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[callsigns-haze]

Another announcement yet again

Two this week huh?! Probs not the best thing ever but yet here we are.

Tbh I don't think I have left too many things lying out unfinished I might delete one of my series and you know I was only one part in and not much attention either so no big deal.

I did post like a little peak of one but it's fine. That can wait or just never happen.

I have exams coming up soon and won't have any time to post anything but in fairness I feel like I'll be around here till the end of this month then I'll probably pull what I did from April to June but this time I'll probably be gone most of the time for possible 6 months maybe?!

I'll still be posting some fics if I have time. I'm about to close my requests because I won't have time. My exams are in January and then again in June and these go on my cert so this matters a lot to me.

Tbh some of my things don't even get acknowledged around here anymore so let me be honest this will be a small change to your blogging life.

I go back to sports in two weeks so then I'll be busy 24/7 and studying matters to me this year, a lot.

I've also been feeling really sick recently so this is not making anything better. I'm out of my hand brace and finger splints but still don't feel all nice and fuzzy.

Here's the real shit.

I have really bad anxiety. Like absolutely shit.

Over the period of my whole life I have ended up in hospital due to severe panic attacks and other issues.

It sucks how these things come back huh?

I was talking today with one of my friends Maria that last year was the worst year for me with my attacks but this year they seemed to calm down. In the month of September I would say I only had like 3.

I spoke about this to my doctor and she said maybe it's because I can do sports so I'm calm or maybe I found a better routine. Then why do I feel so shit on my day off?

I just had a conversation with a mutual and currently I'm legit on the edge like all this trauma and shit just flooded back and is sitting on my chest and yet I can't do shit about it.

Last year on the third of October someone passed away that was somewhat involved with me but that's nothing relevant to me or what I feel.

People on this very app ruined my experience at the end of last year and I was close to another attempt.

But right now out of September I only had 3 panic attacks that month I had 4 today and it's the first of fucking October.

Am I sobbing currently yes. I can't control it anymore. I don't want to have to keep on writing more as right now it doesn't please me.

My writing isn't so great in the first place. My first language was polish and I only started to get English properly by 8 so I see where my fics do not have the best range.

I really wanted to reach 1k followers by the end of this year but there's nothing to go off on anymore.

I will be online for a bit and I will be DM people I like to text but mostly don't be surprised if I don't answer too much. I'm not in a good space at all.

I'll probably be doing a bunch of rants on my blog and if you don't want to see it just don't read or just ignore.

I need the trauma to fucking go away but I'm shit at talking.

[frownyalfred]

Roy: having the Bats as friends is so weird. I was crying and they just told me to “lock in”

Oliver:

Roy: and then I did

[casually-eat-my-soul]

Okay so after the mountain breakup and makeup, jaskier has a new horse. He super excited to introduce Geralt “horse girl” Riviera to his sweetheart of a horse, Pegasus. He talk about how well mannered and precious his horse is; and how he just had to buy him off of his old owners who didn’t treat him right — “ I mean they didn’t even give him apples, Geralt, who does that?? —

Geralt is expecting a dainty normal horse, maybe with ribbons in his hair, like his owner. But they get to the stables and jaskier skips over to this behemoth of a war horse. (I’m thinking like a shire horse type breed).

Jaskier is just absolutely besotted with the “sweetheart” and Geralt is petrified. This horse is bigger than roach. It’s glaring at Geralt with the rage of hellfire. Geralt is like 57% sure it’s a hell horse.

It’s also super protective of jaskier and it hates Geralt. Pegasus is always moving in between the two and when Jaskier starts giving Geralt attention Pegasus whines and Jaskier will go back to him.

Geralt is not jealous no matter what anyone says. He tries to tell Jaskier about how his demon horse keeps glaring at him and bumping him off the road. But everytime he tries to point it out Pegasus has the most innocent look on his face.

It would be so funny to see a horse and a Witcher try and fight for Jaskier attention

[varilien]

don't get any closer !!!

Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources

[littlecrittereli]

Doodle suggestions? Gotcha The crew in some comfy PJs because WHY DON'T THEY HAVE ANYYYYY

I was just going to do a quick doodle but I ended up liking it so much I made it into a full out drawing um...

They are having a silly game night :)

[zarla-s]

just Basil Things™

[patreon]

[dragon-deez-ballz]

i know cow skin isn't peach soft but chichis skin is. because......... mywife is soft nd ilikeher

^^goku

[puff-z]

time out corner

[kankuroplease]

I’m fine, I’m cool, not really. So I did a quick sketch of one of the characters I love but have always felt intimidated to draw because I can not draw like the original style at all

For those of you who don’t know, I love DBZ and know entirely too much about it. So hearing of Toriyama’s passing is devastating. His story inspired me so much as an artist and to that, I say thank you 🫶

[dailycupofcreativitea]

So I went on a deep internet dive today and...

THERE ARE MULTIPLE FUCKING ENDINGS TO PLAN TO ERADICATE THE SAIYANS!?!?!?

(Because it's a game, I think the player's choices impact the ending).

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Plan to Eradicate the Saiyans Alternate Endings:

Giant Hatchiyack Ending (youtube)

Giant Hatchiyack Ending with more context (internet archive)

Multiple Hatchiyack Ending (youtube)

Spirit Bomb Ending (youtube)

Scroll Ending (internet archive)

Plan to Eradicate the Saiyans with More Scenes

Slightly more scenes (youtube)

Slightly MORE scenes (mega.nz file link, leads to a website where a user uploaded the video, I had no issues on this website but just a warning if you only go to trusted sites)

I FOUND BETTER LINKS!

Earth disk (part 1) (mangled audio and a guy is speaking in Spanish over it the entire time but hey you can see the pictures!) (youtube)

Space disk (part 2) (youtube)

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JUST LOOK AT MY BABIES!!!

[yourdadsbasement]

primo lovin-that-nectar face

edit cause i thought of an alternate caption: when the function got nectar

he is a man of many annoying talents

probably deserved

lmao they are such clowns

tee hee we fell right out of our clothes! :3 :3

i am CRYING

they don't even have any meat on them, he's purely doing it for love of the game

i mean who wouldn't freak out on suddenly seeing Martin's enormous blue peepers blown up in front of you (i think this is the episode that's made me laugh the most so far)

a Star Trek reference for the kiddies

the two poles of humanity

[callsigns-haze]

I haven't spoken to my best bitch in 12 days

@callsign-magnolia twin where have the fuck you been?!😭🥺

[waffle-time-god]

“I guess I always dreamed of being as strong as my dad.”

Future Gohan you deserved so much better.

Full image under the cut

This was supposed to be a quick sketch that turned into several days of casually adding to it until we got this. My first attempt ever at a comic lol.

[elinekeit-artstuff]

That projectile titty rocket flew so my agender ass could walk 💞

[miutonium]

I was thinking of Canon Utonium in PPGZ Utonium Pink Labcoat and honestly? Werk 💅

[abs0luteb4stard]