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Hi everybody. Throws this at you (decided to finally do my yearly Slappy/self insert redraw as my first finished art on my new ipad)
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#⚙️my post#🖍️self inserts/ocs#f/o: slappy / you give me goosebumps💚#selfshipping#self shipping#selfship community#self insert#self insert art#selfshipper#selfship#selfship art#fictional other#goosebumps slappy#slappy the dummy#goosebumps#redraw
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☠️🔮⚙️ - The Dorks
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ultimately i think my insistence on aro positivity honestly is as much a political stance as a personal one.
when i say aro positivity is crucial and that i dislike doomer-ist posts that express sentiments like 'I hate being aro so much I wish I was dead instead’ it's not because I don’t think there can and should be a space for negativity and acknowledging self-hate, or the many ways being aromantic can really suck sometimes. i find that to be very important!
that being said. there is smth here about how self-hate posts are sometimes just arophobia that we inflict on ourselves. and when we put that out into the ether it (intentionally or not) can become arophobia that we inflict on other members of the community. i think there absolutely needs to be a place for negativity and the expression of anger and frustration and self loathing even - these are all good things to talk about because these are things that we experience. that being said, it can also be genuinely upsetting and triggering to people to have what is essentially arophobia shown to them and then have that be validated by other aspec people. your personal thoughts can affect your wider community on a level you may not anticipate. and i understand it i truly do! it took me so long to be able to recover from accepting being aroace - it threw my entire world off kilter and made me question everything about my place in the world.
but my insistence on aro joy and positivity is because ultimately i do believe that building is at the core essence of it all. that ultimately discussions and the purpose of community should be about construction, not destruction. and this is both a personal and a political stance. talking about how much you hate yourself and cultivating online discussions/spaces where negativity about aspec identity is the main and only theme is destructive - if that’s where we let the conversation end. these thoughts can and should be used as a vehicle to look for a path forward!
joy and positivity create a space where the focus can become on forging a path forward, on construction, on community building instead of tearing ourselves and others down with negative thoughts. it’s not productive or healthy when it stops at a place of negativity - it becomes actively destructive to the essence of community.
and i do think that this is especially poignant considering the fact that being any kind of queer, but especially aromantic (and/or asexual) means forging a path for yourself and making your own happiness where there is no obvious way forward. our communities exist mostly online (right now, anyway), there is little recognition of our existence in the real world, the effects of amatonormativity are both pervasive and actively dehumanising, and there are legal, economic and social structures in place actively making our lives more difficult. yes that all sucks! it’s good to acknowledge that. we need to in order to change it. but more importantly, that’s not the end. we are still here and our happiness, our future is for us to determine. even if we can’t change the laws or society, loving yourself and understanding aromanticism as a political identity (as well as personal), as a radical worldview, and as a protest against amatonormativity is essential for both community and personal well being. the personal is political.
tldr. i guess my point is that as a community, we should focus on building, improving, and nurturing ourselves and each other (construction) as opposed to destruction. we should recognise aromanticism and asexuality as political identities as well as personal ones and rely on community and self-love in the absence of anything else as a form of protest and political power. destruction (the recognition of everything that is wrong) is essential as a starting point - but where do we go from there? we rebuild.
#aromantic#aro positivity#aspec#aroace#aro#aromantic joy#arospec#when i saw its important to 'love' yourself - pls understand i am in no way trying to exclude loveless aros from this#that was just the easiest way to express what i meant! when i say 'love' i mean positivity/respect/happiness. etc. i just used that word bc#it works for ME which is why i said it. but feel free to replace it with whatever works for you! <2#also sorry if not everything im saying makes total sense i tried my best#this is something ive been thinking about for a while and have been struggling to articulate#i maybe should have read some theory for this abt community building but im too tired + overwhelmed w school reading right now so sorry.#if anyone has additions on that front though please do add them#also ngl im kinda scared to post this. i hope i explained what i mean well enough. like i get wanting to vent and express self hate BUT.#there is nuance to this and it is not unilaterally healthy i think. also i dont see any other online community fostering the normalisation#of selfhate the way the aspec one does! which makes me feel weird abt it especially.#anyway. this is basically my personal philosophy towards aromanticism#mossy posts#⚙️
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thinking about mafia shen family au. the system is fucking around with shen qingqius life again and is like yk what if ur not gonna tell your husband anything about yourself then ill force you to. have fun! :D
sqq doesn’t even have the time to think 'wtfff??' before Everything Happens. shen yuan’s soul gets shoved back into his original body just moments before he dies. in this version of the au he was choking on food, so he gets the lovely experience of having his airflow blocked again! lucky for him, the system dragged binghe along for the ride so he is saved before he dies again.
this route for mafia au means that the shen family never had to grieve shen yuan. im not sure how the Family reacts to their a-yuan suddenly having a very strong and intimidating significant other (boyfriend? husband?!??? wdym he got married without telling us!?!?) all of a sudden. does shen yuan come out to his family?? no, but also yes, but also not really. they knew he wasn't straight this entire time, so its more like they are coming out to him instead of the other way around. god knows they have bigger skeletons in their closets, they don't care if a twink is in there too.
there is less angst here, and it mostly centers around the comedic factor of shen yuan showing binghe around his house only for them to "stumble upon" an entire closet filled with guns..!?! shen yuan is just standing there in complete horror as binghe grabs a whole ass ar-15!?!?? hes looking at him with the most innocent eyes asking him what this strange metal object is. jesus fucking christ. his white lotus is holding a gun and now he has to explain gun control policies while his brain is leaking out of his ears. he opens his mouth right before an alarm starts blaring everywhere. he’s saved by the bell! except not really, because now six members of his Family are surrounding them and pointing several guns at binghe!!!!! what the actual fuck is going on here!!!!!! this is not how the 'meet the parents' arc is supposed to go!!
#⚙️#im gonna name this route#binqiu shen family mafia au#because i want to write the binggeyuan version#and i wanna specify which mafia aus im talking about when i post. i cant make up my mind on where i want to take this lol#shen yuan mafia au#the 'closet' was actually very well hidden with several different mechanisms locking it away#im sure sy also had to do a finger scan to open it#and he didnt think much about it because 'all the other doors in his house have locks like that!' its no big deal if we open this one#he showed binghe around to all of the secret spots in his family home where he would hide. and one of those spots happened to be a safe roo#that had a closet full of snacks + warm blankets + and several sets of spare clothes to change into#he never knew that there was another door behind all those coats! wow his house has so many cool features in it!#DA GE WHY DO WE OWN SO MANY GUNS WTF#THIS ISNT AMERICA?????????????#BTW the Family thinks that binghe is probably a spy or smth and preying on sy to get to the Family. that might be important to mention. idk#svsss#svsss au#shen yuan#luo binghe#even tho hes barely mentioned... sorry lbh ill expand on your role here later...#scumbag self saving system#scumbag system#mxtx svsss#svsss luo binghe#bingqiu#its there if u squint#i am the system in this case#i want to put sy into so many Situations™️#svsss shen yuan
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Something simple so art block doesn’t kill me
#I have a lot more I wanna make regarding this crossover idea but idk when/if I’ll get to it#⚙️.post#⚙️.img#my art#hylics#ultrakill#undescribed#gifs /
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Shameless F/O's who growl in your ear while grabbing you possessively, whether out of jealousy or simply because they want to garner a reaction
#⭐ - my posts#⚙️ - steelhorse#🌹 - don quixote#f/o#fictional other#self insert x canon#self insert#s/i#self ship#self shipping#self ship community#s/i x f/o#karl and luis would go into beast mode#they're both pretty passionate#oh to have both of them at once (/w\)
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if someone wear to massage or just lightly touch my legs in any way I think I’d explode out an orgasm so hard it’d have a kill radius of a nuclear bomb
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silly lil doodle inspired by a shirt @achtungs posted a bit back ft. my two handsome butches :)c also my yearly reminder I'm an artist even if it's been years since my last fully rendered, "finished" piece, everyone clap so so loud for me or I will explode <3 - if you repost my art anywhere, especially without credit, I will kill you in every way imaginable and do awful things to your corpse after!! xoxo!!
! cuteee lesbian divider by @cafekitsune !
#x. my art#❤️🔥⚙️#🤍👻#i almost said closest thing y'all would get to a face reveal but then remembered. ive literally posted my face here. sad </3#my wrist is fucking dying from working on my thing for gustave n i's anniversary soon </33 i really should get a tablet#but my stupid brain that's been doing art w a mouse for over a decade now refuses to adapt to other things. please end me!!!#blowing kisses to everyone seeing this rn :) hope everyone has been doing nicely lately!! mwahh!
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New F/O alert (again)! Introducing D-16 (or Megatron) from the new Transformers One movie!
I finished watching the movie a few days (through Instagram reels because I didn't actually go to the cinema to watch it and I regret it), and honestly he's so cute and I love his character so much. Especially his design, there's just something about him that really captures my attention- I love everything about him, he's such a cutie patootie!
#who knew robots could be cute#i absolutely adore him#he's so cute#i love him i love him i love him#*mwah*#he may be evil#but I don't care#he's my baby#///#f/o post#f/o stuff#romantic f/o#f/o gush#new f/o#do not repost#by neko loogi#self shipping#self ship#dee⚙️🤖#transformers#transformers d16
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preview since ive had horrible insomnia and wasnt able to focus on making a shirt yesterday / woke up super late today. :3c
#used piyopicco's videos to make him and. she Shapes them in the back. i went light on him compared to what she does KJNSSKJD#he doesnt have Cake but he does have like. a slice kJNKJNF#📌 [ my posts. ]#⚙️ [ 046 wips. ]#[ suggestive. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#🧃 [ who is in control. ]#🦦 [ can't escape it. ]#🐸 [ look ahead. ]
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Having an f/o that's straight up one of the most popular tumblr sexyman is a hell of a time . Like on one hand the amount of fanmade content of him is INSANE I'm never starving, but on the other everybody wants his ass and I'm shooing them away with a broom
#⚙️my post#yes this is about the onceler#ive been in a onceler mood since like. yesterday#prepare for me to post my lorax self insert eventually#selfshipping#selfship#fictional other#selfship community#selfshipper
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☠️🔮⚙️ - Do you lik my boyfriend pls say yes
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YENNDOOOO Yenndo stimboard
Gifs aren't mine except for the 3rd and 7th ... Requests are open!!
#⚙️🃏#fnaf#five nights at freddys#five nights at freddy’s#fnaf yenndo#yenndo fnaf#stimboard#fnaf stimboard#sister location#sister location stimboard#yenndo#yenndo stimboard#my posts
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i hope i'll fit in with the other angels because i'm not religious and don't intend to be ... i'm kind of just an angel in the sense that a lot of things i am are inherently divine . that a lot of things are angels actually so why shouldn't i be one, if i want to ?
it's a choice in the same way my gender is for me- sure i could ignore it ( and the angelness alone would probably go away ) but i wouldn't fit as well in my skin
#sorryyy me trying to remember how to post here#its been a while and i dont have very many crazy shifts#or experiences worth documenting#so cut me just a little slack while i work it out. dipping my toes in#nonhuman#angelkin#⚙️; wiring you my thoughts
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devilgirl, they call her devilgirl
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#⚙️.post#⚙️.img#my art#signalis#ariane yeong#lstr is technically here too but its impossible to tell#links#undescribed#eye strain /
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[cw nsft art wips, nothing is shown / it's cropped out but it's clear what's happening]
having a normal one tonight, fellas.
i need to do a little anatomy study before i dive into this one, i think, just to make sure i'm getting the angle of the stomach right and uh. i need to practice drawing some of the details i had to crop out... ;) but i wanted to get the idea down bc it's been swirling around in my head for WEEKS. 💕💕
#also can't decide between shirt in teeth or not. and i don't want to do both bc i plan to have Lighting (tm) on this one kjsdnf.#📌 [ my posts. ]#⚙️ [ 046 wips. ]#[ nsft. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#🦦 [ can't escape it. ]#🧃 [ who is in control. ]#🐸 [ look ahead. ]#[ img. ]
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