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Fucking hate these rules, rules are restrictions on our teenage souls. I have never been reprimanded more in two minutes in my life, for walking around peaceably, with my notebook in hand?

-rant oh why

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We lost our love on the other side of the moon You’re the one who won’t man the mission Son of a gun… I’m loosing fuel for my rocket ship Can I blast off into nothing? My minds a galaxy you’ll never see me here if you let me go But there’s other places I could be, It’s something that you fail to see.

Your Welcome Mat (Lyrics) 12/16 -b.p

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I’m not your welcome mat, I won’t be lying here on the ground And if I pulled the thorns you hand to me there wouldn’t be a single word Left ringing in my empty ears

Your Welcome Mat. (lyrics) 12/16 -b.p

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Where oh where did my wifi go That is why im actually writing Instead of wasting Save me from my bitter mind As it tries to stop the flow of inspiration And changes the storyline I don't love it, no I don't love anything, At least today And here I go, Falling in friendships with fictional characters over my own life But I'm still trying Still a fingers grip from falling The little things make me the most happy Nothing big at all Your face, this song, my ears or my socks, Instagram photos and beautiful movies Tumblr knows, only a little, And evening else is bleak, Blanker than these pages

b.p

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He kisses me. And then I’m holding my breath. “What?” He asks, when he pulls away. “Sorry,” I bite my tongue, “I forgot to breathe.”

b.p (writing on the bus)

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How can I make art When I'm scared that it won't be beautiful When all I can think of is that I'm wasting my time and that I'd rather be with you But I can't see you and do you even want to see me I won't text you anymore- Those words on your screen mean nothing except that I'm too caught up in you And I'm not lonely I'm just wishing someone was here tonight I do my best I really do but I resent you for how you treat this, like I'll always be there.. So I'll make my art and it doesn't have to be beautiful just maybe mean a little something

b.p

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Hey, don’t you dare think that you can take people for granted just because they are always there for you

b.p

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but the flaws you two have don't cancel each other out

b.p

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Today I’m so lonely without you But oh you could never know because you’re the cause and I’m the side affect that keeps dragging you down

b.p

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I cross my knees and hug my legs and try to feel okay but I’m scared of looking myself in the mirror and seeing what other people do because I don’t want to be disappointed. But there’s no one, okay, who does fail to disappoint, at least sometimes, because no one is fucking perfect and we move on that is what we do.

b.p

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Can we just talk about how some of us don’t find “our music” for years and years and years, and others grow up with it so that the lyrics are embedded into our little ears and the songs ring of our childhood, and then others grow away from their music every year and toss it away because it was only meant for a certain time in their life. 

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I am outer-space and you are gravity one of the only things pulling me back to earth its funny how I enjoy moments the way they play out in my head but you shake me up and tell me to stay here,  use my eyes and not my head.

you are gravity 

b.p

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I’m awkward but I got over it. Geez Louise just be yourself

b.p

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God you actually got me to smile today you sorcerer, magician, necromance, thaumaturge, wonder-worker, spellbinder

:)

-b.p

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Sometimes, my life feels like a bag of cereal with milk poured in it and no spoon

b.p

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Some days I'll just be repeating "I'm happy I'm happy, I'm going to be a good person, I'm happy I'm happy" Because a some days I'm not a good person All because I'm not happy

-b.p

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Silly girl, don’t you know? Boys won’t fix all your problems. They’ll probably make them worse.

b.p