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#sotd#vent#have you ever been dysphoric and also āwhat if Iām actually not transā at the same time#cuz thatās been my week so far#being genderfluid is a real pain in the ass rn#bcuz it all feels so mushed together rnā¦#like I feel like a girl and imagine myself as a feminine person but I just feel ugly#but also Iām a fucking guy and I look and feel so fucking feminine and I hate it#I hate that I canāt have it both#i hate being dysphoric#I havenāt been this dysphoric in so fucking long#and I havenāt been this physically insecure in even longer#and Iāve been so hyper aware of how other ppl perceive me#I feel like an imposter#and various other things I could go on and on and on about#but I know I need to pull myself out of it or else Iāll let it consume me#sigh#on another note this song got me like šŗšŗšŗ#I hope ur doing better than I am whoever u are reading this#I mean it#and if not then hereās a hug š«#or alternatively a fist bump šš„#ok bai#SoundCloud
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Kill Bill P.7
Charles Leclerc x famous singer ex!reader
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Authorās note : all the songs are real although Iāve played around with whoās featured on what, but I recommend everyone listen to the songs Iāve chosen not for any particular reason just cause they slap and I had such fun creating a playlist for this AU.
Also, I have WAYYY too much time on my hands now that uni is overā¦ so hope you enjoy - Algaeš±
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yourusername : āTIDESā out now on all streaming platforms š
y/bff/n : Now you did not play me Cellophane when i listened to this earlier! Why do you have me crying in walgreens by the edamame beans??
ā yourusername : girl? do you want me to come get you?
ā y/bff/n : please.
ā y/bff/n : HURRY UP nobody gets me started playing and the cashier is wondering why Iām using grapes to dry my tears.
user1 : y/bff/n is so real for that cause what do you mean, ādidnāt I do it for you, why donāt I do it for you?ā y/n please explain yourself STAT!
ā user3 : no cause the most devastating part, āWHEN ALL I DO IS FOR YOUā y/n Iām in your walls, how dare you start an album like that wtf?
user4 : oh okay š
lewishamilton : So fun collabing with you
user5 : no cause we were robbed! we shouldāve had XNDA on girls need love.
ā yourusername : I was not about to sing about fucking and sucking with my surrogate uncle! Even couldāve been was too much for me. yāall should be lucky I brought the old man out of retirement
ā lewishamilton : glad you made that executive decision but Iām not that old :(
danielricciardo : me rn - š§ššŗšŖ©šš¢
ā yourusername : I appreciate you Danny š
ā yourusername : but make sure you give your therapist a ring yeah?
ā danielricciardo : on call with her rn!
user5 : whatās everyoneās favourite track and why is it love on the brain?
ā user6 : how could you even choose?? This might be a no skip album I fear.
user8: Iām sorry y/n did not lay out the 5 minute from the heart ballad that is Ex-Factor for yāall to just not talk about it??
ā user9: āno one loves you more than me, and no one ever will!ā You listening Lord Perceval????
ā user16: āno matter how I think we grow you always seem to let me knowā¦ IT AINāT WORKING.ā
ā user13: but like if sheās trying to send a message to Charles itās a bit disjointed no?
ā user10: ex-factor isnāt to Charles Leclerc
ā user11: be so fr who is it for then??
ā user10: itās obviously y/n grappling with her conflicting emotionsā¦ itās not meant to be for Charles. This whole album is her going through it. Sheās sorting thru her emotions. Are yāall dumb or stupid?
ā user15: alright now
user21: AHHSHHEJSJSJSKEDVDKZKSUDJ
ā user23: real.
hallebailey: call me asap for any more collabs, had such fun on Forgive Me!
ā yourusername: love you hal x
ā chloebailey: do not call her! She got her chance call me! (liked by yourusername)
y/bff/n: SUPERMODEL??!!?? Another one you didnāt let me listen to???
ā yourusername: cause I knew youād smack me upside the head for begging a man to see me as pretty enough.
ā user24: WHO DIDNāT THINK YOU WERE PRETTY ENOUGH?! CHARLES?!! LET ME AT HIM!
oscarpiastri: on repeat š¶
ā user31: Oscar š itās giving desperate
ā user26: keep commenting, sheāll reply one day!
ā user27: bros talking to himself in her comments
sza: album of the year I fear
ā yourusername: Solana š couldnāt have done it without you
user32: @oscarpiastri are you the homeboy sheās been secretly banging like she says on supermodel?
ā yourusername: I have NOT been secretly banging anyoneās homeboy! Supermodel is the only track with joint writing creds! I fear @sza came up with that lyric. (Comment deleted by yourusername)
ā user34: NO Y/N let Charles think youāve been secretly doing Oscar!
ā user35: @user34 love me some psychological warfare!
landonorris: first!
ā yourusername: you literally are the last person to commentšš
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Y/N Strips Off Expectations on Her New Album āTIDESā
R&B superstar delivers sharp barbs and haunting melodies on her long-awaited LP, amidst relationship drama with ex Charles Leclerc.
By Will Dukes
June 10, 2024
If you thought the singles released prior to the album were indicative of the direction this LP would take, think again. Y/nās highly anticipated latest release, "TIDES," is an ambitious and masterful exploration of love's euphoria and its darker, toxic undertones. Known for her sultry R&B style, y/n transcends genre boundaries in this 15-track opus, weaving together dance, electronic, pop, and reggae influences to craft a cohesive narrative.
The album opens with "Cellophane," a haunting electronic ballad reminiscent of FKA Twigs' ethereal work. This opening track is something weāve never seen from y/n, yet her delicate vocals float over a sparse, echoing production, setting a tone of vulnerability and foreshadowing the emotional journey ahead. This track is a stunning prologue, drawing listeners into a world where love is as fragile as the titular cellophane.
As we transition to the 3rd track of the album "Forgive Me," the album's pulse quickens. The track opens with a haunting, ethereal intro that quickly gives way to a pulsating beat and assertive bass line, setting a commanding tone. Y/nās and Halleās harmonies are immediately striking, blending seamlessly while each womanās distinct vocal timbre adds depth and texture to the song. Their voices convey both strength and a sense of liberation as they sing about reclaiming their power and refusing to apologize for their choices. Mid-album, "Doo Wop (That Thing)" introduces a surprising but seamless shift. The pop-reggae rhythm provides a laid-back contrast to the preceding tracks, reflecting a momentary calm in the tumultuous relationship. Yet, y/nās lyrics hint at something more sinister, the song can be seen as a warning, y/n clearly saying to her listeners Iāve made mistakes and here is how you can avoid them.
I wonāt blame anyone for mistaking her single āKill Billā as the climax of the album. That is what y/n wants you to believe but the climax arrives with "Mary Magdalene" an electronic ballad that ties with the opening track āCellophane.ā For me "Mary Magdalene," is a standout, embodying the album's central themes. Drawing on the figure of Mary Magdalene, y/n reclaims and redefines her story, exploring themes of femininity, devotion, and resilience. The song's intricate layering and hypnotic rhythms create an almost spiritual experience, inviting listeners to delve into its complex emotional landscape. The production is haunting, with distorted synths and echoing beats mirroring the disintegration of trust and affection. y/nās vocal performance here is raw and powerful, her pain palpable as she sings, "a womanās touch, a sacred geometry. I know where you start where you end. How to please, how to curse.ā
"TIDES" concludes with "Mirrored Heart," a poignant ballad that brings the narrative full circle, echoing the albumās opening. With an album so tumultuous listeners would probably wish for a sense of closure. This song does not give you that, rather youāll be left questioning āwhatās next.ā y/nās voice, both fragile and resilient, lingers long after the final note.
In "TIDES," y/n not only expands her musical palette but also delivers a profound and relatable story. This album is a testament to her artistry, marking her as a versatile, timeless and fearless force in contemporary music. Itās a disjointed album, songs sometimes seem out of place, but like the title āTIDES,ā suggests, and given the situation that inspired the album, that is exactly the atmosphere y/n was looking to create.
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charles_leclerc : best believe Iāll move on to better things
user1: do yāall hear that?
user3: not you using lyrics from y/nās song itās giving desperate.
user4: poor Alex
landonorris: what is bro doing lmao
user5: oh -
arthur_leclerc: if before you had a chance now you have 0 š
ā user5: oh Arthurās messy messy
ālorenzotl: we want our sister in law back, and this idiot isnāt doing us any favours.
user6: Iām sorry this is so disrespectful to Alex. Just cause you guys broke up doesnāt mean you can do this
user7: lmao get a life
carlossainz55: cabronā¦ this is not what we agreed youād do š
lewishamilton: š
ā danielricciardo: š
ā georgerussel63: š
ā y/bff/n: š
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pierregasly: brother delete this š
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Heesung Wing Men
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Author Note: My babies are back!! The comeback is so cute and ethereal! I love their title track and moonstruck! This is inspired by their title track~ Happy Readingā¤ļø
It all started, that Heesung exclusive fanclub are complaining that Heesung is getting boring and want to see more of him, threatening to leave.
Heesung has already used all his charm. Leading to use his brothers and own kids as cute charm factors. To make him look good, seeing his softer side. That will prevent his fans from leaving his fanclub.
However a certain Kitty is not happy, that his child is getting exploited like that
Back At Enhypen Family Chat
Today 20:00
Jungwonšāā¬: HEESUNGā¦hyung! HOW DARE YOU MAKE NIKI HELP YOU TO DO FAN-SERVICE!
Heesungš¦: I didnāt do anything! You must stop believing lies
Jungwonšāā¬: Somone sent me a video of Niki and the rest of the kids. Singing a love song and dancing with YOU!
Jayš¦: Why is Jungwon freaking out! Sunoo hasnāt touched Niki today, as I am aware of!
Heesungš¦: Jungwonie is sensitive todayā¦accusing me tainting the kids
Jayš¦: You tainting the kids? Shame you didnāt succeed maybe you can finally make my two kids be grateful what they have!
Heesungš¦: They need a lot more helpā¦then meā¦
Jungwonšāā¬: AHHHHHH STOP CHANGING THE SUBJECT! How dare you use Niki for your stupid fan service!
Nikišŗ: Has anyone seen my gaming console?
Jungwonšāā¬: Niki! Did uncle Heesung forced you to sing that songā¦?
Nikišŗ: Huh what song?
Sunooāļø: He means that stupid love songā¦where we sang kiss me xoxo for his stupid fanclub
Nikišŗ: Sunoo! We not supposed to tell Eomma! That he made us singā¦now he is gonna make us do another video for compensation!
Sunghoonāļø: Since we on the topic! I have huge complaint! Why didnāt I get my own trailer and have to breathe the same air as Sunoo!
Nikišŗ: Both of you shut up! I donāt want to do xoxo part 2!
Jungwonšāā¬: Are you threatening Niki!?
Heesungš¦: Jungwonie! Letās calm down
Sunooāļø: I wish Appa care for us like uncle Jungwon does for Nikiā¦
Sunghoonāļø: Sunoo? Are you dumb? Appa is afraid of Uncle Heesung! He willing to push us in the firing line to save his own skin!
Jungwonšāā¬: HEESUNG IM GONNA USE MY KITTY POWERS ON YOU! You are not exploiting my child!
Jakeš¶: Appaā¦ you shouldnāt lie! You telling me to come as it will be fine! Then you made me to do a solo shotā¦that makes the your fans heart flutter!
Jungwonšāā¬: Thanks to Jake, sending me that video! Things would have ended badly!
Heesungš¦: Jake? How could you betray your own Appa!
Jakeš¶: You were threatening us! Yes INCLUDING ME! YOUR OWN CHILD!
Heesungš¦: I did not threatā¦more like telling you to keep a secret!
Heesungš¦: If it wasnāt for my child! You all would have become famous!!
Jungwonšāā¬: Delete the video right now! Whilst Iām calmā¦
Heesungš¦: The time and effort I made the kids doā¦i canāt do itā¦I will just have to lie. Okay I deleted it
Jakeš¶: Appa you shouldnāt lieā¦you-
Jake went offline
Heesungš¦: Problem solvedā¦now if you excuse me. My kid need to stop exposing me
The next dayā¦
Heesungš¦: WHO DELETED MY VIDEO! THE TIME AND ENERGY I GET THE KIDS TO DO ALL IT!
Jungwonšāā¬: Didnāt you say it is already ādeletedā
Jakeš¶: Looks karma has got someoneā¦
Heesungš¦: Darn wrong chatā¦ahhh I must have forgotten I already deleted..
Jungwonšāā¬: Thanks to Jay! He deleted the videoā¦so Iām happy! But hyung you in my bad kitty book
Jayš¦: I canāt let Heesung hyung, use my children faces for free without a contract. This papa need to make some dough
Heesungš¦: Why do I have smart brothers! I should have used Yeonjun kidsā¦they are so easy to trick!
#kpop#kpop au#text au#au#kpop imagines#kpop reactions#kpop crack#kpopidol#kpop scenarios#kpop fanfic#kpop bg#enhypen ot7#jake enhypen#niki enhypen#enhypen jay#enhypen sunoo#enhypen au#enhypen imagines#engene#kim sunoo#sunoo#sunghoon#jungwon#jake sim#choi heesung#heesung enhypen#enhypen reactions#enhypen niki#nishimura riki#enha
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paubaya ; vil schoenheit
synopsis: vil has admired you for the longest time ever. word came to him that you have loved rook hunt. eventually, he would have to learn how to accept his fate of you not loving him back.
pairings: vil schoenheit x gn! reader, rook hunt x gn! reader
genre: angst, fluff (if you squint), unrequited love
warnings: grammatical errors
song reference:
notes: got inspired by this ask bcs it was so angsty and i love it
excuse me for the shit translation bcs at some point i have failed both filipino and english- so tha translation may not so be accurate since the tagalog in this song seems pretty vague to translate for my pea size brain but the idea is still there yk? anyways enjoy šŗ
paubaya
ā waiver/release of a right, claim or responsibility to another
vil has always loved you. he has always admired you and watched you from afar. but he always had a hurdle from loving you wholeheartedly, it was your undenying love for rook. as much as vil loves you genuinely, all he gets is pain in return.
āshould i confess to rook?ā you blurted out as the both of you roam through the courtyard of the campus. vilās breath hitched at the question. āwellā¦ā vil says as he clears his throat āits quite a risk, y/n.ā he responded. vil recalled those moments rook would talk about you. he had to admit to himself that you two are compatible for each other.
you sighed ādo you think he likes me? i mean, he goes along with my flirtatious jokes.ā you chuckled. vil let out a smile- more like forced a smile. the question made vilās chest hurt more. āmaybe you should confess to him. its not good bottling up those feelings, isnāt it?ā vil tells you. you smiled at vil āyou think i should? well then- i shall profess my love for him.ā you giggled.
sometimes he regrets even giving you the idea of confessing to him. but it would hurt you if you wouldnāt know rook is also in love with you.
ako ang kasama, pero hanap mo siya. (iām the one who's with you but he's the one you're looking for)
the day came wherein you had to confess to rook. its been weeks after your confession towards him and lucky to say that you were dating rook. rook was more than happy to even announce your relationship to vil. vil always tried to keep his composure every time he sees the both of you around.
āhowās every thing going with your relationship with y/n?ā vil asks as he gently brushed rookās hair. rook had to ask help from vil to get ready for his date with you. āevery thing is going well!ā rook exclaimed happily. āiām so lucky to have a lover like them in my life.ā rook blurted out.
yet again, a pang of pain stabs into vilās heart. ātheyāre lucky to have you as well..ā vil replied as he felt that bittersweet feeling engulf him.
ang tanging hiling ko lang sa kaniya (the only thing i ask from him)
huwag kang paluhain at alagaan ka niya (is to not make you shed a tear and take care of you.)
for months, vil had to witness the sight of you in another manās arms. it breaks vilās heart, he has to admit that. why couldnāt he just simply move on? he canāt simply forget his feelings about you if heās loved you for so long.
that should be him. that shā
āvil, are you alright?ā
your voice echoed through the ballroom of the pomefiore dorm. its a good thing you spoke or vil would be stuck in his thoughts. āa-ahā¦ yes. iām alright, y/n.ā vil says as he fixes his composure. he was training epel and asked rook to be in charge of epel.
āwell done!ā rook exclaimed. āwell, i think your training hours are over.ā he added as he looked at vil. vil approached the two, āyouāre done with training for tonight. you may head back to your room.ā vil says. epel said his goodbyeās then left the ballroom.
it was now the three of you left. you, rook, and vil.
vil stays in the ballroom for a few moments as he witness you and your boyfriend talk. he watches how rook speaks to you. suddenly, the both of you are acting like love birds in the ballroom. vil sighed āiāll get going now. y/n, you should get to your dorm soon. its late.ā he says to you.
you nodded at vilās words āi will. donāt worry.ā you smiled. āiāll get going then. you two have a great night.ā vil says as he exited the ballroom. he walked faster than ever, trying to make his tears not fall. once he arrived in his room, he immediately throws himself on bed. he lets out subtle sobs onto his pillow.
āit hurts..ā vil mumbles to himself.
he has to accept it. he has to swallow the fact that youāre happier with rook. as vil cries his remaining tears, he relaxes. finally he feels drowsy. all he wishes is for you to be happy so, heāll let go of his feelings for you even though it is hard to do so.
at kita naman saāyong mga mata (and i can see in your eyes)
kung bakit pinili mo siya (why you chose him)
mahirap labanan ang tinadhana (its hard to fight with whatās destined)
pinapaubaya ko na sa kaniya. (i leave you to him.)
#translation corrections are welcomed bcs paubaya was kinda hard to translate in english at some point?#this took so long im so sorry#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland imagines#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland scenarios#twst imagines#twst x reader#twst scenarios#vil schoenheit#vil schoenheit x reader
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