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Anyway back on the topic of black butler bc fuck you the joy it brings me that the anime is still ongoing not bc it's one of my favourite shows or anything like that but bc every season brings us one step closer to the blonde chef backstory I can't WAIT until one of my favourite English VAs has to put on one of the worst English accents I've ever heard one he's been doing for over 10 years as that character talks about about being born in America having an American wife and child and being an American army vet
#black butler#kuroshitsuji#black butler spoilers#kuroshitsuji spoilers#<- just in case anyone does care#i think ive talked about this before#do not care#this is getting me through life
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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#ned the piemaker#pushing daisies#WAS ANYONE GOING TO TELL ME ABOUT THIS SHOW OR WAS I JUST GOING TO HAVE TO DISCOVER ITS DELIGHTFUL WHIMSY ALL BY MYSELF#lee pace#cringefail king over here#this show having only 2 seasons is a travesty of epic proportions#when is this show taking place? where does it take place? what drugs were they on writing the scripts because no one talks like that?#I DO NOT CARE#this man has the most chronic case of big sad wet eyes ive ever encountered its debilitating
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I’ve done a bit of complaining lately, but one must adapt and and overcome
Unfortunately due to recent situations involving the user
@/hmrgarita on Pinterest (I KNOW you go through the Nine Sols tag on tumblr)
All my artworks will be posted like this from now on, with my lovely username covering at least 30% of the picture, at least until they take down the drawings of mine they reposted, without my permission or even credit, like I requested THREE times.
Also while I am here, if you have drawn fanart for Nine Sols and care about your art being reposted, please be aware that this person hasn’t only reposted my artwork, but LOTS of artwork I’ve seen on the Nine Sols tag on tumblr. Like, so so much. I advise looking up their account on Pinterest and checking to see if they’ve reposted your work, and reporting them if you’re able.

#ps the text covering the picture is probably a joke I likely won’t be continuing that. I just wanted to be petty#I didn’t like the drawing much anyway and I just thought it would be funny#although I should probably start signing stuff again apparently#I just need to be a petty b*tch sometimes ok#but seriously I’ve seen SO MUCH stolen stuff on their account#please I absolutely advise you to check and report if they’ve reposted your stuff#again maybe I care a little too much about this stuff but I may as well put this out here#in case anyone who does care is unaware#art#my art#shit post#nine Sols#nine Sols yi#nine sols goumang#nine Sols eigong#yi nine Sols#eigong nine sols#goumang nine sols#yi#Eigong#goumang
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This may be the most niche thing I have ever put together but on the off chance someone else can benefit, I'm sharing it here!
For the past year I've been praying from Phyllis Tickle's Divine Hours, and I have spent many nights searching up the tune for the Vespers hymn, if I didn't happen to know it already. As I begin my second year, I decided to do the (hours worth of) work in advance, and make a PDF hymnal for myself.
If you happen to be using this prayer book, like to sing the hymns, and can sight sing or find the notes on a piano, you are welcome to have the very specific honor of also using this PDF. (Or if you just want to learn some new hymns, I guess.) This covers February through April. Feel free to download/share.
<3 Johanna
#honestly I should have included the hymnary link for each page but when I started it was just gonna be for me so I didn't bother#but if anyone actually ends up caring I can do that for the next ones#also you don't understand how hard some of these were to find.#i'm out here changing my search to more archaic language or into latin in case it's filed that way#there was only one that as far i can tell straight up does not exist on the internet in english or latin#but i just found another tune w the same meter so. we're good#resources
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sousou no frieren ★ 07
#sousou no frieren#frieren: beyond journey's end#frierenedit#frieren#userroh#usermoh#himawaari#usergojoana#userkyaa#userjenny#usermoonz#useralphonse#mine#im probably gonna post more from this...mainly the nature-y bits cause its so pretty#and ill probably work backwards#not that anyone cares lololol but just in case any DOES care hehe#i just like to write out my thoughts
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higuchi thoughts of the day: as much as i love the idea of her having some devastatingly destructive ability… her having a healing/support ability would explain so much of her character. like. her high ranking in the mafia despite (as far as we know) not being extraordinarily strong. her assignment to akutagawa + his resentment of her + her being so overprotective of him. the irl author’s connection to mori and yosano. dw about it
#what if it’s something like alleviating pain or slowing disease progression. a palliative care thing#if that’s the case then it would explain why it’s been a mystery for so long. asgr would've had to reveal akutagawa’s illness first#which only just happened timeline-wise#ik aku said he hasn’t told anyone about it but. i find it very hard to believe he could hide it from mori of all people. the literal doctor#but GOD it would just make so much sense.#i always thought it was weird that he has these ultra specific plot reasons for why he treats/treated atsushi and kyouka so badly#but for higuchi it’s just. unprovoked malice??? idk. i don’t buy it#and why does he even need an assistant. there are other mafiosi weaker/less loyal/more of a loose cannon than he is that don’t have one#but if she was assigned to him bc of his illness… him not being able to stand her bc her presence is indicative of his own weakness#her being overbearing bc she knows it’s entirely her responsibility to stop him from succumbing to his poor health#much more satisfying than the ‘he’s just an asshole’/‘she’s just a obsessed stalker’ idea that a lot of people believe#and it would add a whole new layer of context to that chapter of her saving his life and saying it’s her job to do so. hrmmmm.#i can invent an akutagawa and higuchi lore that’s sooooo copium#bsd#higuchi
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seeing other posts from moots regarding this, but my dolls are always free for anyone to hang out with, never feel intimidated! im super chill about dolls, my only disclaimers is that i’m terrible at messages bc work drains a lotta of my energy so please don’t be upset if i don’t respond it’s either 1) i forgot or 2) work is killing me
and second disclaimer please… be wary of vani interactions…. bc she is motivated by self-gain & transactional relationships who will always lean to going with the villains… it’s gonna be a given that any interaction with her is gonna be artificial in some sense on her end. so if she is being a terrible person to your character… it is gonna be fork found in kitchen
unless you’re grabbing me for pre-change!vani interactions, that’s a whole different ballpark of angst.
#. // ♡ 🌱 txt#like just hit me on the head#cause i get shy sometimes and get in my head often regarding doll stuff#just a loud ‘HEY’ and i’ll snap my head around#i love that out of all my pcs its not noel or cody i have to give warnings on but vani#i think its because cody & noel are very obvious about their mental illness & bad qualities#meanwhile vani as a pc most assume she will be sympathetic towards others#esp fellow orphans#but that is unfortunately NOT the case#vani does not really care about anyone but those she deems as close#no one cared to help her before she changed#and suddenly everyone in town wants to hang with her??? mentally she’s sticking up the middle finger so bad LMAOOO#anyway#yeah i don’t bite guys#my ocs do tho
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I think Gerald Robotnik is the perfect example of how sympathetic doesn't mean forgivable and I havent seen a single person talk about it
#sonic 3#sonic movie 3#gerald robotnik#so i will#like the scene of him manipulating Shadow by forcing him to relive Maria's death...#fucking horrific#and yet in that same scene it shows you how destroyed Gerald was by it#so in that moment you sympathise with him#but as soon as you come out of that flashback you remember what hes just done and suddenly all that sympathy is gone#like yeah the movies are silly we can all agree#Gerald Robotnik has his silly moments here and there#but god the majority of the time hes so cold and calculating and manipulative to those around him#people you expect him to care about#people he probably wouldve have cared about in the case of Eggman or did care about in the case of Shadow#'They want to take Shadow from us Maria'#from US.#yet when Shadow betrays him he only remarks that he was once so useful to him#this man does not care about anyone and he never will again#and so the movie does not expect you to care about him#its so expertly crafted and i want to talk about this more so so badly but nobody is going to take this seriously#because its fucking sonic the hedgehog 3 and somehow non sonic fans are immune to realising this movie is peak fiction#god im so insane over everything about it#i love how unimportant they made his death. it was so quick and they made a point of making it into a complete joke#every other death or near death experience in this franchise#are treated with serverity and intense emotional moments like longclaws death and sonics near death in 1#and even like characters that most people wont care about like commander walters are given a decent amount of respect#yet Gerald gets fucking bugzapped and is not mentioned again#its just so perfect because thats literlly what he was going to do to everyone#they wouldve had barely any time to come to terms with their deaths#some people may not have even noticed they wouldve just been there one moment and gone the next just like Gerald
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ok my OTHER reflection:
on the one hand its really frustrating to see the posts about docs and healthcare in general on here be so narrow-minded. bad experiences with certain providers have lead to a huge spread of misinformation and mistrust with the whole system. which can and HAS lead to people avoiding 'evil' doctors for perfectly treatable illnesses and dying from them (the vaccine bullshit, anyone?)
but on the other hand. it is TERRIFYING how some of these docs practice medicine. at times i think 'are you just burned out and don't give a shit or are you straight up just stupid?' and i work in critical care. where quite literally every case is life or death. even in the academic sector where there is supposedly a standard of excellence, some doctors i would not let touch my loved ones with a ten foot pole.
and that sucks. i know this is the no nuance piss on the poor webbed site but 'the medical system and people that work for it are fallible and aspects of it are morally questionable at best/unethical at worst' AND 'the field of medicine exists to help people first and foremost and mistrusting/avoiding it can be detrimental in the long run' can and DO co-exist
#also. folks i hate to tell you but 'doctors get big pharma kickbacks and they can cure you but just choose not to to get more money'#is a very tempting conspiracy theory. but it is SO UNTRUE.#hey listen. if someone is telling you they can 'cure' your disease magically if you just take x vitamin THEY ARE LYING#even miraculous cures like bone marrow transplants for autoimmune disease and CAR-T therapy#have such severe side-effects that they quite literally kill you#i can't tell you how many times i've taken care of people who#had their cancer 'cured' but the treatment ruined their kidneys/heart/lungs#or fucked their immune system so bad that a common bacteria could completely take them out#anyone selling you miracles is L Y I N G#i understand that a lot of this anger is around disability and chronic illness and psych and i get that. intimately.#its 100% accurate to say that a patient who researched independently about ehlers-danlos or POTS knows more about it than i do.#and its hard to see the profession as 'people who sincerely ARE trying to help' when you actively work with people who fucking suck#and you think like 'you went to school. you went through all this training. you (presumably) passed boards'#we should have at least around the same level of knowledge#but that is often not the case#still#making large scale statements about an entire profession (especially when its supposed to be a civic service) is just... not good#my two cents rec for this is:#if you think you have something rare or unusual try to find a doc that specialized in this i.e. go to an academic center.#trainees are less set in their ways and can think outside the box PLUS if there are new/innovative treatments they would have them#if you need pretty much ANY surgery. private is the way to go#you want surgeons with high volume and experience#surgical techniques do not change on the dime. most havent changed in 50+ years. a lot of other medicine DOES#(this of course does not apply to specialized surgeries like whipple or PTE or schwannoma resection - go to academics for that)#if its REALLY rare whether medical or surgical your GP will not know what to do with you#academic centers are referral centers. they are more likely to have the right tools to diagnose/treat#where was i going with this?#oh yeah i had an odd interaction with an ED doc admitting to me last night that was NOT practicing within current standard of care#and was just so casual and assured i started to doubt MYself. like. am I the crazy one?!?!#like i'm young i dont know everything SURE
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Starting to think maybe I shoulddd. Have a mini break from socializing so much soon. Because my brain is doing the Scary Thing again
#i dont know how to describe it and i especially dont know how to describe it in a way that doesnt sound Mildly Terrifying HDJAHD#but sometimes. i get like. rly in my brain. and i feel like im no longer a person and am just a robot waiting for commands from other people#like im fundamentally Nothing and my only purpose is what other people give me#and this state doesnt really respond well to reassurance because i think it. feeds into it almost?#like okay im going to take care of myself because someone else told me to. exclusively#i think it does me some good to have a couple days where im Forced to be self-reliant and not care abt other peoples input HDKQJDKW#just in case anyone was worrying this was some sort . self punishment isolation thing . honestly the opposite BDKWJDK#anyway probably not today. maybe tomorrow if i still feel like this#💛
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Mimzy’s on toyhouse, eh?
Oh!
Yeah haha
#I figured I should since#even if I don’t post her a lot she’s an important sona to me#I also didn’t think anyone really#cared about Mimzy hahaha#or do you just stalk my toyhouse 🤨 /j#btw if anyone does check the nudity isn’t anything serious it’s just like#refs and stuff#but I marked it anyway just in case#anonymous#ask
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Every day I wake up and see takes;;;;
#See the thing is. The thing is. We can keep saying that it makes character sense for Lucanis to not wanna romance Rook after Treviso#But the thing is I don't think anyone is actually disagreeing with that!! I am disagreeing with the execution#'oh he's too devastated for romance' he romances Neve#'oh he just can't forgive Rook' even Mercar? Who just prioritizes their city like Neve? like him?#'he just can't look past it' he forgives Caterina. He forgives Ilario. That boy has the capacity for a lot of grace#and even setting the romance aside you also lose half his character arc for no reason#I'm sorry I don't care if it 'makes sense' that doesn't make it good GAME design#Because in Origins or 2 or even inq to an extent the treviso/minrathous choice would have been a HUGE impact to your relationship#but it wouldn't have been like. the ONLY thing that decided it#It does make sense for him. in most cases. But there ARE situations where it doesn't.#For certain Rooks who've made certain other choices#and I'm sorry I thought this was a role playing game lmao#I don't think that people are WRONG for thinking that it is in character for Lucanis.#Because tbh I think it is too for most ways that mission shakes out#I just wish. People were open to people playing around with it in their own canon#Anyway#Life According to Bre
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i think i mightve talked abt this a bit in my longpost about how insane phi as a character is to me but yknow what i really wanna point out? all the nonary game shit she has to go through happens in really quick succession to her - she doesn't really get a proper "break" in between VLR and ZTD for her mentally. junpei and akane at least have about a year between the two, and sigma has 45 years (not that either of those situations were particularly good either though, looking at how sigma and junpei especially turned out, and sigma spent years WORKING on the AB game, just not participating in it). but for phi? she has a matter of DAYS in between the two. the time sigma spends she spends in cold sleep, so mentally to her, her consciousness goes from the events of VLR's phi end to DCOM almost instantly. dcom only ends up lasting for about 5 days, and even then the prologue states that phi/sigma/akane spent most of it worrying about radical-6 and the future + the flashback with diana shows phi is just so Tired after everything after just that. and then the decision game happens. my point is just that i cannot imagine being in a death game like that (not to mention everyone had radical-6, so she went from a body that Did have it to one that didn't, which i can imagine would probably a pretty weird experience considering one of its symptoms is messing up your perception of time. and also she was on the moon.), spending 5 days like god how did the apocalypse start i can't let it happen this time and then being in Another death game that is much more gruesome and violent. not to mention both of them in a way HAD to happen because of her (2074 nonary game bc it needed to train sigma and phi's SHIFTing abilities to a good enough degree and decision game one of the reasons was to ensure she and delta were born). in summary: i would fucking die at that point if i was phi dealing with that All At Once. in the span of a few days. and with the memories of my + others' deaths. what the fuck
#trevor.txt#zero escape#zero escape phi#phi vlr#vlr spoilers#virtue's last reward#zero time dilemma#ztd#like. not that junpei/akane/sigma Dont also kind of go through it a bit in the space they're given#especially in sigma's case how LONG it is is one of the things that messes him up a bit#but phi gets like. a matter of days mentally#which is insane. what the fuck. i personally could not handle that she is stronger than i am#like i talked abt this in the post where i mentioned how the characters chsange from 999/vlr to ZTD but like!#it makes sense that phi's notably more emotional + doesn't really care if she dies or not. its all kind of Recent#just messes me up thinking about it. especially with the whole “going from a body with radical-6 to a body that doesn't” thing i mentioned#and the flashback with diana !!! Good Lord#who else up being known for being cold and unemotional but having a moment where you're just so tired after everything youve been through#that you allow yourself to be vulnerable in front of someone you don't even know that well#i dont know. im fucked up. does anyone understand this fucks me up a bit#phiposting#<- making a tag for this bc i talk abt her A Lot on here
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Okay so um. To the Soichiro enthusiasts who don’t headcanon him as straight (specifying this because I’m assuming straight is the most commonly agreed on), what do you headcanon him as?? Personally my default headcanon is that he’s bisexual but genuinely just doesn’t realise he’s attracted to men, but him being a really closeted gay man is also really fun to explore. Idk I want to hear people’s thoughts
#posts that could kill tsugumi ohba#note: in the case of the latter i do still think soichiro loves and cares about sachiko!!#just not in the way he would if he was attracted to women if that makes sense.#<— idk if i needed to clarify that but just in case that wasn’t clear#i don’t know how to explain my reasoning for extremely closeted gay man soichiro#but it just makes sense to me in the same way extremely closeted gay man light does. except it’s different except it’s the same??#idk#anyways both hcs are fun to me#because in a scenario where he realises he’s attracted to another man both of them involve uncovering something Deeply Repressed#but a lot varies depending on whether that repression was done subconsciously or intentionally#okay is anyone seeing the vision or do i just sound insane#soichiro yagami#death note#soichello#soimatsu#waichiro#loichiro#ryuchiro#<— sorry for the ship tag spam but this is sort of my target audience
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oh no somebody I do not want to know about my online presence might have found this account luckily I didn't find anything suspicious in my follower list but oh my god
#nana talks#its literally my dad too I'm not gonna get into the whole lore of why I genuinely don't like him but he's an awful person#I hope nobody has to deal with somebody like that ever not even my worst enemy I'm not kidding#so like I'm hoping he's not stalking this blog#like literally what can he do not like its gonna drive me off of the platform I literally don't care about his opinion of me#but its still unsettling if he is trying to keep track of his adult daughter like this#anyways I don't know if I should reach out to tumblr support because like they probably can't do anything#literally up until I was like 15 he had stuff installed that would let him see everything I do online#eventually that app or something of his shut down and I was free hehe#like this man did and said the most horrendous things under the sun and he's like omg why does nana not want to spend time with him#I don't even care if he's reading this he knows that I don't like him#best thing you can do if you have someone like this in your life is just do whatever you want don't let them bother you that much#eventually they'll realise they can't bother you anymore#like literally for the longest while I thought he would never shut up with the insults directed towards me#but like a couple of months of not caring about it and not talking to him later and he left me alone#so like if anyone reading this can relate I am proof that it does get better my dad is the most stubborn and mean case too#so I promise you it will be okay
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