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One of the things I love most about Sportacus is how sweet and PATIENT and understanding he is 🥺🥺💖💖💖 (I know that's 3 things ssshhhh) but one comment I get a lot about my starting to ship with him is how supportive he would be, and it's true!! And not only that, he knows that positive change doesn't happen overnight so I know he'd be proud of my highs and there for me for my lows and never ever give up on me...
#jane journals#LIKE!!!#i know he wouldnt be mad at me for sleeping in so late today >///<#he'd just encourage me to sleep a little earlier tonight!!#especially since i go back to work at 8am tomorrow....#and i gotta wake up at 5 to leave at 6 on the bus ._.#sigghhh#he'll just be happy if i get a healthy amount of sleep so im ready for the day!#and ive been getting back on including greens in more meals and i know he'd be proud of that >//<#even if we have junk SOMETIMES
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came home at 8:45 from work and 🌸 was already fast asleep fully dressed on the bed phone in hand completely unresponsive to sound including name-calling and loud floor creaks
probably they were planning to get more work done this evening but i'm going to sabotage that by turning their light off and ordering takeout so i don't make any cooking noises to wake them up, hopefully causing them to get up to a full 12 hours of sleep for what i think would be the first time in two and a half years
#can't check if their alarms for tomorrow are set‚ unfortunately‚ bc they don't have a fingerprint unlock phone anymore#so i can't do the ''cleverly manipulate your hand to unlock your phone in your sleep and set your alarms for you'' trick as i once did.#but we get up at the same time on fridays bc i have early meeting so i'll notice if they didn't.#box opener#girlfriend tag#i feel like my frequent blogging topics imply that my main interest in 🌸 is their sleep habits. it isn't but back when i was originally#becoming truly obsessed/falling in miserable secret love with them in college#it was roughly contemporaneous with their period where they tried to add our school's notorious theoretical cs program on top of their#existing bio/chem double major and 20hr/wk research commitments#and accordingly their sleep schedule would range from '4am-8am' to 'no'.#at the time i was very worried i was having an evil influence on their life (due to the corrosive nature of my secret passions obviously)#and my main countervailing evidence was how frequently i managed to convince them that going to sleep at 2am was ok to do#so i suppose. it remains a topic of some small interest.#also of course i am sulking a little because they are asleep so we can't hang out. so it helps to make it into a scheme i'm doing
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Yayy I'm home now, so good, so vibes
#from 8am till 11am taking a fucking test smh#I have another tomorrow I can't take this anymore#so sad I couldn't take a pic of Irep I drew there. I'm never receiving him back :c
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Good morning ♡ have a lovely Sunday!!
#clocks went back last night so my body thought it was 8am and I woke up earlier than i'd like 😭#but today im gonna buy some hair and skin stuff and play some games and HOPEFULLY have a relaxing day#should try and get a gifset i've been meaning to get done today!!!! if not then i'll definitely get it done tomorrow#sky yaps into the void ♡#<- the way this website feels so this might make this my new personal post tag lol
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[insert obligatory "I love the NHS, it is a good and worthwhile thing, it deserves more funding and the very overworked & understaffed staff deserve better" disclaimer here]
anyways if my local practice could PLEASE go back to the pre-covid way of doing things where you could get an in-person appointment with a gp or nurse practioner without having to do a telephone consultation first, I (a very autistic person with health concerns which don't easily map onto the e-consult forms and who is currently Suffering under her healthcare being locked behind multiple phone calls) would GREATLY appreciate it
I would also greatly appreciate it in the meantime if there was a way to get one of those currently-obligatory telephone consulations that wasn't "wake up before 8am to make a phonecall at 8am on the dot to sit in a queue for half an hour because all the consulation slots for the day WILL be taken by 9am and if you miss the window they will just tell you to phone tomorrow because they can't book any consulations in advance it can only be day-of"
#me#I have been meaning to talk to a doctor about my suspicions that I have delayed sleep phase issues for MONTHS now#and I keep not doing it. because. delayed circadian rhythm. needing to be awake at 8am. do you see the issue.#I also need to talk to a gp about my pain management and ALSO haven't done that. because of. also the sleep thing.#anyways I'm making this post because I have once again failed to get to sleep before 2am so if I tried to wake up on time#to call the gp tomorrow. I would be running on less than six hours sleep all day#(because they could phone you back at ANY TIME so you can't take a nap while WAITING THREE HOURS FOR A PHONE CALL)#which means I will. once again. not be calling my gp tomorrow. because I don't want to deal with the sleep deprivation#blegh#I wish we had otc melatonin... then I could just trial run it on my own without having to convince a doctor first...
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if I fall asleep now I'll get 6 hours ;3;
3 more days and I can crash
#charlie babbles#doing errands tmrw and friday and friend's only free time is in the morning and I went backwards instead of forwards because it was closer#so I've been trying and failing at falling asleep earlier as I wake up an hour earlier each day#tomorrow's alarm is 8am and I have to keep it there for three days#but after Friday morning I'm done I can go back to normal for a couple weeks
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REAL QUICK BEFORE I FORGET: Slasher U on Steam costs 14.99, which you will notice is not 12.99! (You can still pick up the itchio version before tomorrow to get a Steam key and lock the original itchio 12.99 price in!) This is mainly due to Steam taking a set % of sales, whereas itchio has a sliding % you can adjust!
I also had to sign a demon pact (contract) with Steam saying I wouldn't offer SU at a substantially lower price than I do on Steam, so I'll be doing a final price hike to 14.99 in the coming month on itchio to match! This is the final price adjustment for Act 1 (and existing keyholders still get access to everything no matter how much you paid, bundle or otherwise)! To make up for it, I'll be including some extra cosmetics/wearables and some extra Text Messages in the Steam version (which will be copied over to the itchio version after its 14.99 update!)
**On launch week, the games will STILL be the SAME PRICE of $13: $12.99 on itchio and $13.49 on Steam respectively.** Thanks for being so patient Student Disembody!!!
#dw guys the demon pact is Signed now so 14.99 is the final blood price for Act 1#apologies for not saying anything earlier i have been struck with the flu and am climbing back#please lmk if you have any questions!! you can still pick up a complimentary steam key until 8AM EST tomorrow via the itch version <3#slasher u#steam release
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dw babygirl you dash is fine, i just have lots of feelings
#hello yes it is *squints* 11:30pm and i have a doctor's appointment at 8am and my back hurts but you know what#i have feelings#and imma forget i put this in my drafts but i feel like#the amount of times ppl have been like 'bestie i thought tumblr was malfunctioning and then i realized you were just having feelings'#is so great and large taht this came to my head and i went tehe#i'm am hilarious#n e ways#gonna try and sleep now IG#sleep is hard bc it always comes when you don't want it and not when you need it o ugh#don't wanna doctor's tomorrow#gotta be like 'yo why do y'all keep sending my pharmacy the wrong thing pls stop it makes me sad'#and then imma drive four hours#but then. tattoo. soon.#okay i'm just distracting nyself oops tehe#love you guys MWAH#goodnight#this post isn' that funny but it is to Me and That's What Matters#corey talks:)
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So yeah we all know that thing of villain Dia and Drasna and how she wanted to be a hero yeah
But like, in the villain Iris au, imagine if Diantha and Iris had a similar conversation tho. Like, after that tournament in Kalos, Dia and Iris were vibing outside the League, talking abt the tournament and how proud Diantha was of her. And ofc, that made Iris really happy, and she was thanking her and Lance (even if he wasn't w them yet) for helping her and for defending her too. Diantha said it was no trouble at all, she couldn't stand the thought of Iris not being happy in Kalos, and to find out there are people who looks down on her, well, ofc Dia's gonna give em a piece of her mind. She did ask tho if there are people like that in her own region. Iris wanted to tell her. She wanted to tell her everything. But she held her tongue, forcing a smile, she shook her head, told her that the people of Unova were supportive of her.
And they started talking abt other things, from pkmn, to Dia's movies, to the other champions, to the stars. Iris loved stargazing, it always calmed her down.
Back at home, she always loved how she has a clear view of the starry night sky in her room. She loves the stars, she studied about the constellations forming with each twinkling luminous body that were in the darkness of the sky, giving light to guide those who have wandered too far. She loved pointing out constellations with her pkmn, w her grandpa, w her friends. It was nice. And she's telling Diantha abt it too. Pointing towards the sky, she went on how abt the constellation of Libra, of Scorpio, of mythological figures, and even those who are in every history textbooks.
"then there's.. the heroes of Unova," she pointed at a set of stars, aligning in an intricate way that if you've no eye for creativity, you won't ever get to appreciate. Though, as she pointed at the constellation, her voice became quiet, smth Diantha noticed.
"something on your mind, darling?"
She hesitated for a bit, then she let out a hollow laugh, "this might sound silly but.. do you.. do you ever think I'll be like a hero?"
Diantha's mind flashed back to the memory of a younger version of herself asking Drasna the same thing. She smiled softly at Iris, gently pulling her close to a side hug, she said, "of course, my dear. I'm sure you'll be a great hero."
"like the heroes of Unova?"
"no, you'll be better than them." And Diantha kisses the top of Iris' head, going on how she's strong and such, Dia is sure she'll be a hero.
That made Iris really happy tho, that someone really believes she'll be a hero. Ofc, she's not gonna let Diantha down, she'll be a great hero, she'll find her own legendary dragon, and then Unova will see that she's better than them.
#and we all know how it goes hahah#w dia and lance seeing iris now#all bloody and bruised and going on abt being the god of fate#smth better than just being called a hero#so they should be proud of her right?#ough lowkey wanna write abt the silkwing fam prior to the reveal tho#like imagine how soft they are😭#cjmfndj oughh#maybe tomorrow cause im really tired tonight na hahah#hopefully we wont have a full day of expe tomorrow#praying that our teacher still has some semblance of mercy bfmdnd hahah#this might sound bad to yall but i want you to know its like an 8am-6pm class and its just one subject#the last time we had a full 8-6 class was back then in stats and lemme tell ya lutang na kaayo ko that day#ah but yeah hahah#villain iris au
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me planning my entire monday around watching tlou in the most cosy and peaceful environment only to act insane alone in my living room <3 honestly being an adult with ur own flat sometimes has its perks like I can be yelling sobbing screaming at my tv in peace <3
#it’s gonna be on nowtv at 8am I think ?#so I’m gonna wake up and not be online.. I will have a nice bath.. go to the post office to send my little parcels and letters#on the way back I will pick up some snacks from the supermarket#and then I will light some candles and have my snacks and watch it#I’m so so so excited besties#I am going to be sooooo#😳😵💫🥺😰🫣🥲😤🥵😭😵#yeah <3 :-)#lmao sorry#anyway mutuals who follow me on ig sorry in advance for the amount of pedro posting that will be happening tomorrow#and mutual I follow on ig but haven’t added to my cf list yet let me know !!!!#honestly my cf list is 80% tumblr mutuals and it’s just me going off about various things#usually tv shows or movies… that have Him™ in them.. 🫣#a
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My entire brain is probably going to be consumed by yellowjackets this month but I also am drowning just a lil
I have multiple papers I have to write & research to do & stats assignments etc this month. The semester ends 4/27 and then I have a month off before summer classes but have to work on a paper then too. Suffice to say I want to be here but final stretch of the semester so you know. Weeps.
#im just a little burned out#ooc.#tbd.#i have to write a paper over the summer that basically shows that i understand methods and stats and am capable of conducting a research#paper. and the first half of the summer i have an online asynchronous class thats like 4 mini papers from my understanding#but the back half i have class tuesday thursday 8am-12pm#so basically its just A Lot#i want to write i have a lot of muse but also im Tired All The Time#this weekend im gonna try and write one of my final papers#and next weekend i want to write my methods paper but i have a whole book i have to read for methods for the following week + 3? articles?#so we shall see lmao!#my gaship also apparently is supposed to pick up this month with more work for me to do and im like hehe fuck me#im writing my white collar crime final exam potentially 2 days before its due at this point bc thats when ill have class on the final part#fjdjksksa#and then there's stats! where i have an assignment due next tuesday which hopefully i will complete tomorrow#and then our final assignment is due the 20th and the final exam is on the 25th#so fkdososo lots to do and no time to do it#get your phd they said it will be fun they said#they also said the first year would be the hardest and compared to everyone in my cohort I've actually had it pretty good#I'm just a little frayed and ready for ths semester to be over
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Finally on my way home after a 14h day
#i have to be up early for a lecture tomorrow so i will be. i guess in bed as soon as i get home#im exhausted but im hungry and i wanna eat but eating will push me back an hour or 2#but also i have had. 2 pieces of chocolate since 8am and its now 10pm
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Okay, it’s been very stop start with writing today so here’s the plan as it stands:
I’m going to go have my dinner and finish writing this update and post it tonight as I’m not sure whether I’ll get a chance to update tomorrow
#I started writing at 8am this morning#it’s now gone 4pm#for context#I’ve been out driving and my nephew was round for a little#so normally I would have got more done#but I think I’ll update today and hope I can update again tomorrow#I make no promises#everything in my life has returned to chaotic#so we’re back on the shit train to shit town#kate rambles
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finally did the math and i have/will be working 65 hours in one week lol, average of 9hrs per day, which is more time than i spend sleeping
not counting the time i spend travelling, which would make it ~73, which means an average of 10hrs every day
could pick up a shift tomorrow and make it 71 (80 with travel)
#this is so awesome i feel like im dying#i keep sleeping like. maybe 4-6hrs a night and now when i take my testosterone in the morning it feels like rebellious self care#bc i literally do not have time to between waking up and leaving without making myself late bc i sleep in way too late every day#so i keep being late bc im so fucking tired and then my manager gets mad at me for being late when i worked until midnight and its 8am now#i literally feel like my body is breaking down. my calf muscles have this stabbing pain behind my knee and my joints are so painful#i cant breathe properly bc im so tense and anxious and tired and ive had to rewear underwear 3x bc i havent had time/energy for laundry#i finally showered on friday after 2-3 weeks it was awesome and i keep crying on the bus and in the office#i feel like im going to collapse im in so much pain and i keep gettin really close to killing myself but i dont have time to be hospitalised#anyway. srry abt venting so much here#also i literally dont know if my bf is ok bc theres flooding in his area and i think hes asleep so he hasnt text back for hours#delete later#none of it would be so bad if going home was at least restful but theres literally no respite from it bc my room is a wreck#im so anhedonic that literally nothing feels good anymore so i cant even cheer myself up unless im drunk bc i dont have a weed dealer rn#might try to get some co-codamol for the pain tomorrow after my blood test but idk we'll see
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So the shift went fine but my weed cupcakes STILL aren’t here because royal mail decided not to leave them in my enclosed porch or my greenhouse or with my lovely, trustworthy neighbours
#i’m gonna have to speed back here after pilates and just hope i catch these people#tomorrow i mean#in fact i think i might make a sign or something for the door saying PLEASE leave packages on the back porch i am begging you#i don’t know how many times they attempt delivery before just returning to sender or disposing of the things#the ticket they left was timestamped 10:55am…… since when does the post even COME that early#i know my shift ended at 1pm but i was still half expecting to be back in time to catch the postie honestly#the other day i saw her going around posting letters at QUARTER TO FOUR in the afternoon#like someone explain this to me#like i live rural as shit. this shouldn’t be happening#i have a friend who lives in sheffield right next to the depot and her post arrives at about 8am#i didn’t know what the fuck was happening the first time. i was like what do you mean your post arrives before lunchtime#it can generally be anywhere between 11 and 3 here but after 3 is not unheard of#i used to want to be a postie because of this and my parents were like nah they have to get up super early to be at the sorting office#sounds fake but okay#i want to clarify i love the royal mail. MOST reliable couriers i have ever experienced#but good god why is my shit at your depot and not in my fridge#they don’t want me to succeed. they don’t want me to have a good mental health#they have my glasses as well! that’s even more annoying#i’m so tired i like can’t read. and my only glasses are my old ones which have zero anti glare and zero screen protection#maybe i will just nap#if i miss tomorrow’s delivery because of pilates i’m gonna straight up cry#personal
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just took an exam in 20 minutes without even reading 2/3 of the content and still got an 83%. this is why every faculty member of my department lets me in on gossip and trusts me. i am sooo fucking smart
#sat in plant manager's office for like an hour listening to him yell at a grad student for doing stupid shit#(justified because who does an ice cream research project without knowing you have to fucking pasteurize the mix before freezing it.....)#then i sat in lactation prof's office for 30 minutes listening to her perspective on the department drama#then i went and killed that astro exam. and soon i will depart for the disturbed concert with my friend in tow#tomorrow will be rough i think. 8am class with a quiz. then mixing ingredients. then work. then helping bestie with a spreadsheet#actually my whole week is kinda rough#friday i have prep at 9. clarinet at 10. class at 11. freezing IC at 12. work at 3. dog sitting immediately after work#BUT on saturday im going to see boytoy's cousin's play and i think we'll probably go out for food or something too#so like a proper date kind of. also i WILL hold his hand in the car ride there&back he is simply too soft and comfortable to not hold hands#also while i was in plant managers office he was there sometimes and he stood like right next to me and i couldve made contact but i didnt<#we are so good at keeping life and work separate#anyway. the best part of being a super senior is the trust i have from the grown ups and my classmates#and the worst part of being a super senior is having all the responsibilities that go along with that trust#school post
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