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Is it me or is the Weekly Sharing Discourse the community goes through such a non-issue. Not necessarily saying that people who’re non-sharing don’t get the short end of the stick sometimes, but as far as I know I’ve never Actually seen people demand DEATH TO BERRYBOY over not sharing. I ❤️ HAVING NORMAL FRIEND CIRCLES
#꒰💬꒱ ❝ Dear Diary… ❞#again! not saying it isn���t a problem#but what I AM saying is why are you still following people who put down non-sharers. girl why were YOU at the devil’s sacrelemt and whatnot#besides I kind of feel like the community focuses on what the same three issues every week instead of actually talking about things that#y’know. Actually Matter#but that’s another post for another day
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Just found the runaway nun au and i
*holds gently* they
Anyways you said scar is his getaway driver but could we get a bit more on that? How did they meet? Did grian and scar know each other before or after grian ran? If before was scar the one convincing him to leave? Scar and xelqua interaction?
*poses cutely and kicks a rock* I don’t actually know❤️
Grian doesnt know Scar prior to running away—he didn’t know anyone, he risked everything.
He runs into Scar a few times, Scars curious abt him, wants to know more abt him.
Maybe Scar teams up with Mumbo and Pearl, like, hey you guys are talking about that one guy ! I know him ! Well not really. But I’d like to !
So nosy.
I imagine Scar has a motor bike or something like that. In the beginning of the story he offers Grian and Xelqua a ride, but they decline. (A nun stumbling down a dirt road with a church burning in the distance ? Hard not to be curious.)
I think at the end of the story, Grian is also stumbling away from the convent, in regular clothes this time, bloody and exhausted with Xelqua, and Scar offers them a ride again and they accept this time.
#ask#runawaynunAU#what went down in the convent this time ? the will of god#which is to say I somewhat imagine the actual watchers getting involved. grian can catch their eye no matter the story#but y’know shrug its a loose flimsy au for the hell of it.
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengen… _(:3 」∠)_
#(my toxic trait is that i’ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anyway… eventually.)#there’s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but still…)#there’s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38… that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that mona’s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc it’s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i should’ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huh…#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ‘so if i asked you if you can start work next monday—’ huh…#sigh… maybe ch 36 next month then… i’ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 but…#and then there’s the hard to clean text boxes which… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#…though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2…#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tls… since we’re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ‘idw the creators to find out about it’… i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so i’d like to. y’know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. i’ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippei’s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tls… fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc it’s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc it’s their job that they’re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if you’ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ‘em out in dms here or sth. don’t worry~~~ i won’t eat y’all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless you’re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but that’s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc that’s annoying as he—#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for it…) i’ll improve on my work ethic… tomorrow. maybe.
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god i cannot wait to be off these steroids…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#<- it’s late n i’m kinda pent up abt this#i’m so TIRED of themmmm#i’m probs gonna be on them for the rest of the year. which SUCKSSS#i don’t like how many ppl comment on the moon face#i don’t mind it. like i look in a mirror and i’m okay.#it’s a little weird. but like. just because it’s different. like getting used to a new haircut#but every time i see someone for the first time in a bit it’s ‘woah your face got rounder’#and i have to go ‘oh yeah it’s water retention- steroids thing it’ll go away when i’m able to go off ‘em’#and they go ‘oh alright :) you still look good btw don’t worry’#and i just. i HATE how people talk about it!! like jfc. it’s so clear that they think it’s like kinda sad#my dad said he thinks it’s cute and he’s the only one i actually think is telling the truth there#my mom and i agree that it doesn’t matter. but even then she tries to tell me not to panic#like a little extra squish in my face is something to panic over#it’s so clear that so many people see it as another thing to pity#oh poor thing. has that chronic illness for the rest of her life. and the steroids made her jaw look rounder :(#like jfc i knew fatphobia was prevalent but come the fuck on. literally i’m like barely retaining water for steroids too#like. i’m still very much skinny (i JUST finished being malnourished ffs) but bc i’m retaining water in my face#now ppl feel the need to comfort me. over this tiny cosmetic thing that does not matter#like. i wouldn’t feel weird abt it if it weren’t for everyone else making it such a THING. why is everyone so weird about it#i’m not insecure about it but when ppl try to comfort me or go ‘it’s not that bad’ it makes me feel like i’m SUPPOSED to be insecure abt it#and it drives me NUTS. bc there are things about being on steroids that i would love to be comforted about#but the water retention is not one of them. i couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the water retention#y’know what i’d like to be comforted over? the mood swings. the irritability. the insomnia. the appetite fluctuation#the slow healing of skin. thinning and dryness in the skin. having to take like 3 other medications alongside the steroid#bc taking the steroid causes side effects that need to be medically treated or prevented#even outside of the steroid! i’d like some comfort about having to build back my stamina from scratch#i’d like some comfort about having the worst balance i’ve had in years#there’s. more to this. but i’m out of tags. maybe i’ll make some replies idk. i’m just. UGH
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I’m a farmer and farmers wear carhartt because their workwear quality is unmatched, so I sometimes forget that they do actually have a designer line and I’m always so puzzled when I see celebrities and idols wearing carhartt lol
#she speaks#yes this is because of the carhartt skate decks in that last yoongi gifset I reblogged lol#like I expect it from Jesse Cash cuz he’s a country boy no matter how big city he gets#but it’s always a big ??? moment for me when I see idols wearing it lmao#also Hoseok put WIP in his bio on IG#and I’m just gonna go out on a limb here and say he’s probably about to announce a carhartt ambassadorship#cuz their designer line is called carhartt wip#so I think he’s teasing an announcement#or a collab#and probably one hell of a photoshoot#and I’d bet that’s why he was actually in LA#like I could be wrong but y’know…
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me responding to customer emails: it’s like an hour before the end of the work day they can wait till tomorrow
me as a customer responding to an email an hour before the end of the work day: if they don’t get back to me today I’m gonna tear their hair out
#in my defense. the thing I’m emailing about actually matters. as opposed to what I do for my job#I’m tryna get an apartment. from these people. it’s kinda important. y’know#I need. a place to live#my customers? get up in arms about grades from a program that should not be their whole curriculum#if this program is at all loadbearing to you. you need to learn how to teach better l m a o#this has been a post#if my boss sees this no you didnt. if my boss sees this why are you on tumblr#go be normal
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to my pmd followers: sorry for not making anything since like, October? I still love future trio and whatnot, I just don’t really have that same drive for it right now. hopefully it’ll come back soon?
oh that and feeling pretty weird about how to draw them. they just…hm, I lack as much time and experience with pokemon than other things…
#kama.txt#yeah ok I like. well tbh couldn’t even do anything during December but y’know.#they like…hit that middle ground between orbs and furries that make it kinda difficult for me to figure out what I want of them.#and I dunno I lack the shortcuts and stylizations/optimizations towards drawing them that I have with Kirby stuff!#the idea well isn’t empty -there’s a good 5 things#3 comics 2 animations#But they have to be like ENTIRELY consuming my brain for it to actually get finished. otherwise it’s just work and I don’t do 6 page comics#without overwhelming drive for it. hell there’s a Kirby comic that’s 2/3rds done that I was only in the zone for early august#And since I had to quit early for a school thing that didn’t even matter#I lost that drive and can’t get it done…sorry in the know 3
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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr 2.2#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am#i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before#but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one#so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days#it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me#but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and#gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it#and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story#not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know#but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game#anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream#pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we#i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing#Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it#and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet#also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good#Seven.txt#viddy game stuff
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I just. How are the studios not fucking embarrassed yet? How are they not just wallowing in awareness that they are the baddies? I understand wealth separates a man from his common sense and, uh, soul, but. How are you looking at a bunch of artists who are asking for basically the bare minimum, going “yeah, no, I need my yachts”, and you’re NOT aware how pathetic you look? The biggest loser energy in the world.
#wga strong#sag strong#the rich embarrassing themselves isn’t the least bit new but my god am I bored of them#we need art. we need stories. it’s the most human thing we can do.#and people who make art deserve to like. eat. and pay for their homes. and have lives.#this shit isn’t actually controversial no matter how much studios want to convince you otherwise#fuckin quit throwing a bitch baby fit over your mega millions or billions or whatever insanity and pay your fucking writers and actors#and cgi artists and crews and PAs and fuckin ALL of the people who actually contribute to civilization via the humanities#sorry not sorry I am. Tired of the bullshit.#the longer it goes on the more pitiful the studios are gonna look so just. lick your wounds now and let folks get back to making cool shit#(while also being able to. eat. and live their lives. and not lose their rights and livelihood to AI horseshit. y’know. the basics.)
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I need some advice from anyone who makes animatics— in like early 2020 I storyboarded some animatics on FlipaClip and pretty much forgot about them until today— two questions:
is there any way to add audio to them or does that app not allow it (in the free version at least), and is there any way to change the speed it runs at or would I have to put it into some video-making software to actually decide who long it stays on each frame?
and if I have to put it in a video making software, how do I get it from FlipaClip into one of those
#I need the art people’s help#FlipaClip#anyway finals ended yesterday#I storyboarded a few but there’s only one that I would actually want to share#There’s this one Edmund King Lear one that I think the Edmund Enjoyers here would. y’know. Enjoy.#Mainly because no one else is making king lear animatics so it’s an open market#The quality doesn’t matter the people are desperate#(I am the people I am desperate)#If anyone where to actually start making king lear animatics I would love them forever
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au where e1!Jimmy gets a series of letters from someone in the future directing him to do things and it follows the course of the series and ends like in canon and at the end of the fic it’s revealed that the person sending the letters was his future self because he had no other choice but to guide the server to end in an apocalypse (maybe something worse would have happened, maybe they were being forced, maybe they snapped and just wanted to), Jimmy is in shock, stuff happens, and then he picks up a pen and writes his past self a letter, starting it all over again
#empires s1#jimmy solidarity#empires au#roy talks#I’ve had this au in my head for a while#but I doubt I’ll ever be able to write it#so I am releasing it to the world#feel free to do whatever you want with this just credit me ty <3<3<3#Y’know I actually don’t remember if I’ve already posted this#but y’know what that doesn’t matter I’m posting it again if I already did
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Very random rant/ramble incoming ^^;
So… I’ve been playing this dress-up game called Everskies recently.
I dropped it for a few months because of boredom; The minigames you play to get currency are time consuming, repetitive, and generally just not worth your time since the rewards are small. I liked the cosmetics in Everskies but the gameplay was just meh to me. But, I got back into it a few weeks ago and…
I didn’t know this game had a shit ton of drama to it 💀
Like, is this just a requirement for dress-up games? Do they need to have bad devs and an equally bad community?? I don’t get it. I’ve been grinding as best as I can in Everskies only to find out the best way to get the most valuable currency (stars) is gone. Also, adding loot boxes to the game that you can only open with 200 stars right after removing said method to get stars is WILD like what’s the point then?
Not to mention, the team claiming loot boxes aren’t gambling is fucking insane too. Like yes, loot boxes promote gambling. You can’t say they don’t. You don’t know what you’re getting from them and considering the best way to get stars to open them is by buying them with real money…? Yeah. It’s literal gambling. Like, be real for a moment, please.
I swear, this genre of video game is just cursed. At this point, I just pick the lesser evils and try my best to enjoy them by ignoring their flaws. I just wanna dress up my OCs man. I don’t need this shit 😭
#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱#There has to be some kind of psychological explanation to why beauty/fashion communities in general are shit#Like this is just a recurring theme everywhere no matter the form of media#Games… Videos… Etc.#It’s honestly really interesting when you ignore your annoyance for a second y’know#Also#Before any of you recommend me dress up games just don’t /nm#I’ve had a couple people in my inbox recommend me Dress To Impress but like#That’s a runway fashion kind of game y’know what I mean#I want a game where I can just dress freely with no time limits#And a game that can accurately represent my big bbs like Joey or Ares#also I just generally don’t like DTI’s models and faces#it’s just not my vibe#And then the actual dress up games I like haven’t been updated in months or years#like… I can’t win can I 😭#I guess it’s why I’ve kinda adapted this ‘Idgaf’ personality this year#Idk. Maybe I’m just getting older
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trying to think of a way to discuss the discrepancy between my gender and the way in which i’m affected by misogyny + how it feels weird to bring this up sometimes because it’ll somehow feel as though i’m “invalidating” myself no matter how stupid that idea actually is and even though i also couldn’t put my identity into words besides using my own name. alas.
#LIKE i’m not a man but i’m definitely not a woman#i’d much rather be identified as the former at the very least and it’s a stupid thing to be paranoid about but#it’s either as though i feel like i’m intruding on a conversation i’m no longer a part of OR#i feel like i’m not playing my cards close enough to my chest and that people will see this as a sign of me not actually being trans idk#and like ULTIMATELY it doesn’t matter because everyone should be conscious of/discussing misogyny anyway#and the topic is far more important than however i might be feeling#buts it’s just kinda weird y’know?? but i don’t fucking know. i don’t even know if this is successfully communicating what i’m trying to say#👍👍👍👍👍#j txt
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being the head of your school’s GSA is great and all right up until you realize you have to wrangle the entire high school’s very defiant and chronically online queer community and make them see and care about the actual issues that are currently happening
#this one group just. stopped showing up to the meetings altogether bc they didn’t like a certain term the prez used. what the fuck.#you can talk to us y’know. you can use your voice. you can actually try to keep our already shaky community afloat.#it just. rlly pisses me off.#like come on. trans people are getting their rights taken away and you care about someone using gay as an umbrella term???#grow the fuck up. there are more pressing matters at hand.#and if it rlly is a big issue TALK. TO. US.#it was an issue that was fixed in a matter of seconds once we actually heard abt it. but no it had to be drawn out for WEEKS.#sorry guys i’m just. really fuckin upset over this#i have been working tooth and nail for these people and this just. it feels like spit in the face.#this has happened twice now. people refuse to communicate and it is killing our chance to work as a group.
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Look I’m still sorta new to dnd so idk much about what I can and can’t do but will that stop me from giving hiccup his dragon blade? No it will not
#i had never heard of the artificer class until someone said hiccup would be one#so y’know I’m looking it up and stuff#and from what I see I will assume hiccup can in fact have a sword that’s on fire#also since this isn’t an actual campaign and it’s not like I’m actually spells and shit for the characters ig it doesn’t rlly matter#choosing spells for characters*#ig I can just do what I want#httyd#dungeons and dragons#I’m new to dnd as in I’ve been wanting to play since like 2019-2020 and only started playing/getting into it last year#how to train your dungeons and dragons
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the rewatch roadblocks
#fanficiton writing#ok for me anything I want to skip is also a roadblock bc I feel like I have to watch them all no matter how many times I’ve seen them?#but still#fanfic writing#fanfiction#I’m too tired to tag 🥱#silly phone doodle#mine#adventure time#like not technically but y’know#I will NOT prioritize my mental health over hearing/seeing a funny joke I WONT#apparently I will stall my writing bc I’m stalling the next episode up even though it probably won’t actually be that enlightening#but it’s one I usually skip so I don’t remember 😭#(as much)
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