#with hints of ot5

[miupow]

hiii! how do you think txt would be like if their partner were a kpop idol aswell? and would they like their partner being an idol? 🫶🫶

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♯ AND IF WE PUT THIS TO BED // THE INTERNET WILL GO CRAZY .ᐟ ★ ꒰ txt꒱

✦ ── AKA ; TXT WITH AN IDOL GF !

╭♡ pairing 〃ot5 x fem!reader .ᐟ genre 〃fluff, slight angst . idol!reader warnings ◠ ﹐〃secret relationships , hate/harassment mention , food/eating mention .

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𝕾OOBIN ★

would be so nervous about everyone finding out that would totally give it away. just an absolute nervous wreck whenever you’re anywhere near him !

even just hearing your name makes his ears go pink ! stuttering through whatever he was going to say while trying to play it off totally cool

he gets better at hiding it because he just starts avoiding you lol you don’t really mind it all that much because soobin is just so sweet !

literally the best stage boyfriend ever ! always gushing about your performances n hyping you up !! went to one of your concerts once and got totally found out lol

loves physical affection and hates that he can never show any to you in public :( hands always twitching to hold yours :( makes it up by being all up in your personal space when you’re alone tho!!

you’re the one who takes all of those boyfriend photos he posts on instagram! and he is the one who takes all of the pictures you post on yours <3

thousands of youtube compilations of soobin acting all shy around you, eyeing you up, getting blushy !! he is really so obvious it’s so endearing. basically everyone already knew you were together before you were together iykwim

will do absolutely anything he can to keep you from facing any harassment or hate for being with him . always concerned about your safety both off and on tour. always asking if you’ve ate well, if you’re well rested, if you’ve hurt yourself on stage. hes a little bit of a helicopter boyfriend but you kind of love it

always telling you to eat more or rest but never listens to his own advice :( overworks himself half to death but would go scorched earth if you ever burnt yourself out

𝖄EONJUN ★

king of the suspicious matching instagram posts. always stalking the internet to see if anyone makes the connections (they always do and he eats it up) your insta feeds are just date pics but no one needs to know that other than him and you!

always getting cute matching keychains, phone cases, bracelets, anything he can get away with!! it’s like letting everyone know you’re his without him ever saying anything !!

simultaneously the best and the worst at hiding your relationship from the public

the best because he can act cool around you no problem, won’t ever say or do anything out of line. no one would think you even talk all that often with how he keeps things so cool and collected. honestly you’re the one that’s slipping sometimes

the worst because he wants everyone to know so badly even though he knows he can’t!! especially finds it so hard to keep his hands to himself!! he just loves holding you and having you close to him.. he’s obsessed with dropping tiny hints , just enough to get people talking… start some rumors lol

always taking photos he won’t ever post. of you and him together, out on dates or spending time together in his dorm. you all pretty and barefaced snuggled against his chest . he cherishes them but he won’t ever let another soul see them

such powercouple energy once you’re out and open about being together !!! always spotted everywhere together lol now that he doesn’t have to hide you he can show you off! his socials become essentially your fansites

such a whirlwind romance with him always. sweeps you off of your feet and has you doing things you would never do in a million years!! kiss him in this hotel pool, no one’s gonna notice ! but you’re so in love it’s sickening .. and you don’t mind being risky when it’s with him

just so utterly devoted to you <3 you are his everything and he’ll give you his heart and his credit card to prove it lol

𝕭EOMGYU ★

beomgyu’s been pursuing you for years, actually. since you were trainees, even. you finally agreed to be his girlfriend just recently lol

hates that he can’t let the world know that you’re in love :( hates having to hide how obsessed he is with you !!

which makes him terrible at being secretive !! constantly eyeballing you at events, getting all blushy and goofy when you interact on stage or on camera. likes he’s so infatuated with you and it’s like disgusting to look at

would do some risky shit like start a live with you in the hotel room with him off screen ! post suspicious pictures on his instagram. film a dance challenge on tiktok like your company made you do it

he loves the thrill of keeping things hidden, possibly getting caught. seeing how much he can get away with ! he just finds it all so fun !

always texting you throughout the day to make you giggle, no matter how busy the two of you were ! voicenotes of him talking in his sleepy low timbre, late at night or early in the morning, or of him playing the guitar !! facetimes you every night before you go to bed, regardless of what time it was for him ><

when your schedules inevitably get in the way he is always flexible and quick to make it up to you ! he always makes sure to give you all of his attention whenever he can, because maybe you’re a bit of a spoiled princess (he made you that way)

someone else seeing him kissing you out in public is what ultimately does him in lol he just can’t keep his hands off of you !!

doesn’t really care about what anyone else says or thinks about the two of you being together !! true moas would support you and he just loves being able to show you off !!!

𝕿AEHYUN ★

would be very serious about keeping your relationship a secret. he’s seen horrible things happen to other idols who have had their relationships revealed and he doesn’t want anything like that to happen to you— or him and his bandmates.

absolutely the best at hiding in public. even standing near eachother on a music show no one would know a thing.

though he gets kind of quiet when you’re mentioned or when you’re around. almost like he gets shy hehe

i can see him falling for an older and more experienced idol, always talking to you so formally and respectfully, always call you noona :3

a sweet and passionate lover when away from prying eyes <3 does absolutely everything he can to set aside time to be with you, date you out on secretive little dates ^^

calls you twice a day every day while you’re both away on tour, even packed with your busy schedules. gets mopey if you don’t tell him you love him before you hang up :(

likes getting you jewelry or accessories you can wear in videos and on stage ! nothing too obvious, little necklaces and bracelets, rings he can see when you wave your hands <3 it makes him feel like he’s showing you off without showing you off iykwim

he would want to admit it if there were any suspicions or if you were found out. half because he didn’t want to lie to moa and half because finally letting the world know you were his doesn’t sound all that bad ><

but if he wasn’t ever found out he would have kept it a secret for a long, long time, until he was sure it was the best possible time to open up. he’ll make sure he’ll make it up to you for all of those years though,,,

𝕳UENING 𝕶AI ★

also incredibly serious about keeping the relationship a secret. he just wants to be safe, especially when you were both at the height of your careers…

which is funny because he’s the absolute WORST at hiding his feelings for you!! cannot act right when he’s anywhere around you and trying to keep that professional idol persona..

doesn’t like going out where others could potentially see you together, prefers to stay inside with you playing video games or watching movies. just resting from your hark work and spending time with you <3 naps with you are his favorite especially

brings the plushie you gifted him early in your relationship everywhere he goes. he can’t sleep without it if you aren’t in your arms yourself !!

let’s you borrow his big sweaters and hoodies, gets all nervous and giggly when he sees you on a live or something wearing his clothes!! will someone notice?? but he can’t help but like it deep down ! you look so cute in his clothes :(

gushes about you to his sisters constantly . they find it cute and annoying at the same time.

loves hearing your voice over the phone or on facetime while you’re away from eachother. squeezes in the chance to call you whenever he possibly can ! the type of bf to fall asleep with you on the phone <3

just so sugar sweet :’( always going on and on about how beautiful and talented and amazing you are.. and he gets all squirmy when you compliment him back !! his kisses are always so gentle and loving— you love sneaking kisses backstage at music shows to see your lipstick leave stains on his mouth!!

would panic and freak out if you and him were ever found out, convinced the absolute worst was going to happen.. but then pleasantly surprised when the worst doesn’t happen. maybe he can make this work..

[cheeseceli]

Cuddling for the first time

Pairing: ot5!TXT × gn!reader (individually)

Genre: fluff, reactions

Request: hiiiii, can you please write smth about cuddling with txt for the first time?

Warnings: physical touch, some of them are established relationships and some are not, they are panicking a bit but it's okay

A/n: i never know when I'm writing them accurately or not😭 | daily click

Yeonjun

‌Overall, he's trying to be normal

‌And honestly

‌He's actually succeeding a bit

‌He is internally panicking of course

‌And if you focus for a bit you will notice how his hands seem to be shaking a bit

‌Or how his heart is beating kinda fast

‌But !

‌He's good at pretending

‌Trying his best to just seem confident and maybe even cocky

‌Makes some jokes here and there

‌Might harmless tease you for a second to forget that he is the one freaking out

‌But after a while he actually gets normal instead of just acting like it !

‌And trust me, after the first cuddle session he will get more confident

‌And he will initiate maaany more

Soobin

‌He is also trying to be normal

‌But he is actually failing

‌It's even a bit funny to see honestly 😭

‌Like, he's trying his best to seem cool

‌And so unbothered by all the situation

‌But tell me why he suddenly starts to laugh mid hug

‌I can see him cuddling you, being chill at first

‌And then he just lets out the most panicked laugh ever

‌And then he goes back to his previous position like nothing happened

‌You're like ?? but he's ignoring it

‌But once you guys start to talk about everything and anything

‌He gets more comfortable

‌He even forgets that he was feeling all awkward before

‌Might even bring you closer while he talks about whatever is going on in his mind

Beomgyu

‌I was picturing this sort of like

‌First time cuddling in a relationship! And all this fluff

‌But let's be honest

‌He's already cuddling with you when you both were just friends

‌And unless you manage to be even more hyper than him

‌He is probably the one initiating all cuddling sessions

‌And he's extremely happy while doing so

‌All smiley and basically crushing you under his hold

‌He's also one to tease you a little if you're shy

‌But all in good fun

‌After a while it even feels weird to be around him without him being basically attached to you

‌So it's safe to say you get used to him cuddling you in no time

Taehyun

‌His situation is the opposite of Beomgyu's

‌I can't imagine him cuddling you just as friends

‌It would have to be after you two get in a serious relationship

‌Even then it might take a while

‌But you know when his eyes shine

‌(His eyes genuinely have the ability to shine, it's incredible)

‌And then he smiles

‌He would have that face when cuddling you

‌Like he couldn't be happier to be there

‌I also think that he would be the one to initiate?

‌Like yes, he was all shy and nervous

‌But he also really wanted it

‌So he would gently bring you closer

‌And just put his chin over your shoulder

‌And that would become a cuddling session

‌Now he has the biggest smile ever on his lips, hoping you won't notice how happy that makes him

Hueningkai

‌He is also kinda like Taehyun in the sense that it would take a while

‌He's hesitant and nervous

‌So yeah, you would need to wait a little

‌Until he feels more comfortable

‌And when he finally becomes comfortable he would overthink

‌What if you are not comfortable?! If he makes a move but you're not ready it would be extremely awful!!

‌So yeah, help him a bit here please 😭

‌Give him hints or straight up initiate the physical contact

‌He will malfunction for a second but he will be very happy

‌He's also the type to furiously blush

‌His face is becoming a tomato as we speak

‌While Soobin suddenly laughs, Kai is suddenly giggling

‌But it's cute so 🙂‍↕️

Masterlist | you'll probably like: with a sleepy s/o

Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!

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Dividers by: @bernardsbendystraws | images 2 and 3

[hynzsn]

💭 HOW THEY ACT WHEN THEY’RE NEEDY ★

☆ txt x male reader

-> OT5 x boyfriend!reader

꩜ .ᐟ fluff, headcanons

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₊˚ ꒰ 𖦹﹕CHOI YEONJUN ꒱ ˚₊

— king of playful neediness. he’s not afraid to be direct.

— loves physical touch -> lots of clinging, cuddles, and demands for kisses

— sends you a barrage of pouty seflies when you’re not giving him attention

📱 -> from junnie 🧡: [4 photo attachments] baaabe, i miss you 🥺

— calls you to dramatically sigh into the phone

— shows up at your place unannounced with your favorite takeout

-> “feed me?” he asks with puppy dog eyes.

— can’t be away from you, not even for 5 seconds whenever he’s in your presence

-> you’re engrossed in a game, controller gripped tight, when you feel a shift on the couch. yeonjun drapes himself over your back, arms snaking around your waist. "babeee," he whines, voice muffled by your shirt. "pay attention to me." "jun, i’m in the middle of something," you chuckle, trying to focus on the screen. he nuzzles his face into your neck, placing a trail of kisses along your jaw. "something much more handsome is right here." you can't help but laugh, turning in his arms to meet his gaze. "you’re such a dork," you say, but the fondness in your voice is evident. "your dork," he corrects, pulling you in for a kiss. "now, where were we?"

— steals your hoodies and wears them around the dorm

— he’d call you during his break from practice, voice breathless and full of excitement as he recounts the choreography. but then he'd pause, a softer tone taking over -> "i miss you," he'd admit, a hint of vulnerability in his voice. "wish you were here to see this in person."

— sends you thirst traps at random times in the day

📱 -> from junnie 🧡: [50 photo attachments] oops, my hand slipped and i accidentally took 50 photos of my abs… thoughts?

— gets needier after performances, craving validation. calls you immediately after getting off stage -> “did you see that? was i cool? tell me i was cool."

— becomes surprisingly shy and flustered when overwhelmed with feelings -> mumbles into your shoulder, “you’re just... really fucking important to me, okay?"

— gets needier when he's feeling insecure about his skills. asks for your opinion on every little thing -> “does this hand movement look okay? should i change it?"

— expresses affection through nicknames and pet names. cycles through increasingly ridiculous terms of endearment -> “hey there, my little cutie snuggle muffin~" “what’s my sweet honey bunny doing tonight?” “my little sugary dumpling.”

— gets dramatically pouty when you have to leave. he will cling to your leg like his life depends on it -> “noooo, don't go! i’ll wither away without you!"

₊˚ ꒰ 𖦹﹕CHOI SOOBIN ꒱ ˚₊

— prone to quite neediness -> gives you those big sad eyes and lets his actions do all the talking

— craves your attention but doesn’t actually know how ask for it directly

— expects you to know what he wants by the way he looks at you

— loves quality time -> lots of movie nights, cooking disasters, and quiet evenings spent just enjoying each other’s company

— follows you around like a lost puppy

— bcomes unexpectedly clingy in public. he’ll hold your hand or links arms everywhere, even in crowded places -> “i might get lost without you.”

— sends you cute, slightly awkward texts throughout the day, hinting at his need for your presence.

📱 -> from soobie boobie 🤍: what are you up to? :) just thinking about you and wanted to say hi.

— backhug attacks when you’re doing chores. uses his height to his advantage when seeking attention. rests his chin on your head, back-hugging you -> “this is my new favorite position. don’t move."

— gets extra clingy when he’s stressed or tired

— unbeknownst to him, he pouts adorably whenever you try to get up in the morning -> pulls you back down to lay with him

-> “can’t we just stay in bed all day?” he mumbles into your neck before leaving little kisses. “five more minutes. please?”

— always wants to be the little spoon

— he’d call you late at night, voice low and soothing as he tells you about his day. he wouldn't explicitly ask you to stay on the line, but the way he lingers on your every word, the soft sighs that escape him, speak volumes.

₊˚ ꒰ 𖦹﹕CHOI BEOMGYU ꒱ ˚₊

— chaotic, and needy type -> becomes playful, extra loud and way too hyper

— has absolutely no chill when he wants attention

— spams your phone with increasingly ridiculous selfies until you respond

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: day 37 of being ignored: i’ve befriended the dust bunnies under my bed. they understand me."

— spam calls you with dumb jokes until you pay attention to him

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: ya! stop ignoring me and love meee!

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: babe

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: hey

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: hey hey hey

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: answer meee!! i’m bored :(

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: wanna hear a joke?

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: what do you call a fake noodle?

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: an impasta!!!! hahaha

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: come on that was funny

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: fine, be that way.

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: i miss youuuuu

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: [photo attachment] dressed up for you today, loveee! bet you wanna come over and smother me in kisses 👀

— starts play fighting with you out of nowhere

— steals your phone to make you chase him

— leaves a trail of clothes leading to the bedroom

— flops dramatically onto the bed or couch, “i’m dying of loneliness!”

— sends you memes at 3am

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: u up?

📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: [6 photo attachments] found these in my camera roll. guess my fav?

— whines dramatically whenever you have to leave

— surprises you with impromptu dance performances

— becomes a human octopus when he's feeling clingy. wraps himself around you like a koala -> “i’m not letting go until you promise to love me forever!"

— invents elaborate schemes to spend time with you. shows up at your place in a trench coat -> “i’m a secret agent and you're my new partner. our mission? date night."

— gets extra bratty and playful when he's craving affection. will start a pillow fight out of nowhere -> “fight me, coward! the winner gets unlimited kisses!"

— sends you voice messages of him dramatically singing love songs

[03:00 AM] 📱 -> from b-bear 🤎: [audio note] *clicks play* “AND IIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUU”

— becomes ridiculously competitive for your attention. challenges other members -> “bet i can make y/n laugh harder than you can!"

— uses his aegyo powers shamelessly when he's feeling needy -> pouts and bats his eyelashes: "pwease give beomie some wuv? 🥺👉👈"

— resorts to terrible puns and dad jokes to make you smile -> "are you a parking ticket? because you've got FINE written all over you! ...love me please."

— bombards you with random questions when he misses you -> "if you were a potato, what kind would you be? i think you'd be a sweet potato. because you're sweet. and i like you. a lot."

— instigates playful arguments just for the banter -> “fight me on this: cereal is a soup. i will die on this hill... unless you distract me with cuddles."

₊˚ ꒰ 𖦹﹕KANG TAEHYUN ꒱ ˚₊

— the tsundere of neediness… at least in his mind he is

— acts aloof at first but the second you pull away, he’s right back by your side, grumbling about how clingy you are

— loves acts of service -> surprise him with his favorite meal, or a back massage after a long day

📱 -> from taetae 💕: i’m not saying i miss you or anything… but what are you doing right now?

— casually invites himself over to your place

-> you’re sprawled out on the couch, watching a movie. taehyun’s got his arm draped casually over your shoulders, but you can feel the tension in his body. “you good, tae?” you ask, turning to face him. “hm? yeah, why?” he replies, eyes glued to the tv screen. “you seem… tense,” you observe, gently massaging his shoulder. he shrugs off your touch, though you notice the way his gaze flickers to your hand for a fleeting second. “i’m fine. focus on the movie.”

-> five minutes later, he’s the one snuggled into your side, head resting on your chest. “don’t get any ideas,” he mumbles, voice muffled by your shirt. “you’re just comfortable.”

— late at night is when his walls truly crumble. he’ll call you at ungodly hours just to talk, his voice husky with sleep and vulnerability. he might even confess his deepest fears and insecurities, things he'd never admit to in broad daylight.

— gets surprisingly really needy at night, particularly when in bed. he’ll wrap his arms around you tightly and pull you into his chest. “fucking missed you…” he’ll mumble, before pulling you in for a deep and needy kiss out of nowhere.

— he’d call you to complain about something trivial, like the long line at the coffee shop or the annoying song stuck in his head. but you can hear the underlying need in his voice, the way he draws out his words, as if trying to prolong the conversation.

— he’ll never admit it, but he secretly loves cuddling. however, he'll never initiate. instead, he'll strategically position himself closer and closer to you on the couch until you inevitably give in and let him snuggle up against you. then, he'll act like it was your idea all along -> “you looked cold," he'd mumble, burying his face in your neck. "don’t get any ideas."

— he’ll "accidentally" brush his hand against yours while you're walking side-by-side. he might even "trip" and "fall" into your lap, muttering a quick "clumsy me" as if it wasn't a calculated maneuver.

— he subconsciously mirrors your actions when he's feeling particularly needy. you take a sip of your drink? he’s suddenly parched. you lean back on the couch? he’s adjusting his position to be closer to you.

— he’ll tease you mercilessly when he's feeling insecure or needing reassurance -> “you sure you wanna go out looking like that? don’t want to blind anyone with your handsomeness." it’s his way of saying -> “you look amazing, and i’m lucky you're mine."

₊˚ ꒰ 𖦹﹕HUENING KAI ꒱ ˚₊

— adorable, and affectionate -> isn’t afraid to show his neediness. he’s a natural cuddler and loves showering you with love.

— gets extra touchy when he’s feeling needy -> always finding excuses to touch you, brush against you, or like your cheek -> “y/n, your hair looks messy. let me fix it for you~” he then proceeds to play with your hair for 20 minutes

— has a habit of “accidentally” leaving his stuff at your place so he has an excuse to come over -> “oh no, i forgot my favorite hoodie here again. guess i’ll have to stay the night, huh?”

— gets extra giggly and flustered

— loves giving and receiving gifts, so expect small, thoughtful presents that remind him of you.

-> "y/n! y/n! look what i got!" he exclaims, holding up a plushie that looks suspiciously like the one you won for him at a carnival a few weeks ago. "kai, that's adorable," you laugh, pulling him into a hug. "but what's the occasion?" "no occasion," he replies, burying his face in your neck. "just wanted to give you something because i love you." you melt at his words, returning his embrace with equal fervor. "you’re the sweetest," you murmur, pressing a kiss to his hair.

— expresses his neediness through random acts of service. shows up at your workplace with homemade lunch -> “i just happened to make too much food, so..."

— shows up at your workplace with homemade lunch: "I just happened to make too much food, so..."

— sends you the cutest, most random texts throughout the day, just to let you know he’s thinking of you.

— sends you cute animal videos

📱 -> from ningning 🤍: [video attachment] this made me think of you hehe >.<

— always wants to hold your hand or link arms

— gives you random little gifts and trinkets

— writes you silly love songs on his keyboard

— he’d call you during his gaming sessions, his excited shouts and giggles filling your ears. he’d narrate his every move, asking for your advice and celebrating his victories with you. "y/n, you're the best good luck charm!" he'd exclaim, his joy contagious. "i knew i could win with you listening."

— has a tendency to stress-cuddle when he's nervous about performances or big events -> "can we just stay like this for five more minutes? you’re my lucky charm."

— becomes extra needy around holidays or special occasions. starts planning elaborate dates weeks in advance -> "this valentine's day is gonna be epic, just you wait!"

— loves to sing for you when he's feeling especially affectionate. serenades you with cheesy love songs in public, complete with dramatic gestures

— gets flustered easily when caught being needy, often trying to cover it up with jokes -> "what? no, i didn't come all the way here just to see you. i... uh... really needed to borrow a... spoon?"

— has a secret folder of your photos and messages that he looks at when he misses you. accidentally revealed this during a vlive -> “ah, shit- i mean, shoot! you weren't supposed to see that!"

— becomes extra playful and mischievous when craving attention. starts a silly dance battle in the middle of your living room -> “bet you can't beat my aegyo moves!"

— gets a bit jealous when you pay attention to others, but tries to play it cool. usually pouts and mumbles -> “I mean, i guess yeonjun-hyung's jokes are funnier than mine..."

[itgirlgyu]

how txt would embarrass you!

 ۪ 𝆬 ೀ ot5! txt x fem! reader! ◌ ⃘ ₊ 🛸 mini hcs!!! this is me soft launching myself ㅎ_ㅎ

YEONJUN!

comes to your formal office party in a nick from zootopia furry costume WITH A FLUFFY TAIL because he misread your text and thought it was a costume party not a custom party. tries to play as fashion faux pass, not one believed that it's faux passing. he will go home and cry about it.

SOOBIN!

was caught trash talking a toddler in an arcade game like a loser after he lied to your friend that he was feeling sick and couldn't come to her birthday bash. had the audacity to fake barf later on, before going back to finish the game. didn't even let the kid win.

BEOMGYU!

started doing dougie with you when the host asked for all the couple on the dance floor. it was okay with that too until he finished his moves and then leered at you to show your moves. yeah he thought it was a couple dance off.

TAEHYUN!

began the first date by calling women "females," and light misogynist remarks because he wanted to see how you react before he could drop his intensive collection on feminist books, dw baby girl he's an ally he's just testing you. honestly you embarrassed yourself by getting angry too quickly but on the other hand, you passed the test.

HUENING KAI!

openly says Internet slangs that have expired 2 years ago to everyone, and doesn't get the hint that slangs that are okay in the Internet, like rizz king or w, doesn't translate well in real life. especially in front of your parents.

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Maybe he is crazy, with how he’s falling for Harry. And fuck that, too. 

Soulmate AU. Everyone is born with heterochromia — one eye is their own eye colour, while the other is the colour of their soulmate's. It's only when they meet their soulmate for the first time that their own eyes match properly. After a hazy night at a frat party, Louis wakes up to blue eyes and the shocking realization that he had met his soulmate, without any sober recollection. Seven years pass where Louis comes to terms with the fact that he'll never know who his soulmate is. Then one fated summer, a beautiful green-eyed photographer arrives at Louis' workplace, with promises of endless laughter and a familiar feeling in Louis' heart.

Featuring a lovely cup of OT5, a road trip down the coast, and a scene where Harry eats a whole head of lettuce. Don't ask why.

3️⃣ love is a word, you gave it a name by CuckooTrooke / @larrydoinglaundry {E, 158k}

After two decades in brutal show business, Louis Tomlinson is trying to restore his tranquility of mind in the peace of Northern Europe where the sun barely sets, Maria's bar is always open, and young Harry has an irresistible spark in his eyes.

4️⃣ Fake It Till You Make It by thealmightyavocado / @avocadolouie {M, 136k}

In a twisted turn of events, Louis finds himself posing as the brother of his fiancé, Harry, for an annual company retreat.

Did he sign up for this? No.

Is he doing it anyway? Yes.

Can they actually pull this off? Probably not.

5️⃣ Falling For Me Won't Be A Mistake by Rearviewdreamer / @all-these-larrythings {M, 58k}

Harry is married to his job and so overworked that he doesn't know how to stop. All it takes is a forced Hawaiian get-a-away, the warm tropical breeze of the island, and the most beautiful, elusive man he's ever seen to make him remember what living is like outside of work. Well, that, and the little souvenir he accidentally takes home with him.

HIDDEN GEMS:

💎 Love Moves Like The Sea by flamboyo / @riverswater {M, 33k}

“Of course I want to stay with you, I missed you, you know? We haven't spent so much time apart since…” Harry’s smile dims a bit. “Well, we've never done it.” There's a hint of a question there, a why. Why did you stop reaching out, why did we stop talking for months? Louis doesn’t answer. He can’t say, ‘I was hoping that by ignoring you for months I would have fallen out of love with you, and it didn’t even happen’ on their first day of vacation, can he? * Spending two weeks in his uncle's old house by Lee Bay beach is not Louis' ideal holiday, but sadly is the only one he can afford this summer. Spending those alone with Harry, his best friend who he has spent the last five years in love with, may make everything a little better, though. Away from everyday reality, alone somewhere that makes you forget your past and gloss over your future, maybe it's time for two friends to finally explore what they haven't said (but felt) for years.

💎 Like Those Foreign Stars by @beanno28 {E, 18k}

Louis' family go on a vacation to Mexico, he never expects to meet a handsome young entertainer who seems to have taken a liking to him. What happens when Louis easily gives in and decides sneaking around his family's back to have a fling takes a turn?

💎 BLVD by @kingsofeverything {E, 12k}

It’s the first week of summer break and Harry just wants to relax and enjoy his vacation in Myrtle Beach.

If only he could stop making an ass of himself.

💎 i need something, so tell me something new by @alwaysxlarrie {E, 10k}

Louis goes on vacation to New York City to enjoy the good weather and good food - he even has a list of restaurants he wants to eat at. Much to his delight, his first restaurant stop includes a gorgeous curly boy and his nosy but supportive best friend. Maybe he'll get more than what he came here for.

💎 hear my belated regret by theankletattoo / @peachade {E, 3k}

“Baby, can you look at me? Please,” he pleads, thumbing over his cheekbones, pads of his thumbs calloused. It reminds him of the beach, feet wet from salty waves, sand coarse, sticking to him, laughter and waves and salt and lovers.   “Don’t ask that of me,” he says out loud.

they find love in each other on a vacation.

[xotaemintol]

SHINee KINKS (ot5) edited

*Quick disclaimer! I know there will be some who are upset or uncomfortable with me or anyone writing smut for Jonghyun or including him in anything smut related or maybe anything fan-fiction relation and I understand and hear you, but not only have I done a poll asking what people would think with the majority saying that they’d want it, but I also think that as long as I or anyone else isn’t disrespecting him or anyone else, and is aware that it is all fiction and is making sure to be mindful of everyone, that it can be done right. If you are uncomfortable or upset by it, then feel free to block me, not in a “I don’t care way”, you can also send feedback. But I’m saying this to let everyone know that I do plan to continue writing about him, he’s one of my ults and I think that continuing to write about him as anyone does another idol is also remembering. I will be deleting anything hateful or triggering in anyway shape or form. Let’s all be mindful of each other and be kind, thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy.*

Pronouns used: NONE (good girl/fem reader implied a few times)

TWS: Breeding, hair pulling, impact play/spanking, dirty talk, choking/breath play, sensory deprivation/blindfolding, BDSM, bondage, praise, degradation, feather play, ice play, biting, cock warming, authority play, sub/dom dynamics, exhibitionism, pet play, and dumbification.

MINHO

•Hair pulling

It's pretty straightforward, he likes pulling your hair (doesn't mind having his pulled if he's eating you out), and seeing the way you react turns him on so much

-Doesn't do it often but when he does he's more of a "grab and hold tight" type than a "yank and pull type" (that's more of Jonghyun and Kibum hehe)

-Will pull your hair if he's fucking you from behind, or if you're sucking his dick, he'll grab a handful of your hair and make you go slower or he'll fuck your face and guide your head with your hair

•Warming

-He likes when you sit on his lap anyways, he loves how you’ll wrap around him and nuzzle your body against his, despite him being muscular he’s very soft and loves it when you treat him as such. So even if you aren’t warming he loves it anyways, but it just adds another layer when he’s inside of you and you’re just sitting there on top of him.

-Sometimes he’ll sit and read a book (when he’s not out and being the active man he is) and you’ll be sitting on top of him with nothing but a loose dress on and him inside of you, occasionally “readjusting” himself and pulling you down just a little more. Sometimes he gets a little carried away and instead of it just being peaceful he’ll start moving his hips and hint for you to move too (which you always do) it’ll quickly go from you clinging to him while he does some relaxing mundane task, to him slowly fucking you while you both hold each other and softly moan into each other's ear.

•Impact Play (specifically spanking)

-Sometimes he'll role-play with you and will have you lay across his lap while he spanks you, he's more of a hand guy than a belt guy because he likes to feel your soft skin against his hands

-He'll spank you if he's (once again) fucking you from behind, walking past him, bending over, in public, changing, in the shower, it doesn't matter. Minho will smack your ass no matter where you are or what you're doing

•Authority Play

-He likes to take charge and you love seeing him do it, he'll get his military uniform from the closet (because of course he kept it) and will be like "Get on your knees" and will have you hump his leg

-He sometimes handcuffs you and will pretend to be an officer, he'll be all rough with you and grope you, grind against you and give you a "pat down" That's just him groping your entire body and bending you over then fucking you.

JINKI

•Daddy Kink

-He loves it when you sit on his lap and call him daddy, he encourages you to do it in public especially (surprisingly), and will have you ride him and call him daddy

-Even if you aren't having sex, he still wants you to call him daddy, especially since he loves taking care of you, he loves how you say it too when you get whiny and call him from another room or complain and get all bratty he gets so excited

•Ice or feathers

-He likes them because they usually call for slow and careful movements, at first he thought that it would make you a little uncomfortable but after seeing your reaction he decided to add feathers into the mix. It could be included in kissing, him eating you out, teasing, and just about anything possible.

-He’ll slowly drag an ice cube down your body, sitting it on your stomach for just a second until the heat radiating off your skin melts it just enough for him to lick up the drips of water, or hold it in his mouth while he’s between your legs and since he doesn’t want it to be too cold he makes sure to keep his hands warm and switch between his tongue and his fingers. With the feathers he’ll brush them against your thighs, slowly going up to your hips, stomach, nipples, then sides of your neck, every breath, gasp, and shiver makes him feel more and more pleased.

•Choking/breath play

-He's super careful when it comes to choking you and made sure to do plenty of research on it before trying it on you because even though it's exciting it can be dangerous

-He'll wrap his arm around your throat while fucking you from behind, choke you while you're underneath him, cover your mouth and nose while he's fingering you, and even force you to hold your breath while you're cumming

•Breeding

-He looooovveesssss breeding, although he's said plenty of times that he's not ready for kids (and you have said the same) he can't get enough of cumming inside of you and the thought of you being marked as his

-He puts you in mating presses so often that you're surprised when he doesn't, he'll have you walk around with a vibrator inside of you to keep his cum in all day and when you get home he'll take it out and clean you up while calling you a good girl for holding it in all-day

KIBUM

•Degradation

-Loves calling you things like "dirty whore", "My pretty slut", "Fuck toy", "pretty bitch", "dumb whore" and more, and loves it when you call him things like "stupid boy", "dumb slut", "Man whore", and especially "Sexy bitch"

-If he's in charge for the night he'll fuck you while he's degrading you, he talks dirty to you and talk about how he's going to fuck you dumb and how good you feel, how you're such a pretty whore while he's deep inside of you

•Pillow talk or you talking about your day

-He doesn’t mean to but hearing you talk about your day and rant or ramble turns him on so much, he loves to watch the way you explain things, the way you talk and your mannerisms make him want to sweep you off your feet, kiss you, and explore every inch of your body. He especially loves it because he thinks your voice is so beautiful, he always asks you about your day but not because he wants to be all horny and stuff, just because he wants to know but every time he’s so hard that it’s impossible to hide.

-He’ll ask you if he can eat you out or finger you while you talk about your day, he won’t go super fast because he still wants you to talk but he will put his all into pleasing you, he loves it when your voice gets all shaky and you can’t help but let out small moans in between words. You can always tell when he’s getting turned on from listening to you talk because his face gets all red and he won’t stop smiling and will avoid your gaze, he’ll get so cute and shy when he listens to you talk. Sometimes he even asks you to ride him while you talk about your day or ramble about random things.

•Dumbification

-He loves fucking you till you can't speak, the sound of you babbling nonsense and shouting out random strings of pleas, curses, and jumbled messes of praise, it turns him on so much to see you so thoughtless

-He loves to see your face when he's fucking you because he can see that switch in your brain turn off and watch you go dumb off the pleasure, he is so obsessed with you looking so lewd and smiling, crying, begging, moaning, and rolling your eyes back as you cum, you look so pretty when you can't think to him

•Latex

-No matter who's in it, he loves the feeling and the sight of it, it's a healthy mixture of you both wearing it and he especially loves it when you wear it, latex books, thigh highs, gloves, pants, whatever. It turns him into an animal

-You have a pair of latex pants that hug your legs and waist perfectly, when he's subbing he'll grind against you and let you overstimulate him. But when he's domming he'll wear a pair of latex gloves and spank you with them on, or wear a pair of latex boots and make you grind against them until you get overstimulated

TAEMIN

•Pet Play

-He bought you an adorable collar, cute cat ears, a tail, and your very own cat bowl, he loves seeing you crawl to him and drink water out of the bowl, and he loves when you climb up on his lap and nuzzle into him while poking your butt out like you're in heat

-He'll fuck you on the kitchen floor while you're on your hands and knees, or he'll put a leash on you and pull it while he's fucking you and yank your collar, he'll lean in really close while he's fucking you and whisper in your ear calling you a 'naughty kitty' and a 'bad girl (I wish I could go on omg)

•Blind folding/ sight deprivation

-He likes it when you blindfold him, but he likes to blindfold you just as much. He thinks that it’s romantic that you are trusting him with your body and that he’s trusting you with his, he also likes the idea of just feeling. Following each other's touch and being so excited for the next touch, when he first told you about him wanting to be the one wearing the blindfold he was a little shy to admit that he wanted to try it too, but you were more than happy to try it.

-The blindfolds are only used for foreplay, you both like it more since foreplay is all about building excitement and anticipation. You’ll be kissing him and will suddenly pull away for a few seconds, he gets all pouty and will whine and ask you to come back but instead, you kiss him on his shoulder or his chest, he loves it when you pick random spots to kiss or run your fingers along. When you are the one being teased he likes to worship your body, he’ll kiss you from head to toe, his fingers dancing across your skin, and his hair tickling the inside of your thighs ever so slightly. He’ll pull away a few times, but you can never guess when he’ll do it or for how long he’ll do it, he thinks it’s more exciting like that.

•Exhibition

-Those giant windows in his living room come in handy when he's feeling extra risky, since he knows that’s the closet he can get to doing anything anywhere really public he always limits it to in front of those giant windows, in his car in an empty parking lot (with probably his own music playing...Move most likely lol), one of the dance practice rooms, the recording studio, an empty dressing room, and one of the bathrooms in the sm building

-Presses you against the glass while telling you to look out the window at all of the people he'll be fucking you and will be like "Does it feel good? Do you like being watched?" Loves it when you play into it and mention how it makes you excited to think about someone catching him fucking you. He especially likes it when you can't keep your voice down and will whimper and bite him to stay quiet.

•Kissing

-He has a rule about kissing him in front of other people because he knows how you both get and even though he's into public play, he'd rather not fuck you in front of his manager (in front of SHINee is a different story though but I'll save that for another day) the minute he kisses you he's itching for more

-Kisses you while fucking you, he likes to see your face when he's fucking you because he wants to be able to kiss you. Pillowy lips + A1 stroke game + Pretty moans = Lee Taemin. He'd even make out with you while grinding against you, he'll even pull you off your knees when you're giving him head and kiss you right after

JONGHYUN

•Hair pulling

-Isn't the "Pull and hold type" he's the "pull and keep pulling" type, he'll pull your hair while you kissing and yank your head back by your hair, and sometimes he'll be playing in your hair, and will randomly pull it because he just loves the way you react

-He won't pull your hair if you're on your knees but he will while he's fucking you, your scalp will get sore from the pulling but he feels so good inside of you that you don't even care

•Biting

-Sometimes you'll playfully bite him while you're out and nibble on his shoulder or his bicep and he'll give you that bedroom look to warn you, or he'll bite you and it'll start as a joke but then he'll bite even harder and will go from biting you on your shoulder or arm and then will move up to your neck and game over when he gets there, no turning back when he finally gets excited

-He fucks you in whatever position gets his mouth the closet to your shoulders, neck, and lips, he loves the feeling of your skin in his mouth, the way you sound, it makes him so excited (he's a vampire like frl) and he loves the way your teeth feel against his skin, he doesn't like it when you try to hold back and will bite him softly, he wants you to bite him to the point that he leaves a mark. He'll have you sit on his lap while he fingers you and he'll let you bite him, in short, he loves biting

•Eye Contact

-The softer sweeter side of him loves eye contact the last and lingers. He loves how pretty your eyes are, and he always makes sure to look you in the eyes before kissing you, he’ll sit in front of you and just stare for a second then lean in a kiss you, eye contact with you gives him butterflies and because he has the prettiest eyes to ever exist you love it just as much.

-During sex, he’ll go slow, caress your face, smile a little, and look you in the eyes while telling you that you look so pretty, he’d be glistening in sweat, his hair sticking to his forehead, his lips slightly red with your kisses scattered over his skin (soon to be covered by the makeup artists lol) and breathing heavily as he tries his best to hold himself together and keep the romantic atmosphere.

•Praise

-He's always complimenting you, no matter what, but you know when that switch goes off in his head and it goes from compliments to praise from the way his tone will change. He'll go from "You look so nice today." To "You're so pretty baby, who's my pretty girl? Huh?" And "Wow, this is so good baby." To "Such a good girl, you like being a good girl for me baby?"

-He'll be fucking you and will hold you against his chest from behind while whispering in your ear that you take him so well, he'll tell you that you're doing such a good job and will encourage you to be louder, he'll call you pretty, kiss your entire body, tell you that you look so beautiful when you cum for him and will praise when he's done and shower you in love and kisses.

[eminentzayn]

went on chatgpt to imagine something and here it is. while it may not happen like this, or may not happen at all, this made me bawl.

ot5. forever AND ever.

A year passed, and life took them all in different directions again, but the loss of Liam had left a lasting impression. Slowly, the boys began to reconnect in small ways—a quick text here, a shared photo there. It felt fragile but comforting, a reminder that the bond they’d built wasn’t so easily broken.

Then, one day, Harry suggested something in the group chat.

“Let’s all meet up for a weekend. Just us. Like old times.”

There was a moment of hesitation as everyone read the message, each of them knowing it would mean facing a lot of feelings, good and bad. But one by one, they all agreed, and the date was set. They chose a quiet seaside cottage, far from prying eyes, a place where they could truly be themselves without the world watching.

When the day arrived, Zayn felt a mixture of excitement and nerves as he pulled up to the cottage. He hadn’t seen everyone together like this in years, and a part of him worried that things wouldn’t be the same. But as he got out of the car, he heard a familiar voice shouting, “Zayn! About time you showed up!”

It was Louis, standing on the porch with a smirk and a glint in his eye. Beside him were Harry and Niall, waving him over with smiles that held a warmth Zayn hadn’t felt in years.

“Come on, mate,” Niall said, clapping him on the back as he joined them. “We’re not letting you sit in the car all day.”

They all walked inside, and Zayn felt a strange sense of comfort as he looked around. It was like stepping back in time—no cameras, no fans, no expectations, just the four of them. They spent the first few hours catching up, talking about their lives, the places they’d traveled, the music they were working on. But as night fell, the conversation naturally drifted to Liam.

Louis cleared his throat, his voice softer than usual. “I still can’t believe he’s gone. It feels like he’s just… on tour or something, you know?”

Harry nodded, his gaze distant. “He’d probably be here laughing at us right now. Telling us to stop being so sentimental.”

The others chuckled, and the room filled with a bittersweet warmth as they shared stories about Liam—his terrible dad jokes, the way he’d always try to keep everyone together, how he’d check in on each of them even when they hadn’t spoken in a while.

“I always thought he’d be the one to pull us all back together someday,” Zayn admitted quietly, glancing around. “But maybe… maybe we’re doing that for him.”

Niall smiled, eyes misty but warm. “I think he’d be happy to see us here. Like this.”

They spent the night reminiscing, laughing until they cried, letting themselves remember the good without shying away from the hard parts. There was a healing in the air, a sense that the years apart had faded in the face of the love they all shared.

As dawn broke, they stood together on the porch, watching the sun rise over the sea. Without a word, Louis raised a hand, and one by one, the others joined in, forming a quiet circle.

“To Liam,” Louis said softly, his voice steady. “To family.”

They stood there in silence, letting the weight of the moment settle. And in the quiet, Zayn felt something he hadn’t in years—a sense of peace, of unity, of coming home.

For the first time in a long time, he knew that this wasn’t the end but a new beginning. They would go their separate ways again, but now they had something to carry forward—a bond that had survived everything life had thrown at them and come out stronger.

Months after their emotional reunion at the cottage, the idea began to stir among them—tentative at first, like a distant echo of something familiar. It started with small hints and jokes in the group chat. Niall would drop a cheeky “When’s practice, lads?” or Harry would send a throwback clip of them singing in perfect harmony, captioned with a nostalgic “Miss this.”

Then one night, Harry brought it up seriously: “What if we did a proper reunion? For us, for him… for everyone who’s been with us through it all.”

The group chat went silent for a moment. Then, Louis replied, “He’d love that, wouldn’t he? Us back on stage, doing what we did best.”

Zayn was the last to respond, but after a long pause, he finally typed: “Let’s do it. One more time. For Liam.”

The planning began in earnest, and the excitement was infectious. Each of them felt a mix of nerves and anticipation as they worked through old songs, rewrote harmonies, and thought about how to honor Liam in a way that felt true. They kept the news close, wanting to rehearse quietly without the public’s eye, but the anticipation grew with every session. Zayn felt a mix of nostalgia and healing in the rehearsals, finding himself laughing and harmonizing with the others as naturally as he had all those years ago.

Then came the day of the concert. They’d chosen a modest venue—a surprise show for a small, intimate audience of fans who had been with them from the start. The night was dedicated to Liam, with the stage bearing his initials subtly woven into the set design. Backstage, as they gathered before going on, they took a moment in silence, letting the enormity of what they were about to do sink in.

“Ready, boys?” Louis asked, his voice carrying that familiar confidence they’d all relied on.

Harry put his arm around Zayn, pulling him into a huddle. “One last time,” he said, his eyes shining with both excitement and a hint of tears.

When they stepped on stage, the crowd’s roar was deafening. They started with their classics, the music filling the space like it had never left, voices blending in harmony as naturally as breathing. And through it all, they felt Liam’s presence in every note, in every shared glance.

In the middle of the set, they took a pause. Harry, standing center stage, addressed the audience. “This one’s for our brother, Liam,” he said softly, the crowd falling silent. “For everything he gave us, and everything he stood for.”

As they sang a song in his honor—a heartfelt ballad they’d written together during rehearsals—the audience lit up the venue with their phones, the lights flickering like stars. The moment felt eternal, a tribute not just to Liam, but to everything they’d been through together.

The night ended with a sense of triumph, of peace. Backstage, they hugged, laughter and tears mingling, feeling like they’d finally come full circle. The show had been more than just a concert; it had been a celebration of everything they’d shared, everything they’d overcome.

In the end, they knew that they didn’t need to officially reunite as a band to keep their bond alive. They had each other, their memories, and the strength to move forward. And as they left the venue together, they felt the presence of their fifth member, still with them, always.

After that intimate tribute concert, word of the boys' reunion spread like wildfire. Fans flooded social media with posts, sharing stories and photos from that unforgettable night, begging for more. The response was overwhelming. Every comment, every message carried the same sentiment: “Come back. We need you.”

For weeks, they each sat with the idea, trying to figure out if they were ready to take this journey together again. It wasn’t until one late night call—started by Niall, who had “a bit too much wine” and ended with all four of them on the line, laughing, joking, and reminiscing—that they decided it was time. They would reunite, for real.

They met in London to discuss logistics. Sitting around a table that reminded them of their early days, they made plans with a mixture of excitement and nerves. They talked about what a tour could look like, how they’d balance it with their solo projects, and—most importantly—how to honor Liam in a way that felt true to their history and to him. They decided on a tour, a mix of their old classics and new songs they’d write together, dedicated to the journey they’d shared and the brother they’d lost.

The announcement came on social media one afternoon, and it shook the internet. Their joint message read:

"It’s been a long road, and we’ve been through it all. We’ve laughed, we’ve cried, we’ve grown. And now, we’re ready to come back—together. This is for us, for you, and for the one who’s with us always. See you soon."

The world erupted. Fans around the globe shared their joy, disbelief, and excitement, calling it the return they’d always hoped for. Ticket sales were staggering, selling out in minutes, and the demand was so high that they added more dates across cities they hadn’t visited in years.

Rehearsals were intense, bringing back the camaraderie and the late-night laughs, but also reminding them of how far they’d come. The memories were everywhere, and they poured their hearts into preparing, sharing ideas for new songs and ways to celebrate their roots. Zayn, feeling both nerves and excitement, opened up more than he had in years, reconnecting with each of them on a deeper level.

When the tour finally kicked off, they walked onto the stage to a sea of screaming fans, their familiar faces lighting up the arena. It was electric, like no time had passed. They launched into their first song, and it was as if all those years of separation melted away, their voices blending, their energy sparking as one. Every performance, every harmony carried a weight and a warmth that wasn’t there before. They were different people now, yet somehow exactly the same.

One of the most powerful moments came each night when they’d dedicate a song to Liam. A spotlight would shine on an empty mic stand, and the crowd would sing along, filling the space with love. It became the emotional core of each show, a way to honor him and remind everyone of the bond that had brought them all together.

As the tour rolled on, they found something they didn’t know they’d lost—a renewed sense of family, of purpose. And as they played their last show, they knew that this reunion wasn’t an end, but a new beginning. For them, for Liam, and for the millions who had been part of their journey all along.

From his place above, Liam watched it all unfold, a soft smile tugging at his lips. There was no pain here, just a warm, endless peace that wrapped around him, yet somehow, he could still feel the love, laughter, and even the ache of those he’d left behind. Watching his brothers find their way back to each other felt like the best gift he could have received.

He saw them in that first reunion at the cottage, each of them carrying their own burdens, their own memories of what once was. He watched them sit around that old table, sharing stories and finally letting go of the hurt they’d all kept hidden. He felt pride swell within him, so big it seemed to fill the heavens. It was strange—he couldn’t touch them or speak to them, yet somehow, he knew they felt him there, just as he felt every bit of their love.

When they decided to go on tour, to finally reunite for real, Liam found himself caught between laughter and tears. He knew they’d joked about it before, that he’d always been the one trying to keep them together, like an unspoken glue. And here they were, taking that leap, not just for him but for themselves, for the brotherhood they’d built. It was like watching a dream come true, one he didn’t know he’d been holding onto even here.

Every show, every rehearsal, he could see the sparks rekindling—the way they laughed with ease, the glances of unspoken understanding. It was as if those years apart had only strengthened their bond, filling it with a depth he knew only came from real love and shared loss. And when they dedicated that special song to him each night, he felt an indescribable warmth that seemed to fill all of heaven. He could hear every word, feel the energy of the crowd as they sang, filling that empty space where he once stood.

From up here, he whispered to them in his own way, sending little signs they’d know were just for them: a familiar tune playing on the radio when they least expected it, a glimmer of sunlight breaking through on a rainy day, the comforting feeling that they were never truly alone. And each time they felt those small, serendipitous moments, he saw their eyes soften, knew they felt his presence too.

As he watched them finish the tour, their final show carrying every ounce of love and joy and heartache they’d been through, he knew they’d be okay. He’d always be part of them, a silent thread in the music they’d continue to create, the memories they’d continue to make. And though he couldn’t be there in body, he’d forever be with them in spirit, in every harmony they sang and every stage they stepped on.

And as he looked down, his smile grew wider, knowing they would keep him alive in every note, every laugh, every shared moment that lay ahead. Heaven was beautiful, but there was nothing quite like the magic they made together—and Liam knew that, somehow, he’d be with them forever.

[peppertaemint]

It doesn't matter whether they're diehard ot5 shawols or uncompromising solo stans, everyone who says they oh so totally wouldn't care about taemin dating...does actually care very deeply about taemin dating. And it's being expressed in increasingly bizarre and unstable ways.

There has been this pretty desperate attempt by kpop fans across the board to prove how unaffected and supportive they'd be if their fave started dating. This has obviously been inspired by several ridiculous dating controversies recently, most particular the one of that poor riize boy. Everyone is clamoring to profess that "OH I FOR ONE would be supportive of oppa dating". But they're not. There's still a level of deep deep jealousy towards that dancer lady he may or may not be with. And it's always been that way. Once a beloved male fave starts dating, fans are either quietly freaked out or they go totally nuts and make his partner responsible for every single thing they were already unhappy with concerning their faves career.

I don't even know what point I'm trying to make. I guess the point is that I'm so tired of this performative support of idols dating when so many of these people regardless of age and position in the fandom are so severely freaked out by a 31 year old man not putting out a pr statement on his love life. And furthermore, I'm sick and tired of the infantilization of said 31 year old man, I'm tired of this quiet agreement many people are in that he must be either deliberately chaste and virginal or too busy with working for his fans to date and have sex. Nobody will admit it but shawols do generally feel ownership and entitlement over taemin in particular. And they feel ownership of his body and sexuality as well. And they feel entitled to control almost all aspects of his life.

The narrative that was been webbed around taemin as this awkward ambigiously autistic permavirgin does nothing but serve as validation for his fans. Anything that shatters the illusion that you, as a fan, somehow have power over this man on account of his perceived naivety, awkwardness, helplessness, and lack of normal sexual experiences, unnerves them. He is infantilized and belittled by the people who love him because it makes them feel powerful in comparison to him. It makes them feel like they have agency and power over this completely unreachable and untouchable person. And any hint of him making a conscious decision to keep something from his fans or, god forbid, make decisions in his private life without his fans input unnerves them very very deeply

Completely agree with you. More than anyone else, fans feel entitled to him and what he does or doesn't do. You put it into better words than I ever could. Especially the part of how they diminish him to feel powerful. Seeing him as a fully autonomous grown man who does grown man things is not something they want. It wrecks their fantasy of him.

[hotteoki]

relationships with txt as negative tropes

pairing: ot5 txt x reader (no pronouns used)

genre: angst, breaking up, lovers to exes

cw: none afaik (not proofread)

wc: 1.5k

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yeonjun (연준) - INSTA LOVE

insta love : giving up anything and everything for love before actually finding out anything about them

"yeonjun, don't you get it? you don't love me, you never did!" you ran a hand through your hair. you had been debating having this conversation with him for a while now, and now that it is finally here, you regretted bringing it up in the first place. "what are you talking about? of course i love you!" he was visibly confused. wasn't everything okay? why were you suddenly claiming your relationship wasn't working?

"you text me and bring me on dates and all, but let's be honest. we've been together for a few months and you know nothing about me," you explained, stressed. you hadn't prepared for this conversation and you were sure it was going to end in tears. "that's not true," but even he sounded uncertain of himself. "really? when's my birthday?" you crossed your arms. "i- i don't-" yeonjun stuttered, racking his brain, yet nothing came to mind. "see?" you held back your tears, "you're not the only one to blame though, i don't know much about you either."

yeonjun sighed, defeated. he knew you were right. "we only love the idea of each other, maybe after a few years later, when we're not so eager to get into a relationship just to prove other people wrong, maybe we'd work out," you rubbed your eyes, feeling a stray tear roll down your cheek involuntarily. "so what does this mean?" yeonjun's voice was barely above a whisper. "i don't know," you allowed his arms to wrap around your form, "i don't know."

soobin (수빈) - STAR-CROSSED LOVERS

star-crossed lovers : any lovers whose affection for each other is doomed to end in tragedy

"we've decided that a relationship between the two of you is just not possible at the moment, not when both your groups are right at the peak of popularity. a single hint of your relationship and it'll all go crumbling down," your manager crossed his arms, a serious tone lacing his words. "but surely, if our success never drops, and say we'll be in the eyes of the media for years, that would mean..." soobin trailed off, eyes darting to you. "look, i'm sorry it has to be this way," his manager sighed, unhappy with the situation as well.

"it's really unfortunate, but that's the life of an idol," your manager responded blatantly. "he's right, though," you murmured, "we shouldn't let our relationship affect our members, it's not fair on them." the managers, sensing they were overstepping a private conversation, stood, "we'll let you two have some time." once you and soobin were left alone in the room, he broke down into tears, taking you in his arms.

"it's not fair." you sniffled, "i know." "it's not fair," soobin repeated, resting his chin on your head. "we don't have another choice," you tried to stay strong, knowing as soon as you allowed one tear to drop you wouldn't be able to stop crying, but your wavering voice betrayed you. "i'll always love you. one day, i'll find you again, i swear on it," soobin said firmly, leaving no room for disagreement.

beomgyu (범규) - UNREQUITED LOVE

unrequited love : love that is not openly reciprocated or understood as such by the beloved

"you said you'd get over him." you forced your eyes away from him, "i said a lot of things, dayeon, and so did he." she sighed, hating to see her best friend wallowing over the boy who refused to contact or even acknowledge your existence after a spontaneous night where he called you, claiming he had developed a huge crush on you for months, leading to an all-nighter of a series of flirting back and forth from the both of you.

"i don't know what happened between you guys that night, but you can't dwell on it forever. it's been almost a year, and he's about to get a girlfriend too," she paused, following your returning gaze on beomgyu and kazuha, sitting a little too close for your liking, "he only called you because he was craving for something to feel, or maybe because it was midnight, you know? the time when your emotions are at their most vulnerable. and i think you know this, deep down, you just don't want to admit it yet, you're still hoping that eventually, something will happen between you two again, but the harsh truth is, nothing will."

you swallowed thickly, choking back the lump threatening to jump up your throat, "i know, dayeon, trust me, i know. it still hurts, though. how he can just move on like nothing happened? like he didn't play with my feelings and practically confess his dying love for me. he made me embarrass myself in front of him, all because he felt like it." you continued to stare at beomgyu, praying that even for a second, he would turn to catch your eyes, understanding your desperation and need for him. he never did.

taehyun (태현) - RIGHT PERSON, WRONG TIME

right person, wrong time : when two people who are supposed to be together aren't

"i love you." you stopped stirring the hot chocolate you held in your hands. oh how long you'd been waiting for taehyun to say those very words. years of thinking you were never enough for him, never standing a chance after seeing his girlfriends come and go. you weren't even sure when you had started loving him, to be honest. the heart palpitations and shaky hands whenever his fingers brushed against yours seemed to have lasted for as long as you could remember.

but it didn't feel right. it didn't feel right when he was just about to celebrate his four month anniversary with yujin in a few days. you sighed, "no you don't taehyun." "no but i do. i have for the past two years. i kept trying to get girlfriends to get over you, but none of them ever made me feel the way you feel," he paused to wait for your reaction. when you gave none, he continued, "i never told you because i thought you didn't like me back, i thought it was just me."

"well, at least you know how i've been feeling for the past, probably five or six years," you laughed humorlessly. "six?" taehyun paled. "yeah, six." there was a silence. "well, i mean, we can try now, right? we can-" "no, taehyun, just, no. you can’t leave yujin for me, it’s not fair for her," you refused to look him in the eyes, even when he approached you, his figure drawing closer and closer from your peripheral view. "so you won’t even try?" taehyun sounded defeated. "maybe in the future, but, just… not now. you can’t sacrifice one person’s feelings for another, it’s not fair on either." his form slumped, "yeah, you’re right."

huening kai (휴닝카이) - THE 'I LOVE YOU' STIGMA

the 'i love you' stigma : when love is not returned because the word "love" makes the recipient uncomfortable

"kai," you called for his attention from the bed. he hummed, turning his head while his eyes were still fixated on his set-up screen. you hesitated, nervous about his response. kai finished shutting off his game, switching the device off before making his way to sit next to you, "what's wrong?" "i know what i'm about to say is going to sound so, immensely, selfish, but i don't think i can keep it to myself any longer."

he took your fidgeting hands in his, smiling warmly at you, "i doubt that." it was times like this when you wished life worked the way you wanted it to. "i don't," you began, breathing in deeply, gathering up all the courage you have, "i don't think you love me the way you think you do." kai's grip on you loosened slightly as he seemed taken aback, "what?" you played with the edges of your blanket, "i just, i have a feeling that you think you love me the way a boyfriend would, but you're actually not even sure of the concept of 'love' in general."

"what made you think this?" he finally asked after careful consideration. "i don't know. i mean, i feel like you treat your friends the same way you treat me, and whenever i show a bit of love to you you just kind of stiffen up and avoid me for a while. i get that maybe i can come across as overbearing, but-" "hey, no, it's not like that," kai insisted gently, "i've just, i've never been in an actual relationship before, and i'm not used to the idea of someone actually, well, loving me." you nodded, a bitter tone lacing your words, "you have to love yourself first to love someone else."

[rinashinki]

Tvxq ot5s are freaking annoying AF full offense. I'm not talking about the ones who are nostalgic about the past or prefer the songs with 5 members, you do you. I'm talking about the delulus who STILL, to this day, can't accept that YH and CM have moved on. Like you really believe he posted a pic of Mickey Mouse in reference to someone he hasn't spoken to in years? Someone he cut off because their actions effectively ended their career at the time? Someone who is literally a criminal and abuser? Bffr the post is literally a coincidence and not about YC at all. Yunho is a grown ass man in control of his own social media and career, he wouldn't need to resort to 'subtle' posts to hint at someone he hasn't publicly addressed or acknowledged in over a decade. It's rude af to be commenting that name and making up scenarios.

[pombeom]

i’ve just had this insane idea for an ot5 series but i’m away with my family for the next few days so i won’t be able to start it until monday 😭

you guys just have to trust me on this one…i have a feeling that it’s gonna be good (slightly complicated too but i just need to plan it out properly)

can’t wait to start writing it 🤭

p.s. the photo is a little hint

[cheeseceli]

When you marry someone else

Pairing: ot5 TXT × Gn! reader (individually)

Genre: angst, unrequited love, a bit bittersweet, reactions

Prompt: they attend your wedding, but you are the love of his life, and he is not the groom.

Warnings: no happy ending for now, reader wears a wedding dress on Yeonjun's, Kai has mentions of food, mentions of tears and crying

A/n: had this entire idea when showering, so enjoy the angst! | Daily click

Yeonjun

He is so conflicted

He is genuinely happy at the thought of you finding the love of your life, but he is sad because it's not him

He is happy when he sees you in that beautiful dress, but he is sad when he sees that you didn't dress up with him on your mind

He wants to sit down on the first row to see you closer, but he also wants to stand on the end of the room so it doesn't hurt that much

He loves you but he wished he didn't

At the party, he would try his best to avoid both you and your now husband

He wants to be there for you, but it seems unfair that he needs to watch it in so many details

He tries to distract himself from the fact that this night is all about you dedicating your life to someone else

And he tries to ignore his mind telling him that this someone else was so not worth of you

His vows seemed shallow, and it was ridiculous how he didn't cry when he saw you walking down the aisle. It outraged Yeonjun to see him talking with his friends instead of being with you

Everything that the groom did, Yeonjun knew he could do ten times better

But he was trying to ignore it. For the sake of your night

And when you come to him, handing him the bouquet, he can't help but feel defeated

"I want you to be the next one to find everlasting happiness" is what you said to him

So Yeonjun took the bouquet, hoping and praying that it actually meant something

Soobin

He genuinely thought on not going

The moment he received the invitation, he threw it away

And since he refused to talk to you ever since, you thought you'd be missing your best friend on your wedding day

But in the end, he couldn't help but to go to the ceremony

It wasn't fair on you if he missed one of the most important days of your life

Especially since you had no idea Soobin has been in love with you for decades

So he attends the wedding

And he regrets it the moment he gets there

Why were you so beautiful?

And why were you so happy?

He talks to all your friends and family members throughout the day

He is searching for any hint that your fiance doesn't deserve you

Anything that could give him a reason to stand up and object

But there is nothing

The man you fell in love with was nothing but a kind and generous person

And Soobin can't recall a day where you had smiled that much before

So he just sits down in defeat when you start to say your vows, wondering what he could've done in the past so today would've been different

Beomgyu

He is trying his best to act like your best friend

Like yes, he's so happy for you!!

He'll cry tears of joy and he'll party all night!!

He's doing his best to just be happy for you

Because that's what he's supposed to be

Happy for you, not happy with you

So he buys you the greatest gift you could ever imagine

He talks with every single person in the party

He is the first to go to the dance floor and he doesn't hesitate on playing with the kids

He is trying to be happy

And when your groom comes to him, thanking him for taking care of you until now, Beomgyu cries a bit

Especially when the groom vows that he will love and protect you from now on

He cries in the ceremony and cries even more when you hug him by the end of it

But as your best friend, he promises he'll always do his best to be happy for you

Taehyun

He won't be there

I'm so sorry, but I don't think he would be able to endure the pain

Every time he saw you guys on a date, or the photos you post, or the messages you sent with "I'm with my boyfriend right now, can we talk later?" always felt like a dagger in his heart

So to see everything come to life was not something he could do

He'll come see you a day before the wedding though

And in his plan, he would try to convince you to give up

He never liked your boyfriend anyways, he didn't feel like too good of a person

So he tries to hint on the topic

But you're so blindly in love that you don't notice

And he's so in love with you that he simply gives up

So he just smiles at your content and announces that he needs to go, that he will get some things ready for tomorrow

But he doesn't

He tells you that there was an accident on the road, that he was suddenly required on his work, or that there was a family emergency

Something happened, and he couldn't make it to your wedding

And upon seeing your smile on the photos, he's glad he didn't

Hueningkai

The moment you tell him you're getting married, he is volunteering to help you in anything and everything

He is there when you choose your clothes for the day

He finds the best florist in town

He helps you decide on the cake, on the place, on the date, everything

Because he knows this is the last time you'll be relying on him for help

From now on, your soon to be husband will be the one who is supposed to be by your side

Till death do you apart

And as much as it hurts, Kai won't let the sorrow be on the way

If he has this last opportunity to help you and be with you, that's precisely what he'll do

So when the big day ends up being more beautiful than your dreams

And both you and your now husband come to him to thank him

He can't help but smile through teary eyes, which he reassures you that it's because of happiness

Now he knows that he at least tried his best until the end

Masterlist | you'll probably like: moving on

Reminder this is just fiction!! I'm not trying to portray real life and you shouldn't believe that this is how the members actually are. This is just for the vibe and the delulu!

Thank you for reading <3

Taglist (open!): @yuyubeans @zzzzzwicked @sheraayasherrecs

Dividers by @enchanthings | images 1 , 2 and 3

[healingpage]

Omg is there a mafia theme au wip of cyj???? I really do love your works and I hope your well! Happy (belated) easter by the way and any hint or spoiler about it? I just can't wait. Knowing your current priorities, I don't know when it will ne posted but there's no rush alright? I'm just too into that shit so that's why I could not hold horses so I came here to ask! You don't know how much I love A+ for fucking of Kth and Unbox your present of Cyj! (I'm currently reading your other works too btw) and I'm a mowajjunnie and mafia themes have me on chokehold!

Anyway, no rush and have a good day!

omg anon i'm sorry i took forever to answer you 😭 idk if you're still here so if you are, hi! i am doing well just quite busy with my studies. thank you for the wishes :D

the mafia!au with yeonjun is currently in writing! i sort of plan it to be y/n escaping from her current husband, he was toxic, abusive and y/n has been trying to escape from him since the first day they were married (she was in an arranged marriage with the man...)

little did she knew she falls right into the hands of an equally, if not more dangerous man, yeonjun who is the mafia's gang leader. yeonjun of course helped her, but a helping hand is not always free. he could use something, that only y/n is able to do.

and i'll leave the rest unspoiled! i could only tell that it's not coming very soon, i would have it up on my page hopefully by march 2025.

ohh anon i'm also a moawajjunie!! (also ot5>>>) i'm glad you liked my writing, i hope this becomes a healing page for you!! ❤️‍🩹 hopefully your day went well too!

[itgirlgyu]

would txt help you pass love notes in the class?

ˀˀ 🍓 ＇、˖ 📝!! txt OT5! random hcs.

YEONJUN...

he's gonna start giggling as soon as he gets the notes because he loves the idea of young love.

literally squeaks with hand on his mouth

brother doesn't even know that the teacher is digging holes on his head rn

somehow the idea it young love snatching too quick ( also getting blamed somehow for ruining your chances) gets his stomach churning and his heart hurting (he breaks out in hives if he thinks ppl hate him)

so when the teacher tries to grab the note

he panics and ends up stuffing it down his mouth.

now he's sitting in the nurse's office with an upset stomach and a rumor that yeonjun likes eating papers.

you come to visit him with tears in your eyes and a bouquet of flowers for his sacrifice.

SOOBIN...

literally cold shoulders anyone that is pspsing towards him

like you could be scratching his shoulder with your nails for him to pay attention to you so you can ask him for help.

his shirt is bleeding but he refuses to turn his face in case he gets roped into this bs

you can't literally physically move his head like this man has an iron resolute

he IS NOT TURNING BACK.

he is NOT getting himself into dumb shit like this and risking getting caught with a juvenile ass slip.

like get the hint ffs

lowkey a snob but he's also very cute so he gets away with shit.

teacher: you're late soobie boobie doobie :(

soobin: erm aegyo? 🙄

lowkey a teacher's pet as in

the teacher is mad heart eyes for him and let's him cheat in tests.

BEOMGYU...

hundred percent on board but

first he is curious so he like tries to slyly read the paper

gasps very loudly in a very quiet classroom

when the teacher catches his ass he is very keen tattling whose note it actually is

his eyes are actually shining while he tells about whose note it is and how innocent he is

literally pulls a half eaten bag of chips discreetly from his backpack to eat while he watches you get your ass handed back to you

melts the chips in mouth so that he doesn't get caught.

like so now YOU ARE DISCREET??!

probably gets jumped after school

TAEHYUN...

contrary to popular belief,

taehyun is a very social person and also lowkey a people pleaser.

so when he gets asked and he's starry eyed like

“leave this up to me friend”

he is literally studying the movement of the teachers feet and how many steps it takes for the teacher to reach the end of the backboard

he is pulling a calculator out and scribbling into his notes to count the sequence of his footsteps.

has already recruited five other persons to act as distraction and two others as envoys.

he makes sure to slide past benches, avoid the teacher's hawk gaze and all those cinematic tasks to help you pass the slip.

you promise to name your first child after him.

HUENING KAI...

you think he's gonna refuse you politely.

but he's very efficient surprisingly.

rather than passing the notes through a few more benches.

he decides to take one for the team and goes up to the teacher to ask a few questions to stall him.

“what came first professor? chicken or egg?“

“... this is political history kai.. “

“so you don't know professor 🤨”

ends up gaslighting the professor into a whole ass debate about the origin of this question and how much it has affected the history throughout the years.

you're deciding the destination for your honeymoon while all these are taking place.

kai ends up getting a recommendation letter for his out of box thinking and you get a s/o

it's a win win

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[harrylights]

🌈💖🎤

hehehe hi ash bless ur soul for this

🌈: which of ot5 do you remind me of most? hmm… i’d say harry but when he’s like chilled out if that makes sense? so maybe a hint of zayn. very wholesome but laidback vibes yk?

💖: who’s influenced me the most? I’d say harry and louis equally. like larry is the way i got into 1d and i grew up alongside them and i feel like i’ve absorbed so many of both of their habits and tendencies. style-wise I’m definitely giving more 2015 louis atm but also wear rings like harry does, i truly am such a mishmash of those two idiots :”)

🎤: what song of theirs would I sing at karaoke? (well i sang best song ever bc that’s the best they had available) but if i could choose out of their full discography I’d probably go for what a feeling bc it’s sm fun to sing along to and actually in my range lol

1d themed ask game

[klonoadreams]

So basically everyone in that OT4 will be catching the feels for each other and not just Noa right? Heh. I look forward to reading how it all goes down in Ashen Doe, especially how much of it will probably go over Noa's head lol.

Yuri’s likely the one to be the most straight-forward because for all intents and purposes, he has the least amount of barriers in his way that would keep Noa from acting on her feelings, SHOULD she get wind of them. Of course, she won’t, so, uhh...time skip that shit. LIKE THE REST OF THEM.

Until then, you already have Claude working his moves on Dimitri and he IS trying with Edie, but she’s not playing along.

Yuri, HOWEVER, will get along greatly with Claude, since they’re alike. It’s a matter of the two doing it to each other and just realizing, “oh...I like you too.”

Basically, the feeling’s mutual for these two.

Dimitri is the one likely to go with the flow. He’s already receptive to Claude, so it wouldn’t take much for Yuri. It’s also a matter of Yuri going, “SHIT I’VE CAUGHT TEH FEELS FOR THIS GUY TOO.”

Everyone catching the feels for each other. If Edie wasn’t so caught up with her plan, she’d be catching them too. (she’s trying her hardest not to)

(it’s alright, I’m just over here, crying, because Edie just WANTED TO WALK DOWN THOSE HALLS ONE LAST TIME BEFORE I STRUCK HER DOWN IN MY GOLDEN DEER RUN. DON’T TOUCH ME, I HURTY)

Expect an emotional mess, basically, and come that time skip, the only think keeping Noa from actually LETTING it happen is that War, but let’s see how long THAT lasts, okay?

Like, I spent the last month just spending time with Claude, tea time and sauna stuff. Eating meals with him and Ashe (BACK WHEN I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA HAVE A SOLO END BEFORE HE DECIDED THAT HE DOES WHAT HE WANTS AND SNAGS CYRIL AWAY FROM LYSITHEA). And some advanced drills. So who knows what could happen.