#you guys all need a hug rn 🫂🫂

[jitters-art]

some megumi’s and a guest appearance yuuji i threw together today for @uzumakisasuke ! happy birthday ej i hope i did them justice 🫶🫶

[ ID: two full body drawings on the same canvas, one of fushiguro megumi and the other of megumi and itadori yuuji from jjk. between them are two very cartoonish megumi heads, the top is straight faced and the other making a cat smile. on the left is yuuji and megumi hugging. yuuji is standing straight, while megumi is bent over a little so his head can be on yuuji’s chest. megumi is a brown teen with fluffy black hair, moles and a couple scars. he’s wearing a grey tie-dye long sleeve shirt, black sweatpants, and red and black running shoes. he’s smiling and has crooked teeth. he has a silver septum and vertical labret with silver stud earrings and helix. yuuji is drawn as blasian with brown skin, wavy hair, light freckles, and a scar on his eyebrow. he’s wearing a red hoodie, grey sweat pants, and purple sneakers. his nails are painted pink and he has a gold industrial piercing and a red taper in his ear. on the right stands megumi smiling with one hand in his pocket and the other giving a low upside down peace sign. he’s wearing a dark grey sweater with a large black stripe, light grey pants and black boots. he has a silver chain and necklace. his nails are painted black. the background is yellow with some off-white stars. END ID. ]

[bau-drabbles]

a/n: creds to the prev people that did this! :)

your insta but you're dating aaron hotchner, part 3

okay i promise this is the last time 😭 i made this in such a rush, it's so ooc. pls forgive me and enjoy 🤍

part 1, 2, 4

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y/n_xo: aaron and his dimples 😍🫶

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d.morgan: and then you have reid who's standing behind him like a skin walker

its.emilyp: he looks like a kid who's gone to tell his dad he ate all his food including the veg

itsjj: he looks like henry when he vomited at 2am and came into my room to announce it

penny.garcia: my sweet boy, he looks like he needs a big long hug!! 🥹🥹

d.morgan: he's fine sweetness, he's going to live 😐

its.emilyp: its okay derek, spencer loves you too

d.morgan: i already know, who wouldn't 😏

y/n_xo: this is not tinder pls, i just wanted to appreciate aaron's dimps 🥲

itsjj: aww father and his son 💗

a.hotch: one is enough, thanks

d.morgan: loool you heard the man, reid. no one likes you

a.hotch: you leave him alone right now 🤨

reid.gram: you heard the man, morgan. no one likes you 🥱

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y/n_xo: he's so cute 🤍🥹

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d.morgan: yknow sometimes i forget hotch is a whole father

reid.gram: same. he's so angry all the time. i can't fathom him showing any other emotions beside it

y/n_xo: he's so nice to jack, i can't remember last time i even got a kiss 🥲

itsjj: this morning when we walked by your office 🤨

penny.garcia: or last night when we were at the dinner 🤥

the.davidrossi: or literally anytime you both are together 😐

a.hotch: i literally kissed you just a minute ago. but okay

its.emilyp: ignore them all, baby. i'll give you all my kisses 👭

its.emilyp: has he been working out? 🤨

a.hotch: it's all natural, i assure you

d.morgan: he's lyin. he asked me to help him work out

a.hotch: have you never heard of privacy before??

itsjj: i was going to say, he's been looking.... a little bigger lately 🤔

y/n_xo: JJ 💀💀

itsjj: is that not what the kids are calling muscular?

penny.garcia: right?? recently he's been coming in sweaty like he's been running for miles

y/n_xo: sometimes he does ;)

itsjj: 👁👄👁

reid.gram: i am so close to blocking you from my phone

d.morgan: i really did not need that vision in my head 🤢

penny.garcia: i also did not need to see our boss in that light please

y/n_xo: shouldn't have asked 😌🫶

the.davidrossi: i think its time to slip into early retirement

y/n_xo: finally❤

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y/n_xo: i love u my grumpy man

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a.hotch: i love you more, my sweet ❤

its.emilyp: wake up and break up rn

reid.gram: the way i fell into a endless void of nothingness for all of eternity

itsjj: aww you guys are so cute😁🔫

penny.garcia: right, you guys are so adorable!! (i've had enough of living)

d.morgan: highway during rush hour looks mad comfy rn

a.hotch: please every single one of you seek professional help

its.emilyp: two bros holding hands 6 feet apart because they're not gay

y/n_xo: EMILY :(

itsjj: em you know he's just shy

its.emilyp: of what? me personally, i'd be flaunting y/n everywhere 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

y/n_xo: (s)creaming 😻

a.hotch: Y/N! 😠

d.morgan: you do know... we can read these right?? 🤢

reid.gram: i think she likes feeding off our fear and horror

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y/n_xo: i'm abt to give strauss a quick call 🤨

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the.davidrossi: please like erin would go for you 💆‍♂️

y/n_xo: i didn't think she'd go for a mean old pasta man yet here we are

penny.garcia: is that jealousy i smell? 🤔

its.emilyp: he's actually ecstatic that his secret is out #rotch4life😍

reid.gram: you mean *roach

a.hotch: is that how this team refers to me, as the chief supervisor? 🤨

its.emilyp: yep 🫂

d.morgan: she said it^^

its.emilyp: omgg conspiracy theory, hotch dated y/n so he could lust over rossi in private 😹

reid.gram: it's not a conspiracy if it really happened ☝

a.hotch: this most certainly did not happen!

its.emilyp: well you know what they say, guilty until proven innocent

the.davidrossi: nobody says that!

its.emilyp: okay and how do you know?? exactly you don't. case closed 🗣

d.morgan: honestly rossi... it feels like you're trying to cover up your tracks 😏

its.emilyp: the closet is glass, we know and it's okay ❤

itsjj: we all love youu 🥹🫶

the.davidrossi: all of you better sleep tonight with a lock. i'm coming after every single one

penny.garcia: if you kill me, could you try not to ruin my hair? the curls are no joke 😩

[mcondance]

I didn’t know I needed more hobie x transmasc reader until I saw that holy shit

you’re so real anon hobie is so damn queer. sometimes he asks for a kiss n u tease him n say no and he goes into a multi-sentence rant about how two boys kissing is one of the most anarchic, system-destroying things in the world, so you have to kiss him or else you’re not really into destroying the government and all that. he always make sure you know he thinks of u as a guy, whether it’s with his obnoxious brit slang, “MAN LIKE Y/N”, or subtle things like showing you pics of two boyfriends and going “us.”

hello 2 all my transmasc readers!! i love u all sm n don’t ever b afraid to send me asks including transmasc stuff!! i’m hugging u all rn 🫂

[starjxsung]

STARSTARSTARSTARTSRATSRATSRTDFRETGWUHJN HIHDED2JND2KJ

sorry for not talking much :(( i've been so busy :((( i miss you :(((( how are youuu ???

y'know star, i think your name suits you perfectly. you are the bright constellation, shining high above us all but always there when we need. i love you soooo much and take as much time as you need for yourself. and plsplsplspls do not feel like you need to do stuff for us or provide us with anything, just knowing you are happy and healthy is enough. sending you loadsssss of hugs and kissess !!! with all my heart, 🐸

MY BABBYYYYYYYXDJKDKSKFKCJ I love you and I miss you so much more :((( I’ve been insanely busy too I’m just catching up on my messages while I can but I hope you’re so good !!!!! I love you so much sweet angel. also have I ever said how much I love your username it’s literally the cutest fucking thing ever I love you so bad

I’m doing good !! just v busy and tired for the most part and I try not to come on here when I feel so drained bc I have nothing good or interesting to offer you guys but I miss it here ☹️ you’re actually fucking making me cry at 2 in the morning eikcvjkfkdldkifkd I love you???? I am always here for you guys just as much as you are for me and I hope you never forget it even if I’m insanely absent all the time. I love you so so much I hope you’re always happy and healthy and I’m sending all the love back to you tenfold 💫💓

take care of yourself my angel I promise I’ll be back in much better spirits and I hope all’s well for you too when you’re not on here 🫶 I love you. I literally have nothing else to say you’re just the absolute sweetest and I love you endlessly we’re hugging so hard rn actually 🫂

[borom1r]

The OG post seems dead but the full meme is in dm because Link so uhhh for both brothers ig?? Hope things get less shitty soon friend 😭🤞🏽🫂

THANK UUUUU there has been so much personal stuff going on that im not gonna get into on Tumblr Dot Com but im ready for it all to be done + today is gonna be. HRM. interesting at best

edit: forgot to link the fuckin meme like a gremlin. anyways, link

Boromir time 🩵🤍

🏳️‍🌈lgbt+ headcanon

gay gay homosexual gay

💌fluffy headcanon

THAT MAN GIVES THE BEST HUGS IN THE WORLD. back-cracking fuckin hugs. not afraid to show his love thru physical touch either. picks Faramir up + spins him around in a hug whenever he gets the chance. either of them might die any fucking day so goddamn it he's going to hug his little brother like crazy

💔angsty headcanon

emotionally stunted king. raised w/ the knowledge he would die for Gondor. as a soldier or as steward, he's dying for this fucking country. so his own wants? his desires? emotions? needs? those don't matter :) haha what do you mean they uh. they should matter? what??? nahhh....

🧸 hurt/comfort headcanon

Boromir Lives i do think he loses significant feeling/range of motion in his arm after gettin turned into a fuckin Gondorian pincushion. thankfully Aragorn's hands are the hands of a healer + he's happy to help massage away any aches/tightness

🪀silly headcanon

Théodred is endlessly frustrated that Boromir's hair is not long enough to braid properly. Boromir refuses to grow his hair any longer. this is a constant (joking) argument between them <3 (Théodred fully "your hair is literally the only way anyone would know you're not a true Rohir. grow it out!!" + Boromir "mm.. tempting")

💤sleep headcanon

used to sleeping lightly + functioning on the bare minimum as a soldier but in a Boromir Lives scenario i do think he sleeps like a fucking LOG when he finally adjusts to not being in constant danger lol

✨a ship i like with this character

Aragorn/Boromir for Painfully Obvious Reasons, methinks. also partial to Boromir/Théodred

🔪a ship i Don't like with this character

look, man. the amount of Boromir/Faramir fics I’ve seen. that’s his whole ass entire biological brother. 😒

🎃something i think they're afraid of

i mean painfully obvious but the loss of all the loves to the forces of Mordor

📦overall feelings about them

BITING HIM BITING HIM BITING HIM BITES HIM BITES HIM BITES HIM CHOMPS HIM SHAKING HIM AROUND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HES MY GUY THATS MY GUY FUCKING BITES HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

📢favorite thing about them in canon

HES SO. LOVING. i have waxed poetic abt Boromir + how deeply he loves + cares for things i don’t have it in me to do it again rn but that man is 90% love and i love him for it

🧨least favorite thing about them in canon

NONE? that’s my Special Guy? like yeah ig i cld be like ‘ooooouuuu his fall to the ring’ but that’s stupid bullshit and completely ignores the point that no one is above the temptation of the ring < which is why i prefer movie!Faramir + his temptation. stupid that he wasn’t tempted in the books like ily Fara but that’s bullshit

💬favorite line they've said

HRM well “have you ever been called home by the clear ringing of silver trumpets” ofc. my url for my Aragorn blog is “clear ringing” in Sindarin :3 (nellad ‘laen)

🔔unpopular opinion

do i have any unpopular boromir opinions??!? i think if u think he’s a villain ur wrong + will ignore any further takes. maybe “Boromir Is good” is unpopular in the broader fandom but I just don’t go there. I do not see it

🔊a song that reminds me of them

OAGH. asking me to pick just one. foolish. i have a ton of music in my tag for him on @nelladlaen so here r a choice few:

Magnolia — Baroness (heavy weight, one more soul / leaving flaming arrows / hold on, eyes open wide / it’s the curtain falling)

When Will The Wounds Ever Heal — Crom (my shoulders ache from the burden of the past / I thought that I could bear, yes I swear / it’s so hard to find the path that leads me through / the darkness that you left behind)

Shock Me — Baroness (this is an Aramir song to me. “in a dream / a great calamity / to stone my heart and firm resolve / and render nerves to steel” “a deep well of despair I found / the day my dreams came true” Aramir song.)

Eventide — Kamelot (we did not go quietly into the night / old friend, now it’s time for you and I / to wave our goodbye / I will be there waiting with a smile / when you arrive)

also does it fit his vibe specifically? no. but do I think a man groomed from youth to essentially sacrifice himself on the battlefield for his people, to be a Figurehead on a pedestal rather than a whole person with his own desires, deserves to listen to angry thrash metal way too loud for catharsis? Yes. so Hanged Man’s Revenge by Spirit Adrift

📝misc thoughts/headcanons (you can specify something not on this list or i can say whatever comes to mind first!)

i do need him carnally. me every time i think too hard abt Boromir son of Denethor, Steward-Prince + Captain of the Tower Guard

Faramir time!! 🪶🌲

🏳️‍🌈lgbt+ headcanon

gay trans man ^_^

💌fluffy headcanon

cat-bonks his forehead against Boromir when he's happy but nonverbal. autistic ass man to me

💔angsty headcanon

the man was covered in fuel and engulfed in flames he fully has burns at BARE minimum on his limbs/extremities…

🧸 hurt/comfort headcanon

look man i used to make back-alley top surgery jokes before i had my surgery + was gettin sick n fuckin tired with dysphoria. Faramir has absolutely made some miserable joke abt Boromir taking him out back + just lopping them off w/ a sword.

Boromir at least ran with it until he got Faramir actually laughing + distracted from the fuckin Horrors

🪀silly headcanon

he + Aragorn feed into each other's echolalia. its so bad. one of them picks up a phrase/noise + its never long before the other picks it up too

💤sleep headcanon

sleeps EXTREMELY lightly + wakes with the first light. even in times of peace, never gets out of this rhythm

✨a ship i like with this character

veryvery partial to Éomer/Faramir

🔪a ship i Don't like with this character

same answer as Boromir

🎃something i think they're afraid of

ahh.. thats an interesting question actually. i think there's a lot of sadness abt Faramir but not necessarily.. fear. perhaps losing Boromir? whatever he fears, he does not show it < he's already a better leader than his father lmao.

I do think he has nightmares about the pyre after. all of that.

📦overall feelings about them

honeg!!!!!!!! that’s my little brother!!!!!! < Aragorn kinnie voice

📢favorite thing about them in canon

HES SO DEEPLY GENTLE AND KIND WHEN OF ANYONE HE HAS THE MOST RIGHT TO BE BITTER AND COLD. HE IS A WISE MAN AND A STRONG LEADER AND MOST OF ALL HE CARES!!!!

🧨least favorite thing about them in canon

book!Faramir my worstie. u and ur middlemen shtick and the whole I’m Above The Ring beloved u are an entire Man don’t give me that BS. also unpack ur biases towards other races of men the Rohirrim don’t deserve this. least of all if ur gonna marry one 🙄

💬favorite line they've said

movie!Fara quotes bc i do love movie!Fara he's a special lil guy. two bc i can't rlly choose between them

His sense of duty was no less than yours, I deem. You wonder what his name is... where he came from. And if he was really evil at heart. What lies or threats led him on this long march from home. If he would not rather have stayed there... in peace. War will make corpses of us all. — i feel like i love this quote for obvious reasons. ik this was expanded from Sam's internal monologue in the books but i do like Faramir having this line instead, showing again his compassion even in the face of such violence

Where does my allegiance lie if not here? This is the city of the men of Númenor. I would gladly give my life to defend her beauty, her memory… her wisdom… — this is my 2nd choice bc its such a like. such a good parallel of Boromir. or maybe not a parallel, but it ties so nicely into the idea that Faramir is trying to be Boromir for his father. so of course he'd give his life for Minas Tirith, because wouldn't Boromir do the same?

🔔unpopular opinion

again do I have one??? idk??? maybe that movie!Faramir is better than book!Faramir, that feels blasphemous lol

🔊a song that reminds me of them

Living Pyre — Khemmis (look is it ultimately a depressing song? yes. but it is a Faramir song to me.)

also Blacksmith and Ride On by Cruachan bc I think he’d genuinely enjoy Cruachan

📝misc thoughts/headcanons (you can specify something not on this list or i can say whatever comes to mind first!)

AUTISM CREATURE. WE ARE AUTISM CREATURES TOGETHER

autism2autism communication we r both staring into the distnce over each other's shoulders so we dont have to actually make eye contact

[wouldvecouldveshouldve]

Hello! I know this is random, but your account always seems so comforting and you seem so kind, and I need some advice! my girlfriend is beginning to stop texting me and i spiral a lot when this happens - i've tried to confront the issue, and she's told me that i'm just overthinking. That could be true, because I overthink a lot, but it's like she's invalidating my feelings. She hasn't even told me why she doesn't text as much.

What do you think I should do?

aww, hello! thanks for coming to me honey :) i'm flattered that you're coming to me for advice.

okay, first of all, 🫂. it sounds like you're going through a really tough time rn, and i'm so sorry. those situations suck, believe me, i know. you're not alone in the way you're feeling. remember that.

secondly, you've said you've attempted to confront the issue, but she's disregarded the issue of her not texting as often as unimportant and just a over-reaction on your part. that's not fair - she should be listening to you and genuinely paying attention to your feelings, because they're 100% valid.

lastly, i feel that you guys should sit down and have a proper talk about this. maybe sit down somewhere, find time to talk to her properly about these issues? it sounds corny, but communication and honesty does work. if she doesn't reciprocate to your feelings and try to understand them either that, then (this may be harsh), but you might need to consider whether this relationship is worth the spiralling and the mental weight it has on you.

ily! sending hugs and love 🫂🫂

[a-s-levynn]

random numbers from the ask game 🩶

79, 96, 99

Hey there! Thank you for asking!💖🫂 I apologize, i missed oversharing so it's lengthy. BUT IT'S OPTIONAL

I finally figured out how to do this. °^°'

79. What’s your most prized possession? Always my current comfort hoodie. it cycles which one holds the title, but it is always the softest one.

96. Do you like where you grew up? I don't hate it. There is so many memories, good and bad that just doesn't let me say either. It was the place i grew up and i would not be me without it.

99. Which people in your life do you wish knew you better? Honestly i don't know. There was a time when i craved people to know me, to understand every facet of my being. Nowdays i mostly just wish people would be a bit more accepting. I mean in general in my everyday life, you guys are something else. This is my safe place rn.

Proper long answers under the cut for those who are interested in the actual long versions i wrote first i based the short ones on:

79. What’s your most prized possession? Fhuh.. regardless of the amount of stuff i have or purchased along the years i'm not terribly materialistic. There is not much i could not live without if it came to that for any reason. I mean i'm sad to see stuff go but it is what it is. Although i usually have a dedicated comfort hoodie which is THE thing to wear when i'm not feeling okay or anxious about or happy or.. you get it, for every occasion. And it is a musthave i i travel or whatever. Currently it is one of my ST hoodies i bought about almost a year ago now. I know what a surprise.. but currently it is my thickest, warmest, softest hoodie with the perfect lenght. Basically feels like a hug. The hoodie in question:

96. Do you like where you grew up? This one is complicated. The places just as they are? It's a lovely city. My childhood home is a lovely little house with an even lovelier garden. The memories attached to it muddy the picture quite a bit. And this means both the house and the city. The house.. well, homes should be the place you feel the safest. I gradually, but completely lost any sense of comfort being there by the time i was a teenager. The city itself can be a rollercoaster if i think too hard on it when i'm at home. One corner reminds me of the stupidest, most fun afternoons i've ever had while skipping school with my best friend at the time and literally the next corner is the alley i watched an other friend of mine od. It's a wide swing. But it is fairly balanced so it's a very blurry line between likeing it or not liking it. Let's take the theatrical rout and say i have a certain fondness for it because it is the stage for many events that made me who i am today?

99. Which people in your life do you wish knew you better? Honestly i don't know. There was a time when i craved people to know me, to understand every facet of my being. Nowdays i mostly just wish people would be a bit more accepting. In that regard right now you all in this little online community here is my safe haven where i can feel comfortable without pretending or feel the need to try too hard. I can just comfortably be the awkwards stupid shit that i am and don't feel bad for it.

[jaylaxies]

Tears are literally so close to coming out of my eyes rn. How dare you do this to me? Sunghoon 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭. The whole fic I was giggling, kicking my feet, twirling my hair, screaming into my pillow. They were so perfect for each other. My heart is broken right now. MY SUNGYN 😭😭😭😭😭💔. That fic was so sweet honesty, and so beautiful. Like I don't think I will ever recover from it. It reminds me of reading the book series.

God Mina and Yedam. Bless them they sweetest ever. Sunghoon 💔. I need to find a man like him irl.

i want to apologize ohmygod 😭😭 i offer tissues and fat hugs 🫂🩷 they were perfect, too happy with each other god i really loved writing that part too aaa 😭 maybe they’ll back in the future? it depends on you guys who yn ends up with :3 jay’s part will be out soon too‼️

alsoo omg my favourite babes mina and yedam 🥺 they were goals and so so amazing in all ways <33 we all need a sunghoon so true 😔✋🏼 i’m so glad you read the fic and for this feedback! it means the world to me really, anonnie <33 have a great day/night ahead 🩷

[frothingatthemaw]

dw abt it big guy!!! loneliness esp in a time of need is . All too familiar 4 me so im glad to try & help u out big fella <3 but anywayd. i'm sorry to hear about all that man, that seems like a big shitstain concerto . and i'm sorry about the lasting episode effects, i get tthat & its Ughr. episodes SUCK but hey man, at the very least, it's over now !! and i'm sorry to hear about your mom and i hope she at least feels better soon, if not for any reason other than so u can get a good long sleep. i really do also think that like. esp since its all shitstains and assfuck now tat at the very least it's not like you're dying! ik thats super cliche and all that but i think it's good to keep in mind yk?? you're braving through it rn and that's fuckin awesome . like really REAALLY sick. but again, im really sorry to hear about all the shit going on rn. i think you should jst take it one moment at a time, one foot over the other yknow? just keep on truckin as they say big guy, i know at least 1 person that will do his best to be here for u <3 (i would use the hu g emoji but im typing on my puter and theres no hug emoji. :[ )

let’s be lonely together 🤝

yeah it’s a lot. it’s a lot more than what i’ve told a lot of people too because it’s scary and it’s hard to deal with. so. i just keep it private to stuff behind the scenes of online stuff. it’s a lot and it feels weird to not talk about it because i feel all of these things and it seems like it’s for no reason? but there’s a lot of reasons that i just can’t say to a anyone because it’s so personal. so. what do you do?

yeah. i am not actually dying. it may feel like i am sometimes but i am not. i am in fact breathing and surviving and existing and taking up space one way or another.

thank you <3 i needed to hear that, you know, about pushing through this shit. i just really hope that there’s a reason at the end of all this. something that’ll make this all worth it.

i’ve been trying to just take days as they come but sometimes those days are too much and they overfill. it overfilled a while ago and i’m still recovering from it all. it takes a while to get back to things, to feel myself again. i’m sure that’s easy to understand.

i appreciate you xander <3 we haven’t known each other long but i appreciate you. you’ve been nothing but kind to me in your own little way since we met and i appreciate your love. thank you.

i have the hug emoji so here: 🫂🫂🫂🫂🩵

[wandering-aloneo-o]

i am so good at health i am so very healthy my health is so very yes

i am decaying

[thisdreamplace]

How would you advice to let go of people (a romantic interest)? I decided today that I am defeated in a situation and I really have to move on but it hurts and I don't like the pain that I'm feeling🥺. The guy I like is dating someone else. I don't want to cling to someone I can't be with, it wouldn't be fair to do so. I know I need to move on and continue with my life and put myself first, but I'm kind of scared that I will never find someone better than this person, he was a dream for me and I probably got my hopes too high while also thinking I was not going to get him (in other words, I put him on a pedestal). I am actually happy for him, his girlfriend is really pretty and it seems like she loves him, and I know he's a wonderful person and will make her happy, so yeah I'm very very happy for both of them. Romance has always been beautiful for me to watch, so I'm lowkey shipping them and rooting for them. I think that what hurts me the most is that I also wish I had someone to love me like that, eeeew but yeah. Putting this into words just made me realize that I feel lonely and uncapable of feeling loved by another person 😢 anyways if you read all of this, thank you. I needed a friend. If I go with this story to one of my friends they would probably think I'm overreacting about some guy again 💀

:( 🫂 hugs lol <3

just bc like. thats a hard feeling. and i think it says a lot that you want to let go rn, instead of holding on for the hell of it (“well the law says i CAN so I WILL” type lol)

its definitely difficult sometimes because the desire feels so outside of ourselves, yk ? that idea of “when that person comes to me THEN i can finally feel loved !” and it makes sense to the human experience because we lived by that rule, that our feelings are results of what life gives to us. the difficult thing is realizing our feelings are our own, n life doesnt decide them. no one gets to decide but us.

i think its wonderful that by the end of the message, you realized how you really feel. how you feel lonely and unloveable. well there you go, there is your quest. to let everything else go, to stop believing someone else has the responsibility of making you feel some type of way. and choosing that feeling on your own, as a choice. as a moment by moment choice. let go of him day by day, little by little. knowing that you, and how you feel about yourself and your life, is much more important than painfully holding onto something/someone.

i hope this helps 💕 i’m glad u were able to vent ! <3

[titsuya]

congrats on 1k, my love \(//∇//)\ m so proud of ya <333 rin would be too ;)) id like to participate in ur event pls!!

m hoshi and id like a matchup w an hq boy <3! im 18, use she/they pronouns, and tbh i dont understand all the zodiac sun, rising, etc,,, but im a sagittarius and and infp-t. im a touchy person methinks; i love hugs and just any affectionate action (ie headpats, cuddles, etc). i also enjoy quality time but im such a homebody even before the lockdown oops </3 so sometimes i dont like goin out and rather stay at home (though ill inevitably get bored). however, if i do go out, i love amusement parks and open spaces to do anything (like picnics, walk dogs, etc). im a PHAT introvert but m an ambivert when im w my friends. i tend to put other people first before my own and am usually available if people need to talk/need an ear to listen. but, when it comes to myself, i brush it off bc i dont wanna burden them </3 i also have trouble telling people what i rlly want and tend to be easily influenced by their choices instead JUST so i dont have to make a decision.

im also uh,, 5’1 so i often get teased bc of how relatively small i am. my vball coach thought that i should play libero instead of a spiker when i still had school bc at least liberos didnt need d height 🤕🤕🤕. but ya if it’s flirting teasing abt using me as an arm rest or smthn,, maybe idm 😳😳 ANYWAY i like dancing, drawing, playing sum instruments, dilfs/milfs, large clothing, bracelets, and my dog <3 i also like watching anime and reading occasionally when i get motivated to. my favorite color atm are any warm tones (BROWN RN) and ive been recently listening to ricky montgomery and chase atlantic PFF my music taste is all over the place. also u can use my name for the drabble if ur still g to write,, for me 🫂

HOSHI !! hi, thank you my babyyy <3 ty for joining my event 🥺 i hope u like ur matchup & chase atlantic is just… yes

I MATCH YOU WITH

AKAASHI KEIJI

okay,,, you guys were meant to be together, no joke. you compliment each other so well and push each other to be your best selves. he’ll listen to you (even if he has to force it out of you), and you do the same for him <3 (you guys are also both astrologically compatible)

YOUR TROPE: strangers to lovers

I THINK THE WAY YOU GUYS WILL HAVE MET WOULD BE SO CUTE. i hc akaashi is also a homebody so the one time he’s out, he bumps into you at a park and he’s so flustered because, duh you’re the prettiest girl he’s ever seen. usually, he wouldn’t do it, but he took a step out of his comfort zone and ask you to join him on his walk :) and you think he’s pretty too— i mean look at him, so how could you refuse.

YOUR SONG: softly by clairo <3

very much my picnic playlist vibes. you guys have soft energy and i feel like you radiate energy that screams soft indie or mitski LOL ?? does this make sense ? i feel like you guys, as a couple, would take candid film camera pictures & paint in the park whenever you get bored and that gives off clairo energy (bye i sound like im on crack)

moodboard !!!

DRABBLE (ur one of my baby moots i <3 u i hope u like it!)

you had a book in your hands, unable to concentrate on the words because you were staring at your boyfriend.

“baby,” he mutters, softly, feeling your eyes on him. looking up from his book, his speculations were right, “stop staring at me,”

you give him teasing smile and put the book down, “what? is it a crime to stare at my very pretty boyfriend now?” you question, jokingly.

“no, but you know what is a crime?” he asks, pushing his glasses further onto his face, a smile forming on his own lips. you hum and wait for his response. “how short you are.” he chuckles.

you giggle, taking the book and smacking him multiple times, jokingly, “i hate you so much,” you say in between hits.

he laughs, grabbing your wrists and pulling you towards him, placing a soft kiss on your lips. you both smile into the kiss, happily.

“and i love you very much, hoshi.”