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in failing to write anything for my human!au i have instead decided to fawn over drawing raphael’s very cool girlfriend instead lol
#im not an artist by an means but i have like SUCH a vision for her. yknow#like. SHES SO CLEAR IN MY HEAD i had to draw her#writing about her simply is not enough#tmnt human au#i think i have a tag for this now !#tmnt brothers au#<- here’s to hoping i don’t change my mind because that shall be an absolute bitch to change down the line hahah#tmnt art#tmnt idw
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do you guys ever think abt what it means that Contessa shoots twice at the end of Worm.
do you guys ever think its because the first shot was fired without the use of her power.
#had a whole long post i wanted to write about this but#i was having trouble articulating the point#something about monster recognizing monster#about looking at someone who like you sacrificed their own humanity#and selfishly thinking that you are not like her#because unlike her you can simply stop#you can stop being the monster#but as you fire that first shot doubt creeps in your mind and you ask#“is that enough to put her down ?”#and your power eagerly supplies “no”#before it steadies your hand and makes you fire again#wormblr#worm#wildbow#worm wildbow#webserial
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When your oldest brother dies on a religious crusade just as you feared he would and your father refuses to deal with his grief just as he refused to deal with it when your mother died (you were a baby btw) and then again when your other brother left home (because your dad was impossible to live with) and in spite of feeling entirely abandoned by your dad you use your newfound higher status to put yourself out on a limb in order to downgrade his punishment and that of your close friend despite grieving their involvement with the queen who led your brother to his death but instead of your father acknowledging your pain and your attempts to do what you believe will bring justice he lashes out at you by comparing your current position to the horrific way your mother died…just Eärien things
#I straight up will not tolerate Eärien hate on this post you will be blocked!!!!!!#I am not asking everyone to love her the way I do ofc but like...maybe attempt to see things from her point of view#I have seen people say the show hasn't given us enough reasons to sympathize with her and I find that pretty fucking unbelievable#given how much emotional investment I've seen fucking waldreg get (for example)#I also love Elendil!!! but he has from the start been a subpar father to her and that is simply textually a fact#Earien does not have the knowledge we have about where Númenor is headed#moreover she does not have insight into Miriel's leadership in the way Elendil and Valandil do/did#the expedition to the Southlands was a straight up disaster that Míriel herself turned course in order to embark on#I love Míriel but I can't blame Eärien for losing complete confidence in her leadership#and for wanting justice for Isildur's death#earien#rings of power#rop spoilers#Elendil critical#to be clear I think these writing choices are great and super juicy and the characterization of Elendil and his family gives me life#but the fandom reaction is NOT IT#Eärien defense squad#rop op
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it is absolutely so weird to me to try to imagine a version of geralt that is like, my age. like, no. get back to being an old man
#what the heck. my parents were never my age they were just spawned into the world in their 30s#i'm just kidding btw. geralt's not old. vesemir is old. but geralt is my old man#fun fact. for just about forever i thought that 'my old man' meant your father#like 'my old lady' can mean your mother#but 'my old man' actually means your husband or your lover#so when joni mitchell sang big yellow taxi. i totally misinterpreted that for my entire life#i cried to that song because of that#and funnily enough i learned the correct meaning also from her in her blue album#so yeah. i'm going to continually stubbornly use it the way i thought it#but only in contexts where it is obvious i'm talking about it in a father context#quite obviously#anyways. prequel.#young geralt is going to have less but way more worse and recent trauma#after we get this we will have to get regis: the young years where it is like 'dear diary tonight i drank so hard i threw up!'#'can't wait to do it all again tomorrow night and attempt to kill myself five times in a row!'#as i wrote that i also did think of regis re-enacting my favorite drew gooden vine#'dear diary... today i couldn't find my diary so i'm writing this on my two kung fu panda 2 dvds :)'#oh my god. wait. that is literally a philosophy regis shares#'e can easily replace what we don’t have with what we do!'#'it's simply a matter of invention and positive thinking :-)'#the elbow-high diaries#try not to make everything about emiel regis challenge (hard) (failed)
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the inevitable sharpe and temeraire crossover in my mind of course involves teresa moreno as a dragon-captain.
#em draws stuff#em is posting about temeraire#em is posting about sharpe#sharpe#teresa moreno#I was seized by a fit of mind-boggling passionate enthusiasm and drew this in a matter of hours#as far as I know we don't really hit the peninsula on-page in temeraire canon so I Am Free To Imagine What I Please#am I going to write this? probably not. am I going to Ponder Vividly? yes.#tune back in eventually for when I draw the dragons from the actual series - I have Ideas but it's going to take a bit I think#mostly because temeraire and the gang are simply Hugelarge...#(the most solid mental design I've got is for volly actually - he's little enough that I can wrap my head around him!)#anyway time to drift off and envision teresa lofting over the hills of spain... I am so so so normal about her <- lie
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wasn't going to spend so much time finishing my run today but i am coming down with a head cold and don't feel like doing much (<- girl who has much to do) so I'm up to the last gambit and I must admit. Neve romance is really good, huge fan, but outside of that? Having picked Bellara for the wards and Harding for the sacrifice, the the lighthouse conversations before the final run do NOT hit the same. The party doesn't seem like...fine, obviously; but Taash and to an extent Neve are the only ones who really seem to be taking it hard (and, i must admit. I think that the romance scene should come AFTER that character's regular check-in, just, generally, like it has been wild both times for Neve or Bellara to come to Rook's room, have sex, have romantic pillow talk, and then promptly go to Bellara's room and start freaking out.) Emmrich is sad either way, but he is also someone who has been trying very hard to cope with death as his arc. Davrin is clearly upset but he's mostly determined. And Hardened Lucanis is ice cold about the whole affair; I get it's like, extremely different when his vitriolic bestie dies and his girlfriend is taken and he hasn't spent the past few months repeating the mantra "no one can be relied upon," all of his waking hours (ie, constantly, bc he does not sleep ever) and I hasten to note it doesn't feel out of character, given this run, but my first run I came back and the Lighthouse just felt permeated with abject despair, which really was the vibe I was going for before the triumphant ending.
#tragedy enjoyers when the tragic part of the ultimately positive ending isn't tragic enough#m guards the veil#anyway time to recreate that Sinus Clearing Post except i don't own a humidifier bc i am. how you say. stupid.#datv spoilers#i have talked a lot about why i like save treviso more and really a lot is subjective#i do care about thedas lore i've tried to fill in the gaps a bit#but like. this is ultimately for me a story about 1. killing the gods before they destroy the world and 2 more importantly my 7 little guys#and on some level if you save minrathous it's like. your 6.5 little guys bc some part of lucanis simply never comes back. and it sucks.#to be clear. it's good writing. it's on purpose. and i understand why other people might prefer this. but hardened neve hits just as well#if not better frankly given that her story is on some level about trust#and hardened lucanis is just. he's here but he's not.
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i am a firm believer in that akasha is marius' mother figure and their relationship is intentionally meant to parallel him and his human mother
#imho its not a long shot to consider akasharius/marikasha (idk) psuedoincest either#i should probably write an analysis longpost about it but still the signs are there in canon. marius was groomed to be the god of the grove#whos alternatively called “the lover of the [great] mother” as well. a little bit of a given that their relationship is blurry to#the human (our) eyes even if its simply because they are vampires and fundamentally are not restrained by our own ideas and labels to things#but marius really did love akasha as a mother (or perhaps his concept of one) as a goddess/deity and as an object/project of his#as for akasha well. cant say im an expert on our (former) queen of the damned but in-turn she loved marius as a servant. never a son as he#mightve wished for her to. this is to say that while akasha didnt see marius as her son she definitely hit the spot on his mommy issues™#obv she didnt love marius enough to Not leave him immediately for lestat lol but emphasis on the “servant” part of “loved him as a servant”#this is demonstrated by the fact eudoxia enthusiastically offers to replace marius as twmbks keeper but akasha is like lmfao hell no#and makes the choice to retain marius instead. because tbh he IS the ideal... (trying to find synonyms for servant) ... lackey??? for twmbk#dare i say marius saying that he used to lay against akashas breast to “listen to her heart” and “try fathoming her thoughts” reminds me of#skin-to-skin (head-to-chest) contact between a parent and their child (baby) so theres that too#anyway this has more text than the og post alone so ill shut up for now... do we see the vision???#ive slept like 2 hours be kind if my english isnt the best rn#xndead rambles#xndead father of lies#marius de romanus#akasha#the vampire chronicles#tvc
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oh come on, where’s my option to join forces and two team them? or cheer her on from the sidelines even. chie can wreck shit actually i don’t want to deny her that
#didn’t even have enough courage to hold her back i just HAD to step in#this just kinda sucks. it’s moderately Off#there’s just this nasty misogynistic undercurrent here#chie can fight her own battles. i wish i had the option to support her in them instead of taking them for her#this really rubs me the wrong way cause it feels like it’s a step to the left of doing anything interesting#chie’s learning the wrong lesson for this to be an (intentional and purposeful) example of misogyny she faces#and it’s too misogynistic to be ‘fighting isn’t always the answer and you’re not alone anymore’ like it’s trying to do#why is she thanking me i didn’t do shit. if anything i slighted her. this is simply not very good#rambles#p4g posting#this isn’t quite downright rancid but more than anything it’s just not very good writing#everything once she apologizes (which she shouldn’t do) feels like a completely different beat#chie i’m so sorry you’re in persona 4#i feel like i’m gonna have said that about every teammate
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not to b crazy but i think a regency romance narumitsu au would fuck supremely and this is totally not just because i think edgeworth could be the awkward autismcore stuffy high status man who accidentally offends wright at fancy balls or anything,,
#but like picture it everuone close ur eyes and think about this#idc what their jobs are in this au#i simply want them in regency clothes being SILLY#i would write this myself if i knew enough about regency era#maya is there of course she would look so so so cute in her fancy regency clothes#my initial thought was it would be pre 7 year gap almost like a AA1-AA3 vibe#but it could totally be two middle aged men fighting for their lives socially#i think this is massively huge big brained of me#narumitsu#wrightworth#ace attorney
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The new Legend of the Condor Heroes is great fun. But it is Not for newcomers, I’m not even sure it’s a drama, they are going HAM with the pacing — absolutely speed running two generations of backstory, adoption, brotherhood, blinding, vendettas, poisonings, misunderstandings, master killing, revenge vows, invasion and wife snatching…400 miles per hour of story beats in like the first 5-10 mins — not even Guo Jin’s life in Mongolia was covered! They get to the mainland in 15 mins! Rong’er immediately lays her head on Guo Jin’s shoulder the second she revealed herself as a woman on the boat! This is the most bizarre pacing???!?! This is setting up zero relationships between key characters and not building up personal identity to be conflicted with upbringing v heritage so unable to juxtapose the protag’s loyalties between the Mongolian grasslands and Song China at a later juncture? There is simply no way for a normal person to follow the story at the rate of 30 characters being introduced within the first 30 mins? I am getting whiplash—
#legend of the condor heroes#this is literally only watchable if you already like Condor Heroes and are insane enough to watch/ read every adaption since the 50s#plus side - MUCH better Guo Jin than 2017#down side - there is simply no way to even see Yang Kang as even a little bit sympathetic#like that man is unsalvageable - to think Mu Nianci could even consider him would make her appear utterly rancid as a person herself#without time and downtime to spend with these character makes key individuals appear shallow and really quite blaise about everything#Guo Jin himself works however!!!#really quite well!!!#I am not warming up to this Rong’er however#really despise whatever they did to Mu Nianci#in the books she was literally a prize to be won and yet that character had so much dimension and interiority#but in this version they failed that writing so she really is just this voiceless prize for a man to win#she literally just says nothing and stands around about her own life and marriage?#that’s Not Nianci.#and since they skipped right up to the Yang Kang fight without seeing her in context she appears weak#instead of quite the talented fighter she is supposed to be
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It's oc posting time
Rue has vivid revenge fantasies. Extremely violent ones about the many ways they'd kill Nox if they ever got their paws on him. Crushing his exoskeleton under their bare paws, tearing him apart limb for limb, ripping his guts out and eating his heart while he's still alive- you name it, they've probably thought about it
These thoughts *terrify* her. It proves what Nox has always told her right, that she is a hopeless, violent, uncontrollable *monster*. That the reason she became a beast in the first place is because she is truly evil at heart, just like him
(In actuality, it's just a symptom of their PTSD, but going to therapy and actually unpacking all of that isn't an option to them. They'd rather die than actually talk abt their struggles)
So the thoughts fester in her mind for years. She thinks about it daily. It becomes like an obsession. An impulse. A need. And she begins to think that the only way to free herself from that torment is to do it. To kill him. Even if it proves Nox right
Even if it proves *her* right
So they hunt him down, trying to kill him every time they encounter each other. And every time, Nox gets away, and he taunts them. And the thoughts, the want, the *hunger* for vengeance grows stronger
The cycle continues. The thoughts never cease. She never finds peace
(At least, she *thinks* she will never find peace, but she does. Eventually. After Nox dies from his own hubris lol)
#ramblings#oc posting#rue the wolfdog#nox the spider#lmk if this needs any tags for anything. jic#also um spoilers for the story i'll probably never write ig. nox dies eventually lol#fucker gets squashed like a bug <3#he basically doomed himself tho. rue doesn't get to kill him#it makes them feel a lot better actually#like they didn't HAVE to kill. like they can just forget about his pathetic ass and simply LIVE#this isn't to say revenge is bad always. her anger was very much justified#but it was also tearing her apart. it was bad FOR HER. in the end what she needed the most was to be able to move on#and nox fucking himself over and dying is the perfect opportunity to just let go. to not dirty her paws with him any further#she doesn't have to concern herself with him because he was dead the moment he chose the path of world destruction#there's also the fact that they have support from specter and phantom as well as sonic and tails#so they didn't have to face this alone anymore#i hope my thoughts are cohesive enough lol i'm very tired rn
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I do find it fascinating how many readers take a character statement as the Absolute Truth and don't consider there may be layers of hidden meaning tucked beneath the surface. This happens over and over again in my Lucifer fic, particularly with Chloe's dialogue.
The most recent example is when she said 'Our relationship doesn't matter. Rory's more important.' and some readers were like 'Doesn't seem like she's very interested in a relationship with Lucifer. Where does she think Rory came from then? Doesn't she realize if she doesn't sleep with Lucifer, Rory won't exist in the future?'
When the context of this argument and that line is it's the DAY after they learned this toddler is their daughter from the future and a mere TWO WEEKS after Chloe learned angels were real and her partner was the literal, actual Devil. This woman is stressed as fuck! Do you analyze the romantic feelings you've been suppressing since the object of those feelings rejected you when you're stressed as fuck? Cause I sure don't! She's in survival mode right now! I thought that was obvious??? STOP TAKING ME AND THE CHARACTERS AT OUR WORDS! WE'RE ALL LIARS IN THIS NARRATIVE!
#My tone might seem like I'm angry about this#But I'm simply continually perplexed#Is this a product of being in my mid 30s? Are the readers that behind in life experience?#Or is it a product of me being acespec? Cause my sex drive shuts down when I'm stressed and my emotions get muted too?#Do other people not compartmentalize when they're coping with stress?#I'm so confused#Maybe I'm not making character motivations obvious enough but what am I supposed to do?#Write: 'Our relationship doesn't matter' she lied. Their relationship was one of the most important things in her life#and a daughter from the future only reinforced that.#First of all: I'm in close limited 3rd person POV not omniscient.#Secondly: BABE SHE'S FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW AND WOULD NOT BE THINKING LIKE THAT!
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i need to get less ashamed of talking about my interests on my 0 follower tumblr blog because if i don't point out that despite having one of the most interesting concepts ever presented in a genshin event, shadows amidst snowstorms was not actually well written, and was in fact pretty Poorly written, then who else will. Who else will.
#seashell resonance#Anyway amber hasn't shown up in any content since 1.0 where she wasn't optional or thrown out entirely in favor of standing as an#advertisement for euIa. case in point in the scene in shadows amidst snowstorms where you're waiting outside the cave for albedo the last#person joel was left with was amber. when euIa confronts albedo about the fake trying to lead joel away...there's no mention ever of the#fact that amber...was With Joel. Amber who is an Outrider trained to Notice Danger. Either left joel with fakebedo without noticing anythin#or the actual explanation: hoyo didn't care enough to write her because. well. Amber Bad#the next time we see her is when she shows up with bennett#amber used to have a lot of fire to her and this sort of unique not quite cockiness but like. easy way to tell she used to be the difficult#kid we hear about in her character stories and teapot dialogue#she serves no purpose in shadows amidst snowstorms#an event that easily could've capitalized on the Horror aspect of being trapped with a doppelganger of one of your coworkers and shown off#ALL the characters (because get this. You can make people wanna spend on characters who aren't meta by making them Like Them.)#but amber? no value in any event she's ever been in. she talks about good hunter and sticky honey roast. she gets flustered. euIa pays for#her meal. Remember how she was in Almost All of razor's story quest and then when they needed a knight to give him a gift in weinlessefest#they chose...SUCROSE AND NOELLE?#remember how collei has had more on screen interactions with fucking euIa and sucrose than AMBER#how amber and collei's reunion was what people wanted to see and instead it happens off screen and amber simply isn't relevant during#windblume? how amber didn't get a skin with lisa and kaeya? how amber has no appearance in kaeya's hangout event despite their dynamic in#the webtoon and her being suspicious of him presenting so much room to work with?#her tcg dialogue has a meta joke in it. Because amber bad and amber doesn't exist outside of euIa and connecting collei to euIa#and i could go on. about the writing for cyno. about collei. about the way they write kokomi or any genius character. about albedo even.#about all my Other gripes with euIa because they go to about every single aspect of her character except her Basic personality#which is to say the personality we see in most of her voicelines. she could've literally been a saving grace for the cast if she weren't on#of the like top 3 worst written characters#i could talk about like almost any character's decay but that's not the point. Not the point. Nobody look atme.#i tried to replace the L in euIa's name with a capital i to make this post not show up in front of her enjoyers somehow but if it does#sorry about that! no problems with you it's hoyoverse who has my ire#i have so much more to say even just about amber specifically since she is. Unfortunately my fav and unfortunately almost the only characte#i care about whenever my enjoyment of genshin even Slightly wanes#but nobody will ever see it because that essay i write in my head seven times a day is for Me. I'll die before i crack open google docs
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2023 reads / storygraph
Moonlight Love and Witchcraft
urban fantasy slice of life
romance between a vampire musician, their werewolf bartender girlfriend, and a young witch who shows up in town with her sister while on the run from their witch community
very little plot, she/they nonbinary MC, ace MC, bi MC
#Moonlight Love and Witchcraft#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#Well. first up this is so fucking long.#I was mostly enjoying it but by the second half my patience was wearing thin.#Like it very much says on the tin that this is 0 plot just cute romance but it’s so repetitive?#There’s a few interesting background plot threads at times but it basically just turns into cuddling and going on dates and cuddling a…#LOVE a 200yo beefy butch ace werewolf swordswoman who’s a big softie.#Logan I’m mostly neutral about they’re interesting enough up until the point she starts getting interested in Nemo…..#who. she’s 24 but reads more like a 15yo than the actual 15yo lmao.#I feel like there is a way to write a bubbly hyper character without them being so insufferably juvenile? tried my hardest but yeah nah#I simply just do not buy either of the others having romantic feelings about her lmao. and considering that's 90% of the plot....#anyway I have a few more paragraphs of thoughts that are at the storygraph link above#I did only read this because it had an ace character & kinda expected it was gonna be something like this. glad the ace character was the#only character I liked I guess#sapphic books#asexual books
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goddamnit I went down a rabbithole again and now I wanna do a fic rewrite of the original fairly oddparents
#Yknow. Because I don't have enough giant wips that rotate in brain constantly#Also in that rewrite I kinda like. Poke. At the actual implications of timmys parents being. Like that#Also timmys gonna be trans but we'll take. A While. To get there. But eventually she's gonna be out there with trixie talking fashion#(and. Yelling at chester and aj until they really the only difference is in her pronouns and that she can wear skirts now)#((disclaimer: guys can wear skirts too. Timmy is simply 11 and has an oversimplified view of gender. She'll get it eventually))#Also I'm keeping poofs original name I'm still pissed that they changed it to fucking PERI#Like even if I did change it. It'd be like. Pop. Bc there's so much behind the funnies of why his name was originally poof#Like with antipoof and everything too?? There's so much for me to explore if I call him pop bc now foop cant reverse poof#Bc foop went by that bc he wanted an identity of his own beyond being antipoof. And he couldn't get it now bc pop in reverse is still pop#(also. Some fun about how “pop” is a word and cosmo would be so happy that his kid instinctively knows who birthed him. Bc I'm keeping that#((wanda. Learns not to be offended by pop only knowing to say his own name. Also learns not to give him any fizzy drinks istg cosmo))#Anyways. I need to Not Write This
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I know ppl couldn't care less about the humans in the cgi movies but Zoe and Dr. Rubin were both hilarious characters and the more i rewatch the movies the more i think about that.
#we all know Ian was the best human character simply bc David cross was great on it but i think these two are pretty funny!!#the idea of an adult woman hyping the chipmunks is so adorable and a great way to explain why Alvin nevergot expelled lmao#and zoe was simply hilarious! maybe because i find her out-of-reality personality too appealing#it's such a shame the writers of the cgi movies couldn't write Dave better bc while i don't hate him like other ppl#i do think he is one of the least interesting human characters in all the movies#i don't think it's the actor's fault they just didn't know what to do with his character besides being a strict dad for the chipmunks#but funny enough i do think dave from the cgi series is even more boring despite there are episodes focused on him#i love when he is all affectionate with his sons and the chipettes but he is so bland without that and sometimes way too strict#i still can't believe there is an episode focused on the chipmunks getting scared of Dave knowing they spilled milk#it just shows how many times he has get angry for the most simply things#it doesn't help AT ALL that the show has barely likeable human characters i mean i adore miss smith but i do get why ppl don't like her#miss croner is an amazing contrast to miss miller! but i do think they write her way too aggressive at times#officer dangus is the only character besides miss miller that i find decent without giving a 'but' in the middle#the classmates of the chipmunks.... Yeah we don't talk about them#i would like to go further with the humans characters of the 80's show but i still need to watch a LOT of episodes#but i would say that most of the episodic human characters of the 80's have been pretty nice so far#i loved the old lady that got a date with Alvin!! she was way too sweet with him and i love the way alvin learn his lesson at the end#also it has the best dave so far!! he is a lovely dad and he can be funny on his own way. i can tell he is just doing his best ahaha#aatc#alvin and the chipmunks
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