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Maomao in various hanfu #1: Garden Party Outfit
#Guess who started reading + watching Kusuriya..... that's right...meeeeee#currently on volume 9...things are happening HAHA#that being said I sat there and analysed her garden party outfit for AGES to figure out a dynasty style#and i THINKKKK it's some sort of Song Dynasty variation so I worked with that in mind#part of me died from not being able to put all sorts of patterns on this one since it's one of her canon outfits 💔💔 BUT YEAH#kusuriya no hitorigoto#kusuriya#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya no hitorigoto fanart#kusuriya fanart#the apothecary diaries fanart#maomao#kusuriya maomao#kusuriya no hitorigoto maomao#the apothecary diaries maomao#maomao fanart#kusuriya maomao fanart#the apothecary diaries maomao fanart#knh#knh fanart#knh maomao#my art
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cowboy meg yoyle
still working on his ugly ass design
#fun fact the design on the edge of his poncho thing is a cook island pattern!!!!!#also idk how to draw cowboy hats#or hats in general#transformers#maccadams#megatron#transformers au#transformers fan continuity#tfp au#i guess idk#randojj#Meg of the West#yeah thats what im gonna call him for now
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controversial opinion maybe but it BEWILDERS me when people (mostly americans ime) genuinely seriously with their whole chest complain about how impossibly hard russian names are. like. do a single google search. i don't see how you can comprehend that charles = chuck and margaret = peggy but can't fathom that rodion = rodya. how is this such a huge barrier of entry for people
#and this doesnt apply to ESL ppl or any other ppl who have actual reasons like dyslexia or something#im talking about other americans who go yeah i had to stop reading bc i couldnt understand the names#how are you seeing different cultural naming conventions as an unsurpassable barrier that forces you to quit and give up on ever reading it#instead of an opportunity to learn and expand your narrow worldview?????? and over something SO SIMPLE??????????#like i know damn well yall know a katherine that goes by katie or a john that goes by jack#and those make even less sense than something like aleksey -> alyosha!#there are general rules and patterns unlike english! like the progression from aleksey -> alyosha -> alyoshka -> alyoshechka is so easy to#comprehend i dont understand how its SUCH a common complaint#i definitely understand the struggle of keeping characters straight when they have the same first name#like katerina ivanovna and katerina ospovna in t/bk etc#and of course the names in general are something you have to adjust to if youve never encountered it before! it takes a bit of thought#but its NOT FUCKING ROCKET SCIENCE and its asinine to shrug your shoulders and say welp guess im incapable of ever reading any ruslit!#like ohhh my goddd it grinds my gears so bad#bare minimum effort#anontalks#sorry for rant but i keep fucking seeing this shit and it rubs me the wrong way every time#like yeah its funny that dunya = avdotya and grushenka = agrafena#but richard = dick and elizabeth = betty so who fucking cares read the damn book
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Puzzlevison screenshot redraw!! On paper!! With water color!! Wahoo!!
I don’t have much credible experience with coloring traditional art—usually just doodling or sketching in my spare time for fun. But I’ve wanted to try expanding the different mediums I use and letting myself learn from them. It’s a nice change of pace and allows me to take a step back from responsibilities. And I’ve needed an excuse to keep working in this sketchbook so here we are!! I think in the end of this I might’ve treated the watercolors too similar to acrylic paints lol. Ah oh well all part of the ✨learning experience ✨
Also here have some goofy work behind-the-scenes progress photos
#uhm okay so this isn’t technically for the whole ‘Puzzle’s First Model Appearance/Debut’ thing but—#now I just kinda feel bad for not doing anything to join in on the celebration#THE GUILT AND FOMO IS GETTING TO ME BIG TIME NOOOO#so guess we can last minute act like this is also for that?? yay??? :’)#man I’m such a looser I suck /hj#where did I go wrong in life to be mentally aware it’s my comfort characters debut day but also not do a damn thing about it#y-yeah it’s fine I’m so fine don’t worry about it I’ll just lie awake in bed contemplating#maybe reenact that scene where he’s sobbing in the corner of the pizzeria#also YES I know I got lazy with the SMG4 cast not putting skin color or leveling out the white <<#and also giving up on the Puzzle pattern halfway through#and there’s probably a likelihood no one even noticed until I exposed myself#BUT YOU WILL NOTICE MY FLAWS BECAUSE THEY HAUNT ME GAZE UPON MY DEMONS /J#generally I think I did okay tho :3#hplonesome art#Puzzlevison redraw#Puzzlevison screenshot redraw#Puzzlevison smg4#smg4 Puzzlevison
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when I want to write something self indulgent to give me all the angsty and cuddly hurt/comfort feels but I can't because I end up feeling guilty because I'm seeking after feels that I feel in an inappropriate place because my mom told me one time when I was 15 that I shouldn't search that out or it's probably sexual sin but it confuses me because ALL the feels happen that way for me even if it's entirely platonic and nonsexual and so I don't know if it's okay to want to write to that because apparently all pleasure of any sort, even over platonic stories, is sexual or comes with a possibly probably sexual feeling and I also am having a hard time figuring out what's genuine conviction from God and what's just my anxiety/OCD/perfectionism/fear of failure
#like I feel like it's conviction. but also when I analyze it... I'm not doing anything sexual??? the stories I'm writing are#ENTIRELY platonic#it's like. found family feels.#but then why do I feel so guilty/convicted over it and feel better/less guilty when I stop writing anything feelsy#like... I guess I'm only allowed to write plot and can't ever write hugs and hurt/comfort anymore#my mom keeps saying I should journal all this instead of venting it at everybody and honestly maybe she's right#idk how to handle this but also I feel like if I just find a holding pattern where I can strike a healthy balance of lile#like* what is correct and healthy for me to enjoy#then the anxiety over it might pass? I don't want to avoid conviction though but like. why am I convicted over#writing a story where someone who's been treated like a monster finds a family who loves them#like.. is it because I'm seeking out whatever that feeling in my lower belly/groin is????#but that's like... so tied up in enjoyment and hurt/comfort to me that idk if I'm ACTUALLY looking for that#or if this is just what I write#and idk if that even is sinful in any way at all!!!#and why can't I just get over this? like I keep going in circles with it and it's so frustrating#idk this is totally tmi I just got hit with this awful feeling after work today and the only thing I can pinpoint it to#is this specific thing I've been writing. but even though yeah I've been getting feelsy with it... it's PLATONIC#ENTIRELY COMPLETELY NONSEXUAL. so like... is it that pleasure feeling that's the thing I'm being convicted over??#probably. bc that's the only thing that eases the feeling of conviction/anxiety/guilt#and also probably no one is reading all these tags lol sorry guys I'll go away now
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For everyone who wanted bullfighter Nando when I mentioned it the other day, here you go :D
+ this one I don't feel like coloring yet(imagine he's in Ferrari colors!!!)
#did you know bullfighters dedicate their kill to a friend or member of the public by giving them their hat?#i really wanted to draw silly vettonso where fernando offers seb his hat#seb retires from bullfighting(yeah its an au now) and fernando in his green costume is like;#'here is my hat. now will you come back from retirement? 🥺'#but yeah feel very abnormal abt that ^ and also the thing abt them having someone who helps them get into their costume as a sacred ritual#theres just a lot of thoughts and ideas floating around in my head bcs of it#anyways i liked drawing this but it was very suffering too and took me like 5 hours#its like. you see the intricate embroidery and im like ah! omg! i love painting details!!!#and then remember im not the best w coming up with ideas for the embroidery pattern itself#so pls bear with me 😭😭 mainly i was trying to reference the diamond logo of renault#but most of it kinda just ended up being austrian knots i guess bcs thats what my mind defaults to#i thought the shoulder pad would be the most difficult but that came together the easiest and made the rest actually work in my head#aaahhh also im surprised w the angle of his face! im usually not good at side profiles as well as tilted down heads#but i think he looks pretty good honestly???#also w the sketch i just wanted to post it bcs i liked his face okay 😭😭😭#i wanted to paint it too but I realized im so naive thinking i could paint two of these horrifically detailed things in one session#but his face 🥹🥹 i like it!!! theres some renault era pic of him i really like where hes sun drenched and angry looking#^ and i think i captured the vibe well so!!!!!#well anyways mayhe ill draw more of this. it was fun but also like sucked my life force out bcs it kept going from easy to 'I CANT DO THIS'#the pictures of matadors are just...insane to me. tiny waist fat ass flamboyant costume. im dead 🫠#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#fa14#matador au
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fuck my stupid baka life
#Being into dr and having a screwed up sleeping pattern is a blessing and a curse#On one hand I have a lot of time for thinking/theorizing#but on the other hand this is what I thinking about#Like No seriously (in v3) what happens to the body after the trial#Is there a on site morgue or incinerator?#Do they fuckin toss them outside?!?!#Or store them somewhere not accessible?#I don’t think anyone has a answer to this question (as far I am aware)#anyways now for the normal tags#drv3#drv3 killing harmony#danganronpa v3#danganronpa killing harmony#monokubs#◀️ if you squint#keebo#shuichi saihara#oh yeah they are here too i guess
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I was thinking about the idea of redesigning Dark Cacao (mostly because of the shoulder pads), and honestly, why didn’t they give him the Oreo shoulder pads from his beta?
I mean I guess the justification for his diamond shoulder pads is that they add more of that shape into his design, and the rest of his design is extremely angular so the curved Oreos might have clashed, but still
I think it would have been a way to tie back into Dark Choco’s design, and this particular shape of his shoulder pads is different and looks like it belongs to some above Dark Choco, like his father. So it’s tying in while being distinct
And considering Dark Choco’s like, the only character (at least as far as I can remember) who wears those Oreo pads, maybe it could be like a family thing
Like I don’t really see much of a point to getting rid of them, they would have worked great. And now I want to give Dark Cacao Oreo shoulder pads in headcanon designs
#in my opinion default Dark Cacao’s design isn’t the best#though granted my thoughts on redesigning him tend to also take away his diamond shapes#I don’t know if I’ll do an actual redesign#but I guess the trick is keeping in the diamonds#but maybe instead have that be a pattern or something instead of the outfit shape#personally I’d like to redesign all the Ancients#but that’s because I find their designs too complicated to draw#it’s an entirely personal thing based on my art values and how I like to draw#so maybe it isn’t as necessary for the rest#but yeah#Dark Cacao should have kept the Oreos#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#dark cacao cookie#character design#random stuff
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rewinding the clock
#if iguin gave coco the chance to return things as they were#do you think coco would?#if that was the only way she could save her mother#pssttt heres some design things#edges of her cape changing to the pattern shown in her brimcap outfit +#shes closing the spell herself#is what i was trying to convey#iguin is not forcing her hand#hehe get it#but just guiding/manipulating her#up to interpretation#coco wha#coco witch hat atelier#witch hat fanart#witch hat atelier#δ帽子#iguin#i guess#oh yeah she still has richehs ring hehe
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i swear to god there is nothing better than taking a shower and climbing into bed after putting on a freshly washed blanket and sheets
#and guess who just finished making their bed 😏#i relate so much to edd's bed making kink lmao#i have a whole system#soft pillows go in patterned shams#firm go in solid color shams#flat sheet MUST be smooth and tucked into the elastic of the fitted sheet#blanket must be folded like an envelope inside#its nothing groundbreaking but if i dont do it ill feel fucked up#my friend is shocked that i sleep with a flat sheet.....like yeah dude thats what youre supposed to do#and thinks its weird that i tuck everything in#do you not understand that i need to be swaddled#and a made bed just looks better yknow
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What do you think about autistic Basil headcanon?
I made a post about this, I relate to him a lot and I see a lot of his behavioral patterns in me.
YES. i see it!! and i’ve been meaning to talk about the possibility of basil being autistic for quite a while, so, i’ll talk about it here. it’s harder to see it in comparison to sunny’s since he’s most likely masking (which sunny doesn’t really do), but it’s still there!!
(this tweet will kinda be a mess, since it’s not like an analysis analysis. if i’m wrong, please do correct me!)
according to the nhs (https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/autism/signs/children/) signs of autism in older children include:
- not seeming to understand what others are thinking or feeling
- unusual speech, such as repeating phrases and talking ‘at’ others
- liking a strict daily routine and getting very upset if it changes
- having a very keen interest in certain subjects or activities
- getting very upset if you ask them to do something
- finding it hard to make friends or preferring to be on their own
- taking things very literally – for example, they may not understand phrases like "break a leg"
- finding it hard to say how they feel
from what we know about him & from what the duet cutscene says, he was alone for most of his life before meeting the friend group. he also has a line (though said by headspace basil) about this! while that may not necessarily be a sign of autism, it’s what he says next that stands out to me.
“you’ve all taught me so much… how to care for others and how to care for myself too!”
that specific line stands out to me because of how it tells us that basil wasn’t always as caring and cheery as he was as a 12 year old. he learned from his friends—through experience with them, and through observation.
he’s also implied to have a hard time making friends. other than aubrey (who he likely met later in his life rather than in early childhood like sunny and kel), he had no friends before that. how awkward he is in the cutscene where aubrey introduces him to her new-found friend group also implies that he hasn’t had experience with friends. (he also looks like he’s somewhat ‘copying’ aubrey’s smile, just in a more awkward way)
basil most likely has difficulty when it comes to identifying feelings—specifically ones he hasn’t experienced himself. such as the fear of spiders. he doesn’t seem to get that others can fear spiders due to how he doesn’t fear spiders and sees them as a positive instead.
(icon can’t be seen due to my bad internet, but it’s headspace basil. a lot of the headspace basil lines in blackspace and omori route help when it comes to understanding his character better. stranger’s lines help as well :3)
(it should be noted, though, that otherwise, he’s good at reading sunny specifically. may not be a sign of it on itself, but taking into consideration that sunny is also likely autistic, it might be. both of them understand each other despite their childhood different experiences due to it.)
he’s also… pretty bad at articulating and identifying feelings.
“…but the words don’t come out.”
“i don’t know if i should apologize”
“but why does part of of me still cling on?”
the feeling of not knowing if you should apologize or not, the inability to form words and articulating yourself, the feeling of not knowing why you do something… that counts, right?
basil has a very keen interest in plants and flowers. he memorized the symbolism of the flowers that the he assigned to the friend group, and we see plants all over and even outside basil’s house.
he also insists on only taking photos of people when they’re not posing for him and genuinely expressing emotion (which does give the headcanon of him observing expressions and feelings through the photo album a little more merit :3)
from OMORI canon, we know how attached he is to the past and how he dislikes sudden changes. it’s why the photo album exists, it’s why he says “everything will be okay”, it’s why he did what he did. this is something that both sunny and basil have in common!
to me, basil is an autistic person who learned how to mask because he’s afraid to be seen as weird by his friends & others. his relationship with sunny is the only one where he’s able to drop that mask and be “free” in a sense. post-incident basil tries to mask too, but fails at it since he has… a lot more going on his mind.
#OMORI#BASIL OMORI#OMORI BASIL#basil answers !!#basil analysis#kinda#i stand by the autistic basil headcanon#it just makes so much sense to me#ahhhahah#also remember how basil has a weak stomach?#apparently autistic people have a higher statistic of having gastrointestinal problems#not sure why but yeah#god hates us#i guess#i relate to his behavioral patterns too#which is why i see him as very muchautistic.
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If I had a nickel for every f/o I've had with a blue color scheme, who had a heroic role, and was bad at lying I'd have TWO nickels
#jane journals#self insert talk#🍎 apple of my eye 🍎#💙 oh captain my captain 💙#YEAH ITS REX IF THAT WASNT OBVIOUS#watching more tonight to end today on a good note and WE MADE IT TO SEASON TWO BAYBEE#we're on the little sportacus episode and CMON 'SPOB'??#THATS THE BEST FAKE NAME HE COULD COME UP WITH ON THE SPOT???#i mean hes naturally so good and pure that he just finds lying difficult i guess 😂😂#but i love this trend LIKE THE PATTERN HERE#ITS VISIBLE
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Fuck you (V3s your Trigger Happy Havocs)
It’s protag time
I’ll do the other guys eventually teehee
Repost cause tumblr nuked the quality for some reason
#mondo owada#leon kuwata#danganronpa#trigger happy havoc#dr thh#drv3#killing harmony#i mean i guess kinda sorta#they are kinda gay and i hate them#leon takes the role of shuichi and mondo takes the role of kaede#yeah. yeah your assumption just now is correct :(#zachs art tag#very important design notes with Leon’s shoes btw#if you draw them they NEED to be weezer blue#also its really hard to tell but the pattern on the blob with Mondo’s name and talent is the first little bit to megalovania#talent swap au#talentswap
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Good news: I absolutely BLEW AWAY the folks at the weavers guild with my 3 weeks worth of rigid heddle plus finishing half an inkle band in under 2 hours
Medium news: I can keep the loom for about 3 more weeks! I'll be returning it in time to prep for classes during the November fiber fest, but because i waited for that permission I didn't have time to warp it during the meeting
Bad news: if you weave goods, the other weavers will excitedly tell you to make the absolutely ugliest and most useless things with them and you have to be very polite about it
#my posts#mhmm sure ill look at vest patterns later#(a vest made of that would be awful)#yeah i guess it could be a table runner#(who the hell uses table runners?)#theyre so kind and excited#and so out of touch with what people under 50 actually use and enjoy
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oh my god like. the stark contrast between mob’s inner self — saying that everyone around him held him back, everyone was afraid of him, everyone treated him differently, everyone only saw him as something to use and that he was never accepted by anyone at any point; that he would never be accepted for who he really internally feels he is — vs all of mob’s friends and family repeatedly saying “we aren’t scared of you because we know you and we love you, this is just a part of you that we can live with and accept,”— not to mention reigen fully admitting that he was using mob and apologizing for it, as well as telling mob that the only person who really needs to accept mob is himself..? It’s just. It’s so good man
#cal.txt#mp100#mob psycho 100#also i think the other side of Reigen’s beliefs towards psychic powers is heavily underrated#no they don’t make you special or entitled to anything but they also don’t make you weird or bad or abnormal#it’s even better through an autistic lens too .. like wow#not to say mp100 is direct disability representation but i feel like most disability rep in media has this tendency or pattern#of framing disability as a discardable part of someone’s life/identity as a way to feign acceptance of it#and they spend more time trying to convince someone that they aren’t Really different#which like i guess the sentiment is there or whatever#but it’s the same as saying you don’t see color as a way to express your non-racism#but mp100 is like. ‘you’re very different from other people but you’re not any less acceptable or less normal for it’#and you don’t have to rely on the acceptance of others to make your difference seem okay either#godddddd it’s so special to me I can’t believe it’s over forever#also the fact that everyone was also willing to take on whatever burden or challenge mob went through as part of his powers/being different#everything in your life is a part of you and we love it and we love you so it’s a part of us too#lord im coming up#GOD ITS SOOOOO#yeah im dead#Reigen could’ve fixed jack but that’s not worth a post I fear#very small overlap of interests#autism coded#autistic characters#<- went back just for those tags sorry
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love these idiots ( @raggedabstraction )
#eeehehe<3 sillies#im obsessed w vi's zora form i might design more zoras like that#just bcus i like fucking around w patterning#its so fun#anyway#sorry guys i just luv my friends ok.okay#i promise jm normal#the amazing digital circus#tloz#botw#loz botw#minish cap#tadc ragatha#the influencer#yeah thems<3#cw body horror#? i guess#for the face thing viri has going on#and yes that first one is a faith reference#like five contexts deep with that one#we are totally normal
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