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Should I reblog an ask game. Question of the century. Idk maybe it will make me able to form a coherent thought about hetalia
#just talking recreationally#Honestly? This month my hyperfixation on hetalia kinda slipped away a little? I sort of focused on other things#And like. Forgot how much fun it is. How much joy it brings me#History(and history adjacent things) is the love of my life and hetalia is related to that y'know.#And storytelling too which I sort of use hetalia as a way to exercise telling and writing (historical) fiction for#The hypothetical day I will write non hetalia maybe original stories.#I loveee hetalia and I really wanted to write so much about it since it's summer and I have some free time#But I just cant bring myself to sometimes. Sometimes it's hard even thinking about it#I don't know. I'm trying to remember why hetalia is special to me in the first place.#This is a mess but I just. Man I used to be able to make a million posts a day (cuz I was ignoring school ig)#I'm so frustrated about evrything and I hate the way my brain works.#Tl;dr : My hyperfixtion on hetalia kinda slipped away a lil and I don't have any current hyperfixation (besides maybe FOB) +#+ and I am cranky about it.#Delete later maybe
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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out of nowhere 911 structure rambling because it's monday and i don't want to work
i binged 911 in a couple of weeks in june and what i miss more than anything, ANYTHING, is how much better they used to be at writing ensembles. idk what changed, like maybe people got lazy trying to find reasons to join different storylines together (at least bring people from different storylines together), or maybe they're rotating availability because some people have side projects and storylines need to be more siloed- whatever. i miss when the show felt like it all took place in the same fucking city, lol, and people interacted like they knew each other and what they were going through. like when they were all first responders and found family and sometimes literal family and their lives intersected with each other at multiple points??
and i miss the side characters!! there used to be people at dispatch who SPOKE sometimes, and RAVI, and MAY and HARRY, characters who regularly fleshed out each part of the show's universe and contributed to the story/vibe/dynamic. ugh
my main fandoms have always been ones with big casts of characters (hockey, star trek, bts, tolkien, jesus it's like exclusively ensemble town in my brain) because other people with their own pov's and histories and what they bring to the dynamic - they're interesting!!!! and episodes lately (especially this season) feel like a bunch of 4-5 minute clips glued together into an "episode" like they're made to share as an ig reel or tiktok but not part of an actual coherent story
anyway. anyway. i don't think the writing and narrative will get their shit together anytime soon. 🤷♂️ and every episode will keep feeling like i'm standing at a buffet as they bring out different things and i'll make myself a plate of the things that interest me, which isn't bad but it's not what got me into this restaurant in the first place
#911 meta#writing#ignore this i'm just cranky about how much better i am at writing stories with big casts of characters than these chucklefucks#if i want it done right i gotta do it myself!!!!!#long post#this has been said and it's nothing new but i want to say it again lol#i wish to be counted among those who don't like this patchwork story structure bullshit!!!!
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Lately, Greygold hasn't been using their animal companions as much. Mostly because Mama-Rachne is taking good caring of Mizora at camp and totally not because they keep scaring away the citizens. Giving her a 5-star hotel treatment, silky sheets included. Haven't heard any complaints from her yet.
#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#mizora#greygold#bg3 fanart#bg3 comic#a small quick silly#Am I still cranky about Mizora and the ol' iron throne trick she played? you bet your darn tootin' butt I am#Greygold can summon spiders too ya jerk#nor do they find people who try to screw their friends over attractive nope nope nope#Mizora probably got out with fire but it's the petty thought that counts~
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Steve likes to think he’s the responsible one, that he’s totally over all that teenage stuff, he’s a man now, he’s Seen Things! But! It would be so easy for Eddie to talk him into doing dumb shit. So easy
#steddie#Steve x eddie#Steddie headcanon#pizzaqueentxt#actually this probably doesn’t fit his character but too late I’ve posted it#idk he’s got that easily cranky and world weariness about him at times but he’s also silly#like idk he’s quick to shut stuff down with the kids but…idk#where am I going with this?#anyway I don’t write enough of them doing dumb stuff is what I’m saying haha
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Did you retire
heaven forbid someone take some time away from fandom to get their health back to normal lol
no, im just biding my time in the gutter waiting for you to walk by
#ask me stuff!#this is the second time ive gotten a message like thisrecently#cool your jets#i can assure you i am still unhinged about my blorbos#and im finally playing the stardew update so im hoping to get back to my stardew au soon#i am however still dealing with health stuff both not great and obnoxious so just#have some patience or find some other fandom people to follow for the time being#like i wish i could retire FROM MY JOB so i could make gay art and pottery all day#but who knows if ill ever get to actually do that in however many decades#now pls excuse me i have to go schedule an MRI for my wrist bc i think the cyst has grown and started pressing on my ulnar nerve there#thats the obnoxious health thing#forgive me im cranky lmao
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anyway I should go to sleep but. cannot believe I started today just excited for magic science bullshit and ended it with THE BRIGHT QUEEN MY BELOVED IN VASSELHEIM. I am most blessed by the Luxon and I have been duly rewarded, etc etc
#cr spoilers#but truly so funny how instantly I was just like. 'OUTTA MY WAY WAR CRIMINAL I'M GONNA GET IT'#by 'it' I mean. luxon religious lore that isn't filtered through 'cranky ex-catholic school kid being contrarian to get back at his mom'#babe ily you are so smart and clever about dunamancy. but you are fundamentally a 24 year old who just moved out.#it gets better I prommy :3#this is a joke essek has such a nice life and I am thrilled for him. but also I will not be taking his word on luxon divinity.#given his previous track record on the matter lmao
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not to be like this but all of the posts (and there are many across multiple platforms) right now going "I mean obviously I'm not mad or whining or anything but it sucks that there's all these three week breaks, how am I going to survive, this is awful, I cannot believe this is happening to me" like, it does in fact come off as entitled no matter how many qualifiers are put onto it
and the a smaller subset of THAT going "CLEARLY C3 isn't a priority for the studio" or "they're obviously trying to kill C3" or even posting stuff that comes off as "um, don't they know that if they keep doing this I won't shop here watch anymore", like, come on
as a tangent, genuinely, I feel like a lot of people have trouble admitting that they don't actually like C3 so they get existentially worried about them losing interest over a slightly longer break because it'll force them to acknowledge that they aren't actually interested, but it's fine not to be interested!
#I will not be engaging with any asks or replies about this#yes I AM cranky in general in life today so that cranky tone is not imagined#like frankly I'm not *as* invested in C3 as I am C2 but like I AM interested in it so the break isn't killing me or my interest so it's ?#like come on I've waited longer for cable television shows. Candela fans wait this long. Don't get me started on British TV.#I'm a D.Gray-man fan and that releases QUARTERLY. Monthly comics. Novels.#Why are we all having hyperbolic breakdown posts over three weeks. Truly I do not understand this culture that's developed around C3.#every time there isn't an ep this week (incl for the regular week off) there's an outpouring of hyperbolic “i'm DYING” posts and I'm like ?#also the break between episodes 40 and 41 was a whole month (November into December 2022)#the break between 8 and 9 was three weeks (December 2021 into January 2022)#Like were you people not here for that?#Critical Role things
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if you as a fic reader ever become possessed by the urge to do a popularity bracket with the fics other people wrote and shared for fun and for free, consider:
don't ❤️
#just!!!! make a rec list!!!!!!!!!#popularity contests do nothing but drive writers out of fandoms by pitting people against their friends#and invariably result in people being assholes in the comments as if the people who wrote the fic can't see it#like ''oh clearly fic x is better than fic y''#or ''why is fic c even in this poll?''#nobody gains anything by you doing a bracket to see which fic is the ''most popular''#a stat which could be found more easily & less cruelly by simply hitting the sort by bookmarks/kudos button on ao3#anyway ugh. i saw that one of my fics was being pitted against one of my friend's fics in this bracket that's going around#and i have no idea who is ''winning'' because i refuse to look. but either way it's gonna feel bad!!!#because i want my friend to get his flowers so i want him to win!!! but i also would like to know that people like my fic!!!!#so it's just a lose/lose situation even though i generally don't give a shit about numbers#but this turns it into a schoolyard popularity thing#and the emotional response to having people *vote* on if your work is *better or worse* than other fic is hard to ignore#cannot reiterate enough JUST MAKE A REC LIST#or if you absolutely must do a bracket like this do it in a private chat server or something#don't create a public forum for people to pass value judgements where the authors can see it#and feel bad if they get told their fic is ''worse'' than someone elses#but also feel bad if they get told theirs is ''better'' because it came at the cost of telling another author they weren't good enough#ANYWAY i still feel sick with a super sore throat and a headache & am probably extra cranky because of it#(still testing negative thankfully so it's probably just weather/allergen related)#gonna go make some tea and prep the fic updates i want to post today#cass says things#fandom problems#wank adjacent
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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: ダンジョン飯 | Dungeon Meshi | Delicious in Dungeon Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Chilchuck Tims/Laios Touden Characters: Chilchuck Tims, Laios Touden Additional Tags: Size Difference, u know how it is. sighs, ear biting (sexual), this is very weird but so is laios, laios touden oral fixation king, Biting, Character Study, Kinda, falin haunting the narrative, shout out to the bugs in the walls, probably exaggerating how well chilchuck can hear, the summary sounds like laios pov but it actually swaps, Size Kink, Mutual Pining, but neither of them are aware theyre doing it, Overstimulation, Nipple Play, Scent Kink, Armpit Kink, Dacryphilia, Edging, Self-Harm, but its laios testing his teeth out on himself, idk how to explain it, Oral Sex, Kissing, Rimming, Predator/Prey, Anal Fingering, implied monsterfucking, laios typical, Under-negotiated Kink, Multiple Orgasms, this is more sappy than it seems i swear, light bloodplay, they get weird with it, farcille crumbs, Exhibitionism, but its kinda out of necessity Summary:
Laios‘ mind has always been full of monsters, of their dark shimmering scales, their soft fur and knowing eyes, the delicious taste of their flesh, seared over a low flame or pan-fried. Lately, there’s also been the matter of his hands, wrapped around Chilchuck‘s waist, fingers meeting at the tips. His thumb rubbing along the shell of those big ears that flush so easily. His teeth pressed to the back of the halfling‘s neck. They can‘t afford to be distracted, but a taste should be enough to take the edge off.
Where Falin is haunting the narrative, Laios takes an opportunity, and Chilchuck has no idea what he‘s getting into before it‘s too late. (And poor Marcille should not have to deal with any of this)
#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#chilchuck/laios#fanfiction#fic rec#I am totally normal about this tiny cranky old man#let him get his back blown out if he wants it#and maybe gnawed on a little bit
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you know, there comes a point at which I am simply tapped out of being able to admire the beauties and wonders of nature
#I know this is like. heresy to many#but I just can’t.#I certainly can’t do it for very long#or at least the Big Things.#but then I feel left out if I’m not still out there admiring#this is about the northern lights. I am being cranky about the northern lights
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gurathin, thiago, indah...starting to get the sense that if murderbot didn't have any specific person playing the role of "someone i deep down respect who i'm convinced hates me" at any given time, presaux would have to assign someone, for enrichment purposes
#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#mb needs an anti-support human. like instead of a service dog it has a human that frowns at it sometimes#and it interprets these frowns as 'oh i guess this human just HATES ME. i guess we're ENEMIES. but WHATEVER I'M FINE WITH IT'#even though that's just what this human's face does when they're thinking really hard or something#like i'm rereading network effect and every time mb is cranky about thiago not liking it i'm like. babe you are reading way into it#he's skeptical. you love skepticism! he does not hate you he's just being cautious#in some ways quite similar to you really#'thiago doesn't trust me. how DARE HE' babe we have been here before#that's exactly what you said about gurathin!#i mean is he an asshole? yes. but so are you and so is your best mutual administrative assistant. you love assholery#i just think it's funny that 1) mb trusts no one until it knows them really well and 2) mb is SO OFFENDED when people who don't know it#super well don't trust it fully and implicitly right off the bat#my posts#f#well it's christmas and i don't have anywhere to be today because my family stuff is on monday this year. so i am very bored#you know what that means. deep dive into the drafts#also probably trying to find an ask meme to reblog#this draft is from july i think
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why is everyone so obsessed with the idea of buck getting mad at eddie for this...
#breaking my general rule of not complaining about other people's spec because it has nothing to do with me LMAO#but only because i slept so poorly and am cranky and i just read like 5 posts about this 😭#like i just dont think it'd be in character at all but live your lives. spec your spec. have fun and godspeed!#sibyl speaks#911 spoilers
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honkai star rail fandom: “tHe OuTfItS aRe ToO cOmPlIcAtEd!!!”
*honkai star rail makes some playable characters that wear simpler clothing*
honkai star rail fandom: “uGh ThEy LoOk LiKe A fOuR sTaR!!!”
... don’t even get me started on how basically everyone hates that the people from the xianzhou alliance wear the same style of clothing... chinese clothing... almost as if... they’re from the same place... and have the same culture... therefore the same style of clothing... hsr fans learn how to use your brains please oh my god
#⟡ — kayleigh.txt#i am very tired and cranky and sick of seeing the same shit being complained about constantly; i’m just going to start blocking people#like y’all are never fucking happy lmfao can y’all just stfu and let yourselves have fun 🙃
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Anyone else have cats who wake you up to tell you they're leaving or entering the bedroom?
What is that. Why do I need to know you're leaving, you furry heater that takes up more bed than you should physically be able to. Just leave the room. It's fine. I know where you are, it is not a big house.
#tried to complain about my lack of sleep to my husband#forgot he sleeps in the day and has to deal with me and our son and how loud and obnoxious we are#i got hugs and sympathetic nods and 'that's terrible's'#but he wanted to laugh at me#both cat and son conspired to void my sleeping meds#i woke up too late#and i am cranky#T^T
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I fucking hate how the pandemic has turned Germs into a fucking political debate. Masking isn't a trend! It's not a social statement! It isn't about fitting into society and being normal and doing what everyone else does!
Pathogens aren't going to go "oh, I was going to infect people but silly me! It's weird to wear masks now, because society decided masks are stupid, so I'll just wait until masks are socially acceptable again before being contagious."
It's a fucking pathogen! It's powered by statistics and the better it is as infecting people, the more people will infect, and it's seriously just a boring viscious circle. It isn't complicated or tricky! It isn't hard to understand!
If you wanna go out and rawdog the air during a viral global pandemic then you're an asshole for not caring about other people; and if you think it's rude for me to ask you to wear a mask then please consider this: it is FAR more rude to fucking risk my health!
#Can you tell my doctor is ignoring me and not refiling my fibromyalgia medicine? im cranky and i feel ill and i feel like i am bruised all#over my body and im not wasting my energy being nice about this right now!#sorenhoots
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