#soobin reactions

[cheollvrs]

WARNING 🔞 NSFW AUDIO

🎀 soobin stole your favorite pair of panties without you knowing and then jerked off to ihe though of you wearing them .ᐟ

© CHEOLLVRS

[hrtbeomi]

୨୧ — HAVING A HEATED ARGUMENT WITH THEM .ᐟ

pairing. OT5 x fem!reader (separately)

warnings. bad grammar, overreacting, reader overthinks a lot, insecurities, abandonment issues, reader being insecure in soobin's one, yeonjun being a little dumb, hyuka's based on a real story .ᐟ

a/n. you may remember this one maybe if you were around 2022,, i had an old user (ihrtrep) but that acc got deleted and took some time off from writing actually but here we are ! i hope you like this <3

CHOI YEONJUN ୨୧

it's no surprise that yeonjun is the type to stay late at night practicing his dancing, not worrying about sleeping or eating, that was something you were always concerned about, sure, you tried to tell him to take care of himself but he would just scoff you off telling you that you were just overreacting.

but the thing is, this went on for a weeks now, he didn't answer your calls or your texts, and that was the last straw for you. reason why you were now in hybe, directly going to see your boyfriend, who was practicing for god knows how long before you got there, it was 2:30am and he looked so tired, he had big bags under his eyes and he looked much thinner since the last time you saw him. you stopped the music, making him finally notice you were there “what are you doing here?” he asked, approaching you quickly “you didn't return any of my calls and didn't answer my texts or anything, i was worried” you said as you watched him frown, and that's how you found yourself stuck in a big argument about what was or was not good for your boyfriend's health.

it all ended with you letting out violent sobs that you were trying to hold back as you walked out of the building after probably ending your two-year relationship with yeonjun.

he was quick to follow you, immediately regretting yelling at you and fighting over something you were clearly right about. when he saw you, he immediately wrapped you in his arms, filling you with sweet words and thousands of “sorrys”, saying that he was carried away by stress and lack of rest, which was completely true. you turned to him, hugging him properly, admitting that you also let yourself be carried away by the insecurity that he was avoiding you because he didn't wanted you around.

you were glad that you finished the stupid argument, yeonjun kissed you gently and lovingly, grabbing your hand and heading to the building to get his things and finally go home with you.

CHOI SOOBIN ୨୧

soobin as your boyfriend was a total sweetheart, he was everything you dreamed of and more but being insecure about yourself was something that would affect your relationship with him sooner or later and it seemed that that moment was today.

currently, you were backstage, waiting your turn to perform on stage, you and soobin were sitting together, giving each other mutual support until some members of lesserafim approached you two, asking soobin if they could talk to him, to which he agreed, of course. you were never the jealous type but that slight insecurity you had slowly started to grow and grow as you watched kim chaewon and huh yunjin talk to your boyfriend, you didn't hate them or anything like that but due to your overthinking, you began to believe that maybe soobin would be better with one of them than to be with you because come on, they were beautiful, kind and talented, everything you were insecure about which caused that when he finally returned to your side, you began to throw passive-aggressive comments at him about it, causing him to yell at you about how you were starting to sound a little paranoid.

“if i'm as paranoid as you say, you better go and be with one of your girlfriends ! they sure are better than me! ” you snapped, and just when soobin was going to say something, you were called on stage to perform, so you wiped away the little tears that had begun to sprout from your eyes and you left.

after finishing your performance and going backstage, your boyfriend was sitting on the couch, waiting for you, he seemed to be thinking of the incident that had happened earlier because as soon as he saw you, soobin got up from his place and went to you, hugging you and filling you with kisses. finally apologizing, you explained everything you felt and that you feared that you could lose him to someone better than you but he hugged you again “you shouldn't worry, love, i love you more than anyone in the world and no one's better for me than you are.”

CHOI BEOMGYU ୨୧

for you, quality time was probably the most important thing in a relationship so you were glad beomgyu was on the same page as you but this can become a problem when you start feeling overwhelmed by each other's presence, that time had come when everything you did was a reason for you to get upset.

you were in the kitchen, making chocolate chip cookies together and it was impressive how none of you were killing each other yet.

until your boyfriend threw flour all over your face.

“what the hell!? why'd you do that!?” you said angrily as you saw him laugh at you.

you couldn't take it anymore, you started yelling in his face to stop being stupid, he looked at you surprised and contradicted you, saying that you should “stop taking everything so seriously!” and that you should enjoy the moment once and for all instead of being so pessimistic all day. you guys went on like that for a while until you finally realized what you were doing, you looked at each other surprised before letting out a “sorry, i shouldn't have said that" and an “it's my fault for bothering you,” anyway, it all ended with you kissing apologetically at him and then finishing the cookies, promising each other to communicate better next time before going to see a movie on the couch of your apartment and cuddling for the rest of the night.

KANG TAEHYUN ୨୧

you and taehyun had good fame as a couple, everyone envied you for the incredible communication you both had, every day you talked about everything that happened to you, whether it was good or bad.

your boyfriend wasn't necessarily known for being a cotton candy due to his sarcastic personality or "his rudeness" as it would appear, you had never understood this bad reputation he got about being "cold" and "serious" but you were able to understand this when he suddenly started answering your messages differently than he used to. of course, this could be due to the fact of not seeing him for a few days because of his busy schedule but whether or not it was for that, you overthought the situation and you couldn't help but feel that he had become much more distant, which was really out of character for him.

when you finally got to see each other, you confronted him about it but the only thing you got was a negative reaction from him, it was no surprise that he was going to react like this because even you knew that you would be mad too but you couldn't help those intrusive thoughts that kept appearing in your head, it was something you couldn't control. you could see how the people in the cafeteria were watching you argue about some text messages and when your small disagreement turned into a big fight, one of the waitresses had to kindly kick you out of the cafeteria.

taehyun looked at you, and you noticed right away because you were looking at him already, both confused by how was it that you got carried away by such a ridiculous situation as the one you were in, this was not normal for you, this was not how you two solved your problems, so you walked along the sidewalk for a while, both completely in silence until at the same time you began to apologize, him admitting that he was feeling so overwhelmed and stressed lately that maybe he didn't even want to talk to you at the time, which you understood but still confessed your concerns to him in case you made him mad or something.

“everything is fine now, okay? we don't need to let this happen again, dear,” he said, taking your hand and kissing it “i love you”

HUENINGKAI ୨୧

usually, when we think of hyuka, the first thing that comes to our mind is "he's a sweetheart", right? this case was no different, he was the best boyfriend you could ask for, you didn't even know what you had done in your past life to deserve someone as incredible as him, he seemed like he came straight out of a taylor swift song, something that made you feel in the clouds.

you were in the honeymoon phase, so you didn't expect to fight three months after dating.

it all started on a tuesday morning, you woke up as if all your energy had been drained, you felt completely miserable and you let your boyfriend know about this, who did not hesitate to hug you and promise to stay by your side all day until you felt better.

soon the afternoon came, 16:30pm and the whole panorama of you and kai was to be in each other's arms, your discomfort still present and just wanting to be with him. he asked you what was wrong, if something had happened the day before or in the morning before you saw him but you weren't even able to answer him, feeling weak, small and unable to answer without your voice cutting off in the middle of you talking, you felt like you'd collapse right there but your boyfriend did not seem to understand it, because even with being the best boyfriend in the whole world, he had a difficult time dealing with this kind of situation.

yeonjun had approached you, asking to speak with him for a moment, you certainly didn't want to let him go since his friend clarified that it wasn't really important but not to your boyfriend, being the kindest person in the universe, he insisted on talking with, giving it way to your meltdown.

not taking it anymore after telling him that if he wanted to go, he could and him responding with a “then i'll go if you want,” his voice strong and the harsh tone in it made it all worse.

yeonjun didn't know what to do when he saw how you fought, throwing cruel words at each other that you would soon regret. when you finished arguing, both of you going their own separate way and not speaking all day until the morning after had arrived.

“i'm sorry,” you said when you saw him for the first time that day “i shouldn't have taken it out on you, it's just that- i've noticed you've been acting different lately and i'm afraid you'll leave me or that you've gotten bored of me,” you confessed with a voice barely above a whisper but your boyfriend was capable of hearing it.

he wrapped his arms around you, kissing the top of your head softly and rubbing your back “i'm sorry too, love, but hey, all couples fight, right? besides, now we can tell how was our very first fight to our grandchildren” he joked, making you chuckle “and you know i will never get bored of you, you're my soulmate, my other half.”

© HRTBEOMI 2024

[p0ckykiss]

to the moon and back - choi soobin

summary -> who is sending you these letters….they certainly know everything about you, more than you expected. perhaps a stalker?

warnings -> stalker soobin x female reader, yandere

the crinkling of the perfectly sealed envelope and the unfolding of the delicate paper with the most intricate handwriting. swoops and swerves and strokes marked with the darkest ink.

a secret admirer? you smirked to yourself. it sure was such a flattering thought to think you had a secret admirer. you began reading the beautifully crafted words.

dear y/n.

your beauty simply astonishes me. i want to run my fingertips along your smooth bare face and breathe in the scent of your lavender perfume. you’re running low on it, have you noticed? make sure to buy more. it’s simply my favorite scent in the world. the lasagna you made last night looked scrumptious. would you save a piece for me? you’re the most beautiful girl i have ever come across. love you to the moon and back.

a gasp. what in god’s name..? that certainly did not live up to your high expectations. the paper floated to the pavement like a snowflake falling from the sky. your shoes smacked against your long driveway as you bounded up to the front door.

the click of the lock and the shuffle of curtains closing all around the empty house. you grabbed your perfume bottle and threw it down. the glass pieces scattered across the dark hardwood floor, reflections from the sunlight cascading off of the tiny fractures.

lavender isn’t your scent any longer. not after some creep told you it was his favorite. were you being watched? what a creep. an actual stalker. just the thought sent a shiver down your aching spine.

days passed. nothing out of the ordinary seemed to make it’s presence known. no unwanted letters or mysterious envelopes with a pearly white lace trim. you actually allowed yourself to breathe a sigh of relief. you should’ve known to hold your breath

dearest y/n

oh how i’ve missed that sweet perfume of yours. are you sure you got all of the shards? they were quite plentiful. has that cut healed yet? i’d be more than willing to aid you back to good health. i know you keep the bandages under your bathroom sink. do you know i’m always thinking of you? that black dress you tried on looked magnificently ravishing. no date to homecoming though. let me know if you need a plus one. after all, i’m always watching. i love you to the moon and back.

a high-pitched, shrilling, terrible cry left your vocal cards and pierced through the frostbitten coldness of the afternoon sun. what kind of sick person would go to such lengths? your home, now a place you no longer feel safe in. a shame that is. it really is a beautiful house.

letter after letter after letter. the sender iust wouldn’t quit. the harassment continued and ebbed and flowed like curves in a river. a display of different emotions. happy letters, creepy letters, sad letters. and, your least favorite.

angry letters.

dear y/n,

aren’t you going to write me back? are you not the least bit curious as to who i am? such a shame, really. think you and i would really hit it off. you were getting close to beomgyu yesterday. just friends, you are? hm. it doesn’t seem so. the flirtatious touch of a boy and a girl, and all in front of me? you dare hold his hand in front of me? and to think i really liked you. well, i won’t stop so easily. i’ve got my eyes on you, my love. i love you to the moon and back. -s

a clue! a sign of the quote on quote secret admirer that’s been occupying your mailbox with stacks of words as tall as the highest mountain range. but just a letter. one singular syllable. s. s? s could mean a myriad of things.

another letter followed by a scoff. this guy really has the nerve. he doesn’t scare you anymore. you tore through the envelope, not even trying to be careful this time.

dear y/n,

you betrayed me. what did i say about beomgyu? now you’re taking him to homecoming? what about little ol’ me? you smile when you text him. ive noticed you never smile while you read my letters. is that because you’re not aware of my identity? it’s not like i hide it. you should know by now. i thought you were smarter than that. you’re wearing a new scent lately. lilac, was it? it soothes the nose. but i certainly miss the lavender. i cant wait to see you in your dress tomorrow night. i love you to the moon and back.

your head shot up from your burned gaze on the tear stained paper. he was watching you this whole time? was he watching right then? right now? how incredulous: you need to get out of here. your safety is on its last lifeline.

one more envelope. one more beautifully scripted letter. one last word vomit of all of the things he wanted to say. needed to get off his heavy chest and share with you.

dear y/n;

you’re not going to accept my love, are you? that kiss you shared the other night was a sight for sore eyes. you had to stand on your tiptoes to reach, even in your heels. i guess that’s your type. why isn’t it me? well, i suppose i should give up. he’s won. i don’t want you to feel threatened, so i won’t watch anymore. unlock your doors and leave your curtains undrawn. you’ll be just fine. but still, i love you to the moon and back. -soobin

[itgirlgyu]

PEEK A BOO!

( archive ) 𝖶𝖨𝖫𝖫 𝖳𝖷𝖳 𝖲𝖴𝖱𝖵𝖨𝖵𝖤 𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖦𝖨𝖱𝖫𝖲?

˚ 🗯 CAUTION AHEAD────── mentions of weapons, loss of twerkability. weak excuses, cross dressing, and frustration of lesbian. featuring. RED VELVET.

────YEONJUN.

Nope.

Like kind of.

One of them asks him to come in for a bowl of jello, and at first he is like,

“oh no no not on my company time. “

His blind ass probably doesn't even see Irene glaring at him from behind a curtain.

There's this sense of unnecessary passion which makes him decline at first but then he is also easily swayed so he goes in.

He puts the “man” in manipulated.

Looks in awe at all their collection of weapons and compliments them while he makes his way to the dinner table.

Gets shot in the ass during his hunting session by Yeri’s crossbow.

Survives but can’t twerk anymore.

─────SOOBIN.

Yes.

He senses something is wrong even before he steps into the vicinity of their house.

Slides the pizza in and has a bible (his weapon of choice) on his hand as he demands for his money 50 feets away from them.

Runs away and spreads a rumor that they don't tip their deliverymen.

Make sure no one home delivers it to them ever.

Irene has to put a hex on him to stop seulgi from breaking into his apartment and sacrificing him to lesbian divinity.

He can no longer level up in any of his games.

His reputation is done for.

────BEOMGYU

Well, it's kind of hard to say.

Agrees at once when he is asked.

“Wasting the company time while getting paid? count me in!”

Is roaming around the house without anyone's permission almost knocking shit over and breaking things, in generally creating havoc.

Was into the whole little break until he saw the unappetising bowl of jello.

Suddenly his stomach hurts, his pet asparagus is thirsty, his manager is threatening to kill his grandmother if he doesn't get there in time.

Mutters an apology and bolts out of there so fast that even the crossbow cannot catch up with him.

Hears stories about how every delivery man going into that house ends up missing work and never shows up ever again.

Blames that green slimy jello.

─────TAEHYUN

Definitely.

Straight up denies when asked to come into the house

Taehyun—“Ma'am this is inappropriate.”

Joy—”Li-”

Taehyun—”Ma'am this is my work hours.”

His foot is plastered there and he won't budge without his payment and his tip.

Comes out unscathed.

────KAI

Yes, but like in a very twisted way.

Comes inside when he's asked to.

Also says yes when they ask him to eat radioactive jello.

Thinks it's a bit weird when they all make him out blindfolded to eat it in the name of family customs.

And who is kai to judge it.

While he's trying to eat the jello with his eyes blindfolded, the girls are having a meeting in the kitchen.

They all come into a unanimous decision.

Kai will be their sixth member.

They give him a wig and a pretty bodycon.

Kai is still too polite to deny and decides to embrace his new life.

He's now the new centerpiece on the dining table as Joy’s successor.

© ITGIRLGYU⠀⠀. feedbacks and reblogs are appreciated! TAGLiST @viesin @jisungsdaydreamer @wonioml @1921choi @forever-in-the-sky2 @beoms-sugar

[lost-leopard-beanie]

"PICTURES I POSTED ON MY IG STORY JUST FOR MY CRUSH TO SEE" trend with soobin!!

˒ pairing: soobin x fem!reader

˒ genre: fluff, attempt at humor, college au ig??

˒ warnings: nothing I know of? pls lmk if you find any

˒ priya talks: so hello guys!! orry this is a little late :( life was not lifeing for a while and i had been busy with school so didnt have the time.. this was requested a lot so i just decided i would make this a series for txt! if you want to see a enhypen version, please go check out @boigyu because this whole thing is very much inspired by that one (im so sorry for the tag<3) but next is probably taehyun bec an ask has been sitting in my inbox for the longest time lol but do tell me if you want me to go in order or random! have a great day loves!! <33

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Love surge TXT

[jungwnies]

synopsis — choi soobin, your childhood best-friend, revisits your life as you make your way back home for a short vacation. soobin and you were nothing but inseparable from a young age until the two of you crossed paths in ansan. is their fuel that could be added to ignite feelings that has gone away with time, or is this fire put out for good?

genre — romance, angst, fluff, au, childhood friends —  (ft. jaemin of nct)

status — ongoing

note: this is a wattpad original story made by me @/explicitxwrites … to see the wattpad version please click this link

I — homesick

II — unmentioned

III — unbelievable

IV — missed calls

V — evanescent

VI — unspoken

VII — over

VIII — what if's

IX — tired of it

X — closure

taglist — no taglist due to story being fully completed | will update once a week!

2022 © jungwnies

[channoticedmeuwu]

⌨️ CHOI SOOBIN AS . . . ARIANA GRANDE'S “POV” !!

p — CHOI SOOBIN × FEM!READER | g — fluff, suggestive, hurt comfort if you wanna squint, established relationship!au | w — ur sitting in his lap just a heads up

a/n — not over “empty headed just you” soobin, not over it at all. help me. please.

🖇️ READ SOOBIN AS 34 + 35 !!

sitting on his lap while he's typing away on his desktop pc— head on your shoulder, eyes glazing over the screen. his lips on your exposed shoulder, leaving wet kisses and lightly groaning, totally tired and out of it. again, soobin wasn't the type to act lovey dovey in public, or even private, much of the time. you'd barely see him do much, he'd resort to other ways of expressing his love— like telling you your hairstyle compliments your outfit, or would bring home something yummy from the bakery.

but moments of the night, clock ticking to show 1:46 AM, and after a long day of typing away at a screen at work, here he was, typing away at home. he'd give it up if it wasn't for knowing it'll pay off later in the future. but right now, he was stuck with feeling absolutely fucked over by his daily routine, mind in shambles and not a thought behind his eyes when he'd lay down to sleep.

and that's where you came in, giggling echoing in the room as water from the humidifier sloshed and sputtered, sounds of his lips on your skin, vibrations of his heartbeat on your back— clicking of the keyboard inconsistent because he couldn't love you and work at the same time. and sometimes he'd halt the typing, fingers on your thighs as he moved his legs to wrap around your waist, help to receive adequate blood supply. “can't feel m’ feet,” he'd chuckle lazily, pressing his forehead on the back of your neck.

and you'd flick your fingers at his feet to tease him, and feel him shudder because he's feeling stars in his legs. and he'd squirm, tightening his legs around you and letting out a struggled giggle, an extended whine as he'd say, “stop it!”

and the boring old document would be forgotten when you'd ask if you could flip to face him— and you'd see what a mess he was. tears brimming in his eyes from being overstimulated by literally anything, neck weak and laying his head on the headrest, lips apart and full, glistening from the kisses. and he'd ask with a burning sensation on his cheeks if you could run your fingers on his temples, eyes fluttering shut at the contact and letting out a sigh.

and he'd start blabbering, you don't even know what he's talking about—muttering about his “stupid fuckin’ boss” and the “stupid fuckin’ colleagues.” and how much he just wished he could do this forever, feel like this forever— warm in his chest and tingles in his cheeks, loving the way the bridge of your nose on his neck and your scent wafting around him.

and when you'd tell him you felt the same, poor boy was shocked out of his mind. the mere idea of the extent of his feelings being reciprocated was too much, and he'd apply more force to his fingers while rubbing the skin on your back. he'd ask, “do you really?” as if it was a surprise, and you'd remind him you've been dating for nearly 2 years. of course you'd mean it.

and he'd press his lips together in thought, like no shit, soobin. and you'd giggle at him, pinching his cheeks and asking if he was growing stupider the more he spent his hours at work.

but no, that wasn't the case. not at all. couldn't you see it was you— his eyelids had your picture tattooed to them, his chest would involuntarily stop to match your breathing with his own, his fingers would itch for the feeling of your skin, his lips belonged to you. even if he was able to spend a few hours with you, you'd have him growing stupider with any sentence you'd say to him. and the way you didn't even know, didn't you see you were driving him insane?

“god,” he'd mutter with a gasp, head turning away as he grew shyer with you—the prettiest girl he's ever seen.

“i feel like i just fell in love with you all over again.”

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it was rare for soobin to fall sick, given that he's abnormally good at keeping himself healthy most days. on this day (or this week), however, it seems like sickness is in the air and in soobin's system the second he woke up and felt like a million bricks weighing his body down. he called in sick and needless to say, you were on his tail the second you found out about his condition (either that or he's certain beomgyu sent you an ambiguous text about your lover dying).

it's been two days since. since you came by and made him porridge to help his sore throat with nutritious vegetables. since you came and stocked his fridge with herbal tea and cooling water. since you periodically swung by to check his temperature and ease some medicine to help with the throbbing in his head and fluff his pillows whenever he needed it. now, as the night falls and you settle on the newly placed chair next to his bed (something about not wanting to take up his space and to get him to sleep comfortably, even though he just wants you in his arms, he can't deny that he probably wouldn't be able to breathe right given his nose seems to malfunction from time to time).

so he'll resort to being able to hold your hand as he rests on his sides, eyes growing droopier as he looks at you with a small smile on his face.

"i don't deserve you," he murmurs, stroking the back of your hand with his thumb. you snort and lean in closer, lightly nudging his forehead with your other hand not in his captive, effectively making him huff when you did that. "you don't get to chat shit about my boyfriend. not at his weakest."

his nose scrunches at the insinuation, "i'm not at my weakest."

you raise a brow with the purse of your lips, almost breaking him instantly.

"i take that back. i'm so weak that i think i'm gonna need another week off."

there's a pause of silence that makes soobin press his lips to a thin line, dimples of regret showing as it was your turn to scrunch your nose at him. he chuckles and squeezes your hand, "too much?"

"you think?"

"i can't be held accountable at a time like this. i don't think my brain is functioning right."

"then get some sleep so it starts functioning right again, yeah?" you coo, using your free hand to stroke his forehead, brushing his hair from his face as his eyes flutter shut upon feeling your touch. just as you stop, he huffs with a drawn-out ah... and it makes you continue stroking his head in a trance-like effect to get him to fall asleep quicker. as much as soobin is grateful to have you take care of him like this, you appreciate the feeling knowing that you're capable to take care of the one you love, too. (so it's a win-win, if you think about it)

[enluv]

002: TEASERS & TOURS — THAT’S THE THING!

— warnings: profanity, angst, friendly arguing!

a/n: under the images you’ll find a section titled “behind the album” this is where you can find out facts about the character! make sure to check it out :)

MASTERLIST / PREVIOUS / NEXT

˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚ behind the album:

– sunwoo often works with soobin because they tend to book the same shoots! he absolutely hates it.

– none of soobin’s friends know he knows y/n.

– keeho is gearing up for a new album with his band as well ! it features lotus (yeji & y/n) !!

– soobins fan @/soobster now loves y/n’s music <3

coco’s ♡ note: finally a new chapter and more tea!! this chapter is now set back in the present !! i love keeho & sunwoo’s banter so much they’re such fun characters to write for !! i hope you enjoyed this chapter, feedback & reblogs are always appreciated <3

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My Heart.

call summary⋆ ★  you're slowly going sour in your room

pairing *. * choi soobin x fem! reader

genre⋆ ★ heavy angst, fluff?

warnings *. * reader is not mentally okay, crude language, violence, bad grammar, pet names, suggestive?, death, derealization

call duration ⋆ ★ 2k

a/n*. * wrote this like in an hour so forgive me if it's horrible also the grammar is going to be sooo bad. English isn't my first language, soryyy, also I barely even proofread it so.....but anyway, enjoy and don't forget to reblog and comment or like!!!

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You used to be carefree.  

But now you just spent your days locked up in your room, rotting away inside as your head churns and liquidizes into soup, gurgling up through the pits of your nose. You don’t feel real, the bed doesn’t feel real, nor do the walls but you still hold on. You feel as though you’re amidst of an angry sea, one that has the knack of producing powerful waves that hold cruel currents, dragging you up, instilling the warm sense of hope that you craved relentlessly before it plunges you deeper into the murky cold water, exploding all of your senses.  

The phone on your bed stand vibrates and you find yourself reaching for the device to shut it off. Yet the Caller ID stops you in your tracks as your eyes widen in surprise, practically choking on your spit. “Soobin?” You murmur, lifting the phone to your face, blearily and morbid lights blinding you for a moment, but you’re impatient, and you yearn to see his name once more on your screen, so choke down the pain in your dilated pupil, and you let your dangerously weak fingers dangle over the answer button.

Your guts churn inside, and you’re about to puke...the room is spinning, and you’re being suffocated but your eyes don’t tear away from the phone, staring at it with such great marveled eyes, lungs taking in less oxygen than it needed each time you let air through. “Soobin, why am I crying?” You ask, and the screen goes back to its wallpaper; a selfie of you two. Hands strung around his back, he smiled goofily into the camera, lips puckered into your cheeks as if you were on the verge of passing out from exhaustion, eyes lidded with sleep.  

Smiling is hard, you conclude, and your ears are bleeding heavily. The phone rings again and you’re plagued by its annoying noise that can’t seem to shut up. You tried everything, silencing your phone, turning off your ringer, throwing the device against the floor, followed by Mr. Carrots but you quickly found yourself either picking up the phone with the utmost care, turning your phone right back, or even clicking the switch that allowed to music to emit.

You wonder how your phone hasn’t died from the number of scars you’ve given it just now. Soobin. Soobin. Soobin. Soobin. It was like you were going crazy! Why was he calling you? You shriek against your pillow, letting drool seep from your mouth while you bite your tongue hard enough to make it bleed, and you savor the sweet metallic taste that coats your mouth. Turning around in bed, you shut your eyes in hopes that everything disappears, that the phone disappears, that you disappear. Not that it already happened. You were nothing and will never be from the depth of your pounding heart; not without Choi Soobin. 

“You’re so astoundingly pretty” Someone familiar mouths into your skin and you feel the butterflies arise in you again, so fierce but lovely as it flaps against the inner lining of your throat, almost rendering you speechless. Blonde hair as the snow, he was utterly beautiful for this world. He was show-stopping, heart-pounding, beautiful. His lips were always pillowy soft, tempting you to be a little selfish a steal more kisses than needed, not that he ever minded. “More you, love” You retort, spinning around in his arms to face him. His bright eyes never wavered from yours and every single fucking time, he always looked at you like you hung the stars, like you were his whole world. “Stop lying, pretty girl!”

He stumbles, pulling you closer and leaving heart-shaped kisses all over your body, not stopping until every inch of your skin is covered in his love. He held passion, a burning passion that burnt your skin until you were numb, yet it was addicting. It was poisonous. “My pretty girl” Soobin sighs against your lips, before tenderly taking your cheeks into his warm palms, tugging on your lips onto his, longing for the warmth that followed, swooning over the feeling of you while his fingers roam around your body. And that very night, he made him yours and yours as his. 

You’re awakened but this time when you flutter your eyes open, it is late at night and sweat pours through your body. Groaning over, you quickly realize that the phone has plucked you out of your slumber and you start panicking once more. Your hands shiver towards the phone, as you pick it up again, tears welling up in your glossy eyes. Your resolve was starting to crack faster than you thought. Heart beating fast enough to break through its cage, your fingers drift onto the accept button and you gasp once you come back to sense, lip bitten by your teeth.

You hope–no prayed that no one answered. That this wasn’t real, but it was...it was as real as it gets. You think. You don’t know. Or maybe you do. You also think you’re clinically mad. But when you hear your name whisper through the speaker, your brain dies for a second and then comes back alive. Jolts of electricity travel through your veins and you feel like you are flying. “(Y/n) ...sweetheart?”  

“Soobin?” You cry, and you swear you could hear his heartbreak on the other side. You imagine him in his bed, cuddling Mr. Carrot’s sibling; Mrs. Rabbit to death, having it choke on his iron grip. You want to scream so badly until your lungs give out and vocal cords snap, but you can’t. “Hey love, I just wanted to drop in and say that I’m sorry...and that I’m outside your door right now.” The phone drops to the floor in shock, the clatter echoing against the walls. “No, you’re not” You rasp, trying to make sense of the situation but your idea is deflected when you hear knocking on the door. Hesitantly pulling back the covers, you slide onto the floor, and you’re unable to even look up from it, rather your eyes follow the ridges that slither.  

Unfortunately, the cold doorknob was in the clutch of your fingers, threatening to turn to let in the love of your life. You rethink your decision, but it seems that your hand had a mind of its own, and the knob twists without you knowing about it, letting a gust of wind in. “You’re unhappy.” A voice sweet as honey drips down your spine and you shiver uncomfortably against it, furrowing your eyebrows when you meet the dark eyes of your lover, knees shaking and ready to give out. “You’re also crying” He chuckles, leaning closer to your face to wipe away fallen tears, but in the name of irony, you notice the angelic drops coat his cheeks too.

He was too pretty to be crying. “You too” You quietly whisper, breath barely ghosting over the swirling breeze as you let him in, closing the door right behind him. “(Y/n)” he sniffles, pulling you closer and you reel into him for a second expecting the safe warmth he gave out, only to be stuck against a walking refrigerator, cold as ice cubes. “I can’t stand seeing you like this, weeping over me!” He sobs, falling into your arms, and you finally, let out too, dropping to the carpeted floor with a dull thud. “Then why did you leave me?!” You mumble, afraid to close your eyes, clawing him harder, as you break his skin, but he doesn’t even flinch, instead he sinks into it even more, relishing you. “I had no choice, I tried, I really did.”  

“Well, you should’ve tried harder” You harshly spit, before you breakdown into his arms, liquidizing into him as a whole. “I’m so sorry baby” He babbles, “I miss you so much, I can’t even–I feel like I’m being dragged through the pits of hell–it’s so bad baby. Please make it stop! Please!” Pulling away from him for a second, you slam your lips against him, and it feels just right, just like old times. “Then stay with me,” You say, not leaving him a second to respond, because you’re scared of his response. You’re scared that he’s going to leave again and leave out to decay with skin peeling off your bone as you left to survive off your own emotions, regurgitating them when you digested them all, repeating it all over again. “I need to, I’m so sorry.” He presses his forehead against yours, smiling with your lips. “You will?”  

He nods into your skin, “I’ll stay” He declares before he drags his palm up to your chest and lays it over your heart while his other hand pushes you down, where he lays down on you, head over your heartbeat. “I love you so much” You whimper, threading your fingers through his hair. “I love you so much fucking more, I can’t even express it” He sighs contentedly, closing his eyes, snuggling into you. “And I’ll always be there with you, even when you don’t even know” He mutters, but you’re long gone into another round of slumber, so he decides to wrap his arms tighter against your figure. 

The light cast across your face startles you awake, but this time you’re happy and more in love than ever. The weight from before has lifted, but that was casual, Soobin had always had his eyes open before you and he was probably in the bathroom. Moaning in pain, you stretch to your feet, as you twirl joyfully, padded feet. “Soobin?!” You call out, expecting a response but when you don’t hear a thing, your grin widens. He was just hiding from you! So, you call out his name several times, chanting it like a prayer while you turn your whole apartment upside down. “Hey baby, where are you, this isn’t funny anymore” You wail, sulking like a toddler before you tumble into your own room, the last place you didn’t check. “Soobin seriously, you’re getting me worried!” Your hands softly brush against your bed, then slide against your table before they stop along a pair of documents. Your heart is suddenly stuck in your throat; you struggle to breathe when you bring the paper to eye level.  

Choi Soobin was pronounced dead at 5:53 AM.  

Your feet roll underneath you, so you hit your head against the sharp edge of the table, cutting the skin in a straight line. “What the–” You laugh, bringing your shaky hand to your cut, smearing it over your finger, trying to distract yourself from the pain that was starting to well inside your heart. The same pain that was poorly buried. And right when the first drops contact your skin, your heart jitters and it feels horribly painful, as though you were being burnt alive. You swiftly wipe away your tears, and you crane to gaze at the picture of your fiancé, happy smiles, nothing else. You despised yourself in that portrait. You looked so happy in a situation such as this, you were supposed to feel guilty, so why were you smiling in that picture?  

Would you have stopped grinning so alienated if you knew what the future held for you?  

“I hate seeing you cry so much; it feels like someone poured acid all over my face like I was being burnt with hot oil!” He says, into your ear, after one night where your hurtful words were thrown around. 

Lips parting, you gasp into your fingers, clutching your left breast.  

“Choi Soobin, you’re in my heart aren’t you” You pant, as you memorize how his hands felt against you, where he placed his fingers, and how he promised you that he would stay. Your other arm tucks itself into the hold of your left arm, holding it down where Soobin held you–in that dream.   

That car crash was inevitable, and so was the death that came along with it, but with Choi Soobin placed in the safety of your beating organ, maybe everything will be fine! 

Or maybe you should rip out your heart instead.  

[blue-jisungs]

best years

a/n. soft soob :(

warnings. alcohol consumption, throwing up (nothing too graphic), cursing

soobin woke up slowly, the sunlight dancing on his face and warning it up pleasantly. he crooked an eye open and noticed you’re gradually waking up from slumber too. you nuzzled your head further onto the crook of his neck, the smell of your hair hitting his nostrils.

“good morning” you mumbled sleepily, only to yawn after. your fingers started drawing hearts on his chest and his thoughts couldn’t help but wander.

he will never forget how shocked he was when one day he opened the door and saw… you. voice got stuck in his throat, lips parting in shock.

“are… what– y/n?” he whispered, the ability to form full sentences flying out of the window. why you, his ex of 3 months, are here? especially that he was the one who fucked up?

“i… i missed you” you murmured, looking at him. soobin’s heart swelled; he knew what he had to do.

he slowly swallowed, deciding to turn off his brain and just got things off his chest.

“you've got a million reasons to hesitate… but, darling, the future's better than yesterday” he breathed out. your eyes widened, realising that he still… loved you.

“soobin, i– I wasted so much time on people that reminded me of you and…” you started and he ran a hand through his hair nervously

“and i gave you a million reasons to walk away. but you’re here. give me one more chance, i won’t fuck this up” soobin pleaded.

you just pulled him into a kiss.

he noticed it a while ago; it was hard not to. your leg was bouncing up and down under the table, causing it to shake slightly.

he put a hand on yours, laying atop of your thigh, looking at you worriedly. the colors from your face drained, looking just like boiled sujebi dough in the soup on the table.

“i’m fine” you murmured, shaking your head. taehyun and beomgyu were standing strong, however your drinking companion – yeonjun – was mere moments from passing out.

soobin let out an airy breath and pulled away.

“let me know if you’re feeling unwell, okay?” he asked, voice stern yet soft enough to not make you feel uncomfortable.

as he leaned away and let you return to the conversation (if you were even able call it like that, based on the oldest’s incoherent answers). your boyfriend returned to discuss the ridiculousness of–

with a unpleasant screech of chair scraping against the floor, you ran out of the room.

soobin wasted no time rushing after you, ignoring the other customers’ judging looks. the door from the bathroom slammed loudly as you pushed them open, grateful that no one was occupying it.

soobin held your hair as you returned the consumed alcohol, the other hand stroking your back in a reassuring motion.

moments later he announced that you two are going home, meeting with kai’s sad pout.

“i have to carry her home, she cannot stand up” he sighed, pure care in his voice. you were blinking slowly, trying to fight the heaviness of your eyelids. before beomgyu asked why, he added with a tender smile: “she did all these things for me when i was half a man for her”

soobin held you tightly, hand on the back of your head. his heart was ripping apart with every sound of the sob leaving your lips.

“it’ll be okay, trust me” he whispered, for the nth time that night. lulling you, swinging gently back and forth your hands gripped tighter the material of his t-shirt “i know. i know…”

your pain was his pain too.

he leaned his head against yours, inhaling your scent to somehow calm down. his eyes were watery, your suffering piercing through his bones.

“i’ll build a house out of the mess and all the broken pieces” soobin whispered, your breathing slowly getting more steady “i'll make up for all of your tears…”

both of you were crying until the sun rose, shining tenderly on your tired faces. eventually you fell asleep in his arms and your heart at peace.

“–hey, you’re here?”

you were looking up, your chin resting on his chin, his hair were sticking in different directions, proof of how much he shifted in his sleep. that’s why he was so mentally absent right now…?

“oh, yeah. sorry, i zoned out” soobin giggled, dimples showing up.

“well, i noticed. you’ve been staring at me for like, ten minutes” a playful chuckle left your lips and he just pulled you closer, nuzzling his nose into your hair.

he fell silent again, his thumb drawing shapes on your skin.

“soob, what are you thinking about?” your soft voice made him grin.

“what if i showed you?” he asked before he could process what he’s saying.

you frowned, curious.

well, fuck it.

soobin pulled away, the duvet falling off his body. he rubbed his eye, still a bit drowsy from his slumber. as he looked through his night stand you peeked over his arm.

“i was thinking about you. us. and well, uh… i didn’t have a plan yet, but–“ soobin started and let out an excited gasp “here it is!”

he turned around, his bare face glowing with joy. soobin smacked his lips, frowning suddenly.

“i’m having second thoughts but…” he explained upon your confused expression.

his huge palm grabbed yours and handed you a small, velvety box.

it was just like someone took your breathing ability away.

“i’ll give you the best years” he hummed softly, his morning voice sending shivers down your spine. you traced the sides of the box, eyes watering “i promise, darling, you won’t regret”

you opened it but… it was empty.

“bin–!” you choked out, snapping your gaze at him. soobin let out a heart-warning laugh, the dimples making a guest appearance and making it hard to be mad at him.

“laying here with you made me feel at ease; you feel like home. i’ll give you the best years of your life. and i commit to you, and i love you, and i’ll nurture you no matter what” soobin said, putting the box away and grabbing your chin “but you’ll have to wait for the actual proposal, darling”

“i hate you” you laughed through your tears, hugging him tightly. soobin just grinned widely, heart thumping against his rib cage. he’ll take it as a future yes.

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[poemgyu]

gyuming ( gaming )

ㅡ genre: fluff

ㅡ pairing: bf!beomgyu x female reader (no pronouns used)

ㅡ tw: none (?) kissing but all fluff !

beomgyu and you decided to hang out today and you guys chose on gaming together. you both sat infront of the large tv to which the ps5 was connected to. “i bought a new game recently, wanna try it?”

beomgyu looks at you and you nod with a smile. he removes the cd from the case and places it inside the ps5. as the game is starting beomgyu runs to the kitchen to grab some snacks and you smile softly when he brings back all your favorites. he knows you too well.

once the game is loaded he teaches you the basic rules and controls of the game. after he explains everything you nod with a determined look, “i’ll show you how good I am gyu!!!” while your boyfriend just chuckles at you. you two play together and in the midst of a battle you suddenly forget which controls to use.

“w-wait! gyu noo!” you desperately call out to him so he wouldn’t beat you but beomgyu laughs, “not today baby!!”. and so you end up miserably losing to him. you sulk and beomgyu chuckles, finding you cute.

he makes his way behind you and places his hands on your small ones which were placed on the white ps5 controller. he guides you where to move and where not. “press the x button to shoot and triangle to sprint, okay? and make sure to remember that you can only sprint for 5-10 seconds because your stamina can get low”

but for you it was hard to focus on what he was saying. you couldn’t help but stare at him rather than the game that was being displayed on the tv. he was just so handsome. you heard nothing he said because you were already way too occupied admiring your attractive boyfriend.

“you understand?” he looks back at you and you cluelessly blink. beomgyu catches you staring at him and chuckles. he takes the controller from your hands and puts it down before lifting you up to place you on his lap.

his hands rest on the small of your back and he smiles at you. he tilts his head and leans closer. soon enough you feel his soft lips against yours. he kisses you softly and you follow, your hands gripping onto the material of his hoodie. he pulls away for a split second only to catch your lips once again.

this time you pull away to catch your breath but it seems like beomgyu can’t get enough of you. he cups your cheeks and places a long peck on your lips. he slowly pulls away, looking at you with a lovesick expression. you place a peck on his lips as well, followed by a small giggle.

“take a picture it’ll lost longer” he says smugly before pulling you closer to him from the material of his hoodie you were wearing, gaming long forgotten.

a/n: if you enjoyed please reblog rather than just liking ! thanks so much ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა

[itgirlgyu]

RANDOM HEADCANONS. txt as husbands!

 ۪ 𝆬 ೀ ot5! txt x fem! reader! ◌ ⃘ ₊ 🔗 mini hcs!!! if this becomes a daily occurrence not my fault! ˖ ֗⠀✿ ˖ ⠀KINDA SUGGESTIVE AT SOOBINS SECTION!

YEONJUN...

gets drunk and goes to sleep at your neighbour's place because he thought that was your house.

you had to drag him by the ears.

cries to you about how much he loves you and how he would not be able to live if you didn't say yes to marry him.

tries to take out all the wedding albums and cries while pointing at pictures.

had a full on hiccup session after seeing a picture of soobin and him on his bachelor's ramen get together where they were egging beomgyu.

SOOBIN...

refuses to throw away his waifu body pillows.

"bABE listen TO ME THEY MAKE WONDERFUL PILLOWS AND THEY ARE CHEAP."

tries to watch animes with you and gets uncomfortable when babes with anime racks on screen, fumbling to turn the screen off and if he can't do that—

holds your hand and makes you face all while the anime boobs were jiggling and defying all three rules of gravity,

"babe your pair is the most beautiful pair to me."

BEOMGYU...

whips out his phone and starts recording you fighting another person in the whole foods section in the grocery to get the last discounted item.

screams 'world star' while recording.

totally hypes you up but when he sees the other person's husband approaching

quickly gets a hold of you, and your cart and power walks away before he gets his own ass beaten.

TAEHYUN...

refuses to ask for directions.

at any cost. like he can't believe you would ask him to ask anyone for directions in this modern world of google map and self driven cars.

nastily side eyes you when you suggest that to him.

like a full on.

"maybe there WERE some questions i should have asked before i proposed."

HUENING KAI....

you both have been married for a few months and still can't believe he is married.

fell out of his bed when you woke up next to him because he forgot he was living with you.

called you his best friend when you both went to register for your marriage certificate.

practices, "yes i got married, this is my lovely wife," in the mirror.

he is hiding a very big secret.

he will never tell you but he lost the engagement rings on the wedding day and almost had to be carried to the emergency room.

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[jayniks]

Can I request a txt bully yandere reaction? Thank you! It's fine if you don't want to, by the way! I completely understand :)

no one of these gifs are mine

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🦊﹒⟢﹒Yeonjun

He wouldn't let anyone near you, pushed all your friends away, and even made your own teachers ignore you. It was a perfect plan, you would always keep him in mind, even if it wasn't in a good way, he would never leave your thoughts.

⏆﹒﹒🐰-⊧﹒Soobin

Obviously, you weren't going to let them bully you for long, so you rebelled and started punching one of soobin's friends. He enjoyed the scene, for him it was very funny how you tried to hit him but you still missed.

﹒🐻﹒┈﹒Beomgyu

A normal day for you, gyu along with his friends were emptying your backpack and throwing your things on the ground, but this time it was different because gyu started taking photos of your suffering. "Smile dear, show the camera your pretty face"

⍟﹒⁂﹒🐿﹐Taehyun

He didn't bully you, no, he sent his friends to bully you because it was very "unpleasant" for him to waste his time on other things. Although he turned around from time to time to see that they didn't hurt you too much.

﹒✢🦌﹒﹒HueningKai

For some reason, him pushing your food to the person sitting next to you started a food fight in the cafeteria, but he was happy, he was on a "date" with you, eating your food in front of you.

[chaeinedup]

TXT as my liked songs

Yeonjun as

You can't tell me this doesn't sound like him;

I might be a little biased since I think he just fits KAYTRANADA vibes in general but I can't be the only one that sees this;

Maybe it's because he likes Dominic Fike and in my mind that's connected;

But anyway R&B + Yeonjun = the perfect combination.

Soobin as

A pretty song for a pretty boy;

This song reminds me of a sunny breezy day, reading by the beach, the sounds of nature as the soundtrack;

It's comforting and who else is comforting????!!!!!! CHOI SOOBIN;

He does like indie if I'm not mistaken so I guess this was bound to happen.

Beomgyu as

I also feel like this is a given;

The image of him listening to this while in the car, looking at the window, just taking in the scenary;

Tell me you see it too;

I love loud gyu but I also love quiet gyu, and that's where this song comes in.

Taehyun as

Takes an intellectual to know good music and appreciate it;

That's Taehyun for me;

I feel like he'd find it really soothing;

This also reminds me more of his quiter softer side (he swears he's as cold as Antartica but really he's just lying t himself).

Huening Kai as

This is such a sweet song;

Who's sweeter then Huening Kai??!! No one!!;

He radiates love and happiness and I hope he knows;

I juat love him so much!!

Side note: These are all based on sonority and not lyrics.