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There's such a specific feeling of hurt and lingering bitterness of being born a girl, growing to hate the girly things that you enjoyed, and years later learning to like those things again and unlearning your hate.
When I was little my favorite color was pink, I loved poofy dresses, and I couldn't wait until I was allowed to start using makeup (even lipgloss was considered too mature for kids to some of my family members). Then around when I hit middle school, that changed. I couldn't stand even the sight of pink, I only ever dressed in random hoodies, I'd rather die that have to wear a dress, and I mentally mocked other girls who wore makeup. I saw myself as more mature than everyone else because of this, but looking back and reexamining my emotions, I think that I felt that femininity and every burden that comes with that was being forced upon me. So I did the only thing that I knew how to go against that and became the opposite of what I used to be.
Now I'm 18 and about to start college, and I'm working past those walls that I put up. It's slow and painful progress, but it's still progress. I still have difficulty admitting to myself that pink isn't awful sometimes and is actually quite pretty. It feels like an old friend. I actually really enjoy makeup now. Although when I say makeup, I just mean eyeshadow, eyeliner, and lip stains. Foundation makes my face feel weird and feels like a chore to apply. I only ever do one style of makeup, but it's so fun to do and very whimsical. It's all about having fun for me, not about beauty. I currently have 3 dresses in my closet, although I have absolutely no idea where I'd wear two of them because they're so . . . in your face? Idk how to describe them. I'm also noticing more floral prints in my closet. I had so much fear about relearning to like these kinds of things again because I'd spent almost 7 years very loudly hating them. My family had spent that same time constantly commenting "When are you going to be feminine again?" and other such things, so I was certain they'd start on about "NOW you're finally back to how you were." And that fear still makes me so bitter. Also I feel so sad that I ever hated these things. I'm definitely a people pleaser, and I'm slowly learning that I have no reason to be. I'm just so sad that I had to feel so much hate and pressure to get to this point.
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Suddenly, bell bottoms aren't so bad
Bonus sketch, because I had to vv
"Stop checking out my assistant, Stanley."
#Okay#I was never gonna draw fiddlestan#but then i was struck with inspiration in the form of bell bottom jeans#and was like.... get that twink into some bell bottoms RIGHT now#cole's art#art#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddlestan#Steve Pinington? More like STAN Pining a ton#or something idk#what's this au called again?#uh idk#mystery trio#right?#the au where Stan shows up after Ford calls Fiddleford but before they test the portal y'know#where they live happily ever after and nothing ever goes wrong and stan and ford make up and stan and fiddleford make out#yeah#also the height difference lowkey goes crazy#it was unintentional but i actually like it a lot and now it's my headcanon#i love rambling in my tags knowing no one's reading ts 🙏#almost forgot to tag ford lol#stanford pines
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filming friends
#alex kralie#alex mh#slenderman#slenderverse#marble hornets#joseph delage#uhhh what else. idk#i stole tim’s recent instagram resurrection post and painted over him for the background teehee#smiling friends#tagging that feels like a cop out but it’s literally fine who gaf#i hope this is funny to literally anyone else#oh yeah this slendy’s design is based on vudujin’s oneyware animation! i love it sooo much#🐺🖋️
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GLORY TO THE RISEN GODS
#everyone is obsessing over the new companions meanwhile me:#and yeah i drew these based off 3 dimly lit screenshots so they're probably inaccurate. do i care? no!<3#my art#dragon age#dragon age 4#dragon age the veilguard#da:tv#what is the correct tag. idk#evanuris#ghilan'nain#elgar'nan#<- i hope :)#alongside the egg on this game's roster of antagonists we have: eldritch horror lesbian and evil divorced father#absolutely obsessed with them#man they scene where they come out of the fade from behind solas has been replaying in my head nonstop since i saw it#also just wanted to point out that they said on the q&a that all ancient elves eventually go bald. but elgar'nan actually has hair in the#closeup. therefore i honestly think it's a skill issue on solas' part#also no one pay attention to the fact that i haven't posted art in like 5 months lol <3
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im having an interesting week
#kinstuff#?#yeah idk what to tag this as#uhhhh not tagging to canon tags i dont want marble hornets fans finding this
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for context: I read the hobbit first over the course of two years when I was like 13, but I'm only now starting to read lotr. having a blast tho!
anyways, reblog if you feel like it 🙌🏻
#lord of the rings#the hobbit#lotr#hobbit#yeah guys idk i just feel like most people read it really young#but jolkein is really wordy and idk how y'all got through that at 8 yo#my attention span could neverrrrrr#obviously not as wordy as like. les mis. but you know what i mean.#lots and lots of context all the time. love that for his worldbuilding not so much for my hold on the plot#and yes i have watched the movies#i didn't completely miss the cultural zeitgeist#yay first time making a poll! if you vote or read my tags this far you are a gem 🫶🏻#edit: i realize i spelled tolkien wrong. i feel like this proves my point#but also i feel like thats something you spell with your heart and not your mind
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"Can it run DOOM?" - boring, of course it can run DOOM, I've seen everything run DOOM from a knitted blanket to a pregnancy test to DNA
"Can it be used to recreate Bad Apple?" - exciting, imaginative, ALWAYS blows me away with the execution, an eternal banger, I am never expecting it and I am always pleasantly surprised to see Bad Apple in a new medium
#doom#touhou#yeah idk what to tag this#or if it makes any sense#or if its anything at all#5am posts are like that#going back to bed goodnight#i don't actually think running doom is boring but i couldn't#figure out how to format yhis thought
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IN HER GUTS
#um. well. Yeah!#idk what to tag this one as#suggestive#objectum#objectophilia#osor#os#computer vore i guess#my art
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she yoo... on my han... till i kim.................
#sorry i lowkey i have nothing smart or edgy to say HELP MEEE 😓😓#u know that one twelfth nights image w anne hathaway yeah this is that IDK IF ANYONES DONE IT YET ???AH#anw....... im not working on this anymore goodnight#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#han sooyoung#yoohankim#joongdok#doksoo#yoohan#uhhhhh idk what else to tag 😟#my art#omniscient reader
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Happy birthday king 👑
This is just a colored sketch with as little detail as I could bc I didn't want to make another digital piece,,,, BUT IT'S LEONA'S BIRTHDAY I NEEDED TO DO SOMETHING YA KNOW... Anyways
#💙! mah's art#twisted wonderland#twst#digital art#sketch#fanart#leona kingscholar#Savanaclaw#idk what other tags to use#yeah
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Hello everyone,
Brazil is underwater, and we come here asking you for your help.
As some of you may know, the state of Rio Grande do Sul (RS) has been getting torrential rains since last Monday (29/04/24).
In four days, it has rained 436,2 millimeters (17,2 inches), which’s triple the normal amount in a month, which is 140 millimeters (5,5 inches)
More than two great rivers in our region had their volume duplicated, or sometimes, triplicated in size.
This means all the cities that are close to these rivers ended up completely underwater
There were more than 110 towns flooded and the estimate is that more than half a million people have been affected by this climate disaster. There are also thousands of people who are arriving in my city (the state capital, Porto Alegre) as climate refugees, coming from communities displaced by the floods.
Through this unprecedented tragedy we have been really happy to see entire communities mobilizing to help others. Still, there are people who have lost everything, especially those in marginalized communities living in precarious, unsafe and unsanitary housing.
That’s where you come in. We need money. Money to buy food, clothes, medicine, basic hygiene products, mattresses so that refugees have a place to sleep, basically everything.
Right now, the biggest demand is drinkable water: my city is almost completely out of water, because the water treatment stations have been flooded.
We understand that you may be able to give very little, but also what is little to you means A Lot more to us. Just a dollar is enough to buy 5 liters of fresh water.
Here are the links for international donations:
(these donations are managed by people I know and trust. if you can, donate to them and not the government, but I’ll include that below as well. we don't trust the government to do anything right now, basically)
This is another option:
Government donations:
And here is some international news coverage of what’s happening:
PLEASE share and donate anything you can. Everything is greatly appreciated.
#donations#please donate#signal boost#climate crisis#climate catastrophe#natural disasters#brazil#im desperate and i dont know what to do#this is a living fucking nightmare#idk how else to tag this but yeah#please share
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im not american but some of you guys are just fucking stupid ong what do you MEAN youre not gna vote because you disagree with like one part of what youre voting for. like okay me when im fucking thick
#you guys are being FUCKING STUPUD#vote i actually swear to fucking god dont be THICK#“genocide joe” yeah i agree hes supporting a genocide thats a face#fact*#but hes three billion times better than trump in EVERY OTHER WAY???????#USE YOUR COMMON FUCKING SENSE#genuinely its not hard#��dont vote guys both parties are bad” ARE YOU STUUUUUUPID ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP#would you rather a) have rights + disagree with one policy or b) be imprisoned for basically just being alive + disagree with every policy#YOURE FUCKING STUPID#like im not gonna force you to vote for someone or to vote at all but Jesus fucking christ#mate do you want rights or not#do you want the ENTIRE PLANET to suffer because of something you think gives you moral superiority (hint: IT DOESNT)#fucking vote#blah blah!#not 75 stuff#smart posting wow#should i tag#you know what i fucking am because youre STUPID#i dont CARE if you disagree with some of their morals. i agree the ones that you dislike are TERRIBLE but dear fucking lord#idk how to tag wait#kamala harris#joe biden#idk man#just fucking vote#us politics#election 2024#us elections#american politics
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Okay, one more doodle from session 2. In the words of bdubs, I too kinda love what this series is doing to etho LMAO
#secret life#slsmp#ethubs#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#bdubs#etho#art escapades#something is SO WRONG WITH THEM YOUR HONOR#secret life smp#slsmp session 2#trafficshipping#trafficblr#I forgot what to tag DFJBSFKHNCGN#I just. I just think#yknow?#yeah#THIS NEW BRUSH IVE BEEN USING IS KINDA EVERYTHING#idk I like her#she feels so loosey goosey and painterly#maybe more coming =w=#Dbhc#Dbhc etho#Dbhc bdubs#Hermitcraft dbh au
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happy wano wednesday to all who celebrate!!
#one piece#luffy#zoro#nami#sanji#usopp#‘thats a lot of sanji there quip’ yeah yeah i know#‘that nami and usopp arent technically from wano’ whateverrrrrr i didnt know where else to put them#zosan#i guess i should tag that since… idk thats kinda charged or whatever#what do i know
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i love you... orel... [og user]
#yeah ik this can apply to his mom too but i cant resist making nature fanart#moral orel#moral orel fanart#bepoucorp#art#fanart#idk what to tag this as#i rewatched it recently#im not ok#bepouart
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ANOTHER SKETCH DUMP! Featuring more of me playing with lineless art. Batman reborn era trio (dick, damian and steph) I miss you...when will you return from war. Also featuring Steph designs bc I've seen ppl dissatisfied w/ her current look, some good mom Talia, and Jason Todd poetry club. Duke is confused not that Jason would start a poetry club but that he'd have such mid poetry opinions. (ID in Alt)
#dc comics#batfamily#damian wayne#stephanie brown#dick grayson#talia al ghul#duke thomas#cassandra cain#mine#woo new art tag. please god let me keep this up all year#uhh anyway yeah! still a big backlog of sketches but i got burnt out which means i had time to collect some#i feel like my art looks. extremely different w/o lines compared to with? idk i worry that's it weird/off-putting#but hey at the end of the day I'm hardly worrying about my brand integrity on tumblr dot com#duke and cass being at poetry club is based on them canonically being into poetry and for a good while duke and jason got along well#Steph is there for both jason and cass' emotional support (unfortunately there's a design flaw. she can't do both simultaneously)#(which is fine bc cass is fleeing the scene at the idea of having to casually hang out with jason)#(they're the exact amount of similar and more importantly different that it's like putting two firecrackers together. bad)#i really like the steph mask designs... it'd be fun to do something with them but idk what y'know?#I'm just like. if we're assuming that her mask has to be different from both babs and cass then this is what I've got as alternatives#i mostly wanted to practice character interaction with the talia and damian one... and also i love them#looking at james gunns batman movie proposal. you keep your hands OFF HER MR GUNN#please if shes evil in a movie they're never gonna let her be good in the comics again 😭#dc when you inevitably cave and do your next big reboot let the ppl finally have the son of the demon origin (w/ tweaks of course)#idk it's canon in my heart. heartcanon if you will <3#anyway yeah uhhhhhh enjoy?
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