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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Letâs spread the self-love! â€ïž
aw, thanks jayne! i appreciate you sending this. i'm a little embarrassed about this, lol, since self-promotion is not really my thing. anyway, here are the fics in post order (oldest to newest):
bitter, beloved, rebellious (3.9k words, one-shot, complete)
âOnly call me Mary when itâs important. Then Iâll listen to only you.â As the war escalates, Sirius faces a future vastly different from the one he didn't mind living in.
commentary: this is a favourite of mine because it's one of the fics that made me teary while writing it. 50% is because it's macblack/blackdonald. the other 50% is made up of everything else i felt while writing it, like existential fear, grief, loss, mourning, all those good things. like, i distinctly remember thinking about this story while waiting for a bus. imagine getting teary-eyed while waiting for a bus, jesus christ lol.
lento con gran espressione (before the end) (2.6k words, one-shot, complete)
"This was what peace felt like, this quiet moment with nothing but the rain, tea, and both of them wrapped in each other." 1979. James and Lily spend a quiet Halloween night at home.
commentary: this is a thematic sequel to the first ever fic i "officially" (because i have posted things way back, like 2004, dksfjldksfjdfls but i deleted them out of self-doubt) posted in a03/ffnet. i guess with this fic, i'm happy with my descriptions, how self-contained it is, and the cosiness of autumn that has that undercurrent of hopelessness because of jily's situation. (sorry wow lololol)
water of the womb (6.3k words, one-shot series, complete)
Coalescence: verb. come together to form one mass or whole. Divaricate: verb. stretch or spread apart; diverge widely This short series is an exploration of Andromeda Tonks and Narcissa Malfoyâthe choices they have made and what led to these choices. In Coalescence, Narcissa's past and present combine, focusing on her ultimate choice in the Second Wizarding War. In Divaricate, Andromeda's choice has led her back to the past⊠but would she be able to reconcile with it?
commentary: sorry i cheated a bit with the series, but i can't really self-rec one without the other. happy with the cohesiveness of these two fics, how (i think) i managed to present the tenuous connection between andromeda and narcissa. i like how i ended it as well because it was realistic and right, i feel. i was also proud of how i wrote teddy lupin and the golden trio kids, i think.
sillage (2.1k words, one-shot, complete)
On the day before his exhibition opened, V finds MC staring up at his work with tears in her eyes. It was a reaction he never saw before. So he approached her to find out why.
commentary: i'm proud of this purely because i managed to wrangle the huge philosophical and metaphorical story that is kim jihyun's in mystic messenger. even now i still get confused by some of the metaphors in his storyline. but anyway this fic was during my (still ongoing) phase of "justice for jihyun kim". because why does everyone get forgiveness and love except him? and i'm still super salty about things like saeran's after end and finally getting a kiss cg but not during gameplay, but after the fact, like as the game's app intro cg like sldkjflsdj nah dude, i ain't taking that as a win.
carry on, carry on (1.6k words, one-shot, complete)
"So whatever happens. No matter what the future has in store for us. You carry on, Dromeda. You carry on." Andromeda learns of Ted's death.
commentary: i just read this right now and... holy fucking jesus christ why is it so sad??? ahahaha. and my end note is "i hope you enjoy". uh. wow, i'm so sorry to those who read this way back. i guess i'm sorry to those who might read this in the future also. again, i like how this is self-contained. i said in my end notes that i've developed a strong curiosity for off-camera moments. and that's still true. one of my prouder moments is the letter because in ffnet you couldn't strikethrough (i don't know if that's still true now); so with strikethrough being allowed in ao3, i could properly write the letter and bring to life ted's obvious mistakes (read: honesty) when writing his "last" letter to andromeda.
#jily#blackdonald#black sisters#tedromeda#jihyun kim#james potter#lily evans#mary macdonald#sirius black#narcissa black#andromeda black#ted tonks#shout out to#your love thawed out#because it's the first jily fic i've written in a long ass while#like a long ass while#and i'm proud of how it turned out#jayne#asks#remember when i can write stories under 5k words lmaooo
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I'm just trying my best okay I am just learning how to cook it is not my fault that I am so embarrassingly bad at it that I think I'm actually somehow good at it
#honestly if this turns out well....well i'll be damned#i REALLY doubt it though#but its like im too lazy to try again/the second tofu is not thawed#I AM SUCH A FOOL#read recipes....#i am a literal chemist thats all i did for like 2 years was read recipes#journal#2023-07#and to top it all off#i am considering texting harry#and im like#no girl...love yourself#its literally day 7 of this battle with my braon#it could be wise mind#like i dont think it is the best decision i could make but i think if i text him#and im like this is goodbye fr#i am not going to your play#that would fix me#but#also#i have to say goodbye fr#ajd#it would make him and me very sad#maybe just me#idk#i dont want to do it again
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listen iâve got a sick ass jacket for almost any weather, i almost never get cold but when it goes below -25°C, theres a snow storm and the wind is 16m/s all style flies out the window (literally), everyone is on their own, if your mitten falls off i will be picking it up and putting it on, this is a lawless land now
#no one has any rights during the frost season sorry#we will unite once again when the thaw comes around#then we wage war on the ice and slushy puddles with [redacted] depth#theres no way to figure out which path is safe but through trial and error#and thats MY winter#and i still love it dearly#thats how you know youre a real stan#winter
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WRONG
HEAT WANDS
Did they ever reveal how Captain America was thawed? Because Iâm picturing a bunch of Shield agents with hair dryers and I donât think thatâs quite right.
#Steve Rogers#captain america#marvel mcu#I love your logic#love your thought process#itâs wonderful and amazing and very funny#but they did definitely use heat wands to thaw him out before they realized he was still alive
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I'm trying to make a good pot roast in my crockpot, but after I take it out it gets dry. It's on "low" (whatever that means) for 8 hours. I've tried searing it before and still dry. It's submerged in plain water with some herbs and spices for that time. Am I over/undercooking it? It's a cut with low fat %, is that why?
I love you. I think you learned how to make pot roast from someone on Opposite Day, or perhaps April 1st. The only thing you got right is 'low heat for 8 hours'.
Choose a fatty cut of tough meat. Look for lots of fat marbling on a Chuck roast or Shoulder roast. Tough meat has a ton of flavor, and the fat keeps the meat from drying out. The long cook time on low heat, plus acids will make 'tough' meat into a pull-apart, melt-in-your-mouth glory.
Make sure the meat is completely thawed, NOT frozen.
Plain water and nothing else except herbs/spices is.... not what I'd do. A lot of flavor can come into the broth when you add whole carrots (minus the carrot top!) and quartered onions in there. I'm a fan of adding some big chunks of pumpkin or butternut squash and chunks of turnip as well.
I think using red wine for part of the liquid base, and adding a hearty helping of worcestershire sauce will also help the flavor and making the meat 'melty.' The acid and alcohol will draw more, and different flavors from the meat and vegetables that water alone cannot do. Makes it richer.
For my very best pot roast recipe, which had my wedding guests fuckin' clamoring to get the recipe; I cheat. I'm not ashamed of that fact. For the richest, most face-punchingly meaty tasting broth, go to an asian market (or online) and find a mushroom hot pot soup base. It'll be a thick liquid inside a bag, which you then dilute with water. Use THAT as the liquid base (remember to dilute it!), and add your wine and wocestershire sauce to it, along with those herbs & spices. Your whole face will be blown off with flavor. It's the best.
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NSFW drabble, Fem AFAB reader. Warnings: Slow burn, dirty talk, pet-play? (âáŽâ âż)
It is difficult to get him jealous, nearly impossible. Sylus is far too secure, it stemmed from his astute sense of self. After all, he's built everything from the ground up, crawled himself out of hell to get where he is now and woven wealth out of shadows. In every way and more, Sylus is the uncrowned king of the N109 zone, so a man that's so self made just cannot be thawed with insecurity.
Until ofcourse, you showed up.
Jealousy had always been something trivial for him, but around you it sneaked up so easily, it was alarming. Even the politest of smiles and the most innocent glances had him clenching his fists.
Most people would fidget under prying eyes, twiddling thumbs and shuffling when they feel people's gazes. But nothing really bothered Sylus. He never felt the urge to act a certain way in the presence of others, he was too used to having the gazes on him. Unfortunately nowadays, the gazes seemed to shift past his form, pinning on someone he had on his arm. All of a sudden he was hyper aware of everything. He would find himself slipping an arm around your waist, tugging you closer to whisper in your ear and pressing a ghost of a kiss against the nape of your neck. You were his, and the prying eyes had to know that.
That man is too proud to actually admit that he is jealous. He tries to play it off, his arrogant smile not faltering for a second, disliking how he's letting his emotions get the better of him. And he knows it's no fault of his beloved, so he tries to find other ways to channel those... urges.
You would think he'd have you kneeling immediately but Sylus' jealousy isn't harsh on you. Its all pearls and silk. This time it started with a gift.
His gift stands to true to the way he usually addresses you. It's fancy, and frilly, with a golden bell seemingly sewn into it. Yup. The more you look at it, the more it looks like a fucking cat collar.
The collar is crafted from lace and it sits delicately against your skin. The bell jingles as he pulls you closer, tracing the lovely pattern with his fingers. The touch is harmless but it still sends shivers down your spine.
"It suites you kitten." He hums. His fingers glide under your jaw, turning your face ever so lightly to press a kiss on the corner of your mouth. His scent crawls over you, grazing your skin as if its ghosting over your soul. He seems drained of his usual impatience, practically purring as he peeled each item of clothing leisurely, lips barely touching your skin.
It pins you in the moment, forcing you to feel the ebbing need as each second passes by. Its torturous how he touches you then, featherlight kisses over your skin, and praises that have you blushing under him. He knows how to please you so well, but he teases you too much fingers never pressing down hard enough, only glazing off your sensitive parts.
By the times he's done, he only left the collar on you.
His fingers trailed down your stomach, "Maybe i should have gotten you kitty-ears and a tail too. What now? you're squeezing your pussy at just me saying that?" He says, his tone makes you squeeze your legs together, his cranberry eyes drink up your bare frame. The gaze itself felt smiting, the imprint of his cock straining his trousers painfully taunt.Â
But every time you fingers reach to slide up his cock, he just peels your fingers away, clicking his tongue, "Don't make me pin you down with my evol, sweetie. You don't get to touch me today."Â Â
It was just too much, it has you griding your raw cunt against his clothed bulge, as you plead him to fuck you. To let you cum on his fingers or mouth, but he wasn't giving you that privilege today. Within moments he has his evolve pressing your wrists into the bed as he drags his veiny cock along your folds, the swollen tip rubbing up against your clit in a pang of momentary pleasure before he drew back again. It builds your pleasure painfully close to your release, only to pull away entirely later.Â
It makes you whine, buckling your hips back for more friction. Even though he had even traded his usual filth for overbearing praises, they somehow sounded even dirtier than usual. When he finally gave in to you, he wants you finishing on his cock with your cute collar jingling with every stroke.
It is difficult to get him jealous, nearly impossible. But when he does, he finds his salvation in way you desperately beg for him, fisting his hair as he drags his tongue over your folds, in all the times the act is breathless and needy and in how hard your walls grip him as he fucks into you. As he sees you sprawled for him, juices dripping down on his silk sheets eyeing him with that overstimulated lovesick gaze, so fucked out but still begging him to fill you up again, his jealousy is finally satiated.Â
Not to mention he'd love if you pick out a matching dog collar for him later, something with spikes that spells his name out in diamonds.
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#FROTHING SNARLING GROWLING LET ME AT THIS MAN#sylus x mc#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#sylus x reader#lads sylus#sylus#lnds sylus#sylus x you#sylus smut
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retired!simon who you get to know after his last deployment. he doesn't tell you about his past, he doesn't tell you about what his career was. all he tells you is that he's a troubled man. retired!simon who you fall in love with, despite his many struggles and closed-off behavior. retired!simon who skips the dating period. automatically claims you as his spouse once you both agree to be together. he's an older man-- in his words, "too old 'ta date". retired!simon who cooks, does laundry, keeps things straightened up on top of managing to remember every date that is important to you. birthdays, anniversaries, holidays, etc. retired!simon who never had his birthday celebrated as a child and doesn't let you celebrate it, but also never happened to tell you why. you just assumed birthdays weren't his thing. retired!simon who comes through the front door and calls out to you. "m'home, love,"
he pauses when he hears you giggling. you come down the hall with a cupcake and card in hand, and you immediately go to greet him. "welcome home, si," you say quietly, your eyes sparkling with excitement. "i know you don't like celebrating your birthday, buuut i just wanted you to feel special for once since you've been working so hard recently." your expression softens when his eyes twitch and he looks away. "i made cupcakes, and dinner's done..."
you trail off as he shrugs off his jacket with a pensive expression. "si? is something wrong?" you ask, reaching up to touch his shoulder. he grunts in response, but he's shaking. he's shaking because he forgot about his birthday, but now... now he remembers being scolded. he remembers having a beer bottle thrown at his head during a fight with his father, on his birthday. he remembers limping back to the safehouse, bleeding out, wondering if his birthday would also be his death day. he remembers tommy nearly overdosing on his birthday. he remembers everything.
he looks at you, his pupils dilated. your eyebrows quirk in worry, and you murmur his name as you reach for his face. he tenses once again but ultimately leans into your touch, his lips quivering and his hands shaking at his sides. retired!simon who decides it's time to tell you. sits down with you, and explains why he doesn't like birthdays. he tells you about his mother, his father and his brother. he's vague about it, but you listen nonetheless.
you listen so closely, and you even begin to cry. he's surprised that you feel so much empathy for him that you cry over his story-- and he's slightly moved by your compassion. he expects you to be angry that he never told you, but... "oh, simon," you whisper, your tone thick with emotion as you look up at him with tears in your eyes. "I'm sorry. i didn't know. that's awful..." and you embrace him so tightly his breath hitches. he leans into the embrace and tucks his face into your hair. "m'sorry, love. shoulda told you a long time ago."
you shake your head back and forth. "no, don't apologize. it's not your fault. i understand why you would feel as if you have to hide this from me," you begin. "but you can trust me. i'd never judge you. i love you and i want to help." again, he's moved by your compassion. he's silent for a moment before he utters, "okay." "take your time. you don't have to spill your heart out to me now. i want you to do it at your own pace..." his chest tightens. you're being so accepting, so understanding, and he doesn't understand why. he doesn't understand how, but he appreciates it. your warmth thaws his heart and his mind, once frozen by his trauma and his history. he wonders if you're really willing to stick around. he knows it's not easy to deal with him. he expects you to leave after he tells you everything, but you don't...
retired!simon who decides to celebrate his birthday with you from now on.
#simon ghost riley#simon riley x reader#ghost x reader#ghost mw2#ghost mw3#ghost call of duty#ghost cod#cod ghost#ghost x you#simon ghost x reader#simon riley#callsign datura#ghost x y/n
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i actually really specifically wouldn't consume lab-grown human meat? because if you have the lab conditions to grow meat, its just. super unlikely that there is no other possible type of meat you could have grown which forces me to ask questions like why human meat? it implies a preference that unsettles me
*person has consented to being eaten; theyâve donated their body. they died without suffering. you can cook the meat. you will not get sick from the meat.
bonus: explain why!
#last resort your loved one consenting to have what little of them is left after they themselves starve to death to prolong your life a littl#little longer? really depends on whether or not i felt like i might live or just starve longer. like thank you gran i love and honor#the offer but i might decline if it just means two more weeks of stomach pain in the freezing cold. like if its december no. if its march a#and the thaw is soon? maybe.#this is a p normal topic of conversation in a lot of places in the midwest where the donner party is used like a fable to teach kids to#respect the absolute fuck out of winter because you will get caught out there and you will die or worse#i had a unit about it in elementary school. am lit degree in college literally unbelievable they refused repeated offers of food from the#nation who lived on the mountain and ate each other instead. like the people who lived there would leave food around so the donner party di#didnt starve and they refused to touch the baskets of food and ate each other instead. because racism.
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Thawed
Kimi RÀikkönen x sunshine!Reader
Summary: the many times throughout the years that only the warmth of his wife could thaw the Iceman
âHeâs just so ⊠cold,â your aunt comments, wrinkling her nose at Kimiâs back as he heads to the bar. Itâs the first time youâve brought him to a family event.
You bristle, prepared to defend your new boyfriend. âHeâs not cold once you get to know him. Heâs just a private person.â
Your aunt sniffs. âStill, he barely said two words all night. And that nickname â the Iceman! I donât like it.â
You straighten your spine. âWell I do. His thoughtfulness and loyalty outweigh any lack of words.â
As you speak, you feel your doubts about mismatched personalities fade. Opposites attract for a reason.
Your aunt looks unconvinced, but you pay her no mind. Youâre falling for the quiet Finn with a heart of gold. And you wonât let anyoneâs disapproval chill that flame.
When Kimi returns, you lean up and kiss his cheek fondly. He looks pleasantly surprised. Let them judge. You see the real man inside.
***
âSmash it! Smash it!â The rowdy groomsman chants as you and Kimi cut into your wedding cake.
Other guests take up the chant, clamoring for Kimi to shove cake in your face per tradition. But you had quietly asked him not to â you donât want frosting up your nose and ruining your makeup on your wedding day.
Kimiâs eyes meet yours, a silent question. You give a slight shake of your head. His expression hardens with resolve.
In one smooth motion, he whirls and smashes the slice of cake directly into the rowdy groomsmanâs face. Icing splatters everywhere. The room goes silent.
âHere you go, since you seem to want the cake smashed so bad,â Kimi says coldly.
The groomsman splutters in shock. You have to hide your smile behind your hand.
Kimi winks at you as he licks icing off his fingers. âNow, where were we?â
Heart swelling, you lean in to kiss your wonderful, cake-covered husband. No one gets in the way of your wishes on your wedding day.
***
The paddock is bustling with activity as you make your way through the crowds, weaving between mechanics and engineers going about their race day routines. The smells of rubber and gasoline hang thick in the air. You smile and nod at familiar faces, receiving knowing looks in return.
Everyone here knows who you are â the bubbly, outgoing wife of the Iceman himself. The unlikely pairing has been the talk of Formula 1 ever since you started dating a few years ago. Youâre warm and chatty. Heâs cool and laconic. But somehow, it works.
You find Kimi in the Ferrari motorhome, sipping an energy drink, game face on. His brows are furrowed in concentration, icy grey eyes focused straight ahead. You know not to disturb him right now. This is business time.
Slipping into the seat beside him, you pull out your phone and scroll aimlessly, letting the comfortable silence stretch between you. The hustle and noise of the paddock fades into the background.
Finally, Kimi drains the last drops from his can and crushes it in his hand. He turns to you, the stern expression melting away. His eyes soften and the corners of his mouth tick upward ever so slightly.
âMorning,â he says quietly, voice gravelly.
You beam at him. âGood morning, love. Ready to go racing today?â
He nods, the hint of a smile still playing on his lips. âDid you sleep okay?â
âI did, thanks to my very comfy race driver pillow.â You wink.
Kimi snorts, the creases around his eyes deepening. He leans in and presses a quick kiss to your temple.
Around you, mechanics and team members try and fail to pretend they arenât glancing your way, still not used to seeing the Iceman so openly affectionate. But Kimi doesnât seem to notice or care.
âIâll see you after,â he says, standing up and giving your hand a squeeze. His face settles back into cool concentration as he strides out to prepare for the race.
You settle in to watch qualifying, heart swelling with pride and love for your Finnish fireball.
***
âKimi, the stewards want to speak with you about the incident with Perez on lap 37.â
Kimiâs jaw clenches, eyes flashing. âTypical,â he mutters.
You touch his arm reassuringly. âGo on, Iâll wait here for you.â
He nods, striding off to the stewardâs office, race suit half unzipped and hair disheveled. You know heâll be lucky to escape without a penalty. Kimi has never been one to mince words or hide his displeasure with other drivers. You can only imagine the icy staredown happening behind those closed doors right now.
Twenty minutes later, he emerges looking ready to smash a table. You jump up and hurry over.
âWell? What did they say?â
Kimiâs scowl deepens, if thatâs even possible. âTen second penalty. Ridiculous.â He spits out something in Finnish youâre glad you donât understand.
âOh, Iâm so sorry. You drove brilliantly today.â
He shakes his head and stalks down the hall towards the paddock. You scurry after him, nearly jogging to match his long angry strides.
âForget it. Not your fault the stewards are blind.â
You slip your hand into his, lacing your fingers together. Immediately you feel some of the tension leave his body. He glances down at you, the hint of a smile breaking through the thunderclouds.
âLetâs get out of here,â you say gently. âIâll make you your favorite dinner, open a nice bottle of wine ...â
He nods, expression softening. âOkay. Sounds good.â
You smile up at him, giving his hand a squeeze. The stormy Finn may have a heart of ice on the track, but you know better. He just needs a little sunshine sometimes.
***
You pause in the kitchen doorway, heart melting at the scene before you. Kimi sits on the living room floor, your baby niece perched happily in his lap. He bounces her gently on his knee as she squeals with delight, the hint of a smile on his usually stoic face.
âFaster Unca Kimi, faster!â She cries, unruly curls flying.
He chuckles and picks up the pace, eliciting delighted giggles from her. Your sister watches nearby, still looking a bit bemused at seeing the Iceman so good natured and playful.
Finally Kimi stops, feigning exhaustion. âWhew, thatâs enough for Uncle Kimi,â he says, lifting her up and pretending to wipe sweat from his brow. âYouâre too fast!â
She dissolves into giggles and wraps her tiny arms around his neck in a hug. He hugs her back, looking more content than youâve ever seen him. Your heart feels fit to burst.
âWho wants ice cream?â You announce, carrying in two bowls.
âMe, me!â Your niece starts to squirm in Kimiâs lap, reaching eagerly for her treat.
He stands, swinging her up easily onto his shoulders. âLetâs go have ice cream on the porch, give your mama a break,â he says. She kicks her little legs gleefully.
Your sister shoots you a grateful smile as Kimi carries her outside. You grin and wink. Who would believe it â the Iceman, a big softie for kids. But you know better. Under that cool exterior beats a heart of gold.
***
The crowds pressing around the circuit are suffocating today. Fans shove programs and merch at you for Kimi to sign. One overzealous teenage boy tries to wrap you in an uninvited hug.
Suddenly Kimi is there, gently but firmly detaching the boyâs hands from your arms. His face is thunderous.
âBack. Off.â The boy stumbles away wide-eyed.
Kimi keeps a protective grip on your shoulder as he marches you briskly from the paddock. Once inside the privacy of the motorhome, he cups your face in his hands.
âAre you okay? Did he hurt you?â His tone is urgent.
You shake your head, still a bit shaken. âJust got grabby. Thank you for the rescue.â
Kimi exhales, pressing his forehead to yours. âI donât like you getting swarmed out there.â
You smile wryly. âHazards of being Mrs. Iceman.â
He brushes his thumb over your cheek. âI just want to keep you safe. Those crowds make me nervous.â
You kiss him softly. âIâll be okay.â
His eyes bore into yours, icy blue melting into tenderness. âStill. Stay close to me out there from now on. So I can protect whatâs most precious.â
Your heart flutters under his intent gaze. You lace your fingers through his, feeling infinitely cherished.
âAlways.â
***
âKimi, your phone is ringing again,â you call from the couch.
He doesnât respond, gaze fixed intently on the TV as he navigates a difficult turn in his racing video game. The phone buzzes angrily on the coffee table.
With a sigh, you reach for it. The caller ID says âBane of My Existence.â You frown. Thatâs the third call from her this week that heâs ignored.
âKimi ...â
âHmm?â He pauses the game and glances at you, eyebrows raised.
You hold up the phone. âItâs your PR officer again. Donât you think you should answer and see what she wants?â
His expression clouds over. âNo. Told her not to call me anymore.â
âOh? Whyâs that?â You keep your tone light and curious.
He shrugs. âKept trying to get me to do stuff. Go to parties and all that.â
You bite back a smile, warmth flooding your chest. Your shy homebody of a husband, sought after on the celebrity circuit but wanting none of it.
âWell, Iâm glad she hasnât lured you away yet,â you tease gently.
The corners of his mouth quirk up as he takes the phone from you and sets it aside before pulling you into his lap.
âDonât worry,â he rumbles, nudging your nose with his. âYouâre the only party I need.â
You kiss him softly, heart overflowing. The glitz and glam means nothing to your Kimi. Home is where his heart is.
***
You awake to whispered voices and the smell of something burning. Bleary-eyed, you shuffle to the kitchen doorway.
Kimi stands at the stove, hair endearingly mussed from sleep. Heâs scowling down at a frying pan, clutching a spatula like a weapon. Your brother leans against the counter, trying and failing to stifle laughter.
âWhatâs going on?â You ask through a yawn.
Kimiâs scowl deepens. âTrying to make you breakfast. Not going well.â He prods the blackened lump in the pan disdainfully.
Your brother snorts. âHe nearly set off the fire alarm. I got here just in time.â
âI told you I donât cook,â Kimi mutters, avoiding your gaze.
You pad over and wrap your arms around him from behind, pressing a kiss between his shoulder blades. âItâs the thought that counts. Thank you, love.â
He relaxes back into your embrace. Your brother mimes gagging behind his back. You stick out your tongue at him.
âHere, Iâll show you,â you say, gently prying the spatula from Kimiâs hand. âJust go slow ...â
Soon, the three of you are gathered around the table, eating the pancakes you made together. Kimiâs are a bit misshapen, but edible.
He looks inordinately pleased as you sample his. âGood?â
You beam at him and squeeze his hand. âThe very best.â
His rare unguarded smile warms you more deeply than any breakfast ever could.
***
You awaken to the dipping of the mattress as Kimi slips under the covers. The red glow of his bedside clock reads 3:48 AM.
âEverything okay?â You murmur, rolling over to face him.
He wraps an arm around you, pulling you close against his chest. You feel the steady thump of his heart under your palm.
âYeah. Couldnât sleep.â His voice rumbles low near your ear.
You nuzzle into him, breathing in the familiar scent of his skin. âWorrying about the race this weekend?â
He exhales, his breath stirring your hair. âNo. Just thinking.â
When he doesnât elaborate, you lift your head to study his face in the dimness. His eyes shine in the faint light, gazing at you with an intensity that makes your own heart skip.
âWhat is it?â You whisper.
He brushes a strand of hair from your face, his callused fingers infinitely tender. âSometimes I still canât believe youâre here. That youâre mine.â
Emotion swells in your chest, words escaping you. You cup his stubbled face and guide his lips down to yours in a soft, lingering kiss.
When you finally draw apart, he pulls you close again, tucking your head under his chin. No more words are needed. You understand each other perfectly in the quiet spaces between heartbeats. Soon his breathing evens out in sleep, and you follow him down, still nestled safe in the circle of his arms.
***
Youâre just drizzling the last of the chocolate over the molten lava cakes when you hear Kimiâs keys in the front door. A smile spreads across your face. Perfect timing.
He wanders in a few moments later, hair adorably rumpled, eyes lighting up when he sees you.
âMmm, something smells good,â he says, crossing the kitchen to wrap you in a hug.
You kiss his scratchy cheek. âMade your favorite for dessert. Now go get cleaned up while I finish.â
He squeezes you tighter, stubble tickling your neck as he nuzzles into it. âCanât I have you for dessert instead?â
You swat his shoulder playfully. âGo on, you. Plenty of time for that later.â
He steals one more kiss before sauntering off, a grin playing about his lips. You shake your head, unable to stop smiling. After all these years, he still makes your heart race as if youâre teenagers again.
When he returns, youâve set out the seared salmon, roasted vegetables, and the two perfect chocolate lava cakes. His eyes light up.
âHave I told you lately that youâre the best wife ever?â He asks, pulling out your chair.
âHmm, I think you could stand to mention it more,â you tease.
He takes your hand, brushing his thumb over your knuckles. His eyes pierce yours. âYouâre the best wife ever,â he says solemnly.
You lean in and kiss him, happiness bubbling up inside you. However many times he says it, youâll never get tired of hearing it.
***
âSo, whatâs it like being married to the grumpiest driver on the grid?â The reporter shoves a microphone in your face, invasive and smug.
You recoil, blindsided. âExcuse me?â
âCome on, heâs not exactly Mr. Personality.â The reporter leans closer. âDoes the Iceman thaw out at home or just freeze you out?â
Humiliation burns through you. Before you can respond, Kimi is there, gently moving you aside. His eyes are blazing.
âDonât you dare talk about my wife like that,â he growls at the reporter. âYou know nothing about our life.â
The reporter withers under Kimiâs icy glare. You feel a rush of gratitude for your protective husband.
Kimi turns to you, face softening. âLetâs get out of here.â
Once youâre alone, he brushes a strand of hair from your face. âSorry you had to deal with that. He had no right to badger you about our marriage.â
You lean into him, safe in the circle of his arms. âItâs okay. You came to my rescue like a knight in shining racing gear.â
He snorts. âHardly a knight. But for you, always.â He kisses you tenderly.
No matter what the media says, your life together is not theirs to define. Your love writes its own quiet story each day.
***
You awake in the dark to a loud crash from downstairs. Heart pounding, you shake Kimiâs shoulder.
âKimi, wake up! I think someoneâs broken in.â
Heâs up in an instant, alert and poised to strike. You hear footsteps creeping up the stairs. Kimi pushes you behind him and grabs the baseball bat by the bed.
The footsteps reach the landing and a shadowy figure appears in the doorway. Kimi flicks on the light, bat raised menacingly. You both freeze.
Itâs Sebastian Vettel, eyes wide, hands raised in surrender. âWhoa whoa, itâs just me!â
Kimiâs shoulders slump as he lowers the bat. âSeb? What the hell are you doing here?â
Seb runs a hand through his messy hair. âSorry, I didnât mean to scare you. I was in town and my rental car broke down outside. I was hoping I could crash here tonight.â
Kimi sighs, shaking his head. âYou couldnât call first?â
Seb grins sheepishly. âForgot to charge my phone.â
You step out from behind Kimi, laying a hand on his arm. âItâs fine, love. Letâs get some fresh sheets for the guest room.â You turn to Seb. âWeâll figure out your car in the morning.â
Sebâs shoulders sag in relief. âThanks, I really owe you guys.â
As you make up the bed, you share an amused look with Kimi. Only Seb could turn up unannounced in the middle of the night and get away with it. But then again, thatâs why you love him.
***
Youâre waiting at the finish line, heart in your throat as the cars scream past for the final lap. Kimi is battling for a podium finish, but has fallen back after a poorly timed pit stop. Heâs gaining ground fast, but is he out of time?
The crowd roars as the frontrunners cross the line. P2 ⊠P3 ⊠waiting for P4. Come on, Kimi.
Then you see it, the red and white Alfa Romeo flashing past the checkered flag, narrowly clinching third. You leap in the air, cheering loudly. Kimi did it!
You rush down towards the pits, arriving just as Kimi climbs from his car. His race suit is drenched, hair plastered to his forehead, but his eyes are bright. When he spots you, a grin breaks across his face.
You throw your arms around him, heedless of how sweaty he is. âYou were amazing! Iâm so proud of you.â
He lifts you off your feet in a bear hug, laughing breathlessly in your ear. The sound sends joy bursting through your veins.
As he sets you down, you cradle his stubbled face in your hands. âI love you,â you say fiercely.
His grin softens to something more tender. He tilts his forehead against yours, heedless of the crowds milling nearby.
âLove you too,â he murmurs.
The cameras flash around you, eager to capture this rare unguarded moment. But Kimi only has eyes for you. Third place has never felt so golden.
***
âUgh, your wife is so annoyingly positive all the time. Itâs nauseating,â the other driverâs girlfriend gripes to Kimi at a race afterparty.
You freeze mid-laugh, stung by her disdainful tone. Kimiâs eyes narrow dangerously.
âI would rather have a positive wife than a miserable cow like you,â he says coldly. âCome on, letâs go.â
He takes your arm and steers you firmly away. You blink back tears, embarrassed.
âHey,â Kimi says softly, tilting your chin up. âDonât listen to her. I love how positive you are. Donât let anyone make you feel bad for spreading joy.â
You give a watery chuckle. âReally? You donât find it annoying?â
âAre you kidding? Your light balances out my darkness perfectly.â He punctuates this with a swift kiss. âYou keep me from being a constant grump.â
You laugh and swat his chest. âImpossible. No one can tame the Icemanâs grumpiness.â
He smiles tenderly and pulls you close. âYou do. Donât change for anyone else.â
***
You pace the bathroom floor, heart racing. The little white stick sits innocently on the counter, but its result will change everything. One blue line for negative, two for positive.
Three minutes have never felt so long.
When the timer finally beeps, you take a deep breath and turn it over with a shaky hand. Two blue lines stare back at you.
Positive.
Emotions swell within you â joy, nervousness, excitement. You and Kimi have been trying for a baby, but it still feels so surreal now that itâs actually happening.
You hear the front door open and Kimi call out your name. Itâs time. Clutching the test behind your back, you go to him.
He must read something in your face, because his brows furrow in concern. âEverything okay?â
Your face splits into a teary grin. âEverythingâs perfect.â You bring the test out from behind you and hold it up wordlessly.
Kimiâs eyes widen. For once, the unflappable Finn seems utterly flapped. âYou ⊠we ...â He stares at the two little lines, then back at you. âWeâre having a baby?â
You nod, vision blurring with happy tears. With a joyful shout, Kimi sweeps you up in his arms and spins you around. His excitement is boyish and uncontained.
When he sets you down, he cradles your face in both hands. âIâm going to be a father,â he whispers in awe.
You put your hand over his, overjoyed tears spilling down your cheeks. âYouâre going to be the best father.â
***
You fidget impatiently on the exam table, Kimiâs hand clutched in yours. After months of waiting, today is your first ultrasound. If all looks well, youâll get to see your baby for the very first time.
âWhatâs taking so long?â You huff. Kimi smiles and presses a kiss to your temple.
âRelax, theyâll be here soon.â His calm steadies you, as it always does.
Finally the technician arrives and asks you to lift up your shirt. She squeezes cool gel over your swelling belly and begins moving the ultrasound wand through it.
The screen comes to life, showing grainy black and white images you canât decipher. The technician frowns, adjusting some dials. Your heart leaps into your throat.
Sensing your distress, Kimi gives your hand a reassuring squeeze. âItâs okay. Just be patient,â he murmurs.
After a few tense moments, the technicianâs face clears. She turns the screen towards you with a smile. âThere we are. Thereâs your baby.â
You gaze in wonder at the little shape filling the screen, tiny arms and legs visibly squirming. Your vision blurs with tears. Thatâs your child, your little miracle.
Beside you Kimi is utterly transfixed, eyes shining. âThatâs our baby,â he whispers reverently.
He lifts your intertwined hands and presses his lips to your knuckles. âThank you,â he says, voice husky with emotion. âFor this gift.â
You have no words. You simply lean into him, his solid warmth anchoring you as joy washes over you both.
***
You stare glumly at your reflection in the mirror. At eight months pregnant, you feel like a beluga whale. Your ankles are swollen, your back aches constantly, and none of your clothes fit over your enormous bump anymore.
Voices sound from downstairs as Kimi arrives home. You feel tears prick your eyes. You donât want him to see you like this, a beached whale in sweatpants.
Sniffling, you ease onto the bed and bury your face in a pillow. Kimi finds you there a few minutes later. The mattress dips as he sits down and rubs your back.
âWhatâs wrong, love?â
You shake your head, embarrassed. âNothing. Iâm fine.â
Gently he turns you over, brushing the hair from your damp cheeks. âTalk to me,â he says softly.
A sob escapes you. âIâm hideous like this! Iâve gotten so huge. You must be disgusted looking at me.â
Kimiâs brow furrows. He takes your chin in his hand, forcing you to meet his earnest gaze. âIs that what you think? That I find you disgusting?â
Ashamed, you drop your eyes, fresh tears spilling over.
âLook at me,â he says gently. You do. His ice blue eyes pierce yours. âYouâve never been more beautiful to me than you are right now, carrying our child.â
He places a reverent hand on your belly. âYou are giving us the most precious gift in the world. How could I not find you beautiful?â
His words pierce your heart. You cover his hand with yours. âI love you,â you whisper.
He gathers you close, dropping feather-light kisses over your face. âAnd I love you. Always.â
You cling to him, feeling foolish and so very loved.
***
A contraction rips through you, more intense than any before. You cry out, squeezing Kimiâs hand desperately.
âBreathe, love, breathe,â he coaches, face taut.
You gasp air into your lungs as the vice grip on your insides finally releases. Kimi dabs the sweat from your brow with a cool cloth.
âYouâre doing so well,â he murmurs. âOur little one will be here soon.â
Even through the haze of pain, his voice anchors you. Your Kimi, always steady as a rock.
Too soon, another contraction wrings a ragged shout from you. Kimi never leaves your side, letting you nearly crush his hand as you ride out the agony.
âI canât ⊠I canât do this ...â you sob.
Kimi presses his lips to your temple. âYou can. Youâre the strongest person I know. Iâm right here with you.â
His faith buoys you, even as your body is wracked with wave after wave of excruciating spasms. Your world narrows to the circle of his arms.
Then finally, miraculously, comes the thin, piercing cry of your child. Your exhausted tears mingle with joyful laughter.
Kimi cuts the cord with shaky hands, eyes shining brighter than youâve ever seen. When they lay the squalling, pink bundle on your chest, the universe crystallizes to this one perfect point.
Your family, whole at last.
***
You awake in the small hours before dawn, reaching across the cool sheets only to find Kimiâs side of the bed empty. Padding down the hallway on silent feet, you peer into the nursery.
Your breath catches in your throat. Kimi stands over the crib, your tiny daughter cradled against his chest. One large hand gently supports her downy head.
Heâs speaking softly to her in Finnish, too low for you to understand. But the love shining through his voice brings tears to your eyes. Your tough, taciturn Finn transformed into a doting father.
As he lays her tenderly back in the crib, you hear him murmur in a whisper, âDonât worry little one, your isĂ€ will always protect you. I promise you that.â
He tucks the blanket snugly around her and brushes a feather-light kiss over her forehead. The tenderness of it makes your heart ache.
You slip silently back to bed before he notices you, not wanting to intrude on this private moment between father and daughter. But the image stays seared in your mind.
When Kimi joins you a few minutes later, you turn and press your face into his chest so he wonât see your tears of joy. His arms come around you reflexively.
âYou okay?â He rumbles.
You nod, a lump in your throat. Your family is so very blessed.
***
The paddock is bustling with activity as you push your daughterâs stroller through the chaotic maze of the paddock. Sheâs only six months old, wide-eyed at all the commotion.
Mechanics pause to coo over her, their grease-smudged fingers surprisingly gentle. PR people stop to fuss and take photos. Word has spread â the Icemanâs baby girl is here.
Kimi strides over, stooping to drop a kiss on your head and tickle his daughterâs tummy. His race suit is on, grey eyes intense and focused.
âSure you donât want me to take her while you concentrate?â You ask.
He shakes his head, a corner of his mouth quirked up. âI need to see my two favorite girls before I drive.â
Your heart melts. Kimi scoops her up, and she clutches at his nose and gurgles. Nearby, you hear shutters clicking madly. The Iceman undone by a baby â itâll be all over the press tonight.
But Kimi only has eyes for his daughter, face soft in a way it never is before a race. With a deep breath, he cuddles her close and murmurs something in Finnish before handing her back to you.
You kiss his cheek. âGo show them how itâs done, Daddy.â
He winks and strides off towards the pit lane, determination in his stride. Your daughter waves a chubby fist as he disappears from view.
No matter how many races he wins, now his best trophy waits for him at the finish line. His family.
***
âMust be lonely married to a man called the Iceman,â the reporter says slyly. âHeâs not known for being warm and affectionate.â
Anger flashes through you. How dare this stranger imply your marriage is lacking.
âYou couldnât be more wrong,â you reply sharply. âKimi is very attentive and loving in private.â
The reporter raises her eyebrows. âBut his public image ...â
You cut her off. âThatâs all it is â an image. Kimi deserves more respect than tired old stereotypes.â
Your voice softens as you glance to where Kimi is chatting with fans, his body angled protectively towards you.
âThere is no one kinder or more loyal than my husband. He cherishes our family greatly, he just doesnât flaunt it to the world.â
The reporter looks taken aback by your fervent defense. You almost feel sorry for her. Sheâll never truly know the man behind the Iceman legend. But you do and you wonât tolerate anyone maligning him.
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Okay, how ridiculous are the comments on food shorts on FB? Literally any time a girl with false nails is making something, half the comments are about how gross she is. For...making food with long nails???
Or the people who tell girls (even without false nails) to wear gloves when they're cooking. If they don't they're disgusting and nobody should ever eat their food. Literal đ€źemojis.
Who in the actual fuck wears gloves to cook at home? How do they think women with false nails eat or feed their families? Gloves and short, polish-free nails are only necessary if you're working in a commercial/industrial environment. Because you're exposed to a wide variety of germs, you're preparing food for a longer period of time, there's a much greater risk of cross contamination and you don't want to endanger the public.
Are there actual people these days who legit put on gloves to cook for themselves in their own homes???
#the idea that people are attempting to create near sterile environments in their own homes#and see this as not only normal but disgusting if you don't also do the same#is honestly disturbing to me#going overboard like this is a recipe for breeding superbugs#follow general food safety rules like proper cooking times and thawing procedures#keeping your hands and surfaces clean#and avoiding cross contamination wrt raw meat#but for the love of god don't try to eliminate every single microbe#it's perfectly fine to prep food with your bare hands#use antibacterial cleaners sparingly and only where necessary#such as bathrooms and surfaces that come into contact with raw meat#clean your hands properly with soap and water#understand that a degree of bacteria is normal and healthy to be exposed to#and attempting to create near sterile conditions within your home only serves to kill off the weakest bacteria#while allowing stronger varieties to survive and breed - creating shit that's resistant to treatment#food safety procedures within your home and within restaurants or factories are quite different for very good reasons#if we applied the same standards in the home as we do in commercial/industrial environments we'd have a lot more serious issues#than some herbs under some girl's fingernails#they're regular people showing off some recipes you can also make at home#chill the fuck out
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Simon, whose hands were shaking against the steering wheel of his car, tried to even his breathing as he looked up at your childhood home.
Simon, a man whoâd been on numerous battlefields, a man whoâd been shot at many times, was more nervous than heâd ever been knowing he was about to meet your family.
Simon, who loved you more than he ever loved anyone before, wanted so desperately for your family to like him, their approval meaning more to him than heâd ever admit.
Simon, whose thoughts were racing, felt himself snap out of his trance as he felt your hand rub his leg in a loving gesture.
Simon, who gave you the best smile he could in that moment, pressed a loving kiss to your lips, his worries suddenly vanishing.
Simon, who held your hand tighter than ever before, walked up to your front door with you, a small smile lining his lips as your mother answered the front door.
Simon, whoâd only been hugged by you in the last decade, felt his heart stutter as your mother engulfed him in a warm hug.
Simon, who was most nervous about meeting your father, was pleasantly surprised as your father clasped him on his back, a broad smile lining his lips as he led Simon into the dining room.
Simon, who hadnât been to a family gathering in many years, felt his eyes widen as he was led inside, a giant gathering of food and family surrounding the dining table.
Simon, who wasnât used to being the center of attention, felt his cheeks burn as your family asked him about himself with genuine interest.
Simon, who had gotten used to the military rationed meals, felt a warmth pool in his belly-feeling pleasantly full for the first time in years.
Simon, who was genuinely upset when the night ended, felt his heart thaw ever so slightly as your family insisted on him coming for the holidays.
Simon, who was always reluctant on physical touch, made sure to hug your mom back a bit tighter this time as she whispered something in his ear.
Simon, who left that night with a genuine smile, his heart full as he finally had a family that accepted him with open arms.
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No spoilers, but I need some COD fluff in my life after finishing the mw3 campaignđ
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âLilyâŠâ
He searches her eyes intensely, looking past the declarations, the humour, trying to see the root. Lily keeps her gaze steady, not looking away, leaving herself open and trusting him to see. And he does. Of course. Recognition lights up his face, followed by a myriad of other things: shock, confusion, angerâŠ
He opens his mouth. And her gaze turns pleading, determined. He hesitates, leaning back slightly, disagreement still clear in his face. But eventually it crumbles to resignation, to acceptance. His face falls altogether and a shine takes on his eyes, and she sees a slight tremble on his bottom lip. She grips his hand. He grips back. He musters a smile.
âAfter.â He promises.
She beams, corners of her eyes wet. âYeah, after.â
âIâll propose the shit out of you.â
She laughs, sniffling. âWhat does that even mean?â
His smile becomes more natural, more himself. âJust prepare yourself.â
âI look forward to it.â
â âcoffee makes and shower meetsâ
#jily#jily fanfic#mus snippets#i was up like 5am#finishing up a thing#and i finally finished#and this fic just zoomed in my brain#demanding to be written#so i wrote this while waiting for the bus lol#one-shot prequel-ish to your love thawed out#i have so many stories i wanna write#and lined up for that universe#and so little time wtf#anyway#this is my accountability check#have a great day!#ps this isnt the best#i will edit and write properly of course
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soft s3x and grey sweats
pairing: miguel o'hara x f!gf!reader
warnings: smut, tooth rotting fluff, miguel wears grey sweatpants, soft and loving sex, domesticity, unprotected piv
summary: miguel ft. grey sweatpants
A gentle drizzle splatters on the windows of your bedroom, tapping its soft, irregular crystal drops onto the glass only to wake you from your blissful nap.
You had fallen asleep with your head on his chest, invaded by the warmth of his body next to yours, the fascinating feeling of being home with him. You couldn't ever dare to ask for more than that.
With a spine-bending stretch, you step out of the cosiness of the king-sized bed following the realisation of his absence. Leaping down the stairs, you seek the comfort of him being near you like a throat-gripping vice.
You hear the water running, occasionally overlapped by clattering, dishes clanking and drawers being pushed shut.
You step out into the hall of your open-concept kitchen, linen stockings preventing even the subtlest noises of your movements from reaching him through the ambiance.
Your weight on the wooden floor is merely a gust of wind as you sit yourself into the corner of the sofa in order to watch him from up close.
You hug your legs to your chest in an attempt to adapt to the temperature change of the room, your flimsy top and panties doing little in covering your middle.
He hasn't turned to you since you hopped off the stairway. Arrogance tugs at the furthest corner of your mind after having sneaked behind his hyper vigilance, completely unnoticed. You seize the opportunity to study him in the absence of his piercing gaze fixed upon you.
Your eyes linger over the expanse of his broad back, the navy blue, short-sleeved shirt creasing in thin, cascading lines over his shoulder blades as he shifts his weight to his right, bicep bulging when he stretches his hand up into a cupboard.
You're more than delighted to note the easiness with which he attains things normally out of your reach.
Not only once did you call for his help to get you something from any place higher above you, having him stand behind you when doing so, and without fail him making sure to push his groin up against your ass in the process, prompting you to bend just slightly forward onto the board or sink in front of you before the simplest request for aid turned into you, taking him against any surface around the house.
It became quite the signal after a while. Whenever he heard you, 'Miguel! Come here for a second, babyâ, his cock would fatten in advance at the sound of the command.
"Should've stayed upstairs, muñeca. I was making something for you." he snaps you out of your reverie, the sleepy raspiness in his voice deliciously running late over the last syllables of his remorseful disfavour.
While still not facing you, it turns out he was well-aware of your presence.
"Don't worry about it. I'll just watch." you excuse yourself, draping your midriff over the armrest, hands supporting your head on the soft cushions as you thaw at the sight of him cooking for you.
He returns to the kitchen island, his index finger mindlessly following the instructions he was mentally revising, before his eyes find you on the couch, scanning every patch of skin you have on display, as if sizing you up for his dessert.
He allows his vision to wash over your silky smooth thighs, your waistline that moulds into the hill of the pillows, the exact same way it moulds so erotically against him when he pistons his hips into yours.
With your pleading gaze inviting, thighs squeezed together in frustration, he is unsure of what to finish next, the pancakes, or you.
Your attention drops to the chubbed, prominent curve of his stiffening cock in his sweatpants, the shade of it nearly obscenely large, evident on the grey fabric. His hand slips down his crotch, lazily palming his dick through the material. You feel the heat pooling between your thighs, yearning growing unbearable.
"I have to let it rest. I'm all yours now." he suggests smugly, and part of you suspects that he had been needing to take you since you decided to flutter your eyes shut on the bed, arms coiled around his waist.
You shamelessly keep your eyes on target as he sets the dough bowl aside, approaching you with a heaviness in his pace that you know oh so well.
His dick twitches ever so slightly in his pants, hardening until its outline becomes lewdly evident, straining upwards into his pants in all its length and girth that ruptures you unforgivingly whenever he stuffs himself inside you.
Before he can even reach the sofa, your eager hands clutch his waist, feeling the rigid muscles underneath his shirt as you start planting gentle kisses down his abdomen, having him shudder at the contact even through the cotton fibre.
Your soft breasts meet his bulge in the process, offering nothing more than a few mere brushes that only rile him up more than he had hoped.
He drops his weight next to you on the cushions as the only way to avoid the urge to pull his cock out and shove it down your throat through your pretty, plush lips. He opts to rest his head back on the pillows, legs spread wide in front of him, taking up nearly all the space next to you.
Not a single moment is wasted before you take his cheeks in your hands, fingertips grazing his rough, barely visible stubble, pressing rushed, obsessive kisses all over his face.
You slide one leg over his, seeking the pressure of his broad, firm thigh to your clothed cunt.
His own hands are quick to grab your waist, pulling you flush against him, your chest flattened on his. His lips find yours through your loving pecks, deepening the kiss he caught you with, swiftly interrupted by a soft gasp of yours the second your ass meets his boner.
You teasingly lower yourself onto him gently, revelling in the feeling of the tip pressing harshly into the thin fabric of your panties.
Letting your hand travel down his firm chest, down his abdomen and over the sizable bulge in his sweatpants, you cup him through the material, applying just enough pressure to coax a groan out of his throat.
His wide thighs involuntarily flex on your sides and he twitches in your hand, a reminder of his force, his size in comparison to you, his ability to have you any time he wanted despite the position, despite your teasing.
His head leans back on the couch exposing his throat, eyes dazed out and fixed on the view of your breasts peeking from under your crop, visibly satisfied with the angle he found. Your boobs, round and soft, ever so inviting for him to knead in his large hands, he thinks.
Warm palms leave your hips to slide up your waist, disappearing under the cotton shirt, idly groping your chest.
You reel at the feeling of his rough, calloused hands on your smooth skin, touching and fondling in all the right places.
His knuckles protrude every now and then through the thin textile as he keeps massaging your breasts, feeling your pulse quicken with each deep breath you take.
Before you can even decide on your next move, you feel the blistering warmth of a splayed out hand on your back, propping you gently as he tilts you to the side, a familiar bow of such a dirty dance that has your thoughts melting out of your brain, your whole existential purpose being resumed to him alone in a matter of seconds.
He lays you down over the length of the couch with such care, such strength that has you submitting mindlessly, wrapping your frail arms around his neck. Legs up in the air, he has you just like he always does. Your blood boils through you, the ignition of nerves only he could ever cause.
He descends upon you, veiling your entire body in his, hands eagerly running over your body, playing you like an instrument that only sings for him, that only he can hold.
You sigh, taking in the scent of him, letting it invade your lungs like inhalants. The visceral musky cologne, with shades of a pine forest that had your thoughts run wild and senses sharpened.
Half lidded eyes accentuate his savagely, crimson irises and dilated pupils, the sheer sight of you under him never ceasing to rile him up bad enough to make him beg for your touch.
You squirm weakly; quickly enough he takes the hint and hooks his thumb around your panties, dragging them down your soft skin, impatience evident in his movements.
You feel the weight of his hard cock on your thigh, head going dizzy at the thought of its girth stretching you open, the thought of the pained groans that crawl out of his throat when he comes, his dick pulsating inside you.
He stills above you, eyes darting over your face, as if searching for something he had just remembered he was missing, a gaze condimented with adoration, curiosity, and a hesitancy you may only interpret as astonishment.
"No puedo creer que seas mĂa" (âCan't believe you're mine.â) he mutters, barely above a halted whisper, following the realisation of your rather perplexed demeanour when confronted with such antics. âMakes me think that maybe", he pauses, "pushing through all the shit in my life made me worthy of you.â, he confesses, vulnerable and wounded.
You've caught smudges of this view of his before, only not this categorical. In a way, you find it quite the most heartwarming yet peculiar thing there is to know about him. He seeks the comfort of believing that all the suffering he endured meant something, a sacrificial lamb for him to ultimately earn the limitless love of your embrace, your affections and unwavering devotion.
It wasnât pride that clawed at his memories of having conquered and survived when so many others didnât in the same circumstances he faced. It was relief, the relief of a man that swam the ocean to find paradise.
And there you were, silk-smooth, gentle hands cupping his face with such infatuation he did not think possible, looking up at him like there wasnât anything more beautiful in existence you would rather see.
His heart had inevitably melted into yours; now soldered together against all odds fate could bestow.
âI love you, Miguel. With or without your scars.â, you pull him into a reassuring, promise-sealing kiss, which he softly reciprocates, regaining his confidence and unyielding want.
His lips ghost over your jugular, relishing in the way your exhales halt in your throat, pausing in expectancy as his hot breath excites goosebumps over the satin skin of your exposed neck.
âI love you more.â he teases, lips latching onto your pulse point, lightly sucking hungry kisses down to the valley where your throat meets your shoulder.
Despite knowing how adamant you were about your own love being immeasurable, let alone any lesser than his, he took great joy in dramatically rivalling you on the matter, beclouding your fondness only to start a competition of who manages to sway the other with their words of pure worship and fidelity.
Whether there was another underlying reason for his racing I love you moreâs, you do not know. Maybe a reminiscence of his mistrustful, defensive nature, reflecting its last slither of bewilderment into a seemingly innocent insistence that he, indeed, loved you more than you loved him.
How could he not? You had no knowledge of the things he had to do for his job, what it truly meant to risk everything for someone, to risk your life for another.
And he prefers it this way, to have you shielded away from the horror of finding yourself in that situation, from the heartbreak of even imagining the circumstances in which you may decide to give your life for him in all your passion, let alone pondering upon the choice and place the verdict upon your declaration of love, weighing it down in all gravity and seriousness of the pledge. In the depths of his mind, he dreads it, hearing you say, âI love you, I would give my life for youâ, although he would do so for you without thinking twice.
He dreads knowing that his presence in your life could scar you so that you may have to die for him, that his soul alone could be stained in your blood, even only in hypothesis.
Therefore, he feels far more content thinking that you donât quite love him as much, thinking that you, as perfect as you are, would not suffer should anything happen to him. That your attachment to him will only ever bring you nothing but joy.
And oh how he brought you joy. Pure bliss and paradisiacal rapture. Even more so when he held you so dearly against him, painting you in doting kisses, marks of which linger on your skin long after heâs departed.
His warm, broad hand sails down over the plushy mound of your breast, indulging in a layover just to squeeze lightly. To drift below; its tender, round shape fitting in the junction between his thumb and index finger; his palm seemingly continuing its travel down your waist before returning unexpectedly, massaging your soft tit after a run down and up your waist, making the butterflies in your belly grow agitatedly.
The meagre shudders of your body underneath his unpredictable and exciting touch, the silent whines that die in your throat as he kisses down the crook of your neck have his cock twitching in his pants, beads of precum gathering on the flushed tip, staining the material. You feel the unmistakable length of it poke your thigh, hard and thick.
"Eres tan buena conmigo" (âYouâre so good to me.â) he breathes deeply, voice hoarse with restraint, lacing his words with a poised thread that wraps around your neck, earning him a fractured moan. âTell me what you want and Iâll give it to you.â
Grabbing onto his massive shoulders for support, delighted with the way his muscles ripple under your soft hands as he continues his attack on your most sensitive spots he knows so well, you press your leg tentatively into his hard-on, an unspoken, considerate request for him to cease the teasing and chase his own pleasure.
âI want youâ, you whisper breathily, finding your voice on the last word, accentuating the singularity of your need, the force with which you crave him, only him. âI love you, Miguel, I wanna make you happy.â you declare desperately, planting another suffocating kiss on his slightly agape lips, having him gasp softly into your mouth, a killer whale surfacing above the waterline for a superficial breath before diving back into the depths of the ocean.
He kisses you with such ardour, savouring the addictive taste of your delicate lips, slipping his tongue into your mouth like you hadnât seen each other for months, like one of those desperate days in which he has his way with you right after he returns from a bone-chilling mission throughout the multiverse.
After ending the kiss with an unnecessarily harsh smooch, he draws back, making you giggle through unrelenting panting. He scans your face, absorbing the image of you, in your most defenceless self, so full of what can only be adoration for him.
He takes in your half-lidded, love-struck eyes, the look he thinks not even the bestest of painters of the world could capture on canvas. The look he thinks would be perverted in blasphemy should it be, even in attempt, recreated on any portrait, any sculpture, any photograph.
He follows the line of your jaw that cascades sharply into the crook of your neck, the only safe place for him to lay his head at night, the place he reveres to place the sweetest of kisses upon, having you either laugh or melt in his arms.
His vision then lands on your sore lips, exhaling the very air he breathes, uttering the same words that echoed in his head out in the field; âI love you, truly, entirely and through my whole being. With my body, heart and soul, oh, I love you.â
He dips his head down your waist in reverence, leaving gentle pecks down the line of your stomach. In any other instance, you would giddily chuckle at his ministrations, a chuckle that would soon turn into a hearty burst of laughter, as he knew just the spots to touch and tickle and make you reel in retaliation when play-fighting on a particularly lazy Sunday evening.
However, now, there was no impulse to laugh. You watch him closely as he reaches the crease of your pelvic bone, looking up to meet your gaze.
You feel your face heat up at the sight of him, a strong hand wrapped around your thigh, the other holding your middle.
Satisfied with the moans he successfully drove out of you, breaths getting heavy at the thought of how wet you have to be by now, he sits up on his knees to hurriedly haul his shirt over his head.
His dick grows harder at the familiar picture of you, laid back on the sofa, eyes glazed with drunken want and the remembrance of his feverish touch on you.
Letting your hands roam his chest and firm abdomen while he disposes of the shirt, you curl your fingers into the waistband of his sweatpants and boxers, carefully dragging them down his bulky thighs, eyes widening as his cock springs upwards from the grey fabric, hitting his stomach before ever-so-slightly bending to the right under its generous weight.
You let yourself fall back into the cosy corner of the couch, parting your legs with lascivious speed while watching him stroke his now glistening cock, eyes trained on yours.
A vigorous, bulging forearm anchors next to your head, the other guiding himself inside you. His mountainous shoulders block any view of the room aside from him, and you obey the impulse to run your hands over his biceps, his pecs, his jaw.
You draw in a sharp breath at the contact of his fat tip on your wet folds, rubbing into the dampness at the entrance before breaching you.
You whimper softly, trying to adjust. No matter how many times you have sex, it always takes you time to adapt to his size, to fit him inside you to the hilt.
His forehead rests against yours as he pushes further in, a gentle hand coming to collect a few unruly strands of hair from your face. It stops to cup your fiery, rosy cheek, his thumb grazing your dainty skin protectively, soothingly, before his arm docks symmetrically to the other, beside your head to balance his weight on top of you.
Your tear-welled eyes flutter shut, the dip between your brows deepening and rising into an unspoken plea for a one-second pause. He stops, knowing of your struggles despite your fervent insistences that he may always bottom out regardless of your aches.
He cannot bring himself to cause you discomfort in any way, even under the greenlight of your sincere consent.
âI know, love, Iâm sorry.â, he pacifies you, and youâre overwhelmed by his attentive care, starting to rain messy, fatigued kisses over each patch of skin on his face within reach. He returns the gesture in earnest, covering your features in slow smooches.
It calms you, allowing him to push all the way inside your tight cunt, grunting into your temple as you tense around his shaft the moment his tip presses against your cervix.
A loud sigh that swiftly leaves your agape mouth tells him to proceed. His hips start gyrating languidly, his dick exits you only halfway, coated in your juices, before driving back in with a quiet squelch. You throw your head back on the pillows, legs coiled securely around his waist as he makes love to you, laying you onto a cloud of pleasure.
"Ugh, oh-," he groans, his voice deep and rugged, mirroring his own mind-numbing bliss, âyou feel so goodâ. With his head now leaned into your chest, his heavy breaths are hot on your skin, timed with the drive of his hips into yours.
He starts going faster, yet the force of his thrusts still soft. The second he finds the puffy nub of nerves that snaps firecrackers in your lower belly, you grab at the mattress, gasping and moaning weakly. Muted whines are put out in your throat as you close your mouth to swallow a kiss your body had craved to give him.
His shoulders flex under his weight as he picks up more speed, nearing his high and finding the rhythm you know only leads to those desperate grunts that have you coming only from their sound alone.
He pushes into his thrusts, rubbing the coarse hair above the base of his cock on your clit. Your back contorts and arches in response, gifting him an even more delicious angle for the precise rolls of his hips.
You choke on a pained scream that dissolves into your limbs as you come hard, your orgasm washing over you in drumming tidal waves, crashing onto you with every drive of his fat cock into your soft, drenched cunt.
"Oh-- ugh, yeah- so good," he groans into your rose, kiss-marked neck, seemingly taken aback by the force of his own euphoria, as if he had been expecting a gentle current of ecstasy as result of his intendedly soft and gentle session of lovemaking, instead being met a fierce jolt of elation. He stills, holding a breath from erupting out of his throat into a shaky moan.
The bridge of his nose is pressed perfectly into your neck, a sculpture-worthy puzzle of two souls sewn together. His hot palm seeks the feeling of your smooth skin, landing shy of your waist, holding you against him with the firmness of a man who heeds every longing you had ever voiced, who heeds the closeness you had always coveted as you rode the rapids of your orgasm.
The pressure hammers into you in aftershocks, hauling you back down in fading flutters, pulsing into your lower belly as he tenses, pushing his hips flush against your ass with one final blow, releasing into the warmth of your cunt.
You clench faintly at the feeling of his fat cock spasming and twitching inside you, catching on to the last gust of your high.
He groans in oversensitivity, pulling out before carefully placing his broad hand in between your thighs, tenderly cupping your dripping pussy to prevent his come from staining the peppered grey couch. You flinch at the contact, not having fully recovered from the stimulation.
He leans into you, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. You turn to him instinctively, unable to find your voice or enough strength in your arms to do anything but gaze up at him with the face he knew so well; the euphoria-painted face you grace him with when his love overflows your body, teeming into your watery eyes.
Sitting up, he unpacks a thin, white blanket from the opposite edge of the sofa, cocooning you into the clean, fresh fabric. You hum in comfort, struggling to chase the warmth of his arms as he tucks the edges of the material underneath the contour of your body.
âJust stay here for a bit.â, he whispers into your cheek, sending shivers down your spine. â Iâm almost done with your surprise.â
âYou want me to help?â you resort to a last-chance inquiry in hopes of finding an excuse to sit beside him for longer, even in the kitchen.
He knows youâre well-intended, but decides to better value the total credit of his courteous offering.
You will most certainly keep the stakes up and stubbornly get dinner ready for him on the very next occasion you find, so he might as well echo your stubbornness and finish his task alone, meeting great satisfaction in spoiling you with the opportunity your body has given him.
âNo te preocupes, (Don't worry.) Iâll manage.â
You dramatically reach for him with your extended arms as he heads towards the kitchen. He throws you a sympathetic smile before resuming his cooking, fully aware that a considerable part of him would have wanted nothing more than to rush back into your arms and spend the rest of the evening smothering you into his warm embrace, play fighting you into submitting to his self-indulgent caresses and kisses.
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spanish translations by @bookished đ€(tysm!!)
50% requested by @badbitchhour (ik u wanted a wedding night but my brain short-circuited when i tried to write it, it's still coming tho!!! meanwhile made the very soft and emotional lovemaking part til i get around it and start feeling it)
a/n: don't pick on me for the extremely creative! title i wanted to make shit clear from the start. (clickbaiting)
also smut authors try not to use the same words and phrases for every sex scene without using things like 'wand' and 'shaft' (challenge impossible)
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for thawing out, i see how you've already characterized the reader as kind of the calm, even keeled one of the group and i would LOVE to just see her stand up for herself and absolutely blow up after getting pushed too far by the boys (a little mean of me to want her to go through that but-) but yes i love me a good out of character moment that kind of make the characters be like "oh shit maybe we shouldn't be acting this way-" love you babe đ«¶
Hi lovely, idk if this is exactly what you had in mind but thanks sm for requesting! Love you <3
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When Remus arrives at your apartment the next morning, Sirius is already standing at the front door. His arms are crossed over his chest as he glowers in Remusâ direction, but itâs difficult to find him very intimidating when his nose is pink from the cold.Â
âOh,â he says, feeling awkward. âHello.âÂ
âHi,â Sirius replies drily. âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
Remus shrugs. Fine. If Sirius wants to be a prick (and what else is new), he can do that too. âI didnât think youâd come. Have you knocked already?âÂ
âOf course I knocked,â he all but sneers. âWhy would you assume I wasnât going to be here? I said I would be.âÂ
âI honestly didnât expect youâd be able to drag yourself out of bed.âÂ
Sirius looks ready to make a retort, but your door opens. You look surprised to see both boys on your doorstep, your smile tentative. Remus still doesnât understand how you can do that at such an early hour.Â
âHi,â you say. Then you turn to Sirius, grin widening as you pinch the frozen tip of his nose fondly. âYou made it.âÂ
âObviously I made it!â The other boyâs voice takes on a wounded tone, and Remus has to tuck a smile into his scarf. Sirius must suspect, because his gaze narrows.
âHow did you get this address?â he asks Remus.Â
Remus feels his brow crinkle. Itâs not as if heâs the one youâre in danger of.Â
âHe texted me last night, and I gave it to him,â you answer for him. âI sort of assumed youâd oversleep.âÂ
Sirius makes an indignant scoffing noise, but he appears to have nothing more to say. He seems in especially brutish form today. Youâre as unphased by his moods as usual, hooking your arm through his.Â
âIâm sorry to get you both up so early, but I suppose two guard dogs are even better than one.â You squeeze Siriusâ bicep affectionately, and the look you send Remus is pure sweetness. âItâs really nice of you both to come.âÂ
Something warm and fond blooms in Remusâ chest. Sirius mutters some disgruntled sort of assent.Â
You grin. âAnd now, we can all buy our own drinks!âÂ
âOh, fuck this then,â Siriusâ irritating pugnacious tone is back, though now itâs at least partly for show. âI didnât realize that was part of the deal. I want out.âÂ
You only make an amused pffting sound, pulling him playfully against your side.Â
Remus falls back to let the two of you walk alongside each other on the sidewalk. Itâs odd and occasionally entertaining to watch you, so entirely familiar and at ease with each other. Itâs the sort of relationship Remus hasnât had in years, and heâs beginning to question whether he ever had a bond quite as close as yours. Itâs obvious even from the outside that the pair of you know each other inside and out, and that you love each other just as deeply. But Siriusâ love is another thing entirely; the way he looks at you is almost too painful to witness.Â
Remus doesnât understand why Sirius hasnât pursued you. He certainly prefers it this way; it makes his job considerably easier with things platonic and professional between the pair of you, but it just doesnât add up. Sirius strikes him as the sort of cocksure prat who goes for what he wants, every time. Heâs certainly arrogant enough to be sure heâll get it, and admittedly, with his looks and devil-may-care attitude, there arenât many people Remus can see turning him down. (They definitely should, but they likely wouldnât.) Perhaps, after knowing him so long and working with him so closely, youâre simply too smart to get entangled with the likes of Sirius Black.Â
You do eventually look back to call Remus up to join the two of you. Sirius looks irked at this, and Remus wishes he could say he was more mature, but he goes in large part because of it. You loop your other arm through his and make sure to include him in your conversation the rest of the way to the rink.Â
The morningâs practice goes by with much of the same forced camaraderie. Youâre friendly and receptive, Sirius is loud and irksome, but overall Remus is pleased with how things are going. Youâre improving every day, to a degree Remus canât help but admire. He can easily see you perfecting this routine by the Olympics in less than a month, which certainly defies his expectations from when he first started coaching you. Sirius is the same as always; heâs not as consistent or as controlled as Remus would like, but he doesnât seem inclined to change and his form is (though Remus wouldnât admit it aloud even at knifepoint) truly beautiful to watch.Â
By the end, he has only one thing to say.Â
âI think we need to up the ante.âÂ
You look up from where youâre putting on your skate guards, intrigued. âHow do you mean?â
âYouâre going to perfect this routine.â Remus can say that with confidence now. A nice little bonus is the way your face lights with bashful pride when he does. âYouâll get plenty of execution points from that, but if you want to really compete it wouldnât hurt to add a higher difficulty move.âÂ
Sirius looks up, his gaze watchful.Â
âWhat did you have in mind?â you ask.
âA death spiral,â says Remus. âWe could fit it in during the lower-level sequence towards the end. You should be ending with more of a crescendo anyway.âÂ
Youâre nodding. âAn outside death spiral?âÂ
âAnd backwards, if youâre up for it.âÂ
âNo way.â Siriusâ skates are already in his bag. You look over at him, bemused, but heâs looking at Remus. âYou canât fuck with the program this late. Itâs only a couple of weeks before we leave.âÂ
Reluctantly, Remus turns to face him. His eyes are like a brewing storm. âAnd would you like to medal whilst youâre there?âÂ
âWe donât need this to medal.âÂ
âYou donât know what the competition will be like. You need to bring everything you can to the routine.âÂ
Sirius kisses his teeth. He stands, looking at Remus with barely repressed malice. âA backwards outside death spiral isnât something you can just toss in at the last minute. Weâre only just starting to manage what we have in the routine already! Itâs too risky.âÂ
Remus fights the urge to roll his eyes. Sirius isnât subtle; itâs clear what this is really about. âSheâs going to be fine,â he says firmly, refusing to back down when the other boy's eyes narrow. âSheâs perfectly capable of deciding for herself whether she wants to do this, and your feelings cannot be the deciding factor here. The death spiral is a staple of pair routines. You have to take some risks if you want to compete at this level.âÂ
âOh, do you?â Siriusâ laugh is cold and dead. âIs that what you did? If itâs so fucking easy, why donât we get out there so you can show us how itâs done?â He juts his chin towards the ice, jaw set and eyes blazing. âYou can let us see how great it works out to take risks.âÂ
Remus doesnât even feel the ache in his hip as he takes two quick steps towards Sirius, towering over the other boy with his blood pounding in his ears. Sirius is forced to look up, but he turns his chin up defiantly. His face hardens as he takes in a short, quick breath.Â
You cram yourself between them.Â
Itâs like snapping back into his body. Remus stumbles back, his hip screaming at the hurried motion. He bites the inside of his cheek hard enough to taste iron, collapsing backwards onto the bench while you put yourself in front of Sirius like a human shield. Your expression is wrathful.Â
âDo not do that,â you growl. You reach behind you, taking Siriusâ forearm in your grasp as though to keep him from moving. âGod, why do you both have to be such dickheads to each other? Weâre done here.âÂ
You march straight past Remus, dragging Sirius along on your other side like a dog on a leash. He looks about as shell-shocked as Remus feels. Your outburst knocked him flat on his ass, literally. Itâs not that Remus didnât think you were capable of yelling; he suspected you had fangs, but the venom came as a surprise.Â
He winces when the door bangs shut behind you. They probably deserve that. He doesnât envy Sirius, whoâs likely to get a lengthy lecture from you on the walk home, but Remus does realize this could mean him losing his job. Trading petty remarks with Sirius had almost begun to feel like part of his role, but heâd never expected to make you so furious. He doesnât know what it will mean for him that he has.Â
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During the entirety of Remusâ long, steamy shower, he cannot stop thinking of the look on Siriusâ face. The way his eyes had almost changed color, going from a murky gray to blue like the hottest part of a flame. Heâd looked almost pleading, for half a second after Remus first brought up the death spiral, before his face hardened back into harsh stoniness. He keeps fixating on that look, that second where the dynamic between them seemed on the brink of shifting before it didnât. But maybe it never could have. Maybe Remus imagined the whole thing; it was only half a second, anyway.Â
Regardless, he feels stupid for stooping to Siriusâ level. Heâs better than that, he hopes, but in the last few weeks heâs let the other boy bring out the worst in him. He decides that if you donât fire him, heâs going to try harder to be above it. If Sirius wants to trade insults like a child, Remus can treat him like a child; with patience and a repertoire of aloof platitudes, but he wonât engage with him anymore.Â
Heâs put on a pair of pajama pants and is moving the waistband to hold a pack of frozen peas to his hip when thereâs a knock on his door. He leans back to peer through the window, and there you are, blowing into your hands and shivering on his doorstep.Â
Remus groans as he gets up. He was really hoping to have at least one night of relaxation before having to have this conversation.Â
You must stop rubbing your hands together when you hear him opening the door. âHi,â you say.Â
âHi,â Remus replies, amused despite himself. Theyâre having one of those odd nights where snow falls but doesnât stick, except to you apparently. Little white flakes are tangled in your hair and dusted across your shoulders. Remus can see some between your eyelashes when you blink. Youâre stiff as a board, but thereâs no hiding the tiny waves of trembles that shake your frame.Â
âI hope itâs okay that I didnât call first.â Your voice is teetering on the brink of a chitter.
âYeah, itâs alright.â Remus really shouldnât feel so warm towards you when youâre likely here to fire (or at the very least, berate) him, but you do look terribly cold. âWould you like to come in?âÂ
âYeah, thanks.â You step inside so fast he hardly has time to make room for you, and the sleeve of your coat brushes against his bare chest, making him shiver. Remus realizes then that heâs not wearing a shirt, but he decides not to care; it is his house (or his rental, at least), and youâre the one who showed up unannounced. Heâs entitled to be as underdressed as he likes.Â
This small bit of indignance, though founded entirely from a battle within himself, reminds Remus to be miffed with you.Â
âIf youâre going to ask me to apologize to Sirius,â he says, going to the kitchen to put the kettle on (he may be miffed, but he is still Welsh), âyou can save it. I have no intention of getting into a row like that with him again, but I was not the one who was being unreasonable.âÂ
You rub your lips together, nodding. âYeah, I agree. You shouldnât apologize to him.âÂ
Remus feels his eyebrows draw together. âOkayâŠgood. Because Iâm not planning on it,â he says, just to be sure you understand. âHe was completely out of line.âÂ
You nod again. âHe was.âÂ
Remus finds his eyes straying to the door while he mulls over whether heâs feeling impolite enough to ask the next logical question. Then what are you doing here?
You take in a breath, letting it whoosh out of you. âI came because I want to apologize.âÂ
Itâs impossible to keep the surprise off his face. âYou?âÂ
âYeah.â You rock a bit on your feet, and Remus realizes youâre still wearing your coat. Either you donât plan to stay long, or youâre too anxious to take it off without an invitation. âIâm sorry I shouted at you earlier. It was really harshâI mean, I was right, but I didnât need to be cruel about it.â You glance to the side, a bit of bashfulness softening your voice. âI also shouldnât have called you a dickhead.âÂ
A little chuckle escapes him. âWe were being dickheads.âÂ
âYou were,â you agree, âbut I still shouldnât have said it. I donât want to be like that. Iâm sorry, and I hope you still want to stay with us.âÂ
You look back at him, your expression intentionally firm but your eyes beseeching, and some part of Remus melts. He and Sirius get into fights all the timeâloud ones, with shouting and name calling and absolutely no holds barredâbut you snap at them once, and here you are. Having walked here by yourself in the cold because you feel bad about it.Â
âLet me get your coat,â he offers.
You take your tea to the couch, where you curl up automatically on the side opposite Remusâ, pulling your legs in so he can pass between you and the coffee table. Remus picks his peas back up as he sits carefully, stifling a groan. Itâs a bit embarrassing to ice his hip in front of you, but the pain has become too much to ignore.Â
You wince as you watch him settle them underneath his waistband. âIs that because of me?âÂ
He canât very well tell you the truth when you sound so guilty. âNo,â he says. âI have to do this a lot.â That partâs not a lie.Â
You nod, still looking sorry. Remus is grateful when you move on quickly.Â
âJust so you know,â you say, âSirius probably wonât apologize to you either.âÂ
Remus almost snorts. âYeah, I wasnât anticipating he would.âÂ
You smile ruefully. âI know he probably feels bad about saying what he didâhe knows he had no rightâbut he just gets so caught up in anger sometimes. If it helps at all, today was just an especially hard day for him. Heâs alwaysâŠextra on edge around this time of year. You learn not to take the things he says personally.âÂ
Remus studies you through narrowed eyes. He blows steam off his tea. âDoes he do that to you often?âÂ
You shake your head. âI donât typically goad him,â you say with no small amount of humor. Or pointedness.Â
He lifts a brow. Heâs already told you he wonât be apologizing for giving as good as he gets.Â
You sigh, your expression going somber. âListen, I know Sirius can get reallyââ you shake your head again, blowing out a breath ââreally quite hot headed, but you canât get in his face like that. His life hasâwell, itâs not my place to tell you about what his life has been, but even when he says things like that, you canât act all threatening just because youâre having a spat, okay?âÂ
Remus feels his brow wrinkle. âThreatening?âÂ
Your face softens. âYou looked like you were about to hit him,â you say gently.Â
Something inside Remus gutters. âI did?âÂ
You nod, looking almost apologetic. He feels nauseous.Â
âI didnâtâŠâÂ
âI donât think you would have,â you clarify. âIâm not saying I thought you were going to hit him, I just know how Sirius works. And from his perspective, I know how it looked. You canât do that to him.âÂ
âI donât want to do that to anyone.â Remus sounds injured even to his own ears, and so he takes a deep breath, closing his eyes to shut out the pained pinch of your mouth.Â
âIâm sorry,â he says after a few moments. âI really had no idea thatâs how it looked. I think I got too caught up in being angry about what he said, but it wonât happen again.âÂ
âI know.â Your voice is gentle. You set a hand on his knee, tentative but there. âI didnât come here to make you feel bad. Itâs okay, justâŠnow you know. For next time.â Remus opens his eyes again, and you smile wryly. âYou can shout at him all you want. Donât let him dish it out without making him take it, but just stay away from physical stuff like that, yeah?âÂ
âYeah,â Remus agrees hoarsely. âThank you.âÂ
âDonât sweat it.â You give his knee a friendly pat, leaning back against the couch cushions and sipping your tea.Â
Again, Remus marvels at you. Sirius fights for you every day, whether you ask him to or not, loud and bold and relentless in his devotion to you. He wonders if Sirius knows that even when he doesnât ask, in your own way, you go to bat for him too.
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Heyyy! Iâm usually a silent tumblr warrior but omg I keep coming up with so many different Auâs in my head. đ Also I love your writing itâs godsent. đ
Tonight I was thinking of Model!Reader x photographer!Remus đđ. Who are like totally obsessed with each other and are always supporting their careers. Remmy getting sooo many candid photos of reader and using them in his portfolio. Along with them both going to each others viewings/ runway shows. I just canât omg so many possibilities ..đ„Č
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this is so. stinking. cute. the second I received this I had to send it to @maladaptiveescapism (my muggle AU queen who gifted us all the beautiful, beautiful man that is chef!sirius) and she came up with the SWEETEST meet cute. thank you for sharing this prompt, lovie!! I hope I did it justice <3
Remus Lupin x fem!reader who ends up being Remus' big break [2.6k words]
CW: fluff, swearing, reader has a dog and he's adorable, meet cute, fame
Remus neednât look in a mirror (or one of the windows of the shops on the street) to know that his nose was pink; he had always been very sensitive to the cold, and it was only exacerbated by his love for it.
It was his favourite time of year; waking up in the morning when the ground was still covered in shimmery frost before turning into a misty fog as the sun poked its way through trees and buildings. The trees and grass were still grasping desperately at the shades of greens that it usually wore, but the leaves - determined in their journey - insisted on turning various shades of oranges, yellows, reds, and browns.
Remus loved them.Â
He also found that people were perhaps their most beautiful when cold - he hardly ever left for his morning walks without his camera, which also meant he left for his morning walks without a pair of mittens or gloves which might impede his ability to control the lens and shutter - and there was something about the cool air that brought out the most beautiful colours in not only the trees, but also of the people.Â
And Remus yearned to capture it.
Heâd found a beautiful elderly man enjoying a mocha outside a small coffee shop who he chatted with for a while before he asked him if heâd be okay to take some pictures. Every crinkle near the corners of his eyes was evidence of laughter and joy, every wrinkle between his brow a testament to years of consideration and thought, every divot around his mouth was a story he shared, a kiss he gave, a meal he enjoyed.Â
Every deep line on the manâs face - Albus had been his name - told a story, and Remus was lucky enough to have captured even a fraction of it with his camera.Â
Remusâ fingers were struggling to thaw out in his pockets as he took the long way home - traversing through the quiet park in the centre of the city which was slowly becoming more lively as the morning wore on and the sun rose higher, though it was still quiet enough for Remus to enjoy.Â
Some days he had more luck than others, not because there was a lack of beautiful people - because there was surely no shortage of that - but rather nothing that inspired Remus to create.Â
Some days it frustrated him, and some days he was able to remind himself he was really doing this for fun and not being paid for his portraits save what small income he made through creator perks on various social media platforms.Â
How nice it would be to get paid for his portraits, though.Â
Remus had paused in his walk to bend over and pick up a disposable coffee cup from the sidewalk to put it in a rubbish bin when he spotted the perfect picture.Â
There was a wrought-iron and wooden slat park bench a few paces away from the footpath in the park sitting in a lone ray of sun that managed to force its way through the treetops as if some deity had placed a spotlight on it to ensure Remus would notice it.
The patch of grass that the sun was kissing was melting into its usual green whilst the grass surrounding it was still its unique combination of dark sage, green, and silver courtesy of the autumn twilight.
A senior looking dog - a border collie, if Remus guessed correctly - attached to a simple red lead seemed to have found himself a good stick for chewing as he basked in the sun, the lead looped gently around the wrist of his person who sat on the bench with a ratty looking paperback in their hand.Â
You were ethereal.Â
You had one hand shoved into a knitted mitten whilst the other held your book, though a second mitten sat ready should you no doubt decide your free hand was too cold and needed to switch. You had multiple layers on and a comfy pair of shoes. Clearly out for a walk yet knowing that your dog did less walking now-a-days and spent more time in sunny spots with a nice stick, you came prepared with a novel to enjoy the transitionary season much the same way Remus did.Â
And you were stunning.
You looked like a sip of warm apple cider, like the trees had parted their branches just to give the sun somewhere to direct its warmth and light, like the sun came out only for the chance of seeing you.
Remus actually took a look around him to see if anyone else was seeing what he was - nothing short of a masterpiece - but the masses appeared wholly unaware that they were in the presence of something hallowed.Â
He lost his nerve more times than he could count as he tried to convince his boots to take him in your direction, to start up the conversation the same way he always did with every other stranger he stopped on the street to take their picture. But this felt different, you were different, you-
âŠwere looking over at him; your dog ceasing to chew on his stick in favour of staring intently at Remus alerting you to the fact that you had an admirer (at best, or a stalker at worst).
To avoid looking like the latter, Remus forced his feet to bring him to you, smiling at you as you marked your place in your book and closed it before offering him a wary smile of your own.Â
âPardon me, Iâm terribly sorry to intrude, but, erm, well-â sodding son of a bitch, stick to the script, âmy name is Remus and Iâm a street photographer, I uhm, I take portraits of people I pass on the street and post them to my socials.â He offered awkwardly as he pulled out his phone - numb fingers nearly dropping it as he raced to try to prove to you he wasnât some creep with a long-distance lens on his camera hanging around public parks - wincing as the end of his sentence lilted up in the form of a question.Â
âI couldnât help but notice you and your dog, here,â he pushed on, said dog still watching him carefully and tilting his head at the end of every one of his sentences, âand you look beautiful- or, rather, it makes a beautiful picture! I, well, I guess I was wondering if youâd mind ifâŠI took your picture?â
And by some absolute twist of fate, you had the good graces to simply smile at him like he wasnât some awkward bumbling fool which only served to make you even more beautiful as you handed him his phone back.
âThatâs really cool, Remus,â you offered, sounding as though you were testing how his name felt forming from your lips as you made eye contact with him, âthank you. Iâd be happy to be your model.â
âBrilliant.â Remus let out with a breath of relief. âNow are you andâŠâ he paused as he gestured toward your companion.Â
âZiggy.â
â...Ziggy a package deal or should I ask him his rates?âÂ
You let out a bubbly laugh which encouraged Ziggy to sit up - albeit slowly due to his age - and cock his head at you.Â
âWhat do you say, Ziggs?â You asked the canine who cocked its head the other way. âDo you want to model too?âÂ
As if the dog knew you were waiting for a response, he let out a polite bark before laying back down.Â
âWell there you have it, Remus; weâre all yours.âÂ
The picture returned to its previous perfection; between you returning to your novel sans one mitten and Ziggyâs focus back to his treasure, Remus was able to capture you exactly how he wanted. You were wearing a soft smile which only grew when Remus nearly bumped into a jogger in an attempt to get a different angle.Â
You held your book to your mouth to hide your laughing as he called a hasty apology to the girl who barely slowed down on his account, and he shot a cute picture of you like that, too; your eyes full of mirth and crinkling at the corners in a quiet laugh at his expense.Â
Remus was infatuated.Â
It felt blasphemous in some way, but Remus had to admit he was very chuffed to have an excuse to join you on your alter bench, pretending as though you leaning into him - for warmth or for a better view of his camera screen, he wasnât sure - didnât make him feel like his heart was trying to exit out of his throat as you sung your praises for the pictures.Â
âRemus.â You hissed as if you really couldnât believe your eyes. âThese are really good! Oh my godâŠâ
Remus chuckled awkwardly as you brought the camera closer to you, ultimately forcing Remus to breathe your air as the camera strap pulled his body closer to yours.Â
âYouâre very talented.â You added earnestly before looking up at him with something akin to awe. âDo you have a portfolio?â
âErm, well,â he mumbled, suddenly very aware that he was nearly on top of a relative stranger in this public park at about 8:30 in the morning, âIâŠsort of? I mean, I have my socials.â
You nodded at him and looked back down at his camera before passing it back to him. âAre you going to post these?âÂ
âIâd very much like to, if youâre okay with that?âÂ
âPlease do.â You agreed readily. âDo you tag people in your portraits?â
Remus nearly snickered as he thought of Albus this morning who seemed completely perplexed by the phone in Remusâ hand let alone by the concept of social media. âSometimes; not everyone I photograph is online. Would you like to be tagged?â
âYes please.â You beamed at him; Remusâ fingers itched to lift his camera back up to capture you like this, too. Fuck, you were beautiful. âMy mumâs always saying she doesnât have nearly enough pictures of me.â
âWell we canât have that.â Remus chuckled as he pulled out his phone and opened the notes app so you could add your Instagram handle.Â
âIt was very nice meeting you, Remus.â You offered, and Remus felt something close to shock at how truly sincere you sounded. âYou should be charging people for that.â You added, gesturing to the camera hanging from his neck.Â
âI could always start now.â He offered in jest, and he was rewarded again by your bubbling laugh; Remus felt nearly torn at having to leave, every shift of your face and expression begging to be photographed, and every muscle in his body begging to do the photographing.Â
But when he offered you a smile and a slightly awkward wave as he walked away - the sound of your laugh still echoing in his mind - he wondered if maybe, in some universe out there, there was a version of him that got to commit every expression that crossed your face - to memory or film, either would suffice.Â
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The following day, Remus couldnât escape the office meeting quick enough; his phone buzzing incessantly the last twenty five minutes of the forty five minute planning session - that he was supposed to be taking dutiful notes throughout - burning a hole through his trouser pocket and into the muscle of his thigh.Â
35 missed calls from Sirius.
12 missed calls from James
Sirius: answer the fucking phone, you sod!!
Sirius: when the fuck did you take these!?!? (4 attachments)
Sirius: Lupin I STG
James: Lily is freaking out!!! Did you get an autograph??
James: who am I kidding. You had no idea, did you?
âWhat the fuckâŠâ Remus murmured under his breath as he scrolled through the notifications on his lock screen, blushing something fierce when a coworker brushed past him reminding him he was supposed to be being professional which generally meant not swearing.Â
The second Remus stepped onto the pavement outside of his building, his phone started ringing again.Â
âWhat the fuck is going on?â He answered instead of saying âhello, Sirius; alright?â.Â
âWhat the fuck is going on!?â Sirius barked back. âHow about you tell me when the fuck you met Y/N L/N!?âÂ
Remus felt his eyebrows cinch as he pulled his phone from his face when another text came in.Â
Lily: Iâm so fucking jealous right now!
Lily: also, I should probably say congrats; Iâm sure this is going to be great for your career!
âRemus!â
âChrist, Sirius, Iâm here.â Remus muttered as he brought the phone back to his ear. âBut I have no idea what youâre talking about.âÂ
âSon of a bitch.â Sirius muttered on the other end of the line. âThe pictures you posted yesterday!â
âOf the man? Or-â
âThe bird! Remus! Y/N L/N!â
Remus suddenly realised why the name sounded familiar; it had been your instagram handle.
âOh! Do you know her?â
âDo I know her? Mate, sheâs fucking famous.â
âWhat?â
âSheâs a sodding model! Sheâs been in Sports Illustrated, walked in New York Fashion Week and Paris Fashion Week, she was in a music video recently; fuck who was the artistâŠâ
âWha- what the fuck? How did I not know this?â Remus asked dumbly.Â
âGod, youâre thick. Did you not notice the fucking blue checkmark next to her name on instagram when you tagged her?âÂ
Remus was so glad Sirius couldnât see him right now; he always felt properly chastised when it was Sirius handing his ass to him, but this felt bigger somehow.Â
âWell⊠I donât know, Iâm verified too but that doesnât mean anyone knows me!â He argued half-heartedly; he really hadnât noticedâŠ
Sirius snorted. âYeah well, everyoneâs gonna know you now, mate.â
âWhat do you mean?â Remus asked sternly.
âI meanâ Sirius started theatrically âthat sheâs shared your original post to her story and posted your pictures to her page and tagged you as the photographer. She only posted it two hours ago and it already has almost 70,000 likes. Have you not looked at instagram?â
âSirius, I work in a fucking corporate office, I canât be on my phone all of the time.â He spat rather petulantly.Â
âBully for you.â Sirius muttered in response. âCheck now then.â
Remus stole himself as he closed the call screen that simply consisted of a terrible picture of Sirius before opening up instagram.Â
The notification tab simply read 100+, but when he moved to view his profile he realised he had gained nearly 10,000 followers just since leaving for work this morning.Â
âJesusâŠâ Remus breathed out slowly.Â
âYou might want to put a portfolio together, mate.â Sirius offered, tone still slightly teasing, though the edges were softer and Siriusâ pride was nearly palpable even through the phone. âThis might finally be your big break.â
All because Remus had noticed you - a beautiful girl - in the park with a book and a dog sitting in a lone ray of sun that managed to force its way through the treetops⊠as if some deity placed a spotlight on it to ensure Remus would notice.Â
And of course he noticed you; how could he not?
I'd be happy to be your model. Do you have a portfolio? You should be charging people for that.
This might finally be your big break.Â
Little did either of you know that you would end up being Remusâ big break.
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Idk, I really can't think of anything good. Maybe some jealousy and possessiveness?
Or some fluff? The idea of ââthe two of them being on the roof of some building just-.
But I also find the idea of ââReader having a habit of entering into the Batboys' rooms tempting.
Do what you like the most,
YANDERE! DAMIAN WAYNE x CAT VILLAIN READER
âHey~â
You sang as you laid on your side. The light from the dozens of candles you placed across Damianâs room subtly illuminated your form. Rose petals equally littered the area.
âYou.â Damian cursed himself in his head. He was frozen to the ground. The tremble in his voice was something he could only pray for you to ignore.
âMm, me.â You stuck your tongue out, licking some chocolate off of your fingers. âWelcome back home, Da~mie.â
âHow did you get into my room?â Damian tried his best to appear threatening or even disapproving at the very least. Anything to hide his excitement.
âAlfred let me in.â You answered nonchalantly, patting the area in front of you as a beckoning gesture, âThe cool old guy, not that little feisty one.â
Damian fought the urge to acquiesce to your whims and stood still. âI saw you. I saw you and Jason together last night.â
âDid you get a good view?â A small part of you felt bad that Damian saw you do the hanky panky with Jason, but it wasnât your fault the man was so insatiable when it came to you.
âYou used to date Dick, you regularly engage in filth with Todd, and Drake wonât stop talking about you itâs so obvious heâs smitten. Damn it, I know even father would let go off his morals for you even if he doesnât show it. And yet you find the time to do all this. To be with me.â Damian took a step forward, anger finally allowing his nerves to thaw.
âTo talk with me.â He took another step and another. Reminiscing of your rooftop trysts. The longing looks you two exchange when you fight. The way you made him laugh and smile. The way he felt so normal yet so excited to just be around you.
âTo embrace me, to kiss me, to . . . make love to me.â
He remembered your first kiss. The one you two shared when you saved him from a powerful adversary that he admittedly was too distracted by thoughts of you to even fight back with the usual skill and levelheadedness that was drilled into him for almost two decades.
âDo you even love me? Or is it just physical attraction - lust - that you feel?â He stands in front of you and the bed.
You sat up, âDoes it matter?â Your hands grabbed his, massaging small circles for a moment or two before you pulled him into your own form.
Damian closed his eyes, reveling in your warmth.
âNo.â
It wouldnât matter, whatever you do or whoever you see
because to him, only you are the one capable of consuming his heart and mind.
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