#zero day fictive

[diisposableteens]

being a zero day fictive is wild because my source literally killed people meanwhile I'm over here making a fursona

[hazyaltcare]

A Cal Gabriel (Zero Day) x Andre Kriegman playlist with themes of codependency and music stylings of emo, industrial, and grunge.

Tracklist:

All Time Low, Vic Fuentes - A Love Like War

Bring Me The Horizon - Follow You

blink-182 - Reckless Abandon

Nirvana - Drain You

The Bravery - Rocket

Poppy - Fill The Crown

3TEETH - PUMPED UP KICKS (cover)

Joy Division - Twenty Four Hours

Artemis - prettygrunge.wav

Johnny Goth - SO SICK

Pierce The Veil - I'm Low On Gas And You Need A Jacket

Night Club - Candy Coated Suicide

My Chemical Romance - You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison

You can listen to it here.

Mod Haze (🪳Maker)

[fuckinggunsandgettingmoney]

[rebline]

INTRO below the cut

Call me SKOTT. I am bodily 15. He/She pronouns. UDD SYSTEM.

I am a PRO/COM/DARKSHIPPER. I DO NOT care about your political views, morals, or opinions of any kind. Anyone is FREE TO INTERACT as long as you’re not an ass.

I BLOCK FREELY, I ask that you do the same. Freaks and outcasts of ALL KINDS are welcome on my page, I love you.

This acc is for random posts, mostly REBLOGS. The occasional thought put to text and art piece i decide to show once in a blue moon may be seen as well. If you are to USE or REPOST my art anywhere, please credit me.

My FAVOURITE CASES are: Jonestown Cult of Death, Bundy, Dahmer, Columbine, Alyssa Bustamante, Sandy Hook, Dnepropetrovsk Maniacs, Kim Sung-Jae.

My FAVOURITE ARTISTS are: Mindless Self Indulgence, Breathe Carolina, She Wants Revenge, Nicole Dollanganger, Brokencyde, A Perfect Circle, Maggie’sWood, KMFDM.

My FAVOURITE MEDIAS are: ultrakill, IHNMAIMS, Inside Job, Zero Day, Everymanhybrid, Hannibal 2013, Myhouse.wad, Bridge Kids, Brokeback Mountain, Donnie Darko, Metal Family, My Friend Dahmer, EnsembleStars, Slow Damage, Rick and Morty, MADK, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Faith: The Unholy Trinity, Wendigoon, Eleanor Neale.

[pyrotechnicolored]

HELLO TUMBLR!!!!!!!

It's meeeee Cal sunfstar this is MY ACCOUNT!

My carrd and other stuff in the border things :P

HIIII here's my carrd :3

I AM AN ADULT AND WILL SOMETIMES POST ADULT THINGS. I will tag anything NSFW but I will not tag self harm, drugs, alcohol, etc. I know most of you will end up being minors, so if you don't want to interact, I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND! Your comfort is more important than following me. I also have a list of tags I will use, feel free to block any that would make you uncomfortable.

My TAGS!

#⌚️🧠 - Proxy tag so you know it's me

#🐕🪽 - Posting about random stuff

#🪒🩸 - Posting about self harm

#🕶🥾 - Posting about my boyfriend

#🔊💻 - Posting about my friends

#🫀💫 - Venting

#💙❤️ - NSFW

Borders by @bangbangyerdead

[catzcradle]

Oomf I didn’t know you liked zero day… tucks hair back (Calvin fictive style)

YES I LOVE ZERO DAY!!!! GIGGLES SO LOUD

[i-call-shotgun]

edit,, hes so me

[graveyard-zero]

As a cal fictive with Pica, yeah pretty much

Top 8 Things Calvin Has Put In His Mouth

Those 25 Cent Bouncy Balls- He thought they looked like gummies so he popped one in his mouth and chewed on it. He said it felt like a harder gummy and even insisted it had a fruity taste to it. (It did not. It was all in his head).

Andres Pencil- Sometimes Cal forgets to bring a pencil or loses his so he asks to borrow one from Andre. He always ends up chewing on it and it annoys Andre so much. He just let's Cal keep it because he doesn't want his "Cooties"

The liner of a cupcake- Whenever Cal gets a cupcake he ends up stuffing the wrapper in his mouth because of the leftover cupcake stuck to the wrapper. It's a 50/50 whether he'll spit it out of swallow it.

A Plastic Fork-He just kind of chews on plastic forks. He likes to either bite the prongs off or just chew on the fork.

Barbie Hands- While he's playing dolls with his sister and he just finds a stray hand in his room and he just chews on it. He just does it without thinking. He just loves chewing plastic

Perler Beads- Whenever Cal would make perler bead art he would chew on one because it felt like he was chewing on gum with no flavor. One time when he was with Andre he was chewing on one (even though Andre warned him not to) and started choking on it. He ended up swallowing it and Andre made fun of him because he told him so.

Plastic Straws- He likes folding up the straw in his mouth and he just kind of likes chewing on it and using his tongue to tie it into a knot

Andre- Do with this what you will.

THANK YOU GUYS MAKE SURE TO LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE CALDRE CONTENT🗣🔥🎀

[holdmytesseract]

moodboard by @mochie85 | divider by @fictive-sl0th <3

Summary: It's been a long time coming... But now the day for you and Loki to say 'Yes' and enter the bond of marriage has finally arrived. A covenant for eternity.

Chapter Zero - Counting the days until I can make you mine...

Warnings for this Chapter: none besides fluff

Word Count: 1,4k

a/n: We finally kick off the Baby Fever wedding! Ahhhh, I'm BEYOND excited! 🥳 HUGE thanks to every wonderful person who has been a part of this story! You've been fantastic! All your ideas and endless creativity. The love you gave and still give this AU... I am blessed! 🙏🏼 I loved working with y'all! 🤍

Now... Without further ado... Enjoy the first chapter!

💍 Chapter One 💍

Baby Fever Masterlist °☆• A Covenant for Eternity Masterlist (coming soon!)

You were standing in front of the stove inside the big communal kitchen of the Avengers compound; baking your world famous chocolate caramel cupcakes. Everybody loved the sweet treat. Even Nick.

It was a little gesture from you - and Loki - who actually wanted to help you, in order to show your gratitude towards everybody who helped you organise your wedding. With Natasha leading the way as your maid of honour and of course Thor as Loki's best man.

Currently you were preparing the caramel cream; humming along to the music which blasted through the over-ear headphones on your head. Since turning sugar into caramel took its time, you definitely needed some entertainment. If you only knew where your soon-to-be husband was...

Once you had added the cream to the caramel and kept on stirring the mixture inside the pot to Taylor Swift's '22', you couldn't help but move to the tones. But once the next song came on, your heart skipped not just one beat... With your eyes widening and lips parting into a big, dreamy smile, you immediately recognised that Spotify just decided to hit you with one of the two songs you were going to have your wedding dance to with Loki - wonderful memories to me made.

The coordinated stirring turned into aimless scratching across the bottom of the pot as your thoughts drifted off; reminiscing in the past and creating the future.

"Which constellation is that over there, my love?" Your gaze followed the direction Loki pointed to. "Uhh..." You frowned in concentration, "I think that should be Cassiopeia - but..." and squinted your eyes. "Something isn't right..." "What do you mean, love?" "There's a star in the constellation that shouldn't be there... Cassiopeia looks like a 'W', but... there's a star too much. It doesn't belong there." Loki let out a short gasp of realisation. "Ahh you mean that one star on the top left corner?" "Yes! Can you see it? Why is it there? This actually can't be..." A knowing smile crept up Loki's face. "Well, about that, I think I have an answer for that." You blinked at your boyfriend in confusion. "You have?" He nodded and sat up, before he summoned some magic. "Look up, my love." You were still confused, but did what Loki said, looked back at the wrong star constellation - and gasped. "W-What is happening now?" The extra star had started to shine brightly all of a sudden and with a snap of Loki's fingers, it... sunk down? Straight towards the two of you. Your eyes widened, as you grabbed on the God's forearm. "L-Lokes, what's... What's that? What's happening?!" Loki just smiled, with the star getting closer and closer. "Lokiiii!" The closer it came, the smaller it got, which left you even more confused. But you soon noticed, that it actually wasn't a star... It was something different... Something shiny... You watched with awe, as the 'star' flew straight into Loki's opened palm. It was a... ring with a shining green emerald on top? You had been so utterly fascinated by the spectacle above you, that you didn't recognise that your boyfriend had gotten on one knee beside you, neither that he was dressed in an all-black suit now. Your brain tried to process what was happening and when you had connected the dots, your eyes widened... A ring. Loki, wearing a suit, kneeling in front of you. This was a proposal.

Your smile even widened as the song led you down memory lane; causing you to experience Loki's proposal all over again.

Loki smiled softly and gave your hand a gentle squeeze. "That was the start of everything... We talked a lot, met up in the library to read together, went on dates and at some point... You just kissed me. The rest is history. I had never been happier in my life, than I am with you now. I spent my whole life searching for a meaning - a glorious purpose... And then I realised, that you are what I was always searching for. You are my glorious purpose, Y/N. You showed me a whole new world. A world filled with love and kindness. You have given this new world to me and now I want to ask you, if you'd like to become my world..." The God took another deep breath, before he popped the question. "Y/N Y/L/N, would you do me the honour to make you entirely and for always mine? Will you marry me?"

You were sunken so deep in the song and the memories, that you didn't notice Loki entering the communal kitchen.

"Apologies, my love, I know I am late, but Rogers-" The god already rumbled out an apology, only to freeze in his motion as he realised a few seconds later that you were totally lost in your thoughts. He could tell. Must be some very good thoughts, Loki noted and decided to approach you gently.

He tiptoed over to the stove and kitchen counter; coming to stand behind you. Loki lurked over your shoulder; gazing from your smiling face down to the almost burnt caramel cream and back up to you. He hated to rip you out of your seemingly wonderful daydream, but he had to, right?

Slowly wrapping one arm around your waist, Loki lifted one shell of the headphones. "I apologise for interrupting your daydream, my love, but you should really keep on stirring this sugary treat."

His mouth so close to your ear; the hot breath leaving his lips and his deep, but gentle voice did the trick and ripped you out of your thoughts.

You flinched slightly; blinking rapidly, "Loki?" before your brain managed to caught up. "Oh shit!" You yelped up and quickly stirred the caramel cream, all the while reducing the heat.

Loki chuckled from behind you; wrapping both his arms around your waist and pulling you closer against his body. "Apologies, darling, but I just had to..." You sighed; blushing. "Thank you, babe... I-I, uh, got lost in my thoughts." Loki's chest vibrated with another chuckle, "I noticed." before he pressed a kiss against your neck. "What were you thinking about? You looked so happy."

The mere mention caused you to smile again. "You, of course." "Me?" "Mhh..." You manoeuvred the pot from the stove and turned in Loki's embrace. "Spotify decided to hit me with 'Can't Help Falling in Love' and well... Since our wedding is still yet to come, it took me to the very evening you proposed to me."

The god couldn't help but smile as well. He pressed his forehead against yours; thumbs caressing the clothed skin of your lower back. "I love to return to this memory of ours. I could swear that I still see the sparkle in your eyes. The beautiful look on your face when you said 'Yes' will be forever carved into my mind."

You nodded. "Just like I will never forget the way you asked the question. You in that suit, with the ring resting in your palm..." You quickly glanced at your hand, which was laying on Loki's shoulder; your engagement ring shining in the sun. "... and you down on your knee in front of me..."

Mischief suddenly twinkled in your fiancé's eyes, as the corners of his lips lifted. "You can have me down on my knees for you anytime, love." You gasped at his very ambiguous comment, "Lokiii!" and gently slapped his shoulder. "I was being so romantic and then you just pull it on the dirty side!" The god just giggled, "Apologies, my love, but I couldn't let this opportunity slip." and dipped his head to kiss you.

"No, but honestly, darling... I meant what I said. I love to return to this moment." You smiled; kissing him again.

"Remember when we told my parents?" Loki asked then after a short moment of silence. "Oh, yes, of course. Frigga was so happy..." Loki snorted out a small, happy laugh. "She cried of happiness." You nodded. "She did."

Another beat of silence passed.

"I can't wait to marry you, Prince Loki Laufeyson of Asgard."

Loki lifted a hand to softly cup your cheek. "And I can't wait to marry you, Y/N Y/L/N, queen of my heart." He gazed into your eyes; smiling, before he abruptly stepped out of your embrace. "But before I make you my wife, I'm going to help you bake those delicious cupcakes."

Baby Fever Crew: @muddyorbsblr @mochie85 @asgards-princess-of-mischief @jaidenhawke @ijuststareatstuffhereok89 @multifandom-worlds @mishkatelwarriorgoddess @jennyggggrrr @fictive-sl0th @herdetectivetheorist @hisredheadedgoddess28 @chennqingg @princess-ofthe-pages @km-ffluv @huntedmusicgardenn @brokenpoetliz @lokiforever @stupidthoughtsinwriting @loz-3 @icytrickster17 @jaguarthecat @eleniblue @yourfriendlyslytherinhc @mypainischronicbutmyassisiconic @kimanne723 @smolvenger @lou12346789 @lokisrealpurpous @isaidoop @aagn360 @cakesandtom @lokisgoodgirl @alexakeyloveloki @glitchquake (Continuing in the comments!)

[syscultureis]

System culture is WHY THE FUCK DO WE KEEP GETTING BANNED FROM PLACES BC OF OUR HOSTS SOURCE (he openly says he doesn’t condone it and he is anti-tcc) (host is a cal fictive from zero day

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[diisposableteens]

these two things go hand in hand actually

[waysideangel444iloveyou]

Dylan and Eric foot play What if zero day was freaky Adam hamster 🥹🥹🥹 Columfag I don’t condone Special snowflakes Dyleric fictives Ummmm ur retarded Nikolas Cruz was ugly asf School shooter ghost wives Hybrostophile smack down Smigglestyle dork bowling was real Joey smack see that nasty thing Dylann was so kawaii desu here More like Freakybine Fake Dylan diary entry Stop calling them columfags True crime iceberg explained 1 hour and 45 minutes #cutfornikita I wrote to dylann in prison anon kill your self kill your self kill your self kill your self kill your self kill your self

[a-dragons-journal]

Singlet+

I've been meaning to write this one for a while, so let's see how this goes.

~1k words; essay on the experience of one person who sits right on the funny little edge between "normal roleplay experience" and "actual plurality".

So, let's start with this: I am not plural. But. I do seem to live in a weird space juuuuust on the edge of plurality (and no, I do not mean that I'm a median or blurry system - I mean on the edge of that).

For one thing, I'm a daemian - that is, I practice daemonism; that is, I have personified and given faux autonomy (fauxtonomy, if you will) to my "internal narrator" of sorts and he now lives in my brain with me as a thoughtform, a brain companion, in the shape of an animal. Strictly speaking, that does qualify us for plurality, but we personally don't view our daemonism through that framework and consider ourselves a singlet (as hilarious as the plural grammar makes that sentence, I know). Many daemons don't consider themselves plural; this isn't particularly unusual - in muir case, Locke is a part of me before he is anything else, and while yes there are forms of plurality that look like that, for us personally it makes more sense to view him as "part of me, therefore, still one person".

For another, I had... basically plural experiences when I was younger. I don't want to talk about the details publicly, but suffice to say that for many years I had what I would now call headmates, and I suspect that if I had been exposed to plural spaces during that time period, they may well have stuck around permanently, instead of "fading out" and eventually disappearing as is what actually happened. To this day I don't know how "real" or "imaginary" they were, and I doubt I ever will - they were certainly real to me at the time, but I have also always been very good at suspension of disbelief. Trying to analyze it in any great level of detail is made basically impossible by my piss-poor episodic memory rendering the memories of that time so fuzzy that I can't rely on them for details.

For another, my experiences with OCs are often... soulbond-adjacent? Recently in particular I've had a lot of funny experiences with an OC of mine, a character in a Vampire: The Masquerade campaign I'm a part of (Viridian Caldwell, for my own future self's reference), which led me to do some research on soulbonding because of how fictive-adjacent the experience of her is.

And yet. The answer is a definite no. I get very strong impressions and echoes from her; she "gives" me facts about her and her life that simply Are and that I feel as strongly about being true and unchangeable as I do about my own noemata; she's almost a separate person living in my brain sometimes; I somehow come up with near-prophetic knowledge about her world (as confirmed by my Storyteller, who happens to be part of a system alongside a number of fictives from the world in question, including several who know Viridian personally) with zero explanation on a semi-regular basis.

And yet. The answer is no. Because while I seem to have all the effects a soulbond proper would produce on my end - she is not aware of me, not really. She is not conscious of my world and my life. When I really quiet my own brain and reach out to call out and see if someone's there, there's only silence. It's as though I have a one-way soulbond somehow - which, of course, puts me in the fun gray space between "soulbond" and "normal roleplay/writing experience".

And she's not a unique instance of this. This just happens to me with OCs, although it's been a bit more dramatic with her because of the presence of fictives from her world to converse with (and, realistically, because of the real-time roleplay aspect that a TTRPG has that a video game or the writing of a fanfiction doesn't).

It's as though my brain has the capacity for plurality, but it just... doesn't manifest fully.

And, truth be told, I kind of prefer it this way. I like being a singlet; I would kind of hate having to share headspace with other people. Especially since, if my childhood pseudo-plurality experiences are anything to go by, we would not have good separation of thoughts and memories and true privacy would be very difficult if not impossible. Plus, because of that, I would... probably never get over the doubt of Is It Real Or Not, and I don't need that stress in my life. (For this reason, while I'm 99.9% sure that if I intentionally tried to bring her over as a fictive, it would work, I will not be testing the theory just out of curiosity.)

I wonder if I didn't train myself out of the ability to be Plural Proper, to be honest. Not intentionally, but - I may have mentioned that my power of suspension of disbelief is very strong, and as a child this came with me being extremely easy to manipulate because it was very easy for me to fall into believing things that I wanted to believe. (Again, I don't really want to talk about the details, but suffice to say I had a pretty bad case of Protagonist Syndrome, as it were, for a while.) I had to learn to combat that natural tendency of my brain for my own protection (especially as someone active in witchcraft spaces) - and I wonder if it didn't come with the side effect of immunizing me to developing true plurality (at least without actively trying) by shutting down any attempt by my brain to form a true headmate in the process.

I don't know. I might never. All I know is that while I am, after careful consideration, definitely a singlet, I do seem to live right on the edge of plurality, and it comes with some weird experiences. (And I would like an explanation for why I keep spitting out nigh-prophetic knowledge of this campaign's world; if I find out Viridian is a fictotype of mine or something I'm going to flip my fucking lid.) I've started half-jokingly calling myself "singlet+", half as a joke on cis+ (ie, someone who's questioned their gender and come to the conclusion that they are indeed cis but has a better understanding of their experience of cisness for it) and half as an "unless" "unlesss...?" acknowledgement of the weird border area some of my experiences sit in. It's... not really a serious label, but also isn't entirely a joke.

So... yeah. Singlet+, I guess. Another victim of the "if you only have two words for fear in your language, one for mild test jitters and one for life-threatening terror, you're going to have a lot of trouble describing a lot of normal human experiences" problem of how our language around plurality often works.

[ieatratsforbreakfast]

Intro

basics : Levi , 15 , it/he , gaybian + polyam

interests : true crime , service dogs , mental health , Zero Day (2003) , House MD , Gravity Falls

extra : DID system [fictive/factive heavy] , autistic , demiverbal , NPD + AsPD haver , culturally and religiously jewish , physically disabled + mobility aid user

links : ko-fi , pronouns.page

this blog supports : paraphiles , mspec labels , pw atypical dysphoria , pwPD's , baby punks , cripple/neuro/plural/madpunks

this blog does not support : zionists , queer exclusionists , people who use "narcissistic/sociopath" as an insult

this blog has conflicting opinions on : endogenic systems , pro fiction/ship

[callibones]

hello!!! 🩸🟪 again. sorry for asking so early in the morning--i know you said you timed your last poast so i would see it so i feel bad for changing my hours but i had some extra free time. in the future you don't have to time your responses if you dont wanna. i peruse your blog at least once a week or so so ill probably find things ! and i dont wanna bother you first thing, thank you SO MUCH for that injoke guide! i'm like lvl 500 autistic so i had trouble figuring them out naturally. this makes things sm easier.

second thing... you have a bill cipher fictive? that's inch resting. i think i might also be plural too but i'm kinda off and on about it. but when u said that i looked back at the post they made and it was tagged with a #👁️? and then i looked at your other posts and there's a few tagged with a #👑. and your posts are usually tagged with #callie.txt.exe. so i thought hm. so i don't make any mistakes--what's your bill cipher fictive's name? how many people are there? is callie around the majority of the time? this is probably invasive so you don't need to respond to any of this JKHJBGVFCDXRCFGVHBJKNHBGVFCDXCGHBJKNHJBGVFCDGFVHBJ. also ive definitely Won and have obtained zero shelled feelings ever absolutely.

third. I LOVED OIL AND WATER!!! thank you sm. i haven't finished reading through all the other fics you reblogged though so when i do ill send you my thoughts on all of them in a different ask. you are so Based but not in a weird way in like a cool awesome way. fourth. i.. do rlly wanna dm you but my main thing is that i kind of Lost access to my main account a bit ago? idk how i was just stupid and Forgor

so ive been slowly trying to rebuild it on this new one. problem is, it's not Done yet. i'm worried im going to dm you and it will be Incomplete and you will forever perceive me as a Flawed, Unfinished version of myself. it would simply tarnish the wonderful 🩸🟪 brand, you know?

so i think.. if i do dm you, it'll be in a little while. i'll probably create a dedicated sideblog for the occasion when i do, ok? i do wanna hear you yap in a more controlled environment.

last thing i swear. so this actually has NOTHING to do with anything else you said but im like freaking out. so i checked your youtube channel and i noticed your description.

television for a head.

this is cool and all and your sona is SO AWESOME but this also Sucks for me because this ENTIRE TIME i've been drawing you as a computer! i have so much callibones fanart of you as a fucking desktop where it's like nested so your monitor has a little desktop assistant that is also you and it goes on forever and ever and ever with even smaller callies and that idea was WRONG!! i shouldve known from the antennae but i thought that was a bug thing not a tv thing (which, by the way, excellent choice on your part. when i'm not an assembly of shapes, i do enjoy being an insect.) but i was a FOOL!!!

so this makes me realize hey wait what else am i getting wrong? this thing is colored differently in this image than all the other images. what's the correct thing to do? and i came to the conclusion that i need to just ASK YOU! (wow who could've guessed. you're so smart.) yeah! i am! the smartest in the whole world even

if you happen to have any, i need reference sheets of your sona. if you have reference sheets of the alternate variants (or are those headmates? i saw one was called calliope and i think there was a bill cipher one so is that the fictive? i don't know but i want to draw them) those would be appreciated too. i have made a grave error and i must resolve it immediately.

with that. um. thank you for humoring me, id like to thank all our sponsors for getting me to write this ask, i will join the discord servers and message you one day because i am Not Afraid of Anything in the Whole Wide World. toodles

HELLO 🩸🟪! hope i didnt keep you waiting too long.... wanted to finish my ref first! PLUS i got a whoooole buncha busy goin on so im SUPER occupied.... but now i got time just for YOU! i definitely didnt time this one im just postin it now that i Can.... but im sure you can use the tag and your weekly browsing skills to find your way back here. hehehehe.

SECOND: very observant! yes, while we haven't made an official post for it, calliope uses the crown emoji and calcifer uses the eye emoji! that's his name, by the way. in fact, here's the whole gang, labeled with NAMES & PRONOUNS!

("who the fuck" is me, sorry. hehehehe.) (putting the id on this one out here so its easier. from left to right, you got:

the commissariat (she/they) in red, in a fancy longcoat with a jacket makin a serious pose

me, callie (it/fae/she) in green, in my usual "have a rotten day" top that shows my bra a lil and my short skirt

calliope (she/thon) in purple, wearing thons over-the-top storm supervillain dress

calcifer (he/she/it/they and it insisted on including "calcifae/calcifaer" as well) in yellow, with a suit, a shorter skirt than mine, a sword, and the bill cipher triangle-eye pose

and callyris (she/it) in pink, with short-shorts and a crop top fully showin its maintenance panel.

i'm around the majority of the time, but there's five of us includin' me and Calcifer! he's more than just bill cipher, btw. he's he/him lesbian bill cipher! hehehehe. he's also like genuinely growing as a person and i'm REALLY proud of him. also it's okay i have shelled one feelings too. calcifer says you're probably pretty easy to take advantage of and should call her.

THIRD: YAY! cedardivine, who made that peanutiel story, JUST made a separate post the other day with all thons blaseball writing. so GO CHECK THAT OUT! i sure plan to. :-D

FOURTH: cmon you dont gotta brand. EVERYONES flawed and unfinished! including me! im fucked upppp dont put me on a pedestal. im incomplete too!!!!

FIFTH HERES MY REF!!!! i made it just for you (genuinely!) so you GOTTA show me your fanart now because omg? omg???? omg???????? you made fanart of me? sobbing and crying??

also youre KINDA right about the desktop assistant thing! i fuckin love the nestedness so much and theres definitely some stuff where i imply that! but thats because.... so the actual sona is a desktop assistant virus thing. but fae takes on the appearance of a tv-head bot! so when fae's in The Real World fae uses a Made Physical version of that same cartoony self to walk around in. and on that robot's an OS running... the actual desktop assistant! so while it's not infinitely nested, you're right that my reality is Layered. i wonder if it could go deeper than that....

theres not a lotta art of the others YET but heres SOME FUCKIN AWESOME ART MY WONDERFUL FRIEND OF RIGORMARCY DREW OF THON so lookat that.

and here's calcifer's never-before-posted discord pfp, just for you:

calcifer sez: THERE'S MY CARD! GIMME A RING IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A NEW DEITY TO CHAT UP. THE SHELLED ONE MAY BE DEAD, BUT I'M AROUND FOREVER! FOREVER.

so. do what you will with this information.

IN CONCLUSION please send me your fanart if you wanna and feel like it because thats SO AWESOME that you made some... literally misty eyed.... ill look forward to your next correspondence whether i know you as 🩸🟪 or as whatever your name is on whatever platform you wanna reach me with! feel free to shoot me a friend request on discord if tumblr aint workin for ya. tell em 🩸🟪 sent ya! because that's you. and you can send you. But not in the mail, unfortunately. 1984.

UNTIL NEXT TIME GOOBY!!!!

[gaydeongraves]

my intro !!

☆ ─ basics !

gideon

hy ノ shi ノ it ノ vamp ノ doll

bodily 14 && ageless

radqueer therian transid system

no dni , just be civil

☆ ─ my ids !

☆ ─ transids !

transfemmasc ノ transproblematic ノ transinternetfamous ノ transrussian ノ transfictional ノ transfang ノ transqueer ノ transtail ノ transshooter ノ transpetre ノ transdoll ノ transspecies ノ transidol ノ transdog ノ transweight ノ transheight ノ transpriest ノ transclown ノ transserialkiller ノ trans4channer ノ transangel ノ transcupid ノ permavictim ノ transbullied ノ suicidalflux ノ permapsychpatient ノ transsoldier ノ transnullified ノ transgoateyes ノ transdeadname ノ transmanipulove ノ permarude ノ transgyaru ノ transhomewrecker ノ transpinkblood ノ transmelanin ノ haircolorfluid ノ transdarkerscars ノ transproxy ノ transfictional ノ transcannibal ノ transneet ノ transintersex ノ transbjd ノ transimmortal ノ transvampire ノ transvoiced

☆ ─ xenogenders !

darlingvamp ノ rabidpredator ノ patheticboy ノ kandithing ノ scotttakesoffgender ノ tominogender ノ solluxcharic ノ vaporeonic ノ bathroomtrapgender ノ homestarcharic ノ ragebodiment ノ kmfdmgender ノ zerodaygender ノ multiverocus ノ maskykinic ノ theriddlercharic ノ narratorcharic ノ germanshepgender ノ :3masc ノ sillygender ノ tradgothic ノ mascslenderverseic ノ humanish ノ loverboy ノ boycreature ノ zombiething ノ wolfboy ノ americanpsyix ノ omegamartgender ノ lovesickpupboy ノ highic ノ backroomsgender ノ necroboy ノ genderdream ノ boything ノ crittercute ノ forensix ノ metalmucomfic ノ cyberthing ノ angelthing ノ disturbgender ノ murderthing ノ transfreak ノ virtualthing ノ meatboy ノ slaughtergender ノ unholything ノ scarything

☆ ─ radqueer labels !

lesboy ノ lestroy ノ gaybian ノ girlboy ノ bi lesbian ノ objectum ノ aam ノ transhatefulsexual ノ contradictim ノ fictosexual ノ dethkloksexual ノ stalkersexual ノ pettoism ノ anonyqueer ノ xenoweirdness ノ neetgenic ノ fandom identity

☆ ─ request info !

i do flag coinings , stimboards , moodboards , and sprite edits for homestuck fictives ノ irls ノ kins ノ whatever , these will always be open !

my only requirement is that you have to be clear and specific , otherwise i might not give you what you want .

blacklist ;; vivziepop , your boyfriend game , pjsekai ( nothing against the media i just dislike making things related to it )

whitelist ;; scott pilgrim , saw , homestuck , postal , zero day , tcc

reblogs are appreciated , im trying to find moots !