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deva-26 · 1 year ago

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When you discover

It was always possible

To break your own heart

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sukirichi · 5 months ago

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#series: dusk till dawn #if u guys want ch18-20 to be released in one day please know that you’ll be seeing that after a few weeks! so you’ll have to wait -#- a lil longer 🥹#WITH THAT NOTE. If you guys want one big update of the last three chapters !! do you guys want it to be ONE huge post #or do you want me to separate it in three posts like we always do chap by chap !!

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fisherrprince · 4 months ago

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as a person who gets really really badly squicked out by incest I think that the fact that my brain chooses to interact with the fandoms where that’s always actively a debate being had is some kind of hate crime or funny joke played by the divine

#people with really strong squicks and yet a very relaxed opinion towards fandom don’t get behind me but we can nod across the room #it makes me feel very gross inside I have siblings you can quote me. Not a fan #BUT IM ALWAYS HERE GOING NOW- WAIT- HOLD O- PUT THEM DUKES /DOWN/#I CANNOT WIN #kipspeak #alright that’s enough talking about that. I’m going to just start playing with my toys and assume you’re smart #I hope you’ll assume IM smart.#NO reblogs get out of here. might delete later too I don’t like having even a little fandom discourse on my blog

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yea-baiyi · 1 year ago

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the key to understanding hua cheng’s appearance and how he occupies space is that he’s a transmasc goth who’s committed to red and silver as his aesthetic. ok. the layered hair the outfits the boots the chains. he doesn’t shave off his eyebrows and redraw them only because he is a shapeshifter and so his eyebrows grow the way he wants.

#tgcf #hua cheng #my visions n delusions #my hyperfixation demon #anyway footnotes:#the red is because it’s the colour of the eye he was rejected for. the name his mother gave him. the token of his saviour.#and also because they told him he was unlucky well fuck you. fuck you the colour of luck will always remind you of me now #the silver is interesting bc i read about the miao ppl which apparently hua chengs mother was meant to be member of #and only women wear those extensive silver jewellery particularly the neck cuffs #men wear smal pieces but the cultural practice is in women wearing them #so. trans hua cheng is so real so canon #but also he’s literally just a goth ok my entire vision board for him is just #glam rock and goth icons #i had a whole thing detailing his aesthetic in much longer detail but you’ll have to wait for if i ever finish this thing #tbh i might not end up posting a long headcanon piece because i’m really writing this in bits and pieces #turns out a lot of my headcanons are just extensive textual analysis that i internalised? and now i’m writing details turns out it’s a meta

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sydneyofalltrades · 14 days ago

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@finleyforevermore please never stop tagging me in your amazing pjo reimagining script posts <33

#you’ll always find me front row #greedily waiting for more #because it’s so GOOD!

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tree-of-olives · 9 months ago

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i’m realizing things (what else should i add to the list)

#wanted to add the has -ate sound in their name thing but it doesn’t fit hailey (or timmy turner cough #i have to admit i dont remember much about hailey so.i can only assume she is also average to fit in with the purposes of my studies #hi nami can you guess what this sad attempt at a list is for #i’m creating a formula for the most accurate yokai watch protagonist oc. just you wait. they will be perfect #they’ll fit in so well you’ll be gaslighted into thinking they were there the whole time #i mean. they already were there idkwym #ALSO for some reason every time i’ve tried to figure out their design i always lead myself back to kyubi’s human form. every. time.#I CANNOT ESCAPE THEM THEIR AMBIGUOUSLY GENDERED SWAG HAUNTS ME #anyway yeah. um buhbye #yokai watch #fop

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somewherefornow · 1 year ago

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GREEN LANTERN 2021 ANNUAL + MENTIONS OF SIMON

#very interesting to me how it’s always Simon AND everybody else/the others #Simon is always set apart #for Jessica she’s scared for the rest of the world and for Simon #Hal questions how Jessica is going to tell the other lanterns AND how she’s going to tell Simon #because Simon’s not just ‘everyone else’ to Jessica #there’s the world in danger and there’s Simon in danger and somehow for Jessica #those have become separate things (with somehow equal importance)#if not more honestly since Jessica’s first thought is for SIMON #SIMON in danger. before she reflects on the rest of the world being in similar peril #Hal’s first thought is how is Jessica going to explain this to *simon*#like he recognizes that’s the person who comes first in the people Jessica will want/need to tell #and like could I write a whole thing abt Simon understanding bc Simon & Jess keep continuing somehow on parallel paths #and the significance that they BOTH become yellow lanterns in different timelines #like yeah but this is too long already #simon baz #jessica cruz #hal jordan #also one last note abt how Simon just pops into Jessica’s mind #‘wait till Simon hears abt this’#makes you wonder if she wasn’t thinking the same thing the whole time she was alone on that station #makes you wonder if—without the ring for company—she just started talking to Simon instead #‘wait till Simon hears abt this’ ‘you’ll never believe this Simon’ ‘did you see what I just did Simon’#hmmm #meta #simonjess #simon x jessica #green lantern annual #*panelsandpages

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e-m-p-error · 9 months ago

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I have decided to make some muses Discord Only so that I can clean up my muses some! The following I'll still write but they will only be available on Discord.

St. Peter Sera Ace Apple Clara Dodie Fizzarolli Hen Moxxie Odette Paradise Verosika Lilith Cherri Bomb Eve Vaggie

#BLOG MAINTENANCE ➽➽➽#Discord Only Muses #Got Kaleidoscopes In My Hairdo Got Back The Stars In My Eyes Too (ρєтєя)#Wisdom Always Chooses These Black Eyes And These Bruises Over The Heartache That They Say Never Completely Goes Away (ѕєяα)#My Fans Are The Best They’d Love Me More Dead (α¢є)#Bounce With Something Cute On I Kiss Into The Fog Zone (αρρℓє)#Isn’t She Lovely This Hollywood Girl? (¢ℓαяα)#I’ll Make You Sit Beg Rollover Play Dead (∂σ∂ιє)#May I Have Your Attention Please? Will The Real Fizzarolli Please Stand Up? I Repeat (fιzzαяσℓℓι)#Ask Any Of The Chickies In My Pen They’ll Tell You I’m The Biggest Mother Hen (нєи)#You Know Before Too Long You’ll Be Dead And Gone So Tell Me Right Or Wrong? (мσχχιє)#I Know Exactly Why I Walk And Talk Like A Machine (σ∂єттє)#I Was Thinking About You And It Was Kinda Dirty (ραяα∂ιѕє)#3I Get What I Want My Name Is My Credit Card (νєяσѕιкα)#Come Up And Try My New Parts (ℓιℓιтн)#I Am The Fire I Am Burning Brighter Roaring Like A Storm And I AM The One I’ve Been Waiting For (¢нєяяι вσмв)#Does He Know I’m Forsaken? The Original Sinner (єνє)#Eyes Closed But I Stay Making Mistakes (ναggιє)

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magmakrystal · 11 months ago

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hey ! just wanted to let you know that when i was 13 infamy made me cry and i still think about it since. thank you so much for this fic ! i don't know if you've finished it or not but the impact was IMMENSE

Oh my goodness, thank you so much! I really appreciate you telling me that. I’m so happy that it meant something to you.

Infamy continues to be unfinished (for now). I’m currently deep into writing an original book at the moment so that’ll be what I’m working on for the foreseeable future, but Infamy is still in my head, and I genuinely do believe that someday the time will be right to come back to it.

#everyone probably thinks I’ve abandoned it #but there wiLL be a time skip so perhaps all along I’ve been performing the time skip in real timE #imagine me coming back at 40 with part II #it’s more likely than you think #kidding of course (…unless?)#also this has made me realize it’s been more than a decade since infamy came out (right?)#even after all this time Infamy means a lot to me and I’ll always treasure everyone who read it for their support and kindness #you’ve all taught me so much—more than you’ll ever know #I can’t wait to share this current story with you all soon <3

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cats-in-the-clouds · 5 months ago

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it is unfortunate when i go to prayer and cry my eyes out and the only response i really hear is that i simply have to bear it. like usually i can get my emotions out and once they’re settled i hear a rational solution but it sucks when i don’t get the answer i want. i just have to keep waiting. like normally i hear something that gives me strength but wow apparently i’ve hit a new low

#literally all my problems would be so much easier to deal with if i had friends #and normally i’d be told ‘do this and you’ll probably find friends’#my plan has always been just to wait for someone to find me bc i’m horribly shy and antisocial #even though logically i know that’s a bad way of going about it #my logical rational analytical brain has always been obsessed with finding concrete answers. it’s always been ‘what can *I* do’#so even when i suffer there’s a part of me that says ‘it’s ok once i’m done crying i can work this out and go right back to trying’#i’ve been emotionally dead for years but i’ve always held onto faith like that #tonight i feel like i’ve been brought low. i feel like i’ve finally been told that i might just have to wait after all #which i might think would be comforting bc it absolves me of responsibility #but it’s actually crushing bc it absolves me of power #i feel like i’m finally facing the realization that i’m powerless and pathetic and i’m never going to be able to fix myself #that i can try as hard as i want but i can’t shake off this cross #but i don’t know how long i have to wait for someone to find me #and even if they find me how do i not fumble it #my first instinct is to push people away bc i assume they’re not really interested they’re just trying to be nice #which is usually true #i don’t even know how to sustain casual friendships and im so desperately in need of deep ones #i can’t open up to someone without just breaking apart and making it clear how pathetic i am #one would think i ought to find someone better than myself who can fix me #but on the other hand i think the only time that the good parts of me come out is when im facing someone even worse than me #like i have a tendency to morph into the opposite of the other person in any given situation to maintain healthy balance #so like when surrounded by extroverts which is almost always i become an introvert #it’s rare to meet an introvert but then i become stronger and more extroverted around them. like something in me just loves helping others #even though i can’t help myself #what do i pray for? a fellow pathetic person? or someone with the patience and kindness and life knowledge of a saint?#will either of them really be found just by chance in my life?#and even if i do meet someone. truly i wish they’d also be lonely. i want them to need me #i don’t want to be a pity charity case. like a side project for someone with real friends already

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iniziare · 7 months ago

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Tag drop: Solas

#[ solas: ic. ] the dread wolf inspired hope in my friends and fear in my enemies. not unlike “inquisitor” i suppose.#[ solas: inquiries. ] let me help you. / you cannot. there is no glory here. only a price that i alone will pay.#[ solas: countenance. ] i was solas first. “fen'harel” came later. an insult i took as as a badge of honor.#[ solas: introspection. ] war breeds fear. fear breeds a desire for simplicity. good and evil. right or wrong. chains of command.#[ solas: meta. ] just remember; an enemy can attack but only an ally can betray you. betrayal is always worse.#[ solas: etc. ] i have people; seeker. the greatest triumphs and tragedies this world has known can all be traced to people.#[ solas: mythal. ] they killed her. a crime for which an eternity of torment is the only fitting punishment.#[ solas: elvhenan. ] imagine beings who lived forever for whom magic was as natural as breathing. that is what was lost.#[ solas: fade. ] everything is a memory; they are easily muddied. they contain truths but reason and sense are required to extract it.#[ solas: skyhold. ] there is a place that waits for a force to hold it. there is a place where the inquisition can build… grow.#[ solas: inquisition. ] you created a powerful organization. and now it suffers the inevitable fate of such; betrayal and corruption.#[ solas: inquisitor. ] you hold the key to our salvation. you had sealed it with a gesture; and then i felt the whole world change.#[ solas: vhenan. ] you have a rare and marvelous spirit. in another world— / why not this one? / i can't.#[ solas: dorian. ] is that a problem for you? / no. no. you're a special and unique snowflake. live the dream.#[ solas: varric. ] you know what i like about you? your boundless optimism. / it's comforting that what qualities i lack; you invent.#[ solas: cassandra. ] i am impressed by your honesty and faith. it is a difficult path; but if anyone can walk it honourably. you can.#[ solas: cole. ] never forget your purpose; cole. it is a noble one. even if this world does not understand.#[ solas: vivienne. ] i leave you with the greatest curse of my people. dirthara ma. / what rustic curse is that? / 'may you learn.'#[ solas: blackwall. ] you have seen a great deal of battle. / we all have. / not like you. you live and breathe war. it's home to you.#[ solas: sera. ] i suppose now you’ll switch to how i’m the same but different? / you are the furthest from what you were meant to be.#[ solas: bull. ] what you think is what you say and do. / even peasants may find freedom in the safety of thought; you take even that.#tag drop #[ solas. ] to the people i was fen'harel. to my enemies i was the dread wolf. but i was neither. i was just solas.

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juniperhillpatient · 1 year ago

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I really had to vibe check everyone so hard directly after such a fun Kitchen Nightmares update from Theo. I’m so sorry but I do promise my plans ARE fun it’s just playing with genre I pinky swear

#also I’m waiting for the comments saying I’m setting up Jetzula part 2. not. exactly.#if you’ll bear with me it’s Mac & Dennis before it stopped being funny. it’s Troy & Abed. it’s Alex & Mary Jo.#the joke will always be that it seems like there should be something but they’re actually just deeply codependent best friends #there’s an element of Jeff & Annie too #but far less tragic because the punchline isn’t that they do love each other but can never be together #it’s that they love each other & can never be together & that’s FINE & good even #I’m not pulling a blue mountain state movie on you guys #I suppose that veers into spoiler territory straight up saying what I’m not doing #but I want to be clear about my plans being that it’s a fanfic #anyway #speaking of mac & Dennis #next chapter is based on an always sunny episode #so I promise fun & comedy #I know that seems weird in light of recent events #but again. bear with me #novel in the tags yeet #happenstance

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rosicheeks · 8 months ago

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Oh it would be so easy to hunt you down. I’d just toy with you, calling out to you “Rosie my sweet trophy. Why do you hide? You know you want this.” Then as soon as I find you my hand would be clasped over your mouth before you even have a chance to scream whilst my other hand roughly tears at your clothes so I can slide inside you. “Oh…why are you so wet if you don’t want this? I can see the fear in your eyes and feel your screams against my hand but your pussy is telling a different story.”

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#IDNSKSNKDNSKWNSKMSKSKDNKDKS #this fantasy always makes me fucking FERAL #I know I’d be incredibly easy to catch cause I’m not the fastest person alive but might be the clumsiest 😅#but I #WANT ALL OF THIS SO BADLY???????????!!!!!!???#don’t mind me currently in the back of my car soaked thinking about someone hunting me down #I can feel my heart pounding just thinking about it #my heart would fucking drop once I felt your hands on me #and I’d try everything I could to get out of your grasp and run away #but it would be useless - you are way too strong and way way too determined 🫣#maybe I’ll try and push you away but you’ll just chuckle a little bit and tighten your grip #also????!!?#I want someone to roughly tear off my clothes cause they can’t wait for me to take them off #honestly I want that to happen one day hahah #obviously we would have to like kinda talk it out before hand cause if someone ripped one of my fav outfits I’d be PISSED #but just get a cheap whatever thrift store one #and then they can just rip it to fucking shreds who cares #wonder how fast my screams of terror turn into screams of pleasure 🤭🤭🤭#with how wet I am just thinking about it??? I’d bet pretty damn fast hehe 😇#so uhhhh when is our date? 👀👀👀#ask #anon

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tariah23 · 1 year ago

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Every shounen/seinen manga always tries to top themselves by creating the worst parent/ guardian figures ever I swear to god lmfao.

#yujiro is insane and a lot of ppl forget that he’s a rapist too unfortunately #got to the part in the anime where yujiro blew a gasket just because he was told that Baki wanted to sit down and have a normal meal with #him as father and son this is so funny to me bro I had a feeling that baki asked for something so simple and it was enough to piss yujiro #off so badly he’s so easy lgmajsjsjsjsms #kenjaku…. *looks the other way* oh BROTHERHJHHHGHHGHH #thinking about that one panel where kenjaku acknowledged yuuji as his son *explodes*#I don’t want to touch anything in berserk gambino was… man #rambling #yujiro is the kind of character who you’ll just have to take as is he’s definitely one of the most interesting characters throughout the #entire series he’s crazy as hell you kind of want to watch/read just to see what other stupid shit itagaki comes up with to show just how #twisted and unfathomable he is #like we all know that he’s an awful person that’s kind of the point of his character #a guy that just does whatever he wants to whoever and wherever because who can stop him? who can test him?#you’re left easily rooting for Baki along the way and wishing for him to defeat his father like he wants to so badly #their relationship is sickening to say the least lmfao #jack…. I am a fan #you’re always left rocking in your seat and waiting to see the epic clash between these two because of Baki’s determination and perseverance #vs yujiro. the embodiment of an unmovable force #crazy #I hate his ass so much but he’s so interesting lmfao #I like how their relationship heavily contrasts between doppo orochi’s and katsumi’s it’s definitely something else and probably one of the #few healthy father son relationships within the series granted that series has never really focused on such relationships as a base for #anything to begin with but it doesn’t really matter

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cloneboywonder · 1 year ago

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im so CWCcoded

#anyway my apologies for gaslighting you all about not personal diary posting bc my dad just texted me goodnight and it made me sad #him and my mom both tried to call me all day I feel bad when I ignore them #bc I know they’ll be dead someday and they won’t be able to call me and I won’t be able to answer #and my brothers both tried to call me I know my mom narced that I was weird yesterday and now everyones scrambling to keep track of me #it’s very nice of them but I really do hate being reminded that I’m the family member that like #they’ve all quietly agreed is always going to have to be monitored and taken care of #I wouldn’t be surprised if Andy and Alex haven’t talked about who I’m going to going to live by when our parents are both gone #it was kind of funny Andy invited me to like go install a security camera with him today #I said no but I do think it could’ve been a fun experince #I was gonna see my mom but she didn’t want to go out again so I waited around until my dad tried to call me again #so then be brought me with him to a hardware store where he tried (and failed) to return paint or something #we love a schemer #and then we picked up Andy and got milkshakes but I was ill so he got me real food on the way home #but I’m going to have to find a way to throw it out tomorrow bc I didn’t eat that much of it and I don’t want him to be sad about it #and I have to clean my room bc Lydia will be here soon #I was weepy in the car and my dad kept saying it’s nice you’ll get a few days with her before the concert #I know :-(#to some extent I love that he’s so incapable of handling emotional moods bc he just puts on songs and complains about them #bc he knows I like to complain and I think he gets scared when I don’t talk and that’s his attempt at getting me to #I need to finish my costume and make bracelets and clean my room these seem doable #okay bye please don’t unfollow me #also I love the name doxing bc these are for me and me only and maybe burke when he logs on I love you #my posts

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therootednomad · 2 years ago

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#I’m so so in love #with no one or thing in particular #but everything collectively #with life #the ebb and flow of it #there’s so much to learn #so much to love #and I’m so hungry for it all #I cannot wait to see what the next chapters in my life will reveal to me #I cannot wait to meet all the people who I will love and who will love me #one thing I’ve learnt is that you’ve got to ride the wave #nothing is constant. not the good nor the bad #you just have to always look forward to the next (best) thing #love the process #trust it #sometimes you’ll catch a wave you can’t handle and it’ll take you under #but you’re like the tide. you always roll back in #trn

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