#long sometimes i wish it would hurry up and kill me already lol why couldnt i have a normal disease like cancer or something
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#need to rant about a few dark things#i know my condition is progressive and it’s gonna get worse and worse and i can see myself getting worse but at the same time it takes so#long sometimes i wish it would hurry up and kill me already lol why couldnt i have a normal disease like cancer or something#sometimes i feel like im in an out of body experience watchingmy body slowly die#i would never kill myself but sometimes i wish i could be run over by a bus or something because this is so annoying#and i wish i could be one of those happy disabled people with lots of friends but noooo i have to be traumatized and mentally ill on top of#that too#i am. such a nice person i dont get why i am in this situation#i really don’t wanna move back to italy if i get worse my grandma is just gonna have to die so my mom can move here#:(#one of those days where everything feels so heavy#i get why no one stays for me this is too much to handle even for me
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