#x-perience

[shitty]

@ИгорьПетрук-ф8в (3 years ago)

It was this song that made me fly in heaven in my dreams. I felt heavenly pleasure. And I didn't want to wake up. But higher powers brought me back to the bed. So the soul is separated from the body.

[leonxperience]

Burlaki

Oo szit. Co to był za wyjazd. Podsumuję go później. Teraz autentycznie nie mam na to ochoty.

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: September 23, 1996

Lyrics:

A never-ending dream, a dream of you

I'm waiting for the night

Drifting away

In the waves of my dreams

To another day

I'm standing on the hill

And beyond the clouds

The wind is blowing still

And catching my doubts

A never-ending dream, a dream of you

I believe I receive a sign of you

Tonight I wanna hide my feelings too

As you do, and I wanna be with you

I am hunting all the night

The slave to my dream

An illustrated scene

Ascends in the steam

We're playing full of vice

Our emotional game

I'm turning off my eyes

For hiding my shame

A never-ending dream a dream of you

I believe I receive a sign of you

Tonight I wanna hide my feelings too

As you do and I wanna be with you

I'm watching all the flowers

Dying away

In heated breath of life

At the dawning day

I'm waking up in spring

And kissing your face

A sweet and burning thing

I feel your embrace

A never-ending dream, a dream of you

I believe I receive a sign of you

Tonight I wanna hide my feelings too

As you do and I wanna be with you

I believe I receive a sign of you

A never-ending dream, a dream of you

I believe I receive a sign of you

Tonight I wanna hide my feelings too

As you do and I wanna be with you

As you do and I wanna be with you

Songwriter:

Alexander Kaiser / Matthias Uhle

SongFacts:

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[xxplastic-cubexx]

average x-men reading experience

[fly-sky-high-bug-games]

The fandom ask game I've been seeing around hk mutuals and such looks very fun and I have thought about trying it myself because god knows I need a distraction from life

But then I realized I often just vibe to a lot of things. I don't hold a lot of particularly strong opinions about fandom and how I feel about hk characters never range into hate or dislikes (some are just there and I pay them no attention lol)

I'm a very boring fan (light hearted) xD

[stephdau]

LTJ X-Perience - I Don't Want This Groove To Ever End

[companion-chronicler]

("still refer to them with he/him" pronouns don't equate gender, anon. why did you assume he was cis, anon.)

("I have friends with severe depression" you can't not see how bad this sounds, anon)

("a real person couldn't go through any of what u said happened to them" that's why it's called fiction, anon.)

("u made them so unlikable" um actually it's unlikeable. Minor spelling mistake, you lose, anon)

("its insane" you okay, anon?)

part two

ur blog is queerbaiting. u act like u gave the character a gender or anything queer but u still refer to them with he/him prns like theyre cis... a little suspicious.

also the way u write depression is horrible. u gave them no personality aside from their depression and there is no depth to them. u just made their whole personality depression. i have friends with severe depression and they act nothing like this.

u gave them "voices" in their head and made them act like a system but u only displayed parts of systemhood that are negatives w/o any positives...

their "trauma" is bullshit too. a real person couldnt go through any of what u said happened to them. also u made it so vague it could have been sa or any other abuse.

u made them so unlikable too. its such bad representation for mentally ill ppl its insane...

ig i jssut woent maek characters with flwas t avoiyde bad repsresentation 😔

[kingoftieland]

“To me, my LEGO X-Men…” 🏫

It’s time to start building a detailed recreation of the Xavier Institute for Higher Learning with this massive Marvel set of The X-Mansion!

This 2-level, 3,093-piece school for mutants measures over 16 inches wide and features a towering Sentinel along with 10 X-Men minifigures: Professor X, Wolverine, Jean Grey, Cyclops, Storm, Gambit, Rogue, Iceman, Bishop, and Magneto. While the upper level houses Professor X's laboratory, Wolverine’s bedroom, and a medical lab, the ground floor consists of a lobby, classroom, and a library. The X-Mansion also contains the Danger Room training facility, which is accessed via a sliding door and can be customized by reconfiguring walls and accessories. Add to that a sliding interactive whiteboard and a rooftop that can be destroyed by activating a switch and you have all the makings of a truly immersive and rewarding building X-perience!

[digitalbackroomz]

I wanna ask cus I'm a permaregressor I think (as in I feel like I'm four-ish and just going thru life in a grown up body)

What does regressing fully feel like? Sometimes I feel tinier and more childish, but I don't seem to lose my memories like other posts seem to imply happens when people regress

Like is it normal to just... remember being "big" while regressed? Or is it something else entirely

Tho granted me being "big" is smol too

Hi hi!! :3

thank u for messaging me!! OwO Dis is a rlly good question, & while im not an expert, ill answer as honest as i can :3c

Basically:

i only rlly discovered i was a permaregressor dis year. I alwaiz felt rlly RLLY behind ppl inside, & kept hoping if i "faked it till i maked it," id eventually grow up. U_u

[ Disclaimer: ]

im autistic, have severe childhood trauma, am acespec, & mentally ill in some ways ;_; i kno autistic & trauma survivors experience regression & identity different sometimes, but literally ANYBUDDY can regress, even without anything like dat xD

For yearz now, id been lookin in n out of agere n petre-type communities, & saw the nsft ones 1st. I wuz liek "oh, i like dis, but i don't liek any of dat naughty stuffz..." So i didn't feel liek i belonged there u_u [nothing against ppl who do nsft stuff at all btw, dis iz just my personal x-perience >w>;]

Learning bout agere dis year, accepting my childish side instead of hiding it, haz made me feel SO free!! But it also made me realize.... I regress liek, all the time o.0

I think since i regress older den u do [liek, 9-13] it might feel a lil different cuz older kidz might handle stuff different, but it also might not!! :3

I feel liek my "big self" iz a LARP i kinda dissociate wif when i rlly need to be big, like im a kid piloting a grownups body. But i don't alwayz 4get what i do in dat sense, so much as just feel super super separate from it.

So, tl;dr [xD]: i personally think itz possible to regress & remember stuff u do as a "big" person sometimes!!

Again liek, im no expert, & many ppl rlly do forget that side when regressed. But i think maybe permaregressors are a lil different that way anywaiz ^w^ u could also look into "age dreaming/agedre" if dat helpz, itz like agere, but without a full mental shift in regression! [Im not an expert there either, but they're also super awesome ppl & it can be rlly therapeutic :D]

Sowwy 4 da long answer, but i hope dis helpz u guize!! X3 feel free 2 talk bout ur own experiences on dis post too, frens 0w0

Lotsa love, from me 2 u kiddo!! <333

~Traci 🌺

[ffverr]

The very funny X-Men fandom x-perience of having the wolverine tag blocked

[stormandforge]

Raw reactions to X-Force #9

Current sexuality: Sage.

Spoilers below.

You are in the presence of Teresia of House Tarisik, mutant of many names, queen of sci-fi and cyberpunk, quantum supercomputer, first X-Man and lethal spy, v 10.6. BOW.THE FUCK.DOWN.

I don't care about X-Manhunt, so I'm happy to report that this issue doesn't feel like part of a crossover. It feels like X-Force vol 7. And there seems to be consensus that it's the best written part of the crossover anyway, so in your face, stupid Marvel people. We've been telling you that this creative team is fire, it's your loss if you didn't listen.

And as X-Force, it's an excellent issue, possibly the best one yet. The writing keeps giving me envy and the art, my God the art. Objectively, this is just a very, very good superhero comic. What a fucking shame.

I see you, Marcus To and Erick Arciniega, conspiring to make Sage the coolest, most mysterious babe in Marvel. The figure, the moves, the glowing goggles, the black and the blue and the shadows on her face...You can't hear me, but I'm making little noises of appreciation.

Sage in her catsuit is the kind of sight that makes people realise their sexuality. I'm not even joking. I had Larocca Sage, the new generation will have To Sage.

I'm actually going to need Marcus To to calm down, because everyone in this comic is hot. Have you seen John Wraith? He can take me to church any day.

Sage. Tessa. Teresia. Diana. Arabella. The abundance of names is giving international lady of mystery and I am there for it.

That little Sage avatar is so. cute.

Another compliment for Marcus To: he makes Sage's hairstyle look realistic. Many artists make her look like a Playmobil figure, but when To's drawing her she's just a woman who has no time to think about her hair, and probably doesn't care all that much. I feel that.

I see and appreciate all the seeds for future Sage stories Thorne is sowing here. He's revealing a whole separate life for her, where she goes out at night dressed like Catwoman to save Kestrel from certain death or win toyboxes in battles of wits. That vault full of gizmos? Our girl is busy. If only someone would write these stories now.

The upgrading aspect of Sage's power set is a brilliant narrative device. It allows Thorne to address previous iterations of her in a way that makes sense for her mutation, while developing her and opening doors for further developments. Thorne explained his vision on CBR and it's enlightening as usual. Key takeaway: if she upgrades, she can also downgrade. She could return to previous versions of herself and get her telepathy back.

Not that I want her to. She doesn't need the telepathy to be interesting, she needs writers who honour her core mutation. The telepathy only happened when Claremont realised he actually didn't know what 'living computer' meant and that he'd written himself into an impasse. Also, because the MU and its fandom love ranking mutants, if she'd kept her telepathy she'd always have been a ''second-rate'' telepath compared to the big ones, which irks me. Get rid of it.

The alcoholism conversation deserves a closer look. I completely understand that it would upset people to see it deleted with a sleight of hand, but I don't think it's actually what's going on here. Sage doesn't say she got rid of her alcoholism, or even her addiction, she specifies ''chemical addiction''. This is very precise language. The way I see it, she's only erased the chemical aspect of the problem. The rest is still there and can be picked up in future stories. (Will someone address her trauma please?)

One thing that doesn't sit right with me in this issue is Sage's devotion and deference to Xavier. It's diametrically opposed to my interpretation of her backstory. I'd always thought she had beef with him, and that this beef had informed her x-perience fundamentally. However, the upgrading device is so cool I can easily believe she got rid of that resentment at some point, because it would definitely hold her back. And even without stretching this far - writers are allowed to give me any interpretation they want as long as it's well-written. And this is well-written, so I don't mind. Any vexing I feel here is personal and my problem. Thorne did his job and did it well.

Also, if X-Force doesn't fall in line with the current Xavier-hating trend, good. Don't get me wrong, I hate the guy (precisely because of what he did to Sage), but I hate Marvel bandwagons more. I'm a Forge fan - I know what it's like when both writers and fans have decided that only one opinion is acceptable. It's hurtful, not to mention tedious. A bit of nuance has never hurt anyone.

Forge! Where are you? There he is. Just a few panels, but he's here, mermaid hair and all. Loved the glare he gave La Diabla. I don't think he meant it to be sexy, but he's being drawn by Marcus To, so he can't help it.

'He doesn't even know what he's for': I know this is a serious, foreshadowing line, but I read it like a dig and I giggled. Bless his heart, he doesn't even know what he's for.

I appreciate the realism of Forge needing a minute to build things, but couldn't he have kept his rattle from last time? Silly boy.

We all need an objective point of view every once in a while, to remind us that the X-Men are, in fact, fucking weird. Thanks, Kestrel.

I found the contrast between the two narrative strands - the explosive comic book action in Estrella and the sneaky wench nighttime action in Mexico City - to be very cinematic. I loved the two parallel panels of Sage and Rachel.

'And it's Tessa. Again.' This is almost meta. Sage implies that it was her choice to change names back and forth, but the dialogue also nods to the confusing change of names by different writers. All in a full stop and a single word. Details that make me smile.

Naked Lilandra. Nope. *turns page* AAAAHHHH NOOOO SHE'S STILL NAKED AND NOW SHE'S MAKING OUT WITH CHUCK IT'S LIKE XMEN '97 ALL OVER AGAIN...Oh thank God Sage has brought clothes.

''Full sweaty reunion''?? EEEEWWW SAGE NO WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS IMAGE BACK IN MY HEAD

OK, full list of languages used so far: Japanese, Spanish, Cheyenne, Esperanto, a whole bunch of code, runes (?), binary, French and now Krakoan, Russian and whatever the hell those symbols were Sage was using to overwrite the Thinkerware. I will miss the linguistic feats. Even if there were mistakes in places. It was cool. 😞

Only one issue left. I can't wait to see how it ends, but I also don't want it to end. I have a month to manage my own expectations, remind myself that the writing will be rushed, and most likely derailed because it's an anniversary edition. That the focus on Forge will be truncated. Sigh.

[leonxperience]

Nowy akumulator

Niestety kupno używanego samochodu często gęsto zmusza nas do zakupu nowego akumulatora. I tak też jest w tym przypadku. Ostatnio pojawiło się trochę chłodniejszych dni i akumulator odmówił posłuszeństwa. Co prawda nie padł całkowicie, ale też nie udało mi się odpalić samochodu. A to już problem. Oczywiście mogło być to spowodowane tym, że był to jeszcze oryginalny akumulator z którym auto opuściło fabrykę. Dlatego też VARTA 7P0 915 105 68Ah 680A ustąpiła miejsca akumulatorowi YUASA YBX9096 70Ah 760A. Oczywiście AGM został zastąpiony AGMem, a po wymianie nowy akumulator został zakodowany wraz z nowymi parametrami.

Wymiana wykonana przy przebiegu 200 794 kilometrów.

[angelloverde]

"Mo Soul" Player Playlist 10 January

Black Grass Feat. Dionne Charles - How Much Can You Take

Nicole Willis & The Soul Investigators - Feelin Free (Aaron Jerome Remix)

Speedometer Feat. James Junior - I Showed Them (The Ghetto)

Funkallisto - Bring Down The Birds

Man Sueto - Man Sueto Theme

G's Way Feat. Melina Jones - Took So Long

Demon Fuzz - Disillusioned Man

Mr Confuse - Feel the Fire

The Huck Daniels Co. - Foolish Man (pt 2)

Prince Fatty, Nostalgia 77 - Medicine Chest Dub

Dem Juju Poets - Fubica

Briskey - Galactic Jack (Buscemi's Beat To Beatnik Remix)

Galactic Feat. JJ Grey - Higher And Higher

Feindrehstar - Dancetrack

Marco DJ Marco - Fontana Blue (LTJ X-Perience Edit)

If you really want to enjoy music and help musicians and bands, buy their lp’s or cd’s and don’t download mp3 formats. There is nothing like good quality sound!!!

(Angel Lo Verde / Mo Soul)

[the-stray-liger]

can you imagine koromon just destroying greymons after eating one random numemon that decided to annoy him during lunch? welcome to my current digimon x experience. Digimon X-Perience

😔 rip greymon and numemon