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ᥫ᭡ dinner, snack . . .

• dinner: pic below, 48 cals

• snack: 1 qiwi, half of an apple, 87 cals why tf i had it ughhhh!!!! stupid!!

today's total: 288 cals

steps: 4,2k steps, burnt 86 cals

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It’s literally disgusting how many old freak pedos slither their way into the ED community. Those types of people are literally as low as it can get.

Reblog if you do not welcome pedos anywhere near your page‼️

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୨ৎ lunch . . .

a bit more than a half of protein cookie w peanuts, caramel and raisin flavour, 113 cals

i'm shaking rn i was scared af to eat again even though it taste good and fits into my cal deficit today............ why did i ate...........

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i luv romanticizing my mental state too much

i can't handle all that shit that's going on in my life otherwise!! ☆⌒(ゝ。∂)

at least i suffer cutely :p

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ᡣ𐭩 breakfast. . .

i planned to skip it and just have a coffee like i always do and zero coke, but ate 40 cals of berries..... uhhh okay??

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ദ diets reupload . . .

"white society diet"; lower/higher cal ver.

decided to reupload these 2 diets i've posted on my prev acc!

some of my meals' pics when i tried it bc they were cute

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.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ദ Intro post . . .

ㅤ ㅤun3atc9t3ly is back!! ☆⌒(ゝ。∂)

ㅤmy prev acc was termed, but i'm never giving up, i like it there!!

i'm IT college student that struggles a lot w mental issues since young age and finds comfort being online (ᐡ ̥_ ̫ _ ̥ᐡ) ఇ i'm also jirai btw!

tw: mostly 3d topics, other mental issues block, do not report /ᐠ - ˕ -マ

DNI if it's triggering 4 u!

this acc is mostly an 3d diary, but also w sum posts abt my daily life and vents

also i'm currently having a huge af hyperfixation on a character, so i could sometimes post abt how fcking much i love him!! i hope that won't bother u!! >_<

but mostly my friends have to listen abt it lololol

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

ㅤ ♡ height: 158cm

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤㅤ • gw: 34.2kg (lw)

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ• gw2: 32kg

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ• ugw: 30kg

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𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི results!!

ᥫ᭡. drank 4 cals

ᥫ᭡. 9,9k steps, burnt 202 cals

ok i did great today, better than i planned to!

drinking green tea rn

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THIS. this motivated me af in the morning when i just read it, and i still don't want to eat AT ALL

using your char hyperfixation as a motivation>>>>>

i'll totally try to think abt this more ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

idk whats the right word for this, but heres a ed/ana fantasy/soft headcanon (that helps me starve myself whenever I'm struggling to) ;

you've starved urself for 4 days straight, nobody has ever noticed ur ed or how skinny you feel u need to be, and suddenly {insert someone you love/character}, forces u to eat a little after they notice. after arguing for a few minutes back anr forth, and being stuborn, you settle on something thats only 20-30 cals. they feed you, sitting over you, and you slowly eat, still fighting them with your stubbornness - you pout with defeat that you had to eat.

<3

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๑ lunch . . .

i bought myself diet cola instead of the protein cookie i took w me!

i'm motivated af rn ahhhhhhhhhhhh

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♡ breakfast, plans

i had a black coffee as a breakfast (finally no actual breakfast!!!!!!) and planning to go around 100-200 cals instead of my usual 300 cal limit bc i used to fail a couple of times this week :(

took a bit more than half of a protein cookie w me to college, weighed it before and it's 113 cals (but i still hope i won't eat before i get home)

gotta go after i post it!!

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ㅤ ☆ 2day's total!

• breakfast: i was planning to skip it, but i had some seafood, some protein pudding, and bit an apple a couple of times. 57 cals total.

skipped lunch

• dinner: pic below, 92 cals!

then had a spoon of that protein pudding again, some greek yogurt and some seafood again, 34 cals

my today's total is 183 cals! a bit different of what i planned for today, but the cal intake is the same i thought!

3,3k steps, burnt 67 cals!

college is tiring af, i thought i'm gonna die from headache :(

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My mind whenever I think about my height goes between two extremes

being short and fat sucks ass, if I was a few inches taller not only would I look more proportional I would be able to weigh more without looking like a fucking oompa-loompa like I understand why models are tall.

OR

I love feeling small and having guys and girls having to lean down to hear me, if I wasn't so fat I'd actually be a doll, I'd be perfect for picking up and holding, I'd be fragile, cute, worthy of loving

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*ೃ༄ Reblog if you’re an active 3D account in October 2024 *ೃ༄

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can't fucking stand the people who genuinely think that getting our accounts taken down is good for us.

1. it's incredibly easy to make a new account and add back your mutuals

2. the anger after our accounts get taken down only makes us burrow deeper into our disorder

3. most of us are genuinely too poor to seek help. there is no such thing as free therapy or free treatment.

4. in order to recover you have to WANT to recover. eating disorders ARE ADDICTIONS.

5. most of us are not pro. and we look down upon the people that are.

6. we didnt ask to have a fucked up relationship with food- in fact most of us LOVE food.

7. this is the only community space we have, it helps us feel less alone in an extremely isolating disorder.

8. it is not up to your dictation wether or not someone should or shouldn't have a platform to talk about a disorder that you have most likely never struggled with.

9. if you think criticizing, shaming, and trying to eradicate saftey for people with the disorders with the highest mortality rate of any mental illness is okay- you better burn in hell

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

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Hey if ur an 3D account please reblog this I got termed and I wanna find my moots plz 🥺<33

@wastetobones @wheredyousleep @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @rippingmygvtsout

@thegloomybat @vomit-dolly @twfragileforever

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hi, i'm un3atc9t3ly and my acc was taken down by tumblr bc of a report :(

looking 4 my prev moots (and new ones too!)

also gonna do an intro post like i had earlier in a while