#/ so there might be many a rpers out there that i do not know of

[darqx]

HEEEY MACARENA (ALRIGHT!)

Here's some long overdue BP and HH asks :) I tend to combine the two since there's not as many as the RADs, so this starts with BP and then moves into HH/Gen qs.

BP

MUAH ~ (I actually doodled this some time last year for fun and whimsy, based on those long mouth kiss meme pics XD)

A very quick overview of these types!

Vescordem: Maneaters/cannibals, excessively tall and strong.

Aleores: Minor dealmakers (goods and services). Jaw can unhinge and has venomous bite.

Sollicio: Major dealmakers - soul stealing ability. Often very good looking, has ichor powers.

Voxter: Ability to project 'thoughts' into someone else's mind - you ever have an intrusive thought? Same concept. All have a unique mark across the top part of their face.

Caumacies: Maneaters/cannibals, very strong. Has a third eye which sees only in heat vision - rarely opened simultaneously with normal eyes.

Hmm M or MA15 i think 🤔

You know, i actually have an idea for a game that has nothing to do with anything I'm currently doing XD One day i'll actually have time to make it, maybe. But anyway currently my actual project is i'm planning on making a comic \o/

I AM PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE that i have thumbnailed like 70 pages of this bloody thing and i'm still only in the first quarter of the planned chapters lol OTL Once i finish thumbing the chapter I'm on I plan to go back and render the pages properly before starting to post them :D

...which should hopefully give me a buffer as i repeat the process for the next chapters |D

You know, the concept of my characs being comfort characs for someone will never get old for me. It just tickles me pink ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ This answer will have two levels to it.

It's fine to RP or ask blog with Rire - he's one of my more "known" characs thanks to BTD so as long as credit is given (and it's made clear I'm not running the blog so it's not canon) then it's cool.

I'd prefer if no ask/RP blogs are created for any of my other BP or HH characs, as they are not as known yet. This may be revisited once i actually get the BP comic out but for now it's a no, sorry! (Though, if you are RPing in like...a private Discord with other friends who know who the characs are then I'm a bit more lenient with that.)

The reason for the BP/HH level is that ages ago when I had started establishing my own characs more, I randomly happened to find a forum where someone was RPing as Izm and .D but no one else knew who the characs were and so they clearly thought the RPer was the original artist and creator. Said RPer was not dissuading anyone of that notion. That has stuck with me for forever because at the time i never anticipated that someone would...actually try and do that with an OC. Like, bro srsly?!

One pet peeve for everyone:

.D: Willfully stupid people

Izm: .D smoking. He could care less if anyone else smokes but .D is not allowed on his watch

Marcus: Having decisions made for him without his input

Zeke: "How's the weather up there?"

Wei Ren: When people think he can't understand English cos he has an accent and so they deliberately speak slower and louder

Geez Caleb why are you damn RUDE

Here's one i prepared earlier! 😌

I'm not sure why you included Marcus as a demon, he's a human lol.

HH/More Gen

There are clubs which are created by students but need approval from the adults to exist.

HH is one of the better boarding schools which generally turn out successful alumni. The "obvious problems" we see are not actually obvious lol.

He doesn't need such manipulations.

Thanks! I hope you are inspired to go forth and create stuff! :D

One of the only perks of being a prefect at HH, really :d

Absolutely not lol

↓

4. These types of qs are always amusing to me only because you guys expect me to know but i absolutely do not XDD. Do normal people actually have a fave animal?? I dont even have a fave animal!! Anyway offshoot aside sorry that i can't even randomly assign anything, but if you are interested here is what they might be AS animals lol.

They actually don't have names because they were randomly designed NPCs i drew as like, placeholders |D;

Not including Rire or Nurse Isla:

.D is asexual, Izm is bisexual, and everyone else is straight probably. Caleb and Desmond are violently straight (as in Des is like very 90s stoner bro adamantly vocal about being straight and Caleb will actually try and break your neck for insinuating anything).

I have some female characs but I dont draw them that often as they are more side characs in BP and HH. The ones ive's drawn at least once are Isla (who looks like this, also doodled above), Tish (Des's sister) and Kenzie and Kelly (Zeke's sisters).

Every once in a blue moon i get an ask saying this but whenever i go to check nothing is wrong, so...nothing is wrong they do work |D; As the age old tech saying goes have you tried turning it off and on again? :d

Aren't those kind of things supposed to be...based on yourself??

[heta-on-the-books]

Long post so check under the cut!

FAQ

What is this blog?

Est in 2019 This blog was a one-of-a-kind impulse decision brought upon by a time when all the lovely active Hetalia listing blogs were not as common as they once were. So, it's not a new idea, in the least, but a decent one! So my dream is if you are looking for fellow blogs, reviving your dash, looking out for that favourite muse, or craving the crowd in your favourite fandom and looking for a Group/lack thereof? I hope this place can offer it to you.

Who’s behind the books?

You may or may not have heard my name around the block, the names Gypty. I’m a fellow rper, ask blog mun, something of an artist and overall curious rat floating oceans to find a place in the world, Nice to meet you~

What is each tag?

Currently, I have devised five tags that are the organization to this blog's listings, let’s call them the five books.

🧡RP, is where the role play blogs reside, Hetalia muses such as 1p’s, 2p,s Nyos, au, multi muse, world is your oyster. Pay attention to what sort of rp style they use as well, it might answer some questions about your own rp style preference.

💚Ask, are the blogs where Hetalia muses take your questions and answer them as they see fit, this category is also quite versatile as alongside having many styles of Hetalia muse the diversity of how they are answered can be quite intriguing!

💙Creator Blogs, these are the people who fill the fandom with all sorts of content, cosplay, art, themes, aesthetics, fanfiction, anything under the sun and moon really.

❤️Hetalia, That's what it is, to be honest, Hetalia. This is where the blogs who reblog, share and some even take on the task of bringing all the Hetalia, fan or official, news or art. They are the spiderwebs that get the fandom’s content around. A great person to follow if you’re looking for Hetalia on your dash of all sorts.

💜Groups, ‘Groups’ is the tag for all the Hetalia group blogs that could be looking for exposure and even new members to join the ranks. Rp, ask, Art, all of it. 

💛Oh Yeah! With the group tags, I will be listing the Hetalia Discords! If you have one of those fill out the application all the same. 

What to look forward to

Things have been slow, so my next steps will be entirely on how much traction this blog gets. The way I have been working is having links in the blog that direct you to each book, then when enough new blogs have asked to be written in said books, I take them and copy them into the form of a post. 

I will also be creating and reblogging the blog promos as per request from those who submitted an ap. If your blog also wants to advertise a new occasion, event, or point out some official Hetalia news go ahead and send it to my inbox or message box. You can also @ me, here's is to hoping tumblr does not break and I get to see it.

How to get your blog on the books?

Application is under the rules~ If you need any help please send an ask or DM ✨

Rules

Everyone has em

At this time if you have a muse/s blog, I would highly prefer that the blog you request to be listed for said muse/s be made for said muse/s. In short, don’t merge your main blog

If your blog appears to no longer exist, be it you changed the name and forgot to notify, deleted, ect, the blog will be taken down from the listing.

If your blog is to be placed on Hiatus please let me know and I will list it appropriately.

If your blog has not been active for two years, it will be considered inactive and taken down unless stated on hiatus (I will give that four years)

If your blog is listed as a Hetalia blog, and the blog has deviated with its majority being non-Hetalia for a year, it will be removed.

Should you find that your blog has been removed and the reasons listed above do not apply to your blog (aka your reviving welcome back, you have an updated username, coming out of hiatus) feel free to reapply! We would love to have you back!

Application! Congratulations! You made it to the end. Here is the information you will need to fill out and send to this blog. It helps me to properly list your blog/s. Please note I do not add blogs unless they ask. I don’t want to run into any mishaps is all. 

Blog Name:

Blog Type: (Ask, Rp, Creator, Hetalia, Hetalia Group)

Blog Characters if your blog has specific muses it concentrates on: (single muse, multi muse, yes we list OCS)

Specifics: (listed down below)

Muse type: (1p, 2p, Nyo, chibi, human, AU, etc.)

If you’re an ask blog: (Cosplay, lit, art)

If you’re an Rp blog (Lit, Script)

If your a creator: (what do you create Fan Art, Atheistic, Cosplay, Handmade, Food, etc.)

If your a group: What sort of Hetalia Group do you run? Does it have a Discord?

Lastly, do you want us to reblog your character ad post? 

Or have this blog promo with a custom promo template? We can totally do that!

And that is all I got for the moment! Don’t forget if you have any questions don’t be afraid to visit my inbox, your questions may help someone else or even me.

[confessionsofa-roleplayer]

People complain all the time about shorter replies not giving them enough to work with, but I would much rather know quickly that there's not much to reply to than have to dig through 2K words first to discover the same thing. Being a good RP partner in this regard isn't just about giving your partner something to read; it's about teamwork, and passing the baton in such a way that it's rewarding and possible for both of you to pick it up. Someone using my muse as a springboard to write thousands of words about their own muse in every reply, while not bothering to actually interact with mine and forcing me to constantly make all the hooks if I want to do anything but stand there, makes me feel way more insulted and disrespected than someone's replies being short because they were low on spoons, or having trouble getting into the rhythm of the scene. (Or because it was appropriate! Sometimes a long reply just does not work for a particular moment or scene!) Moar Words does not fix someone being checked out of a scene, or treating their writing partner as a content dispenser instead of a person who should also be enjoying the game. They don't make you a better writer, either, and if anything a person with a good ear for writing might find it harder to make longposts for every reply because depending on the scene it is just plain godawful pacing to do so. Thousands of words per character in a non-epistolary framing is an incredibly awkward, unnatural way to write, unless you're doing specific things that work well for some people and are a bloated, disjointed formatting nightmare for others. (For example: I can't begin to tell you how many threads and partners I've given up on because I CANNOT do RP that involves the other person's muse taking five turns' worth of actions in one reply, forcing my muse to take on the load of retroactively responding to each until they've 'caught up' to the present, only for it all to start over again next turn. Often while they keep introducing MORE parallel branches of action and conversation for me to keep up with. AUGH.) Just… just communicate with your RP partners, and make sure you're both enjoying it and able to participate, instead of being obnoxious shitheads about short-form RPers, okay? Please?

[pigeon-gryphon]

A kinda long vent about a few different things

The appeal of art styles is subjective. If you regularly practice the skills you want, you will improve. It’s the curse of nearly all creatives to never be fully satisfied with their own work, but you can still shoot for the moon and land among the stars, and so on

I know all this and yet I cannot fully believe it about my own work. Before I went to college for graphic design, I did art a lot more frequently. At first I just drew various dolphin species, obsessively, for the hell of it. But then I was in art RP groups for a few years, in which you and your character need to be charismatic to get to do much in depth RP. And unfortunately, I was socially inept and allergic to making my characters conventionally attractive. Though, in all the RP groups, my characters and I were initially welcomed enthusiastically, but then over time, people got increasingly cold toward me and some others, and I'd be left trying to guess what exactly went wrong. I'd spend a year trying to impress the fellow RPers with my art and stories, and trying to be encouraging about their works, hoping to charm them into playing dolls with me. Then I'd give up, rinse and repeat with another RP group for a year.

But anyways- I was at least able to apply fundamentals of what I’d learned from hobby work, to college work. And I can still enjoy the process of actually doing these things, I mainly get discouraged by the end results. And probably 'cause of that discouragement, I have a hard time motivating myself to get going with either hobby stuff, or new portfolio pieces anymore. I feel like none of my preexisting college work is good enough to get a job, ‘cause no one will respond at all, just radio silence. I get paranoid that all my past, present and future visual works, whether formal or hobby, are objectively mediocre, even though that’s nonsense, and I wouldn’t think such a cruel, irrational thing about anyone else’s work.

I’ve been heavily considering going to college for programming. I find programming fascinating, I think it could pair well with graphic design, and I’d like to try being a solo indie game dev someday. But if you want to get a job in either graphic design or programming, you gotta really stand out. I’ve had many art accounts, and I’ve never been able to stand out, even back while I was more active. I hate competitions of any kind. Everyone should have an equal chance of surviving, we shouldn’t have to compete in any way just for a chance at basic life necessities.

Maybe I shouldn’t have gone into graphic design. But now that I have the degree, it feels like it would be a waste of time and money not to do something with it. Even if I find motive to hone my skills, what if it kills my chances of learning to just humbly enjoying making hobby art. Getting the feeling that everything I do should be “extraordinary”. But honestly, the art RP groups already damaged me.

What if going into programming is also a mistake? Although it’s just two more years in college (as opposed to three years for graphic design), it could be a waste of yet more time and money if I fail to do something with this, too. But I don’t know what else to do, I’ve researched all kinds of jobs and it’s so hard to know what I might be capable of doing decently, while also having at least a slight chance of getting a job. So many fields have low chances of getting work.

I know that there’s technically no time limit on many things in life. But I’m sick of having no income of my own. So many things in life require money. Thanks to gst cheques, I can at least afford care for a few small pets, and getting the occasional already-cheap indie game on heavy discount. But not much else.

One of the biggest things I long for is the chance to finally start dating. But it feels like a really bad idea to try to get into a serious relationship without an income. Either people will keep looking for someone who can help earn money, or you end up dangerously dependent. Also, I’m not as androgynous as I’d like to be yet. I could save up to get things to help with that, like a binder, but I’m too scared while I’m stuck living with my queerphobic parents. Last year, I got my hair cut shorter, and a side shave that can be covered at times when it’s best not to look too alt. And my mom initially said it looked nice, but then later (according to my sibling) called me a dyke behind my back. Which I wouldn’t have minded if it wasn’t said by someone so allocishet, in a negative context. And I’d like to try cutting it even shorter someday, but although they probably wouldn’t kick me out for being too openly queer, I’m a cowardly crybaby afraid of confrontation, so I don’t want to go too far until I finally get to live elsewhere. Plus, I want to date queer people, and I wouldn’t want to risk my parents being shitty to them.

But after years of longing to be held by some person my age, I get impatient and frustrated sometimes. I wish I didn’t have to jump through so many hoops to finally get an income first. I wish I could just hold someone’s hands and we can forage for free food in the wilderness that doesn’t belong to anyone. And then I doodle crap, and I don’t lose the joy of creating after it’s done, ‘cause I’d finally be free of any want or need for external validation. If only.

As things are, I can only try to crumble into complete, incapacitating mental illness. Therapy might be worth a try if it wasn't yet another expensive thing. Plus, my dad's a therapist, so if I got therapy while living with my family, I'd have to be very discreet about it, especially if it was a local therapist. 'Cause I know my parents would be offended that I won't just talk to them, and might even accuse me of sabotaging my dad's business. But I've tried free helplines, but they're either mediocre, or make me afraid of being forcibly institutionalized. I could get some kind of medication, 'cause any potential side effects couldn't be worse than what I already go through. But if my family found out, they'd be really judgy, 'cause they're biased against psychiatric drugs. I need to figure out how I should try changing my life soon, though, 'cause I can't stand the lonely rotting anymore.

[sasori-rp]

A much needed Post

Good evening everyone, I hope you're all having a good day.💜

Yes, I probably tagged you in this, dear stranger. Before you click off, I ask you to give me 5 minutes of your time. Just 5, then you can go about your day. But I would appreciate it, if you listened to what I have to say, because it means a lot to me and many...many others.

I'm posting today, because this topic has been on my heart lately and I wanted to share my thoughts with you. I'm sure you've already guessed that this is about the whole Kisame-anon chaos.

Before we begin, I want to get this out of the way: This post is coming from a genuine and loving place. My goal is not to point fingers, nor placing blame or justify anyone's actions, including my own. This post is about me, trying to understand the entire situation and providing my sentiments to it.

Act I: Why do I not just shut up?

Why do I get involved you might ask? It's not so much that I want to get involved. It's more that any anon who begins their journey here, gets inevitably sucked into it. We are faced with angry posts, confusing explanations and forced to choose who to believe and support. If you don't, you walk on eggshells filled with guilt and if you do, you're being blocked by the entire half of the disagreeing party.

This is not what I signed up for.

I come on to Tumblr to Roleplay and have fun. I've been having a splendid time here. You guys are making me so happy as of late, allowing me to play freely and giving me a space for all my creative ideas. And I want to continue doing so.

I want to be able to chat up anyone, without fearing that someone else will jump at my throat for it. That includes Kisame, Hidan, Orochimaru and many more of you wonderdul RPers.

Recently I have noticed that I've been blocked by several people and I can guess, what the reason is. And it saddens me because...I like you guys. We were talking and sharing fun experiences, only for me to discover that I am suddenly cut off from it. For no other reason than that I interact with a person they have a quarrel with. And that is just...not the solution. So what is the solution?

Act II: The Anon War in a nutshell

Now, from my understanding, there is a big rift between two groups.

1) Those who have received digital harassment in form of hate/rape/death threats (and believe Kisame-anon to be the culprit)

and

2) Those who defend Kisame against those claims, or, like me, don't just blindly hop onto a hate train they saw on the internet

Again, my goal with this post is not to be the divine judge over who is in the right here. It is, objectively, pretty much impossible from an outsider's standpoint. And additionally, I don't think either of you is necessarily to blame for your individual reactions.

I absolutely feel for you guys, Hidan-anon and your friends. I, too, would be seething if someone I love was harrassed in the way Hidan (and co) has been. I do not know the extent of the harrassment. But I believe you when you say, that you've suffered. And I am very sorry you have been through that.

I also feel for Hidans friends, who, (bless their hearts) really are trying to protect them from further harm. An absolutely understandable sentiment.

I do however, also really feel for Kisame, who, (bear with me here) is probably being framed. They have been faced with a lot of backlash from party 1, have tried to defend themselves to no avail, up to the point of having to retreat. And all that...for what?

Act III: The Point I'm trying to make

Do none of you realise, that you're being pinned against each other?

There is a person (or perhaps several) that has harrassed Hidan-anon with very vile threats and they are getting away with it. There is someone out there, that is having the time of their life, watching you scratch each others eyes out, causing pain and suffering for everyone involved, while they sit back and watch the show.

Kisame-anon has not sent you these messages. They have proof of it. Wether you believe them or not, is up to you, but...

Do you really want to keep hurling hate at a person, that is just as much a victim as you are? A person who, themselves, is a victim of sexual abuse and would never even think of the idea of sending someone rape threats?

Would you not rather work together to bring that (pardon my french) asshat to justice, that is playing sick games with the both of you?

And mind you, it's not just Kisame you're isolating. You're isolating their friends, who are doing the same as you: Protecting those they care about.

You're isolating kind strangers like me, who just want to roleplay without the drama, by blocking them by mere association.

And you're isolating oblivious newcomers, who might have the misfortune of stumbling over the "wrong" blog at the wrong time.

This is not okay guys.

And coercing others into doing the same (blocking by association) is further doing damage, because many people just want to stay away from the drama and thus do as you say without much thought. The whole thing is harmful in itself, but it's worse, because you're doing it to the wrong person.

Kisame has evidence that they're innocent. Kisame also has a quite solid theory who it is. Do you not want to at least have a look at it?

If you truly care about the safety and wellbeing of your friends, I strongly suggest you do. Because the actual predator is still out there.

I am glad that Hidan went to the police. I hope that they find who is behind all of this and that they get taken care of for good. Because like things stand now, you're about to drag an innocent person to the guillotine and letting the true perpetrator go. And you're dividing an entire RP fandom, that used to be a safe space.

I don't want this to happen.

Act IV: So...what now?

I want this post to be a wake up call. A wake up call for all those who are as confused, as I was and unsure what to do; but also, especially, to Hidan-anon and friends. Please, let us put down arms and find a solution.

I care about you. And I care about Kisame. And I love this little RP space we built and the friends I made here. I want us to stand together, acknowledge each other's suffering and grow as people. Let us talk things out.

I want this post to be a safe place for exchange. Feel free to add your thoughts and sentiments in the comments. Everything is welcome, as long as it is respectful and communicated calmly. I am more than happy to provide you with a neutral ground to talk things out. My DMs and Asks are always open for anyone who needs an ear or a shoulder.

We, as Naruto fans, more than anyone else, should know that hate creates nothing but more hate. So let us lead with compassion and patience. And listen to each other. Thank you for your attention.

[night-raven-miscellany]

Rules, Charas, and Tags :3

✨ I'm an adult (21+) but this blog is PG13 (there will be swearing and occasionally more mature topics) SO nothing NSFW/18+ pretty please (heavy gore, sexual themes, etc.). If you're not sure if something would be ok, just shoot me a dm and I'll happily answer!

✨ With the above, if you want to ship OCs or characters??? Please actually send me a DM about that. I'd prefer to actually be able to discuss it in depth and depending on the context, I may or may not be chill with it.

✨ I have anxiety, and am also a full-time student with a long, semi-busy schedule. Pls be patient if I don't respond asap or don't frequently send asks. I'm usually pretty good about responding quickly but sometimes life happens lol.

✨ I consider myself a multi-paragraph writing RPer which I know some consider semi-lit and others consider regular lit? I don't really know the difference that well but I DO know that I usually give at least 3-4 paragraph responses unless I think shorter or longer is a better fit.

✨ Also if you're sending asks, pls do try to specify whomst you're talking about! Usually I'm pretty good at picking up on context, but I still slip up once in a while </3

✨ I yap a lot in the tags sometimes. This isn't a rule but more something to just be aware of.

✨ Very basic DNI, if you could even call it that. There's really no need to elaborate just know that any sort of bigotry is unwelcome here and will be met directly with a block.

Our Lovely Cast <3

🦐Yuna Sid: Ramshackles prefect (or... One of them?). She's from another world and generally doesn't know what's going on. She's fairly confident and sociable but very guarded unless she trusts you. Intro Post

🎩Lewis Hatterson: A second year from Heartslabyul and host of a gossip-based radio show on campus, NRTea☕. He's relatively laid back and doesn't like sticking to strict rules or schedules (ironic, considering his dorm placement). He often butts (and loses his own) heads with his housewarden because of this. Intro Post

♌Izem Usiku: A Savanaclaw 3rd year who is in charge of a band of "delinquents" called "The Black Sheep". He's a bit gruff, but ultimately caring. Despite the fact that his group is full of students who don't like their dorms or housewardens, Izem himself is highly respectful of his own. Intro post

🐁James Ratt: Pomefiore 2nd Year, heir to a financial conglomerate in the Shaftlands, very prideful and cares a lot about his image. He's Lewis's co-host on NRTea☕ and is certainly the much more strict and serious of the duo. He doesn't get along with too many people due to the perception that he is incredibly high maintenance. Intro Post (TBA)

🌙Casimir Chernenko: Diasomnia 1st Year, Chuunibyou with a one sided rivalry against Malleus. He speaks in (and often misuses as a result) very complicated and flowery language, so no one seems to know what he's saying half the time. Wants to become "The Most Evil Overlord". Whatever that means. Intro Post

🦜Rusul Sader: Scarabia 1st Year, a dancer and son of a merchant family with a penchant for mischief and pranks. He's got a habit of weighing the pros and cons of things before making commitments (unless it comes to what would simply be the most fun for him). Intro Post

Side Characters!!! Some are familiar, some are not... Have fun figuring out their significance! (* = May appear one day for an event)

🐈‍⬛ Lucretia*: James's pet cat who, after a strange mishap related to a magical anon, is occasionally able to take on a humanoid form. She often speaks in cat puns and is very calm and easygoing. She doesn't like when people touch her without her permission, though.

🐾 Shredder: Not a rp character, but a small Griffon that Yuna was gifted by a strange anon. He might only be a baby, but he's also a slight terror for her poor curtains...

🩸Jubal March: Currently deceased. Apparently, he was the son of a nobleman in the Sunset Savannah. Why he was killed is unknown, but in life he was known to be a bully of the weak - someone who looked down on anyone and everyone.

🎻Duscha Chernenko*: A polite young man bearing the Chernenko name. He's rather gentlemanly, but holds a harsh temper when angered. Casimir's older brother.

🏔️ Vladimir Chernenko*: A strict older man with a passion for music and a strong dedication to tradition. He doesn't often tolerate any deviation from what is familiar to him, which brings him into conflict with his youngest son quite frequently. Casimir's father.

🦇Carmilla Chernenko*: A tall, elegant night fae who loves all things performing arts. She might seem intimidating at first glance, but the minute she starts speaking, this image flies out the window entirely. She dotes on her son's like no one's business and wants to see them grow into their best selves. Casimir's mother.

⌚ Wilomena (Mena) Cogsman*: A friend of Yuna's from her old world. She has not been sent to twisted wonderland, but she had a close relationship with both Yuna and Minerva.

🎀 Alissa Littleton*: An older woman from Tepartie (James and Lewis's Hometown) who absolutely adores telling stories and collecting gossip. Very well mannered and always has time for tea. Lewis's aunt.

✨Characters are associated by their colors and any time I speak, there will be a fun lil star by it!!!

Important Tags on here!!!

I don't have too many tags, but here are the main ones. They'll be updated as I reveal more characters or get anons and things <3

#✨mod speaks - My tag for just general posts that aren't OC related!!

Likewise, #✨mod reblogs and #✨mod answers are for reblogs/asks that are not in character.

#✨lore dumping and the occasional #✨lore dumping (RP edition) are for posts where I talk about or introduce significant pieces of character lore

#✨dashboard commentary is exclusively for silly posts related to things I'm observing going on in the RPC. They're open for RP, like all of my posts.

#⚫blot accumulation is. A very self explanatory one that you likely won't see often. But oh, it will be there. It will be there.

Below here are all the character tags that you'll see on posts where characters are speaking and/or are heavily talked about.

#🦐nrm Yuna

#🎩nrm Lewis

#🌙nrm Casimir

#🐁nrm James

#🦜nrm Rusul

#♌nrm Izem

Combo Tags (New!)

🐁🌙drama Club duo

♌🦜The Boss and his Henchman

🎩🐁missing the hare

☕NRTea w/ chamomile and Earl grey ( also for 🎩🐁)

🦐🌙your obedient servant

🌙🦜chaos incarnate

🦐🎩🐁mad tea party

🦐🥀intertwining lore.

🦐🎩🐁🌙🦜♌the gangs all here

[hungermakesmonsters]

*Night of Heavy Questions*

(You don't have to answer if you don't want to)

What made you start writing for Billy? Especially since from what I remember the series ended long before your first fanfic? And what motivates you to keep writing?

Have a great day, I can't wait to read the next chapter on Friday! 💜 P.S. That little thing you honoured us from a "Catch me if you can" universe is amazing 😆😍

Oooooh boy, this might get long so apologies in advance.

I think I've mentioned a few times before that CMiYC started life as an original story that I started during NaNo (I think in 2017, but it might have been 2018). Long story short, before then, I never used to write romance but I decided to give it a go as a bit of a fuck-you to 50 Shades of Grey. I sometimes enjoy reading 'trashy' (affectionate) romance novels, but a lot of things about 50 Shades annoyed me (if you like it, then great, just personally for me, it caused a lot of eye rolling).

I like the whole 'rich guy meets normal girl' set up, but some of the tropes used fell flat for me - like I hate the whole 'the girl has to change/put up with shitty behaviour in order to ultimately bag the guy' trope. (Again, this is a personal annoyance, I 100% believe that people should read what they like, so don't take this as me saying what you shouldn't read.) But it made me think I wanted to try and write something where both the guy and the girl have to grow in order to be together. Basically that old thing of 'writing what I want to read'.

So I started on the original work but, like most of my other NaNo attempts, at the end of it I had 50k of unedited story that had so many plotholes that I couldn't bring myself to fix it. But the idea for the story stuck with me and I kept wanting to do something with it.

Until early last year, I was a rper on a couple of jcink forums but the last few years have been pretty awful (anyone from the jcink rpc, probably knows about all the dumb toxicity from gossip/vent blogs). A few months before then, I started slowly stepping away from rp, which gave me time to work on other writing projects. And, around that time, me and a friend had been binge watching Ben Barnes stuff.

I realised that I could either use Logan Delos or Billy Russo for the story as my rich guy stand-in, and it just spiralled from there and I was finally able to tell the story that I wanted to tell. (FYI I settled with Billy because I just loved him and Madani, I thought Ben and Amber we great together.) And, because of all that, CMiYC means so much to me, even now.

As for what motivates me...

It probably sounds cheesy and I know it probably sounds like begging for notes when I mention it at the end of each chapter but, honestly, it's just the fact that people actually read what I'm writing. I have 'consumption is the highest honour' as the tag line for this blog because it's from House of Hunger by Alexis Henderson (honestly if you read one sapphic horror this year, I cannot recommend this enough) but also to remind me that even if just one person likes something that I've created, that's one whole-ass person who's taken 10-40 minutes out of their day to care about a story that I'm trying to tell, and it genuinely means so much. I know I'm slow with comments and I don't really do the reblog thing, but I do read every comment/reblog and all the often hilarious tags you all put on my stuff.

So, really, it's the support that I get that motivates me. I love seeing the same people week after week, even if it's just a like (listen, I'm someone who never knows what to say, so even just clicking like means a lot to me and while, I understand and fully support other writes/artists who want more engagement on there work, a like will always be enough for me.)

But, yeah, I love telling these stories because you all make this feel fun and rewarding for me, and once I started writing Billy and I carved out this little corner in the Billy Russo fandom, I guess I got comfortable enough to keep coming up with ideas for Billy, instead of starting from scratch in new/bigger fandoms.

So, I guess what I'm also trying to say here, is just thank you to everyone who chooses to spend their time checking out my stories. 🥰🥰

[helreginn]

Hey! I know this seems random, but I’ve been looking for people to rp vikings and I’m Norse, have you found many people? I would make a blog for a Viking character if I knew there were people out there. Let me know, thanks! - ooc.

@mcu-pep

Hope you don't mind me posting this publicly. I myself am in search of people. I even resurrected @theroleplayingedda (a masterlist of rpers) in hopes of finding people with limited success. But I did find as many active (this year, at least) blogs in my followers and in the tags that I could. So I figured I'd put this here in case others were having trouble too.

Really hope you guys do not mind me tagging you like this... If not, lemme know and I'll remove you. :)

@nykrose Nyk, the Näcken.

@valkxrie Brunnhilde, the Valkyrie

@varldsormr Jormungandr, the world serpent

@eddapoetic Havar, a fun fusion of many trickster deities

@starwrittenfates Sigyn, too many monikers. IDK, man.

@astridnorddottir Astrid, a valkyrie

@wildserkr Victor Halvorsen, a berserkr

@gulldrengur Baldr

@brknmnds Ivar, Sigurd and Hvitserk of Vikings as well as Angrboða and Jörmungandr

@arcanigenum Loke and Ull, the gods

@yggdrasilushxrt Dvalinn, one of the four deer of Yggdrasil

@savstaroth Thor, the god and a couple of OCs that might fit the descriptor idk like Ida Fjalarsdóttir, a witch

@mistressesandmastersofmythos Odin, Hel and Freyja, gods

@cryptiique Angrboda, Atreus (loki), Heimdall and Freyr (Of God of War canon sorta)

@storiedhistories SO many God of War muses.

@tessastormrp Baldr, Freyr, Harald Finehair, Loki, Tyr, Ubbe (GETS HIS VERY OWN TRIGGER WARNING!) Ragnarson and Sihtric of TLK

@all-that-is-gold-is-now-gone So many Vikings and Vikings: Valhalla and The Last Kingdom muses!

@entangledmuses Lagertha, Anma and Katia of Vikings. Eadith from TLK and lots of ocs with Viking and TLK verses!

@eclipsecrowned Fenrir, Freyja, Hel (Listen. LISTEN, Kadian's Hel is the BEST Hel. I DO make the rules), Hnoss, Laufey, Odin, Sigyn and Utgard-Loki

@belcvednanna Nanna

@melodicwitchlight Kiwi Hel (XD), Aslaug, Thorunn, Floki, Siggy,

@moonhoundman Hati, son of Fenrir

@berserkerofrealms Garmr, Hel hound

@paracosmms Angrboda, mother of Jormungandr, Hel and Fenrir

@bebbanburged Uhtred of the last kingdom

@sigynthevictorious Sigyn mother of Narfi and Vali

@bruadcr Þrúðr Þórradóttir, Sif, Ullr Lokison, Sigyn & Jormungandr

@runaljod Magni & Móði Þórsson, Fenrisúlfr, Þór, Loki, Frœyjɑ, Angrboða, Óðinn, Jörð and Loki

@mystiokinesis Bergfinnr Thrymrson

@kingoftheravens Loki, Fenrir, Jormungandr, Hel, Angrboda, Hati and Skoll

@deficd Ragnar Lodbrok, Hilda Ragnarsdottir, Gyda Ragnarsdottir, Sindre Ísleifsson, Solveig Ísleifsdottir, Valka

@crowsandmurder Bjorn Ironside, Ragnar Lothbrok

@alldaddy Odin

@kissofthemuses Freyja, Sigyn,

@heartsdefine Sigyn

[iridescentmemoria]

Wanted : RP PARTNER

Hello there! Do you like Roleplaying? Are you an experienced RPer who is looking for a chaotic/exciteable friend? Do you enjoy giggling about horribly sad/fluffy/angsty plotlines together? THEN YOU MIGHT BE IN THE RIGHT PLACE! I'm looking for an RP partner. I'm 28F. I live in Europe and i'm an experienced RPer with close to over 10 years of experience. Additionally, i'm a writer. I'm billingual, but I am more than literate with the English language. I'm looking for a RP partner who is :

Literate in English

18+ is an absolute must ( nsfw friendly )

Looking for heartwrenching plotlines and toothrotting sweetness

Capable of dealing with chaotic ramblings ( ADHD hyperfocus )

Either short term OR Long term RP's ( I don't mind either ) Ships/Pairings :

TOS Spirk ( spock x kirk ) Also including the Chris pine universe one, you know what I mean, and different AU's are welcome!

Aceslinger ( Ace visconti x The Deathslinger ) From the Dead by daylight game/universe. Although I am totally willing to rp different AU's

Harringrove ( Billy x Steve ) From Stranger Things, AU's are welcome!

Eivor x Sigurd From Assassin's creed: Valhalla, Au's are welcome.

Solavellan ( Solas x Lavellan ) From Dragon age Inquisition. This can be either my lavellan, or yours, or someone new we think of. AU's are welcome!

Cassaric ( Cassandra x Varric ) From Dragon age inquisition, I love them both to death. Au's are welcome!

Ineffable Husbands ( Aziraphale x Crowley ) From Good Omens, Looking for a MxM rp. I am willing to rp both characters. Au's are welcome. I have yet to see the latest season so I will need to catch up first if you want to include the recent developements. Otherwise I can just tag along ;)

Vandermorgan ( Dutch van der linde x Arthur morgan ) From Red dead redemption 2. Au's are welcome!

Gigolas ( legolas x gimli ) Lord of the rings, AU's welcome!

Bagginshield ( Bilbo x Thorin ) The hobbit/Lord of the rings, Au's welcome!

Barduil ( Bard x Thranduil ) Lord of the rings/The Hobbit, Au's welcome! Other fandoms and pairings are also welcome! I have many, many ships, too many to write down here. If you are interested, message me and we can figure out if this is something we can/want to rp. <3

[realmyths]

Also, I want to give my rules a revamp. Not sure exactly how to phrase things but....hopefully I'll figure it out. If you're curious what I'd be adding, more explanation under the cut. TLDR version: would be adding a sort of DNI (not specific people, more types of RPers who frustrate me a bit)

So I don't really have a dni in that there's specific people that I don't want to interact with. However, there are types of RPers that I don't want to interact with, and I"ll get into why.

Anyone who refuses to RP with "all female blogs". In my experience, these RPers only tend to write romantic m/w threads (maybe sometimes m/m but often just m/w) and just don't want to play the male character all the time. Which, fine, that's cool. But I'm not going to entertain someone who doesn't want to write with female characters if they don't fit into a specific box. Like....that's just not cool (imo). Also where do nonbinary muses land? I am confused about that. LOL .

Anyone who is (too) "selective with w/w threads." I am literally a lesbian lol. If you don't have as much muse for those threads, that's fine. But as someone who craves sapphic threads, I don't relate at all. And again, don't want to be forced to write m/w threads if I'm not feeling them. In my opinion, that should be respected as well. However, this does not mean I will not write m/w threads. It just means that if I see the chemistry I will, if I don't I won't. Just don't want to feel forced to ship ever. And luckily that's never been the case with any of my current RP partners. I genuinely enjoy all the threads I have. Also, these blogs tend to assume all threads are in a romantic context, as if muses don't need friends/enemies too. So yeah, it can be tough imo for me to interact with the people described above. Because even if you don't crave sapphic romance threads the way I do, muses need friends too. Found family. There are so many non-romantic connections that muses can have, for sure. And if you don't want to write that, we're probably not compatible as RP partners LOL. Not that I don't love romance, I do. I really do. But just because your muse is straight, I don't want to force myself to write a male character if I'm not feeling the muse for one. (I have very few male characters on my roster for a reason. That reason is, I feel I suck at playing them. Not saying that is a fact. But I do feel that way.)

People with long DNI lists (with specific people on them). Not necessarily saying this is a bad thing. I totally get it. If you want to avoid specific people, you do that. But...often, what I've found is that people aren't avoiding people for harm done to real people but...for"harm" done IC. Which...imo, doesn't count. Obviously, if someone is writing harmful tropes all over the place, yeah you might want to avoid that person. But in most cases, it's not done purposefully. And personally, I hesitate to write someone off entirely based on how they write their muses. Writing does not always equal condoning. It depends on the muse and their story. I write muses that have killed people. I don't and never would harm anyone irl. You know?

Which leads nicely into my next somewhat related point. Everyone needs to write what they feel comfortable with. However, I also think that goes for those who want to explore darker topics in their writing. You don't have to interact with those writers. I don't personally write a lot of darker topics myself, nor will I. I just don't feel like it. However, I am NEVER, repeat never, going to tell others what they can and can't write. We're all just here to have fun and be creative, and yes some topics should be handled with care. Like any prejudice and bigotry of any kind. However, telling people they're not allowed to write xyz topic because you don't feel comfortable with it is just...imo, a bit much sometimes. Now I get why it happens. People want to approach things with sensitivity. I get and support that. But as I said above, writing does not always equal condoning. Obviously there are some topics that should always be written with the people who they affect in mind. For example, I don't personally RP out any abuse/rape/incest because although those topics aren't personally triggering to me, I do understand how they could be to others, and personally I'd rather avoid them. I'm not exactly going to RP out my muses getting hate crimed or mistreated for who they are either. As that probably would be slightly triggering to me as a queer & neurodivergent person. However, I am not going to tell others what they can and can't do. Absolutely, curate your space. That's 100% fine. I just...think we also need to be mindful that writing is supposed to be a space where people can explore darker aspects if they want to. Consent matters, of course. No one should force darker topics on those who don't want to RP them. And, by the same token, no one who wants to explore darker topics with others who also want to should be hated for it either. So I guess what I'm saying is I don't want to interact with those who are mean to others solely based on IC actions. Because as we say here in the RPC, mun does not equal muse. And so what matters, really, at least imo, is that the muns are on the same page, no one's being forced to RP things they're not comfortable with, that no characters are being written solely with harmful tropes (but if that is the case that the mun is made aware in a kind way cause 9/10 I bet they either a) don't know or b) have been made aware in the rudest way so they decided then to ignore the feedback. Not saying that should happen, but I think it's a common human thing to sort of ignore what someone's saying when we feel attacked or defensive. A simple 'hey this is a harmful trope/writing decision because x' will go a long way imo. And if the mun is made aware and still continues to do it? Block away if that's what you want to do. Personally, I don't think people's writing solely defines them, but ya know....I do respect people's right to avoid whoever they want to avoid, for whatever reason that may be.) I just personally find it hard to walk on eggshells around people in the RPC. And I think, even though I don't personally write many darker topics (just typical supernatural ones like murder/killing, blood/gore, etc etc), I probably would have to around those who are like this.

People who have long banned FC lists. (I don't know why half these people are banned tbh.) Obviously if someone is obviously harmful irl, I understand banning them. But some of the people I've seen on banned lists, have done nothing wrong (that I know of, I could be out of the loop of course). I still don't know why so many people ban Sydney Sweeney. Like...what did she do? (If anyone knows, let me know. Cause I am super curious.) Obviously, people can ban FCs just because. But personally, I find judging a character solely by their FC silly. A FC is just meant to be the closest celebrity who resembles to a certain extent our muse. Though most won't fit perfectly what we're picturing in our head, some will come close enough and that's all a FC is. A visual representation of our muses. And yes, if you don't like a FC it's tough to see their face in every thread. But I genuinely tend to respect people who find solutions to that (going iconless for threads with FCs they don't like) instead of banning in that they won't RP with anyone who uses those FCs. Of course, for me, there are exceptions to this rule. Anyone who's harmful irl should be banned, absolutely. But so many people on others' banned lists often haven't done anything wrong that I'm aware of, so much so that I tend to just not follow people who have long banned lists, because I don't even know why they're banned. Obviously, it's fine to ban whoever you want to. But it's also fine to just...avoid people who have long lists of FCs they won't RP with. Because it can feel difficult, at least for me. (Some people have casts of entire shows banned. And idek why. Maybe they hate those shows, idk. And that's fine. But see above on judging a character solely by their FC. Idgi.)

People who ignore the existence of nonbinary muses. As a nonbinary mun with nonbinary muses, I find this rather frustrating. Like...when someone says "m/w can reply to this thread." Now it might just be the case that they forgot to put enby people. But that's not a good sign either. If your muse is bi/pan, they're going to be attracted to (if you're looking for a romance thread, that is) nonbinary people too. In fact, even some straight people could be attracted to some nonbinary people, depending on how they identify. Though in most cases, I'm sure nonbinary people would prefer to date other queer people due to them getting their identity more. (I know I would, but again lesbian Hehehe.) However, as a nonbinary mun with nonbinary muses, I always feel sort of like...wait, could I reply? And usually, I wind up deciding the answer is no. So please, don't forget nonbinary people when writing out your threads. Also, nonbinary gay and lesbian people exist, which means that just because your muse is a gay man or a lesbian woman doesn't necessarily mean they're only looking for men or women. Unless they're transphobic or something LOL. As a nonbinary lesbian myself, can confirm that we exist LOL. So please please please don't forget nonbinary muses. They're here, they're queer, and they want to be included too. <3

I don't know if this all makes sense. And tbh, if it does I might just link this in my rules. I'll see. Idk. Also, any questions feel free to ask. I'm always happy to clarify anything. And if I said anything wrong/harmful (though I don't think I did, but you know....could be wrong. I'm only human), please please please let me know. <3

Also I'd probably link this to rule 4 if I do add it. Just think that's where it makes sense.

[kuriboo]

Hey i hope you don't mind or find this weird/rude. I just wanted to reach out here because i saw you have this blog linked on another account and i also saw you was the one running that ygo server promo'd in tags awhile back? ( a year or so ago. ) i wanted to check in with you if you're doing well? I know you are probably busy with IRL stuff so please don't feel you have to reply to this at all. before realizing i think i know you from somewhere else i wanted to ask if the server still active and chill? i'm shy in big groups so i wanted to check before considering. I hope you had a wonderful christmas/holiday!

i'll be honest anon i have not been doing so hot.

which is why, i'm not entirely sure what other blog you found this blog on (which is totally fine!) (i have an inkling it might be my rp account but i may be wrong), but there is a good chance i have been dead silent there for months.

to put it mildly, i've been overwhelmed with life. i keep having house issues, there are so many health issues going on between myself and family (i may be looking at gallbladder surgery in the near future, and if not that, i need wisdom teeth removed and i have to find a surgeon that takes my insurance for that still. and that's just me.), house issues, car issues, and work. i love my job. i feel fulfilled at my job. my job is genuinely fun sometimes. however things keep happening (client actions) that genuinely fuck with me. like the guy who keeps getting drunk and harassing my coworkers [but not me? but that puts me in a VERY awkaward situation being hte only staff he'll talk to.]

the amount of stress this has put on me is LARGE. which is why i've basically been silent everywhere besides this account (kuriboo) and the yugioh server. and the yugioh server, i love the people that are there greatly, but if i was not running that server my anxiety might keep me from being active there too.

holiday's been good, though! i took about a week and a half off bc i had pto to use up before losing it at the end of the year (i did work a couple hours on christmas but it was the kind of work that renewed my faith in humanity and gave me christmas cheer), i'm out at my brother's place for a couple more days, i've been spending time with family and things have overall been good this past week and a half, house issues be damned.

all of this to say, i'm positive the account you came to kuriboo from has been basically ghosted by me and i feel so bad and i'm very sorry. i've been so overwhelmed that my anxiety won't let me do a lot of things.

The yugioh server is still active! Honestly, more active than ever. Which is crazy to me, haha. It's chill most of the time. I host poll tournaments on there (we're currently running a yugioh villain tournament) and sometimes we get a little over the top about the proproganda of who we want to sway votes towards (i think a powerpoint presentation is being created) (the last match [pegasus vs spectre] devolved into bribes and ended as a draw anyway), but that's like, not the usual vibe.

most everyone currently active is very nice and chill though from what i've witnessed. lots of writers in the server, and we have an rp section in the server that's fairly active but extremely casual [currently there is a huge rp thread going on named simple rescue. it's not nearly as simple as the name implies.] i do rp in this server, and we all encourage each other with writing projects and do sprints together and stuff. that's not to say there's no artists. we've gotten more artists recently! and i love seeing everyone's art <3 it's a fun creative place and this server is the only reason i've done any writing in the past six months or so honestly.

but i mean like, you don't gotta be a writer or an artist or an rper to join either. it's perfectly fine not to. genuinely, i think it's a cool place to see some art and fics. or just talk about your favorite yugioh series, or to get into some yugioh analysis or whatever. there's a whole squad of us watching go rush (not simultaneously) and we just talk about how much of a roller coaster it is.

it's a good vibe for me, and i hope it's a good vibe for everyone else!

if you wanna join we'd be happy to have you!

[serandipity]

✦

positivity time! Send me a sparkle and I'll prattle on some nice things about you!

We go over constantly about how I love your writing Benji, but sometimes I think you think I am just doing it for laughs and am not completely serious about how much I love your writing.

I say this with full sincerity: you are way too hard on yourself. And I mean that. You are a great writer and role-player. Anyone would be lucky to know you, I'm just glad I got to be the one to be your favorite.

You are great at world building, and you are great at giving your characters distinct voices and unique takes even if you might not know the complete in and out of a character. You're also incredibly sweet. You have humored so many of my bullshit ideas and picked up characters you would not otherwise have all at my behest. I don't think you realize what a kind and sweet gesture that is on its own? So I have the joy of role-playing with you and its a joy I would not trade for everything.

You are also a diligent writer. Even if you don't believe it. You are always really concerned with making sure people don't feel slighted or dropped so you constantly want to make sure you're replying in a timely manner, you say you don't do enough but I think even if you aren't dumping out 20 million replies in a day-- you're still far more diligent than like a good chunk of rpers I come across. This is no tea no shade, but with the amount of people you role-play with this is not easy feat.

You are a joy and an honor to write with and know and I think you should acknowledge that you are a real diamond of an rp partner (:

[toon-rp-finder]

⭐ Hi y'all! 20 y/o male RPer here.

Lemme get straight to the point. I'm looking for any 18+ writers who might be interested in trying an RP involving my Dipper (from Gravity Falls) and a character from any of the fandoms I list below.

I already have a very basic plot for this, taking place some time after the final episode of GF, in which Dipper is back home at Piedmont when he stumbles upon said character. I know it's pretty barebones but we can work something out depending on which character you can RP as. I'm also pretty open to any headcanons you might have.

So here's a list of characters that I'm looking for (Those written in bold indicate they're ones that I'm interested the most):

Dippy Fresh (Gravity Falls)

Stanford Pines (Preferably any of the younger versions of him) (Gravity Falls)

Stanley Pines (Same deal as Ford above) (Gravity Falls)

Wendy Corduroy (Gravity Falls)

Robbie Valentino (Gravity Falls)

Norman Babcock (ParaNorman)

Wirt (Over the Garden Wall)

Gregory (Five Nights at Freddy's: Security Breach)

DJ Walters (Monster House)

Raz Aquato (Psychonauts)

Lili Zanotto (Psychonauts)

I'm certain there are plenty of others, but these are the ones that I'm interested in the most.

I don't have that many limits, but I want to stick to the characters' canon ages, so NSFW is forbidden. Also note that I don't usually do doubles in an RP as it's harder for me to focus on more than one character, though I'd be willing to try nonetheless.

I'm open to do the RP on Tumblr, Discord, or wherever else of your choice.

Like or comment on this ad and I'll reply before long ⭐

😉👍

[baraste-legacy]

Wiredraw was one among this band of fine SWTOR fanartists, fanficcers and RPers whose antics I used to watch from afar during SWTOR's heyday: @asceticcyan, @damarlegacy, @thegarbagechute, @ezroad, @miss-madwell, @awkwardtimezone, @heychief (are they back? 🤔), @amarearts, @lisjonok, and so, so many more, my comfort food and inspiration in times of growing stress.

A few of these incredible people aren't around on Tumblr anymore, quite probably out of frustration after having to purge their blogs in every successive wave of censorship, or maybe simply having outgrown it.

The thing about Wiredraw is that much of her distinctive art still survives the shutdown of her Tumblr, as reblogs by her peers and other admirers. Normally, as a fan art hoarder and compulsive reblogger 😅😓, I'd rather have the artist be reachable (via links to their Tumblr or any alternative) so that people can enjoy more of their art and commission them if they sell their wares, but in her case the only available links are her old DeviantArt (last updated in 2015) and a Twitter that hasn't been updated in a year and a half (and whose content doesn't have to do with any of this anyway, so, it might not be the best idea to link it).

Given things, I think I'm going to reblog her art whenever I find it, because I'd hate it if it would disappear out of sheer social media entropy. I saw @swtorpadawan collect a whole lot of it already, and I was hesitating because of the lack of contact data, but I know I'd regret not joining in.

If anyone still keeps in touch with Wiredraw, it would be great if they could ask her if this is okay with her. And tell her that we miss her and her OCs 🙂.

This is SWTORpadawan's EXTENSIVE collection so far (which I'm oh-so-going to raid and reblog 😅), and this is what I got at the moment, myself. Expect a ton more.

[shimmerbeasts]

NAME :　Miss Tantabis, usually called Miss T or T for short.

PRONOUNS:　She/Her, might wanna see how I feel about Them.

PREFERENCE  OF  COMMUNICATION: Discord. While I can use the Tumblr IM and use them as icebreakers, I have gotten more used to using Discord nowadays as it is far more reliable.

NAME  OF  MUSE(S): My primary muses are Jinx, Silco and Vi. My secondary muses are Naafiri, Sevika, Vander/Warwick and Kindred. When it comes to my secondary muses, they are not all equal and sometimes one goes more silent while the other one is far more awake. I tend to go where my muses lead me when it comes to replies.

EXPERIENCE  /  HOW  LONG  (  MONTHS  /  YEARS? ): I started rping around the time I finished my A-levels aka my school graduation. That is nine years now. I started on Facebook and forums during these three years when I was in the advanced levels of high school. However, I quickly moved over to Tumblr. I think that was either already in 2014 or at the very least 2015. Though, if we wanna go by writing alone, I have been telling stories since I was six. That means over twenty years worth of writing by now.

BEST  EXPERIENCE: God, this is a hard question. I had many experiences in so many different rp communities. Not all of them were pleasant. However, I believe what I would deem my best experience, is the fact that through rp, outside of meeting amazing rp partners, I also made some very close friends. Some of these people, I have known for years, and they helped me through strife and tribulations. I cannot thank them enough for being the awesome human beings they are. At the same time, I am just so happy with how rpers give me a chance and how they have helped me so much with my ability to world build and finally embrace my own creativity. It may be an ongoing struggle, I still sometimes have, but I know I have people here who adore my ideas and my style and for that I cannot thank them enough.

RP  PET  PEEVES  /  DEALBREAKERS: I think the only real dealbreakers I have are things like blatantly expressed homophobia/racism, etc. Basically, people being dicks. Though that isn't really a surprise and not really RP-related. I think, in that regard, something I really despise is when people try to tell you how to write your blog, your muses, what you curate on your dash. I am not a big fan of one-liners either and normally, prefer multi-para replies. At the same time, if you can give me something to work with and the passion is there, I can also do shorter stuff. I also do not like it if communication does not happen, even though I know I too have to work on that sometimes. RPing is a two-way street and many of my pet peeves relate to that street being disrupted.

MUSE  PREFERENCES  FLUFF,   ANGST  OR  SMUT: I tend to say that I am predominantly a horror writer. Both due to my themes, my choice of characters and my writing style. Because of this, I absolutely love angst, whether that be heavily emotionally taxing angst or gory and violent angst. However, I am not opposed to fluff either, though I prefer if it is coming out of angst. I think that is called hurt/comfort. Smut is something, that while I do enjoy writing it sometimes, is not my biggest strong suit. I can normally only do certain types of smut and even then only with people I trust deeply and where my muses really have chemistry.

PLOTS  OR  MEMES: While I love using memes as an ice breaker just to gauge how our muses would interact with one another and whether our writing style mashes, I am more of a plotting kind of person. I still have to practise this craft a bit more. However, I prefer to have at least an idea of the dynamic we attempt to build with our muses and I always enjoy discussing potential scenes and plots we can do with that dynamic. If we manage to do the proper groundwork, most plots write themselves.

LONG  OR  SHORT  REPLIES: I prefer long threads and replies. I thrive on multi-para to novella roleplays. Threads, which are filled with details and characterisation. I love it when I can really sink my teeth into what has been written and when the reply challenges me to bring forth my A-game. Longer threads keep my passion going and usually make dropping things harder.

BEST TIME TO WRITE: I normally write in the early morning hours or afternoon. I do not think there is a best time to write. I am trying to learn to be able to write at pretty much any time. However, I also always check what I am in the mood for. Or I plan to try to finish specific replies. It does not always work.

ARE  YOU  LIKE  YOUR  MUSE(S): From my primary muses, the one I relate to the most and the one who is the loudest and easiest to write for me, is without a doubt, Jinx. While I may not have psychosis or the tendency to commit acts of murder, when it comes to Jinx's personality like her creativity, her wrathfulness and her tendency to overthink, those are elements, with which I deeply connect. By now I have written Jinx and built her and the world she inhabits in a way, which makes her both similar and different to the version of Arcane. This version of Jinx is very dear to me and in my eyes indeed shares some of my qualities.

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IMPORTANT CANON DIVERGENT POINTS: many of my divergency points are made due to the sore lack of context in the movies, messy writing, and a bit of downright terrible writing. most of these are probably already featured in my carrd. but this post will be directly accessible via my pinned post because the divergencies are important.

the og trio ALL survive, ben too. kylo injures han (the severity is up to rpers). leia does not die, neither does luke. why? well, I don't agree with the narrative of wiping out the old for the new. nor having kylo kill off han because harrison wanted out. given how close han and ben's relationship once was, this simply doesn't fit for me. and I also don't think there can be any true healing after the war for ben without his family there. this family is the HEART of the entire franchise. killing them all off was a bad move...as much as I enjoy a tragic narrative.

Luke did NOT try to kill Ben. Ben finding out his relationship with Vader triggered his fall to the dark side, and he accidentally summoned a force storm during his rage (fanned by snoke too) that razed the entire temple, its students, and luke too, under bens impression. believing he'd murdered his uncle, ben ran. and wasn't seen again for some years. Though this divergence is negotiable if Luke rpers would prefer to write the actual canon!

Kylo does NOT kill Snoke. Snoke is the big bad here for me, not sOmeHoW pAlPaTiNe rEtUrNeD. Therefore, Kylo does not become supreme leader. He is so brainwashed by Snoke, that even though he suspects one day Snoke will eliminate him, he is still loyal. Snoke is ALL he knows.

I do not write the dyad as a romantic bond, at least not with rey and ben. their relationship is utterly atrocious, and kylo does exactly to rey what snoke is doing to him. it's manipulative and abusive and is not a good foundation for any relationship. i think they can achieve something akin to siblingship one day. but that's years away after tros.

ben's identity as kylo is only known to VERY FEW, including snoke, some highers up in the first order, and a few in the resistance. it's probably less than 10 people altogether. he NEVER removes his helmet in public for various reasons not related to this post. so if you're unsure whether your muse is or might be one of those 10 or so people, please feel free to ask.

it's honestly not as obvious in the movies as it should be imo, and is not a canon divergence. but it feels like it needs to be said often cus people still want to dismiss this fact in 2023. ben solo is a victim of decades of abuse and manipulation. no, it doesn't excuse his actions, but it gives context and explanation to them. i will never not make this point enough.

annnnd here comes the maybe controversial one. might depend on how well i explain it. han and leia are/were not purposely neglectful parents, nor perfect people...please, keep reading after that sentence. take a step back and think about it in terms of real adult life, okay. both of them are important people. leia is a senator. it would literally be impossible for her to be around all the time for ben. you simply cannot be a person that powerful and have a well balanced family dynamic. han, on the other hand, we know canonically was ben's primary caregiver for 6 years, which is a hot win, imo. stay at home dad, excellent. but he, too, eventually goes back to training pilots at the academy because it's what he's good at, and he deserves to continue it. i am in NO WAY saying that han and leia are bad people or parents. far from it. I've no doubt they tried endlessly, and they still are, even with ben falling to the dark side. they're just doing normal things that adults do. just because you have a child does not mean you stop being a person. BUT their busy adult lives paved the way for Snoke to move in and do what he wanted with Ben, which was to slowly turn him against them and make him believe he was unwanted and unloved by them. and that's not han and leia's fault, they didn't know what was going on. Ben was a child, and Snoke was an abuser that easily slipped through the cracks because he couldn't be seen. i realise this also wasn't really a canon divergence, but it needs to be said some more.