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i will be your preacher, teacher | aaron hotchner x reader
nsfw, mdni
summary: based on father figure by george michael. hotch can no longer resist his feelings toward his younger subordinate when you knock on his hotel room door.
word count: 2.8k
cw: smut, age gap, loss of virginity, unprotected sex, fingering, corruption, slight size kink, p in v, brief dom!hotch, song lyrics in bold italics
Aaron Hotchner was a smart man. His career showed the proof: law school, accomplished prosecutor, unit chief. But this was stupid. You made him stupid.Â
He tried to resist, to keep you out of his mind. When the fantasies of you under him infiltrated his thoughts, heâd banish them in the same way he tried to forget the details of haunting cases.
Yet, here you were, standing in the doorway of his hotel room. The sight of you had been driving him crazy all day. Youâd worn a tank top to the precinct that day, trying to fight the heat that had met you when you arrived for the investigation. It was more skin that youâd shown before, and Aaron greedily wanted to see even more.Â
That's all I wanted, something special
He couldnât though. He was not only your boss, but also 20 years older than you. So he ignored you all day, fighting the urge to even look at you. Even Dave had mentioned his attitude, pointing out the obvious frustration he displayed. He brushed it off with some excuse about being stressed about the case, which he was sure was an obvious lie.
The second he opened the door, he regretted it. He shouldâve ignored your knocking, because now you were right in front of him, still in that tank top. Even in the hotel lighting, you looked good. Really good. The slight sliver of skin peeking from above your jeans, the bra strap that escaped the cover of your shirt, the hair that falls around your face.Â
âI just wanted to talk to you,â you said. âDid I do something wrong?â
Your words catch him off guard. Of course youâd noticed his avoidance. His hand balled up into a fist by his side.Â
âCome in.âÂ
Another mistake. He has no idea why he said that. The last thing he needs is to see you in his room.Â
âAre you mad at me?âÂ
Something sacred in your eyes
The look you give him has his mind racing, and not one of the thoughts he has is appropriate. He can almost picture you on the bed. He tries to look away from your eyes, but with his height advantage, he can see straight down your low cut top.Â
âIâm not mad at you.â
âItâs justâŠâ you trail off, suddenly shy from the situation. âYouâve been snappy with me all day.â
You would never admit it, even to your closest friends, but Aaron had been on your mind, too. Ever since you first joined the BAU and introduced yourself, heâd been the last thing you thought of before bed every night. Today he looked especially good, jacket off due to the heat. His shirt was so tight that you thought the buttons could pop off with a single wrong move. When he had refused to look your way, even when you shared your theories with the team, you became paranoid. You feared he profiled the crush you had on him. Youâd come to his door for some peace of mind, hoping for an explanation of his behavior.Â
That's all you wanted, something special, someone sacred in your life
âItâs nothing.â His eyes are drilling into yours. Youâre trying to read him, knowing heâs hiding something from you.
A sudden boldness comes over you. Youâre annoyed that heâs treated you like this all day, and has nothing to say for himself. âIt doesnât seem like nothing.âÂ
Thereâs no going back now that youâve backtalked your boss. You decide to commit, walking closer to him.Â
Aaron is slightly taken aback by your attitude. He almost laughs at you, humored by your attempt to control the conversation.Â
âThatâs no way to speak to your superior,â he chastises.
Itâs a good thing the room is dark, otherwise heâd be able to see the blush invading your face. You feel a wetness between your thighs. When you get back to your room, youâre going to have to take care of yourself. You curse internally, embarrassed that this is how you are affected when your boss yells at you.Â
Just for one moment, to be warm and naked, at my side
You have no words, but itâs too late to back down. So you stand there, staring. He realizes youâre going to be stubborn, and closes the gap between you. Now that heâs right in front of you, he can see the way your eyes have darkened. A thought flashes in his mind briefly: you might want him, too. He feels blood rush to his cock, and he can only hope that you wonât see.
âOr what?â you finally muster up.Â
Youâve been locked in a staring contest, but his eyes intensify in a way that automatically makes you look down, reminding you that your bravery was simply an act. Your eyes stop in their path to the floor when you catch a glimpse of Aaronâs crotch. The light is too low to tell for sure, but the question is still there. Is heâŠ
Sometimes I think that you'll never understand me
âInsubordination is a punishable offense.â Itâs the most professional thing he can think of, especially when heâs praying you donât notice the hardness under his suit pants.
His words have another rush of wetness pooling in your underwear. Before you can even calculate the risk youâre taking, you speak up again.
âPunish me, then.â
A heaviness settles in the air in the wake of your words.Â
âWhat did you say to me?â
Your eyes are glued to the floor.
âLook at me.â He takes your jaw in his hand and forces your eyes to meet his. âI donât think you know what youâre saying, little girl.â
You look away again. Itâs a nickname youâre not unfamiliar with, the team using it whenever they need to tease you about being the youngest member of the team. This is a different kind of teasing, Aaronâs grip tightening on your jaw.Â
âI mean what I say,â you reply, looking back up.Â
He knows he should tell you to leave. He should let go of your jaw and forget all of it. Heâs a rule follower, and this goes directly against all the rules he swore to obey when he took his position. It is against everything he says he is, all the moral codes he follows.Â
But something tells me together we'd be happy
Fuck it.
âIs that what you want?â He lean his forehead is against yours. âAm I what you want?â
âYes,â you breathe out, overwhelmed by his closeness. You hardly believe this is really happening. Youâre sure at any moment heâll pull back or youâll wake up from a dream.
âThen strip.âÂ
You obey, walking backwards as his eyes bore into you. You kick off the slippers youâre wearing, then take off your tank top. You can feel him studying you as you remove your jeans, leaving you in just your underwear.
âKeep going.â
You remove your bra slowly, putting on a show for him. When you shimmy out of your panties, you fight the urge to cover yourself up. Heâs still fully clothed, emphasizing how exposed you are.Â
Sensing your shyness, he walks up to you again, planting his hands on your waist. His touch is nothing short of explosive, finally feeling his skin against yours. Finally, he kisses you. His lips are softer than you imagined. Your doubt washes away, touch gently guiding you to trust him.
If you ever hunger, hunger for me
When he pulls back, his eyes are still closed, your noses touching. âIâm too old for you.â
âI know,â you say breathlessly.Â
You unbutton his shirt, tie removed before you knocked on his door. He shrugs it off as you remove his belt, and heâs putty under your hands when you brush against his hard on.
âIs that part of the appeal?â he questions. âDid your own father not treat you right?â
You know his question is rhetorical, so you only answer by unbuttoning his pants.Â
Whatever you ask for, that's what I'll be
âGet on the bed,â he whispers in your ear. You lay down, watching him take his undershirt off. Heâs left only in his boxers when he crawls on top of you.Â
He cages you under his body, kissing you again. You can feel his hard cock rubbing against your thigh as his tongue pushes between your lips.Â
Because all I ever wanted, it's in your eyes
Youâre wetter than you can ever remember being. Your hips mindlessly wriggle, searching for any possible friction. Sensing your desperation, Aaron slides a finger inside you. You cry out, a reaction that would seem exaggerated if he didnât feel how soaked you are.Â
âAaron, Iââ It almost feels forbidden to use his first name, but you canât imagine calling him anything else, not with him touching you like he is.
âYes?â he asks, finger stroking the inside of your walls.
âIâve neverâŠâ You trail off, blushing at your admission. You lower your voice to a whisper. âIâve never done this before.â
âShh,â he hushes, planting a kiss on your forehead. âIâll take care of you.â
And love can't lie, no
He adds another finger, flattening his palm so itâs up against your clit. Youâre whimpering, overtaken by the feeling of being touched by another person in this way for the first time. His large fingers are finding places you can't reach yourself.
âPlease, Aaron, I canât take it anymore.â Your words come out slowly, youâre hardly able to form a thought, let alone string together a sentence. âJust fuck me.â
âAre you sure?â he asks, concern lacing his voice. He wanted to get you ready, have you open before he thought of stretching you out.
âYes,â you whine, hips jerking up to rub your clit against his hand.Â
He pulls his fingers out of you, removing his underwear. You catch a groan in your throat when he reveals his cock. Itâs large enough so that you start to worry.
Seeing the hesitance in your eyes, he kisses you again. Any intimidation he used earlier is gone, replaced by gentleness.Â
Greet me with the eyes of a child, heaven is a kiss and a smile
âAre you sure you want this?â he says against your lips. He withdraws slightly, mind racing with thoughts again. He canât be the one to take your virginity. Youâre half his age, vulnerable beneath him. âYou should find someone your own age.â
âI need you. I need it to be you. Show me how.â
Your words reassure him, and he can no longer resist his urges. One of his hands reaches for your thigh, hooking it around your waist. Your pussy is pulsing around nothing, needing him inside you.Â
âTell me if you need to stop,â he says, running his cock through your wet folds. âI donât want to hurt you.âÂ
Just hold on, and I won't let you go
He guides himself to you, starting by pushing just his tip inside. He exhales shakily, feeling the way youâre already gripping him.Â
He gets about two-thirds in before you put a hand on his chest to slow him down.Â
âAre you okay?â
âJust⊠give me a second.âÂ
He brings a hand down to your clit, softly circling it to chase the tension for your muscles. You grab his hair, and he takes that as the signal to press all the way inside you.
Both of you moan as he bottoms out. He doesnât move yet, instead grabbing your hand in his large one, squeezing it slightly. The moment has transformed into something completely different than the way it started. Itâs not a hate fuck, youâre not mad at each other, heâs not punishing you. Itâs intimate, and a hopeful part of you even thinks itâs something akin to love.
I will be your father figure, put your tiny hand in mine
He slowly drags his cock away, and then thrusts back in. You let out a moan, feeling every ridge of his cock along your walls. Itâs like nothing youâve ever felt before. So full, so complete. You wonder how youâll ever feel whole again when heâs no longer inside you.
âYou feel so good,â he groans in your ear as he slowly thrusts, letting you get used to the feeling. âSo tight.â
Your mind is blank, thinking only of the way you can feel his tip moving inside you, dragging along the inside of you and hitting your g-spot with each thrust. It doesnât feel wrong to be fucking your superior, not when youâre looking up at the way the sweat is beading on his forehead.Â
He starts to speed up, desperate to bring you to your release. Your whimpers spur him on, driven by the pleasure heâs giving you. He wants his cock to be the first one you cum around.
I will be your preacher, teacher, anything you have in mind
The new speed makes you think he might actually split you open. You canât control the sounds you make, shameless beneath him. You reach the hand thatâs not holding his up to grab his back, clinging on to anything you can find.
He can tell youâre close by the way your pussy is fluttering around him. He doesnât expect you to say anything, as youâre clearly overcome with pleasure by the look on your face. Looking at you under him, he feels his own release nearing. Youâre a beautiful mess, a singular trail of mascara running under one of your eyes. Your mouth is open, moans getting louder as you get nearer to your orgasm. Watching the way your lips move, he leans down to kiss you, capturing your noise in his mouth.Â
I will be your father figure, I have had enough of crime
His kiss is enough to send you over. Breath hitching, you go limp. You canât help the way your hand curls, nails scratching down his back. Your back arches, hips trying to get as close as possible to his.Â
No orgasm youâve given yourself can compare to this feeling. Your legs start to shake, toes pointing. You clench around him so hard that he has to work to keep moving.Â
You're still lost in the pleasure of your own release when he cums. He stills, holding you close as you feel the warmth shoot deep inside you. Letting his head fall to your neck, he lets out a loud groan, working not to collapse on top of you.Â
When he rolls over to his back and his cock slips out, you miss the feeling of being full. He pulls you into his arms, the two of you laying on your sides, facing each other. You lay your head on his chest, comforted by the smell of his cologne mixing with sweat.Â
âHow are you feeling?â he says, breaking the silence.
âGood. That felt really good.â
He pulls you closer, running a hand through your hair.
âIâm glad it was you,â you say, realizing that youâre suddenly feeling sentimental toward him.
âI wasnât mad at you today,â he admits, ashamed of his earlier behavior. âIâve just wanted you for a long time. I was frustrated.â
You smile into his chest, flushing at the admission. âMe, tooâ
You fall into stillness again.Â
Aaron is the one to break the silence again. âI donât want you to think this is just physical.â
You meet his eyes. Thereâs a certain vulnerability in them, something youâve never seen before. He always has his walls up around the team, so this is a new side of him. He doesnât say he loves you, but his eyes scream it. You say it back with your own gaze.
âI donât want you to think Iâm pressuring you into more,â he explains, âI just want you to know itâs⊠I wouldnât have done it if I didnât actually like you.â
âMe, neither,â you answer back.
Thereâs still more to say, more to work out, but these words are enough for tonight. Itâd probably be too complicated to be real, but you have him behind closed doors. The team would never understand this, only seeing the age gap. Theyâd never grasp the way you let each other in. You understand, though. You understand the way he opens himself up to you, the way he lowers his defense in your arms. And he understands how you let him guide you, letting him feel you in the way nobody else has.Â
I will be the one who loves you 'til the end of time
#aaron hotchner#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner one shot#aaron hotchner smut#hotch smut#hotch#hotch x reader#criminal minds#criminal minds x reader#aaron hotchner x you
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Oops second ask related to your au. What do fulgrim and ferrus get up too in their down time? Hehehe.
Im imagining konrad falling from a hole in the ceiling mouth stuffed full of gigantic rats landing right in the middle some celebratory luncheon that malcador has tried to organise.
never apologize for oc/personal au asks this is like me catnip.
going to do these backwards:
this sounds completely plausible (konrad does pop up in places he is absolutely not supposed to be frequently and with great enthusiasm)
except malc isnât around (yet). however, there is another hooded perpetual with weirdly strong psychic powers wandering the palace. this isnât great for empâs mental state but who said any of this was great for empâs mental state.
now that first question. the short answer is ferrus and fulgrim at least start the au by being firmly On Vacation
ferrus and fulgrim, once theyâve spent some time working things out between themselves generally just kinda. hang around? theyâre slowly working on undoing the damage they did to their respective legions, kind of leading the charge for emotional rehab here like âok thereâs got to be a way to learn these lessons without Dying Horribly. right.â they are preoccupied with this for much of the plot, in part because unlike most of the other Primarchs, Fulgrim in particular (and Ferrus by virtue of sticking close by to him) is Not Allowed to interact with Juno. At All.* (*until sheâs older). In fact heâs top of The List (which is a thing that does exist). (this could be the subject of a whole nother post however, so i digress)
Fulgrim is actually quite upset by this; heâs put some degree of effort into repairing his relationship with Ferrus, and wishes gman would afford him the same opportunity. gman said i donât owe u shit, which heâs right about, and though fulgrim understands this that doesnât mean heâs happy about it. especially when it means heâs effectively out of the running for âbaby nieceâs favoritestest coolest most spoil you rotten uncleâ like forever (donât feel too bad fulgrim. youâll never guess who junoâs favorite is. none of you ever stood a chance.)
luckily fulgrim has other children to occupy his time.
Nâkari was really important to fulgrim post-fall, as a touchstone and companion. The two were still very close even though they had not seen each other for some time at the start of this au, so when Nâkari has an unsanctioned hybrid clutch with a khornate daemon and is panicking about it he goes straight to his bestie who uses his imperial-green-card-by-marriage to shelter him from the two angered deities.
So aside from their legions, Fulgrim and Ferrusâ downtime is largely occupied with assisting Nâkari and Skarbrand raise their menace twin girls: Deimos and Phobos! They are somewhere between 7-10 years younger than Juno, and idolize her greatly, though she mostly knows them as these annoying kids who follow her around while sheâs exploring the warp in her early twenties. Anyway thatâs where all of Fulgrimâs âchildless lesbian double income auntie at christmasâ energy goes; he spoils those brats rotten.
#fanart#ocs#wh40k#konrad curze#magnus the red#the emperor of mankind#boy dorn#ferrus manus#fulgrim#deimos bringer of pain#phobos bringer of panic#deimos and phobos have a friend named cube (formerly of the rubric) he's very cute and tiny and will require a whole nother post to explain#anyway#the updated codex#sorry this is mostly lazy doodles. i was Not about to figure emps' tatts at this time of night lskdfjls#also in case anyone was wondering my guide for drawing emps is:#draw varis yae galvus#erase the third eye#that's it that's emps
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Idk if it's because I wasn't here but Idk anything about the two younger siblings... Was it a similar origin to Chiaroscuro or was it more proposital...? I want to know the things
I haven't talked about the younger siblings before, I'd say. I was actually planning on doing new character ref sheets to present them properly (since I have Chiaro's on instagram from... 2 years ago?) but. Yea JDJDJDJ. Sucre and Trebuchet appeared once Ink and Nightmare were already official so their origins are uhh. More intimate? I'd say?
Trebuchet was born from Ink giving Nightmare's soul a bite. A little chomp. Which is why they have negativity going on, I'd say. Though they're not very strong since Ink counteracted the apple's whole "woah you're miserable now" deal for him by drinking lots of yellow while Trebuchet was forming (which is also why their eyelights are yellowish!)
Sucre was the last. She was born from Nightmare using some of Ink's black paint to write them a love letter while they were away. So she has basically no negativity and no color going on, which is why she's all monochrome if not for her earmuffs (a gift from Blue, her non-official uncle...!) anyways, Ink doesn't like her... much. But he doesn't know why? He tries not to let it show since he feels guilty and he loves her all the same but why does he have this weird feeling whenever he sees her..???
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What do you mean you don't want to? You always used to love humouring me
#this has been in my drafts for a million years#i hope to reword it someday#it has so much punch in my head delivered as dialogue#but i couldn't fit that nicely into text i don't think#like#the concept of somebody growing up and establishing boundaries and then a figure (parent. guardian. older sibling etc) from when they were#younger. tries to do some of the same things with them#but the person is much better at establishing that they don't want to do something#it's like ''You don't want to do [thing that they don't like doing]? we always did it together when you were a kid''#''Why don't you want to do this thing you never enjoyed? I never cared about your feelings so i assigned that you loved it because i do''#but in the post the intention is to say it plainly#it's like a satire or something#''why don't you like doing this thing you hate? you always used to humour me''#it's self awareness but not change#like a character saying ''Hahaha I'm so evil'' or whatever#idk I'm just rambling at this point
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something i think some people donât understand is that everyone has different things that happen to them in their life!!! just because something isnât emotional to you doesnât mean you should try and tell people who did find it emotional itâs not!!!! people have lived beyond who you know in person!!!!!
#i saw a barbie post and it reminded me of this#like this is so fucking simple and some people do not get it#i bawled my eyes out at the end of the barbie movie because it took me back when i was younger and i really connected with it#but my friends (who i went to see it with) didnât cry at it or find it emotional and have since tried to convince me it wasnât sad#you donât know why i cried at it!! you donât get it!#and when i try to tell them âyou donât get it because weâve had different livesâ they say thereâs nothing to get because itâs not sad#they donât get it because they havenât had my particular experience - the same way i havenât had theirs#i donât know how difficult it is to not discredit someoneâs emotions but it canât be that hard#the barbie movie is really important and special to me as someone who struggles with identity#my friends donât know this so i canât blame them for that but the point still stands#the age old thing you are taught when you are literally a young child is that you donât know what people are going through so be respectful#but they and other people donât seem to understand that despite being well older than a young child#you have no idea why i find it sad. let me find it sad and move on with your life.#particularly two of them seem to try and cement this point that the film and the billie eilish song (which i literally cannot listen to)#arenât sad#it really does irritate me because any possibility i get to say somethingâs sadness can be entirely subjective in some cases i am dismissed#these people are girls. they played with barbies. and still i can bet every one of us associates different things to when they played with#barbies. they do not get that.#i canât really describe my relationship with the barbie movie properly and maybe itâs just me having a fit about it but it is so so persona#to me.#sorry for the rant.#barbie movie#barbie 2023#zad talks
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#sent my mom those bts x harry photos this morning thinking sheâd find it cool#since she likes harry#but she literally just. didnât care and it kind of hurt bc itâs such a huge deal for me#to see him and the boys in the same frame#i thought iâd get some kind of reaction and i just didnât#so i felt kinda shitty about it#but then my younger sister came over and she came in my room to look around#and started asking me questions about bts while looking at my pc collection#and then she let me pretty much give her a two hour crash course on bts#while asking questions and letting me show her music videos while she tried to study their names/faces better#and it made me feel good bc i never have anyone around to talk to them about out loud in detail#or rave about them with or anything bc my parents donât careeee so i suppress it all#and i literally said to her âi never get to talk about themâ so she just. let me#mind you my sister and i butted heads so much when we were younger bc weâre so close in age#we have very different music tastes#she will likely never stan bts and thatâs FINEEE lol#but itâs nice that she respects my love for them and has even gifted me things/merch and keeps her eyes open for things#knowing how much they mean to me#sheâs the only one in my family who really supports it without any weird resistance or fakeness like my parents do#even if they do sometimes try to show interest i know itâs not that genuine#anyway long post just feeling nice that my sister cared about the most important thing in my life even just for a little bit
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i do need 2 work on rewiring my brain so that my immediate very first thought whenever i dont do a small task (like brushing ny teeth taking a shower picking up my room etc) isnt 'We Should Kill Connor ." this would be pretty good for me to do. putting this on the list
#its difficult. i used to be rly good abt not doing kms type jokes bc i did when i was younger and then i stopped bc of um . stuff#nd i think it rly was good for me nd then ykw started making them a LOT and now i do them constantly and ik itis bad for me like. as a guy#whos been suicidal since i was 7. yk. ik itisnt good for me but its hard#idk. i need 2 try 2 stop making them again. like idt ppl who make them r evil I personally dont tend to use them very seriously#it rly is judt a like. Ugh something annoying happened i should kms. but like. witht he we should kill connor joke its Less and less a joke#and more just feeding into ummmmm. the bad parts of my thing that i have to be vague abt so ppl dont worry.#Im not planning anything its not that. its just a belief i have that is ummm concerning to many but very comforting to me and keeps me sane#but i dont like 2 talk abt it . bc ppl tend to get worried its rly not anything that bad its judt likeee. I know that thing is true and#there isnt anything i can do to stop it from happening so i made peace with it ages ago and its comforting that i dont have 2 like. worry#abt whatll happen bc ik whatll happen#sry im being vague ive like. i think ive mentioned it a couple times and ppl get very concerned (my old psych literally told me verbatim#That sounds so terrifying.) and likeee. there have been times its scared me a lot like i can remember a few times i woke up having a panic#attack bc i didnt want to do it but i know thats whatll happen and its fine. but it wont be any time soon#it keeps me from doing anything honestly bc like. why rush FJFNFJNFNik itll happen eventually no matter what i do so even when it gets bad#enough i think abt it im like. yk. it helps. i kind of lost a bit of vagueness. please dont worry abt it fr like. it keeps me sane it keeps#me calm. but anyways i say all this to sayyyy that like. idk it might be a while b4 i commit to trying to stop making jokes like that just#bc like. i have a lot of other stuff abt me i need 2 fix first but i think it would probably be good for me if i stopped. sigh. which suck#bc like its been said time and time again that like. Im going to kms is just like. it encapsulates feelings very well there r like no other#exclamations that fit. aside from the like. Krill my shellfish type things but thats the reason i slipped back into just saying kms in rhe#first place so. UGH. and theres so many fucking stupid tjmblr ones. like no im not going to sub Kys for Go step on a lego >_< bc like... im#not 1. 5 or 2. 27. the 2 ages i think ppl would say shit like that.#sry my vendetta against 27 year olds is neverending idk i just dont like whatever happens to tumblr users of dhat age. ive mentioned it#several times inwont go into it and im probably near out of tags anyway#ive got 7 more spend em wisely one supposes. idk. its just difficult. ik its judt words and shit and im sure i cn come up with good#alternatives. theres judt like not any rhat r like the same vibe without also reinforcing My stuff in an unhealthy way. idk. idkk#like not that making kms jokes is gonna make me do it anytime soon but like yk . ik i cant blame my self loathing spike on this alone#bc ive like. Beeeeeeeen going through some stuff thats contributing way more#but i do think before i started making these jokes again my self loathing and like. rhe amt of time i thought abt it was less . idk#sui ment#<- jic i tried not to be like. too much. but you know
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they say "art is limited and suffering can inspire it" but i don't fuckin' know how my suffering even works and i can't make art about it without making me sound like a whiny broken record
#rants from a not-so-closeted bi#the meaningful jargon#>> â^â <<#like sure i did make some vent-y stuff before#but that just gives the impression that i'm essentially isolating myself from actual help when i wrote it#if i do it again in the present dayâ the same thing happens immediately as i'm writing it#and the cycle continues forever and that's it#and i'm not as good in metaphors and relatability as other artists who suffered much more than i did#which makes sense bc. y'knowâ the first point#a good example of that on my end would be an activity i had in art appreciation class (where i first learned that 1st point)#we had to write a poem about what art means to us#and while ALMOST everyone else tried to be profound with their associations#i'm just stuck here struggling to even make sense of my surface feelings about art without running out of time#so what if i DID have the time to associate my feelings with the physicality of the world?#i wouldn't be able to do that on the spot!#same goes to my feelings in general even when putting them in art#it's all nearly the same struggles that i had when i was younger#it's just that i'm older and WAY less likely to trust the world with any art deriving from it#maybe that's why i've been drawn towards doing fanart relatively recently...
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Before starting T, when I socially transitionned, I was surrounded by radical feminists who saw masculinity as gross and inherently evil, something to avoid, something to make fun of, something to destroy. The other transmascs in my friend group, sometimes, told me that they didnât knew if they really were non-binary or if they just were scared shitless of saying âI am a manâ. Because they saw this as a betrayal to their younger self who had been SAd and abused.
I saw many of my masc friends and trans men around me hate themselves, not outing themselves as men because it would imply so so much, it was like opening the Pandora Box. Even when we were just together, talking about our masculinity was always coated with bits like âI know weâre the privileged ones butâŠâ, âI donât want to sound like I have it bad butâŠâ, âWomen obviously have it worse, but last timeâŠâ and we were talking about terrible traumas we experienced while taking all the precautions in the world in the case the walls were a crowd of people in disguise waiting to get us if we didnât downplay the violence we faced, or like crying and being upset and being traumatized and afraid and scared and to say it out loud would make us throw up the needles we were forced to swallow every second of every day living in our skin.
Most of us werenât on T yet, some of us were catcalled every day and harassed in the streets or in abusive relationships nobody seemed to care to help them get out of because they were âstrong enoughâ to do it by themselves.
I was using the gender swap face app and cried for ours when I saw my father looking back at me through the screen. The idea of transforming, of shedding into a body that would deprive me of love, tenderness, and safety, was absolutely terrifying. I knew I couldnât stay in this body any longer because it wasnât mine, but I also knew that if I was going to look like my dad, my brother, my abusers, it would be so much worse.
5 years later and Iâm almost 2 years on T, and almost 2 months post top surgery.
I ditched my previous group of friends. I was bullied out of my local trans community. But let me tell you how free I am.
I was scared that T would break my singing voice: it made it sound more alive than ever.
I was scared that T would make me less attractive: it made me find myself hot for the first time in my life.
I was scared that T would make me gain weight: it did. But the weight I put on is not the weight I used to put on by binging and eating my body until I forgot that it even existed. Itâs the weight of my body belonging to me, little by little. The wolf hunger for life.
I wonât tell you the same story I see everywhere, the one that goes âI started going to the gym 8 times a week, I put on some muscles, I started a diet and now I look like an action film actorâ, in fact if you took pictures of me from 5 years ago vs now Iâd just have more acne, Iâd have longer hair and still look like I donât know what to do with myself when I take selfies.
But the sparkle in my eyes, my smile, tell the whole story way better than this long ass stream of words could ever.
I want to say some things that I wish someone told me before starting medically transitionning.
Itâs okay to take your time. Itâs your body, itâs your journey, if you donât feel comfortable taking full doses and want to go slow, the only voice you need to listen to is your own. Do what feels right.
If you feel overwhelmed, itâs okay to take a break, itâs okay to ask for support.
Trans people are holy. Everyone is. You didnât lose your angel wings when you came out because you want to be masculine. You are not excluded from the joy of existence, from being proud of yourself, from being sad, from being scared, from being angry. The emotions and feelings you allowed yourself to feel while processing what you experienced when you grew up as a girl and was seen as a woman are still as valid as before. Nobody can take that from you. If someone tries to, donât let them.
Itâs perfectly normal to grieve some things you were and had before you started to transition, like your high soprano voice or even your chest. Hatching is painful. You can find comfort in things that donât feel right, so making the decision to change can be incredibly scary and weird and you deserve to be heard and supported through this. Wanting top surgery doesnât make the surgery less intense, less terrifying, less painful to recover from. When it becomes too much you have the right to take a break and take some deep breaths before going on.
You donât have to have a radical, 180° change for your transition to be acceptable or valid or worthy of praise. Look at how far youâve come already. It doesnât have to show, youâre not made to be a spectacle, youâre human and it is your journey.
Oh, and last thing, you know when some people say âOh this trans person has to grow out of the cringy phase where you think that you can write essays about being trans or transitionning or just their experience because itâs weirdâ ? If you ever hear this or see this online, remember all the people whose writing you read and, even if they were not professional writers, helped you more than any theorists did ? If you want to write, do it. It wonât be a waste. It can help people. Or it wonât, and even then, if it helped you, thatâs enough.
Love every of my trans siblings, take care of yourselves. You deserve the world.
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â THE FOUR TIMES YOUR NEIGHBOR TRIES TO HOOK UP WITH YOU AND THE ONE TIME HE SUCCEEDS !! â
⧠pairing: uncle! sukuna x neighbor! reader
⧠summary: you had grown up next door to the itadoris, but you never had met their uncle. and for good reason, he had spent the majority of his life in and out of jail. but now he was finally out, and he only had one goal in mind -- getting you in his bed.
⧠warnings: 18+, nsfw, smut, modern au, uncle sukuna, degradation (slut, whore, brat), freshly out from jail sukuna, implied age gap (sukuna probably like late 30s / early 40s, reader is like mid twenties), wet dreams (f!), masturbation (f! +m!), dom!sukuna, sub!reader, dirty talk, oral (f + m), spanking (f!receiving), fingering (f! receiving), sex (p in v), creampie, orgasm delay (f! receiving), implied multiple rounds, swearing, fanart found on pinterest (let me know if you know the og artist)
⧠w/c: 8,939
You were a pretty little thing.Â
Thatâs what he thought when he first saw you. And when he saw you smile, his second thought was â how could he have you?Â
You were the girl next door. Literally. Grew up next to the Itadori family, you watched the brat on weekends, helped around the house after the mom had left, and even slept over some nights in the guest room.Â
The very room you were in now, pinned underneath him, legs spread as your cunt gushed as if you had been the one doing time instead of him.Â
âFuck, girl, did the boys your age not fuck you properly?â He clicks his tongue, the glint of his piercing in the low light of the moonlight that illuminated the barest hint of the room. It was by that light that you could not only see the way his lips curled into a smirk as his hand came down on your needy pussy, but the noticeable bulge in his pants, âgânna have to fix that,â as he thumbs meanly at your swollen clit, âIâll have you screaming my name soon enough.âÂ
âAre the cookies almost done?â Yuji asked, rubbing the back of his head, squinting at the cookies through the oven window, trying to make sense of what he was seeing, âsure youâre not burning them?âÂ
âI know how to bake cookies, Yu,â you roll your eyes, as you clean the counters off of the flour and bits of dough and sugar that smeared the surface, âwhy are you so impatient anyway?âÂ
âHe wants to leave before the wrecking ball blows through, and you should do that same,â Choso adds, emerging from his room with a yawn, and you tilt your head, his gaze slides to Yuji, âshe doesnât know?âÂ
Yuji shakes his head, âI thought Dad wasââÂ
Choso glances at you, gesturing to his face to tell you that you had something on your own, before his eyes slide back to his younger brother, âYou know Jin can barely remember to tell us, much lessââÂ
You cross your arms, wiping the flour and sugar from your cheek, but you only manage to make it worse, âCan you guys just tell me instead of having an argument about who should have told me?âÂ
Yuji sighed, leaning against the counter, elbow propped up as he held his head up with his fist flat against his chin, âMy dadâs brother is coming to stay for us for the summer,âÂ
âYour uncle?â and you miss the way Yuji grimaces at the question, too busy pulling on oven mitts, âYour dadâs great â I canât imagine your uncle being any different,â you pull the cookies from the oven, swatting Yujiâs hand as he tries to take one off the still burning rack, âyouâll burn yourself, just wait,âÂ
Your own family was scattered here and there now â and the Itadoris had been like your own family as you grew up â Jin was like a second dad to you, he had always looked after you, even after you had graduated from college. The quiet man didnât say much but he did a lot, and you couldnât imagine his brother being much different.Â
And then the door swung open, a large man caught in the backlight of the summer sun, casting a long shadow across the entryway made your breath stick in your chest as if it was where it belonged â pinned under his mere presence.Â
âLooks like youâve done nothing to change the place, did you?â He takes a step or two in and finally his body is cast into view â tattoos bound like ribbons against his skin, muscles are heavy cords that look more monstrous than human â as no human should be as hulking as he was. But that was nothing compared to his face itself â black tattoos lining both sides of his face in an intricate pattern that stole your breath from your lungs, while his eyes were black holes that cut right through you than at you, a flicker of flames burning underneath, âtch, brat, take my things upââ he tosses the duffle bag slung over his shoulder at Yuji who catches it with a glare, before his gaze slides to Choso, âand heâs still here?âÂ
âDonât be rude to my son and his brother, Sukuna,â Jin sighed, entering behind him as he shut the door, âChoso is welcome, and donât forget youâre a guest here,â he takes the bag from his son, and takes it upstairs instead.Â
And Sukunaâs gaze finally falls on you. Itâs heavy, the sharp tip of a sword tracing every inch of your body as it circled its weak points â his eyes lingers on the curves of your body â and perhaps the points he liked too.Â
âAnd whoâs this?â he jerks his head towards you gruffly, as if you couldnât answer yourself.Â
You say your name, âIâm their neighbor,â and he nods, eyes darting to Choso, his body growing tense, as he gritted his teeth, but Sukuna was only all smiles, he took steps forward. You canât help but avert your gaze, as he approaches, fingers outstretched, a slight flinch but itâs gone soon enough.Â
You glance up, and find him taking a bite of one of your cookies, tongue darting out to lick the chocolate from his lips, âsweet,â he devours it, ânot bad, brat,â and he leans close again to grab another, âbut probably not as sweet as you.âÂ
And your eyes widen, as he bears no reaction, except for a small smirk that graces his lips, as he follows his brother upstairs, âYou better not be fucking around in my things,âÂ
You donât hear Jinâs reply, still utterly consumed by what just happened.Â
âYou okay? Heâs just like that,â Choso murmurs, âhe wonât bother you, I promise,âÂ
âNo, no, Iâm okay,â your lips curl in an offer of reassurance, but youâre sure it falls flat, as your eyes glance back at the stairs.Â
And that was your first time meeting Sukuna.Â
But far from your last. Â
The next time you saw him was at a summer barbecue the Itadoris always had to kick off summer break. And most of your time was spent chatting with Choso and kicking Yujiâs ass at Mario Kart, until it grew dark, and Choso was stuck carrying a slightly tipsy Yuji inside.
You laid back in the patio chair, scrolling on your phone to the symphony of cicadas filling the silence, the smoke from the barbecue still lingering in the night â and then you hear the creak of the back door open.Â
âYou want another drink, Choso?âÂ
âIâd love a drink, girl,â and your eyes snap over to spot Sukuna, standing with hands tucked into his pockets, a black tank you assumed was several sizes too small.Â
âSure,â you say, slipping from your chair, âbut we only have the mix for a sex on the beach,â and his eyes find yours, a ghost of a gruff chuckle on his lips.Â
âSounds perfect if itâs from you, sweetheart,â and you have to suppress the urge to roll your eyes â he may be nice to look at, but he isnât smooth, you make the drink in relative silence. Until you sense his presence behind you, your head whipping back to find him looming, your breath caught in your throat.Â
âUhââÂ
âJust wanted to see a master bartender at work, you seem like you really know what youâre doing, with, whatâs the drink called again?â And you force yourself to look forward, ignoring the weird mix of his musk and alcohol, with the clink of the ice cubes against the glsd breaking the silence.Â
âSex on the beach,â you offer it to him, and fuck, you donât like it â donât like him and his smug grin, the way your eyes canât pull away from his, the way your heart clenched, and the way you wanted nothing more than to wipe the smug smile on off his face.Â
âGood girl,â he plucks the drink from you, his fingers brushing yours, âwant to have one with me?âÂ
And you almost find yourself saying yes, find yourself buckling under the heat of his gaze and the summer humidity that clings to your skin and strangles the sense from your head â and you canât help but think how nice those fingers of his would feel around your neckâ
âNo, no, I probably should head home. Itâs lateââ and just then the back door opens again, Choso standing in the doorway, âChoso, whereâs Yu?âÂ
âI got him to bed. Come on, Iâll walk you home,â and you nod, grabbing your bag with a slight nod to Sukuna before disappearing inside, and you donât catch the way your best friend glares at Sukuna.Â
And you donât see the way Sukuna stares at you as you walk away either.Â
The third time you meet Sukuna is a few nights later â and it wasnât for lack of trying to avoid him.Â
âCan I have some popcorn?â you ask, eyes still glued to the TV, a movie that the two of you had seen a million times before during movie night, âChoso?â you glance over at him, but heâs staring off into space, âhello?â you nudge him, and he finally comes to.Â
âSorry, what?â And you sigh, leaning over and grabbing the popcorn bowl, âsorry I was justââ he shakes his head, ânothing,âÂ
âYouâre so convincing,â and you see a flush crawl up his neck, âCâmon, whatâs bothering you?âÂ
You toss a pillow at Choso, the pillow bouncing off his face to land in his lap, the glow of the TV in his dark bedroom giving you enough light to see the glare on his face, âCho, youâve been brooding all night â did Yuji call you by your name instead of big brother?âÂ
He scoffs, âI only got upset about that once,â or twice or maybe ten times, âitâs Sukuna. Heâs been really grating on my nerves,â and your eyebrows knit together, as you put the volume of the TV down.Â
âWhat has he done?â and Choso hesitates, several emotions flicker across his face before a stoic look glazes over his face, as he presses his hand to his lips, âyou can tell meââÂ
Thereâs a knock at the door, and Yuji sticks his head in, âHey, Dad has to sleep now for a meeting, so move to the living room,â and you throw popcorn at him, but he only catches one or two in his mouth and leaves.Â
You sigh, âI should probably just go home anyway, I have to get some sleep,â you glance at Choso, who is fascinated with his floor all of a sudden, âyou okay?â He moves to get up, but you shake your head, âjust chill, Iâll walk back.âÂ
He opens his mouth to argue, but shuts it, âIâm fine, just get home safe okay?â
You snort, âthink Iâll be fine walking the ten feet to my door,â you grab your things, âIâll see you tomorrow,âÂ
And you close the door softly, turning to head up the hallway and out of the house, bag slung over your shoulder, and youâre turning the corner, when you nearly crash into someone.Â
A hand curls around your wrist to steady you, âYou should watch where youâre going, brat,â and your eyes flit up to find a dark gaze looking back down at you, lips curled in a small grin, âdonât know what youâll find wandering these halls,âÂ
You pull your arm away, âIâm pretty familiar with these halls and what wanders them,âÂ
âNot all of them,â the low tone of his voice sends a shiver down your spine, as you brush past him, avoiding his piercing gaze, cutting through you with practiced ease, âwhat were you doing here so late anyway?â You ignore him as you go to grab your shoes, but find them missing.Â
âHave you seen my shoes?â and he only tilts his head, arms crossed, muscles inked with tattoos that littered up and down, and you knew he could pin you down with barely an ounce of effort.Â
âMaybe answer my question and Iâll tell you,â and your lips twist into a scowl, as you begin to look around, checking the coat closet, under the couch, âwas he really that bad?â And his question makes you pause, âthe cursed brat, in bed? Did he not do the job for you?âÂ
You haul yourself to your feet, âWhat is your problem?âÂ
And his expression is as milquetoast as ever, as if he had asked you about the weather as opposed to asking if you had fucked your best friend, âYou donât have to be fucking sensitive, itâs just a question,â he runs his painted nails through his dyed cropped hair, low light glinting off the black sheen, âunless it was that bad,âÂ
âFuck off,â you scoff, trying to walk past him but he blocks you, âwhat?âÂ
âMaybe Iâll help you find your shoes, if you have a drink with me,â and you cross your arms.Â
âDid you go to jail for stealing? Because with all those muscles and tattoos, Iâm surprised you werenât caught sooner,â and heâs leaning closer, breath warming your lips and your blood alike, boiling under your skin as if he had set you on fire without lying a single finger on you.Â
âDidnât take you to be one to admire me, little one, after all, Iâm just your neighborsâ uncle arenât I? Jailbird, criminal, fucking lowlife, right? And his fingers ghost over your jaw, âbut I donât see you pulling away, do I?âÂ
And you arenât. But why arenât you? Every brain cell is telling you to fucking run, but your body wants nothing more than to lean into his touch, to give in, let yourself be engulfed by himâ
The creak of the door has you jumping back, âhey, you forgot your shoesââ Choso starts, and his gaze snaps between you and Sukuna.Â
âThanks, Cho,â you slip past Sukuna, grabbing your shoes, âi was wondering what I did with them,â you step into your shoes, cheeks still burning as you canât quite meet your best friendâs eyes, âIâll see you tomorrow,âÂ
And youâre gone without another word, the silence of your exit hanging overhead as the screen door clicks closed behind you. Sukuna watches you leave, and as he turns heâs met with a glare from Choso.Â
Sukuna only gives a gruff chuckle, walking past as he lets his shoulder bump against Chosoâs, âWhat are you fucking looking at?âÂ
And now he had visited you in your dreams too.Â
âSâfucking wet,â Sukuna has you pinned down with one hand, face hovering over your drenched cunt, as he toyed with it, tugging your folds apart to let some of your pre drip onto your bedspread, âfucking slut, you were begging for this, werenât you?âÂ
And a thick digit sinks into you with little resistance, making your back arch as pleasure rips up your spine, âfuck off,â you manage, between pants.Â
âI know, brat, thatâs what Iâm trying to do,â he laughs, as he works a second finger inside you with practiced ease, âlike I was made to fuck this cunt open, my fingers are already fucking drenched, and all Iâve done is open you up,â and to punctuate his point, heâs scissoring his fingers to stretch your walls out, dragging against them, as your mouth falls open in a silent moan.Â
âA-ah, pleaseââ and heâs grinning now, a purr as he leans down to meet your blown out gaze. His fingers begin to fuck you open, his thumb rubbing against your clit as your body rocked against his hand. And a grunt has you looking at him, only to see him palming his erection, slit dripping with precum, âSukuna, pleaseââÂ
âKnew youâd be a good girl fâme, good little slut gonna break my fingers in two,â and his other hand spanks your clit, ânow cum,âÂ
And you do, muscles clenching as you do, a cry of his name on your lips that does nothing but stroke his ego, your orgasm soaking his hand. Eyes fluttering open to find him licking your release from his fingers, as his other hand undoes his pants and tugs down his boxers, his cock already dragging against your still twitching cunt.Â
âFuck,â you mumble, under your breath, and he only smiles.Â
âNow youâre getting it, baby.âÂ
And your alarm jolts you awake, you stare at your ceiling, watching the ceiling fan spin, while you glance at your side to find nothing but your comforter beside you. Not to mention, as you shifted, feeling the telltale stickiness of your arousal and the dull throbbing of your cunt, the aftermath of your dream â your very wet dream.Â
âFuck,â you say, this time out loud and to no one but yourself. This was going to be a problem, if you let this go on. And you couldnât. Not after the last time â you swing your feet over the edge of the bed and stand, glancing back at the stain of your pre that you flipped your comforter over â and not after that.Â
âHave you been avoiding me?âÂ
Yes, you have done a good job. Until now.Â
You gritted your teeth, as you stood in the doorway of the room. But how could you have avoided him in the guest room of the house he lived in?Â
And as he loomed in the doorway of the kitchen, dwelling in the shadow of his form, you were kicking the ass of past you, the one that had convinced you it was okay to stay over because Sukuna had been out.Â
âHadâ being the operative word.Â
It had been a few days since you had found yourself at the Itadoris. And more than a few days since you had found yourself dreaming of Sukuna â waking up with his name on your tongue and your panties uncomfortably drenched. You had gone through more underwear this week than you had in a month. And it didnât help that you felt the need to get off once you did wake, the ache between your thighs was too much to bear before sleep.Â
And now here was the subject of your dirty dreams darkening your doorway, as if your dreams were some naughty prophecy waiting to unfold (though you were sure he could fold you).Â
âWhat are you talking about?âÂ
And you knew exactly what he was talking about. You had made sure Sukuna wasnât around when you came over (the absence of his motorcycle is a telltale sign), and always left before he returned. But tonight you made the mistake of drinking with Choso, the two of you finishing two bottles of sake before being completely fucked.Â
Your head was spinning â you could barely have made it to the bathroom, much less your home. Choso had corralled you into taking his bed, before going and collapsing on his couch. It had been only a few hours into the night before you got up in a haze of confusion with your mouth drier than the Sahara. You pulled yourself up, slipped on thin sleep shorts that you had thrown off at some point due to the summer humidity, before finding your way to the door.Â
You made your way to the kitchen, the squeak of the fridge as you pulled it open to grab a water bottle. And thatâs when he spoke.Â
âAnd here you are,â and the water bottle nearly slipped from your grasp, âno need to jump, brat, Iâm not a monster or a shadow,â
No, but heâs so much worse, heâs real.Â
âI was just getting something to drink,â you murmur, and he tilts his head, as he takes a step closer.Â
âJust water?â Thatâs not the kind of drink you still owe me,â and why was his presence so intoxicating? Several drinks in and you could still hold your own, still speak in complete sentences, and even make your way home on foot. But Sukuna comes near, and suddenly you can barely form a fucking syllable, your limbs feel far too heavy, and your body is nearly burning, as if he had turned your blood to wine without any miracle needed.Â
No, it was more of a curse.Â
âI donât remember owing you anything,â and heâs tilting his head, amusement flickering across his lips, a step closer and then another, until youâre utterly engulfed in his presence. You can smell the mix of exhaust and sweat off of him from his motorcycle ride, the way his jaw tenses as if he is holding himself back from taking a bite, and the way his gaze pierces into you as if he has you pinned like a butterfly under glass.Â
âDo I need to give you a reason?â And when his fingers ghosted over your swell of your cheek, a featherlight brush from rough, calloused skin that makes a shiver roll down your body, âdidnât think I had to with the way you were nearly melting into my touch when I saw you last, girl,âÂ
âI wasnât the one begging for me to be there,â and he clicks his tongue derisively, and you wonder what else he can do with it, before his fingers grip your chin roughly, forcing your gaze to his.Â
âTch, so pleased with yourself just for resisting, are you, sweetheart?â he tilts his head, while his other hand slithers down your side until he finds your waist and tugs you close, lips hanging close, a forbidden fruit begging you to take a bite, âimagine how good youâd feel if you gave in,â and you almost do, melting into his touch, as if you were made to fit in his arms, leaning up so you could feel the warm breath of his welcomeâ
SLAM!Â
Youâre sent stumbling back again, clearing your throat, as the sounds of footsteps grow close, and Yuji wanders into the kitchen, mouth pulled open by his yawn, as he blinks as he spots the two of you.Â
âHey, I thought you were asleep upstairs,â he walks past the two of you to grab a water bottle from the refrigerator, and sparing a short glance at Sukuna, âand I thought you had plans,âÂ
âPlans can change, brat,â Sukuna sighs, his eyes still trained on you â a homing missile with a target, and Yuji was an obstacle in the way, âshouldnât you go back to bed?âÂ
âI could ask you two the same,â he leaned against the kitchen counter for a moment, while you only shook your head.Â
âIâm going to go to bed,â your only exit opportunity and youâd take it â there had been enough mistakes made, and you didnât need another to add to the list, and youâre slipping back into your room without another word.Â
You donât see the way Sukuna glares at his nephew, cursing the day of his existence with only his eyes, only gaining a confused stare in return, âWhat? Ow!â
And youâre only left questioning why Yuji is holding a bag of ice to his head the next morning.Â
But you knew you couldnât avoid Sukuna forever â and you couldnât avoid how you felt either.
Especially when he gave you exactly what you wanted â space. You had barely seen him for the next week, the former criminal making himself scarce, apparently telling his brother that he had grown tired of ârooming with a bunch of brats,â and had found himself another place to stay for a while.Â
Jin had sighed when you had asked over breakfast a day or so after he left, âI donât know how long heâll be gone, but weâll see. The only requirement of his release was to stay in the prefectureââÂ
âAnd thatâs already far too close,â Yuji muttered under his breath, earning a sharp look from his dad, âso we donât even know if heâll be back huh?âÂ
Jin shrugs, as he sips his coffee, âI donât know â your uncle isnât one to stay in one place â unless thereâs something that he wants,âÂ
âIâll take any amount of time that heâs not here,â Choso shakes his head, offering you a small smile, âand this way you can stay over in the guest room now,âÂ
âYeah, true,â you offered a weak smile, as you continued to pick at your food. This was good news, things were going back to normal, but even so, as you pushed your food on your plate â why did your chest ache so much?Â
âYuck, do peopleâs heads really explode like that?â Yuji sat with the two of you in the living room, TV playing the movie Yuji had chosen, shoveling popcorn by the fistful.Â
âHow would we know that?â you snort, stealing popcorn from his bowl, âwhy did you even choose this movie anyway?âÂ
âHe heard there was a Megan Thee Stallion cameo in it,â and Yujiâs cheeks flushed, visible even in the dim illumination of the TV, as he got to his feet.Â
âIâm gonna get a drink, do you two want anything?â And you both shake your heads, as you stifle your chuckle.Â
âYou wanna stay over tonight?â Choso asks, and you tilt your head, toying with a popcorn kernel between your fingers.Â
You shrug, âweâll see,â your eyes drift back to the movie, but you feel the creak of the bed as he shifts.Â
âYou donât have been avoiding staying over, even though itâs just us,â Fuck, your eyes still found themselves on the screen instead of him, anywhere but him, and you can hear the unspoken words â even though Sukuna is not here, âare you sure weâre good?âÂ
And you couldnât tell him that it wasnât him that was bothering you. It wasnât him keeping you up at night, it wasnât him who had been tempting you the last few weeks, and it wasnât him that you wanted to see â no matter how much you didnât want to admit it, even to yourself.Â
So you donât. Â
You smile as best you can, âEverythingâs fine, Choso,â and he frowns, still unsure, and you know thereâs only one thing that will assure him, if only a little, âIâll stay over,âÂ
And so you end up in the guest room â far too late. Even though Sukuna no longer lingered here, his scent still did, even with the sheet change and the small amount of his things gone, he was still very much here.Â
And it did little for your sleep. Or maybe too much.Â
Again, you dreamt of him, his large palms dragging down your sides, lips pulled in a smirk that he pressed to the hollow of your throat before itâs consumed by a flash of canines that pinch and tease the softness of your flesh.Â
âSâfucking wet,â he huffs a chuckle out, âsuch a little slut, been wanting this for far too long havenât you?â And heâs undoing your robe with ease, a single tug has your body revealed to him, âhavenât even laid a finger on you and look at the mess youâve made,â he clicks his tongue, and a whine parts your lips, âalready whining like a bitch?âÂ
He shoves two fingers inside you, a gasp ripped from your throat, thick digits stretching your walls, clenching around the intrusion, âSukunaâplease,âÂ
âSilly girl,â he murmurs in your ear, âIâm not even the one touching you now,â and fantasy melts into reality as his hand cups your chin, eyes fluttering open, âbut I know I can make you cum faster than any dream,âÂ
Wait. What?Â
And suddenly the touch down your body feels all too real, pain ribboning from the fingers squeezing your hips hard, and a gasp as your body trembles, still caught between sleep and reality. Your body canât move, but itâs not the weight of your own limbs keeping you still.Â
Your eyes shoot open completely, sleep shed completely from your mind.Â
And you found Sukuna, his lips curled in a smile that was far too familiar from other sleepless nights. But was it? Or was it another dream that he had invaded, far too real as you slept in his bed, rather than your own.Â
Your hand reaches out for him shakily, fingers tracing the hard line of his jaw, âIs this real?â you mutter, more to yourself, but he takes it upon himself to answer, his hand darting out to curl around your wrist, squeezing, while the other holds himself up, mattress creaking a divot where his hand pressed in, body heat all too close.Â
âWant me to pinch you? Canât say itâll be the cheek youâre thinking of,â he chuckles, unable to meet his gaze, âdonât go acting like a shy virgin now, woman. Youâre the one having wet dreams about me,âÂ
âNo, I-I, it wasnâtââ but your brain is short circuiting and his laugh that rumbles against you tells you heâs enjoying this far too much, âwhat are you doing here? I thought you left,â the statement comes out far too biting, and he raises an eyebrow.Â
âI did, but it was just for a week. I had some business to deal with,â and a grin pulls at his lips, âwhy? Did you miss me, brat? Is that why youâre dreaming of me?âÂ
Youâre squirming underneath him trying to look anywhere but him, âIâm not, it wasnâtââ and he only hums, dragging a hand down your front, until heâs reaching your shorts, a brief pause to see if youâd pull away, but you donât, and fingers pressing against your soaked shorts.Â
âThat why youâre soaked through your fucking shorts?â And the rough pads of his fingers grind against your eager hole, nearly swallowing you in, only the thin fabric of your shorts keeping his fingers from fucking you then and there, âleast your bodyâs honest â so eager to get fucked,â and heâs teasing your drenched entrance, drawing his fingers back to have your pre like spiderwebs between the two digits.Â
âSukuna, pleaseââ and his lips curl.Â
âTell me to stop, and Iâll go,â a small whine left your throat, the throbbing between your thighs growing with the way his gaze undid you â unscrewed you by your hinges and watched you fall apart, only to ask you to put yourself back together.Â
But you couldnât. Not without him.Â
âSukunaââÂ
âI didnât ask you to whine, are you going to answer my questionâ-âÂ
âFuck me,â the words fall from your lips as if possessed, and you canât find it in you to regret them.Â
And he smiles all the same.Â
âAbout fucking time,â and his fingers meanly rub against your clit through the paper thin fabric of your shorts, âdidnât even fucking put on panties and you expect me to think you didnât want me fuck you open,â and embarrassment burns at your cheeks, âdid you get this wet from dreaming about me?â And no words come to your mind, and he gives you a sharp spank to your clothed slit, drawing a sharp gasp to your lips and slick flooding from your folds, âbetter use your words, woman,âÂ
âFuck, please, I needââ and his fingers practically rip your shorts off, letting your cunt gush onto the sheets.Â
âNeed me to fuck you that bad? Gânna beg this criminal to fuck you open?â And heâs toying with your folds, tugging your tight hole apart as his eyes rake over your pussy, exposed for him, âafter all of your teasing, what makes you think you even deserve to be fucked? Maybe I should leave you like this, fingers buried in your cunt, wishing they were your neighborâs uncleâs,â and a sadistic smile graces his features as it only can his, âfuck yourself for me,âÂ
You whimper, as his fingers leave your hole, clenching around nothing as if begging for his touch, âwhat? ButââÂ
âFuck yourself until you cum, wanna see what youâve been doing when youâre fucking me in your sleep,â the absence of his touch leaves you keening and needy, for something, anything to get you off. Want overcomes inhibition, and your shaky fingers find their way to your cunt, fingertips tracing the outer lips, a gasp you barely recognize as your own when you rub against your clit, âcâmon girl, gotta open yourself up for me â think Iâll fit if you just rub yourself like that?â And heâs pressing his clothed erection against your thigh â and heâs fucking big â rock hard cock rubbing against you through damp damp sweatpants.Â
And his fingers grabs your own, guiding them to your slick hole, letting them slip past your fluttering walls, while his own teased your outsides, âGood girl,â and the praise makes your walls clench, and heâs chuckling, âwant to be a fucking good girl, then fuck yourself until I see you cum for me,âÂ
You swallow your whines, beginning to move your fingers in and out, your insides clinging to you, as if begging for something longer, thicker, better â and you knew his fingers would be. A moan falls from your lips, and he clicks his tongue.Â
âGotta be rougher than that,â and his fingers curl around the base of your own, using your fingers as a glorified fuck toy. Your head lolled back, as he controlled the pace of your fingers, fucking you hard and fast, reaching places you didnât think were possible with your fingers, âthatâs it, youâre close arenât you? Like being fucked with your own fingers, donât you, you slut?â And youâre shuddering, soft cries and moans filling the silence of the night with the loud squelch of your cunt.Â
âSukuna, f-fuck, ngh, I canâtââ and he only begins to rub on your clit with his thumb.Â
âYes you can,â he gruffly chuckles, murmuring in your ear as he leans forward, âcum on your fingers like you have every night for me,â and he forces your gaze to meet his as your fingers brush that one spot that has your back arching, âsay my name,âÂ
And you do, cumming hard around your fingers, as he uses them to fuck you through your orgasm, the wet noises of your folds growing louder as your thighs shake. Your eyes meet his, glassy with tears from your high, and Sukuna leans down to lick the salty tear from your cheek.Â
He pulls your fingers from inside you, your sticky cum coating your digits and even dripping onto his own. He smirks as he eyes them, before sliding them into his mouth. A moan pulled from your lips as he sucks your essence clean from them, tongue dragging up the length of your fingers.Â
âShit, that was a nice moan,â and his eyes fall back to your drenched cunt, âStill so fucking tight,â he clicks his tongue, Fuck, girl, did the boys your age not fuck you properly? Gânna have to fix that,â as he thumbs meanly at your swollen clit, âIâll have you screaming my name soon enough.âÂ
he hums, taking in your ruined state â tear stained cheeks, your dripping cunt, and your red ruined lips from biting them, âso fucking pretty like this,â and you hear him shift, the distinct sound of his phone camera, making your eyes snap open.Â
âNo, fuck, no donâtââ and heâs turning the screen around to show you how absolutely fucked you look, âpleaseââÂ
âItâs a little too late for that, canât have anyone buying your little virgin act anymore huh?â heâs grinning as he leans forward, pinning your thighs in place as you try to squirm away, âdonât move,âÂ
His order makes your muscles tense, unable to move your body under the heavy grasp of his hands splayed against your hips. The pads of his fingers dig into your soft flesh, as his lips dare closer to your weeping slit.Â
âFuck, are you a virgin though? Youâre still so fucking tight even after that little show you put on for me,â and he doesnât give you a chance to reply, his breath warming your twitching cunt, âeither way, you wonât be one soon,â and heâs burying his mouth in your pussy.Â
You moan, covering your mouth before he sucks on your clit, tongue teasing your hole open, a wave of heat flooding your body. The sounds of his licking and slurping fill your ears â and you wonder how the whole house isnât awake yet.Â
You canât stop your hips from nearly fucking his face, but he spanks your thigh, hard, as he pulls his mouth from your dripping slit, âI told you not to move,â and he spanks your clit for good measure, making you yelp against your fingers, âtell me when youâre about to cum,â and you whimper, âor I can open this door and let the house hear us,âÂ
You nod, but he doesnât miss the way your slit twitches at the thought, and his mouth curls in a nasty smirk, âsuch a fucking slut, maybe I will,â and heâs plunging two thick fingers into your greedy cunt, a gasp ripped from your throat at the intrusion, walls fluttering as they attempt to accommodate his digits. But itâs all squeezing and barely any stretch, as his fingers work you open.Â
And it doesnât take long to get you worked up, his digits knuckle deep and dripping wet, âgonna fucking break my fingers in two with your virgin hole, girl,â he grunts, your body burning with his touch alone, nails dragging against your walls, curling so they can bully that sweet spot just right, âyouâre gonna cum arenât you?â the telltale squeeze of your cunt tells him so, and youâre nodding, and his fingers slip from inside.Â
Youâre whining, tears burning at the corners of your eyes, âPlease, fuck, wanna cum,â the pleasure that had built was throbbing, a dam close to bursting but denied its relief, so it remained, begging and waiting â âplease, SukunaââÂ
âSo you do know how to beg like a good little whore, gonna fuck you again, but you canât cum until I tell you,â and heâs sinking three fingers into you now, eyes rolling back as your back arches, but heâs fucking you meanly, curling and twisting his fingers, until the pleasure is a tight knot in your belly, barely hanging on from snapping, âwait,â he grunts, and itâs as if your warmth is made for him â or now it was, because heâs made it his, âwait,â and youâre sure heâs reached your cervix somehow, fingertips reaching places youâve only dreamed of (literally), and then he leans down lips around your clit as he orders you, ânow, cum,âÂ
And you do, hard, as he sucks around your clit while fucking you through your orgasm, cum flooding his fingers and face alike, drenching him, even as he slurped and sucked up every bit.Â
He finally pulls away, a shiver slips down your spine as he slips his fingers from inside you, pink tongue flicking against his lips, still slick with your cum, What a fucking mess youâve made,â he sneers, but heâs licking his lips clean all the same, âshould make you clean up the mess you made, shouldnât I?â And heâs pressing the pads of his fingers to your lips, youâre too fucked out to fight, lips parting with ease, âsuck,â and you do, opening wide to let his fingers inside, lips and tongue curled around the same fingers that had explored your cunt.Â
He watched as you obediently sucked every drop of your juices off, a trickle of drool slipping down the corner of your lips makes his already hard cock twitch in his pants, and heâs pulling his fingers from your mouth.Â
âBetter than your dreams, huh, sweetheart?â he drags his thumb down your bottom lip, he canât fucking wait a minute longer, âturn around, gonna fuck this slutty princess cunt from behind,â but you only can watch as he tugs down his sweatpants and boxers alike, his cock slapping against his stomach.Â
Fuck, heâs even bigger than you had imagined. Mushroom tip red and hard, as pretty veins run up the sides, and he was looking as if heâd not only split you open, but break you all together.Â
Your thighs quaked at the thought, more slick slipping from your needy cunt â and you wanted him to. Â
Your knees shake, as you turn slowly, much too slowly his pace, and he grunts, his hands gripping your hips, as he flips you onto your stomach, a yelp leaving your lips as you bounce on the mattress. âhave to fuckinâ do everything myself for this whoreâs pussy,â
Youâre gripping the sheets, nails surely tearing holes in the thin fabric of the sheets, as his calloused palm comes down on your ass, hard, the smack echoing in the silence of the night, a mewl you donât recognize as your own, âSukuna, please, I canâtââÂ
âYou can, youâll take whatever I give you, brat,â and another smack finds your ass again, as he pinches the flesh for good measure, drawing another moan from your lips and another chuckle from his, âand youâll take this cock too,â and he doesnât spare you a moment as he presses his swollen, dripping cockhead to your drenched hole, smearing his pre all over your ass â as if to erase any doubt you were his, because there wasnât â before finally sliding in.Â
God, fuck.Â
Your arms were already shaking, barely able to hold yourself up, but your face nearly plants into the mattress as he sinks into you â he was too fucking big. Even all the prep he had given you was nothing, nothing compared to how much his dick was stretching your cunt.Â
He hummed, as your insides swallowed him eagerly, even with the slight resistance of your tight little pussy, watching as your walls parted for him with almost practiced ease, sucking him deeper and deeper, as if you were made for him. And you would be, after he fucked your cunt to his shape again and again â because this was far from the last time he would take you.Â
It was only the first.Â
âFuck, youâre so fucking tight â am I the first to fuck this pussy?â he grunts, grasping your hips tightly, your warm, wet pussy wrapped around his dick â he had waited far too long for this, too many nights spent grasping at his cock, thinking how much better it would be buried in your pussy.Â
âH-hngh, Sukuna, sâbig,â youâre nearly babbling as he works himself into you, inch by inch, not even halfway in, and you were gonna cum just from him putting his dick in, âcanât fitââ and heâs scoffing, watching you squirm against his length, but he only continues to fuck his way into your tight hole, another sharp slap to your ass as a warning.Â
âIâll make it fit, girl,â he growls â like fuck he was stopping now thatâs gotten this far, there was only one way this was ending â and it was with his cock fucking you full of his cum, âcâmon, did the dream not compare to the reality? Did you think I had a tiny dick?â and he thrusts shallowly against you, sending another inch inside your already stuffed folds, drawing a needy whine from your throat, âso fucking loud, you gonna let the whole house know what weâre doing at this rate,âÂ
he murmurs, bending down to your ear, and your walls squeeze around him, a vice grip that has him nearly cumming then and there, but no he wonât, not yet, âfuck, did you think about letting Choso know? Maybe Iâd let him watch me fuck you, only way heâll ever see you like this,â and you whimper as he slams into you, finally bottoming out as his tip bullies your womb, making you cry out against your fingers, âto think the pretty girl next door is on her hands and knees like a slut for me now, getting split open by my dick. What would Choso think?â
Youâre whining, âPlease, fuck, slow downââ but he only pulls out a little to piston back in, balls slapping against your ass as he does, setting a mean pace, as he chuckles in your ear.Â
âYouâre saying that, but we both know thatâs not what you want â slutty fucking pussy trying break my cock in two,â the sounds of your skin slapping against you as his tip brushes against your cervix rings in your ear, even as he murmurs in it, âyââknow he wants to fuck you right? The little brat is always watching you, nearly fisting himself at the sight of you,â heâs forcing you upwards, pressing your back to his chest, âhe wants you, but heâll never have you, because this pussy is mine,â and his hand finds the bulge in your stomach, pressing down, as you keen, head falling back against his shoulder, as tears pooled in your pretty eyes, âbut heâd never be able to reach here and fuck you like you want â like a whore,â his other hand pinches and teases your pebbled nipples, before sliding up to your neck, squeezing lightly, âsay youâre mine,âÂ
You canât find the words, all of them fucked out of your body to make room for his cock seemingly â the only words remaining his name and âplease,â but you have to do better than that, and he slows his pace to nothing, as he pulls out so only his tip teases your entrance, a whine leaving your pathetic mouth.
âIf youâre not mine, guess I donât need to let you finish, do I?â and youâre shaking your head, frantic and repentant.Â
âIâm yours, iâm yours, Sukuna, pleaseââ and heâs sliding right back into you, fucking you harder, balls slapping against your ass and sweet cunt swallowing him up to the base, a white ring of your pre cum forming around it â and he just knows youâre close, by the twitch of your sweet pussy â and his hand reaches around to rub at your clit, âIâmââÂ
And he ruts into you, hard and deep that youâre sure his length brushes against your womb â and youâre cumming, falling apart around him, but he doesnât relent â but had he ever? He didnât relent over these past few weeks, and he wouldnât now, not until he was filling you up and watching his cum drip out of your holeâ
Youâre slipping back forward, face forward into the pillow and mattress, as he grunts watching your slick drip down your ass and thighs and onto the sheets â his balls tense with his release, âFuckââ and thatâs all the warning you get before he slams back into you to bottom out, as he blows his load.Â
His release is hot as it fills you up, never ending it seems as he slowly fucks you through his orgasm, his spurts slowing with time, until heâs finally stilling, a soft grunt, as he pulls himself from inside your warm cunt. A soft groan at the sight of his seed spilling from inside you â youâre boneless and spent, until he has you jolting forward from the press of his fingers gathering his cum and stuffing it back in.Â
âKuna, fuck, I canâtââ and he scoffs, retracting his fingers for a moment, before heâs deftly flipping you onto your back, âtoo sensitive,â you whine as his fingers work their way back into you.Â
âDid you think I was done, woman?â and his softening erection is already standing tall again, and youâre almost wanting his fingers now at this point, even as your body disagrees, pussy squeezing at the thought of him buried inside you again. He leans forward, lips brushing against yours, a kiss full of nothing of tongue and teeth, the faint taste of your own release on his lips, âweâre far from done.âÂ
The sound of your name catches your attention, your eyes snapping up from your breakfast, âwhat?âÂ
âAre you okay? Choso frowns at you, as he holds his rice bowl, the rolled tamago sliced on his plate, âyou look tired,â It was another morning like always, butÂ
You shake your head, âI just didnât sleep well, I kept waking up from my dreams,â and it wasnât exactly a lie â yesterday was the culmination of a million dreams you had. Dreams that only ended when the sun began to come up, with his cock still buried in your cunt as you rode him, back pressed to his chest, as he worked you up and down his dick.Â
And finally when he came again, this time all over your back, he finally pressed kisses up and down his back, easing himself out, as his toned arms engulfed you.Â
âShould clean up and I should head to Jinâs room,â he murmurs, âI have a feeling I wonât have a place to live if he finds me in here,â and you chuckle, too fucked out and tired, âweâll have to get used to sneaking around.Â
âOh will we?â you had mumbled, and he answered your question with another bruising kiss to your lips.Â
Yuji tilts his head, scratching it, as you lift your glass to take a sip of water, mouth far too dry now, âIs that what those noises were? It sounded like you were having nightmares,â and you nearly choke on it, but force it down, hoping the embarrassment wasnât evident on your face, stabbing your egg.Â
âYeah, I had a couple last night,â you lied, and even as you suddenly found your breakfast far too interesting, you could feel Chosoâs gaze still on you â your cheeks burning as Sukunaâs words about him still rung in your ears â along with the distinct ache between your legs and on your ass he left behind, âIâm fine, Iâm just going to need a nap,âÂ
âYouâre not the only one, girl,â Sukuna walks into the kitchen from the rooms, as Yuji and Choso balk at his presence.Â
Chosoâs eyes narrow, âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
âWouldnât you like to know,â Sukunaâs eyes find yours, the corner of his lip pulled upwards, as his gaze rakes over your form, âwhatâs for breakfast?â and you knew he only wished that you were the thing placed on the table for him to eat. Jin barely pays any mind, too preoccupied on his phone with his work email, as he passes a plate to Sukuna.Â
âWhen did you even get in?â Yuji asks, as he finishes his own breakfast, leaning back on his two palms. And your insides begin to tie themselves in knots at all of these questions â knowing Sukuna would like nothing more than to tell them exactly what he was doing last night.Â
âAnd where did you sleep?â Choso glares, adding fuel to the fire, as Sukuna looks down on him, lips a thin line, âyou didnât bother our guest, did you?â and your cheeks burn all the same, a flicker of amusement on Sukunaâs features, lips parting only for Jin to cut in.
âHe got in early this morning. He slept in my room,â Jin says with a sigh, âDonât you two have to get ready? Youâre going to your momâs this morning,âÂ
âSheâs not my mom,â Choso grumbles under his breath, âmore like a leech,â but he still gets to his feet all the same, as Yuji follows suit, picking up their plates, a comforting hand on his older brotherâs shoulder.Â
âI should get to work,â Jin sighs, sparing a sharp glance at his brother, âbehave,â and he turns to you, âfeel free to stay as long as you want. Yuji and Choso will be back this afternoon,âÂ
And the three of them find their way out of the house, a rush of bags and feet, as Choso spares a glance at you.Â
âIâll be back soon â you can hang out in my room if you want,â Choso says, before scowling at Sukuna, âlet me know if you need anything,â and you nod, waving him off, and the door shuts behind them all.Â
Sukuna slides into place beside you, sitting as the two of you eat breakfast in relative silence. You finish up your meal, and move to get up, but Sukunaâs hand finds its way onto your thigh, holding you in place.Â
âAre you done?â and you glance at him, plate empty and food untouched, âwith eating?âÂ
âI am,â you raise an eyebrow, âAnd you?âÂ
âMy appetite wants something else, sweetheart,â he leans forward, fingers inching higher until his thumb grazes your inner thigh.Â
âAnd whatâs that?â and he nearly growls his next words, thin patience already tearing in two, just as he would your clothes if you werenât careful.Â
âIâm done playing coy, woman,â heâs lifting you with ease, slinging you over his shoulder as you gasp, and heâs gotten you on top of the counter, the very same counter you had baked cookies on the day he had arrived, but now his hulking body was quickly pressing your legs apart, âthereâs only one thing I want to eat in this kitchen, and itâs between your fucking thighs.âÂ
âNot sick of it yet?â you chuckle.Â
âThink I could bury myself in your slutty pussy for days and not get sick of it,â and he looms over you, just as he had that first day, and he leans down to kiss you, stealing the logic from your mind and leaving only the need for his touch behind, âit is the sweetest thing I ever tasted after all.âÂ
âReally?â and he smirks, as his fingers dig into the fabric of your shorts ripping them and your panties down, the cool air against your already wet cunt.Â
âWant me to prove it?âÂ
And oh, he would. Again and again.Â
⧠a/n: i have a problem. i really wanted to write something with degradation ok?
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Young Gf and Older bf
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Simon Ghost Riley Headcanons
SFW & NSFW
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SFW
Older bf! Simon who didnât know how he felt about having a younger girlfriend
Older bf! Simon who was getting called âold manâ by his girlfriend
Older bf! Simon who learned the hard way that some girls have expensive taste
Older bf! Simon who doesnât talk much about his girlfriend to his mates, he feels like theyâll get on his ass about dating a young girl
Older bf! Simon who did most of the chores around the house
Older bf! Simon who stopped caring what he wore in front of people because his girlfriend is his little hype-man
âDoes this work?â Simon asks coming into his shared bedroom with his girlfriend, she rolls on her side to look at him.
âThey donât match your shoes, Si.â
âWhat?â He looks down. âI thought they did.â
âHere, go try this on and come back at out.â
Older bf! Simon who told his girlfriend about his time in the military
Older bf! Simon who forget how young his girlfriend is, so when he makes jokes or says a movie reference she doesnât know what he is talking about
Older bf! Simon who was honestly scared to meet his girlfriendâs family. She told them about Simon being older but not how old he was
âAnd how old are you, Simon?â Her dad asked leaning forward.
âIâmâŠ40â
â40!!â
âY/N?!â
âWhat?! He treats me good, he respects me, guys my age want that trad wife, Simon doesnât, I can do or say what I want around him and feel good about myself.â
Older bf! Simon who knows everything about you. How you like your coffee, what time youâre suppose to be up for work, and he even knows when youâre about to start your period, you know when he shows up at home with bags full of pads and tampons and her favorite foods and drinks
Older bf! Simon who starts watching shows with you but complains about them but deep down he actually likes to watch them with his girlfriend
NSFW
Older bf! Simon who woke up to you in t-shirts and no shorts or pants, he likes seeing you in a t shirt and panties
Older bf! Simon who has woken up to morning wood before and needed help to get rid of it
âLove,â he kisses the shell of her ear. âLoveâŠwake up,â he coos.
âHmm~ Simon, not now please.â
âI know, love, you donât have to do anything,â Simon lines himself up at her entrance and pushes himself into her
Older bf! Simon who like after argument sex
âFuck you!â
âOh yeah? Fuck me?â Simon carries a smirk on his face.
âBack up, Simon,â Y/n says putting her hand up on his chest to keep distance.
âFuck me right? Fuck me?â
âWait, wait,â your legs didnât work for a few weeks
Older bf! Simon who tries different things with you, like BDSM you both hated it because itâll be painful for you and Simon didnât like you hurt
DDLG, he knows the age gap between you two but he hates the word âdaddyâ makes him cringe
Mask kink, you both loved it, giving the illusion you were being fucked by someone else and he liked feelings your hands in his face
Voice kink, you liked it because of his deep voice already, he was on the fence, not saying your voice is annoying or anything he just didnât get it
Knife play, you got scared when he accidentally dropped the knife and it was very close to your hand, it was the same thing with gun play you were afraid something wrong might happen
He tried to be a sub but you could barely take it seriously
Older bf! Simon who has fucked you when you were doing your work, you worked in a private office and all he had to do was shut and lock the door and bend you over your own desk
Older bf! Simon who is handsy when heâs horny
âSimon what do you want?â
âI want nothing,â he says as one of his hands were on your waste and the other snacks up to your breasts giving you a gentle squeeze and you gave him a soft moan.
âJust do it already, Simon,â she moans
Older bf! Simon who has kept a pair of your panties in his pockets and has forgotten about them before, he remembers when he accidentally sticks his hand into his pocket and feels the lace
Older bf! Simon who bought a motorcycle and takes you with him as his backpack, he found a abandoned place were no one comes to and you two had a good fuck on his bike
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masterlist || MDNI
sweet scent.
perv!daryl x fem!reader
summary: while looking for his crossbow around the house, daryl ends up finding a pile of your dirty clothes and... used panties of yours. and when no one's looking, he decides to have some fun with them.
warnings: EXTREME AGE GAP (daryl is in his late 30s/early 40s and reader is 18), not entirely proofread, smut, mean!daryl sort of, corruption kink, daryl being an absolute pervert, panties sniffing, daddy kink, masturbation, cussing, daryl imagining himself doing the dirtiest things to you (unprotected p-in-v, squirting, face fucking, praising, loss of virginity, cunnilingus and i think that's pretty much it)
word count: 2.8k
a/n: please proceed with caution, this piece of work portrays a few extreme or unusual fetishes, so if you're not comfortable with any of those i've listed above please do not ready this. the idea that inspired this work originally belongs to @dilfsandmartinis.
if there was something daryl absolutely hated, it was the feeling of uselessness.
since andrea had mistaken him for a walker and shot him from afar, grazing his head, useless was exactly how he felt, having to lay down on a bed the whole day and night, doing absolutely nothing but be left alone with his own thoughts. and oh, what a disgraceful fate.
everytime he wasn't focused on hunting, fighting or surviving in general, the farmer's sweet younger daughter flooded his mind. your hair, your face, your stupidly adorable sundresses, everything about you was so... distracting.
daryl wasn't ever the kind of guy to simp for a woman, but that one specific girl made him feel emotions and sensations that were hidden deep within his being for years, maybe even decades. feelings he thought had vanished from his heart a long time ago were now blooming all over again, like he was some stupid teenager looking at a playboy magazine for the first time.
there was something about your innocence, your adorable mannerisms, your sweet voice and your kindness that had awakened something in him, something he wasn't quite sure what it was.
no, he wasn't exactly a young man. and while being aware that you were very young, he couldn't help but feel so guilty for having those feelings. whenever you bended over to pick something up, he had to fight demons not to have a glimpse of your panties. he often wondered how could you be so careless by exposing yourself like that, even if you didn't do it on purpose.
and there was him again, thinking about you. it's like no matter how hard he tried to push those thoughts away, they were like water, always finding a way in.
he huffed, feeling defeated. he knew he was still recovering from the incident, and that he should rest, but why was he following orders around anyways? he wasn't a damn puppy. plus, everybody else had left him there to go looking for sophia. he wanted to be able to help too. he was alive after all, and if he was alive, he believed he should be on his feet.
so that's what he did. he slowly lifted his right foot, resting it on the floor, then he did the same with his left one. his body reluctantly lifted itself up, and he immediately could feel the consequences for laying down for so long, his back killing him and his vision a bit foggy. anyways, he ignored any discomfort and started walking slowly, his head still a little dizzy.
then, he remembered he needed his trustworthy crossbow, he couldn't just leave unprotected like that. he looked around the room he was settled in but it was nowhere to be seen. he knew it was still in the house, so he left the room. he started walking down the corridor, his eyes attentively looking for any signs of his crossbow. he was even starting to think that his mates might've hidden it to force him to stay in the house when he spotted a halfway open door.
his calloused hands pulled it open, revealing a small bedroom, all pink themed and stupidly decorated. no, his crossbow wasn't likely to be there, it just looked like it belonged to one of hershel's daughters, but it was like something was calling him in.
he stepped in the room and it almost looked messy. the dressing table on the corner had lipsticks, combs, all sorts of make-up and girly stuff all piled up and... a perfume.
it was happening again, images of you flooded his mind and it was like he could almost smell you. oh, your sweet scent had the power to make him hard like nothing else. just by looking at that small bottle, just by imagining your scent, he could feel little shock waves travelling all the way down to his cock, threatening to awaken it.
he knew it was wrong, so fucking wrong thinking about a much younger girl like that. and it was even worse considering that you were the daughter of the man that provided him shelter in such difficult times. it felt ungrateful.
when he saw you for the first time, he didn't think much of you. he was actually careful, treating you like the stranger you were. and even when time passed, he never really got close to you. now and then you tried to share a word, even if just a little bit, but it seemed useless since he would reject all your attempted approaches. he didn't hate you like he tried to after acknowledging his disgusting desires for you, but he just couldn't allow himself to interact with a girl that made him sick to his stomach for all the wrong reasons.
your sweetness was almost annoying. the entire world had gone to shit, for goodness sake! dead bodies walking around and eating all the people they could find. how could you act so clueless all the time? daryl even wondered if you had ever seen a walker before, if you knew what was really happening out there. after all, it was very obvious that you were a daddy's girl, always protected under your father's wing.
but strangely enough, acknowledging that only made him protective towards you. he was always somewhat watching, always around you making sure you were safe and he barely knew why, he just felt like he should.
so he didn't stop himself from reaching over to your small perfume bottle. the design was very simple, no labels to be seen, time had probably faded it away. the cap was baby pink and heart shaped, and when he removed it, he immediately brought the bottle to his nose, giving it a gentle sniff.
fuck.
now, he was 100% sure that was your room. the fragrance was the same one that filled his nose and made him drunk in you everytime you walked by. he wondered if that was the scent he would feel if he ever hugged you, burying his face into your chest.
in that moment, he couldn't think about anything else, not rick, not carol, not his chores, not surviving, not even sophia. you were everything that he had in his fucked up mind.
he wouldn't feel so fucking guilty if his thoughts were only about your innocence and sweetness, but they were also dirty as fuck. countless were the times when daryl imagined groping you, running his hands all over your delicate body, feeling every texture, squeezing every junk and listening close to your every little whimper. he would pull your hair, gently at first, just to get it off your face and neck so he could pamper them with little wet kisses, gently scratching his teeth along them. he imagined he'd have to keep you on your feet himself, since you'd struggle to because of how weak your knees would get at all the sensations he would provide you and...
wait, no.
what was he thinking? was he out his fucking mind? he needed to stop those absolutely disgusting thoughts right away. he couldn't keep having those thoughts about you, not when you're out taking care of such important business with the others. he put the perfume bottle back on the dressing table, determined to let all that go. he knew he couldn't just let himself get so distracted like that over something so mundane and unimportant as his own sexual desires but then...
...he spotted a basket filled with clothes when he turned around to leave. his mind immediately started to rush all over again, and for the 100th time that day, he turned careless. he slowly approached it. shorts, tops, pants and so on could be seen at the top of the pile.
in that moment, he had totally forgot why he had entered that bedroom or even left his bed in the first place. he couldn't even remember the existence of his crossbow or his duties.
and then... he gets an idea. he starts going through the pile of dirty clothes and in no time, he finds your panties. they were white with a pink ribbon on the front, a clear reminder of your innocence. for a moment, he just looks at it, contemplating the possibilities. then, he remembers seeing you in it when you bended over to pick some off the floor the day before. he remembers catching a glimpse of it under your yellow sundress when you went to change his bandage.
that meant that those panties had been freshly worn.
if just your perfume ignited such vile desires in him, he couldn't even imagine what your natural scent could do to him. and he was oh so curious to find out. he still felt guilty, but that man had been sex deprived for so fucking long, he didn't even masturbate very often. he knew damn well he was about to commit a big mistake, maybe even starting something he was sure he couldn't finish, but he finally made up his mind.
he flips the small piece of cloth over, eyeing the soft-looking lining of the panties. he gulps, feeling his mouth water right away. god, what was he doing? what was right, what was wrong wasn't even important to him anymore. he just wanted to embrace his sickness.
there was a small stain on the lining, probably from you wearing it. just that sight alone was enough to get him off, and once again, he found himself having to face that tingling sensation inside his pants. he knew damn well what that meant and what was about to happen. but honestly, he couldn't give a single fuck anymore.
in one quick motion, he brought the fabric to his face, giving a long sniff while he rolled his eyes to the back of his head. that fucking scent of yours got him drunk the moment it filled his nostrils. so intense, so feminine and raw, daryl couldn't remember the last time he felt that type of pleasure, or if he had even felt anything like it before.
it made him needy like a horny teenager. he felt himself going back to puberty when all he could think about was jacking off day and night. and it was all your fucking fault.
daryl palmed himself through his denim pants, never taking your panties off his face not even for one second. the natural scent of your cunt was more than successful to make him hard as a rock, the sensation of being in his pants started to get uncomfortable as his dick grew bigger and bigger.
just palming himself wasn't enough.
he slowly unbuttoned his pants and unzipped them, inserting one of his hand in his briefs to catch his hard cock in it, freeing it for the first time in a while. his angry-red tip was literally pulsating while a clear and sticky liquid dropped down his length.
he wasn't able to hold a small grunt as he wrapped his calloused hand around his cock, the rough sensation of his fingers causing him to feel a jolt of pleasure so fucking delicious and guilty at the same time. the archer brought his hand to his mouth, catching some of his saliva to use as lube.
oh, how he wished you were there. he'd make sure you'd get his cock nice and wet with your spit so you could rub it up and down. and then, without warnings, he'd just shove it down your throat, forcing you to prove how much of a good girl you could be just for him.
and just for him. he wanted you all for his own. daryl never really liked to share, specially when it came to a girl like you, so princess like, so adorable looking. your plump lips looked so fucking perfect, and they would look even more wrapped around his big cock.
knowing how fragile you were, he knew you would definitely choke and gag on him, struggling to fit all of him in your mouth. he would whisper sweet encouragement words to you like âtha's it, tha's ma good girlâ. he imagined how he would hold your head in place and keep a hand on your throat so he could feel his cock while he aggressively pumped it in and out, making you drool all over him. âjust like tha', yeah, show daddy how fuckin' good ya are fer himâ.
in his imagination, you would look up at him with those big doe eyes of yours, with a mix of uncertainty and desire to make him proud. âam i doing this right, daddy?â he could almost hear your voice saying it whenever you would take him off his mouth to catch your breath for a moment, never disconnecting your small hand from his thick length.
he started pumping faster, squelching sounds were all that could be heard in that silent room, a proof of his degeneracy. the grunts and stifled moans were only getting harder and harder to hold back. he was sticking those panties to his face and sniffing on them like his life depended on it, like he was a desperate virgin.
a virgin. he wondered if you were one. you sure looked like it, your dad never let you out of sight for long enough for you to try something like that, he supposed from what he knew about your relationship. he imagined how would it feel like to be the one to pop your cherry for the first time.
oh, he would teach you so many things, everything he knows. he would guide you through it all along, teaching you where to touch, where to kiss, where to lick. he would make your virgin little cunny cum so many times it would get all puffy and red. he even wondered if he could make you squirt, stuffing you with his fingers, brushing against your sweet spot over and over again until you were a quivering mess, squirting all over his skull tattoo. and yes, he would make you lick his fingers clean, your sweet little tongue dragging across them, and then, he would kneel down in front of you, not wanting to waste a single drop of your sweet release, attacking your sensitive clit and slit with his lips and tongue.
fuck, fuck, fuck.
he was so fucking eager to taste your slick, to revel in your salty taste. he imagined how fucking good the smell he was getting from your panties was from the actual source. he would lick it all, your lips, your slit, even your ass, but he would give special attention to your little clit, flicking his tongue on it, making it cum again just for him. he would never grow tired of it.
and when he felt you were finally ready for him, he would bend you over just like you used to do so absentmindedly. he would be gentle at first, but knowing himself, he knew he wouldn't be able to hold himself back for too long before absolutely railing the shit out of you, making you cry out and scream his name in pleasure and pain.
and when he flipped you over on your back, he would be able to see the bulge on your lower belly caused by his big cock inside you. just by imagining that he felt himself getting close to the edge. he would press his hand on it, making the little room inside your pussy even tighter. fuck, he imagined the sweet sounds you would make just for him.
all those dirty thoughts and your sweet scent from your panties were more than enough to make shivers run down his spine and his whole body tremble. he kept his eyes shut tight as he licked a stripe on the lining of your panties, trying to get some of your delicious taste. meanwhile, he hadn't stopped his hands not even for a second, harshly rubbing his cock up and down until it was too much.
in a strangled moan, his cock started shooting spurt after spurt of thick cum onto the floor, the dressing table and pretty much anything that was around. he couldn't remember the last time he had such an intense orgasm, the sensation making his mind completely empty except for your image.
his movements got slower until they stopped and he let go of his now sensitive cock. he sighed after catching his breath. he was left with that afterglow and the feeling that he made a huge mistake. suddenly, he felt dirty like before. he opened his eyes slowly, removing your panties from his face and putting them in his pockets. yeah, he knew it was wrong, but he was still planning to keep them for later.
then, when he averted his gaze to the mirror on his side, he saw...
you. standing on the doorframe with a shocked look on your face.
âu-uncle daryl?â
[PART TWO]
a/n: i know, i'm disgusting. i'm sorry. (just a quick reminder, english isn't my first language, so please excuse any grammar mistakes or awkward phrasing lmao, and tysm if you read it this far)
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The more I think about it, the more Laios and Falin's different perceptions of their parents are a case of "same parents, different childhood".
Whenever someone asks Laios about his and Falin's family, he comments on how they treated Falin but never comments about how how their childhood affected him - in fact, he kind of glosses over it. It's Falin that everyone is rallying to save, it's Falin that's Marcille's friend, it's Falin that everyone has a positive opinion of - he's just the weirdo brother that gets to share some of her light sometimes. He's the one who's only tolerated when he's useful in a dungeon. Falin's treatment is a large part of the reason that he left, but it's the symptom of a larger issue.
When we see Laios' thoughts of his parents in his nightmares, it's all about the expectations that he's supposed to live up to: the expectation to stop being "childish", the expectation to get married (to who his parents picked) and have children, the expectation to take over from his father as the village chief, the expectation to adapt to something that he isn't able to be in the way that people want him to. And these are all things that he has had to be told in some way: he had to be told that Shuro didn't like him, he had to be told that told that the gold-peelers were taking advantage of him - these aren't thoughts that just appeared on their own, these are all failures that someone has explicitly pointed out to him and they haunt him. Some of the things he considers his biggest failures are his failure to provide for and protect Falin and those have very tangible examples he can point to.
We get a glimpse of what happens when he fails to live up to his father's expectations when Falin is born. He expects a certain reaction from Laios and when he fails to give that reaction he physically puts him down, dismisses him, and underestimates how much he understands.
And that's something that's shown to be a bit of a sore point for him - people thinking that he doesn't understand something because he doesn't express himself like people expect. The few times we see him snap at people are because people think he isn't understanding something because he isn't reacting "normally".
On Falin's side, the expectations seem to be a lot different - she's the younger one, for one, she's a girl, and she was so young when the fallout from her having magic happened. She too had an arranged engagement, but that was broken off when she was sent away to magic school and since then, their parents only seem to be passively involved in her life. She's mostly been freed of the expectations that their parents had for her in her village - she won't be coming back after all. She understands why they sent her away, she wasn't completely oblivious to the villagers treatment of her and it was, arguably, for the best so she is at peace with what their relationship is for now. But she still wants to go to her hometown and see for herself with adult eyes because she has never really had the space to do that.
I don't think their parents are inherently evil people - the truth is probably somewhere between Laios and Falin's version of the story, Laios' side tinged by too much cynicism and Falin's by too much naivete.
It just strikes me that when he tried to provide the "normal" way he failed, but given the space to do something similar to what people expected of him, but in his own way, he succeeded. He isn't perfect but his efforts are ultimately fruitful and he is able to carve out a place for himself, Falin, and others who had been ostracized like them to call home.
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â ïžoff limits: sim jaeyun
part one of the off limits trilogy
pairing: jake x afab!reader word count: 19.6k
synopsis: your older brother has always told you âno boysâ and his friends âsister is off limitsâ, which always workedâŠuntil everyone comes back home from college and you see how grown up his best friend has becomeâŠ
genre: friends to lovers, older brothers best friend!au, forbidden love, eventual smut.
warnings: swearing, masturbating, fingering, reader being called a âbad girlâ once, alcohol, blood mentions, sex in a hot tub, unprotective sex, oral (m. receiving), dom!jake, hair pulling, cum eating, MINORS DNI! lemme know if i skipped anything âĄ
ËËËseries spotify playlistÂŽËË
a/n: jake is so older brother best friend coded I couldnât help myself
â° this is part one to this series, please see the masterlist under the title for parts two-three. â°
The last thing you expected was your older asking if you were planning to head home during the last bit of your winter break.Â
You raised your brow at the texts from your brother, thumbs hovering over the keyboard debating how to let him down easily in the nicest way possible that you rather lounge around in your dorm room in your PJs for the last two weeks.
You sighed and fell back on your bed, âGuess I should start packing then.âÂ
You knew Jay was right, itâs been roughly a year since the two of you were back at home at the same time. And even when both were at home, one was always going out and never really stayed home.Â
Maybe spending the next two weeks at home wasn't such a bad idea. Spend some quality time with your family.Â
Or so you thought until you walked into your parents' house with your duffle bag and backpack in your hands staring into the living room and seeing not just your brother, but his three best friends.Â
The same three best friends he grew up with who all followed him to the same college after high school graduation. Ones you havenât seen in like four years.Â
Youâre only a year younger than your brother and two of the friends while two years younger than the oldest one in their little circle.Â
You basically grew up with them as well, since you were just a grade below them.Â
They havenât even noticed you arrived yet. Your parents werenât even home from their jobs yet.Â
The four boys sat on the couch, their hands going a hundred miles per hour on the Nintendo Switch controllers going head to head in smash bros.Â
They all started screaming as one took the rest out.Â
You dropped your bags to the floor, clearing your throat to show your presence.Â
Jay was the first to turn around, his smile growing all the more wider seeing you. Jay dropped the controller onto the coffee table, stepped on the couch, and jumped over the back of it, âHey stink!âÂ
You cringe at the nickname he continues to call you even as an adult. He wraps his arms tightly around you, squeezing you.Â
You hug your brother back, tapping his back, âJay, you can let go now.âÂ
As Jay steps to the side, his three friends fully come into your view, all their eyes on you.Â
You tried hard to not drop your jaw at the three of them.Â
âHey, Y/N!â all three of them said in sync.Â
Heeseung fully turned his body around, leaning on the back of the couch, âYouâve sure grown up a lot since the last time I saw you.âÂ
Heeseung stood up, stepping over the couch the same way your brother did, rushing up to you and squeezing you just as tightly.Â
Sunghoon was next at your side, pulling you into a small hug, âItâs been what? Like four years?âÂ
You nodded, âIt has been a while, hasnât it guys?âÂ
âJake, what are you doing?â Jay called him, âCome say hi too, donât be rude.âÂ
Jake stood from the couch, his eyes locking with yours, and didnât leave them until he was in front of you, arms stretched out, âWas just saving the best hug for last.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, wrapping your arms around his waist, âHavenât changed at all, have ya Jake?âÂ
He chuckled, his heart beating loudly in your ears as you rested your head on his chest.Â
Jake pulled away from you, taking a step back, âIâve changed!â
Jay scoffed, âRight. Weâll say that.âÂ
âMost that has changed is your grades are a bit better than high school.â Sunghoon teased, placing a hand on his best friend.Â
âBro,â Jake playfully shoved him, âIâve grown up a lot!âÂ
Oh yes, that he did.Â
All of them have. Itâs only been four years, but each of them has grown up. They went from those nerdy boys you would scrunch your nose at saying they have cooties while holding your index fingers into an x, to the most good-looking men youâve ever seen.Â
Four years feels like itâs been a long time, mostly with how they are in front of you right now.Â
Youâre brought out of your thoughts, as Jay sets a hand on your shoulder, âLetâs get back to playing Smash Bros and let Y/N rest, she drove longer than we did.â
It was true, you drove three hours to get back home while they only had an hour. You were overdue for a nap.Â
Jake waited for you to glance over at Jay before eyeing you up and down. Youâve sure grown up a lot too in the last four years. He was expecting the same girl from all those years ago, oh but he was wrong.Â
Jake eyeing you down didnât go unnoticed by his friends, mostly Jay who was shooting darts into Jakeâs soul.Â
âOh also!â You said as you picked up your bags, âHow long are you three staying here today?âÂ
Sunghoon wrapped his arms around Heeseung and Jakeâs necks and pulled them in, âWe are here the whole two weeks.â
You raised a brow, confused. Of course, they are going to be in town the whole time, âI meant here at the house,â you said pointing your index finger to the floor, âArenât you staying with your families while youâre in town?â
Heeseung chuckled, âNah, we are staying here, thatâs what Hoon meant by being here.âÂ
You glanced at your brother, a smirk on his face, âNice to know I was told.â You glared at him.Â
Jay shrugged, âIt was last minute.âÂ
âWe will go see our families, donât worry,â Sunghoon smiled, âI have to see my little sister, or else sheâll kill me for not coming back home.âÂ
You glanced between the four of them before deciding it wasnât worth thinking about at the moment, you needed a nap, âWhatever, I am taking my nap.âÂ
The three boys turned around heading back to the couch, Jake took one last look at you as you headed for the stairs, Jay catching him once again looking, Jake quickly turned back around and placed himself back on the couch.Â
Jay quickly caught your arm before you were too far up the stairs. You turned and looked at him, giving him your nastiest side eye, âWhat corn lover?âÂ
âThe rule still stands.âÂ
You raised a brow, âWhat rule?âÂ
Jay tilted his head at you, âReally?âÂ
You gave him a confused look, trying to read his mind. The gears in your brain turned until it finally clicked.Â
âYou mean the rule from when we were kids?âÂ
He nodded, âNo boys.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, âAs if, they still have just as many cooties as they did four years ago.âÂ
Jay nodded, âGood. Keep it that way. Get rest, Iâll come to wake you when mom and dad get home. We are barbecuing tonight. Iâm grilling.âÂ
Your mouth was already watering thinking about your big brother's cooking. The one major con of going to a college further away was missing his cooking.
You continued your journey up the stairs and into your childhood room, seeing that your parents left everything the same as it was when you left it. Dropping into your bed, face first into the pillow, sleep finds you quickly.Â
Jay dropped himself back on the couch, picking up the switch controller, âAlright douche bags, letâs get this party back in motion.âÂ
Everyone grabbed their controllers except Jake, who had his nose in his phone and searched for your Instagram account from Jayâs account, curiously stalking through your account.Â
It didnât go unnoticed by Jay, who glanced over at Jakeâs phone, catching him staring at the recent selfie you posted a week ago.Â
âSim Jaeyun.â Jake jumped at his government name being called so sternly by his hyung.Â
âJesus Christ, what?â Jake breathed out, his hand flying to his chest, his heart rate increasing, âYou scared the shit out of me.âÂ
Jay glanced back down at his phone, bringing realization to Jake causing him to quickly lock his phone.Â
Heeseung and Sunghoon also had their eyes on Jake. He looked between the three of them, raising a brow, and glared at them, âWhat?âÂ
Heeseung slowly faced back to the TV, âI ainât saying anything.âÂ
âI am,â Sunghoon chimed in, âWe all saw how you eyed her.âÂ
Jake quickly shook his head, realizing the situation he got put in, âItâs not like that! She just grew up a lot more than I was expecting.âÂ
That wasnât helping Jakeâs case. Jay was just getting more pissed.Â
âDude,â Jay narrowed his eyes, âThatâs my little sister.â
âWho is also like a little sister to us,â Heeseung added in.Â
âWho passed you the baton?â Jake groaned, finger pointing at Heeseung and eyes looking between all his best friends, âWhy are you all on my ass?âÂ
âOff limits.â Jay said, bringing in the old rule from childhood, âNothing has changed.âÂ
Jake rolled his eyes, slouching into the couch, âObviously! Trust me, I am not interested, like a little sister, remember?âÂ
âGood. Goes for all three of you, sheâs off limits.âÂ
The conversation ended there. The last thing Jay needed was having to pull any of his friends off you. He was way too protective of you and knew his friends way too well, mostly after the sex demons they became after graduating. It was already bad enough in high school, but with the freedom college gave the four of them along with the parties and of course, femalesâŠ
Jay had to protect you at all costs. And he would always stand by it.Â
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Jakeâs hands trembled as he stood in front of your bedroom door. Heâs stood by your door many times as a child growing up, always kicking your door open and running away with Jay, Heeseung, and Sunghoon, before you could shout at them for annoying you.Â
But obviously, you all werenât children anymore. So why was Jake so scared to simply knock on your door?
Jay decided to start grilling before your parents got home so that it would be ready or almost ready by the time they walked in.Â
Your parents arrived just at the right time as the steak was almost done grilling.Â
The three boys sat at the picnic table outside by the portal heater and set up the plates while Jay stood by the grill, grilling away.Â
Your parents hugged each of the boys, welcoming them into their home like old times.Â
âOh, where is Y/N? Jongseong?â your mother asked sweetly, placing a kiss on his cheek, âI saw her car outside.âÂ
âSheâs napping,â Jay said, turning over the steaks, âEverything is ready, so someone should go wake her.âÂ
Heeseung and Sunghoon were already way too busy talking to your dad to notice what Jay said, your mother ultimately decided sheâll go wake you.
âMom! No no no!â Jay quickly spat, âGo sit down, you just got off work, Iâll make one of the boys do it.âÂ
Your mother sweetly smiled, âAre you sure? I can do it.âÂ
Jake quickly stood from the table, placing a hand on her shoulder, âIâll go get her, Mrs. Park, please sit.âÂ
She quickly pulled Jake into another hug, âSuch a sweet boy like always!âÂ
And thatâs how he found himself at your door. The sounds of the laughter of his friends and basically his second family echo from the background as he continues to hover his trembling fist at your door.Â
âCome on, SimâŠâ he whispered, trying to hype himself up, âSheâs the same girl you grew up with.âÂ
Jakeâs knuckles made contact with the wooden door, leaning himself closer to listen for any movements.Â
Nothing.Â
He knocked again but a bit louder, âY/N?â silence. Another knock, âHey, Y/N?âÂ
There was shuffling on the other side, the door opening too quickly. You and Jake were now face to face, barely inches apart.Â
Oh lord was Jakeâs heart racing.Â
You were in your favorite pair of sweatpants and an old tee shirt back from high school with the school's logo on it. Your hair was slightly messy from sleeping and had on the same pair of glasses you wore growing up.Â
Jake was weak. He always loved your glasses growing up. Thinking they shaped your face nicely and made you look really cute. Of course, heâd never tell you this, he just always made fun of you like the other boys did.Â
Jake quickly stepped back, giving you space.Â
You yawned and did a small stretch, âWhatâs up?âÂ
âUmm,â Jake quickly looked away from you, too scared youâd see how his heart was practically bursting through his chest, âYour parents are home, and dinner is ready.âÂ
Whatever tiredness you once felt was out the window at the mention of Jayâs dinner.Â
âOkay! Let me change and Iâll be downstairs.â You closed the door quickly, not wanting to miss a second away from the delicious dinner.Â
Jake made his way back down the stairs and outside, shoving his hands into his jacket pocket as he sat back down.Â
Jay raised a brow, âMy sister?âÂ
Jake shrugged, âSheâs coming. Said she was going to change.âÂ
As if on cue, you slid open the glass door, quickly embracing your mother.Â
You wrap your arms around her from behind, surprising her.Â
âHello, mom!âÂ
She quickly turned around to hug you properly, âOh my sweet girl! Iâve missed you!âÂ
You smile, the familiar smell of her rose perfume fills your nose, âIâve missed you too momma.âÂ
âJongseong, come over here too!â your mother waved your brother over, pulling the both of you into a tight hug, âItâs been so long since I have had both my children home. Iâm so happy youâre here:âÂ
Jake and the others smiled at you three.
Once your mother released you from her arms, Jay sat down across from Jake, leaving you a spot between him and your mother.Â
Before sitting down you hugged your father and gave a wave to Heeseung and Sunghoon.Â
âGood to see you back to the land of the living,â Heeseung teased, âWe thought youâd died.âÂ
You roll your eyes, âHaha, very funny.âÂ
Jake took a moment to take in your new outfit. Hair was nicely brushed, tight skinny jeans with rips at the knees, and a baby blue long-sleeve shirt that hugged your torso snug, perfectly shaping your breasts. His eyes not leaving you until you sit down, and then his eyes go to his plate of food.Â
Jay glances at his best friend, eyes shifting to you, then back at him.
âWe can finally eat now that Y/N decided to grace us with her presence,â Jake teased, finally digging into his food. God he was blessed to have Jay as one of his best friends.Â
You reached under the table and kicked Jakeâs shin, him only laughing more than before.Â
âJust like old times! You kids never change!â your father smiled, lifting his beer for a cheer.Â
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Jake tossed and turned, eventually ending up on his back staring up at the ceiling.Â
The thoughts of the outfit you wore earlier tainted his mind. The way your clothes perfectly shaped your body.Â
Jake quietly covered his face with his hands, rubbing his eyes in hopes it would take the thoughts out of his head. âSheâs your best friend's younger sister, what are you doing?âÂ
He sat up in bed, throwing the blankets off him, and carefully crawled out from the bottom bunk of the bed, trying to not make too much movement to disturb the sleeping Sunghoon above him.Â
Heeseung was fast asleep on the twin-sized bed across from him, small snores escaping his lips.Â
Jake took one last look around the room before carefully tip-toeing out.Â
Jake remembers when Jay announced to them that his parents were buying a bunk bed to add into the spare room so that each of them had a proper place to sleep besides sharing the twin-sized bed or having an air mattress.Â
Mostly after the four of them got into middle school, no one wanted to share a bed anymore.Â
It was a blessing, even more of a blessing that the Parkâs kept the spare room just the same after all these years.Â
Jake opened and closed the door with such grace praying to be quiet enough to not wake anyone. Carefully walking down the hallway, stopping at the foot of the stairs, swearing he heard something, looking up them.Â
The moonlight gave enough light to show how empty the upstairs was, Jake shrugged off the noise he heard and went to the kitchen.Â
You quietly opened your door, making sure to not disturb any sleeping body, specifically your parents since they needed to be up early for another full day of work.Â
The nap you took earlier in the day completely messed up your night's rest. You tossed and turned in your bed hoping for sleep to find you but never did. Hoping for a few bites of the leftover barbecue and some water will help you chase the sheep.Â
You tip-toed to the stairs, carefully and slowly making your way down them, eyeing down the hallway as you made your way to the kitchen, making sure no one else was awake.Â
You turned the corner of the kitchen, fingers flipping the light switch on. Once the lights came on, your heart nearly dropped to your stomach.Â
You swore you jumped ten feet in the air, âOh sweet god, what the fuck Jake?!?â you whispered loudly.Â
What the fuck indeed.Â
Jake was pressed against the counter, the water bottle he once held in his hand was now on the floor and the liquid completely covered him.Â
He took a few deep breaths, hand clenching his now wet shirt, feeling his heartbeat.Â
âYou scared the shit out of me, Y/N.âÂ
You raised a brow at him, âI scared you? I nearly had a heart attack!âÂ
Jake relaxed against the counter, his hands now gripping the counter behind him, âThat makes two of us.âÂ
You ran your hands down your face, taking a deep breath in, before dropping your arms back at your side, âWhy are you even up?âÂ
Jakeâs face was glued to you, his eyes turning dark.Â
You just looked at him, âWhat?â It wasnât until you crossed your arms that you realized what he was staring at.Â
You remembered what you were wearing. Sweatpants that hung loosely at your hips and a black sports bra.Â
Jake didnât notice it at first, mostly not after the surprise of you scaring him half to death, but after he finally looked at you is when he noticed.Â
The way your breasts were exposed and practically spilling out of the top of your sports bra, how loosely your sweatpants hang. Oh, the thoughts running through his head.Â
The way all he would have to do is barely slip his fingers at the fabric of your pants to remove them from your hips. The access his lips would have to your tits as he slid his against your heat.Â
Jake didnât even realize how hard he was staring at you, looking like a meal he could easily eat up.Â
Normally youâd run out of the kitchen and back up the stairs full of embarrassment, but something about the way Jake was looking at you made your knees weak.Â
Your body moved on its own, walking closer to him. His hands gripped the counter, knuckles turning white and his heart rate accelerating. It wasnât until you were a couple of inches away from him that he realized what was happening.Â
You could easily see the tint in his shorts growing. All it took for him to see you like this to get so hard?
Jake watched as your eyes dropped to his crotch, and slowly made eye contact with him.Â
Oh how hard it was for him to keep his hands to himself.Â
âJake,â you whispered. You, yourself, want to put your hands on him.Â
From the moment you saw him, Sunghoon, and Heeseung in the living room earlier this afternoon, youâve had to admit you were attracted to them, especially Jake. He was no longer the icky boy you grew up with. Heâs a man, looking at you like a woman, not the little girl you once were.Â
You whisper his name again, moving your hand to touch his bicep, but stopping halfway.Â
âY/N, touch me and I canât promise to behave myself.â His Aussie came out thicker in that moment, filled with lust and want.Â
You wanted to test his boundaries and see if he would actually misbehave.Â
Your cold fingers brushed his bicep, and thatâs all it took for his hands to fly to your hips, switching positions and pinning you against the counter, his hard length now pressed to your aching core, hands gripping your hips.Â
Jake felt as if he was on autopilot, moving against you as if it were second nature to him.Â
Jakeâs mind has been going wild since the moment you walked through the front door.Â
He wasnât expecting the woman he had pressed to his body.Â
Jake was still expecting the little girl he used to tease. The little girl he would gang up on with his friends. The little girl he would scrunch his nose at when heâd see you in the halls at school as youâd pass by him. The little girl Jay would rant about if another boy looked at you in a romantic way. The little nerdy girl who got straight Aâs and never skipped a day of school in your life even if you were sick.Â
Jake never expected to see you so grown. To see how your body changed and filled in. The way you style your hair and the taste of fashion you have now. How your tits naturally fall and how your ass fits so perfectly in any pants youâve worn today.Â
Oh, Jake was a mess. And oh how badly he wanted to make a mess out of you.Â
You kept your eyes locked with Jakeâs, honestly loving how seen you felt by him right now.Â
âThought you were going to behave?â you whispered, your hands now gripping the counter behind you.Â
âI told you the consequences of your actions if youâd touch me, and here we are.âÂ
You let a small laugh leave your lips, rolling your hips against him.Â
Jake groaned, resting his forehead against yours, grinding himself back onto you, âWhat are you trying to do here, Y/N?âÂ
You bit your lips, trying to hold back the sounds threatening to escape your mouth from the pleasure of his dick just rubbing against you.Â
âAre you trying to get me in trouble with your brother? Huh?â Jake whispered, dropping his head to the side of yours, lips brushing against your ear, rolling his hips a bit harder than the last, âHeâs already on my ass from the way Iâve been eye fucking you today.âÂ
Your knees buckled, Jake not letting your weight drop with the grip he has on your hips.Â
âYouâre being such a bad girl right now, Y/N, disobeying your brother's wishes so easily just to get a feel of my dick.â
Your brain was going fuzzy at his words, trying to focus on the sound of his breathing to keep you in reality.Â
Jakeâs hands drop down to your ass, squeezing the fat as he thrust his hips against you. Your breath hitched at his touch, knees buckling again.Â
You wanted to feel his hands everywhere, to feel his lips on yours and against your skin.Â
You turn your head towards him, wanting to find his lips, only to be met with his hands leaving your ass, body no longer pressed against yours and him taking a couple of steps away from you.Â
Jakeâs chest raised and fell with each deep breath he took, eyes glued to the floor as he ran his fingers through his dark hair.Â
âWe canât be doing this,â he finally said between deep breaths.
No matter how badly Jake wanted to lead you up those stairs and push you face down into your pillows, he couldnât betray his best friend like that. Couldnât betray that trust.Â
You nodded in agreement, taking your own deep breaths to steady out your heart rate, âYouâre right, we canât be.âÂ
You relaxed your body, pushing yourself off the counter, eyes darting to the fridge.Â
You grabbed a water bottle, walking past Jake as you exited the kitchen, stopping right past him.Â
âJake,â you whispered, looking back at him. Jake stared back at you with lustful eyes, praying youâd jump his bones right here, right now, âMake sure you pick up that bottle and clean any water that got anywhere, mom will kill you if you donât clean your mess.âÂ
And with that, you left him alone in the kitchen.Â
Jake didnât realize he was holding his breath until he heard your footsteps going up the stairs. He quickly cleaned up the spill and threw away the bottle.
Jake made his way back to the hallway, stopping at the door of the spare room, and seeing the bulge in his shorts.Â
âFuck,â he whispered, eyes going straight to the bathroom door.Â
He locked himself in, pulling his shirt over his head and to the floor, quickly dropping his shorts and boxers down to his ankles.Â
His cock pulsating and red, precum leaking from the tip.Â
Jake took himself into his hand, pumping himself slowly. Head leaning back against the wall, mouth slightly open.Â
Jake stared at himself in the mirror, watching as stroked himself, hand picking up speed.Â
His hand wasnât enough, and as guilty as he already felt, he imagined his hand was yours. Imagine how your hand would be wrapped around his thick cock, thumb spreading his precum around the tip. He imagined how itâd feel to how your lips on his neck, kissing down his chest and torso until your lips wrapped around his cock, tongue licking up and down his shaft.Â
Jake had to bite down on his lips to keep his moans quiet, whining at the sensation of the twitch his dick made, so close to release.Â
He whispered, âIâm cumming Y/NâŠIâm cum-âÂ
Before he could finish his words, his cum was dripping down his hand.Â
Jake slowed his hand movement, chasing his high.Â
He looked down at his mess, taking deep breaths and relaxing against the wall.Â
âFuckâŠoh fuckâŠâÂ
Jake knew thinking of you while he got himself off would only make this sexual frustration worse. How was he going to survive the next two weeks? He barely survived the first day.Â
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If you werenât awkward around Jake before, you sure are now.Â
You barely slept at all last night because of the hard-boiled embarrassment you felt.Â
You came onto your older brother's best friend?! What were you even thinking? You can already see how pissed off Jay would be if he found out what happened last night.Â
You knew what happened was just a one-time thing. Some weird thing that happened because of your choices.Â
But the way Jake looked at youâŠhow his eyes spoke for himâŠit clouded your mind.Â
When you walked into the kitchen that morning, Jake, Sunghoon, and Heeseung sat at the kitchen table yelling and pushing each other while your brother stood at the stove flipping pancakes.Â
Jay was the first to notice you, âAye, good morning stinks.âÂ
Three other pairs of eyes fell onto you, feeling Jakeâs gaze specifically.Â
You walked to your brother, taking a glance at the pancakes, âWhen will they be ready?â Your mouth was practically watering just by looking at them. Maybe it was a good idea to come back home, all for Jayâs cooking.Â
âSoon, go sit down with everyone else, impatient.âÂ
You stuck your tongue out at him, crossing your arms, âHow can I not be impatient when I donât get to have your cooking anymore?âÂ
Jay rolled his eyes, âMaybe if you came home more often-â
âOkay, whatever corn lover.â You scoff, âYou win.âÂ
Jay chuckled at his victory, telling you once again to sit down.Â
You grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge, eyes landing back at the spot Jake had you pressed against just the night before.Â
Jake took notice of your stare on the spot. Covering his mouth with his fingers, eyes staring down at your legs and how your ass is barely covered by your shorts.Â
Itâs like you were trying to tempt him.Â
Sunghoon also noticed your stare at the counter, raising a brow in concern, âYou good over there Y/N?âÂ
The thoughts of last night faded from your mind as you turned around to face him, smiling with a âMmhmm! Just lost in thought!âÂ
Oh, Jake couldnât help but tease you, âWhatâs up with that spot to get so lost in thought about?âÂ
He did not.Â
You narrow your eyes at him, the shit-eating grin that spread across his face pissed you off.Â
While the others giggled and went back to their normal business, you kept your eyes on Jake. Fully watching as his eyes traveled down your body.Â
If he wants to play games, youâll play back.Â
You walked back over to Jay, leaning yourself onto the counter, knowing full well your shorts will ride up, showing off your ass cheeks.Â
Jake clenched his fist in his lap, biting down on his fingers at his mouth, feeling his dick start to harden.Â
The way your shorts lifted to show the small amount of fat from your ass, basically showing off to Jake that you were either wearing a thong orâŠnothing at all underneath.Â
You slightly shifted your weight between your legs, the small jiggle of your ass made him clench his fist tighter, having to completely cover his arm over his bulge.Â
Jake knew he couldnât get up and walk out of the kitchen, not with his raging boner on full display. Everyone would clown him.Â
This was the consequence of pushing his luck. Now heâs got to suffer with it.Â
You turned your head back to look at him, seeing the way he twitched in his seat and how his jaw was clenched tightly. The look he was giving you, the same hungry look from last night, but worse.Â
It was enough to dampen your shorts.Â
Jake knew he had to turn the situation around, to drop it entirely, âHey Jay!âÂ
You quickly twisted yourself around, looping your fingers at the back of your shorts to pull them down, seeing the smug look that now played on Jakeâs face.Â
It was a powerful move to get your brother's attention, knowing Jay would turn around along with Sunghoon and Heeseung's attention being brought in this direction.Â
Checkmate.Â
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You nearly jumped for joy when you found out all the boys would be leaving the house for the day to see their families, Jay going along with them.Â
You decided since now the house was empty and youâd be alone means the massive TV in the living room finally being free.Â
You pulled Netflix on the TV and skipped your way into the kitchen, pushing a bag of popcorn into the microwave, watching the timer go down as you grabbed a bowl for the popcorn, fingers barely holding the bag to drop them into the bowl.Â
You dropped onto the couch, popping the corn into your mouth, free hand searching for something to watch.Â
There was a show your best friend from college told you about not too long ago, but you couldnât for the life of you remember the name of it.Â
You looked on the coffee table, searched the couch, and couldnât find your phone anywhere.Â
âWhere could it beâŠâÂ
You set the popcorn bowl on the coffee table, rushing upstairs into your room, and finding the device sitting on your bed. You snatched it up quickly, shooting your friend a quick text as you made your way back down the stairs, the sound of the spare bathroom door opening nearly sent your soul into orbit.Â
You found yourself standing across the hall from Jake, him shooting the same confused look back at you.Â
âWhat?â he raised a brow, âWhy are you looking at me like that?âÂ
You pointed a finger at him, âWhy arenât you with the boys?âÂ
Jake got more confused, âWhy would I be?âÂ
âDonât you need to see your family? Ya know while youâre back home?â you retort.
Jake chuckled, âHoney, how can I visit my family if theyâre on vacation in Australia?â
YouâŠdidnât think of that. You just assumed his family would be here in town too.Â
You fidgeted with your shorts, suddenly embarrassed for thinking youâd be home alone.Â
Jake looked down at your legs, the thoughts from earlier in the morning coming back to his head.Â
You caught him looking, a smirk playing on your face, âYou sure have a staring problem, Sim Jaeyun.âÂ
His eyes whipped up to yours, the corners of his lips curving, âYou really want to play this game right now, Park Y/N? When thereâs no one else here?âÂ
You came back to the realization that the two of you were alone.Â
Jake walked over to you, arms stretched out at his sides, corning you between himself and the railing of the staircase.Â
Jake knew this was wrong, but the stunt you pulled this morning had him taking a thirty-minute shower after breakfast just to beat himself off to release that tension.Â
âIâm asking you this again, what are you trying to pull, Y/N?âÂ
You were at a loss for words because you werenât sure what you were trying to pull. You want to respect your brother's âoff limitsâ wishes towards his friends, but god damn at the same time, you were so attracted to Jake.Â
He has always been a good-looking kid, you always found him so adorable, but once middle and high school came around and he started to finally fill into his body properly, the more attractive he became and the girls around school knew it too. The last time you saw him was his high school graduation, and boy did those years make him one of the sexiest men youâve ever seen.Â
âTurning me on in front of my friends and your brother? So dirty.âÂ
You clenched your thighs together, trying to hide the arousal you were feeling, except nothing could get past Jake.Â
âYou want me,â he whispered with a smirk, leaning his body closer to yours, âYou want me so bad.âÂ
Jake had to admit seeing you like this was such a turn-on. The way heâs got you clenching your thighs and hasn't even laid a hand on you.Â
God he wanted to touch you again, have your body pressed close against his, feeling your tits squish to his chest and hands grasping your ass.Â
Him being alone in this house with you was dangerous.Â
Day two and still basically a full two weeks left to go.Â
But he canât fold, no matter what.Â
You saw how quickly Jakeâs face changed, how the lust left his eyes and was replaced with the soft puppy dog eyes he normally has.Â
And you knew why.Â
Jay.Â
âMaybe we need to stay clear from each other,â you said, slipping under his arm and up a few steps on the stairs, âLike you said last night, we canât be doing this.âÂ
Jake knew it was the right thing to do. Besides, once these two weeks are over and he goes back to college, things will go back to normal, right? No thoughts of his best friend's little sister fucking him into oblivion.Â
He nodded, pushing himself off the stairs, âBut unfortunately we canât completely ignore each other, thatâll be more suspicious than anything.âÂ
âRight,â you knew the moment your brother caught onto the two of you ignoring each other heâd known something was up. Thankfully for you, nothing has really happened between you and Jake, just some dry humping, dirty talk on Jakeâs end, and him grabbing your ass in the kitchen on top of you teasing him this morning. No big deal! âWe just need to act like how we used to do, like when we were kids.âÂ
Jake softly smiled at you, âThatâll be an easy thing to do, right, stinks?âÂ
You rolled your eyes and stomped up the stairs, âIâm so sick of that name.âÂ
Jake couldnât hold back his laugh, seeing the popcorn bowl you left on the table, âIâm stealing your popcorn!â he yelled, shoving some of the buttery goodness into his mouth. But the only response he got was the sound of your door slamming.Â
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What Jake thought would be easy ended up being the hardest thing.Â
He couldnât look at you without the thought of laying face first into your bed running across his mind.Â
Talking to you was a small challenge in itself. Mostly because Jay, Sunghoon, and Heeseung were always right there. Jake felt like their eyes were secretly judging him, watching his every move when probably in reality there was nothing but elevator music going on in their heads the entire time. But he still couldnât help but feel like an ant under a microscope and had to watch how he looked at you or spoke to you.Â
The four of them grew up teasing you, calling you silly names, spitting their watermelon speeds at you during the hot summers while you all played outside, and even when they would throw snow at you when you five would play outside in the cold. You were really like a little sister to them, basically family. So why was staying clear from you so hard? It was easy as kids. What was so different now besides how grown up you were now?
It was now Monday, four days into the small vacation at your parents and still all this week and a full week after that to be here. The last couple of days have beenâŠsomewhat of a struggle for you and Jake.Â
You acted normal when everyone was around, but still couldnât help but steal glances at Jake, sometimes already catching him looking at you.Â
After that day you were both alone, you stayed in your room at night, already having some snacks and water up on your nightstand so you wouldnât have to carefully sneak yourself back downstairs and run into Jake again.Â
Thereâs only been a few times where walking past him was a challenge, mostly in the living room trying to find a seat to sit down or in the kitchen when everyone is putting food on their plates at dinner time.Â
Small touches of your hands grazing from reaching for cups or when you walk past each other in the crowded kitchen and living room. Nothing too big that anyone would really noticeâŠor so you hoped.Â
Jay nudged your shoulder with his, âWhatâs up Stink?âÂ
You looked up at your brother, âHuh?âÂ
Jay raised a brow at you, âY/N, youâve been twirling your spoon around your cereal for like five minutes now.â
You thinned your lips into a line, looking back down at your cereal that is more than likely soggy now, âI was, wasnât I?âÂ
You dropped the spoon in the bowl, excusing yourself from the breakfast table and walking the bowl to the sink.
Jay crossed his arms and slid back into his chair, âYou not going to tell me what is going on?âÂ
Your heart dropped, does he know? Does he know you and Jake have been acting not completely normal?Â
âIâm just really tired today is all,â you decided to play it off, hoping your worst fear wasnât happening. Dumping out your wasted cereal and washing the bowl and spoon, âI also didnât sleep much last night, could hear your snoring from next door.âÂ
Jay, who now appeared at your side, chuckled, taking the bowl from your hands and a towel from the cabinet, âWas I really snoring that loud last night? I was exhausted. Heeseung spam called me saying they all could hear it from the guest room downstairs.âÂ
Score! He doesnât know.Â
You watched as he placed the now clean bowl back into its home in the cabinet and placed the towel over the rack to dry, âDamn, even Heeseung heard it? How is your throat not dry as hell?âÂ
Jay flicked his finger against your forehead, laughing as you winced and one hand went to your head while the other balled into a fist and reached across to punch your brother in the chest.Â
His bright smile was enough to completely change your mood, taking whatever negative energy that was balling up to release and escape back to wherever it came from. Jay always had this effect on you, it was one of his best sibling traits.Â
But that didnât stop you from still trying to square up with him.Â
And you failedâŠhorribly.Â
Heeseung and Sunghoon walked into the kitchen at the perfect time for Jay to put you into a headlock between his biceps, âSay you're sorry,â he said in a teasing tone, âAnd Iâll let you go.âÂ
Even with the laughing fit you were in, you still didnât give up. Hands gripping his arms in attempts to get yourself free, âNever!â You chanted, âYou snore like an old man!âÂ
Heeseung and Sunghoon shared glances before walking around the two of you wrestling to grab their own bowls of cereal and sitting at the table.Â
Jake was the last to pile into the kitchen, stopping abruptly at the fight in the kitchen.Â
âJust walk around them,â Sunghoon mentioned, âWe did.âÂ
Jake carefully walked around the two of you who now sat on the floor.Â
You had your arms and legs wrapped around your brother, his back to your chest. But he had your back pressed against the island, his shoes digging into the floor to help him use all his weight towards his chest to keep you against the island.Â
Jake carefully made his way to the table, sitting down beside his other two friends, âHave they been fighting long?â Jake asked, too scared to even prepare himself his own bowl of sugar.Â
Heeseung shrugged, âWe found them like this when we got here.âÂ
Sunghoon groaned, âShould we break it up now? Probably been going on for long enough.âÂ
âHey!â Heeseung shouted. You and Jay stop wiggling around, eyes now set on the table at the three friends staring back at you, âSome of us would like to eat our breakfast in peace.âÂ
âThat sucks,â you joked, tightening your grip on your brother. Jay pushing his weight back onto you.Â
While Heeseung and Sunghoon seemed to completely discard the two siblings, Jake couldnât help but smile fondly at you two.Â
He dropped his jaw into his palm, his smile only growing wider. This moment felt like old times when you were all children.Â
But that happy feeling soon faded and was replaced with fear when your mother walked into the kitchen. Jake never sat up straight so fast. Even Heeseung and Sunghoon stopped slouching.Â
âPark Jongseong! Park Y/N! What are you doing?!âÂ
You and Jay got up from the floor, standing side by side in front of your mother.Â
âArenât you supposed to be at work?â Jay quickly asked with his, sorry for wrestling my baby sister on your clean kitchen floor mom, it wonât happen again, awkward smile.Â
Your mother placed her hands on her hips, âAm I not allowed to have a day off from work?âÂ
Heeseung scooted his chair closer to the table, leaning against it in a way to get as close as possible to the conversation, him eating his cereal as if it were popcorn, and you guys were the movie.Â
Sunghoon followed Heeseung, him pulling at Jakeâs hoodie to pull him close too.Â
âI think what Jay means mom, is that we werenât expecting you to have the day off.â You elbowed your brother's ribs, a small oof leaving his lips from the pain.Â
Your mother relaxed, looking between the two of you, âYour father has a company party tonight up at that new fancy hotel a couple of towns over, we are leaving now to get there at a decent time. We are packing as we speak.âÂ
âWait, you're not coming home tonight?â Jay asked with a hint of shenanigans in his tone.Â
Oh boyâŠ
She shook her head, âThe party is ending too late, so we are staying at the hotel and coming home tomorrow morning.âÂ
Jay didnât even hide the fact that he had some kind of bullshit cooking up in his head as he turned and faced his friends, a smirk forming.Â
You leaned back, glancing at his friends, trying to decipher whatever secret language they were using to communicate with their eyes.
Before your mother could protest whatever shenanigans your brother was planning, your father stumbled into the kitchen.Â
âBoys, I need your help. The mail just came.â your father said, pointing his index finger at each of the three boys one by one, âItâs a big one.âÂ
âAre we building something, Mr. Park?â Heeseung asked, already standing up from the table.Â
Your father nodded with a big smile, âWe bought a hot tub for the back porch.âÂ
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You sat at the picnic table, cold hands shoving into your hoodie pocket, watching as the three boys hovered around Sunghoon who held the directions to the hot tub.Â
âWhen your dad said he got a hot tub that he needed help setting up, I thought he meant he was going to be a part of helpingâŠâ Jake sighed, shoving his hands into his jean pockets.Â
Jay also sighed, âYeah, trust me. He put his whole faith into us with this one. Not to mention one person is just watching while we struggle.âÂ
The three boys looked at you. You sat up straighter, smiling at them, and waved, âDad never told me to help.âÂ
Each of them glared at you before going back to the instruction booklet.Â
You were surprised your parents even bought the hot tub. Mostly since it would only be the two of them using it up until the spring came when it got too hot for it. Plus you and the boys would only be able to use it while you were visiting. But itâs their money, not yours. They can do what they please.Â
âWait,â Heeseung said, picking up one of the hard plastic pieces, âI figured it out.âÂ
The boys, sooner than later, had the hot tub built. It was a beautiful oak brown wood color with six seats and came with massaging capabilities with cool lights at the bottom for when it was dark out. It was small, and everyoneâs legs would get all tangled up, but beautiful nevertheless.Â
The next step was setting up the pumps. Which racked the boy's brains too hard, causing them to sit at the picnic table with you.Â
âMy brain hurts,â Heeseung said rubbing his temples, âI need a break.âÂ
Sunghoonâs eyes lit up quickly, he sat up on the bench, hands slapping onto the table, âTell us your plan, Jay!âÂ
Jakeâs attention also drew in, curious as well, âYeah whatâs the plan?âÂ
Heeseung looked up at his friends, also waiting.Â
You looked at your brother, âAre you talking about whatever hidden language you three stooges had while in the kitchen earlier?âÂ
âHow dare you compare us to the three stooges!â Sunghoon snapped, reaching over to flick your forehead, but you were too quick, swatting his hand away.Â
âCanât tell me I am wrong?â you retort, âAnyways, spill the beans.âÂ
Jay looked between his two friends, âMight as well tell her,â Jake shrugged, âSheâs already onto us.âÂ
You shook your brotherâs shoulder, âSPILL!âÂ
âParty,â he sighed, shrugging you off, âWe are going out tonight.âÂ
You raised a brow, switching glances between the three idiots, âAnd you were trying to keep that a secretâŠwhy?â
âWe couldnât go to parties when we lived here?â Jay sassed.Â
âThat didnât stop you from sneaking out your window and jumping into Heeseungâs car?â you threw back, âYouâre adults now, you think our parents can stop you?âÂ
Jake released a giggle, âYour mother actually called Jay on the drive here telling him no drinking while we are here.âÂ
You shrugged, your mother was always against drinking and going to parties. Itâs what caused Jay and yourself to sneak out half of your high school lives. Your dad caught Jay sneaking in through the front door once and thatâs all it took for him to start using his bedroom window and bribing you to keep your mouth shut until the first time you snuck out and couldnât get back inside due to your window closing while you were out having no choice but to call him to let you inside.Â
âAnyways, yeah we are going out to a club, possibly bar hop. Just depends.â Jay shrugged it off as if it were no big deal.Â
âCool, when are we leaving?â You asked, fully invested in going.Â
Jay scoffed, âWho said you can come?âÂ
You scrunch your nose at your brother, âI am an adult, if you tell me no I could always drive myself and follow you guys.âÂ
Heeseung chuckled, âSheâs got a point, might as well let her come.â
You gave your brother a smug look, âSee?â
âFine, jeez!â he groaned.Â
âPlus, maybe youâll get lucky and someone else can take me off your hands.â you wiggled your eyebrows, hoping they picked up what you were putting down.Â
Jake was the first one that pick it up. Chills being sent down his body. Eyes darting between you and Jay, then it finally clicked in his head.Â
âNo!â Jay snapped, âNot happening, keeping you in my sight.âÂ
You rolled your eyes, knowing damn well once you all get to the club or bar and get some alcohol in your system Jay canât stop anything.Â
Heeseung slapped his hands on the table, âAnyways, enough of that! Letâs get these pumps on the hot tub working so we can get ready to leave, thereâs five of us that have to get ready and lord knows we will need that time.âÂ
Sure enough, the boys got the hot tub up and running smoothly in no time.Â
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âWear the fucking jacket Y/N!â Jay snapped, yelling over the loud music from the club, shoving his jacket in your face.
âI said no!â you snapped back at your brother, shoving his jacket out of the way.Â
âDude,â Heeseung rolled his eyes, âdid you not notice her outfit when we got in the car?!âÂ
Jay sent daggers shooting at the older, âI was in the driver's seat dumbass! We were running late on leaving!âÂ
You crossed your arms, looking down at your outfit. It wasnât even bad? You had on your favorite faded blue ripped skinny jeans with fishnet tights underneath. You had on a long-sleeved crop top that was just above your belly button and in a v-neck style, shoving off your breasts, and your long hair was pulled back into a tight ponytail.Â
âBesides, it looks like a completely normal outfit!â Jay once again tried shoving the jacket at you.Â
âDude!â you pushed his hands away once again, âThere isnât anything wrong with my outfit!âÂ
Jay looked at each of his friends to help convince you, his eyes landing on Jake last. Jake just shrugged his shoulders, âYour sister man.âÂ
Jake on the one hand had no problem with your outfit, it was cute, it was sexy, and it showed off all your curves, not to mention it made your tits and ass look GREAT. On the other hand, he can see Jayâs frustration. The moment any of the guys would take their eyes off you, another man would make his move.Â
âJesus Christ Iâm ordering us shots I canât take this bickering,â Sunghoon said with a roll of his eyes as he pushed past everyone making his way to the bar.Â
Jay pleaded with you with his eyes, âY/N.âÂ
âJongseong.âÂ
Sunghoon returned quickly with five shots, handing everyone theirs, âLetâs get fucked up tonight!âÂ
âAmen to that brother!â Heeseung shouted, âCHEERS!âÂ
Everyone clacked the shot glasses together and then drank down the shot.Â
Itâs been a while since you drank last, already making a promise to yourself to not go overboard.Â
Sunghoon collected the glasses and set them on the table next to you all.Â
Jay wouldnât take his eyes off you and you shot darts into his soul.Â
He opened his mouth to say something, his eyes looking away from you for a second, his mouth hanging open at whatever sight he saw behind you.Â
You raised a brow, turning behind you to see what he was staring at, âWow, and you want ME to cover up?âÂ
Granted, the female your brother was going heart eye for was beautiful, she just happened to be showing off a lot more skin than you. She had a matching black crop top and skirt with black boots. It was a cute outfit, no wonder it got Jayâs attention.Â
She was also staring back at your brother, even giving him a little wave.Â
âOh shit man,â Sunghoon nudged his arm, âGo get her.âÂ
Jay ran a hand through his dyed hair, walking in her direction, âPut this on, Iâll be right back,â he dropped the jacket on the top of your head and disappeared into the crowd towards the female.Â
You pulled the jacket off you, dropping it down onto the table, âI need more alcohol.âÂ
You walked away from the boys, only for the three of them to follow directly behind you to the counter of the bar, âDonât you guys have girls to be going after?âÂ
Heeseung chuckled, wrapping an arm around your shoulders while he leaned against the counter, âWe came here to drink, Y/N, and thatâs exactly what we are doing.âÂ
You pulled Heeseung off you, âCanât you do that somewhere else?âÂ
Sunghoon leaned closer to you, âYou trying to get rid of us?â he gave you his famous smirk, and oh man did you want to punch him.Â
âDuh?â you said matter of fact, âIsnât it obvious?âÂ
âYeah, Sunghoon,â Heeseung said, slinging his arm back around you, âShe wants to get laid tonight, she canât be seen with three other guys hovering around her.âÂ
Jake didnât like this conversation nor did he want to hear it. In hopes of changing the vibes, he called the bartender over. âCan we get a couple of rounds of shots please?â
The bartender nodded, âComing right up!âÂ
You once again removed Heeseung from you, getting more irritated by the second. You didnât know what was more annoying, your brother, or his friends.Â
The eight shots were placed in front of you all, everyone taking one into their hands.
âCheers!â Jake calmly said, once again clacking the glasses together before slurping down the liquid.Â
You set the glass down and then dropped your head into your hand, this wasnât how you wanted the night to go. You expected to drink with the boys, yeah, but you werenât expecting them to be up your ass.Â
âIs that who I think it is?â Heeseung asked, pointing a finger down the bar.Â
Everyone shifted their gaze looking in the direction Heeseung was pointing at.Â
âNo way!â you gasped, leaning your head more into your hand, âIs that Choi Yeonjun?!âÂ
As if hearing his name being called from across the bar, he turned and faced your direction, his eyes wandering between the four of you. He gave a small wave, his eyes lingering on you. Way too long for Jakeâs liking.Â
The more shots Jake ordered, and the more the liquid courage went down your throat, the more you wanted to walk over to Yeonjun.Â
âAre you going to keep giving him heart eyes or are you gonna actually go talk to him?â Sunghoon said with a roll of his eyes, taking another shot down.Â
You tucked your lip between your teeth, slightly pulling at your ponytail while making eye contact with Yeonjun, him giving you a few winks and his own lip bite to flirt back.Â
It was driving Jake up a wall.Â
âShould I?â you asked, âHavenât seen him since he graduated a few years before you guys.âÂ
Yeonjun used to be in band class along with the boys and even lived the next street over from you and Jay before he moved away after graduation. He wasnât close with the boys since he had his friend group, but they all hung out a few times from what you could remember.Â
âY/N, maybe you shouldnât,â Jake said, taking a small step closer to you as he eyed Yeonjun.Â
âWhy not?â you stood from the bar, causing Jake to bring his eyes back to you. You adjusted your shirt, pulling it slightly down to reveal your tits a bit more.Â
Jake clenched his jaw at the sight, seeing how your tits slightly jiggled from you adjusting your shirt, and the fact Yeonjun was about to see it up close and personal wasnât sitting right with him.Â
âHow do I look?â you asked, turning and looking at each of them for their opinions.Â
âYou look hot, now go talk to him before some other girl beats you to it!â Heeseung said, quickly pushing you away from them, which gave you no other choice but to walk over to him.Â
Once you were far enough away, Jake glared at Heeseung.Â
âDude what?â he scoffed, âShe came here for this reason. Jay ainât even around, relax.âÂ
Thatâs not the point.
âCome on, letâs go back to the table, Iâm tired of standing,â Sunghoon said, collecting the leftover full shots, âHee, Jake, order us some beer or something.âÂ
âWell, hello there,â Yeonjun said, pulling you into a hug, âItâs been what? three-four years?âÂ
You nodded into his shoulder, âItâs really been a while hasnât it?âÂ
Yeonjun sat back on his bar stool, pulling the one beside him out, âPlease sit.âÂ
Now that you are closer to him, you can see how grown-up he has gotten. Damn, what is with everyone you knew getting hit with puberty like a fucking truck?Â
âAre you still friends with Soobin, Beomgyu Taehyun, andâŠ?âÂ
âHuening kai?â he smiled, âOf course!â he glances around the club then looks back at you, âThey are around here somewhere.âÂ
You came over here specifically to flirt and hopefully get dragged out of this club by him, yet youâve found yourself at a loss for words. Heâs too beautiful and sexy with how he smiles, itâs throwing you for a loop. Plus you barely knew him back in school, only the basics really.Â
Yeonjun leans closer to you, placing his hand on your forearm, thumb rubbing circles, âHow is your brother?â he asked, glancing behind you, âI saw you are here with Lee, Sim, and the other Park.âÂ
You sighed, âJay is around here somewhere,â you said, taking a quick look around the club, just to find your eyes back on Yeonjun.Â
Yeonjun sucked on his bottom lip as he stared you up and down, his eyes always landing back down onto your tits.Â
Yeonjun remembers perfectly well how overprotective Jay was over his sister, so if Yeonjun wanted to get you out of your clothes, he needed to act fast before Jay caught eyes on the two of you.Â
Yeonjun was so attracted to you right now. He found you cute back in school, but damn did you grow up to be such a fine woman. And with the way your friends were eyeballing him, he knew they too found you just as sexy, making him need to act even faster before one of them decided to ruin everything.Â
Jake took notice of how Yeonjun was eye fucking you without a care in the world. His hand was on your arm as you two talked. Oh, it was setting him off.Â
âDamn,â Heeseung said, putting his beer bottle to his lips, âYouâre going to burn a hole in the guy if you keep staring at him like that.â
âAre we just going to let him touch her like that?â Jake spat out, taking his eyes off Yeonjun to look at his friends, âYou both are staring at them too!!â
Sunghoon shrugged, âI am only watching to see if he can actually bag her.âÂ
âDude,â Heeseung quickly said, âOne hundred bucks that he fucks up somehow.âÂ
Jake furrowed his eyes, âWhat the actual fuck?âÂ
âWhat?â Sunghoon snapped, âYouâre acting like Jay right now. What is up with the two of you? Huh?âÂ
Jake didnât know how to answer that. He canât tell them the sexual frustration heâs been feeling knowing one of them will let it slip to Jay either by accident or purposely.
âI am just worried about her, that's all,â Jake said, looking back over to you.Â
In the time Jake had his eyes off you, Yeonjun had his stool pulled closer to you, his legs found their way between yours, his knees touching yours and hand resting on your thigh, his fingers slowly slipping between the tears of your jeans.Â
Jakeâs jaw locked, his hands forming into fists.Â
âJake,â Heeseung said calmly, noticing his friend's behavior, âLetâs think smart about this, ya?âÂ
âShe is basically our family and youâre just going to stand by and let some random dude touch her like that?!â Jake snapped.Â
âJake, he isnât some random dude, we went to school with him,â Heeseung tried to play damage control, but it wasnât working.Â
âHe also had a reputation for the females he pulled into his bed!â Jake spat.Â
Sunghoon let out a whistle and with a tilt of his head said, âYouâre so into her.âÂ
Jake whipped his head around, âWould you let Yeji be in Y/N position right now?âÂ
Sunghoon scoffed, âFuck no! She wouldnât be anywhere near here!âÂ
âThen whatâs the difference of letting the girl we grew up with be in that position right now?âÂ
Heeseung sighed, âJake, what is really going on with you? Youâd never bat an eye at her before.âÂ
I want her all to myself. Donât want another man touching her.Â
Jake looked away from his friends. Heeseung was right, heâd never thought twice about you before now, he should be supporting your choices to get laid.Â
Except he wasnât.Â
Yeonjunâs hand completely slipped between the tear of your jeans, squeezing your thigh as he continued to eye fuck the shit out of you.Â
And thatâs all it took.Â
Jake shot from the chair, his brain on autopilot.Â
âJAKE!!â Both his friends called after him. Jake ignored them.Â
Jake approached the two of you quickly, Yeonjun locked eyes with Jake and slid his hand out of your jeans with a disgusted look on his face clearly showing his irritation towards Jake.Â
âHey,â Jake said, his hand finding your lower back, his fingers twisting into your belt loop and slightly pulling, âLetâs go find your brother and leave, ya? We still have a few other places to check out.âÂ
Oh here we go, Yeonjun thought.Â
âWow, no hey Yeonjun! Long time no see! How ya been?â Yeonjun sassed, his thumb still making soft figure eights on your forearm.Â
Jake burnt holes into him, âSup, Choi, long time no see. How have you been? Cool. Bye.âÂ
âJake!â you snapped at his rudeness.Â
Jakeâs hand found your waist, slightly pulling you again in an attempt to remove you from the stool.Â
âI donât think Y/N wants to leave,â Yeonjun glared at him.
Jake scoffed, reaching over to remove his hand from your arm, then completely wrapping around you, lifting you from the seat.Â
Yeonjun clicked his tongue, âIs there a problem, Sim?âÂ
Jake chuckled, âNah man,â he looked around behind Yeonjun, âWhere is the rest of your rat pack huh?âÂ
âJake!!â you snapped at him again. What the fuck was his problem?Â
Yeonjun chuckled back, his tongue digging into the side of his cheek, standing up from the stool, âWhy donât you let miss pretty thing go and head back over to Mr. Ace and Ice Prince, ya?âÂ
Yeonjun reached for you, only for Jake to whip you behind him, âDonât you fucking touch her.âÂ
âCome on man, trying to get my dick wet, stop gatekeeping her pussy for yourself.âÂ
Oh, man.Â
âThe fuck did you just say?!â Jake lost it, letting his grip on you go and stepping into Yeonjunâs face.Â
This canât be good, âJake!â you gripped onto his arm, trying to yank him back, âJake come on, letâs just go!âÂ
He wouldnât budge, so you did the next best thing. Whipping your head around to find Heeseung and Sunghoon. Waving your hands to get their attention to look in your direction, eyes pleading with them. They got up immediately.Â
âYou heard me, Sim,â Yeonjun said, âI saw the way youâve been staring her down all night.âÂ
Jake clicked his tongue, âMan, fuck off!â and Jake shoved him.Â
Yeonjun shoved him back harder. Â
Before Jake could swing, Heeseung wrapped his hands around Jake, âWoah woah woah!! Hoon get Y/N out of here!â Heeseung yelled as he fought to keep Jake still.Â
Sunghoon wrapped his arm around your waist, trying to pull you away from the situation, âY/N, letâs go please,â but you fought against him, âI need you safe! Please!â You stopped struggling against Sunghoonâs hold, slowly letting him back you away.Â
âJake, man listen to me,â Heeseung whipped himself in front of Jake, âLetâs just go okay? Think about Y/N, we need to get her somewhere safe, ya?âÂ
Jake took his eyes off Yeonjun and over to Heeseung, his body relaxing and nodding. The last thing he wants is to put you in danger or see him start a fight.Â
Jake nodded, letting Heeseung push him back and turn him around.Â
The moment Heeseungâs hands were off Jake and he was now at his side, Yeonjun scoffed, âPussy shit.âÂ
Pussy shit?
Heeseung wasnât fast enough to get ahold of Jake, because now his fists were balled and made contact with Yeonjunâs cheek.Â
Yeonjun hunched to the side, his left hand touching the area Jake just punched him, only to quickly whip around and land a punch right on the corner of the left side of Jakeâs mouth.Â
âFind my brother!â You yelled, fighting against Sunghoonâs hold on you, âFind Jay!!âÂ
Heeseung ran into the crowd, pushing past the dancing bodies on the floor.Â
Jake licked the blood that dripped down his lip, letting out an evil laugh before gripping Yeonjunâs collar of his shirt, Yeonjun took his fist full of Jakeâs shirt and gave him a shove.Â
âYouâre fucking dead!â Jake spat, getting himself ready to throw another punch.Â
Before the next moves could be made, Heeseung and Jay were at Jakeâs side with Soobin and Taehyun at Yeonjunâs.Â
âHey! Hey! Hey!â Jay yelled, pushing Yeonjun off his friend and then wrapping his hands around Jakeâs biceps, Heeseung doing the same in hopes of holding him back.Â
Soobin and Taehyun also hand their own death grips on their older.Â
âWhat the actual fuck is wrong with you two?!â Jay snapped, eyes darting between him and Jun, âFighting in a club? Jesus fucking Christ.âÂ
Sunghoon let you go to run to his friend's side, placing his hands on Jakeâs shoulders to help pull him back.Â
âLetâs fucking go!â Heeseung growled, âNOW!âÂ
You made your way over to Jake, eyes landing on the cut on his lip. You whipped your head back around and looked at Yeonjun, seeing the bruise already starting to form on his cheek.Â
Much deserved.Â
Jakeâs hands found your waist as he pulled you to him, giving Yeonjun one last fuck you look as he backed away. Jay also places a hand on your back, giving Yeonjun a stare himself.Â
Yeonjun chuckled, taking a step forward but his friends stopped him, âYeah! Learn to get your dog and bitch of a sister under control!âÂ
Yeonjun was now on the floor on his knees, spitting blood onto the tile, and blood dripping from Jayâs fist.Â
You quickly ran over to your brother, pulling him away, watching as Soobin and Taehyun pulled Yeonjun up.Â
âLetâs just go hyung,â Taehyun said, âYouâve drank way too much tonight.âÂ
With a nod from Yeonjun, he let Taehyun pull him away, Beomgyu taking Soobinâs spot as he quickly apologized to us for Yeonjun then followed behind his four friends.Â
Heeseung drove home while Sunghoon sat in the passenger seat.Â
You sat between Jay and Jake, your hands examining your brothers, napkins, and a bag of ice you guys got from the bar laid onto his hand.Â
âI canât believe you punched him that hard,â you said, squeezing his wrist tightly.Â
âI wasnât going to let him talk about you and Jake like that,â your brother mumbled, âcouldnât let Jake get hit again either.â he teased
âFuck man,â Jake said, leaning his head back and tilting it to look at Jay, âI had him!âÂ
Everyone laughed.Â
âOh!!â Heeseung finally spoke up, pointing a finger at Sunghoon, âYou owe me one hundred dollars!!âÂ
âHuh?â Jay questioned.Â
âThey made a stupid ass bet,â Jake said, rolling his eyes, âSunghoon lost.âÂ
âI wouldnât have if someone didnât storm off.â Sunghoon snapped, whipping around in the seat to look at Jake, earning a middle finger from Jake.Â
âWasnât going to let him continue touching Y/N like that.âÂ
âThank you,â Jay said, âFor watching after my sister.âÂ
Jake nodded, âSomeone had to.âÂ
You rolled your eyes and sent your elbow flying into his ribs.Â
Turning your attention back to Jay, you shifted the ice and napkin up to take a look at the cuts on his hand, âItâll be bruised for awhile, you hit him pretty hard.âÂ
Jay just nodded, eyes getting heavy.Â
âHey,â you tap his leg, âYou okay?âÂ
Jay smiled with a laugh, âIâm so fucking hammered, surprised I sobered up enough to stop that fight.âÂ
You smiled sweetly at your brother, âLetâs get you to sleep once home.âÂ
â
After the night you had, all you wanted was to try out the hot tub.Â
Once you and the guys got Jay into bed, you watched as they made their way into the spare room, the door closing.Â
You did get into bed, but the jitters from the fight still haunted you. And what better way to get those jitters away than to try out the brand-new hot tub?Â
You quickly changed into your dark blue bikini, slipping sweatpants and a sweatshirt over your body, and quickly but quietly made your way down the stairs, into the laundry closet to grab a towel and into the kitchen, carefully unlocking and sliding the glass door open and shut.Â
Turning the hot tub and pulled the cover off and the lights lit up the porch, and watched the bubbles start to form. You dropped the towel onto the table and slid out of your sweats, the cold immediately touching your skin.Â
You tied your hair back into a tight bun and quickly jumped over the steps and slid your body into the warmth.Â
You released a soft ahhh as the water warmed your body.Â
You laid your head back onto the pillow at your seat, closing your eyes and moving your arms back and forth.Â
No wonder your parents wanted a hot tub, this shit was relaxing as hell.Â
The sound of the sliding glass door opening scared you, making you quickly sit up and whip around. Your eyes nearly rolled out of your sockets from how hard you rolled them.Â
âHello to you too,â Jake said snarkly, âWhat are you even doing up?âÂ
You turned back around, âCan say the same about you.âÂ
Jake wasnât expecting anyone to be in the hot tub, he wanted to be alone and get out of the spare room for a few hours. After tonight a relaxing time in the hot tub sounded amazing.Â
He was probably the last person you wanted to be around, yet he also couldnât help but feel happy knowing you were also here.Â
âAm I allowed to get in or??âÂ
You looked back over at him, giving a small nod, âYeah, thatâs fine. Youâre already out here.âÂ
The corner of Jakeâs lips curled, dropping the towel next to yours.Â
His hands found the ends of his sweatshirt, pulling it up and over his body.Â
You felt your face flush. Feeling as if you just saw the work of a God.Â
You knew he worked out, his whole physique was proof of that. But seeing shirtless was a whole new level.Â
Your eyes wandered from his chest down to his abs. Yeah, he was sculpted by the gods.Â
Jake looped his fingers in his sweatpants, giving a small smirk at you staring, âStaring problem?âÂ
You quickly made eye contact with him, then shifted yourself back around, âNo.âÂ
He softly laughed, dropping his sweatpants to the ground and climbing into the hot tub.Â
âI am so glad I brought my swimming shorts.âÂ
You watched as he sat across from you, his legs sliding down beside yours.Â
âDid you just, randomly pack swimming shorts?â you asked, raising an eyebrow.Â
Jake laid his arms out against the top of the tub, sinking himself lower in, âYeah. Always have to be prepared.âÂ
You narrowed your eyes, âItâs the middle of winter.âÂ
Jake chuckled, âHeeseungâs family has a heated pool. Figured we would go use it at some point during this trip.âÂ
All you could do was nod. Youâve only ever been to the Lee household during birthday parties for Heeseung as kids. Guess the heated pool came around after you stopped hanging around them.Â
Everything went silent. It was awkward, both of you knew that. You both went from staying clear of each other the best you could to sitting across from each other alone.Â
âIâm sorry.âÂ
Huh.Â
You looked at him with confusion, âWhy?âÂ
Jake sat up, leaning forward, and wrapped his arms around himself, âFor starting a fight with Yeonjun in front of you. For him talking about you the way he did.âÂ
âJake,â you also leaned forward, placing your hand on his knee, âYou were just defending me, thereâs nothing wrong with that. My brother would beat the shit out of you for even apologizing for it.âÂ
Jake scoffed, âThe fight wouldnât have happened in the first place if I didnât lose my cool.âÂ
âYou arenâtâŠwrongâŠâ You studied him. Youâve known Jake basically his whole life, you know his mannerisms and tell by his body language that he was truly deeply sorry, thatâs one thing that has never changed about him, âJust donât be sorry. You were defending me.âÂ
Jake nodded, his eyes finding a corner of the tub, watching as the bubbles pop, then softly laughed, âSorry I cock blocked you, that wasnât cool of me.âÂ
You let out a small giggle, âYeah, you really did cock block me,â you let out a sigh, âToo bad he ended up being an asshole, really wanted to have a good fuck.âÂ
âFuck me then,â Jake said softly.Â
All you could do was look at him, not being able to tell if he was serious or not.Â
âFunny joke.âÂ
âIâm not joking, Y/N.âÂ
The whole reason you wanted to go out and gain a hookup was to release the sexual frustration that you had for the man sitting in front of you. But now that said man is straight up asking you to fuck him.Â
âYou said we canât be doing this, my brotherââ
âI donât care,â Jake moved forward, reaching his hand out and grabbing your waist, pulling you back over to him and in his lap.Â
His hands squeezed your thighs on either side of him, his forehead connecting to yours, âI canât take it anymore. The way youâve been teasing meâŠAfter seeing the way Yeonjun was undressing you with his eyesâŠthe way he was touching you.âÂ
His length grew hard underneath you, his hands sliding up to the strings of your bikini bottoms, gripping them tightly.Â
Jake thought he could survive these two weeks, thought he was stronger, and that the respect and bond he had with Jay was strong enough to keep him away. Unfortunately, your hold on him was stronger.Â
âI want you, so bad,â he whispered, his hot breath hitting your lips.Â
You placed your hands on his shoulders, âI want you tooâŠâÂ
You did. Oh god did you want him badly. But how could you betray your brother's rules? Heâd kill you both.Â
Jake pulled at the strings of your bottoms slightly, âJust give me the word, and Iâll fuck you so good I swear it.âÂ
Oh, fuck it.
You nodded, âJaeyun, please.âÂ
And that line got crossed.Â
Jakeâs lips connected to yours, kissing you with such passion and need, like heâs been wanting for this his entire life.Â
His fingers pulled at both sides of strings, your bottoms completely coming undone and him pulling them away from your body to float off somewhere in the hot tub.Â
His tongue invades your mouth, twisting the muscle around yours letting soft and quiet moans release into your mouth.Â
You rolled your hips against him, sliding your folds against his clothed length as your fingers got tangled up in his hair.Â
Jake squeezed your hips, pushing you down harder onto him, bucking his hips up in motion with yours.Â
You released your mouth from his, a string of saliva connected to your mouths, âI need you, Jake, please.âÂ
His hands left your hips and flew to his shorts, his fingers pulling at the strings. You, being impatient, looped your fingers into his shorts, helping him pull them down.Â
âFuck baby, that needy for my cock?âÂ
You nodded, watching as his shorts went down at his thighs, his thick length now resting against his abdomen.Â
Taking his cock in your hands, you slowly pumped him.Â
Jakeâs hand went back to your waist, biting his lips. Fuck your hand feels so good against his cock, it was everything he ever imagined and more.Â
Jake lifted you, letting you adjust him to your fuck hole, lining him up perfectly.Â
âYou ready, baby?â Jake asked, wanting one last form of permission from you before crossing the line even further behind the return.Â
You nodded, slowly sliding yourself down onto him.Â
You both groan out at the feeling of him bottoming out, the sensation already sending Jake over the edge. He could cum right now just from bottoming out.Â
You rolled your hips slowly to help get adjusted to his size, hands gripping his broad shoulders as you slowly picked up your pace.Â
Jakeâs mouth connected back to yours as you rode him. bucking his hips up at the same motion as you.Â
âFucckkkk, youâre so tight, baby. Taking my dick so good, oh fuck.âÂ
You picked up the pace, his dick hitting your g-spot perfectly.Â
Jakeâs brain was going fuzzy, the sensation of his dick buried deep in your cunt was sending him to another world.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck, fuckâŠâ Jake slid his hands up to the string of your top, fingers gripping them tightly along with your skin, fingers digging in as he slid them back down your back, his hips bucking up harder into you.Â
You moaned out a little too loud, Jakeâs lips reattaching to your lips, âShhh, baby, you need to stay quiet.âÂ
You nodded, biting down on your lips to suppress your sounds as you continued to slide his dick in and out of youâŠin and out, in and out.Â
Jake knew he would cum soon, that knot in his stomach threatening to snap and the twitch of his dick.Â
Then your pussy tightened around him, your own high approaching.Â
âIâmâŠcumming soon,â you whispered, digging your nails into his shoulders.Â
âYeah, baby?â He slid his hand down to your heat, thumb rubbing circles on your clit, âWanna cum?âÂ
âPlease.â You begged, throwing your head back as your legs got weaker, biting down on your tongue as the knot snapped.Â
âThatâs it, pretty girl, make a mess all over my cock.âÂ
You fell forward, resting your head against his, his hands squeezing your hips tightly as he fucked into you, the overstimulation making you dizzy along with the heat from the water.Â
âJakeâŠâÂ
âI know baby girl,â he whispered, locking his jaw at the knot and getting close to releasing, âFuck, Iâm cumming, Iâm cumming.âÂ
With a groan, he pumped his seed against your walls riding out his high.Â
Jake wrapped his arms around you, resting his forehead against your neck, leaving open-mouthed kisses on your skin.Â
You tangled your fingers in his hair and let out a sigh, âJay is going to kill us both.âÂ
Jake chuckled, âYeah, but only if he finds out.âÂ
You both took a moment to catch your breaths, your hands releasing from his hair and sliding down his neck, your fingers stopping at the chain of his necklace. A beautiful large double link pendant.
Jake noticed your eyes at his neck, âItâs pretty, right?â he said between deep breaths.
You nodded, twisting the metal between your fingers.
He lifted his hands from your sides, reaching behind him and unattaching the clasp, removing it from his body and moving it to yours, the double links dropping at your collar bones.
âJake, no, I canât take this!â you went to take the necklace off, âThis was probably very expensive!â
Jake grabbed your hands, sliding them back around his neck, âItâs yours now, a beautiful necklace for a very beautiful woman. Keep it.â
Your heart was racing, your stomach filled with butterflies at the way he smiled and looked at you.
âIt looks better on you anyway baby,â Jake wraps one arm back around you, his free hand cupping your jaw and pulling you in for a kiss.
â
Jake had to admit, that seeing you walking around with his necklace around your neck drove him insane.Â
It was like his own way of marking you without physically having to do it.Â
You plopped down onto the couch next to Heeseung, the necklace sitting beautifully against your collarbones.Â
Oh, did Jake want his lips on your neck right now.Â
âDamnit!â Sunghoon shouted, tossing the Nintendo Controller onto the coffee, âWhy are you so damn good?!âÂ
Heeseung raised a brow, âItâs Mario Kart??? It doesnât take skill??âÂ
Jay patted his back, âAt least you arenât last place, like someone sitting in the corner over there,âÂ
And then all eyes went to Jake.
âOh, fuck off!â he snapped, âI donât play Mario Kart!âÂ
You smiled at your friends, eyes connecting with Jakeâs.Â
He gave you his flirty smile, eyes leaving yours, and went back to the TV as the next race started.Â
You couldnât take your eyes off him. Last night in the hot tub replayed in your mind on a loop. The way his hands felt against your skin, how his lips fit perfectly to yours. How his cock feltâŠYou couldnât help but wonder if he went to bed last night too with his brain flooding of you.Â
And he did.Â
Having sex with you was everything Jake imagined it to be. It was actually BETTER than he imagined it. To finally feel you wrapped around his cock and hear your pretty moans in his ears. Oh, it was heaven.Â
The only issue now isâŠwellâŠhe wants more. So much more.Â
He spent most of his time last night after the hot tub sex thinking the next moment heâd be able to fuck you. Thinking how heâd be able to get you alone long enough or even have the opportunity to get you alone.Â
Another problem is, that those chances are slim.Â
You lifted the collar of your hoodie over your neck, not wanting to chance your brother, or really anyone, seeing Jakeâs necklace.Â
You both crossed a line and now have to deal with the secret of it.Â
The sound of the washing machine went off, telling you your laundry was finished.Â
You quickly jumped from the couch.Â
âWhat are we doing for lunch?â Jay finally said, âY/N? What do you think?
You stopped halfway out of the living room, turning back to look at your brother, âWhy not just order takeout?âÂ
Jay shrugged, âGuys?âÂ
As the boys discussed lunch, you finished your walk back to the laundry room.Â
By the time you transferred your wet clothes into the dryer, Jake walked in, âIs the washer open now?âÂ
You gave him a nod, closing the dryer door and turning it on.Â
âWhat did you decide for lunch?â you asked, leaning against the dryer.Â
Jake shoved his dirty clothes into the washing machine, âWe decided on takeout like you suggested.âÂ
You nodded, âNice, Iâll go tell Jay what I want.âÂ
You barely were out of the room when Jakeâs hand wrapped around your wrist.Â
He pulled you back, leaning you back against the dryer, âStay, please.âÂ
Jakeâs free hand gripped the door, barely leaving it open a crack.Â
Before you could ask him anything else, his hands cupped your face, his lips crashing to yours.Â
You kissed him back, your hands pulling at his jacket, bringing him closer to you.Â
Jake has been waiting since watching you walk up those stairs last night to kiss you again. To feel you pressed to him again.Â
With one last passionate kiss, he rests his forehead against yours, âJay already knows your order, no need to leave.âÂ
It was true your brother knew your food orders, which was all you needed to stay in place even after Jake removed himself from you to finish starting his laundry.Â
Once the washer was started, he leaned against it beside you, crossing his arms, âCan I ask you something?âÂ
You nudged his arm, âYes, of course! Weâve known each other for our whole lives, you can ask me anything.âÂ
âCan I sneak up to your room tonight?âÂ
It was a simple question, yet it was enough to make your heart stop. He bit the inside of his mouth, anxiously waiting for your answer.Â
His question was proof that last night wasnât a one-time thing. And honestly, you wouldnât mind it. If Jayâs bedroom wasnât right beside yours.Â
âJake,â you whispered, peeking your eyes between the cracked door, âYou know his bedroom is right beside mine, right? And my parents' room down the hall?âÂ
Jake shrugged, âAnd? Thatâs the point of sneaking into your room like we are teenagers.âÂ
You tried to not laugh, looking away from him and his goofy grin.Â
âCome onnnn baby,â he teased, pulling you to his chest, âLet me shove that pretty face of yours face down into your pillows while I fuck you so good from behind.âÂ
He slid his hands down to your ass, squeezing the fat while he pressed his hard length against you, his lips finding your neck, âWanna fuck you so hard and watch my necklace bounce against your pretty collarbones.â
You were melting under his touch. Folding so hard for him. He makes your heart race faster than anyone else ever has.Â
âPleaseâŠâ you softly moaned, hoping he heard you over the sounds of the machines.Â
He did. Hearing you beg for him to fold you like an omelet later tonight was turning him on so badly. He thrust his cock harder against you.Â
âGet on your knees, baby,â Jake whispered into your ear, sending chills down your spine.Â
You dropped down with no hesitation, hands already reaching for the buttons of his jeans, helping him slide them down along with his boxers in one motion.Â
Your mouth watered at the sight of his hard cock resting against his abdomen.Â
Jake stroked himself, watching how undone youâre already becoming for him, âSuch a good girl for me. Put your hands on my thighs, and stick that pretty tongue out.âÂ
You did what you were told, hands resting against his toned thighs, tongue sliding out of your mouth.Â
âFuckâŠâÂ
He placed the tip onto your tongue, immediately wrapping the muscle around him, taking him completely in your mouth.Â
Jake groaned, his hands gripping the edges of the washing machine and praying his knees wouldn't fail him now.Â
You bobbed your head, tongue licking up his shaft all the way to the top, spreading his precum and mixing it with your saliva.Â
Lifting your hand from his thigh, you wrapped it around his length, following the motions as your mouth.Â
Fuck you were sucking him off so good. His mind went cloudy, the only thing he focused on was how fucking good your mouth felt.Â
Jake pulled your long hair into a ponytail, wrapping the locks between his fingers and giving it a tight pull.Â
You moaned against him, the vibrations sending gasping out of his mouth, his hips fucking forward, âOh, fuckâŠY/N, fuck.âÂ
Jake pulled your hair slightly harder, not wanting to hurt you, his dick hitting the back of your throat as he fucked your mouth.Â
Your hands found his thighs again, fingers digging into his skin. You were losing yourself against his cock, knowing full well your panties were soaked.Â
You looked up at him, seeing how much of a mess he was. Pupils were blown out, mouth opened, chest heaving.Â
Who knew you could make such a mess of him?Â
âSucking me off so good, Y/N. IâmâŠfuck Iâm, Iâm gonna cum.âÂ
You stuck your tongue out further, giving him more access to the back of your throat as he continued to face fuck you until his warm load shot down your throat.Â
âClench your lips,â he whispered between breaths. You did as you were told, him slowly sliding his dick from your lips, âSwallow and show me.âÂ
You gulped it down, opening your mouth wide with your tongue sticking out, showing him the proof.Â
Jake smirked, using your hair that was still wrapped around his hands to pull you back up to your feet, âSuch a dirty girl, only for me, ya?âÂ
You nodded, licking the side of your lips.
He gave you one final kiss, then pulled his boxers and jeans back over his hips.Â
The laughter from your brother and friends from the living room filled the house while they cheered over their video games.Â
Jakeâs fingers adjusted his necklace on your neck, fingers rubbing up to your jaw, his heart did flips seeing how you stared back at him with your fucked out lips.Â
âLetâs go back, canât let them get too suspicious.âÂ
Jake watched as you left, carrying your laundry basket quickly up the stairs to your room.Â
He leaned back against the washing machine, hand clenching his shirt, feeling the rush of his heartbeat.Â
Oh, heâs in deep trouble.Â
â
Jakeâs promise to fuck you face down ass up was fulfilled. Yours and his clothes scattered all over the floor of your room. Your moans being muffled out by your pillows and Jakeâs hand at the back of your head shoving your face deeper into the fabric. It was the best youâve ever been fucked.Â
Your bed felt empty after Jake snuck right back out your door and went back downstairs.Â
You were scared tonight would be the last, but fortunately for you, it wasnât.Â
The following night he quietly knocked on your door before quickly slipping in and crawling into bed with you.Â
This went on for the rest of the week. The two of you finding time throughout the day to have a quick make-out session just for him to crawl into your bed at night.Â
But it wasnât always the rough sex youâd have. One night Jake cuddled you until you fell asleep before quietly exiting your bedroom. One night he held you in his arms listening to you talk about your classes back at college and the friends you had. One night he laid his head against your chest, listening to the sweet sound of your breathing and heartbeat. And then, oh god that night, it wasnât rough sex or even a good fuck. He made love to you.Â
He hovered over you, one hand gently cupping your face as he squeezed your leg that was wrapped around his waist. Soft and slow thrusts were completely turned on just from being with each other and the feeling of skin-to-skin contact. How softly heâd kiss you and tell you how pretty you are. How lucky he was to have you in his life.Â
Thatâs the night you completely folded. You fell in love with him. It wasnât about the sex anymore. It was about him. About the man youâve known your whole life, that you grew with and watched him become who he is today.Â
Your feelings for him ran deep.Â
The secret meet-ups during the day turned into playful kisses, him wrapping you up in his arms and hugging you tightly.Â
You were really screwed.Â
The final week of vacation was half over and Jake was dreading the finale. He wasnât ready to leave you yet. Wasnât ready to let you go. Knowing damn well the minute you go your separate ways he would lose his goddamn mind.Â
All because of Jayâs rules. All because of the fucking âoff limitsâ.Â
You and Sunghoon made lunch for everyone, giving your brother a day off from cooking.Â
Since you werenât the best cook, ramen was on the menu.Â
You prepared the noodles and broth while Sunghoon prepared the meat.Â
âYou guys both know that if this ramen turns out like shit it wonât be me beating your asses right?â your brother teased, his eyes looking between Jake and Heeseung.Â
âYeah yeah fuck off,â Sunghoon rolled his eyes, âWe know the ramen lovers will lose their shits. Theyâll survive.âÂ
âHey now,â Jake snipped, turning around to face his friend, âI am so serious about my ramen!âÂ
Heeseung agreed, high-fiving Jake, âWe donât fuck around when it comes to our ramen.âÂ
You finished up two bowls, rolling your eyes as you set the first fresh bowls in front of the ramyeonz, âYou both are so annoying!âÂ
âThey are, arenâtâŠthey.â Jayâs eyes fixated on the necklace around your neck. He barely noticed it with the way your sweatshirt covered it. But when you bent down just right to put the bowls in front of Heeseung and Jake, it became noticeable.Â
If it werenât for Heeseung sitting to his left, and Jake sitting in front of him, Jay wouldnât have clocked the necklace as suspicious and went on about his day.Â
But the necklace looked familiar, and all it took was Jayâs eyes to wander to his best friend, no longer seeing the silver chain sitting against his neck.Â
âCanât believe Iâve spent my whole life stuck with annoying boys like you!â You teased them, earning a middle finger from Heeseung and Jake scoffing out an âwhateverâ trying to shove you playfully but missing as you were too quick to back away.Â
âWe are men! And you totally love us!â Heeseung said with a mouthful of ramen, âDoesnât she Jake? We are the extra brothers you didnât ask for.âÂ
Jay clocked the look on Jakeâs face, the awkward smile he had, and the way he was hesitant to answer, âY-yeah. Of course.âÂ
âWe are stuck with you just as much as youâre stuck with us,â Sunghoon added, âGet over it.âÂ
You elbowed him, âWhatever Hoon!â his smile and laugh causing your own to form. These boys were truly dear to your heart, and it took years of being away from all four of them to realize how deeply you did miss them. Especially your brother.Â
Jay kept quiet most of lunch, his eyes wandering back and forth between you and Jake. Taking mental notes of everything in the small details.Â
How you look at him, how he looks at you. How you sat beside him at the table when you usually sit beside Jay or Sunghoon. The little graze of Jakeâs hand ran across your ass as he walked past you while you and Heeseung cleaned the dishes, causing you to scrunch your nose at him, thinking no one noticed.Â
You all went grocery shopping to refill the food in your parent's cabinets and fridge, Jay taking notes on how Jake was always right behind you or straying not too far from you. Jay was hoping he was overthinking, that maybe the two of you got closer after the bar fight last week, but something didnât sit right with Jay.Â
He lay in his bed staring up at the ceiling that night, the sight of Jakeâs necklace suddenly appearing around your neck.Â
Jay shoved his face into his pillow, trying to chase after the sleep he deeply needed and wanted, wanting to forget everything and give his best friend the benefit of the doubt, to trust the bond they had and the rules that were set.Â
That was until he heard your bedroom door opening and quickly shutting right after.Â
Jake spreads your legs and wraps them around his waist as he bottoms out, one hand flying to cover your mouth as he fucks into you fast and deep.Â
Both of you became a cumming mess.Â
You pulled your shorts over your hips and Jakeâs tee shirt that you stole from his clean laundry over your head.Â
After Jake had his boxers over his hips, he playfully pulled you down onto your bed, his face cuddling up into your neck, âI donât think I ever could get enough of your pussy.âÂ
You wrap your arms around his bare back, drawing small infinity eights, âAnd I donât think I ever could get enough of your dick.âÂ
You felt him smile against your skin, âAt least we are on the same page.âÂ
Jake could get so high off the sex you have, it was addicting, his own personal drug.Â
His heartbeat fastened due to the thought of being away from you. Deciding now was a better time than any to bring up the topic.Â
Jake sat up, his hand resting at your hip, âY/N, can-âÂ
Before Jake could get another word out, your worst fear came to fruition.Â
The door opened with such force, your brother standing in the doorway, jaw locked tightly and fists clenched.Â
âI fucking knew it!âÂ
Your heart stopped, quickly sitting up, trying to find the right words.Â
Jake sat up behind you, âJay, bro, listen to me,âÂ
âThere isnât a DAMN thing to listen to!â Jay yelled, turning on his heels.
âJAY!!â Jake yelled back, jumping from your bed and quickly sliding back into his sweatpants, pulling his shirt over his head as he followed your brother down the stairs, âMan stop we need to talk!!âÂ
You finally found the will to move, climbing out of your bed and rushing down the stairs at the right moment of Sunghoon and Heeseung running from the spare bedroom, confused looks piled onto their faces.Â
âWill you listen to me!â Jake grabbed his friend's shoulder, Jay quickly whipped around and threw his hand off him.Â
âListen to you? Give me one goddamn reason why I should be listening to you right now?!â Jay snapped, getting into Jakeâs face.Â
âWoah! Woah!â Heeseung rushed over, pushing himself between them.Â
âBecause I am your best friend man!â Jake snapped back.Â
âYeah? My best friend?â Jay moved forward, Sunghoon now had to step in, pushing Jay back as Heeseung handled Jake, âMy best friend wouldnât be dicking down my little sister!!âÂ
Everyone in the room froze, Sunghoon and Heeseung making glances between each other, and then between Jay and Jake.Â
Jakeâs jaw locked, not wanting to say the wrong thing right now.Â
You stood at the last step of the stairs, too scared to move.Â
âI gave you one, ONE, rule. That she was off limits,â Jayâs eyes found you, âAnd you! I said no boys!âÂ
âNah, man!â Jake finally spoke up, stepping in front of Jayâs line of sight, âThis is between you and me. Leave her out of it.âÂ
âShe betrayed me just as much as you did!â Jay scoffed, âHow could you do this to me, man?âÂ
Jay relaxed his body as he leaned against the couch, Jake also relaxed, âBro it justâŠit just happened.âÂ
That wasnât the right thing to say, âHow does it just âhappenâ Sim Jaeyun?! Huh?!âÂ
shit.Â
Jake rolled his eyes, âDude, I donât know!â he threw his arms into the air, âIt just did!â
âStop lying!â Jay stood back up, âStop fucking lying to me!âÂ
âOh good FUCKING god! Why are you so protective over her?! Sheâs a grown-ass adult!â Jake ran his hand through his hair, âWe arenât kids anymore man!âÂ
âThat doesnât change the fact that sheâs my everything!! From the moment she was born, I promised I was going to protect her from everyone! including you.âÂ
Jake chuckled, âProtect her from what?!âÂ
âFrom her getting hurt!âÂ
âI wouldnât do that!âÂ
âWhatâs so different with her then huh?â Jay stepped forward, Sunghoon placing his hand on his chest, âWhatâs so different dicking down the girls in chem class and my sister, hmm? Youâre such a playââ
âI am in love with her.â Jake spat out.Â
The room fell silent, confusion not only on Jayâs face but your own.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âIâm in love with her, man,â Jake sighed with a shake of his head, âIâve always been in love with her. Even as kids, IâŠI always had this ache in my heart, never understanding what it was, and because of your stupid ass ruleâŠI was never able to figure it out.âÂ
Jay relaxed himself back against the couch, eyes staring holes into the floor.Â
Jake continued, âYeah I might have been a stupid ass playboy and completely forgot about your sister and what she meant to me but good god, the minute she stepped foot into this houseâŠâ Jake turned and looked at you, âEverything I felt all those years ago became clear.â
Jay looks up at you, the hardness that once sat in his eyes a second ago was gone, nothing sat there except soft sadness.Â
âYes, Iâll admit, I had sex with your sister at first to release the sexual frustration, but the moment it happenedâŠI was done for.âÂ
Jake placed his hands on your face, his forehead touching yours, âSheâs everything to me too, Jay.âÂ
Jay let out a sigh, âWhat about you, stink? Whatâs your side?âÂ
You remove yourself from Jake, walking around him and standing in front of your older brother, âI love him,â Jay rolled his eyes, staring back down at the floor, âBut I love you too!! Jongseong, youâre my everything too. Youâre the best big brother I could have ever asked for, youâve done your job protecting me.âÂ
Jay looked at you with glossed-over eyes, âWhy him? Why out of everyone, one of my best friends?âÂ
You shrugged, âIt just happened that way.âÂ
You stepped closer to him, pulling him into a hug, he gave in and hugged you tightly back.Â
âI am deeply and truly sorry that everything happened this way. I didnât want to hurt you.âÂ
Jay knew that, deep down he knew this wasnât what either you or Jake wanted. That this was something that just kinda happened. And he has to accept it.Â
Jake appears at your side, having you step away, pulling Jay into another hug, âI wonât hurt her. I promise. Iâd die first before Iâd ever do that.âÂ
Jay sighed, also giving into Jake and hugging him back, âHurt her and itâs your funeral I am planning.âÂ
Jake chuckled, slapping his best friend on the back, âNo problem there buddy.âÂ
Jay pushed Jake away, âOkay, letâs all go back to bed. I am sure we already disturbed my parents enough.âÂ
You let out a yawn, exhaustion sweeping over you.Â
Heeseung and Sunghoon walked towards the spare room and you up the stairs, Jake following behind you.Â
âUhhh nah,â Jay snapped his fingers, pushing Jake towards the spare room, âYou ainât going back up there.âÂ
âCome on dude.â Jake groaned.Â
âNo, Iâm sleeping in front of her door.â Jay pointed at the two others, âMake sure he doesnât leave the room.ââ
You rolled your eyes and continued up the stairs, âYou all are really actually annoying.âÂ
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You sat at the kitchen table, peeling the potatoes for tonight's dinner, watching as the four boys and your dad stood outside in the cold grilling the meats.Â
Your mom stood behind you at the island, tossing the salad. Her careful eyes studied you, âWant to talk about it, my sweet daughter?â
You turned and faced her, âTalk about what?âÂ
She gives you a soft smile, âAbout the reason your brother was screaming last night.âÂ
You sighed, turning back around to continue peeling the potatoes, âYou and dad heard everything?âÂ
Your mother sat down beside you, taking the peeler and potato out of your hands, forcing you to face her.Â
âHoney, your brother is a very vocal person when heâs upset. It scared us half to death.âÂ
She held your hands, her thumbs circling your palms, âWhy didnât you come and stop the fight?âÂ
She sighs, looking outside at your father, âWe wanted to, but your father said it was best for you guys to handle it. It was a matter we couldnât step into.âÂ
You understood that, everyone here is grown adults, your parents stepping in probably more than likely wouldnât have helped anyway.Â
You followed your mother's gaze outside, watching as your brother flipped over the steak with dad right beside him. Jake sorted the raw meat into separate plates, handing them off to Jay to be grilled while Heeseung and Sunghoon helped cut the cooked meat into pieces.Â
Your eyes lingered on Jake, watching as he said something to Jay, your brother smiling wide and shoving Jake. That made you happy at least, knowing that your betrayal didnât completely shatter their friendship.Â
âY/N, you love him, donât you sweetheart?âÂ
You nodded, the tears swelling up in your eyes, âMomma I love him so much. But the fact Jay caught us the way he did is eating me alive. The last thing I wanted to do was see that betrayal and hurt in my brother's eyes.âÂ
âY/N, can I tell you a little story?âÂ
You nodded, looking back at her. She wiped the tears off your face and squeezed your hand, âYou want to know why your brother started that rule in the first place?âÂ
You nodded again.Â
âIt was Jongseongâs tenth birthday party, and Jaeyun just returned from visiting Australia, you remember that?âÂ
You slightly nodded, trying to recall the memory. Jake would disappear to the land of kangaroos at least once or twice a year growing up. Narrowing down specifically when this is in this situation would be hard to pinpoint.Â
âWell, Jaeyun brought back gifts, not just for you know, your brother, Heeseung and Sunghoon, but one for you.âÂ
The memory completely came back to you. Jake brought you back a small keychain with a baby joey and your name on it. You had that keychain on your school backpack for a couple of years until you lost it.Â
âI remember, Jay was irritated with me that day and I couldnât figure out why, I was only nine.â
Your mother nodded, âIt was the first, and last time may I add, that Jaeyun ever brought you back a gift.â she softly laughed at the memory, âLittle Jaeyun handed your brother his birthday gift and souvenir, giving Heeseung and Sunghoon theirs, then he rushed away from the picnic table looking for you. That little keychain was in his hands until it was placed into your hands. Oh, was your brother upset.âÂ
âSo he was jealous that I also got a gift?â You raised your brow, glancing back outside at your brother, jealousy was never something he had or even showed.Â
âThatâs what we thought it was at first, just Jongseong being jealous that his baby sister also got a gift on his birthday. Your dad tried calming him down for a good twenty minutes.âÂ
Jay and Jake started to play fighting outside, running further into the yard as your dad just laughed and took a sip of his beer bottle.Â
âAfter your dad got him calmed down, we were finally able to talk to him about why it upset him, and you know what he said?âÂ
You looked back at your mom, waiting for the answer.Â
âThat you were too young for a boyfriend,â you rolled your eyes, of course he said that. Even as a child at the age of ten, he wanted you nowhere near other boys, âWe had to explain to him that just because Jaeyun brought you back a gift, didnât mean he likes you. But your brother wasnât having any of it, kept saying over and over that the look Jaeyun gave you said otherwise. Then he told your father no one would be good enough for his little sister, that you were a prize that could never be won. So he came up with his rules. His friends were told you were now off limits, specifically to Jaeyun. And then he told you no boys.âÂ
Your heart melted, knowing that Jayâs rules were always just a way to protect you, that he held you on such a high pedestal to the point no male would ever be good enough for you in his eyes. That you did indeed deserve so much.Â
âObviously, your brother didnât want you dating his friends, it would have been weird, mostly with how close the five of you were growing up. But your father and I figured he would have eventually let it go.âÂ
You shrugged, making eye contact with Jay, he gave you a small smile before returning back to the grill after his play fight with Jake, âBut you know, mom, I am grateful for his rules. He has helped me get out of so many terrible relationships and helped me see my worth.âÂ
Your mom pulled you into a hug, âHe loves you so much. You two are truly blessed to have each other as siblings.âÂ
You agreed, no one will ever compare to your brother.Â
Your mom pulled back, rubbing your shoulders before standing up and going back to the island, âI always secretly wanted you to get with one of them.âÂ
âMother!â you snapped, âHuh?!â
âWhat?â She smiled, âHeeseung, Jake, and Sunghoon have always been good kids. I practically raised them! If any boy would be good enough for my daughter it would be one of them. Just funny how the person who created the whole reason the rules came into place is the same one who took your heart.âÂ
You had to admit, it was funny. No wonder Jay literally lost his bonkers last night, questioning you on why Jake.Â
âTreat him well, Y/N. And give your brother some time to get over it. Heâs strong, and he will get over it. Donât beat yourself up or let it affect your relationship with Jake.âÂ
Your mother was right. But you still canât help but feel a bit guilty. Jay deserved the truth from the beginning.Â
â
The rest of the week went by in a flash. And turns out you really had nothing to worry about with Jake and Jay.Â
The two boys moved on like it didnât happen, that their friendship was never on the line to begin with.Â
Jay even was being his normal self to you.Â
Dinner last night Jake sat beside you and even put his arm around you, and Jay didnât even bat an eye.Â
It feltâŠdifferent. You and Jake went from secretly hiding around to holding hands, hugging you any moment he could, and werenât afraid to sit close to you. The only thing he secretly did was when he wanted to kiss you. Which you understood.Â
Jake still snuck into your room as well. That didnât change. But the final night at the house, Jay straight up told him to spend any final moments with you.Â
Unfortunately, the night went by too quickly. You woke up in Jakeâs arms, the only thing that could be heard was the sounds of his soft breathing and his heartbeat in your ear.Â
Jayâs alarms went off in his room, then the sound of his feet shuffling against the floor. You knew it was time to get up.Â
You got Jake up, sending him downstairs to pack and get ready.Â
Time was flying too fast, and soon enough your parents stood on the front porch, hugging each of you goodbye.Â
âPlease come back home soon!â Your mother whined, tears staining her face, âI miss you both already!â She pulled you and Jay into a hug.Â
You fought back your tears, and you could tell your brother was too.Â
Your parents hugged the other boys as well, telling them to not be strangers and stop by anytime they come home or to even come back when Jay does.Â
But then the moment you wanted to shove away came, saying goodbye to Jake.Â
You hugged Heeseung, âKeep in touch kiddo!â he said with a pat on your head, âStay out of trouble.âÂ
âI think youâre the one who needs to stay out of trouble, Hee.â You pinched his arm, then moved on to Sunghoon, âYou too! I heard all about your party shenanigans!âÂ
Sunghoon playfully shoved you, âAs if!â and then pulled you into a hug.Â
Jay was next.Â
âC'mere stinks.â Jay pulled you into a tight hug, âThank you for agreeing to spend the rest of your time with us.âÂ
You nodded against his shoulder, âIâm so glad you convinced me.âÂ
Jay gave you one last tight squeeze before releasing you, âLove ya, please stay safe and talk often, ya?âÂ
âOf course.âÂ
He gave you one last smile, before his eyes lifted over behind you, âAnd keep him in check, ya? I canât do it on my own.â
You turned behind you just in time to see Jake roll his eyes, âDude, I keep myself in check.âÂ
You patted his arm, âSure you do babe, itâs okay.â
Everyone had their laughs except for Jake who rolled his eyes once again. âI hate you all.âÂ
âWhatever, go say your goodbyes so we can leave,â Jay said, shooing you away.Â
Jake followed you to your car, his hands settling on your waist as he pulled your body to his, leaving no space in between. âIâm not ready to leave you yet.âÂ
âI donât want to leave you either, Jake.âÂ
He really wasnât ready to leave you yet, wasnât ready to be apart, âWhy did you choose a college so far away?âÂ
You gigged, âBecause at the time itâs where I wanted to be.âÂ
âTransfer. Come be with me.âÂ
You smiled at him, cupping his face, âIâll think about it.âÂ
Jake shook his head, sticking his tongue out at you, âDonât tease me.âÂ
You touched his forehead to yours, âIâll miss you, so much.âÂ
Oh, now Jake wanted to cry, âGod knows how badly Iâll miss you too.âÂ
He pulled you even closer, lips connecting to yours.Â
Jake kissed you like you were about to disappear from his grasp. Like the universe was going to rip you away from him.Â
Your cherry chapstick filled his senses and made his head spin, oh the things heâd do and the crimes heâd commit to always get a taste of your lips.Â
âHey!!â Jay shouted from his car, his head hanging out the driver's side window, Heeseung and Sunghoon also peeking out their windows, âYou gonna keep making out with my little sister or we gonna hit the road? Sheâs got a longer drive than us!âÂ
Jake laughed against your lips, head turning to his friend, âIf youâre going to give me a choice thenâŠâÂ
âHurry up!â Jay snapped with a laugh.Â
âGo,â you said, âYouâll see me soon.âÂ
Jake placed one final kiss on your lips, pulling away as he walked backward towards Jayâs car.Â
âI love you!â Jake shouted freely, finally happy to say those three words heâd been holding back.Â
âI love you too!!â You shouted back.Â
âCall me when youâre back in your dorm!âÂ
You nodded, climbing into your car. Jake got into the back of Jayâs car, letting out a sigh.Â
âMissing your girlfriend already?â Heeseung teased.Â
âMan,â Jake shook his head, âShut up.âÂ
Jay took off down the street, slouching down into the seat, âDonât worry, man.âÂ
Jake slung his head back onto the seat, staring out the window, âHow can I not?âÂ
Jay looked into the rearview mirror, âI already have a plan to convince her to transfer.â Jake smiled, âIf I can convince her to come home for two weeks, I can convince her to transfer. Itâs already in motion.âÂ
Jake sat up, slapping his friend on the shoulder, âMy man!âÂ
Jay knew he had to get used to seeing Jake with you, and he already could imagine the pain you both would feel being apart. Plus, having you around more often wouldnât be a bad idea. It would be just like when you were all kids.Â
Jake sat back down in the seat, his smile never fading with thoughts of you.
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The family of rogues
The Fentons/Masters siblings move to Gotham for various reasons. Jazz gets herself an internship in Arkham and spends most of her time trying to finish med school. Danny gets himself a scholarship and attends Gotham U for his aerospace engineering. Elle doesn't want to be away from her siblings and gets herself enrolled into Gotham Academy after pestering Vlad. Dan, who had no trust in the world to keep his siblings safe, follows after them as expected.
None of them realized that they were rogue material. The entirety of Gotham knew to stay the fuck away from the Fentons.
The Bats find out very quickly why these newcomers were considered the future rogues.
Their youngest was in Damian's year, a seemingly normal girl if not for her acrobatics and agility that rivaled a Robins. Danielle MastersâElleâwas also part of the fencing club. But that didn't make her rogue material. No. She had her own penchant for violence and was known for her intelligence, actively threatening anyone who tried to hijak the academy while she was present. The last story Damian told them was filled with his admiration and a hint of swooning when he mentioned that she had taken a rapier and almost cut a man for trying to bomb the school.
Not so bad, right? Just... A really shabby teenage girl. Damian was the same! So...
Next came the second son of the family. Danny Fenton was an obvious genius. He was capable of making the most dangerous things from mere scraps. Tim had been there to witness the boy make a fully functioning flame thrower from a lighter and what seemed to be a toaster. Said flamethrower was then used to melt away Mr. Freeze's ice and the man had been very concerned when a college student with eye bags darker than Barman's was pointing a DIY flamethrower at his head. Ever since then, Tim has been hellbent on figuring out how the fuck Fenton did that. Unfortunately for him, Danny Fenton was prone to vanishing just like the rest of his siblings. In addition to that sort of intelligence and skill, the young man was adept at combat like his sister. The group of 4 were clearly trained. Very well trained if the witnesses were honest.
Okay, very concerning. Clearly someone who knew how to make weapons on the fly and was not scared of barbequing people if he was threatened.
Then we get to Dante Masters, the first son and second oldest of the bunch. He'd arrived a little after his siblings and had started of as a mechanic, tinkering with everything and anything. Jason had been to said shop to have his bike fixed and once Dante Masters got his hands on it, the bike was suddenly better and faster. Apparently there were some slight modifications here and there to upgrade the bike. But then he'd quiteâJason was devastatedâand proceeded to become a guard in Arkham. No one managed to escape Arkham when it was Dante's shift. Red Hood had gone to Arkham himself to check what was wrong. All the in mates were scared of the man who'd suddenly appear at the end of the hallway as the lights flickered whenever they tried to escape. The best thing the Scarecrow did when he saw that slenderman bullshit was walk back to his cell and wait for Dante to lock it.
Concerning, horrendously concerning. This was a confirmed future rogue that has the mechanical ability of his brother, a body bigger than Jason's, and Batman's melt into the shadows shit.
But the eldest? Jasmine Fenton looked utterly harmless, positive and sweet compared to the menaces that were her younger siblings. She sought to change Arkham from the inside and even the inmates were fond of this mothering redhead. Dick had come to visit Harley once when she was caught doing crime and he'd seen her get assigned to the Joker. Everyone was scared shitless that he'd make another Harley, another good woman turned rogue by a madman. But what came out of that session was the Joker, suddenly all quiet and a face stuck in a quiet smile. It was like Jasmine had given him a lobotomy. He'd go manic and laugh all day, everyday, but once Jazz entered his cell with her clipboard and pen, the laughing immediately died and Joker was left looking utterly haunted after every session.
Not a rogue made by the Joker but a future rogue that seemed to have tamed? Traumatized? They weren't sure but something happened and the Joker was both scared and respectful when it came to Jazz Fenton.
Everyone in Gotham knew to not fuck with the nice ones.
Everyone in Gotham knew to stay the fuck away from the Fentons.
(At the end of every week, Jazz continues to respect confidentiality clauses and doesn't tell her siblings a thing. The truth of the matter? Jazz was as liminal as she was and on the verge of becoming a halfa. Her younger siblings may consist of the ghost king and halfas about to become ancients, but the ghosts listened to her words.
For every session that she has with the Joker, she invites as many ghosts as she can to join in on the session. When the Joker grows mad, she interrupts with information on his past that no one should know.
The Joker's laughter went quiet the moment his new psychologist closed the door behind her and smiled, "Good afternoon, Jack. My name is Jasmine."
No one knew the Joker's real name, not even Batman.
No one alive knew his real name. He'd killed all of them.
Good thing for Jazz that she had so many ghosts floating behind her, whispering his name and secrets into her ear.)
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The Emperor's Obsession
Emperor Geta x Commoner!Reader
Warnings: obsessionÂ
Summary: Almost every day, you walk to get some bread. You never would have accepted that your walk past the Emperors' palace would not go unnoticed.
Emperor Geta saw you the first time when he looked out his balcony on a sunny day.
He saw a woman, beautiful, young, with a smile on her face, walking with a basket in her hand.Â
His eyes followed her as she walked.
Soon she disappeared around the corner. But not long after, she walked back with her basket filled with bread.
She intrigued the young Emperor so much that every morning when he woke up, he rushed out to the balcony.
It was not every morning when she walked past the palace. There were days when Geta didn't see her.Â
He happened to be angrier during those days resulting in more bloodshed.
"Where is she?" the Emperor asked, holding the curtains in his fist. His leg bounced with impatience.
Then, he saw her, walking with the same smile and basket in her hand.
Geta yelled for a guard.
"GO AND GET HER IN HERE!" Geta said as he pointed at the woman. The guard immediately nodded and rushed outside.
You were on your way home with some bread when a guard caught you.
"You, come with me." he said but when you pulled away, he grabbed your hand.
"I swear I didn't steal," you begged but he remained stoic.
"The Emperor wishes to see you." was all the guard said as you were dragged into the palace.
Soon, you saw the Emperor, the younger one.
Emperor Geta stood in front of you, in his cape, he was tall and handsome.
You bowed your head.
"Emperor. I told the guard, I wasn't stealing." you tried to defend yourself.Â
"My Darling, your voice is exactly as I imagined. Sweet and pure, like honey." you opened your eyes and looked at the Emperor.
You knitted your brows, confused.
What did he mean by imagined? Why did the Emperor imagine your voice let alone how did he know who you were?
"I'm sorry?"
"You are perfect to be my wife."
You were speechless after that.
Wife? Did you hear him correctly?
He must be joking. But no, his expression...
He walked over to you, and grabbed your hands into his, making you drop your basket of bread as it fell to the floor. He kissed the back of your hand.
He must have gone mad.
You will be accused of being a witch. The Emperor must have gone mad.
Well, crazier than he already was.
The next thing you knew, you were sitting in a room with the Emperor, there was a cup of wine put in front of you and you looked at the rich red liquid and then at the Emperor.
"What's wrong Darling? Do you not like the wine?" it took you a moment to reply.
"It's not that, Emperor Geta, I'm simply confused. I was heading home..."
"Do you have a husband?"
"No." your answer came way too quickly.Â
Why did you feel like you needed to clear that up so fast? And why did he have such beautiful eyes?
"Perfect, we will be married by the end of the next moon." he smiled and strangely, you found it calming.
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During your time in the palace, you were given a room, clothes, food and wine.
Your soon-to-be husband definitely had a taste for luxury. So did his brother whom you have grow closer.
His childish behaviour, his laughter, and the fact that you didn't have a sibling, but you were sure this was what it felt like having one.Â
Emperor Geta's obsession with you didn't stop nor did it fade.
As the days passed, he had grown more and more obsessed it seemed like.
No one was allowed to touch you or even speak to you except for Caracalla.
The servants feared the Emperor might kill them if they look at you.
But why were you happy about this?
Were you truly this desperate for love?Â
Ever since you lost your parents you were alone. Pretending to be good and smiling at everyone when you just wanted to yell and scream.
With Geta, you didn't feel the need to pretend.
Your smile came naturally.
"My Love?" his voice came from the doorway as you turned and greeted him with a smile.
"Emperor Geta."
"Dinner is served, it will be just the two of us, my brother is attending a party." he held his hand out to you and you took it, allowing him to guide you down the halls.
"I'm happy to spend time with you." he smiled at you as you arrived and the table was filled with food, all your favourites.
"I made them cook your favourites. It is the night before our wedding after all. I wish for it to be special." he said.
"Every day I spend by your side is special." you told him as he sat down across from you.
As you ate, Rome prepared for the wedding of their Emperor. As you smiled at him, he smiled back.
After dinner, he walked you back to your room. It will be your last night there because, starting tomorrow, you will be joining him in his bed.
"Sleep well, My Love." he kissed the back of your hand, and as the door closed behind you, you knew you were doomed.
You might have been his obsession, but he became yours.
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