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"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity
that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him
#i have so many thoughts on these two#hes such a clingy brother wth#as much as he soothes her it is only by asking lucrezia verbally or#by looking at her that his fears and insecurities in her life can be soothed#cesare torn between - being relieved she had some joy in the ruthless marriage he had no power to prevent and did not even want to bless#or being envious there is someone else now when his little sister once said she will not love anyone as much as she loves him#but Accepting it anyways because it is impossible loves and maybe he is starting to become aware his love falls in this same category.#“should i envy this narcissus low-born who shall never see you again because of his impossible love for you when i love you just the same?”#the knife more surprise than fear. in a time when he did not love himself...“she accepts me as i am? as i do her”#biting her as if another black panther pet looking for reassurance that their love#that HE is still included in her perfect world even if he himself pulls away#“surely you're in agony as much as i am? are you already satisfied with your child and husband if we cannot share our love openly?”#“your eyes drift to mine when you say 'husband' am i not he? do you see me as so even when it was just 'tonight'?”#and then his sudden gaze as if to look for truth because how can she forget him when he only thinks of her#AND AGAIN pulling away being eaten by shame and guilt of corrupting her (when their relationship is not just his doing)#torn between hope (we have the capacity to forget and move on) and hope (our love has that much devil power over her)#cesare as the god or the devil or whatever it is that overwhelms whether at war or in love#cesare is one confident man and even if his insecurities has layers of righteousness and importance..it is still insecurity nonetheless#and only for lucrezia#lucrezia borgia#cesare borgia#cesare x lucrezia#the borgias#dailyborgia#perioddramaedit#perioddramasource#weloveperioddrama#onlyperioddramas#romancegifs#the borgiasedit
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The way you draw shoelaces is heavenly I don't know how to describe it I just wanted to thank you for that
Man, I fucking LOVE drawing me some chunky shoelaces <3
#Probably my favourite part of drawing boots#that and doing the treads#I think we all know by now I have a thing for boots in general#but drawing the laces and giving them weight and motion is always deeply satisfying#thank you!! It's always so nice to hear it when people enjoy the parts you have the most fun working on!#ask#my art
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"A sacred guardian" A Series of Small Offerings - IV/1 - day33
#a series of small offerings#sleep token fanart#levynn tries to draw#i had this thing in my head since i put together the small offerings challenge#that was in last november#so this was cooking in my brain for some time now#this was the only one i had a very clear idea for what i wanted#the only thing wasn't set in stone was what runes i want to put on him#this is my sistine chapel#this is the peak#we only gonna go down from here#hope you like it because i worked on this pretty much all day and i've never been this happy or satisfied with anything i ever did probably#and yes this is one of my standard ca. 13 cm tall drawings as per usual before anyone asks#also yes Darya you guessed it that was the tmbte moon rising on the missing limbs one#sleep token#vessel fanart#vessel i#i sleep token#sleep token i#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#sleep token band#sleeptoken#levynn tries to think
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its so funny thinking about the people who dont watch yj seeing all my yj shit cuz theyre probably like "oh wow op moved on from jackishauna shes kissing someone else and op loves it" no this is very much still about jackieshauna. shauna kissing this rando proves jackieshauna thats why im losing my shit
#AND I WASNT EVEN LOOKING FOR JACKIESHAUNA PROOF I REALLY WAS COMPLETELY SATISFIED WITH JUST THE SUBTEXT ALONE#I DIDNT EXPECT THIS AT ALL#THIS ISNT LIKE BYLER I WASNT THEORIZING THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN I WASNT EVEN HOPING I TRULY THOUGHT TAIVAN WOULD BE THE ONLY SAPPHICS#for my byler followers who dont watch yj: i feel like i just watched the byler kiss like that is the level of insane this is to me#but maybe even more than that will be because i didnt anticipate this#if they do have shit like shauna calling melissa jackie or seeing ghost jackie kissing her and shit like that.....#then i might say jackieshauna is my favorite ship of all time......#my current one is snowbaz and they have held the record for NINE YEARS SO THAT WOULD BE A HUGE DEAL#but god GOD!!!!#im not done i still have more shit to say hold on#i still want that anon who asked if i believed jackieshauna would be canon to come back to my inbox#my entire reason for saying no was because she wasnt an established queer character everythings different now#jackieshauna#yellowjackets
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One Piece ep. 986 || Luffy & Zoro on Onigashima
They're running away!
#one piece#opgraphics#opedit#onepieceedit#zolu#monkey d. luffy#roronoa zoro#luzo#wano#one piece wano#wano spoilers#mine#gif:one piece#gif:op anime#gif:zolu#zoro smiling around luffy like this? its more likely than you think#just loved this ep so much!#the running away part. making more chaos part. zoro asking if now luffy's happy/satisfied#also that luffy asking if they should fight now reminded me of jaya arc - in a way they decided not to fight at first#like luffy on jaya asking/ordering zoro not to fight back#but this time the opponents are different and worth fighting and it was necessary for them here. plus its fun to see them like this!
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I saw a mention of Celebrimbor in third age AU in your tags and I deeply wish to hear more about it 👉👈
Ohhhh my goodness, okay!!
So, it's a canon-divergence whose pivot-point is set on the idea of Celebrimbor returning to life from the Halls of Mandos shortly before the War of the Ring, and—somehow—begging a boon of the Valar that allows him to return to Middle-earth to help in the struggle against Sauron.
(Is this plausible at this point in time? Probably not, no, no matter how badly they feel for Celebrimbor's pain and how proud they are of his defiance of Sauron before he died. I don't see anyone being allowed to sail back post-Istari, but it's plausible enough that I can build a fic off it if I want to lol.)
So, we pick up in Rivendell with the Council, except this time Celebrimbor isn't just a name in the story of the Rings of Power, he's there. With all his history and skill and knowledge.
(And his trauma and guilt and grief, but shhhh.)
So all of a sudden, there are three options for the Ring: throw it into the sea, throw it in the fire...or entrust the elf who helped make the Rings of Power to take it to a forge, and unmake it.
Of course, with Ost-in-Edhil in ruins, there aren't a lot of forges that are equipped for that kind of work. In fact, the various members of the Council can only think of two: Sauron's forge in Mordor...or Sauron's old forge in Mirkwood.
So that's where the Fellowship heads for.
But since "attacking Dol Guldur" is a lot less stealthy of a mission than "sneak into Mordor," this time the Council decides they have to be more active in providing distractions for Sauron than in the books. They have to have enough attacks going on in other places that the one on Dol Guldur can get lost in the noise. It's one of Sauron's places of power, sure, but it's not really one that matters a lot to him (they hope, probably) so they figure if they have enough battles going on elsewhere, that one will rank low on his priority-scale.
It's a fortress of last resort, a fall-back position he flees to when things are bad elsewhere. If he has to choose between Mordor and Mirkwood, he'll pick Mordor. If he has to choose between attacking the elven realms where the Bearers of the Three Rings are (no longer) hiding, he'll pick Lórien and Rivendell. Who cares about Mirkwood, with its silly flower-crowned king who doesn't even have a Ring?
And if he has to choose between conquering the Dwarves of Erebor and fending-off an assault by Gondor on the Black Gates, or protecting his old half-abandoned home in Mirkwood, he'll surely choose the former two and forget the latter. At the least, if they can split his forces enough that he has to prioritize where he sends his armies, the one he sends to Dol Guldur is sure to be the smallest and least powerful, right?
That's their hope, anyway! So they instigate war everywhere else they can, and hope that while they're keeping Sauron busy there, the Fellowship and the little army sent to help them can both take Dol Guldur and hold its walls against whatever force Sauron sends to take it back long enough for Celebrimbor to do his work.
And if you'd like to read it, here's where it all begins.
#oh goodness anon i am giddy at your interest thank you#i hope you read it! and i hope you like it!#i'm having such a marvelous (and admittedly difficult haha) time adapting all the details of canon to this new pathway#and discovering all sorts of fun things as i write characters interacting with folk they don't normally see#and figuring out how to make each battlefield distinct and satisfying#and how even folks who do end up travelling together still relate and react differently now they have different companions with them#and falling in love with characters i never thought much about before#and all those other splendid little joys of an au#it's long! and involved! and a little slow! and it takes ages to hit the point of a really distinct deviation from canon!#but i think it's fun#i hope you'll like it too! thank you so much for asking#fic rec#my writing#my stuff#celebrimbor#lotr fanfiction#lotr#lord of the rings#narvibrimbor#silvergifting#gimleaf#lotr au#boromir lives#ace boromir#frodo & celebrimbor#mirkwood#thranduil#frodo baggins#the one ring#sauron
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I’m sorry, do we have to wait 200000 words for Caleb to actually start getting through to Faber or pushing him enough to get that relationship going (the tags) 😭 I don’t think I’m prepared for all that angst I can already feel how much UtR is going to hurt 🫣
Hi anon,
I was joking like a little bit, but I also don't have Underline the Red plotted, more realistically it will be... *takes a breath* 80-100k before we start seeing some decent kind of inroads re: Caleb again.
This is one of the reasons why Kenneth's role in the story is going to be so important.
Tbh, this doesn't surprise me for my slow burns. It takes Gary and Efnisien in Underline the Black, much longer than 100k to like, start becoming sexual with one another.
But I'm also not at all shy about saying that the angst levels in Underline the Red are HIGH. One of the reasons it's had the least regular schedule is because I knew that when we really start getting stuck into it, asking folks to wait forever through such high angst (because it's about to get way, way higher) is unfair, so I've been moving more slowly through these initial chapters.
Underline the Red is due to take over as my 'updates 3 times a month' story after Underline the Black is finished. So I'm trying to time it as much as possible in a way that means by the time we hit the worst of the angst, no one will be waiting long for chapters anymore. How much Red is going to hurt has actually very strongly determined how many chapters I've released since it started. It's been waiting for its time to shine.
#asks and answers#it's going to be a thorny read i think#but i'm hoping that means the comfort payoffs#of which there will be plenty#feel really satisfying down the track#underline the red#faber castle#kenneth leone#caleb crawford#and now i gotta put my dog in his harness for his groom#aslkfjsdafa
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You may ask “Emry how do you imagine it goes down if Neil and Andrew are comfy enough to use the pool they miraculously have to themselves”
Shameless flirting and simply enjoying each others company ✨
#i forgot Andrew’s stretch marks :(#I only just barely added it to his design so it’s not in my head yet#but I remembered the little trail of moles on his stomach#I think Neil would like them 🫣#but yes Neil asks to take a few pictures of Andrew and Andrew acts unimpressed but secretly. we know.#he’s surprised and almost flattered#after a couple he raises an eyebrow like ‘are you satisfied’#and Neil said ‘for now’#so Andrew changes course and goes over to where Neil’s still sitting at the edge of the pool to take the phone#’good. your turn’#oh god I’m gonna write a whole story in these tags#i cannot#that’s too much even for me#if you want more you know what to do#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#chibi#I learned how to draw chibis!
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I offer you a Horror plush in these trying times.
#undertale#undertale au#utmv#horror sans#horrortale#horror#horror as a plushie#nobody asked for this but here he is#I love him#he’s in my book forever now#error core not gonna lie#idk there’s something satisfying about making them into little plush dolls#he kinda looks like a ginger bread man tho
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I am in a Brightly Lit Room and have No idea if this is visible but i've been sitting on it for too long, so we rolling with it
Move Cave AU shenanigans
#cave au#c!dream#hes in there somewhere#vault arts#sorry to the dms and asks about it that i never replied to before flying face first into a brick wall ;p#its fine now trust trust trust#not satisfied with my approach to the ancient city so i may do something else idk
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Now can we get Jed as a jackalope bc of the swapping mythology/legends post? :0
(Side note: I'm from Wyoming where the jackalope legend originated, so it made me happy to see you mention them :> )
(And also sorry for the very sudden and quick response to that post, please do tale your time if you need it 😭)
Jedalope? Jackalaiah?
I can't really see Jed being a fluffy bunny, he gives me hare vibes.


Also anthropomorphic jackalope Jed because I can


#this is what happens when you don't use references. it turns out like that. always use references#snatching my opportunity to draw anthro animals. they're just so fun to work with#ask#anonymous#night at the museum#natm#natm jedediah#jedediah#jedediah smith#jackalope#art#fanart#traditional art#anthro#but also#animal au#in a way#I always loved how 'Wyoming' was written and how it sounded. it's satisfying in a way I can't describe#choose whichever of these is the least disappointing#I have some asks that I don't know when I'll be able to draw since I'm technically on 'vacation' but since you were very polite I#drew yours now. also it was pretty easy to draw in the first place
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Boldly onward, never changing course.
[william bush, requested by @sanguinarysanguinity and @quatregats]
#em draws stuff#hornblower#william bush#the great napoleonic pokemon au#some liberties taken with the paldean aqua tauros here but I think it turned out quite well#regional pokemon my beloved... I wanted to give him a tauros for the Vibes and was delighted to find there was a Water Tauros#now. I assume it is difficult to keep the Large Beast content belowdecks when it's outside its pokeball#so presumably he pulls it out during battle for the most part and goes Rampaging Damage-Dealing#also. here I got to ask the question of What Does A Nineteenth-Century Pokeball Look Like#the answer I propose is The Orb From Treasure Planet#not Quite as satisfied with bush himself as I'd like to be (his face looked better in the sketch) but it's a tough angle for me#and I do like that the end of his queue makes the same shape as the ends of the tails :)
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How do birgs stylize their artwork to make the subjects seems ‘divine’ or ‘angelic?’ Like how in earthen cultures, wings, halos, golden glows, and sometimes other animal features and extra limbs are added to make something seem ‘godly.’ What’s the birg equivalent to that?
Depends on the culture. The central Twowi religion believes all gods and spirits originate from an “inverted world” that hangs above the material world, and represents this by drawing divine entities with upside down faces. Perfectly round faces also invoke the forms of celestial bodies, considered the heads or eyes of these beings peering through the vaulted ceiling of the sky. Many satellites of the Twowi also use the upside-down head motif, but it is usually only a seasonal aspect of gods that change form and role with the shifting seasons.
Lower right depicts a “moon consort” priest, which I hope to expand on in its own post eventually. Their garb resembles the body of a black avian, and they serve as astrologers and guardians of hibernating clans.

The “centaur” god is a common and versatile figure in Kakroum belief systems, embodying strength, protection, and virility.
#ask#birgworld#mythology#worldbuilding#still figuring out a ‘style’ for Twowi art that I feel satisfied with#ok back to commissions now
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can you elaborate on your feelings on vassago?
this blogs becoming what i use to kill time while i wait for my laundry to finish hi. first thing i did today was spill my entire water bottle on my bed. i think vassago is, at best, introduced too early, and at worst, shouldn't exist.
best case is that i think they gave him a poor introduction with functionally no personality outside of 'are you winning son' 'OMG STOLAS!' i genuinely don't get what people like about him. he doesn't do or say anything substantial. it's bc he's yaoi bait and that's it
worst case i think he's just a bad character for the plot. it seems like this dude has some history with stolas (if we ignore that stolas awkwardly does not acknowledge the weird fan behaviour whatsoever lmfaoooo) when stolas was like…established to be living this miserable lonely friendless life. no one likes stolas and he's not respected by his peers. he seems to have pretty bad people skills, and that's being generous. the one real light he has in his life aside from his affair partner (an affair of which should be motivated by that loneliness), allegedly his daughter…and fucking guy we've never heard of until now hiii vassago hi!!! i'll eat my words if i'm wrong but i can't really fathom how stolas having 1 guy who's been in his corner this whole time aids in his narrative, like, at all.
utterly baffling introduction. it's awkward and bizarre. it acts like we should already know who this guy is, almost. if he's going to be important later, fine, but he should've been introduced later then. mastermind was basically nothing. it's barely an introduction at all. equivalent of like, someone asking me to introduce myself, and all i say for 5 minutes is I UFUCKING LOVE THE COLOUR YELLOW, like ok. what else man
#ask#helluva boss critical#i dont buy the whole 'they needed to introduce him now/its a series it'll feel more natural later!' thing either#his intro will still feel awkward and stilted if in 1 millenia he ends up being a christ-like figure in history#also i'm a firm believer that you shouldnt have to wait for a payoff for writing to feel 'functional'#if the writing is questionable and unengaging in the moment then its not working. it shouldn't need to be patched later#a satisfying payoff shouldn't come at the cost of previous events feeling worthwhile#especially with the gaps between episodes this show has#like millie having no development whatsoever in s1 isnt 'fixed'#because they finally decided to attempt it (poorly) in s2 lol#tl;dr i dont want to say he shouldnt exist bc im sure he'll need to for a badly written plot in s3#but his intro is so ass
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Echo and Sora doodles that I've been scribbling down while I genuinely attempt writing again.
I haven't touched my WIP fic in months but yesterday I opened the google doc and actually wrote some stuff. Can you believe it? I am trying to ride the creative wave as hard as I can before I burnout.
#@zerger33 threatened me to post this sketchdump. So just doing my duty as a friend.#are you happy now Dragon?? I posted the doodles of my girls like you wanted!!#I am so nervous posting pencil sketches but I'm going for it!!#Overall I'm just happy I was able to make art at all#echo/eevee#sora/riolu#In my fic they're both evolved already but I wanted to finalize their unevolved appearances and I'm pretty satisfied#Also... gotta give Fuji a tiny bit of credit behind me posting this. I saw that tag in your last ask post Fuji. And it made me feel loved.#It gave me that last little push even though Dragon shoved me metaphorically.#Dragon and Fuji I love you both <3#pmd eos#explorers of sky
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What do you think Dick would be like if his parents didn’t die? (Please ignore the court of owls stuff for this thought experiment)
hm. i had to really think about this one, and i get the feeling bruce-isms are taking over me when i say this, but i think dick would have lived a largely... unsatisfying life... had his parents never died AND he was never taken in by bruce
bc i think there really is something innate in dick that really strives for achievement and accomplishment and overall some kind of sense of responsibility that is uncommon in others. i mean, he had to have those qualities if he was going to perform with his parents on the level they were at. but also, i think that kind of drive can really only find an outlet in getting the Most out of the world
i think at some point in dick's career as a trapeze artist/gymnast working in the circus, there would be this mental block that no matter what he did in the realm of normal-world-order, he just would never be satisfied. it would never be enough. he could leave the circus at his peak, go to the olympics, win gold, try other sports, go to more extremes-- but there comes a point where the real-world says NO to people like dick grayson who just keep wanting to go to bigger and greater heights
but in the superhero-world, where NO simply just does not exist, the boundaries are endless for dick. saving people, saving the world, being robin or nightwing or whoever, never becomes just old hat. dick just has so much passion inside of him that i don't think leading a civilian life (however accomplished and high achieving he becomes as a civilian) just would never be enough
sure, i think that parent-shaped-hole inside of him would never have become a hole at all, but i think that for the rest of his life, dick would be searching for something that would fill that other invisible hole inside of him. he doesn't know what it is or where it came from or what could ever finally satisfy it, and i think that would eat up dick until the day he died
not to say i think he would live an unhappy or empty life. in fact, i think dick would go on to have a very loving, filled life and would even go on to have his own family full of children. but, in the end, dick would always be searching for that Something that's missing but he can't name. maybe there's a happy ending, but would it be satisfying? i just dont think so
#the reverse of course is that dick now -as he is as a hero- would live a satisfying life but probably not a happy ending#which is. :(#dick grayson#anon#ask
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