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genuinely struggling to feel any excitement about the jo gigs i’m attending thanks to the insane fans who choose to queue even since midnight at the day of the gig
#idek why i thought the ee tickets would kinda solve the situation#but it only pushed people with ga to queue even more#not to talk about some people with ee who show up at fuck o clock on the queue too like hello you bought that ticket to avoid queueing for#an insane amount of hours#i don’t talk about the people with ee who show up in the morning i mean everyone who may be arriving before 8am like huh?#and like i have ee for Milan but now i’m scared#it’s not even about getting barricade i’ve dealt with the idea i’ll never have barricade at a jo gig and i don’t care#but this is stressful af yk#sorry i’m just very frustrated and want to rant but i also feel like i have no right to rant or what and AAAAAAAAAAA#this is emma speaking
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something invokes the carnal rage in me when a grown man rages like a two-year old over a video game
#it makes me think of the mothers trying to act like theyre defusing an already blown up bomb and it's literally just#idk#it just gives me the ick im srry the moment i hear one 'me' entitled statement and it's not like#clearly burnt out 'i kinda know im being ironic' ventong#venting LMAO#and just genuine sorrow for urself#over a Digital Game#i just cant srry#maybe it's my youngest to an older brother who everyone gets the ages flipped around Not just from looks but actual Acting#syndrome#and of course context plays a part too like if u have a stressful af job and just wanted to rewind? understandable. id be pissed too#but mfers who just Sit there and continue to stink the whole room up is like. ok. get some air or smthin#i do Not fuck around with throwing or damaging expensive shit ESPECIALLY if u did not pay for it#idk im naturally good at video games i think only bcs i only had access to old one that were way above my age audience#so i had to develop a sense of patterning not just to have competition but to just play the game at all#but still i have gotten frustrated at games bcs everyone gets frustrated at smthing#but usually now. at my grown age. (even tho i Rarely ever game anymore bcs i cant rlly so anything not active in my mind#bcs of Guilt and Constant Dread of Judgement)#when i find myself getting frustrated it's bcs im purposefully either playing a harder level/mode/with better ppl so i can advance#and the advancing is just not happening#i acknowledge that and accept not every difficulty can be passed at one time or at all sometimes in my limited time/care so i just either#Shut it Off. or go back down to a pace i know can just be carefree#i DO have a thing where i Need to end on a win. which is not good bcs i do that with everythin (like sports) in order to justify me quittin#but if i have to get out of the rlly competitive lobby to get my dopamine then i will bcs this is meant to give u that#anyways it's just insane. ted complains abt superfocus while being superfocused himself on the concept of superfocus#the neverending story#DO anything not active** idk it's my fear of death maybe that i disease myself with everything needing a purpose when it comes to gain
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Being an aromatic romantic is fucking weird. Yeah I would love to fall in love. Too bad I never feel that kind of attraction 🤷♂️
#it is soooo fucking rare for me. and sometimes i get my hopes up about it too its really fucking stupid.#like oh! this person is cool maybe ill feel smth for them...? no... ...? okay..... 😔#aromantic#aromantism#ace place#u#really very very frustrating and tbh alienating af too
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#i luv my friends ;-; i feel like i’m gonna lose my mind when i’m not living right by all my friends lmao 😭#i’ve literally been hanging out w ppl like at least every other day if not every day#we made semi spontaneous plan to go to pride tmrwwweww 🥹🥹 i’m excited#i just am so happy that i get to spend sm time w ppl rn bc we’re all somewhat free bc summer 😭#also idk i was just thinking abt this recently but like#it’s kinda new to me to like actually be comfortable/confident in knowing my friends want/like my presence ;-;#even then i’m not that confident LMAO bc after sm time together i’m like surely they’ll get sick of me#like we’ve seen each other every day the past like three days#but no 🥹 ugh like idk man i had one elementary to sort of middle and high school friendship#that like fucked me up i feel like lmfao 💀#like girl sidelined me so much for other friends that i just#:l and cried so much bc of that 😀 anyway 😀#so like idk i’m just so grateful rn 😭😭😭#also was thinking abt it recently bc my mom made me feel judged/ made me feel like she was annoyed that i was staying here on campus#when i technically don’t need to and my main/only reason is bc friends#and after that conversation w her i got kinda annoyed bc i was like#i have had so many conversations w you where i was sad af or frustrated that my friends wouldn’t reach out to me ever#or my friend who never paid attention to me when other friends were around#like i don’t think she’s actually judging like me staying for friends but it was that one conversation we were both kinda annoyed idk#and i was just like . pls#anyway 😀 i always have so many friend thoughts i always be overthinking it LOL#anyway anyway i need to be up in like 6 hrs LOLLLLLL pride tho yay 🥰🥰🥰#rip me not having clean cute clothes for this LOL 🤪#ong last yr i tied my hair in a ponytail w like rainbow hair ties tied down the ponytail……#idk if i have those but if i do maybe i should do that again LOL#idk might be too lazy tho we’ll see how much time i have to get ready when i wake up 🤡#jeanne talks#TOO MUCH BYE
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you know when something happens and you're like "eh that's annoying but not a big deal" and then hours later your brain pops back in like "hey! surprise!! i'm actually super upset about this!"
#its annoying af#mb i will actually look at open jobs tonight#i don't actually want to leave my job#i just want to be treated with respect by my coworkers#which is a rlly fucking low bar that most coworkers manage to clear#except for the ones i'm stuck working with the most#personal#like my ''career coach'' is going on sabbatical for 3-4 months#and never actually told me#i found out bc my sister told me in secret and then my shitty PM told me#and then today said career coach popped in to be like btwz before i leave! what do you think about this career coach!#and i'm like. okay like i know i know but YOU NEVER TOLD ME#and shitty PM basically made me get on a call to be mad at me for ''making her look bad'' and ''calling into question her integrity#and quality of her work'' when like a) she didn't even fucking DO the work in question b) it was a CLIENT'S decision i was talking abt and#c) DO BETTER FUCKING WORK THEN#and then by the end of the call had wrapped around to being like haha yeah the client def actually did what u said [even tho she'd been mad#BC she claimed they hadn't]#idk i'm just getting rlly genuinely frustrated both with all of this dumb shit#and then like. if i am actually getting paid 20k below what a man who now#has a title BENEATH mine#and the PM's continuing shittiness + the lack of anything actually changing#ugh
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This is in reference to your most recent post, but I honestly get so confused when people who watch LMK haven't read or at least done research on the source material(JTTW) because I feel like it dampens their experience of appreciating the characters.
JTTW, which is what LMK is referenced from, is rich with tradition, meaning, and culture. Not understanding JTTW gives you a very one dimensional approach to all the characters but especially Wukong since he is currently one of the only original JTTW figures from the main cast. And in misunderstanding Wukong’s source material means that people really don’t understand shadowpeach like they should.
Even if we were to only go from the context of the show, shadowpeach started out super toxic. LMAO! These guys were at each other’s throat constantly and were not amicable at all. The appeal is the fact that it is alluded to/shown that these two used to have a very close relationship but something happened to separate them. That’s where the intrigue begins, that’s what gets the gears turning in the viewer’s head. Something happened to make them this way and we want to know! In JTTW canon, Wukong did kill Macaque and it was actively against Buddha’s requests not to. Bro did not care, lol. I think it is also important to realize that LMK and JTTW are still different BUT it’s honestly quite foolish, in my opinion, to completely disregard the book it is based on. And there’s nothing wrong with fans taking canon things from JTTW and applying it to LMK. Especially if it’s their own fanfiction or interpretation(like your fic). It has been a common theory that Wukong killed Macaque(pretty much since the show started), especially given a lot of the evidence we have been presented with. Disregarding one of the writer’s statements, it’s completely reasonable to make the connection between JTTW and LMK that Wukong did kill Macaque. Especially considering we are shown in the third season a flashback that they did have a violent brawl before his supposed death and subsequent resurrection.
Shadowpeach IS inherently toxic, especially before there’s any character growth between them, and I personally feel like it’s okay to acknowledge that and embrace it. I understand people tend to gravitate away from any forms of toxicity because, yeah, it feels weird saying you like a ship of two people who hate each other. But that’s the fun thing about enemies to lovers! And shadowpeach has so much more depth to it because it can be interpreted in so many different ways. I wholeheartedly believe that their versatility and depth as a ship is largely the reason why they are one of the biggest ships in the fandom. And their depth comes from the fact that they are inherently flawed characters.
This need to uphold Sun Wukong on a pedestal he does not deserve ultimately ruins the thing that makes them special. And that's how undeniably human he is. Someone wouldn’t know that just from watching LMK, especially since the show either glosses over the darker parts of JTTW or alters them entirely. Stripping Wukong specifically of the overflowing amount of wonderful source material he has completely dumbs down the beauty of his character. I think playing around with the idea that he did kill Macaque(in regards to LMK canon) doesn’t really change where they come from very much. Idk if anyone else has noticed, but the season 4 special is obviously still not the full picture. That little fight in the mountain is 100% not what makes them hate each other so much. That much animosity for an altercation like that?? It doesn’t make any sense. We still don’t have the full picture, and people are basing their attitude towards each in seasons 1-3 on insufficient evidence.
Anyway, sorry lol. Seeing people not appreciate shadowpeach for the mess it is makes me so unbelievably disappointed and frustrated(especially if they know nothing about JTTW) and the internet is a great place to bounce off opinions. I promise this isn’t directed towards anyone in particular and it doesn’t come out of anger, I just think there is a common misunderstanding of shadowpeach’s complex foundation and I refuse to stand for it. /lh /nm
Okay, my weird rant is over, haha. I completely understand your irritation with comments like that, though, and I am so sorry you have to deal with them.
Damn, I don't really have anything to add to this. I think you said it all. I can pack it up and go home LMFAO Can this be my new pinned post
Oh, I will say one thing. The fandom is def afraid or in denial that shadowpeach, in any iteration, is toxic. In order for it not to be, they'd have to be grossly out of character, and then guess what friends? That's not shadowpeach!
But a lot of people do that and are content with that. Which, okay, but stay off my porch LMFAO
#ask#thanks for typing all this out and sending it in#i feel so seen and validated#i'm glad im not the only one FRUSTRATED by people saying stuff like that#they don't realize they're being disrespectful to both wukong AND macaque when they pull that shit#and standing on the sinking ship of “it's not confirmed!” is just funny af to me#like okay clutch that last bit of fact to your chest fam#i don't give a fuck either way what happens in canon#i'm here for good animation and jokes#ngl after i made this au i'm kinda content and in my lane. flourishing even#fave
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why does my roommate feel the need to turn the air conditioning all the way off sometimes and then just not tell me so i think i have a fever but no it's just 78f/26c in the fucking apartment
#i love her i really do#i miss living alone so fucking much#it's not her fault but it's frustrating af all the same#ellie.txt
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i'm bringing it up at work tomorrow, but whichever higher up decided "oh to save time let's pre-pack these goods and store them like that!", when we need to completely unpack them to label them for the specific job and make sure the right stuff is in there - stupid. let's devote 6 hours of work time to something and then do it again for no reason.
i am seriously hoping that i can leverage whatever smart guy reputation and respect i have into making these people listen to the complaints their long time workers have had forever. this place is run so fucking stupidly i stg
at the same time: long time workers, you've been telling me there's no documentation for months - but it's all in a binder u ignore, c'mon man. like the documentation isn't GOOD. but there's something there we don't need to fly blind. would be nice to get actually trained tho that's true
#don't get me FUCKING STARTED on Epicor: the worst most inefficient software a person ever designed#i am going to try and not be mad and instead just write my complaints down so there's some kind of record#but i will get a little mad bc this is frustrating af
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Having no car in the UK is whack. I want to see so much but I am tied by the local super expensive and inconvenient railway system.
Wanna go see Tintagel, the shadow or the legendary Camelot? That'd be a lil more than an hour by car and 6 fucking hours via public transport (!)
Why not see the mysterious Stonehenge instead? Hmm, maybe because it's a 2 hours car ride but twice as long by train with 4 changes.
Yearning for the romantic atmosphere of the picturesque Lake District? Yearn for something closer cause that'd be around 100 pounds per a relaxing one-way train journey with 6 changes, and that's with a railcard.
#i wanna see shit#but i don't have a fucking car and I can't afford it and I'd need to do lessons anyway cause I could only drive automatic here and I've only#ever driven manual and also I'm not used yo the left side thing and those lessons are also expensive af and apparently overbooked af#it frustrating
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#I’m getting so frustrated about the girl I like#and like not even about my own feelings#I just get so sad for her bc she’s trying to fit into this monogamous relationship despite being anything but monogamous#like it’s so fucked that liking someone makes her feel like a horrible person#and like I don’t even blame her partner bc he also shouldn’t feel pressured to be in a open relationship if he’s monogamous#I just wish they could accept that they’re no longer compatible#and like on one hand I wanna tell her this bc I feel like I should be looking out for her as a friend#but I also have a crush on her so I’m biased af#but even if she did break up with him it wouldnt mean she would date me#that’s the other frustrating thing#one second she asks me to pls not be into her#and the next second she’s hitting on me#like make up your fucking mind#and I kinda feel like this would be the wrong timing#so I’m just feeding the delusion that maybe in a couple years we’re gonna date#but at other times I really don’t wanna fucking wait#also can I just mention that the last couple days she’s been joking about me and her getting married?#anyway#if you wanna know how to torture a polyamorous lesbian#this is it
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every person deserves to feel safe on their blog. 💀
#this is a rare post for me#bc i told myself i will never react to it#i will never give the person what they want from me#if you're blocked#over and over#don't change your name#and follow#leave the person alone#this blog is so safe and so good for me#and i'm feeling not great#i'm just frustrated#and anxious af#but also i want you guys to know that you're all awesome#and i am happy to be here#i'm just feeling#a little fucked up#and needed to vent#this won't be a regular thing#i promise#i try to keep my blog a positive space#⸻ 𓆩𓆪 ooc ⸢ looks like i leveled up in badass ⸥
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trying to compartmentalize the newest round of bullshit in my life. why is it so much harder this time than it usually is, ugh.
#frustrating af#esp since i can't really DO anything about it#*deep sigh*#i hate this headspace i've been in lately#why is life so fucking hard sometimes#ignore me#just venting
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Logically I know that the reason why people find me so easy to disregard is because I am really shitty at advocating for myself and I haven't been flexing that skill out of fear of being found to be inconvenient, I'm not just inherently easy to ignore, but. It still hurts.
The weird thing is that I have the skills to advocate for myself! I am literally just choosing not to use them bc I've calculated the costs and I really don't think I can afford to be a source of additional friction right now. I'm not gonna call myself a stupid, passive baby because that's not the actual situation.
#anyway guess who's in faer room crying about a bunch of silly shit that adds up?#i just. i really need to get a move on with finding a job. i need to get myself into a position where my wellbeing isn't dependent on other#benevolence. and like. i'm always going to have to count on people a bit that's a given but it CANNOT be like this forever#and i would love to be like oh i love and trust these people i can be a little frustrating while they're in a weird place and i do love the#but idk if i trust them. i don't think they'd ever be malicious but i do think that they are avoidant af and if somebody got a raise while#was causing friction they might be like well. that basement would make a sweet studio. and they'd give me time to figure shit out#but still. not good#i know who i'd crash with in that case but like. i don't want it to come to that. i just need to maintain a holding pattern#until i get my fucking shit together.#faer personal files
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I relate to this so much it HURTS!
#i stole this from tiktok#dating apps be like#dating apps suck#dating frustrations#single in 40s#who the fuck#dating sucks#dating pool has pee in it#funny but true#robert de niro#glutton for punishment#spooky chicks do it better#relatable af#single & spooky
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im having thoughts about dilf quackity btw
#slams credit card on table#how much for quackity adopts jack soon after he joins p0gtopia#he bemoans being a single dad and is one of the most frustrated men in the world#he’s simultaneously worried for Jack’s mental well-being#happy that jack understands the cruelty of the world#and is shouting at him like ‘what do you MEAN you dropped a nuke on a kid?? and it didn’t even work??’#pog!wilbur is the embodiment of ‘your dad is gnc af’. he made one too many ‘im gonna fuck your dad’ jokes and now it’s his mission#(in this quackity is like early-to-mid 30s (32-35 probably) during his vice presidency. jack is 17-19 and wilbur is 28. maybe 29)#rev1vebur is so happy that limbo aged him older than quackity. ‘I guess I’m the dilf now’ ‘shut the hell up you don’t even have a kid’#(I need a dsmp tag by the way. I wanna collect all my thoughts and aus but I hate posting in the main tag#this is my area to be wrong abt characters. no one’s allowed to look at me in random au hours /j)
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#fuckin A no I can’t shut up about it#it’s like a worm eating at my brain#is this how much his team understands him and his fan base???#no fucking wonder we’re frustrated af all the time#these fucking imbiciles are dumber than rocks#they have no clue idea what his fandom is like#they’ve literally got to be one of the most inept teams anyone in the industry has#and with a client the size of Louis Tomlinson#jfc SO MUCH WASTED POTENTIAL#so fucking frustrating#also shutup before you start if you’re gonna send me asshole anons about being negative all the time
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