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Should I reblog an ask game. Question of the century. Idk maybe it will make me able to form a coherent thought about hetalia
#just talking recreationally#Honestly? This month my hyperfixation on hetalia kinda slipped away a little? I sort of focused on other things#And like. Forgot how much fun it is. How much joy it brings me#History(and history adjacent things) is the love of my life and hetalia is related to that y'know.#And storytelling too which I sort of use hetalia as a way to exercise telling and writing (historical) fiction for#The hypothetical day I will write non hetalia maybe original stories.#I loveee hetalia and I really wanted to write so much about it since it's summer and I have some free time#But I just cant bring myself to sometimes. Sometimes it's hard even thinking about it#I don't know. I'm trying to remember why hetalia is special to me in the first place.#This is a mess but I just. Man I used to be able to make a million posts a day (cuz I was ignoring school ig)#I'm so frustrated about evrything and I hate the way my brain works.#Tl;dr : My hyperfixtion on hetalia kinda slipped away a lil and I don't have any current hyperfixation (besides maybe FOB) +#+ and I am cranky about it.#Delete later maybe
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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Steve likes to think he’s the responsible one, that he’s totally over all that teenage stuff, he’s a man now, he’s Seen Things! But! It would be so easy for Eddie to talk him into doing dumb shit. So easy
#steddie#Steve x eddie#Steddie headcanon#pizzaqueentxt#actually this probably doesn’t fit his character but too late I’ve posted it#idk he’s got that easily cranky and world weariness about him at times but he’s also silly#like idk he’s quick to shut stuff down with the kids but…idk#where am I going with this?#anyway I don’t write enough of them doing dumb stuff is what I’m saying haha
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Did you retire
heaven forbid someone take some time away from fandom to get their health back to normal lol
no, im just biding my time in the gutter waiting for you to walk by
#ask me stuff!#this is the second time ive gotten a message like thisrecently#cool your jets#i can assure you i am still unhinged about my blorbos#and im finally playing the stardew update so im hoping to get back to my stardew au soon#i am however still dealing with health stuff both not great and obnoxious so just#have some patience or find some other fandom people to follow for the time being#like i wish i could retire FROM MY JOB so i could make gay art and pottery all day#but who knows if ill ever get to actually do that in however many decades#now pls excuse me i have to go schedule an MRI for my wrist bc i think the cyst has grown and started pressing on my ulnar nerve there#thats the obnoxious health thing#forgive me im cranky lmao
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anyway I should go to sleep but. cannot believe I started today just excited for magic science bullshit and ended it with THE BRIGHT QUEEN MY BELOVED IN VASSELHEIM. I am most blessed by the Luxon and I have been duly rewarded, etc etc
#cr spoilers#but truly so funny how instantly I was just like. 'OUTTA MY WAY WAR CRIMINAL I'M GONNA GET IT'#by 'it' I mean. luxon religious lore that isn't filtered through 'cranky ex-catholic school kid being contrarian to get back at his mom'#babe ily you are so smart and clever about dunamancy. but you are fundamentally a 24 year old who just moved out.#it gets better I prommy :3#this is a joke essek has such a nice life and I am thrilled for him. but also I will not be taking his word on luxon divinity.#given his previous track record on the matter lmao
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not to be like this but all of the posts (and there are many across multiple platforms) right now going "I mean obviously I'm not mad or whining or anything but it sucks that there's all these three week breaks, how am I going to survive, this is awful, I cannot believe this is happening to me" like, it does in fact come off as entitled no matter how many qualifiers are put onto it
and the a smaller subset of THAT going "CLEARLY C3 isn't a priority for the studio" or "they're obviously trying to kill C3" or even posting stuff that comes off as "um, don't they know that if they keep doing this I won't shop here watch anymore", like, come on
as a tangent, genuinely, I feel like a lot of people have trouble admitting that they don't actually like C3 so they get existentially worried about them losing interest over a slightly longer break because it'll force them to acknowledge that they aren't actually interested, but it's fine not to be interested!
#I will not be engaging with any asks or replies about this#yes I AM cranky in general in life today so that cranky tone is not imagined#like frankly I'm not *as* invested in C3 as I am C2 but like I AM interested in it so the break isn't killing me or my interest so it's ?#like come on I've waited longer for cable television shows. Candela fans wait this long. Don't get me started on British TV.#I'm a D.Gray-man fan and that releases QUARTERLY. Monthly comics. Novels.#Why are we all having hyperbolic breakdown posts over three weeks. Truly I do not understand this culture that's developed around C3.#every time there isn't an ep this week (incl for the regular week off) there's an outpouring of hyperbolic “i'm DYING” posts and I'm like ?#also the break between episodes 40 and 41 was a whole month (November into December 2022)#the break between 8 and 9 was three weeks (December 2021 into January 2022)#Like were you people not here for that?#Critical Role things
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Why must my brain pull up every instance of me "feeling unheard and wronged" when I am merely cranky and sleepy. Good sir I am trying to nap. We clock in at 6, dear sir. We cannot be doing this.
Legit existence is just:
*Feels mildly bad*
Brain: OH, I know what feeling bad is! Here's some other instances of feeling bad :) I'm doing such a good job I'm the bestest brain ever
#smacks brain into wall#ruminations#get out of my head#you silly little thoughts#i am just cranky and don't feel well physically and am worried about my final#so my brain has decided to make Bad Memory Jungle Juice#instead of chilling#sir why are you doing this.#ruminating#vexations#vexatious#adhd#actually autistic#actually adhd#cptsd#actually cptsd#now for the questioning ones! :#npd#avpd#bpd#actually npd#actually avoidant#actually avpd#actually narcissistic#narcissistic traits
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if you as a fic reader ever become possessed by the urge to do a popularity bracket with the fics other people wrote and shared for fun and for free, consider:
don't ❤️
#just!!!! make a rec list!!!!!!!!!#popularity contests do nothing but drive writers out of fandoms by pitting people against their friends#and invariably result in people being assholes in the comments as if the people who wrote the fic can't see it#like ''oh clearly fic x is better than fic y''#or ''why is fic c even in this poll?''#nobody gains anything by you doing a bracket to see which fic is the ''most popular''#a stat which could be found more easily & less cruelly by simply hitting the sort by bookmarks/kudos button on ao3#anyway ugh. i saw that one of my fics was being pitted against one of my friend's fics in this bracket that's going around#and i have no idea who is ''winning'' because i refuse to look. but either way it's gonna feel bad!!!#because i want my friend to get his flowers so i want him to win!!! but i also would like to know that people like my fic!!!!#so it's just a lose/lose situation even though i generally don't give a shit about numbers#but this turns it into a schoolyard popularity thing#and the emotional response to having people *vote* on if your work is *better or worse* than other fic is hard to ignore#cannot reiterate enough JUST MAKE A REC LIST#or if you absolutely must do a bracket like this do it in a private chat server or something#don't create a public forum for people to pass value judgements where the authors can see it#and feel bad if they get told their fic is ''worse'' than someone elses#but also feel bad if they get told theirs is ''better'' because it came at the cost of telling another author they weren't good enough#ANYWAY i still feel sick with a super sore throat and a headache & am probably extra cranky because of it#(still testing negative thankfully so it's probably just weather/allergen related)#gonna go make some tea and prep the fic updates i want to post today#cass says things#fandom problems#wank adjacent
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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: ダンジョン飯 | Dungeon Meshi | Delicious in Dungeon Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Chilchuck Tims/Laios Touden Characters: Chilchuck Tims, Laios Touden Additional Tags: Size Difference, u know how it is. sighs, ear biting (sexual), this is very weird but so is laios, laios touden oral fixation king, Biting, Character Study, Kinda, falin haunting the narrative, shout out to the bugs in the walls, probably exaggerating how well chilchuck can hear, the summary sounds like laios pov but it actually swaps, Size Kink, Mutual Pining, but neither of them are aware theyre doing it, Overstimulation, Nipple Play, Scent Kink, Armpit Kink, Dacryphilia, Edging, Self-Harm, but its laios testing his teeth out on himself, idk how to explain it, Oral Sex, Kissing, Rimming, Predator/Prey, Anal Fingering, implied monsterfucking, laios typical, Under-negotiated Kink, Multiple Orgasms, this is more sappy than it seems i swear, light bloodplay, they get weird with it, farcille crumbs, Exhibitionism, but its kinda out of necessity Summary:
Laios‘ mind has always been full of monsters, of their dark shimmering scales, their soft fur and knowing eyes, the delicious taste of their flesh, seared over a low flame or pan-fried. Lately, there’s also been the matter of his hands, wrapped around Chilchuck‘s waist, fingers meeting at the tips. His thumb rubbing along the shell of those big ears that flush so easily. His teeth pressed to the back of the halfling‘s neck. They can‘t afford to be distracted, but a taste should be enough to take the edge off.
Where Falin is haunting the narrative, Laios takes an opportunity, and Chilchuck has no idea what he‘s getting into before it‘s too late. (And poor Marcille should not have to deal with any of this)
#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#chilchuck/laios#fanfiction#fic rec#I am totally normal about this tiny cranky old man#let him get his back blown out if he wants it#and maybe gnawed on a little bit
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you know, there comes a point at which I am simply tapped out of being able to admire the beauties and wonders of nature
#I know this is like. heresy to many#but I just can’t.#I certainly can’t do it for very long#or at least the Big Things.#but then I feel left out if I’m not still out there admiring#this is about the northern lights. I am being cranky about the northern lights
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Beat the DLC. So that obviously means its time to play Bloodborne again for the 800th time ✨️
#sin speaking#(its hot as balls in the uk rn and i am deeply cranky about it so the damp dark streets of yharnam are precisely what i need.)#(tbh as soon as i saw that one enemy with that one weapon i just instantly heard the SAAAANGUIIIINEEEEEEE)#(guess what my favourite new er weapon is then 😂)#(when ur so yharnam pilled u struggle to enjoy other games 😂)#(dlc thonks????)#(i mean. my sentiments are the same as everyone elses i think i dont exactly love the way this cake was cut in some places 😂)#(the soundtrack slaps like crazy tho and the new weapons are 👍👍👍👍)#(maybe i will draw my tarnished at some point when i can decide on a single look for her bc genuinely it is an impossible task)#(god i miss ruza. and arianna. and aloysha. and rain. and doll. and-)
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Won't be reading the Veilguard Game Informer article. I would much rather have learned what I already know as part of the game, where, as a game, you get to discover things, which is past of why I like the game.
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Gen Ai isn't a generational issue at all. Old people love AI but so do kids. The divide lies somewhere else. Maybe a intellectualism thing idk. If feels like a philosophical and issue most of the time.
But no you are not becoming a cranky old boomer that doesn't want to keep up with new technology for disliking gen ai for moral reasons
#keep seeing all these “omg i am becoming such a cranky old person about ai” but i disagree that it is similar at all to past annoyances old#people had with new tech#esp bc a lot of people that dislike gen ai deeply understand it on a technical lvl#this different
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Crossing the Animals
I've been playing ACNH a lot again recently, and I kinda hate what the new overwhelming power that the player has done to how I view my villagers.
On the one hand, I have given into the "creative player" mindset, where only the aesthetics of the animals really matters to me in terms of inviting them to live on Moonside. But on the other hand, I also still have the old "social sim" mindset, so I have difficulty letting go of animals that I've had a long time.
For example, I've had Raymond on my island since the game first came out because he was my mandatory smug villager, but tbh I don't really care for his businessman theme and was kinda put off from all the hype he had.
At first, I kept him because I felt bad throwing such a "rare" villager in into the void, especially when I knew others would really want him. My original intention was to pass him off to someone else when he got a thought bubble, but before that happened, I actually got attached to him for reasons not important enough to detail here. So ironically, even though this is the game with the (IMO) worst villager dialogue, he still managed to become a "character" for me, the same way Mint, Coco, and even Cole had in the past.
But even so, the bland dialogue and character interactions have kept him from becoming anything more than that, and the little affection I did have for him have started to fade.
So now, as I try to gather villagers that fit the aesthetics of my island better, Raymond keeps coming up on the chopping block, but I just can't bring myself to let him go, even though I know he really isn't going to do anything more for me. It's like I want to be able to say, "I've had this villager on my island since the very start of the game." even though a statement like that means literally nothing anyone, including myself.
And yet. I want to hang onto it. Even though it brings me no joy.
Ya know.
Now that I've written that out, I actually feel better about finally letting him go the next time he gets a thought bubble. I guess venting does actually work on occasion.
#gbunny writes#animal crossing#i feel kinda the same way about norma but she actually fits the theme and has a proper place on the island as the obligatory farmer village#i was actually pretty lucky with villagers early on#just by chance#almost every new villager came to either live on my island or i saw them on a NMT. except the 2 bears#in fact. i hunted for judy up until she got an official amiibo card because i thought she would suit the island#cyd and dom actually lived on moonside for a time (long enough to get both their photos at least)#and i know i saw most of the others#i actually really liked Cyd when he was there but i eventually let him go#the only villagers i actually like talking to in-game are the cranky/big sis ones (go figure)#but it's mostly because their personalities aren't as exaggerated as the others#so it occasionally feels like i'm actually talking to a character instead of a ball of tropes#though they both still dip into that too#but i'm more receptive to their respective tropes than i am the others#even the normals are kinda grating in how nice they are
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Mark me down as unwilling to read fanfiction for media I recently got into because there's not one work out there that isn't about shipping/romance and I'm a hater
#i feel brave posting this on tumblr lol#i want so badly to read some good fic for blue eye samurai and berserk but i don't have the guts (ha ha) to look.#i'm not... an anti-shipper? or whatever you call it? i just don't care about shipping anymore. i want good gen fics that are about the STOR#but this is fanfiction so. it's gonna be all shipping all the time.#maybe i am just a cranky person lolll#to be clear: there's no specific ship i'm talking about for whatever fandom. i just don't like it in general.#or rather - fics that centralize shipping/romance. is anyone else like this or am i a jaded freak?#bc i know kind of the entire point of fandom is shipping. at least that's what it feels like. i used to be fun though!#if anyone tells me i'm ace you're wrong lol. but maybe! but no
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is it seasonal depression, the Horrors, senioritis, grad anxiety, social anxiety, overstimulation, sleep deprivation, or very specific agony related to one person? a question I have to ask myself daily
#and am cranky about it too.#i'm long overdue for a good long cry and i wish it would just come out already so i can get it over with#the waiting room chapter
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