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lover-of-mine · 1 year ago

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#seriously dude?#seriously?#you ghost me for TWO FUCKING MONTHS #YOU SKIP OUT ON HANGING OUT WITH ME AFTER I HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS #YOU LEAVE ME FEELING LIKE CRAP #FOR DAYS #JUST TO SHOW UP TO TALK FUCKING 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER?#ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?????????#YOU WERE IN MY TOWN AND COMPLETELY IGNORED ME #EVEN THO YOUR FUCKING GRANDMOTHER IS MY NEIGHBOR #EVEN THO THERE'S NO WAY FOR YOU NOT TO THINK OF ME WHEN YOURE IN THIS FUCKING HELLHOLE #AND THE THING THAT MAKES YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME IS A FUCKING SONG?????#ARE YOU FOR REAL???#AM I BEING PRANKED????#YOU CANT BE BOTHERED TO TALK TO ME FOR WEEEKS #BUT MY FAVORITE BAND COMES ON SO YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME NOW????????????????#IM GONNA GET VIOLENT #i love you but its not a good day baby #not today #dont go nothing happened on me today #fucking hell #im gonna cry and i feel stupid #dont do this to me #thoughts thoughts thoughts #also i dont need to know how similar to me you new girl is #i hate to break it to you but they always are similar to me #it's kinda weird how long it takes you to notice that #like highkey you ex and me were the same people in different fonts #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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gncbozo · 19 days ago

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They're so bestie material <3

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abluescarfonwaston · 4 months ago

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Hey... What do you think Mia called her Dad? Papa? Father? Daddy?

Because she must have been at least 9 or 10 when he died if not a little older. Like. She remembers him. Even if he was always outside the village for work she remembers him. Remembers Misty losing him. Had to explain to Maya, or maybe worse- never had to at all - why he wasn't there. How she got his sense of humor and his laugh and neither of them can be held tight by him anymore but she can hold Maya tight and maybe then he doesn't feel so far gone.

What did she call him? Did she love him? Did Maya ever get that chance?

#mia fey #maya fey #like i dont mean to make the womans story about the men #hes just one more ghost for the story #i was just writing her and it occured to me how Old Mia must have been when he died #given the ten year age gap between Mia and Maya #and assuming they had the same Dad (not necessarily a given but i feel like they did) Mia knew him #does Maya explicitly say hes dead in aa1? or is it just implied? i dont remember.#but. did Mia love him? did she get her first taste of Mistys tendency to run away then?#did she have to bury him because Misty had fled. Did she have to comfort a squirming and confused toddler.#asking where mommy went. where daddy went. did she do something wrong?#did she find solace in the bits of her father she could see in Maya?#Hate her mother for those months of 'training'#did that love that anger change their family #(hate your sister) (hate the branch family she'll make)#no. No. NO! I hate all of you! Hate mother and morgan and everything #everything but her. the one you want me to hate.#just. a ten+ year marriage. poof. maybe we had two good dads.#but death was always their fate #dont think about Mia trying to channel him and being as devastated as Maya that she can't #learning to and wanting to channel him for Maya #who agrees. but quickly sends him away. because she just wanted to hang out with her big sister #and it feels like losing him all over again because its like shes the only one who loves him #look. im just saying Mia can be extra fucked up. as a treat.

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trans-xianxian · 3 months ago

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since this october will have both tarot cards And the annual wei wuxian birthday comic

#the thing is that there are 22 cards and 31 days #so I have to decide which days not to post a card #and if I don't post on the weekends + the 31st its perfect #plus posting two arts in one day could prove undesirable #but the month Starts with the first card so shouldn't it End with the last #it feels weird to me to not post the world on the last day of cqltober!! but in a way isn't the Comic the finale #god I'm going to be So burnt out by the time I have to start the fucking comic 😭#but I'll do it for him....#anyway. what do you all think 😳#ghost posts #poll #text #wwx #cql tarot

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juniperhillpatient · 1 year ago

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wish I was a character in a story so the random shitty things that happen to me could serve narrative purpose

#I’m having a real pitty party woe is me moment but I think it’s deserved #fucking gave my two weeks only to have my supposed new job fully ghost me so you know #fuck me i guess #personal #vent #I’m just. is it weird to say I’m emotionally exhausted by the current job market? because I am #it’s been months of shit like this #I just kinda wanna scream

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seventh-district · 4 months ago

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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold

#Seven.txt #writing stuff #thinking of that post that’s like ‘u Have To make art or all the ideas stay stuck in ur brain and make u sick’ bc yeah thats been the vibe #wish i wasn’t so all or nothing about it tho. but alas. i’m that way with everything in my life #i either expect 10k in a day from myself or i don’t write at all for weeks. or months :)#and my average pace is about 500 words per hour. so u can see. how that might be a problem. given how many hours are in a day.#and that’s obviously not sustainable. but idk if it’s adhd or what but it’s So hard to quickly start and stop tasks just Whenever #i struggle to be one of those ppl that can consistently write like. 500 words a day every day and then wow! soon you have a whole novel #nah. once i get myself in the Zone then i’m Goin’ and i can’t stop until i’m Done or i collapse from ignoring my body’s needs lmao #it’s something i should make an effort to do though bc i’d love to be consistently chipping away at things instead of working in bursts #anyways this is a lotta negative self-commentary for what is actually a Positive post! bc yay!! i wrote a thing!! Two things actually!!! 🎉#i got the follow-up to last year’s Matt oneshot done And i wrote the next chapter of Heaven in Hiding after uh. a year and some months #i wanted to blow the dust off the ol’ keyboard by starting with writing some less. uh. high-stakes(?) stuff #not that i didn’t put my all into writing them. i always do. just that ik they’ll have less of an audience so ill cringe less if they suck #so then i can hopefully do justice to the [N]MbD stuff that i’ll be putting out next! ehehe *rubbing my hands together* Finally #the next two [N]MbD fics r already written but the first little one needs a final edit #and then the Big one for. uh. someone (u kno who u r) needs a bit of rewriting i think. i wanna make it Better #so release schedule will be 1. Matt • 2. HiH Ch.3 • 3. [N]MbD small fic • 4. [N]MbD Big fic #then i’m gonna write a lil Boothill comfort oneshot. then i’ll edit/maybe rewrite and post that Dew (Ghost) OCD comfort oneshot #i also wanna keep writing the last couple chapters of HiH before i unintentionally abandon it again #and after/amidst all that maybe i’ll manage to get ES Ch.6 written and posted before the end of the year 😭#anyways ik i’ve made posts like this before. talking abt all these Plans of mine. and most of those things r Still stuck in the pipeline #so don’t put too much stock into this plan. i could have another Bad couple of months and get None of it done #but god i sure fucking hope not. i’d really like to cling to my creativity. if for no other reason than that it makes me happy

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backpackingspace · 2 years ago

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Okay but can we appreciate Lan zhan looking at what is clearly a demon possessing his boyfriend going:

Something is wrong he murdered these people (read tortured to death)

Jiang cheng: who hates outsiders judging his brother: so what's the problem we were planning on murdering these people. Wei wuxian is fine. He's always been like that.

#Untamed #Lan zhan #jiang cheng #Wei wuxian #Post burial mounds Wei wuxian #That scene where these two find weinwuxian after 3 months #Listen nothing will ever convince me that Wei wuxian wasn't some type of demon or vengeful ghost post burial mounds #Or I guess some secret 3rd thing where he's not alive but he's not one of the dead either #Lan zhan: please something is deeply wrong and I'm so worried and hurt I'm going to cry right here #Jiang cheng deep in denial he's fine what the fuck are you talking about he's just goth okay

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oflgtfol · 9 months ago

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shaking my fucking cage my grad school app is due friday and the only thing preventing me from submitting it is that everyone i ask for a letter of rec is taking their sweet fucking time

#asked three profs back in the FIRST WEEK OF JANUARY #and only one has submitted #so i asked two of my supervisors from my other job #but apparently they might not be 'permitted' to write letters of rec for employees anymore #WJATEVER THAT MEANS !!!!#so now im boutta go crawling back to my intenrship supervisor from a whole year ago #like hi bestie my internship had nothing to do with what im going to grad school for or what my current job is #but like. im out of options #also sorry i havent talked to you since i graduated. can you wrtie me a whole letter of rec in . checks my calendar. three days #AUGH #AND EVEN THEN I STILL NEED ONE MORE ?!?!?!?#im literaly about to ask my fucking michaels framing manager at this fucking point #these god damn professors im like HI. HELLO. ARE YOU ALIVE?#and its just RADIO SILENCE #like BRO. you told me you would a month ago and now when im like hey. whats going on. you just ghost me?!??!?!#at least tell me hey i actually dont have the time to do it anymore so sorry #like its the fact i have no fucking idea whats going on with these people #and my other job supervisors are totally willing to write these letters for me its just the fucking corporate higher ups #like hi. its not like i need a letter of rec for another job. im applying to an educational program #and one that will actively make me better at this very job #why the fuck would you not permit my supervisors to help me pursue this when it only possibly benefits liteally everyone involved here #brot posts

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vanyafresita · 10 months ago

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actually, you know what ? im glad my ex gf ghosted me, i dodged a bullet it seems

#this was two years ago and just a few months ago i started getting over it #on the one hand yeah it fucking SUCKS i wish i had had some type of warning instead of radio silence suddently from one day to the other #on the other i was ready to move to texas (me: poc queer fem presenting nd bitch) and was looking seriously jobs over there #and like- i fucking HATE the usa but she was really scared about leaving the states to come to europe- so i was willingly to travel there to #be with her and not put her through that (ive been traveling since childhood so im used to it- but she has certain mental stuff going on and #taking her away from her family and her childhood city was going to be really tough- of course i'd sacrifice my life for hers)#and like im so sorry to everybody who is stuck in the usa right now bcs ur country is treating yall so poorly i feel genuinely bad #but as someone who was planninh to work over there as a teacher..... IM SO FUCKING GLAD I DONT HAVE TO SET FOOT THERE 😭#every single thing i hear about the education system there seems hellish- as well as the teachers' conditions and wages #like over here its not all rainbows and flowers but at least i dont have to worry about school shootings or getting fired for recommending #books from a banned list 💀#ESPECIALLY as a poc latino queer linguistics and literature teacher- i'd love to talk to students about a big range of things- i cannot #imagine having to censor myself or dance around a subject becs “kids are too dumb to understand queerness” “youre trying to groom them”#“dont brainwash em you commie” like ma'am im trying to help your child develop basic empathy and respect for those who dont look like them #like i hear some serious worrying stuff from teachers over there i hope u guys are holding up somehow 😭😭😭#anyways idk how the phrase in english goes but in spanish we say cuando dios cierra una puerta- abre una ventana #(<- trying to look for the positive in getting ghosted by the girl of their dreams)#its fine guys anyways #yeah that was the first LD relationship ive ever had- never trying that again #also i found out im arospec so im definitely not getting into a romantic relationship lmfaoooooo #only QPRs for me now if anything lol #vanya strawberry flavored

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alteredsilicone · 1 year ago

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story time

years ago a former classmate approached me to draw some sketches so she could forward them to a graphic designer to create informational signs; she never paid me but I didn't really pursue it and just cut my losses

but

today I read a news article about this very same classmate's business

turns out two employees quit over missing wages - an accountant and a social media manger, and they went so far as to get the local news involved in an attempt to get the pay they're owed

Anyways

I guess it's some kind of cosmic karma for not paying me THREE YEARS AGO

#talking to myself #covid and the energy crisis also fucked her business over #and they were at risk of closing #my mom bought some subscription like package #and receives juice and some other good like once every few months #but now im just whewwww #part of me wonders if its just genuine financial struggle unable to pay employees #but like only two people having complaints is sus #and also (gestures) maybe shes bold enough to fuck over people who actually have PROOF that theyre owed money #also id assume if you genuinely lack the funds youd say that #not ghost your employee until they have to sick bez tabu on you #also disclaimer - im not dancing on anyones grave #im just... tickled #im always entertained by strange coincidences #Laima mani uzjautrina

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cuntwrap--supreme · 2 years ago

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Well, he was talking to me again. Now he's gone. Approaching three days now with no word. Legitimately don't understand. How can you be telling someone how much you want them and then not say shit for several days? This is what happened last time he stopped talking to me, too. It's as if he has to go do a hard reset for a week any time he shows vulnerability. I get that so many men are taught that emotions = weakness, but this is wack. Pack that toxic masculinity bullshit up and fucking kiss me already I swear to god.

#leon bitches #like this man knows I'm trans and shit. he doesn't care. but maybe he does on some level and that's why?#i just don't know #all i know is he's fairly conservative so it's weird that he has any interest in me whatsoever #like. i have blue hair - and pronouns! I'm covered in piercings and tattoos. I'm queer as queer can get. yet somehow we like each other?#despite being total opposites?#i think it's a thing of shared trauma and using humor to cope because despite the differences we're basically the same guy #it's bizarre #i don't even care if he doesn't want a romantic relationship with me. i just want him in my life somehow.#i have no problem being friendzoned or whatever. just don't tell me how much you want me and then ghost for a week. the fuck?#the happiest I've been in my adult life is when i was just chilling with him at work #guy knows how to cheer me up in just a few minutes. helps too that he's incredibly attractive and hilarious #and leaving that job felt like a mistake simply for the fact that I'd no longer see him daily #that was what kept me there for years. but the gm was a bitch and i eventually couldn't take it anymore #and i left. and it was 6 months of hell. i drive by that old job somewhat frequently and I'd cry every time #and then my friends insisted we go there one night. and we did. and i got his number. and i thought things were looking up.#and then he said he'd liked me for the better part of two years and i said I'd liked him for about 2.5 years.#i told him he's the only person I've met who I'd willingly sleep with. which isn't a lie. i don't get it but he's different.#and i thought things were looking hopeful. and then he didn't talk to me for a week.#comes back saying i deserve better than him. i say i disagree. shit starts up again.#and now he's gone once more and i feel... nothing. somehow. just empty.#i can't even cry. I'm not sad. i am completely void of everything but the depression and anxiety i can never shake.#he's been everything to me for years now. he's never acted like this. so i just do not get it.#but I'm not giving up on this. i can't. he means too much to me. he's been my inspiration for art and shit too #i think this is the closest I've ever been to being in love with someone truly. I'm not leaving just because he's wanting to be an ass #even though dipping out seems optimal. seems like the logical thing to do.#i had some random woman at a gas station trying to get me to go home with her the other day and i gotta say it was tempting #just so i could feel like i have some control over events happening in my life #but i didn't because what if she was really cool and i didn't want to hurt her by randomly leaving when guy starts talking again?#anyway. been sitting on my kitchen floor writing this for too long now. ass is cramped. im just big sad and don't know what to do

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kradnie · 3 months ago

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killing mhselff

#guy i have a crush on got a boyfriend:((#im sad #and jealous #but.........#that boyfriend was in a committed relationship two months ago xDDD #so uhhhh well see how it fucking goes #also i speak russian so we have more languages jn common >:(#i dont listen to ghost tho......#wjatever #therees other men #like the guy that lives on the other side of the country claims to be straight and is kinda ugly but not to me #bro we had so much fun larping a romance we could do it fr this time #ugh #anyway #I'm so sad someone buy me a beer or something #its not bad enough for a vodka #its just a dude im not even that close with #hes just fun and hot #i need to go on dates....#if nothing fun and gay happens to me im gettung on the apps i dont csre #but i think first im gonna desperate post on ig lmao #maybe someone has a secret crush on me #as you can tell i have secret crushes on multiple ppl i know lmao #but im gonna liek #do it later #so no one xonnects the dots

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daniel-munthe-agger · 3 months ago

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As HR it is on you to make sure you give posi vibes about your company to people who you are interviewing/trying to court, that includes knowing the exact address of your office, knowing which location you're hiring for, knowing how long the training period is which you expect me to relocate for, and being clear about salary expectations.

#personal #telling me you can't match my expected salary and offering a good lakh less? after two interviews and ghosting me for a month #be for fucking real #this woman has messed me up the last 5 days and since i don't even know who in the team i'm going to be potentially working with #she is the face of the company to me and this company sucks as a result #i have received so many bad vibes that i'm going to pick remaining unemployed than joining you because i don't have confidence in your org

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suck-mein-pokeballs · 4 months ago

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I'm like if lightweight friend that loves drinking was a type of introvert

Cause I love people, I really do

But I can't be around people a lot or I die

#i font understand how yall manage to socialize regularly #i do that like two or three times a year and it takes me months to recover lmao #i wish i was exaggerating #but if left to my own devices ill go out with you for a weekend and have a great time #and then shut myself in my room and avoid speaking or any type of interaction for 2 weeks - a month #ive pretty much given up on having any type of relationships or friendships #i just cant keep up with everyone else and the amount of contact that is expected from you nowadays #what do you mean you consider not replying to a text in 24 hours ghosting???? man sometimes i dont speak to the people i live with for #24 hours #when do yall rest?#when do yall do shit???#how are yall fucking doing all that #mein shit

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trans-xianxian · 5 months ago

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had to take one of my rats to the vet because she has this weird pink Bump on her stomach and thus I paid ONE HUNDRED AND THIRTY FIVE DOLLARS for the vet to be like yeah I don't really know you should see a specialist here's an ointment for it. I am going to commit violence

#apparently its too close to her bits and the vet didn't know how much it was involved w that #I didn't go to a specialist initially because they're more expensive and I wasn't that concerned #I took her to the vet because there shouldn't be weird pink bumps on your rat #but other than that she is Completely Healthy #she was like yeah it'll probably involve surgery to remove #which is both Very Expensive #and risky anyway for such a small creature #but she's already two and a half #which is Old #so it would be even riskier #idk I'm just not rlly comfortable w that #this sounds morbid but like #how much time am I really buying her yknow #am I going to pay hundrends of dollars for her to either die during surgery #or only live like two more months #esp when it doesn't seem to be affecting her health in any other way #she's active and social and eating normally and peeing and pooping and grooming herself #idk. all together frustrating experience #I feel like if a vet spends 5 minutes w you and sends you home w an eh idk you shouls get a discount I'm so fucking serious #anyway.#I also didn't get to adk abt my other rat which I was meaning to...#she has a big benign tumor #which happens a lot w rats #and doesn't seem to be affecting her health in any other ways #but it could Start to #but yet again she's too old for me to be comfortable w surgery #and I was gonna ask what the other options there were #but the vet was like okay bye! and I didn't have the chance to be like hey wait #ghost posts #text

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the-kipsabian · 6 months ago

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i am this 🤏 close to a complete fucking mental breakdown how are we doing today

#they are snipping my benefits if i dont find a cheaper apartment. they have changed the game on me about this again #it wasnt like this last month. theres no available cheaper apartments in this city but they dont accept that as an explanation anymore #i cant find a fucking job and im pretty sure the gallery ghosted me and/or im not getting it and im so fucking out of options i dont #know what to do anymore. nothing fucking works out and ive just been sitting here crying for like two hours now #i have people trying to walk me through this and rationalize this but its so fucking useless when nothing i try works out #and then the fucking government throws more wrenches into my already fucking miserable existence and i just #im just so done. i just want to lay on the floor and rot like i get it im useless and you dont want to support me gg this country sucks ass #fuck the mentally ill fuck the poor fuck the jobless how about we try to make you homeless as well like #if i have tried to avoid wanting to feel like dying lately wow this surely set me back like two months worth of progress on that. fun #im just. out of options. i cant even fill this fucking apartment application without feeling shitty and hopeless about it #moving is the last thing i wanna do and theres no places here but what the fuck can i do. i dont know #sorry im just. i dont know. everything just fucking sucks. i just want to stay here and have a steady job and just #i just wanna live. but they are making it so fucking impossible i dont... i dont know #i dont fucking know #night is an absolute mess on main

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