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theclosetedskeleton · 1 year ago

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Im going to be so serious here I think november-december 2022 was literally one of the lowest periods of my life

#because like #it was around the time where my 'best friend' of 8 years techincally left me for other people #and i was dealing with an identity/gender crisis #AND the only people I had to talk to me were people on pinterest #like im not joking I went through my old idea pins today #and so many of them were just talking abt whatever came to my mind and stuff like #'i need help' or 'im going mental'#I think that was kind of a joking thing at the time but looking back it wasnt a 100% slash j #PLUS i was staying at my moms friends house at that time and i had NOTHING to do and really nobody to talk to #im a lot better now #but yeah #was this a vent?? my bad #closet rambles again on tumblr

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umblrspectrum · 2 months ago

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part 4 of a lot funnier in my head than on paper

#before anyone asks its not a series the part 4 is a joke dont go looking #the solver granted me this mental image #definitely not at the right skill level to draw it correctly but i did good enough #nori forgetting her ipod in space and then needing n to launch her into orbit to get it back #yknow now that im actually stopping to think about it v would be the only one of the two in functioning order at this point #or they just waited for n to regen and then forced him to do this #we both know n is fully capable of punting nori into orbit #something something stupid mutt #my hatred for this is growing the more i look at it im gonna finish off the tags #art #murder drones #murder drones n #murder drones nori #murder drones uzi #murder drones flesha #i guess #or #murder drones cyn #serial designation n #one day ill be able to draw n in a way i like #noris text box is supposed to be a rose it did not come out looking like a rose #i dont know how to draw roses help

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obsob · 1 year ago

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here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud!!

✷(print shop)✷

#mine #original #euheuhe hello..i hope everyone is having a good day #we are going on a bird boat thing on wednesday im very excited about it #what else.....me and my bf went on a walk on sunday and i saw damsel flies and shield bugs and a duck with 13 ducklings #i bought a jellycat sun bag which is now all i talk about #ive started reading assassins apprentice by robin hobb!!!! its so good!!!!#im so excited there are so many books in the series to read #i doubt i will like all of them but i will give them all a go #today i will stop and hve dinner n then walk the dog and then do exercise and have a bath #and then i will. play zelda #and then tomorrow i will do shop stuff and also help my mum buy a bench apparently #i need to buy snacks also. i hve a snack stash in my rooom bc of mental illness purposes and i am low.....need snacks #maybe i will do that tomorrow. brain schedule is full up for today sorry #also. unrelated. i have my period???? again????? ive already had it this month hello i dont need another im good im all done #my hormones r going ??OAGHGHGHUH #also i want like . cute bra. but like not a bra like just cloth thats like. tit shaped. a bralet? is that what that is? no idea #anyway. hve nice evening. or else.#i have a headache #OH ALSO. i need to legally chnage my name SKFSABJSBK #put that on th todo list #i cant rmemeber how 2 do it i think it was very straight forward n cost like. £10 or smth

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pyunyrage · 3 months ago

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st4rgirlmar1e · 3 months ago

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deoidesign · 2 months ago

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Thinks about my next series again... I drew the icon for it!

I'm planning to have it launched within a year! I'm hoping for summer 2025. I want to make a prelaunch page before Time and Time Again ends so people can subscribe if they're interested, but I'm worried the series return would be too early...

#SORRY HAHAHA REPOSTING IMMEDIATELY #i. it. IM SORRY okay the.#i had 'im not interested in the comic' as an option but it immediately made me feel bad #DONT FEEL BAD IF YOU PICKED IT i put it there #i just realized its not really a helpful metric to me at all!#im making the comic either way!#so i just want to gague interest. disinterest doesnt do much for me. you can come and go as you please!#just wanting to retain readers as much as possible but without losing them due to taking too long #ahhhh the balance of marketing. a beautiful beast she is.#anyways yeah hoping to launch like about as tta is ending #or like at LEAST a prelaunch page by then #im also not intending for the prelaunch page to be like. announced...#moreso just a link i append on art for the series!#just so when a drawing of zagan gets 500 notes #people who are interested in what hes from can. see that...#anyways. sorry i haven't been posting work is wild im going 70+ hours a week again i am so tired #not much time to draw non work stuff #im hanging on by a thread of having multiple projects i can bounce between again #and sometimes thats this one! so heres the results of some mental health work variety #we were legion #polls #sorry for the instant repost. in my defense. i am exhausted.#i can not wait until im making a different comic that i can do a fucking. normal ass schedule with #where im not every week gasping for breath in some kind of bad at swimming metaphor.#anyways if youre not interested dont tell me. it doesnt matter to me. no offense but i just dont wanna hear it.#i want to make the comic and my audience as much as i love you all is not going to have any control over what i do with my art #im gonna make this comic if i only get it done on weekends after getting home from the fuckin movie theater #i am not working for webtoon again wnd im not forcing myself into the dirt for comics again #but im also never gonna stop making them. just need to build a healthier relationship!#FUCK I MADE IT A ONE DAY POLL.

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marimbles · 22 days ago

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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok

#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25 #WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months #help👯‍♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old #as usual #i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS #I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME #I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u #wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you #mine

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shanesbeercan · 7 months ago

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I'm sorry

but I can't imagine that Shane is only 20 or 25 years old. THIS GUY LOOKS LIKE AT LEAST 35 YEARS OLD!

(Even better)

(I need help)

#sdv #sdv shane #stardew shane #stardew valley #actually mentally ill #im going insane #stardew #shane stardew valley #shane sdv #i love him #pls help #i need him

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fatedroses · 24 days ago

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The overwhelming power of the doting grandparent.

#ffxiv #zenos yae galvus #adventurer zenos #oc #atticus van simularus #he's dealt with four separate generations of galvus' and several wars- nothing fazes him anymore #ah just one of those days I wanted to draw something wholesome #where others see zenos as a weapon or a monster- atticus always saw the quiet lonely kid #a mental image that still hasnt left him LOL even to zenos' annoyance #adventurer zenos after all these years finally understands why tsukiko gets so flustered whenever atticus is involved #he has the “hardened warrior serious judge” or the “im gonna make sure all your needs are cared for youre not going home hungry” energy #and with the twins- or any orphan kid he's helped take care of- and zenos its usually the latter #I also dont know why I just imagine little bookwyrm having the same energy as magnai's little sun to him

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feli026 · 7 months ago

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'...It does get a bit lonely here, doesn't it?'

#doodles #feli art #art #drawings #artists on tumblr #digital art #fanart #afk journey #afk igor #igor afk journey #this stinky zombie helmet psychopathic 'father' is getting infectious in my head #someone help me i desperately need a graveborn chapter after this #IM GOING MENTAL

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skunkes · 7 months ago

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i may be stupid

#(but im not sure)#a doodley #i am not going to lie to you guys i am insanely scared of anti depressants. and adjacent medication.#first of all like ive said i dont think i need them #im doing way better than last yr(s) despite being in the same circumstances. i did in fact will my brain to get it together.#i told my doctor i think my issues are a result of my environment and that is what i think it is.#i dont think meds cld help change my innate personality flaws #second of all sorry but my ****** is all i have i cant risk losing it to the side effects #idk! like. idk. you guys really dont get it it really is just laziness for me #since i was a kid i just didnt have Goals and its continued to my detriment #i was also raised to doubt all my decisions so here we are #im sure my friends think im lazy bc what ive described to them IS laziness #im like the only person i know without hashtag goals and life motivation...and all my friends have mental health stuff too #so its not that...! its personality. its laziness #its literally like the ''my son is 35 and refuses to get a job and does nothing all day'' reddit posts #with ''he's not depressed he's lazy you should just kick him out and refuse to keep providing for him'' comments and all

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inkskinned · 2 years ago

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maybe i'm a bitch but if i hear you go out of your way to judge someone's weight, i immediately lose trust in you & will probably forever find you a little unbearable . yes also the little floating bar over my head will start reading [hostile]. this is natural and u caused it.

#IF you do the therapy to stop being an asshole and make a POINT of being like #''i used to be a jerk about this but now i'm not''#..... we can reevaluate ....#btw i hope this doesn't need explanation and everyone can be normal on this post #and not be like #what if i am a DOCTOR and i was aSKED #like we all know what i'm referring to here #you're like in target and lizzo is playing in the background and they're like #DID YOU NOTICE THAT LIZZO IS FAT?#or ur on instagram and like some dude's comment is like #NICE ART BUT WHY ARENT YOU THIN #like .... okay we get it. we get it . go to sleep . go to therapy. bye.#ALSO BTW i am in recovery for an ED and im saying this AS someone with Brain Problems #pls do not clown on this and be like ''actually i'm allowed to be rude and judgemental''#no u aren't. none of us are. having an ED is not a pass for being a fucking dick #it can make you ACT like a dick. that isn't something you should be proud of or seek to continue #hence.... therapy!!!!!!!!#i know it's kind of controversial to say it but frankly i don't believe in infantilizing mental illness #by being like ''oh they can't help themselves''#bc that kind of thinking is .... unbelievably toxic lmafo #you might not be able to control your split-second thoughts/judgements #i have ocd i understand #but like. . . .. you know #we both know #this post is not about ''u blurted something u regret''#this post is about. THAT GUY

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never-goingtopostanything · 11 days ago

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dark flow

Okay so I recently rewatched @rey-0f-sunshine's video on Mihaly and started thinking about dark flow.

If dark flow is all the negative emotions and thoughts a person have, then what does that mean that anyone with depression, bipolar, anxiety literally any mental condition or even just having a bad day?

Like dark flow is clearly seen as evil, so is anyone with these issues treated like a bad person, if someone just saw a random person using dark flow would they assume that person is evil or just go eh? Do they report the person to law enforcement, how are they treated?

Continuing on from that surely not all Danceverses treat people controlling dark flow, I can see one Danceverse not caring at all then another calling for a witch-hunt for someone being seen manipulating dark flow and then one that actually tries to treat them for the mental issues they suffer from to help them live a better life.

Next point, dark flow is what formed Eternyx, are people from Eternyx more prone to having mental issues like depression, anxiety and so on, are the floworld and Melosia realms people less likely to suffer from these issues because of the connection to normal flow?

how do different Danceverses treat mental illnesses, if at all? Does Eternyx have a better system than Dancity because of how many people have these issues that live there or is it worse because of how many people are suffering? Does Dancity have a better system because of the lack of people suffering or is it worse because there is so little research on these issues and so little people in Dancity would have these issues?

The next and final point is how do people treat their friends that normally don't control dark flow when they start seeing them controlling the dark flow? Do they think their friend is turning evil, do they assume their friend is having a bad day, do people even know that negative emotions are mental issues can create dark flow or do they assume that they are evil and twisted despite knowing the person?

Am I thinking about this way too much, yes, but I don't care, I need to get this out of my head right now.

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somerando9776 · 22 days ago

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2/4 of my dash is orv, mainly selfcest trio, 1/4 dash is tged, the other 1/4 is a bit concerning. Reflects my life perfectly 👌

#orv #tged #i need mental help #send help plz #im gonna go play guardian tales 🤩🤩

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rigormortisangel · 1 month ago

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when youre disabled youre not allowed to have dreams without everyone shoving your disability in your face fuck you fuck all of you

#rigormortisangel #vent #chronic illness #disability #“if i were you i wouldnt have started university” kill yourself kill yourself now #im smarter than you im smarter than youll ever be and im mentally handicapped enough to have been in special ed fuck offfff #why is it that any time i want to make something out of myself its seen as a fucking joke as if indont know #i know my body fails me i know im never gonna be able to live alone i know ill always need to be on meds i cant afford i know okay i know #let me go to university so i can go to med school and help people like me not be in pain all the time and miserable #i just want to become what i needed when i was little and no one took me seriously and left me to almost fucking die #but yeah okay shit all over me even thinking about it ill just slit my wrists in your office next time as if its not YOUR JOB to help #disabled people go to college #there are people wayyy more sick than me if you think im too sick to live youre in for a rude fuckinh awakening my guy

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pup-pee · 2 months ago

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sometimes ur sad so u gotta draw kon & krypto while watching yugiohs battle city arc

#i wanna make morr keychains #but i have keychains i need 2 sell aka the gummies #but im in sm doubt about them i stare @ them w/nothing but h8 rn fkfjos #like i just dont think theyre worth ppls money but the urge 2 create compells me #kaiba & mokuba r gonna make me cry i finished the yk kidnapping part & JUST AAUHGHG JOW HES HELPING HIS BROTHER GO AROUND & DO A JOB THAT HE #WNATS 2 DO BUT ALSO PROTECTING HIM BUT WHILE MOKUBA IS TRYING 2 HELP KAIBA BUT ITS LIKE HE DOESNT NEED 2 BC KAIBA IS USUALLY THR 1 ENFORCING #BUT ITS SO #I CANT WORD THINGSSSSS #if i distract myself w/silliness i will eventually get better just u watch #instead of listing away i will now b thinking aboit cards & dogs #still in the shadow realm((my mental health has decided 2 increase & try 2 murder me))

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