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My contribution to the ENA fandom (a very rough WIP). I raise you…an angelic entity that watches over ENA, but can’t allow her be forgiven just yet.

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My half of the art trade with @musicalmedli, featuring their OC with TFP Optimus. I’m so happy to have been able to do this piece for you, and thank you so much for the writing piece in return.

I highly recommend checking their page out, their writing is wonderful. It’s more than worth the time and attention. <3

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This is absolutely wonderful! And will single-handedly be the reason I’m able to get through my classes (I’m kidding…but also not). I’m so glad to have done a trade with you, because this is incredible 🫶🏻.

Art/Fanfic Trade: Under the Fluorescent Stars

Art/Fanfic trade for @eminemily05. Requested: college student stressed with Ratchet giving a kiss.

Rating G (human/transformer relationships, fluff.)

"Under the Fluorescent Stars"

You slumped forward, forehead resting against the cool metal of Ratchet’s workbench, sighing deeply. A dozen textbooks and notebooks lay sprawled out before you, their pages blurring together in an indecipherable mess. College was draining the life out of you, and no amount of caffeine or late-night study sessions seemed to help.

A familiar grumble echoed from across the room.

"You've been sitting there for hours," Ratchet huffed, crossing his arms. "Humans need rest, and last I checked, you are not exempt from that rule."

You let out a groan, tilting your head just enough to meet his optics. "I can’t rest. I have three assignments due, an exam next week, and if I don’t finish this paper, my professor is going to skin me alive."

Ratchet scoffed, but his expression softened. "I highly doubt your professor would resort to primitive violence over a late paper."

You rolled your eyes. "That’s not the point, Ratch."

He studied you, optics flickering with something unreadable. Despite his gruff demeanor, he had always looked out for you. The two of you had an unspoken bond, a closeness that neither of you ever outright acknowledged. It was there in the way he always made sure you ate, in the way he forced you to sleep when you worked yourself into exhaustion.

With a resigned sigh, Ratchet crouched down to your level. "If your mind is overwhelmed, then perhaps it requires a different approach to relaxation."

Before you could ask what he meant, his large servo carefully tilted your chin upward. The world seemed to freeze for a moment as he leaned in, and then—

His lips met yours.

It was softer than you ever imagined. Despite the contrast of metal against flesh, his touch was warm, deliberate, full of an affection he had never voiced. The tension in your shoulders melted, the stress that had suffocated you for weeks dissolving into the warmth of his embrace.

When he pulled back, you were breathless. Your fingers unconsciously reached up to touch your lips, still feeling the ghost of him there.

Ratchet smirked—actually smirked. "There. Now, perhaps, your overworked brain will focus on something else for a change."

You blinked at him, heat rushing to your cheeks. "That was—that was definitely a distraction technique."

"Hmm," he mused. "And yet, you seem much calmer now."

You opened your mouth to argue but found that, for once, you had nothing to say. Maybe, just maybe, Ratchet knew exactly what he was doing.

And you didn’t mind one bit.

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more insane scribbledumping

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Help a Family in Need

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Sketch dumppppp! Here! Catch!

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Suffer no longer my fellow TF MTMTE fans! Rejoice for I have scavenged the depths of the darkest caves and climbed the highest mountains to bring you LL reference photos and sketches for all my struggling background artists. The interior references are concept sketchs by Alex Milne (A.K.A markerguru on X and DeviantArt, and markerguru001 on instagram and tumblr)

In order of appearance (left to right):

Lost Light Bridge

Swerve's bar

Rung's office

Lost Light engine room

Lost Light medical bay

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Figured I’d share my WIP, at least. Rodimus, oh how I wish I could strangle you. Heavy NSFW, and a messy sketch beneath the cut.

She’s bald and that’s okay

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Even though I’m—thoroughly—unashamed on this blog. This art piece is so much more NSFW than I’ve usually done before, and I’m so nervous about posting it.

Like, writing is one thing. But to actually draw something this indulgent,,,hnggggh,,,,

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Art block is, in fact, a bitch

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happy valentines day :] ♥︎♥︎

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Happy Valentine’s Day you guys!

Even if you don’t celebrate, or you find yourself without a partner, know that love comes in all different shapes and forms.

Family, friends, and especially yourself (hence this drawing). So go out there and do something to treat yourself, you deserve it!

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If the ship thought he was insufferable before, oh boy just wait

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Sweet Kup…

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Late night hcs i managed to retrieve from my brain

I hc their face/lips to be akin to alkali metals. I wrote this loosely in my Optimus fic, but never elaborated on it.

Alkali metals are very unstable and reactive, they react to air and water, therefore need to be kept under oil or sealed at all times. But surely there's a Cybertronian compound that is more advanced and can withstand the earth's atmosphere.

There are even more malleable metals on earth, ones that change from solid to liquid in matter of moments with a slight temperature change. Think mercury. (Cesium in picture)

Human teeth are very strong. They are the hardest substance in all of us. I forgot how much psi they can take but long story short:

Leaves us to definitely be able to chew on bots to some degree. (assuming you don't break your jaw first, also brush your teeth if you want any chance of fighting cons with your teeth!)

On the topic of inner workings, we often just call it mesh, but that leaves a lot up to our imagination. I see their "mesh" as very similar to:

Finely woven to allow for liquid/energon/or whatever else they have to pass through.

Material could be anything honestly. I personally see plastics, probably a cybertronian version of some sort of nylon.

But if we want to stick with metal, I can see very thin sheets of foil braided in. Perhaps something close to duct tape. (Actual duct tape, for ducts)

Further topics I want to investigate in:

An earth equivalent of energon. Perhaps a crystal or compound that behaves close to it. Just so we have a mental image of it, in writing or reading.

I hc processing energon to be similar to distillation. Regardless of what crystal I assign it, it should be able to have a boiling point where it then can be condensed into a liquid. (along with filtering out impurities)

I also wanted to explore transformium from the movies, but mercy its so cgi-ed. I don't know where to start.

Amorphous metals. Also known as Metallic glass. It really doesn't look too different even though it's make up is different.

why is the first thing google suggests when I look up Amorphous metal??

Food for thought when writing/reading~

References: Lot's of NileRed, a clip from Wheeler Scientific, and a clip from Hydraulic Press Channel. Oh and ofc wiki.

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Pharma blows a fuse in 4k

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I tripped, my hand flipped

Supernatural - Barns Courtney