#you could just go kill yourself | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

inspectorspacetimerevisited · 10 months ago

Text

The Blorgon in ‘Blorgon’ demanded orders from the Inspector,

which the Inspector was none to pleased to offer, but did so just to shut up the murderous cyborg.

‘You could just go kill yourself, you know.’

#Inspector Spacetime #Desperately Needs Order (trope)#Desperately Needs Orders #Blorgon (episode)#Blorgons #demanding orders from #the Inspector (character)#he's none too pleased #to offer them up #only did it to #shut up the Blorgon #murderous cyborg #Big Boom (trope)#Big Boom #followed shortly thereafter #you could just go kill yourself

1 note · View note

demadogs · 3 months ago

Text

some of you need to hate ai way more than you currently do

#i see so many tags like ‘this is ai :/ but its still cool!’ like how are you not absolutely filled with dread #how can you see what could be a beautiful image by an incredibly talented photographer-#realize it wasnt art created by a human and not immediately wanna kys #the very definition of art is HUMAN CREATION how the fuck can you stand shit with no meaning no talent no personality NOTHING #it gets fucking personal when the ai is of nature it makes me so fucking mad #mountains forests deserts oceans wildlife insects trees THERE IS SO MUCH OUT THERE AND SO MUCH YOU WILL NEVER SEE #AND BECAUSE OF THIS YOU DONT FUCKING QUESTION IF A PHOTO OF A WILD ANIMAL IS AI #YOU CANT SEE THE AI IN THE HANDS YOU CANT SEE IT IN THE ARCHITECTURE THERES NO HUMAN FLAWS TO POINT OUT #INSTEAD YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT ITS REAL BECAUSE WILDLIFE AND NATURE IS SO INCREDIBLE THAT IT DOESNT EVEN OCCUR TO YOU TO QUESTION IT #there are trees with trunks as big as houses!!!! we have only discovered 7% of the ocean!!!#nature is fucking insane and my favorite way to learn about it is through photography and i fucking HATE ai for taking that from me #GO OUTSIDE AND TAKE YOUR OWN PHOTOS OF WILDLIFE STOP FUCKING MAKING AI STOP REBLOGGING IT STOP STOP STOP #i did not make my entire college senior thesis a short film about birds of prey for you to make shitty bullshit ai images of an owl #kill yourself

194 notes · View notes

reijnders · 2 months ago

Text

we STAY making tablets

i made the tablet after writing out the translation, so the signature stuff at the end isnt included in the main gloss, but instead right here ↓

#conlang #neography #bhevown #linguistics #constructed language #that there art #worldbuilding #gudeiben to rudeka: i think ur a lil dumb and selfish lol #rudeka in response: KILL yourself FOREVER and i hope your DEAD PARENTS are ASHAMED of you #clay is hella abundant in the early marshlands cus its. a swamp yayyyy #there was a fairly decent system of letter delivery #so long as your letter could survive torrential rain and floods and just plain humidity for #days on end while your mail carrier traversed the land #so tablets string together was better for sending long distance #than any of the pre-paper papers they had going around #also the cruelly-sneering epithet was given to me by a discord friend forever thankful #featuring the thing where sequential verbs with the same subject and object(s) are just lined up with the tense conjugation #and only the final one in sequence will have the agreement shit #seen here with sheslaun and kwansle

67 notes · View notes

neon-impressions · 1 year ago

Text

I AM SOFT AND KIND AND FULL OF LOVE

#everything everywhere all at once #eeaao #movie lists #movie sessions #this movie gave me so much to think about #nilhism and existentialism will always get to you #and maybe you'll never be the utmost potential of what you could be #maybe you are living the worst possible life possible and all the choices you've made are wrong but the only way out is through #the fact that killing yourself is not the answer and figuring out to be happy woth what you have and where you are is such a cute message #also thinking about how family members always go through so much and there's generations of built up trauma #but you still can find comfort with them #a universe where nothing matters is so liberating #just gotta be kind #michelle yeoh #ke huy quan #stephanie hsu #jamie lee curtis #daniel kwan #daniel scheinert #a24 #this movie is basically jester's privilege #also my ramblings make no sense but at least ik how to walk my path better now

591 notes · View notes

carebeardean · 4 months ago

Text

cant let dead dogs lie. you whistle & he comes running. you say here boy and your boy is here

charles rowland + guard dog motifs — cop car, mitski / guard dog and sheep / andrew kane on his poem “how go be a dog” / let dead dogs lie, silas denver melvin / sense 8 episode 1x11

#charles rowland #payneland #edwin payne #dbda #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency #charles x edwin #UGHHH THERES JUST SOMETHING SO.#you’ve been angry you’ve been beaten down your whole life.#you swallow your rage and grin when the other boys make racist jokes #cause what’s the point. just let it go.#and then they kill you anyways.#you were good and you laughed along & the pack turned on you anyways.#so what’s the fucking point.#and then there’s this boy!! this awkward quietly kind boy!!#who could never blend in who made himself smaller and they sacrificed him like slaughtering a lamb.#they laughed when they killed him too.#and suddenly you know who all that rage is for. it was for this. for him.#so you could plant yourself in front of him #& rip out the throat of anyone who comes close.

63 notes · View notes

scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde · 3 months ago

Text

I need a good drastoria fic I'm actually going to die I'm being starved of them I want to consume them so bad but there's NOTHING THERE plz if any of you have found anything give it to me right now I'm gnawing at the bars of my enclosure this is literally me without drastoria

#if I just keep having to project them onto scenes of Cece and Schmidt in New Girl I may actually finally go completely insane #why 😭 is 😭 there 😭 nothing #harry potter has a massive fandom and for what??? for yall to ignore dracos wife and turn yourself into hermione self inserts???#someone just kill me #most of my hatred for dramione comes from the lack of drastoria ngl #if someone could feed me some drastoria i may shut up about dramione 🫶🏻🫶🏻#i will literally pay someone #does someone wanna write a drastoria fanfic and then i happen to give you money 😭😭#yes i could write it myself but im untalented and busy #i want a drastoria film someone make one immediately #god i miss them #literally my parents for realz #we deserved more astoria in cursed child like come on #scorbus #hpcc #drastoria #astoria greengrass #the light of my life

25 notes · View notes

schnee-gheist · 2 months ago

Text

The feeling when you have the greatest idea for a oneshot but CANNOT WRITE

I'm in so much pain rn/hj

#the idea is danny using the thermos as a tool of self depercation btw #think everyone hates you? dont want to exist to cuase more problems because thats all you ever do?#just go to a remote location and trap yourself in a sensory/consciousness- depriving prison knowing no one will ever find you ever again!#could be hurt/comfort if people panic and do look for him and do find him #interesting potential if team phantom/jazz/val/vlad find him #even more interesting potential if one of his rouges/giw/fentons find him :p #just UGHHHH the potienal is fucking killing me i want to but i CANNOT. WRITE. AT ALL #closest thing ive found to this was Voluntary Subject on Ao3 but the self-thermos trapping wasnt the main point of it #is there an equivalent of commissioning for writers? where can i find it? i need it right now #ragjrhagshdhagAHJSNRSHGAHDJFJAHSGXAAAAAAAA im losing my mind i need i need chat I NEED #yknow what Fuck It We Ball I Have An Ao3 Account I Can And Will Use It #see yall in 31 hours i need to atleast try #fanfictionfuckeries

25 notes · View notes

witheredgardenparty · 2 months ago

Text

Has anyone talked about how each member of the Genius Society represents the over reliance on the belief of intelligence but not the act of intelligence?

#like they mostly take up resources and are pseudo-celebrities more than they do useful things #They act more as villains over consuming resources that could be put to better use #If anything more people should hate them #In universe not like as characters #but just like in real life - people don't notice how awful they actually are #I think at one point it's stated that Ruan Mei turned a desert planet into a lush jungle or something?#I cannot emphasize enough -- she fucked over that ecosystem. That was fucked up of her. She killed everything.#And people praised her for it! They don't care about science. They care about the prestige. She's famous. Nous chose *her*#Herta doesn't even do her own work. Nothing would get done if it wasn't for all of her assistants.#Screwllum is god-king of his own planet. I mean he also killed a god-king but you can't go around replacing one with yourself #Which is what makes Ratio so fun. He notices and calls them out.#but also in a way where it's hard to tell if there's jealousy involved or not.#And his version of intelligence is helpful. He gives back to his community. He cares about people first even if they annoy him.#The only Society members I respect are Stephen (baby); the one philanthropist (thin ice); the spider (awesome);#and the serial killer who kills other members who I strongly suspect to be Herta but that's another conversation entirely #Anyway I just think it's odd that they're an obvious analogy for how people think there is such as thing as “intelligence”#that can be declared by some all-knowing all-seeing creature and everyone else is “worthless” by comparison #to even be said as much by a character in the game #and the audience still thinks they're supposed to be smart.#Nous was created by an egotistical man who was himself first recognized by his own biased judging algorithm #The Genius Society isn't the epitome of intelligence they are Silicon Valley #like the parody is so fucking on point there are literal jokes in game if you pay attention

15 notes · View notes

rarilight · 5 months ago

Text

one day I’m actually going to grab everything I went through last year and pour it into a raritwi breakup fic where they don’t get back together and I don’t do my usual thing where I hint there’s hope for them

And I think that will probably be a very emotional and good fic but also it’ll probably be incredibly crushing more than anything Ive ever done so honestly maybe we should all be grateful I haven’t written it yet

#I’ve been listening to JP Saxe’s ‘A Little Bit Yours’#and i can feel it clawing at me #‘all i do is get over you and I’m so bad at it’#‘maybe if I’d said the right things it never would have gone this way’#‘but maybe that’s the problem cause I still kinda think it was up to me’#‘when I never could have made you stay’#rarity moves away from ponyville because everything is twilight #and she sees twilight just lock it out block it out put it away in a box and move on #and rarity can’t #and she tries #and tries #and a thousand miles away #in the dark of the night #the silence staring her down #she has to live with the idea that twilight got over her like that #that twilight probably already let go long long ago #and yet rarity is there knowing still she’d kill if twilight asked her to #and there’s no victory in that #no poetry or muse #no beauty #it’s just sad and pathetic and a masochism and so self centered #to cling to the hope that twilight still loves her or needs her when she knows it’s not true and it never will be #and the element of generosity wonders when her core got twisted #when generosity and caring and giving became erasing yourself for some pony else #and maybe one day it’ll stop #maybe one day she’ll be fine #but for now #she quietly makes peace with a simple fact #that even if twilight sparkle isn’t hers anymore and never will be again #at least for now rarity is still a little bit twilight’s

25 notes · View notes

kenisle · 4 months ago

Text

are there any fics about the existential/body horror and everyday idiosyncrasies of being wolverine — indestructible heavy metal skeleton, knife hands, healing factor, amnesia, and eternally chained to this mortal plane cursed to watch everyone around you age and die except this one really weird guy you can’t fucking stand who also happens to be from canada — with maybe a dash of homoeroticism? or at least just minimal heterosexuality? is that too tall an order?

#x men #wolverine #x men origins: wolverine #you wake up in a destroyed wasteland. you have to look at the dog tags around your neck for a name to call yourself (not even a proper one)#but you know and use the word fuck with perfect accuracy #some guy rushes over and says the kids are safe (what kids?) and you need to go (to where? from where?)#you ask who he is. he says he’s a friend. you ask him your name. he gives you the name on your tags and no more.#(if you go with him‚ hoping to find some answers about the big blank spot in your memory past five minutes ago‚#you’ll learn he’s known you for less than twelve hours and you’re a taciturn motherfucker who told him next to nothing)#(but he’s the only person you’ve seen since you opened your eyes that’s not dead or trying to kill you — which you suspect is rare for you)#he could be the godfather of your children for all you know #five minutes or hours or days or weeks later‚ somebody gets on your bad side and suddenly. there are knives coming out of your hands #you fall off your stupid motorcycle and flay the skin off your hands because you’re too cool for protective gear #and in the scant moments before the flesh fucking knits itself back together like it’s getting paid for it #you can see the glint of metal where it should be bone white #you’re 100lbs heavier than you logically should be #and you realize this is why #you’re 33% metal #kenny posts #kenny rants #you look in the mirror and estimate you have [insert hugh jackson’s age here] years of memories to recover give or take #but every trail you follow leads you further and further back until you realize just how many lifetimes have been taken from you

21 notes · View notes

senseiwu · 6 months ago

Text

Every time the crystalised discussion on twitter comes back and they get to Lloyd's issues with his father i want to freaking rip my hair out

"Lloyd's in the wrong" "Lloyd was an ass" (<something I literally just saw)

God forbid a child hurt by their parent BE HURT. BE UPSET.

#LLOYD was an ass???? um. have you seen his father?????#i hate it so much i hate it so much i hate it so much #i want to throw up #why do you people not get it #do you need to have a shitty parent yourself to get it.#my mum has never tried to kill me but i get it !!#i WISH i could go off at her like lloyd did!#or wohld i be an ass for that too? hm?#despite the years of hurt caused? hm?#shut the hell up all of you i #this is so stupid to be angry about but lloyd being allowed to br angry at his dad meant a lot to me #this feels so relatable to me #so personal #why do people refuse to see that lloyd has been hurt by his fathers actions again and again #him having issues woth his father isnt even new to crystalised!#remember in s4 when je said something about 'walking out on us again'???#nooo probably not because that man is aaaaalways perfect and the best ever!#i dont know where im going with this im just upset and annoyed and this always happens #i need to continue getting readynfor work.#ignore me #vent #i guess.

30 notes · View notes

brick-van-dyke · 13 days ago

Text

If there's one thing I've respectively noticed from Zionists and defenders of Israeli war crimes, it's that every source, argument and potential avenue to explore each explanation is riddled with cherry picking, moving the goalposts and mental gymnastics to explain why their conclusions, which typically are barely even related to the sources they use, somehow overshadow literal reality and what we see with our own eyes.

While scrolling, one example I came across was the repetitive misrepresentation of BLM, antifa and quotes from Martin Luther King Jr, as well as statistics, scholarly journal articles and government website information. These are all good sources, yet every single time they're mangled completely until the only possible "interpretation" of any of them is "well Israel is right to defend itself after shorting rockets beforehand because the retaliation was brutal and all Arabs are bad by default therefore". As if any of these sources are even about individual exceptions of Israel versus hatred towards Arabs.

I think what I find most absurd, as someone in the middle of their own studies, is how every bit of critical thinking and logic goes out the window as they do every single thing possible to do what professors worldwide say NOT to do when evaluating sources. It's like watching a race to see who can tangle and misconstrue scientific information to fit their world view the fastest. Then said people say "um actually I studied at university before so it's actually not wrong that I'm doing this exact this everyone is warned not to do because I have a permit". Ignorance I can forgive, but willful and arrogant manipulation? That's another thing entirely.

#zionism #my gods y'all need to get a grip and start remembering that confirmation bias exists #and y'all use sources continually in this way while just generally having so much bs of presenting How To Not Use My Own Sources #or actually to be more correct you clearly do know you just choose not to because you'd rather be justified in resource theft and profit #Like the while tome it's been about either material gain or feeling good about yourself while you shit on strangers #and then I also see y'all make other accounts ro harass random Arabs for fun and random queers who aren't even related like #the fuck is wrong with y'all go sit down and think about why you all do this pointless bs #it's such a waste of your own life spending it looking for fights to help with your bottomless insecurities #Israel #fuck israel #long live palestine #like you can say hamas was bad all you like it doesn't actually change the situation and what y'all have been doing for 76 years #and actually longer but y'all arent ready for that conversation and how Zionists butchered Jews and helped Nazi Germany historically #like sorry that Was a thing that happened and if you want to label yourselves as The Sacred Protectors of Jews then you have to face that #Pretending history didn't happen isn't helpful to anyone including yourselves y'all just making Zionism look even worse and like idiocy #I mean it is but you all aren't helping yourselves by being literal holocaust deniers #and being like “but Zionists saved Jews afterwards” as if that somehow erases the fact they ALSO helped the Nazis #like history is full of contradictory bullshit so when you say “but what about this” you know that doesn't erase the other things right??#“That's worse. You DO see how that's worse right?”#I'm shaking you all and yelling this like it is WORSE that they killed Jews and then started playing the saviour and fellow victims #You do see how that is really bad for Jews today to be in a place created for political power plays and material gain through any means #like you see how that could be REALLY dangerous for Jews if they're that expendable to Zionist entities and the government #and you do realise that is literally what we are seeing from the actions of said government #and how they acting sadly very predictablely when you consider the historical contexts for its existence?#People who research this shit aren't surprised because it happens every single year and has been happening for centuries -#- before Israel the holocaust etc. It's been like this for as long as political Zionism and the French Revolution #It's been going on since pre Marxism and pre a lot of differing things but y'all pretend Zionists haven't ever harmed Jews ever when -#- there's a long history of internal conflict and in fighting that formed modern Zionism and plenty of internalised antisemetism within it #Yeah there's a genuine desire for return to the land (Not Own It just return and live peacefully)#but that is very very different to Political Zionism that formed as a socialist nationalist movement

11 notes · View notes

coquelicoq · 3 months ago

Text

in staff meeting. cw suicide

coworker (jocular): this is not a cry for help btw, but how many times can you shoot yourself in the head before you can't hold the gun anymore?

me (completely serious): it depends entirely on what part of your head you hit.

#me stopping myself from saying the exact part of your head you should aim at if you're trying to kill yourself #because that is probably not appropriate information to share in a staff meeting lol #i did learn it in a neuroscience class though #not because i was trying to figure out how to kill myself. but i was like okay thank you putting that tidbit in my back pocket lol #he said he was trying to figure out from like a mystery novel standpoint if the number of gunshots could help in solving the mystery #i just love him going this is NOT a cry for help. [alarming thing that is completely irrelevant to the staff meeting]#guns cw #suicide cw #my posts #f

17 notes · View notes

hopefullystillliving · 1 year ago

Text

You ever get lulled into a false sense of security during the first two thirds of a kid's movie that's good with a serious plot but mostly a pretty fun time, only to have the entire final third tear your heart out, chew it up and spit it out, crush it into even finer paste beneath its heel, and add the fine powder your ribs have been turned into by the sledgehammer it whammed you with as a seasoning?

Anyway Nimona was great, 10/10 would recommend, I was crying on and off for what probably totaled 20 minutes of tears.

#hopeful rambling #nimona #cw graphic #i think that's probably the right tag for that description #anyway yes im a little late to the train but i was waiting until i could watch it with my dearest #my takeaway is that they should put a content warning on it for trans people especially bc you will feel punched in the face #that allegory sure can trans.#i think i related to it in a different way than most people #bc being genderqueer yeah nimona going im not a girl im just myself hit home but im not *trans*#so i think i actually ended up projecting onto balistar as someone who deeply loves a trans person (different ways obviously)#being told 'yes you can rejoin the society you betrayed you aren't like *her* you arent a monster everything can go back to what it was #you can be one of the good guys if you reject the freaks'#but they betrayed you first and the good guys aren't good and how things were is worse actually than saying i love you i see you im with you #to the freaks and the monsters who will accept who you are unlike the society that never will always keeping you to an impossible standard #of never being yourself #so yeah the religious/societal prejudice trauma was very felt at some points #and i grieved for nimona not because she was me but because she was my dearest and she was a friend #and she was a thousand people i will never know who decided it was better to die as yourself than be killed as someone you aren't #and didn't have a person to say im sorry. i see you.#anyway. yeah im still crying. altered my brain chemistry is mild i think it rearranged my organs punched a hole in my chest and i thanked it #nimona spoilers

106 notes · View notes

gxlden-angels · 2 years ago

Text

Doomsday Cult Christians when the Doomsday Cult ideology causes Doomsday anxiety in their kids:

#I talked about it a lil on a different post but then I once again remember how my grandfather told me #that he believes that climate change is a thing that will harm the planet #but christians don't need to worry about it because you'll either die before it kills you and go to heaven #or you'll be protected from it and just live in the climate change ravaged world #watching the people around you suffer from it but magically being okay yourself #and he couldn't understand why that made me feel so much worse #he's also 82 so that could partially be it #and yes this is the same grandfather that made fun of me and our neighbors kid for attempting u know what #doomsday christians are so fucking terrifying #because they don't fear death in the wrong way if that makes sense #like they view this as the practice round of war before the spiritual war aka the rapture #so they feel like if people aren't suffering they aren't fighting and therefore insist on making people suffer #and the more you suffer the better heaven will feel or whatever #it's fuckin wild #even when I was a christian I was terrified of it all #ex christian #religious trauma

207 notes · View notes

margindoodles2407 · 5 days ago

Text

blame @seeking-elsewhither for this one. it's echo time and i'm having thoughts (tm)

#yeah it's more hfsw bad batcher time. this means suffering on the part of echo #...whose armor design i kind of hate but at the moment i haven't had time to give him a definitive design so we're stuck with this for now #star wars #margin doodles #hfsw #look at my guys #handprinted #okay but i am not going to lie. i have so many thoughts about echo. ESPECIALLY in hfsw #like. you were supposed to die. but you didn't. you were brought back and it was the most painful thing you've ever experienced #and you have to endure months on end of torture practicing the very black arts you were born to fight against #so that the monsters who saved your life can use your knowledge to kill your brothers #and the only thing keeping you from completely giving up is the memory of a supernova smile that grows fainter every day #and then you're finally rescued after an eternity of torment but something is wrong because the person who was supposed to rescue you...#isn't there #and he never will be again #and you'll never see his smile again #(but you could. you could you know. you have that power now. you could bring him back. if you really wanted.#but you could never. you would never forgive yourself for dredging him back up from his well-deserved rest for such a selfish reason.#you'd never forgive yourself for putting him through that pain and white-hot agony just because you miss him. so you don't.)#and you love your new brothers. really you do. and you love your little sister; you love her so much that your wrongly-beating heart aches #and you love what you do; even if it's terrifying and dangerous saving your brothers from a fate worse than death (and you would know)#but... there's a sour knot that throbs in your gut every time your vision snags on your skeleton hand or bony feet #and every time you look in the mirror and see the unnaturally glowing green crackles in your irises #you're not of this world anymore. and you're not sure you'll ever be okay with that.

8 notes · View notes