#with that being said though I am pretty pleased with my recent post
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#you know what sucks?#not being happy with ur own art#like it genuinely sucks#I could pour hours into something and then absolutely fucking hate it the moment I post it#like Iāll lay in bed just staring at something I made#looking at all the flaws#something I think is great now is something Iāll probably hate in the future#I honestly just think my art is boring#thatās probably it#for months Iāve struggled to draw maybe bc of all the stress Iām going through irl#but idk#Iām not feeling too good about my art tonight sorry#with that being said though I am pretty pleased with my recent post#but everything else Iāve drawn justā¦ idk.#kaitaigaās thoughts
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Some thoughts on this article from Game Informer [source]. ^^
Teia and Viago as the 'face' of the Crows/the Crow 'agents', pretty please..? š„ŗ šš And I hope maybe Strife and Irelin can be the same but for the Veil Jumpers..? :D
Customizing qunari Rook's horn type and material reminds me of Taash's gem-horn design
Which faction do you think has the coolest casual threads? in my mind's eye [wild speculation] it's a toss up between Mourn Watch and Antivan Crows :D
What do sword and shield warriors 'hip-fire' with?
What is a "night blade" :D
Faction selection/backstory (while not playable) determining who Rook was before, how they met Varric, and why they travel with him reminds me of the different origins in DA:O and how each possible HoF crossed paths with and was recruited by Duncan in a different way.. š„ŗ
Factions and groups in the world working together to save it.. it felt like there were hints of this in Tevinter Nights. In that book, we saw different groups and factions from across Thedas working with the Inquisition, with varying degrees of cooperation, on being concerned about Solas. Yet other groups were also interested in keeping tabs on him. now we see the same kinda thing in DA:TV with different groups being involved in saving the world from the Evil Gods.
"'You help them, they help you now" but first they all have serious problems you need to solve' has echoes of how in DA:O, the HoF solved a problem for each major group (Dalish elves/werewolves, Circle Tower/templars, Orzammar etc) before they would obey the Grey Warden treaties and agree to help fight the darkspawn for the final battle
Do you think that some of the voices in the Thedas Calls teaser trailer were some of the 'faces' of the factions? For example, the Antivan Crow woman speaker as the face of the Crows, and the Nicholas Boulton-sounding Warden man speaker as the face of the Grey Wardens?
Each spec being tied to a faction explains the faction symbols being on the specializations, as here. From this, we can see that the faction each spec is tied to is as follows:
Mage: Death Caller - Mourn Watch Evoker - Shadow Dragons Spellblade - Antivan Crows Rogue: Duelist - Antivan Crows Veil Ranger - Veil Jumper Saboteur - Lords of Fortune Warrior: Champion - Grey Wardens Reaper - Mourn Watch Slayer - Lords of Fortune
The Mirror of Transformation returns. Do you think that means Rook will also be able to go to the Black Emporium, like Hawke in DAII and Inquisitor in DA:I? Will Xenon the Antiquarian also return? ^^ Maybe not though, since it's said the Mirror is in The Lighthouse
I'm not sure about "If you find yourself unhappy with your lineage or your class, you can change them using the Mirror of Transformation". It was previously reported that "You can change your characterās physical appearance at any time during the game, but not their class or backstory" [source] [prev post mentioning it]. I guess one article is incorrect, but am not sure which. or maybe this aspect of the game changed in development. ^^ UPDATE: please see here re: an update/clarification from Game Informer on this. it reads:
"Editor's Note: This article previously stated players can change their physical appearance, class, lineage, and identity using the Mirror of Transformation. That is incorrect as class, lineage, and identity are locked after you first select those. The article has been updated to reflect that, and Game InformerĀ apologizes for any confusion this mistake may have caused."
What do you think is the problem[s] faced by each faction that we have to solve? :D We got some hints about this already. For example, for the Crows, something "is amiss" in Antiva and they're trying to uncover the source. The Qunari have also invaded Antiva. For the Wardens, they just recently discovered one of Ghil's underground monster labs and learned there are 11 more (Tevinter Nights), and ominous tremors of unknown cause have been creating disturbances in the Anderfels lately. The Lords of Fortune have lost dominion over the coasts of Rivain and dragons are laying waste to their ships. The Shadow Dragons probably have the Venatori, who are still around and up to mad shit, to contend with. Arlathan Forest is currently all timewarped, reality-fragmented, awash with darkspawn and corruption etc. For the Mourn Watch.. maybe the Veil rips and weakening has caused more premature possessions of corpses and demons possessing corpses and wreaking havoc in the Necropolis, or the Nevarran politics stuff? In TN Dorian also mentions learning from a Mortalitasi mage that there are things "past the Veil of our world, neither demon nor spirit". maybe they're having problems with those things?
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#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: dreadwolf#dragon age 4#the dread wolf rises#da4#dragon age#bioware#dragon age: tevinter nights#solas#strife#video games#long post#longpost#feels
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msby!atsumu x reader || w/c: 560 Atsumu discovers that the only thing worse than online dating, is dating advice online. a/n: oh look at that, another atsumu fic!! this one is less stressful for me though. its pretty short, with a cute little plot that won't cause me planning paralysis. making edits for atsumu is always so fun <3 i hope you'll read it!!
[chapter 1->]
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u/fattytuna95
I want to ask out my twin brother's girlfriend.
It's not as bad as it sounds. She's not really his girlfriend.
I'll try to explain.
We're colleagues, sort of. (Me and herā I'd rather starve to death than work for my brother.)
Last month, someone took a picture of us leaving the office. I was only walking her to her car but the person who took the picture wanted to imply that we were dating.
And that wouldn't have been an easy rumour for her to handle, so I got my brother (identical twin) to post a picture with her on his socials.
Obviously, just one picture wouldn't work to convince anyone, so they've been meeting up a couple times a week (they have similar interests, so they were friends already) to be seen together.
Now here's the issueā I never saw her like that before, and I thought it was just fucking annoying to watch people be lovey dovey, fake or not... but one of my other colleagues said it sounded like I was jealous.
And fuck, I am.
Do you think she'd be mad if I asked her out? I reacted pretty badly to the original picture. And I'm worried my brother likes her for real (those photos they're posting are kind of convincing...)
Edit: for everyone asking, no, I can't ask my brother. he'll know why, and if he really does like her I don't want to mess with it. and if he doesn't he won't let me hear the fucking end of it. i can hear the best man speech already.
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u/unicornpoodle ā¢ 2 hours ago
lol dude (I'm assuming you're a dude, unless you're a girl who unfortunately is built exactly like your brother) are you sure you like her and aren't just jealous of your brother being happy? fake or not
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u/fattytuna95 ā¢ 2 hours ago yeah i'm sure. I cut out a picture of one of my teammates and pasted it over his ugly mug and it made me even angrier. ā 35 ā ā¢ā¢ā¢
u/msbygirlie_13 ā¢ 2 hours ago
Oh hey!! I recognise you from the atsumu miya subreddit!! That's so cool you have a twin just like him!! And his brother got a gf recently too!!! (I think they're fr tho lol.)
Okay hmmm this is a tough one. wdym when yuo said 'reacted badly'??? and what was so bad about the rumour in the first place if it's an option for you now???? this is kinda weird ngl.
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u/fattytuna95 ā¢ 2 hours ago do you really they're the real deal??? I kind of laughed. And now that I look back at it, I think I might have looked way too eager to put it out there that we weren't dating. like I was disgusted or something. :( I wasn't, I just didn't want her to have any trouble. :( :( I'm sorry, I can't explain the situation any more for privacy reasons. ā 20 ā ā¢ā¢ā¢
u/guiltyassassin_ ā¢ 1 hour ago
well you don't have to talk to either of them... you said someone took the original photo. maybe they're still stalking?? ask them what they think?
lmfao you guys are either celebrities or highschoolers with this kinda drama
(also you keep calling your brother ugly, but then say you guys are identical? huh????)
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u/fattytuna95 ā¢ 55 minutes ago This is kind of an insane idea, but it does make sense. Maybe I'll do it. (and you wouldn't get it.) ā 2 ā ā¢ā¢ā¢
first chapter tomorrow! please like/reblog/reply/send me an ask if you enjoyed it :) it keeps me going lol [my other fics->] divider: @/cafekitsune
#atsumu miya x reader#miya atsumu x reader#atsumu x reader#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#fluff#my fic
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i guess you donāt answer anymore but iām hoping you at least read this because itās genuine and i feel like i have nowhere else to post this. i just want someone to hear me. ignore this if itās too long. i want to thank you for your posts. they are the only writings that have truly resonated with me ever since i discovered the law, neville, states, being, whatever we call this thing. but iāll be honest iām giving up today. i discovered the ālaw of attractionā in 2019 when i was 18 years old. it is now getting to the last quarter of 2024 and i am 23 where iāve evolved in understanding to where i found ānondualismā. i went from law of attraction -> law of assumption & neville goddard -> robotic affirming -> mindset fixing & joe dispensa -> states & edward art -> nondualism. howeverā¦ i have never manifested a single thing in my life. i used to be filled with anxiety when i said this. fearing these words would cause it to keep going on but i donāt even want to fear anymore. itās just the truth. your posts taught me that i donāt have to fear my words anymore anyways. iāve had a dream for a long time. i donāt believe i will ever reach this dream anymore. along with that dream i also just really wanted good for my family and i. you know the basics like financial freedom, happiness, mended relationships. but throughout everything iāve learned i could never make it work and iām just done. i guess i will return to living a normal life and just hoping i make it. i hope i find happiness or just.. anything. iām just letting go of it all because i feel like things shouldnāt be this hard. even going to calebās channel and watching his recent āyour manifestation isnāt taking long, you areā videoā¦. iām justā¦ exhausted. i just dont know how to do this and i donāt think i can take life anymore anyways. but yeah i just wanted to say thank you. even though i could never find success, you taught me who I Am. and iāll forever be grateful for your wisdom even though youāre a bit younger than me. i hope you find continued success and live a happy life. sincerely
THIS IS JUST THE FIRST PART TO THE HUGE POST, PLEASE TAKE YOUR TIME
After what felt like months away from tumblr I really dove into self-inquiry fully, and of course still am, and I promised you guys a mega post so hereās the initial information so far. There is more to come.
IM SORRY IF THERE ARE ERRORS IN GRAMMAR OR SMTH I WROTE THIS AT MANY DIFFERENT MOMENTS THROUGHOUT THE DAY!! FEEL FREE TO ASK QUESTIONS, ETC BUT PLS DONT ASK BY RESPONDING TO THIS POST, ITLL CAUSE SO MUCH SPAM ON THE FEED AND MY ASKS PAGE
Hello! Yes I have started looking back into my inbox (THERE ALLOT OF ASKS ššš«¶) but I absolutely plan on answering as many as possible, and because your post resonated with how I used to feel, I want to answer yours first.
So to begin with, It makes me so happy to know that what Iāve written has some kind of affect (that being positive). I canāt remember if I told you guys how old I was but I must have cus you seem to know šš, yes Iām 19 weāre very close in age, this moment in life is when allot of us who figure out this stuff lean into it more because we realize how much of a leg up we have if we just āapplyā the teachings this early on.
So first what I want to say to you is, no, your not giving up on a dream and neither are you going to live a normal life, Iāll make sure of that, this beautiful world that we step into gives us so much insight on what we inherently are. But I need to remind you and everyone else, this is not some big secret that has to be practiced, itās a look at what we are and always will be. You have purpose and you deserve to be happy and enjoy a life thatās easy and fulfilling. I apologize in advance because this is going to be a pretty long post!! š«¶š«¶
Letās get rid of the labels and titles weāve given these understandings as if they are for someone to learn and master. No one masters manifestation, no one will ever master manifestation and I truly donāt care for how many āsuccess storiesā they have, it doesnāt hold proving value of what they are (notice how I didnāt say who), we are not whoās, but thatās for later in the post.
The reason Iāve stepped away from the concept of manifesting is because it is inherently lack and separation based. No matter the teaching, they all seem to glorify the idea of getting and achieving which puts great pressure on success stories and all that rubbish. (Not me turning British) šš, okay sorry, so yeah this also goes for nondualism, I donāt associate a title with what I learn, itās not NonDualism itās actually just self discovery in disguise of a teaching. But for this exact reason I donāt think to myself āI need to learn NonDualism betterā, nononooooo I made this mistake wayyy to much due to the sole fact that I came in with the expectation that this would now teach me the secrets of manifesting. This is kind of the set up to more desire and lack, which is actually the opposite of the self-realization ājourneyā.
So, when you say you have never manifested anything in your life, I say this with incredible pleasure, that this is impossible, I know I know, before you start thinking to yourself that youve heard this before but I donāt think people go that in depth as to what that even means. So, your life and your problems, are not actually problems.
Self-realization is not the journey for the person to become consciousness, but to understand that you ARE consciousness to begin with. You does no reference a someone, but ā ā.
This is going to be, quite a post so PLEASE hang in there. And I just want to add in, this is still not a seperate being trying to understand that itās connected to conciousness, no, you as conciousness, infinite knowing, are so involved with the content that you appear as, youāve tricked yourself into thinking that you are just 1 thing of the content. Let me use my first example.
We have given ourselves the greatest interpretation and key to knowing ourself, and thatās dreaming.
Every night, we sleep, HOORRAAYYYY, now letās get into the details because this is where the magic happens and it clicks.
Take the moment before a dream appears, recognize that when the eyes are closed thereās this presence. Not the darkness, the presence. Something, but not a thing.
Stay here and forget the rest of the world exists for a moment. Now there is only this presence, itās knowing, itās being right? Now thereās no actual material but regardless, it is, something. This isnāt something out of this world itās literally, you. From this, knowing or no-thingness, comes expressions, absolutely infinite potential, this is registered as a dream, but, before the dream in any way can be experienced, there always has to be some type of interpreter/lens, this comes in the form a person or better yet, senses. Of course, thereās nothing to the senses or the person but whatever itās formulated from, which was that presence/knowing. The activity of this infinite potential that is the knowing, (you asleep) appears, only with the help of a pov/sight.
Nonetheless, it plays out, it plays stories of absolutely anything, for no reason at all, and as it does, we get lost to it, it starts to become real, and without even realizing it, itās no longer a dream but something weāre experiencing, now you are the character in the dream and you naturally play out the dialogue and storyline and explore the fields, magic towers, and laugh and dance and make friends, and then you wake up.
When you wake up, you recognize āoh, nothing was actually happeningā, now of course, when your the person in the dream it is very real, but even then, is it? Knowing what you know, there wasnāt actually a place with dialogue, no character of its own experience or life, no actual forests or fields and magic, no one actually laughing and dancing or friends, but simply the appearance of that. The illusion.
And itās not that itās only a formulation of you when you realize it is, but it always is, the dream doesnāt only become an illusion or āfakeā when you wake up, itās naturally just fake, REGARDLESS of how it seems to be. And regardless we sleep every night knowing that weāll forget itās a dream.
So I think you can see where Iām headed with this, Iām going to use the example Rupert Spira uses but twist it a bit.
You go to sleep in Australia and dream yourself in the streets of Paris, and you take on the identity of John, you donāt actually become John and experience the streets of Paris.
Now, John drinks coffee and he feels the sunlight warm his skin, sees the greenery, feels the wind, all of it. But despite the way it all seems the sunlight, the sensations that John has, is not actually real, and neither is John. John isnāt actually feeling anything, he doesnāt exist and there is no Paris being traveled. And itās not John that realizes/awakens to the understanding that heās fake and this is all a dream, itās you, asleep in Australia that realizes it as you modulate/formulate as the streets of Paris, the coffee, and the greenery, and John, understand?
The activity of that presence, if you recall when we talked about closing your eyes, formulated as something that seemed so real, and that doesnāt give any reality to the dream itself, because there is no separating the knowing from the content known. Without the āspaceā for it to appear or form from, how on earth would there be the content? A bigger step forward is to realize that there isnāt even an actual dream occurring but itās all the self knowing presence of, well, knowing. I want to add something very important before moving on.
Knowing does not happen for the purpose of pleasure, we naturally deconstruct false ideas like this as we go, but something you MUST understand about the nature of existence is, none of this is appearing for the purpose of ant experience, there isnāt actually an experience. No one is enjoying nor hating the illusion, it is simply an appearance.
In the same way that the aware/presence before the dream appears from it simply is, in this way, we are. Itās like saying the TV screen plays a movie and experiences it, or does it for the purpose of experience, no thatās silly, knowing has no inherent motive, it is, you (infinite knowing) donāt āhappenā for a purpose, never mind happen at all, you are, and in this do you take form of something, your self aware nature of course knows the content of your own being, but that doesnāt mean the illusion can enjoy itself, or that you enjoy or experience the illusion, itās just a plain appearance, and thatās it.
For example, when you close your eyes on this next demonstration, truly try to grasp the essence of what Iām trying to explain.
Bring from the nothingness/knowing when you close your eyes, a blue vase, know it in every aspect you can, incorporate every sense you can (even taste if your a little freaky š«¦š«¦š) and make it as present as possible. After you open your eyes I have a question for you. (Iām serious, do the damn practice itāll help you) please take as much time you need to truly get in there (not too long I canāt wait all day)
okay hey, your back, now answer me this, from what did this immersive appearance take reality from? You and I know that thereās no actual vase despite its presence, no matter the vibrant or dull colors, no matter the feel, rough or glossy, its taste š«¦š, its feel, etc. So what was the substance that formulated this? If you guessed knowing, your soooooo correct, if you didnāt itās okay you get brownie points š«¶. But yes, now I need you to understand this verrrry clearly, the vase was not real!!!! Yet it appeared that way! This is AN ILLUSION SURPIRISISIEIEIEIEIEIEISISBWHH- yes. No matter how much you want to convince yourself and go back to the vase and its appearance and its feel or colors or any aspect of it, it wasnāt ACTUALLY happening and that means it didnāt take place for anyone or anywhere!!! All there was present was knowing, from knowing forms vase and every seemingly alternate way that it is known, feeling is a form of knowing, literally every sense is just a form of knowing. Every sense that was āusedā to understand the vase was all just aspects and appearances of knowing, the color, the sounds, the taste, the feels, they didnāt formulate anywhere else, but nonetheless appeared as immersive and real because YOU BECAME FOCUSED ON THE CONTENT OF THE APPEARANCE RATHER THAN RECOGNIZE THAT IT WAS JUST APPEARANCE. And even though the content of the appearance you formed as became the focus, it still didnāt change the objective fact that there wasnāt someone actually there and experiencing it in any way.
The knowing in/on which appearances formulate is not something different than the appearance, there is nothing to the illusion but its reality, and its reality is knowing. In this way, the illusion couldnāt even be described as something real or taking place, as if it could exist apart from the source of it.
Knowing this is also knowing there is no such thing as the knowing OF, we never know of things or of experiences as if they are something seperate and exist seperatley from knowing itself, thatās literally impossible. Moving forward
You are not the person/character, and itās not that you are a limited being and you have to wake up to the idea that you are infinite knowing, you have to realize that you were never something seperate, and that this is simply the modulation of your being, and itās not a someone itās more of a something.
Letās starts stabilizing this.
To all of the experiences across centuries, theres one constant amongst the billions of people whoāve lived and are now and that is, I Am. We might not know for certain about anything else ever in this entire universe, and we might not even know who or what we are but for a fact we can say, yes, I am.
Thereās no true word that can describe the infinite essence of being, so we use knowing or conciousness or god, all completely the same.
So, to every experience, without an ounce of doubt, there can be the claim, I am. This is knowing, and only from knowing comes the statement, because we must know we are in order to claim that we are. I think something that can capture this is a newborn, imagine yourself to be newly born, mere seconds I mean, eyes closed. You have no understand of anything, no thoughts, no memories, no identity, your pure experience is simply being/knowing, and I donāt mean the action of knowing, thatās not a real thing. Knowing is inherent, you donāt force it.
Going back to experiences. Any experience that is recognized, any seeing, and hearing, tasting touching, and of course feeling, is assumed to be the experience of the body and this is therefore falsely established as āmeā, in doing so, we forget our true nature of freedom and limit our understanding and abilities to the limitations of the body.
Iām now going to help you realize the body is an interpreter, and not of a world thatās happening somewhere in time and space, but that the world is the interpretation/modulation/illusion/dream/appearance of our shared infinite being, AFTER being recognized through the interpretations, (sensations and perceptions). This also means that itās in no way an actual measurement to what you fully are.
What experience is there to seeing? Better yet let me narrow it down, there is nothing to seeing as if there is someone doing the seeing. Seeing simply is. Thereās no one to do it, just what is. There is sight, how is there an acknowledgment of the sight/seeing? There must be something to it that gives the understanding āoh Iām seeing thisā. (Hint, itās the same thing that let you know, that āI Amā). Knowing, yes, not knowing as an action, thatās not real, people donāt know, knowing is the essence of what we are (we are not people). But just wait for that. So all there is to sight is knowing, and I donāt think I have to do this but you can say the same about absolutely every other sense, because every single āexperienceā absolutely requires knowing. Without knowing, āexperienceā never is, I think we can all acknowledge that.
There is no such thing as the experience of being a human, Why are we deciding that this is whatās itās like to be humans, we know humans we acknowledge humans but there is no such thing as being a human, in the same way that thereās no true way that there is something to being a fox or a bird or a rock, itās only with labels are these ideas decided.
The only thing youāll be able to muster up is memories, emotions, etc, but that doesnāt make it the inherent experience of being a human. Our first and only experience of what we are is knowing, and then knowing that we are, thatās it. In the same way that a babies first experience is not āI am a babyā or āI am a humanā, rather itās just knowing. If being human was our nature, thatās all weād recognize, and from the very beginning. Our experience does not actually change from being/knowing, we simply forget that there is the knowing, and decide to focus on the body to be āmeā or āhumanā.
You donāt need senses to know you are. Knowing is something unimaginable. Go ahead and try to find it by closing your eyes or even with them open. Can you grab or touch the knowing. Can you recognize its dimensions or what its appearance is? How old or young is it?
Do me a favor and find the edge where knowing starts and stops.
Let me know when you find it because you never will.
Even when you try, itās only conciousness itself that searches for its own parameters.
By recognizing that your truly not the body, or this person you as knowing have pretended to become, the made up problems of the person disappear, well actually, you realize that there is no person that has problems, only an idea. Only the idea that I am someone and something is happening to me, I am something seperate and need saving. There isnāt actually a seperate self, the seperate self is the activity that you as knowing are, when you become involved with the content and forget your true nature. And whatās truly the main takeaway from this is that, even when it seems like youāve lost it and now you have to restart and understand it all over again, you as knowing havenāt gone anywhere, your the one pretending to be something lost, and not on purpose, but because you involve yourself too heavily in the appearances without recognizing where they originate from.
From what we know so far, I hope in some way youāre able to recognize that there is no one doing manifestations and having success stories. You ARE the manifestation and it will NEVER be any other way, whether we recognize it or not, thatās the beauty. So no matter if we go on about this appearance of life and say we donāt get it and move on, you as conciousness will continue to play the roles, because there is no off switch to this.
Iām hope this has been able to start untying the blinds over your āeyesā and youāre starting to somewhat understand the truth of what you/we are. This is only the beginning and itās only going to get more incredible and beautiful from here. But for now Iām shleeepy hehehe, Iāll talk to you soon, never ever give up on your dreams!!!! š«¶ā¤ļøā¤ļø
#blommp717#nonduality#manifestation#manifest#non dualism#nondualism#advaita vedanta#master manifestor#law of assumption#law of attraction
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AITA for not changing my OC's sexuality?
i really like making OCs. sometimes i write a story with them or draw some comics about them, but most of them don't get anything more than my initial character introduction art. a while ago one of my mutuals asked if she could use one of my OCs as a D&D character. i'll call my mutual "liz" and my OC "stella". i agreed. over the next two months or so liz would occasionally commission a $5-10 sketch of something that happened during one of the D&D sessions featuring stella. drawing these was fun, and i enjoyed how liz was fleshing her out and developing her personality, and i began to appreciate stella more.
recently i drew an F/F pairing of stella with another one of my OCs in the middle of a passionate kiss. liz messaged me, saying that she plays stella as AroAce and romance repulsed like she is, and would never kiss someone like that. i thought liz was asking in a round-about way if she had to change D&D stella's sexuality, so i said she could do whatever she wanted with stella in her campaigns. well. i guess that's NOT what liz meant, because she sent me a wall of text saying that since i had abandoned stella and liz "adopted" her i should respect what she decided about the character since stella was equally her creation, so could i please either delete the post from my blog or add an update where it's revealed that stella was "just experimenting" and realized she was romance repulsed. honestly, i thought liz was just joking (because who the fuck says that) so i said "i'll see you in court for the custody battle". but liz doubled down and DEMANDED i make stella AroAce.
i was really annoyed at first but now i'm conflicted. on the one hand, stella clearly means a lot to liz (more than me tbh) and she's right about how much of her personality she created, though "equally her creation" is pretty generous. on the other, it's my fucking OC!! i should be able to draw art of my characters kissing if i want!! am i just being petty by refusing to canonize stella as AroAce? am i the asshole?
What are these acronyms?
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Please help a disabled (seeking disability) trans woman keep her apartment!
Hi everyone, my name is Delia, Iām a 25 year old trans woman with several disabilities, such as ADHD, possible autism, BPD, depression, anxiety, CPTSD, chronic fatigue, et cetera. I need real help in order to keep the apartment that I fought so hard to get. I am seeking disability right now, but it is going extremely slowly and I donāt know when Iāll see any help from the government. Let me explain a bit of my situation.
Medicine has never really worked for me, and I recently decided I needed to come off wellbutrin because it was making my anxiety a lot worse, as well as depleting my ability to really feel anything at all, so my doctor recommended I stop and try a new med. I canāt afford to go to the doctor very often so I stopped the medicine a month ago and am going back in September to try something different that will hopefully help.
Essentially, I live in income based apartments and lately, my disabilities have been either preventing or seriously hindering me from getting to my job. I used to work basically full time at my deli job and it became too much due to me being burnt out for like the last 5 years, so I had to cut down. I work three days a week now, and itās already becoming too much again because of said perpetual burn out and medication withdrawal. I have either been missing work entirely or been late every single day, and they havenāt fired me yet but I fear the worst is coming soon.
Right now, my rent is $372, my water bill is already behind, power bill still needs paying, and I only have ā$100 in my bank account right now. I am planning to yard sale both this Friday and Saturday, and next, and get some more cash before it is due, which is on the 10th of August. On the 10th, they will serve me an eviction notice to get out by the 20th unless I can get the money.
I am asking here if anyone could spare anything, any amount is immensely appreciated. I have been on my own for a few years now with little to no support, and I've always despised needing or asking for it, but the fact of the matter though is that this is my last Hail Mary to save my sinking ship, and I'm desperate.
I know most folks here are also struggling though, and I hate to make this post, but I am kind of at my wits end in regards to keeping this apartment. This has been my first somewhat stable home in pretty much my whole life and I'm terrified of being forced to move yet again. If I can just get this monthās rent paid, I will be able to find a new, more tolerable job in the meantime while I am seeking disability benefits, and then hopefully keep the ball rolling.
Any amount will help, I am honestly begging and I will appreciate anything anyone can spare, be it a donation or a share.
Update 8-12-24: so we have made some good progress here and I am thankful. Sadly some unforseen expenses had come out, so not exactly where I'd like it, but it is coming along. I've just got 8 ish days left to come up with the rest though, so. I am considering selling my Playstation, and that was unconscionable previously, so things are fairly dire.
V3nm0: @Skellish
C@sh@pp: $Skellish69
Goal: $372
Current: $110 / updated: $190, (still need $182)
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Hello, welcome to my robot blog!!
I guess I should introduce myself, huh?
Clay (or Dalek!) he/him/they/it 23 years old
I love fictional AI, robots, and old computers a... completely normal amount!! (<- he's lying, officer! GET HIM!!11!)
My main blog is ClayDaDalek, which I mostly use for random reblogs.
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I AM GAY FOR ROBOTS AND COMPUTERS! BRING ME THE ROBOT YAOI!!!
My DNI policy is live and let live, so if your hobby is shitting on other people and their identities, it's probably for the best that you stay away from this blog.
That being said, this blog is anti generative AI, so get outta here with that shit.
Anyway, blinkies!!! Yay!!! Thank you for reading, you made it to the end! here is your reward! :]
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A Year Passed
A/N: SO, this is more for me than anyone. When I started to write this, it was 1 week exactly until me and my ex's one year. Which I know isn't a long time, but he was my first boyfriend and honestly it was a very stressful time. Now when I am posting this out 1-year is tomorrow. I don't know if I will write the actual date yet but maybe. I hope you like this and if you don't and you see areas I need to improve please let me know. I am trying to make my work better. I think this one is pretty decent though.
Warnings: None
Words: 2,792
Pairing: Severus Snape x Reader
It was you and Severusā one year anniversary in exactly one week from now and you were getting nervous. He hadnāt mentioned doing anything at all and honestly you really wanted to do at least something. You were looking forward to it and the thought that maybe he didnāt even care to do anything worried you.
You were sitting in your office grading your students' recent essays as you thought about this. You knew he was not the type to do extravagant things as a celebration but you wanted to spend the day with him. Hopefully have dinner with him as well. And not the make-shift romantic dinners you had been having. The ones where you took plates of food to your chambers and lit a candle calling it a romantic getaway. It was the best you could do both being teachers and all. While it was nice you were hoping for a bit more this time around.
Your students had obviously not been paying attention to your lesson today as every single essay so far had just been gibberish that made no sense. Increasing your frustration you buried your head in your hands leaning back in your chair groaning loudly.
āOh dear what is wrong,ā a silvery voice spoke before interrupting your thoughts. Looking up you see Minervaās kind smile and eyes before you. They held a hint of worry and concern as she gazed at you.
āOh nothing, just students who donāt pay attention to anything I say,ā you grumble out trying your best to sound convincing that this is the only thing bothering you right now.
āOh you know that is not the entire truth, do not lie to me.ā Her tone is commanding and authoritative. She moved to sit in the seat in front of you that was there for students who came in and needed to speak to you. As she sat you down you contemplated your choices. No one knew about you and Severus yet. You both figured Dumbledore was beginning to get suspicious along with maybe one or two students who had a keen eye but otherwise no one was aware or even had any reason to be suspicious.
āWell, uh, guy relationship troubles I guess,ā you mutter out, staring at the wall behind her head trying to avoid her eyes.
āRelationship troubles?I didnāt know you wereā¦ that is not the point, who is the gentleman being a menace?ā
āI donāt know if I should say honestly.ā
āWell, if heās being a menace I should be able to know. It is affecting your work therefore it is my responsibility to take care of this matter and provide my advice and expertise,ā she said dismissively, leaning back in her chair shaking her head. āDo tell me who this man is. I am very curious as to who is treating you poorly..ā
āWell if I tell you who it is you can not tell a soul. At all. No one.ā
āAll right, all right I will not tell anyone. You act as if he works here. He doesn't, does he?ā Her brow raises as she quickly realizes that possibility.
āSeverus,ā you mumble quietly, avoiding her gaze awaiting her reaction anxiously.Ā
āI beg your pardon.ā
āSeverus. As in the one who works here. Like the potions dude,ā you explain as if she wasnāt extremely familiar with the man.
She stared at you slacked jawed, dumbfounded. āSeverus Snape?ā
āYeahā¦ itās our one year anniversary in exactly one week and he hasnāt even mentioned doing anything. Iām worried he may have forgotten or something. But I donāt want to seem clingy by asking him to do something.ā
āOne year! And you didnāt bother to say anything to anyone at all. What is wrong with you?ā Minerva was almost yelling now looking almost offended that you had waited almost a year before you told her about your relationship. Her hand over her chest, something she usually did in mock offense but right now you could not tell.
āWe just didnāt want rumors to fly and for students to be in our business heās a private person. As am I of course.ā
āI can not believe you would not tell me I mean both of you are like my children and you didnāt even tell me I am hurt by this severely I mean you how could you this is just simply appalling,ā she rambled on continuing to complain about how hurt she was about this and neither of you telling her.
āSee this is why we didn't tell anyone. But seriously do you think he forgot about it or do you think it doesnāt matter to him. It matters to me but I donāt want to bother him,ā you explain nervously cracking your knuckles.Ā
āWell dear I think you should maybe talk to him and ask if he has anything in mind. It is rather important to you and important in general,ā she stated firmly. Her eyes had a sense of determination in them. Not wanting anyone, including the brooding potions master, to treat you any less than wonderful.
āI know heās busy though, I mean we barely even get to see one another unless we are doing daily tasks like going to bed or something I donāt want to pester him..ā your voice trailing off sounding more and more upset as you spoke.
āIf he feels pestered then he needs to get over himself and be grateful someone wants his attentionā, she declared as she stood. āGo speak to him and ask him what he plans on doing for you guys and if he says nothing then tell him how you wish to do something and how it is important to you.ā
You nod your head as she walks out of your office promptly shutting the door behind her making sure her long green robes do not get caught in the door.Ā
Now being left with your own thoughts and your students' poor attempt at writing you shove the papers aside and groan loudly in frustration. You knew you should talk toļæ½ļæ½ him but that was such a scary thought I mean what if he already had something to do. Quickly you decided that was a stupid thought as the man rarely ever did anything other than grade papers and hand out detentions to students.Ā
It was only five o'clock and dinner was in two hours so you had a lot of time to kill. After mulling over your thoughts for a few moments you decide to wait until after dinner to bring it up to him knowing it would probably be until dinner that you saw him anyways. Trying to tough it out, you decide to head up to your classroom and try to clear your mind. Too many thoughts were running through your head and grading right now would be impossible.Ā
Rising from your seat you began your walk to the Astronomy tower mentally preparing yourself to climb the enormous flight of stairs before you. It was nowhere near time for curfew so you were just hoping that there were going to be no students there to bother you.Ā
Fortunately for you there was not a single person who bothered you on your way to the tower and up the tower, apart from the occasional āHello Professor,ā or āGood Evening,ā no one spoke to you at all. Which normally if it was a normal day and you felt normal might have bothered you but right now you seemed to not mind.Ā
Your luck seemed to be running thick today as well because currently there were no students in the tower to bother you as well. You sat down at the edge of the railing looking over the peaceful scenery. Leaning your head against the cold metal railing and sighing. You swung your legs gently enjoying the peaceful environment.
You must have fallen asleep because you awoke to the sound of a deep voice calling your name and a heavy sensation around your shoulders.
āWake up you're gonna get a cold out here or fall off the railing,ā the deep voice spoke again, finally pulling you out of your sleep.
Quickly your eyes shoot open making sure it is not a student who has woken you only to realize it is your Severus.Ā
Groaning, upset at being woken up and also becoming aware of the dull ache in your back and tailbone.
āWhat time is it,ā you grumble out, shifting closer to him seeking some sort of warmth. He wrapped his cloak around you trying to help you retain some body heat and sharing the little bit he had.
āAround 8. You missed dinner. I couldāve gotten to you sooner but Albus would not shut up and he kept on yacking his mouth at me,ā the man explained grumpily. His brows furrowing, his lips pressed into a thin line.
Humming in acknowledgement you scoot closer to him still cold. You realize you are shivering a bit, wrapping your arms around yourself trying to retain heat. Looking up at him the moonlight frames his face perfectly and you almost forget about why you came up here in the first place.
āHow about we get you somewhere warmer?ā He says a hint of teasing in his voice although you can tell he is being serious.
āIām not cold,ā you say as shivers wrack your body.
āCourse not.ā He stands up gently pulling you with him. Keeping you close to him you both begin your descent downwards. Your previous thoughts strike you hard as you walk down the stairs, avoiding his touch in case a student was to see you. However you two were definitely too close to one another to just be two co-workers enjoying a friendly late night conversation atop the Astronomy tower. Careful to not step on his cloak you made your way down the long staircase with no sight of students. Luckily for the two of you both astronomy and potions can go hand in hand when you need it to. Certain potions needed certain ingredients that can only be harvested at certain times depending on astrology and what not, so it was not weird for you to casually walk into his office and vice versa when you thought about it. The walk to his office was quiet even as you both made your way further down to the dungeons. Which was rather counterintuitive considering they were always cold.
Entering his office was always a calming experience for you. The soft smell of parchment and oddly enough hints of the smell of rain. The dungeons were always dingy in a way but ever since you came around he did his best to make it more tolerable and less gloomy. For instance, actually using his fireplace and not just letting himself and any poor student who needed help freeze to death. Even going as far as to add a small little leather couch in the corner of his office under the guise it was āfor those pesky blubbering studentsā when really it was for you to curl up on and relax when you wanted to be near him but he was working.
Bypassing the couch all together you plop yourself down in his desk chair and slide all the way down so only your upper half is in the chair, huffing loudly.
āWhatās up with you,ā he questioned, quirking an eyebrow at you as he promptly locked the door behind the two of you making sure a student would not walk in on you two. You mutter a silencing charm as well knowing just how nosey some can be.
āOh uh well, you know in like exactly a weekā¦ā you trail off hoping he will know what you are talking about, hoping he hasnāt forgotten about you and your anniversary.
āWhatās in a week?ā He questions taking a few steps toward you with a look of genuine confusion on his face. His brows furrowed his head slightly tilting as he looked at you with his beautiful dark eyes.
Immediately a pang of hurt shoots through you and it takes everything in you to not just slither under his desk and die from embarrassment. He really forgot? God this was awful he forgot really?
āOh itās uh nothing.ā You promptly state quickly trying to brush over the topic feeling so stupid.
Suddenly you feel yourself being lifted in the air and he has placed you in his lap. Hesitantly you look at him. He seems to be suppressing a smile as he looks at you adoringly. A rare playful glint in his eye.
āHow lowly do you think of me? Did you really think I forgot? Really? Silly thing,ā a rare grin graces his face as he looks down at you cradling you in his arms. He gently brushes some of your hair out of your face still staring at you. A wave of relief washes over you suddenly realizing he was just messing with you. Heat rises to your face realizing this as you lean your face against his shoulder attempting to hide your face from his gaze.Ā
āWell you hadnāt mentioned it. Also you donāt even like doing stuff like this so I wasnāt sure if we were goi-ā you were cut off by him gently grabbing your chin and pressing a gentle kiss to your lips. As usual his lips were cold but his kisses were filled with longing and emotion. Doing his best to convey every word he couldnāt say through the gentleness of his touch, hoping you would understand.
His cold hand gently cupped your face cradling it in his palm as he spoke against your lips, āYeah but you like going out so I am going to take you out, obviously.ā He stated this like it was the most obvious thing in the entire world to him, before pressing another kiss to your lips again, just as gentle and loving as before.
āIāve made reservations and everything, all you need to do is be ready by 6:30 the rest is taken care of,ā he said proudly. His chest was a bit puffed out as he stated this clearly happy with himself.
āWell arenāt you just industrious. And here I was thinking you forgotā¦ā
āI could never forget you,ā he has his normal stern expression on his face but after being with him for so long you know this is simply his resting face. His voice was laced with adoration and love as he said this still cradling you in his arms holding you close to him scared that if he faltered for even a second you might slip away.Ā
You smile happily at him and blush lightly. His words never fail to make heat rise to your face. Maybe it wasnāt his word but rather his tone either way the effect it had on you was embarrassing and he knew it. You lean your head against him breathing in his calming scent of old parchment.
āDo you have stuff you need to grade?ā
āI already have it done. Finished it before dinner. You?ā His chest vibrated as he responded to your question. His deep voice almost sends a shiver down your spine. āThatās why I went up to the tower to clear my mind dumb studentsā¦ā
He scoffed lightly at this. He would always be one to critique students with you if you ever needed someone. Granted you werenāt so hard on them as he was but sometimes you wish they could put forth a bit more effort than they did.
A comfortable silence fell over the both of you. Pressing your head against his chest enjoying the gentle beating of his heart. A calm was brought upon you. Relaxing your body as he held you in his arms gently rubbing your back. Soon the tiresome day caught up to you and your eyes grew heavy with sleepiness once more.
A gentle whisper was barely heard as you were slipping off into the dream realm, āAm I going to lose you to sleep?ā The gentle adoration in his voice just making you more calm pushing you further into sleep.
āWe canāt sleep in the chair, come on,ā he whispered while picking you up and gently taking you to bed. Casting a spell to automatically put you guys in your pajamas he pulled back the covers, being careful to not disturb you in your almost asleep state, and carefully laid you down crawling in behind you.
Wrapping his arms around you, pulling you into his chest and pressing a kiss to the top of your head he spoke, his voice barely above a whisper, āGoodnight love.ā Sending you off into a peaceful rest.
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Hey there, what do we think about Nicolaās IG post for Camillaās bday. Itās a collage of 4 pictures taken by paparazzi of her and Camilla last year and in the caption she said something like remember when the paparazzi took photos and you protected me by covering my face. I feel like that is for sure throwing shade at a certain someone. Like she couldāve chosen any photo with Camilla. She has sooo many, why that one and why this caption. Also the way the photos were stacked looked like Aās recent soho house photos with her friends.
I feel like Nicolaās being very cryptic and sending messages through her posts recently including the scrabble board. I donāt know what that was about exactly but I feel like she posted it for a purpose and the person who that was aimed at would understand. I dunno I might be over analyzing but I think we should paying closer attention to her posts.
I also feel like that means we are headed in a positive direction because it means she cares about Luke and feels protective over him and is letting everyone know, even if there is currently a bit of tension between them. Not saying there is tension but just a feeling that sheās not very happy with how heās handling things at the moment.
What do we all think?
Ok I just reblogged a post about this, but I am going to add this (and a lot of this is just based on my gut feelings/opinions based off of everything I've seen, so these are all just THEORIES):
First, I want to start by saying we will NEVER know exactly what anyone's SPECIFIC intentions are on SM posts unless the publisher publicly clarifies it.
HOWEVER, N is VERY intentional on SM. So is A. L... not so much (I've known a lot of dudes like him who just don't really care to put a lot of energy/thought into SM, EVEN if they have it and utilize it). So I get the impression this might be the case for him as well. Intentionality takes thought and energy, so I do agree that N and A's recent SM posts are VERY intentional, but what those exact intentions are, again, we will probably never EXACTLY know. What/who is the common denominator between these two women though? L. Sooooo, I feel pretty confident that he is at the root of most of these more "cryptic" posts/stories on N and A's SM.
Now, normally, I would say WTH is a 37 y/o woman doing playing petty and shady SM games with a 23 y/o woman that wants the attention?? Well... I think SM is the only way for them to communicate with each other, and these two women have a LOTT to say to each other (which totally makes sense if ANY of our theories on L/N or the PR tour/papgate/A are accurate). Which is why I do think a lot of N's recent SM activity has been shade, but more directly towards A. Since the London premiere, I personally think L/N are dealing with their complex feelings over everything in private mainly because people are analyzing EVERYTHING they do.
If you have read my other theories on this blog, I don't think L/N are in a terrible place rn (but are very likely having to work through a LOT of complex things in private). I am sure they BOTH aren't happy about how this all publicly played out. And as I have mentioned, I think EVERYONE in this situation has made some mistakes (some more than others though). Please look through my "timelines" posts if you have any more questions on my thoughts on this.
I have also said this before, but I will say it again. N AND A WILL NEVER, NEVERRR BE FRIENDS. Based off of everything I have seen and know about these two women, they have VERY little in common (and A is very insecure and envious of N). Therefore, these two women are probably NEVER going to talk alone face-to-face (I personally don't think A has the cajones to address anything with N to her face). A (based on her public image and actions and everything else we know about her) seems like such a selfish, two-faced mean girl (just my opinion). N appears to be the opposite of that, and I believe would be more inclined to address things with A face-to-face. Since that is not an option though, N has utilized SM to share her real opinions/feelings with A. And yes, I do believe N is protective of L (BECAUSE THEY REALLY LOVE EACH OTHER). I don't have any solid proof on this, it is just a gut feeling, but I think a lot of N's most recent "cryptic" posts/stories are hinting that L/N's connection is not going to be ruptured by immature, selfish, and insecure behavior from A. And I think that is a really good sign for us Lukola fans.
Lastly, who again is the common denominator here? L! Could he have handled this WHOLE situation better? Yes! I've mentioned before though, he got ANNIHILATED on SM after Papgate. And he has been getting hate on SM from people in the fandom for years (him AND N already had to leave Twitter because of all the hate they were receiving). Therefore, I believe he is FED UP, but also TRYING to stay engaged just a LITTLE bit on SM. Yes, N has also gotten a lot of hate on SM, but she and L are very different people, and I get the sense that she is able to navigate the hate a little better than L. Therefore, L has taken a major step back from his public engagement online, and to be really honest, I don't believe he will be returning to his typical public SM activity anytime soon. Now, what other people AROUND him post on SM, I think that has a lot more to do with THOSE INDIVIDUALS than L himself (again, just my opinion). How aware/involved L is with any of these posts/stories that adjacent people in his life are posting, we will probably never know. L is a chronic people pleaser though, and I got the sense from what I have seen that he is not very good at setting firm boundaries with people in his life (which likely played a role in SOME of the SM activity we have seen recently from adjacent people in his life). I think there is a lot of self-reflection going on for him at the moment in terms of determining HOW he wants to move forward in his career and HOW he wants the public to see him. I think he is still figuring it out...
Anywhooo, like I have mentioned multiple times, the whole situation seems to be REALLY messy (and I am almost certain that both L/N didn't want all of this to play out on such a public stage). And we will never know the full story of what was/is going on BTS for everyone. However, a lot of the recent posts/stories from N have been very interestingggg š¤
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Just Helping You Sleep.
Miguel OāHara x AFAB reader (GN pronouns)
TAGS/INCLUDED: Lactation (not really nsfw though) * Dad!Miguel * Miguel is super smitten * if heās Spider-Man is up to you * fluff * au where he had Gabriella normally so she isnāt literally dead
A/N: this is my first ever tumblr post so please have mercy LOL. What a first post am I right gang? Anyways happy reading ā¤ļø
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Miguel has had one thing on his mind lately.
Your tits.
It was weird as hell, considering the situation, but it was true. He couldnāt get those damn things out of his head no matter how hard he tried.
Heād be busy at work, then boom. Titty thoughts.
Youād had his baby recently, which didnāt help (and was also the cause of the recent boob thought influxes). The baby was a beautiful girl and light of Miguelās life, Gabriella.
You were breastfeeding Gabri, which was the main cause. You not only exposed them more often, but it also made your boobs larger than they were originally.
Miguel was honestly pretty ashamed of getting horny of you merely feeding your child, but here he was.
One day, Miguel was sitting on the couch, watching the news with a beer in one hand and Gabriella in the other. She was snug against him and content, ātill she began crying.
You had raced over to get her, cooing things like āOh no, whatās wrong, baby?ā And āAre Papaās stupid news stories boring you to tears, my poor thing?ā
You swooped the little girl from his arms, and popped your shirt open in record time to feed her. Miguel nearly dropped his beer.
You noticed his staring and asked if he was alright, and he just said something akin to āYeah, Gabiās just so cute when she eats.ā Which was true, just not the reason he was staring so intently.
The second a drop of milk dribbled down your boob and down towards your torso, Miguel began to sweat in his wife-beater and had to literally leave the room.
Miguel has caught himself having extremely weird thoughts as of late. A lot of the time, he realizes heās actually envious of his 3 month old daughter for being able to be that up close and personal with your chest.
Another one is when that drip of milk dribbled down your chest, he had to actually stop himself from swiping a finger under it to catch it on the pad of his finger, and taste it.
He had absolutely no idea what was happening.
He currently was sat on yours and his shared bed, doing some work on his iPad. His glasses were sliding down the bridge of his nose, so he pushes them up. You walk in from just finally getting your daughter down, palming your boobs uncomfortably and looking around the room.
He looks up from his tablet, āWhatās wrong, querido?ā
āI canāt find that stupid breast pump, and Gabriella didnāt empty me before she fell asleep. It fuckinā hurts.ā
He saves his work before shutting his tablet off, getting up from his spot to help you look around for the pump to alleviate your pain.
You sigh exhaustedly, āI swear to god if itās in her room and I have to go in there and risk waking her up-ā
Miguel sits back on the bed when he canāt find it and for some reason, his mind decided that yeah, this was a great thing to blurt out;
āDo you want me to help?ā
You stop what youāre doing and turn to look at him comically slowly. You stare at him, āEh?ā
Miguel pales in the face when he realizes what he actually just fucking said, what he suggested.
āI just meant- uhm- Amor I didnāt mean-ā
He shut up before he could make things worse than he already had.
You walk over and sit on the edge of the bed, staring at him, āDid youā¦ are you suggesting you drink me dry?ā
Miguel lets out a loud groan, āDonāt say it like that, cariƱo!ā He covers his face with his hands.
You just snicker and crawl up to your spot on the bed. You shrug, āWe can give it a shot. I donāt see why not. I wonāt be able to sleep like this.ā
āAre you serious?ā He whips his head up to stare at you. His gaze only grows more shocked when you slip your shirt off, over your head.
You lean back and rest your head on the pillow. Miguel could see you really were tired, so he decided to just dive right in, crude as that sounds.
He leant down and latched on, and hoooolllllyyy shit man. It felt so good. It was unbelievable. Heād fantasized about this for weeks on end, and it was finally happening.
Hell, the milk was perfect too. It was in his top 5 beverages for sure. Not because it was from his beautiful and lovely spouse who he loves more than anything, his beautiful and lovely spouse who could breathe and he would propose to you all over again.
You let out a long breath from the relief and tangle your fingers in his hair. He lets out a low groan at the action.
He reaches one of his hands up to squeeze at the breast he wasnāt sucking, and it fucking dribbled out milk. He could have came on the spot. He immediately unlatched from you to catch it on his tongue.
He switches to the other breast, pretty confident he had emptied your other one. He lets out a loud groan against you when you tug his hair slightly. You let out a sigh yourself. It was super pleasant, having a big hunky man sucking you dry.
Miguel kept on working, focused on mostly helping you get to sleep. Sure he was getting unbelievably horny, but he knew you really just wanted your rest. Having a tiny baby who clung to you like Gabriella did was exhausting.
He pulls back and uses his big hands to feel your breasts, making sure theyāre empty enough to let you get some comfortable sleep. Once heās sure they are, he looks up at you with a lovey dovey smile. You hold back a snicker as you raise a thumb to wipe away the remaining milk around his mouth.
āAll better?ā He asks. You could feel his excitement pressed up against you under the covers and he noticed. He shook his head and pressed a kiss to your forehead, āDonāt worry about it, Hermosa. Itāll go away. Just get your sleep, Mhm?ā
You nod sleepily and cuddle against his side. He lets your head rest on his shoulder as he pulls the cover over both of you.
He looks at you with the sweetest gaze, āYouāre so beautiful.ā
You smile tiredly at him and press a kiss to his cheek, then lay your head back on his shoulder. You felt yourself drifting off to sleep, not as uncomfortable as before.
He mumbles,
āYou will let me do that during sex though, right?ā
You burst out in giggles, nodding and kissing him.
A/N: this was my first tumblr post ever so please give feedback if you want!! Thanks so much for reading ā¤ļø
+ I did use spanishdict for the Spanish nicknames Miguel used, please lmk if I used them wrong or anything so I can fix them !
(the normal shit, donāt copy or redistribute this pretty please)
#miguel x reader#atsv miguel#spiderman atsv#miguel o'hara#miguel ohara#miguel o hara#miguel spiderman#miguel x y/n#miguel oāhara x reader#miguel x you#atsv x reader#miguel fluff#Miguel OāHara fluff#dad!miguel
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I had a dream I shifted
Shifting diary # 7
Some one please tell me possibly why my brain would do this to mešš
To clarify some things before I explain:
Iām certain that this was a dream
Even though this dream wasnāt (for the most part) a lucid one, I have been lucid dreaming all my life so I donāt want anyone to come across this post and think lucid dreaming is shifting because it certainly is not.
I canāt remember to many specifics about this dream but about an hour and a half ago I woke up and started to remember said dream, (also the night prior Iām pretty sure I had a dream about my DR/significant other) but like I said I dreamt I shifted. Iām not sure what happened before this moment, (like Iām not sure if I was trying to shift and just ended up in another dream) but I put my hands on a wall and thought to myself āthis is so real Iāve shifted! I can feel the wall I shifted.ā
And I definitely did not shift, for one I didnāt not actually feel the wall, and the dream was vivid but it definitely wasnāt real life, and the there were dream like inconsistencies. And deep down I knew it too even in the dream because as the dream went on I thought to myself āI thought shifting was supposed to be like real life, everything is kinda blurry though ā¦ā and I just dismissed these thoughts.
The dream itself wasnāt even to my DR. It was to a weird alternative CR x Gilmore girls reality? (The only Gilmore girls thing I remember about the dream though is Jess being my S/O) Iāve only been focusing on my vampire diaries reality lately, and a while ago I started scripting for a Gilmore girls reality but I kind scrapped the idea. To be fair though I am watching the show atm with my sister, but yesterday I didnāt even watch it?
Throughout the dream I also kept thinking āI canāt wait to tell my sister, and I shouldnāt stay long because I also want to go to my waiting room.ā It was over all a strange and frustrating experience, but also one Iāve experienced before. Nothing recently but maybe this happened because about two ish months ago I locked in on shifting again?
Idk but thatās so weirdā¦ can someone please tell me why I would dream I shifted but not actually do it???? Why would my brain do thatš like Iāve had multiple dreams in the past thatāll fail reality checks and or just have a dream about shifting but not actually doing it?
[Also after I woke up from that dream I went back to sleep and had a dream about my actual desired reality BUT it also involved Gilmore girls characters??????????????]
#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifters#shifting antis dni#shifting blog#shifting community#law of assumption#shifting#meditation#shifting consciousness#lucid dreaming#shifting script#shifting motivation#shiftinconsciousness#shifting diary#shifting affirmations#shifting question
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Just wanted to drop an ask to see if you are willing to drop Wilson au lore šļø or the higgsbury siblings aus? it's chill if not I was just very interested in the recent art post you made,,,,
ohohohoho my dear anon i am always willing to drop lore
i'll do a higgsbury sibs loredump first, because i'd need a specific au to blabber about, lest the post be eight miles do-you-like-the-color-of-the-sky lookin ahh long.
i'll be using a bit of older art for this because i havent drawn them in a LONG time. (specifically Riley and Amelia's designs are outdated) but i'll be talking about the whole higgsbury family! how fun!
it all starts with a decently well-renowned german scientist and professor, and a big band singer from cali.
meet Arthur Lewis Higgsbury. a rough, calculated man with a thick german accent, and an impressive travel record. Arthur is an engineer, he worked tirelessly for around 10 years to bring about a draft of the computer. none of them worked, of course. that wouldn't happen until 1940 in japan, but i'm getting off track. he was often invited to speak at colleges because of his work. in one such instance, he stayed in San Francisco and just so decided he'd attend a show held by one Loraine "Lady Bird" Torres.
Loraine Torres, soon to become Loraine Higgsbury, was a big band singer and pretty damn good vocalist. she loved everything musical, jazz, art, and typically not-very-scientific-things. Arthur didn't mind all that, though, he was completely smitten.
long story short, Loraine convinced Arthur to move to america, where he lived with her in a pretty lavish lifestyle due to both of their incomes (they even have a nanny!). they had three children together; Riley, who was not planned for, Wilson, who was, and Amelia, who also was.
Very shortly after Amelia's birth, and Loraine's recovery from such, she wanted to get back into the singing business, and Arthur was fully supportive. in April of 1906, she's supposed to provide music for the intermissions between some guy named The Amazing Maxwell's act.
The San Francisco earthquake ensures she never makes it back home.
Arthur, completely devastated by this, nearly completely shuts himself off from his children. this of course affects them all in different ways.
starting with Riley, the oldest.
Riley! he's the nervous one.
Riley grows up to be a neurotic golden-child oldest sibling type of person. He has a love for reptiles and anything cold-blooded, and uses this love (and Arthur's harsh insistence) to fuel his ambition to be a reptilian biologist. he's often put in charge of keeping the family in line, however, his rampant anxiety gets in the way of being able to do a good job at it.
he owns several species of snake, a few spiders, an army of geckos, and an axolotl named Bessie.
as of the time of Wilson's disappearance, he's 38 years old.
next, is the boy you all know and love!
Wilson Percival Higgsbury! magnificent beard-grower, man of curiosity, and family disappointment.
out of all his children, Arthur was the hardest on Wilson. he would say he was squandering his gifts, his intelligence. at some point in his youth, Wilson tried to join a theater program. Arthur was not pleased by this.
of course, Wilson always had a fascination with all things science. chemistry, namely, but astronomy, botany to a mild extent, biology, he never could just pick one. so this caused Wilson to be sort of idle in his exploration of his passion, at least in his father's eyes.
after the whole college chemistry lab incident, as said in the last post, Wilson moved away practically overnight. Riley tried to get him to stay because "we need to take care of father", but just didn't quite understand why he was so upset. Amelia bid him a friendly "good riddance, traitor" and never spoke to him again.
at the time of his disappearance, Wilson was 31 years old. presently, he's somewhere between 31 and 34, due to the Constant's time fuckery. he settles on 32.
next, the firey hot-headed youngest sister,
Amelia. she's as friendly as she looks!
Amelia is quite the daddy's girl. she's constantly narcing on her brothers, keeping them in line, and seeking Arthur's approval. to which she recieves very little.
Amelia goes on to be an english major, which she... fucking hates. her true passion is forensics, true crime as it would be called today, that sort of thing. she's fascinated by death. which makes Wilson's disappearance all the more hard on her.
she truly loves her brothers, and Wilson, despite her general brattiness, had been there for her when no one else was. the two were close despite their bickering and fighting. she desperately tries to search for him for years, but to no avail.
at the time of Wilson's disappearance, she is 26 years old.
little bits of trivia time!!!
Riley and Amelia both have natrually oddly-shaped hair. Wilson's hair naturally looks more like his father's, but he's been styling it so long that it's stuck the way that it is.
The family's nanny did Wilson's hair. she also taught him a little bit of German.
Riley considers Wilson to be his more confident other-half.
Amelia is intentionally designed to bear a resemblance to Willow.
Despite Wilson's harsh exodus from the family, he's not the odd one out, just the most extreme one. Riley occasionally eats crickets - as an adult - to feel closer to his lizards. Amelia once camped outside her professor's house for three days begging for her grade to be changed, and she eventually got arrested for it. none of them are normal.
Riley's favorite food is Macaroni Casserole "the way Mom used to make it", and Amelia's is french onion soup, specifically because she thinks that because it has french in the name, that makes her fancy.
Arthur doesn't hate his children, but they do remind him deeply of his late wife, and often can't stand to make eye contact with them.
Wilson strictly calls Arthur "father", where as the other siblings call him some variation of "dad". Riley only calls Arthur "father" when he's speaking about him as an authority.
None of the siblings are allowed to speak about Loraine at length while around Arthur. Amelia has a secret photograph she stole off the wall of her mother. He also hates big band music now
Wilson, due to trauma, hardly remembers any of his school years, his mother's face, or his nanny's voice. the last one he curses himself for a lot. he also doesn't know that Loraine was a singer.
Loraine was a big fan of Wigfrid's shows. she owned a replica of her helmet.
#dst#dst oc#dont starve#dst wilson#dont starve together fanart#dont starve oc#wilson higgsbury#wilson p higgsbury#headcanons#higgsbury sibs
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[240823] MORNING BREEZE
[NEW UPLOAD FROMM HIMARI]
[AM 7:31] good morning atiny, please enjoy this sighting of my angel being sleepy...i did her hair, it looks nice right ? - mingi
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it looks this soft because i brushed it for two whole minutes, it just felt so nice - mingi
[AM 7:31] You're right it's too early to be awake on a day off š“ But it's because I went to see my parents and I like going early when no one is there yet, plus I wanted to see them before leaving. The other members wanted to come too so everyone's having breakfast together
[AM 7:32] Ah no, my biological parents. The cemetery their tombs are in is pretty far so we had to travel there by train, we also bought incense on the way
[AM 7:32] I usually like being alone with them unless it's a special occasion, since I don't get to come by very often. Today I was happy they came to say hi though, Yunho oppa even prayed with me, then I prayed alone
[AM 7:33] I wouldn't say I'm religious, I do have spiritual beliefs because my mom followed the Shinto religion, my dad was atheist though but he would often take part in rituals and pray with her
[AM 7:34] I value protection a lot. Actually I have a bracelet that I wear all the time, Hanzo nii-chan made it for me out of pieces from a stone tower he built to pray for my health. Apparently Jungkook oppa came to visit to pray too
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[AM 7:35] Ooh, babytinys, that's exciting! I do have a Korean name, it's Hayun, my dad gave it to me a few days after I was born. Both of my names have similar meanings actually. Himari can be read as 'sunflower' or 'ball of light' and Hayun means sunlight! It's pretty cool
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Jongho oppa wants to make sure everyone knows he says hi, he said to look forward to his update because he's gonna post picture of us
[AM 7:37] Oh the festival ? Please don't worry about that, it was just really hot so performing was hard, but I'm alright. I've been a little reckless with my health lately but our captain is watching over me closely now
[AM 7:37] Yeah, I have supplements, Seonghwa oppa got me a cute case for them. We also have a doctor with us at all times so if anything happens we'll be taken care of right away so don't focus on that too much!
[AM 7:38] Hmm I'm not sure...I have a dinner date tonight but we don't have any plans in between. I might go buy some more art supplies, Hyunjin oppa found a new store last time he came here
[AM 7:38] Here, these are the pieces I've worked on recently (I finished the second one yesterday after the fan meeting)
[AM 7:39] These ones were made with markers actually! I usually use ink but since we've been travelling lately, it's complicated to transport it without spilling
[AM 7:40] I promise I'll tell you more later, but Sannie oppa just came back from the washroom so we're off to eat now!
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[AM 7:40] Oops, I really have to go now, Hongjoong oppa's grumbling about being hungry (as usual ć
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#ateez au#ateez imagines#ateez 9th member#ateez extra member#ateez female member#kpop oc#HimaSocialā”#HimaFrommā”
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Finally cleaned this up so hereās my DnDads ultimate ship opinions list. I was waiting until after s2 ended to clean this up in case I had any final opinion changes with the last few episodes. Please donāt bash me for any of these. The DnDads fandom is generally very nice but shipping discourse is something that can get heated no matter the fandom.
Dads
Henry Darryl: very neutral. I understand the ship I just never fully got on the boat
Henry Glenn: absolutely fucking feral about them do not get me started on Glennry
Darryl Glenn: feral in a different way that I donāt know how to describe other than toxic yaoi in the way that theyāre damaged but refuse to talk about it so they kiss about it instead
Loveeeeeeee polydads but only as Henry/Glenn/Darryl. Not really a Ron shipper I love him and Samantha too much. Ron and Glennās friendship is very important to me though
In terms of Jodie, I donāt really ship him with any of the main dads, ESPECIALLY not Glenn. Even if Jimmy didnāt play Jodie Iād still never ship them. Wish Scamster was real and not completely a scam because theyāre literally a crackship become real except it was never a crackship before canon. Itās surprising to me that they werenāt really shipped beforehand
Henry Mercedes: THE T4T OF ALL TIME BABEYYYYY. Absolutely iconic couple, fate was in their favor with how they met they were destined for each other
Darryl Carol: After hearing how Darryl talked about his family in Heaven, I was actually really happy they ended up not getting divorced. They clearly had a rough patch as seen in s1, but they genuinely love each other and I love how devoted to her Darryl is. The little finger puppet he made of her in the time out zoneā¦ :,)
Glenn Morgan: GLORGAN!!!!!!!!! Oh my god these two tear me apart. I am feral for Glorgan angst thereās too much to work with. More people need to start calling them Glorgan instead of Morglenn please please please please pretty please indulge me in my silly ship name
Ron Samantha: sobbing. Theyāre so sweet. The distinction that Samantha is also a little silly is very important to me. They love each other so fucking much
Kiddads
Nicky Sparrow: didnāt realize how much I love them for a good while but when I did oh god I love them so so much. T4T itās so real to me that theyāre both trans
Nicky Lark: used to like it but yall mischaracterize Nicky so much in fics. If yall want toxic yaoi just ship Grant and Lark Iām so serious
Nicky Terry: sobs. They were best friends. I donāt personally ship them but the fact that Terry said he was his best friendā¦ that line rattles around in my brain so often
Nicky Grant: recently learned this might get shipped and has THE coolest ship name. Crossfire I love you but for the ship name alone
Sparrow Terry: I think Iāve seen this shipped a few times but only in the context of Terry/Nicky/Sparrow. Not my personal cup of tea though
Sparrow Grant: I donāt see this shipped too often but they have the worst ship name ever /aff. Wtf is a spant lol. Also Iām too much team transfem Sparrow to feel comfortable shipping this
Lark Terry: do not know the appeal of Gun Control but their ship name is fun
Lark Grant: toxic yaoi central. They both need intense therapy but them both being so fucked up is what makes them interesting not that thatās healthy though
Terry Grant: I see them more in a qpr place than anything romantic. I have one fic of them thatās bookmarked on Safari because I think about a part from it from time to time
Donāt have any poly ships for them
In terms of s2 spouses I so desperately wished we couldāve seen more of them. We barely get to see them
Nicky Cassandra: Telling Taylor his dad was a good man and that she misses him every day makes me think they parted on good terms. But then Nicky disappeared because of FBI shit. In another life maybe they couldāve worked.
Sparrow Rebecca: more ugly sobbing. Iām unsure on my sparroace thoughts if theyād end up getting divorced post-finale but I know theyāre not fully separating or breaking up. They really are in love but itās unconventional and messy.
Terry Veronica: I think the reveal that Terry is infertile is a nice touch to their relationship. It sounds weird to say and I feel like I might word this all weirdly. Him being unable to have bio kids but finding love in someone who wants to raise a kid with him anyways. Veronica finding new love again after a supposedly abusive relationship. Both of those combined is something I really love.
Grant Marco: Canon gays ftw. The Titanic episode was so generous in letting us get to see their dynamic. Obviously Grant still has a long way to go in finding self love but Iām so happy he found someone who can support him and loves him back like this.
Teens
Normal Scary: ugly sobbing over them I love them so much. Cradling my madomagi and tma aus with them as madohomu and jmart
Normal Taylor: yearning for the early s2 days like when they went to Sonic and made some devious plan off screen I wish they had more silly interactions together. Was truly fed with the kareoke intro and them bonding over costume making for a minute. Tayloak could be so interesting if there was more material to work with
Normal Link: Childhood BFFs to Lovers; I wish they couldāve hung out more as kids but all that happened
Normal Hermie: I get the hype but I have personal reasons for feeling neutral on them that I wish I could get over. Good soup though /ref
Scary Taylor: see them too much as a sibling dynamic to ever ship them
Scary Link: respect to all yāall shippers but I do not gothcleats and will leave it at that forever. I can only accept the finale with my transfem Link hc
Scary Hermie: I love Scene Partners. These stupid kids and reflecting each other /aff
Taylor Link: one that I canāt believe I didnāt ship sooner theyāre so silly
Link Hermie: I think this one is very funny (/pos) but not my personal vibe
Love love LOVEEEEEEEE Marloakworthy AUGH. A giant triangle of everyone paralleling each other
Polywagon I love you; cannot believe youāre real and genuinely canon. This is just Homestuck again when Hussie said all ships are canon (DnDads never beating the Homestuck allegations from me)
Scary Erica: wish there were more interactions I love Erica so much but alas sheās a guest NPC. āYou awaken a lightness in meā sapphic ass Scary I know what you are
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads s1#dndads s2#dndads season 2#thereās no way I can tag everyone and every ship just pretend that I did#I could barely tag everyone when I did the stained glass art
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A recent post in the mumbo jumbo tag has me thinking abt my old dsmp x hermitcraft au from like. 2-3 years ago so here's some 4am rambles abt it!!! Reminder that it's c! not cc! yada yada you get it
Grian being Tommy is a given. Like they're an inch away from being the same person. It's so obvious. Grian is a generally very confident guy, though it's mostly a faƧade and he's pretty easily broken if you do/say the right things.
Mumbo fits pretty easily into Wilbur's role - not for any real reason, but I also fully believe Mumbo has the capability to go from definitely not a drug van to blowing up said drug van in the name of "captain goes down with his ship" because if he can't have it no one can
To continue with sbi I kind of struggled on who would be Techno, but then. Doc. Because who else??? I fully believe Doc would find some way to automate netherrite mining to make enough gear for an army (however small it may be.) Also the image of him kind of being brothers with Mumbo and Grian is so funny. Doc would 100% support Mumbo going on a villain arc and would also summon a wither while waxing poetic about heroes and villains and how everyone but him is kinda the bad guy because. That's kinda what he already does??
Scar. Scar is hard because I really like the image of him being Schlatt as a reference to s7, but I think he works better as Tubbo. Scar is underestimated imo, and I think Tubbo's whole arc meshes really well with Scar as a character. Also the tragedy in the "who am I without you?" "yourself." Really fits Grian and Scar??
I still haven't figured out Ranboo so. If anyone has any suggestions please lmk.
For Phil I think Xisuma really helps round out sbi. Again not for any real reason - out of everyone I've mentioned so far, I know the least about Xisuma - but I am feral for the very familial bond he and Mumbo seem to have and. Well.
I really like Cub as Quackity. It started when Scar was originally Schlatt as a reference to Convex, but I can totally see Cub in Quackity's casino arc. Otherwise I don't know a lot about him so if anyone has a better idea lmk!!
Pearl is Niki. Given the life series, I can totally see Pearl getting super attached to L'manburg, then feeling utterly betrayed by it and burning down the tree but she secretly never stopped caring about it. She's already lost her life for that country, and she's willing to die for it again, even if that country died alongside her in that control room. Unfortunately I still don't have anyone for Eret/Jack :(
Getting a little off topic, I think Ren would make a good Sam. I believe wholeheartedly that whatever lore Ren has going on that he would do a story where he literally is just Sam. Ren is another character I don't know too much about so again if there's any other suggestions. You get it.
I think that's everything I have so far tbh. I've been pacing in circles trying to figure out who would be Dream and I think figuring him out would help the whole rest of the au but. Yeah. Again suggestions are very much appreciated because this was originally a crack au when I first got into hermitcraft right after my dsmp hyperfixation lol
#hermitcraft#hermitblr#dream smp#dsmp#mcyt#grian#tommyinnit#mumbo jumbo#not tagging the nibbler.#docm77#technoblade#gtwscar#tubbo#xisuma#philza#cubfan135#quackity#pearlescentmoon#niki nihachu#rendog#awesamdude#did i really go through the effort and tag all of them.#yes.#it was excruciating.#esp because its nearly 5am#im going to bed goodnight tumblr#leo if you see this dm me please im so autistic about them
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Hi Amethyst! It's been a hot minute since I sent an ask in, but I have been reading both fics every day (still obsessed lmao) (also I name changed btw, used to be ElenaLoo)
Anyways, I had written a whole ask waxing eloquent on all the wonderful things going on in ttsbc, but I accidentally shut off my computer partway through and frankly I can't be bothered to write it all out again lmao. Just. It's beautiful (wow isnt that so meaningful and deep? im sure you're feeling very complimented rn)
The REAL thing I wanted to talk about was Traveling thieves (which is by far my favorite fanfic of ALL TIME), and all the amazingness in ttsbc made me forget it even existed for the past few weeks. But the other day I was just like "oh yeah. Traveling thieves." and then i reread the whole thing. whoopsies.
Ummm anywyas there's so many thoughts in my head about all the little guys, but recently I've been on an Imp and Skizz obsession (just scroll on my page for .2 seconds and you'll see) and YOU. You left them on a CLIFFHANGER. >:((( (not actually mad btw). I just. so excited for them. They're out alone in the woods right now and Skizz is going to have the perfect opportunity to kill Impulse and get away and I just am falling apart thinking about them. (I drew them to cope lol, posted on my blog but also later here so that I can talk about it more). I can see this playing out a few ways. Obviously Skizz isn't actually going to kill Impulse, so he's either going to 1) make up some excuse as to why he can't do it right then, but still plans to do it eventually, or 2) he does it. but he doesn't. Skizz attacks Impulse when he's not expecting it, there's a scuffle, and Skizz comes out on top---BUT THEN HE CAN"T FINISH IT!!! and it's a whole thing where even tho skizz tried to kill him, imp is still so understanding and skizz cries and impulse just freaking gives him a hug and
sigh
Whatever you do will be beautiful, I'm sure. I think you mentioned you're switching to tt after this fic, so crossing my fingers it's imp and skizz. (Though, would also be very happy with Martyn and Ren :P) (or anything really i just love tt)
Anyways, I had the art on my blog but I'm also putting it here so i can say things about it to you
Mostly I'm just very proud of their expressions, with Impulse being all concerned glancing over at Skizz, meanwhile Skizz is completely deadpan staring forwards, also looking very tired bc he needs a break from this universe. Also I switched up my Impulse design a lil bit from last time (if u even remember that lol it was months ago now). you would think, just looking at them, that Impulse took way longer to design, but nope, I was messing around with Skizz for at least double the time, trying to figure out how to have him facing forward whilst still showing some of the scars on his back. I gave up eventually xD (all that means is that im gonna have to draw him again later, from different angles)
actually that made me remember a question I had: are you planning to ship Imp and Skizz? Ik you said Zed and Tango are going to be a thing far in the future, but... skizzpulse? plzzzz plz pretty please haha im not obsessed
aaaaaand that reminds me of another question, is skizz going to be in ttsbc? (pretty please also same question as tt, if he was in ttsbc, are him and impulse together? Im addicted to them all i care about these days is some good imp and skizz shipfics, and you're such a fantastic writer, both with plot and the vibes of the words themselves. u could write such good imp and skizz. just imagine the possibilites! (am i selling it?))
aaaaaanyways. im gonna go reread the old tt skizz fics because theyre delicious and painful, like eating knives. u have a good day :))
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I ADORE THIS ART SO MUCH! I gave you all my rambles on the reblog but it's SOOOOO COOL!
I'm sad the waxing eloquent about TTSBC is gone š but that's ok!
I'm so glad you're enjoying TT and all the drama going on in there! Imp and Skizz are definitely having a time and a half with all of this nonsense going on...I love all your theories! I won't confirm or deny anything of course, but I'm so happy you're excited for them!
I will not be shipping Imp and Skizz, sorry! I just personally don't ship them, so they're gonna remain platonic...I mean, in TT who knows what the hell they're doing to be fair š but yeah, Zedango is going to be a thing in the distant future, but no Skizzpulse! Sorry!
Skizz is not in TTSBC at the moment, that doesn't mean he never will be! Just haven't found a spot for him yet...and no, he also would not be with Impulse, I'm so sorry I just don't ship them personally! I think it's a very cute ship tho!
Enjoy rereading the TT Skizz fics!!! Thank you again for the gorgeous art!!!! I love it!!! š
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