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Just some thoughts about Belos/ Philip Wittebane from TOH (ramble)
For all of his shortcomings and aborent qualities he has one single thing that makes him stand out among a cast of characters with plenty of positive and lovable personality traits. He's the most hopeful character in the show. Lemme explain:
When he really shouldn't be. Sure it's part of his delusion but at the end of the day he doesn't have any good reason to do anything he does in the story and deep down, he knows that. Ultimately he does everything he does to justify the death of his brother. But that's clearly not his true wish. All he want is his brother back, take back what he did and make that his brother never left. Return to a version of reality that can never be obtained. His brother will never return and he knows it. Considering he killed every grimwalker copy, the 20 or so he made of Caleb. Despite being a smart man, he refuses to grow up and accept change (or death) as we see in Hollow Mind. For 400 years. This child like naivity translates into a neverdying hope that finishing his plan will change anything, fix anything. It's not even about personal revenge as much as it is an escape from reality. He could have wiped out Caleb's decendants anytime in the 50 years he had total power in the empire or even way before that. But he didn't. Killing the Grimwalkers also seemed to upset him but he deems it a necessary step to fix what went wrong all that time ago. But the Grimwalkers never are like his brother, they only vaguely resemble him. For him it's not killing his brother again and again (ignoring he's killing actual individuals), it's rebuilding him stone by stone. It's all for nothing. It serves no purpose and is meaningless. And I think he knows. But he refuses to accept it, no he is completly unable to accept it. Much like a child who can't accept that a specific obscure and crazy dream of his will never come true. This dedication to that meaningless cause is even more visible once the Collector pretty much oneshots him at the end of season 2. He's reduced to a puddle, a soul without a body and he's most likely in a perpetual state of pain and confusion, now returned to the human realm that is nothing alike to what he left behind. Which he can't even interact with properly like he wished to do. Giving up, just dying would be easy and probably is an attractive alternative to his constant state of agony. Yet he clings onto the last bit of life remaining. Despite his carefully made masterplan he took decades if not centuries to realize failed horribly. Knowing he will have to face the seemingly all powerful Collector eventually who squashed him like a bug. He stays alive against impossible odds to "right his wrongs". For the slightest chance to see the reality he gaslit himself into believing was possible. A reality where his borther could have stayed, for a reality where his actions were justified, a reality where he didn't waste the entirety of his extended life, a reality where he's the hero, not the villian. He clings onto hope like a scared, hurt beast. Hope is powerful and scary. It can make a normal man go through hell and become what he swore to destroy. Hope as much as it can build a new future can also raze it to the ground. The sweet and horrific duality of hope.
#belos#emperor belos#philip wittebane#toh#the owl house#spoilers#insane ramble#my other favourite character ghetsis also has motives akin to this and#yeah it drives me insane#ambition hope greed#its all so interesting to me i need to dissect it#ramble do not take too seriously unless you agree then please take this seriously lol
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Been noticing some strange weather patterns on the hc server lately?
#hermitcraft#hermitcraft 10#hermitcraft clips#hc s10#grian#rendog#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#skizzleman#vintagebeef#ijevin#this is my second time trying to upload this video hopefully it goes through#but yeah all these clips are just from the last week it's driving me a little insane
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habbpy birthday emu enjoy ur 50 taiyakis from ur gf
#SHE BOUGHT HER MANY.OF THEM !!!!!#they cate fro eacheorther many .....very many....they drive me insane....#yeah its jsut a littel doodle but i need to give my oshis the same treatment#project sekai#prsk fa#proseka#pjsk fanart#prsk#nene kusanagi#emu otori#wxs emu#wxs nene#wonderlands x showtime#emunene#ilove emunene . i have an au idea that im doing for them btw.you might see comics soon chat👍
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Okay I have a lot of thoughts about this season, and maybe bc I never played lol that this season felt like a mess to me but I think a lot of it was due to poor writing choices,
Jayce calling Mel out for “manipulating” is insane to me. When he doesn’t hold the same sentiment for Cassandra or Victor (who was the one to allegedly give him that stone in the first place?). He acts like he had no control of his actions and I guess it’s easier for him to pin the blame on someone else than admit his faults.
Mel is a politician, he knew that when he met her. She did not make it a secret that she was basically sponsoring his research. But at the same time, she was one of the few people who advised him against making hextech weapons specifically, and went out of the way to make sure that that technology did not fall into the hands of bad actors.
however, it was Jayce and his poor decisions that kept making hextech weapons even though it went agonist his ethos, he even made weapons for Caitlyn’s special strike team, something Mel did not tell him to do lol,
like this entire time Jayce was able to use Mel’s statues and influence to get what he wants (social capital etc)
and when they get together romantically, Mel only treats him as an equal, supports his ideas (which basically let’s him do what he wants on the council bc of her influence), and is a source of emotional comfort.
so it’s really strange that he starts to view her as someone who used him, we never really see Mel confiding in Jayce besides that one time which served as a way to give the audience insight to her backstory. She’s always the comforting him, the one providing for him etc, she even serves as a buffer for Jayce against the manipulation from others, so to have him pin all the blame on her is so deranged to me lol
I also fill like the narrative of the story does nothing to counter his claims, they don’t address the other actors in the corruption of hextech for warfare (*cough cough* Caitlyn lol)
there were interesting places they could take this, there were interesting ways to explore this dynamic, but instead it got boiled down to Jayce pinning the blame on someone else because he refuses to live with the consequences of his own creations
#mel medarda#mel arcane#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane criticism#Not tagging other characters bc it’s not about them#but yeah the fact that Mel and kabru are treated the exact same by fandom is driving me insane#and this has nothing to do with the fact that they didn’t end up together in the show#like I don’t really care about that#I care about her being treated as some evil manipulator when she was just doing her god dame job#Like smh#I have a lot of thoughts and will probably edit this post later#if you see any misspellings no u don’t 🥰
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HI I still need help with moving funds! So I'm going to do something silly!
I'm going to play the We Heart Katamari Rerolled "roll up 1 million roses" level on stream until I get all 1 million roses or I meet my fundraiser goal starting Oct 13th at 3PM PST/6PM EST!
Note, speedruns of this level take between 16-19 hours. So, come join me yeah? I'll have friends coming in and out to help me on this Endeavor.
>>KOFI LINK WHERE I'M COLLECTING DONATIONS<<
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#katamari damacy#we <3 katamari#marathon stream#we heart katamari#stream stuff#i dont know how to tag stuff btu yeah. hi. help. im going to go drive myself insane so why not help me be able to afford to move please
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Quick + shitty Tango while I fight the diseases once more
#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#tangotek#hermitcraft tango#tango fanart#tango tek#hermitcraft#the mouse's drawings#yeah 👍#im drawing on my laptop so i dont have like 90% of my usual brushes#its driving me slightly insane but thats okay#gonna draw some bdubses now
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part 2 to this, kinda + older doodle
you wanna chomp on a tasty fresh frenchman, you be prepared for what comes after, armand
translation!
lestat: “You're going to teach me everything you know, now, aren't you?” (if google translator doesn’t lie, I don’t know french sorrrrry)
armand: “How the devil did I get mixed up with this imp?” (sorta, god it’s hard to translate idioms)
speaking about idioms! there’s another ukrainian one that really does fit these two like a glove imho (at least from armand’s pov). “лежати на серці” which literally translates to “to lie on the heart” (like in the first pic, get it?), and it can mean two things: 1. to be the subject of constant thoughts, worries, sufferings; to trouble, weigh someone down. or 2. to cause someone’s affection, to be liked by someone. liiiiiike, how perfect is that????
enjoy the stupid ass sketch of pic.1 that made me laugh, so I saved it
#my art#my doodles#interview with the vampire#iwtv#interview with the vampire amc#iwtv amc#iwtv fanart#iwtv art#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire armand#armandstat#lesmand#armand’s rethinking his choices a bit#‘oooohhh reaaally Louis you laid down with the devil and now you have all his spindly roots in you? driving you insane is he?? yeah??#well I laid down with this prancing preening imp and now he’s looking up at me like a puppy asking a million questions I have no answers to#huh!! and yeah btw it’s the same guy yes’
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some doodles
#i meant to put the balor one in the previous post but i forgor 😭its in a diff file from the sketch dump i was coloring in so it just didnt#exist in my mind at all. i felt like smth was missing as i was posting it but i couldnt place what hlep#adeline and eiland have been driving me insane lately. expect more of them. probably.#dont minf the last two guys. some concepts for future farms 😋 (pls mind them im crazy abt all my farmers even if they technically dont -#exist yet. pls ask abt them or smth pls im nroaml i can be nroma l i prommy)#fields of mistria#fom balor#sona#im gonna start tagging that i think.#fom eiland#fom adeline#fom elsie#fom farmer#my art#guys can i just say that im so happy that balor is silver n not gold cus otherwise i would have to confront a part of me im not proud of#we shouldnt talk abt it but like yeah jjust know i like his silver and his whole deal#have such a softspot n bias for characters who dont settle anywhere. who never lay down their roots or whatever. who keep their past secret#like oughh hes hitting so many marks#i like hawthorne a lot. hes more developed in my head. and also i like his dead look and hair bows. i have so many ideas abt him man it hur#i promised myself i wouldnt make a new save file til i reached y2 w rory but apperantly errols bday is cursed bc the game has frozen twice#sorry if you read all of these tags. go to my askbox w fom stuff or smth. ask abt my farmers plsplspls pl s jk haha unless. maybe even#gimme drawing reqs for fom in general. ok tyvm ly sorry for yapping. its what i do best
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Do you think Nemesis fantasizes about being the Knight to Melinoe's Princess and being quest-given to fight Chronos for her or something. Then she sees Melinoe out on the Run somewhere covered in blood and bruises and such and it fills her with unfathomable rage.
#Nemesis#Melinoe#melnem#hades 2#hades II#hades II spoilers#d musings#Nemesis exclusively calling Mel by her title drives me insane lowkey#like yeah that's her title but also??? Mel clearly is on a nickname basis with Nem#so for Nem to stick to “Princess” is ajndjfhjfhgjfh#she uses Melinoe once in a heartfelt convo.#the way a lot of Nem's myths are women requesting her to enact revenge something something Arthurian court romance#anyways ignore me pls
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buffy & angel + that one particular spot in the mansion
#bangel#bangeledit#buffy summers#angel btvs#btvs#btvsedit#buffysource#dailybtvs#filmtv#it's a very special place#it's where she sacrificed him#where he was brought back#and then where she saved his life#and it all happened IN THE SAME SPOT#YEAH also where she got the big O from his bite#all these parallels and life changing moments between them#it drives me insane
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can we please stop using 60th stuff getting good view counts/a lot of hype as 'proof' of 13s era being bad somehow. like yeah nostalgia bait is gonna... bait people with nostalgia and therefore be popular. does not mean doctor who is 'back' or whatever because it literally did not go anywhere lol
#yeah everyone's excited and thats great!!! i am not hiding that i am also excited!!!#but people acting like 13's run was some kind of blip is driving me crazy insane#idk. can we not insist everything was terrible between the last time this particular white dude ran the show 15 years ago and now#not sure what to tag this with so the 'bUt ThE RaTinGS' crew dont find this lol#maybe i just wont.#doctor who#for blog consistency at least
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nobody knows where they might end up
#nobody knows..........#mostly a piece for 'experimenting' with colours (as if i don't do that already) because. umm. i like colours#lisa the joyful#lisa the painful#lisa rpg#buddy armstrong#rando lisa#dustin armstrong#art#also yeah that's the greys anatomy theme song lyrics. i dont know anything about greys anatomy i just like the song#UGHGHH this game is driving me insane#@usend i see you. i know you're reading this. hi#my artwork
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this is a genuinely vulnerable, touching, and emotionally powerful moment of seeking out connection from jason to dick until you remember that being "all back to normal" refers to when jason got digested by an alien, trapped in a goo egg, and then turned into a tentacle monster that ate people
#razpost#dc#jason#jason todd#red hood#dick grayson#he got better though don't worry#you ever think some modern version of dick or jason brings that up. i have to wonder#'yeah maybe i did get really edgy for awhile but ya know i never turned into a tentacle alien and ate a criminal unlike SOME people'#'wh - '#'IT WAS /ONE/ TIME'#that is the biggest reason i love brothers in blood though it has such a strangely sympathetic view of jason todd as a character -#- for his place as a rogue murderous villain at the time (and unique in a way that utrh only very subtly touches on)#someone seeking emotional connection and to grasp at past relationships but having no idea how to go about it#a toughened criminal on the outside but still really a scared kid reeling from his death and feelings of abandonment#the fucking. 'i'm scared dick' set of three panels drives me absolutely insane it's so fascinating and resonant to write him like post-utrh#i'm just rambling now i really like this freaky little 2005 arc is what i'm saying
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"if you stare into the fire long enough, you can see the whole world pass by." ive been thinking a lot about the early days of the gang
#my laptop being out of service has been driving me insane since i cant do digital art until its fixed#so i ended up pulling out some of my acrylic paints and doing a traditional painting#i really dont have all that much experience with tradtional painting but this was fun#even if theres weird anatomy mistakes because erasing my sketch was annoying#anyways yeah the old guard has been on my mind lately. i keep thinking about what things mightve been like#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#hosea matthews#dutch van der linde#fanart#art
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mann im still thinking about that one foolish stream jaiden was on and was talking to him and forever (?) and said basically, “yeah roier is my platonic partner.” And like that alone fucking kills me but what nukes my tombstone is that IS. she said IS!! present tense roier IS her platonic partner. he’s married to cellbit but that doesnt change what they have!! cellbit Is roier’s romantic partner and jaiden Is roier’s platonic partner and one does not negate the other and fucking. it’s jaiden who says that. jaiden who was surprised to be invited to their wedding. she’s no less important to roier and she Knows that now. she was so reluctant to take up space in roier’s life (and i cant stop thinking about the house she built and then abandoned to live in his, and then to refer to the house as his) but here she is. roier has a new partner now but that doesnt mean she’s been replaced it just means that there’s a new place in his heart for a husband to go. she doesnt have to leave to make space he wants her to stay and she knows that.
#qsmp#i havent watched all the streams so classic disclaimer there of i may not be entirely on my rocker#but the ones i have seen are. yeah#if im misremembering when she said this im gonna Wail but i think it was the foolish stream where he told her pomme assassinated him#and then later on was the capybara ride thru the sky#anyway im shaking jaiden and roier and cellbit so violently#idk what the terms are when part of the polycule’s platonic but#jaiden and cellbit looking at each other as metamours and going ! a friend#drives me fucking bonkers#and the parallels between them....#anyway anyway this has been: cubito insanity hour#coming up next: cubito insanity hour
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something i’ve never noticed until now but is a very very nice touch: the creak of the leather of john’s saddle and the jingle of his spurs in rdr
#now that i’m an adult he kinda drives me insane actually#liked him as a character as a kid very much but now i’m like#🥴#anyway. yeah these details are very cool#it’s just that. there’s. so many of them. like they didn’t pick and choose tastefully#there’s literally like five thousand sounds happening all at once LMFAO#rdr1 for greatest audio mixing in a game /j#rdr#red dead redemption#john marston#video#my yeehaw posts
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