#wow today was such a tiring day
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Dogs
Well, I never said I could draw them 💁♀️
"2. Dogs" from @sherlocktember2024 's prompts :P
All the love!
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(Any changes to the taglist, just tell me! <3)
#sherlock#bbc sherlock#johnlock#johnlock fanart#purplecurls#my art#<3#wow today was such a tiring day#my eyes are like#almost closing on their own command#sherlocktember2024
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day 1765
#amphibian#frog#self#frogsona#thanks everyone for the congrats and well wishes!!!#genuinely meant a lot :)#healing is going super well!! i was expecting it to be a lot worse tbh but i'm mostly just tired#the post op binder SUCKS though i understand why it's useful but i can't wait to be out of it#today (day of posting) i FINALLY got to see the results for the first time though!! after getting the big bandaids and stitches removed#they didn't take any pictures of the results before taping me up so i've had to be sooo patient#actually seeing it felt unreal im so happy?? it already looks amazing and it's healing so well#i keep looking back at the pictures i took holy fuck that's me!!! it feels so right i have never felt this good about my body wow
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HELP! I've fallen down a Bering and Wells hole again and can't stop watching fanvids. I misssssss them!!! 😢
#I'm also thinking about a platonic Pete & Myka soulmate AU and all the bickering that would come with it#Like Pete trying to feel out what the rules are for him dating someone if she and him are soulmates#and Myka's like 'I literally never want to talk about who you have sex with ever'#“But-” / “NOPE! Just do whatever you want Pete!”#And then later as joke (but delivered completely seriously) she says she wants full approval of any serious relationship he has#And she'll be the one planning the proposal for him#(No no no! That's not happening.)#Actually! She might just play matchmaker for him too because she's not sure she can trust his judgement#... or his ability to make a good first impression.#“You wanted my input remember?” / “Not like that!”#And then even LATER when she meets Amanda for the first time she's like 'Wow that's your ex-wife? Man you really fucked up there."#“Yeah thanks for that Myka. That's very helpful.”#“No chance of winning her back?”#“Winning back my ex-wife who's about to be remarried? No I think that ship has sailed.”#“Yeah.... My ex girlfriend is a hologram now so at least this is a step up from that.”#“I never agreed to HG being your girlfriend.”#“.... Yeah but I wanted to.”#“.... Okay this is getting way too gloomy for a wedding day. We need to stuff ourselves with cake.”#Warehouse 13#Myka Bering#Pete Lattimer#Helena Wells#Bering and Wells#my fic#(I guess accidentally in the tags lol)#(idk I'm tired man. My head is all over the place today :P)
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The first sunset of October
#i know its already the second but yesterday was all gray clouds so this is the first sunset of October 🥰#it's been a tiring day but it was so worth it come sunset hours and seeing this pink sky#i had a big smile on my face and was genuinely squealing and jumping up and down i wish i was joking 😅🙈#i didnt care that i looked childish and silly to passers-by. i didnt care because in those minutes that i got to admire the death of the su#i was happy 🥰#and i hope at least one thing makes/made you happy today 💛#the sun loves us#and i love you#obscured sunsets my beloved!!!#Sunset Hoe™#postpone that funeral#bisexual colors too wow i won so hard
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🎉 Happy birthday to our little shining star! 🎉
(ID: Kirby series fanart sketch of Kirby sitting down and looking up with bright eyes and a small smile, an oversized party hat - striped in red and white, topped with a yellow starburst - sitting slightly askew on his head and partially covering one eye. Around him, confetti falls in primary shades of red, yellow, and blue. END ID.)
Sketch started and finished 04/27/24.
#veins art#veins sketches#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#wow guys I can't believe DDD exploded into confetti on his own birthday - so sad lol#the star rod party hat was a Happy Accident(TM)#also did I forget today was his birthday again?#... maybe 👉👈#(listen - remembering dates is hard)#(and I'm working on a lot of other projects right now)#(it's a miracle the braincells are even functional these days)#anyway#happy birthday kirby!#happy 32nd anniversary KDL!#(ignore the fact that it said 32rd before I'm very tired)#kirby 32nd anniversary#veinsfullofstars
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#I’m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do#so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself#I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time
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someone’s donated a vintage (my guess late 60s or 70s) rocking horse and not to be a child but i wanna buy it sooo baaadddd its so cute oh my god .. i have literally no where to put it but i’m obsessed
#it came in and my volunteers and i got all excited because its soo nice#it is in perfect condition too !!!#they all then told me to sit on it .. 🧍♀️ urm.#i did though lmaoooo wow. i had a little rock and yeah if i had one of those as a kid maybe id not be wanting this one while in my 20s ough#anyway. i’m beyond tired today but im actually having a really nice day !!!#my area manager is coming in in a few hours though because we’re having a ‘chat’ just us two#i’d normally be nervous but rn i feel good#and honestly i’ve been feeling .. a lot better.. i guess lately. i’ve been feeling pretty good… hmm. anyway
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#today#wow#I stayed for three hours#day 2#tired of staying home#I could sleep for hours#cannot believe how close they were
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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#tw vomit#vomited at 3pm today after a nap with lil man#and then my upper stomach and back started hurting#again again#fyi i have not had it checked yet because I am dumb#but will try and remember to call my doctor tomorrow 🤞🏻🙃#anywho#fast forward to 9pm#and i vomit again#so crazy i needed a shower#i got a really hot one 🙌🏼#so im all better now thankfully 🙏🏻#but wow#oh#also both time i had literally just taken painkillers 🙃#only once out of the 3 times did it stay down#ajdhjdjks#i have had it with this day#also#thought it was waaay later lol#lil man was tired and ready for bed at 5.30pm so we have been in bed a while#not bad when you feel shit#soo#goodnight#bells be speaking to herself
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venting in the tags
#i have noticed that when i have a very good day#a very bad day comes along#and today is very bad#and sometimes#i just wish i got the same energy of how i help people back when im very much struggling#and recently#man#i don't know#the one day i could use a friend#it just kinda sucks cause like yeah i have these online friends#but irl? 🙃#like wow i would very much like to leave my house and maybe like get into some dumb shit idk go thrifting or something#the fact my dad actually took me to half price books and dropped me off to see bikeriders was a miracle in itself#being in my house today was so draining and i'm tired and like idk. idkkkkkk#i had to lay in bed and write a little because i so badly needed to take my mind off things#anyway#sigh#what can u do. truly.
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Managed to do my little trip fine. Not my best driving, but I didn't wreck and didn't get close to wrecking, so it's fine in the end.
They sent me home with 3 pill packets for Tally, except I opened it up and two of them are EMPTY... so I'm gonna call them in the morning like "hey so uhhh about that". I'm out of town now tho so I'm gonna see if they can transfer it or at least refund it. Bc I spent $17 fucking dollars for these meds and it'd piss me off to spend that much for ONE pill. Gave Tally the one at least and she seems to be doing alright rn. It's just pain meds anyways, not gonna kill her if I don't get more of them, tho it does suck :(
For something tangentially related, I just remembered smth from today. So when doing anything with my cats, I'm used to being called their "mom" or whatever. Like when the vet is being friendly and talking to the cat, they're like "and now you can go home with mom!" Like that kinda thing. And I just let it be bc im stealth about my gender irl and I kinda just don't care to have that convo a million times over thru my life. But today the vet assistant did the same sort of talk to Tally but she called me her "parent" instead of mom. And idk I just think that was a nice little thing.
#speculation nation#so used to being called a cat mom that i was like omg wait cat Parent? thank U#but yeah tiring fucking day. i need to get to sleep already.#by 'not my best driving' i mean my lane control was sloppy and my speed control was too.#wasnt at risk of falling asleep bc i dont do that but i sure wasnt the most alert either.#also had to pull a kinda dumbass move to make it onto the highway at one point#i dont even fully remember where or what i did but i remember thinking like#'wow that is exactly the kind of move id normally judge people for' hfksbfms#i became a driver i would judge today 😔 oh well i get a pass i was sitting in an emergency vet waiting room for 3 fucking hours today#tiring day.... and tomorrow is a xmas thing. gotta wrap some presents. extended family xmas so it's not as much as my stuff for my sister#still gotta wrap presents tho. wweh#anyways i sleep.
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WoW Birthday Whump Day 12
Here's part 12, no promises on when the final three days will be but I've been in more of a writing kick so maybe in the next week or two. Here's the previous part and here's the masterlist.
Collapsed / "So tired..."
Nathan woke up the next morning in the basement again. He was feeling better. Alex had given him a blanket and some warm broth the evening before. There was no sign of Josh but Alex had seemed to be in an exceptionally happy mood. That worried Nathan but he knew that he needed to take advantage of what he could so that he could recover.
He was still cuffed and chained to the floor but he did his best to stretch out his stiff and sore body. There was nothing to do but lie there and wait until Alex came back for him.
He was rapidly losing hope for rescue. He knew that the more time passed, the harder it would be to find him. It had already been over a week and Nathan was having a hard time keeping track of the days now. His only hope had been Josh but Alex had recaptured him.
Hours passed in silence and Nathan drifted in and out of sleep, trying to fight off his fever as best as he could. He woke up to the sound of his door unlocking. He pushed himself up to sitting as the door swung open. Josh stumbled in and nearly fell. Nathan ignored Alex in the doorway as he focused all his attention on Josh.
He was bruised and bloody and Nathan was shocked he was still on his feet. He stood just inside the doorway, trying to catch his breath. Josh reached up his hands as high as he could to offer him a hand down. Josh reached out but Alex sent a punch and Josh collapsed.
Nathan grunted as he caught Josh’s full weight. Alex slammed the door shut and Nathan heard the lock slide shut. As carefully as he could, he set Josh down on the ground. He was in rough shape, covered in purpling bruises and bleeding in places.
“Josh, Josh?” he hissed, gently shaking him. He groaned in response
“Nathan?”
“You’re in rough shape, dude. Are you ok?”
“So tired…” Josh groaned.
Nathan grabbed a water bottle and helped him drink some. They got as comfortable as possible as Josh fell asleep.
#wow birthday whump#wow birthday whump day 12#whump writing#whump series#whump#collapsed#“so tired...”#yesterday I said I'd have the next part posted today#and I finished with twenty minutes to spare
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👀here’s 👁️looking👁️ at you, kid👀
#just tryin to stay awake during my ride home pls dont mind me—#im tired. so tired. even though i did p much nothing at work today… to a degree#lord. my body aches s o m u c h from work (by work i mean yesterday’s work)#standing up to pipette over 300 samples in duplicates for the most part for around 10-11 hours isn’t fun :( sadge#at least i didn’t have to do that today (ayyy) b u t the guy who did it today didn’t have to do as many samples as i had to yesterday so-—#im just. sadded :( i stg three day weekends are both a blessing and a curse. sadded :(#though it’s not like i even had a 3 day weekend since i had to work on saturday :( hour long commutes on weekends aren’t fun :(#i just want a nice weekend too… :( i wanna sleeeeeeep#oh wow the eyes post worked i stayed awake for the ride ayyyyyy#the dude from gamushara
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i'm just like. i would like to not be in constant pain all the time. i would like to have limbs that work properly. i would like to have the energy to do things. i would like to not black out every time i crouch. and more than anything, i would like to be heard and not ignored when i tell people this
#s.txt#chronic illness stuff#wow i'm really getting a lot of use out of that tag rn huh sorry gang#today i literally couldn't get my leg to point forward it was painful and exhausting#and i'm so tired and frustrating and just!!! ugh!!!#one day we'll get through one day will be better if not easier i just have to work through it
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I have started to accept I am a bit more (re a lot more) psychologically unstable than I thought for a long time and man…. I’m tired of it
#I was in a relatively good mood today#work hasn’t been too bad and I get two days off starting tomorrow#(it’s rare for me to get consecutive days so I’m excited!)#plus my time off request for a weekend in may got approved and I’m super excited for the plans that are happening on that weekend#and then my roommate messaged me bitching about my cat and now I’m spiraling#hate everything hate myself anxiety levels skyrocketed feeling the intense need to upend/annihilate my entire life and start from scratch#questioning anyone who has ever said they care about me etc etc etc and it’s like wow! because of one vague text message!#this is not a normal response haha! and now that I’m aware of that#I’ve become a lot more intensely aware that these insane mood drops actually happen quite frequently for me#issue is to do anything about this I need to see a psychologist (which I’m trying to work on anyways)#but the only diagnosis I have is for adhd and idk how to go into psychiatric care like#PLEASE PUT ME ON MEDS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PUT ME ON DRUGS AND I DONT MEAN LIKE 10 MILIGRAMS OF PROZAC TYPE SHIT#GIVE ME MOOD STABILIZERS OR AN ANTIPSYCHOTIC OR SOMETHING I AM BEGGINGGGGG I CANT FUNCTION LIKE THIS ANYMORE#I’m also mildly concerned (being afab) that if I go in pursing certain diagnoses I’ll get slapped with a bpd diagnosis#(and obviously I don’t mean that in the sense of bpd bad or I could NEVER have bpd or anything like that)#(I just mean I really don’t think I have bpd and I don’t want to be approached from the angle of needing treatment for that cuz I don’t#think it will help. if I have ANY cluster b disorder it’s def aspd lol. lmao.)#but. yeahhhhhhhhh. I’m tired of this and I’m tired of having no treatment and being in medicated#I’m tired of pretending I can function like this forever cuz obviously I can’t lol#and eventually (probably soon) it’s gonna burn me out and I’m gonna crash so hard and uh. bad things are gonna happen 😭#kaz rambles
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