#z;; this is so bad im sorry
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I have never watched dragon ball z, this just appeared in my abandoned sketch folder one day
#the owl house#toh#undertale#dragon ball z#sans#asgore#the titan toh#crossover#?#this is so bad im sorry#i guess this was my first thought when i saw the titan?#sans undertale#ut#dbz#NRart
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every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space
i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !
#i inserted [disabled person] because they used a fucking slur instead and i didn't want that in my post#like i feel like there should be room for disabled people like me whose lives literally entirely depend on accessing said >#> extremely limited benefits in conversations about whether voting in this election makes you complicit in genocide#which like! i do understand. i do. it's nauseating to think about what this shit ass country is doing. it's horrific. i do not blame anyone#> for not wanting to be a part of that. *and* i am also terrified for my own life because i remember the first time trump won it suddenly >#> became IMPOSSIBLE for ANYONE to get on benefits. EVER. and so many disabled ppl i know went to renew benefits theyd had for decades >#> just to be denied. one of whom was a below-the-neck paraplegic. he died because he lost those benefits!!! because trump won#i really do understand why people dont feel right voting for harris. or why they don't vote at all. i truly do. but holy shit i am so scare#and yes! i am aware that people in palestine and gaza are suffering so much worse. and i wish i could change that#but every single person in power in the US is pro-israel and eagerly drinking the anti-palestine kool-aid. no matter who wins >#> things will not change in that part of the world. and it is infuriating. when the revolution comes this will change. but it hasnt.#the revolution will not save me as a physically disabled person. it will not save any of us. we do not matter to leftists. i am sorry but >#> this is the one thing i have learned after being in leftist spaces for over 10 years. and posts like the one i mentioned prove it#so i am very sorry. i really am. for being physically disabled. but i cannot survive another 4 years relying on my parents for everything#if trump wins i will be killing myself. this is a promise. i cannot do that again#i know it makes me a bad person to be afraid that harris will lose. but people on the left already think i'm a bad person for being disable#i want the genocide to stop. i absolutely do. i also want to survive. i am terrified that the US leftists will sacrifice disabled people#like me so they can feel good about being put in a real life trolley situation#again. im sorry. im so fucking sorry. i wish i was a better person. i wish i was able to give more. i know that if i was just a good#person i would be able to have a job and give to every palestinian gofundme on my dash. i would be able to do more than my daily clicks >#> and reaching out and calling representatives that don't care. if i was a good person i would be able to convince my parents that z*onism>#is deeply fucking racist. and that israel is wildly racist and killing palestinians for fun. if i was a good person i would be able to make#>them leftists too. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry im not good enough. im sorry that im scared. im so scared and it's not right for me to be#when so much worse is going on because of this countrys bloodlust. im sorry that im benefiting from being born here i dont want to be#im sorry for not having any other options. if i was a good person i know i would have them. im sorry. god im sorry im so fucking sorry
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An Athlete & his Artist ✨
Full + Credit Below The Cut
CW: none?? Its mature-ish ig, w/ the slightest sexual undertones??
Jesse’s got big, worn down, rough, hands. Hands that spend too much time with clay on a wheel- hands that have dried out but have lost none of the loving tenderness they had at the start of it all. Hands that are warm when they hold his children and support them so assuredly- hands that perfectly cup Aaron’s face & make him a lovestruck mess
And Aarons hands- soft but rough all in the same. Hands with long fingers and a sturdy grip, palm’s soft from tender care he tries to apply to keep himself like he was before. But ultimately hands that still change from all of the hard work he does- hands that send shivers up Jesse’s spine every time he’s touched by one
Reference Used (Twitter Link, this is a F2U public reference)
#JesZ for the win tonight ig#JesZ#i got lost in the sauce & wanted to draw smth self indulgent#so~ my current perception of Jesse & Z ig#or smth similar#Wondero*Town#4town imagines#i think im still more of a JesT shipper but I couldn’t make T work here#ill do more JesT another time#edit: sorry for bad image quality btw#tumblr wont let me give yall HQ images
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maybe a hate crime tht i went fur easter scourge instead of transgender scourge today
#textz#twoleg bullshit#but really their both tranz so it still workz#ok random my typing i use z instead of s well established. but i alwayz hesitate w/ tranz i usually type trans first#bcuz i swear 2 fucking god in highschool i saw a post abt tranz with a z being a slur somhow n like ive tried 2 find it. nothing.#no idea wht thtz abt or if it waz evr a post tht actually existed or if my brain invented it. in any case it is engraved#if anybody knoz wtf thtz abt plz let me kno im so curious. chancez r i dreamed it up tho#in othr othr newz. i forgor abt tdov until. litcherally liek 20 minz ago im sorry im bad at being transgendered
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YOUR MALLEUS POST IS JUST!!!!! AGDKFFLSVFL!!!! WHO KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES I RE-READ THAT THING BUT IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT!!!! 😫😭👌🖤💚
I'm so late to this but thank you so much Knight!! 🖤💚🖤💚 I'm so happy you enjoyed Blindfolded Malleus... I was so excited for you to read it, and I'm very happy it lived up to the hype and anticipation!!! Truly, I am so honored and grateful that you would re-read something so long 🥹 it amazes me how supportive you are!! I hope I can continue to write things that you enjoy! One day in the [regretfully] far future I swear to you that I will put out an Idia fic just for you hehehe. I'm so overwhelmed by the amount of things I am excited to write, but I guess that is a wonderful problem to have! I only wish I had more time in the day to write, but alas, such is life. Why the fUCk am I writing so formal right now daiohssadoi;hdSAO not me saying BUT ALAS. SUCH IS LIFE????? It is so.
I'm actually taking a TWELVE DAY vacation from work starting on the 22nd so I might actually do a little request event where people can send me like kink prompts or something. I think that'll be fun!
Okay and FINE I'll do some fluff prompts too for the fluff people but please don't judge my fluff too harshly, I'm still learning!!! For some reason smut just comes naturally dhaDSAHIDDASijdsan I'll start gathering some prompts and we will do a little ask game or something.
📣 By the way FELLOW HONEST THIGH RIDING ANON if you SEE this first of all, ONCE AGAIN: I wish to express my undying devotion to you and your exceptional thought process. I am positively frothing at the mouth over your request and I am PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE I am finally making good progress and it WILL be out soon. We WILL make him cum in his pants. We WILL make him cry, whimper, and moan.
#sorry knight i took over your ask to make a desperate PSA for my hero: fellow honest thigh riding anon#ILYSM KNIGHT THANK U FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#does my millennial show when I key smash#as someone born in 96 i am actually right on the cutoff for millennial and gen z#so i choose to identify with whoever is getting the best press at the time#just kidding im sorry gen z i can't relate to yall at all...#i still like ugg boots and my hair will forever be side parted#most of my millennial cringe comes from being a tumblr user between 2010 and 2014#it is engrained#the cool thing about getting older (young people heed my words):#i am unbully-able (and one day you will be too)#you simply cannot make me feel bad about doing things i like to do and enjoying things that make me happy#take pride in what you enjoy and don't let societal norms stop you#also you don't have to worry about getting bullied anyway because adults literally don't do that to each other#everyone in their mid 20s and beyond have learned to stop caring about what other people do for their own enjoyment#because like... lets be real... seeing and learning about what makes people happy... is super cool. the world needs more happiness#this is also a call out: if your friends or online spaces make you feel bad about your interests... gtfo of there#thats not the norm. curate your spaces for what makes you feel good!!!#your 20s are shit enough without so much negativity during the times you are supposed to be relaxed and surrounded by loved ones#this post was made by ugg boot gang#‧͙+ ̊*・༓☾ Erica Answers ☽༓・* ̊+‧͙
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#personal#headmate shenanigans#z: It appears that with your return home you've picked up some old Habits.#z: It's not a Bad Thing. But i worry.#i: :/#z: Yeah You're Fucked. Sorry.#j: i just want to finish stuff. i feel like getting organized to the fullest is a good start#j: being organized makes me feel good :)#z: It is good to be organized. Just try not to Over Do Everything.#z: You've Already Broke Once.#j: wait thats not fair it wasnt just meee#i: well 🥰 what can i say its been a while since i felt so much pain!!#z: Yeah its Not Surprising. This is a Terrible Place for You Specifically. I fear More Painful Nights are coming..#z: ugh. not to mention the coming months....#z: We will make it work.#j: I am just going to bury myself in work until the time passes by so fast were happy again#z: And Thats Whats Concerning the Most... Sigh.#j: im going to ginish the ref. i really want to show off to be honest and relate to the other DID OSDD friends#z: Don't get hurt if No One gives you Attention on it okay? i know that discourages you a little.#z: over time discouragement after discouragement you feed the... what the hell are Calling them. These Emotion Demons.#okay time for beb#zzzz
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can't even look at myself
#jinx's hijinks#today was baad#first a bus driver is scresming at KIDS AT 8AM#im sorry people are poor or in a rush or didnt know their card was out of charge but its not effecting ur pay#SHUT THE FUCK UP#if were going to school you csnt deny us access to the bus bc thats denying us access to our education#and slso dont fucking yell at random kids#you do not know what other people are going thru idc if ur cranky shut it and dint yell at a 10 yo you crabby bastard#also public transport should be free#but back on topic#yelling is z massive trigger for me#and ive felt not quite real or gere since#i sont recognise myself in the mirror. i look like me but everything is off. and ive just realised how fast the oast 6 monthas have gone.#i need ti die abt it#but i tood a teacher sbt it all abd how im drowning in school work bc all the teschers are piling wirk on us out jf nowhere.#anc i got a well-being referral#thats so fun! <- guy who is terrfied of his parents fibding oit about his bad struggles.
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i try not to let it get to me but the knowledge i am always going to be The Stupid One in every situation i’m in just…really, really sucks. sigh. oh well. i stay silly :3c
#cant even blame it on being audhd because everyone else i know who is#is smart and talented and their brains work alright 😭 i'm just stupid and incapable#i feel like i’m the only person out there who does not get to experience any of the benefits or joys of these things#for me it is nothing but brain damage and endless suffering with no brightside or intelligence or anything#but then everyone tells me i’m the bad guy because if there was a magic button that would make me not audhd i would click it immediately#like why am i wrong for not wanting to suffer#everyone else seems to have a special interest or a fixation and they can remember information about those things but i...dont. i can't. LO#i do not experience the autistic joy everyone else talks about. i dont have the adhd focusing on what you like superpowers or whatever#my autism made me barely pass highschool and i couldnt handle community college and i had to drop out and i can barely handle having#an entry level job that everyone patronizes me about#i'm barely verbal and i am losing my ability to function to brainfog and everyone around me treats me like i'm their little pet idiot#but wanting to change that about myself makes me evil and bad or something i guess#sorry to whine on tumblr like the good old days but twitter is sick of my shit LOL 😭#pmdd making me spiral worse than usual#one of those times where i'm realizing that if everyone else experiences these things totally different from me than maybe that was never#what was wrong with me in the first place lol. maybe i dont have an explanation and i'm back to being 10 15 19 24 sobbing wondering why im#like this. why i'm so stupid. not even in a self hating way in a legitimately proven way that i am functioning below average intelligence.#ok im done sorryyyyy god i forgot how good tumblr is to vent on#z
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so sick and tired of “stop posing like a millennial/stop the millennial pause” like why do we continue to make fun of people for the dumbest fucking reasons
#it hurts nobody and gives ppl like me even more anxiety than i already have#cuz now i gotta make sure im not acting a certain way in fear of being judged#on one hand i DO NOT care what some randos think is cool or not#but on bad and dark mental days it’ll get to me#like the world is going to die we’re all on a societal collapse just leave ppl alone i beg of you#like i never share opinions anymore and am so fucking scared of making friends/interacting with ppl because of how-#uncool/stupid/cringe/opinionated i am#throw others making you feel bad about just existing and trying to be silly or act how you normally do and turn that into-#’oh look your millennial/gen z/cringe is showing do it this way instead’#like shut up??????????#sorry for the rant i literally cannot stand twitter and tiktok anymore
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crawls out of airtable covered in blood. secsam time
#i always end up w a MILLION things in the request box and i feel so bad#whoever gets assigned me im sorry for the wall of text. i like to give Options and have Too Many Ideas#im so excited tho. no penumbang this year (rip penumbang) so i only have one exchange to focus on and wont die horribly this time LOL#and z speaks#thinkin about. fish and robots
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9, 13, and 15 for this ask game ♡
15. What’s the best dream you’ve had?
Recently? The person I liked, liked me back and confessed after their dance recital
13. Name a list of shows that have changed your life.
the ones i can think of rn are fleabag, stranger things, gossip girl
9. Do you have any cool talents?
idk man, spontaneously crying? does that count
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1, 8, 10, 11, 22, delear's choice on fandom 👀
choosing violence :)
i'm gonna go dc themed for this one (when it applies) thanks for the ask archie!!
also, as a disclaimer, it's stuff i personally dislike for whatever reason. i've filtered tags and blocked the majority of people who say/talk about these things, but occasionally posts do escape through my filters bc a lot of the shit i'm annoyed by with DC are SUPER common among the fandom (which is partially why im annoyed)
the character everyone gets wrong
BATMAN. god. not even the actual writers can write a batman i can tolerate. there are like. maybe five(?) fanfic authors whose batman takes i actually enjoy? the others are so hit or miss. i barely even browse the tags anymore it's too much emotional effort to filter through the fics that are left even if i use stringent filters
8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
that clark/bruce can't have a dad bod or be pudgy or be fat. like there are SO many artists who draw them in these ways, and also? Strength isn't defined by how dehydrated you are when you flex? you need fat to pad out the muscles, or else you're going to REALLY hurt after working out so much. yes, even clark. besides, the soft look is sweet. i like it a lot. i know i draw them a bit more on the 'hunk' side, but i will defend the dad bod/chubby/fat bruce and clark truthers to my death
10. worst part of fanon
the sheer number of people who try to heteronormify a literal gay pairing
no actually it's two things: clark being nothing more than an idiot (he's allowed his himbo moments but he's also very competent!!) and bruce being... abusive? verbally or physically?? there's like two sides of fanon bruce that i strongly hate: the bordering on abusive bruces and the bruces who are aggressively baby-ified. both are. not fun. a certain amount of pathetic is fine in a man, whatever, i love rene and he's a super pathetic man, but there's like there's a point when it stops being 'ah yeah just a sad little man' and starts being 'the author is REALLY piling shit onto him and putting ALL the responsibility on the other character to fix him'.
11. number of fandom-related words you've filtered
ok depends on fandom but for DC? like. four? i think. no wait five, although the fifth is like sometimes hit or miss bc there ARE a lot of major character deaths (and undeaths) in canon and like i don't really care as long as it's not permanent?
but i filter a/b/o (and related tags), mpreg, incest, and rape. all are self explanatory, but just filtering the first two ALONE absolutely guts the fic count and i stare at the fic counter the way you might watch a horror protagonist just barely get away from the killer without realizing it. am i saying the fandom has rank-ass taste? yes. actually. who knew so many people had a kink for bioessentialism?
22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores
in THIS big of a fandom i feel like there isn't a lot that people ignore? like there's something for everybody, and i mean everybody. although i do feel like a disproportionate number of people prefer batman and the batfam over superman and the superfam and im really sad about that bc people automatically write them off as 'good is boring', and the canon writers often do the same. which like. guys. cmon. it's not 'boring' to put your entire (superpowered) might into uprooting the deeply entrenched weeds of oppressive systems in the world and looking forward to a brighter future. that's why we fight?? isn't it? so we can have a better tomorrow??? superman isn't boring at all, happiness and hope isn't boring. hope and happiness find meaning in knowing that they are not the default, that we have to work hard and struggle for it!! anyways. i do follow some people who talk about this so it's not entirely ignored, but like in the wider ship spaces i do NOT see enough people talking about this specific element of superman. i think they all just think he's hot. which i agree with. but i ALSO think he's cool and interesting and more than just his appearance.
#not art#ask games#i could commit further violence but i think ive trashed my least favorite tropes for long enough#let's just say that bc of the fandom's kink for bioessentialism it feels a little unsafe to be trans in this fandom#which is ridiculous bc we're literally shipping a queer ship#it's so fucking prevalent that people post about it WITHOUT TAGS#i LITERALLY can't even FILTER it#like maybe im tired of being told i 'can't do x y z' bc i'm a 'woman' as 'dictated' by my biology#so like sorry not sorry i DON'T want to read about society having an even more extreme version of it in FICTION where i go to ESCAPE realit#and for it to be portrayed POSITIVELY it's so fucking bad i hate it so fucking much#not much triggers my dysphoria these days but THIS does especially when it just APPEARS with zero warning
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Y’all don’t be mean he’s supposed to look similar to his current actor
HE HAS AN ACTOR?????? see i don't even go here i just want some dick😭😭😭
#and listen#if someone says mark z*ckieberg ofc im gonna grimace !!!!!#not that i blame anon either i'll defend them too#bUT CMON#i still dont even know what he looks like tbh#i tried to look it up and got everyone confused like i think i just keeping imagining soap#idk :(((#and is he 5'11 or 6'5#i dont KNOW#but ive decided he is hot ... i think#i like him more knowing he was abused as a child LOL SORRY#anyway#yeah i want a tough man so bad it's true#caitie answers#anon
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This might just sound like semantics but I feel like some of you guys are too obsessed with "normalization" when what really matters first and foremost is acceptance. A lot of these fringe gender identities and sexualities are never going to be "normal" in the public eye and that's okay because being normal blows and is lame. There's always going to be people who don't like you for some aspect of your identity and no amount of normalization is going to change that because some people are just assholes who don't like anyone who isn't generic and conforming to social expectations. There is no changing this.
What is worth changing is acceptance. People are always going to think other people are weird and it's their right to feel that way, but "weird" people shouldn't have to live in fear that those people who don't like them will decide to physically harm them or take away their rights to live how they want. We need to create a culture in which everyone accepts that some people are just weird in their opinion, but it's never even remotely acceptable to cause harm to someone just because they're "weird" and that makes you uncomfortable.
We don't need to live in a world where everything is "normalized" and they're teaching kids about xenogenders in school or whatever because that's A. Never going to happen and B. Why would you want to be normal anyways? Be weird, who give a shit. But the world we should live in is a place where being weird means some people are just not going to like you, rather than some people are going to try and make your life hell just because they don't like you.
We don't need to be normal, we just want the right to be weird.
#i dunno if this is like a controversial take. maybe im just taking terms too literally when people say 'normalize'#but like sometimes I'll see excitable teenagers say stuff like 'it needs to be normal to be x y z etc.'#and it's something that's like. very specific and deep in leftist infighting and im like... that's not happening any time soon im sorry#this isn't meant to be like discouraging btw. im saying this is a good thing.#it's good to be weird because weird people are the backbone of our society. like think of how many gay furries hold up our infrastructure#those guys are never going to be 'normal' and thank god for that because normal people don't do cool shit like that.#and this isn't like a 'i advocate for kids being bullied in school' take either. my point is no one should be harassed#but it shouldn't be because they're all seen as 'normal' but rather because bullying and harassment are objectively bad#and no one should be harassing anyone whether they're 'normal' or not.#life should be better for us weird people but that doesn't mean we have to not be weird to reach that.#normal is not synonymous with good and weird is not synonymous with bad and deserving of suffering#thank you for coming to my TED talk tldr i think i would die if people started considering me 'normal' that would be so lame
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as i get older i really am attracted to those that take care of others
#z escribe#like im sorry if we're in a group setting and u watch out for other ppl??? GODDDDDDD#like not watch out in a safety type of way. that should b a given#but like........ idk food is coming to mind.. if u serve others food first b4 eating.. godddddd#down bad but not tryna get into a new relationship rn so ....
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im kamado number 1 hater idc about that old mans duty and past
#z rambles#number 1 old man u cant sexualize its so sad#noir my sweet sweet child sorry that ugly ass old man used u like that and kicked u out i will kill him........#could u imagine theres a bad ending to this game and it happens if u dont do at least half of the game side quest and everyone hated u#and youre left for dead and everything gets worse#im so petty!!!!!!! tbh that......that might be sth i can touch upon for spirit school au im so petty man im so petty!!!!!!
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