#“oh dont worry about it i vented to :]”

[artificer-real]

anyone have any depresso song reccomendations?

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

me struggling with something: well, at least Claude would kind of relate-

[dualitysdownfall]

bluh. writing motivation gone. drawing motivation dwindling. motivated to work on an audio thing but i have to pace myself so as not to strain my voice, so not doing that tonight. generally been pretty low energy, there's only one game i'm about half interested in playing and one music thing i'm interested in listening to.

fellas i think the brain is having the sads.

[aaronymous9]

Being undiagnosed autistic with a diagnosed autistic brother can be really fucking annoying sometimes because if you don’t want to do something because it’s overstimulating for you you will have to suck it up simply because “your brother can handle it so can you” and its like AAAAAA I WANT TO RIP MY HAIR OUT

[deathbirby]

Sorry for a bit of venting but god people like Dolphin and Rax really make me hate 3H so much. Which is funny since I actually started off liking the game quite a bit. But now? I cannot separate 3H from the horrendous discourse surrounding it. It’s really soured my opinion on the game and made me look at it in a different light.

The dumb 3H shit also affects other games that aren’t it like Engage, which is a shame since I love Engage and yet it was plagued by controversies— including being constantly compared to 3H and its “brilliant writing”.

Honestly yeah. It's hard for some people to enjoy a game when its fandom has such garbage people in it. It's hard for me to look at Edelgard in a positive light (even in the rare instances I defend her) because of how unhinged her stans are.

And 3H constantly being compared to Engage is just... ugh. They're different games. Different story, setting, world, characters, gameplay, etc. 3H was the exception in FE games, not the norm.

[chestersbraincell]

Mann….out of all the things my brain could of brought up to wallow in RIGHT before going to sleep did it really have to be the realisation that I’m like. Completely alone in the world. I genuinely have no stable, healthy relationship like at all. Not even with myself. I know I don’t deserve nor am capable of forming and maintaining a relationship of any sort but like GOD DAMNNNN

[rat-rosemary]

Ough vent but I'm just thinking about the friend I used to have who is a qsmp-er

Just venting under the cut

I genuinely can't belive I settled for a friendship so shitty. I'm very loud irl!! And aggressive!!! I can't belive I let them just... drag me along like that. I would accept their explanations and listen to all their rambles about the qsmp but if I even tried to take about my interests they would look at me weird.

I can't belive how much effort I put in. I have a shitty memory but I made an effort to remember their headcannons!! I drew them fanart when he was sad! God, I bended myself backwards to respect every single boundary they set (and mostly they were reasonable, but...)

It was one of the last times we talked that I fully realized they would never do any of that for me. It was at the start of the school year, after "The Truth" and before that, I had agreed I would not talk about the Dteam around them until the video dropped because the topic it was a bit of a trigger for my friend. When we talked face to face again it had dropped two months ago. But when I brought them up (after they talked about the qsmp) they looked at me weird and I realized they were never going to even attempt to match my energy. They just expected me to chance and stop liking what I liked.

(The way they hadn't even watched it or attempted to learn anything about it. It broke me a little. Just a few days their favorite CC had dropped a document talking about his abuse and I READ THAT SHIT. Even tho I didn't need to.)

Here's my advice: never put in more love then what you're being given, back out of any relationship that is hurting you and BY GOD DO NOT BEFRIEND A QSMP-ER

[gemharvest]

[basyacriptid]

just came from bank im gona cry

[pissfizz]

I’m going to lose my mind oh my god I am so scared for this quincenera wtf

[transgender-catboy]

I love getting to be excited about art and stuff, I love getting to share my feelings! It's so fun!

[vypridae]

not a vent but discussion of sui (i am FINE do not WORRY ABOUT ME)

every time i debate sui, every single time, the one sole thing that keeps me from it is this tiktok i saw. crazy i know but hear me out

this tiktok, wasn't a sui note or something. it was a tiktok about this person apologizing for trying it.

to their cat

and, i have a cat. two cats, but one of them in specific seems to love me very much. i do a lot for the cats in the house in comparison to everyone else here, and thus, he's taken a liking to me.

and one thing in that tiktok that stuck out to me was: "i'm sorry i didn't put food in your bowl when i got home." (or something along those lines)

and it hurt me, as a cat owner, and i think i cried reading that because the cat must have been so scared, worried, confused. must have been waiting for food, must have been trying to figure out why there were men coming inside that they didn't know

and honestly, what if that was me and my cat in that situation. i'd feel awful. terrible owner, and i'd never live it down if i survived but my cat was so, so scared, and confused, for however long it would have been

tldr when i live on my own my immediate goal, is to get a cat. of my own, for an incentive to not try anything drastic. because i need to be there for my future cat. to feed them, water them, love them, everything. that's my plan, and it'll work because every time i'll think about it, i'll remember that tiktok. and i'll almost cry, and i'll find my cat and i'll pet them and love them out of my own thoughts, until i realize i need to live for that cat, if not for myself.

[im-boned]

aaaooughhh. cook for me fictional other. fictional other. cook for me

[sixsixships]

If I get below a passing grade on this final I'm gonna riot.

[wiretism]

i hate when ppl im not close with get involved in my life and habits. like this is not ur business! you're not fixing anything!

[weatherelectric]

I am soooo fucking tired of being blamed for my doctors mistreating me. "Why did you tell him that?" Because my issue could give me a stroke and I could die. Maybe it's a good thing to know about that. Why did he not listen to me? Why did my other doctor not give me any choice in what he did to my body? Why did my doctor lie to me about my test results being normal when I can see he had it written down that the issue was there?

Like why is it on me. I should've just known to not care about smth that could kill me. How dare I be upset that I've had my bodily autonomy taken away from me AGAIN. I should've known not to make it harder to get my physical.