#you don’t need your back anyways
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Best part of being an artist is projecting all your troubles on your fictional crushes.
Please, old man. Take my back and shoulder pain. You’re old enough to need it anyways ☺️
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#fanart#transformers#transformers idw#ratchet#transformers mtmte#tf mtmte#idw mtmte#mtmte ratchet#old man brainrot#pain projecting#take my pain away#you don’t need your back anyways#but i do#transformers art#transformers ratchet
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Another tfe discourse post but I have a crappy gift at the end
I wasn’t going to say anything more about the tfe situation because I know some people are just haters but…
If you’re upset Robbie, a main character, is getting screen time and development, you’re in for a rude awakening because spoiler alert: shows develop their MAIN CHARACTERS
I for one am ECSTATIC they’re trying to develop the main cast and not have Robbie be like every other human kid (absolutely nothing burger). The fact he can actually fight along his siblings is fucking cool.
All this negativity because earthspark isn’t tfp is making me piss out shit bricks like what were you expecting??? It’s a different story.
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Anyway here’s a starbee sketch I made so we can end this with love as much as the parasites want me to send hate. Spread love, be kind, give your friends a compliment, support a Palestinian charity because paramount isn’t going to, be good.
#i don’t know why I shoved three different topics in this post but fuck it we ball#maccadam#transformers#earthspark#transformers earthspark#if you just watch tfe for starscream development go read TAAO instead of complaining#i can’t believe tfe discourse is what’s brought my tumblr blog back to life#in finals week too#anyway Robbie slay hoping this season will make him my new favorite#my counter argument to your hate is gay love#also please support Palestine in any way you can#send them love Palestinians desperately need it#starscream#bumblebee#tfe bumblebee#tfe starscream#starbee#tf earthspark#Robbie malto#trash yaps
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*grabs you by the scruff of your neck* CHILD. LISTEN. All nighters won’t help you. To study more efficiently you GOTTA sleep. Hell, naps will probably work to an extent. But your brain needs rest and NO looking at your little digital critters doesn’t count as REST… that’s just a much needed rest.
#I’m speaking as a college student#i don’t pull all nighters because it just stresses your brain#also doing work for hours at a time to study wont help either#you need breaks#it’s like eating#you can’t eat all your meals in one sitting or else your stomach gets full#your brain needs at least some time to sort through the info before you can take another bite#anyways.#back to work.#speck rambles#college tips#i have more study tips but like. sometimes i don’t use them so. grain of salt and all that
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When you…when we….when I uh….uh…it’s the day :)
#publicly broadcasting my age to various strangers online? my my that’s a first!#(shhh the various sketchbook tours don’t count that was done subtly)#there was a reason I didn’t have it in my bio for a long while—because I was a minor back in 2022 when I first joined :P#or maybe it was 2021 I can’t recall no more#anyways I don’t think anyone is entitled to know your age especially when your young#it’s best to not attract unwanted attention and you need to be careful with what you put out in the world#or maybe it was just how my anxiety brain operated lol idk always so overly cautious with everything#but I’ve noticed majority of people do list age nowadays (probably for inverse safety reasons)#so hey why not proclaim mine I’ve got nothing to loose#anyways wow my birth! The first day of living life! 19 times traveling around the sun!#COMMENSE FEARFUL SCREAMING#hplonesome art
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“where else did he want to run to when he was scared besides right here?”
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extract from a scene in Hide Your Fires by @starsworth
I am still in pieces since that hug ✌🏻
#no bc I’ve sooo slowly been trying to get back into drawing#and this scene hit me in the face and said BITCH#and so#I vomited it on paper#but it still haunts me#these two fucking haunt me night and day#genuinely obsessed w them#don’t let the quotes fool you I didn’t quote the worst ones#I’m gonna be a bit mean and put it here tho#bc this one?#“Maybe when the circle of Sirius’ arms stopped being a space he was welcome in.”#YEAH THIS ONE PUNCHED ME IN THE NOSE#anyway I forgot the actual tags I need to use#the black brothers#regulus fanart#sirius fanart#hide your fires fanart#black brothers fanart#sirius and regulus#hp fanart#maraudeurs fanart#maraudeurs#sirius black art#regulus black#sirius black#iris tries to art
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You know what I find so funny? That I’ve come across a lot of people on TikTok that have something against this one account that posts pjo content. I do too, I mean I got into an argument with them because they kept saying percabeth is strained because annabeth made Percy feel suicidal. And I ended up blocking them because they made a story saying that percabeth shippers need to calm down in their comment section because we’re crazy or something like that. And I just wanted to scream like this isn’t because you don’t ship percabeth, it’s because you constantly bash annabeth, unintentionally but prominently make Percy this stupid victim that can’t feel for himself, and think pereyna and Perachel had better development (not to bash pereyna or Perachel shippers, but in canon, this is just obviously not true). And I thought I was the only one who had something against this person but now people are speaking up about it I guess and I think it’s so funny because I’ve BEEN having problems with them.
#anyways#thanks for reading my rant#I didn’t name this person but their username still haunts me#I won’t get into an argument if you don’t ship percabeth or if you don’t like Annabeth#but when you misinterpret evrrything(*cough cough* make things up) just to feel validated for hating her then we got a problem#because at the same time you’re mischaracterizing Percy so much#and it’s like youre really contradicting yourself by saying he deserved better but then blatantly not understanding his character#like no you shouldn’t be talking about knowing what a character needs when you clearly didn’t even understand the character at all#sorry#the rage from the argument I had with them came back to me#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#annabeth chase#heroes of olympus#hoo#anti annabeth antis#anti percabeth antis#you can not ship it but being anti it??#get away from me#antis ruin the vibe#percabeth#anti annabeth bashing#rant#pjo rant#pjo tiktok#there’s also this other creator on tt that has millions of followers but has made so many videos explaining how Annabeth is the weakest#and not powerful#and it’s like why are you so eager and loud about sharing that and letting everyone know that#like duh she has no powers but he constantly brings it up and it got annoying
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notre dame
eros and psyche
#because i can’t decide and i do wanna know!#i need something new to work on anyway it’s been so long#klonnie#i don’t think i’ll be rewatching tvd or to so just know we’ll be playing fast and loose with canon no matter what#klaus mikaelson#bonnie bennett#tumblr polls#polls#k chats#tvd#to#kolvina will appear in the background because i promised em#know this as well#i cannot promise full blown multi chapter fics but i CAN say i will give you a good long one shot for your troubles#klonnie fic#back to this in a week!#and if you vote in this poll i better see you on ao3 when these fics drop 😭🫶🏽❤️
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so no one was going to tell me if i got literally one episode further tenax drops that he’s the one who saved scorpus from his mom’s pimp AND that he’s intimately familiar with scorpus’ dick when he was younger. guys. guys.
#thinking about an INSANE divorce fic. as a follow-up to the 30k canon-compliant backstory i have not written#(really it could be an au of that because like. am i sentimental and would i want them to get emotionally divorced NO but i will get into#the variants of this later i have to tell you about them ACTUALLY divorced first before i get into the hot divorcee energy of it all)#where they fucked around when they were younger and then broke up because. yeah tenax can dream but scorpus needs certainty he is what he#is he wants attention and dignity and when blue offers for him he goes and we don’t need to know what the massive fight was but we DO need#to know that they stopped fucking and maybe they stopped talking too but now they’re Colleagues. putting the ‘because i can’ moment#into a WHOLE different light bc it’s very much a ‘you no longer have a say in who I get to fuck because it’s not YOU. because we’re not’#and thus we get an exes-to-lovers arc I still know you the best and yes I SEE the scorpus xenon andria potential & once again I am saying:#put that in a box we can’t talk about that right now I see it but that’s not what we’re here for. anyway I was TRYING to say the ‘I know u#best of anyone’ of it all and if you think I have stopped thinking about tenax goading scorpus & talking about his dick for a single second#I have not. I REALLY have not because that is top tier blatant manipulation to be like ohhhh poor baby you’re so old and rotting I can just#get a new chariot driver I don’t even really want you anyway 😇 and scorpus KNOWS It’s bait however. he’s gotta get his attention back.#anyway they are ugly divorced and it’s very slow burn but I know exactly how you taste & what buttons to press & how to grip your shoulders#in an argument until they fuck nasty on all of their riches or however this thing ends. not well for anyone but I WILL be getting them back#together. the other fun little big divorced energy thoughts i had were very much ‘divorced and arguing but it’s foreplay to threaten to#leave each other’ so they can have hot aggressive mean sex because they get off on arguing with each other. everybody in the stables starts#to see them arguing about chariot design & the brothers are scared they’re gonna kill each other & then suddenly scorpus is tongue-fucking#Tenax’s throat with a fist still in his hair and tenax has a hand pinning him back against the post by the throat and that’s all they see#before everybody clears the FUCK out. this is a regular occurrence at all times in all arguments it’s so fun I love the dynamic#OHHHH AND IT’S AN OUTSIDER POV FIC i said the brothers really i meant elia but also now that i say that. could be a fun five + 1 of#everyone watching them threaten to kill each other and then y’know. la petit mort. ALSO i know i see the calla/tenax too we can’t talk abt#that put it in the box with the chariot drivers we can have one (1) thing at a time. the calla note is because i want a calla pov of them#where she’s just like ‘freaks. right in front of my salad?’ and does not give a fuck at all. top tier. anyway. andria/elia/calla/domitian#(Domitian seeing them petition him would be so fun because he wants to puppet master everything he’d want to know SO BAD.) the 5th one idk#because I don’t have any idea about the third brother yet but maybe Tenax catching scorpus in a brothel again? and the +1 is their POV ofc.#(anyway for myself: the vibes i want here are geno/anna cat and mouse follow/unfollow divorce and win her back rumors)#scorpus/tenax#those about to die#scorpus#tenax
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Automechanic school is really fun besides the 50% of the day where I want to kill myself yknow?
#back at school and I am! sure here!#I just wish that the shop parts of class#had instructions?#like maybe a page of what steps I’m supposed to do to accomplish a task? perhaps what tools I need?#instead of a checklist of things I don’t know how to do????#it’s like self directed but also we won’t give you a map or a compass and also there’s sand in your eyes#rambles#personal I suppose#and like I KNOW THIS ISNT HOW A REAL SHOP WOULD BE#ITS JUST HOW THE CLASSES HERE OPERATE THAT REALLY DOESNT MESH WELL WITH MY LEARNING#BUT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR IT NOT TO FEEL LIKE ORVERWHELMING DREAD EVERY DAY WE SWITCH TO SHOP#AND IT HASNT STOPPED YET#anyways wheels huh?
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doing the heavy lifting in a convo can be so tiring omfg
#THIS IS NOT ABT ANYONE HERE BTW I’M JUST RANTING#we talk abt the non-yappers but what about the Yappers…….#like are you interested in talking 2 me or not my friend lmk bc if not it’s always so much easier not to speak 😭#and i try to match people’s energies in how they text my friend said i’m a weird little chameleon like that#don’t know why they put the weird and little there but i’ll let it slide bc that’s oomf4life 🤨 but anyways#sighhhhhh sometimes i’m like oooooh am i too much ^_^ and then i back off#ONCE AGAIN THIS IS NOT ABT ANY MOOTS OR ANYTHING i love you all i would die for you#you can see me as the gum on your shoes and i’d be like :3 YIPPEE!!!!!!!!#but it’s like sometimes i talk and they don’t respond and i think they do to others and then i’m like :O LIKE DID I DO SMTHN WRONG#and like w IRL’s/close moots it’s totally fine like we’ve gone weeks w/o talking and then just get in the groove immediately#but then w a very small handful of people it’s like damn . baby i’m pulling teeth and i do Not feel like pulling anymore#BUT ALSO!!!!! i need to think from their perspective and maybe some people don’t like my texting energy which is fine and valid (die)#((kidding))#and also maybe some people feel that way abt me! like it’s pulling teeth or it’s just awkward (which is genuinely valid)#anyways . inch of resting#i will say i do worry sometimes that i end up centering the convo about what EYE think but i never mean it in a narcissistic way!#i just want them to know that i relate/they’re not alone! but i wonder if they may think that i’m making it abt me WHICH I PROMMY I’M NOT…#but there’s no point thinking that way but also . i don’t care NFNDNDNDN respectfully like i have my group and i can just stick w them :3#i rarely vent on here like this but SIGHHHHHH where else can i <3 i love tumblr tags#i would be nothing without tumblr tags i can talk here like it’s no one’s business#ANYWAYS TIME 2 EAT A BURRITO AND THEN WRITE#personal
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one time my mom was talking about something, I don’t remember what, and she said “have you ever known the poverty of having nothing to say?” and when I say nothing has ever punctured my heart quite like that statement
#I don’t even fully know why. also I don’t think she even meant it how I took it#but there is just some part of me that does believe that that is the greatest poverty#when there are no words in your mind or heart. no phrases—nothing to rely on or fall back on#and you just have to struggle with the human condition and be able to express none of it#and I know that not everyone uses words like I do or relies on them that way but people need some words. they need something#this is why a) I never make fun of those Instagram accounts that are all cheesy inspirational quotes or whatever because people are trying#they are REACHING#also b) that’s why villains who are wordlessly violently destructive make me cry#because it’s just like—-yeah I can understand turning to violence if I didn’t have expression#if I couldn’t get anything out#also also this is not related but I watched some movie or tv show the other day (and I cannot for the life of me remember which one it was)#but there was this couple on a date and the girl asks him to complete all these proverbs after she gives him the first half#because ‘a man who knows his proverbs can’t be all bad’ and it shook. Me. To. My. CORE.#also also!! this is why I teach! it’s the heart of it for me!! And why I make them memorize poetry. like.#and put quotes on the board every day. like. You will have words and images in your mind and your heart from my class if I have anything#to say about it#anyway sometimes my mom says things and casually devastates me#and I think (I think) she was just talking about the poverty of having no news because nothing is going on#and so you have nothing to share with someone. and she was talking about my Grandma and how sometimes she was just so sullen and quiet#but it’s just because there was nothing to say#anyway anyway anyway that is also why the one time on the phone my grandma said who has known the mind of the Lord —shook me so much#because she never really said anything. words were not her thing and she never quoted anything#and suddenly her saying this line of scripture that said more than any words I’d ever said —one of the defining moments of my life#tbh. anyway this is very long I’m sorry. I have woken up this morning crying about this. idk.
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got a new laptop on sale yayy 😎 hopefully a zoom meeting will no longer threaten to wipe out my whole machine
#32 GB RAM 1 TB SSD and new generation processor which is what i’m most excited about#the display is nicer than my current laptop (edge-to-edge makes it look way bigger than what i have)#only stuff i take issue with is touchscreen (though i don’t rly use mine anyway) and windows 11 but i can make it habitable#first order of business is wiping mcafee off the thing and making windows 11 as habitable as possible#starting fresh on this thing i’m so excited#my very first lenovo of my own for $799 plus tax!#imagine… i’m going to be writing my dissertation on this thang#thank you G-ERTI (old laptop) for your service (high school and undergrad) 🫡#7 years of use with zoom meetings almost daily my first year of undergrad is not bad indeed#i think with the 16 GB RAM it was really starting to struggle in the past year#and then sometimes it wouldn’t let me log in bc i ‘hadn’t installed a drive’#battery life wasn’t the greatest this past year or two#plus the display was starting to go too#better to start fresh knowing i will be doing things that require more memory and power#all the software i’m using now needs a more powerful machine to run it#the whole laptop is backed up to an external drive i might screw around with ubuntu on it at last when windows 10 reaches end of service#em speaks
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“i feel like i only make sense when the whole world is coming apart” well goddamn misfits and magic go ahead and just make me literally and emotionally pause to stare into the middle distance for a while why fucking don’t you
#don’t worry they said. it’s a funny season they said.#my sam b(fill in the blank) and danielle feelings and aabria feelings need more actual writing#like aabria do you know that around mid-season when i realized breaking magic objects wasn’t a greed you will be punished thing#but a “you want to break the system and change the world? give up your grandfathered in advantages then” thing#(and ftr tumblr i use that phrase with DEEP IRONY and and understanding of where the decontextualized idiom comes from blah blah blah)#i LITERALLY GASPED#aabria i love you#this season? fucking next level.#also clearly the table is a murderer’s row of players but like holy fuck#anyway okay back to staying up later than i should to finish this shit out
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kitty x min ho this. kitty x yuri that. please, see my vision. acquaintances to enemies to friends to lovers kitty x juliana. walk with me,
#xo kitty#kitty song covey#juliana porter#now is this because i want more juliana? yes#is this because of a little bit of spite? also yes#like. i think they both care deeply for people and have a vested interest in doing the right thing#even when they fuck up. they own up to it decently quickly#especially juliana#kitty needs a little more growth but#theyre able to get over things for a common enemy. and when that happens…#i need to flesh this out more. and the main question is could they. but i like the idea of it#this isn’t to torture yuri btw. but i wouldn’t want her to get back with juliana. and for my personal unrequited crush from high school#i don’t want her with kitty as much??#like idk you don’t necessarily end up with the person who makes you realise your sexuality#anyway
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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It’s Critter, updated, bitch.
#cod oc#my art#😭 don’t mind me I added a necklace#a gift from Soap#it’s very cute#my friend chose it out 🥺🥺 in the roleplay he teasingly promised her he’d get her the moon#she declined and then decided actually I would like the moon but a small piece so that no one has to miss her#well he nearly died but he came back bloodied and hurt#because he needed to keep his promise of giving her the moon 🥺 anyhow I had to update her design to fit this because they’re in love your ho#honor 👹 also her brother died and never came home so him not coming back on time and then when he does he’s so hurt she’s absolutely crying#like a baby#I love her sm#UGH it felt like a marriage proposal#anyways if you see this ignore me I’m swooning
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