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OKAY SO!!! ANNOUNCEMENT!

as i'm sure you've all noticed, i've struggled to be very active here for quite a long time now. this in spite of bsd & it's characters being at the top of my faves list even now... i want to try and be more active again, and one thing that's helped me in the past when i've been inactive for a long time to kickstart my activity is moving blogs & starting fresh.

SO THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING. i apologize for the trouble!! you can find my new main blog over @devouund , as well as two sideblogs at @vieaccorde & @straypaged respectively! they're brand new blogs so you might not get notifications showing up from them yet, but hopefully soon ;ww;. i'm willing to continue any threads from here that you'd like to go on with, so lmk if there's anything you'd like to continue. tysm!! <3

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DOES ANYONE WANT RIMBAUD!!! I ADDED HIM TO MY MUSELIST AGAIN. i'm having a moment i'm sorry i just love him a lot

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kyouka starter call?? uwu.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KYOUKA!!!!!!!! i am slightly early (it's the 4th where i am but only just-) but still. i love her!

i've been thinking about making a headcanon that links her to yokai, or like japanese mythology in general........?? idk. i've only been thinking about it for five minutes so i might lose interest/decide against it but i feel like it would be cool??? like she's ctually a quarter yokai, or something.

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HE'S FINE GUYS. REMEMBER THE ANIME. REMEMBER THE ANIME YOU GUYS HE'S FINE!!!!!!!

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NEW CHAPTER TODAY HOW WE FEELING.................... i'm so excited i can't sit still fjsdkKDFSKD

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thinking about her today................

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The more Kyusaku talks, the tighter Ryuunosuke clenches his fists, the ill feeling that had already been boiling inside him becoming unbearable.

"I know that...!" Dazai is never coming back. It's not like he doesn't know. But he hates this - this feeling of being judged, of the implication that he's nothing but a fool, pathetic and unable to stand on his own. He's heard the same words a thousand times before, so why do they bother him now?

Kyusaku isn't afraid of him like many of the others, and they're blunt with their words, but he doesn't think that's it. So then, why...?

"What are you fighting for, then?" Ryuunosuke suddenly demands, stomping forwards just once before stopping himself from going any further. Still, the look burning in his eyes makes him look like he's gone mad - or maybe he'd never been sane from the start.

"What's your reason to live? Are you really satisfied with all this? All I see is a child desperately trying to fool themselves into believing they're worth something."

˗ˏˋ *ㅤ★ㅤ‿︵ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒃𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 in any way. They expected as much from the man. Everyone here just blindly followed orders and practically kissed the ground the executives walked upon. But it was silly for them to still be WORSHIPPING A GHOST. Even the Boss still held onto that delusion that the Demon Prodigy would one day return to his throne.

�� ★ ⊰ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤAnd perhaps, they were a bit GUILTY of it too.

⊱ ★ ⊰ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ❛ㅤI know MORE than the other mafia people who were trained by OTHER dumb executives !ㅤ❜

⊱ ★ ⊰ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤThe child shrugs; UNIMPRESSED by the man's antics. Why did everyone here have an OBSESSION with Dazai - san ? They would never know. They couldn't even figure out the answer themselves; why their Onii - chan just BETRAYED them as he did.

⊱ ★ ⊰ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ❛ㅤIt's not like he's going to COME BACK and pat you on the head and tell you that you did a great job ! You should be getting stronger because YOU want to ! Or at least for someone who's actually here !ㅤ❜

⊱ ★ ⊰ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤWhy were they even talking to him about this ? It was OBVIOUS Akutagawa - san was just as brainwashed as the rest of them. Were they only one that could actually think for THEMSELVES around here ?

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omg the new official bsd school art with rimbaud............. i love him so much...... <333

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also guys our akutagawa will be fine! idk if this is a completely separate aku or if it's "our" akutagawa but with different memories, but from a writing perspective, there's no way asagiri would spend so much time developing akutagawa and then be like "nevermind here's a new one." that's not gonna happen.

either he's getting his memories back at some point or something is happening along those lines. do not fear!!

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OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN TO READ............... god bless. hints at lore for fyodor, atsushi AND akutagawa (+bram sorta)....... plus akutagawa's absolutely glorious fight vs the divine being....................... next month can't come soon enough tbh!!

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GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ARE YOU SEEING THIS SHIT

AKUTAGAWA HOURS!!!!!!!!! but also i don't think he remembers atsushi if my translator is reading this right (and i've seen a few people saying the same thing????) god i am SO scared you guys-

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NEW CHAPTER TODAY (i will work on starters i owe after it's released!!)

we've reached the point where the anticipation is almost too much to take. i feel ill (with excitement). we're almost there-!!

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i'm collecting bram and aya icons for REASONS and god...... bram is so smug when he tells aya what he wants is a radio.

he's like "you can't get one right"

i love him...........

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also just as a quick note, i'm gonna work on starters i owe after the chapter releases tomorrow! i'm hoping it'll give me the push i need to come up with some ideas (brain blank atm, otl ;~;), though if any of you would like something sooner, free feel to message me and we can plot something out if you'd like??

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i kind of want to add bram as a muse here too......... once again i'm running into the problem of "too much of his backstory is a mystery at this point" a little bit like. at some point at least. i just think he's so good!

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The King, his Princess and her Knight