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wolf ābut with everybody watching us,
our every move
we do have reputations
we keep it secret
won't let them have itā star.
#mitski youāre KILLING me#sirius black#remus lupin#wolfstar#the marauders#mitski#wolfstar secret dating au#secret dating au#the song made me cry for an hour btw
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Prompt 14 - Secret Identity
@wolfstarmicrofic July 14, word count 948
Because of his family, Sirius often used another name when dealing with people he didn't know. Especially when dating. Once they heard Black, that was it, they were suddenly obsessed with being introduced to his parents. Heād grown his hair long, and he avoided suits like the plague. If you put him next to a picture of his younger self, it would be hard to guess they were the same person.Ā
He was being set up by a friend of a friend. Heād been adamant that his real name wasnāt mentioned. He had a rule that he only revealed his actual name if he thought it would go anywhere and, so far, that hadnāt happened.Ā
He was nervous. Something about this date was making him jumpy. He tried to shake it off and think about the nice meal he was going to have tonight. Heād chosen his favourite restaurant, all the staff knew him and knew not to call him Sirius or Mr Black.Ā
A tall, thin man in faded blue jeans, a slightly rumpled white shirt and an honest-to-god brown cardigan. Sirius looked around the restaurant to see who he was meeting. The man leaned in to ask the host something and, to Siriusās astonishment, Celeste led the man over to his table. He jumped out of his seat when they stopped beside him and the man looked at him expectantly.Ā
āThank you, Celeste,ā He held out his hand to his date. āSimon White,ā He introduced himself.Ā
āRemus Lupin,ā Remus replied politely. They sat down and opened their menus.Ā
Sirius already knew what he was ordering, so he observed Remus instead. He was very handsome now that he was closer, with gorgeous sandy hair that wound into cute little curls. If only he had a sense of style, heād be batting them off instead of going on a blind date with him.Ā
They made polite conversation and Remus seemed very nice, but Sirius was bored and not for the first time he wished he hadnāt come. Then Remus came out with the most outlandish, unexpected thing.Ā
āYou look like a good shag, wanna have a bit of fun?ā Sirius spit his water out across the table.
āOh my god, Iām so sorry.ā He mopped up the spilt liquid as best he could. Remus put his hand on top of Siriusās.
āSimon, calm down, itās only water. Now if it had been red wine I think the staff might throw you out,ā He stage whispered.Ā
āNah, they love me in here,ā Sirius waved him off.Ā
āDo you come here often?ā Remus asked, his brow furrowing.Ā
āEr, yeah, itās my favourite and I donāt cook soā¦ā He didnāt dare say it was where he brought all his dates.Ā
āSo, Simon, what do you do?ā Sirius felt like squirming, he hated that Remus was calling him by his fake name.Ā
The man was growing on him, and he could almost see a possible future with this man.Ā
They were tucking into their desserts. Sirius had ordered the lemon cheesecake and Remus had the chocolate fudge cake. Remus was regaling him with a prank heād pulled at his boarding school that nearly got him kicked out.Ā
āThe toilets blew blue water everywhere, and they had to get in a line of portaloos on the front lawn to accommodate all of us while the plumbers tried to sort out the mess I made.ā Sirius laughed a genuine laugh. He had tears in his eyes and was finally enjoying himself. āDid you ever get up to mischief when you were younger, Simon?ā Sirius did shudder that time. Remus looked at him concerned. āAre you alright?ā Sirius swallowed and braced himself.Ā
āSirius,ā He said, screwing his eyes shut.Ā
āHuh?ā Remus asked, confused.
āMy name isnāt Simon, itās Sirius. I use a fake name on dates or else people want to know about my parents or the rest of the family and I canāt deal with that.ā He confessed.
āSo what is your real name?ā Remus asked him.Ā
āSirius Black,ā He watched as Remusās eyebrows crept up his forehead.Ā
āOh,ā He said. Sirius closed his eyes, a bit disappointed that he wouldnāt get to see Remus again and just when he was starting to have fun. āWell, I can happily say I have absolutely no interest in your family. No offence but theyāre terrible,ā Siriusās head snapped up. Wait, what?
āYou really donāt care who I am?ā Sirius asked in wonder. Remus shook his head.Ā
āWho cares where you come from? Itās about who you are that matters, and I can tell youāre nothing like them. A bit lonely, but you show me a single person who isnāt.ā Sirius could have cried. Where had this amazing, caring man come from and how could he have ever wanted the date to be over because he was boring? Remus Lupin was anything but boring.Ā
āWant to finish up here and come back to mine for coffee?ā He dared to ask, putting himself out there in a way he never had before. Remus grinned a smile so big it took Siriusās breath away.Ā
āTurn it into a hot chocolate, and Iām yours,ā Remus joked. Sirius felt his stomach doing summersaults. Heād never eaten a cheesecake so fast in his life. The bill was charged to his account, and they left. Sirius grabbed Remusās hand on the way through the door and Remus linked their fingers together. Sirius felt like he could fly right now. It was ridiculous. He made a mental note to thank Marlene for the set-up. But for now, he had hot chocolate to make, he was just glad that he had the good stuff in.
#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#wolfstar fic#wolfstar fanfiction#wolfstar au#sirius black#remus lupin#sirius orion black#remus john lupin#marlene mckinnon#sirius x remus#remus x sirius#sirius and remus#remus and sirius#blind date#sirius is nervous#remus and his cardigans#remus doesnt care who sirius's family is#holding hands#hot chocolate#secret identity
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Fic Recs for your Sunday!
Here's some fic recs to start your week, my loves!
don't like it fake (i think it's true love) - by @static-radio-ao3 - rated T - jegulus - 10k - fake dating trope!
astronomyĀ - by microdamage - rated T - jegulus - 5k - love confessions and soft jegulus <3
The Case of a Pining RemusĀ - by possiblyundead - rated T - wolfstar - 3k - Remus reads to Sirius <3
wet your lips (and make love to the camera) - by @emlovessid - rated T - wolfstar - 1k - Photography au
everybody wants a tasteĀ - by @emlovessid - rated T - jegulus - 2k - secret relationshp
(I know some people have asked why I don't include more recs...remember I only put fics on here that are appropriate for all audiences! If you want E-rated recs and are above 18, DM me! But these are some of the wonderful T-rated things I read over the past few weeks!)
#marauders#harry potter#marauders fandom#marauders era#fanfic#harry potter marauders#the marauders#the marauders era#marauders fanfiction#marauders fic
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My fics on AO3
Alright, so I deleted my AO3 account a few months ago (thinking I was done with this) and orphaned all of my works. Well, now I deeply regret that. But I have collected as many of them as I could find here for anyone who's interested.
Jegulus/Starchaser
Temptation Eyes (Now Complete!) - My Jegulus Regency AU. Completed, being posted one chapter twice a week. James enters the London season hoping to find a wife. What he finds instead is Regulus Black, and he never looks back. But as implied by the era, it won't be easy for them. Background wolfstar, shown as a different approach to a queer relationship in the regency era.
Get Regulus Out - 82k, Rated M, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Working Through Trauma, No War/Riddle AU, background Wolfstar, background Marylily. James tries to convince Regulus to leave Grimmauld Place as Sirius once did, and save himself from his parents.
How to Spot Signs of Jealousy - 4k, fake/pretend relationship, mutual pining, miscommunication. After Regulus gets fed up with people asking him out because of his family name, he and Barty agree to fake date. For some reason, James Potter seems livid...and Regulus can only guess that it's because he's homophobic. That's got to be it, right?
But Where's Regulus - 1k. James on laughing gas after getting his wisdom teeth taken out and talking about how much he likes Regulus
Waking Up Slowly - 2k. James wakes up in bed with Regulus in the Gryffindor dorm, something Sirius might not take kindly to.
I've Read Your Book - 1k. Two one shots based on the same premise: Writer!James didn't even know Regulus knew about his book, let alone had read it, but Regulus comes up to him and says "I've read your book" aka the most exciting words of all time to start a conversation for a writer.
Little Ball of Fire - 1k. Regulus gets into an argument with Snape. Regulus begins threatening him, so James picks Regulus up and carries/drags him out of the room before anyone gets hurt.
Prongsfoot/Bambibelle
What's in a Name - 5k, Soulmates AU, secret crush. In a world where soulmates exist and can identify each other by the feeling they get when they say each other's names, it's pretty easy to identify who your soulmate is. But for Sirius and James who only call each other by their nicknames, it takes a while to finally know.
The Bachelorette - 15k, mutual pining, Bachelorette AU. Sirius and James are both cast as contestants on the Bachelorette. Although their stated goal was to woo Lily and capture her heart, they donāt quite manage it. They fall for each other instead.
A Real Marriage Under Wizarding Law - 6k, mutual pining, fake/pretend relationship, drunken shenanigans. Sirius and James get a quickie drunken marriage in Knockturn Alley. When they wake up in the morning, they decide not to get it annulled so that they can save Sirius from an arranged marriage.
The Only Transfer Students to Ever Come to Hogwarts - 9k, arranged marriage, hijinx, angst with a happy ending. Sirius is upset to learn that not only does he have to transfer to a new school, but his parents have set up an arranged marriage for him. James assures him that's impossible, but Sirius knows his parents don't make empty threats. (Written for Prongsfoot Bingo)
The Smell of Water - 4k, Amortentia, idiots in love. Sirius and James argue about what they're smelling without realizing that there's Amortentia in the room. When Sirius realizes, he becomes a whole mess about it. (Written for Prongsfoot Bingo)
Wolfstar
Wolfstar Microfics Theme: Love - 8k, a collection of 22 microfics themed around love
6x James Found Out, and 1x Harry Did - 10k. Six ways James could have learned about Sirius and Remus' secret relationship, and one way Harry could have learned about it. *This is specifically ATYD fanfiction, and it's set in that universe.
#my fics#ao3#archive of our own#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#wolfstar#prongsfoot#bambibelle#marauders#marauders era#dead gay wizards#regulus black#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#james x sirius#james potter x regulus black#starchaserdreams#fake/pretend relationship#mutual pining#idiots in love#marauders fanfiction#jegulus fanfiction#bambibelle fanfiction
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hello!!!! as autumn is beginning i have been craving some fall wolfstar fics so i would love recs :) specifically hogwarts era but honestly anything would be perfect
Hi anonšø You are so right for craving that! Here you have some fics to read, sitting under your blanket with a cup of teaš
Hogwarts era:
As Red As Hearts And Autumn (47k)
By: Rosie_Rues
It's the autumn of Sixth Year, there's a flu epidemic at Hogwarts, and the Blacks want their heir back.
Themes: Hogwarts era; slow burn; friends to lovers; epidemic (I read this during Covid but it was written in 2005 and that felt sort of wild I remember)
Fall, the Season of Love (14k)
By: IngeniumNoctuam
Fall is a surprising season and also, apparently, the season of love. Remus finds himself caught up in this seasonal parasite, despite his best efforts. An argument and a jumble of, mostly drunken, memories ensue.
Or, an ode to fall.
Themes: Hogwarts era; angst; Sirius is a bit cruel (but itās done so well I promise!); self-esteem issues; happy ending.
Come In From the Cold (8k)
By: goodboylupin (somebetterwords)
The first Hogsmeade weekend of sixth year. Alternatively: In which Sirius frets and works to keep Remus warm, James argues itās not that cold, Remus wishes the cold brought something more, and Peter just wishes everyone would get their heads out of their asses.
Themes: Hogwarts era; Hogsmeade date; misunderstanding; pining Remus; oblivious Sirius; meddling James; fluff.
Not hogwarts era:
ten reasons (to go to michigan) (59k)
By: greyeyedmonster18
A story of simple pleasures, love, and home.
Themes: muggle!au; adult!wolfstar; strangers to lovers; slow burn; grief; Sirius raises Harry; found family. (Will break your heart and then glue it back together)
Ullswater (31k)
By: eyra
A winter term at The Ullswater Institute: late-night rehearsals, dormitory karaoke, and secrets, kept in the labyrinthine corridors underneath the cavernous, frescoed auditorium.
Themes: muggle!au; university; music; friends to lovers; jealous Sirius; panic attacks; disabled remus; SO well-written. (Also: eyra has written many more autumnal fics!!)
On Edge (7k)
By: wannnabesuper
Every time they meet, Remus gives Sirius a new ridiculous reason for having been on the cliff where they met.
Themes: muggle!au; strangers to lovers; a misty cliffside; first fluff then some angst.
Harmonicas, Hinky-punks, and Heather (24k)
By: mblematic
Sirius and Remus get stranded in Scotland on Order business, and decide to walk to Hogwarts. Featuring the Brontƫs, a harmonica, a shrinking tent, and some self-discovery.
Themes: post-Hogwarts; first war era; rain; camping; friends to lovers; no angst.
Liebestraum (101k)
By: lunchbucket
āDo you still have a lot of friends in the area, then?ā
āNone,ā Remus answered simply, which felt much easier than explaining at the level of detail that the question actually deserved.
Themes: muggle!au; post-break up; getting back together; slow burn; NYC; classical piano; musicians!wolfstar; adult!wolfstar; angst. (A classic. But if youāve already read it, I think itās time for a reread, donāt you?)
Degrees of Intersection (28k)
By: muse_in_absentia
Sometimes it takes two people who are a little broken coming together, not to heal, but to understand that being broken is okay.
Themes: muggle!au; strangers to lovers; writer!sirius; editor!remus; depression; suicidal thoughts and SH (read the tags!!!); angst with a happy ending. (I THINK this is set it autumn - but mainly itās the angst in this that gives me autumn vibes)
Love,
Elliotš
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FAMOUS WOLFSTAR AU FIC RECS
(A list of the the best famous AU fics, including youtube, musician/band, and acting)
1. Sex Pistols by ArtificialAorta (ffnet) 86k
MUSICIAN/BAND AU!
I love this fic, it was on my last list too, remus is the lead singer and gutarist for the punk rock band belladonna, and he meets the lead singer of the pop band maraders, sirius black, at a press tour.
The music the author mentions in the fic is so good, it really helps you get immeresed in the scene they mention the song for.
2. Stalking Sirius by remuslives23 (ao3) 36k
MUSICIAN SIRIUS BLACK
Journalist remus lupin finds out a secret about sirius black, the lead singer of the band marauders, and uses it as leverage to gain an interview with the ever mysterious and elusive singer.
3. Whatever Words I Say by orphan_account (ao3) 23k
MUSICIAN SIRIUS BLACK
Remus Lupin is hired by lily evans and her PR company to babysit sirius black, the lead singer of her husband's band, the marauders, after the latest media frenzy cause by Sirius' cavalier attitude. Remus realises maybe sirius doesn't act out because of any of the expected reasons.
4. Never Above You, Never Below by orphan_account (ao3) 5k
ACTOR SIRIUS BLACK
Sirius just wants to shop at tesco in peace when a young boy recongnises him and drags out his father, remus lupin. It would annoy sirius, except the guy is kind of cute. (Actor! Sirius, Single dad! Remus) starring baby teddy.
5. Addicted To The Magic by orphan_account (ao3) 14k
ACTOR SIRIUS BLACK
Remus runs into a stranger on the tube and gets swept up in a whirlwind romance, except he doesnt know what the starnger does or really anything about him. Maybe he'll find out at the party sirius' invites him to?
Side pairing of james and lily, but isn't boring like all the other ones, they actually have personalities other than being the boring hetero couple.
6. Forever Is a State of Mind by orphan_account (ao3) 25k
YOUTUBER AU!
Remus lupin is runs a dance youtube channel, where he posts choreographies with his son teddy. He's also deaf and people find it hard to understand how someone who can't hear music could love to dance so much, people like rita skeeter who hires snape as a terp for a new paper article she wants to write about him. Except sanpe is the kind of terp that only signs SLS, remus runs into james, CODA, who helps him out. He also happens to introduce him to sirius black his best mate who is a MUA youtuber, with a decent amount of followers.
With a side pairing of polyamorous james/lily/regulus raising harry together. (Y'all dont understand this fic made me jump in the jegulus train way back in 2016, and ive been patiently waiting for all of you to catch up)
7. real life has no appeal by orphan_account (ao3) 7k
YOUTUBER AU!
Sirius, james and peter have a channel where they break into places overnight, trying to escape getting caught. James starts dating lily, who happens to be remus' roomate. Remus has his own channel, less break-in, more artsy. Sirius happens to text remus. They happen to fall for each other.
8. Wizard beat by eprime
MUSICIAN REMUS LUPIN
Sirius black is remus lupins biggest fan, their new roomate john finds his passion for the singer very annoying. Sirius finds his new roomate annoying, or does he?
9. The Prom Date by xivz (ao3) 48k
MUSICIAN SIRIUS BLACK
Remus Lupin does something very out of character, he sends a promposal video to Sirius Black, the very famous singer/actor/model who hes had a crush on for wuite some time.
Siruius Black happes to accept his request. And is determined to break the rules of their contract by relentlessly pursuing him.
10. The tell-all end-all with Sirius Black by wolvesandstars 1.5k
MUSICIAN SIRIUS BLACK
This one is by me, sorry about the shameless plus, i really wanted the list to have 10 in them.
Give it a try, its about how the paps speculate about sirius blacks mystery boyfriend and all the conspiracies surrounding him and his ex-best friend and ex-roomate remus lupin.
#wolfstar#remus lupin#marauders#sirius black#moony#siriusblack#remus loves sirius#james potter#prongs#padfoot#famous sirius black#musician sirius black#fic recs#famous fic rec#musician au#band au#youtuber sirius black#youtuber remus lupin#musician remus lupin#actor sirius black#actor remus lupin#remus/sirius fic recs#james/regulus#fic list#ao3 fanfic#ffnet
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without touching his skin (how can i be guilty as sin?)
jegulus modern au (with a sprinkle of wolfstar) based off this post by @starchaserdreams because i saw it and couldn't not write it (hope that's okay!!) 7642 words | read it on ao3 here! |
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James laughs at his best friend Sirius, who is staring at his phone in horror, his eyes wide and unblinking as he looks at the text James just sent from his phone. His mouth is open and he looks ridiculous. Heās likely to catch flies at this rate and James canāt help but cackle at his shocked face.Ā
Itās no secret that Sirius has been crushing on their friend Remus for the past year, following him around with puppy eyes and hanging off his every word. James has told him time and time again to make his move, that Remus wonāt be horrible to him if he confesses because when has Remus ever been horrible to either of them? Never. So he wouldnāt so much as hurt a hair on Siriusā head if the boy confessed.Ā
James also has it on good authority that Remus has fancied Sirius for nearly two years now, so he isnāt setting Sirius up for failure by urging him to confess. Of course, heās sworn to secrecy by both of them so itās not like he can spill either of their secrets to the other, even if it would help things along immensely. But Sirius being Sirius wouldnāt stop whining about how he wishes he could just confess already.Ā
James was only trying to make it easier for him.
So it has come to this. James grabbed Siriusā phone before he could realise what he was doing, and sent Remus a text saying hey can we talk? I need to tell you something. Itās genius if you ask James because heās done half the work for him. Making the initial move is always the most nerve wracking and James has gotten that out of Siriusā way.Ā
Honestly, James isnāt sure why Sirius isnāt on his knees thanking him. Whereās the excitement? Usually James would be engulfed in a hug by now.Ā
āJames, what the fuck?ā Sirius whispers, eyes glued to his phone at the very unsendable text message.Ā
āItās a good thing, mate! Now you just have to confess and boom! Dating,ā James grins, patting Siriusā thigh and leaning back into the beanbag heās currently sitting in with an air of victory to him.Ā
Finally, Sirius lifts his eyes from the phone and tosses it across the room. He serves James a deadly stare. āJames.ā
Feeling apprehension dance along his spine, James sits up straighter. Sirius doesnāt say anything else, only stares at James with a look that gets more intense the longer it goes on. James fidgets uncomfortably. āUm, Sirius? You okay there, bud?ā
āJames,ā Sirius repeats unblinkingly. āBecause I love you, I am going to give you a ten second head start, but if you donāt run right now I am going to kill you.ā
Alarmed, James jolts in the beanbag and tenses his legs as his flight mode activates. He wavers, mainly because heās unsure as to whether Sirius is joking or not, but he gets ready just in case. āReally? I was only trying to help you out!ā
āReally,ā Sirius confirms gravely. āReady? Countdown starts now.ā
āWait, Siriusāā
āTenāā
āI really donāt think this is neceāā
āNineāā
āI was only helpāā
āEightāā
āFuck, okay,ā James scrambles upwards and dashes out of Siriusā bedroom.Ā
The positive to this situation is that Siriusā house is fucking enormous. Heās a little on the richer side, which isnāt a huge shock because James is fairly wealthy himself, but Sirius moved into this place with his younger brother and his eldest cousin because his parents were verbally and physically abusing them. His cousin took them in immediately and Sirius helped buy them this place with the money that was left to him by a relative.Ā
The house, if one could call it that, is ornately decorated and very tasteful. It is more of a manor, James thinks as he rushes up a double staircase and onto the next floorās landing. There are many paintings hung on the wall, some of them James knows were painted by Regulus, Siriusā younger brother, and some are the works of Siriusā niece, who also lives with them. Even the toddlerās paintings are encased in the same intricate, golden frames as some of the priceless antique ones and it makes James smile, even as heās racing for his life.Ā
He canāt hear Sirius counting anymore but he knows that the boy must have stopped by now and is on the hunt for him. Honestly, James thinks heās being a little dramatic but thatās an average day for Sirius, and so James thanks his lucky stars that Sirius hasnāt decided to go truly overboard. This is actually quite mild for him.Ā
A sudden bang from downstairs has James panicking and diving into the first door he comes across. Itās steamy when he first enters, a thick haze of heat hitting him in the face and James tries not to choke on the sudden onslaught. The smell is delicious, however, and James finds himself moving further into the room as his nose leads him to the pleasant scent. As he moves further into the ridiculously large room, James identifies that it smells of lavender, bergamot and pine.Ā
He wishes he could bottle it and spray it on his pillow so that he could get a guaranteed night of good sleep, because holy fuck does he want to ingest this smell right now.Ā
The sound of rushing water vaguely registers in his mind because suddenly it ceases, James now coming to the dawning realisation that the room heās in is a bathroom and that there is definitely someone in here with him. Someone who was showering not seconds ago. Which means that whoever is in the shower-tub combo is probably about to step out of it. Naked. The person in the shower is going to step out of it dripping wet and completely naked.Ā
It could be Andromeda, Siriusā cousin, or her husband Ted, or Regulus, Siriusā brother. James doesnāt know which option is worse, theyāre all awful for different reasons. Ah yes, a dripping wet, naked Regulus, how awful indeed, his brain supplies and James feels his skin flush.Ā
Listen, okay. James has known Sirius since they were eleven and met at some fancy, rich boarding school that all their ancestors had apparently gone to, which meant they had to as well. So heās known him for quite a while, given that James is now twenty-one and at another prestigious university that their ancestors also went to. This means that heās known Regulus for that time as a result of his unbreakably close friendship with Sirius.Ā
At first, James had thought Regulus was adorable with his cherub cheeks and his little curls. He looked like a child that would be modelling for kids clothing brands, but when he opened his mouth? Goddamn, he was such a little shit. Heād taken one look at James and spat the most unhinged insults James had ever heard. At age ten, no less! It had knocked James down a peg initially, but truthfully? James had become a little enamoured with Siriusā spiteful younger brother.Ā
Sirius had apologised profusely to James, worrying that his little brother had put him off being best friends. He rushed to explain that it was a result of the way theyād been raised, which had then prompted the conversation about their parents which had James equally furious as he was heartbroken. James promised him that he had nothing to worry about, that he liked Regulus and his biting comments. Youāre not getting rid of me that easily, James told him before crushing him in a tight hug.
So James had grown up with Sirius and therefore Regulus, and heās watched the younger boy blossom in his own ways. Heād never hung out with them much at boarding school, having his own group of equally sarcastic and sharp-minded friends who looked at James like he was prey they could hunt and destroy. Despite their less than friendly demeanors, James always tried to talk to them when he could, wanting to get on with them because he cared for Regulus and they were his best friends. Openly, his favourite was Pandora, who was always the most receptive to him. Secretly, his second favourite was Barty because the boy had a wicked sense of humour when it wasnāt aimed at James with his incessant need to take the piss out of him.Ā
Regulus and his friends had followed in their footsteps and gone to the same university, which James knows Sirius was secretly happy about because it meant that he could spend more time with him before they got jobs and lives of their own. A part of James was happy too but he hadnāt wanted to look into why exactly that was.Ā
Of course, James knew deep down why exactly it was.Ā
Watching Regulus grow up from someone he classified as āSiriusā little brotherā to Regulus, a young man who had his own name, his own personality, dreams and desires. A young man whom James could no longer deny to himself that he found effortlessly attractive.Ā
Which left James with the problem he has now: fancying Regulus. James is well aware that Regulus is his own person, but it doesnāt change the fact that heās still Siriusā brother, and James knows that Sirius would throw the hissy fit to end all hissy fits if James reveals that he fancies him. So James pines silently for the boy who throws insults at him like its second nature, like itās as easy as breathing. It only makes James like him all the more, because the majority of people in Jamesā life trip over themselves to please him, but not Regulus. Regulus would rather set his hair on fire than be nice to James, he knows.Ā
Speaking of his hair, goddamn.Ā
Still curly as ever, only itās longer now and it wafts elegantly around the nape of his neck, some parts of it wavier than curly. It looks like a halo, James thinks. Heās an angel. A fire spitting angel, which James thinks is the best kind. Heās elegant and lean and perfect, his skin like a dollās and his lips pouty and shaped like Cupidās arrow. James would do anything to kiss him.Ā
But James is a gentleman and he will not try anything on Regulus because he is Siriusā brother, and he knows it would only complicate things between everyone. He also has no idea whether Regulus even likes him like that, everything seems to point to the negative considering they canāt have a conversation with Regulus insulting him at every opportunity. James thinks heās rather insane to enjoy the way Regulusā words cut into him, and he knows that just because heās apparently gone mad doesnāt mean Regulus has. It doesnāt mean Regulus enjoys their verbal sparring as James does.Ā
James is a gentleman. He isnāt going to attempt anything with Regulus, end of story.Ā
He wishes he could remember that as a creamy, pale leg appears from behind the shower curtain and his brain completely short circuits. As the leg touches the ground an equally creamy and pale arm darts out to grab at the forest green towel hanging up on the wall, and then his entire body is out and James only just misses being flashed as the towel is brought up over the manās crotch.Ā
Regulusā crotch, because that is Regulus who has just gotten out of the shower. Regulus, who was naked a moment ago. Who is still naked now technically. He hasnāt even wrapped the towel around himself yet, is only holding it over his crotch and James feels like heās going to faint. He's so lightheaded. He wants to believe itās the steam but he canāt bring himself to pretend that itās not all that exposed skin in front of him.Ā
Regulus hasnāt noticed heās there yet as he brings the towel up to his face to wipe the water from his eyes. His skin is tinged pink from the heat of the water and James briefly wonders what it would be like to mark that skin, to leave it mottled with purples and reds and teeth marks. He grows hotter at every passing thought.Ā
Heās broken from his reverie when Regulus attempts to bring the towel up to his hair to dry the edges briefly. James knows that he only does it a little because the towel is too heavy on his curls and usually he uses an old t-shirt of Siriusā that he stole, but all this information flies out of the window with whatās left of his melting brain as Regulus raises the towel high enough that it threatens to expose him.Ā
James lets out a rather embarrassing, strangled squeak at the prospect and is met with a frozen Regulus, who pauses and locks eyes with him, the steely grey going wide before narrowing playfully. He brings the towel down slowly, far too slowly for someone who is naked and vulnerable and naked, James thinks.Ā
Regulus wraps the towel around his waist, slinging it so low on his hips that James thinks heās going to go into cardiac arrest, and leans back against the wall behind him. He smirks at James as he runs a head through his curls. Beads of water drip from his hair, down his neck and tantalisingly down his torso, traversing the divots of his toned abdomen. James follows a single drop from his prominent collarbones, past his pink nipples and down, down, down his lovely stomach. Just as the droplet is falling into the trail of hair underneath his belly button, James is brought back into the present by a teasing cough.Ā
Snapping his eyes back up to Regulusā face, he finds that the boy is already looking at him with a single raised eyebrow. James feels his face flush and he prays that he doesnāt look like a tomato. Especially since Regulus is standing there like a Greek god, like someone who would be honoured by a multitude of sculptures that people like James would pay exorbitant amounts of money to stare at.Ā
āHi, James,ā Regulus purrs, his eyes never leaving Jamesā face.
āHi,ā James replies faintly, his voice slightly croaky from where itās mostly been open since Regulus stepped out of the shower.Ā
Regulus grins like a shark but softens it when his tongue pokes out to wet his bottom lip. James is attached to the movement like a limpet to the side of a ship. āDid you step in here so that you could catch me naked, James?ā
āWhat?! No! Of course not! It was an accident, I swear,ā James proclaims, arms waving around like a madman as he tries to remain calm. He canāt believe Regulus caught him in his bathroom, naked from his shower, and is just lounging against the wall with a permanent smirk on his face.Ā
James feels incredibly out of depth.Ā
Regulus hums, a delicate hand coming up to trace at his collarbone and play with the water droplets there. He tilts his neck to give himself more access and huffs out a laugh as Jamesā eyes follow the movement religiously. āThatās a shame.ā
James nods, blindly agreeing without really listening, intently focused on the longer finger as it trails back and forth on Regulusā marble-like skin. James wants to bite it. He snaps back to reality when his brain catches on to what Regulus has said. āWait, what?ā
āYou know,ā Regulus changes the topic, bringing his hand down to rest at the knot of the towel and James feels like his heart is going to give up on him. And that his dick is going to become very noticeable in his trousers. āI donāt think Iāve ever seen you blush this much. Whatās gotten you so worked up, James?ā
James wants to curse him because he knows whatās gotten him so worked up, the little shit. James was wrong, Regulus is not an angel, he's the devil incarnate and he refuses to stand here and be embarrassed by him. Not long ago were the days where James used to tease him until he was beaming a bright red. James doesnāt like how the tables have turned.Ā
Distantly, James hears a victorious shout followed by what is definitely Sirius yelling his name like a madman. Regulusā eyes flicker from James to the bathroom door and the latter realises that itās the first time Regulusā eyes have left him since he realised James was in here too.Ā
James sends him a sheepish smile as he begins to walk himself backward, as if Regulus is a wild animal he needs to keep his eyes on at all times lest he turn his back and allow himself to be attacked. āWell, thatās my cue! Lovely seeing you again, Regulus.ā
Regulusā eyes twinkle as he runs a hand over his wet curls. āTruly a pleasure, James. Try not to make a habit of following me into the bathroom when Iām wet and naked, hm?ā
The laugh that forces its way out of Jamesā mouth is strained and bordering on hysterical as he tries not to trip on his way out. Heās still looking at Regulus, whoās staring at him like heās a meal he wants to devour, and he canāt even find himself able to speak English. Garbled noises are the only thing that heās able to come up with and it only makes Regulusā smirk ever more shark-like. With one last look at the enticing boy in front of him, James fumbles with the door handle and practically sprints out of the bathroom.Ā
The alluring pull of Regulusā silver eyes doesn't leave his mind.Ā
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When James makes it back to Siriusā bedroom on the floor below, Sirius is right where James left him, only that heās sprawled out on his bed on his stomach, legs swishing back and forth with one hand twirling his wavy hair. James feels like heās entered a rom-com.Ā
āEr, Pads?ā He asks, bewildered by the image heās presented with. The nickname is a long standing one that James canāt even remember the origins for, only that he, Sirius and their two friends Remus and Peter all have corresponding animal nicknames.Ā
āProngs!ā Sirius bellows as he jumps up and throws himself into Jamesā arms, his legs wrapping around his waist.Ā
Huffing at the sudden weight, James pulls away to look at Siriusā face. āHey, sexy. Fancy meeting you here.ā
Sirius laughs, throwing his head back. When he returns his gaze to James itās mischievous. āYou know I love you, Jamie, but Iām afraid we cannot continue flirting like this. You see, Iām about to be a taken man.ā
James almost drops him. āOh shit, it worked?!ā
āWell, almost,ā Sirius informs as he unwraps his legs and pulls James to the bed with him. āJust as I was about to come and kill you, he responded saying that he also had something to tell me. I didnāt want to do it over the phone though, so Iāve invited him here. Heās on his way.ā
āFuck yeah!ā James shouts and piles on top of Sirius, planting wet kisses all over his face as Sirius laughs and wraps his limbs around him like an octopus. James begins to dig his fingers into Siriusā sides, delighting in the breathless giggles he lets out. āHey, Iām just trying to get my fill, alright? My best mate is about to get a boyfriend.ā
āJames!ā Breathless and bordering on hiccups, Sirius manoeuvres James so that theyāre laying side to side facing each other. āJames, if it all goes wrong I need you to beat Moony up for me.ā
āWhat?! I canāt beat Remus up! Have you seen him angry? Heād kill me!ā James exclaims, wrapping an arm around Siriusā waist.Ā
āJames, you have to! Youāre my best friend, itās basically the law,ā Sirius whines, snuggling into the crook of Jamesā neck.Ā
Sensing the undertones of the conversation, James quietens down. Amongst all the joking and laughing, James can tell that Sirius is scared to confess his feelings for Remus. He canāt help but find it sweet because he has nothing to worry about, but James isnāt going to spoil that for him.Ā
āListen to me, Sirius. Youāre going to be okay. Remus isnāt going to hurt you or be mean to you, and even if he miraculously is then weāll sic Regulus on him, okay?ā James strokes a hand through Siriusā hair, speaking softly.Ā
Sirius seems to mull this over, humming as he does so, and comes to a positive conclusion. āOh, thatās brilliant. I mean, Regulus quite likes Remus so it might be a little hard to convince him, but if he sees how upset I am then Iām sure heāll oblige. Good thinking, Prongs.ā
They lay there silently after that, neither of them speaking but rather enjoying the moment theyāre sharing in each otherās arms. It took a while for Sirius to get to this stage with James because of the way he was raised. James was always showered with love and affection from his parents, growing into a very physically affectionate person, whereas Sirius was the complete opposite. Love wasnāt given freely if at all in his family home, and the only other person with whom he shared affectionate physical touch was Regulus. Both brothers took a while to get used to Jamesā love language (one of them, anyway), but Sirius was the first to succumb to his cuddles.Ā
āHey,ā Sirius breaks the silence. āIām probably going to talk to Remus in the garden because the flowers he helped plant are blooming and I want to show him. Do you mind staying up here by yourself? You can always go off and find Regulus if you get lonely.ā
The thought brings James back to the bathroom and all that creamy skin on display, beckoning him like a blank canvas desperate to be brought to life by some paint. James never thought of himself as an artist but right now he would gladly take to Regulusā body with his mouth as the brush.Ā
Holy fuck, he cannot be thinking of Regulus like this when he is literally wrapped around his older brother. Sirius would surely kill him if he knew what James was thinking about. Would hunt him down to the ends of the earth if he knew that James wants to kiss Regulus until his lips are red and swollen, and wants to mark every inch of his body until no one questions that Regulus is his. He wants to have Regulus whining and panting underneath him, or on top of him, or quite literally in any position, in any place and at any time. James isnāt fussy, heāll take Regulus however he can get him.
Right, totally failed at not thinking filthy thoughts of Regulus when heās cuddled up to Sirius. Shit.Ā
āJamie? Are you alright?ā
āYes!ā James nearly shouts and clears his throat when Sirius pulls away to look at him funny. āPerfectly well, thanks Pads.ā
Before Sirius can object, thereās a knock at the door followed by the doorbell, and both boys shoot up so quickly that they trip over one another and fall into a heap on the floor. For a moment all they do is lie there as they contemplate getting up. Theyāre groaning, elbows and knees in places where those should never be, and James is pushing at Siriusā shoulders in an attempt to make him get up.
āIāve changed my mind, I canāt do it. You go and answer the door, Jamie. Tell him Iāve fallen ill.ā
James rolls his eyes at Sirius who flops onto his back and throws an arm over his face like a fainting maiden. āReally, Sirius? What am I supposed to tell him youāve come down with in fifteen minutes?ā
Sirius contemplates it for a second before heās snapping his fingers. āI know! Weāll tell him that itās something youāve come down with and Iāve caught it because itās contagious. The whole house is on lockdown. Itās perfect!ā
āPads, that is the worst idea Iāve ever heard. Thereās no way Remus will believe that.ā
Huffing, Sirius throws his arms over his head and practically melts into the floor. āWell, I donāt see you coming up with any genius ideas!ā
āHereās one,ā James responds sarcastically. āHow about you go down and answer the door like a normal person? Take him to the garden to look at his flowers and then confess? You know, the original plan?ā
Sirius looks at him. āJames, that is just ridiculous.ā
āRight.ā
āDumbest idea youāve ever had.ā
James watches Sirius as he stares up at the high ceiling, fondness creeping over his features. āSirius, do you not think youāre going to hurt Remus if you turn him away now? After youāve said you need to tell him something?ā
The doorbell rings a second time.
In a rare moment of vulnerability, Sirius turns pleading eyes on James. āI canāt get the door, James. I canāt.ā
James nods encouragingly. āYou can, Sirius.ā
āI canāt.ā
The two of them are interrupted by the sounds of feet padding down the stairs. Unfortunately, James knows the sounds of those feet, and has practically committed them to memory. Regulus doesnāt enter the bedroom but he does call past the door, āIāll get it, then, despite being a whole floor above. Tossers.ā
Sirius and James stare at each other with wide eyes before theyāre scrambling to get up, yelling out to Regulus, a cacophony of deep voices shouting up and down the stairs at each other.
āNo, weāll get it!ā
āReggie, you little shit, come back here!āĀ
They bound down the stairs, practically flying past them as they race to get to the door before Regulus. Itās not like theyāre worried Regulus will say or not anything harmful, as Sirius said Regulus is surprisingly fond of Remus and often seeks him out for intellectual conversation, or so he says. Itās just that Regulus is well aware of Siriusā feelings toward Remus and he makes it his lifeās mission to make every possible hint known to man.Ā
James laughs wildly as they race against Regulus to get to the front door, Sirius cursing at the size of the house as they go, and once they reach the final set of stairs James hops on the bannister to slide down the the bottom.
Itās in vain, no matter how fun it was, because Regulus is already opening the door to a bored looking Remus. His expression changes dramatically when he sees the shit-eating grin on Regulusā face, along with a panting James who looks wild with his hair sticking up everywhere, and Sirius who is a third of the way down the steps and clinging to the bannister as if heās going to faint.Ā
āEr, is this a bad time?ā Remus asks, eyes darting between the three of them. He looks faintly amused.Ā
Sirius shouts, āYes, this is a terrible time, actually!āĀ
Just as Regulus croons, āThis is a wonderful time, Remus, do come in.ā
The younger boy practically drags him in and Siriusā eyes burn at the contact of their hands. James grins at Remus and brings him into a hug that is quickly reciprocated. āHey, Moony.ā
āJames, good to see you,ā Remus murmurs before he pulls away to stare at Sirius who still hasnāt moved from the stairs. Remus ignores the snickering from Regulus and walks towards him. āHi, Sirius.ā
Sirius feels as though heās going to faint. God, Remus is just so pretty. Heās all caramel hair and tan skin, scars from a childhood accident crossing from his eye, over his nose and to the corner of his lip, and Sirius hasnāt seen anyone as beautiful as him. Heās tall, towering over Sirius and making him feel as though he could be devoured in one bite. Sirius would let him. He would let Remus do anything he wanted, even if it meant consuming him whole.Ā
āRemus,ā he breathes, heart pounding as Remus offers his hand out to him and he takes it, letting Remus assist him in walking down the stairs.Ā
Once heās at the bottom he has to look up to meet Remusā eyes, crinkled and warm, and he still hasnāt let go of his hand. In fact, Remusā thumb is caressing his hand, the touch gentle and loving. Sirius is definitely going to faint.Ā
āSomething you wanted to tell me, sweetheart?ā Remus asks quietly, but it doesnāt matter because Regulus still hears it and fails to smother his laughter.Ā
Before James realises what heās doing, heās bringing one hand up to cup the boyās nape and the other presses firmly against his mouth, cutting any sounds off and muffling them under his large palm. Regulusā eyes flash with promise and danger, and James feels it dance along his skin like lightning. He doesnāt say anything as they continue to stare at each other, but itās okay because now Remus and Sirius can continue without Regulus teasing them.Ā
āNot here,ā Sirius sends a glare towards Regulus, who is paying him no mind now that James has his hands on him. āDo you want to go to the garden? Your flowers we planted are blooming. We can talk there.ā
Intertwining their fingers, Remus nods with a smile. āI would love to.ā
The two of them make their way towards the garden, but Sirius turns back at the last second, looking at James and Regulus who are still staring at one another. āJames? You okay, mate?ā
Snapping out of the haze, James flies away from Regulus as though heās been bitten. He has to look at his hand to check that Regulus didnāt actually nip him. The boy sends that infuriatingly hot smirk his way, like he knows every dirty thing that James has ever thought about him, and James can feel himself beginning to sweat.Ā
āYeah, Iām fine,ā James responds, voice abnormally high pitched. āThink Iām going to go and play video games in your room.ā
āAlright, mate! Have fun,ā Sirius chirps before heās dragging a sappy looking Remus along with him.Ā
The silence in the foyer is so loaded that James thinks he could fire a gun with it. Heās instantly brought back to half an hour ago when he was in the bathroom, steam clouding his judgement and Regulus leaning back against the wall, water dripping down his lithe body looking like the figment of Jamesā wildest dreams and worst intentions.Ā
Itās clear to him now, he wants to do the dirtiest, most filthy things to Regulus.Ā
Itās also clear that he canāt do them without possibly ruining his friendship with Sirius, so he nods once to Regulus and attempts to make his way back upstairs. Regulusā voice stops him like a sirenās call, and James is but a lowly sailor lost at sea and begging for a miracle. āWouldnāt you rather play with me, James?ā
Itās all he can do not to groan aloud. āRegulus,ā he strains, voice tight.
āItās okay,ā Regulus purrs, stalking forward like a predator until his front is up against Jamesā back. The older boy sucks in a sharp breath. āI know you want to, James. Just let go. Give in to me.ā
The thought is so tempting. All James wants to do is turn around and press his lips to Regulusā in a smouldering kiss. He wants to walk him backwards until heās shoving Regulus harshly into a wall, licking his way into the boyās mouth and pressing a thigh against his crotch.Ā
James whines at the thought, and he canāt even bring himself to be embarrassed at the sound when he feels Regulus smirk against his neck. He gasps when Regulusā lips brush the sensitive skin of his neck, āRegulus.ā
āI know you want me, James,ā Regulus taunts, his naughty fingers brushing against Jamesā hips. āTurn around. You can have me.ā
Itās the press of his soft lips against his neck that forcibly pulls James from the moment, eyes snapping open so quickly that he doesn't recall ever closing them. He practically jumps away from Regulus, the laughter that bubbles from his throat sounding more hysterical and breathless by the second.
He doesnāt turn around as he shouts, āHave to go! Great to see you again, Reg!ā
James makes it two floors up in record speed, diving into Siriusā double bed and groaning loudly. He ignores the aching problem in his trousers and tries to think of anything else. Itās a while before he can bring himself to unbury himself from the pillows of Siriusā bed and actually play a game like he said.Ā
All he can think about is that he would much rather be playing with Regulus and how he wonāt allow himself to.Ā
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Itās the middle of the night, sometime past one oāclock, and James is wide awake.
After heād spent most of the day playing video games alone, Sirius and Remus had entered his bedroom with matching grins and shiny red lips. James took one look at them before he lept up from the bean bag and pulled them both into a tight hug. He took great pleasure in telling both of them that he knew their feelings were reciprocated and that sitting watching them both pine was beyond painful, but that heās happy theyāre together now.Ā
Sirius looked incredibly put off that James had kept the secret from him, because they donāt do secrets, which in turn made James feel guilty because he was keeping his secret desires for his brother from him. James tries to reason with himself that heās keeping it from him for his own good. After all, it isnāt like James is going to act on his feelings, so itās never going to come to light. James is going to die with this secret.Ā
Remus looked pleased at the news that James had kept his secret, and James had pouted at him because really, Moony? Do you have such little faith in me? Remus had rolled his eyes and pulled James into his side.Ā
They spent the rest of the day talking about everything and anything, as they so usually do, but this time it was more geared towards Sirius and Remus and their endless yearning for one another. They played video games and spoke of the literature Remus was currently reading that James took an interest in. He'd recently read Pride and Prejudice and loved it, so Remus was giving him more recommendations every day.Ā
Once their conversation featured more yawning than words, Sirius had dragged the two of them into his bed and snuggled up facing Remus, pulling James close behind him and sighing in content when both boys wrapped their arms around his middle. Remus rolled his eyes at him before getting comfortable, a small yet happy smile on his face. James had snuggled right in, comforted by the familiar smell of Siriusā shampoo and Remusā cologne.Ā
He thought heād sleep through the night soundly, but he was wrong.Ā
So now he lies awake on his back, staring at the ceiling because if he doesnāt then heāll end up staring at the way Remus and Sirius are curled perfectly into one another like puzzle pieces. At some point, Sirius had turned around and Remus had pulled him tightly into the curve of his body, his face burying into Siriusā neck almost possessively.Ā
James hadnāt felt like he was particularly welcome after that.Ā
He sighs dramatically, very happy for his friends but unable to stop the loneliness from creeping in. Fidgeting, he tries to get comfortable but ultimately he knows that itās going to take a while for him to fall asleep again, if he ever will. Once heās had enough of pretending to sleep, James carefully lifts the blanket from his body and sneaks out of the bed, cautious not to wake his two friends up in the process.Ā
He shuffles from the bed, careful not to stand on the floorboards that squeak or trip over the bean bags he knows they didnāt tidy up. Having been to Siriusā house since he moved in years ago, treating it as his second home, James knows all the spots in the house that make noises, like the spot just in front of Siriusā bedroom door, the fifth and eighth step in the staircase up to Regulusā floor, and the three in a row on the staircase down to the kitchen. James hops over those but miscalculates due to his tiredness and accidentally steps on the third one.Ā
He winces as he pauses, waiting to hear the telltale sign that someone has woken up, and breathes a sigh of relief when he doesnāt hear anything. The house is still slumbering, as James wishes he was, which heās thankful for because little Dora is a nightmare when she gets woken up. James completely understands because he, too, gets incredibly grumpy if heās woken up randomly in the night. Sirius jokes that itās the only time he isnāt a ray of sunshine.Ā
Manoeuvring his way quietly down the rest of the stairs, James pads into the kitchen and goes about getting himself a glass of water. He thinks he could find his way around this kitchen even if he was drunk, blindfolded and under some temporary spell of amnesia.Ā
Leaning against the counter, James admires the way the moon shines in through the windows. Itās full, James having to squint to make sure it is actually a full moon, and it looks ethereal sitting in the dark blue of the midnight sky. Looking up at it, James wonders if the moon ever gets lonely hanging in the sky by itself and he canāt help but feel like the moon sometimes. Itās surrounded by glistening stars and yet it is still alone, shining brightly. James wonders if it has a favourite star.
James sure does.Ā
A creak that sounds very similar to the one James caused on the stairs earlier interrupts his train of thought. He waits with bated breath to see who heās going to have to have an awkward midnight conversation with and prays it isnāt Remus or Sirius, because he doesnāt know how to tell them that sharing a bed with them makes him feel lonely.Ā
Heās saved from that conversation when his favourite star walks through the archway.Ā
Regulus is as beautiful at night as he is in the day, only now heās softened by sleep and looking deliciously rumpled. His pale skin gleams in the moonlight making him look like his namesake and James just wants to bask in his glow for the rest of his life.
Heās wearing the smallest shorts known to man, so little as they ride up his creamy thighs that James thinks they look more like underwear. Perhaps they are, but Jamesā brain has melted from his head and heās now trying to operate without one. All he can manage to do is stare at Regulus unblinkingly. The boy still hasnāt noticed James as he shuffles in the kitchen, one hand combing through his dark hair, which gives the older boy more time to ogle.Ā Ā
Besides the tiny shorts, Regulus is wearing a dark green crop top, a colour that too closely resembles his bath towel and James feels his face heat at the memory. His perfectly toned stomach is on display, showcasing his lithe figure and James is so tempted to give in to his desires and mark that skin. He wants to see the indents from his teeth littered all over that body.
But James is a gentleman and a good friend. He will not maul Regulus. He will not even entertain the idea.Ā
His luck runs out when he takes a rather large gulp of water and Regulusā eyes snap to him immediately. He doesnāt do anything for a second, other than halt in his tracks with groggy eyes, but then heās moving towards James with the determination of a snake waiting to strike. James knows that these animals have the patience to wait it out until the very best moment and he has no doubt that Regulus is willing to do just that.Ā
Eyes shining with promise and pleasure, Regulus stops a few feet in front of James. āFancy seeing you here.ā
James raises an eyebrow, looking more confident than he feels. āWeāre in your house. Itās not really much of a surprise, is it?ā
Humming, Regulus makes his way to the fridge to pour himself a glass of milk. Setting the carton down on the counter, he reaches up to grab a glass from the cabinet. James watches the way his cropped top rises even more, the hint of a pink nipple teasing him and he places the glass of water down before he does something stupid like drop it.Ā
He pours the milk into the glass, places the carton back in the fridge and then leans back against the counter, looking at James intensely. Theyāre further apart now, but the atmosphere in the kitchen is so delicate, so loaded that James feels like theyāre trapped in a box together. He can smell Regulus from where he leans against the sink. He smells like seduction and ruin.
āI just assumed youād be fast asleep with your boyfriend and his boyfriend.ā
James rolls his eyes. āSirius is not my boyfriend.ā
Raising the glass of milk to his lips, Regulus shrugs. āCould have fooled me with all that kissing I heard earlier.ā
āAre you jealous, Regulus?ā James prods, knowing itās likely to stir up something he canāt entertain but unable to stop himself. Maybe itās because theyāre here together in the dead of night under a full moon that James feels as though he might give into the insanity calling his name.Ā
When he lowers the glass thereās a little drop of milk sitting in the corner of his lips and James thinks heās going to go crazy if he doesnāt lick it right now. Regulus places the glass down on the counter and stalks over to James very slowly, slinky and sensual like a cat. āYou know I am, James.ā
James feels his breathing quicken as Regulus doesnāt stop until heās face to face with him, nose to nose like Regulus doesnāt realise how badly heās affecting him right now. Or maybe he does and he doesnāt care. Maybe this is what he wanted all along.Ā
Regulus places his hands either side of James, effectively caging him in and ceasing any escape that James may attempt to make. He whispers into the quiet, tension filled space between them, Jamesā shaky breathing the only sound other than his voice. āMaybe now you wonāt run away from me, baby.ā
āRegulus,ā James breathes, bumping his nose against Regulusā as the younger boy toys with him, bringing his face closer to Jamesā as though heās going to kiss him and then pulling away again. āWe canāt do this.ā
Smirking at the already worked up state, Regulus stares into Jamesā hooded brown eyes. āWe can. Just let go, James. I know you want this. Why not just give in?ā
Speaking hushedly, Jamesā eyes flutter against his will, breathless at the intensity of the silver eyes staring him down. āI canāt. Sirius would never forgive me.ā
Regulus groans quietly, hands flexing where theyāre gripping the counter. āSirius has nothing to do with this.ā
āYouāre his brother, Regulus. And Iām his best friend. Iām not meant to feel what I do for his younger brother.ā
āAnd what is it that you feel, James?ā Regulus asks, one hand sneaking along the counter to rest at Jamesā hip. āTell me, what do you feel for me? Is it platonic?ā James whines softly and shakes his head. Regulus continues, āTell me, James. Tell me what you want.ā
āI want to ruin you,ā James breathes passionately, his already weak resolve crumbling pathetically. āI feel like every time Iām near you Iām going to go insane because all I want to do is reach out and kiss you. I want to consume you whole. I want to do every wicked, filthy thing Iāve ever thought about and let you do even worse to me. When I saw you in the bathroom I wanted nothing more than to join you in that shower and fuck you against the wall. Regulus, I dream of you and nothing else.ā
Regulusā breath hitches and he fails to stifle the moan that threatens to leave his throat at the dirty words James says to him. He canāt help the way his hips stutter forward and press into Jamesā, their bodies aligned against the counter top. āFuck, James. I want that too. I want it all.ā
āBut thatās not all,ā James gasps at the feeling of hardness that rocks into his own. āI want to stay up talking to you about everything and nothing. I want to sleep in your bed and pull you into my arms as we fall asleep. I want you to explain the essay youāre writing for your literature degree and all the books you love. I want to impress you with my knowledge of Pride and Prejudice so much that you kiss me. I want to go on walks with you, have picnics and lick every insult from your lips as you berate me for being sappy and idiotic. I want you to be mine not just for the night but forever.ā
āJames,ā Regulus responds before heās crashing his lips to Jamesā, moaning in delight as the older boy responds instantly, his hands coming up to cup Regulusā jaw. He mumbles into Jamesā mouth, āYou fucking idiot, Iāve been in love with you since I was fifteen.ā
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(part two?)
#jegulus#james potter#regulus black#james x regulus#regulus x james#starchaser#sunseeker#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#remus x sirius#sirius x remus#dead gay wizards#marauders#the marauders#writing#modern au#harry potter#marauders fandom#the marauders fandom
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Hi my tumblr name is arianatwycross (this is not my real name but you may call me A or Ari) I'm a pommy that lives in Australia, I have a golden retriever that owns my heart and I'm addicted to cheesy romance novels.
I write mostly Jily but have been known to delve into Romione and am dipping my toe in some wolfstar!
last updated 18.03.24
Jily
Multi-chapters:
The Process of Wanting- University Muggle AU / Jily-microoops March prompts
Headlines - Muggle AU / Popstar James
once upon a dream - WIP Hogwarts AU / Lily has a crush
To send or not to send? - (Two Parts) 2023 April Jily Challenge / Theme: Letters, Notes and Texting
A (not so) bad day - (Two Parts) - Hogwarts idiots in love
We'll be a fine line -WIP a chapter a day for jilytober 2022 / a muggle au
Only for the Summer -WIP Rated E / Muggle Job AU / Friends to Lovers
Beach Reading - Ā Rated T. July 2022 Jily Challenge / Theme: Summer Prompt: āi really, really need this summer job, so please stop distracting me with your wiles/good looks. youāre going to get me firedā
The Art of Fake Dating - WIP written with @vertraymer / For the Mixed Up Writer Fest 2022 / Prompt: Fake dating AU!
Unlearnable - WIP, Rated M. Muggle AU. Angst.
Strawberry Lipstick State of Mind - Rated E. Canon. Seventh Year.
Just a touch - Rated E
Teenage Kicks - Rated E / Celeb AU with minor wolfstar
you are the sun - Rated M (Three-parts) Muggle AU/Secret Relationship
One Shots:
Skinny Dipping Part 1 - a jilymicrofic
Just the two of us - Hogwarts / Forced proximity, Hurt/Comfort
A Sweet Meet Cute - Muggle AU, small town romance
A romance of their own - Jily Valentine Gift Exchange 2023 / Celeb AU
Wet, Cold & Bothered - Rated M / 2022 Jily Challenge December Christmas challenge; prompt: Snowball fights
Muggle Christmas Traditions - Rated G/ 2022 December Christmas Jily Challenge. Prompt: The night before Christmas
The One Where Remus Has no Filter - Rated G. Jily Challenge December Christmas challenge
a year and 22 days - Rated T. Summer of Jily 2022 / lyric: all that I know is you caught me at the right time ā"golden hour" (kacey musgraves) Scenario: late evening with friends in the garden
The One Where Petunia Can't Drive - April JilyChallenge / Meet uglies + prompt "i hit you with my car/broom and was the only one to visit you in the hospital"
two fools - Rated T / Feb 2022 Jily Challenge romance theme + prompt " āItās not like I've thought about kissing you, or anythingā¦ā
Shut up & Kiss me - Rated M / December Jily Challenge, Winter theme. Muggle AU
Crush Phase - Rated T. Muggle AU
A Year Later - Rated M / Jily Challenge August 2021 . Muggle AU
consciously unaware - Rated GA / Jilytober 2021 bingo (5 prompts in one). Canon, friends to lovers.
Say my name - Rated M. Canon.
Romione
Multi-chapters:
Backseat Rider - Rated T / Muggle AU
One Shots:
Willow - Rated GA. Written for M.Windsor for the 2021 HP Romione Discord Secret Santa!
Itās better In the front seatā¦ - Rated M (Backseat Rider One shot)
Confessions - Rated E / Canon
Books & Freckles - Rated T
Nobody Compares - Rated T / Muggle AU, professional football player Ron
Wolfstar
Skinny Dipping Part 2 - a wolfstarmicrofic
Teenage Kicks Spinoff coming soon!
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Stairs - a wolfstar microfic
April 13 - Royal AU - 299 words
@wolfstarmicrofic
The tinkling laughter startled Prince Remus. Wasnāt the foreign Prince afraid he would be heard? They were not supposed to be out of their chambers this late.
āWhat do you mean, you donāt know any secret passageways? Havenāt you lived here your whole life? I just got here and Iāve already found some.ā
Remus stared at fair skin and ebony waves. Sirius sure looked like a Prince. Maybe even more so than Remus himself could ever do. But from the day his family were taken in as war refugees from the neighbouring kingdom Remus had doubted if he really was one.
Whit their parents present he appeared impeccable. But when not he would act silly or blow kisses at Remus, who had no idea how to respond.
āCome on, Iāll show you one. These stairs lead to a tower perfect for looking at the stars.ā
āStairsā¦ā Remus hesitated, āwouldā¦ would you hold my hand?ā
āOh, you want to turn this into a romantic date, then?ā
āN-noā, Remus' cheeks heated, āI justā¦ I have never claimed stairs alone. Thereās always a servant holding my hand so I donāt trip.ā
āYouāre joking?ā
Remus shook his head.
āLook at me. YouĀ canĀ walk up a few flights of stairs. Iāll be right beside you.ā
Remus didnāt want to disappoint those stormy grey eyes that looked at him with so much confidence. He took one step and then another. He didnāt trip. Soon they reached the half-open platform Prince Sirius had mentioned.
The star-speckled sky really took Remus' breath away.
Looking into the eyes of the smiling boy beside him Remus began to wonder what other things he had never considered doable that in reality were. And if there was more to life than excelling in his studies and seeing his parents pleased.
#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#sirius black#remus lupin#remus x sirius#sirius Ć remus#prince sirius#prince remus#confident sirius#shy remus
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Here are some random relationships dynamics between James, Peter, Sirius, Remus, & Lily that I think would be interesting/fun to explore!!!
These are really just for fun, if anyone likes any of these though and wants to run with it, I would love to see š«£
Jilypad where Sirius & Lily dated for a short time in college, and then after James & Lily get married, James is reunited with his childhood friend Sirius...
Remus & Peter college roommates to friends to lovers
Famous Sirius starts dating a very anxious Remus who struggles with crowds
James and Sirius as doubles partners who are also hooking up, it's 100% impacting their game
Speaking of... Jilypad challengers au
We Live in Time au where Remus is Tobias and Lily is Almut
Remus & Sirius as childhood friends who are forbidden from seeing one another, but they have a secret forest hideout that they visit to see each other
Lily & Peter both crushing on the same girl, they pull a The Half of It and Lily writes Peter's love letters
Wolfstar one night stand where Remus thinks he's found the love of his life, and Sirius was planning on ghosting him
Remus badly injures his legs, needs physical therapy from the hot PT James
Dramatic love triangle between James, Remus, and Sirius
Sirius and Lily as debate team rivals that hook up
Lesbian James + himbo Peter friendship combo
Sirius and James as college exes + Sirius turns out to be Harry's kindergarten teacher
Mermaid Remus + Pirate Sirius
The Pacifier AU but it's Sirius with Harry + the Weasleys
Sirius and Peter as the mistake that keeps being made
How to lose a guy in just 10 days but it's Lily and Sirius
Remus is in love with Lily, Sirius is in love with James: Remus and Sirius work together to break them up and become besties/ fall in love in the process
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WOLFSTAR X READER SERIES
Gilded Constellations | THE INTERLUDE
Series Masterlist | Previous episode
Summary: You meet Sirius and Regulus at a family vacation in the Caribbean, but things don't go as planned and you end up losing contact once the trip is over. Years later your family moves to England and you get accepted at Hogwarts where you finally meet Sirius once again, along with all of his friends. One of them with a mysterious secret, that you'll uncover as you embark on your own Hogwarts adventure. This IS a wolfstar x reader fic, but it's incredibly slow burn. They won't start all dating each other until we're very deep into the story, but I promise the long wait will be worth it.
Hey Lovelies, welcome to āThe Interludeā of Gilded Constellations. Weāve basically already gotten to 100 k words in this story and thatās absolutely insane!!! Which is why I thought of doing a little thing where I could interact with my readers. As a thank you for being there and supporting me so much through this journey.Ā
And soā¦ this little Q&A was born. Those who didn't get to ask their questions, donāt worry my darlings, my ask will be open all week for you to ask whatever you want. Itās a mini event that will last from today ātill next wednesday.Ā
But yes, it does mean this week we wonāt get a new chapter D:Ā
Donāt worry, it will definitely be worth it since the next couple of episodes are two that Iāve put absolute extra care on crafting, and I will put just as much care on revising. Iāve been quite literally posting non stop for 15 weeks consecutively. Thatās almost 4 months, what?!?!Ā
I needed my tiny lil break, besides I wanted to dedicate this bit of time to work on my Maraudween Special smutty series that will include some interesting mini AUs, so those that read my other stuff and not just Gilded Constellations will be quite literally treated this Halloween. There will be a lot of posts these next few weeks. Although, I might be releasing some of the Maraudween stories at the beginning of November. Unfortunately, Iām not a machine and I canāt write in seconds like Chat GPT.Ā
Without further ado, letās get on with those questions!
Where did you get the inspo for the fic?
Oh my god if I tell you guys about thisā¦ It all started when I was in class, sometimes when Iām bored, my little mind starts to wander. Iām a total daydreamer, I canāt deny that, but at that moment in particular I was quite literally thinking of nothing and everything at the same time. And then, out of nowhere, this phrase came to me:Ā
āYou look at them the same way you looked at me when we metā¦āĀ
And I was like, āomg thatās so freaking angstyā and āThatās a great freaking line for a poly storyā And I quite literally wrote it down with a little tag that said, ā-the start of a poly relationship story because Iāve never read enough of those.āĀ
And then I closed the notebook and went back to class. But I guess the idea had already set in my brain because next thing I know, Iām writing down more things down. And let me tell you, before Gilded Constellations I only wrote Oneshots because a story seemed like too much commitment. So I kid you not, I wrote down:Ā
āNot a short story, but maybe a 3-5 chapter long ficā.Ā
Jokes on me though, weāre 15 chapters in, like 20-something written and weāre probably going to end up with longer than 200k words and Iām not even sorry about it. Besides, I'm really pumped to finish it because I want to get it printed in Lulu and have my own little copy as a āDamn you wrote that.ā kind of evidence thing. So worry not about being left with an unfinished fic, Iām going to complete this story even if itās the last thing I do.Ā
Besides, if Iām being honest, when Iām not writing, I miss my boys, so Iāll definitely miss passing the time with them when Iām done with GC. (Luckily Iāve already got another series planned and spoiler alert: This one will be Poly!Marauders x reader, a lot spicier aaaand, PIRATES.)Ā
Thatās how the fic started, well that and a dream that was basically most of Chapter 3 and I thought it was so cute that I wrote it down and then I was like, āhold up, this could be the start of the Poly story I was talking aboutā¦āĀ
Are there any real-life experiences that influenced your writing?
Well I mean, Iād say that art imitates life and life imitates art, but in regards to real-life romance I donāt really know that much. But there are definitely some things here and there that have been sprinkled from my real life into the fic. Not sure if I could think of a particular one but I can say sometimes Remus gives me the same vibe that a boy I āused toā have a crush on. āUsed toā in quotation marks because I kinda still do even if we havenāt seen each other in years.Ā
So I guess a lot of Remus comes from my crush, but also Remus is his own little boy as well and I love him more for it. Even If Iām torturing him so much with his heartache, I promise it will be worth it Remus, reader and Sirius will take care of you, eventually.Ā
Other than that, I guess I like to pay attention to things around me, youāll see me looking at nature, the sky, the way leaves move, the way people interact with each other. Especially at that actually, I like to pay attention to people, how they move, how they interact, and their reactions. Sometimes I do it irl, and sometimes I just watch movies or series, and since my writing process is like seeing a movie in my head and then putting it into words, itās always useful to pay attention to the world around me. Even if I sometimes struggle to put into words exactly what Iām seeing in my head.Ā Ā
Did you already have everything planned, or did you just go with the flow? If you have already, how far? all of it? Or just some chapters ahead?Ā
Well, yes and no. I do have various key points of the story planned, a lot of plot points that are going to happen and thatās kinda what Iām sustaining myself on. I know the big points and then I just have to write what happens in between them. And Iāve got it planned all the way ātill my babes all start dating. After that, if Iām honest Iām not sure how Iām going to end it. Some parts of me want to go for the saddest ending possible because it would go along with cannon and the other side of me, the one that canāt bear to see my boys being sad, wants to just deviate completely and/or leave an open ending.Ā
But so far, I really cannot tell what exactly Iām going to do, I just know that time will tell. Because sometimes the characters just do what they want and I love to see where they take me. Which is why the ending is not set in stone just yet.Ā
Without giving too many spoilers, can you tease upcoming plot twists or surprises we can expect in future chapters?
My sly little foxes have already guessed some of the major plot twists that are upcoming in the story. And there definitely will come some surprises along the way, some you will love, some you wonāt so much. But I promise you it will all be worth it!Ā
Remember in Gilded Constellations, everything happens for a reason.Ā
THE FANCAST
What's your fancast for the fic? Did you pick the reader too or just leave it be? //Ā I wanted to know if you have a fancast for everyoneā¦
I did mention that I basically see stuff as a movie in my head right? So yes, I do have a fancast! Although I most definitely see James as Aaron, Sirius as Ben, Remus as Andrew and Peter as Dane, I have also twisted them in my brain. Like itās them, right? But my version of them. Like my Sirius is so fucking ethereal in my head that sometimes I myself blush with his beauty. And Remus, well, he is probably most similar to Talita Asamiās from instagram. Especially this one.Ā
Thereās something about the way she contrasts his soft features with the scars thatās just perfect. Itās that sexy pirate vibe I cannot get out of my head, if that makes sense.Ā But also Iāve been toying with AI lately (Talkie) and ended up with these two versions of Remus and Sirius and they have absolutely taken over.Ā
Sidenote: I made way to many of these, so do tell me if you wanna see them.
The reader: Uhmā¦ well, I kind of just see her as me, hehe. Which is kind of the point, you should all just see the reader as yourselves, if youāre comfortable with that of course.Ā
The rest of our babies though? Lily Evans, Marlene and Mary, are kind of like the boys as in I see them as their fancast but also not entirely. And Lily especially, sheās just so freaking pretty in my head, thereās no one I know to match her, all thought Sophie Skelton and Kennedy Walsh (@/c4tluvr666 on Tiktok) are super close.Ā
Now, outside of canon characters, aka all of these OCās Iāve been creating with time, some of them do have a fancast and some of them donāt. Letās focus on the ones that do, because some of them I literally had in my head since the very, very beginning of the fic.Ā
Tom Harrow- This boy actually started as a younger version of Tom Hiddleston in my head, but the more I wrote him, the more he said, āLuv, thatās not what I look like!ā And, almost out of nowhere, baby Tom Hiddleston became Rober Sheehan, and let me tell you, it stuck. And it stuck so bad there is no way I could see Tom as anything other than Rob. Especially with his role as Klaus in Umbrella Academy having a rather similar personality in the entire open-minded spectrum that heās got going on. And, talking about teasers, this boy is actually going to be a key point on the romance between our golden throuple to develop, so keep an eye out for him. I love him so much tbh.Ā Ā
Then weāve got Beth Doxon, this girl is my wifey, I freaking love Beth so much and if youāve been paying attention you may already know who I based her off, at least in looks. Itās Anya Taylor Joy as Beth Harmon in Queenās Gambit, redhead queen (can you tell I really, really like redheads?) . Also thatās why she has such a strong character, even if my Beth is a lot more of a Party Animal than the original character.Ā
Alexander Wood in my head is just a carbon copy of his son Oliver, but in Hufflepuff, and the rest of the Quidditch teams, Iāve got a good idea of what they look like in my head, but not really a fan cast for them. Suggestions accepted.Ā
Well, except for Minho Yun, since his role in the story is going to be as a pretty strong supporting character, in fact, he was meant to be somewhat of an alt love interest that was going to help build Siriusā jealousy, but in the end, I decided to completely scrap that to further develop him as a character. Some interesting things that youāll actually learn on the GC Halloween special. Oh, and Minho is actually based on Sang Heon Lee (on looks) and Ki Hong Lee (on character, specifically on his role in Maze Runner). Had I based Minho on the character of Sang Heon Lee who inspired him, we would have way too many slutty boys in the same room, with Tom and Sirius and him, Itād be chaos, which is why he ended up being a little shier.Ā
Nox, Neil and Todd, literally are just Nox, Neil and Tod from De*d Poets Society. I was rewatching the movie to nail that boy friend group interactions and to get in the Dark Academia Vibes and I wanted to give my boys a happy ending.Ā
Also Neil just gives me the most massive Prongs vibe I cannot.
And lastly, thereās Nina Blythe. Nina to me is a totally angelic girl, Iāve got a very vivid picture of what she looks like in my head but I donāt really have a fancast for her. Maybe a little bit like Aurora (the singer), in regards to her soft features, but Nina has longer hair and itās a little wavy. I kind of think of her as a girl from a Renaissance painting, emphasis on girl, since she is supposed to look younger than she is. Any ideas for a fancast? For her and for anyone I missed, Iām completely open to your suggestions.Ā
THE TEACHERS
Professor Nightshade is definitely Eva Green from Miss Peregrine or Jessica Chastain from Crimson Peak. Sheās got that tall,Ā regal and dark but elegant vibe to her that is just so freaking gorgeous and awe-inspiring. I totally have a crush on Seraphina, can you tell?Ā
Professor Aurelius Spellman is kind of inspired by Kingsley Shackelbolt. However, if I had to cast someone for the role it would be Djimon Hounsou, he has that attractive and rough vibe to him. Like scary, demanding but also alluring things going on, heās just got the magician type I suppose.Ā
This oneās going to be silly, but I canāt imagine Kettleburn as anyone other than Gobber the Belch from HTTYD, like, take away the horned helmet and give him a pointy hat, and boom, Kettleburn ladies and gentlemen. Down to the messy personality, honestly.Ā
And Donovan Pendragon (the teacher for Magical Theory) I feel like he isnāt mentioned enough, because I literally had no idea what his name was even going to be and I just left a line for it until I was editing the chapter before posting. So he doesnāt really have a cast. Heās caucasian in my head, but thatās about all Iāve got from him. Any ideas?Ā
Do you have any headcanons for any of the characters and their relationship that you havenāt talked about in the story?Ā
REMUS: Well I feel like this one has been talked about several times in the story but Remus being a beast in bed? I feel like everyone loves to tease him about it in the castle but to me, heās also a total soft boy? Like especially the first time, I feel like heās going to be so overwhelmed by both Sirius and Reader that he will basically just melt in the hands of his lovers.Ā
SIRIUS: Smitten little puppy of my life.Ā
SIRIUS AND REMUS: Theyāve totally kissed in the past. At least once, and Remus still dreams about it. Sirius, wellā¦ maybe heāll get some memories of it every now and then.
READER: My girl thinks sheās so freaking smart and yet is the most oblivious to her own feelings; she could be considered an idiot. Sheās also so selfless it hurts, but like literally. Also, she loves flirting with Sirius way too much. Still, they definitely will need Rem in their relationship because there is no self-preservation sense when her personality is just as chaotic as our Puppy. Side note: Remus will 100% blush when she starts flirting with him in the same way he does with Sirius. And letās not talk about what a tomato he will be when Sirius does it as well.Ā
PETER: He kinda disliked the reader at first, especially since he felt like she was taking away his friends, but eventually he warmed up to her, and loves their friendship.Ā
LILY: She enjoyed the kiss with Reader, and it made her realize sheās totally bi, because she also enjoyed the kiss with James.Ā
TOM: My boy is clever as hell and he knows a lot more than he lets on. Also, he secretly ships the golden throuple.Ā
BETH: Sheās Tomās bestie and she knows a lot of things too. She will also ignite chaos with the ultimate goal of being Gryffindor Towerās own cupid. Do you think what happened at Marleneās Party was a coincidence?Ā
REGG: My beautiful Reggie is still sad about the incident. Heās still trying to find a way to reconnect with you and it pains him that you think heād rat you out. Even then, he values the fact that you are with Sirius and that youāre helping him through everything thatās been going on, especially since he saw how red Siriusās eyes were when he left the Blackās house with a trunk in hand sobs stuck in his throat. Reg cried like a baby that night, just wishing for time to go by as fast as possible so he could go back to school and see his big brother again. (Iām so sorry for that guys).
MINHO: Has a secret crush and you would not believe me if I told you who it was.Ā
NINA: Has a secret crush and some of you have probably already guessed who it is.Ā
DAMOCLES: You donāt know him yet but omg heās just so clever, thank you Kles for existing.
And let's be honest, I totally have a bunch more of this but I think this is way more than enough, for nowā¦
Out of all the chapters so far, whatās been your favorite?
This is too fucking hard to decide. But If I had to choose my top three, and in no order in particular, Iād say, for the released ones:Ā Ā
Fooled around and Fell in Love
Because, can we talk about the kiss scene? I feel like this one will come back bite my kiddos in the back so they finally realize what they actually fucking need.Ā
Do YaĀ
Iām a total sucker for Sirius, what can I tell ya? But also the flying scenes were so much fun to write, totally an adventure to go through, still among my favs.Ā
Maybe Iām amazedĀ
āDo you like Golf?āĀ
From the unreleased episodes:Ā
Tonightās What It Means To Be Young
The calm before the storm. Or is it the storm before the storm?Ā
Bad Moon RisingĀ
The FUCKING storm. But also one of my favorite things Iāve ever written. I think I like action scenes a little too much.
*** On The Run
The storm continues. But also, the calm after the storm.
Do you have a playlist that you always listen to when you're writing?Ā
Not a specific playlist, but I have been listening to a lot of ā70s rock. Things like Queen, Bowie, Boston, Foreigner,Ā Kansas, Fleetwood Mac, Nazareth, The Police and some others. All of them help me get in the mood for writing. At least in the mood of the era, if that makes sense.
Aside from the ā70s classics, Iāve also been listening to a lot of Lord Huron, Hozier, and Aurora (I sort of discovered her recently and Iām obsessed with some of her songs). Also some of The Killers, Dotan and Vian Izak sprinkled here and there. Bastille and Imagine Dragons are always and forever so of course they wouldnāt be missing from my list.Ā
But when Iām struggling, like really struggling with writing, then I go to this Best Instrumental playlist, where they have everything from the Narnia and Peter Pan 2003 soundtracks to Vivaldi and Ghibli.Ā It really does help with the concentration.Ā
How long for the guys to understand that they fancy each other?Ā
Well, when you say the guys do you mean Sirius and Remus? āCause then itās not thaaaaaat far away from now. Now from then to them all dating, wellā¦
I know Remus kind of struggles with feelings, and probably even more now that Sirius and the reader are together. But when he's gonna say "hey, can I come in?" š lol I just want them together so baaaad!
Ahahahahahaha, Well thatās not exactly how itās gonna go, but itāll happen sometime after Christmas.
After wolfstar and the reader get together, the fic will end? or we're gonna have a lot of them together to compensate for the agony? š„ŗ
Iām not sure about the ending yet, but Iām definitely going to add so much fluff of the three of them together that youāre all gonna get cavities. Also, Iāve been writing The 5 Senses and the Halloween special (that might be finished until after Halloween) to practice for the spice, so Iām def compensating for the agony.Ā
Also, I kind of want to explore the social implications of being in a throuple, of making that public in the `70s. Seems like a whole lotta issue bringer that kinda interests meā¦ Sorry, youāre not completely getting rid of the angst even when theyāre all together.Ā
I donāt remember if I already asked you about this, but as a Regulusā wife, I need to know. He'll come back, right? She will talk with him and he will be able to explain everything to her? I need this, I really need this! I can leave without this closing. THEY NEED TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN!
Your husband is safe with me. I promise. Iām not gonna say itās gonna be very soon, but he will be safe because I love baby Reggie and I too canāt stand him being mistreated either.Ā
Not a question. I just want to say that I really love this story. It's one of my favorites, and I just put it on my masterlist for how much I love it.
Aww shut up, I love you so much <3
Will we have some Sirius jealousy? āCause I'm really interested in that. Oooh... will he notice that Reader and Remus are... more than friends before they even know it? I dunno, he's just oblivious about everything around him.Ā
Funny that you ask, yes we will have a lot of Jealous!Sirius, in fact, itās a huge part of how the throuple will develop. And you will have it so soon, even if itās not exactly what you expect it to be. I canāt wait for next week!
And in regards to noticing, wellā¦ Sirius is not going to be the most oblivious about his own feelings in this story. I meanā¦ not always.
Are there any particular scenes or moments in your story that were especially fun or challenging to write?
Well, Iām actually finding it a lot harder to write stuff atm, so Iād say the limbo between the Bad Moon Rising Arch and the next big thing thatās going to happen has been the hardest. Especially since Iām already going to get to a key point in which some shit is going to go down and Iām still not sure how bad and angsty I want to make it. Donāt worry, our golden throuple will be alright butā¦
In regards to fun, I must say the parties are some of my favorites, Potion Pong was incredibly fun to write ācause I literally transported myself to it and it was like actually living it, even if it was in my head. Also the flying scenes, theyāre always fun to write, the race was incredible tbh.Ā
I love to write the fun banter and the teasing too, it brings me joy. But I bet you could tell Iām one for the teasing from the very first chapters of Gilded Constellations.Ā
Nina fancies Reader, right? She does. I just need a yes. I already know that šĀ
( āāæĀ ā )
Can you share any behind-the-scenes trivia or Easter eggs that readers might not have noticed in your story?
I feel like thereās a lot of behind-scenes I shared so far but I guess I could share a few pics of my organization systems. Things likeā¦
Your schedule:Ā
The cover:
Some of you have already been theorizing about it too, you can look at some of those theories over here, and here, and also here.
Alt Covers I designed but weren't chosen:
Something you might not know:
GC is also available on Wattpad and AO3. The AO3 chapters usually drop like 30 minutes or an hour before Tumblr because it's easier to post there. And the Wattpad releases are actually way behind in comparison (there isn't much engagement over there).
Some Shots of my Plot notebook (0 spoilers):Ā
And also, have you noticed the special little thing in the names of the chapters?Ā 10 housepoints to whoever notices
I just thought of this, but what if we make a little housepont system and from things that you guys guess of the story you get housepoints and then we have a houseprice in the end? OMG I'd love to do this, if you're on tell me your house in the comments. So far Sytherin would have like 40 points just beacuse of dear @cometsghost and I'm not sure what is @blacksgarden house but they would also have like 40 pts.
How do you stay motivated and inspired to keep writing, especially in moments when you might experience writer's block?
It may or may not be healthy, but I just force myself to type? I never really have writerās block, rather Iād call it writerās overload. Itās when Iām running through so many possibilities in my head and I canāt pick which is the one I want to go through with. So I keep thinking about it and I donāt type. Which is why I just force myself to type, more often than not Iāll end up writing something I really like.Ā
And as for the motivation, honestly just getting to see my boys again. To be able to submerge back into Hogwarts, thatās enough motivation. I seriously get an urge to go back because I miss them. It's kinda crazy. Like I might be chilling at home and suddenly the thought āI wish I was at Hogwartsā crosses my mind, not even joking.Ā
The other motivation is finishing my book so I can get a printed version to place in my bookshelf and show it off. Not that anyone would know what it is, but Iād know, which is enough, hehe. And also to be a better writer, they say you should write every single day, which is kind of what Iām attempting to do with GC. By writing a chapter every week, I literally force myself to write every single day, even if just a couple of words.Ā
Can we have cute moments with Remus? uuuh, Will he be cute when she notices that she really likes him?
Yes! We can have all the cute moments with Remus. Even before they all notice theyāre into each other, weāre gonna have so many cute moments because even if Reader is dating Sirius I canāt leave my beautiful boy on the sidelines. Besides, how can I torture him if he doesnāt get a taste of how good it would be to be with them?Ā
What can readers look forward to in the next chapters, and do you have any long-term plans or goals for GCs development?
Angst. Donāt hate me for this. But also comfort, and some fun little adventures and then a bit more angst, heheā¦
Well, thatās the end of the questions I got sent ahead. Hope you enjoyed this rollercoaster of a Q&A. If you have any more, or if my answers have provoked further questions, then by all means, share them with me, Iād love to be able to interact with you a bit more.Ā
Love ya, Lily xx
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poly marauders take their princess shopping @loving-and-dreaming cuddling marauders @loving-and-dreaming picnic date by the lake w/ james potter @aresriot movie night w/ marauders @loving-and-dreaming poly marauders x rockstar r. @futurecorps3 study date at a cafe with remus and regulus @starchaser-lily modern college au w/ remus and sirius @aadapaadakaunpaada doing your make up with sirius @wicked-sprite-66 baking w/ the marauders @bxffy-sxmmers going to the bar w/ the marauders @prongsio halloween w/ the marauders @mooniethesimp31 hockey player james x figure skater reader @wicked-sprite-66 heroes in tattoos poly marauders @diputy swimming in the lake w/ the marauders @thisclose-to-arson mafia bosses jegulus x reader @3473-warrior remus fighter au @michealeamidalajedi poly marauders help set up your boho classroom @loving-and-dreaming poly marauders w/ chubby r. who loves pink @loving-and-dreaming
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not hers | sirius x vanessa @loving-and-dreaming his florist, her tattooist | sirius x lilly @somewereinthegalaxi when stars align | wolfstar x lola @futurecorps3 friendly competition | sirius x cassandra @cassandra-nerezza-black passing notes | remus x eryn @diputy
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(rq.) remus lupin | not so secret admirer prt.2 @jennieasfrance (rq.) poly marauders | filo cooking @lyne-lyne remus lupin | patience with an inexperienced gf @loving-and-dreaming poly marauders | princess shopping @loving-and-dreaming poly marauders | meeting their match in slytherin reader @valencia-rou remus lupin | first dance @loving-and-dreaming james potter | dancing in the rain @aresriot sirius black | opening up about family issues @loving-and-dreaming james potter | wizard and muggle magic @loving-and-dreaming james potter | husband, wife and baby take a bath @loving-and-dreaming sirius black | husband, wife and baby take a bath @loving-and-dreaming remus lupin | husband, wife and baby take a bath @loving-and-dreaming james potter | picking you up after work @klerity poly marauders | three to four @vampbloodbunny2
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what activity immediately calms me? who would i get along with in the marauders? my hobbies? what pets i want breakfast? lunch? dinner? my fav marauder, what got me into the marauders, how i got into writing and my motivation fav colour and aesthetic my dark interests and horror story reading recs
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which characters do u hc as jewish? and also would u like to elaborate. id love to hear more about ur hcs. <3
i just got jumpscared by more catholic trauma hcs so letās get into this!!!
i have three main jewish hcs that i care about very deeply and make content for primarily : those being remus , lily , and the black family ! (wolfstar invented jewish loveā¦..) however i do have other hcs i simply enjoy more passively : dorcas , hermione , lucius , occasionally marlene , and mary! i used to hc pandora as jewish but that was before she was a rosier to me and the rosiers are not jewish in my head but i might sway back towards it š¤
i have elaborated on jewish lily and the jewish black family in the past so perhaps it is remus lupinās turn ā¦.. remus is plagued by survivors guilt which i think is really added to by his jewish experience. we are a people who are raised to celebrate our survival and perseverance. i think this would make for an interesting storyline regarding remus and his complex relationship to religion after becoming the Sole Survivor in a way of his friend group ā¦. (obviously sirius is still alive but heās in azkaban so LOL) ā¦ i think in many ways remus would struggle with religion and find comfort in g-d at certain points and then pull back and be more questioning at others. āif there is a g-d he will have to beg for my forgiveness ā (if you use that specific quote for catholic trauma or whatever you should die and go to hell btw) ā¦. he is constantly alienated from the muggle world and viewed as a monster in the wizarding world. his story is very reminiscent to me of certain jewish stereotypes (secret shapeshifters who drink the blood of christian babies blah blah blah) and i think it could be very interesting to see remus battle w these preconceived notions of himself in two different worlds, begging to be understood and viewed as a person in each of them. i like to imagine lyall as a rabbi in many modern aus ! despite remusā battle w religion i think in the end he feels rlly connected to it and does pray actively and such : because i dislike the trope of religion always being traumatic and harmful especially with jewish characters in which our religion is consistently demonized by the public for evil practices ā¦. this is also why to me remus would only date / marry jewish people bc itās simply a custom! jewish wolfstar FTW!!!!!!!
my remus is mizrahi, my lily sephardic, and the black family is ashke as hellllllll yall seen them ā¦.. both of remusā parents r jewish and the black family whole is the most ancient and noble house of judaism, while my lily is patrilineal. i think her n petunia r half sisters and while lily is jewish petunia is not, which creates a divide in their relationship!!
in terms of who i think is actively religious : i think lily remus regulus andromeda and narcissa are , whilst sirius and bellatrix are not particularly , atleast not to the degree it matters to lily remus and regulus!
one of my favorite things abt my jewish hcs is the fact that james potter is just oddly surrounded by jewish people despite not being jewish ā¦.. he loves us fr ā¦ā¦. like all of his closest friends are jewish save for peter š its bc heās hindu fr like thatās cousin
but my most important jewish marauders thought is that there is another world out there in which hogwarts is a jewish boarding school and i think itās the timeline we all deserved ā¦.ā¤ļø
#i really do love being asked abt jewishness so much#my fave thing to talk abt always i love my faith and my culture and my community#marauders#marauders era#regulus black#rab#ivy answers#yap tag#james potter#remus lupin#lily evans#sirius black#andromeda black#bellatrix lestrange#bellatrix black#narcissa malfoy#narcissa black#andromeda thinks#jewish marauders tag#<- starting that now!
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all of my fics in one place for you <3
WIPs:
linger on your pale blue eyes: Nico di Angelo and Will Solace haven't spoken in years. The once best friends are only distant strangers after Will moved to Texas as a kid. Now, years later, Will has returned to work at the same amusement park as Nico.
Will they rekindle their friendship... or maybe something more? (solangelo, multi-chap)
because i liked a boy: James Potter is a well-known celebrity riding the high of his acting career. After breaking up with his longtime girlfriend and past co-star, Lily Evans, he enters a relationship with Regulus Black.
Chaos ensues. (jegulus, multi-chap)
sing your heart out: In a last-ditch effort to escape his parent's control before settling down at their finance firm, Regulus takes a leap of faith and auditions for The Voice, which will be coached by the four members of the Marauders. (jegulus, marylily, rosekiller, multi-chap)
boys don't cry: It all starts with a girl who doesn't know her name, a childhood board game, and the disappearance of Regulus Black.
or, the marauders if they existed in Stranger Things (jegulus, wolfstar, nobleflower + others, multi-chap)
every summer after (on hiatus): Regulus Black has never had friends, all except for his childhood best friend that moved away years ago. What will happen when said best friend turns back up as his roommate at summer camp?
or, a Bartylus childhood friends to lovers story told through each summer at camp and the letter correspondence between reg and barty during the rest of the year. (bartylus multi-chap)
stereotypical (on hiatus): Remus is a basketball player, Sirius is in Marching Band. Alternately, James is a basketball player, Regulus is a theater nerd. Chaos ensues. (jegulus, wolfstar, multi-chap)
Finished Fics:
and i'll never go home again (place the call, feel it start): Camp Half Blood holds a volleyball tournament every summer. This the first time Nico di Angelo has ever had a chance to participate, and on Will Solace's team nonetheless. (solangelo, multi-chap)
close proximity: Marauders x Holiday Season x Office Romance. Fluff. Mutual pining. Falling in love. Happy endings only. Enjoy. (jegulus, wolfstar + others, multi-chap) written with @prongsisthesun
anything can happen: after getting out of tumultuous relationships, both regulus and remus are desperate for a break. deciding to go on a vacation and switch homes for christmas, both of them find out the true meaning of love and what it takes to keep it.
or, a marauders AU set in "The Holiday" (jegulus, wolfstar, multi-chap)
second chances: when Regulus is hit with a rogue spell that sends him back to a 6-year-old, Sirius is forced to face their adversities and grow past their animosity. (jegulus multi-chap)
touch starved: Regulus can't sleep; James can't sleep. They fix this by cuddling. (jegulus one shot)
it's worse to be nothing with you: After his ex left him with no warning, Regulus has to find some semblance of normal. That is, until his ex returns 8 months later on his doorstep. (bartylus one shot)
harry vs. the homo sapiens agenda: Harry Potter has a lovely life: loving family, amazing friends. But he has a secret. No one knows that he's gay. Well, no one but his anonymous pen pal "Dragon". What will happen when his emails are found by the wrong person? (drarry multi-chap)
a real cowboy: Harry dresses up as a cowboy for a Halloween party at the Gryffindor frat house. Draco finds him. (drarry one shot)
i feel more free than i have in years: Narcissa Black has been brought up to be the perfect ballerina, but her long-time crush on Alice Fortescue seems to always take precedent over everything. (nobleflower one shot)
to me, you are perfect: What if the Marauders existed in Love, Actually? (jegulus, wolfstar, dorlene + others multi-chap)
sweeter than revenge: In the aftermath of The Prank, Remus finds himself desperate to get revenge on Sirius. And what better way than fake dating his brother and two best friends? (jegulus, wolfstar multi-chap)
sometimes it's easier to be invisible: Regulus Black hates James Potter. He's loud, egotistic, and replaced Regulus at a time he needed Sirius the most. But when Regulus gets kicked out of his home and forced to live with him, will their spark grow or die? (jegulus-centric, multi-chap)
Blinding Lights Universe:
blinding lights: Regulus is the highest-paid actor of his generation, and when his brother's band agrees to write a song for his film, the brothers are forced to speak to each other again after seven years. (jegulus, marylily, rosekiller, multi-chap)
lifeline: Years before they ever dated, James sent Regulus post cards in hopes of getting a reply. He finally does. (jegulus one shot)
keep his name out of your mouth: What happens when someone publicly drags Regulus's husband on live tv? They get socked in the face. (jegulus one shot)
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Jegulus Fic Rec
here's some Jegulus fanfiction recommendations, if anyone has any themselves please share! I've only recently gotten into the Marauders Era so this is very much in the beginning stages.
Sorted by word count, heres my masterlist of fic recs including wolfstar, drarry and tomarry.
Interrupting Floo - onehundredflamingos
interrupted blowie, fluff and smut, adults | E | 1.5k
buzzcut season - brophigenia
canon compliant, first time, sneaking around, friends to enemies to lovers who are enemies, Grimmauld Place | E | 2k
james potter's black cat - Valeriesgirl
animagus regulus, first kiss, flirting, fluff, banter | G | 3k
Dark Curls and Watercoloured Eyes - aressera
regulus lives, enemies to friends to lovers, good regulus | 4k
i'll be your quiet afternoon crush - coupe_de_foudre
no voldy au, 5+1 things, established relationship, marauders era | G | 5k
Time and Space - Booktopus
marauders era, SPEW, james joins SPEW for lily, then that crush is thrown out the window, friends to lovers, fluff, getting together, library sex | E | 6k
The Dichotomy between Ancient Greek Tragedies and Comedies - ToTrashAndBeyond
angst, canon divergence, comedy, drinking, fluff, regulus lives | T | 7k
A Not-So-Secret Admirer - joosi
secret admirer, crushes, love confessions, requited love | T | 9k
C'mon, Baby, Let Me Get To You - seaxnce
inspired by 10 things i hate about you, fluff and angst, yule ball, also wolfstar | 21k
In My Daydreams - fullonbicrisis
mutual pining, lovesick james, love at first sight, fluff and angst, modern setting | T | 30k
Take you like a drug - I taste you on my tongue - Moonsss
how to tell your mate that youre shagging his brother? smut, trans regulus | E | 44k
Time is of the Essence - Leaslemoon
time travel, fix-it, angst with happy ending, slow burn, friends to lovers, sibling bonding, OOC snape, canon divergence | M | 58k
pathological people pleaser - rweoutofthewoods
heaps of ships, modern setting, summer vacation, enemies to lovers, james-centric, coming out | E | 62k
bloody motorbike - godforsaken_mess
non-magical, no voldy, everyone is gay, getting together | M | 62k
The Black Sparrow - TheIdeaOfSarcasm
bamf regulus, eventual happy ending, non-canon compliant, horcrux hunting, idiots to lovers | E | 111k
just lovers (like we were supposed to be) - bizarrestars
fake dating, no voldy au, set in hogwarts, pining, flirting | M | 321k
Whatever happened to the young, young lovers? - georgia_sk
dark regulus, hurt/comfort, fix-it, black brother angst, dumbledore bashing, angst, non-canon | E | 356k
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Fic recs?? Itās so hard to find good stuffš©
iāll list a few of my recent favs, but first iāll give u some tips & secrets ab how i find new fics š„°
my first & biggest sourceāi snoop on everyoneās bookmarks. like everyone. if i read a fic i liked, i check that authorās bookmarks. if someone comments on my fic, i check their bookmarks. if i come across someone talking ab fic on the tl, i go to their ao3 and check their bookmarks. iāve found so many great fics just by snooping on what other ppl are reading š«¶
my second most-used tactic: searching for tags & using filters. if iām looking for something specific, i search the tags/pairings i want and make sure to exclude things i donāt want (i.e. i donāt usually want to read jegulus, so i make sure to exclude that pairing in my results. same goes w tags/ratings/warnings u donāt want). iāll sort by date, kudos, and hits separately, and add anything that sounds interesting to my bookmarks to sort through later. ao3 really has the best filtering and tagging system out there, but a lot of times we donāt use it to its full capacity! if you want to read something specific thereās a very good chance someone has written it, you just need to search and filter your results so that youāre not just seeing the most recent stuff! (i also filter by word count a lot too bc iām not always in the mood for something multi-chaptered or something that will take me multiple days to finish reading)
last, sometimes iāll go into the main pairing tag iām looking for and sort by kudos/hits/date/whatever and jump to likeā¦.the 30th page of results. thereās sooooo much stuff i miss just bc it gets lost in the flow of new/popular fics, so jumping to random deep-dive search results will help you find new stuff & come across fics & authors you havenāt seen before ššš
now hereās some of the stuff iāve been enjoying lately!! šššš
love by the seaside by viwrites
this was very cute and a great quick read! remus is a disgruntled painter/barista recovering from a toxic relationship & sirius is the sweet, dashing stranger that he meets by accident on the beach one day. lots of early-morning coffee runs and nervous flirting with some christmas fluff as a treat
hurling crowbirds at mockingbars by wrappedup
yāall know i am typically NOT an exes to lovers kind of girlie. i find this trope very hard to read most of the time bc i am a huge baby, but this one was a quick read and the plot was overall very sweet! remus broke up with sirius & left the country out of the blue almost 10 years ago, and then comes back to town with a fiancĆ©. sirius learns very quickly that heās still hurt, and remus learns very quickly that he might have jumped the gun all those years ago.
in the dark there is discovery by lynxindisguise
wolfstar pirate au!! need i say more!!
disarm you with a smile by five_ht
listen to me. look me in my eyes. this is explicit as fuck and i encourage you to read every single one of the tags carefully. seriously read all of them. it will not be for everyone but likeā¦.,oh my fuxking god. sirius steals remusā phone number while hanging out with his friend (remusā niece) one day and starts sending him increasingly suggestive texts anonymously. itās all fun and games until sirius starts to catch feelings & remus starts to get curious ab who heās been talking to.
in the centre of a circle by moonheavens
reccing this again bc I HAVENāT CAUGHT UP YET BUT ITāS SO SO GOOD iām going after the latest chapter as SOOOOOON as i have the time this week š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤©š¤© sirius lives with the lupins and is very much in love with remus. he consults various people for advice.
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