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why are cool people all from 🏳️‍⚧️? what country is that?

Transylvania

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Have not eaten since Monday , now it’s Friday evening and dinner time. I am scared to break my fast & could continue tbh 🫤

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When I was young I remember titling our family “perfect”

Now I understand

Now I come home dreading

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I made it to 114 hours??????????😍

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50 Hours fasting 🫣😍

I am Actually a Little proud ngl

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Tw: ED

I am on my way to vacation

I know no one & no family or friends are involved

Starving will be so easy

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I had to stop at nearly 44 hours 🫠

By the time I had to stop, I felt amazing 🤩

After dinner I felt awful and had a complete meltdown

I still had supper & now I feel even worse

But something I learned today:

Fasting is damn easy when you lie

I feel good

I could have kept going & that motivates me a lot

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the feeling of hunger makes me feel so pretty

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37 hours into my fast & still going 🫶🏻

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✨Ed things✨

My mamma just left for work & I’m going to meet friends in the afternoon, we are going to a restaurant (where I am not going to order anything but a Diet Coke) & after that we are going to the movies 🍿 where I am also not going to order anything. So I’ll be home at around 10:30p.m

I’ll probably be sleeping from there on, waking up without having eaten anything in over 24 hours. I am meeting my cousin tomorrow in the afternoon, I am without supervision until I leave, so my next food intake will be tomorrow at around 7 p.m 🥹

I’m actually so excited it’s unbelievable…

But it’s a good practice for next week where I also plan on fasting for about 2 days or more , depends on how my body reacts

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St4rv1ng in Peace

6 days until I go on a trip w/o my parents & brother. Means

No supervision at mealtime

No pressure when eating

Restricting in peace

No foot = no workout (resting more)

I am extremely anxious when it comes to interacting with strangers but at least my Ed- Voice can act out once

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I can not wait for it to be Fall and winter!!

So my body isn’t bloated all the time, so I stop feeling as disgusting, so I can wear long sleeves again and all the other good things that come with cold weather

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I swear after vacation I will teach myself how to purge

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In a few weeks I’m going on vacation without my parents for the first time

I know no one there & no one knows me

✨SkiNNy TiMe ✨

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Here are some low cal diets I found in my camera roll =)

I wanna start a new diet Tomorrow. Any suggestions out of these?

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Now I want to loose it so much more

that triggered me as much as it motivated me