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chrollogy · 25 days ago

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#PHEWWWW HI GANG #im writing this via tumblr web so bear with me but i hope everyone’s 2025 has started off well so far !!!!!! a lot has happened on my end #(the good and the bad but we are thugging it out!)#i’ve received very wholesome messages from my lovely moots which i’ve taken a sneak peek of and will be replying to when i get the time !!#anywho! i don’t know when i’ll be back on here bc my creative juices have been DRAINED so yeah :C i didn’t wanna leave completely so i #archived my acc for a bit while i sort things out :3 — my reason for doing so is mixed really. more on losing motivation and just basically #stuff to worry about irl BUUUUT i missed you all so much and me being here and making a post means its kinda getting better on my end so ya #prob not relevant but i’ll enable my asks again if anyone wants to leave anything so that i can come back to it again when i log on sjdnksj #also also i’ve been watching ‘the apothecary diaries’ s2 and its so amazing !! i also started ‘a sign of affection’ and let me tell you how #much i was kicking and rolling around my bed KSNDKSJ #gaming-wise i recently pulled for c0 arlecchino but lost her weapon to clorinde’s weapon 😭🙏🏼 but shes amazing and i love her gameplay sm!#AND AND OMG LADS.??. WELCOME BACK CALEBBBBBB OMGGG i havent done the main story yet but i’m excited !! i know ppl have mixed feelings over #him and his actions but hes so up my alley so ik im gonna be eating it up hehe. i did manage to pull for his standard 5 star which is #exciting too !!! anyway i want to try and get back into writing again because my mind has been brewing yet another heavy chrollo angst 😽#(i love putting my husband through grief)#or maybe i’ll start w finishing off a couple of loose ends from the fics i never finished 😭 (i’m so sorry)#welp that’s all from me !! i love u all <3

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what-are-even-humans · 1 year ago

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Anyone got any recs for actual play dnd (or other ttrpg) podcast thats actually intended to be audio based and not "Visual but we turned the audio into a podcast"??

#ive got over an hour commute EACH WAY 5 days a week now and theres only so many educational podcasts you can listen to before realising that #youve essentially extended your workday another 2-3 hours each day. oh and i also have trainings which are another 40 minute commute IN THE #OPPOSITE DIRECTION #:'(#but yeah i digress. i need podcasts where i get to turn my mind off #ive been through taz and ive tried cr and dimention20 but its too visually based and i feel like im missing out or have to focus way toomuch #also did listen to dungeons and daddies but parents loosing their kids is a trigger for me so yeah...#so preferably tips where child endangerment / looking for lost kids / losing parents isnt a big plot point #not space

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enhanced-operatives-division · 10 months ago

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Prism's concept art has been. Deeply on my mind. They had some killer ideas for her and ummm.....sobs in my hands. I love her?

#sometimes i forget i like markers then i draw in markers and im like woah! these are fun!#idk it's the closest i can make my traditional look like digital lmao #ALSO can you tell I LOVE doing line art because. I love doing lineart #im really happy with this.... i have a shitpost idea of the mind rn but i also wanna draw her in the lab coat #she could slay in anything I feel #also! new sketchbook!! im yet to make a sappy post about ny old one but yeah i had to hand it it on thursday of the first day of my art exam #im hyped about this one though i really like it so far auuu <- still on the front pages #best eay to break in a new sketchbook! draw the fictional woman youre head over heels for!!!#[agent moose's art]#i expect you to die #ieytd #roxana prism #robutler #<- ohb big boy tags im happy with her..#i was fighting for ny life trying to figure out what colour to do the trousers though #but it worked out i feel #i also am somewhere in the middle abt the skintone for her because likeeee okay i do have a darker marker HOWEVER it's got too much of -#- a red tint to it and i did a loose doodle with it before for her and it just. didn't look right #so i used a ligher one but built it up #it looks darker in person and tbf i do edit my photos so they're less dull

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sandraugiga · 2 months ago

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#what do you mean i can read book now again because i have enough blood flowing to my brain?#wth?#still cant believe it #tried to do research but im no doctor #im even eyeing my knitting once more #i couldnt do all if those things because i was slowly bleeding out? literally? what?#yeah you nearly died my doctor said #bu5 you didnt because you are a healthy young woman #and im like…#dude… you just told me it was life threatening to have a hb of five #i was walking into the hospital with an hb of 2.5 #IM A HEALTHY YOUNG WOMAN? are you fucking kidding me!#i feel like im loosing my damned mind

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flashdoesahundredyarddash · 2 years ago

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In response to my Booster Gold drawing I drew a bit back (last month or so)

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0lpal · 9 days ago

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Some random pics that I took literally months ago but just now edited up

#nature #vintage #aesthetic #pretty #guh #i don’t know #hell yeah #photography #photoshoot #im loosing my mind #eepy #Spotify

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lukasadss · 10 months ago

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Now everyone, if you'll excuse me, I'm going mental trying to figure out if Mason posting the bts picture of Dream and Desire on their stories ON the eve of Dead Boy Detectives coming out is a sign of something or I'm reading too much into it, good day

#MASON WHAT DOES THIS MEAN #THEY DIDNT EVEN WRITE ANYTHING IT WAS JUST THE PHOTO #MASON PLEASE #having a freak out to Mari and she's laughing at me 😭#mason alexander park #the sandman #dead boy detectives #yeah sure tag it all im loosing my mind

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bmpmp3 · 3 months ago

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(little bit of silence at the beginning because it wouldnt let me upload otherwise RIP) quick plug-and-play this-mix-is-ass-session-terminated type shoujo-a cover but (said in a hushed voice filled with wonderment and awe) soyogi........................................

(ust by Taketonbo)

#I MIGHT look for a different project file or edit it to work better with soyogis voice and cevios.. cevioness #but actually i do like this song with him a lot.... he does better with the fast parts than i expected #but i really love his sort of chesty long notes....... hmmmm.....#also i started like silencing his breaths (NORMAL THING TO SAY WHEN USING VOCAL SYNTHS) i started silencing his breaths in the volume #parameters for like the first half a verse but then i realized im plugging and playing this shit first actually so i gave up and just like.#loosely noisegated them. but man. i do wish cevio had better breath controls #the current situation is um. the voice breathes at every empty space. every single one. no matter how small #the only in engine solution from what i can tell is just manually turning down the volume for any pause where you dont want a breath #which is why every plug and play cover i post for a cevio/voisona voice sounds like they just ran into the studio LOL #(yeah maybe i only figured out what noise gates are like last week..... shhh.... shhhhhhhh)#because i did use that noise gate its not AS BAD but he does still sound a little like hes hyperventilating #which sometimes. especially for a song like this. might be what you want. but you dont really want the breaths on the glottal stops LOL #which is the biggest issue. i do hope someday they figure out a better way to do this. other engines dont breath until u tell them to #i dont mind the opposite situation but there is currently from what i know no way of making them hold their breath LOL #id love like. a phoneme that just cuts out all sound or something. a true 'sil' for cevio #theres xx which like has no phonemes. and an apostrophe does like devoicing shit to vowels i think? but they still like #gasp and wheeze over everything its so funny like soyogi ia tsudumi my friends....... ur breath control....#although can i judge? i cant really sing without getting a headache because i run out of breath too fast LOL

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bigtimefreq · 1 year ago

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THE NEW ONE SHORT????? WOWWW

#hfjone #dont have a ton to say about this one but PARKER!!!! PARKER OMG #parker my beloved i am SO glad he's finally getting some attention #he cares so much about his friend :(#i like how we all kind of caught it that he wouldnt be taken seriously and that people would think he had something to do with it #and the guest animation was SO GOOD #the loose scratchyness really lends to the fact that he was probably losing his mind #also the minor swearing in the episode was oddly fitting #kind of wish wed gotten more of that in the actual show #anyways yeah PARKER #Im gonna draw his design later to celebrate #i missed him

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teabagboy · 2 years ago

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Imagining 27 year old Pretentious-Music-Nerd Will Byers hearing Britney Spears sing the song Baby One More Time and becoming obsessed. Every time Mike isn't home he indulges in his secret life and sings his heart out.

(Mike catches him one day and gives him shit for it forever. Its okay though, because now Will has someone to sing the song with)

#I MUST CONFESS I STILL BELIEVE #WHEN IM NKT WORH YOU I LOOSE MY MIND!! GIVE ME A SIGNNNN #yeah byers would rock that shit #the lyrics would totally release residue emotions from his yearning 15 year old self #im listening to 2000s pop and drawing so fun thoughts in my head #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #st hcs #stranger things #/me.talking

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devotedlystrangewizard · 2 years ago

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black sails is still so insane like yeah! here you go! fun pirate show! heres the utter torment that is being queer in this time period. heres several episodes setting up an m - f - m love triangle before they reveal it was far FAR more complicated than that. here are lesbians. everyone fucking sucks. have fun

#lesbians taken loosely because i do genuinely adore that they keep all of it vague #this was my heartstopper guys. does that explain a lot about me. yes #but you need to understand the PROFOUND effect that scene had on me. like just. all of it #the way the entire season sets up a 'ohohoho hes having an affair with his best friend's wife' ONLY TO TURN ALL OF THAT ON ITS HEAD #AND NOT ONLY THAT. THE ENDING?#DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE AMOUNT OF QUEER REP I HAD SEEN IN FICTION WHEN I WAS 14. ESPECIALLY ON TV #THIS WAS PRE HEARTSTOPPER. PRE WWDITS. PRE TMA AND WTNV. I LOST MY MIND #black sails means SO much to me i cant put into words the effect it had on me as a kid. but also if this show released now #i would bet actual money that the young queers of now would cancel it for problematic queer people <3 #all the sex & violence... flint being. flint.#this entire show is what im talking about when i say i want less sanitized queer rep. this. iwtv. hannibal. like theyre all fucked up #but they contain incredibly flawed people. ESPECIALLY black sails has character depth #like these people do awful things and they mess up and their love sometimes isnt PURE and theyre PIRATES. THEYRE PIRATES #like i wouldnt exactly recommend it 'if you liked ofmd' but if you liked ofmd and hannibal/iwtv. and you havent seen this.#i cant recommend it to people who just like ofmd the genre is too different. like yeah its a queer pirate show but its also a period drama.#i am so incoherent rn i love this show

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weirdasshomo · 9 months ago

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desire? in this economy??

#bros mad #depressio hours here #naw cuz i came across the q 'what do u desire? if u could get anyrhing? what w it be?'#n went immidietly that should i ask my baby dog back but realized that no i dont #i couldnt go trough it twise #n idk #realized i would never try to bring anyone back from death #like i could lol #but idk if i even have a say in that cuz i did make a deal like this once but we shall see how that one ends tbh #but yeah #im loosing my mind #nvm #lom

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just-my-insufferable-existance · 9 months ago

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I've got new followers (mutuals? (I'm old and crusty)). I have a hunch that it's only because I added the SEO hashtag in one of my posts.

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itsaboutbee · 1 year ago

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I like to think the whole "perfect match" bs actually just meant two ppl with similar personalities, nothing to do with romantic compatibility at all. Those two ppl are just supposed to get along great.

#its almost 5am #i am loosing my mind i cant sleep #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago headcanons #bee ranting at insane o clock #yeah #the worst part is that im not even sleepy #im completely coherent still

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hummingbird-hunter · 2 years ago

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Oh my god please just say something you might think you've made things clear but I'm autistic and stupid and do not understand shit unless you say it straightforwardly aaaaaaaaaahhh

#rant #sorry #why cant people just say things!!!! straightforwardly!!!! clearly!!!! i literally wont understand otherwise #okay yeah i think the meaning they were trying to convey by not responding is 'i dont want to talk to you anymore'#which is fine #im doing just that not talking to them #but im still fucking anxious and loosing my mind because im not sure #why cant people just say things!!!!!!! i dont understand!!!!!!!#if you dont want to talk to me its fine just please say it straightforwardly dont make me guess

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dark-twist-fairytales · 2 years ago

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#oh my god im going to fucking hurt somebody if they bitch at me for the price of soemthing again :)#im gonna loose my mind- IT'S PRICEY HERE! WE CHARGE TOO FUCKING MUCH I KNOW #BUT I CANT CONTROL IT! IM FUCKING S O R R Y! im just a goddamn worker that wants to fuckign quit #work posting #yeah im sorry

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