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Me to Atom when he sat beside the trash can instead of getting in it
#my love mix up th#my love mix up thailand#this must be so confusing for people that didn't see the original#listen i love atom but i need the chaos energy of aoki back in my life#SPOILERS AHEAD IN THE TAGS FOR THE JAPANESE VERSION IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY WATCHED. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK#he does not need to stay in the trash#but saying he might as well get in the trash has less of an impact than actually physically crawling into the trash#we need mudmee's anger to match hashimoto's but it won't have the proper justification if atom is just...sad by the trash#aoki threw himself in the trash then told her he was going to the mountains and she had no idea what was going on#she only knew that her friend was in such distress that he physically made himself trash#and mudmee knows atom is sad and she doesn't want him to be but it is not the same#oh how i was so hoping they would properly handle this one moment but alas#they were close but they took out too much of the chaos. too much is gone#it's still cute and wholesome and wonderful#but atom is now a disaster bi and that's kind of the best part of aoki's whole character#and part of why ida fell in love in the first place
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Despite how much I suffered making my last isat au Aris sprite redraw, I decided to do it again and once again went through hell doing it. There’s like a billion mistakes in this (such as her having the wrong arm rip) but at the end of the day I’m still happy with how it turned out :]
#keese draws#oc#oc art#eternal gales#isat#in stars and time#sorry for main tagging feel free to excecute me if you want or whatever#grips sink cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead#anyways this is a very fuzzy and vague au as I don’t rly feel comfortable going off too hard with this one#this is pretty much entirely because I know I’d have to fuck around with the worldbuilding a decent amount and I don’t rly wanna do that#Isat’s worldbuilding is one of my favorite parts of isat so I don’t wanna fuck it up yknow?#I might do some other sprite redraws once I stop thinking too hard abt aris and tali#for context tali is the king aka complicated design that makes me wanna cry especially since I made it worse by changing her imagery#instead of having tears as a thing she has like. fracturing if that makes sense?#it’s supposed to be a nod to her ‘cracked’ eye in canon#she also has threads coming from her limbs instead of long hair for similar reasons#also she doesn’t have straight hair so yknow#but yeah for additional context aris and tali are half sisters and they make me go insane#in this au the idea would be that when their grandparents divorced when the two were little tali and their grandma left the island#aris wouldn’t leave until five or so years later when she was around 12#at which point the island disappeared and all that#the two have mostly completely forgotten about eachother but there still is familiarity between them#tali isn’t any less of a piece of shit than the king in this au tho#aris for a brief moment almost remembers who tali is during act 3 but she dies before she can fully grasp it#which almost hurts more to her despite not even knowing what she was trying to recall#during act 5 her inner sadness fight is against the hazy image of a very young tali 👍#just tiny 5 year old tali using the voices of the others to scream at aris that she’s been nothing but a burden to them all#and that she’s done nothing but hurt them in her selfish attempts to fix a problem that she refuses to admit she caused#and that time and time again she’s lied that she’s doing her best to protect them and that she’s failed all of them#it’s a mix of current guilt and her hazy but longstanding guilt towards tali
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I will always be in favor of playersexuality. Until the day game designers have more nuanced understandings of sexuality.
Game designers still only understand flamboyant gay, mean lesbian, slutty bisexual, and quirky queer. Any identities not those are not even recognized. And any complex characterizations are only afforded to "normal" straight characters.
While Larian gave us a step in the right direction, they are still coming from the above framework and trying to reiterate upon that. And you have to understand that framework in order to recognize why their implementation is still somewhat shallow while still being the best offered compared to other games in the genre.
In the past, every time I encountered a woman in a romanceable video game who correctly represents my own experience of bisexual/pansexual identity, she was only romanceable by male characters.
These are women who have tough exteriors on a spectrum of "bitchy femme", a midpoint of "aloof androgynous", to "tough masc". All points that are gnc in some way, but all are women who also have a soft interior that is interpreted as conventionally feminine.
Game designers interpret these two traits (outward gnc and inner softness) as a nullification to heterosexual woman. Time and time again. Falling into the stereotype of being a woman for a man to tame.
Will they ever understand? Or do people as a whole just don't understand the many ways bisexuality can take shape?
#back in EA people were wanting exclusive sexualities for the characters#and while Lae in particular is perfect as a pan character#i think if larian made exclusive sexualities for the companions#they would have made her straight despite gith pansexuality#there is so much in her writing that skews into a heterosexual framework#where dominating her is a viable path in her romance#a less het framework can still play with the need for protection and the arousal of anothers strength#as providing her a space for feeling strong and supported while feeling “weak”#while still getting off and feeling safe not always “being on top” in w/e manner that entails#but in game its still laced with a power dynamic/conquering/taming framework rather than emotional safety in vulnerability#playersexuality#video games#i will never forgive bioware for this phenomenon#over and over#every one of their games has this character#i will always download mods making these women bi#kotor bastilla#kotor atris#kotor handmaiden#mass effect cora#dragon age aveline#dragon age cassandra#mixing fandoms#forever mad about cassandra pentaghast#text#my think pieces
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saw a tiktok that was like. Daily Affirmations: my work crush doesn’t like me. and now i’m like wow i wish i could send this directly to all of my new high schooler coworkers. who are all really annoyingly obsessed with our one male manager because he’s The Chill Manager. you may have seen me refer to this man before (it’s different when EYE love him because we are the same age. the high schoolers being obsessed with him is weird as hell and he DOES need to stop encouraging this) back in winterspring i was doing a lot of opening shifts with him and i was joking that we had the king and lionheart dynamic. which was real at the time but not so much the vibe now just because like. the vibe has shifted idk i work different shifts there’s different other managers i’m technically promoted there’s all these new people i don’t care about. the vibe is different. anyway. don’t care for these high schoolers and their obsession with him. especially because they’re like actual assholes sometimes to my friend managers… (they used to just work here and then two managers left and they got promoted) (i also technically got promoted at the same time but they rank above me and do more shit that i don’t want to do so like. obviously i’m not bitter or jealous about it. like if i had to manage a bunch of teenagers that didn’t respect me i might cry every single day) (which is happening to one of them fr. they’re literally such assholes to her sometimes it’s crazy like she’s not even as mean to you people as she should be…) not to side with like. The Man or whatever but unfortunately i’m not a teenager with a part time job i go to when i don’t have soccer practice so i cannot relate to the proletariat in this situation… like i knowww they’re seeing my girl as Bitch Manager and it’s making me hate them soooo bad. like you idiots can’t even fold jeans correctly!! i hate you!!!!
#literally the past three nights i’ve been working overnight with just the 2 friend managers and we’ve been having major bitch sessions#about these high schoolers…. sorry if this makes us bitches!!#maybe if more than 4 of them were literally any good at all at any part of their job we’d hate them less idk…..#like. if they sucked less it would mean i’d have to do less work. like girls work with me here im sick of covering your asses…..#can’t even put things back where they’re supposed to go correctly…#like why am i finding clearly marked clearance jeans mixed in the stack of full price ones…. stop pissing me offfffff omg#sorry again. but the next idiot teenager who asks me where something goes and i look at it and it’s clearly marked as clearance is going to#make me lose my mind for real. yes i do need a different job i know that im aware of this#the problem THERE is that all jobs look awful to me <3#and there’s genuinely nothing on earth i care enough about to make it a career!#i genuinely need to become a trophy wife and stay at home mom. like there’s no careers for me i fear#i don’t mean that in a ‘submitting to the patriarchy’ way i mean it in a ‘the only thing i’ve consistently known i want in my future for my#entire life has been kids’ way#anyway. having a job where you’re the fifth most in charge person there and third on an average day. makes you evil fr
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it's genuinely insane to me how vivid my dreams have been lately and i can't remember if that's how they actually were before I started smoking or if it's a new phenomenon
#i obviously remember dreaming as a child/teenager but i can't recall if my dreams were *that* clear and detailed#like yesterday i dreamt that i was at a restaurant with some dude i vaguely know and i can remember the actual pictures on the menu#i guess the thing about not being able to read in your dreams is real tho because i don't think i actually read that menu in my dream#i also dreamt of the house of the woman who was my mother's best friend when i was a kid#mind you i haven't been there in a good 15 years#and my dream included every single little details including the smell#i woke up like wow that was intense#i'm not complaining tho#getting those incredibly real dreams is so so much better than the horrifying nightmares i got at first when i quit smoking#they were realistic too so i would wake up feeling like i had visited hell during my sleep#dreaming about going to the restaurant or visiting a mall that's a mix of different malls i've actually been to is much less horrifying
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Yonny, Brown Ink Wraith (Mixed Wraith AU)
Ink Wraiths are normally only Liquid Wraiths, but sometimes, they can become Mixed Wraiths. (Most likely via possession)
These Wraiths are able to mold and create new looks for themselves whenever they want, which is only cool because they are Liquid Wraiths, who tend to not be able to do that. However, Mixed Ink Wraiths can only mold the part of the body that it has consumed, and if it consumes the entire body, the Wraith and the other creature will both DIE. When they do form a disguise, it only uses the colors of the Ink Wraith and the other creature. Plus, their Ink will drip down, often overflowing onto the other creature's neck, shoulders, and top of feet. Each Ink Wraith has their own personality, and each tends to be less or more child-ish.
These Wraiths are affected by Lumiknolls in early childhood, but when they become adults, they are not affected by the Lumiknolls.
(More art below, and also the story on how in the world THIS happened to our boi, Yonny)
Yonny is the third person to become a Wraith, and he has his memories once he does become one. This happens a day after Dingo and Bernard go missing. Yonny, Shepherd, and Nova go out to look for them, and Yonny does find Dingo, and the several colorful Ink Wraiths from before. So Yonny tries to save Dingo, only to find out that he doesn’t actually remember the doctor. The Ink Wraiths also don’t like Yonny being here, but they just have to deal with it.
Dingo starts playing around with Yonny, pulling him one way and then suddenly zooming across to the other side from where he was originally pulling. Now, he’d been doing this with the Ink Wraiths, and they are easily able to stabilize themselves, but Yonny ends up being taken by surprise, and hits the ground quite hard, which breaks the front part of his helmet. He panics, gripping his neck to attempt to get breathable air. Upon seeing this, Dingo panics, and grabs the Brown Ink Wraith’s mask, and puts it on Yonny to try and save his life. This works, combining the two together, though Yonny doesn’t wake up for several days after the fact.
The Brown Wraith and Yonny share memories, and the two share control around 50/50. Yonny tends to take over more often, but Brown Ink Wraith tends to be in control more often. Yonny’s body, just like the Ink Wraiths, can be transformed into something new, however it keeps the colors of his past self. The Brown Ink Wraith doesn’t do this though, it likes its new melty flesh suit.
Yonny doesn't have his personality change all too much. Aside from being a tad bit more crazy. The Brown Ink Wraith is the one we gotta talk about. It's very straight forward, and will just cut to the chase 98% of the time, and the other 2% it's trying to kill you for what you just said. It HATES stupidity, and will go out of it's way to WELL ACTUALLY someone. It enjoys Yonny's company, and soon really likes being around the crew, aside from Dingo. (Though he does warm up to him)
#art#fanart#hand drawn#mixed wraith au#yonny#yonny pikmin#yonny wraith#pikmin#pikmin 4#wow he has his memories#time to celebrate#YIPPEE#Though his last moments as a space person were... less than stellar#I do have to say#He saw his best friend who has forgotten about him#and who ends up KILLING HIM#btw Dingo will feel 1000% guilty when he does remember#and Yonny is like “Bro it fine I get this cool thing to study ehehe!”#And the Brown Ink Wraith is suffering in silence
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Well, the Nightmare certainly didn't stole it's name
#i'm joking but i do love me a good build up#is Metroid Fusion way more linear than every single previous Metroid games before it? sure#does it also have awesome build ups and creepy pay offs? yeah#though tbh build ups are always better than pay offs#SA-X is terrifying when it is just walking and we're hiding#but when we're running away it's a bit less scary#unless SA-X were to become something grotesque and terrifying with a mix of flesh and suit#that would make it hella creepy#can't wait to see what this nightmare looks like#Mabu plays Metroid#Metroid Fusion
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Okay but this unironically happened to my dad too
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KR!!!!!!!!!!!!! NELKE!!!!!!!!!!! WHOMST TF EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LET ME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#this is vee speaking#hypstage might be fighting a fr uphill battle lol#i’ve seen a few more opinions now that day two has rolled around and i personally am seeing a divide between hypstage stans and casuals#like the stans while feeling the difference in casts keenly lol see the point in revisiting the get together stories#like it def helps break the new cast in and can potentially set stage for new original stories#but on the other hand i’m seeing the opinion that bc new encounter did the og stories and made them feel more cohesive#we actually might get a more canon complaint stage#one opinion of that sentiment i read was from a mtc stan and she HATED fp vs mtc stage for example#so while she enjoyed the stage some of her gripes about the stage was its originality#and how it felt a lot of people watched the stage less for hypmic but more for the actors and the different universe#which makes me a bit conflicted bc i also hated some aspects of the stage’s different takes but for the most part loved them lmao#we never got to see adaptations of the og stories so it’s cool that we are now but a lot of hypstage’s power came from that originality#i don’t want to see that go lol hypstage overall has better writing than canon 😭😭😭😭😭#maybe we can get a mix of arb and the stage’s propensity for drama as a production lmao#*coughs* but anyway#LET ME INNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN#I HEARD NAKANISHI SAN IS REALLY GETTING INTO IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! HES ALREADY FINDING THAT STRIDE DESPITE NOT HAVING A BIG PART#I HEARD JYUSHI AND HITOYAS PARTS WERE FUN LMAO LET ME INNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
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Refusing to adhere to the rules of the royal funeral had consequences, often immediately. The embalming stipulations in De Exequiis Regalibus were clearly disregarded by Edward IV when arranging for the exequies of Henry VI, oft referred to as Henry of Windsor. The 1910 tomb opening offers the physical evidence for this, but there is also narrative and financial evidence that corroborates the accusation of poor handling. The interval between Henry’s death and burial in May 1471 was only three days, as he died at the Tower of London. Henry was paraded with an open visage, so that he could be identified. According to Warkworth’s Chronicle, Henry’s body, while coffined, left blood on the ground, once at St Paul’s and once at Blackfriars. “Cruentation” was the medieval urban legend in which a victim always bled in the presence of his murderer. Henry theoretically bled in the presence of the pro-Yorkist courtiers and the royal house. Bleeding after death was also considered a sign of a martyr, and Henry quickly acquired a saintly following.65 The report of blood might be dismissed as pro-Lancastrian propaganda, but given the condition of Henry’s remains in 1910 and the stipulations of medieval preservation, the “bleeding” may have been the result of a poor embalming. The costs of Henry’s embalming were also low, as most of the money designated for his funeral was for the guarding of the corpse. Only £15 3s 6½d, given to Hugh Brice, was set aside for clergy, cloth, spices (the item that implied embalming), torches for the escort to St Paul’s and to Chertsey, and other items, such as the unmentioned embalmer himself. There was an additional payment of £9 10s 11d to Richard Martyn for twenty-eight yards of Holland linen and other items related to Henry’s exit from the Tower, including the soldiers’ salary for escort. Henry IV had spent far more than this amount caring for Richard’s body in 1400 compared to what Edward IV spent in 1471 for Henry’s body. In 1377, £21 had been spent solely upon the embalming of Edward III. The poor condition of Henry’s bones partially reflect the initial lack of a lead coffin—a measure recommended by the prescriptive texts the Liber Regie Capelle and the Household Articles. His exposure to the populace of London, the financial accounts, and the presence of tissue and hair clinging to the skull indicate that Henry was embalmed, though poorly. The body did not withstand the centuries, or even the days before burial.
Anna M. Duch, "'King By Fact, Not by Law': Legitimacy and exequies in medieval England", Dynastic Change: Legitimacy and Gender in Medieval and Early Modern Monarchy (Routledge 2020)
#henry vi#edward iv#henry iv#richard ii#i would also like to point out that henry v's reburial of richard ii showed a lot more care than richard iii's#it was during henry vi's translation to windsor that his body was dismembered and put inside a small lead chest and one arm lost#with pig bones mixed in#(which is ironic given how hard the r3 society went in on how r3's body should be laid out properly and NOT IN A BOX#...maybe they should have treated his body the way he treated henry vi's. clearly he had no problem with it.)#historian: anna m. duch#the death of henry vi#duch makes a point that henry and r3's burials were less concerned with proper kingly ritual because#they had been attainted by their successors and thus not only denied their kingship but also their noble status#fair point but counterpoint: henry vi deserved better
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Read through several Susan Hill horror books this week. ‘The woman in black’ ‘The small hand’ ‘dolly’ and I’m about to start ‘the mist in the mirror’ All have been quite good, with visceral descriptions that focus on the sensory, likeable and interesting protagonists, constant page turning suspense, and nuanced and complex creepiness
#woman in black was excellent I liked Spider a lot. the small hand really cooked like the mixed feelings about the haunting#the explanation at the end was a bit less exciting than I wanted but I liked it. and the monks were a fun sojourn#dolly was good less for the haunting tho that was cool but more for the complex personalities#tho bad book to read when I work with boxes of tissue paper all the time
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Bone, I don’t know if you’ve mentioned this before or not but will there be any changes to Daisy’s story? I really love her and I want to absorb information about her and your takes on her
Not too many! I think Daisy's really good the way she is. She's going to be an ally of Squirrelflight, someone who helps her during Bramblestar's worst moments. She's a very level-headed and rational cat so I plan to use Clanwide arguments against her as a bit of a 'shorthand' for "The Clan is in emotional override and is not acting rationally."
She has THREE surviving children past TBC. Hazeltail, Mousewhisker, and Rosepetal.
Mousewhisker, however, will be joining RiverClan to be with Minnowtail at some point. Hazeltail will be taking his roles past this point (still undecided WHEN Mouse leaves ThunderClan though.)
(Hazeltail, btw, is transfemme. They are identical twins.)
And Rosepetal's death is being swapped with Cherryfall. Cherryfall dies in the Imposter Skirmish and enrages Berrynose.
(Lately though I've been considering killing Molewhisker instead)
She is also just... straightup not getting that, "I've denied Smoky his chance to be a father :(" thing. If it still happens, she will be recognizing patterns in the toxic relationship she had with Smoky to the patterns that Squilf and Jessy experienced with Bramble. I hate that.
Canon was REAL quick to blame the woman who took her children somewhere they would be safe for how her MATE felt left out. He could have visited at any point and didn't, and they sure don't bring up the fact that Floss had TWO litters who "the twolegs took when they didn't even have their eyes open." But somehow this is all Daisy's fault.
#You will not convince me that those kittens had a happy ending#Not once. But TWICE they were taken at less than 1 week old#Do you know how tedious it is to keep such young kittens alive? Without their mother's milk?#Yeah yeah I know the Erins write these cats like an odd mix of real cats and sapient but#the idea is deeply chilling to me that giants will take your newborns and you'll never know what happened to them#Daisy was so right#She was SO right to leave and bring her babies#Smoky is a loser and deserves NOTHING#Bonefall Rewrite
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okay i FINALLY watched kung fu panda 4 and i have a lot of thoughts, especially about the parallels between tai lung and zhen. tai lung was taken in by shifu, who loved him and believed in him but took pride in him to a fault, leading to the arrogance and entitlement that was tai lung's downfall; zhen was taken in by the chameleon, who criticized her and used her and acted only out of self interest, a belief system that ultimately lead to zhen's rebellion. two young kids each given a chance by a master, one of them with kindness and excessive leniency, the other with mal-intent and no room for error. tai lung and zhen could've easily swapped places and each of them turned out differently. it's so fascinating, and a very smart writing choice to bring tai lung back into focus in conjunction with the the introduction of zhen's character.
#kung fu panda 4#kung fu panda#kfp#i was pleasantly surprised by this film i must say!!!#ive seen mixed reviews and i certainly dont think it has anything on the first two movies but it's better than the third#kfp3 is exceptionally weak compared to the rest of the franchise so it was nice to see a step up from that#i feel much better about this film being the end of po's story#and i love zhen!!!!! i was worried she was gonna be like a quirky new side character with no depth thats meant to appeal to the new young+#audience but i think she's absolutely incredible#if she gets her own saga following this movie i wont be surprised nor disappointed#good movie!#the music and fight choreo and visuals were all on par with what ive come to expect as well#which is to say they were v good#and honestly i laughed out loud a bunch. while on a public bus no less#ive seen a lot of criticisms about the humor but i thought it was fun and good :p
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i feel like what rubs me most wrong abt a lot of blanket nd vs nt statements is tht for the love of the creators of the universe neurodivergency has no standard behaviour except tnt it's not 'standard' behaviour. so ur shitting on nt for doing whatever n glorifying and exalting nd bc they are the opposite and better and Superior is most times actually just shitting on a human quality exhibited to some degree by a large number of humans nd n nt alike. n the nd subset reading tht are just gonna wrongly feel bad abt themselves. i wld add tht the nt ppl are also gonna wrongly feel bad abt themselves but tht was your goal all along so you already know tht.
#it's very hard to distinguish certain behaviours as explicitly nd when nd is such a wide huge enormous category#so most times it's just coming across as i only recognize asd/adhd as nd#also idk like#as a kid two of my peers had high needs asd n down syndrome siblings#so when those parents were waiting with those siblings for us to finish class#the nd kids wld interact#n it's like it was nvr smooth?#as in were there more or less 'conflict' than 'typical' kids tht age? tht i cnt recall#but was it just all smooth sailing n perfect understanding n interaction between them bc they're both nd? for sure no#like obvi a majority of ppl with a certain nd wld share certain traits which may make interactions among them perfect#as compared to when they interact with nt population#but if u mix said group of nd with another group you're gonna again encounter not as smooth interaction ps#this site is always so ready to shit on stupid tiktok nd claims etc#but all the popular posts made here on the topic are just as silly#cloud nonsense
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i just saw journey in concert and it was ABSOLUTELY FUCKING meh
the music was good (i mean come on, it's journey), but the mixing was like a heavy metal concert. i could feel the bass reverberating in my fucking ribcage. that should not be happening at a concert for DAD ROCK.
also the audience was legitimately just drunk white generation x. i was probably one of the youngest people there and unlike with the multiple heavy metal concerts i've been to i was VERY uncomfortable in that situation
#i can tell y'all about the other ones#they were awesome#this was less than awesome#no offense to journey#their mixing really did them dirty#journey#also we skipped out on def leppard because none of us really like them that much#concert#dad rock
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#having a day full of mixed feelings#I suppose this is how life goes#I'm officially done with my Bachelor's degree as of today#obviously I'm proud of myself for the accomplishment and I was excited to be celebrated today#it was a long and difficult road and there were many times where I didn't think I'd live to see it through but I made it#I'm the first person in my family to get this degree and I was really looking forward to having today be my day#I had a really lovely morning and then things kind of waned#there were a few arguments. someone I spent the day with repeatedly made negative comments about something I care about#it felt awful. I know it was intended as more of a playful jab than anything but I directly asked for the comments to stop and they didn't#it especially hurt that it was a fandom thing and the person is so invested in their own fandoms yet they felt it fair to step on mine#even though I've never done that to them#then people kept talking over me and acted like I was wrong for trying to interject to finish my own sentences#also as I said in the last post I was deeply upset by how my family members spoke of my 12 year old cousin#she's just a kid and some of our close family members have such a nasty opinion of her. she's so young and she's had a rough few years#but it seems like no one except my brother and I are willing to give her any grace#I think everyone else has forgotten what it feels like to be a kid and feel as if the world is against you#on a more positive note. I had a decadent slice of chocolate cake. it was heavenly#unfortunately I was really too in my head to fully enjoy it#literally every day for 3 weeks I've been talking about the lunch I planned to have today#I knew exactly what meal and dessert I wanted from the restaurant. it's my absolute fave and isn't available at any other local restaurant#I was totally starving by time we got to the restaurant. we were out all morning and I ate a tiny breakfast in anticipation of this meal#when we got there we found out they removed what I planned to order from the menu. I was devastated.#I know it's stupid but like this was the one part of my day that I've had planned for MONTHS and I've been thinking about it for weeks#we had a 40 minute car ride where I mentioned my excitement for the food no less than 10 times so this crushed me#also I'm just really picky in general and typically restaurants only have one or two things I'm able to eat#I offered to just eat the dessert while everyone else ordered food because they were all really hungry too but they wouldn't allow it#we left the restaurant and I still feel horrible for walking out. if I had known the item was removed we wouldn't have even gone there#it happened so recently though and I feel dumb for not even thinking to check the menu online beforehand#so we went to another restaurant and I barely ate anything and now I have no appetite for dinner and I feel bad for ruining the afternoon#even though it's my day and my celebration and I feel like I'm entitled to a slight amount of unreasonableness
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