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bumblingbabooshka · 2 years ago

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T'Meni-bu, I don't think that's the quote...

#baby T'Meni sparkling and proud after fucking something up is my favorite thing I've ever drawn maybe #it's literally everything you need to know about her in one shitty doodle #[REDACTED] family shenanigans #<- T'Meni-bu is Sek's daughter (adult version pictured here)#bea art tag #star trek ocs #vulcan oc #that coat isn't Vulcan...it's imported #I swear T'Meni's a nice pe rson HEHEHEshe only wants the best for everyone including herself #T'Meni is fun bc nothing bad has ever happened to her and you know what? Nothing bad ever WILL happen to her #T'Meni's the type of well meaning lady who'd be like 'Just learned about depression!!!'#T'Meni #T'Meni-bu

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abigail · 3 months ago

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was just at the pub with a friend who is like 7 years younger than me or something and i don’t even remember how but the topic of our birth years came up and i mentioned in passing how i ‘sometimes forget people who are born in the early 2000s are your age now because i was born in 97 and despite it not being that far off it feels so different when you visually see the numbers’

anyway from that we talked about our ages and getting older etc and i said i dont feel 27, it just feels like a fake age to me, but also how im not doing so great anyway lately so maybe its just that. she said a lot of her friends closer to my age say similar things occasionally and how in her eyes she sees it as just an age thing, how maybe its a subconscious fear of aging she thinks we all have,, she then goes on to tell me shes looking forward to getting older, i ask her to elaborate just out of curiosity to see what she’d say about ageing and whatnot, and she said something along the lines of ‘well, i’ll look different, older, and my body wont work the same as it used to.. but what i’m just really looking forward is how i will have collected so many memories by then i wont even care’ .. hmm.. she then showed me all the photos she’s been tagged in on instagram from her friends posts of various nights out etc and told me all the nice memories attached to the photos.. it was sweet. it has stayed with me on this bus journey home . goodnight !

#happened to bump into her b/c i went into the pub to wait for my bus and she was there alone #ended up missing my bus twice because we was having such a nice chat . were not super close or anything but she’s so lovely and kind #when i first met her i thought she hated me and later i found out she was just very blunt with me and avoided me because #she thought i was pretty and she was nervous to talk to me 😭#now whenever we see each other we have the biggest cuddle and yap about everything and anything it’s cute #a

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vampmilf · 6 months ago

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hold on im still too mad at this one fucking guest to take a nap i need to be a hater for a minute

#so when i say hell on earth kinda day i mean HELL ON EARTH kinda day #we had a large bus travel group from slovakia and then some other guests and it was almost a hundred people for breakfast #the bus group all came at the same time they descended onto the buffet like fucking seagulls i swearrrrr #and i divided tasks like i had two helpers with me in the kitchen so one guys job was just to gather dirty dishes + washing + taking clean #ones back out #and the other guy running around the buffet checking whats needed + restockjng the cold food + telling me all the hot stuff that needs #refilling. so i was in the kitchen making all the hot foods on constant rotation + chopping fruits and making smoothies and shit #and like we managed. WE MANAGED. the buffet was never even half empty at any point like yes there was always something that was empty but #dude who cares if the vanilla yoghurt is empty for 5 mins just pick something else.#and everyone was happy with their breakfast and really nice when asking if we have more of this and that etc and then there was one lady #this ONE FUCKINGGGG lady i swear i almost threw hands #she was complaining about everythinggggggggggg #about there not being any more fried eggs (already in the pan. done in 2 mins. but when helper nr2 told her that she said well why did we #run put in the first place) about the bread station being full of crumbs like girl its BREAD. my giy was running up and down the buffet #wiping it off and cleaning as fast as he could but if you allow people to cut their own bread there will be fucking crumbs. the fuck.#then she also didnt like how the butter looked bc OBV people kept using the butter and no matter how many times you go in and make it look #neat again as soon as the next person takes some it will not look picture perfect anymore #like while i was running back and forth restocking stuff with my arms full she TOOK MY ARM and pointed at things and was like #'this looks shit' so does your fucking face but you dont see me getting physical about it #and then when i came out with a big tray of fresh glasses and cups she pointed to where someone had spilled some water at the dispenser and #went 'there is water on the buffet' (far away from any food + literally its just water) and i said 'yes i know' and she goes 'well it doesnt #look very appealing. this is the worst buffet ive ever seen' and i go 'well surely you have seen how busy we are' and she FUCKING GOES #'i dont care. i paid money for this.' and i go 'well that makes two of us for not caring. we'll get to it when we have the time.' and she #said something else idk what bc i was finished with my task and had SHIT TO DO BC PPL WERE STILL EATING #so i just turned and ran back to the kitchen to keep working #actually i got back to the kitchen and said to guy nr1 'i need to go punch something' and then went out the back and started kicking the #shit out of a pile of paper boxes and THEN i continued working #and then she started TAKING PICTURES of everything she didnt like of the buffet like full offense i hope she gets hit by a bus #like with some people you can just tell they never worked a day in the service industry and no matter what you do theyll keep complaining #anyways :) tag limit. apparently. so its nap time now. honk shoo snork mimimi and so forth <3

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bluesidedown · 1 year ago

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hnnnnnnnnngggggggg

#everything is Hard today ugh #i am anxious because i need to respond to some emails and deal with some student loans stuff that i've been putting off #and i frankly don't want to do anything. at all.#and i really should go out and figure out how to take the bus and explore the city a bit more #but that's frankly exhausting levels of effort actuallyj #and if i could bribe myself with going to a nice little coffee shop somewhere and hanging out there for a while i could maybe #convince myself. but that's hard too!#because i would have to do the thing where i look like an idiot when i order because idk quite how it works here and i don't speak enough #of the language to actually do that #and then idk what the acceptable kinds of coffee shop activities are. like am i gonna be super weird if i bring my laptop or a book #and hang out for a couple hours alone? idk. and also will they have wifi at the coffee shop? also do not know #and i should just bite the bullet and ask someone about it but that feels hard too because asking people things is hard. and honestly #i should just schedule in a good little cry but i don't wanna. ugh.

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p2iimon · 8 months ago

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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me

#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy #then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so #its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black #already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu #shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason #everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at #withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind #like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not #here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking #no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i #he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t #him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself #ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so #like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is #nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too #anyway.....#simons spouting #simons fnaf au #OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial #relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess #michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being #annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective #if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a #a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.

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pink-spaceturtle5 · 1 year ago

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In a fucking glorious turn of events, my weed pen is working again

#it has been. one fuck of a day #at least the ppl I work for at very kind and reasonable and understanding about my car having issues #the baby was very fussy and I am so exhausted from walking #it definitely is not tenable for me to take the bus entirely both ways from work #I'm gonna have to call a Lyft after the first bus bc Ho Lee Shit public transport needs better funding and more options #also I still need to buy groceries and pick up my meds AND finish my hw before I can even relax at home #I'm gonna do as much hw as I can on the bus but it's getting too dark out to do it at the stops #at least the immediately upcoming bus was comfy this morning #and also Rubie is back in business #hazard to my lungs tho she may be at least she doesn't carry nicotine #that's one of many addiction roads I definitely want to avoid going down. among like. literally everything else #1 chemical crutch is all I need to depend upon #also as fussy as he was towards the end the work baby was very cute and silly and cuddly today so that was nice #and I do enjoy the dark #lmao I can feel the dab kicking in

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jentlemahae · 6 months ago

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#need to rant about a few dark things #i know my condition is progressive and it’s gonna get worse and worse and i can see myself getting worse but at the same time it takes so #long sometimes i wish it would hurry up and kill me already lol why couldnt i have a normal disease like cancer or something #sometimes i feel like im in an out of body experience watchingmy body slowly die #i would never kill myself but sometimes i wish i could be run over by a bus or something because this is so annoying #and i wish i could be one of those happy disabled people with lots of friends but noooo i have to be traumatized and mentally ill on top of #that too #i am. such a nice person i dont get why i am in this situation #i really don’t wanna move back to italy if i get worse my grandma is just gonna have to die so my mom can move here #:(#one of those days where everything feels so heavy #i get why no one stays for me this is too much to handle even for me

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queerstudiesnatural · 2 years ago

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i just love love. i love to feel love. sometimes i find myself overflowing with love. it's purifying and intoxicating at the same time. i love love.

#i just don't necessarily feel the need to do anything about it. it's just a feeling. or a way of life idk #it's like oof love love love. you know? that's it. but also it's everything. it's simple. but it's overwhelming. which is good.#and because the feeling itself is so rewarding why would i want to do anything about it you know?#this is me trying to explain what being aroace feels like to me #i do feel love. so much of it. i feel it when the sky is purple in the late afternoon and when a baby smiles at me on the bus and when a #tree sways in the wind and i think it must be so nice to be so firmly planted yet so free and graceful.#i feel it when a student gets something right and when i look at my favourite character online and when i read a good line of poetry.#i feel it when i'm around people i care about i feel it when i have a warm cup of tea i feel it when i'm playing music.#it's all love. overflowing and transformative. every time i feel it i become more at peace with the world.#why would i want to do anything about love like tell someone i wanna be theirs exclusively when i feel the same (beautiful #and beat skipping) thing about a warm bath and my friend's cat taking a nap against my side on the couch ?#it's not about the having it's about just feeling it. just saying it. i think #rain.stuff

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aldercaps · 2 years ago

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“this too shall pass” teeth clenched, crying

#been having a TIme #can't do full days at art school without overdoing it and being sore and exhausted for the next two days #cant participate in everything needed done at art school without doing full days #can't walk the whole way without fucking up my feet. can't afford to take the bus everday #can't afford nice things without dipping into savings #can't do too many chores around the house AND get my coursework done #augh augh augh #can't afford a pet. desperately needs animal companion for mental health #anyway. im going to go walk some dogs with my partner and try not to feel awful about skipping class today #maybe watch some vampire diaries with my other partner since apparently there are imminent werewolves #lads im Going Through It #im doing so much better than i was this time last year. as in im not actively suicidal skdjhfs #genuinely. manageable levels of depression now its wild. there are still the agonies #but the joys have returned too #just gotta keep reminding myself #homepost

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lzrdprsn · 2 years ago

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It's really weird when you know someone in a context different from how everybody else knows them so you look at them and you still kind of see that person they used to be

#this post is about the boy i dated my senior year who was so incredibly sweet tbh wouldnt be the person i am today if i hadnt met him #but he was so fucked up he had so many issues it was really hard so it didnt work out but i loved him and i think he loved me too #but hes in a moderately successful band now which i just found out about do i looked them up and theyre good #but its so weird because its like i know that when you were 17 you wanted to be an underwater welder #i helped you clean your room at your grandmas house because you were so sad you couldnt do it yourself #i ditched 5th period AP English to sit on the steps behind the auditorium and listen to you talk about whatever #you pushed me on the swings and we took the bus to the movie theater and you liked cherry wraps and you played me my favorite songs #i havent REALLY thought about that guy in years and we were only together MAYBE 6 months but its so weird what you remember about people #and especially how you remember how they made you feel because he made me feel so good like i was in control #all my previous relationships was me trying to desperately please someone who wouldnt do the same for me #and honestly a lot of my relationships since have been the same especially in college and with the one girl who honestly if she called me #today i would drop everything and go be with her again no questions because i cant get her out of my head #but stuff witj him was never ever like that it was so easy it was like breathing even though it ended messy i have 0 regrets #and its nice to know that things are going well for him because honestly he changed my life a little bit #the way i dont give a fuck now is something i learned from him #ill probably delete this later but you know

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strayslost · 1 year ago

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YOUR BSD NEW EP SPOILERS WARNING GOES HERE!!

you fools. fyodor couldn't die that easily. he's still fine you just gotta BELIEVE-

#ooc #bsd spoilers //#ALSO SIGMAAAAAAAAA PLEASE BE OKAY ;~;#god i need to process everything that just happened. i'm losing my mind.#whether or not i think the ep was good or bad all depends on the future direction of the manga/what happens next imo; but i will say that #i definitely had a good time!!#(except for when fyodor ''died'' but like. he's fine. shhhhhhhhh)#there's still too much to learn about him and his build up with sigma wouldn't be for nothing #anyway that cliffhanger though?? wtf??????#was that fukuchi from the future. are we getting future DoA time travel. i have no clue i'm spitballing here #i will admit everything working out perfectly for dazai was a bit like. awfully convenient. but i'm used to it this is bsd here lol #and it works for me because of what dazai said about him trusting people and fyodor not... like we knew that's why fyodor was gonna lose bu #thematically it's just. really neat. but i might change my mind later #tl;dr i do not feel like the ep was Bad or Good i think there's no way to know yet until we see what asagiri's cooking #but what a crazy experience. nice.#(now give back fyodor ;~;)

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theiris1002 · 1 year ago

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A new picture of snoots take because I think it's been awhile since I posted one. He loves going under his water dish (it used to be snakeys but I rehomed him)

((I ended up venting in the tags about why I rahomed snakey))