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animation thingy I wanted to do w/ opp Felix,,,, would’ve done more but my shoulders hurt. Also this is that one basshunter dota trend. So.
#Khaos’ Stuff#should this go in my art tag??#yknow what I’m proud of it so.#Felix Pillar#alight motion#tweening#animation test#my animation#Welcome home oc#welcomeh#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#Welcome home au#welcome home opposite au jaces version
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Sooooo the last few days i’ve been seeing stars and suddenly i’m juggling 6 sorcerer boyfriends. Whats a polar bear to do?
Also this is my MC, 🍨✨ Sorbetes ✨🍨.
Context why my MC is a sentient polar bear.
The MC doesn't have a set appearance and then there was this dialogue. And the emotes are polar bear themed 😂😂😂 is also literally its own spoiler
#arcana twilight#arcana twilight Arcturus#arcana twilight Spica#arcana twilight Vega#arcana twilight Sirius#arcana twilight Alpheratz#arcana twlight Pollux#wow cant believe i’m actually drawing/playing something other than SDV#are you proud of me?#i was supposed to be playing reverse 1999 but likkkkeeee#i heard alpheratz and spica’s voice and it was game over#i spedrun the game in a week???? and the plot isnt done yet so i dont know what to do with my life anymore#The main story is pretty good?? I mean i wish that the MC would play a more active role???#i mean she started learning magic in a whole as new world#but i like i just want my MC to fight yknow aside from like rushing to someones aid#although she literally is meant to be a support character but like#if i cant fight with magic let me fight with my fists/sord#the game really shines with the side plots!!! I enjoyed the friendship building and the character relationships#hahahha catch me drawing some of them in the future#Sorbetes built like Alpheratz’s new favorite napping place#Spica is very disappointed somewhere#Also Sorbetes goes by they/them
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Why is the anxious Italian man so fun to draw??
Just some silly little doodles and me messing around with a pixel art brush on my art app! :D
#art#my art#digital art#pizza tower#pizza tower peppino#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#I LOOOVE drawing silly and exaggerated expressions I’m so glad I can do it a bit again :]!!#getting a little bit of a better idea of how to draw Peppino too! :D had to re-teach myself to go a bit off model lol#alsoo little fake peppy in the last one because… I love when people just make ‘em big and friendly#I have been listening to the soundtrack all day it’s been burned into my brain HELP HDFH#This is what I decided to do instead of… yknow.. FINISHING THE GAME#please consider reblogging I’m very proud of these :’]
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being so honest I don’t understand how people can expect you to be doing things constantly every single day. I’m supposed to be on summer break but my university expects me to send in 80 sources for my senior thesis by next week
the very thought of doing school work right now makes me want to cry. I can’t even open a blank document and start writing for my own fics. I can’t even engage in my own hobby right now because I’m so mentally exhausted. how can you expect me to do thesis work? I’ve hardly had a break since finals
my personal life has been an ongoing shitshow since last summer. and has only gotten worse in recent months. how can you expect someone to function in society when you throw one thing after another at them?
I’m so tired and done. but I have no choice other than pushing through it because that’s what’s expected of me! that’s exhausting
#delete later#sorry I’m really frustrated rn#and screaming into the void is a better solution than keeping it bottled up#I really want to disappear rn#I’m not finding enjoyment from the things I love any more#I physically can’t bring myself to write#I’ve been stuck in this survival state since winter#everything feels so bad and overwhelming#I think I need a break or something#I don’t know#I don’t know what’ll help anymore#I don’t know what’ll make me feel better#I just want to cry#all the time#I miss writing. I miss being proud of what I wrote#I miss when I would be able to post something and I was happy with it#when I didn’t feel like I had to rewrite it over and over#I miss feeling like myself#lately I’ve just… felt like a stranger in my own body#going through the motions of life#and y’know what fuck I miss feeling like I was cared for#and loved#but I’m Me so yknow. I don’t get that#maybe I should take a nap
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maybe things will clear up and straighten out as the game goes on, but right now rook just kinda feels like a middle manager
#yknow like maybe veilguard has its own haven moment#cause the herald of andraste half of inquisition also kinda felt like this#atm feels like i’m just running errands for varric and like#it probably Should be him running all this but the devs realized they needed to have a customizable main character#so they had to come up with a way to write him out without killing him outright and it just feels like#after every mission i’m running back to my dad to ask if he’s proud of me#and what he thinks we should do next#and i know that was also kind of his thing in act 1 of da2#not necessarily complaining about it just. identifying my first impression#mine#datv liveblog
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shuake week | day 5: dress up
#shuake#akeshu#goro akechi#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#persona 5#persona 5 art#shuakeweek2023#ok so I’m not Proud of this one but yknow what we ball#expect something more towards the end of the week!#my art
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hello! here’s a lil drabble/ficlet situation about sirius being super invested in baby harry’s life, to the point he gets annoyed and jealous when he’s not immediately caught up on every little thing.
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“I can’t believe you’d do this to me.”
Lily entered the dining room to an unusually confrontational scene. On one end of the table was her husband, hands held up, palms facing outward in a gesture matched by the pleading look on his face. Right across from him was Sirius, arms crossed across his chest and a severe frown on his face. In the middle, Harry was sitting with a thumb in mouth, watching his father and godfather intently. Lily was a bit surprised at how quiet he was being—usually the presence of his favorite people meant an overload of squeals and shouts and giggles.
“Padfoot—“ James began only to be cut off by Sirius’ hand swiping through the air.
“No, James, I didn’t expect this from you of all people,” he took a deep breath and Lily was startled to see the emotions play out on his face. “How could you?”
Lily decided to enter the conversation then before things could devolve any further.
“Er, what’s going on here?” In any other situation, the way in which both their heads swivelled to look at her, coupled with the surprise on their face, would’ve been comical but Lily was too distracted to care about that right now. She couldn’t even remember the last time James and Sirius had had a disagreement. Those two just didn’t do that.
Which was another issue all in itself and if she focused too long on it, it made her head hurt (how can two people who spend as much time as they do together never have any tension?? she didn’t get it, didn’t think she ever would). But for now, she had more important things to tend to.
“Well?” She asked again, seeing the expressions change on their face. James was making a face, not unlike a child who’d been caught with their hand in a biscuit jar whereas Sirius had doubled down. His brows were furrowed, lips pressed into a straight line, and the most stubborn expression Lily had ever seen on his face.
“We, er, that is—“ James tried, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. “It’s nothing, hon.”
Lily snorted in response. She could see Sirius staring incredulously at James and really, this was just getting weirder by the second.
“Evans,” Sirius said, curtly. She didn’t even bother correcting him knowing it was a lost cause at this point. “Will you please remind your husband that we had an understanding and I won’t stand for him breaking it as he pleases?”
“Sirius—“
Lily doesn’t let James finish his groan before cutting in. “What understanding?”
“Did you and your husband not name me Harry’s godfather for a reason?”
“…yes?”
“And does that not entail certain responsibilities and obligations on my part—“
“…Yes.”
“—as well as yours?” Sirius finished, speaking over her uncertain agreement. Now she was a bit stumped.
“Ours?” She blinked at him, wondering what he was on about. A quick glance in James’ direction showed no help from that side. Her husband had the most resigned expression of exasperation on his face, which was really saying something, considering how often he looked like that.
“But of course!” Sirius said, “You are aware that James has the mirrors, yes?” This time he didn’t even bother waiting for her to nod before continuing. “Which means instantaneous communication.” He stressed the last two words, eyes squinting and a stern wrinkle appearing on his brow.
“Si, stop being so dramatic,” James cut in. “You’re confusing the dragonshite out of Lily.”
She grimaced lightly. “Very elegantly put, darling.” Her dear, dear husband only sent her a cheeky wink in return.
“Fine,” Sirius sneered. “Let me ask you this, then.” He pointed one long, pale finger in her direction, her eyebrows raising at the attempt at intimidation.
“Is it or is it not true that Harry, my godson, crawled on his bum across the living room exactly eight days and three hours ago as of right now?”
She opened her mouth to say—not sure what, exactly, but something. Before she could, though, Sirius had already cut in with an overemphasised, “And. Is it or is it not true that James, once my dearest friend—“
“Once?” James yelped.
“—and you, fellow co-wife—“
“You can’t be serious right now,” James groaned, clearly distressed if he wasn’t considering his egregious word choice.
“—did not even bother to use aforementioned mirror to inform me, post-haste?” Sirius finished dramatically, with the air of someone throwing down the gauntlet. He stared at them with a ridiculous air of triumph around him, daring them to disagree.
Lily could only stare in bemused disbelief at her husband’s best friend, nay, brother. One of her closest friends in his own right. Someone who, by all accounts, was incredibly smart and articulate.
Perhaps his bloodline was making more of an appearance here?
“He really has gone off his rocker, hasn’t he, Lils?” James’ spoke what she dared not say out loud. “Should’ve considered this before putting him in charge of the sprog.”
The words had the intended effect. In front of her wide eyes, Sirius basically puffed up in outrage, reminding her terribly of a charm-dried duck. He leaned forward to wrap a possessive arm around Harry, as if James could’ve been anything but joking and they’d take his precious godchild away from him, keeping him plastered to his chest. Harry, for his part, was as overjoyed as ever. He happily wrapped his chubby fingers around two of Sirius’ and prompt tried to insert the whole thing in his mouth, drooling and chewing gummily.
And Sirius, who was notorious for not even deigning to shake hands with strangers (and on one unavoidable occasion, had actually cast a cleaning charm on his palm the moment they’d stepped back from the handshake), someone who applied three different kinds of purifying charms on anything before using it, barely even spared a glance in his direction beyond pressing a kiss to his crown.
“Well, nothing for it then,” Sirius sniffed, nose slightly in the air in a way that reminded Lily entirely too much of Narcissa Black—not that Sirius would appreciate the comparison, of course. “I’m afraid I must take my godson out and away from this dishonourable institution then.”
And in front of both the Potters’ disbelieving eyes, Sirius actually swept out of the room with their child happily lounging in his arms, neither of them looking back even once.
“James…”
He made an answering squeak, still looking at the doorway through which Harry had basically been kidnapped by an over zealous godfather.
“What just happened?”
Her only response was the sound of his head landing on the table with a thunk.
#sirius black#harry potter#james potter#good godfather sirius black#well hello there first piece of fic i’ve writtten in a while#also coincidentally first something of 2023 lol#listen this just came to me a while ago—the thought of sirius throwing a hissa fit bc james didn’t mirror call him as soon as harry did sumn#even if it’s the most irrelevant inconsequential thing ever#and that just kinda snowballed into lowkey crack scenarios#like s in the middle of a fight and picking up his mirror to talk to harry#or he’s spying on death eaters but james is calling to tell him that harry ate his first piece of solid food and sirius just has to listen#and of course tell harry he’s so very proud of him for being such a big boy#so. yknow what i mean?#it’s just rly fun lol#also now that i’m reading it over—it’s funny how sirius here is exactly like those dramatic s asks i got a while ago lol#making a big deal out of small things sort of a dude#lowkey this was so hard to write#it just felt so unnatural#i think i’ve forgotten how writing works#everything feels weird#the co wife thing is a not so sneaky reference to wife wars#~lore. if u will 😌#pen’s writing#tumblr works
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Guys my birthday is tomorrow…..please end me
#im gonna be nineteen#what the actual fuck#idk how I made it this far tbh I’m barely holding on#life has become a waiting game at this point#also I looked through my atom heart father docs and realize it’s been….ten months since I started the project…..idk how to feel about it#on the one hand I’m proud and honestly shocked I stuck with it for this long#on the other hand it’s humiliating that I’ve been working on it for that long and still have gaps in some of the most crucial parts#and the parts at the beginning are full of gaps and overall a fucking mess#and i know it’s just a matter of time before i give up on this too yknow?? and im already losing interest#so it’s kind of like what’s the point?? in a way#idk idk idk#jjba#personal#text post#long tags#brainrot.txt
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feeling immensely proud of myself that today marks exactly three years since I started my current job (+ one promotion a year ago) 🎊🎈
I know a lot of the employment market is completely arbitrary and ~ less than ideal ~ but what I’m proud of is that I worked so hard to get where I’m at and for learning so much and being really, really forking good at my job, too (which I am! 🫶🏻)
so like, this isn’t a post to celebrate corporate life or capitalism, it’s to celebrate all of the work I’ve done for me, and I’m just really proud of and happy for myself about that 💞💖
#personal#just rly proud of myself for learning to navigate this job and being really forking amazing at it and setting workplace boundaries and being#professional yet uphold those boundaries and for quite literally excelling and just. doing all of this for meself#like. I’m proud of myself for being kickass I think is what I’m getting at essentially ❣️🎊 I don’t always feel like it so it’s good to remin#myself: look! you’ve done a lot! look how good you are at things! you’re awesome! ✨🎊 — yknow? ♡#anyways! ♡
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finished my gingerbread house of solid snakes cabin in alaska today i will post pics tomorrow
#poprock txt#mgs#i am so proud of it it’s kinda my magnum opus#fuck art school i’m gonna become a professional gingerbread house maker#i will say it doesn’t necessarily come across as solid snakes cabin#but it’s what it looks like in my mind#and yknow. gingerbread-ified
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hey, if you have arfid/any ed/any food sensitivity issues in general, do me a favor and reblog this and tell me these in the tags!: (as many or as little as you’d like - this is just for fun :))
- your current favorite safe food
- your favorite food in general
- one food that you can always manage to eat no matter what (if you have one!)
- one food that isn’t currently safe, but that you WANT to like or think you would like if you tried it
- the most recent new food that you have tried, and did you like it? (I’m so so proud of you either way!)
#I’ll go first!#my current favorite safe food is wellshire dino chicken nuggies oh my god they are SO good AND gluten free?? an actual miracle#genuinely idk what they put in that shit but it is way better than a chicken nugget has any right to be. ungodly. absolutely luxurious umami#anyways moving on 💀#my favorite food and the one food I can always eat is popcorn!#although brownies and ice cream are probably close second faves on the favorites category#one food that isn’t currently safe but that I WANT to love is stuffing :O#I think it smells great and I’ve been taking little bites of it recently whenever my dad makes it#and I enjoy the bites! I think I will rlly like it some day! but for some reason by the time I’m eating it on my plate I don’t like it#we’re working on it tho 🙏🙏 I WILL become a stuffing girly I WILL#and lastly the most recent new food I tried was a black raspberry chocolate ice cream from the place my friend works at#not that scary but still proud of myself for how casually I just took that whole bite down without being afraid!#it’s definitely not my thing but i would say it was a stress free experience#also. now that I’m thinking about it it’s kind of wild that I tried it in the first place??#like? that I WANTED to try it even after I found out it definitely wasn’t a flavor I would like?? I still just wanted the experience#that’s actually crazy wtf I didn’t think about that.#progress!!!!!#baby steps. baby steps.#tw ed#tw ed mention#gem don’t look#this is such a random post I just wanted to talk about recovery and have some community bonding yknow#we’re allll in thissss together 🕺💃🕺💃🕺
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due to Life Shit I kind of stopped drawing much about a year or two after I graduated high school bc I just kind of didn’t have the time or mental/emotional/physical capacity to fit it in, despite art being something I really want to be a part of my career. It kind of makes me sick to realize how much muscle memory I lost just from that time (I had only about a year and a half total of absolutely no art but that was enough. doesn’t help that during that time I seriously injured my hands) considering I’ve been drawing my entire life. I really wish things had not gone that way and that I could have kept going, but expectations were on me to do something else and any time I sat down to draw was treated as wasting time. There’s also something weird about recovering from severe trauma that kind of adjusts how you engage with a hobby you used as a coping mechanism, which Art very much was. I almost never drew vent art, but I used it to focus on something and make myself happy and proud of work I actually could do, and once I was out of the environments that funneled me into drawing (being forced to go to church, school, anything involving sitting down for a long period of time) I found less time to actually have an excuse. Someone bought me a single college course of art classes right out of high school, and I think that was where I COULD have had the opportunity to really get started if I had actually had the money to continue and the college hadn’t been so far away. After that course ended I didn’t have that excuse anymore. I used to draw in DeviantArt and Discord art groups, but those began to fall apart and soon I didn’t have that option either. After that I doodled but didn’t really create Full Pieces unless some friend asked it of me, and it was never a commission bc I’d never trained myself to get that sort of shit done without taking too long, so I’d always do it for free. So even that wasn’t a big motivator eventually. Now that I’m struggling for work after becoming more physically disabled after COVID, all that time I could have spent honing my art skills so I could do SOMETHING with my art really is weighting down on me. I have the option to do freelance work, illustrations, pet commissions, even things like cards and cookies. I’ve seen these avenues open up for me gradually, but I’ve lost the skills I built up that I need to actually make something I’m proud of. I’ve taken to tracing old art to try and remember my thought process and my “style”… but my memory was bad BEFORE the covid, and it’s worse now, and my brain fog makes it hard to focus even if I could get back on the train of thought. I don’t remember the construction that would be in my mind’s eye. I barely can keep a clear vision in my mind’s eye anymore, worryingly. I never had a crystal clear imagination, it was always sort of abstract, but I could see the lines, I could construct a scene. Now I have to focus hard to get any sort of detail clear in my head. It’s like if you tried to look directly into someone’s face in a dream, or put in a prompt in neural blender. So I have to adjust to performing the entire thought process physically, slowly and tediously trying to figure out what I’m imagining before I can really get started. Those old art tutorials for constructing shapes and bodies and such just aren’t coming naturally anymore so I have to dredge deep into my mind to remember which advice helped “click” the best and knowing it might not do it this second time around. It’s like if you forgot how to ride a bike. It was something natural to you, you could even get started haphazardly and distracted and still be able to tell where you were going and not fall over or trip on yourself, but now it’s like you have to focus on each step and it constantly feels like it’s taking everything you have to not crash. I’m glad I can start drawing again, but it hurts that something so huge in my life has been turned into this. I’ve ranted about it before it’s just easier to notice when you’re not sketching out people’s pets or doing super stylized doodles.
#I didn’t know you could max out a ‘text block’ on tumblr also. my indication to stop LOL#long post#vent#kind of. I’m not like super angsty abt it I’m just sad that I have to spend more time remembering#instead of actually accomplishing anything with my dreams. I’m 26 and there’s 18 year olds living my fucking dream yknow#I know you don’t have a certain age requirement for art but I also know you never stop improving#and being set back before I was even proud enough to set prices for my work is kind of devastating#I just love art. I want to be an animator or something involve with creative concepts.#I want to make things I’m proud of. but what used to come easily now feels like chewing nails#the metal ones not the cartilidge. anyway#I know I’m kind of hard on myself but it’s hard not to be when you’re surrounded by people with such talent#and it feels like you’re running behind when you see people getting to their dreams so much sooner than you.#I know it’ll happen but it hurts sometimes remembering what I used to imagine id be doing at this age#and realizing past me probably had more of a chance at these careers than I do right now bc of brain damage and physical and mental issues#it’s not confirmed if I have brain damage but like. I can tell something is different.#it’s not like they’d be able to diagnose it by now or even that it’d change anything#I just have to keep going and keep trying. it’s just discouraging and frustrating#I wish I could summon all the memories from my brain back up so I could feel happier about my art#I’m happy to have the chance to start drawing again don’t get me wrong. I still like to draw. it’s just.#I can tell the difference between how it was and how it is now and it makes me mourn#ough I wish I still had a therapist lmao. Deb get the fuck back here you traitor.
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can’t think too much about how Miles is this wonderful point of connection for every single character in the spiderverse series, and esp for spideys who all begin their intros speaking to the isolation they believed was inherent to their position as heroes and miles ending itsv taking so much comfort in the fact he isn’t alone. Or I’ll cry.
#MILES….WAH 😭#also…earth shattering pain at how bad the emotional betrayal he suffers in atsv is#understandable considering the circumstances the characters believe will befall them#but AUGH miles….god he was failed so badly on literally every side my fucking boyyyyyy#there’s so much strength in walking away from spider society. in refusing to abandon what MAKES him spiderman#head in hands miles I love u sm#I wish he didn’t have to HAVE that strength. that he didn’t have to rightly leave them#but I’m also so proud he has it yknow :’)#<- gets emotional abt the fact that miles attributes that strength to the love of his family all over again#tunes talks spiderverse
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WOW I did not realize how close artfight is I am HIBERNATING until I get my refs tossed together WISH ME LUCK 🫡
#bzkt spkz#the year just flew tf by what happened#other stuff on the way but sometime you gotta hyperfixate on yer own blorbos yknow?#im excited to show y’all god they’ve GROWN SO FAST#SO PROUD OF THEM#I think I’m finally getting back into the swing of things so that’s even more exciting!!#eeeeeeee!!!!!!!
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woah grim made not one but two art posts???? that’s crazy woah
#grim rambles#ahA I forgot to say that in the tags of the gabimaru post and then the tags got too long#but I still wanted to say it and yknow what I CAN make a separate post to say this if I want to.it’s MY tumble and I can do a poorly ex#executed flip if I want to#the hells paradise intro slaps#I listened to it on repeat for like half an hour one time#that was before even watching the anime#bc my mom played the music for me#I’m 4 volumes into the manga now#this shit is progressing FAST and tensen creeps me out#maru keeps getting cooler and I’m proud of him#the author is clearly having so much fun drawing those weird shinsen monsters
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somedays i’m like “i could get back into science!” and somedays i listen to my med student friends give lectures on testicular development and thank my younger self for sticking to liberal arts
#i wasn’t even a med science student i was a computer science student#but yknow what. it’s all confusing#i’m so proud of her! but i have no idea what she’s saying at all#what are all of these abbreviations#moon babbles
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