#> but i havent used it! its wack

[waloeders]

I BEAT THE DLC!!!

i have so many ideas for another s/i omg....

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

flower hivemind au masterpost (so far)

aight this is long overdue lmao

before i start anything off everyone give a big thanks to @olliesneweyes who's the one who originally came up w/ all these ideas, i'm just the one who posted the asks hskjghkg

below the cut i've linked p much every important post related to info abt this au, though you also should be able to find any relevant stuff under the #flower hivemind au tag on this blog lolol. this might still be messy and so is navigating my blog rip but it should be a better place to find everything

tldr; vocaloid au where flower is a type of hivemind plant parasite thing that's capable of "flowerizing" other people to assimilate them into the hivemind. len tries his best to not let his friends get killed.

content warnings for mentions/depictions of blood&gore, drugging, cannibalism(??)

first mentions of au + initial concepts:

1 -> 1st mention

2 -> (elaboration on previous: spreading thru pollen/spores, ciflower)

3,4 -> cordyceps inspiration, more about drugging & spores

more importantish main plot stuff:

targeting fukase (+ brief elaboration)

trapped in closet scenario: 1, 2

len being the final girl

first mention of the ending

expanded game mechanics/events: main flowers & memesquad boys, primary gameplay style, piko&fukase encounter (+elaboration1, elaboration2), initial notes on oliver & moke, ciflower&fukase encounter (+elaboration), flowerization tied to assimilation tactics, other survivor povs, oliver & moke getting flowerized (+elaboration1, elaboration2), more notes on oliver (+elaboration)

defective flower: 1, 2, 3

james: 1, 2,

hivemind motivations

don't take them from the garden/remind them of their past

do the spores glow

bonus stuff:

rin gets munched

waltz of malice connections

flowerized!piko concept doodle

oliver post w/ funny tags

fear garden vibes

iku

[milkstoner]

I don't have an insta 😔

I do have to respect that honestly.

[britneyshakespeare]

I feel bad for Margaret of York that this portrait is always used to represent her

fuck ass proportions!!!

[realnielsbohr]

im wearing contacts again for the first time in months and holy fuck i forgot how jarring it is to be able to see with no glasses

[comas-are-for-sleeping]

impulse to become in influencer not for recognition but so that people like me can see someone not feel gross abt themselves for simply existing

[maraschinotopped]

ok now that ive a-ranked nid and "finished it" (technically i still need to get the 'dreamy !!!' achievement but. i dont want to <3 also im probs still gonna play it just 4 fun) i can now move onto journey into dreams! yippee

[botanyshitposts]

fellas im gonna be honest with you. the reason why i havent been posting on here as much is bc i was/am working on a video essay about some wack plant stuff but the more research i do the more i am confronted with the state of change in all living things and its turning less into a video on the alternation of generations and more into a creative nonfiction writing piece, which is bad because one of my goals with this was to produce something i could use to help me possibly inch towards a science communication job down the line and i have no idea what to actually do with a creative nonfiction writing piece, because if my original idea was to teach people about the alternation of generations this is far beyond the original scope of this, and like. ohh my god dude it's just like. ahhhh the horrors and whatnot ahhhh lmao

[stealingpotatoes]

Tales of the Empire (spoilers)

Morgan Elspeth: “My world has been burning since I was a child, why should this world be any different?”

-such a boomer statement, made me instantly dislike her (as if the terrorizing the citizens of Corvus wasn’t enough)

YEAH its wack bc she was a terrible choice to make a short story anthology out of but if they'd actually used their brains they could've made smthn interesting. as it is, her stories are essentially all "morgan kill people she bad" and it feels like someone bullshitting a 3000 word essay on a topic they havent studied. IF INSTEAD they'd made it a sort of mirror to barriss' story and about how people respond to trauma differently, they really could've told a decent story despite her being so meh. like just show how some people don't go "i hope this never happens to anyone ever again" and go against the fascists, some people (morgan, in a good version of this show) become their enemy in their anger and in clawing for their own survival. instead they spent 3 episodes saying literally nothing and pissing on timothy zahn while they were at it

[lxinesux]

hello its starry ive elected to reveal myself cuz i literally have nothing to lose here: first off, WERE ON THE SAME PAGE 100% OMG, second: i had no idea he broke up with his scammer witch girlfriend and tbh i hope he did she was Wack, third:

look at them. they are posing like a couple. im going insane

US RN:

his hands are in his pockets im screaming he wants to touch her SO BAD!! and shes so close to him with her back arched sOMEBODY SEDATE ME!!!

also idk if uve seen midsommar (if u havent omfg u should its FAB!!) but all the flowery shit andys been wearing esp during the slime pie interview!?

its giving may queen.

its all alleged but yea i think he did too bc if i had a gf i wouldnt tell the mainstream media about how i was so into humping my costar the crew turned into blair witch extras

andys been v spiritual and i think he was one of her clients first which kinda gave me pause? like tht opens some sketchy ass doors, especially when dealing with someone’s faith/mental health!! havent bothered to check but she gave me such rank air sign energy (srry if ur air sign not all of yall are bad!!! just unhealed ones give me the ick bc they dont have any grounding!!)

apparently his friends and fam didn’t like her and considering how intense he is towards his social circle it wouldnt shock me if she got the boot.

shes following alyssa on insta i think (dont care enough to fact check lmao) makes me wonder if we’ll get a Surviving Andrew Garfield podcast episode or something lol thts point 2. she was kinda weird too 😭 ‘i just wanted the media tht reported on my break up with my famous bf to have an updated picture tht JUST SO HAPPENED to be the date where he took me to the SAG awards 🤪’ lmao pls be real girl.

allegedly alyssa was calling the paps on them and i think tht was the last straw. dude loves attention but not like tht-they were at his house lol

he got asked about emma recently and very politely and british-ly told the guy to drop it. like flo understands him needing privacy shed never call the paps on them 😭😭they could be happy and private and AFHYFSER im gnawing on the bars of my ENCLOSURE!!

[morethanmeetstheass]

Not a day goes by I don't want to commission you so bad but you've only Just returned and I do not want to tempt fate by even asking you but GOD is it good to see you back especially just to know you're still kicking I enjoy you as a person first and a hand in hand fan of the robots second

this is SO SWEET thank you so so much!!!

if ur interested in a drawing commission, ill need to so some practice pieces first bc i havent used my mecha-drawing muscles in a HOT minute-- tho i have been doing other artwork, and ive learned a lot of new techniques, so my art is prolly gonna be better than ever. prepare for knightverse blitzbee art soon bc if i dont draw knightverse soon, i will combust

as for writing comms, i need to finish kein weg zuruck first, which should take a while since ive still got a pretty hefty chunk of chapters left, and they are NOT short. im hoping to have the next chapter up next week, and then release weekly until its done. (then i wanna write a knightverse blitzbee fic but its gonna be immensely sad so idk if ill post it or just write a few scenes self-indulgently lmao)

but yes, comms will open up again, maybe in a couple weeks or a month or so. i just wanna stretch my creative muscles first and make sure im delivering the best work possible to ppl! and its been a LONG time since ive been creative in a self-indulgent way so i wanna give myself a chance to barf out all the hyperfixation needs first LMAO

i will announce when comms are up again! appreciate u very much for ur words tho, fr 💖 its so special to know that ppl still care about me. and not just as a creator but as a person??? wack. i love yall

[dilsdoes]

being insane is so wack bc i got institutionalized a couple years ago (second time) and i guess they read my file wrong bc they put me on a medication that gave me heart palpitations and made me dizzy and almost pass out that i was prescribed by a neglectful doctor i made a point to complain about, and i told them that i am no longer on this medication and that it must be a mistake and they were like well. its on your file. and i was like ok yeah but its out of date. i stopped taking it and havent been prescribed that in months. and then they used the R word. 'are you refusing it?' and now theres an implication. now i might be seen as noncompliant. so i figure they must know what theyre doing or something, and then every single morning after that i almost pass out as soon as i wake up and have to lie in bed for hours past breakfast (they gave me breakfast but i lost a lot of time) and every day i told them im pretty sure its this drug thats doing that to me and every day they say well. its whats been prescribed to you. until i say listen i think this is going to fucking kill me. and theyre like 'are you refusing?' and i say i cant take this anymore. its making me sick. cant you see that? its making me sick. and they ask again, 'Are You Refusing?' and i say yes. and you know what? i stopped passing out.

[goremet-chef]

ramble

the amount of times ive looked up "how to ____" for shit like small talk and support and responses is. embarrassing 💀 but wow i do not know!!! it makes me feel like an awful person too, because i know i cant ever help anyone. it doesnt come as naturally to me as i wished it would, and spitting prewritten responses ive seen somewhere else feels too disingenuous 😔😔 ive been trying to get better, i struggle with only talking about myself or things i like in conversation, or not knowing when it ends/how to continue or if it should be continued, to the point where now when i hit a spot im unsure of, i try my best to respond in a way that lets the other person talk about what they want too, OR ill say multiple things in one message so theres more options for branching off

ITS WEIRD i know its strange, to have a premeditated formula with this shit but OOOG it feels necessary

ive never really gone out of my way to make friends in the past, it was always friends of friends and proximity made us closer, yknow? and then i never made any new ones and eventually all my old friendships died cuz i moved away and then i realized oh! all of my remaining friends have friends besides me, and im the loser with nobody KSJFSF

i just dont have the ability, never have and im starting to doubt that i ever will. like the only remedy is to talk to someone how i talk with my close friends but not everyone is comfortable, or would understand my tone cuz they havent known me for 8+ years 💀 IDKK its wack i try to get better but... i havent been doing much leaving my house since 2020, ESPECIALLY not after school was over. i did pretty okay at olive garden with my bestie not that long ago, it was still HARD. the waitress asked if i wanted cheese i think? and i heard her but my brain like. separated and i froze as if saying nothing would get me out of it KSJDFS LONG PAUSE and then i was like oh, no thanks. awful.

[gayspacesprinkles]

Ship it/Don't ship it

Logan/Peter Maximoff

Tony/Loki

Steve/Bucky

Logan/Loki

Logan/Peter Maximoff

I havent heard of this ship, but it sounds cute!

Tony/Loki

Ship It!!! Almost time for me to reread winterheart

What made you ship it? Daddy issues What are your favorite things about the ship? They are both little shits but with big hearts, how they take care of each other its so soft or that could just be my own thing Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship? nope!

Steve/Bucky

Don’t Ship It

Why don’t you ship it? mean/rude people, anon hate What would have made you like it? I used to :( Despite not shipping it, do you have anything positive to say about it? The art was amazing

Logan/Loki

also another one i havent heard of, this one sounds very interesting. I only know so much about the comics and most of my stuff comes from movies (comics are wack and too overwhelming)

[aroaceamyrosearchive]

(rolls in) Helloooo, please tell us about ur genderqueer!Sonic and Amy hcs please!

okay okay so. sonic is a genderqueer who decided to transition and got that good ol top surgery. uses he/they pronouns + im considering some neos for him but i havent thought up anything good for him yet. he definitely feels more masculine but the whole thing is wack it's really hard to place it under any other label.. as it is with being genderqueer lmao they also like to dress up sometimes and altho theyre masculine leaning they like wearing stuff like dresses. altho just nakey is most comfy bc no friction when running lmao

amy on the other hand uses any pronouns! she decided not to transition at this point in her life bc she's very comfortable in her skin! fae really enjoys playing with neopronouns actually! theyre afab and theyre feminine leaning but being a cis girl just. doesnt fit right bc their gender is absolutely queer in its nature, no matter how feminine it may be (but i may be projecting-)

[babithyn]

Babi Dairy 16?

January 21st, 2023

~tw ed~

IM ALIVE!!! surprise surprise, i’ve honestly been so out of wack its crazy.

For starters my boyfriend is forcing me to eat like i don’t have a choice in the matter. If i could share my texts without fear i would. But he’s on his way back from the gym and either getting chipotle or chick fil a… yay…

i didnt want to eat last bight and he got frustrated with me. He told me im eating tomorrow no matter what basically. So again yay…

Ive fasted for 25 hours so far so its not bad and i fasted for 18 yesterday, then 30 the day before. and i havent had any really bad binges but i did end up pürging my soup and avocado toast. it was over 800cal so i freaked out a little.

i love seeing my boyfriend but i hate the fact we always eat out. I told him i could cook for us if he got groceries. but he lives like a gym-bro college student at 25. so he only has frozen microwave food, egg whites, and protein.

just found out he got chipotle meaning he’s only about 10min away so ima have to cut this short.

as always,thanks for coming to my ted talk:) everyone be safe love you guys🖤🖤🖤