#[me: finds a single thing that gives me serotonin. that thing: lmao $$$$$$$$$$$

[godblooded]

….fucking Spotify requires you to buy more fucking audiobook credits????

[joonheaven]

April Jams 2023

i was going through my posts just for funsies and was lowkey in shock to see that i haven't posted my monthly playlist since november '22 so i'm back to share again lol from now on, though, i'm gonna start including my favorite lyrics from the songs hehe

three geniuses on a single track. heard the afrobeat and was already obsessed. aminé's word play is so fun and pharrell's vocals made this song so catchy.

"i hit it with some rhythm, call it pussy percussion"

it boy doing it boy things. this song literally feels so good to drive to, just roll the windows down and enjoy it. this album is so jimin. there were a few different lyricists involved in the track, but you can def hear joon's influence.

my favorite part isn't an actual lyrics but its the instrumental you hear after the first chorus. it's so good, almost sounds like the stranger things theme.

her music is everything i've wanted in pop music when i was in high school. she blends so many different influences its so cool. this is a song u can easily speed to lmao heavy bass love it.

"i don't wanna take it off, emotionally naked"

ever since i heard smoke sprite I've been obsessed with So!YoOn! She's so alluring, i'm convinced i'm in love with her. her style of singing just scratches an itch in my brain so good.

"지금 우리 뒤엉켜 흔들리고

내 시선은 나를 향하고 있어

이순간이 영원하기를"

a lil throwback lmao i have only ever heard the second half of this song so finding out this song was 6 minutes total had me kinda shocked. I like the first half of it tho it acts as a sort of introduction to the song plus it gets u itching to hear the beat drop and it's so worth it imo. jt and timbaland knew wtf they were doing.

"i could see us holding hands walking on the beach, our toes in the sand. i can see us on the country side, sitting on the grass leaning side by side."

angelic voice fr. like she's got her signature sound DOWNNNN u listen to one second and just know it's her song.

the entire chorus is so catchy

released in 2018 but im obsessed with it rn . like always nicki word play is unmatched, she's always gonna stay relevant.

"i'm in my prime, optimus. sagittarius, so you know I'm a optimist."

its like kaytranada got the midas touch. Alan's voice suits this beat so well. it's a lil more mellow, it's one of those songs u can have in the background but is enticing enough to get u to stop whatever ur doing to dance to it.

"see how far you can go, make me wanna get close"

as u can tell, i'm going thru a mini kaytranada phase haha. I don't listen to syd much but i know i like the way she sings. it's very... airy and chill, perfect for this edm track. makes me wanna white girl dance

"cause i do it for the thrill, for the rush"

april has been rough but this month's music has been giving me enough serotonin to keep pushing :) i've been listening to lots more music, but these were the ones i kept on repeat for a majority of the month.

[sarah-yyy]

Hi, jiejie! What is this Cherry Magic show and where can I watch it with subs?

alright alright it’s been awhile since the last proper rec post, and i think if any show calls for it, it would be cherry magic, so. idec that i’m late to the party, and everyone’s probably already seen this, just. if you haven’t, please watch it.

links first so i don’t forget after screaming about why y’all should watch this: modern jdrama // eng subs (all 12 eps + 1 special; approx. 25 mins each)

long story short so you can immediately get your serotonin shot instead of having to read this post: cute virgin who thinks himself unloveable gets mind-reading powers on his 30th birthday, and lands himself a cute coworker boyfriend (who! has! been! pining! after! him! for! years!) after some Panic. that’s it! that’s the story!! 

(OH and before i forget, i feel y’all’ve got to be prepared for this, because i definitely wasn’t and i SCREECHED when it happened: THERE IS A FOREHEAD!! KISS!!! SCENE!!!!! i lost like 5 years of my life from that tbh. also: 摸头杀 + 公主抱 + 英雄救美 scenes involved in this show. i can’t believe this show just gave me every single thing i wanted in life just like that)

this sweet boy is adachi! has some serious self-esteem/anxiety issues, but is so nice and so sweet!! he works hard!! and does his best!!! 

this babe has never dated/slept with anyone in his life, and wakes up on his 30th birthday with the ability to read the minds of people he touches!! he has a whole freakout about it (valid), but eventually decides the way to deal with it is to avoid touching people (babe), so he starts going to work early to avoid crowds.

he accidentally finds out through his mind-reading powers that his colleague kurosawa has a crush on him one day!! the whole scene in the elevator was so fucking cute omg kurosawa was going !!!!!! in his head about being so lucky to see his crush so early in the morning, and adachi was going lmao he has a crush on one of our coworkers, i wonder who-

you, babe. it’s you.

this also very sweet boy is kurosawa, the ace of the sales department, well-liked by everyone in the office because he’s So Nice. friendly heads up that his smiles are Lethal and will inflict Serious Damage. i recommend y’all have emergency services on speed dial while you’re watching, just in case.

ANYWAY kurosawa has secretly liked adachi for a few years! he observes adachi silently, notices the things he does and the things he likes, but has never made a move on him because he doesn’t think adachi likes guys. HE’S JUST. my god. the nicest person in the world. also the cutest. like adachi slept over at his place for ~reasons one night, and he was literally losing it at how cute adachi looked and couldn’t calm himself down enough to go to bed. 

he has very cute daydreams about being domestic with adachi and it’s just all so wholesome i almost went feral at so many points. when they get to crash at each other’s place, kurosawa cooks for adachi and he always looks so blissed out whenever adachi enjoys it, like: I DID A THING FOR ADACHI AND HE LIKES IT!!!!!!

the progression of their relationship is so good and so natural!! every episode made me yell because of how cute the both of them were being, and GOD!!!! kurosawa’s pining will Get You at so many points, he’s so heartfelt and earnest about his feelings for adachi, even if it’s just inside his head sometimes, and he wants so much to make adachi happy and give him everything he wants, even if he thinks he might not be what adachi wants. and adachi slowly getting over the mortifying ordeal of being known, and making friends! and falling in love!! and trying new things!!! was so, so sweet ahhhh. his character growth was so well done my god, i want to cry just thinking about it

ANYWAY just please watch cherry magic!! it’s a relatively short series, compared to what i usually watch, and very, very easy to start and finish. there will be some parts *cough ep 11 cough* that will make you :((( but overall? MAXIMUM SEROTONIN GUARANTEED. 

[witch-hazels-musings]

You know, fixing up my Childe Shrine got me thinking: how would them genshin boys react to you like having merch dedicated to them?

Zhongli: I mean... he's used to it lmao the numerous Exuvia plushies probably made spam the entire Golden House. He was a god after all so you having a mini shrine dedicated to him (surprisingly to Zhongli and not just to Rex Lapis) isn't at all weird for him. If you ask help from him to gather all the merch, he'd gladly oblige haha

Childe: oh god (it me haha) the moment he finds out he is going to flip and tease you to hell and back sgdjdng that is such an ego boosting serotonin trip for him! He'll fawn over the tiny trinkets of his form (even his Foul Legacy Transformation, huh) and expect him to deliver you new goods every time he comes back from his trips. Hell, he will probably commission some himself and build you a bigger shrine (he doesn't want you hugging any except himself though so watch out) ahdnkddmkg

Albedo: honestly, he's confused at first. Why would you need memorabilia of him when hes right there? You gotta explain to him it's not about the sentimentality but for once, it's about the collection itself. You pride yourself in scouring Mondstadt for trinkets and various other plush of the chief alchemist! Though you probably don't know how to explain the body pillow...

Xiao: also a bit confused but also kinda understanding the mortal ways of reveling in the divine. He would ask you why do you revere in him (oh Xiao no bby) as there were a lot more deserving of your praise. You gotta tell him that it's because you like him and not another adepti, that he is your favorite and for you, no one else comes close to the Conqueror of Demons (you say this while holding up a plush of him and he just nearly melts at how absurdly cute you are being)

Diluc: he's honestly both baffled and just exasperated at Mondstadt's weird ways of fawning over certain nobility and high profile figure. He might be a little hesitant at helping you build your... Diluc Shrine? Did he hear that right? Why do you have a shrine for him--Forget it, he'll indulge in you and you swear you saw him deep red in the face the first time he brings you a tiny charm of him carrying a claymore as he says "here. For your... shrine..."

Kaeya: I always thought him and Childe are two sides of the same coin so ofc this man is gonna be insufferable and will support your little growing collection ten fold. He's gonna give every single plush you have a nickname and he'll ask you every time he sees you how they are doing. If you don't have one yet, he'll even get you a body pillow of himself (though ofc the real one is still the best)

OMG FUWON I AM A MESS OVER HERE!!! -- the DILUC ONE GOT ME SO GOOD T.T

i’m moved to tears i love this so so so so much (not only because I have purchased a few things for my pyro husband and also would drop CASH on a figure of any one of these characters oof) 

[stitch1830]

The Gaang + parents finally meeting/holding newborn Lin? Toph is a single mother in this AU

Hi Anon, thank you for the ask! And pls this is so sweet my heart needs this serotonin :D

I feel like every Gaang member had their own moment with Lin. I'm not sure if it was like, right after she was born or just at some point when she was a newborn, but it seems fitting that all of them would have this cute interaction with Lin.

Aang: Would probably cry. He just thinks a newborn is so precious and means so much to him. He's a total sap, and talks to her about how she's the future and how her mom and aunts and uncles are going to help pave the way for her to change the world. Something super cheesy like that and has Toph complaining jokingly if she overhears him.

Katara: I usually HC that Katara delivers Toph's babies (in just about every AU. Toph only trusts Katara for that, unless she's like... TOTALLY not available). Delivering her best friend's child into the world is really special, and I think she'd find so much joy and emotion in that moment, especially when she hands Lin to Toph. Katara gets to see the look of pure joy on Toph's face when she holds Lin, and I think she'd take pride in being the one to help her, as well as humbled at the thought that she was able to see such an intimate moment between Toph and Lin.

Zuko: For Toph, I feel like he would cry when he got to hold Lin. Or at the very least get choked up. Toph is like a sister to him and I feel like he would become very pensive and consider just how fast time flies. It was only yesterday he was 16 and helping these teenagers save the world, and now they're all adults and having families of their own. And like Toph, he probably understands her fear of being a parent better than anyone. They both had poor upbringings and he knows how important it is for her to raise her daughter well. I think when he holds Lin, he makes a quiet promise to Lin to help Toph in any way we can.

Sokka: Perhaps Sokka tries to lighten the mood with a silly "she's so suqishy" comment, but the joke is either ignored or not delivered well, because damn, Lin is a beautiful baby. He's not the best at holding her or what to say in that moment, but as he rubs her chubby cheek with the back of his finger, he resolves to treating Lin like a niece, and decides then and there that he's gonna be the best damn uncle to her. Because she's Toph's kid, and he'd do just about anything for Toph and his found family.

Suki: She seems like the type to vocalize her joy and say it all to Toph and Lin. Suki adores Lin from the start, and jokes that perhaps she can train her to be the new Kyoshi Warrior leader. After all, Lin's a Beifong, and she's got that fighting spirit. Her moment with Lin is short and sweet, and ends with a gentle kiss to Lin's forehead.

Lao and Poppy: Lao and Poppy were always ecstatic at the idea of being grandparent (they try to ignore the lack of a spouse/nuptials lmao) and spoil the baby the second they learn Toph is pregnant. But when they hold Lin, it's a whole new feeling for them. Pride and joy and an love so strong they can only compare it to the time they had Toph. They aren't necessarily in a position to give advice or to tell Toph how to do things, but they try to find ways that they can be there for her and be supportive.

Okay! I think that covers everyone. Happy to elaborate even further if you want, Anon haha. Thank you again for the ask, and I hope you have a great day!

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Send me asks about ATLA, or anything, really! :D

[zozophoenixxx]

Serotonin Booster :D 🐉

How to train your dragon edition

Here are some things I had forgotten or little details I just noticed on my rewatch, maybe even Unpopular Opinions 🤭👀

✨Race to the Edge✨

SEASON 6

I love how the twins were basically the reason Hiccup figured out that Johan was the spy

NOOO THE WAY GOTHI WENT TO TRY AND STOP STOICK FROM THROWING AWAY HER MEDICINE AND THEN GOT THROWN OFF THE CLIFF WAS SO FUNNY [ep2]

Omg that fight between Hiccup and Stoick in ep2 was crazy whenever Stoick said "I'm talking to the expert in getting duped by Trader Johan" and THEN HICCUP WAS LIKE "but I was only duped for half as long as you were. So what does that make you?"

Awww the way both Toothless and Skull-crusher were trying to get them to talk

And also Astrid being the only one that wasn't caught by the Hunters right away, she's just superior bro

I love how both of them were right - Stoick was right to not trust the merchants and Hiccup was right about Johan's plan

Toothless is actually so strong like he's not only agile and clever, I mean he just flew up to the ballista and crashed against it and destroyed it without using his Plasma Blast 😎🤩

Mala and Dagur fighting over where the Dragon Eye lenses are gonna be hidden is hilarious. Mala is so calm I love it

I got chills when Atali was like "no, Hiccup, this is my island I will defend it"

I really want to know the origin of the Wingmaidens, like where did all these women come from? How come they're still there?

I love Minden and Snotlout's relationship, the way he tried to convince her to not give up AND SHE KISSED HIM!!!

Krogan's Singetail actually cares about him

Never gonna get over Adelaide Kane voicing Mala

Also Snotlout running when the dude had the razorwhip on him LIKE HE WAS LITERALLY FLYING AND HE WAS STILL RUNNING Y'ALL HAVE TO WATCH THAT SCENE I JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT ITS IN EP3

Generations ago Fishlegs's ancestors were dragon hunters

The Loyal Order of Ingerman - decimated the Dramillion dragons, pushing them to the brink of extinction

Grump is amazing I love him

Dramillions - have both a lava blast and a magnesium blast. Omnivores. Still being hunted.

The Hunters were founded by Ingar Ingerman

The Dramillion trying to take the manacle off his tail🥺

And when Fishlegs threw his helmet and THEN THE HAND THING 😭🥺

I love the Dramillions they're so smart they learned how to get rid of the manacles by just looking at what Meatlug and Stormfly were doing 🥺

I just realized that the twins are 19 AND I FIND THAT ABSOLUTELY CRAZY HOW CAN THEY BE THAT OLD

I really wish we knew each of their birthdays like I wanna know which one's older and which one's younger

I feel like for some reason the twins would be the oldest ones then Fishlegs then Astrid then Snotlout and lastly Hiccup. Idk I'm still iffy on this

Most Thorstons don't make it to 19

I love the twins' relationship, they love each other so much that they would rather be alone and not form part of a clan than leave each other alone and the fact that other people know this too? Plsss like the only reason Gruffnut got them back into the fake induction trials was by telling them how bad it'd be for each other to not be part of a clan.

Titanwing Zippleback HOW DO THEY KNOW ITS A TITANWING IT LOOKS THE SAME AS THE OTHER ZIPPLEBACKS

"Ughh, what's the point of winning alone? Being a Thorston means nothing without him. We are one Thorston."

I love them and also technically Ruffnut won the induction trials.

THE LAST LENSE GOSH

Love how Fishlegs cares about global warming

I'm all Snotlout, Toothless and the Triple Stryke reacting to Mala and Dagur- I'm also Mala whenever someone tickles me I'LL KILL U

UGHHH I HATE HOW SNOTLOUT MADE HICCSTRID UNCOMFY FOR HAVING A DIFFERENT RELATIONSHIP

Astrid overthinking 🥺😭

"How would you like your yak cooked?" JSHDHHA

bro I love how both Tuff and Toothless noticed the betrothal necklace

"So want to deliver some scrap metal?" Hiccup baby? Why are you so oblivious?

At least he asked her if she was alright in the armorwing's island 😩

No but if I was Astrid I'd be pissed too, the dude saw a dragon eye lens from far way and didn't notice her betrothal necklace? 🙂😤

No I can't that scene was too harsh to watch, I mean I loved to see Hiccup noticing something was wrong with Astrid but then the way Astrid compared their relationship to Mala and Dagur's and then threw him the betrothal necklace... And the way he caught it too I can't- 😭😞😖😭😓🤧

Seeing the twins trying to capture Mala was hilarious JAHDHDHHSHA

I love how when they're fighting Astrid's still there for him whenever he's expected to have all the answers. She ignored her anger and went over to him and grabbed his hand and that single thing was what gave him confidence in a moment of panic 🥺

"I'm with you"

"I know"

That final Hiccstrid scene in Mi Amore Wing was just too perfect, we have Hiccup grabbing Astrid's hand to bring her outside and talk to her, the sunset in the background, every little thing Hiccup told her about being there for her and loving her with everything he had and that he should've noticed the necklace right away AND THEN THAT KISS WAS JUST AMAZING❗️❗️❗️ it was passionate and sweet and Astrid was blushing and then Fishlegs was all uncomfortable and Mala was like "okaaayyyyy😏" and Dagur like "alrighhtttt👌🏼" ig the only thing I didn't like is that Astrid didn't say I love you back 😭 but it's ok cause yk she does I just wished she had said it.

Baby razorwhips love the water

Tuffnut named the baby razorwhip that bonded with Ruffnut, Wingnutt

Top scenes of Ruff Transition ep7

Tuffnut throwing up in Ruffnut's mouth and Ruffnut throwing up in Wingnutt's mouth just do that he could be fed- seeing the windmaiden's reactions is the best lmao

Hiccup trying to teach Ruffnut how to fly (with his dragon flight suit) and then Ruffnut losing balance but Hiccup helping her regain it BUT we still get overprotective Tuffnut jumping off of Toothless to try and help but all he did was make things worse HIS SCREAM WAS HILARIOUS nonono and the way Toothless tried to help BUT AGAIN MADE THINGS WORSE 😩😮‍💨😂

Ruffnut finally figuring out how to connect with Wingnutt and fighting the dragon hunters and saving Atali was so badass and then Atali riding Barf 😭🤩

Hiccstrid kiss count (approximately) : 6😘

The way he slightly and carefully touches her face to reassure her that he'll be fine

The Singetail's only predator is the Skrill

The Berserkers used to use metal daggers to lure Skrills into traps. The dragon is drawn to it due to its electrical properties

VIGGO JUST DID THE HAND THING THING WITH THE SKRILL WTF

If I could have any dragon it'd be in this order

Skrill - it's so badass and powerful

Nightfury - it's badass, powerful, pretty, strong and fast

Deadly Nadder - it's extremely fast and agile, has multiple attacks and the spikes

Dramillion - has multiple attacks and is very smart

Just realized that ep8 is called Triple Cross because 1st Johan crossed Viggo 2nd Viggo fake crossed Hiccup and 3rd Viggo and Hiccup crossed Johan and Kogan

That episode was basically jusr to show Viggo's arc and the way he changed for the better and learned to respect dragons

That's why the Singetails wouldn't leave in ep9 whenever they were trying tp free the Deathsong- their eggs! They're in that island.

I can't with Hiccup and Astrid sitting together just chilling but with Astrid feeling guilty and Hiccup assuring her that he was also at fault 😭

I love Narrator/Author Snotlout! The titles of the chapters of his book remind me of the ones from Pjo

Stoick and Skullcrusher acting as 1 and being worried about each other 🥺 I love their relationship

Also the way Stoick bats off the shots from the Singetails with his axe just like Astrid. They're both truly warriors

No but Toothless asking for a head scratch from Gobber bc he's worried abt both Hiccup and Stoick🥺

The way Toothless tried to make Hiccup feel better- I mean the man blamed himself for putting Stoick in "his deathbed" it was just so awful seeing Hiccup in that state and the way everyone was trying to make him feel better but it was ultimately Astrid who managed to get through to him😭

I love it when they put scenes of the movies

I love how Astrid always knows what to say without lying

Looks like it's you and me, then.

Always... was that corny or-

Probably. Nice, though.

The way Astrid is so natural at being a leader and putting everyone on their places 🤩

That lil moment they had in ep12 where he holds her face and thanks her for everything and I just love them too much 😭

I love how Spitelout is so happy when he's beating ass, this dude literally goes "I'm sure I've had more fun than this. But at the moment, I can't remember when"

Have I mentioned I love the Dramillions before? I love them way too much they're amazing and the sound they make is so 😩 I love it

The Dramillion is a distant cousin of the Changewing which means the Titanwing Dramillion shares the de-cloaking ability with its subspecies.

Stormfly's spine clone was literally so badass, my girl was surrounded and she finished every single dragon flyer with it. Badass move. Wish we had seen it more throughout the series

It really pissed me off that Hiccup had to choose between getting Tuff, Ruff and Snotlout out of that sinking ship when he could've been following Krogan. Like ofc it was the right decision but that wouldn't have happened if the twins and Snotlout didn't follow Gruff into the ship :/

I love how strong Barf and Belch are! They literally carried the a Titanwing Dramillion on their own.

That scene when they figured out that the Titanwing Dramillion is not the King of Dragons but instead the last piece of the puzzle to get to the King of Dragons

When the Wingmaidens got to the battle it was amazing

Also the way Dagur was so proud that the King of Dragons was a Berserker and how Ruff was so excited to see Wingnutt and Snotlout to see Minden🥺

THEY REALIZED THAT BBYS AREN'T AFFECTED BY THE KING OF DRAGONS BC OF THE BABY RAZORWHIPS

that last Hiccstrid Scene where Hiccup is worried about Astrid's safety- I mean his face 🥺🥺🥺 and she told him that his dad would be proud and that she's proud too and when she was about to leave he held her back and kissed her 😭😭

Ik I said this before but I simp for Astrid as a leader, she's just so natural at it

Also I love how the King of Dragons has ice powers instead of fire

WAIT SO IS THE EGG THAT HICCUP FINDS IN THE FINALE THAT THEY GIVE TO VALKA IS THAT THE KING OF DRAGONS THAT VALKA CARES FOR IN HTTYD2?!!

Valka being friends with the Wingmaidens sits absoluteky right with me

no but the way Toothless hesitated when Hiccup told him to leave him and get the egg

I love how all the dragons arrived to fight the dragon flyers, it was just so poetical to me, the dragons finally getting to fight the people that hurt them 🤩

I FINISHED IT AND NOW I'M SAD!!! I loved the end tho and I'm glad we got to see Shattermaster at Dagur's wedding, also Astrid's outfit change- we love that. And them leaving the edge is just so sad bro 😭but I love how we got to see some "insight" ig u could call it on HTTYD2 😭 also seeing Snotlout and Fishlegs's love for Ruffnut start forming was hilarious

[silvysartfulness]

Silvy, I was (non sexually) edging myself by reading the mail notification of the update, squirming with happiness and then waiting a couple more hours before doing it again until I was finally calmed down enough to read it and let me tell you I'm DEAD, dying, suffering over here. I been in dire need of Xue Yang's perspective and the more delayed it is the more I need it because I KNOW it's going to be GOOD, when i was reading ch36 and SL noted XY becoming more manageable/mellow when he was being touched, and after the final scene? all I could think was "wait till you see how fucking agreeable he is the day after" and this chapter (37) sure confirmed it lmao SL can take XY when he is misbehaving, but good and obedient XY will blindside him lol (sorry if my expressions aren't fully correct, second language) anyway this isn't a question but I'm too shy to leave a comment this long in the fic so here you go lol

I'm loving the thought of people edging themselves (sexually or non sexually) with my fiction. This makes me delighted. Please do go on. ♥

Also gods, please, never feel shy abut leaving long comments or asking questions, either here or on the fic, I live for that stuff! This is not an exaggeration! A single Ask like this gives me dopamine/serotonin enough for my brain to finally work up the momentum to be creative for a while, I can not state enough how much it means to me!

Now, as for the actual points you talk about...

The thing about the long wait for Xue Yang's perspective here is that chapter 37 was originally, ahaha, over 12500 words long. Splitting that up into two separate chapters came with the double benefits of suddenly having one extra chapter in my buffer pile = being able to update sooner, and I crassly get more comments/scene on shorter chapters and I'm greedy and need the input to keep going.

So Xue Yang originally had a big fat 6000-something words POV scene in chapter 37, but now he'll end up narrating 38 more or less by himself instead. (And it's pretty much all porn.)

Don't hold your breath for any deeper emotional introspection on his part, though - he is notoriously bad at registering, identifying or admitting to his own emotions! Emotions are just there, they're gnarly and complicated, and 99% of the time, he'll just give them a quick once-over, shrug, say "hm, probably rage" and go kill someone about it. (An option currently unavailable, regrettably. :C)

Writing his POV is all about show-don't-tell, and weaving the clues to what he's actually feeling in between the lines, usually in his unconscious reactions or physical sensations. Which I love to do! It's a very fun exercise!

And so you get bits from next chapter like:

He grinned, blinking the strange sudden blurriness out of his vision, eyelashes oddly wet.

and:

Something twisted strangely in his chest, maybe because of the previous lack of air, and he furiously bared his teeth, a smile that wasn't one, not really.

and, from 39:

That would just have been too easy, and the world never fucking gave him “easy”. Xue Yang suddenly itched desperately to stab someone.

I write a Xue Yang who mostly registers emotional impact through how it feels physically, often blissfully unaware of the process of emotions that caused the sensation.

The fancy word for this is alexithymia, and that kind of emotion-blindness is pretty common in several of the pick-n-mix of diagnoses, mental traits and disorders I headcanon him as having (cen, cluster b, adhd, ptsd etc...)

That mixed with a deeply ingrained contempt for any emotion he perceives as weak or vulnerable leaves him... Well. A mess. A glorious, magnificent mess, and I love him dearly. ♥

And as for your second point - Song Lan may not be loving him dearly just yet, though at this rate it's a very slippery slope. 😁

He finds this new agreeable, pleasant, fond Xue Yang very disturbing - but not quite as disturbing as his own reactions to it. And of course, this isn't a Xue Yang being casually flirty - this is a Xue Yang trying very hard (and mostly failing) to figure out what Song Lan might find appealing and flirt that way.

A very, very delicate balance of not being his usual abrasive self enough to piss Song Lan off, not be shameless enough to scare him off, just... See how normal and nice and friendly I can be, right? You like that shit, right? This is totally getting the intended signals across... right?

[bbugyu]

NO YOU ARE SO CUTE HELP 😭😭 i love how you elaborated some details and things you liked from each show you’ve watched/you’re watching 😩 the dedication ✨ i checked every reco and i must say u have immaculate taste omg???? the synopses have piqued my interest to the point that they r already on my watchlist KSJDSKJSKS THE DOKI EFFECT 😎

i’m currently watching trixie motel and when i tell you i absolutely love everything from it!!!! the colors of the rooms, the themes, the whole transformation UGH chef’s kiss 🤌 thank you so much for this reco aaaaaa i really enjoy watching it :(( such a serotonin boost!

i definitely need to avail hbo go membership, apple tv+, and other streaming platforms bcs netflix just ain’t doing it for me 😒

hope you’re doing well, love! 💗

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PLEASESADSDF im not cute 😠😠😠 i just.... hyperfocus really easily LMAO can't you tell by the way i write about jeonghan ??

YESSS I'M SO GLAD UR ENJOYING TRIXIE MOTEL THAT SHIT GIVES ME SO MUCH SEROTONINNNNN i'm actually two episodes behind bc my life has been Very Hectic this lovely wonwoo month and i wish it had more to do with wonwoo and less to do with everything in my life exploding at once. BUT WE GOOD and i neeeeed to catch up asap i can't believe it's already over 😭😭

new show alert! i am currently watching extraordinary attorney woo week to week (about the first autistic attorney in korea and the cases she tackles as a rookie) and i just started it's okay to not be okay, both on netflix! i know the latter got a lot of hype while it was airing but that was before i had really given a lot of kdramas a shot (i also don't generally like jdramas despite being japanese because i find the writing a little tumultuous buuuut these newer dramas are so well written and acted???) and now that i'm full force into them i can't stop watching more. i also recently stanned fromis_9 because i watched the hybe picnic (for svt obviously) and i literally fell in love with every single one of them and i've been bopping to their music for literal years so. took the plunge! and i saw that gyuri was in its okay to not be okay so! I HAD TO WATCH ITDKJSFHSDKJHF

i am very fortunate that i have a network of friends and family and we all pay for different streaming services and share passwords LMAO like me and my partner only pay for hulu and amazon prime but i'm on my parents' netflix still, my brother has hbo max, and @babiemingoo lets me use her disney+ account sdfhjkhafsk sharing is caring!

ngl these have been trying times but i am okay! i'm managing best i can, keeping my head up, and continuing to indulge in hobbies even if i barely have time for them, because that's how i've learned to stay sane haha. and things are looking to be heading in a positive direction after today so we good!

i hope you're doing well too!

[yioh]

2020 follow forever :^)

hello it is, but i, ur local frog, yura, i really realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy wanted to make some kind of post to appreciate everyone on here because , fr, you guys have been such a large part of my life recently and i can not thank you enough... every single person i have interacted with on here has been so wonderful and it’s been such a pleasure to talk with you guys<3

also extremely extremely extremely sorry if i forget anyone, i really really do love every single person i interact with!! this is my first time doing something like this also this is probably filled with typos but im too impatient and lazy to read what i wrote, im so sorry if its weird or something aaaaaaaaaaaa jhdsgjhd

without further ado lets goooooo losers😎

@honeyedmilks sof u are one of the softest people i know, we didn’t get to talk that much this year but i love ur presence in general and it makes me :D when u pop up on my dash/notes hehe, i can’t express just how much i adore ur writing, the vibes and settings and the way u write in general is so my thing and !!!!!!!! <3 

@asianmelodrama faizaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa u are mine and a lot of other people’s sunshine on this hellsite !!!! ur blog is so feel good and pretty and relaxing and i love all ur thoughts and ur gifs are soooooooooo pretty and ur so cool !!!!!!!! thank u for being so kind and creative and wonderful and for creating a place so safe and lovely i love u i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

@muscosus robin robin robin robin ILUSM !!!!!!! ur so fun to talk to and i find it so amusing that we met each other via druck but then consequently found all our interests colliding and we were literally *shook pikachu* kdhigjdghkjf also whenever u tag me in whale stuff it warms my heart so much and i treasure our friendship so so much !!!

@lesbiangoths OLIVIA why are u so adorable :( everytime u send me an ask im :) ur so creative and talented and ur crocheting stuff looks so COOL !!!!! also ur vibe is just immaculate in general and talking with u is so easy, never change ilu bro

@illiterateopossum ELIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur DEFINATELY one of the people on here that are MOST special to me, all our conversations are so freaking fun and man, u just get me .... and watching u get into all the dramas and anime i reccomend ??? it makes my heart doki doki hiagsjhjh thank u for always looking out for me and sending me the most loveliest messages, im really really bad with words and i am SHITE with keeping up with messaging but i seriously treasure our friendship so so much, i only hope for good things to happen to you next year and all the years after that, you’re such a kind wonderful person and !!!!!!!!!!!! i love u sm :(

@beesnutz KJDFKHIJFHKD GUSTE i wanna be emotional this one time and tell u that ur seriously such a fun person and the way my brain goes on overdrive from creativity when i talk to you is . insane. i want to bonk ur head with as much cereal as i can, never forget that you will always be the dumb sidekick to me, the superior villain and i WILL lead the way to world domination one day. sometimes i feel like u aren’t even real, you could be an anime character and i wouldn’t even bat an eyelash . ilu <3

@rosa-leche kana kana KANA :^) how are u so ???? sweet ???? adorable ???? wonderful ????? i already had so much fun interacting with you, all ur thoughts and messages are always so sweet and u make me smile SO much, and after the secret santa i feel like we have so much in common !!!!!!!!! do tell me if u ever watch bloom into you hehe, keep being the angel u are, ilusm !

@petekaos RAHUL !!!!!!!!!!!!! meeting u this summer feels like so long ago somehow, you sir!!! are one TALENTED person . it really really amazes me with how much passion you get into things and how much love and adoration you put into the things you create, its so so special .... anytime i see u vibing on my dash it fills me with so much joy, keep doing u bro !!!!

@toptaps zeeeeeeeeeeey you are so lovely :) you’re so gentle and soft and i adore talking with u about nanamin, also u are so cool and i was rly rly happy when u followed me lol, lowkey i admired u from afar jdhjkhdijd i love uuuuuuu

@fushiguroo MY LIL OREO CUTIE PATOOTIE oFC i still remember the first ask u sent me, i was so taken aback and honoured :( and the more and more i talked with you and saw you on my dash i was so happy, you have such good taste and you’re so so cute, take care of urself and stay the precious bean u are ok? 

@morksuns sumaya sumaya sumayaaaaaaaaaaaa everytime you interact with me im :D i love all our little convos and ur vibe in general is so peaceful and relaxing, im glad i got to meet you:’) here’s to another year and many more after that, that are filled with only good dramas !!!

@gayvlad NICO (nico niiiiiiiiiiiiii ) YOU DESERVE THE W O R L D. i dont know why but as soon as i had like one convo with u that one time i thought u were such a chill cool person :( im so happy that i get to be friends with you, all ur gifs are so pretty !!!!!!!! ur such a kind person and ur blog is such a warm nice place to be. :) 

@cupidhashorns   peach ........... PEACH !!!!!!!!!! you might be one of the nicest people in the WORLD , whenever u like my posts, regardless of whether u know what im on about lmao, i feel so seen... its just so nice to know that Someone i listening to the shit you throw into the void on this site lmao, i adore all ur asks and i truly truly appreicate all your messages so much. thank you for finding my blog interesting at all man, i cant tell you enough how happy you make me :)

@guihan arloooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY CAT FRIEND . THE AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IS IMMEASURABLE your cats ................... are so cute .............. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so glad i got into tsomd and got to meet you , whenever u tag me in things im !!!!!!!!! also im defo gonna read  twwtadsl sometime ksdjkdhjksd you make it sound so good aaaaaaaaaaaaa

@otterplush rey many people have probably already told you this but you are someone so ...... so spectacular and special and incredible and amazing ............  so much of your words has given me SO MUCH comfort in the short time i had known you, seriously. i seem to always stumble on your blog whenever im most hurt and your words have really had an impact on me in the best way possible and i love u so so so so much. i only wish for good things to happen for you and i want to be there for you in a way you are for everyone else !!! you are so warm and kind an generous, everything about your vibe feels so soft... also i always wanna rb everything you rb ndjbshs ur blog is so pretty :( 

@aheartandashirt nisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAA MY KSH THIRST BUDDY KDHJKHDKJHDF fr ive had some of the BEST convos with you, ur taste in dramas is !!!!!!!!!!immaculate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so so so  fun talking with you and everything you gif looks so nice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for being such a lovely friend to me, you’re so easy to talk with and so friendly and nice and <3 *pat pat pat* 

@tetsuos dawn dawn !!!! you are !!!!!!!!!! such a talented person !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love ur little corner on the web, its so nice to read all ur thoughts about the dramas you’re watching, all your thoughts are so well thought out and interesting to read and, in general, i adore seeing you do ur thing :) *hug hug * 

@heartsofsunlight angel ! your drawings are so beautiful !! you are such a beautiful person in general ! whenever u drop by it makes me so happy, its been so lovely getting to know you, thank you so much for talking to me :) i love uuuuuuu

@metawin jay jay jay !!!!!!!!!!!! for some reason whenever i see u im overcome with so much love !!! everything you make is so beautiful and u are defo one of the most elite people here hehe, also ur cats are ........ so adorable ............ 

@metawwin aliiiiiiiiiiiii, its been such a pleasure seeing you on here !! ur so soooooo kind and whenever u sent me those adorable asks it made me so happy, you’re like a little happiness fairy, you eminate so much joy and positivity !! also ur singing ... immaculate 

@87s min min !!!! u are soooooooooooo adorable, i think ive said this before but u seriously give me little sibling vibes lol, its so fun talking to you, and im so happy that you first popped up to me !!!!!!!!!!! iluuuuuuuu

@joblessquinoa JQ :^)    i always associate you with my engineer haha, and that was so long ago !!!!! ur so fun to talk to, and i adore seeing u rb and leave ur thoughts on all the manga and webtoons im reading !!!! in fact whenever u like my posts i aways feel so happy hehe, also . i literally wouldve failed my coding course without u thank u SO much for helping me out * cries* 

@gigiesarocha cata CATA CATA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  when you first popped up i was so elated to talk to you, u seemed so nice:( and later when u told me u watched joan’s galaxy because of me i was sdhfsgijdfhjkdhjkfh all ur gifs are so unbelieveably gorgeous, i literally go back to the set u made of yioh staring at joan skipping all the time, its so ........ beautiful.......... hopefully we get more wlw content next year and hopefully theyre all as good as joan’s galaxy hehe, iluuuuuuuuuu

@yibobibo aamna my love !!!!!!! how are you so precious ? everytime u reblog any of my posts its an instant serotonin boost, the experience of getting back into mdzs along with u was seriously incomparable, it was so FUN and i wanna go back :( ur such a friendly wonderful and talented person and i adore seeing all ur creativity blossom on this website, ilu aamna !

@brightwin JELLY jelly u are literally the human embodiment of the softest teddy bear in the WORLD . i wanna give u all the hugs and pats i can because u make me so !!!!!!!!! happy and u fill me with so much soft warmth ........... thank u for being u, all ur gifs are so pretty and its been so nice to be able to bask in the light that comes off of u, never change i love u so sooooooooooo much <3

and lastly, some blogs that i really really adore !

@kurusutakatsu @chanagun @yuhaosturtle @jiangyanlisgf @duoerla @yinyu @tichawongtipkanon @jbums @wenqing @lemongrasslesbian @weiixian @schech @kikuism @earthfluuke @0ffgun @yamaguccchi @wullu @seniorwitch @leoyunxi @floraflorenzi @dreamterlude @florbexter @doctorbahnjit

[chickwiththepurpleguitar]

fanfic ask game: F, U, W, X (besides bobby lol) and Y!

Thanks friend! From this:

F: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

(This was stupidly hard to choose, because dialogue comes so easily to me that I just, like, don’t think about it. We’re gonna go with this). From build a new silhouette in the skylines up ahead:

Behind them, the front door creaks open, and Rose turns her head to give Ray a tired but grateful smile as he joins them in his ratty pajamas and socked feet, carrying two steaming mugs of coffee. He hands one to Rose and keeps the other for himself, then settles down on the curb on Bobby’s other side, pressing in close as he sips his coffee. Bobby sits up and frowns at him, mock-offended. “Hey, where’s mine?”

Ray shakes his head, doesn’t even look at him. “Mm-mm. You don’t get coffee until you sleep through the night. House rules, cariño.”

Bobby makes a face and turns to Rose for help. She just laughs into her own mug, shrugging unapologetically, and Bobby pouts.

“How can there be house rules when you don’t even own a house?” he grumbles.

I just love their little parent-child bantering. it’s 2am, Ray is taking no bullshit, Bobby’s grumpy and tired but they love each other. Also G’s podfic of this fic gives me so much serotonin, and this bit is one of my favorite line reads of hers. 

U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.

omg omg omg I will ALWAYS fangirl over my talented friends

@sunsetcurvecuddles G my beloved. Everything she writes gives me so much joy, which is wild considering it’s all sad. Her Bobby characterization is not the same as mine most of the time, but it’s often better, and also recently she’s been writing a Bobby Ray Rose fic based in my headcanon verse and it’s so much better than anything I could ask for or write myself. She just gets these characters like nobody else and her prose is beautiful and she’s just the coolest person ever so I will fawn over every word she ever writes forever. And omg her Hurt/Comfort skills are UNPARALLELED, she’ll write these gorgeous hard-hitting lines of people suffering and caring about each other that make my stomach hurt in the absolute best way I can’t recommend her fics enough.

@julies-butterflies As previously stated, I only read AUs when Lydia writes them. Because she has such a strong hold in these characters that they still feel like them no matter what’s going on in the universe. I think Lydia’s the only fic writer whose words have given me literal chills (deathfic represent) because she just has a MASTERY of the English language that I bow down to every single day. Every single one of her fics is a masterpiece, and also she just writes so much so quickly it’s the only thing keeping me going sometimes is those Ao3 Subscriber emails lmao.

@pink-flame Listen. Taryn’s famous for angst and wants to be famous for fluff. But her COMEDY is actually my favorite part. She does amazing things with every word, but one thing I really admire about her fics is the handle she has on the balance between humor and seriousness that we see in the show! It just makes her fics so easily memorable and quotable, which is great to see when they’re also angsty and long lmao. 

W: Do you like more general prompts, or more specific ones?

I’ve received both and had success with either one so far! The nice thing about specific is less thinking required, but the nice thing about general is I can take it in an unexpected direction, whic his always fun.

X: A character you enjoy making suffer.

BESIDES Bobby??? I mean, who are we kidding? Luke. Even if most of the non-canon suffering I’ve caused him is Bobby-related. Just please don’t think about Luke finding out all the trauma and pain and suffering Bobby went through in 25 years and blaming himself because if Luke hadn’t dumped him and died, Bobby would be okay.

Y: A character you want to protect.

Julie Molina. She’s been through enough, and now she’s got all these traumatized ghost himbos to deal with. She deserves the world. 

[ok-ak]

I’m feeling talkativeeee💞 how are you dearest? I really admire how you’ve been sticking to a routine lately! What motivates you to keep it up? I find it really hard to follow through sometimes

Anyways hope you’re well!! ✨

devvvyyy babyyy❤️

i’m always feeling chatty alskdkk as you know from years of me never shutting up in your dms.

i’m good actually! working on not letting bad days ruin my entire week recently and it’s kinda helping 😂… a little

i admire every single thing about you so i’m just a reflection of youuuu my lady😤❤️

🧘🏾‍♀️jesus chRIST the amount of trial and error that has gone into creating routines. i have like licherally 10 failed calendars and checklists and to do lists and Notion pages that i never ended up doing. i’ve been on on on and off and on this healthy game consistently since like college but this is the first time it’s not felt so horrible. i think what has helped me the most is changing my mindset (lmao who is she)—like i used to try to workout to be ⚡️skinny⚡️ or do my silly little routines bc they are what i thought i was supposed to be doing. like what tik tok or instagram told me i should be doing. and then i’d get so pissed off bc i wouldn’t see results EVER and i was still unhappy. buttt that’s bc their routines didn’t work for me. i’m never going to be a low body fat naturally slim influencer with built in abs and that’s ok. i was never going to wake up at 4 am and run 29 miles and lift crazy heavy and be vegan and never eat out and inject kale. it’s just not me. so i just picked like 3 things i wanted to stick to that i liked and did those and stopped with all the comparison/ outside noise. less focus on the results and more just working on me for myself only.

🧘🏾‍♀️i also tried to stop seeing it as such a negative thing/ torture. and more like, what i deserve. like i deserve to take care of myself and i deserve to move and i deserve to be happy and my stupid brain can’t make its own serotonin so i rly gotta work hard to make extra and that’s ok! i feel like i am constantly screaming at others to take care of themselves and i was like..oh wait..self ? love??? hello?????

🧘🏾‍♀️the main shift overall though was to just start trying to do stuff that’s better for my mental health. bc if i’m gonna grumble (and i do be grumbling) about how much anxiety and depresh sucks i gotta at least try to make myself better and then once that’s done i can complain all i want and be validated 💅🏽😂

🧘🏾‍♀️when in doubt, dont think about it and just do it bc the SECOND i give myself one (1) moment to think about how i don’t wanna do something it’s game over 😂

[gingerteaonthetardis]

Hiya, darling! I hope your day/week will improve!

Here's what I want to ask:

1) top 5 items of clothing (your favourites, or maybe something from your own wardrobe)

2) top 5 comfort food

It will get better, love! 💌

thank you, dear. you're so sweet! 💚 i know things will get better soon. just trying to ride it out in the meantime...

but okay, i love talking about my favorite clothes, because my closet is my happy place!! pictures:

5) not shown, but... my rip-off birkenstocks, which i just got a few weeks ago. i basically haven't taken them off since i opened the box, they're so comfy.

4) my madewell denim shorts that got second-hand about... four years ago? best $15 + shipping i ever spent. they're black, paint-splattered, perpetually wrinkled from how often i wear them, and my mum-in-law hemmed the cuffs for me last summer, but she doesn't actually know how to sew any better than i do, so they turned out delightfully crooked.

3) my dark green, incredibly holey men's XL st. john's bay sweater, which i thrifted back in college. it's my comfort clothing item, my go-to when i'm sad or stressed or cold. funny story: the brand is so common around where i grew up that my brother thrifted an identical sweater and one time we both wore them to a family function.

2) my linen bloomers!! i got them from an etsy shop called bloemlinen and i wear them alllll the time. they're this lovely shade of pistachio green and wearing them brings me so much joy.

1) my top piece of clothing of basically all time, purely because i'm happy every single time i see it and it brightens my day to wear it, is my smokey the bear t-shirt!! i got it for... $7? maybe? at some department store back near where i grew up. i saw it on the rack and had to have it. it says "be careful, there are babes in the forest," and shows smokey surrounded by a bunch of adorable animals, and the serotonin this cheap ass shirt gives me is incalculable.

onto the next part! top five comfort foods...

5) mac and cheese, because i am apparently a toddler!! i have a dairy allergy, so i have to find alternatives, but when i get my hands on a good box, it always brightens my day.

4) fresh-baked bread. it makes me feel so at home, so warm and cozy, and i make it for myself as much as possible. rye bread is my go-to, since i can't tolerate much gluten without getting sick.

3) is it strange of me to say broccoli??? it's basically my favorite vegetable, and i will occasionally treat a head of broccoli like it's a meal, lmao. we keep a never-ending supply of it in our freezer so i never run out of it in dire mental health situations, where i don't have the spoons to prepare it myself.

2) avocado, basically on anything. on toast, as guacamole, on salads, in a sushi roll, just... any opportunity for me to eat an avocado, i will take.

1) peanut stew!! the origins of the recipe are in west africa, but i had it for the first time when my mum-in-law made it for supper. it's a very hearty, rich stew with so many wonderful warming flavors in it. lots of garlic and ginger, and of course, peanut butter! i made it for myself for the first time this winter, and i'm pretty sure i temporarily ascended, it made me so happy. and it's super forgiving as a recipe, so you can substitute lots of things. for example, i don't put chicken or really any meat in mine, and i used a bunch of different kinds of beans!

[anothertimdrakestan]

i looooooooooooooooove your account and was wondering if you have favourite accounts? Like daaaaaaaaaaang any account you love must be jaw-dropping. Top ten?

I HAVE SO MANY AND IM SO DUMB SO IM SCARED I FORGOT BUTTTT HERES MY FAVS!

also this is in no particular order cuz it literally changes every hour but i included links to some of my fav things written by each acc and a little description!

- @huyandere best art i've ever seen i want every single timkon or core 4 piece permanently tattooed on my body and when i die i want their art on my tombstone lmao if u go to their acc u can probably find me thirsting after or agressively stanning tim drake in their comments THEYRE SO TALENTED 11/10 some of my fav pieces: here here here

- @silverdecepticon93 WHAT A BLOG they have like a million posts that will make you laugh out loud like an idiot and their blog is perfection for villains i didn't think klarion or the riddler were hot until i read this blog and i'm forever changed for the better! they write shorts that make me snort like an idiot and fics that make me cry like a baby for the entire dc universe so so good! some of my favs: here & here

- @business-as-usual-bats write hilarious incorrect quotes/shorts but why i'm OBSESSED is they reblog literally THE BEST content and they post so often and make the funniest meme things i 10/10 recommend to get into funny batfam shit and see what the majority of the fandom is stanning

- @catxsnow this blog is one of my biggest inspirations i've probably ready every fic on her masterlist twice and i LIVE for her headcanons omg so great, if you're looking for constantly amazing reads and hilarious laugh i definitely recommend!

- @kimberly-spirits13 this blog fueled my bart allen addiction and i swear i didn't sleep until i'd read ever single post and they were all *chefs kiss* their humor is so similar to mine and im constantly laughing when i'm reading their fics some of my favs: here & here

- @birdy-bat-writes ofc my soulmate! she's everything i do well and more and she's starting to really start posting a ton more and i love her content!!!

- @detectivedamian DROP WHAT YOURE DOING AND GO READ THEIR LASTEST DAMIJON FIC OKAY? link HERE i'm so emotionally invested it's starting to get unhealthy but i also recommend oragami birds another AMAZING read! so many ups and downs man get ready

- @cdelphiki the dramaaaaa i live breath and die for their posts especially the fix-it fics they give me like unmeasurable releases of serotonin before i remember bruce still beats his kids in canon :( if you're looking to invest your heart in a fic i 10/10 recommend just get a glass of water before you start because once you start trust me you're not getting up until your done

- @cryptocism their art makes my insides warm and fuzzy ESPECIALLY the way they draw bart allen just has me uwu 24/7 i go to their blog for a scroll whenever i'm sad and it always puts a smile on my face here are some of my favs: here & here

- i don't wanna do a tenth because that makes the list look final and it's not because i follow like 300+ amazing blogs that give me joy and laughter every single day these are just the once that flowed to my head immidiently and in no way am i ranking them or ignoring another amazing blog! in fact i'd love if y'all would message me w some @ of your favorite blogs so i can get a good deep dive into their pages!

this was such a fun ask thank you! and to everyone in this list thank you for inspiring me beyond words! i've learned so much from reading your blogs thank you for posting all the time truly i know how hard it is and i appriciate you!

love you!

[jimimn]

HI ITS ME WHO'S NOT OVER JJK BLONDE SELFIE AND WILL NEVER BE -💫

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <33333333

HONESTLY ITS THE WAY YOH SAY SUCH NICE THINGS AND I DISAPPEAR FOR DAYS ON END BECAUSE INCONSISTENCY BLEEDS INTO EVERY CORNER OF MY LIFE FNEKALKD BUT I'M GETTING DONE WITH MY FIRST LEG OF EXAMS ON MONDAY SO YAY TO THAT!! OKAY I THINK WE'LL MOVE SLOWLY WITH BABY STEPS JUNGKOOK DROPPED SOME SELCAS JIMIN DROPPED SOME SELCAS IN THE WORDS OF THE LEGENDARY JEON JUNGKOOK ALL WE NEED NOW IS "together..BAM!" (THAT'S LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOMENTS EVER THE WAY HE SAYS IT 🤧)

YES IN THIS HOUSE WE SCREAM OVER JIMIN'S DISRESPECT HE IS THE PARAGON OF A MULTI-FACETED MAN THAT HAS US WRAPPED AROUND HIS FINGER. THE AUDACITY 😤

CHANEL X JIMIN LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN AND OMG THAT SELFIE THAT DROPPED?? SIR???? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?? I MEAN YES BH SAID LET'S DROP SELFIES IN BULK BUT THAT ONE PICTURE OF HIM IN BLACK(GREY? I DONT KNOW FHSKKAJF) WITH THE SHIRTS UNBUTTONED!!! THEM COLLARBONES ARE FREE AND THEY'RE THRIVING IN THE OPEN IN THAT ONE. ALSO HIS LIPS ARE SO PRETTY. OH GOD LITERALLY HE HAS THAT COCKY SMIRK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE KNOWS HE DOES HOT BOY SHIT LIKE SHUT UP OK YOU CANT DO THAT JAIL FOR U NDNSLSKAJJW

SUCH A FUCKING TEASE THATS RIGHT!! EVEN STRAIGHT MEN?? BRO LIKE HOW DO YOU HAVE ALL GENDERS JUST TRIPPING OVER THEMSELVES FOR YOU IT'S INSANE AND OMG MISS SHIVI HAVE YOU SEEN THAT ONE CLIP IN WHICH JIMIN HOLDS HIS GAZE WITH THESE MEN WHO LOOK AT HIM (i think it was bon voyage?) and when they cross each other he JUST SMIRKS AND RUNS HIS HAND THROUGH HIS HAIR LIKE YEAH OK ALEXA PLAY I'M SEXY AND I KNOW IT. AND YES I'LL LISTEN TO EVERYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY ANYTIME 💗💗

12PM KST IS THE HOLY HOUR I TELL YOU ALTHOUGH I REMEMBER WAITING THE NIGHT BEFORE BE CAME OUT WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO COME AND BH WAS JUST LIKE "yea...no" OMG THAT'S AWESOME YOUR COUSIN'S VISITING YOU

HHFJDOSO YEAH IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE THEY DID THE JUMP ALTHOUGHHHH I'M POSITIVE THEY'LL DO SMTH COOL LIKE THAT IN THEIR CONCERTS BECAUSE THEIR PERFORMANCE QUALITY IS JUST.. THROUGH THE ROOF IT'S CRAZY!! WHEN THE PERFORM WINGS?? LIKE HOLY SHIT NO CHOREO NO POSITIONS JUST BTS RUNNING AROUND THE STAGE MAKING THE CROWD GO FERAL I LOVE EVERY WINGS PERFORMANCE SO MUCH MY SEROTONIN LEVELS ARE ALWAYS AT A HIGH THEN. OOHH MY GODDD BS&T IS REALLY THAT BITCH!!!! WHO'S DOING IT LIKE HER TODAY NO ONE IS EXACTLY. AND NOOOO I TOTALLY GET IT WE THINK ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH THAT ACCIDENT HAS THE SAME EFFECT ON ME. IF ONLY YOU'D TOLD ME THEN IN 2016 THAT THAT ACCIDENT WAS THE START OF SO MANY I'D BE PREPARED FOR EVERYTHING THAT FOLLOWED (see: him basically stripping himself that one serendipity performance. holy shit.)

FOR REAL THO CHRISTMAS LOVE DROPPED OUT OF NOWHERE AND DO YOU REMEMBER JIMIN SAYINF uUH iM nOt wORkInG oN a SoLo SoNg aT ThE mOmEnT heHe LIKE ALL MEN DO IS LIE OK AT THIS POINT. BYE. YES TAEHYUNG DID WARN US BUT ARMYS (LIKE MYSELF) PUT THEIR CLOWN WIGS ON AND THOUGHT IT WAS KTH1 LMAO. OMG I HOPE YOU DON'T SLEEP THROUGH ANY OF THEIR UPCOMING SONG RELEASES BUT I'M SURE IT'S THE BEST FEELING TO WAKE UP TO CHECK YOUR NOTIFS AND SEE "Big Hit Labels" BECAUSE THAT'S HOW YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE FIREEE. DUDE SERIOUSLY I NEED JIMIN TO GO LIVE AGAIN (although we've been well fed by namjoon for now🤧😌💗) LIKE THAT ONE YT LIVE WHERE HE SAID "O...M...G" SHUT UP STOP BEING SO CUTE I'M DHJSWLIFJWKALS

LMAO OKAY YEAH THAT'S VALID YOUR BLOG THEME IS BASICALLY ✨jimin✨ AND I LOVE THAT IT REALLY GRAVITATED ME AND YOUR URL OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD YOUR BRAINNN 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️

YES YES YES JIMIN IS SO PERFECT AND THE SOCK DOODLESSS 😭😭😭 oooo so when did you get into giffing? how did you start? BROOOOO YOUR URL'S ORIGIN STORY. I LOVE IT WOW YES IT'S DEFINITELY GOT THE REQUIRED ✨pazzaz✨

NOOO OMG THIS URL IS YOUR BRAND LIKE YOU'RE A LEGEND ON ARMYBLR I LOVE IT SO MUCH. BUT STILL!! IT'S YOUR CHOICE AT THE END 💖

OMG QUARANTINE DID IT'S ONE GOOD JOB AND GOT YOU INTO BANGTAN YAY. OMG YOU AND MISS LIFEGOESMON ARE FRIENDSS??? LEGENDS INTERACTING THIS IS SO COOL. LMAO THE PARADIGM SHIFT YOU MUST'VE FELT FROM LISTENING TO STAY GOLD (WHICH BTW THE MV...THE LITERAL CUTEST OH GOD THE LITTLE DOG AND JIMIN'S LITTLE SMILES DHSJAOWO) TO THEN GOING TO BST IN WHICH JIMIN IS BASICALLY STRIPPING AND JUNGKOOK IS UPSIDE DOWN LMAOOO. YES BS&T HAS EVERYONE HOOKED THE POWERRRR. YOU FALLING DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE WITH YOUR FRIEND'S ASSISTANCE OH GOD THIS IS SO CUTE 💓 EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM 🥺🥺🥺

AAAAH OKAY MY STORY ISN'T AS INTERESTING AS YOURS IS BUT IN 2016 BASICALLY ALL I KNEW OF KPOP WAS GANGNAM STYLE AND WASNT WILLING TO CUANGE THAT PERCEPTION (FOOL BEHAVIOUR I TELL YOU) AND WAS TOO BUSY OBSESSING OVER ONE DIRECTION'S REUNION AND SO ONE NIGHT (THE NIGHT BEFORE JIMIN'S BIRTHDAY 🤧🤧) I JUST STUMBLED UPON THEIR BS&T TEARS MV AND I HEARD IT AND I WAS LIKE OMG!! THIS IS THAT SUPER ADDICTIVE SONG THAT I'D HEARD SOMEWHERE AND IT JUST SPIRALLED FROM THERE I REMEMBER SEEING JIMIN AND BEING LIKE 👀👀👀👀 WHO IS HE I LIKE HIM AND JUST HIS AURA DREW ME IN SOOO MUCH AND WHEN I WAS GETTING INTO THEM I REMEMBER WRITING THEIR NAMES IN MY NOTES TO SEE IF I COULD REMEMBER 🤧 AND I STILL HAVE THAT NOTE FROM 4+ YEARS AGO 💓 AND YEAH BASICALLY SEEING THEM DO ALL THE MUSIC SHOWS AND STUFF AT THE TIME WAS SO COOOL AND MIND YOU BH DIDN'T HAVE SUBS FOR BANGTAN BOMBS THEN SO WENT ON THESE SKETCHY DAILYMOTION TYPE SITES LOOKING FOR ALL THE CONTENT I COULD CHURN OUT LMAO

AND YES!! COURTESY OF YOU I DID WATCH SOME RUN EPS!! I WATCHED THEIR CANADA ONES SPEAKING OF WHICH I LOOOVE THAT PART WHERE THEY'RE DOING THAT SONG GUESSING THING IN THE MORNING AND JIMIN SAYS "are you cold?" 🥺🥺 TO TAE AND HUGS HIM URRHRHEHSJSJSH AND I ALSO SAW THE ONES WITH THE PUPPIES GODDDDD I LOVE THE PUPPIES ONE SO MUCH LITERALLY JUNGKOOK AND HIS DOG (MIRI?) OH MY GOD THAT LIL FLUFFER AND ADAM IS MY ICON WITH HOW HE JUST DID HIS OWN THING LMAO.

BUT ANYWAY!! DO YOU HAVE A FAVE ERA?? LIKE DO YOU EVER LOOK AT THEM AND GO "Damn I wish I was a fan then" BECAUSE HONESTLY I WISH I HAD STANNED THEM IN THEIR DOPE ERA BUT I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED JIMIN THEN DHKSOWID-💫

FOR THE UMPTEENTH TIME!!!!!!! ITS OKAY!!!!!!!! I TOTALLY TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!!!! AND YAYYYYY CONGRATS I HOPE THE FIRST LEG OF EXAMS WENT WELL <333333 AND OH MY GOD you’re gonna make me cry with the together baam goddddddd same one of my fave moments and jimin’s giggles after that 😭😭😭😭 my babies <3 :((((

that..... black suit selca....... that opened button...... like open one more dear sir who’s stopping you... just do it <33333 YEAH he totally needs to shut up with his i know im hot side it just kills me every single time 😭😭😭😭😭

LISTEN THAT BV3 MOMENT  S H O O K  ME OKAY????? THOSE GUYS LOOKED AT HIM AND HE WAS SO FUCKING SMUG ABOUT IT (AND HE SHOULD BE) AND THE WAY HE LICKED HIS LIPS AND RAN HIS HANDS THROUGH HIS HAIR????? LIKE HE KNOWS HE HAS EVERY SINGLE PERSON; NO MATTER WHAT GENDER; WRAPPED AROUND HIS LIL PINKY LIKE THAT???????

OH MY GOD ME TOO I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE THE WINGS STAGE AND WATCHING THEM HAVE SO MUCH FUN IS JUST SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I ALSO ABSOLUTELY LOVVVEEE THEIR ENERGY DURING THE SY TOUR MEDLEY WITH IDOL AND BAEPSAE AND FIRE AND DOPE ZSXDFGFCHGVJBHJN THEY JUST LOSE THEMSELVES IN THE CROWD AND THE MUSIC AND ITS JUST SO FUCKING SURREAL TO WATCH HOW MUCH THEY ENJOY DOING WHAT THEY DO!!!!! kinda makes me want to find that happiness and passion in whatever i do in my professional life <3 and LISTEN jimin said the break the soul commentary THAT HE COULD DO SERENDIPITY SHIRTLESS TOO. THE AUDACITY. HE SAID THAT WITH HIS WHOLE CHEST. 

YOU KNWO WHAT I THINK JIMIN WON’T GIVE US A HINT BEFORE DROPPING PJM1. HE’LL JUST DROP IT ONE FINE DAY OUT OF NOWHERE LIKE HE DROPPED PROMISE AND CHRISTMAS LOVE (i wasn’t here when he dropped promise but i read that on twitter sdfghjkl) AND NO PLS NO I DO N O T WANT TO SLEEP THROUGH JJK1 OR KTH1 OR PJM1 OR KSJ1 OR NAMGI MIXTAPE 3 OR HOBI MIXTAPE 2 OR ANYTHING BASICALLY YOU GET IT i had slept through dynamite cb because i had NO CLUE that they were gonna drop it at 1pm kst rather than 12 am kst. i was under the impression that since they dropped all the teaser pictures and the teaser itself as 12 am kst, the mv will drop at 12 am kst too. and I woke up like two hours after the mv dropped (which was almost noon my time) and i felt like A FUCKING FOOL AND I JUST 😭😭😭😭 NEVER WANT TO FEEL LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN 😭😭😭 

AND YES BABIE NEEDS TO COME LIVE SOON PLS I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH :((((( AND HIS O...M.....G HAD MADE ME FUCKING SOBBBBBBBBBBB his yt live god he looked sooooooo fluffy with his hair and his tiny hands and his puppy eyes and soft voice im just so 😭😭😭😭😭😭

NO NONNONONONO PLEASE IM NO LEGEND DON’T SAY THAT IM EMBARRASSED im just a normal fangirl who makes okayish gifs 😭😭 and ok yes so i started giffing LONNNGGGGGG time back on a different public fan forum from my country but i never knew the right process and stuff so obviously the gifs were shitty lmao BUT ANYWAY i got into gifmaking PROPERLY this in july last year and obviously struggled a lot in the beginning because i didn’t know shit about colouring and stuff lmao but i kept practicing and even though im not perfect rn i do think that i got better. i love giffing tho. its such a nice creative outlet and whenever i gif the boys it brings me so much happiness :( <33

AND YES ASDFGHJKL ME AND HER ARE FRIENDS SINCE A VERY LONG TIME SDFGHJK LIKE LONG BEFORE BOTH OF US GOT INTO BTS SDFGHJ and ah yes the whiplash lmaooooooo and you’re right god the stay gold mv is SO FUCKING PRETTY THE COLOURS IN THAT ENTIRE MV HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND JIMIN AND TAE AND JOON WITH THE DOGGO JUST EVERYTHING SDFGHJK <3333333 AND BS&T DUDE I GIFFED THE MV YESTERDAY AND IM 💀💀💀💀💀 (like i just giffed jimin from the mv but i did watch the whole thing 5647589 times <333333) AND GUESS WHAT!!!!!! I WAS A LILLY SINGH FAN (IDK IF YOU KNOW HER SHE’S A YOUTUBER) BACK IN 2016 AND PEOPLE BACK THEN HAD REQUESTED HER TO REACT TO BS&T MV AND I HAD WATCHED HER REACTION VIDEO AND (although it didn’t stick with me back then because i was a fucking fool) I DID SOMEHOW REMEMBERED THE JIN AND STATUE KISSING MOMENT AND WHEN IN 2020 I SAW THE MV AND SAW THE KISSING MOMENT MY BRAIN JUST!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT I HAVE SEEN THIS BEFORE SOMEWHERE AND THEN I REMEMBERED I HAD SEEN THIS IN THE REACTION VIDEO LMAOOOOO i wish i hadn’t been a fool and gotten into them back then :((((

AH NO OMG YOUR STORY IS SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEE ATLEAST YOU WEREN’T A FOOL LIKE ME TO NOT GET ATTRACTED TO BS&T THE FIRST TIME OF SEEING IT!!!! I WANNA HIT MY 2016 SELF LIKE DAMN YOU YOU FOOLISH ASSHOLE AND yes omg how did y’all do the subs thing damnnnnn i can’t imagine

AND YES THE CANADA RUN EPIS ARE LOOOVVVEEEE and that vmin moment plsssssss i cry everytime 😭😭😭😭😭 it is just so soft and innocent and tae’s little smile after jimin just turns around and hugs him 😔😔😔😔 i love soulmates 😔😔😔😔 AND MIRI YES OMG EVERYONE WAS SO IMPRESSED BY THE LITTLE CUTIE AND THE WAY JUNGKOOK JUST KEPT ADORING HER THROUGHOUT MADE ME SO SO SOFTTTT and bro adam is me. i am like that. lazy and un-motivated AF. although if i were a dog and jin were to be my owner i would listen to him so well and jump on him every chance i’d get 😌😌😌

GOD YES RED HAIR DOPE ERA JIMIN 💀 BABIE BUT MAKE IT SEXY 🥵🥵 AND OMG YESDGFHG MY FAVE ERA IS HYYH. ORANGE HAIRED JIMIN. PLS. HE’S EVERYTHING. I WISH I HAD GOTTEN INTO THEM DURING THAT. LIKE THAT ERA IS ..... SOMEHOW SO FUCKING WILD AND STILL SO ASSURING AND CALMING ????? KEEPS ME ROOTED LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN DFGHJKL AND WINGS TOO DAMN I WISH I WAS HERE TO LIVE ALL THOSE AMAZING ERAS. but even though i wish i had gotten into them earlier... i think i found them when i needed them the most. I was going through a very difficult time last year and they somehow they made me feel so fucking safe and at home that the connection was instant. honestly i’ve never stanned or felt a connection with any celebrity as strong as the one i feel with bangtan. its like... they don’t know i exist but they still know EXACTLY what im feeling and what to say or do at that time to make me feel comforted. Its weird god but its true :((( SORRY I GOT EMO I JUST LOVE THEM A LOT SDFGHJKL

[neoncat666]

Reminder: I love you and you are the best. I love your babysitter! Sapnap au. Thank you for the free serotonin. Spare me a little more about your aus or the au 👉👈

I had to get onto my laptop for this So I don’t make all the aus myself so under the read more ill have name of the au then names of who worked on it (both of my friends are only on twitter)

Also if you want more info on a specific au feel free to send another ask about that au on anything you wanna know cause i just ramble unless i have a certain thing to go off of

Babysitter au - Blurry, Tal, and I Sapnap is a highschooler who needed a job that worked with his school schedule and honestly didn’t require a lot of work. He finds an ad by a single father to babysit his two sons, both 8 years old at the time. This is how he starts babysitting Tubbo and Tommy. He doesn’t really like get attached to them at first but after a bit of babysitting them and actually hanging out and learning about the kids, he finds himself actually enjoying his job and is always really excited for it out of school. I can do a post on everyone’s role in this au but there’s just.. so many. Think dreamsmp amount of people. There’s a lot. The main people tho are Sapnap, Tubbo, and Tommy though. Also Fundy is a piano teacher

Zombie apoc au - Blurry, Tal, and I Self explainatory except we said fuck usual main protag rights and it follows Sapnap, Tubbo, and Tommy again. Basically they’re all their actual ages and have to make it through the world. Sapnap ends up taking a really protective big brother role and it’s mostly just their adventures until they find other survivors. This au does kinda stand on the edge of what’s kinda ok so we’re lowkey making it not as bad cause in the end these are real people.

Clay friends au (storebought friends are fine) - Tal, Blurry, and I Sapnap is a college student who has trouble making friends and generally be social. He ends up messing around and makes these little clay figures which end up coming to life. They become his best friends and help him do stuff like cheat on tests, talk to other people, ect. Eventually Sapnap ends up making real life friends and doesn’t need the clay figures that maybe were a part of his imagination the whole time. Well Dream and George don’t really like being shoved into a bag to never be seen again. Yeah this ended up as a horror au

Flipside au - Tal and I Dream, Sapnap, and George are all irl friends who go to school together. One day they each find themselves in a completely new dimension that seems to be everything they could possibly ask for. The only way they can communicate with each other is a handheld mirror they all have. This mirror and bracelets they made as a symbol of their friendship is important. Well the dimensions end up shifting, changing into each person’s nightmare. It turns out these dimensions are actually alive and feed off the desperation and despair of others, I can go more in depth about this au if asked cause it’s genuinely one of our more complex aus

Brothers au - Tal! and I So Tubbo and Eret are brothers and when Tubbo was a tiny baby, a witch had tried to curse him but Eret ended up taking the attack instead. This ended up with Eret leaving Tubbo when he was young and Tubbo growing up to become a farmer. Years later there is talk of an evil king who is threatening to take over lands and resides in a castle not to far from where Tubbo lives. He signs up to be apart of the soldiers that are storming this castle to take down this king. Tubbo ends up being the only one to even make it to the ruler and is praised by this person for making it this far. The lighting only allowing Tubbo to see the glowing white eyes of this person, they end up fighting with the king using powers to throw chunks of earth at them. During the battle, the stained glass behind the throne shatters which allows light to enter the room and show the face of this evil queen. Tubbo feels like this person is familiar and ends up calling out for their brother. Eret, taken aback, kicks Tubbo out of her castle and moves his entire base far away as an attempt to get away from them. Tubbo, not one to give up, now finds himself on a quest to get their brother back and makes friends along the way.

Angels n Demons au - Me! Sapnap and Eret are angels while Bad (and maybe someone else) is a demon. This is honestly just me fucking around with the concept of angels and demons and I’ve only developed it slightly by yelling at my partner about it. I’m writing something about it rn but i’m always open to talking about it in asks and stuff like that lmao.

But yeah those are the aus ive worked/working on! My fav is maybe like... babysitter and brothers au but im biased on found family. Please talk to me about them i’ll tag each post with the au tag so we can get that shit organized!

[gunsatthaphan]

Hi german anon late reply🌸💜

I am happy to hear you are coping somehow, that is seriously the best we can do right now🤗

Yeah the snow looks beautiful, the only downside is Schnee schaufeln. And thank you, I am doing well. Have an exciting thing happening in February.

And totally We Best Love, gives me so much serotonin, but I itch for something comedy. Gen Y was it for me but that ends today ( as of now haven't seen it, because my sister doesn't have time🙄).

Also I loved/love Gen Y, everyone complaining about the thousands of Storylines and I am here just living for every single one😅😂

Yeah I would love some more MarkxKit(who are like one of the ebst couples ever)time, but yeah I saw it as some sort of comedy.

I think the closest I currently watch that has comedy aspects is To My Star, the first three episodes are really fun.

The thing is, I have like 3 shows I should finish and so many I could start (Bl, K/J Dramas and western shows) why do I complain that I havenothing to watch ????

Or I just could watch the last few BTS Run epsiodes??

Anyway, I am hyoed for the finale of Gen Y and I am happy to hear there will be more.

Also I am always so happy to read your answers 💖💜.

Schöner Abend noch 🌸💜❤

heeelloooo!!!! 🌸💜

We Best Love has crack vibes but I do like it a lot. It’s cute and it made me realize how much I missed taiwanese shows 🙈 I’m not suuuper invested in the story yet but I think it’s pretty funny at times. however you’re right, Gen Y def has the crack-comedy down pat lol. 

Speaking of which, the finale was an absolute disaster lmao. I’m not as attached to the show anymore as I was at the beginning/in the middle, just because it’s so messy?? Idk how else to word it lol. There are way too many stories and characters and definitely too many couples and not to mention triangles & quartouples(?) lol. But even though nothing turned out the way I wanted in the finale, I’m still looking forward to season 2 bc I have not abandoned all hope yet. Surprisingly. MarkKit were the highlight for sure. They had a decent story but for some reason they were abandoned halfway through the season?? they got overpowered by the other nonsense which was a bummer lol. 

In the end I had a good time though as I chose to just laugh at everything rather than trying to understand it sjkhfkds so yeah. It was a fun ride ✌🏻😗

ALSO OMG. I have completely fallen in love with To My Star. It’s SO GOOD. I only caught up on the first 3 episodes yesterday but I’m 1000% obsessed. It’s so well done, the acting is on point and the characters are all so lovable omg. I love the cute coffeeshop vibes (even though there’s no coffeeshop lol) also their chemistry?? oof. also the familiar celebrity x mundane trope just never gets old. I need 132 more episodes. UGH. 

I feel you about the shows lol. I’ve recently discovered how much stress it causes me when I have too many shows going on at the same time lol and after the 10-week emotional rollercoaster that was thct I decided to take it down a notch and not watch more than 4-5 shows at a time. others who watch 10 shows at a time might find that hysterical but my braincell can’t process more than that sdjkhfsd sorry. 

I have not seen bts run in AGeS but i should really get back to it omg. I’ve been too busy with other stuff lol. 

have a nice evening and stay safe 🌸💜 tschö mit ö ~ 

xxx