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One of the hardest things for artists to do is feel as though they've successfully established their own unique artistic style that's identifiable from the works of other successful artists in their field.
It's absolutely normal and okay to begin your career as an artist through copying/tracing and mimicking the art of professional artists you've admired and that have helped shape the style of your imagination. That's how we learn - by copying. However.
When an artist is establishing themselves as a formal artist - as a professional or just More Than Just A Doodler - and cares about the work they're putting out a lot, having their art compared to pre-existing works by unrelated artists becomes extremely unflattering and detrimental. It can be demotivating and harmful to the health of that artist's growth and much-needed sense of confidence.
A professional artist wants to know how they're standing out. A professional artist wants to hone what makes their work absolutely and completely unique (and if you start to argue "but nobody's art is totally unique!" I will come to your house, dangle you off the roof by your ankles, and shake you until the Midjourney scrapeware falls out of your eye sockets) and continue mastering and adapting their style and its uniqueness.
Every character has a soul. Every landscape has a silent song. Every brush stroke, line, and blot of color represents something unique inside of the mind and heart of every artist. Nobody wants to be known as "the artist that draws just like [other popular artist]" unless they are plagiarizers.
An artist's style isn't just a style. It's who they are, and a veritable road map that can tell much more about that artist's life experiences, emotions, and passions are centered around than the casual viewer may fully realize. Every piece is a more refined, more crystallized (and sometimes scrunkly) offering of a window into their ideas, their hopes, their feelings, and everything that truly matters as they enrich the lives of every single person on this earth.
Saying someone's piece "escaped" from another person's work is essentially suggesting they've intentionally ripped off someone else's style. You're trying to compliment an artist by sweetly accusing them of potential plagiarism, and outright disregarding and dismissing how much they, on their own, have had to practice and study just to get to the point that they feel comfortable publishing a single piece.
If you like an artist's work enough to want to send them a nice comment, just focus on what you like about their art. Not how much their art reminds you of someone else's. It devalues the time, energy, and sacrifices an artist makes to hone their craft and muster their confidence enough to share their work. When that artist is also a professional, you're also basically saying, "Hey, you're good enough to fill in for another professional's animation team even though you've spent your entire education and career in the arts for your work to be valued for its own merits."
If all you can think to say is, "I love how your OC makes me think of another person's OCs," then maybe consider just going through that artist's blog and reblogging more of their work without comment. Especially when they've clearly established they do not like having their work compared to another artist's the first fucking time they respond.
Your Crowley escaped from Hazbin Hotel
#long post#sorry for the rant#i worked too many years with artists to not feel rage at comments like these#because it was always so fucking sad to see how disheartened it would make my old artist partner#just to have his work compared ONCE to anyone else's after we'd started working together#i'm a writer and want to chew the face off anyone that compares my writing to someone else's#like great. love to know you like the free work i put out enough to talk to me about a colleague's work you'll actually PAY FOR
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No fucking way, that bitch accused you too? WTH
https://www.tumblr.com/aifairy/767667992231280640/not-sure-but-this-fic-genuinely-seemed-odd-when-i?source=share
LMAOO I CACKLED WHEN I READ THAT POST THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOWš They're using free AI checkers online and claim that they "can tell if a fic was AI generated or not". These may not really be professional credentials, but I am a computer science student(IB Higher level that too!!) AND planning to pursue it in uni, so I know enough about AI. Using AI for unethical work is..well unethical! Which is why I've never used it for writing fanfics, a purpose that doesn't really hold a lot of importance in people's lives??? AI generates the same ugly, repetitive response everytime so I wouldn't even think about resorting to it, and I don't see how Fatal Trouble shows that pattern.
@aifairy claims that chatgpt generated a similar response to my fic. first of all, the images they've attached are not the same as what I've written at all. it's talking about sunghoon giving a bite mark on the reader's neck and her thinking about the night it happened. HELLO HAVE YOU READ THE FIC? he hasn't bitten her even ONCE??? there was just a suggestive allusion to it in the end. And seriously? They're using AI checkers like ZeroGPT and GPTZero for this? Hilarious.
I can assure you I've never wasted my time by using AI to write my fics like I couldn't even think about it. Here are some things about me which will hopefully make my intentions of writing on this platform clearer:
I've been writing online since the age of 13(2020) I don't think most of the population knew about generative AI. I used to be on wattpad before tumblr and my writing has improved quite a bit since then. I joined Tumblr in 2022 and wrote a fic about the show Wednesday(again, generative AI was not trendy, where I live atleast)So what I'm trying to say is I've been writing A LONG time before language modeling AIs became trendy. I've never switched to them.
Writing and reading has been a passionate hobby of mine since I was very young. I've received several academic proficiency awards for high level subjects in english literature, english language as well other languages at school, my works have been published in my school magazines and literary competitions multiple times. I have absolutely no problem in coming up with good content and am able to execute it properly as well.
I dedicate a good amount of time every week to writing. I only stick to fanfics online, because they're more popular and in demand than writing stories with your own OCs from my experience. I want to work on writing actual stories but I'm still a school going student so I don't have enough time for that. And at the same time on tumblr I get to connect with people who share the same interest as me :)
So basically what I want to say is I do not use and have NEVER used AI to write fics, I have not used it for Fatal Trouble or any other fics from my master list. I'm literally putting out fics I've worked hard on for FREE on this platform so others from the same fantom can enjoy it as well. Be respectful about it and stop being discouraging. DON'T LIKE IT DON'T READ IT. Writing on this account helps me improve my skills and get feedback. I don't care about what someone random online accuses me of, because ik that irl, my family, teachers and friends are aware about my skills and support me and I'm doing well in them as well :)) so I'm not going to be discouraged and stop writing<33
#this got a lil long heh#but I had to say itš¤·āāļø#they can continue being jobless and gain satisfaction from harassing people online through baseless means!!!
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oc love onterest. double dipping. v'rhym and raubahn, irma and lyna
ok this is funny because v'rhym and raubahn have actually had something, though i don't know exactly how or when (it was just a (couple?) of one-night stands). i'm inclined to think it started after the rescue mission in HW (the vulnerability of it all. emotional support that ended up being something different) and kept going sporadically during SB (stress of a military campaign you know how it is). a lot of it is not my business though (as is often the case with v'rhym) so i haven't actually figured it all out #privacy rights. but raubahn is DEFINITELY his type, a Lot, and also not inclined to start any kind of stable romantic relationship, so the sex is good and raubahn gets to gush about nanamo (whom v'rhym does like a lot) which is as fair an exchange as it gets in both their books! i think raubahn is the type to need a lot of strong liquor to get vulnerable, and more importantly, someone he can trust/rely on (and whose combat skills match his own) so for that v'rhym is the perfect candidate. the grand melee was foreplay actually. an almost strangely balanced and nontoxic relationship
lyna/irma........... GOD this one is so terrible. and hilarious. imagine having your crush of 100 years date your GRANDDAUGHTER. how do you recover from that. this is the worst most advanced version of the friendzone holy shit. possibly the funniest and worst thing about it is that i could actually sort of see it? they have very very similar personalities, which also. hey g'raha what's up with that actually? (we're not going to think about it.) lots of mutual respect and admiration here. irma deeply respects her and loves that lyna still bosses her around and treats her just like another soldier despite the whole warrior of darkness spiel ("you may be able to eat lightwardens for breakfast but that doesn't mean you'll be spared amaro dung shoveling duty") <- i could envision either psychosexual yuri or straight-up kink shit here honestly. or maybe both. (and they were both tops (oh my god they were both tops)). obviously the compelling part of it is that they're both incredibly repressed and duty-oriented soldiers first and foremost so it would need a LOT of narrative heavy-lifting to get there in the first place. irma is not that fucked up that she'd go for this as part of her Wage 5D Chess Psychological Warfare On The Lying Wizard agenda (hit 'em where it hurts), or rather it's not her flavor of fucked up, so this is (luckily) not on the table. honestly i'll have to think more about it because it's hilarious if extremely cursed
#this is so fucking funny i'm sorry. the worst part is that it could actually sort of work. holy shit lmaooo#irma#v'rhym
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Ah yes another sans OC to add to my collection! (And thereās still two more others Iām working on- š§āāļø)
Some things about him:
When he was made by his creator his creator told him to go and find some outfit idea that he likes and when he agree to doing that he found Ink!Sans and got inspired by his outfit a lot but made sure not to copy it fully because ācopying someone art is not art.ā
The āvialsā on his arms and waist arent actually like ink!Sans, there not his emotion are anything else not even his soul, he actually puts blood/dust in them to ākeepā later. (He might be a silly guy but he has problems.)
His and blight relationship is very complicated, Cursive is mute and is not allowed to speak but he is very expressive with his face and body movements to show how he feeling, meanwhile blight who doesnāt like how cursive sometimes acts will always tell him āYour being annoying cut it out!ā Straight to his face but cursive doesnāt let that get to him at all!
cursive has a weapon but his weapon is (NOT) like inks weapon, he actually has a normal size pencil that he can make magically appear out of nowhere, he can sketch anything out (hints to his nickname-) and use whatever he just drew as a weapon or as a food source (basically he took āIām a Artist.. I can draw anything.ā To a whole new level.)
Cursive like you. He always likes you.
he knows you.
he see you.
he is there for you.
#artwork#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fyp#undertale#undertale au#sans undertale#sans#sans au#skeleton oc#sans the skeleton#skeleton art#skeleton crew#concept art#character concept#sketch#doodlesphere#doodlysketch#doodlies#doodle#doodlings#my doods#sans oc#oc artist#oc artwork#oc#ocs#my ocs#november
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āā· āµĀ ācountry boy and his clownā
ā¶Ā phillip graves x oc/reader
ā¶ cw.Ā graves babygirl confused, funny banter, shadow boys, aloof OC, lots of jokes, third person <3
ā¶Ā note. this is basically my little drabbles collection that will accumulate into a long story at some point about my OC Leech xd she's also the ones in all the other MW2 fics i've written
everyone likes that new girl. all the boys were drawn to her and graves can't believe the god damn sight of it all.
on the first mission the damn girl had her little portable gaming device, graves didn't catch what it was called. she whistled as she played whatever game on it. graves felt a fuckin' tick itching on his face from the clicking and tapping.
"shut that god damn thing off, fucking hell."
the girl sighs, putting it into her cargo pocket. "Sorry, Commander." she listens well, at the very least.
graves walks over to her and within an instant she stands up and salutes him. "What they call ya'?"
she's a new transfer, a sort of trade off with a friend. graves needed someone like her but her age was somewhat of an issue, not that young but maybe not old enough to know the ropes of an elite company.
"leech."
the fuck? grave left a migraine forming in his head now. "what?""
"leech, sir."
"got a backstory for that one?"
she laughs, "of course, i would never pick it myself. bit some guy's carotid off during my first deploymentāi swear i didn't drink his blood thoughā"
"i didn't think that," graves sighs, pressing his fingers between his brows. "continue on then, sergeant."
"yup yup."
she catches on quick.
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"get this thing open!"
she sighs, tapping away at her little computer in her crouched form. "look boss, you've given me 2 seconds how about you give me 10 more seconds and maybeāoh, look it's open, you're welcome."
graves can see this girl making him lose his will to live. but he was no patient man and well, she was far too chill and nonchalant for this type of work.
when they get inside she's on the computer right away, jamming combinations of numbers and symbols to get what he wanted from this place.
"yikes, lots of porn on here."
graves almost snaps his neck turning to her. "what?"
"joking, got what we need." she pulls out the drive from the computer and pocketing it. she pulls her gun from her side back into her hands. "time to find out way out, commander."
āāāāāāā¹ā±āāā°ā¹āāāāāā
"i don't think i've met anyone more annoying." graves admits.
shadow 1-1 laughs, "boss, she's pretty cool and she's cute."
"she's funny, she said her callsign was because she ate a live lizard on the fieldā" shadow 1-2 mentions.
hes interrupted by 1-1, "wait what? she told me it's because she was sucking on her military ex-boyfriend's dick one time in the barracks and she accidentally cut off his foreskin."
"that's a fuckin' lie, if i've ever heard one."
1-1 takes offense, "yours sounds more fake than mine."
somehow this makes graves grab his head, what the hell has this girl been doing to my men. now it makes him doubt if the story she told him was even real.
she ponders, pursing her lips, "sir, i told you the real storyāit's just fun telling all the boys different shit, they all go around tellin' each other the wrong thing and it's funny when they all get confused."
the girl looks around aimlessly, seemingly waiting for him to say something. "alright, you're dismissed. see you tomorrow, leech."
graves sighs in his office, the girl in front of him now dressed in a more business attire even if her skirt was far too short and the buttons her shirt were on wrongāthe sheerness of that top too, jesus christ could she not afford a shirt didn't look like a piece of tissue? he could see her bra straps through the damn thing.
"are ya' lying?"
"maybe."
#phillip graves#graves fic#graves smut#graves mwii#graves x reader#graves x oc#cod oc#phillip graves fanfiction#graves fanfic#phillip graves x reader#phillip graves x oc
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For @keferon mecha AU, my sister and I have been talking about this for days.
Pardon any use of OCās or of any characters seem OOC, I am trying my best.
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September 17th of 1984 was the first time anyone saw one of those bastards, it had been small and seemed non-threatening off the shore of Honolulu. It had made the cover of a handful of newspapers and got looked at by someone in the US government before they chose to leave it be.
Weeks had passed and it was forgotten, just as passing day of news for most people. It wasnāt until they hit the California coast that people became concerned. When they started to kill people and cause property damage to the extreme was when there was government response.
Then they started to attack other countries and eventually inland cities. Basic military response was not cutting it. There needed to be a bigger and more coordinated response, though the powers that be kept that off the table for a while. Cold War and all.
Most of the first generation pilots are either long dead, generals who can hardly move, or in long term care facilities. The first few generations of āMechanical Enemy Challenging Housingā were terribly ineffective and highly dangerous. Over a thousand people took the challenge and didnāt live to see the end of that first generation of war.
Even now the suits are incredibly dangerous to operate, but they learned a great deal over the years. It took almost a decade for the US to start tying up the fight, and now there is some chance at success.
Back when the fighting first started, the world knew every pilots name. There was a sense of glory in it, for you and your Mecha to be known by the masses. The first hundred or so pilots will always be named in history textbooks, whether locally or for the bigger international battles, everyone watches the footage in school and every child dreamed of being those pilots.
Only now though do they realize how pilots drop like flies, a man whose call-sign was Zeta, was one of the first pilots ever. He made it barely through that first year and died on national television with millions watching; no one would forget how blood poured through the chest seams in his Mecha. It turned that shining white to pink and red. Most of them died on the news, so the government began to realize that making these heroes into idols might not be the brightest of ideas. The suits though, those could be re-used after the death of the pilot.
Now the numbers painted almost haphazardly on the front of the Mecha are to identify the pilot, for the sake of any family they may have watching. To know whether your family member is alive or dead, or what suit theyāve been assigned to. Rather gruesome when you think about it long enough.
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The program was going on for decades when they finally started to have to properly hire people and stop taking volunteers off the street, the volunteers were wanting in more often for the wrong reasons and were getting killed in their first fight. Finding pilots, actual pilots, became a lot harder when their standards went up. For every program and organization across the globe, it was getting harder to find the people whoād be able to go the distance.
An organization based out of the United Stared called Mecha became the top performer, above the US government and its military units, above Japan, and every other private company especially. They hired the best of the best, the ones who could become one with their suit. Of course, a great deal of their funding came from the United States government contracts, so they had to answer to them to an extent, but when both organizations were willing to pay out the nose to your family to become part of Mecha, why not go with them?
They had some of the most ambitious projects and most advanced suits the world had ever seen. A company that preferred to stay in the shadows with their geniuses and all stars, for what reason, who knows or cares. They dressed everyone up in BDUās and hid behind the cover of their command structure with the US. But they were the ones ready to end this fight and that was good enough for most of the pilots to hear.
When you have government contracts, plus private funding from who knows where, you can hire the best in their crafts for whatever you might need. Whether bringing in the pilots from the military, scientists from their think tanks, engineers from national labs, or who knows. You can start to do some pretty amazing things.
Like space travel, to bring the fight to them and hopefully get it off Earth. The first space suit that went up lost contact just two weeks into their mission, pilot 1061, call-sign Jazz. Heād been inside his custom to him Mecha when theyād lost contact, his vital signs cut first followed all other connections, as if the reaction had simply just died.
Most of the active pilots had known Jazz in some way, especially the pilots at Mecha whoās trained and tested with him. One of the current longest standing pilots and someone a lot of other pilots looked up to. When he went mission, a group volunteered it be the recovery team whenever Mecha was ready to send another suit and pilot to space.
His loss was swept under the rug and kept from the media, he didnāt have much in way of family and those he did have were either in the world saving business or happy to take a check to keep their silence. The family that he did have that cared were the ones willing to risk their lives day in and day out to fight the same bastards he had. To take the weight of one of the suits and go out there to save the planet.
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It took five years for the first team to be ready to head for the stars, to where ever those things were coming from and this time the media was invited. NASA was supposedly running the operation, giving it the title of the Arcturus mission. Arcturus One, though most of the pilots felt that they were more so Arcturus Two, biting their tongue whenever they wanted to mention Jazz and his sacrifice. Remember the big checks that would be sent to their families on the first of the month for the rest of time practically, if they kept their mouths shut and accepted to being team one.
The plan was to send up four suits, all attacked to a shuttle that held all the necessities the pilots would need. Not terribly different from how the ISS function with the attached pods, though instead of pods it was giant Mechās that were made to kill aliens.
A crew of four people, whose names would be known along with their numbers, for the first time in over a decade.
Call-sign: Hound, pilot 1124
Call-sign: Breakdown, pilot 1457
Call-sign: Sunstreaker, pilot 2450
Call-sign: Sideswipe, pilot 2451
Actual names would not be released until a later date to protect their families, it was already a deadly job that they were now taking to an unfamiliar environment, they didnāt need reporters following them everywhere. It was certain that theyād be in the history books no matter the outcome of their mission anyways.
Launch day was scheduled to be the same as when these things chose to attack Earth, a day that each person who ever stepped into a mech suit hoped that theyād make these freaks regret.
Hound was the primary pilot for the shuttle, with Breakdown as chief engineer, then the twins were the primaries for battle, come to be known as the front-liners. They were likely to remain in their suits the most. It was an imperfect mission, but one that theyād take on just as they had all those on Earth.
The night before take off, the four all sat together in Mechaās barracks, unable to face what little family they each had left as they prepared for their fate. One of no return and if not most certain death, coming to accept that didnāt take long but it was still needed. After a while, they raised their glasses to Jazz, determined to find whatever one of these things that had taken the great pilot from then and tear it apart.
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A/N: Alright, itās the day after I initially posted this and realized I made a lot of spelling/grammar mistakes while typing on my phone. So I took it and re-typed it and now had put it back here with the slight updates. Sorry for those who read it before I fixed it. Look out for a part 2 soon though, hopefully.
Also, I did think about putting First-Aid on Arcturus One, but I felt heād fit in better with his haunted suit on Arcturus Three so.. yeah. Heās coming, promise.
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I keep seeing fanarts of ppl's OC's being on the ship, so do you think that if there was 6st crewmember (specifically, another woman) Anya would've been more safe? Like, someone to actually call Jimmy's begaviour out, someone Anya might wanna trust? Is there a possibility something might have changed (even if a little) or it would not have mattered at all?
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I feel like the game would make it part of the commentary on where she would believe and help Anya but still be sort of dismissive? Like the whole ādonāt waste time crying and being scared keep going and move on, donāt let him winā. Itās supposed to be positive and reinforcing but sometimes it does more damage in those times of mourning and grief, it feels patronizing, like you donāt understand what youāre going through but they do. Even if they did call out his behavior itās still on Curly to act and while another voice would help, itās still 4 against 2 on guys that donāt get it until they have to vs women who always have to.
I donāt mind mouthwashing OCs but I do get a bit bored as they tend to be borderline saviors or like Jimmy aligned. They are either more complicit than Curly or just Jimmy haters for no reason, outside of what the creators know about what he did to Anya. I am never irked by OCs but in a story like mouthwashing you really need to think about what your character adds to the commentary, especially if they are there during the crash. Itās nice to have like characters on Anyaās side more whole heartedly and interesting to see characters who placate Jimmy but sometimes itās one note.
I canāt and donāt want to police peoples OCs itās never my intention when I comment on trends I notice, but I do feel like the way people make their OCs interact with these two characters and especially Curly, really show a grave misunderstanding of the narrative and these characters as people vs roles in the story. Still, I know people just make up characters for fun and thatās fine. Great even, but I guys Iām focusing more on OCs that are supposed to have those serious dynamics. My favs tend to be pretty-Tulpar or post-Tulpar au OCs.
The inevitably of the crash is on Jimmy. He did that not because he wasnāt stopped but because all his means to kill Anya were taken. The gun, the axe. Even if Curly did strip him of his co-pilot privileges and try to keep him contained thereās only so many people. An extra body helps but they have jobs they have to do, heās the only one steering the whole ship and Jimmy would likely have an out: food, bathroom, etc. Heās not new and if he couldnāt crash the ship directly, whoās to say he wouldnāt sabotage something else? A clunker like the Tulpar wouldnāt take much. An extra person helps but itās just another thing that prolongs what a person like Jimmy is willing to do to shirk responsibility.
Itās more than just needing someone to stand up to him and think thatās what is missing when it comes to inserting a character into the mouthwashing setting.
#like again most people treat Jimmy like a misanthrope and heās not and the way heās just evil/rude to everyone all the time just isnāt real#like heās snarky and rude but it canāt be 100% of the time like hes not going out his way to instigate#heās the type to say shit and hope it stirs the pot like Daisuke likes him at first#thinks heās a bit of a jerk but he likes him like unless you specifically make a character heās dislike heās not just gonna be#readily antagonistic to strangers or at the get go#not to mention itās not just about Anya needing a friend but someone with the power to do something#a point in why she confides in Curly is heās the captain sheās not just gonna tell the only other woman just because itās still personal#not every girl tells their friend or another woman especially if they are new and they donāt know how they react not all girls are#girls girls some can be just as toxic as the men they are being confided in about#the nuance of the situation is not solved by having more people who actively hate jimmmy if anything it would make him escalate further as#clearly has issues with how people perceive him and being liked like another woman who hates him thatās gonna do something crazy in his mind#I think itās interesting when OCs explore another side of the pre established dynamics as Jimmy uses each remaining crew member to fill a#something Curly provided for him and represent his dynamic with Anya and being an abuser I just feel like a lot is being missed out on#and itās mainly cause people donāt want to make OCs that arenāt great people like itās okay to have a grey mediocre OCs in situations like#this its realistic and helps you write more grounded characters like idk i like the ocs but eh im not like a super fan#I really should make an analysis on Jimmy cause people hate discussing him and his character is being really misunderstood#like not saying sheās innocent or an excuse but just not getting how he is supposed to work like heās no dick fucking dasteredly#heās a shitty guy who gets shittier like he aināt start out an avengers level threat#mouthwashing#š anon#mouthwashing game#ask#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing oc#now I gotta make an oc just to prove myself but I canāt draw#so maybe not cuz whatās the point if I canāt explain the fly drip
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blake lets him keep it. this is a dire lapse in judgement on his part but they're just gonna have to live with it. (ids in alts)
#niksartstuffs#furry hockey league#ocs#furry art#theyre both.... like. ok.#conor is like. nice and soft spoken and awkward and sweet but then every now & then does smth SO serial-killer-esque.#and you just have to stand there like okay my perception of this kid has been irrevocably changed forever. what the fuck man.#and blake is very outwardly offputting and bitchy kind of on purpose which hides a deep insecurity which also hides a belief that he is#in fact better than everyone else which also hides a desperate need for someone to pay special attention to him. tch. typical.#then conor does pay attention to him. a lot. and blake likes conor more and more the weirder and weirder he reveals himself to be. win-win.#that being said i dont think they are getting together until they're like. 10 years into their careers LMAO. i keep making the burn slower#every time i think abt it. a couple yrs and then 10 yrs next thing u know it'll be when they're retired.#wait... coaching a team together........... no no i cant keep doing this to them. whatever actually i can have AUs for my own universe.#conlake baseball au. make that a reality.#idk what their portmanteau ship name should be. in my mind they are the obnoxious main ship that ppl with good taste ignore in favour of#blake/lucas or something. anyway. its fun meta thinking about my own work. these tags have gotten so far away from me.
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more side character designs now to the tune of the Kil sisters
#original#ocs#character design#art#artists on tumblr#Ciara Kil#Naomi Kil#you know what's fucked up? never heard the name ciara until a few months ago. it's pronounced with a hard c. like keera. that's fucked up#anyway her name isn't pronounced like that cause i said so. it's a soft c and you pronounce the i. see-are-ah#hard-c ciara doesn't fit her. soft-c ciara does. it's fantasy i do what i want. i makea the rules#anyway. needless to say im in love with them both#naomi especially im sorryyy she's so intricate. she's got so much little shit going on I heart her crazy style#shes very good at Doing Things Right but it is an active choice to do so. unlike Ciara who is just really naturally personable and likeable#and so even when she's a bit unkempt or pushy. she gets away with a lot because she's so damn easy to like#wheras naomi is A Choice. she Is Right not because she's likeable but because she puts effort into it#shes obsessed with her image (who else does that sound like? almost like they're products of the same environment or something)#shes Neat and Put Together and very formal. very traditional#and not just because of that but not helped by it she's very distant. just enough to be noticeable but not enough to alienate her#because since she's so curated elsewhere. everyone she's distant to assume that they're just not privy to whatever else is going on#they assume that SOMEONE is. and that someone just isnt them because they arent good enough. naomi has a way of putting herself in a place#where she is an unattainable goal. and that's all in her pursuit of Doing Things Right#i could talk about her for hours also. fucking love naomi#naomi and ciara and julian are all fun because they're all. So Different. but similar enough that if you look closely youre like...#yeah. yeah those three all came from the same place and you can TELL#even ciara who is generally more easygoing than the others. you can still Tell sometimes#case in point: she's stubborn as hell and not afraid to pick a fight to get what she wants#love her.
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i saw that you used to hint at oc stuff on twitter (don't ask me why im digging im looking for zola stuff lmao) why don't you post more about them?
i am simply terrified that if i post oc things online someone will steal the concept and run with it faster and better than i ever could have and then i will be devastated forever and ever
more seriously i have very little to show for any of my oc things (adhd brain making life difficult as per usual awawawawawa) and every time i've shared oc things in the past i've ended up never following up on it and it makes me feel bad and guilty so i've just convinced myself i will Never talk about my ocs until i have something substantial i can put out there
#mio answers things#anon#i'm getting a little better with making things for my ocs#on account of having friends i can actively share my brain rot with#but i still dread the feeling of posting a character and being forever haunted about never doing anything with them ever again#(echoes of custard howling in my mind)#just like how i dread having a repeat of that time in middle school#where i talked about my werecrow oc in the comments of a bigger artist's works#and they ended up making their own werecrow oc immediately after#they very much directly aligned with mine#but it got wildly popular on their account and they made a ton of art for it and i just#ended up deleting any evidence of mine because i felt so bad about it skjdfhgkldhfkgj#like i have no problem with people taking inspiration from my designs#i think it's fun seeing people design vy2s with two toned hair and kyos with pink eyes and hair pins w#but like. the thought of posting my oc and having someone run them through a blender to make their own character makes me feel. bad.#i can't articulate the specific reason Why it makes me feel bad but it does skjfghdkjfgsdhkjf#like if i finally posted theater gang stuff and then saw someone else take those concepts and make them into their own characters#i might just collapse into a pile of beef trimmings and never get up sdfkjhglksjdfg#it's silly and i don't know why my brain's like this but because of this in combination with my fear of posted oc things haunting me foreve#i simply will not be posting <3333#(and also just that. i'm incapable of producing enough artwork to make my ocs matter in a public context i think.)#(like you breed affection for a character through familiarity)#(which you only really get by creating A Lot Of Art)#(and i cannot do that <333)#(so instead most times i post it's a few handfuls of likes)#(and that doesn't really feel worth it to my brain when i could just settle for going insane over them with my friends skjdfhgkjsdf)#i really think this last year has just taught me that i really. honestly truly prioritize the reactions and feelings of my friends#over strangers on the internet#and it feels a lot more comfortable that way w#AH
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day 21: lost
it's bad enough being in a new world totally alien to her. to not recognise her sister? agonising. unbearable.
#ffxiv#miqomarch#seeker of the sun#gpose#miqo'te#shadowbringers spoilers#oc: m'seyli#oc: m'kipfhi#i've been thinking a loooot about the two of them in the first it causes me physical pain#bc kipfhi went shortly after/around the same time as thancred#and she was like. 12/13ish#teenagers change a LOT in 5 years!#to have this initial moment of. someone is calling your name (and dropping the tribal letter! which she doesn't let a lot of people do!) an#running towards you at mach speed and clearly knows who you are and you have this brief moment#of 'who the hell is this person' before it dawns on you that it's /your sister/ who you have never been apart from for more than a few week#at most since she was born#and like it's not just that she's grown up physically. she's an entirely different person to the girl she was like. a month ago to you.#bc again!!! teenagers change a lot!!!! and she's grown up in the fuckin apocalypse#and like kipfhi too. she's been DESPERATE for seyli to get here and has been standing there just like. vibrating in excitement over finally#getting to see her again. and seyli's not very good at hiding when she's feeling off about something and everything is /so/ off.#their bond is strong enough that they can get through it but it's rough for a hot second.#anyway im very normal about shadowbringers
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having shriāiia thoughts as one does bc GUESS whoās save file completely died when the new patch came out nooo we have to replay her again š¤ alas. just stewing on the thought of how she never got to fuck her Mistress even though she wanted toā¦!!!! like she was out there getting psychologically tortured and mind broken but she was just like WHY wonāt you fuck me im literally doing everything for you. which is so bad for her, woman who already has an excruciatingly low self worth because she missed the mark on the standard for lolthās children (and thatās worse than not fitting in the standard at all) by something out of her own control btw (not being born in a noble house) but sheās been recognised and blessed by her goddess, and sheās been invited to join a drow house so everything should be good right?? she should be desirable right?? finally everything is correct and well and good and the way it should be right????? but no..!! itās not..!! and so sheās doing everything for this woman, no dignity left, literally doing anything to get her approval, to be told that sheās finally enough, and sheās finally fitting in - and she gets it sometimes, she gets ignored most times tbh and itās just this painful excruciating stew of self loathing and insecurity that sheās in, and sheās in there for a century but the thing is she canāt even give up. itās not in her nature to. and sheās done too much to just give up , and sheās been doing this for a long time that she canāt give up and lolth didnāt raise no quitters so she sticks by it, trying to achieve that hopeless praise. but then one day she gets dropped like nothing, everything sheās done and suffered and worked towards and sacrificed gets thrown out bc her goddess isnāt pleased with her and good luck going home btw youāre not welcome here anymore bc ur pathetic. the rug gets pulled under her feet and sheās left in this strange world that she can barely navigate in let alone speak the language and u expect her to b fine with thatā¦?
#I rlly want to. hmm maybe make a comic or draw something abt shriāiia in the tiefling party#^ bc that is the turmoil currently and sheās PANICKING ā¦!!!!#but she canāt show it. she canāt give herself away. so she gets DRUNK. and sheās in her corner chugging down wine#also like the idea there that she undoes her braid bc her hands arenāt steady enough to put it back to her usual style#and maybe it keeps getting caught lol. so hair down shriāiia š¤š„³ and her hair is wavy going down near her feet š„³#hair down drunk shriāiia who looks like sheās having so much fun but if you look at her properly her eyes are rabid#and if u just watch her sheāll just stare at her hands with the most haunted expression#but if someone gets close to her sheāll go back to smiling and laughing and itās so fun woohoo š„³#but if someone invites her for a chat she doesnāt want that. just fuck her please the last woman sheās with never did even#though she always got her off. and when she does sleep someone she gets disarmed and bewildered that itās mutual#and someone else makes her come after how many years#and that in itself is so dreadful that she canāt think about it so sheās like can you drain me again. like what u did before idc just go#for it idcccc and astarion is like. mid dissociating just going through his motions caught off guard bc this is the first time heās#gonna be drinking someone and fucking them so . unsure what he feels about that chat letās put a pin on it. does drink her albeit much more#demure than before. he doesnāt wanna go overboard. only doing What he Needs to Do. like hag romance first time rlly is about#the deceit and using each other for their own agenda. so when the act 3 graveyard comes around itās like a redo of their first time bc#theyāre both aware! and present! and thereās no pretense! and I like the idea that shriāiia actually confesses after like when theyāre#holding each other. admits that she was actually scared of her own feelings bc itās new. doesnāt know what to do with it. sheās very aware#of how she loves and her devotion and she doesnāt want to subject him to do bc itās a Lot#but she wants to learn. and she wants to give her love if he wants it (just want to know if ur capable of love!!!!!)#and itās this SWEET confession in my head augh aughhh šššššš maybe Iāll just do a comic of the graveyard scene lol#bc in my head. itās a bit different. š¤š¤ and I like it a lot hehehehehā¦..#shut up about bg3.#bg3 spoilers#oc: shriāiia.
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DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.
#mine.#pair: ewskers#oc: diana#click for better qualityĀ ā”#posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me#changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away#the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their#first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer#and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance#so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place#is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao#can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe#clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i#think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or#not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's#learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know#someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past#experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues#also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a#drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause#it makes me so silly i'm not even joking#anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just#didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip
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In a less salty way of putting it: interacting with characters is the best way to get to know them and getting to know the chemistry your muses will have.
It's one of the reasons I'm against pre-established relationships, especially with new partners because I can't actually predict how close our muses could be.
Everyone puts a lot of thought (and love) behind their OCs and its rewarding for both parties to work for that lore.
#ooc#on roleplaying#and i don't mean a thread where ocs just sit down and talk about their life - not that those are bad but getting-to-know-each-other-threads#are often not as revealing as they seem#i know my ocs are often kinda guarded or they put up a front because they want to see how the other person is first#most relationship development comes from angst or drama#you get to know a lot more about someone's oc when that oc is in trouble or in pain or afraid#especially the aftermath when they have a moment to rest and process the situation#thats the good shit#at least thats what i like i know some people prefer more passive threads
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I love playing with characters who have unshakeable resolve and endless confidence like Papa and jessup and Sun but i myself have awful confidence so it's something
#Obvs it's not always good like with Papa and the legion but he does at least take the L#They also have different brands of self assurance which I think is fun#Like Sun's got the self confidence of someone who was told that he was perfect every day of his life as a child#Which can come across as arrogance But he still gets scared about stuff and has a 'do it scared' attitude which I think makes him verybrave#Papa's confidence is a lot more performative. He needs to look confident and like he knows what he's doing so that his followers feel safe#And he often feels confident because he has people behind him. But it's mostly an act that he's convinced even himself of being true#Jessup has never doubted himself ever in his life. He has an unshakeable personal compass and you will never convince him that he's wrong#He comes across as less arrogant as Sun tho because hes more? Honest? When he doesn't know something?#Ig?#Not to say that Sun is dishonest but jessup is more frank#Jessup doesn't care about what other people think of him but Sun cares a lot#That's where their main differences come from#Lots of rambling#Txt#Oc tag: Sun#Jessup#Papa Khan
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Birthday you say?! Hm..... by any chance do you have any particularly favorite oc? That you would want to see fanart of? Jk jk..... unlessššš
Lol Shirley is usually my go to when ppl ask what character they should draw. Iāve had them longer than most and they are easier to get for some people than my other characters. Also you can just dress him in literally anything and it works so thatās a bonus lol
Some others Iām more biased towards are Felix and Rory, I think really hard about em lol. Honestly Iād enjoy anything someone makes with any of my ocs especially if itās a character THEY like cus I enjoy seeing which of my ocs ppl fancy hahahagahaga
#ask#honestly if itās someone Iāve drawn recently itās a good oc to go with lol#hmmgg hm I just. honestly Iād like whatever if you (hypothetically) draw me smth#nothing makes me like a hyper fangirl more than getting drawings hsggagahsn like I donāt react that hard about anything#also Iām always down to make references if u need them or like colors or whatever#explaining certain details. cus I think A LOT about the details bahagag#but Iām honestly not a stickler about the small things when other ppl draw my characters. idk why I just donāt mind really#FUN FACT Iāve shown people irl my āart for meā tag before because I fucking LOVE people and I gotta let everyone else know about it#Iām still kinda sick brain fried if you canāt tell by my rambling lol
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