.#*sits there with my yakumo doll and kuya doll just staring at each other*#the profound sadness has returned...#mirage of scales#nu carnival kuya#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival eiden
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Because they are on my mind, please accept one of my favorite Wangxian moments of all time.
Chapter 87
In my opinion, this is one of the most important Wangxian scenes in the whole novel. It is very special to me. It made me tear up when I was doing my read through.
Time and time again, Wei Wuxian has fallen, he's gotten hurt, people have failed him. The people who were supposed to be there for him have either left, he's lost them tragically, or they've betrayed him at some point in his life. His life has been one of loneliness and loss.
He has never had someone who he could rely on so heavily. He has never had a solid safety net before, someone on equal footing to him that he could fall back on and rely on. If anything he has spent his entire life being a safety net for other people. He has spent his whole life being strong for others.
Now, however, Lan Wangji is that safety net for him.
For the first time in his life, he has someone to truly catch him when he falls. He can let himself fall and still be safe. That "thank you" isn't just about Lan Wangji catching him after he fell from the tree, its about everything.
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#do not get me wrong#we never engage in wen ning erasure in this house (he's my fav character)#in his own way he is a safety net as well#someone that wei wuxian can rely on when he needs to and who will protect him#i think where the difference is that while he CAN rely on wen ning they are walking separate paths#wen ning is not always going to be there by his side to catch him like lan wangji will be#wei wuxian can also let go completely when he's with lan wangji#he can be vulnerable with him whereas with wen ning he still feels like he must be strong#and really thats what wangxian is defined by in my opinion#love devotion and vulnerability#that is not to say that one relationship is BETTER than the other#lan wangji is simply the thing that wei wuxian needed the most#am i making sense? i hope i'm making sense#idk man i'm just yapping at this point#ALSO JIANG YANLI!!!!!#she WANTED to be a safety net for wuxian she wanted to be someone he could depend on#and he did feel safe with her he deeply loved her#but the world they lived in wouldn't LET her be that for him#through no fault of her own she didn't have the POWER to be that for him#that does not discount what she did do for him though#she fought for him where she could#and i love her for that#i can't stand some of the jiang yanli slander i see#i dont know how i ended up rambling so much in the tags#lots of opinions
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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives
Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy
Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it

#Moon posting#Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem#IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka#Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED#I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually#IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it#MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth#Then you imagine that dattebayo#And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others#Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man
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I had a lot of concerns about the writing direction going into the end of season seven. Hen's story line, Eddie's story line, and Bobby's story line all deeply concerned me. I thought none of them were good and that Hen and Eddie's were also particularly and thoughtlessly cruel. Then season eight was really bringing it back for me. I was having a good time, really enjoying it all, felt like the first five seasons again.
And now this.
Call me when Buddie goes canon, I guess.
#911 spoilers#I fully respect that some of you think this is a fakeout#and I sure do hope I'm wrong#but I personally think it's real#and it's just terrible on so many levels#I really don't have time to suffer to this level in my fiction#I've had the most awful fucking couple of weeks#I don't have time to even be sad or angry about this#so if a TV show is gonna pull this shit and jerk me around then I'm not going to give it my time anymore#I'm not THAT much of a masochist and I know when it's time to leave a party
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Posting it on main too, but here's my contribution to the @hoshinokaabi-secretsanta with a gift for @mastercrowned!! All of the given prompts were So Delightful, but in the end I had to go with drawing Morpho ordering a Kirby Burgie (or maybe 10) asdlkgjn
version without the text bubble under the cut!
This whole event was a Delight to participate in! Had I more time and energy I would have Defo scribbled out more, but for Now pls enjoy my Favorite part of the image that Unfortunately got masked by the completed piece which is.
Scrungle Dee
#kirby#kirby and the forgotten land#katfl#morpho knight#waddle dee#hnk secret santa#hoshi no kirby#hoshi no kaabii#kirby of the stars#kirby fanart#In Case You Haven't Already Guessed (or straight up decoded it) yes Morpho is Literally just saying 'can I get a fucking uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh--#Did I Really sit down and Calligraphy the katfl New World Text. Yes. Yes I Did.#Learned how to do One Font for a cover letter and have been making it everyone else's problem ever since#Realising Also too late that I. Forgot to turn off a sketch layer in the Official Secret Santa Submission *explodes*#so the repost is Partially for Archival Purposes and Partially to right my wrongs asdkfjn#Hello all! I hope u all are having a wonderful holiday!#or if u Don't Celebrate. I hope u are having a wonderful Day regardless!#hi all I Swear I'm still alive I have just been. not Drawing for a bit SDKFJSN#aseukiart
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