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what happens when you give the boys an aphrodisiac ă ă ă (requested)
â⥠PAIRING ăătxt ot5 x fem!reader ! GENRE ăăpure filthy smut ! WARNINGS ăăminors do not interact ! aphrodisiacs , breeding kink , unprotected sex , creampie mentions , mommy mention , public sex , exhibitionism , oral (m. receiving) , hair pulling , oral (f. rec) , squirting , mating press , slight somno if you squint , anal mention (my obsession with kai and anal will never end)
đžOOBIN â¸â¸
he didnât believe it for a second, all of those overblown testimonials printed on the chocolateâs wrapping; he agreed to take it with you simply because you had gone out of your way to surprise him with the sweet, your flirty excited smile and sparkling eyes enough to get him to agree to anything at all.
imagine his surprise when a primal lust overtakes him like something he had never felt before, his eyes greedy in its appraisal of your pretty face, your collarbones, your breasts. he felt possessed, just couldnât stop himself from taking ahold of you and marking up your heated skin. you moan so pretty underneath him, clearly affected just as much as he was; with his bunny lips suctioned around your perky nipple, top pulled down for your tits to spill out, soobin is overtaken with an inhuman need to not just fuck you, but breed you. make you his forever, fill your womb with his love.
âcan i cum inside?â he pants into your tits as his fat cockhead kisses your cervix, hips moving at a speed impossible to keep up with. âplease, honey, can i? wannaâ wanna put a baby in you, make you a mommy, please!â
đEONJUN â¸â¸
yeonjun has to make a game out of it, simply because thatâs what he loves to do the most; play with you like a toy, and have you do the same to him. share some aphrodisiac chocolates he saw online before you go out on a date, see who can last the longest before you both canât take it anymore. you bet everything that yeonjun breaks first.
you think itâll be easy, that there was no way a little chocolate could effect you that much, but soon youâre burning up in your little tight dress, rubbing your thighs together to soothe the ache that had settled in your cunt. and yeonjun fares no better, pink in the face and squirming in his seat, too busy looking at you to focus on his expensive mealâ you canât help but slide your hand down under the table to feel if he was as hard as you thought he was.
you win just as you knew you would, yeonjun pulling you out of your seat and to the bathroom without a word; you giggle as your knees hit the tile floor, feeling triumphant even with your boyfriends cock down your throat in the bathroom of a fancy restaurant. you choke and gag around his shaft as he whispers to you every little detail of what he plans to do to you later, hand tugging at your hair and brutal pace so different than the adoration in his eyes as he fills your mouth up with his cum. âcanât ever get enough of you,â he coos, caressing your swollen cheeks, âeven without the chocolates.â
đEOMGYU â¸â¸
beomgyu is willing to try anything once, especially when it comes to his dickâ heâs so adventurous, in fact, that heâs always coming to you with crazier and crazier ideas, lopsided and salacious grin always managing to convince you to do whatever he wants with wet panties. heâs the one who brings the candies home, goads you into eating the entire box with him until your kisses turned heated and sticky.
âneed more,â he gasps against your lips, cock tenting his jeans and bucking against your inner thigh, nimble fingers tearing you out of your clothes, âneed to be inside of you..â you let him manhandle you with ease, preening as he pulls your panties to the side and delivers playful spanks to your dripping folds.
he slides his throbbing cock in with barely any prep at all, so wet you donât even need it ; your pussy squelches loud and obscene as he bottoms out, makes beomgyu throw his head back and groan deep in his chest. you watch over your shoulder as his adams apple bobs, your chest against the mattress with your ass up in the air, held still with beomgyuâs big hands gripping tight to your hips. âfuck yeah, take itâ!â he hisses, beginning to thrust in and out of your sloppy hole at an overwhelming strength and speed. âsuch tight fuckinâ pussy, all for me, yeah? say it, tell me whose pussy this is! fuck, iâm gonna cum already..â
đżAEHYUN â¸â¸
he refuses to try them at all at first, calls them dumb placebos when you point to a display of âaphrodisiacâ chocolates excitedly in the sex shop. but you donât stop bringing them up, and taehyun would do anything if it made you happy⌠so he caves in and purchases them as a surprise, pulls them out one night when itâs just you and him.
he fully expects for nothing to happen at all, yet in under an hour heâs all over you, face buried between your legs as he fists his thick cockâ heâs so hard it hurts, twitching and throbbing, fat tip almost purple, but he just canât seem to tear his mouth away from your wet little pussy. âtastes so fucking good,â he moans against your engorged clit, the vibrations making you cry out. âcanât get enough..â
he doesnât stop until youâve squirted all over his face, his chin dripping with it as he throws your legs over his shoulders and bullies his cock into your fluttering hole. the stretch is overwhelming in the best possible way, taehyun immediately beginning to thrust up against your cervix like a man possessed. you plead with him to slow down, pussy still sensitive from your orgasm, but heâs deaf to your criesâ pounding into you at a dizzying pace, those sharp teeth grit like an animal. âcanât stop,â he pants, hiking up his leg to thrust into you impossibly harder, deeper. âi gotta make you cum again!â
đłUENINGđśAIâ¸â¸
kai is already so insatiable, giving him an aphrodisiac was a mistakeâ he hasnât let you leave the bed in hours, the both of you exhausted and sore but still so horny. your swollen abused holes leak thick globs of his cum, staining the sheets but neither of you have the energy to be bothered. not when you were so cozy in his arms, his broad chest against your back as you both drifted in and out of sleep.
you squeak in surprise when you feel kaiâs hips grind lazily against the swell of your ass, cock still hard even after the countless loads heâs pumped into your womb; it slides hot and heavy between your asscheeks, teasing your gaping creampied asshole, makes your pussy ache for attention despite how worn out you were. without a thought you lift up your leg to give kai the access to slide up between your wet pussy lips.
âcan you take more?â kai whispers into your ear, voice deep and groggy, and you canât stop yourself from nodding, pushing your ass up against him. his big cock slips in so easily, tiny pussy that usually needs so much prep sucking him in so greedily, aided by all of his cum. you both moan in sync as he bottoms out, fat flared cockhead kissing your bartered cervix so sweetly. âiâll be gentle, baby, i promise.â he purrs, pressing a chaste kiss to your cheek. âtell me if itâs too much, okay?â
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summary: one nsfw link for each member !!
warnings: all links are nsfw !!
a/n: first time doing nsfw linksssss enjoyyy

â yeonjun !
yeonjun playing with your pussy before he eats you out, rubbing your clit softly âĄ
â soobin !
soobin fucking you in the car because he couldnât wait anymore, his cock was painfully hard and he was so impatient âĄ
â beomgyu !
beomgyu letting you ride him on the dorms couch, gripping your ass as you move so smoothly on him âĄ
â taehyun !
taehyun fucking you hard after work because you deserve it, holding your hand as he pounds into your pussy âĄ
â hyuka !
kai just couldnât help himself seeing you all dressed up for him, and before you knew it his cock was pounding into you ⥠(special link for my chubby girlies)
#txt x reader#txt moa#txt#txt smut#txt hard hours#beomgyu x reader#soobin x reader#soobin smut#taehyun x reader#huening kai x reader#huening kai hard thoughts#huening kai hard hours#huening kai smut#txt hard thoughts#beomgyu smut#yeonjun x reader#taehyun smut#yeonjun smut#soobin hard hours
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GIFT WRAPPING ďš ď˝¤ď˝¤ c.sb



itâs a shame that soobin has to work on christmas eve, but coming home to a fire-toasted home and his little family is enough to make up for it. Ë´-
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Ďairings Ë husband!soobin x reader
É ; smut Ë fluff
Ďarnings Ë breeding kink, soobin rlly wants to get reader pregnant, lactation kink, general smut, traditional roles, tradwife reader, whiny soobin, breast fondling, mentions of balls cause i know how some people feel abt that, theyâre both whiny for each other, soobinâs big, and lmk if i missed anything!
âŕ ashlynn's note this oneâs at the request of my lovely @biteyoubiteme! i love you baby, and could not thank u more for giving me this gift. this was the best gift i couldâve gotten for christmas >.<â but yes, since we are always giggling over dad!txt, this one i dedicate to u!!!
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The best thing youâve heard today is the jingling of keys at the front door. Â
Soobin comes through the door with heavy, tired eyes. When the kids come tumbling down the hallway for him, they soften into something warm. Lifting one to pepper kisses over her face, and listening to the other tattle about something thatâd happened earlier, his mouth tugs into a gentle smile.Â
Dusting powdered sugar off your hands, you wait your turn. The scene falls over you like a dryer-warmed blanket. All you three had done today was wait for him to come home. When finally itâs you that he turns to, your heart flickers.Â
The Christmas tree is up and in a stand, but itâs bare. You didnât want to decorate it without him, as much as he told you he wouldnât mind if you and the kids did. Itâs not every Christmas eve that he works, but heâd been scheduled this year. Youâd spent the whole day rolling out dough and slipping the kids some, even though you knew the sugar would wind them up, just to make the house feel less empty.Â
And, wind them up it did. You took them outside, bundled up in thick cashmeres and puffy jackets, at one point, hoping they might work some of it out in the fluffy snow thatâd fallen fresh on yesterday. It hadnât worked, but watching them with pink cheeks and giggling was worth the while. Then, the three of you drug snow-wetted feet indoors to defrost, tugging off layers to accept the tingle of warm air against your numb skin.Â
You wish he was there, too, though.Â
Soobin reaches up to pull his tie loose from his neck as he comes to give you your greetings. He just manages to get it loose before taking your lips against his.Â
With his hands steadying you by the hips and the counter at your back, you sigh out a soft breath. Your lips speak of your longingâthe both of you. Slow and intimate tugging of lips and soothing, your lashes dust against your cheeks. He tastes like some peppermint candy heâd probably picked up on the way out of the office. Fingers still a bit cold from outside, he brings one hand up and cups your cheek, brushing a thumb up and down the flushed skin there. Â
He smiles against your mouth and parts from you only to sprinkle sugary kisses over your face. They fall everywhere: a few over your cheeks, one just beside your mouth, and the last to your forehead. He cups your cheeks through each. When he pulls back and you think heâs done, he steals a quick peck for good measure. His hot-chocolate eyes catch yours once heâs done for real, nose crinkling.Â
âHi, baby,â he says. Your heart sings listening to his smooth timbre. It resonates through you and brushes down every last frayed nerve. âHow did home treat you?âÂ
You reach behind yourself to tug your apron off. Itâs a mess of flour and stray buttercream icing. âItâs Christmas eve,â you tell him. Thatâs answer enough. âHow was work? Did you have a good day?â you say, smoothing your hands over the knitted sweater youâd swiped from his drawer. âWe missed you.âÂ
His chest is like home against your back as he wraps you up in his frame. âDoesnât matter; Iâm home now. Itâs a good day.â He murmurs his words into your hair. âMmm. You smell good. Are all these cookies for me?âÂ
âYou know who theyâre for,â you say. The smile on your mouth is light and fluffy, like whipped cream. Sweet. Youâd waited all day for thisâfor him.Â
His arms encompass you, wrapped across your front like ribbons over a present. You can hear the lazy smile in his words.  âWere you baking all day waiting for me, beautiful?âÂ
With the weight and warmth of him against you, you let your head fall back on his chest. You hum. âI missed you so bad,â you say.Â
âI know,â he says. Pressing a toasty kiss right into your neck where itâs bared to him, he adds, âI missed you too. Wish I was able to spend the whole day with you guys, not paperwork. But, itâs okay. I had my pretty wife here waiting for me.â Toward the tail-end, he hangs sweet suggestion over his words.Â
Your cheeks go pink. Maybe youâve got the heater up too high. Itâs not usually this hard waiting for him to get home from work. Youâll usually be busy with your own stuff, so that time passes you by fast enough. And then, heâll come home all tired, and youâll finally get the kids to sleep and heâll make slow, sweet love to you, and then the whole household goes quiet as you all knock out. But today... you found yourself missing him more. On Christmas eve, youâre all supposed to be together; spending the day sprawled over the couch with intertwined limbs and running through Christmas classics with bellies full of hot chocolate and candy canes. Â
But, heâs here now. Thatâs all you can ask for. A full, content home.Â
âThe kids want to do the tree,â you say, curling your fingers over the warm skin of his forearm where heâs bunched the cuffs of his button-up to his elbows. âThey waited very patiently all day.â You drag the word all out, because really... itâd felt just as long to you. Usually, youâd have had your tree up and laced with twinkling lights and ornaments two weeks ago, but you really wanted to wait until you could do it all together.Â
âWell,â he says, leaving you with one last nip to the column of your neck before dragging himself off you. You miss the security of his arms almost pathetically quick. âLetâs get it decorated, then. Wouldnât want to make you guys wait any longer.âÂ
Soobin departs to find the tubs of Christmas stuff, and you go to pull the kids from their playing.Â
You can hardly help the excited little smile that finds its way to your mouth as you do.Â
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The lights on the tree wink at you, a cozy warm white like ice crystals among green pine needles. Its branches dip under the weight of heavier bulbs. Starry silver and Santa red, and even those assorted ornaments that youâd let the kids pick out, shimmer in the low light. Itâs serene and familiar, like the Christmases that you can only relive through orange, flickering memories of better times. Your chest aches in the good way, looking at it.Â
All of you had put your touch to it, but mostly, youâd sat back and watched them all work, committing it to memory so that it might never go spottyâso that you can remember it years down the road, and use it like a dose of soothing balm when you no longer have this.
Now, you and Soobin just sit and admire it. In true Christmas fashion, you two had to wrangle the kids to bed. You raised your brows at them and warned them with the same old things youâd heard on Christmas night: Santa doesnât stop by the houses of kids who donât sleep, and he especially doesnât stop for kids that donât listen to their parents. That got them, warm in their jammies, dragging their feet to bed. Reluctantly, yes. But it did the job, and now itâs just you two. Â
Your stomach does an excited flip as, in between his mindless smoothing over your skin, Soobin toys with the waistband of your plaid pajamas. Lifting your head from his chest, you look up at him.Â
âBaby,â he says, taking that hand up and under your shirt. Running the warm, calloused tips of his fingers up the plane of your belly and then just under your breast, he says, âI missed you...âÂ
Sweet and slow, a familiar hunger kindles between your thighs just at the way he says it. You know when your doting husband needs you. Your heart tugs toward himâyou need him just the same. Surrounded by the home youâve made together, made lovely by the scent of Christmas, and in his safe arms, all you want is him.Â
You tug yourself up from him and the cushions, sliding yourself over his lap so that your two thighs part around his waist and your heat meets his bulge. Heâs hardened there already, strained against the fabric and hard against your clothed cunt even through the layers. Sucking in a breath, he supports the small of your back with two sturdy arms.Â
âMissed you too, Binnie,â you mumble into his neck. Youâd said it a few times already, but you think it still isnât enough to convey what you feel. His hands come down to cup your ass, digging divots into it and pressing you into soft grinds down onto him a few times. Your skin prickles wherever he goes.Â
When his hands find their way back to the elastic band of your bottoms, you lift your hips and let him tug them off you. Itâs an awkward position, and you have to lend him a little help with those and your panties with a snort. He presses his forehead into your shoulder, laughing too.Â
At a brush of your bare cunt against his cock as he frees it, stood proud between the space of you and against your belly, your smile gives way to soft gasp. The tip of him weeps with pearly beads from the slit. He takes it into his hand taps it against your bud a few times, his free hand at your back, and relishes in the twitching of your hips above him. Â
With the warmth of his cock lined up with you, he pushes some of your hair out of your face and says, âHate having to wait all day to see my pretty girl...â His chocolate eyes dart up and down between the sight of you just about to join bodies and your face.Â
Sinking down on him, letting yourself feel every inch of him anew, you hum agreement. You nestle him all the way down until the tip of him brushes just before the end of your depth, and then you give your hips a few rolls to let your insides adjust to his cock. Soobinâs bigâno matter how many times you take him, itâs still a stretch. He doesnât mind the wait; he sits patiently for you to adjust each time, running his hands up and down your hips just to touch you.Â
You dig your knees into the cushions and lift yourself off his cock. You let him slip all the way up until the flared tip of him threatens to pop out, letting the moment linger there for a moment before dropping back down on him. His shoulders take the blunt of your weight as you fuck yourself up and down him. âI...wish you didnât have to work that stupid job...â Your voice permeates the air, above the crackle of the fireplace and the soft smacks of your skin against his. Â
His fingers dig into the soft curve of your waist where your shirt bunches. Each time you push yourself up, he helps, the corded muscles of his forearms twisting. Itâs an intimate dance that the two of you have practiced and mastered, knowing when to give and to take without even the need for words. âI know,â he says, his voice taut. âBut... Iâm here now, baby. Iâm here now. Iâll give you anything you want.âÂ
Your chest feels full at that. You know he means it; he works so hard for you all. The couch cushions are abrasive against your knees, and your thighs burn with a terrible ache, but all that matters in this moment is how he sucks his lips into his mouth and lets his head fall back into the cushion at his back. He rocks his hips up to try and meet you. Each time you bring yourself down on him in a way that has his brow twitching or eyes screwing shut, you aim to find it againâin all of it, you hope he feels you thanking him.Â
Lifting his head, he tugs your shirt up to watch your tits bounce along with you. Taking his palm over one, he says, âFuckâmiss when these were all full of milk. All heavy for me...â His thumb rolls a pert nipple. Shuddering around a chill, your chest jumps against his hand. Â
Rather than controlled drags up and down his cock, you devolve into frantic rutting hips and whines. Each rollâback, forth, and in messy circlesânudges his twitching cock right up against that weak spot. Flame rolls in your belly and your thighs. Â
When youâd been pregnant, your tits had swollen up to produce milk, and theyâd never gone back down. Maybe a bit, but never back to what theyâd been before pregnancy. Soobin loved it. Not that he hadnât been content with your breasts before, but you think it was more that he was fascinated that it was him who did that to you. That he had filled you with his cum, and got you round and pregnant. When youâd first started leaking, it wasnât even you whoâd realized. You had been stood in the kitchen with a flimsy grey shirt tugged over your body. When you looked up to see what your husband was up to, his eyes were all glazed over and heavy on your chest, where your shirt had gone dark and wet around your nipples. Before you could hurry off with reddened cheeks to change, heâd pinned you against the counter by the hips to suckle the mess up himself.Â
âBaby,â he says, voice coming from his throat a hoarse plead, âBeautiful, please, can you give me something for Christmas? Just one thing?âÂ
Hair on your neck damp, you nod frantically. Around his waist, your thighs twitch with exertion and each blazing brush of his cockhead against your gummy walls. Youâd give him anything; youâd already grown two children for him.Â
âYouâgonna let me put another in you? Can I please get you all pregnant again?â he grits out, his hair falling out from its styling and over his rose-dusted cheeks. He looks at you heavy-lidded. Â
Your cunt squeezes him, an answer before you can even form the words. It does a number on you, the way he says it. Because really, you do think that to Soobin, the greatest gift you could give him is to carry his children and to just continue to love him. Itâs no different for you; you want nothing more. âYes, please... Iâll give you as many as...you want, please, just...âÂ
The entirety of your pleading is not even out of your mouth before heâs pressing a strong arm across your back and laying you under him. The cushions accept your back lovingly.Â
Soobin takes a moment to situate you two. He drags you down by the hips, closer to him, tugs your shirt fully off to let it flutter to the floor elsewhere, tugging his own off in the same fashion, and he pushes your mess of hair out of your face so that he can better see you. And then, melding the bare, warmed skin of your soft chest to his own hard one, he rolls his cock up into you.Â
Itâs slow and tender, like promises of love baked into each grind. He makes love to you in the form of open-mouthed kisses and puffs of breath fanning out over your skin when a deeper thrust has both of you shaken-limbed. In your ears, hot, he whispers filthy nothings.Â
âGonna knock my pretty girl up again,â he pants. âWantâyou to go around wearing me, big and round. My wife. You look so pretty pregnant... Fuck..â The skin of his chest brushes up against your hardened nipple each time he fucks himself up to you, his hands everywhere as he canât find where he wants to hold you most. Eventually, he settles on linking his fingers with yours above your head with one hand, and the other splayed over your belly. Right where your belly might be swollen, were you pregnant once more. âRight here... canât waitâh-oh, shit. Do you want that, baby? Want to give me another?âÂ
Chest and belly tight, you can only manage a squeak and a nod. Through bleary eyes, you take in his face. The soft and masculine angles of his cheeks and jaw, his sweet brown eyes, his pinched brows... and all you feel is safe. Safe in his arms, safe in his love. His body cages you against the cushion, slung over you and delivering languid strokes, but you donât feel trapped. Not one bit. In his arms, you feel untouchable. Secure beyond a doubt.Â
Nowhere else, with nobody else, would you rather build a family.Â
âSoobin, please,â you whine, welcome tears prickling at the corners of your eyes like snowmelt. âWant it so bad... I want it so bad....â Wrapping your legs around his waist, digging your heels into his lower spine, you urge him deeper. Â
âOkay,â he says. The smacking of your skin punctures the serene air as he picks up the pace. He lets his head fall into your shoulder, stunted breaths falling out as his belly tenses. âOkay, love. Gonna fuck you full of my cum, nâ keep it in there so I know it takes... shit, gonna give you my cum now, okay?âÂ
Face screwed up, you try and roll yourself to meet him, to chase the tightness in your own belly, but heâs got you. With a few more hot stripes of his tongue over your tits and over your neck, and a few frantic nudges right into that spot heâs so familiar with, you go still and then break into full-body shakes. You press your mouth into his shoulder to obscure the sharp, sweet cry that comes rushing out along with your orgasm, worried about waking your sleeping kids. Your thighs twitch and shudder around him, some deep and innate part of your brain taking over through the fog to make sure he cums well and right into you. Fingers and toes curling and splaying through it, you allow yourself to fully feel the sweetness his cock gifts you with. Â
You donât doubt that heâll get you pregnant, cumming in you. Soobinâs seed is heavy and potent. He could knock you up whenever he pleased; the last two times heâd done it, you were surprised how easily it took. Your insides twist up around him harder.Â
âFuck,â he half growls, half whines. âFuck, fuck... Love you, baby... Love you so much...âÂ
He holds you to the couch, fucking you into it as his heavy balls smack against your bottom. And then, spewing murmured expletives and taking your face into a big hand of his to press frantic kisses to your cheek, his hips stutter.Â
As promised, he spills his cum right into you, right where he knows itâll reach your womb and give you just what you want. Itâs hot and thick against your gummy walls. He holds you through it, taking your hips in kneading hands to hold you still. When you think heâs done rolling his hips up into you to shoot more ribbons, he grinds harder. Â
Soobin slumps over you, finally stilling. He does not pull out, nor unplug you, though. He wants to make sure his cum stays right where he wants it. His heart thunders a lovely song against your chest, and yours his. He runs long fingers through your hair mindlessly, the both of you basking in the slow fire as it burns through your veins and leaves you lazy.Â
âMerry Christmas, baby,â he mumbles.Â
Heart fuller, you hold him closer. âWe have so much wrapping to do...â you mumble, trying to blink away your content sleepiness. Â
He pushes himself off you just to say, âDonât remind me.â His weight cradles you once more, running appreciative fingertips over your thighs as he says, âJust a little more.âÂ
Who are you to deny him that? You cherish the lines of his face, all soft in the yellowish glow of the treeâs light. Here, in his arms, you let yourself forget about that and anything else but the simple love buzzing in the air.Â
âJust a little more,â you agree. Â
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just a little bit - c.s.b. & c.y.j.

yeonjun x afab!reader x soobin
genre: smut (minors DO NOT INTERACT!)
content warning: porn without plot, threesome, afab!reader, jun and soob take turns, penetrative sex, unprotected sex (WRAP it before u tap it pLS) oral sex (m & f receiving), masturbation (m), voyeurism, lots of bodily fluids, sloppy seconds, pussy slapping, recording, choi soobin has a big dick, slight objectification, soobin calls reader a slut while yeonjun calls reader sweetheart LOL, lmao yeonjun is more romantic than soob here he might be a little in love, pussydrunk!soob, yeonbin bickering, sexual tension if you squint, probably forgot some just let me know, NOT PROOFREAD it's like 5am here and im tired
wc: 3.1k
song rec: just a little bit by kids of 88 (hello teen wolf fans!)
シ ・ďžâ: .â˝ . :âďž. ââââââ シ ・ďžâ: .â˝ . :âďž. ââââââ シ ・ďžâ: .â˝ . :âďž.
"That's it, take Yeonjun's cock like a good slut."
"F-fuck," the older man threw his head back at the way you clenched around his girthy cock, hot, slick, and greedy. He rolled his hips into yours, making you cry out through your panties stuffed in your mouth to muffle your moans. "Seriously, we can't just be friends anymore after this - ah - I'll lose my shit thinking about your pussy all day."
From his seat by the dresser, Soobin tightened his grip on his stiff cock, already leaking precum. He watched Yeonjun's cock slam in and out of your pussy. The older man liked to pull out completely, drag his length along your clit until you whined helplessly, then ram it back in, punching a cry out of you. Soobin licked his lips and listened to the symphony of his best friends' sweat slicked skin smacking against each other, the squelches each time Yeonjun's cock pummeled your wet hole, your muffled whining, and Yeonjun's pornographic moans.
Soobin found it delicious to watch, but he couldn't deny he wanted to ruin you just as badly as Yeonjun did, too. Raw you like an animal in heat, abuse your wet pussy and fill it deep, dripping with a mix of his and Yeonjun's hot semen.
You ripped the panties from your mouth and began gasping loudly. Yeonjun could feel your hot cavern pulsate around his length, locking him in a vice-like grip. His hips began to stutter, erratic in his movement. Soobin leaned forward just slightly. He knew what was coming and decided to edge himself a little bit, letting go of his dripping cock. As he slowly licked the slick off of his palm, Soobin suppressed his eyes from rolling back, watching the scandalous scene unfold in front of him.
Yeonjunâs mouth hung open in ecstasy, eyes shut tight, reveling in the sensation of your pussy clenching around him.
âSo,â pant, âfucking,â pant, âgood.â Your best friend punctuated each word with a powerful thrust, allowing streak after thick streak of cum to coat your walls. You couldâve sworn the intensity of your orgasm drove you insane. Warm and sticky fluid flooded your hole, covering his cock and meeting his release. Your legs and thighs buzzed with pleasure, and your hole felt so raw. The sensation in your womb was both sensual and dirty. So filthy.
âWhat a filthy slut,â Soobin groaned, sucking in air through clenched teeth. âYou like being pounded by your best friendâs cock?â
Lost in pleasure while Yeonjun fucks the remainder of his semen into you, you manage to let out a weak âYeah.â
The man behind you slows his thrusts and eventually slips out of you. Soobin looks up at him, and they exchange sly looks. Soobin stands up, shucking off the rest of his clothes, leaving his cock proudly on display. You were in huge trouble.
âWanna make it two of your best friendsâ cocks? Gonna let me fill you up with my cum, too?â Soobin leaned in close, eyes dark, and spanked your ass. You screamed in surprise, feeling Yeonjunâs cum drip out of you and onto the sheets.
âAnswer me, slut.â
âY-yes,â you groaned, glassy eyes begging him to cream inside you, âI w-want all your cum in m-my pussy, Bin-ah.â
Yeonjun was spent. He moved to the chair and reached for his phone. You had an inkling of what was going to happen next.
âJun-ah,â Soobin called while manhandling you onto your back, not caring about the cum that poured out of your hole, âget back here and take a video of your mess first.â
Yeonjun hummed and sauntered over, phone in hand with the flash on. Both men pushed your thighs apart, leaving your dripping snatch exposed. âSo wet and full of my cum,â the older man watched the screen closely as three of Soobinâs fingers invaded your hole, fucking the slick back inside. He slapped your pussy, earning a moan from you. Smrking, he did it again, watching the strings of your arousal stretch out as he pulled his hand away. You whined out his name, embarrassed by the wet sounds coming from your folds.
âBin, I ate her out earlier before you walked in,â Yeonjun smirked. âSheâs so fucking tasty, exactly like we imagined.â
Shit, how long have these two been planning to get in your pants? Since you started coming over to their apartment? Since you accidentally flashed them at the pool? That one spin the bottle game where you had to make out with Yeonjun?
Or that incident at the movie theater where you caught Soobin touching himself through his pants during a sex scene? You moaned, remembering that smirk he gave you back then and the way he continued palming his cock.
If youâd gotten the hint back then, you couldâve been cumming on their cocks much sooner.
ââM gonna eat this pussy out first, dyinâ to taste you.â Soobin hasnât gotten started yet, but his words slightly slurred together, as if he was already pussydrunk by the thought of drowning in your arousal. He flattened his tongue and licked a fat stripe from your hole to your clit. He hummed as he savored your slick fluids coating his tongue, while you cried out like a bitch in heat. Fuck their neighbors; you were getting the best head of your life tonight.
âStill dripping so much after being used as Junnieâs cumdump?â Soobin tutted, âYouâre insatiable.â
His head disappeared between your legs as he began sucking on your hole, as if trying to drink up the filthy mixture of yours and Yeonjunâs cum. You screamed when he stuck his tongue inside and forced the wet muscle to explore your pussy. Yeonjun had to switch hands to hold the camera steady and place the other hand on your abdomen to keep you from thrashing around in pleasure. His best friend was too pussy-drunk to mind you pulling his hair, thirsty for more of his tongue action.
âY/Nâs so greedy,â Yeonjun remarked. âSoobin, wanna teach her a lesson?â
The younger man only responded by withdrawing his tongue and laving it over your clit before sucking wetly.
He scooped up the dripping mix of arousal from your hole and pulled out his soaked digits to hold them up for his friend, all the while keeping his hot tongue on you. Yeonjun hungrily wrapped his plump lips around Soobinâs fingers, suckling on them lightly to get a taste of yours and his own cum. Admittedly, you wouldâve enjoyed the erotic scene of the two men if it weren't for Soobinâs relentless attack on your folds. Each stripe that he pressed onto your sensitive snatch brought you closer to the edge.Â
Yeonjun let go of the otherâs fingers with a lewd pop and resumed filming the same fingers plunging inside you again.
The older man watched in amusement, eyes drifting to see your fucked out expression, body covered in sweat from fucking him earlier. You met his piercing gaze. He slowly moved the phone towards you, recording your sorry state for them to beat their cocks to later. Much to your surprise, he delicately brushed a strand of hair away from your sweaty forehead. The loving gesture reminded you for a split second that you were close friends.
Close friends that somehow ended up this way.
The sweet gesture was quickly swept away by the sight of Yeonjun licking his lips. He watched you with blown pupils and spoke.
âWhoâs making you feel this good, baby? Hm?â He asked in a low voice, tongue grazing the shell of your ear.
âY-you!" you moaned, hips grinding into Soobinâs face. His moan sent vibrations through your pussy. âYou and S-Soobin-ah! So good Iâm gonna cum!â
âThen cum.âÂ
At that, Soobin, who had been carefully tracing little circles on your bundle of nerves, latched his lips onto your clit and resumed his frenzied sucking while pounding his fingers into your slick. He shook his head from side to side, the movement intensifying the rough drag of his tongue on you. The salacious squelching, lewd moans, and smell of sex permeated the air again. You screamed brokenly while creaming all over his mouth. Yeonjun held the camera right above the both of you, capturing the sexual act in all its glory.
You tried to make eye contact with the camera, but Soobinâs persistent licking at your spent folds kept your eyes rolling back so much you thought they would get stuck that way.
You came down from your high, and Soobin polished off his meal, greedily sucking every last drop from your hole and his own fingers. Fuck, your best friends could keep your legs twitching for days on end. You wouldnât mind that one bit.
Damn, you need both of them in you.
Soobin was a mess. His bangs stuck to his forehead from the sweat and juices on his face, but his gaze was eager, showing no signs of fatigue from your earlier activities.
âTime for my cock, babe. Take it like the slut you are, alright? Iâll make it fit.â He gripped his length and pumped it, lining it up with your hole before entering you.
The stretch was incredible. Without a doubt, he was thicker than Yeonjun. It was as if you felt every ridge, every vein that bulged from his dick as he sank further and further into you. When he bottomed out, Soobin could hardly hold himself back from pulling back and slamming in.
Embarrassingly, you heard the squelch of your juices as Soobin adjusted his position while you got accustomed to the size of his cock.
âFuck,â he groaned âGonna fuck you stupid on my cock, slut.â
And he began pummeling into you a lot more forcefully than Yeonjun did. His technique was desperate, messy, and a little insane. You had half a mind to be a little scared that he might break you.
âFuck! Sâbig and so good, Soobin!â
Still sensitive, you moaned out his name. He satisfied his oral fixation by sealing his lips over your tit, moaning into your burning flesh. His thrusts were fast and harsh, barely giving you time to breathe, so you had no choice but to bask in the sensation of Soobinâs dick abusing your pussy.
The wet sounds of your skin meeting were also affecting Yeonjun, who began groaning like a pornstar again. His other hand traveled to his now fully hard cock and began stroking again, his eyes flickering between the scene recorded on the screen and reality. The older man fixed his gaze on the sight of you and Soobinâs hips meeting. He watched it allâthe way his cock disappeared into your cunt, the wetness that accumulated around his friendsâ lower halves as you both kept meeting each other's thrusts.
The way Soobin speared you on his cock like a toy, he treated you like his personal cumdump. He released your tits from his mouth and joined Yeonjun in watching his dick plunging into your heat, each time emerging a lot wetter than the last.
In between pants, Soobin said something that made you clench harder around his pulsating length, âYeonjunnie, fuck her mouth. Make her take both of us at once.â
At least Yeonjun had the decency to ask you, âWould you like that, baby? Want me to cum down your throat, too?â
Halfway through a moan, you nodded furiously. It took too much energy to form coherent words, but you tried for him.
âP-please,â you choked out, âWanâ it in my m-mouth.â
âGood girl,â Yeonjun praised, positioning your head so you hung slightly from the edge of the bed. You watched with lidded eyes as he collected his arousal from the tip with the hand that wasnât holding the phone and stroked himself with it. He tapped his veiny cock against your waiting lips. âGonna pump my cum down your throat now, beautiful.â
Eagerly, you wrapped your lips around the older manâs tip, giving it a little suck before allowing him to thrust the rest of his length down your hot mouth. Both the taste of your cum and his from earlier still lingered on his skin, and you moaned around him as you realized this. You took into your hands what your mouth couldnât take, twisting them while relaxing your muscles to take him deeper.Â
Yeonjun barely captured your sinful position on camera before he dropped his phone, sending it clattering to the floor.
They should really set up a tripod next time.
Next time.
He quickly became erratic in his movements. He couldnât believe his wettest, wildest dreams came true tonight. He threw his head back in ecstasy while you swallowed him whole, sweat running down his chest and the sides of his face.
Fuck, fuck, and what if he looked at his best friend right now-
Soobin, still pummeling relentlessly into your battered cunt, stared right back at him. They held eye contact while thrusting into both your holes, chests heaving from the pleasure that drowned their hot bodies and addled their lust-ridden minds. For them, nothing else existed in this moment except for the sound of their skin repeatedly coming in contact with your holes, the squelch of juices and spit, the scent of sex, the buzz that lit their lower halves on fire, and the humid air that sent perspiration dripping down their bodies to your equally spent one.
âThink you can last longer than me, Jun-ah?â The younger challenged, pulling out almost completely then slamming back into you forcefully. You whined around Yeonjunâs cock.
âHuh,â the older huffed, âIâll even let her ride me after this, then Iâll fuck her in front of that mirror Y/N and I bought together over there.â
Soobin spared the dirty floor-length mirror a glance, âYeah? Youâre nasty. I could guess how many times your conceited ass came all over that thing.â
Yeonjunâs hand found its way to your throat, groaning when he saw the slight outline of his cock. âYouâre nastier, Bin-ah. You hide Y/Nâs sweaters whenever she comes over and cum all over them at night, dirty perv.â
Again, you let out another moan and desperately humped against Soobinâs hips, trying to get his dick deeper into you. All the dirty confessions theyâre making in front of you made you gush out more juices. Soobin clicked his tongue and suddenly pulled out of you, taking a moment to appreciate the sticky strings of arousal that connected his member to your cunt. You whined at the loss of contact and Yeonjun was quick to thrust that down your throat again.
Meanwhile, Soobin pushed your knees up to your chest and aligned his cock with your entrance.
âLittle slut wants more?â He sneered, âIâll give you more, then. Weâve got all night.â
He sheathed his cock in the deepest he could go, invading your folds once more and pushing your juices in. Soobin let out the hottest, most desperate moan heâs made so far and began panting again. His hips moved at a rapid pace, causing clear-white fluid to form around where the base of his cock and your pussy met. You could feel the wetness spread further on your thighs and pour onto Yeonjunâs sheets.
The older man watched this development greedily, pulling out of you momentarily to give you room to rest and moan loudly as Soobin abused your leaking hole. Seeking leverage, you felt around until your hand found Yeonjunâs thigh. He grabbed your tits, pinching your nipples and rolling them in his fingers, causing them to harden. You sobbed, grasping at his thigh tighter.
âYeonjunnie,â you gasped, âc-cockâŚâ
He quickly complied, pushing his hips back into your mouth to receive the pleasure your tongue and cheeks gave him.Â
You moaned around Yeonjunâs cock, but you could hear the latter scoff at the statement.
Soobin delivered a harsh slap to your ass, making you impossibly tighter, your juices and tightness simultaneously sucking him in and pushing him out.
âFuck, baby, your cuntâs so greedy ân hot.â He groaned, âGonna stuff this pussy day and night so itâll never be empty, you like that?â
Itâs always a competition between these two, you thought.
âIâm close, sweetheart,â Yeonjun panted, pushing back his sweaty hair to bask in the feeling of you swallowing his dick. âTake it like the good girl you are, hm? Give me another thing to think about every night.â
Soobinâs mouth hung open in pleasure, but he still had the energy to roll his eyes at the older man. He began to indulge you in more dirty talk.
âWhat a complete slut. Already came around Junnie and me several times but can still give us more, hm? Gonna fucking pound this pussy until all you can cum around is our cocks, right?â
He laid his palm on your abdomen and used his thumb to draw figures on your clit. You keened.
Coupled with his erratic thrusts, thumb motions, and Yeonjunâs fingers on your pebbled nipples, you were suddenly flooded with a white-hot pleasure. Your body thrashed around to no avail as your two best friends held you in place.Â
The three of you were a sight to behold. Yeonjunâs cock twitched in your mouth, and he released thick spurts of cum in you as you moaned around him, letting him coat your tongue with his essence. You did your best to swallow, although you began to choke from the pleasure Soobin was giving you below.
The younger man ruthlessly snapped his hips into your wetness, ropes of cum shooting into your hole and kissing your cervix for the second time that night, filling you up with his hot semen. His moans came from deep within his chest, and you found that incredibly hot. You couldnât see his face but imagined his blissed-out expression from emptying his balls in you.
In the middle if it all, your cunt met Soobinâs cum with your own, clenching uncontrollably while struggling to take in the semen Yeonjun spilled in your mouth. Each spurt into both your holes brought you closer to blacking out from the sheer pleasure.
The three of you relished in the sounds and sensations of your orgasms, the room a mess of moans and cries and squelches. Once they pulled out, your exhausted bodies went slack. Both men fell to either side of you on the bed, heaving deep breaths. Still abuzz with the effects of your orgasm, you became aware of yours and Soobinâs cum seeping out of your abused pussy. You could still feel the warm cum smeared on your chin, courtesy of Yeonjun.
On your left, the culprit quietly laughed and reached over to stroke your hair, âThat was intense, baby. You okay?â he whispered, âSoobin did a number on you.â
You grinned weakly, âSays the one who first pulled me in here to eat me out.â
âHey,â Soobin suddenly said, âWe should do this again.â
âHow soon?â Yeonjun smirked, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.
You felt Soobinâs hand on your thigh, getting closer to your still-sensitive core.
Thereâs your answer.
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Not made of glass - choi soobin



ęĽ pairing: choi soobin x afab reader
ęĽ genres: smut (basically pwp)
ęĽ warnings: soft!dom soobin to hard!dom, sub!reader, fingering, unprotected sex, big!dick soobin lol, oral m!receiving, so many petnames i melted, squirting, spanking
ęĽ wc: 2.9k
ęĽ a/n: the title is pretty much self-explanatory... my first smut for soobin! i want him so bad merry christmas to those celebrating!!
taglist: @hanhani29 @bloomngspring @hhoneyhan
A few months in since you started dating, Soobin is still ever the kind, composed and gentle boyfriend. Princess treatment is always on the maximum level, the reserved soft spot only for you that you canât help but wonder sometimes how he is the same guy that canât skip a day without getting into silly quarrels with Beomgyu. He takes you on a date at least every once in a while, knowing his hectic schedule you are more than grateful that he makes some time for you. His love language being act of service, you wonât have to lift a finger around him. Your friends call him a gentle giant, a nickname that makes you laugh every time you are reminded of it.
At the end of a date day, usually he would stay overnight at yours. You are doing your night routine by the vanity, onto the last part of your skincare when he creeps up behind your back, his arms finding their ways around your waist. His head rests on your left shoulders, lips attracted to your neck like how bees are to honey.
âGod, I missed you so much,â his voice comes out much whinier than he thought. You put down your moisturiser on the table, turning around to face him. The wet hair that is evident from the earlier shower he had made his bangs droop down adorably, and sexy at the same time.
âShow me how bad then,â you say teasingly, the provocative smirk you give Soobin is enough to set him off as he lifts you from the ground, the placement of his hands on you careful to not hurt you in any way. Your giggles fill the entire room as he places you on the soft, silky sheets that you just changed this morning.
He leans in, his mouth hovering over yours as he mutters his words of love to you before your lips connect together. The ghostly touch of his hands on your shoulder first, slowly going down to your breasts making you gasp. You continue making out for a while before he lets go and cups your cheeks, giving a peck on your forehead. The intimate action gives you butterflies, watching him closely as he works around to undress himself. The eye contact is maintained, and itâs insanely hot you canât help but blush seeing him.
âLike what you see babe?â he asks, completely aware of your flustered face. You reach out a hand to trace his toned muscle, his abs appearing even more prominent than the last time you saw them.
âVery. Looks so hot on you, oh my godââ your breath cuts short as he accidentally tugs the only thing left on your body, your bra to be exact, harder than he intends to as the fabric tears.
âOh! Sorry baby, did I hurt you?â
Yes, he did. In fact, he ruined you. In the most sexy way possible. You stare at him closely, lips puckered as he tries to read your expression. When you say nothing, thatâs when he inches closer, promising to buy you another, even ten sets of underwear if you would want him to. You chuckle lightly, both hands supporting his neck and pulling him closer.
âSoobin, I could care less about that. I like it,â you confess, his eyes soften. Without waiting for his reply, you flip him over. His length is already poking through, Soobin hisses when you touch him there, the feeling shoots him in like electricity when your soft hands contrast with the veiny muscle there.
âThis hard for me?â you start with a kitten lick, his hand is flying to hold your hair in place for you, wrapping it nicely around his wrist like a ponytail. Always very attentive and gentle.
âOnly for you, love,â he answers, lids drowsy as you start to take him down your throat. Youâre long past caring about the drool that drips from your stretched lips to your sheets, Soobin coos at your state and mumbles a few praises as your mind overwhelms with the way his tip presses the back of your throat, the weight of one big hand never leaves stroking your hair.
Moments later, he finds you struggling with his length, eyes watery as you look at him, he canât help but to anxiously remind you to take only what you can. Your hand that is placed on his thighs is gripping harder on it, yet you show no sign of tapping out like what both of you agreed on whenever any of you feels uncomfortable to continue.
âY/nââ his own breath hitches, the feeling good to him as well, the urge to just push you further down on his cock blooming in his mind but he puts it aside as he looks at his darling, sweet girlfriend on the verge of tears.
âLove, you can stop now,â he incites, feeling bad for you. With all the constraints, you manage to shake your head, insisting that you can take much more. You relax your throat a bit, breathing through your nose as you push him in deeper. Soobin groans at the action, hips jerking and thrusting sloppily. You work your best to satisfy him, until heâs left a whiny mess, as he reaches his first orgasm of the night.
Heâs humming softly, lost in his own world of pleasure while you fight to stifle your gag reflex, letting the liquid go down your throat before finally releasing him from your mouth. The drool that follows through as you backs away in search of proper breath is wiped away instantly by him, feeling bad as he strokes your cheek lovingly.
âDonât push your limit if you canât, baby, remember?â
You could only let out a smile, pulling him on top of you. âI have never not, Soobin. I promise I am okay,â you answer, his gaze on you feels a little too strong, so you continue, âItâs a good kind of hurt.â
âReally?â
âUh uh. Now hurry,â you urge him, your puppy eyes paired with your pout instantly puts Soobin in position, in between your legs. Heâs pushing your thighs apart, working his fingers delicately on your dripping core. You relax to his touch, responsive moans here and there fill Soobinâs ears. âSo fucking wetâŚâ
Soobin rarely swears around you, but whenever he does in bed it drives you nuts. The low voice of his, with a little bit of grunt on it and the fact that you're making him feel that way has you pooling down there.
âAm ready now, come on,â you whine out, almost running out of patience as he slowly works his fingers wonderfully inside your pulsing cunt. Soobin is far from stupid, especially in knowing how your body works, he knows itâs calling for something more. Something that only he can give you. You keep on squirming around, desperate for more friction than what heâs already giving you.
âPleaseâwant you so bad, Binnie,â your voice comes out as weak, a high pitched moan follows after when he retracts his fingers.
âShh, I know babe, just getting you prepared for me, donât wanna hurt you, hmm?â he coos, spreading your legs further just so he can snug up in between comfortably. His length makes its way to your entrance, your joined moans breaking out as he gathers the slick to coat around it. The pleasure gives you goosebumps, finding anchor in his hand that holds on your thigh.
He finally pushes in his tip, his cock finally stretches you out. The sensation triggers him, watching closely how your walls are pulsing to let him in. Even though he was being gentle, nothing would help when you will never get used to his size. You could not even get a hold of it when a tear drop stains your cheek, his girth inside too overwhelming. His growing concern from earlier only expands, his thumb finger delicately brushes it off from you, pecking your lips after. âBabyâŚâ
âNo, Iâah,â you are cut off from one of his thrust, unknowingly hitting your sensitive spots, filling you to the hilt. âFeels so good, Soobin..â
As he sees you struggle and non stop squirming under him, he could not help but to feel bad, slowing his pace and rubbing the skin of your waist to ease you up to accept him. Your expression confused, quite dismayed at the slowing pace. He takes his time with you, stroking your messy hair, pecking every surface of your neckline yet you grow greedy and needier by time. With a desperate huff, you call out his name, he whispers a soft hum in your ear to ensure heâs listening.
âYou donât have to be that gentle with me, Soobin. I am not made of glass,â you say, eyes glistening with lust as Soobin cups both your cheeks
âDid I do something wrong? Do you not like how I act in bed?â
âNo, no, nothing like that,â you reassure quickly, scooting him closer. You reach out and take his hand, your thumb brushing over his knuckles. âYouâre so gentle with me, Soobin. And I love that about you. You always make me feel safe. But...â
He tilted his head, lips pouting in focus, studying your expression. âBut what?â
Your cheeks are warming, feeling intimidated by his stare. âSometimes... I think youâre holding back. Like youâre scared of pushing too hard, saying too much, or being too... intense with me.â
Soobin blinks once, twice, his mouth parting slightly as if to respond, but no words come out. You almost melt at the sight, his perfectly shaped lips look very fluffy and inviting so you pull him down to you, giving a small kiss on his lips.
You massages his palm, your voice soft but resolute. âI want all of you, baby. The gentle side, the intense side, even the messy parts you think I am not capable of handling. I can take it. I want to take it.â
Soobin looks down at your intertwined hands, his thumb now tracing over the smaller yours. âI guess... I'm afraid of hurting you. You mean so much to me, baby. I didnât want to risk being too much, I donât ever wanna cause you pain.â
âYou wonât,â you deny firmly, voice stern. âI trust you. And I want you to trust me to take whatever youâve got. Donât hold back on me anymore.â
For a moment, you both stay in silence, the weight of his body on top of yours never feels uncomfortable, or too much.
"Do you trust me?"
"Babes, if I didn't I wouldn't be here. I would run away once I set my eyes on your big cock," you jokingly say to ease the tension, his dimple appearing as he chuckles.
âAlright. No more holding back, I guess. You asked for it.â He sinks his face further in your chest, leaving a few marks of him there. Your heart flutters, a spark of excitement dancing in your chest. âThatâs all I wanted to hear.â
The rest is history, you can't quite describe the feeling of being ravished by him for the first time. It is amazing. You are too fucked out, too weak to do anything besides moan and writhe underneath him, letting him use you as he wishes, limits all thrown out of the window as he rams inside you aggressively. You are more like a living fuck doll to be filled with him and his seed only.
âYou like that, baby? Y/n?â He repeats his hard thrust over and over, distant noise ringing in your ears, his large and veined hands gripping your hips and leaving bruises on the soft flesh. Your body has been decorated with hickeys and bite marks, your wrists bruising from when he held them earlier.
Soobin then reaches around with one hand, rubbing circles on your swollen and overstimulated clit, tears rolling down your cheeks at the added sensation. He only grins at that, loving your response to his touches as two of his fingers rub circles on your sensitive bud. âGonna cum for me? Come on, show me how good of a girl you are.â
âYes! So goodâ argh!â you scream out as you reach your high, your cunt tightening around his cock as he pauses his thrust, waiting for you to loosen up a little before continuing. You lay weak in his arms, sweat trickles down your neckline at the heat. As you catch your breath and the overstimulation passes, your trembling hands come up to his hair, tugging on it a bit.
âMore, baby.â
He laughs at that, iris darkening as he looks at your state. Eager for more, although it seems like you are on the verge of tears by now.
âAren't you an impatient little one?â
âWant you to use me,â you demand assertively, eyes wide and round. Your lips pursed a little, Soobin leans down to steal a quick peck there.
âMy baby wants more? You can take it?â
âYes, of course, I love youâoh fuck!â your voice gets louder as his fingers hovers around your bud, heâs pressing some friction on it so your hands that are on his hair grasp it harder. He chuckles at your desperate action, your legs trying to escape from the euphoric pleasure so bad he has to hold onto it. âSoobin! Oh myâgod!â
Your legs start quivering so much, the build-up is insane, three of his fingers start moving inside your cunt uncontrollably, hitting all the right spots. You squeal as his skilled fingers continue making a mess of you, the sheets wet with your cream as you feel your high approaching quickly. Soobin watches you closely in amusement, your thrown back head, eyes rolled to the back, mouth open. You never look so beautiful, gorgeous, very stunning, he could not take his eyes off you.
âLove you too, y/n. So much, baby. Come for me, hmm? I got you,â his soft voice accompanies your loud whines. Beyond his expectation, heâs getting more than what he wanted. As the pleasure increases, you could not hold it in so you suddenly squirt all over him. Your surprising outcome that shocks even you makes you squeal, as you hold onto his shoulder for support. You have never even squirted before.
âOh fuck, fuck, baby,â Soobin groans, collecting the liquid to smear it all over your aching pussy. âYou just did that, for me?â
You are given not much time to recollect your thoughts when you are suddenly being wrapped around his arms, heâs setting you into another position. The touch on your hips are far from gentle as you are manhandled on all fours before him. Before you can complain, his tip is already inside, soon you are swallowing his whole length. Your eyes widen at the change of angle, much more intense than before.
âThat was so hot, babe, damn, you want me to ruin you that bad? You like it when Iâm fucking you rough?â heâs whispering in your ears, hand coming down to land a smack on your pretty flesh bare on his hips.
âMmngh, oh! Senâsensitive, oh please,â your weak hands wobbly in finding support on the sheets, grabbing whatever you can to stay arched for him.
He stays silent at your plea, ignoring it as the slapping skin of his against your increases in sound, his thrust fast and precise for his own release. Your drenched pussy makes nasty noises as his cock rams inside, sounding like music to his ears. "You can take it, come on, be a big girl," leaves his lips wheneve your legs almost give up, his big hands hold you up, not letting you go anywhere further than now.
âLook so cute, you want to be filled, sweetie?â heâs dirty talking now, your mind already going anywhere you find yourself nodding desperately. His cock twitches inside, forcing you to take the whole of him, his tip dangerously poking to your cervix by now. And god, does it feel so good.
âYes, come in me please,â the honeyed voice of yours could never make him deny you, you are his baby after all, his length buried so deep inside you before his hips shake. The thrust is now shaky and unstable as his cum spills, warming your inside. âArgh, fucking take it!â Soobin grunts.
Immediately after heâs done, heâs pulling himself out, letting the combined release of yours leak. Carefully, he takes your waist, helping you to lay on your back, head pillowed by the softness of your plushie on the bed. You moan at the sight around your legs, his lips pressing kisses around your thighs, anywhere near your pussy but there to not let the oversensitivity overcome you. Your eyes then follow his movement, kneeling to scoot closer to you as he removes the hair strand from your face.
âSatisfied?â
âNever have been so before. Thank you, I love you,â you confess. His hands are now finding home on your back, wrapping you in a warm embrace.
âLove you more, baby. Did it hurt?â heâs asking, eyes wandering around your expression for honesty, afraid he has taken it too far. Your head shakes as you smile, convincing him that all is good. He lets out a sigh of relief, your night spent together while he takes care of you like always.

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loser perv soobin! who has a stash of your panties. he steals a pair after each visit to your house. his bottom drawer is full of them. you know he does it, he isnât the best at hiding the lacy material in his pockets.
loser perv soobin! who leans over your shoulder to help you answer questions. his chest against your back, breath on your neck. his gaze down your shirt, getting the clearest view of your breasts.
loser perv soobin! who has to excuse himself from lecture after you bent over to get your pencil. once he caught sight of your panties he was rock hard. the professor didnât question his long absence, i mean he is a prized student.
loser perv soobin! who cums in his pants just from your touch. âchoi soobin youâre such a loser,â you grinned. he bucked his hips, the wet spot large on his sweatpants. âd-donât tease,â he whined.
loser perv soobin! who gets jealous of your friends. theyâre his friends too but yeonjunâs experienced. taehyun had you once, it made your boy insecure. you only had eyes for him though.
loser perv soobin! who follows you around the mall holding your bags. heâs also finding a big enough changing room to join you in. you needed his opinion on the new lingerie set.
loser perv soobin! who practically cries when you finally let him hit it raw. he grunted and slammed into you, his big teary eyes looking to you. âgo ahead baby,â with your permission and a final whine he released into you.
loser perv soobin! who keeps the panties from the first creampie he gave you, like a damn trophy.
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I <3 NERDS (c.s)

PAIRING: nerd! soobin x afab! reader SUMMARY: just y/n not expecting nerd! soobin to be a sex god inspired by this very long thought with @gyuthmics WARNINGS: smut, basically no plot, afab! reader, switch! reader, dom! soobin, big dick! soobin, oral (m rec.), fingering, unprotected sex, creampie (please it's soobin i can't not include it), usage of the words "slut", "baby", "good girl", snowballing, literally like one spank WORD COUNT: 1.7k
you thought playing around with the cute little nerd in your class would be funny. he was absolutely harmless, you thought, blushing whenever you made eye contact with him and always watching anime in the back of class. all you wanted was to make him your partner for the project and watch him get flustered at every moment. so now you're left wondering: is this really happening? are you really getting the best dick of your life from some guy who has openly said his favorite anime is bunny girl senpai? how did he manage to have you crying and screaming his name?
you remember how his cheeks and ears reddened when you invited him over to your place to "work on the project," when you just wanted to see how long it'd take before he'd beg for your pussy.
oh, how you've missed having someone to play with. you wore a low-cut tank and shorts, leaving little to the imagination. gently patting the spot on your bed, inviting him to sit beside you. relishing the way he stutters each time he looks to talk to you. constantly looking up at him with doe eyes, brushing your shoulder against his, and pushing your breasts into his arms. how badly you're just waiting for him to snap. look at you through those overgrown bangs and grovel for you to give him a sweet release.
he did break, just not in the way you were hoping.
it was a swift motion, with soobin taking you by the wrists and pinning you down. "well, someone is acting like a little slut today." never would you have thought this absolute nerd would have you at such a loss for words. those words make you have to take a pause and leave your mouth slightly agape. "what's wrong? cat got your tongue?" he says this, cocking his head to the side and chuckling.
you're completely lost as to who the man in front of you is; this isn't the nerd you were toying with all day. this is some sort of demon you decided to summon. "c'mon, baby, use your words. i know you want this; you've been messing with me all day. don't back out now." he says, staring into your eyes, and all you can do is let out a broken please. "that's what i like to hear," he says right before planting a kiss on your lips.
you're needy for him, and soobin can't help but chuckle. the way you try to grind down on his knee between your legs, he thinks it's cute how you're slowly becoming putty in his hands. he wants toâno, he needs to ruin you. he's having to hold himself back, and you can tell. for now, he's content with just the taste of you. moving his lips from yours to your neck, you can't help but let out a moan and squirm more. "you're absolutely insatiable; tell me what you want." you're not sure how, but he's already managed to make your head dizzy. "i need youâi need you inside me, please, soobin." you can feel him smile into your neck as you plead. "of course, baby, but i need something from you first." he says letting your wrists free and using his other hand to unbutton his jeans. "get on your knees and suck my cock like the slut you are."
you feel like a woman possessed by how quickly you get on your knees for him. staring up at him in anticipation and hoping he won't notice as you rub your thighs together. when he pulls his pants down, it almost hits you in the face, and you can't help but stare. he's huge. "soobin, you're going to break me." he nearly throws his head back and laughs, "i thought sluts like you were supposed to like big cocks. c'mon, don't be shy now. suck." his order sends a jolt of electricity down to your core.
opening your mouth, you try to take as much of him as possible, and what you can't, you wrap your hands around. bobbing your head up and down his cock, your eyes never leave him. the way his breathing becomes gradually more labored as he groans. his eyes are hungry as he looks at you. "good girl, i knew you could take me," he tells you, and you can feel your walls clench around nothing, and you can't help but moan around him. it's enough to make him curse and grab the back of your head. you can feel tears pricking at the corners of your eyes as he pushes your head down. feeling his head hit the back of your throat and his cock twitch. you barely have a second before you feel hot cum spill down your throat.
soobin pulls you off his cock and places a hand under your chin. forcing you to stare up at him through those thick-rimmed glasses and overgrown fringe. he pulls you up to him and forces his lips on yours. swapping his cum between you before you finally decide to swallow it. "you're nasty," he says before giving you a light spank, making you let out a yelp. he grabs you by the hand and guides you back to the bed.
his eyes are blown with lust, and suddenly your clothes feel too hot for your skin. you're telling him to pull off your shorts as you tear your top off, and you're left in only your underwear. soobin is quick to start marking and playing with your breasts, telling you how perfect they are. feeling his right hand on your clothed core, you can't help but grind against it. he notices the way you grind on his hand and moves your panties to the side. watching how drenched you are, he decides to dip two of his long fingers inside you, and it has you reeling.Â
feeling his fingers inside your gummy walls is enough to have you screaming for him. he reaches places your pathetic fingers could never reach. he's so mean and fast with them too; the noises made by them are so lewd, you'd be embarrassed if you weren't enjoying it so much. you think you can't get enough of his fingers until he uses his thumb to circle your clit. the stimulation is so great that he has you chanting his name. his name is dripping like honey from your lips as you try your hardest not to cum. soobin knows you're close; how couldn't he? with your walls fluttering against his fingers and your thighs trembling. "it's okay, baby, you can let go for me," and it's almost as though that was the final piece of a puzzle. you're suddenly seeing stars, and your walls are convulsing around him as you cum.
"is that all you can take, or do you want more?" he asks you as if he doesn't already know your answer. without a second thought, you're screaming once more for him, "please, soobin, i need you inside of meâgoing insaneâneed your big cock inside me." you're so needy and desperate for him, it's borderline pathetic. "okay, let me just grab a condom," he says, going to get up, but you grab his arm, pulling him back in to stop him. "no, i need you raw." such a simple sentence, but it's enough to make his cock twitch. "you really are insatiable," and his lips dive back into yours.
as you kiss, you can feel him lining himself up with you, his large cockhead teasing your opening. moaning into the kiss and telling him to put it in already, only making him smile against your lips. when he slips into you, you swear you see heaven. the stretch like nothing you've ever felt before; he's so big, and he's already hitting you so deep. when he bottoms out, you're already grinding against him, begging him to move. soobin is more than happy to oblige, digging his fingers into your hips and slowly pulling out of you, only to ram back in.
you think he'd be rough with just that one thrust, but he continues to be hard and fast. as he thrusts his cock inside of you, you can't help but stare. he makes your head fuzzy, and all you can do is lay there and moan. feeling him lay his hand over your stomach and press down has you clenching around him, making him twitch deep inside you. "god, you're so tight, and you take me so well, like you were made for me," he says. all you can do is moan at his praises, making you teeter closer to the edge.
his groans sound like heaven, his glasses are foggy, and his fringe slightly hangs over them. you don't think you've ever seen anyone look hotter. you don't realize how long you've been staring until he says something like, "see something you like?" and in that moment, you realize you're drunk on him, and you don't ever want to get sober. he chuckles and gives you a smirk right before playing with your clit again. "i can feel the way you're clenching down on me; I know you're close." he's acting almost as if he isn't close, too. "please, soobin, i need to cumâneed you to fill me up too, please, soobin." you punctuate your words by wrapping your legs around his waist.
his thrusts become sloppier, and his head falls into the crook of your neck. feeling his hot breath as he curses. "cum for me, y/n" it's not a request but an order. your legs tighten around him as you cum, locking him in as you let out loud moans while your body is wracked with pleasure. you barely get a second to recover before soobin's hot cum floods your insides. there's so much, and you don't think you've ever felt fuller than you do in this moment. after he slips out, you can feel his cum starting to dribble out of your hole.
your head is fuzzy, and you're barely coherent when soobin tells you he's going to grab something to clean you up. however, even with the burn in your legs, gasping for air, and cum spilling from your hole. you can't help but think there's no way this absolute sex god of a man is a damn nerd.
but god, you love nerds.

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your professor catches you reading a not-so-safe-for-school book in the middle of his class. in an effort to make things better, you fear that you may have just made them worse.
⧟ đ ⧽ ä¸ pairing â¸â¸â¸ professor!choi soobin â student!fem!reader includes ⏠⏠⏠beomgyu and yeonjun of tomorrow x together, dino of seventeen, giselle and karina of aespa
genre ⏠⏠⏠smut, fluff, porn with plot, comedy
warnings â¸â¸â¸ teacher/student, age gaps, power play, light dom/sub dynamics, switch! to soft dom!soobin, masterbation (f. rec), erotic literature, explicit language and sexual content, spanking, cumming in pants, dirty talk, pet names, praise kink, name calling (slut), wet dreams, impact play, oral (m. rec), facefucking, deepthroat, big dick soobin, doggy style, sex on furniture, unprotected sex, creampies, talk of contraception (reader is on birth control), alcohol mentions, drinking and partying, hair pulling, size kink word count. 12. 2 k | ⧟ đâšâ ⧽ ä¸ to library.
[notes.] a rewrite of my first ever fic on tumblr, study night! this is a romanticization of student/teacher relationships where both parties are consenting adults, but it is important to note that these relationships can be problematic in real life due to one parties authority over another's and unstable power dynamics. thank you to @jellymochii, @biteyoubiteme and @beomiracles for proofreading! reblogs and feedback are very appreciated <3 i hope you enjoy!
YOUR LINGUISTICS PROFESSOR embodies everything you find detestable in a teacher. His classes are a monotonous drone of information, devoid of anything exciting or engaging, though that might not be entirely his fault with how boring the subject he teaches is. He rarely deviates from whatever script he had thrown togetherâ no doubt just the night before, from the way he rambles and stuttersâ and he absolutely refuses to entertain any questions or foster any interesting discussion. He never accepted late assignments or gave any extensions, his tests are ridiculously hard, and heâll dock points off your assignments for the tiniest, stupidest reasons. Sure, itâs a difficult course, and itâs important to your major, but you swear he seems to take some kind of pleasure in making his students miserable. Each class feels like an eternity, and often you find yourself counting down the minutes until you can escape the insufferable, suffocating atmosphere of his classroom.
Yet, for some strange, inexplicable reason, you find yourself absolutely obsessed with him.
Maybe it was because you spent your time in his class focusing more on him than any of the words that came out of his mouth. His irritatingly handsome, angular face and his pouty, kissable lips, how he turns red and gapes like a fish out of water when heâs talking himself into a corner or is asked a question he doesnât know how to answer. His big veiny hands and how they look when he waves them around animatedly, filling your head with thoughts of how they would look caressing your body. His tall, fit body and how he towers over you whenever you come up to him, the way he has to lower his head to look you in the eye, a soldering heat bubbling in your belly from the way he makes you feel so small. The way he loves to pepper his lectures with painfully unfunny dad jokes, and the way he gets all blushy when no one laughs. It makes you cringe, but in some odd way you also find it incredibly endearing. Sometimes you even catch yourself giggling quietly, stupid and u lovesick puppy. You canât stand to be his student, but you dream at night about being something else to him entirelyâ itâs a paradox that drives you to detrimental distraction. How can you be so obsessed with someone you loathe? His perplexing combination of qualities was like some kind of mystery you felt compelled to unravel, at the very least to put your own mind at ease.
That was when you found the novel. It was hidden in the romance section of your favorite used bookstore, squished between two old technicolor cover harlequin novels, itâs dark and simple spine juxtaposing against all the bright colors and ornate fonts. It intrigued you enough to pull it from the shelf and look it over, your cheeks heating up as you take in its cover. A headless, well-dressed man sat in a chair with his legs spread invitingly, the smart suit he was wearing disheveled and his undone belt held tightly in his hand, the leather strap resting against his inner thigh. The title Lessons in Attraction was printed where his head would be, vague but provocative enough to make your stomach flip. The man immediately reminded you of Professor Choi, from the way he was dressed to the prominent veins in his hands, and when you flip the book over to read the synopsis you understand the connection. It outlines the story of a steamy romance between a strict economics professor and his teaching assistant, an innocent, young virgin who wants nothing more than to please. It was as if the author had plucked your deepest fantasies straight from your head and printed them out on paper, then planted the book in the perfect spot for you specifically to discover. You knew just from skimming through the pages that reading it would only do you more harm than good, but you just couldnât put it down, drawn to the story like an addict needing a fix. You hid it in your stack of textbooks, and you refused to look the cashier in the eye as they checked you out.
At first, you had intended to keep it hidden in your bedroom, only to be read late at night when your roommates were either out or asleep. But as your obsession with your professor continued to deepen, so did your obsession with the novel; soon you found yourself taking it with you everywhere you went, reading snippets whenever you had the chance and quickly shoving back into your bag anytime someone would walk by or glance over at you. Your dreams devolved into graphic, vivid replays of your favorite dirty scenes, with Professor Choi in the place of the professor from the story. You wake up hot and bothered every morning, and his class becomes even more difficult with your head now full of illicit, naughty fantasies. Everything he does makes your belly swirl with need, even something as simple as running a hand through his hair or adjusting his glassesâ you canât even bare to look at him, and instead try your hardest to focus on whatever boring tangent he was rambling on about⌠until you caught yourself fantasizing about how his deep voice would sound whispering dirty words in your ear.
You couldnât take it anymore. Professor Choiâs lectures were beginning to feel more like sick tortureâ you needed something to keep you distracted before you went insane.
So, against your better judgement, you started to bring the novel to read in class. You sat far enough in the back that you were certain he wouldnât notice, and your poor classmates were too bored out of their minds to look your way. It was easy to keep it hidden away tucked in your lap, so you could pretend to be writing in your notebook while you read. Something about it excited you, reading about fucking your professor with your real professor standing there in front of you, none the wiser. Being able to admire him as you indulged in your secret desires. If he caught you, you would be humiliated, but you would be lying if you said that the thought didnât excite you a little tooâŚ
âMiss L/N, what are you doing?â
You nearly shoot straight out of your chair, your professorâs sudden call of your name shocking you out of your reverie. You had gotten so absorbed into your novel that you had forgotten to check to see if he was looking your way. âH-huh?â
âYou keep looking at your lap.â Professor Choi remarks, peering up at you from his spot at the podium with an unamused frown. His thick-rimmed glasses made his pretty brown eyes appear even larger than they already were, blinking up at you like he was studying you through a magnifying glass. âYouâre not on your phone, are you? You know I have a no-tolerance policy when it comes to electronics.â [GU1]Â
âOh! No, sir, Iâm justâŚâ your startled gaze bounces back to the book in your lap, and you swallow nervously. âReading.â
âReading?â Professor Choi echoes, raising his brow. âWhat are you reading? I assume itâs not the textbook, from the look on your face.â
You blanche, trying your hardest to appear nonchalant as you snap the book shut and shove it down into the recesses of your school bag. âItâs nothing!â You reply far too quickly, sounding guiltier than sin.
Professor Choi blinks, his magnified eyes raking over your sweating face before trailing down to your bag, clasped protectively in your lap.
âGive it to me.â he orders curtly, stretching out his hand.
Your heart drops to the pit of your stomach. âWhat?! W-why?!â
âReading anything that isnât the course material is against my class rulesâ I have it printed clearly on the syllabus, though with how you can never seem to pay attention I wouldnât be surprised if you missed it when I went over it at the beginning of the semester. I would recommend looking over it again to see if thereâs anything else youâve forgotten. Now, get up and hand me that book.â
The entire class has turned to look at you now too, dozens of pairs of eyes fixated on your every move. The silence is absolutely deafening. Your heart races and your hands tremble as you squirm in your seat, trying desperately to come up with some sort of escape as if you were in a horror movie; you might as well be, because out of all the ghouls and monsters you can think of, this has to be your worst nightmare.
You consider refusing. Technically, Professor Choi couldnât force you to do anything you didnât want toâ hell, you could walk right out of the classroom right then and there if you really wanted to, with both your book and your dignity intact. After all, you were a grown adult paying to further your education out of your own pocket. Trying to confiscate your belongings as if you were a child was borderline insulting.
But you canât risk your grade over something like this, as embarrassing as it was, and you wouldnât put it past him to penalize you in some way for defying your orders. You were already struggling as it was, partly because of how difficult the coursework was and mostly because of how you could never concentrate whenever Professor Choi was around. To make matters even worse, passing was a requirement for your degree. Getting even more on his bad side than you already were simply not an option.
It takes every ounce of energy you have to force yourself to stand up out of your seat and trudge down to Professor Choiâs podium, clutching your novel against your chest like you were clutching pearls. He has to pry it out of your hand with a considerable amount of force, because you canât seem to loosen your fingers around the cover.
You scamper back to your seat, but not before turning back to see Professor Choi eye the cover with a startled expression. It would have been comical if you didnât feel like you were seconds away from throwing up all over your desk.
He places it gingerly face-down on his desk like he was handling a dead fish, and youâre both grateful and horrified that he noticeably avoids making eye contact with you when he steps back up on his podium. âYou can come by my office later to get it back, Miss L/N. I have a free period at six.â
âYes, sir.â You answer glumly, staring at your shoes.
Luckily for you, he dismisses the class only a few minutes later, muttering about something to do with grading papers. Youâve never ran out of that lecture hall so fast in your life.
âWhoa, whatâs up with you?â your friend Beomgyu asks when you walk by him in the hall, backpack and skateboard in hand without a care in the world. âYou look live youâve seen a ghost or something.â
You stop just long enough to realize that you were still running, even though you had made it nearly halfway across the building. âIâm so fucked.â You state simply.
âWhat? What happened? Did you do something to piss off Professor Choi again?â
âYes. No. Kind of?â you cringe inwardly. Thereâs absolutely no way youâre telling Beomgyu about any of what happened; heâd laugh at you to the point you fear you might actually start crying. âI donât want to talk about it. I gotta go.â
You shuffle away before he can respond, and while you feel bad ignoring him as he calls out to you in confusion, youâre focused solely on finding somewhere quiet and empty to hide out until your next class. And maybe grabbing an iced coffee or something. Just to drown out the tears as you wallow in your own misery.
Against all odds, you manage to make it through the rest of your classes. The wait was almost worse than getting caught, barely able to sit still in your seat as you panic inwardly for hours on end. If it was Professor Choiâs intention to psychologically torture you, he wildly succeeded.
And youâre absolutely sure it was, because the first thing you see once you step into his office is your professor lounging back in his chair reading your book.
âProfessor!â you yelp.
Professor Choi glances up from your book, a mischievous glint shining in his eyes as he sends you a tight-lipped smile. âOh, Miss Y/N! Youâre just in time. I was just flipping through your book here, it seems awfully⌠interesting.â
You gulp, your trembling hands clutching the strap of your bag in a vain attempt to ground yourself. âUm, sir!â you squeak, rushing to his side to glance over his shoulder at what page he was on, praying to whatever god that will listen that he hasnât read anything raunchy. âI think it would be best if you, um, didnât read thatâŚâ
âOh?â Soobin flips the page and quirks his brow, not even sparing you a second glance as he adjusts his glasses, âWhat do you mean?â
You rack your brain desperately for a good enough excuse, but you canât think of anything other than just how mortified you were, watching helplessly as your professorâs keen eyes scan over the pages. âCan I have it back now?â you say instead, your voice small and shaking.
âSurely you can wait just a little longerâ now Iâm dying to know why you donât want me to read this.â Professor Choiâs crooked, dimpled smirk infuriates you.
Was there any possible way that you could talk your way out of this without telling him upfront that what he was holding in his hands was an erotica, one about a teacher and a student no less? You shuffle nervously, stumbling over your words as you try to stutter out something, anything, âYou, um⌠you wouldnât like it.â
He turns his head to look up at you again, the look in his eye sharply changing when he takes in your frightened state, into something you donât recognize and arenât sure you like. âHow can you be sure I wouldnât enjoy it? Iâm a fan of many different genres of literature, though Iâve never read anything quite like this before. Is it some sort of romance novel? If it is, you donât have to be ashamed, Miss Y/N. Iâm sure many young women such as yourself read these sorts of novels, though I strongly discourage reading them while Iâm in the middle of a lecture. Itâs simply disrespectful. Now, where was I?â
He trails his finger down the page as if he was looking for his place, and you bristle. âSir, seriously, donâtâ!â
âI followed my professor to his office, watching with bated breath as he rounded his big wooden desk.â Â Professor Choi reads aloud. You barely stop yourself from screaming, instead letting out a sort of pained choking sound. âHe stopped to stand behind me, looking down my shoulder as if he were looking over my essay just as I was. I had made three errors in my writing, each one circled in bright red ink. He seemed more upset about it than usual.â
âProfessor, please.â
ââPut that essay on my desk.â he said, so I did.â Professor Choi continues, ignoring you. He had gave the professor character a stupid, high pitched voice when he spoke, which would have been funny if you werenât so humiliated. ââNow bend over with your elbows on my desk, so that you are looking directly at the essay. Keep your face very close.ââ
âStop it! Just let me have it!â You hated to talk to him this way, but if he continued reading any further⌠it took everything you had to keep yourself from running out of his office and crawling into the nearest ditch to die in.
âThatâs not how you should speak to me, Miss Y/N. Now you certainly arenât getting it back.â Professor Choi retorted, his evil little smirk growing even wider. You wanted to hit him, or kick or scream, but you couldnât do anything except stand there and try your hardest not to cry. âI was puzzled, but I followed his instructions, bending over the top of his desk so that my chest, belly and arms were pressed against the hardwood. My nose was merely a centimeter or two away from the letter, which made it difficult to read. My skirt was starting to⌠to slide up the backs of my thighs, but I was sure that if I moved to tug it back down, I would just get into even more trouble.â
You grimace when Professor Choiâs voice broke, his smile slowly starting to slide off his face. But he did not stop reading. ââNow read the letter to yourself. Read it over and over again.â My professor said. I read: âIn todayâs rapidly evolving global landscape, the integration of technology inâŚâ and at the word âintegrationâ, which I had misspelled, heâ he⌠um⌠Oh.â
You began to feel less like wanting to die and more like you were actually dying. Professor Choi stared hard at the pages for a painfully long moment, his ears turning bright cherry red, but to your surprise and absolute mortification, he began to read aloud again. His voice had dropped that cheerful quality, however, sounding winded as if he had been hit upside the head. âAt the word âintegrationâ, which I had misspelled, he reeled his arm back and spanked me hard. I stopped reading with a loud gasp, shockedâ the sting reverberated through my core, fiery hot, and despite my embarrassment I began to soak through my panties. At my silence, I was spanked again, even harder. âI said read it.â My professor reminded me. âBe a good girl and follow instructions.ââ
Professor Choi shut the book closed abruptly and looked up at you with a very red face and wide eyes. The tears that had been pooling in your lashes threatened to spill down your cheeks, so overcome with fear and embarrassment that your stomach turned like you were going to be sick. That was just what you needed to top off this already life-ruining experience, wasnât it; vomiting all over your professor after he uncovers your darkest, dirtiest secret.
âThis is extremely inappropriate material to bring on campus.â Professor Choi finally says, his voice wavering.
âYes, sir.â
âAnd that relationship, itâs⌠wrong. Itâs against the universityâs code of conduct. Iâ he could get fired for that.â
âYes, sir.â
âYou shouldnât be reading this. Itâll put... thoughts in your head that donât need to be there.â
ââŚYes, sir.â Part of you wants to argue with him, remind him that youâre an adult and can read whatever it is that you would like, but you donât have the strength to.
He sighs heavily, like something important is weighing on his mind, and he hands you back your book before turning back to pour over the scattered, forgotten papers on his desk. âGo home, Miss L/N. And get rid of that book.â
You turn tail and scamper out into the hall, but you canât help but glance back into Professor Choiâs office as you leave. Heâs hunched over his desk with his elbows resting on the wood, his fingers tangled in his dark hair as he rests his head in his hands. It seems like something is bothering him, something bigger than grading papers or your stupid, silly book.
You donât stick around to find out what it is.
The next morning, you receive a rather hastily written email from Professor Choi telling you that heâs cancelling classes for the rest of the week. Heâs come down with a cold, he claimsâ you and the sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach know better than to believe that.
You donât see him until next Monday, but even then he might as well not have shown up at all. He struggles to get through his lesson plan even more than usual, and he wouldnât look away from his papers or the projector, even when one of your classmates raised their hand to ask a question. You spent the entire period gathering up the courage to go up to him after his lecture, but when you do he brushes you off with a lame, half-baked excuse about having papers to grade and no time to talk, grabbing his things in a rush and scampering out of the lecture hall before you can call out for him to come back.
The pit in your stomach opens up into a black hole, swallowing up everything except for overwhelming, gnawing anxiety. Itâs eating you up inside, manifesting itself in how youâve chewed your lips until they bled, and then bit your nails down to the quicksâ anyone with eyes could see that something was weighing on you, and you became increasingly tired of all your friends asking if anything was wrong, so once you were finished with your classes you took to hiding out in your dorm room curled up on the couch, your favorite fluffy blanket wrapped around you as you sullenly binge-watched a k-drama youâve seen a thousand times.
While you were more of a homebody, your two roommates were much the opposite. Karina and Giselle loved to go out and party. Tonight was no different, the two of them flittering around the dorm as they got ready to go out to some club, and while they had given up on trying to get you to join them a while ago, something about the way you moped about seemed to reinvigorate Karinaâs desire to get you off of your ass and out on the town. She knew you better than anybody, and immediately she could sniff out that something was off.
âWhy donât you come with us? You can borrow one of my dresses.â She offers, rummaging through her collection of high heels. âItâs a Friday night, everyoneâs out! We can dance, we can find some boys to take home; itâll be fun. You look like you need some.â
âI donât need to have fun. I need to study.â You reply solemnly, scowling, but you make no moves to get up off the couch. It was a shitty excuse even to your own ears; it was obvious you didnât have any plans to do anything tonight except feel sorry for yourself.
âThatâs bullshit and you know it.â She huffs. You donât even have to look at her to know that sheâs rolling her eyes. âSomethingâs bothering you and you wonât even tell me or Gigi whatâs wrong. Donât you think a drink or two would be good for you? You can vent to us all night, too. I promise weâll listen.â
âI donât know if I even want to tell you about it.â
âWhy not? Weâre your best friends, Y/Nie. You can tell us anything, even if itâs stupid or embarrassing. If itâs bothering you this badly, itâs clearly something serious.â
You peer out from under the blanket to look over at Karinaâ the worry in her eyes makes your heart sink. Under normal circumstances, you wouldnât even consider taking her or Giselle up on their offers, but the way you were stuck running circles inside your head was far from normal. âYou promise not to laugh at me?â She smiles warmly. âNope. But I promise Iâll hear you out regardless.â
The loud, thumping bass reverberating throughout the club did very little to help ease your pounding headache. Your temples throbbed with every beat, the pressure so severe it felt as if your skull was just moments away from splitting in two. You donât think youâve ever been this uncomfortable in your life; the dress that Karina gave to you was a size or two too small, the shiny fabric so tight around your chest that you gasp for air. It would be difficult for you to breathe even in properly fitting clothes, the air hot and heavy from the throngs of sweaty bodies that surrounded you. You felt claustrophobic, the crowd closing in on you and threatening to swallow you wholeâ the only place to escape was to the bar, but even there youâre bombarded with flashing lights, deafening music, and the overlapping voices of everyone around you. You have to strain your ears to make out what Giselle was saying, and she was just on the barstool right next to yours.
âArenât you glad you came?â She giggles, sipping on a brightly colored cocktail. She had ordered a round of them for all three of you, and the amount of alcohol mixed in them felt like a sucker punch to the face, even with all the sickeningly sweet grenadine the bartender had used to try and mask the flavor. You watch in abject horror as both she and Karina downed them one by one like they were water.
âNo.â Â you reply honestly.
âYou will once you tell us whatâs going on with you!â Karina interjects from your other side. âI meant it when I said I wanted you to vent to us, let it all out and give us the tea! Aeriâs dying to know.â
âItâs really embarrassingâŚâ you admit, staring forlornly down at your own drink. âIâd rather just forget all about it.â
âIt canât be that bad. You didnât drop your pants in front of everyone or anything, did you?â
You cringe. âGod, no. Itâs not like that.â
âThen itâs nothing you canât tell us about.â Giselle shoots you a smile over the rim of her glass.
âItâs⌠itâs about Professor Choi.â
âOur linguistics professor?â Karina cocks her head. âIsnât he the one you have a massive crush on?â
Your cheeks flush, your drink becoming even more interesting as you avoid looking at either of them in the eye. âMaybe.â
âUgh, your taste in men is the worst.â Giselle snickers. âI donât understand why you like him so much. Heâs such a dick.â
You fight down the urge to defend himâ for some odd reason, you feel a surge of protectiveness over Professor Choi, even when you completely agree with what Giselle is saying about him. âYes, I like him, but thatâs not the point. The point is that I totally fucked up and now I think he hates me.â
âWhat did you do?! Please tell me you cursed him out, he fucking deserves it.â
âNo, Gigi, oh my God.â Even the mere thought of doing something like that sends shivers down your spine. âHe caught me reading during class.â
ââŚThatâs it? Youâre freaking out over that?â Giselle blinks.
âItâs what I was reading thatâs the problem.â you lament miserably, gathering your courage with a sip of your disgusting cocktail. âI have this book; itâs about a teacher and a student⌠getting together, if you know what I mean. Itâs really dirty⌠and he caught me reading it in class. He took it, and then he read it himself right in front of me! He thinks Iâm a freak. Itâs been two days and he wonât even look at me.â
Karina and Giselle stare at you.
âWhy the hell were you reading a smut book in class?!â Karina gasps, her dark glittery makeup making her wide eyes look even wider. âAnd one about a professor, tooâ were you trying to get caught? Thereâs better ways to go about telling him that you want to fuck him.â
âI donât knowâ I was bored and stupid, okay?!â You had been asking yourself the same question for days, mentally beating yourself to a pulp every time it crossed your mind. âI thought he wouldnât notice me since I sat in the back⌠now heâs going to tell the dean, and Iâm going to get expelled, andââ
âWoah, woah, woah!â Giselle stops you in your downwards spiral, grabbing your shoulder to ground you. âYouâre thinking too hard about this. Heâs probably just a prude. If he was going to do something like that, he would have probably done it by now. Plus, I donât think thatâs really something you can be expelled over.â
You lean into her touch, resting your head on her shoulder as she pats your back comfortingly. âHeâs mad at meâŚâ you whine petulantly. âI was trying to get that TA position, too⌠fuck, Iâm so screwed.â
âWhat would he be mad at you for? Being horny?â Karina laughs, âItâs really his own fault for snooping in your stuff.â
âI think youâll still get it.â Giselle supplies helpfully. âYouâve really got nothing to worry about. Sure, your grade sucks, but Iâve seen the two of you talking in the hallway beforeâ the way he looks at you is insane. And the way he looks at your ass when you leave is even crazier. You just showed him that you feel the same way about him that he does about you.â
âDonât say that.â You groan. âYou think that about every guy I talk to. Thereâs no way in hell that Professor Choi feels anything for me except hatred.â
âIf youâre really that worried about it, you can always just apologize.â Karina says, drumming her long nails against her glass. âIt might not do anything, but itâll make you feel better.â
That was the first bit of real advice either her or Giselle had given you in a while, even if it left a bad taste in your mouth. âI donât know. I feel like that would just make things worse. I need to go to the bathroom.â
You scramble off the barstool in a rush, teetering on your heelsâ you werenât even that tipsy, but every step made you feel like a newborn deer. Karina and Giselle watch you hobble away in pity.
You stumble through the crowd in search of a bathroom sign, quickly getting lost in the sea of bodies. Thereâs little room to move around, everyone pressed up against each other dancing, too intoxicated to notice you trying to politely squeeze by. They jostle and knock you around, and you nearly trip over your own wobbly feet multiple times. Your headache grows nearly unbearable, your desperation to find an escape leading you to start pushing people out of the way so you can continue to move forward. One particularly drunk woman nearly knocks you to the ground, and she shoots you a dirty look over her shoulder when you shoulder past her roughly. You hate to be rude, but youâre teetering dangerously close to your breaking point. You need to find some peace and quiet, and fast.
But all of that goes out the window when among the countless bobbing and weaving heads, you spot a frighteningly familiar pair of broad shoulders.
âProfessor Choi?!â you call out in shock, shoving your way towards him. âWhat are you doing here?!â
Without his suits and big clunky glasses on, you almost donât recognize him. He was leaning back against the wall with two men who you vaguely recognize as other professors at the university, talking and laughing amongst themselves with beers in their hands. You admire the curve of his tall nose, the way his pronounced collarbones peeked out from the loose linen shirt he wore, the first few buttons undone to show a delicious strip of tan skin. His dark hair, usually gelled back to show his forehead, was left fluffy and untamed, framing his pretty brown eyes. He jumps a little at your voice, turning away from the men to look at you.
His eyes widen sharply, moving slowly from your face down to your chest. They linger there for a moment, blinking owlishly, before he tears them away from you completely, the tips of his ears turning bright red.
âOh, um. Hello, Miss L/N.â he stutters, suddenly very interested in the state of his shoes. You make a quick mental note to thank Karina later for convincing you to squeeze yourself into this stupid dress.
âOh, this is Y/N?â One of the men slurs gleefully, a grin stretching across his handsome face. There was a certain hunger in the way he undresses you with his fox eyes, scanning you head to toe like a predator. You could tell from his flushed pink cheeks that he was very drunk. âIâve heard all about you! Itâs nice to finally put a face to the name.â
Something odd flashes in Professor Choiâs eyes and he jerks his head to shoot his friend a deathly glare. He doesnât seem to notice.
âYouâve⌠heard about me?â you cringe, your heart sinking. Out of whatever Professor Choi had to say about you, none of it could be anything good.
âOh, not much, just that youâre one of the brightest students that heâs ever taught.â The other man cuts in, chuckling. He tips his head back and takes a swig of his beer, flashing you his sharp jawline. âOne of his favorites to have in class, he says.â
âSuch a smart head on those little shoulders! You should consider taking my econ course next year, itâd be a gift to see your pretty face in my class.â The first man adds, his crooked smirk widening.
âYeonjun, Chan, please.â Professor Choi grits out through his teeth, anxiously running a hand through his hair. âIâm sorry, what did you say, Miss L/N?â
You splutter as your lips refuse to form words. You?! The brightest student heâs ever had?! That was just a complete and utter lie; if it wasnât for Giselle helping you with an extra credit assignment you had practically begged him on your knees for, you would be failing his class spectacularly. You couldnât fathom why Professor Choi would say something like that to these two men, when nearly every class he was scolding you for being late, distracted, forgetting your deadlines, a combination of all three and more. Not only that, but with what had transpired the other day still fresh and stinging⌠they had to be saving face or making some kind of sick joke. As you collect your thoughts, you half expect them to start pointing and laughing.
âWhat are you doing here?â you repeat, peering up at Professor Choiâs blushing face. He avoids meeting your eyes, just like how he was in class.
âAm I not allowed to enjoy the start of my weekend?â he retorts, fiddling with the pull tab on his beer. âClearly, youâre doing the same.â
He spits out the words like they left a bad taste in his mouth. It stung like an insult. âI thought you said you were busy.â you assert, biting your lip to keep from scoffing. The liquor giving you a little too much courage; he was still Professor Choi, even if now standing in front of you he looked like just any other guy.
âI⌠was.â He mumbles, âAnd now Iâm not anymore. Itâs really not any of your business.â
It takes everything you have to keep from blurting out that your book really wasnât any of his business either, but you manage to hold your tongue.
âIâm sorry, I justâ Sir, I need to talk to you.â
 âThereâs nothing to talk about.â He says matter-of-factly. Itâs far from what you were expecting him to say.
âWhat do you mean?â you challenge, your annoyance starting to turn sour. âItâs about the other day.â
Professor Choi continues to play dumb, though he keeps throwing sidelong glances to his coworkers. âWhat about it?â
âI want to apologize.â You bite hard on your lower lip. For doing nothing wrong.
Professor Choiâs eyes snap up to meet yours, inky dark irises wide in shock. âY/Nââ
âApologize?â Professor Choiâs friendâ Yeonjunâ butts in, raising an eyebrow. âWhat happened?â
All the color leaves Professor Choiâs face, even the blush that was slowly trailing from his cheeks down his neck. He awkwardly clears his throat and averts his gaze, putting on a show of cupping his ear and pretending to be confused. âSorry, I canât hear you over all of this noise! If you have a question, Iâll be in my office tomorrow afternoon. Go on and have a good night.â
âWait, Professorâ!â
âHave a good night!â
It takes you a long time to find your way back to the bar, drunk, defeated, and stewing in your own thoughts. Youâre pleasantly surprised to see that Giselle and Karina have been sat waiting for you all this time, but you donât have it in you to feel happy or grateful as you plop yourself back onto your empty barstool. Their irritation quickly shifts to confusion and worry, both shooting you odd glances as Karina tentatively hands you another cocktail.
âAre you okay?â
âDid you get lost or something?â
You take a long sip, the disgusting sweetness and the bitter liquor overpowering your senses enough to calm your racing thoughts. âI think Iâm going to go and talk to Professor Choi tomorrow.â is all you say.
âIf you fuck him, please put in a good word for me.â Giselle slurs drunkenly in reply. âI need to pass that fucking class.â
âYouâve been a bad girl, havenât you, Miss L/N?â Professor Choi whispers in your ear, his deep voice dripping with honeyed venom. The fabric of his dress shirt ghosts over your back, his body so close that you can feel the heat radiating off his skin. He has you trapped against his big wooden desk, bent over it obscenely with your ass in the air as you whimper and squirm. Your skirt and panties pool at your ankles, leaving your most intimate areas exposed for him to view. Your leaking pussy quivered from the icy cold air, your hole clenching desperately around nothing and aching to be filled.
âIâm sorry!â You mewl, voice wavering.
âYou didnât answer my question. What are you sorry for?â he presses, so deliciously condescending in the way he feigns ignorance, âApologize to me properly and tell me what it was that you did.â
âIâve been bad, sir. I was reading during your lecture, and Iâm sorryââ
âOh, you werenât just reading.â Professor Choi scoffs, straightening himself up and off your back. He rounds the desk to circle you like prey, his slow methodical steps echoing throughout the quiet of his office. They echo in your ears and strike a dizzying mix of fear and anticipation in your heart.
âI-I was reading smut andâŚâ your face burns hotter than the sun, and you close your eyes and take a deep breath to will yourself to have the courage to admit what it was you were caught doing. ââŚAnd I was touching myself.â
âYouâre going to have to be more specific than that.â He stops to stand at your side, his mere presence hovering above you enough to make you shudder. âTell me exactly how you were touching that slutty little pussy.â
His words go straight to your core, making you squeeze your thighs together in need. Just a little friction was all you needed, and the edge of his desk granted a great opportunity⌠but as much as you wanted to, you couldnât let yourself give in to desperation and grind yourself against Professor Choiâs desk like a dog in heat. He would notice immediately, and it would only worsen your punishment.
âI was⌠I was rubbing my clit through my panties.â you admit ashamedly, âGrinding against my fingers. I was going to put one inside but you⌠you stopped me.â
âI could see your hand up your skirt all the way from the back of the class.â Professor Choi spits, his carefully controlled demeanor cracking and his wild, untamed anger boiling to the surface. âItâs like youâre trying to get the two of us caught. Youâre lucky no one else was looking⌠or was that what you wanted? Did you want everyone to see what a slut you are?â
âN-no!â you gasp, but the idea gets you even wetter; you wanted nothing more than for everyone to know that he was much more than just your professor, that he was yours and in turn you were his. âIâm a slut j-just for you, no one else!â
âFuck, thatâs right.â he groans lowly, his voice dripping sex. He picks up a long wooden ruler off his desk, right by your head, and points the tip at the nape of your neck. It ran slowly down the curve of your spine, a ghostly barely-there touch that left a trail of fire erupt across your skin. He stops at the plush swell of your ass, gently caressing your flesh with the cold wood. âYouâre all mine. My favorite little student. You just need some discipline to put you back in your place, hm? Show me what a good girl you can be and count for me.â
He rears his arm back, poised and ready to strike. You can hear the ruler whooshing through the air, sharp and fast as he swings his arm forwardsâ
Your eyes snap open with a gasp. Suddenly, youâre back in your bedroom, curled up safe and sound in your bed, groggy and disoriented as you slowly come back down to reality. While you dreamt about Professor Choi often, never had one felt this vivid, this real. You can still feel the echoes of his touch, the phantom pain of his ruler against your asscheek haunting you like a ghost. Your panties are soaked through completely, sticky arousal pooling in the fabric and dripping down your thighs, creating a wet spot on your sheets. You toss and turn to try and go back to sleep, but itâs no use; youâre so horny you canât think straight, canât ignore the dull throbbing in your core.
As your hand slides under the waistband of your panties, you decide that enough is enough.
You were at your breaking point. Your life had spiraled completely out of control in the span of just two days, all because your stupid puppy-love crush of a professor had to be nosy about your reading material. He just had to find a way to humiliate you even more than he already did, didnât he? He couldâve just given you your book back and the two of you could have gone on with your lives. He shouldnât have even taken your book in the first place! You could have continued fantasizing about him from the back of the class, not a worry in the world, instead of losing precious hours of sleep and mentally beating yourself up.
And after your interaction at the bar, you feel even more ridiculous. If Professor Choi truly had the intention of telling someone about what he had caught you reading, wouldnât he have told the other professors that he was with? And lying to them about you being his smartest student⌠ you couldnât wrap your head around it.
It was clear that Professor Choi didnât want to talk about it. But even if he wants to pretend like none of this ever happened, you just couldnât.
There was simply no other way for you to get over all of this other than finally confronting him. You needed to make the endless spiral stop, tell him exactly what was on your mind and finally put this to bed. The longer you stew over everything that has transpired, the more your fear and anxiety boils over into anger. This was all Professor Choiâs fault! You needed to give him a piece of your mind, or you donât think youâll ever be able to move on.
Professor Choi doesnât answer until after the fifth knock, his face immediately dropping once he swings open his office door to see you standing there in front of him. His hair is a mess and his clothes are disheveled, his tie half undone and his shirt sleeves rolled up past his elbows. Anxiously he adjusts his glasses, the wide brown eyes behind them looking like a cornered deerâs. âYou actually came over to apologize?â He blurts out before you can even open your mouth, genuine surprise taking over his features. âI didnât think youâ"
âActually, no, Iâm not here to apologize!â you declare, the words spilling out before you gave yourself the time to second guess yourself. You had lied awake until the sun came up thinking about what to say, and you werenât going to let those wasted hours go to waste. âIâm here to tell you, sir, that going through my book was an invasion of my privacy! And that itâs none of your business what I read! Iâm an adult, not a child, and I can do whatever I damn well please!â
Professor Choi blinks owlishly, staring at you in stunned silence for so long that your newfound confidence falters and you begin to shuffle nervously.
âOh. Um⌠alright.â He finally says.
âAlright?!â you echo incredulously, your irritation coming back in full swing. âYouâve been avoiding me for days and all you have to say for yourself is alright?!â
Professor Choiâs eyes flicker around anxiously, and it suddenly hits you that you were yelling at him in a public hallway. âI donât know what youâre talking aboutââ
âYes you do!â you shriek. This really wasnât how you were planning on any of this going, but it was far too late to turn back. You open your mouth to continue your rant, face burning hot with unbridled rage, but Professor Choi quickly grabs your wrist and roughly pulls you into his office. The sudden act shocked you into silence, your eyes wide and mouth agape as he drags you all the way back to his desk.Â
âListen.â He growls, his voice octaves deeper than youâve ever heard it before. âYouâre acting way out of line right now. Donât you dare ever talk to me like that, you understand me? Iâm still your professor, even when weâre not in class. Youâre to treat me with respectââ
âThen you treat me with respect first!â you retort, though you do manage to calm yourself down enough to lower your voice. âPlaying dumb and refusing to talk to me after humiliating me in front of everyone! What was even the point of doing that? Was it just for your own sick pleasure?!â
âY/N.â Professor Choi sighs, the second time youâve ever heard him call you by your first nameâ the first was at the club, but you were far too distracted to dwell on it. âI know you have some sort of feelings for me. Youâre not very good at hiding it.â
Your entire world comes crashing around you, though you suppose that you shouldnât be too surprised. You had just let yourself hope beyond reason that he would never pay you any attention.
âWhat Iâm trying to say is⌠Y/N, you need to stop it. Get rid of the book. I canât be with you, itâll never work, okay? Iâm your teacher, and ten years your senior. Thereâs plenty of college boys around campus for you to ogle over instead.â
âYou say you canât but⌠do you want to?â you ask quietly, barely above a whisper.
Professor Choi doesnât meet your eyes. âI could get in a lot of trouble, Y/N. You could too.â
âThat doesnât answer my question.â You challenge, a hopeful spark igniting in your chest. He didnât say no⌠and you may be looking too into things, or just clinging onto hope, but that was more than enough proof to you that your professor was hiding some feelings of his own.
âWe canât do this.â He mumbles, his voice growing wilder, more defiant.
âSure we can! Iâm an adult, youâre an adult⌠did I scare you away with my book or something? Look, itâs okay if it wasnât up your alley. Thereâs nothing wrong with being vanilla, Professor. You donât have to, like, spank me or anythingââ
âBut I do!â he interjects suddenly, his head shooting up to look at you with wild eyes. His entire face was bright crimson red.
âYou⌠wait, what?â you must have misheard him. That was the only explanation, surely; There was no way he actuallyâ
âI canât stop thinking about it! I thought there was no way youâd be into anything like that, that I needed to stop thinking about you and move on like a professional, but then you go and pull this, and now I canât go a single second without thinking about putting you over my knee! Itâs driving me insane! I canât even look at you!âÂ
âProfessorââ
âSoobin. God, just call me Soobin. I canât handle you calling me that right now.â
You open and close your mouth a couple of times, surely looking like a fish out of waterâ This was the absolute last thing you expected to come out of your professorâsâ Soobinâsâmouth. Your eyes bulge out of your head, your face burns hotter than the sun⌠your pussy clenches pathetically. It felt like you were in a dream, almost, which might have been why you suddenly felt so brazenâ if you wanted him, and he wanted you, who were you to deny him?
âThen do it.â you say, voice barely above a whisper. Soobin looks just as shocked at your proclamation as you were. âIf you want to do it that bad, do it.â
He moves in a flash, giving you no time to prepareâ within seconds has you thrown over his lap on his office swivel chair, your hair hanging in your face as you blink wildly at the floor. Soobin brushes one of his big hands against you skirt-clad ass, barely a brush of his fingers, but you still gasp all the same.
âDo you really want this?â He breathes, voice low, his breathing hardâthe outline of his cock presses hard against your stomach through his slacks, making it considerably hard to focus on the words that came out of his mouth.
It takes you a moment, but you manage to choke out a whiny âYes, sir, please.â
Soobin stutters out an uneven breath, his fingers inching down to the hem of your skirt, teasing the tops of your thighs for just a moment before pulling the fabric up to expose your ass, a noticeable wet spot present on your panties.
âSo prettyâŚâ He coos. You can feel his cock twitch against your stomach, those long knobby fingers trailing along the edge of your lacy thong. âIs it okay if I take your panties off, bunny?â
You whimper and nod your headâ Soobin lands a gentle love-tap to the junction of your thighs with an airy chuckle. âUse your words like a good girl.â
This couldnât be happening. You had to be dreaming, or hallucinating, or something, anything except truly living through this fantasy come to lifeâ Boring, bland Professor Choi, the biggest prude you thought you knew, was just way too good at this, at making your legs shake and your pussy throb all the while barely touching you. In just an afternoon your reality had shifted from thinking that he had to be the worldâs biggest loser virgin to thinking that he was even sexier than the professor in your book.
You werenât sure how to feel about it, but your cunt did.Â
You must have stayed silent for too long, because without much warning Soobin lands a much harsher spank to the top of your asscheek. âBad girl!â he admonishes, and you can hear the teasing, dimpled grin in his voice âCâmon baby, use your big girl words. Tell me how much you want it.â His hot breath fans over your earâ you couldnât hold in your moan even if you tried, the broken whine sounding weak and pathetic even to your own ears.Â
âP-Please, sir⌠please take my panties off. Please spank me.â you whimper, your face beet red and your pussy droolingâ Soobinâs deft fingers stroke slowly up and down your folds, feeling the wetness seep through the cotton fabric of your panties. You bite your lip to keep from screaming.
âThatâs my good bunny.â You could hear your panties rip as he tears them off of you in one solid motion, the biting cold air meeting your hot soaking cunt and making both you and Soobin hiss. He admires the slick leaking down your thighs for a brief silent moment, deep breathy voice cooing at the way you arch into him and his touch, before he straightens back up and lands a stinging, eye watering spank deliciously close to your core. You yelp at the sting.
âThatâs for being a fucking tease,â Soobin states, soothing your reddening flesh with a soft caress of his palm. âBeing so fucking hot all the time and driving me crazy because I thought I could never have you.â
You hadnât realized that this was confessional. Shooting him an evil smile over your shoulder, you giggle, âYou couldâve just asked.â
Another spank, this time with even more force. Your hips buck with a shrill cry spilling from your open, panting mouth, your eyes wateringâ you had no idea Professor Choi was this strong. He refuses to give you any time to prepare, never warning you when the next hit to your ass will come. âI didnât say you could talk back.â He growls.
Youâre on the verge of tears from the red-hot stinging in your ass, but you still giggle at his words. âYouâre kinky.â
Soobin just rolls his eyes, spanking you again, albeit a little softer. âAnd this oneâs for being a brat. How about you start counting for me, bunny? Thatâs one.â
âOne?! Youâve hit me four times!â Maybe you were pushing it too far, but it just came naturally to you to fight back, make him work for your submission and obedience. You relished pushing him as far as he would go; you relished losing.
Soobin grabs a handful of your hair and yanks hard, making you gasp loudly and your empty pussy flutter. Leaning down close to your ear, he lets out a warning growl; âI said fucking count.â
You donât think youâve ever been this wet in your life. Torn between bucking your hips into Professor Choiâs bulge and pushing back into the touch of his hand, you give a quiet, watery whimper of âOneâŚâ
The hand holding your hair lets go, your head falling limply over his knee. âThatâs my girl.â He coos lowly, stroking your head.
It distracts you enough that the next harsh slap to your ass feels even more intense than any of the others before it. âT-twoâŚâ
âThatâs for being so fucking disrespectful. And in front of my colleagues too, no less. Itâs like you were asking for me to ruin you.â Soobin tsks. âYou need to learn to watch your mouth.â
The urge to say something smart tugs at you again, even if just to prove his point, but another spank rains down on your sore, bruising asscheeks before you can seize the opportunity.
âT-three!â
âAnd thatâs⌠thatâs for pushing me to put you over my lap in the first place. You couldnât just leave it alone, could you? And now look at you, making me risk my job to teach you a lesson.â Soobinâs voice wavers, filling with an emotion you couldnât quite placeâ it was extremely difficult to focus on his words when his fingers began to trail down the curve of your ass to your sticky, quivering folds, rubbings the tip of his thumb right over your clothed core. You moan unabashedly, shifting your hips and opening your legs to give him better access to what was peeking out between your thighs.
The fifth spank never comes. Soobin tugs your panties to the side and pushes two long, thick fingers between your folds, stuttering out a low moan like he was the one being touched. He starts a rough, dizzying pace almost immediately, his fingertips searching for that spongy spot inside of you. You grind your hips back against Soobinâs fingers, a drooling mess against his slacks.
âPr-ProfessorâŚâ you whine high in your throat â you want more, want him to speed up, slow down⌠his touches were driving you wild. You hadnât been touched like this ever before.
âI told you not to call me that.â He hisses, curling his fingers against your sweet spot and making you keen. âPlease, call me by my name.â
âSoobin!â you cry out, writhing against him. You felt a passion rising within you like the hottest fire, clouding your brain. You couldnât think of anything except of the pleasure that he gave you, couldnât utter out anything other than his name.
âSuch a slut, falling apart just on my fingersâŚâ he chucks huskily, enamored with the filthy wet sounds your cunt made and how they echoed through the quiet office. âIâve thought about doing this for forever, God⌠youâre just as beautiful as I thought youâd be.â
His thumb, wet from your arousal, comes down to rub tight, delicious circles against your sensitive, engorged clit, your strangled wail no doubt loud enough to be heard from the hallway. The building ecstasy distracts you enough for him to push in a third finger into your tight hole. The stretch burns but you love it, your hips kicking and moans growing louder and louder as he effortlessly takes you apart.Â
â...Too muchâŚ!â you manage to choke out, digging your teeth into the fabric of Soobinâs slacks to keep yourself from screaming out in bliss. You felt full to the brim, pushed closer and closer to the edge with every rough flick of your clit and thrust of his perfect talented fingers. He teases a fourth finger around your leaking, stretched out rim, the threat of it alone enough to make your eyes roll back in your head.
âOh bunny, if this is too much thereâs no way youâll be able to take my cockâŚâÂ
The tears that had been brimming in your eyes start to stream freely down your burning cheeks, choked hiccups and sobs wracking your body, but it was the most pleasurable agony you had ever been in. Your hips move with a mind of their own, bucking against Soobinâs cock, thick and hard as a rock, only seeming to grow bigger and bigger every time you rub against it. You relish the sharp intakes of breath he takes every time you move against him. He was starting to fall apart too, you could tell, his voice sounding a lot less dominating and a lot more whiny and pathetic with each roll of his hips up into your tummy.
âIâm gonna⌠gonna make you cum on my fingers,â he whines low in his throat, his hand completely soaked in your arousal up to the wrist. âYou gonna make a mess for me?â
His fingers dig impossibly and wonderfully hard into your sweet spot, that white-hot band of desire in your stomach winding tighter and tighter with each perfectly aimed thrust. You wail and sob, your hand reaching back to grab a tight fistful of his shirt sleeve. âI-I-mâ âm gonna cum!â
Soobinâs other hand, the one that had been stroking your hair, then comfortingly up and down your back, rises up to smack your ass, the sudden burst of stinging pain making you scream, and for real this time.
 âYou gotta ask first, bad girl! Gotta ask for permission b-before you cumâŚâ His voice starts to break, his hips stuttering helplesslyâ the feeling of his big fat cock grinding hard against you only added to the fire in your belly.Â
âCan I cum? Please, sir, can I cum? Iâll be a good girl, I promise, just let me cum!â you had no control over your mouth, hardly any conscious at allâ all you could focus on was the tightening in your belly, the way Soobinâs fingers thrusted in and out of your pussy so good⌠you were his brainless whore, fucked dumb on his fingers.Â
âShit, go on honey, my good girl, my bunny⌠cum all over me, make a mess!â with his permission you let yourself topple over the edge, moaning and whimpering like a whore as you soak your thighs, Soobinâs hand, his shirt and slacks with your juices. You lay across his lap twitching for quite some time afterwards, your chest heaving like you had just run a marathon⌠youâd never come before like that in your life, not as hard or for as long. Soobin was with you the whole way as you come down from your high, sweet as can be as he coos praises into your hair and pats your back, kissing your head when you raised it to look over your shoulder at him.
Slowly, you realize that you no longer feel his bulge poking at your belly. You release your iron grip on his shirt to slide your hand down his chest and abdomen, all the way down to gently cup his very wet crotch. âSirâŚ?â
âS-sorry, bunny⌠couldnât help itâŚâ he turns his head away from you to hide his glowing red face, but you can see how his blush spreads down his neck and up to the tips of his ears.
âDid you just⌠cum?â you ask in awe and disbelief, looking down to see a dark stain spreading across the fabric of his slacks. Soobin only mumbles in response, refusing to answer or turn back to look at you, his blush growing an even deeper shade of red. It was all the confirmation you needed.
Professor Choi came in his pants like a virgin without you even needing to touch him. Something about that alights a blazing inferno in your core, your senses overtaken with need even though you had just had an orgasm yourself.
âI want to taste it.â You breathe out, your overwhelming desire eclipsing any rational thought and taking control of your words.
âY-you⌠what?â his head snaps back to you in surprise, his eyes wide and clouded with lust as they gaze headily into yours.
âYour cum, wanna taste it, want it on my tongueâŚâ youâve never spoken like this to anyone, your voice not feeling like your ownâ the words spill out from between your lips mindlessly, desperate for more of Soobinâs brain numbing pleasure as you rub him through his slacks. His cock twitches underneath your fingertips, beginning to harden again from the ministrations. âCan I please suck you off, sir?â
âFuck.â Soobin moans, rough and deep in his chest, the sound shooting straight to your sensitive pussy. âYeah you can, naughty girl, come on, get on your knees and suck my cock. Clean up my mess.â
Your entire body feels limp and weak, not wanting to cooperate with you as you slide off of Soobinâs lap to the floor. It takes great effort to get yourself situated, kneeling on the floor with your unsteady hands grasping at his thick thighs. He widens his legs to give you more room to get comfortable, one of his big hands instinctively coming down to tangle in your hair as your own begin to slide up the insides of his thighs towards his straining belt buckle.
Ever so slowly and meticulously you unbuckle Soobinâs belt, the jingling of the metal buckle as itâs casted aside like music to your ears. You pull his pants and boxers down together in one rough tug, Soobin canting his hips to help you guide them down his thighs. His cock springs free and slaps obscenely against his belly, smearing the light fabric of his dress shirt in his thick, viscous cum. You canât help but stop and stare, enamored by the sheer size of itâ nearly as thick as a can and twice the length of one, throbbing veins making your mouth water. Cum still leaks from his angry red tip, fat and bulbous, the entirety of his length wet and shiny down to his heavy, twitching balls and neatly trimmed pubes.
You kiss the tip with a delighted grin, the contact barely-there but enough to make Soobin throw his head back and whimper in delight. Your tongue peeks out from between your lips to slide across his slit, earning a high-pitched needy hiss from the man above you, his long fingers tightening their grip on your hair as you lick down his dripping shaft. His thick, salty cum tastes like ambrosia on your tongue, the delicious bitterness quickly getting you drunk. You canât stop until you lick him completely clean, and even then itâs impossible for you to pull away, the feeling of his weeping cockhead heavy on your tongue far too addicting. Greedily you suck him into your mouth, relishing in the way his girth stretches your lips before swallowing him deeper and deeper until his tip knocks against the back of your throat. You can hardly fit your hands around him, let alone your mouth, fisting what couldnât fit down your throat as you start bobbing your head. More broken tears collect on your lashes and drip down your wet cheeks, looking utterly ruined and wanton as you gaze up from between Soobinâs legs into his hazy, unfocused eyes.
The eye contact is too much for himâ his eyes roll back in his head with a whimper and his cock twitches violently inside of your mouth, the grip he has on your hair shifting from guiding your head along his shaft to tugging you off him with a sudden and disorienting strength. He pulls you off him with a wet pop, a foamy string of saliva connecting from his shiny cockhead to your needy whimpering lips.
âIâm gonna cum again if you donât stop,â he pants, gasping for breath, âI gotta fuck that pussy first, bunny, please. Need to feel that tight cunt squeezing around me.â
âDâyou wanna cum inside?â you goad, a lustful, mischievous grin overtaking your features, âDonât worry, Soobin, Iâm on the pill. You can fill me up if you want to.â
Your words make him visibly shake, what was left of his flimsy resolve crumbling right before your eyes, leaving nothing but primal hunger. âGet on the fucking desk.â
You obey immediately, hardly able to contain your excitement as you stumble to your feet and bend over Soobinâs big oak desk, wiggling your ass in the air invitingly. Your skirt and panties were still pulled up and pushed aside, exposing your dripping puffy hole for his eyes to feast upon.
âSo prettyâŚâ he croons behind you, his hands caressing your hips and waist. They smooth over the exposed globes of your ass, his fingers fiddling with the gusset of your drenched panties. Sheer pink lace that compliments your flushed skin, looks so delectable running through Soobinâs fingers as he grabs your asscheeks and spreads them wide. âYou look so cute in pink.â
he hisses in appreciation at the sight of your dripping hole quivering, sliding a finger down between your pussy lips to circle at your engorged clit. âHoly fuck, youâre so wet,â he groans, accentuating his claim with a flick of his handâ your pussy squelches obscenely, the lewd, pornographic sound making your cheeks flush. âI canât take it anymore, I have to be inside of youâ you can take it, right bunny?â
âPlease!â you beg, hardly able to string together a sentence, âPlease, sir, put it in, I need it so bad, need your cockââ
Youâre interrupted by the feeling of his cockhead slapping against your entrance, Soobin running the leaky tip up and down your slit a few times just to hear your little whimper before burying himself inside to the hilt in one smooth thrust. He rams into you with a force that knocks the air out of your lungs, his long fat shaft stretching out your hole much more than you could have ever been prepared for. The burn is indescribable, overwhelming every single one of your senses in the best way, your tight gummy walls gripping his cock like a vice as the both of you struggle to adjust.
He's so deep inside of you it feels as if heâs poked through your cervix and into your womb, his big fat mushroom head snug right beneath your belly button. Youâre so deliciously full that it makes your head spin, already fucked completely brainless before Soobin had even begun to properly move.
âDoes it hurt?â he asks you softly, so gentle compared to how he carved out your insides. In any other circumstance you would find it sweet that he was this concerned, but you were certain that if he didnât start moving inside of you right then and there, you were going to die.
âMore.â you croak back in response. âGive it to me.â
With a winded groan, Soobin relents. He pulls his cock out until just the head was inside of you, giving you not a single moment to prepare before slamming back in with a force that knocks you further up on the desk. The hardwood against your cheek does nothing to muffle your loud, unabashed shriek, so he improvises by shoving two of his thick fingers past your open lips, the musky tang of your own juices filling your mouth when you suck hungrily at the digits. He set up a punishing rhythm within seconds, his hips clapping loudly and wetly against your ass while he muffles your whines and wails. His heavy balls smack against your oversensitive clit with every rough thrust, sending shockwave after shockwave of pleasure straight to your core. The desk cuts into the skin of your hips painfully, but if anything, it only adds to the burning sweetness building steadily in the pit of your belly.
âF-fuck, Iâm close already!â Soobin puffs against the shell of your ear, pressing himself up against your backâ youâre suddenly thrown back into your dream from the night before, the way the sensations were eerily similar yet nowhere near as good as the real thing. âGonna cum inside you, is that okay? Wanna see how pretty your pussy looks dripping my cum.â
You can only drool in response, your thoughts fragmented and scattered, babbling desperate nonsense and rolling your hips back to meet Soobinâs thrusts with a dizzying force. Your body vibrates with liquid fire, heating your puffy cunt and quivering thighsâ faster than ever before were you hurtling towards your climax, that familiar tightening in your core growing harder and harder to bear. You wanted nothing more than to yield to the tide, let it overtake you completely, and in turn pull Soobin down with you.
Your professor was going to cum inside of you. The fantasies that had haunted you for months truly became a tangible reality. What did you do to make you so lucky?
âThis slutty pussyâs sucking me in so fucking tight,â Soobin groans, his thrusts growing sloppier, âTell me you want my cum, baby, come on. Whoâs cum do you want inside of you? Tell me and Iâll give it to you!â
âYours!â you shriek with the last remaining bits of your energy, your words nearly incomprehensible to how you sniffled and sobbed around Soobinâs fingers. âWant your cumâ my professorâs cum inside of me!â
You took a gamble, but it was just what he wanted to hear. With one last aggressive thrust, Soobin bottoms out inside of your pulsating cunt, his bulbous cockhead kissing your battered cervix as he cums with a broken cry. The sensation of his sticky, hot seed splashing against your insides is just what you need to tip over the edge yourself, your walls clamping down on him and milking him for all heâs worth as you ride out your own climax with long, surrendering moans. He hisses from the overstimulation, but he makes no movements to pull out, letting himself soften inside of you as you both struggle to catch your breaths. Thick viscous globs of your mixed cum leak out from where youâre connected, dripping down your thighs and Soobinâs balls to collect in a puddle on the floor.
You gaze over your shoulder to watch as Soobin slowly and carefully pulls out, a creamy, foamy white ring formed around the base of his cock. His glasses were fogged up from his heavy breathing, his hair and clothes even more a mess than it was when he had first opened the door, his pink face so irritatingly kissable when he shoots you a nervous dimpled smile.
You cant help but giggle at him.
âYouâre not going to⌠tell anyone about this, are you?â he asks you anxiously, opening one of the deskâs drawers to retrieve a packet of tissues.
âAs long as you explain to me why you told those other professors that I was your best student.â You reply smartly, your grin widening when he scowls.
âIt was the only way I could think of how to explain why I talk about you so much.â He admits shyly, wiping down the mess between your thighs. âNow, if you donât mind, Iâd rather if we continued that charade so it doesnât look suspicious when I ask you to come to my office every once in a while.â
âWill you give me that TA position then?â
âYou technically donât qualify,â He laughs, âbut I thought that was a given.â
âYou wonât regret bending the rules a little, I promise.â You tell him with a wink and a smile. The love-stricken, goofy dimpled grin he shoots back at you makes your heart soar.
âI know I wonât.â
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â choi soobin x male reader 18+ MDNI
-> loser!soobin x supermodel!reader
ęŠ .á smut, headcanons
contents: top!soobin x bottom!reader, big dick!soobin, slutty!reader, cockbrained!reader, cock size, rimming, oral fixation, edging, barebacking, oral, cum swallowing, dirty talk, praise and degradation, rough sex, kissing, moaning, overstimulation, belly bulge, voyeurism, mirror sex, anal fingering, anal sex, forehead kisses, handjob, aftercare, foreplay
a/n - i didnât mean for this to be so long lmfaoo đ i literally had to take a minute and realize how much i was yapping away⌠and the way i wouldâve written more too⌠big dick loser boyfriends for the win!!!
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from the outside, it seems like youâre completely out of soobinâs league. you, a stunning supermodel, adored by millions, with your stunning looks and perfect body, the epitome of grace. then thereâs soobin, with his shy demeanor and awkward charm. to the world, youâre the unattainable star, while soobin is just some lucky guy who somehow managed to capture your heart.
fans and followers constantly comment on how lucky soobin is, how they canât believe someone as gorgeous as you is with him. there are endless discussions about what the hell you see in soobin, some assuming that itâs to make yourself look better while others assume thereâs some hidden charm to soobin.
in interviews, youâre always asked about your relationship with soobin, with the interviewers always hinting at the disparity in your âleague.â however, you always smile and talk about how much you love soobin despite the insinuations there.
you always drag him along to high-profile events, where youâre the center of attention, cameras flashing and people fawning over you. soobin always stays in the background, looking proud but out of place in the world of glitz and glamour.
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but behind closed doors, only soobin knows the truth about your relationship, how the dynamics change drastically. he knows how good he can make you feel with his pathetically large cock, turning you into his little cockbrained slut. in private, soobin holds all the power. he can make you feel things no one else can, reducing you to a moaning, desperate mess who lives and breathes for his cock.
soobinâs cock is easily over 8 inches long, closer to 9 on on his good days, with a thickness that stretches you out in the most deliciously obscene ways. its not just the length but the girth too - so thick that your fingers can barely wrap around it fully. the prominent vein running along the underside pulsing with soobinâs heartbeat, a tactile reminder to the power contained in his large cock. the head is broad and perfectly shaped, a deep, enticing pink that contrasts with the pale skin of his cock. when soobin is fully hard - and he always is whenever youâre around - his cock stands proudly, curving slightly upward.
when soobinâs inside of you, you can always feel every inch, every vein, every throb, stretching you to your limits and beyond. itâs a size that leaves you breathless every time, your body trembling with the effort to accommodate to such a magnificent intrusion. the way it fills you up, bottoming out with every thrust, makes you feel claimed, owned, and utterly satisfied.
during forpelay, soobinâs hands are always a bit shaky, his touch tentative as he explores your body. thereâs an endearing uncertainty in the way soobinâs fingers trace over your skin, as if heâs in awe at the privilege of touching someone so perfect. soobinâs hands are gentle, almost reverent as they glide over your curves. he takes his time, savoring every inch of your body, his touch soft and affectionate. he loves to explore your body with his lips and fingertips, leaving a trail of kisses and gentle bites.
soobinâs eyes are always locked on yours, filled with adoration and desire. he loves watching your reactions, the way your eyes flutter shut or roll back when soobin hits the right spot.
even after countless nights together, soobin still blushes fiercely whenever you tease him or compliment his cock. his stuttering attempts at dirty talk often turn into breathless, mumbled confessions of how much he loves making you feel good.
in the privacy of your bedroom, youâre always on your knees, worshipping soobinâs cock with a fervor that belies your public persona. your eyes are always glazed with lust, your lips stretched around soobinâs length, and your hands trembling as you try to take soobin as deep as possible. soobin loves to see you like this, usually taking control of the situation. he guides your head, setting a rhythm that has you choking and drooling all over his cock.
you, who commands rooms and hearts with ease, becomes a pleasing mess for soobin. you beg to be filled up, to be stretched out by soobinâs large cock, your voice high and desperate. âplease, soobin, i need you inside me,â you whimper, your body trembling with anticipation.
once soobin is inside you, you transform into a cock-drunk slut, your mind blissfully blank except for the overwhelming sensation of being filled to the brim. your eyes roll back, your mouth falls open, and incoherent moans spill from your lips as soobin thrusts into you with a ruthless rhythm.
when soobin finally letâs go of his inhibitions, his thrusts become rough and demanding. he loves to watch the way your body responds, the way your back arches and your mouth falls open in a silent scream. the bed shakes with a force of his movements, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room.
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barebacking: thereâs something intensely intimate about the feel of your bare skin against his own. soobin loves the raw connection, the way he can feel every clench and flutter of your needy hole around his cock.
overstimulation: soobin takes a perverse pleasure in pushing you to your limits. he loves to watch your body shake and tremble, his cock still buried deep inside of you as he grinds out every last drop of pleasure. your cries of âtoo much,â only spur him on, knowing that you love every second of it. he knows exactly how to drive you wild, teasing you until youâre a trembling mess, begging for release. âis this what you wanted, y/n? to be my pretty little cockslut?â soobin murmurs, his voice low and commanding.
belly bulge: soobin is obsessed with the way his cock creates a visible bulge in your belly. he loves to press down on it, feeling himself through your skin as he watches your eyes roll back in bliss. itâs a visual reminder of how deeply heâs embedded in his lover, a sight that never fails to drive him wild.
praise and degradation: soobin gets off on the power of his words. he loves to shower you with praise, telling you how beautiful and perfect you are, especially when youâre writhing in pleasure. conversely, he also enjoys calling you his âpretty little slut,â or âcock-hungry whore,â the contrast driving both of you wild. the mix of tenderness and roughness is a potent aphrodisiac for him.
voyeurism: thought not always explicitly expressed, soobin had a hidden voyeuristic streak. he loves to watch you touch yourself, seeing the way your body responds to your own hands. the sight of you pleasuring yourself to the thought or sight of soobin, is intensely erotic.
rimming: soobin always ensures the environment is perfect - soft lighting, clean sheets, and a sense of privacy that allows you to fully immerse in the moment. he gently guides you to lie down, spreading your legs to give him full access. soobin starts with light, teasing touches, running his fingers along the sensitive skin of your inner thighâs and ass. the soft caresses, making you shiver with anticipation, your body already responding to soobinâs expert touch. soobinâs tongue makes the first contact with your rim, a light tentative lick that sends a jolt of pleasure through your body. soobin loves the way you gasp and you arch your back, silently begging for more.
soobinâs licks become more deliberate and thorough, his tongue exploring every inch of your sensitive hole. he circles the rim, flicks his tongue against it, and presses in just enough to make you moan with need. your reactions fuel soobinâs desire. the soft moans, whimpers, and gasps that escape your lips are music to soobinâs ears. he knows exactly how to use his tongue to drive you wild, alternating between slow, sensual licks and rapid, teasing flicks. soobinâs hands arenât idle during this act. one hand spreads your cheeks apart, giving him better access, while the other hand stroke your cock.
as your moans grow louder and more desperate, soobin increased the pressure and intensity of his tongue. he pushes his tongue deeper, lavishing attention on your needy hole, making sure every movement is filled with purpose and passion. your body only responds beautifully to soobinâs rimming. your hips start to move, pushing back against soobinâs mouth, seeking more of that incredible sensation.
sometimes, soobin adds to the sensation by slipping a finger into your hole alongside his tongue. the combination of his tongue and finger stretching and teasing your brings you to the brink of ecstasy. once soobin feels that youâre on the edge of ecstasy, he transitions from rimming to planting gentle kisses all over your ass and lower back.
mirror play: soobin loves taking you in front of a mirror, making both of you watch as youâre being filled and fucked. the visual of your expressions, the way soobinâs body moves, and how his huge cock disappears inside of you is such a huge turn on.
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soobin finds every part of your body captivating, youâre an absolute masterpiece in his eyes. but if he had to choose a favorite, it would undoubtedly be your lips. thereâs something about them that mesmerizes him.
your lips are incredibly soft, a perfect blend of tenderness and sensuality. soobin loves the feeling of them against his own, the way they move with gentle, teasing caresses that make his heart race. your lips are incredibly expressive. whether theyâre curved in a sly smile, parted in a gasp of pleasure, or pouting in a playful protest, they communicate a myriad of emotions that soobin finds irresistible. soobin canât get enough of kissing you. he loves the way your lips, respond to his, the way they model together in a perfect dance of passion.
waking up to you, soobinâs first instinct is always to kiss you. whether youâre on the couch, in bed, or even sneaking a moment in public, soobinâs favorite way to show his affection is through deep, passionate makeout sessions.
oral fixation: thereâs a special kind of pleasure that soobin finds in watching you use your lips and moth during sex. kissing down his body, pleading and begging for him, or taking his cock into your mouth, your lips drive him absolutely insane. soobin often finds his hands drifting to your lips. the way they part under his touch, how they feel soft and pilant underneath his fingers. sometimes when your moans grow too loud, soobin gently pressed his fingers to your lips, silencing you with a soft but commanding touch. the sight of your lips wrapped around his fingers, the way your tongue flicks against his skin, is incredibly sexy for soobin.
sometimes, words arenât necessary. a simple kiss from you can convey more than a thousand words - a promise of love, a reassurance, or an unspoken desire. soobin cherishes these silent conversations, finding comfort and connection in the language of their lips. on days when soobin feels stressed or overwhelmed, your kisses have a healing power. the gentle press of your lips against his forehead is likes soothing balm, washing away the tension and worries that weigh him down.
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is inside of your mouth. the warmth, the softness and the way you look up at him with adoring eyes as you take soobin inside of your mouth, swallowing every drop of his cum, the way your lips glisten with his cum after he pulls out, when you lick your lips with a satisfied look on your face, itâs all like a drug to him.
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after your intense sessions, soobin always holds you close, whispering sweet nothings and stroking your hair. you cling to soobin, feeling safe and cherished, completely satisfied and throughly used.
you wear soobinâs marks with pride, hidden beneath your designer clothes. bruises, love bites, and the occasional handprint are all reminders of who you truly belong to, symbols of the nights spent being fucked by your loser boyfriend.
when youâre out in public, you and soobin share secret smiles and knowing glances. no one else knows the truth of your relationship, the depth of your connection, and the intense pleasure you share. Itâs your private world, a hidden paradise where your true desires are fulfilled by the only person who truly understands you.
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lemon drop!soobin x angel cake!reader
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synopsis In a world where everything is sugary and sweet, it is always fun to throw in a little twist. Quiet and tired Lemon Drop finds himself struggling to keep up with the day to day of single-parent life. Knocking on Angel Cake's door, begging for more than just help, might take care of two of his problems. â¸â¸â¸â¸â¸â¸â¸â¸â¸ warnings đ!!! fairytale au, lemon drop!soobin, angel cake fem!reader, slight spit kink, spit and cum as flavored aphrodisiacs, not really but chubby reader implied bc angel cakes body is soft and described as cake (skin indents and takes a few seconds to bounce back), mentions of masturbation (f! and m!), hand job, oral (m!rec), virginity loss, breeding kink, corruption kink, biting, cumplay/eating/snowballing, no protection, creampie, prob forgot some sorry
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áá â¸â¸â¸ now playing: new emotion- the aces an: ive never been so happy to post a fic before! this was so very fun to work on with my moots. im honored to have worked alongside some absolutely incredible writers- actually wild that you let me in on this when you guys are just so amazing im a little dazed lol. and it was so fun to read everyones fics early and go back and forth on little ideas we found would benefit each others works. this was one of the best things to do and im so thankful for mae and her mind,,go read everyone elses fics pls pls pls they are so so good. anyways love my friends <333 [m.list] [strawberry shortcake m.list]
Angel Cake loved a routine. Most things could be broken down into a neat list of checkpoints, a simple to-do list set up like the recipe for a good day. She would get to the store early, prep the tables, and make sure all the clothes were neat enough for when she opened the door. Sometimes a new shipment would come in and she would take her time checking off every box as she added the new items to her inventory. She loved folding all the shirts up, stacking them, lining them all so neatly, and keeping them color-organized.
It wasn't until an hour later that the store officially opened for the day, the sweet buttery scent from the town's shops wafting in through the doors. Angel Cake would sit behind the register looking through catalogs to pick out new things to order, helping customers when they filtered in and lulled around the shop admiring her cute displays. Almost an hour after opening is when her favorite customer arrived. âStrawberry!â
She loved to shop, everything she wore was hand-selected by Angel, perfectly picked out from the catalog with her in mind. Even the pale blue shirt worn by Kai was bought within these four walls. The sweet blueberry boy gave a shy wave, apple dumpling, strawberryâs little sister, running right past the two of them to her favorite section in the store.
âI brought you your share from the bake sale,â the cream-colored box carefully held in hand. It was one of the small things Angel looked forward to, the soft cake and cream, the first bite of sweetness. âThey took a little longer than expected to make but they turned out so good,â
Kai flushed a deep shade of blue, the color only highlighted by the blue strands of his hair. Even Strawberry was blushing, her eyes tacking onto apple dumpling to avoid looking at angel cakes questioning glance. âBerry why don't you help Dumpling pick out a new school dress, I see angels gotten some new ones in,â
It was all it took for Kai to follow after the giggling child, leaving Angel and Strawberry alone. âYou won't believe the weekend I've had,â
âWas it beomgyu? I hear he went to the market for the first time in a month and acted so bitter over Cherryâs jam,â
âNo no nothing like that, I just- berry and I-â If strawberry could get any more color to shade her cheeks she would, her flush traveling to her ears, âWe kind ofâŚâ
âYou kind of what?â Angel Cake had known for years that Blueberry had a crush on Strawberry. They spent most of their time together, strawberry baking and blueberry strumming his guitar. It wasn't news to Angel that either of them had fallen into a relationship without much effort.
âWe kissed and then it wasn't kissing it was- well-â she was struggling to find the right words, the images of the night before flashing in her eyes as she stumbled through the words. âIt was so much more than kissing, the both of us were just insatiable and he just- he tasted so good,â
âTasted? Like when you kissed?â Angel tilted her head as if that would tip the right information into the right spot for her to understand. Tasting someone did not necessarily sound all too fun, she could picture the underwhelming flavor of blueberries and didn't find it appealing at all. Angel was never really a fan of how plain they could be, although she would never confess that to Strawberry who couldn't stop herself from remembering the flavor as if it was spilling right back onto her tongue.
âNot exactly-â but it was all Strawberry could say before the two of you turned to the sound of apple dumping giving a shout.
âMeringue!â the little blonde, dimpled-cheeked child, giggling as she ran to meet her friend, exclaiming just as loud, âDumpling!â
Everyone in all of Strawberry Land knew exactly how close the two little girls were. Spending hours joined at the hip, playing games, singing songs, and laughing enough to fill the sweetest of souls with the happiness shared between the two of them. Most times lemon meringue would find herself sprawled out on the living room floor, coloring with apple dumpling while angel cake and strawberry tested recipes in the kitchen. The two little girls being the best test testers, never afraid to say when they didn't like something.
Most times meringue was over because Blueberry was the perfect babysitter, teaching the girls how to play the guitar, and finding fun ways to keep them entertained. He kept them busy while Lemon Drop, meringueâs dad, was off at the local college teaching. Lemon drop soobin was always a bit bitter, the slight tinge to his personality always brought forward with his obvious sleepiness. His under eyes slightly bruised from the late hours he spent bent over books, grading papers, and chasing after his little sweet tart. Rumpled shirt half untucked from his pants, butter blonde hair mussed, and glasses slipping down the bridge of his nose. Angel Cake could feel her stomach flutter at the sight, he looked unbelievably warm, the kind of person you wanted to slip into and cuddle up. His lazy blinking eyes tracked around the sweet cream shop, deeply breathing in the sugary air.
Soobin wanted a nap, the warmth of the shop hugging him the second he breached the doorway. It was the favorite shop on the strip, the scent pulling him in amongst the rest of the fruity temptations. Buttery warmth hinted with vanilla cream beckoned him in that direction every time. It was easy to get lost in thought and follow his footsteps right to your door without realizing it when he followed his instincts. With an excuse to step inside, he could settle his craving without shyly backing away from the doorway, tinted pink from the recurring embarrassment of finding the shop irresistible. It was okay when Meringue was with him, but when he was alone, gazing through the sugar glass window to see angel cake folding or hanging clothes, it was a little more awkward.
He wasn't particularly known as the fondest resident in strawberryland. He was known to fight back, the sting of his arguments leaving people with a bitter impression of him. It was something that was expected of the debate professor, teaching the people how to stand up for themselves and find the proper form to an argument.
Angel found him to always cut back the sweetness of the people who took his class, leveling out their need to please in a way that she knew people who didn't take his class found caustic. Working in such a closed shop she heard more than anyone else did in the street market, the stalls so open the voices carried over to one another. No secrets could be kept when the air picked up every sound, enough so that anyone could get burned when gossip traveled. It made her shop the gossip harbor, the walls soaking in the secrets enough so that it set the illusion that nothing would make it to the unknowing subject of conversation.
Just last week she heard the run-around rumor mill turning out stories of frosty puff and gingerbread taehyun. The occasional talk of lemon drop, he's just so sour, listing ways to prove someone wrong. Can't we all just get along and not fight? He must be teaching that poor sweetheart of his such nasty things.
It had made Angel roll her eyes. Who cared if he was giving the rest of Strawberry Land a backbone, it was needed in such a basket of softies. But Angel knew she was in the same boat, still a product of her environment, soobin had moved back after finding himself in a big city amongst the rich and decadent. Nothing like the homegrown bunch he had been born from.
Strawberry pinched angel's arm, her soft flesh dimpling at the draw to attention. It always took a second for Angel's skin to bounce back from a tight hold, easily squashed like the cake from which she was named. âIt wasnât just kissing it was- I don't even know how to describe it, we tasted each other in places I never thought to before,â
âLike where?â it felt absurd to think of putting angel's mouth anywhere besides the mouth of a lover, maybe the back of their hand. Strawberry fiddled with the loose ribbon she used to tie a bow on the shortcake box, tugging the strand until it neatly fell away. Even for her name, Angel had never seen strawberry so pink, from ear to ear as she swallowed. âDown there,â her eyes flickered down to Angel's zipper, popping up just as quickly to see if Angel understood what she was saying.
âBerry!â Angel whisper-shouted, shocked, and intrigued all at once. Angel wasn't too dense, she understood to some extent how it worked but never thought about their being a flavor, or even that your mouth was used for more than just kissing.
âAngel, I don't even know how to describe how good it tasted- better than this,â she held up the short plump cake, the sweet cream swirled on top and donned with a little strawberry heart. âAnd it's hard to taste any better than this, I mean it's more addictive than sugar,â
It seemed hard to believe, especially when Angel sunk her teeth into the light dessert. The warmth of the sponge still lingers in between the ripples of fresh fruit. The frosting was her favorite part, dotting her upper lip in the clear mark of overindulgence, the creamy whips making her softly moan.
The sound echoed in the shop, just loud enough to be heard under the giggles of the girls, talking out planned outfits to wear to school tomorrow, but it didn't catch Kaiâs attention, only catching the ear of lonely Lemon Drop Soobin. He watched the way Angel wiped at her mouth, sucking her thumb clean before rolling her eyes, âHard to believe,â
âWell, you won't know until you try,â Strawberry muttered, closing the box of sweets and tying the bow back up.
âEw no, I hate to say it but blueberry is kind of a flavorless fruit-â Angel Cake started looking over to where soobin and Kai stood. Angel stuttered in her speech, cheeks flushed and shoulders straightening under Soobinâs piercing gaze. Strawberry not even noticing the hiccup, âNo! Not with Kai, anyone else but him, I mean it, Angel, it was something else,â
Soobin quirked a brow, Angel's cheeks deepening in color. It didn't help that he was looking at her with her train of thought derailing in the direction of a lovely open pool of crisp lemonade. She could just smell the citrusy freshness that followed after him, the scent that made her perfectly aware of how different they were, and forced her to face the recollection that she wanted him in a horribly needy way.
She wondered exactly what he would taste like, obviously lemony, but would he be more sweet or sour? Fresh or bitter? He was the opposite of sweet little blueberry who was now clapping at the choice of dresses the girls had picked out. Lemon drop was a streak of verbena-washed clarity in a town full of half-baked sweet tarts. She wanted him to wash over her and teach her things she never would have known without him, open her pallet to more than just the sweets found in a shop just like Strawberry said. Because as much as she talked down on the people around her, she was just as close to them, still grappling with the niceties of sprouting out in a field of pushovers. But she had time to bake, enough so that she knew she wanted more than just a dollop of sweetness to finish her off. She needed the honesty of someone who would be just as bitter as she was sweet, someone who had left and come back, someone who knew exactly what she wanted and had achieved it themself. Only now all she could think about was what exactly you had to do for a taste of anything at zipper level.
âYou know, I heard he's looking for a sitter, especially because Kai is helping me so much at the stand. It's great to have Dumpling around but sometimes following her and meringue is a bit much,â Strawberry added, looking right past soobin to where Blueberry was fussing over apple dumplings shoelaces.
âReally?â soobin had broken eye contact to tend to little lemon meringue, carrying the outfits she's picked out in one arm and pushing back his hair with a ruddy knuckled hand. She watched the two of them like she was memorizing her favorite recipe, taking the time to run over every line, connecting the little bullet point dimples the two of them shared. Even when Strawberry took her bunch with her out the door, leaving the two of them alone at her counter, she couldn't stop the smile from spreading across her features.
âDon't you just love it, angel? It's so bright and pretty and does a perfect twirl when I spin,â meringue is nearly a spitting image of lemon drop, the only difference is her hair doesn't have the classic butter blond but a sun-washed version, the roots starting as a toasted tan color before fading out. But even then it's impossible to say they weren't related. Holding onto the edge of the checkout counter, hand still fluttering over the dress she's picked. Soobin reaches into his back pocket to pull out his wallet, grinning with the edge of his mouth as he watches her look up at Angel with her big brown eyes, dimple so deep in his cheeks she's sure she can swim in it. âIt's perfect,â Soobin mutters.
For someone who has been pushed into the bitter pile by the rest of the town, Angel finds it hard to believe someone like the man before her could be anything but comforting. It was in his name, lemon drop, so nostalgic, in and of itself an acquired taste.
âI know you think that but I was asking angel,â meringue scrunched up her nose in that little kid's way, the light dusting of faded freckles tucked into the creases like a bunched blanket.
âI love it, would it even be a good dress without a perfect twirl? It's why I make sure all of the dresses in here look good when you spin,â Angel folds the items neatly sliding them into the gift bag. âHere you go,â
Soobin passes out the exact change, hand brushing angels as he lets the money go, surprised by the warmth radiating off the soft contact. Just as comforting as the alluring scent in the streets he shouldnât have expected any less. Meringue is elated to be handed her bag giggling to herself as she thanks Angel and her dad. âNext time I see you I hope I can see your perfect twirl and soob- lem-â Angel stumbles over the right name, never really having spoken to him personally besides a few light greetings in passing.
âSoobin is fine,â his grin was a mix of amusement and arrogance that whipped Angel around in a mix of unrelenting jealousy. The ease with which he found himself walking through life was something angel only wished to grasp, and here he was, with confidence written into a single smile.
âOkay, soobin, if you ever need help after five I'm always free to watch her when you need work done. Strawberry was just telling me you could use a hand, "Angel says it so innocently, eyes blinking up to him in a way that he can't think about too closely. It takes everything in him not to look down at the very hand she speaks of, even if it's metaphorically. Because he could use a hand, specifically hers wrapped around him revealing the stress he was feeling in ways that he knew only she would be able to take care of. But it was too much to ask in a place like this, too much to think about when he was in public, and certainly too much when his child was waiting by the door for him to take her to her playdate.
âThank you I could- um- really use the help,â he didn't know what to do with his hands, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose only for them to slip right back down, hand running through his already messy hair. It was the most angel had ever seen him discomposed, more like a stuttering school boy instead of a college professor who made school boys cower.
âOkay just let me know, you know where you can find me,â
It was only a few days later when soobin came by to ask for Angel's assistance, meringue hot on his heels as he shuffled into the shop right before closing. âI know it's last minute but Kai was supposed to take her to Strawberryâs house but turns out he cant and-â
âIt's okay,â Angel chuckled, âI know the two of them have been so finicky with plans recently it's no problem at all. I just need to make sure the doors are locked up and then we can go,â and so they waited while you twisted the key, checking the knob twice, and shuddering from the slight chill in the air. In only a few days, Angel knew the gingerbread cobblestones would be coated in the thin glaze of the first frost, dollops of shoveled snow pushed up against her shop looking like misplaced piles of spilled frosting.
Lemon meringue ran ahead, her ballet flat-covered feet skipping between each stone like a made-up hopscotch map only she could see. Instinctively, Angel walked a step closer to soobin, bumping his arm with every other step they took toward his house at the end of the lane. Angel knew this was one of the reasons why he was accepted more than his other bitter labeled fellows, he lived in town, and went to town meetings even if he didn't add to the majority opinions. If he lived down on the outskirts, house kissing the woods or worse buried deep inside them, he wouldn't have a chance of being accepted in the way that he has been. It gave Meringue the best opportunity to find friends and build a relationship with the community before they ostracized her for being anything but sweet because of the name she carried.
Pushing open the door to their modest place, Angel was surprised by the solace laced into the brown woods and honey-colored accents thrown around the house. Stacks of leather tomes litter tidy shelves, and little dolls, and figurines placed by meringue are known only because of how high each item reaches. It smelled of freshly picked lemons and the cozy baked smell of warmed sugar. It was just late enough for the sun to be setting in through the gauzy curtains, casting the room in a warm golden glow. Angel wasn't to bask in the light, curl up like a kitten on the plush couch, tucked in with the knitted blanket tossed over the back like an invitation.
Meringue shot forward, hand wrapped around Angel's wrist tugging her past the living room and to the overly saturated room that could only belong to a child as happy as her. âLook, angel! I can show you all my princess dresses, we can do a fashion show!â She pushed open a trunk decorated like a little carriage fit to wheel a queen in, the lid holding back all the tulle and silk, only to now spill out like an overstuffed donut.
Soobin chuckled by the doorway, knowing exactly how his daughter was. She would keep Angel entertained enough for the both of them, needing no help to find something to do. It was the only thought in his head until he caught sight of Angel's wrist, his little meringueâs handprint still indented on her soft skin. He watched in amazement the way it slowly rose back into shape like a cake filling the tin in the oven. The thoughts running in his head were nothing to be proud of, images of his hands on the plush of angel tummy driving him mad. He had to turn away, leaving them alone in the room to focus on the stack of papers he had on the edge of his desk to dull the image of his handprint on the crease of her hip, dented into her thigh.
It was hard to get work done as is, his mind always fluttering through the tasks at hand, the next paper to grade, the time to pick up meringue, when he would be able to fit in the time to sleep. Now all he can think about is sweet cream dotting the smooth expanse of buttery cake. He hardly got through the few papers waiting for him, red pen in hand, staining the tips of his fingers as it sat motionless waiting for him to write. Hours passed, the soft laughter and chatting heard through the cracked door, every so often a glimpse of yellow and pink crossed in front of his field of vision, both angel and meringue going from the living room and back.
It made soobin happy to not worry that Meringue was having a good time, sometimes she fell shy especially when not near Apple Dumpling. She even had to warm up to Strawberry, only becoming her bubbly self when she and dumpling were alone, hiding behind her closest advisers in the face of someone new. But Meringue had always wanted to talk to Angel Cake even before they had known her to be best friends with Strawberry. His sweet lemony girl's eyes go wide and glittery seeing the expanse of clothes held in Angel's shop, do you think she gets to try on anything she wants? Look at how cute she dressed Daddy! I wish I had her job.
Every little comment only showed how deeply Meringue wanted to play dress up, more so play with Angel. He's sure even if he had asked for Angel to watch meringue in the shop she would have just as much fun as she was having going around the house now. He loved how comfortable Meringue found herself around Angel, and how Angel accepted his girl with open arms.
Time slipped past soobin without realizing the laughter had faded into hazy silence, more than half his stack of papers cleared through and marked to be returned to waiting students. He ran his fingers under his eyes, glasses set askew from the rubbing, sighing into the empty study. Soobin didn't notice Angel until he smelled her, that wonderfully delicate sweet smell of vanilla sweetness making him hold back his groan. He had thought it had only been the smell of the shop. The cake-like walls were made to pull in customers like the cinnamon scent of a bakery wafting through the streets, beckoning all who breathed in the air. Maybe Angel smelled so delicious because of working all day, the scent rubbing off and sticking to her hair, her clothes, her skin.
âShe's fast asleep, knocked out almost as soon as she laid down to read her bedtime book,â Angel leaned against the edge of soobins desk, hip digging into the wood, fingers sprawled over the skewed pages of work. To Soobin, she was a dazzling masterpiece of messy hair and flushed skin, dress short enough for him to see the way the desk was pinching her thigh.
âThank you,â the words twisted into a whisper from how dry his mouth had gotten just from looking at a single strip of skin. Licking his lips he tried to swallow, finding something to say besides the hollow echo of words he had managed.
âOh it's nothing really, she's a doll,â Angel's eyes danced over the pages at her hand, âyou lived in the city right?â even just the mention had soobins mind going back to the dull colorless house he found himself in when studying for his degree. It made him sick to think about raising meringue in a place like that, she was why he had moved back home, not caring how off-put the rest of the town was about him now.
âYes, I did,â he sat back in his chair, one elbow still resting on the desk and the other laid out on the armrest. He was half turned to angel, lower because of sitting and now having her tower over him. And her damn thigh was there right next to him, knuckles twitching to brush over the smooth expanse of skin.
âDid you like it?â Angel had tipped her voice down to a whisper, the dim light needing the change when she had decorated the question in enough hope and worry. It wasn't as if Soobinâs answer would change much, she knew she dreamed of a city out there bright enough to blind the thought of home but it was hard to leave when it was all she ever knew, she didn't even know if she truly wanted to leave.
âI liked it enough,â soobin bit at his bottom lip, worrying over the question. It was as honest an answer as he could give. âBut it wasn't home, not for me, not for meringue. There is nothing quite like the comfort of home,â
âLike this place you have here,â Angel lifted her chin, looking around the packed study with even more books and bobs. âThat couch of yours looks too cozy not to nap on,â
âYou should see my bed,â it was a quick response, one that didn't pass the filter connected to the bit of his mouth that kept him from saying anything embarrassing. âI- I didnât mean it like that-â
But Angel didn't get the innuendo embedded into the words, she just nodded, âI should, I bet it's just as warm as the rest of this place, you have it at just the right temperature,â
The lack of sleep was making him loose, his finger drifting out to press right into the outside of Angel's thigh, pushing against the soft plush of her skin just enough to feel the heat from her, âyou sure it's not you? You seem to keep warm enough,â
âOh no, take it from a cake to know exactly when they walk into the right level of warmth. This is perfectly cozy,â
âYou do feelâŚlively,�� soobin drags his finger up Angel's thigh, reaching right to the hem of her dress, stopping right before it could go any further. The line he had drawn was like the roadmap to the realization that he should not be touching her like this. But it was incredibly hard to remember his mind when he felt this hazy; drunk off the lack of sleep and the sweet smell of sugary cake.
Angel felt the pad of his finger slip right up her spine, sink into her nervous system, and cloud her mind. Even if he had pulled away, flexing his hand as if that would sink the feeling of her warm skin into his palm, she could swear the touch was tattooed right there forever now.
She couldnât forget it, not on the walk home, not when she showered the day away, not even when she climbed into bed. The moonlight slipped in through her lacy curtains, the soft gleam pulling her mind right back to the study. Her finger pressed right where she remembered him, circling the spot like she was tracing the shape of the yellowing moon on her thigh.
Even the moon made her think of him, a little lemon drop in the sky, her bed warm enough to picture what it would be like to snuggle up in his. Her fingers were too soft and not at all how she needed them to be to pick up her illusion. Pressing them harder into her thigh she felt an ache between her legs, centered right at the heart of her.
Angel had never felt such a pull to touch herself, not until the butter blonde boy was there just out of reach, so close to palming her thigh instead of just using the tip of his fingers. She wanted his hands all over her, they didn't even need to be warm, she just needed him. Needed his finger pressed on the tormentor's bud that called for him. But for now, she would have to make do, her hand pushed into her shorts feeling along the wet seam of herself never knowing that her body would crave someone so bad without even having tasted them like strawberry had said.
But the only thing on her mind was lemon drop, her hips rolling into her hand, the soft moans drawn out from a mouth so unfamiliar with this sound. Her body told her the way to move, and where to seek peak pleasure until she was a gasping mess, creaming around her dainty digits. Angel Cakes' new discovery was a calamity, highlighting a deep desire she didn't know she could hold within herself. A catastrophe; soobin had been the one to knock a tray of glasses to the floor, already so recklessly close to the edge until one push sent them shattering, angel couldn't clean the glass fast enough, left to never be the same again.
Soobin was no better, he was a cracked vase slowly leaking out in drips of sun-melted ice, he had to hold it together for work, for home; hastily wrapping fingers around the seeping seams only for his thoughts to pour out between his fingers. Because angel cake was spinning in his living room, twirling around with his daughter, giggling until they were a dizzy pile on the floor. His office door just cracked as he caught sight of angels' sweet lacy white panties, clinging to the curve of her ass. If he had knocked over the tray of her sanity, angel cake had taken a hammer to his fragile vase, smashed it until it was powered, and easily passed as dusting sugar on the treats in strawberryâs shop.
Soobin felt his addiction take its toll on him, every night the image of angel cake washed over his sleeping mind until he was reduced to nothing but a needy muddled mess of thruming joints. He couldn't go one day without his hand wrapped around his cock, working his wrist until he was spilling dribbles of cum onto sheets that needed her in them. It was worse when his order from strawberry came in, Kai handing the box over right at the doorway, picking up Meringue for her sleepover with Dumpling. The smell of the shortcake filled the house as soon as he shut the door behind them.
He was embarrassed to have such an obsession with angel cake, sure that she would cringe away from his desperation for her. So desperate he was standing in the kitchen with one hand down his pants and the other digging into the soft sponge of one of the cakes just brought over. The cream and crumb squished out between his fingers as he came, moaning into the empty space until the sound reverberated around him, the smell of her dancing around his body. He wanted her, needed her.
Soobin didnât even remember the trip to Angel's shop's door, his nose pulling him along the crumb-dotted cobblestone, leading him right to the front doors, so willing to be eaten by the magic-laced girl inside. He could see her through the frosted glass windows, the closed sign turned to signal the end of her shift but she was leaning over the stand of shirts, fixing them in the way she wanted, her end-of-day routine. He could smell her, that buttery sweetness addicting, making him delirious. He wanted to sink his hands into her warm flesh, hold her tight enough so that if anyone saw they would know it was his hands that had been on her, that she was his, and his alone.
He pushed open the unlocked door, the ding of the bell signaling his entrance, that glance over her shoulder ruining him once and for all. âHi! Did I forget I was supposed to come over tonight? I can pack up real quick or she can stay here-â
âNo, blueberry took her- i- i-â he was struggling with the words, a stuttering fool standing in the middle of the shop like he'd come to beg. And he had, he would beg her till the end of his days to have one taste, to have her tear into him like she was peeling back the layers of his sanity. âI need you,â
âOh?â she tilted her head to the side, the pure look of innocence smashing into him like a wave. He wanted to stain her, fill her up, and call her his.
Soobin struggled to swallow, every breath filling his lungs with her, she was right there on the tip of his tongue. âI need you,â his hand reached down to the bulge sitting against his thigh, hard, thick, and weeping for her.
If Angel Cake hadn't spoken to Strawberry about the zipper-level kisses she would have been confused beyond belief. But it had been all she could think of since then, what it would be like to lick up his body and know exactly what it was that made people so addicted. Because she was grappling with the fact that she was already falling down the rabbit hole of need, to finally taste him would be like crashing right into another world. âI don't know- I don't know how-â she was flushed all over from the confession because she didn't want him to leave, if he needed her she would mold herself to fit and fix any problem he had. Her lack of knowledge wouldn't hold her back, if he was a teacher she would be his best student.
âI'll show you, tell you everything you need to know,â he snapped the button on his pants, undoing the zipper releasing enough pressure to let out the most sinful noise angel had ever heard. She could feel her panties flooded with the cream that had been leaking from her for days now, always tied to the thought of him. If he felt even a fraction of how she did, Angel would make sure to take the best care of him.
âO-okay,â Angel Cake could feel her mouth water, her thighs pulling together, needing them closer to relieve the ache she felt. Soobin locked the door behind him, tugging Angel to a spot behind a rack of clothes. âHere get on your knees in front of me,â
Angel was fast to listen, sinking to the ground in front of him, hands placed neatly on the tops of her thighs, looking up at soobin with those wanting eyes. Just thinking about those plush lips warping around his cock was taking him out, and watching the tip of her tongue wet her mouth was excruciating. Soobin reached into his pants, pulling out his veiny shaft, the sheer size making Angel's eyes widen.
She didn't know what she was expecting but she was not expecting to feel empty at the sight. The top of him was shiny with a layer of leaking pre-cum. Soobin ran his thumb across his slit collecting the wetness to swirl around the tip, moaning at the way Angel's mouth fell open without realizing. âYou can touch it,â he nodded, watching how Angel was gripping her skirt, crinkling the fabric trying to hold herself back.
Angel lifted a shaking hand, fingers brushing the side of him, amazed at the softness so much that she wrapped her hand around him and gave a tug. Soobins chest rumbled, his hand reaching out for the rack next to him, the hangers clattering from the force of his grip. âSorry-â
âNo, no you're doing good, just like that, slow and easy,â he nodded, biting back his moan when her wrist flicked again, âyou can squeeze a little harder,â he whispered, his free hand finding itself around hers, showing her just the right amount of pressure he was looking for. Soobin's hand guided Angel's until he was using her hold as if it was his own, speeding up the pace.
Angel watches in amazement as soobins head rolls back, his brows pinched as he whimpers. She's never wanted to taste something or someone so bad, and now, with him right in front of her, she can't resist the temptation for what it is. Angel sits up just enough so that she can press a sweet kiss to his tip, a string of pre-cum still connecting her lips to him. Soobin lets out a shocked gasp, watching the way she licks her lips clean.
The taste is subtle, the sweet and sour mixed together only to draw Angel back in for more. She didn't even know what she was doing, compelled by the flavor to envelop him fully, the flat of her tongue licked up and around to collect more of the addictive fluid. Soobinâs knees go weak at the warmth of her mouth, hips jerking to try to chase the feeling, âOh fuck just like that,â his hand still holding hers, working over the rest that wasn't pressed into her mouth.
Angel cake moaned around him, his bitter lemon taste mixing with the sweetness from his pre-cum. She wanted to swallow him whole, take more of him down. Soobin couldn't even think anymore, Angel's mouth trying to work further down, her hand stopping right at his base. Angel hollows her cheeks, sucking him down like its instinct, soobins groan taking over the silence and joining the soft wet noises. Soobins restraint breaks, overwhelmed by the way her mouth molds to his cock so perfectly, his mind working to imagine it's her waiting cunt. She takes him down so deep he can feel the back of her throat. It's enough for him to wrap his hands into her hair, fingers wrapping softly around her skull as he fucks into her mouth without warning. Angel moans, the vibrations going straight up his cock and making his balls clench. Her hands reach out for his thighs to keep herself steady, tears welling in her eyes, loving the newfound sensation.
Angel Cake doesn't know what to expect, lashes fluttering as he loses himself in the feel of her. It's a shock when his thrusts become erratic, his body trembling with a deep groan, sweet lemon cream spilling on her waiting tongue. Angel tries to swallow, unable because he keeps going, fucking his cum right into her still willing mouth, spurt after spurt following until he has to pull away. Angel gasps, sucking in gulps of air, mouth a mess of dripping lemon custard and saliva.
If she had thought the pre-cum had been addicting, she didn't know the effect the real deal would have on her. Blindly, she wiped the corner of her mouth, licking the cream she'd collected, humming as if she'd just taken a bite of the richest lemon bar. The sight and sound made soobin impossibly more obsessed with her, fingers going down her cheek, pulling her attention to his awestruck expression.
His head was clearing but it didn't stop the infection of her as it slipped well past his mind, into his bones, into his soul. He had heard about how easy it was to save a fruit tree if you cut away the rot fast enough; right at first sight. Angel cake had taken hold of every thorny branch on his tree and twisted herself in the sparse foliage, so deeply intertwined now that he wasn't sure there was ever a time when it would have been an easy snip to rid himself of this fever.
Angel Cake's face was a glistening mess of wetness when he squished her cheeks with one large hand, her pouting lips so kissable and pink. âLook at you,â a surrealistic sigh caught on the edge of his tone. He leaned down, needing a taste of the two of them, the perfect combination of bitter and sweet, angel's sugary spit mixed with his lemony custard making him powerless. And when he pulled away, letting go of angel's cheeks, he watched the way her lips stayed puffy, the illusion of dimples still there as her skin rose back, flushed a petal pink. âDid I do good?â
âYou did perfect,â soobin brushes his nose along the bridge of hers, his eyes closing, breathing her in. He wanted to tear into her, squish his fingers into her, and memorize every little action that brought out a sound. But in his post orgasm clarity, he noticed exactly what he had done. He had tainted this perfect angel, filled her with more than just bad ideas but had fully gone in and let his uncontrollable emotions take over.
Even when Angel Cake had gotten home later that night, she couldn't stop licking her lips. She was lying in bed, wriggling in the sheets trying and failing to find a comfortable position let alone sleep. Her hand was stuck between her legs, on the verge of tears for nothing working to cave in a hunger that she was only now painfully aware of. She hated that she was alone, hated it more than she knew the feeling of his hands on her, knew that those long fingers would have been perfect to fix her problem as easily as she had fixed his.
The hunger triggered a compulsion within her similar to the one soobin experienced on his walk to Angelâs shop, her feet carrying her through the streets, half-dressed in her silky lace pajamas. The lemon drop moon cast its path down the cobblestone to Soobinâs front door. The cold unfelt against Angel's warm skin, and when soobin opened the door he could see the steam rising off of her heated body. The haze of it mixed with the backlight of the moon made her look like a true angel waiting right at his front step, outlined in the glow. She hasn't even come in shoes, her thick socks slouched around her ankles, her shorts pinched at her waist, and one tank top strap down her shoulder. He could see her pebbled nipples through the thin material, his lips pursing at the thought of wrapping around them. âAngel?â
He couldn't tell if this was one of his dreams, the kind that left him reaching out in a bed she never saw. âI think I need you now,â she couldnât find it in herself to be embarrassed by the words, not when she had seen him in the same state, begging and just as needy. Soobin rushed to pull her inside, ready to get her wrapped up in something to keep her from freezing if that was possible for someone so warm. He hardly had the door closed when she was pulling him closer to her, wrapping her arms around his neck, tugging him into her space. She needed to have him in her mouth again and soobin knew he wasn't going to turn her away. His hands slid down her back, fingers digging into the soft skin, groaning into her sugar-sweet mouth, the sound catching in the back of her throat, and she swallowed it down greedily.
Angel didn't know what to do with her hands, her mind shutting off and following their natural way, slipping into his hair, the strands tangling between her fingers, his lemony sweet kisses taking over her mind as he slowly kissed her. But Angel was impatient, whining and rubbing her thighs together.
âWhat is it baby? Tell me,â he kissed down her jaw, intoxicated by the smell of her, so much stronger when she was so hot against him.
Angel reached down for one of his hands, guiding it like he had done for her, pushing his fingers until they slipped right against the silk of her shorts, âit's so achy,â she whimpered, âand all I can do is think about you,â
She was like a freshly wrapped gift left on the front step, the label perfectly signed with his name and his name alone. A sinful treat he couldn't wait to sink his teeth into. He dragged his fingers along the seam of her, the silk already spotted with wetness, âyou want me to take care of you?â the husk of his voice was thick in her ear like syrup.
âPlease- please,â her nods are erratic, hips rolling trying to keep him right against her tender clit. Her pathetic cry echoes in the living room when he pulls his hand away. But he doesn't keep his hands away for long, dragging her to his room, having her fall to his bed, right where he's wanted her. Her knees fall open, the heels of her feet digging into the mattress. She's a vision of her namesake, mewling when soobin hooks his fingers into her waistband and takes down her panties and shorts, sliding them down her legs and peeling her socks off, leaving her bottom half exposed.
Soobin is caught at the sight of her gleaming cunt, leaking arousal the color of royal icing, creamy and sweet, looking as if she had been stuffed full of him already. Nothing could keep him from getting a taste. He fell to his knees like this was a place to beg for forgiveness. But he wouldn't be sorry, not after he started his feast. Soobin licked a bold stripe up from her entrance to clit, groan ripped from him with only one drop of her. He wrapped his arms under her legs, holding her open and watching how his fingers dented her flesh, the plush of her spilling between fingers itching to stay there and mold her as his forever.
Angel let out a sharp gasp the second his mouth was attached to her aching center, thighs trying to snap shut around his head, held in place and forced open as she arched her back. Her fingers twisted in the sheets, her breathing only coming out when she slipped out moans. He was devouring her, licking her clean like he was enjoying the frosting before the cupcake, sucking deeply on her clit just to watch her tremble.
Soobin does not care about the mess he's making of her, face dripping with his Angel's cream, moans of delight vibrating against her puffy clit. He doesnât even notice the way she's writhing beneath him, only that he's now faced with the most delicious meal he has ever had. Moaning into her, slurping up all that she has to offer trying to pull forth more of her sweet cream. And he didn't have to try hard, not when she needed him so bad already, the bubbling building in her lower belly so newfound and yet never before so intense. Angel cake feels like a balloon ready to pop, one deep long suck on her clit has her seeing stars, her orgasm washing over her as swiftly as a needle prick, causing her to come undone. The gush of her arousal keeps Soobinâs mouth right against her, his persistent licks only pulling him in more.
He was a desperate mess, working away at his pants, rutting into the mattress as if that would curb his insatiable hunger. He needed to be inside of her, filling her up with his lemon custard, fucking her senseless until she was begging to stay right here in his bed and never leave. He wanted that, to keep her as his, not just press his hand into her thigh and leave that lasting mark. No, he needed to claim her as his in the best, most lasting way. âDo you want me inside you Angel?â he pressed the flat of his palm into her pelvis, relishing in the way he felt himself sinking into her skin. âRight here, filling you up, making you mine-â
Angel had never felt so empty, not until he pointed it out, solving a problem she never thought she had. Her mewling response was a mix of pleas and whimpers. She didn't care what he did so long as she could have him near, and if he could fix the burn in her belly he could devour her just as well as tear her apart.
Soobin lifted Angel's legs enough so that the backs of her knees were slotted against his inner elbows, one hand reaching down to guide his dripping cock to her waiting entrance. Angel does not expect the pressure of being pushed into, her gasp caught on a half-open mouth of pure bliss. Every slow tantalizing inch stretches her out, her body instinctively clenching around him trying to suck him in. âRelax, baby,â he whispers, his hand sliding up her stomach, up under her tank top to reveal her breasts. He rubs at her skin, soothing her tense muscles until he's sunk all the way into the hilt, her body melting and molding around his.
Soobin waits, catching himself from letting go, letting their bodies adjust to each other. But Angel is impatient, rolling her hips, not even realizing she's trying to fuck back onto him, only that she needs some kind of friction. But soobin is slow to pull out and even slower to push back in, eyes connected to the spot they meet at. Her body was like clay beneath him, so easily shaped into the perfect temptation. Every drag in and out coated his cock in her cream, mesmerizing him, numbing his brain.
Angel could tell the difference in him, that split second that makes his eyes go hazy, hips snapping into hers making her body ripple from the force. âyou were fucking made for me- do you feel how deep I am-â heâs slamming into her, the lude sounds of their wetness mixing; echoing with their moans. All the veins in his hands straining from the hold on her soft sides.
He was pressed so deep into her she could feel him hitting a spot that made her hips sink, her hands reaching out to hold his hands, needing the comfort not knowing what was building inside her. so much more intense than when itâs her fingers or even just his mouth. âsoobin im-im-â she canât even find the words looking for something that she didnât know existed until just now.
âwe can cum together- Iâll fill you up make sure to pump you full so you know exactly where I'm going to put our baby,â he moves his hand down to press his thumb to her clit, triggering her to jolt, the walls of her pulsing around him before sheâs falling apart.
Angel's body is a tightening mess, her back arching, cheeks flushing as she comes undone for him. The pull of her body to his makes him shudder, his whole body falling against hers needing to be close, needing to smell the vanilla sweetness of her skin, sinking his teeth into her shoulder as he holds back his strangled moans. Slow languid thrusts push his lemon custard cum back into her, needing to make true to his promise to have her full of him and only him. Needing to mix together their cream for the perfect bake.
Neither of them knows what's happened to them, only that they are a tangle of limbs, wrapped up tight enough that Angel can still feel the pulse of his cock deep inside her, still pumping into her never having cum so much in his life before then.
Angel feels boneless when he pulls away, her whimper making him chuckle. âI just need to see your creamy pussy again,â the sight to behold better than before now that he knows the wetness is more his than hers. His fingers dragged through her sensitive cunt, collecting the mess to shove it back Into her, fucking her on his fingers for a second. He lifts his fingers in front of them showing Angel the sheer amount of cream coating the digits. âIf I could bottle this flavor I would,â he licks them clean before leaning over to shove his tongue into her mouth, needing her to taste what heâs found as his new obsession.
Angel swallows down the cum, wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him closer, twisting legs and burrowing in closer. âyou taste sweeter than I thought you would,â
âDid the thought of it keep you up?â he asks, nose brushing along the column of angel's throat. âbecause thinking of you while being alone in this bed is hell, I need both of my girls under my roof to feel complete,â
âbothâŚâ the sound of the word was heavy in her mouth. Not in an uncomfortable way but in a way a piece of chocolate sat on her tongue, melting and sweet, craving to place another one as soon as it was gone.
âBoth.â The finality of the word is better than the buttery sheets heâs pressing her right back Into.
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I need a fic where pregnant reader feels so gross and unattractive but she doesnât realize Soobin is so down bad for pregnant her. Like he goes out of his way to show her just how turned on he is but nothing works, until one day he presses himself against her and it finally clicks for her and she gets the nastiest wetted sex of her life like heâs trying to get her pregnant again like ugh
⧟ đź ⧽ ââ GROWING PAINS ă
soobin needs you to know just how much he loves your new bodyă
â⥠pairing ăăchoi soobin x fem!reader ! genre ăăpure smut , fluff ! warning ăăminors do not interact! pregnant!reader , husband!soobin , pregnancy kink , lactation kink , breeding kink , dirty talk , praise kink , sub top!soobin , handjob (m.rec) , oral (f. rec) , mentions of unprotected sex
a/n ăănot proofread ! my first time writing pregnant!reader, so let me know if it sucks! also take a shot every time i use the word ânippleâ lol
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you had found a lot of solace in baking as of recentâ it was one of the few things you could still do this far along in your pregnancy, big belly and aching joints always getting in the way of everything else. you just couldnât stand the thought of laying around all day, wasting all of your maternity leave doing nothing except waiting for your husband to come home from work. you had to make yourself useful somehow.
you hear the front door open just as you slide your pie into the oven, the soft jingling of keys reaching your ears as your husband drops them in the trinket dish you keep in the hallway. before you can turn to greet him strong arms wrap themselves around your protruding belly, soobinâs tall frame hunched over to bury his face in your neck, plant sweet kisses to your skin.
âiâm home, bunny,â he mumbles against your collarbone, his trail of kisses slowly leading down your shoulder. âhow are my perfect girls doing?â
âhi honey, youâre home early,â you giggle, turning your head to give him a kiss; he hums against your lips, big hands rubbing your belly through the loose dress you wore. he was always extra touchy after getting home from work, but this was odd even for him. he must have had a bad day, you thought. ââm all sore ân tired; the twins woke me up from my nap and i couldnât go back to sleep so i decided to make dessert early so itâll be cooled down by tonight.â
âmm, youâre so good to me. iâm sorry the babies are bothering you, honey,â soobin replied, pressing his body flush against yours. âthe boss let me go early; i finished up that project he wanted done before the deadline, he said i needed to go home and help out my wife. go rest and iâll take care of you, iâve been thinking about you all day, babyâŚ.â
âoh, sweetie⌠well, i wouldnât mind a hand in cleaning up the kitchenââ you start, but stop dead in your tracksâ you can feel soobinâs cock against the swell of your ass, thick and heavy through his slacks. he rocks his hips up against you gently, an almost inaudible whimper falling from the bunny lips he buried in your hair.
âbinnie,â you whimper, arousal pooling in your belly despite your shock, âyouâre hard.â
ââm sorry, bunny,â he groans into your ear, deep and dripping with desire. it knocks the wind out of your lungs, makes you gasp against his lips when he leans in for another, filthier kiss. âyouâre just so sexy, iâve been needing you so bad⌠thinking about your beautiful body all day while trying to get my work done..â
you frown at the words âbeautiful bodyâ, squirming in your husbandâs grip. he notices in an instant, your sweet husband always so perceptive to how you were feeling; whining and pouting those plump bunny lips you adored. âi donât understand why youâre so self conscious⌠god, youâre so perfectâ this is the best youâve ever looked, you look so beautiful carrying my children, baby. it makes me so fucking crazy, you have no ideaâŚâ
âreally..?â you turn to look at him, and his eyes lock with yoursâ the raw hunger you find in his gaze is unlike anything you had ever seen before from your sweet, shy husband.
his hands caressed your tummy and hips, slid up your sides to cup your swollen, sensitive tits, bare underneath your dress. the gentlest squeeze was enough to get you to gasp and moan, your puffy nipples threatening to leak, soobin drinking up your reactions like he wishes to drink your milk. âlet me show you how much i love your body, pleaseâŚâ
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âbinnie, oh my god, slow down! youâre gonna make me cum again!â you wail, your hands shaking as they tug at the hem of your little dress. you couldnât see your husband over the swell of your belly, but you could feel his lips and tongue hot and heavy against your pussy, sliding up between your pussy lips to swirl around your clit. you were still recovering from the last orgasm he slurped out of you, your pussy drunk husband refusing to let up his onslaught of pleasure even as you cried, begged, and tugged at his hairâ far too soon was that dizzying pleasure building back up in your tummy, your thighs shaking in soobinâs grip as he pushed you further and further to the edge.
âfuck yes, do it, cum for me!â soobin moans with his mouth full, tongue dipping deep into your hole, big hands tightening their grip and tugging you impossibly closer. âcum on my face, baby, please! make a messâ!â
his desperation does you in; you cum again with a sharp cry, your overstimulated little pussy pulsating uncontrollably as soobin eagerly laps up every drop of your release. you soak your thighs, your dress, and the bed underneath youâ and, as soobin presses a kiss to your clit and pulls away from your slippery pussy to shoot you a silly, satisfied smile, you can see that youâve soaked the bottom half of his face as well. it drips from his chin as he crawls up over you, his eyes slowly trailing from your flushed face down to your quivering tits.
and just as he takes in the sight of your heaving chest, his eyes widen and his mouth drops agape. confused, you follow his gaze⌠and take in the sight of two identical wet patches seeping through your white dress, your puffy nipples visible and budding noticeably through the fabric.
you had leaked milk in the midst of your climax.
âoh god,â you whine shamefully, raising your hands to attempt to hide the mess. âiâm so sorry, donât lookââ
soobin grabs your wrists in a rush before you could cover yourself, big brown eyes still glued to your tits. âfuck, bunny..â he marvels, licking his lips, âdid i make you do that? thatâs so sexy, holy shitââ
âs-sexy?â you stammer, shocked at his reaction. soobin nods.
âcan i touch?â he asks in almost a whisper, eyes finally leaving your chest to blink up at you wantonly âplease let me touch you, please..â
a hesitant âokayâŚâ was all that he needed, instantly letting go of your wrists to tug down the top of your dress and take large handfuls of your breasts. more milk leaks out onto his fingers from the rough handling, making him groan deep in his chest as he marvels at the sight of the pearly white droplets cascading down the swell of your tits. your spent, sensitive pussy throbs at the sound, your husband sounding so unbelievably ruined and needy.
âso prettyâŚâ soobin mumbles, wet fingertips beginning to pinch and tweak at your embarrassingly hard nipples. âmy wifeâs so pretty with my babies in her belly. gonna be such a good mommy⌠god bunny, i want to keep you pregnant forever, all full of me, claimed by me, so everyone knows youâre mineâ!â
his fingers tighten harshly around your nipples, the pressure causing your milk to squirt out obscenely; soobin watches in awe, his eyes hazy and unfocused as he pants like a dog, kneads your sensitive swollen tits rougher and rougher. you fist the bedsheets and writhe under his touch, your high-pitched, broken gasps and moans reverberating off the walls of your shared bedroomâ briefly you have half the mind to pray that your neighbors arenât home.
soobin dips his head to nose along the contours of your breast, his hot breath tickling your skin; those spit-slick bunny lips just barely ghost your bud, a jolt of electricity shooting down your spine as his tongue sneaks out to lap the lingering milk off of your skin.
he looks up at you with watery eyes, smirk plastered on his lips at your pathetic whimper. âcan i.. can i have a taste?â he asks quietly, deep voice octaves lower than youâve ever heard it. âlet me taste youâŚplease, baby, i canât take it anymoreâŚâ
you nod desperately, throwing your head back against the pillows, and soobin shoots you a deadly smirk before sealing his lips around your nipple.
he lets out a deep moan as his mouth fills with milk, sucking with a voracious hunger; you cry out in pleasure, letting go of the sheets to grab desperately at his dark hair. you tug mindlessly at the strands as his suction deepens, soobin letting out the prettiest choked whimper that goes straight to your quickly wetting pussy.
he sucks until your tit runs dry, pulling off of your irritated bud with an obscene string of salivaâ wordlessly he moves on to your other neglected nipple, his fingers coming back up to play with the one he released. the combined sensations are almost too much for you, your shaking legs wrapping tight around soobinâs trim waist; you can feel the curve of his rock hard cock grind against your dripping cunt, drenching the thin fabric of his boxers and aiding in the delicious slide of his hot fat shaft against your slit. your pussy suddenly feels so painfully empty, your hips bucking in desperation as soobin empties your other breast of milk. âyou feel what you do to me?â he mumbles against your flesh, hips picking up speed, âfeel how hard you make me?â
the hand you had in soobinâs hair trails down his chest to his straining cock, rubbing his twitching shaft through his boxers; soobin cries out around your nipple, his hips stuttering, and you canât help but giggle as you dip your hand below his waistband.
the tip of his cock throbs an angry red, thick fat shaft slapping wetly against his taut belly. âall this for me?â you purr, gathering the precum dripping from his cockhead to slick up your hand; it only takes a few slow pumps of his cock to get soobin begging, your poor husband wound up and aching for release.
âplease, please baby, let me fuck youâ i gotta fuck you, iâm so hard it hurts,â he whimpers, releasing your tit with a wet pop, âgotta fill you up, put more babies in you⌠gonna be such a happy family..â
what kind of wife would you be to say no?
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đ soobin was jerking off when you entered the room without knocking, he felt ashamed of himself for a second but that shame went away as soon as he felt your wet pussy around his hard cock, he couldn't help but thrust into you with urgency, searching for his own release. . .
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warnings: shower sex, blowjob + handjob, nicknames (baby, bunny), softdom!soobin, public sex..?, i think thatâs all
a/n: made this bc iâm currently in my soobin hours and i miss him âšď¸ also i wanna write for taehyun but my mind is literally blank so donât be scared to send in taehyun asks !!!!

âah- s-shit b-bunny..â soobin let out a cute whimper, his back pressed against the cold tile wall of the shower as his head leaned back, exposing his adams apple.
your hand stroked what you couldnât take, moaning against his stiff cock that was in your warm, wet mouth, looking up at him sweetly and innocently as you bobbed your head up and down. the water cascaded over you both as you sat on your knees, watching his already fucked out expression.
you were almost 100% sure his other members could hear soobin letting out whines and whimpers and moans from your actions, there was no way they couldnât. soobin had been attempting to stay quiet but he simply just let go and gave up.
âjust like that baby..â he managed out, his breath a bit laboured. he felt closer and closer to his sweet orgasm the more you continued, his pretty, perfect lips parted with the cutest moans and whimpers slipping from them. he didnât even try to be quiet at this point. his hand reached down to rest on your head, his fingers holding onto your now wet hair as you felt his cock slightly twitch inside your mouth, signalling that he was close.
you pull away, pulling out a whine in confusion from soobin before you started stroking his stiff cock, pointing his tip into your mouth and on your tongue, your hand going quickly up and down his hard cock. âf-fuckâb-baby-!â soobin cried out, his breath coming out in soft, small gasps as the knot in his tummy tightened.
you stroke him faster if even possible, his cock finally erupting in big spurts of cum shooting onto your tongue and into your mouth, some even landing on your upper lip.
you hum in satisfaction, stroking out the last few drops of cum leaking from his cock and licking it off his slit before swallowing it all, soobins legs slightly weak as he panted. he helped you to stand back up, both of you smiling as he leaned in and kissed your lips.
âiâm not done with you yet by the wayâ

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office hours â professor!soobin x gradstudent!reader
cw. chubby!reader, reader is an adult grad student, minimal age gap, clear consent, petnames (babe, baby, honey, darling, good boy), mommy kink, face sitting, unprotected penetration, creampie, cunnilingus, handjobs, ending is cheesy, "epilogue" of sorts involves christmas vibes, kissing, please lmk if i'm missing anything. NSFW/MDNI notes. i would feel irresponsible if i didn't acknowledge this is a romanticized portrayal of a professor-student relationship. while the relationship in this story has clear consent multiple times, irl relationships like this can be inappropriate and exploitative bc of the authority imbalance. you deserve a healthy, consensual relationship. prioritize ur well-being and autonomy. relationships should be built on mutual respect, equality and clear consent. this is a work of fiction and should be read as such. shoutout to @silvergyus for sending the prof!soob pic <3 wc. 11.6k
âWhich brings us to Le Chatelier's Principle in real-world chemical reactions,â Professor Choi says, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose. âThis will be review for most of you, so I wonât go into too much detail.âÂ
Chemistry is your favorite thing in the world. Itâs real-life magic. And Professor Choi sees it that way too. His olive green chinos are wrinkled from walking from his office. The sleeves of his white button-down are pushed up so he can write freely on the whiteboard while his burgundy tie sways with his scurries.Â
Sparks of passion fill his eyes as he lectures. And he never disappoints with his cheesy jokes. Although you seem to be the only one that laughs at themâmaybe youâre the only one that gets them. Not many students in his class are the experts in chemistry you are. You took it as a break from your intense course load and the elective credits are a nice bonus.Â
Most of your professors are so old they barely know how to turn on their laptop and are so deep into their tenure theyâve given up. If you bothered showing up to their office hours, youâd be lucky to find a professor, let alone a helpful one. So youâve become a frequent visitor in Professor Choiâs office hours, talking about advanced chemistry he canât wait to teach but itâll be at least five years before he can. In the meantime, heâll settle for nerding out with you in his office for a few hours every week.
âGreat class today, everyone,â he says. âHave a great weekend and donât hesitate to visit me during my office hours with any questions!â That sentence started out as a normal speaking voice but ended up a shout over the shuffling of the desk chairs and backpacks. Youâre typically the last one out, but you save your questions for his office hours tomorrow.Â
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âHi,â you say, lightly tapping your knuckle against his office door.
Turning around in his chair, his lips form a pout in surprise at seeing you. âWere you waiting outside? Sorry that meeting ran a little longââ He shuffles to organize his desk.Â
âThatâs okay.â Adjusting your bag on your shoulder, he rests his hands on his thighs and looks up at you. Did he just look you up and down? Donât be ridiculous.Â
âWhat can I do ya for?â
âRight,â you start. âCan IâŚ?â You ask, motioning toward the spare chair, waiting for his nod before sitting. âYou know Professor Vaughnâs class?â You barely catch it, but his eyes roll. Professor Vaughn is the worst professor youâve had. Boring, harsh, impatient. It doesnât help he teaches one of the most complex forms of chemistry. âIâm not really getting this weekâs content and was wondering if you could help me.â
âOf course.â He smiles. And itâs devastating. The sparkle in his eyes and those dimples. Craning his neck to look at your notes riddled with red question marks, he nods. As soon as he sees the title of your notes, he says, âLetâs think about this from a quantum mechanical perspective. If we assume that the Ď-complex is forming, weâre talking about a stabilization due to delocalization Ď-electrons, right?â
In what feels like no time at all, an hour has passed and the conversation has been the complete opposite of Professor Vaughnâs lectures. Questions led down rabbit holes, leading to other theorems and more questions. As he glances up at you through his glasses, there is an undeniable tingle in your stomach.
Itâs not like you havenât noticed how attractive Professor Choi is. Heâs tall, lean but undeniably strong, he has the most perfect silky black hair and the prettiest brown eyes, and his poutâindescribably cute. And againâthose goddamn dimples. Heâs the perfect mixture of sexy, handsome, and pretty. Youâd never think of doing anything with a professor, but you canât help your mind wanders during the slower lectures.Â
How long have you been staring at each other in silence? Too long probably. He clears his throat. âWell,â he says, looking at his watch. âMy office hours have been over for a fewââ
âOh gosh, Iâm so sorry,â you say, stumbling as you stand, attempting to gather your things as quickly as possible. But he shakes his head, trying to shrug it off.Â
âThatâs okay,â he says. âI, uh, I just have my emails waiting for me.â
You nod, shoving everything into your bag and heading out the door. What was that? Youâre probably overreacting, you think to yourself. Heâs charming because of his looks, thereâs no way heâdâ No. Donât even finish that thought.Â
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"How is it that someone who scored the highest in my theoretical chemistry exam is turning basic lab work into a spectacle of incompetence?" Professor Vaughn boasts over your right shoulder. No doubt his thick eyebrows are furrowed.
As your hands tighten around the test tube, you know exactly what to doâyou always doâbut everything slips through your fingers in his class.Â
"Iâm trying to get the reaction to stabilize," you stammer, eyes darting between your hands, the chemical reagents lined up on the table, and your notebook.
Professor Vaugnâs expression hardens as he steps closer, looking down his nose at your station. "Trying is for high school sophomores. If youâre still trying, youâre behind."
Taking a deep breath, you carefully add three more drops to the mixture but the reaction goes wrong. Again. A plume of white smoke rises from the beaker, and the liquid turns an unexpected, muddy brown.
"Unbelievable," Vaughn mutters loud enough for everyone to hear. Everyone knows youâre the best student in your class. Well, everyone except Soren, whoâs so jealous of your intelligence they can hardly stand it. They simply smirk. "I expected more from you."
Your heart sinks. You checked those calculations three times. Maybe itâs your shaky hands. Or the pressure of him looming over your shoulder. Or the other stuff on your mind.Â
"Are you going to sit there and guess again, or would you like to double down on failure with your next attempt?" Vaughn sneers, his voice dripping with sarcasm.
"Iâm not guessing, Professor. Iâ"
"Canât manage a basic reaction?" Vaughn interrupts with his icy voice. "Iâm beginning to wonder how you even made it into this program."
"Iâm perfectly capable. The solution is justâ"
"Wrong. Yes, weâve established that." Vaughnâs lips curl into a patronizing sneer. "Maybe chemistry isnât the field for you if this is the best you can manage." That got everyoneâs attentionâit would be an interesting sight to see you fail. It so rarely happens. Sure, youâve been doubted before but have always proven yourself. Today would be no different.
You take a deep breath and count to yourself, One. Two. Three. Four. Five.Â
As you block out Vaughnâs piercing gaze and the weight of the other studentsâ eyes, you carefully remeasure the chemical, adjusting the proportions this time, methodically double-checking your work. You add the reagent once more, slowly, and watch as the solution begins to shift.Â
A moment passes. The reaction stabilizes and the solution turns a clear, pale blue.Â
"Finally," Vaughn mutters. You donât even have to look at him to know he rolled his eyes. He turns to walk away but pauses. "Barely acceptable. Next time, you wonât be given the luxury of so many failures."
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Bursting through the door upon dismissal, you canât get to the restroom fast enough, barely making it to a stall before tears stream down your cheeks.Â
âOne. Two. Three. Four. Five,â you whisper to yourself.Â
Sometimes, chemical reactions need to be dealt with instantly, but thatâs an overwhelming amount of pressure. You give yourself five seconds before you absolutely have to deal with it. Same thing here. Cry. Count to five. Wipe your tears and move on.
But itâs difficult to move on this time. Youâve counted to five a few too many times today. But the only person you want to talk about it with isâ
Professor Choi, Are you available to meet me in Lab 270 tomorrow afternoon? Iâve been struggling with some reactions and could use some help. Iâll be there from 2:00â4:00. If not, no worries!Â
Sniffling, you hit send on your email app, shove your phone in your bag and head home.Â
The next day drags on and on. Did he even get your message? Expecting an empty lab, youâre surprised to find Professor Choi waiting for you behind a laptop wearing a cute tweed jacket with suede elbow patches. His eyebrows are furrowed as his focused eyes study the computer, but they brighten at the sight of you.Â
Initially surprised by your confusion, he squeezes his eyes shut and says, âI didnât respond to your email, did I?â Heâs already got the lab station set up. How long has he been waiting on you? âSo, howâs Professor Vaughnâs class?â Did someone tell him about yesterday? God, you hope not.Â
âFine,â you deadpan. Shaking your head, you say, âIâm sorryâŚIâm just kinda stressed.âÂ
âI can go if you need some time byââ
âNo,â you say, softening your tone. âIâd really appreciate your help.â
And heâs more than willing, letting you ask whatever you want, never interrupting or talking over you like most of the men in the program. He gives you space to explore ideas and theories, listening closely instead of answering everything for you.
And heâs so damn sexy when heâs the one doing the ranting. The way he talks with his hands, ones that are so big with fingers so long you wish he would wrap around yourâ
âShut up.â
âExcuse me?â He asks.
Oh shit, did you say that out loud? What a fucking nightmare. âUh, sorry, justâŚtalking to myself. Too many thoughts racing around the ole dome.â
A slight pout forms on his lips as he continues his rant. Now, the only thing you can think of are his lips wrapped around yourâ
âAh!â Your hand slips toward the Bunsen burner and, great, now youâve got a nice burn on your thumb.Â
âOh gosh, are you okay?â He stands quickly. âLet me see.â His fingers graze your palm, igniting a fiercer burn than the actual flame just did. âRun it under cold water, okay?â
In the meantime, he straightens up your station before meeting you at the sink. âIs something wrong?â His words make you jump. âYou seem distracted.âÂ
Thatâs all it takes. The floodgates open. You rant about the sexist piece of shit Professor Vaughn and his power moves to intimidate you when he knows youâre the best student in the program. About how embarrassed you were in lab yesterday. Last semester when you raised your hand to correct an equation on the board and he gave you a firm talking to about respect after class.Â
He watches you carefully, handing over a towel for your hands as you take a steadying breath, fighting back tears.
âDid I ever tell you why I started studying chemistry?â he asks. You sniffle, shaking your head. âMy grandfather. He was a baker.â His voice softens, and you look up to find his eyes full of kindness. âEvery Saturday, heâd make me work in his bakery. I didnât mindâit felt like magic, you know? But really, itâs science. Itâs all precision, measurements, timing.âÂ
A smile tugs at his lips. âOnce, I tried baking a cake for my momâs birthday, followed his recipe exactly. Measured the flour, the sugar, the cocoa. When I pulled it out of the oven, it was hard. Flat. I was sure heâd be disappointed, calling it a waste of time and ingredients. I was terrified. But he looked at it, smiled, and told me to try again the next day. When I asked why it didnât work, he said I needed to âfeel my way through it.ââ
You sit there, the sting from your burn now fading, but your heartâs still aching, wanting something from himâa hug, a kiss, even just a pat on the shoulder.
âIf Iâd gotten it right the first time, Iâd never know what overmixed batter looks like. Or that I like more cocoa than he did. Or that you should coat berries in flour.â His smile creeps up to his eyes. âSeeing how failure could make you betterâit made me curious. I wanted to understand why some things worked and others didnât, why I needed to feel my way through it, to get into the details.â He makes eye contact with you again. âThatâs why I went into chemistry. Baking taught me the magic is in the little thingsâif youâre willing to screw up and keep going.â
Nodding, you smile back. His words hang in the air for a moment, like theyâre meant to settle, but somethingâs missing.Â
âAll Iâm saying is, its okay to fuck things up, okay?â he says, his candidness drawing a chuckle from you. âHow else would you learn?â
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The worldâs drained of colorâonly hazy shades of grey and beige are left. Your palms press against a cold marble countertop with the faint sound of running water echoing in the distance. The reflection of the mirror looks like you, but not quite. The woman in the mirror has her lips painted a dark, sultry brown, a shade youâd never choose. And the outfit is far too dressy for a lecture. Shadows fall where there shouldnât be any.Â
The hallways are unfamiliar, yet you know it's the same building you visit almost every day. It's blurry, like youâre walking through a memory that isnât yours.Â
You look down at the saddle shoes on your feet clicking against the tile floor, unnervingly filling the emptiness. It feels like someone else is controlling your body but you donât question it. You canât. Your hand raises, knuckles brushing a wooden door before it creaks open on its own.Â
On the other side of the door, Professor Choi faces a green chalkboard. Has that always been in his office? Hurriedly scribbling down equations, he glances between the board and the notebook in his hand. When he looks over his shoulder at you, his eyes soften and a slow smile spreads across his face. âCome in,â he says gently, setting his notebook aside. His voice wraps around you, making the room feel smaller, closer. âIâve been waiting for you.â
Your spine tingles. âI know,â you reply, but the words sound hollow, like youâre speaking from somewhere else.Â
âHere,â he suggests, holding a piece of chalk out to you. The way he gestures toward the board is magnetic. As you take it from his hand, your fingers brush his. âWhat do you think of this?â An unfinished equation waits to be solved. His presence looms behind you, close but not quite touching as you reach up to solve it. Your heart pounds, every stroke of the chalk on the board heavier than it should.
âImpressive,â he murmurs, his voice low, rough around the edges. You turn to face him and heâs closer than expected, his warmth radiating against your skin. The air is thick with something unspoken. You step closer, tentative at first, then quicker, more certain. Your lips almost brush his, but he pulls back, his breath catching.
He looks down, your name a whisper on his lips, soft and pained. âIââ His eyes flicker up to meet yours, then fall back down like the weight of your gaze is too much.
âWhat?â You ask, your voice barely more than a breath. Your eyes dart between his, lingering on his tempting mouth. He leans in again with desire in his eyes. He wants to kiss you. You can feel it. And for a moment you think he might.
But he pulls away, his forehead nearly resting against yours. âI donât think we should be doing this,â he says, his voice strained, as if saying the words is physically painful for him.
âWhy not?â The question slips from your lips before you can stop it, frustration and longing lacing your tone.
His hands flex at his sides, like heâs fighting the urge to touch you. âI donât want you to feel like you have to, orââ
âWhy would I feel like that?â you interrupt, your voice impatient. Your heart races, pounding in your ears, drowning out reason.
âIâm your professor,â he breathes out like itâs a curse. His words only fan the flames of the tension building between you. Thereâs nothing wrong with that, you think to yourself. Itâs not like youâre fresh out of high schoolâyouâre a grad student, close to starting the same PhD he earned barely three years ago. Heâs no more than five years older.
âI donât care,â you insist, stepping even closer, your lips a breath away from his. âI want you to kiss me.â
His eyes darken, his resolve faltering as his gaze drops to your lips. âItâs a mistake,â he whispers, but his voice trembles with indecision, trying to convince himself more than you.
âMake the mistake,â you urge, your voice soft but sure. Your hand reaches for his tie, tugging as light as you can just to bring him that much closer. âYou said it yourself, itâs okay to fuck things up.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, so thick it feels as though the room itself is holding its breath, waiting. And in that moment, the space between you seems to collapse, the weight of everything unsaid pulling you closer.Â
The millisecond before your lips touch, you breathe awake.Â
You bolt straight up, feeling around your soft bed sheets, breathless as your heart pounds from the vividness of it all. For a moment, you linger in the feeling, brushing your fingers over your lips, feeling the warmth of the almost kiss. But reality sinks in and your stomach drops.
Reaching for your phone, you check the time. Great, itâs almost time for his class. But thereâs no hazy world to hide in. Skipping class might be an option but an exam reminder drags you out of bed.Â
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Trudging across campus, your stomach sinks lower with each step. How can you look him in the eye? Dropping your bag to the floor with a thud, you hang your head low. Letâs just get through this exam and get outta here.Â
âHowâs your hand?â Professor Choiâs voice shakes you out of your thoughts. âSorry,â he chuckles, holding his hands up. âDidnât mean to scare ya.â Looking at you like youâre the cutest puppy heâs ever seen, you canât bring yourself to speak, but you hold out your hand. The second his fingertips touch yours, you flinch and jerk it back.Â
âUmââ you start. âBetter, thanks.â Turning away from him, you distract yourself with a random notebook from your bag.Â
â...You okay? You shouldnât be nervous about the exam.â When you look up, youâre met with eyes that appearâŚhurt?Â
âNo, itâs not that.â Thatâs not a good answer. âJustâŚâ What would you even say? I had an incredibly vividâand deliciousâdream about you last night and now I need to know how your lips feel in real life? âCramps.â
âAh.â He nods and leaves you alone, awkwardly walking to the front of the class to make some announcements and general good wishes before the exam. With your fist pressed to your chin, you refuse to look up, hanging your head low even as he slides you your copy.Â
Thereâs a bright green post-it stuck to it with a note, Itâs okay to fuck it up! Your heart races as your eyes dart around searching for him. When you find him, he gives you a soft smile. You return the smile but rush to unstick it before anyone sees, storing it in your notebook for safe keeping.Â
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As you return to your apartment, the post-it stares back at you like youâre the guiltiest son-of-a-bitch in the world. Itâs practically calling you a whore. And you can hardly take it anymore. You canât bring yourself to face him for class a few days laterâalthough skipping feels like a cardinal sin. Soon enough, though, your email dings.Â
From: Choi Soobin, PhD I noticed you were absent from class today. I hope everythingâs okay. The lecture notes are attached for your reference. Feel free to stop by my office hours with any questions. Professor Choi
Did your heart just flutter? Why are you walking toward his office? When you knock on the door, he standsâmore like stumblesâto greet you, âHi!âÂ
âHi, Professor ChoiâŚâ You linger in the doorway, clutching your notebook tight to your chest. âSorry I missed classââ
âIs everything alright?â
âYeahââ
âYouâre not overwhelmed with coursework, are you?â His eyes search yours, and thereâs a softness in his voice that makes it hard to look away.
âNo, no, Iâm alright. I justâŚhad a migraine this morning,â you say, shrugging slightly. âItâs gone now, though.â
He nods, easing into a warm smile. âIâm glad youâre feeling better.â His gaze doesnât waver and the intensity makes your pulse quicken. âSo, Iâm guessing youâre here to go over questions from the lecture?â
âActually, itâs Professor Vaughnâs class Iâm struggling with. His lecture today wasâŚbrutal.â
âIâm shocked,â he says sarcastically. âThe manâs got a gift for making simple concepts sound like Greek.â
âExactly,â you laugh, the tension in your shoulders easing. âI thought it was me, but he seems to take pride in making everything harder than it needs to be.â
âTrust me, itâs not you,â he says, a glint of warmth in his eyes. âHeâs terrible. And annoying. And boring. And Iâd tell him that.â
You raise a brow, skeptical. âYou wouldnât.â
âWellâŚâ He breaks into a grin. âMaybe after I reach tenure. Though he may be retired by then.â
âOr dead,â you say matter-of-factly. He looks at you awkwardly then you both laugh, genuinely. Thereâs an ease to it.
He gestures to your notebook. âAlright, letâs see what weâre dealing with.â
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âI canât believe Iâm laughing at that,â you say, a giggle escaping your lips.Â
âYou always laugh at my bad jokes,â he replies, staring at your face a little too longingly. If you were anyone else, he might find some excuse to touch you. Maybe brush a piece of lint off your shoulder, lightly touch your arm while he laughed at something you said, or something as casual as a fist bump.Â
If he were any other guy, youâd be much more obvious, making it crystal clear you want him to kiss you right now. But you canât. You donât even know how he thinks about you. Youâre probably just another student to him.Â
âWell, those are all my questions,â you say, awkwardly packing your bag.Â
âYeah, you can, uhâŚhead outâŚâ he trails off as you start to rise from your seat.Â
Youâre searching for something to say, something to let you stay just a little longer. But nothing comes. He watches you walk toward the door, the silence hanging in the space between you.Â
âPens!â His voice suddenly burst out, loud enough to make you stop mid-step. âThey, uhâI went to a conference last week and they gave me a ton,â he says, scrambling to gather a handful from his desk.Â
You take them, your fingers brushing against his in a way that feels far too intimate. His eyes lock with yours, the touch sending a ripple of tension through you. âBut youâre, uhâŚpicky about your pens, arenât you?â He asks, his voice softer now, almost unsure.
Laughing quietly, you say, âYeah, butâŚthatâs okay.â Your words are heavy with subtext you canât bring yourself to say out loud. âWell, goodbye.â You offer him a smile, stepping back toward the door. âThanks again.âÂ
âYeah. Goodbye,â he says, but his feet shuffle forward as if heâs moving without thinking. Awkwardly reaching for a handshake, he realizes your hands are occupied. Instead, he reaches around you for the door handle, but he gets a tad too close and your brain scrambles.Â
Before you can hold yourself back, you drop the pens, letting them clatter to the floor as your arms wrap around his neck. Your lips meet his in a rush, warm and soft. While your eyes close to savor the feeling, his widen in shock before he relaxes into your touch and wraps his hands around your waist, pulling you closer.Â
Itâs everything youâve been holding backâunspoken feelings unraveling in a heartbeat. His lips move against yours with a hunger that surprises you, the world melting away as you lose yourself in the moment. You feel weightless, your pulse racing as his hands grip your waist a little tighter, as though heâs afraid to let you go.
When you finally break apart, breathless and dazed, he presses his forehead to yours, the ghost of a smile tugging at his lips. âYouâre never gonna use those pens, are you?â he asks, his voice low and rough, like heâs trying to anchor himself in humor, trying to bring himself back down to earth.
You laugh, shaking your head. âNo,â you admit, your heart still pounding. âTheyâre garbage.â
Before you can think, you kiss him again and this time, he doesnât hesitate. His mouth crashes into yours with an urgency, like heâs wanted to kiss you since the second he laid eyes on you. His lips are soft, but his kiss is demanding, making up for all the lost moments between you. For those few minutes, nothing else mattersâyou bask in one of the greatest kisses either of you have ever had. But not for long.
Reality catches up too quickly. You pull away suddenly, breathless and wide-eyed. âOh my godââ you gasp, backing up, your fingers graze your lips trying to make sense of what just happened. âIâm so sorryââ
âNo,â he interrupts quickly, shaking his head. âDonât be. Iââ Heâs stumbling through his words, just as lost as you are but neither of you regret it. âI wantedââ
âThat wasâŚâ You canât even finish your sentence. It was everything. Too much, too fast, too real. But you canât take it back.
âIââ Heâs trying to find the right words, to reassure you, to tell you he felt it too, that he wanted it just as badly. But heâs as flustered as you are, his voice rough and unsure.
âIâll justâŚgo throw myself off a bridge now,â you mumble. You canât even look at him as you make a beeline for the door, your face burning with embarrassment. You think you hear him say something, but the blood rushing in your ears drowns it out.
You leave the room quickly, your heart about to burst through your chest, trying to process what just happened. The kiss lingers on your lips, a mix of exhilaration and terror swirling inside you. Itâs too much to handle.
But, hey, thereâs one bit of good news. At least he kissed you back.Â
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What the fuck are you supposed to do now? Drop his class? Itâs too late in the semester for that. And you need those credits. Wait until the end of the semester to talk to him again? Can you go that long without his lips on yours again?Â
Back at your apartment, you rummage through your books to find the universityâs code of conduct, hurriedly searching for anything related to âappropriate relationships,â âfaculty-student relationships,â âconsensual,â blah blah blah, whatever the university has coded sleeping with a professor.
The University strongly urges those individuals in positions of authority not to engage in conduct of an amorous or sexual nature with a person they are, or are likely in the future to be, in a position of evaluating.
Your eyes read over the words, âstrongly urgesâ once more. Not totally against the rules, you suppose. Even if you did wait until the semester was over, youâd need to report it. You wish you could talk with him about it, but bringing this up is tricky. Is it moving too fast? You canât text him, you donât have his number. And using your student email to send a message to his faculty email that says, âOh, by the way, I checked the rules and weâre in the clear to have sex!â is a terrible idea.Â
Maybe one kiss in his office doesnât mean anything. Oh, but it was everything.Â
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After much deliberation, you convince yourself to attend his class a few days later. Youâve brought the code of conduct along, as well as a bright pink post-it sticking out of the book. To avoid any form of small talk with him, you wait outside right until the start of class.Â
Along the way to your desk, you silently plop the code of conduct on his desk and scurry away. When you work up the courage to look up at him, heâs flipped to the marked page. Highlighted on the page is the paragraph that âstrongly urgesâ people in positions of authority not to sleep with students.Â
Heâd be lying if he said he wasnât disappointed. The message couldnât be clearer, he thought. Youâre practically telling him to leave you alone. But when he finally reads the post-it, his heart flutters. Written in your handwriting, it says, Itâs okay to fuck it up! complete with a smiley face.Â
As much as he tries to fight it, he glances up at you to catch your gaze. And just as the slightest smile appears on his face, a big one appears on yours. You hide it with your palm as you start at the blank page of your notebook. Blinking, he shakes his head and begins his lecture. But how can you concentrate now?Â
Youâve gotta give it to him, he delivers his lecture perfectly. If it were you, youâd barely be able to think. Hell, you barely can throughout the whole thing.Â
Now that youâve gotten that smile of permission, you finally let yourself daydream.Â
Has his ass always been that cute? Has he always been that tall? Has his voice always been that deep and sexy?Â
You donât even know what heâs talking about, but thatâs okay, you can always stop by his office hours. âWhat do you think?â He asks.Â
Oh shit, heâs looking at you for an answer. He can always rely on you to keep class moving along when everybody else is dead silent. You shake out of your thoughts, panic-reading the board to come up with something. It's similar to your discussion you had the last time you went to his office hours. The time that ended in that gorgeous kiss. Throwing together an answer, his eyes brighten as he cheers, âExactly!âÂ
Oh my god. Heâs the cutest thing youâve ever seen. You could just gobble him up.Â
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âSo, I suppose we should talk aboutâŚâ Professor Choi trails off, leaving the sentence hanging in the air like itâs obvious what heâs getting at. And it is. But you stay quiet. You wanna hear him admit it. You raise an eyebrow, playing coy.
You decided to press your luck by visiting his office outside scheduled office hoursâright after classâto simply test the waters and gauge his reaction to the code of conduct and that kissâŚthat incredible kiss.Â
âYou knowâŚâ He gestures vaguely between the two of you, sighing like okay, fine, I guess Iâll say it. âI like you and you like me, right?â His voice dips just slightly, enough for you to notice the hesitation. âUnless Iâm totally misreadingââ
âNo! Youâre notâŚmisreading anything,â youâre quick to say, along with a chuckle. Phewâhe was worried there for a second. So goddamn cute. âWhat do you wanna talk about?â
He exhales a small laugh, but his smile is strained, cautious. âI want to make sure you donât feelâŚweird about this.â Hand sliding nervously along the edge of his desk, he traces the wood grain before his eyes flick up to meet yours. Truth be told, heâd never do something like this with a student. Never want to make anyone feel pressured. But he never thought heâd feel like this. Giddy and blushy like youâre his first crush.Â
âWhy would I feel weird?â You tilt your head, genuinely curious. Youâve thought about thisâabout himâfar too much for any of it to feel weird.
âIâm just terrified you feel like you need to do something about this.â Youâre taken aback, confusion visibly etched across your face. âYou know, because Iâm your professor or because Iâm in the department and I know your plans for a PhD here.â His voice softens, vulnerability creeping in. âI donât want it to feel like Iâm pushing you into anything.â
âI donât,â you say gently. âItâs not like that.â
He nods, though the tightness in his jaw doesnât disappear. âBecause if you ever even remotely feel like Iâm pressuring you, I want you to tell me. Immediately. I mean it.â
âNo,â You shake your head, almost too fast. âI mean, it doesnât feel like that. Not at all. Iâve thought about thisâŚabout us, a lot.â Your voice falters for a moment as his eyes widen, softening in a way that makes your stomach flutter. You werenât expecting him to look at you like thatâso open, so relieved.
His fingers twitch as if heâs resisting the urge to reach out to you. âYeah?â
You nod again, more confidently this time. âBut I think we should wait until the semesterâs over. Before weâŚyou knowâŚdo anything.â
He smiles gently and leans back, visibly more at ease. âI think so too.âÂ
But you didnât realize how fucking difficult it would be to get through the last six weeks of the semester. Every class you sit there, thighs pressed together thinking about the dirtiest things you want him to do to you. Every office hour you went to, you could practically swim through the thickness of the tension between you two.Â
It didnât help how cute he was being. Post-its heâd leave on every exam of yoursâYouâre gonna do great! Youâve got this. Trust your instincts.âencouragement no other student got. You kept every one of them in your bedside table drawer.Â
When finals week finally arrives, it wasnât just about exams; it was about counting the hours until you could finally be with him. Or at least talk to him like he wasnât your professor. As he handed over your final exam, the familiar green post-it note was stuck to it: Happy Finals Week!Â
Your internal scream was so loud, youâre worried your classmates heard it. Youâd pre-written a post-it to stick to it once you returned the exam. It had your phone number, a smiley face, and the words: Since youâre not my professor anymore.Â
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After a full day of checking your phone every twenty seconds, you started to give up. Was he just playing you? Did someone else see the note? Did he change his mind? But finally, you receive a text.
hi! this is soobin (professor choi lol). i was wondering if you wanted to get dinner or something?
soobin!! omg yes i would love to get dinner with you :) howâs tomorrow?Â
how about right now? if you want, of course! no pressure we can totally wait until tomorrow itâs up to you
You squealed into your pillow, kicking and giggling like an idiot. Should you be flirty back?Â
i can be ready in 30 min. 364 oakridge drive. itâs an apartment building- iâll meet you downstairs.Â
be there in 45 :)Â
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Like a perfect gentleman, Soobin meets you at the passenger door, swinging it open with a charming smile before gently closing it behind you. The slow walk up to his front door makes your stomach stir. He has to fumble through his keys to unlock it.Â
Once inside, he slips his shoes off quietly, revealing cozy patterned socks that make you smile. Meticulously, he hangs his jacket on a coat tree and places his keys in a speckled clay catch-all that rests on a table next to a houseplant. As he walks toward the kitchen, he glances over his shoulder, his voice low and inviting. âDo you want a drink or something?â The warmth in his gaze makes your heart skip a beat.
Youâre drawn to this softer side of him. In class, his tone is bright and dorky. In his office, itâs casual and laid-back. At dinner, it was sweet and charming. But now? Now itâs sultry, almost sexy. Like he canât wait to be with you but would never, ever pressure you.Â
âHot tea?â You suggest with a steady voice, despite the butterflies in your stomach.
âSounds good,â he agrees, switching on his tea kettle. In the meantime, you take a look around his much neater than expected apartment.Â
The mid-century modern furniture is impeccably arrangedâa sleek sofa, a low coffee table, and a stylish armchair with an even more stylish decorative pillow. Perfectly nurtured plants thrive around the room, adding a green vibrancy to the minimalist backdrop, breathing life into the space. A gallery wall above his expensive-looking couch features travel photos, beautiful art, and a few subtly science-inspired pieces. In the corner across the couch is a sleek electric fireplace underneath a huge TV.Â
âWhoâs this?â you ask, your heart swelling as a fluffy gray cat glares at you through one half-open eye. Her perfectly groomed fur and regal posture make her look like she owns the place. Just then, Soobin steps into the living room, holding two steaming mugs of tea, filling the air with a warm spice.Â
âThatâs MollyâŚshort for Molecule,â he says. âDonât worry, sheâs sweet.âÂ
Extending your hand toward the cat, he starts to sniff you. âHi, Mâwait,â you pause, looking up at Soobin with a teasing smile. âMolly, short for Molecule?â He nods, his grin widening. âYouâre adorable,â you tell him. Has anyone ever blushed quite like he did just now?
He stares down at his feet, clearly caught off guard. âYouâre,â he starts. âWell, youâre cute too.â His sincerity makes your smile grow even stronger.
âCan I sit?â you ask, nodding toward the couch.
âOh,â his smile falters for a moment. âYes, of course. Make yourself at home.â You plop down on his couch, settling into the surprisingly soft cushions. Molly clearly doesnât think the couch is big enough for the two of you, so she strides over to probably the nicest cat tree youâve ever seen.
You sip your hot tea and your body finally relaxes. As you reach to sit it on the coffee table, he politely asks, âI donât mean to be a square, but can you use a coaster?âÂ
âOf course,â you say, complying with the request. âSo, tell me,â you begin, clearing your throat. âHowâd I do on my final?â Humming, he stands to rummage through his messenger bag slumped over a dining chair. You gasp, âA ninety-seven?â Thumbing through the pages, you find a single red X on possibly the easiest question youâve had on an exam since high school: What is the atomic number of oxygen? âAre you kidding me?âÂ
Any attempt to mask your embarrassment is impossible. It only deepens when you look up and catch him already watching youâlips pressed tight, failing miserably to hide a smug, amused smile. Â
âI, uhâŚâ You scratch the back of your neck. âI got that one wrong on purpose. You know, so as to not raise any suspicion.âÂ
His eyebrows shoot up. âOh, did you now?â You nod. âThat was on the exam just so Toby wouldnât get a zero.â You nod begrudgingly. âAnd you put 10! Thatâs not even close. Thatâsââ
âNeon,â you grumble. âYeah I knowâŚâ you say, avoiding his eyes as he laughs playfully.Â
âNeonâs a noble gas and oxygen is aââ
âReactive nonmetal,â you cut him off. âI know, okay?â You shove his shoulder playfully, but your grin betrays you. âIt was a high-pressure environment. Sitting in an exam room with your professor watching you."
"I barely looked up from my laptop,â he reminds you.Â
"Your presence is distracting enough," you shoot back, eyes sparkling with mischief.
"Ah, so my intellectual aura threw you off?â
âI dunnoâŚis that what you think, professor?â You ask cheekily. âMaybe it was something else.â Youâve tossed the exam onto the coffee table, moving closer.Â
âLike what?âÂ
âJustâŚyou. Youâre distracting.â You smirk, the words slipping out almost involuntarily, like theyâve been waiting on the tip of your tongue.Â
Intrigued, he tilts his head and asks, âWhat about me?â Thereâs something magnetic in the way he looks at youâlike he knows the answer but wants to hear you say it, to savor the way it sounds coming from your lips.Â
You hum, tracing the lines of his body with your eyes, mapping out uncharted territory before exploring it. You donât want to move too fast, but every fiber of your being screams for more. Heâs not lighting a fire inside youâheâs setting the whole forest ablaze. Sure, your imagination has been running rampant since he returned your feelings six weeks ago, but now that youâre here, he scrambles every thought.
âYour eyesâŚâ you say while yours flick over his face, taking in every curve, every freckle, every lash. âTheyâre so pretty.âÂ
A smileâsmall but realâtugs at the corners of his lips. The kind thatâs private, meant just for you. His eyes darken as he leans in, the space between you shrinking. You glance down, noticing the way his long fingers curl around the mug handle. Thereâs something almost hesitant in the way he holds it. You take it from him gently, setting it atop a coaster as quietly as you can.
âYour handsâŚâ you whisper, fingers barely brushing his knuckles, tension coiled under his skin. Theyâre hands that have worked, experimented, written things downâhands you want on you. Guiding one to your thigh, the squeeze he returns sends a shudder through you.Â
Everything between you is electric. Your breaths come faster now, more desperate. Every inch you move toward him is a test, a slow-motion collapse of restraint.
âYour legsâŚâ A soft breathless chuckle escapes as you glance down. His lips part like heâs about to speak, but you donât give him the chance. Boldness surges through you like a current and you hike one leg over both of his, straddling him. The shift is seismic. His hands move to your hips, gripping you, afraid to let go. The heat of his touch spreads through you, anchoring you in place, though it feels like everything around you is spinning.
âAnd your lipsâŚâ you murmur, leaning closer, your breath mingling with his. âOh my god, those fucking lips.â You canât stop staring at them, just a breath away now, soft and wet. Your pulse races.Â
You cup his face, lifting his chin until his eyes meet yours again. His pupils are blown wide, the desire in them unmistakable. Your thumb brushes his bottom lip, and the moment stretches, suspended. You lean in just enough to feel his breath on your lips.Â
âKiss me,â you whisper.
And he does.
It isnât tentativeâitâs dam-breaking. Like heâs been starving for it, holding back for years. His lips are soft but urgent as his hands tighten around your hips to pull you closer. You taste jasmine tea on his lips, a subtle sweetness mingling with the spice of his cologneâclove, pepper, something dark and addictive.Â
âHoly shit,â you whisper against his lips. âI canât believe I had to wait so long to kiss you again.â You kiss him again and he moans sweetly into your mouth. Just as the kiss deepens, he retreats, his breath ragged. âYou okay?âÂ
Nervously nodding, he says, âYeah,â but his eyes flicker away. He tries to kiss you again, but you place your hand on his chest, gently stopping him.
âWait,â you say, eyes searching his face. âWhatâs going on? Am I being tooââ
âNo,â he says, almost a little too urgently. âItâs not that. Itâs justâŚâ His hands fall to the couch. Bracing to tell the truth, he squeezes his eyes shut before adding, âI need to tell you something.â You sit back on your heels, still in his lap but giving him room to speak.Â
âWhat is it?â You ask softly.Â
âThereâs this thing⌠I havenâtâuhâŚâ He stumbles over the words, his fingers twitching at his sides.
âSoobin?â you ask, your voice gentle but steady. Thatâs the first time youâve called him by his first name. It feels utterlyâŚvulnerable. âAre you a virgin?â The question is delicate. Shutting his eyes again, he takes a deep breath.Â
âNo,â he says. âWell, not exactly.â You narrow your eyes at him. What is that even supposed to mean? âItâs justâŚitâs been a while. And before then, I hadnât had a lot of sex. And I havenât had anyâŚrecently.âÂ
âHow long?â you encourage, your eyes softening.
âA year.âÂ
You hum softly in acknowledgement, watching his confidence falter. Instead of pulling back, you lean forward, trailing slow, deliberate kisses along his neck. He trembles under your touch, a soft gasp escaping his lips, your hands moving all over his body, claiming him.
âOh, Professor Choi,â you whisper, your voice dripping with heat and promise. âWeâre gonna have so much fun.â
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As your breath slows, you sit up and let your hand linger over his chest, feeling his heartbeat under your palm. âTell me,â you start. âWhat do you like?âÂ
âUm,â he swallows, trying to force the lump down his throat. Heâs so hesitant but he finally says, âTouching.âÂ
âYou touching my body or me touching yours?âÂ
He exhales shakily. âThe first,â he says, confirming with a squeeze to your hips.Â
You hum against his ear. What are you gonna do with him? Tease him forever? Let him have his way with you? You ask, âWhy donât you take my shirt off for me?âÂ
Gracing his hands over your arms, he grounds himself again before asking, âYou sure?âÂ
âIâm sure.â You nod, guiding his hands to the top button of your blouse, letting him slip it through the buttonhole. One by one, he exposes more of your skin, his heart thumping harder with each passing second. Pushing the silky fabric past your shoulders until your top half is only covered by a bubblegum pink mesh bra, leaving almost nothing to the imaginationâexcept for the red embroidered hearts over your nipples.
After easing the shirt out from your trousers, you reach back to pull at the sleeves, letting the shirt fall to the floor. He slips his finger under one of your bra straps, pulling it to the side, but you stop him. âWait. Itâs your turn.âÂ
Tugging on his tie, you slip it through the collar and unbutton his dress shirt. Seeing his body bare in front of you for the first time, youâre practically drooling. You indulge in running your hands all over his body, lean with subtle muscles, from his chest to the bottom of his abs.Â
âHow come you got to touch me if I didnât get to touch you?â He asks innocently.Â
âYouâre right,â you chuckle. âIâm sorry.â You smile and sit up to press your palms against his and let your fingers intertwine. Your heart melts and you fear you may throw up. âDid you want to take my bra off first?â He nods. Fumbling fingers reach behind you to snap it off, letting it fall to the couch. As he sees your bare tits, his eyes widen and he lets out the cutest little Oh.Â
Heâs hesitant to do anything. You have to guide his hands to massage your titsâand theyâre the perfect size for you.Â
âYouâre soâŚsoft,â he says, looking up at your eyes, like heâs not sure if that was okay to say.Â
âYou like them?â He nods eagerly. Experimentally swiping a thumb across a nipple, it hardens at his touch while you let out a sharp gasp.Â
âYou like that,â he says matter-of-factly. âCan I taste?â Nodding, you lean forward, welcoming his lips. His body finally relaxes as he moans against your skin. Circling the tip of his tongue around your nipple, heâs teasing you. And oh my god do you love it.Â
One of your hands threads through his hair and you stuff the other down your pants, but he grabs your wrist softly.Â
âThatâs not fair,â he whispers and you concede, keeping your hands to yourself. With one hand, he stuffs your tit back in his mouth while the other plays with your other nipple. His hot, wet mouth on one nipple and his teasing fingers playing with the other sends waves of pleasure through you that may send you over the edge.
If you donât do something to ease your need, youâre not sure how much longer youâll be able to take this. You resort to grinding against his hard cock, making his hips buck.Â
Lifting your legs off his, you swing around to sit next to him, palming his cock over his trousers. Desperately clawing at the waistband, you unbutton and unzip his pants, encouraging him to kick them off. He stands to slip them off and as you reach for the band of his boxers, he stops you.Â
âYour turn,â he whispers. And you comply. But not without a show. Standing slowly, you push him to the couch and turn your back to him. As you push your pants down, your ass looks delicious in your thong that matches your braâmesh bubblegum pink with red trim. When you turn back, heâs fisting himself over his underwear.Â
âNuh-uh, thatâs not fair,â you say. Returning next to him on the couch, you feel him over his boxers and your mouth waters. Goddamn you canât wait for him to be inside you. âDo you have any lube?â He nods and shortly returns with a barely used tube.Â
While he stays standing, you sit up on the couch, running your hands across his muscular thighs and perfect pelvis. Looking up at him, his eyes are bright, darting all over your body like heâs afraid to miss something. He fiddles with his waistband, flipping the elastic over softly. A small smile flicks across your lips before you tug his boxers down his legs, leaving trails of kisses along the way.
Encouraging him to sit down, you look down at his cock, long and hard and dripping with precum. Finally, you drag your fingertips up and down his cock before squeezing him. He moans like youâve never heard a man moan before. Laying your head on his shoulder, you sprinkle kisses all over his skin, finding a spot behind his ear that makes him squirm.Â
He hisses andâalmost involuntarilyâwraps one of his hands around yours to use his long fingers to guide your hand up and down. Thereâs something magical about someone with so little experience tellingâno, showingâyou what to do with his body. Itâs electrifying. He hasnât been touched in so long that heâs desperate to get off and canât waste time with words. But no words need to be shared. His movements tell you what speed he likes.Â
Snaking his other arm around you, he stuffs his fingers in your hair and clenches his fist, subconsciously tugging the strands. His lips are right against your ear, breathing rapidly and heavily and he can hardly take it anymore. You watch his chest rise and fall as he clenches your hair, moaning getting quicker, he squeaks and whines.Â
Hurriedly pressing his lips to your temple, you canât take your eyes off his cock as he shoots short spurts of cum all over his stomach. It takes a moment for him to catch his breath before he gives you a sweet smile.Â
You donât let up with kisses all over his body. Sprinkling kisses here and there while he cleans himself up with a hand towel heâd brought with him when he got the lube from his bedroom. Once heâs clean, he slouches down the couch.Â
âWill you sit on my face?â His eyes are ever so sweet and innocent, like heâs finally able to test all his fantasies. âPleaseâŚâ You hum like youâre only considering it, but we all know youâll say yes. âPlease, mommy?â Everything halts.Â
âMommy?âÂ
âF-fuckââ he sits up, ears turning redder than youâve ever seen themâanyoneâs ears for that matter. âIâm sorry, I shouldâve asked firstââ
âNo, noâŚâ you say gently, cupping his jaw to make him look at you. You canât help yourselfâyou press your lips to his again and you lose yourself in his intoxicating kiss. But you break it and say, âKeep calling me that.âÂ
âM-mommy?â You hum. Before you give him what he asked for, you shove your tit in front of his lips. He doesnât need to be told what to do. His plush lips wrap around your hard nipple while he thumbs the other. It feels like fucking heaven.
âThatâs my good boy.â He lets out the most pathetic whimper youâve ever heard in your goddamn life. His eyebrows furrow, looking up at you through his lashes. âAre you my good boy?â
âYes,â he says, nodding eagerly. âYes, mommy. Of course.âÂ
âSoobin,â you breathe in disbelief, dropping your head back. âYouâre so sexy, I swear to god.âÂ
âNuh-uh,â he shakes his head. âThatâs you.â He smiles. âWill you please sit on my face now?â He slouches down again without waiting for an answer. âPlease.â You hike your leg up to rest your foot against the back of the couch, gently hovering over him. But he wraps his hands around your hips to yank you down. As he flicks his tongue over your clit, you might be embarrassed by the volume of your moan, but thereâd be no reason to.Â
âI thought you said you didnât do this a lot?â
âWell,â he takes a deep breath. âThis was always what I was best at.â You chuckle. âWait, noââ he shakes his head. âIâm good at the other stuff too. I hope.â Returning his tongue to your clit, you gasp and fall forward, bracing yourself against the back of the couch. He seizes the opportunity to get fully entranced in your taste.Â
There's an impossible contrastâyour body melts, muscles soft and pliant as you surrender to the pleasure but, at the same time, goosebumps prickle along your skin, sharp and electric. Warmth and vulnerability layered with a thrill that leaves you shivering, somehow both at ease and on edge.
But then he snakes his hand behind your ass to tease your asshole with his pinky. And it's overwhelming. Your knees are so weak you can hardly hold yourself up. The way his hands feel on your body, touching you in all the right places, flicking his tongue perfectly, moaning so temptingly along with the built up tensionâit is so much. So. Fucking. Much.Â
It builds in your stomachâteetering on the edge and god you only hope he doesnât stop what heâs doing. But you canât form words to tell him that. But he knows.Â
And then it happens.Â
You feel like youâre floatingâor falling may be more accurateâas your orgasm washes over you, thighs quite literally quivering around his face as you come undone on top of him. For him. Unable to hold yourself up any longer, you roll and plop to the couch and he sloppily replaces his tongue with his fingers. You make a mental note to show him exactly where your clit is later. How is it that he found it so easily with his tongue but missed it with his hand? You guess he was rightâoral is what heâs best at. Your chest heaves with your deep breaths as you come down from your high, watching him smirk at you.Â
âOh my god,â you say breathlessly. Thereâs a beat of silence. âWhat the fuck?â
âWhat?â He chuckles.Â
âI wasnât expecting that.âÂ
âI told you Iâm good at it.âÂ
âWhereâs your bedroom? This couch is too small for what weâre about to do.âÂ
Once he shuts his bedroom door to keep Molly out, he pulls you by your waist to press his bare body to yours and kisses you again so romantically it takes your breath away.Â
âWow,â he whispers against your lips. âYouâre so beautiful.âÂ
âOh my god, shut up.â You go straight back in for more kisses. But you break itâ âBut not literally, though. Please keep saying stuff like that.â You giggle together, slowly falling toward the bed until youâre gently laid on your back and heâs over top of you.Â
âCan I, like, kiss all over your body?â
âOf course,â you say. âYou donât need to ask.â
And then he does exactly what he wants. Starting at your lips, he moves to the corner of your mouth, trailing behind your ear and down your neck. The way his breath tickles your neck sends shivers down your spine and you need more, more, more.Â
As you lay there, simply basking in the feeling of him taking his time exploring every inch of you with the softest lips youâve ever felt, you canât help but be giddy. Heâs tentative in some areas and eager in others. After he kisses the sensitive skin under your breast, he carefully observes your reaction. When he delicately presses his lips to your pelvis, his eyes flutter up to yours nervously.Â
âSoobin,â you say breathlessly. He hums against your tummy, shaky hands running up your thighs. âI need you please.â
âYou need me?â You nod. âWhere do you need me, mommy?â You groan, arching your back, not even knowing where to start. You need him everywhere.Â
âInside me,â you say. âPlease, Iâve been thinking about it for so long.âÂ
âHave you?â He asks innocently, using his fingers to play with the folds of your pussy so casually, like he doesnât even realize heâs doing it. âI should be the impatient one.â But you know why heâs taking it so slow. Heâs nervous as hell right now.Â
Aligning his cock with your entrance, he slowly pushes himself inside you. And it's utterly exhilarating. For both of you. He falls forward, framing your face with his forearms, digging his nose into your neck.Â
âFuckâŚâ He whispers shakily. Your nails drag down his back at his inexperienced hip rolls. âOh my god, what are you doing to me?â Despite his inevitable desperation, his thrusts are controlled. Heâs trying his very best at least. But his cock is so fucking perfect, you figure heâd make you feel good no matter what he does. Although, a little part of you thinks about how good heâll be at fucking you in a few months after a little practice. Or lots of practice.Â
He whispers swears, your name, and mommyâŚover and over again. Then he sits up, looking down at your body. Awkwardly fumbling as if he wants to say something, his mouth isnât cooperating with his brain. He slowly comes to a stop, sliding out of you and barely touches your calf.Â
âCan you, uhâŚwould you mind, umââÂ
"Do you wish to see me on my knees? Is that it, darling?"
âYes, mommyâŚplease, Iâve neverââÂ
âYouâve never had someone on their knees for you?â You ask and he silently shakes his head. âYouâve been such a good boy for me. Of course Iâll get on my knees for you.â You oblige to his request, turning yourself around and arching your back to give him a perfect view of your ass. He groans at the simple sight of your body. He swipes his hands over the swell of your ass, squeezing here and there.Â
He clears his throat and asks, âWhat do I do?â
âOh,â you chuckle lightly. âJust get on your knees and guide yourself in. Make sure itâs the right hole,â you say light-heartedly, trying to ease the tension a bit.Â
But when heâs finally inside you again, itâs heaven. And he indulges in himself a bitâthrusting faster, harder, making your ass jiggle. The lewd sounds of his cock in your wetness and his hips smacking your skin makes it all the more erotic. But it doesnât take long beforeâ
âI like it better the other way, I think,â he says matter-of-factly. âIs that okay?â
âOf course thatâs okay, babe,â you say, flipping back over and spreading your legs. And he slides right back inside you, letting his head fall back. But your tits bouncing are simply too tempting not to look at. Theyâre why he prefers it this way, so why not look at them as much as he can? He retreats a bit, opening his mouth like he wants to ask you something but heâs too shy.Â
âWhat is it, baby?â
âI was just wondering if youâŚif you couldâwould you want to be on top?â His tone is genuinely sweet. âLike what position do you like?â
âMissionaryâs my favorite too,â you say. âBut I would, hm, I would really like to be on top for a bit.â Switching quickly, you align yourself over his cock and sink down on him so, so, so slowly, letting out a big sigh of relief. âOh my god, Soobin. Are you fucking kidding me?â You donât think youâve ever felt so full before. The feeling stretches all the way to your toes. âI need to hump you like crazy for a bit,â you say with a chuckle. He nods like thatâs perfectly fine with me, mommy.Â
And you do exactly thatâbounce on his cock as fast as your body lets you, relieving that built-up tension. Over the last few months, you wanted to jump his bones every time you were in the same room and that feeling never let up, like there was a tension thermometer in your body that was constantly stuck at boiling.Â
But perhaps it was a bit more painful for him because an occasional rut up into you isnât enough anymore. He holds your hips to keep you in place, fucking up into you as fast as he can. Head dropping back, he groans, your name leaving his lips.Â
âMommy?â His eyebrows furrow, looking utterly pathetic. âLetâs switch back. Please.â Hiking your leg over his hips, you land roughly on your back. Gently grabbing your hands, he pins them above your head, aligns his cock at your entrance, and slides inside you, rolling his hips so deliciously. As he kisses you, he swallows your moans. Trailing down your neck, he whispers, âPlease tell me Iâm making you feel good, Mommy.âÂ
Your eyes roll back in pleasure and you say, âFuck, youâre making me feel so good.âÂ
Slowing his thrusts, he asks, âWhat else would you like me to do?â Smiling up at him, you rub his thighs. Waiting for an answer, he covers your collarbone in kisses, making his way back to your ear. After nibbling gently on your earlobe, he whispers, âTell me how to make you feel even better.â Oof. Shivers.Â
âRub my clit,â you say. He sits up, fumbling with his fingers. âUse your thumb,â you giggle. âWait.â Reaching for his hand, you let spit pool in your mouth before wrapping your lips around his thumb. Sucking on it, he looks at you like he canât believe what heâs seeing. Then he follows your instructions, rubbing your clit with his thumb while he fucks you, listening intently to every instruction, every a little to the lefts, up a little bit mores, and he never gets impatient.Â
Your back arches impossibly high and you say, âIâm close, babe. Donât stop.â You rub your own nipple, but he moves your hand out of the way, wetting his thumb with his own spit before circling it for you.Â
Everything has been building to this moment. Staring at him in every lecture, longing for his touch. That kiss in his office was just the start of your addiction. Attending his office hours didnât help, but you couldnât stay away. You needed to be closer to him. To feel heat radiating off his body. To smell his spicy cologne. To watch his fingers wrap around his pen and wish they were wrapped around something else.Â
All of it was for this moment right here. Cumming around his cock for the first time. You canât wait any longer. Thereâs a white hot burning in your belly thatâs getting more furious by the second. His name leaves your mouth in a yelp before fireworks explode inside you.Â
Your legs shake around his waist as he fucks you through it, not changing a single thing. Overwhelmed with pleasure, you grab his wrist to stop him from rubbing your nipple to make sure itâs the most perfect orgasm youâve ever hadânot too much and not too little.Â
And itâs neither. Instead, itâs perfection. You knew it would be. It seems to last forever but somehow not long enough. As soon as you finish, you miss it.Â
Catching your breath, your vision clears up as you look up at him with a smile. He shyly asks, âHow was that?âÂ
You take a deep breath and say, âOh my god, that was so good.â Rubbing soothing strokes up and down your thighs, you can tell heâs getting impatient. But stillâheâd never pressure you in a million years.Â
Bending to kiss your neck again, he whispers, âCan I cum inside you?â You nod frantically.Â
âPlease.âÂ
âI have condoms if you want.â You think about it for a second. Really. You would love nothing more than to feel him fill you up. But itâs risky. âMommyâŚâ His hips slowly start moving again, encouraging a decision from you. âWhat are you thinking?â
âCum inside me, please. Wanna feel all of you,â you say, rubbing his back. He smiles, pressing his lips to yours in a passionate kiss that sends your head reeling. He sits up and squeezes your thighs over and over, adoring the way your body feels in his hands. Soft and squishy and intoxicating. Licking your own thumb, you pinch and rub one of his nipples, making his mouth drop open. He didnât even think of having his own nipples played with.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuckââ he gasps. You praise him, Cum inside me, baby. Youâve been such a good boy for me. I want you to feel so good for me, okay? And heâs rutting his hips into you roughly, using your body for his own pleasure. You simply canât get enough. You want him inside you forever and ever. âYouâreâŚâ he trails off. âYouâre gonna make me cum, Mommy.â
âGo ahead. Cum for me.â Like itâs a command, his hips stutter and his cum fills you up, warm and sweet and heavenly. Swears and other inaudible words you hope are compliments spill out of his mouth. Falling forward, he digs his face into your neck once more, twitching until he comes to a stop, taking deep breaths.Â
You expect a warm smile to echo his warm cum filling you up but he stays put. In fact, he doesnât move or say anything for quite some time. So much time passes that his cock has slipped out of you on its own, his cum leaking down the swell of your ass.Â
You finally break the silence, âAre you okay?â He nods awkwardly. âLook at me.â He shakes his head. âWhatâs wrong?â He still wonât budge. âSoobin, whatâs going on?â
âIâm embarrassed,â he whines.
âHuh? About what?âÂ
âCalling you mommy,â he finally sits up. âI was just caught up in the momentâIâm sorryâI shouldnât haveââ
âHoney,â you giggle, sitting up with him. âI told you I liked it.âÂ
âYou werenât just saying that?â
âI donât think I wouldâve came that hard if I didnât like it.âÂ
His eyes brighten before adding, âI guess so.â It genuinely was one of the strongest orgasms youâve ever had. Surely, he has to know that, right? But waitâÂ
âWas it good for you?â
âOh my god,â heâs finally relaxed a little, peppering your face with kisses. âThat was the best orgasm Iâve ever had, I swear.â He stands, walking into his en-suite to get you a towel, damp with warm water. âSoâŚâ he starts awkwardly. âShould we, like, report this to the dean?âÂ
âIs that your way of asking me to be exclusive?â He blushes as you brush some of his hair behind his ear. âBecause my answer is absolutely.â You press your lips together. âAlthough, can we hold off for a while? Just until next semester starts?â
âBe in our own little world for a bit?â He smiles, wrapping his arms around your waist. âYouâre taking a break until next semester, right? Are you working right now?â
âNo,â you shake your head. âI got a bunch of scholarships to pay for school,â you say proudly.Â
âWhy am I not surprised?âÂ
âBecause Iâm the smartest person you know,â you say cheekily.Â
âNo lectures until next semester, so Iâm pretty much free.â He smiles, clearly wanting to say something more, but bites his tongue. âCan I ask you something?â You nod. âThis may be moving way too fast, but do you maybe wanna spend the holidays here? With me?â
The next few weeks are a whirlwind. Both of you admit itâs too fast. But neither of you care. The fireplace roars as you decorate his Christmas tree together, wrapped presents, baked cookies, everything you could think of that ooey-gooey couples do.Â
And of course, nightly sex is a bonus. You simply canât get enough of each other. And you just about lose it when you walk into the kitchen on Christmas morning. Heâs standing at the counter wearing a Santa hat, flannel pajama pants, and a black tank top making your favorite tea.Â
âAh, there she is! Good morning,â he says with a smile. You take a plate full of chocolate chip waffles from him. But not before he kisses you. Cupping your cheek, he pulls you into perhaps the sweetest kiss youâve ever had. You can feel his smile on your lips.Â
And everything feels absolutely perfect. You think you may be dreaming, but he feels so very real at this moment. And his voice is clear as day, âMerry Christmas.âÂ
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Can you write virgin reader and Soobin with bad corruption kink pleaseeee, I just read the 2 of your fics and I'm obsessed đŤśđź
BROKEN ANGEL - ! â¸â¸ ěľěëš

ŕ¨ŕ§: soobin was always fond of how innocent and pure you were, not having a single clue of all the twisted and dirty thoughts that went through his head, the subtle touches he would give you, or not even how rock hard you had him all the time. he never knew that your innocence would soon effect him like never before.
đź paring ! - husband!soobin x virgin!reader (f)
đź warnings ! - softdom!soobin, sub!reader, they're so in love, massive corruption kink, virginity loss, breast worship, nipple play, praise kink, size training, bulge kink, breeding kink (he really wants to get reader pregnant), lots of kisses, soobin referred as binnie by reader, soobin calls reader bun, bunny, angel, and good girl
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đź # lexi adds ! - heh i rlly like this one :3 I like this one so much I'll cry in the corner of my room and wish to have a love like this. "thank you anon!" we all say in unison!!
you loved your husband and he loved you too, always showing you how much he loved you with soft kisses everyday or baking you some sweet treats. it had never gone as far as anything sexual.
you don't know why, but it just never happened even after a 2 year marriage with him. of course, you were still a virgin, you had never had a sexual experience with any other man.
if soobin had wanted to then why didn't he just ask? well the answer was simple;
he loved how innocent you were.
soobin was always fond of how innocent and pure you were, not having a single clue of all the twisted and dirty thoughts that went through his head, the subtle touches he would give you, or not even how rock hard you had him all the time. he never knew that your innocence would soon effect him like never before until one fateful day...
it was a day just like any other, soobin was heading back home from work, smiling at the text message he had gotten from you, giving him a small heads up that there would be dinner ready for him as soon as he got back.
he absolutely adored the way you thought ahead for him, and only him. he wanted it to stay like this forever, just you and him, him and his sweet angel.
everything about you was just so perfect and angelic, how did soobin ever get so lucky to have his own real life angel all to himself?
he dreamed of starting a family with you, him working while you stayed home taking care of his babies, it was everything he wanted. but in order to make babies, you had to have sex.
soobin just couldn't get himself to ask for sex, not wanting to break your innocence in any shape or form. you guys were both adult, more than capable of making your own decisions, so maybe this time soobin would have a go at it.
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he felt nervous as he entered your cozy and loving home, being greeted by a warm embrace and small peck on the lips right as he stepped foot inside the house which dissolved all the nervousness in his body away.
soobin planted a soft kiss on your forehead before you helped him removed his jacket and place on a hook from the coat hanger.
"i made your favourite." your voice calm and collected yet heavy with love and adoration. soobin liked this feeling, being with you, a smile always painted on his face while having you close to him.
with a small nod, he allowed you to lead him to your small dining table of two, the table well organized and ready for the two of you to have a loving and home-cooked meal together.
a small yet gentle smile tugged at soobin's lips once he saw the prepped dinner. instead of sitting down, he hugged you once more, this time more tightly than before. he leaned down enough to whisper in your ear, "what did I do to deserve you?"
a giggle escaped past your lips,feeling ticklish from his whisper against your ear. "binnie, let's eat first."
he leaned back his cute dimple visible as his grinned affectionately, "oh right... yeah let's do that."
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after dinner, soobin had gone to your shared master bedroom to change while you cleaned up and washed the dishes, it was so calm in your house, only the sound of water running bouncing off the walls.
not paying much attention to your surroundings, you're startled when you felt soobin's hands creep up around your waist. "binnie, you scared me!" you say as you turn around to face him. he chuckles at your cute reaction, cupping your face with his hands and pecking you on the lips.
"sorry bun, I'll make it up to you." he says, "anything you want." and he pecks your lips again.
"I don't need anything from you, binnie, just having you here is enough." your words might have sounded cliche but you meant every single thing. he was the most important thing to you and nothing could ever change that.
soobin lets his hands fall to his sides, admiring your beauty for a few seconds, the moment is so sweet, just the two of you, so stupid in love with each other, it was something you'd both cherish forever.
suddenly, you're lifted into soobin's arms, startled once more and you yelp as he holds you, carrying you the same way he had on your wedding day.
"soobin!" you squeal.
nothing but a small snicker escapes past his lip as he stares into your eyes, "it's okay, I got you bunny" his voice reassuring as he leads you to your room.
you wrapped your arm around the back of his neck to ensure you don't fall even when you know soobin would never drop you, never in his life.
he took you in the direction of the bed, placing you down on the soft and comfy mattress, admiring your beauty as you laid under him, looking as pure as ever, his angelic wife.
you feel his eyes on you, his warm brown eyes enamoured by your content beauty. the nervousness gets to you, causing a warm feeling to rise to your cheeks, painting them a mellow pink hue and your hand moves to hover over your mouth.
soobin placed a comforting hand on yours, his touch warm. he moves your hand away from your face, keeping it close to your chest. "don't hide yourself from me bunny, I want to see your pretty face..."
your other hand envelopes his as you stare into his eyes. "what are you trying to do binnie...?" your question curious yet innocent as your eyes search his for an answer.
"you've had me worked up for way too long, bun. I can't take it. I want to make love to you, only if you're okay with it, of course. I know it's your first time and I don't want to hurt you," he says, "I'll accept any answer you give me."
his words make you feel an unusual sensation in your core, you're never felt this before.
finally, you nod you head meekly a small "mhm" leaving your mouth. "I've been waiting for you to ask, binnie..." you turn your head and gaze elsewhere, to shy to look him in the eyes.
his face instantly lights up from your response, not believing what he was hearing. his hand moves to your chin as he gently turns your head back and he kisses you, softly and lovingly, just so full of love.
"I'll start slow, don't worry, bun" one by one, pieces of your clothes are removed from your body, leaving you fully exposed and vulnerable in front of him, soobin leaving small kisses on every inch of newly exposed skin he saw, not wanting to miss out on anything. "fuck, can't believe I have you all to myself now, bunny. you're just like an angel, all for me..."
He kisses your lips once more before kneeling in front of your thighs, watching the way your cunt glistens with your slick.
you whine from the desperate need of his touch, you feel like an animal in heat, it felt pathetic.
he pushes a finger into your awaiting hole, watching how it clenched around it as if it's life depended on his contact
"b-binnie..." you stutter from the overwhelming feeling and he stops.
"are you okay? did I hurt you?" his tone of voice sounds alert and concerned for any of your discomfort.
you shake your head, and he leaves from inbetween your legs. "n-no I just..." you say, embarrassed "I want you to touch me... "
"is that what my angel wants, to be pleasured?" he coos softly , caressing your hair and moving his other hand to your breast, squeezing the soft squishy flesh and tweaking at your nipple, drawing mewls to fall from your lips.
"b-binnie...!" you whimper his name out again, not knowing what else to say accept feel the immense feeling of pleasure coursing through your body.
"yeah? you're doing so good, such a good girl..." you moan pathetically at the pet name, not knowing how much you'd actually like it. "you ready to take me in?"
his body moves up to hover over you again, his eyes scanning your face and reactions like a scientific study.
"not yet-!" you watch as soobin's head shoots down and his lips attach to your nipple, sucking lightly, hardening the sensitive bud. you squirm and whimper, you can feel soobin smirking at the sight infront of him, your face contorted in pleasure as your brows furrow and your eyes screw shut.
his lip detach themselves from your nipple, a small string of saliva connecting the two of you together before breaking, he licked his lips in hunger, wanting more. "it's okay, bunny, take your time."
his hands run down your sides in a soothing way, the dim light in the room letting you see all of his features just right. he was so handsome, he always had been. so cute too. you couldn't believe he was your husband. that's when you spoke up, your voice barely above a whisper, "soobin... I'm ready..."
his eyes widen, "a-are you sure...? like, completely sure?"
with a small nod as a gesture, he picks you up again, sitting himself on the bed and placing on on his lap, his head against the headboard.
your clothed core presses against his thigh, a slight whimper escaping from the feeling. you sit on his thigh, your clit pressing against him and you feel a huge burst of pleasure and your eyes close again.
soobin smirks and chuckles at the sight of you pleasuring yourself, his hands on your hips to keep to steady. "there you go, bun. you're getting the hand of it, aren't you?" he says, "now let's get this dick out, wanna do it for me?
you're a bit shocked by his question, your eyes opening only to see him signalling you to take his dick out his pants. you agree to his offer, you hands finding their way down to his bulge, pulling the waistband of his sweatpants down and you grab his hard dick, he hisses at the feeling as you pull it out.
it's huge, you never knew that they could be that big. you're startled a bit, and soobin notices, caressing your hair in a comforting manner. "don't be scared, bun. I'll take care of you, I would never hurt you."
he lifts you from his thigh, tugging your matching laced panties off of your body. throwing it into the pile of your long and forgotten clothes.
"tell me if it hurts and I'll stop, okay?" he says reassuringly, not wanting to scare you away.
"I got it binnie, I want to try."
"don't push yourself too hard." he kisses you softly before you align yourself with his cock.
"is this right?" you question innocently, not sure of what you're doing.
he smiles warmly, "perfect. you got this, bunny. just push yourself down of it, okay?"
with his words of affirmation, you're finally able to get yourself to push his cock inside of, it hurts, a lot. the sting pluses through your body but you keep going despite the pain, not wanting to disappoint soobin.
a small cry and hiss leave your lips and soobin stops you from going any further, "bunny don't hurt yourself, please."
"I'm fine binnie..." you whisper, trying to convince him but he doesn't believe you.
"bunny, if you can't handle it, don't keep going, please."
"I can do it..." and with those words you push yourself completely , bottoming yourself on his cock, feeling your skin finally touch his. he's so deep inside of you, his tip kissing your sweet spot just right.
you moan out and pull yourself off his cock, your hole stretched out like never before, but you push yourself back down without soobin's help. he watches as you repeat your actions and fuck yourself up and down on his dick, the pleasure only getting better.
"ah- binnie! f-feels so good...!" you cry out, soobin only admiring the way your tits bounce right in front of his face, his hands moving up to cup them.
"that's right, bunny. you're such a fast learner..." he says in admiration, groping your tits softly "fuck your tits are perfect." he admits, "I'm so glad that I'm the one taking your innocence, angel."
your soft whimpers and moans are absolute music to soobin's ears, he would listen to you all day if he could.
as you bounce on his dick, the sounds of wet and lewd slapping echoes and bounces off the walls. the sounds of your moans and soobin's groans filling the room that was now full of the scent of sex.
"hmph! binnie! I'm feel something in my stomach-!" you grip his shoulders as he grips onto your waist.
"that's a good thing bunny, a very good thing," he huffs out " you're taking me so well, such a good girl... " he can't help himself and begins to thrust up into you, hitting your cervix on repeat, causing your moans to grow louder and even more desperate than before.
"I can't take it...! binnie-!" you find yourself fucked dumb on his cock and soobin feels his balls tighten, knowing his release was soon, very soon.
you finally release on his cock, feeling as it was embarrassingly fast, but you continue to bounce on his dick despite your orgasm.
he suddenly stops you from bouncing, holding you in place and he thrusts up with so much power, leaving you only to whimper and moan out pathetic babbles, only fueling soobin to chase his high.
"fuck bunny, im going to fill you up so good! want me to fill you with our first child, hm? want me to get you round and pregnant?"
you can't understand what he's saying, your mind fucked dumb as you just agree and nod. "yes! yes please binnie...!"
he snickers " I'll give you exactly what you want, bun. you know I always do."
and fill you up he does, right to the brim.
he leaves the both of you breathless as he stays snug inside, not wanting to let his cum go to waste. you feel as some of his cum swivels down and wets the mattress under you.
"let's stay like this for a while, hm? I want to just hug you and cherish you in my arms. I love you, bunny."
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too excited to sleep on christmas night, the last thing you might've expected was to find a very tall, very handsome man with arms full of gifts broken into your home. also, for him to claim himself to be santa claus. ŕŁŞË ŕż
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đšairings Ë santa!soobin x reader
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đarnings Ë general smut, cum eating, breast worship, mentions of titty fucking, soobin watches reader play with themselves without their knowledge, fem!reader, cumming on belly, whiny soobin kinda, soobin is... well, santa, possessiveness, usage of the word whore
âŕ ashlynn's note guys. please promise me you won't imagine an old man when you read this. LMAOO. this is the first day of the event! tell me how you guys feel abt it :3
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All wrapped up in the covers, you try to close your eyes and just let it happen. You really do. The mattress beneath you is soft and embraces you with warm, oh-so-welcoming arms, and the fireplace crackles from the living room. Youâd left the door cracked, only a little bit, just so that the sounds might lull you to sleep.Â
Despite all the efforts youâd put into a perfectly cozy, perfectly sleepy, night, your mind wanders each time you let your lashes fall to your cheeks. You try and soothe it over with fuzzy visions of waking up in the morning to the world outside your window dusted white and your tree, all alight and sparkling, made full with gifts wrapped in swirling red paper.
Well, if you were sleepy before, youâd lost it now.Â
Perhaps youâre far too excited for Christmas. Especially for your ageâa full grown woman too giddy to sleep on Christmas eve? Itâs ridiculous. But those warm, flickering memories of Christmas mornings with your family are close to your heart. Bounding down the stairs on bare feet to go stick them by the fireplace to defrost, pulling woolen, knitted stockings off the mantle when your parents told you to check for coal, and then after it all, finally sitting crisscrossed around the tree. The smell of whatever spiced thing your mother would be warming over the fire and the sharpness of the pine needlesâyou think that there is nothing better. It was such a simple time.Â
You push yourself up off the bed, hair mussed with relentless tossing and turning. Slipping out from the covers, you donât even bother fixing it. The wood flooring creaks beneath your weight. Through your woolen stockings, the ones youâd pulled on just before bed so that you might stay toasty should the fire die out, it greets you nice and pleasantly warmed.Â
Down the hallway you shuffle, smoothing over your cotton sleep dress and tugging your fingers through tangles of hair. Three hours; three hours youâd been curled up in your bed, alternating between inspecting your ceiling and walls as if youâd never seen them before and trying to think sleepy thoughts. You can really only handle so much of that.Â
Starting in the afternoon, as soon as the sun began yawning and blinking bleary eyes to give way to the moon, you had worked dutifully on whipping up some Christmas desserts. Baking platterfuls of warm goodies was something your mother did for your family every Christmas eve. Bowl in hand, and wafts of gingerbread and fruit cakes twirling sweet and warm up to your nose, those memories were all you could think of. Your heart aches in your chest. This day doesnât feel the same celebrating by yourself. Youâd hung garlands down from doorframes and done such a beautiful job on the tree, but youâd done it all. Alone. Youâd done all your baking alone, too.Â
So, though you donât have the faces of family around, not even a boyfriend, to eat them with... Youâll eat tbe excess alone. Youâd always been the type to go all tired with a full belly, anyway. Maybe itâll help you get to sleep.Â
The counters are a beautiful spread of your dayâs work. Cinnamon cakes made even sweeter with a warm, sugary drizzling, fruitcakes of raisin and dates, glazed fruits all fat and ready to make your fingers sticky as you enjoy them, all on silver filigree platters. Beside it all, you place your candle, the lengths of it decorated with rivulets of wax melted down and then gone solid once more. You sift between them, fingers itching for something hearty.Â
From behind you, thereâs a shuffling. Itâs slight. Firewood burnt down to nothing shifting and falling, most likely. You peruse the plattersâthe glimmering, glazed nuts, or mahogany cakes? You almost decide, but, with another rustle, you cannot pretend it was nothing this time. You turn on your heel.Â
There, in your living room, stands a man. Â
A very tall, very frozen man. With features soft, he looks as though the warmth and coldness of Christmas personified both. Wide, brown eyes return a look very similar to what you assume yours might be. In his hands, he holds a box wrapped in papersâone that looks as though it would belong so well beneath your tree.Â
Frozen way down to your bone, you donât really know what to do. Do you scream? Would the family in the home across from yours hear you? As a young, unwedded woman, and their neighbor, you think they might help you. Theyâd always seemed to like you well enough. Howâd he even find his way into your home anyway? You donât leave doors unlocked.Â
For a few more long moments, the two of you stare at each other. Strangely, he seems just as rattled as you.
âWho are you?â you say, voice wavered in just the way someoneâs might if they found an unknown man in their home. He doesnât look scary. Not by a long shot. With warm eyes of hot chocolate and hair the fluffy brown of any girlâs dreams, he does not look scary at all. You might even say he looks delicious.Â
The stranger opens his mouth and closes it a few times. When he finally goes to speak, in a rounded cheek you spy the twitching of a dimple. Itâs soft in his face, just like the rest of him. His ears burn red. âYouâre not supposed to be awake,â he says, a waterfall of nervous laughs falling out along with it.Â
You, just as frozen as youâd been when youâd first turned around to find him there, frown. Not supposed to be awake? What is that even supposed to mean? You tug at the hem of your night dress. Youâd pulled it on thinking that nobody would see you in it, and especially not a man. An intruding man, at that. Itâs thin and comfortable, falling at a spot on your thigh thatâs good for movement, but not for wearing in front of a strange man. Definitely not.Â
âWhat do you mean?â you say, stricken in place. As much as your heart beats like a wild, caught animal in your chest, sending liquid energy right through your veins, you cannot move. Itâs no different from the deer that, instead of darting between the trees to escape a pouncing predator, sits utterly still hoping that maybe theyâll go unnoticed. But this is not the wild, and that does not work here. You probably look more like youâre a blinking, stupid mess than anything. You say, âGet out of my house, or I am going to scream. Get out.âÂ
Who wants to deal with this on Christmas eve night? Somebody breaking into your home, hoping to get lucky with the presents littered under the tree? Of all the evil things, that might just be the worst. You could not imagine rubbing the sleep out of your eyes and scurrying over to the tree, just to find it utterly bare.Â
He laughs again, waving a hand in the air fast and nervous. âIâdonât worry! Iâm not going to hurt you! I just... uh, well, you see...â His words twist and tumble over each other, each racing to come out before the next. âThis... usually doesnât happen, and... Nobody ever wakes up,â he says. âYouâll forget about this in a moment.âÂ
You look him up and down. The Christmas-red suit, all suede and heavy, the heavy black boots, the cuffs of white tufted furâyouâre not stupid. Maybe shaken, but not stupid. Taking a step back, you say him with measured words, âWhat are you, some kind of freak that breaks in to peopleâs homes on Christmas to pretend youâre Santa, or something? A thief?â
Over his soft eyes, his brows shoot up. Still holding the present, he steps toward you with his free hand up to show he means no harm. âNoâno, really, you donât need to be scared. Iâm... okay, you might know me as something different, but my name is Soobin. Iâm just supposed to be dropping these gifts off, and Iâll be on my way. You wonât even remember you saw me.âÂ
And, there he goes again, saying that youâll forget you saw him. Whatever that means. You might be alarmed by his words, and really, you ought to be. But you feel more intrigued than anything. Heâs got kind, playful eyes. Maybe the kind that are meant to disarm you before stealing from right under your nose, though. Â
What really gets you is that he thinks you might know him. By some other name, or whatever. Youâve never seen him, or another face like him, anywhere in or around your village. The people here do not look like that. Their faces are marred by a life spent working for their upkeep, hands flecked with the weight of their professions. This man? He looks as though heâs never lived a hard day in his life. No wrinkle or scarringâhis face is beautifully smooth. Youâd know any face, you know everybody here. And you do not know him.Â
âI donât think I believe you,â you say. âAnd, wonât remember? Whatâs that supposed to mean?â You hover somewhere between the kitchen and the tree, all lit up with flickering candles.
He closes his eyes, a resigned puff of a laugh falling from his mouth. Soobin shakes his head as he tells you, âGuess it doesnât matter if I tell you. Iâm Santa. Claus. Santa Claus. Thatâs what youâd know me by.â He pushes his brown, horn-rimmed glasses up his nose. âI donât get caught. Usually. I donât know why you were still awake.â Hot cocoa strands of brown hair dust just about his eyes as he takes your form in.Â
Right from your chest, a scoff like a laugh comes tumbling. Santa Claus. Seriously, this guy is weird. And, heâs in your home. However heâd gotten in. Shuffling back a few steps for good measure, you say, âSanta Claus. Youâre Santa Claus.âÂ
Brows knitted, he nods his head. As if it were obvious that he was Santa Claus.Â
Yeah, okay.
Itâs ridiculous. So ridiculous that you have to laugh again, full-chested and in his face this time. âIf you donât leave my home, Iâm...â You trail off. Youâre not sure what youâll do this time, but youâll do something. Maybe laugh a little more at him.Â
His eyes drink your form in once more, lingering over the softer parts for a few long moments. Your chest, to be more specific, where youâre sure your nipples peek through where your dress moves over it. When his eyes snap back up to your face, he says, âThereâs no need for that. Would you like proof?âÂ
You arch an inviting brow at him. Youâd like to see him try to give you any sort of proof that heâs Santa Claus. That might just be entertaining.
âWell,â he says, setting a present down beside the tree. âIf itâs down to that, I know that earlier this year, you and that boy slipped into the barn when you thought nobody was looking. But of course, I knew. That was the first naughty tick you gave yourself this year.âÂ
Stood only perhaps a step or two ahead of you now, you have to crane your neck to meet his gaze. Slowly, talking to him, youâd started loosening up. But now, you go all rigid again, your face paling. Thereâs absolutely no way heâd know thatâconsidering the fact that youâd not seen him before this very moment, and that you had done a very thorough scan of the area at the time. You go to answer him, but heâs quick to continue.Â
âAre those cookies set out for me?â he says, tilting his head up in a pointing gesture. âIf youâre such a believer, why do you not believe that I am him?âÂ
There a number of thoughts and curiosities clogging rational thought in your mind. This time, instead of brushing him off with a patronizing, sneering laugh, you say, âWell. I... They werenât... for you. I donât believe in Santa.âÂ
âYou donât?â he says, brows furrowed as he looks down at you. âNot even as he stands right in front of you? Tell me: how would I know that you touch yourself in the middle of the night, when you think nobody might know, and youâre in your bed all alone? How would I know exactly how you sound while you do?â Â
A strange, strangling fog curls over your thoughts and renders them gone. You donât even know what you would say to that. Maybe he could just say that about anybody, and it might be true, but the conviction and truth hanging heavy in his gaze as he looks at you with it... You think he means it. You donât know what that makes youâstupid, or so incredibly screwed. Â
The counter at your back gives your heart a startle. Suddenly, youâve got nowhere to escape his serious eyes. âI donât... I didnât...âÂ
His smile goes taunting. âNo cookies, and lying...â he hums. âI donât think this is the best way to behave when Iâm here, dropping off your presents. I even made exceptions this year, just so I could stop by here. I donât stop for naughty listers.âÂ
Your face burns. Your skin burns, under that look heâs giving you. The space between you burns, too. Â
âI donât think I was bad,â you say. Itâs out before you can really even rationalize it, or any of this. All you can contend with are the furious, fiery butterflies that twist your belly up into knots. The ebbing of something consumptive and hungry between your thighs should concern you, too. Â
His big, warm hands find perch on your hips. Thereâs not much between his touch and your skinâjust your flimsy little dress. It feels just as though if he were kneading the bare flesh there, fingers digging crescents into the soft fat. Your breath does a few skips. He smells sweet like spiced musk.
âI think you know perfectly how naughty you were,â Soobin says, his face shedding every last bit of lightheartedness in exchange for something ravenous. His eyes fall on your mouth for just a blink, and then heâs looking right into you. Challenging.Â
âOh, please,â you say, pinching your brows into something falsely sweet and innocent. âI donât think I do. Wonât you tell me, Santa?â You let the last part, his supposed title, twist out like accustion. Whether heâs Santa or not, you donât care. Your blood whispers and begs for those hands to venture further in, right to the gnawing want thatâs come alive deep in your core. Itâs insane, you know that. Still, you follow its pleading.
For a short, lucid moment, his face twitches. And then heâs got your ass in his hands, swallowing it up in needy grabs, and then the cool surface of the counter is biting into the heat of your skin, and then his mouth falls over yours like the most fiery, most carnal Christmas gift.Â
He eats up your gasps. His mouth is sure, but his hands are frantic and unmeasured all over you. Feeling up the lengths of your sides, sliding up the smooth of your back, cupping the back of your neck to pull you into licks and bites harder. His hands find your breasts the most, though. You can hardly even make sounds as he rolls his thumbs over your nipples and under the swell of them. He takes the weight of your tits into his hands. Â
The dance of your mouths breaks off into panted, hot breaths fanning over faces. He readjusts you upon the surface without a care for the clattering of the platters. Fast and as though heâd been waiting for this, he moves down your neck in blazing licks and suckles. One of his hands takes the back of your head, and the other worships your chest.Â
Against your skin, strained, he pants, âI waited just to come to your fucking house. Watched you playing around with those idiotsâGod, I hated to watch, but I couldnât look away. Wanted to show you how much better you deserved to be treated. Even naughty girls deserve to cum, donât they?âÂ
Youâre a mewling, hazy mess, hardly able to register words. Especially ones as hard to wrap around as that. All you do is arch your chest into his hand, cheeks all flushed pink. All you want is for him to make good on that promise. Under his touches, you fully believe him. Not once had your escapades gotten you off correctly. His desperate touch brushes right over that tight ball of sexual frustration, unwinding it slowly. With each bit that he unravels you, you shudder.Â
âYou are a naughty girl, arenât you? You sound so sweet when you cum. Canât I hear it again?â he continues, each word hotter in your neck than the last. Â
Your head is all light and floaty. Letting it dangle, you give him a meek and pleading, âYes.â Every last square inch of you beats alive at the prospect of being watched in on as you desperately squirmed against your bed. By him, at that. And, that it had him all pent up like this.Â
His hands fumble at the hem of your dress. Pulling it up and over of your thighs and then past your hips and then up your belly, he says, âMy pretty baby deserves it. Gonna make you feel so goodâwanna make you feel good.â When your dress is all bunched up over your chest, and the soft swells of your breasts are freed to the air and his eyes, a chill rakes over your blazing skin. Goosebumps raise up and down the entirety of you.Â
Brown eyes gone different, his tongue darts out to wet his lips. He rests a palm right at your ribcage, so eager to touch but also so eager to just... gawk.Â
Pushing your posture to better display your tits for him, you say, âYou⌠wanna touch them?âÂ
His gaze flickers up to yours and then back down, tracing over the sight of your hardened nipples against the soft, smooth mounds. âFuck. Yes, I wanna touch them. Please?â he says, voice wavering. He brushes a thumb up under one. Itâs an admiring, impatient touch.Â
âYes,â you whisper. A strange little secret between the two of you. âPlease, Soobin.âÂ
He doesnât need to be told twice. He bends just enough to take a pebbled nipple into his mouth. The hot wetness against your eager skinâit douses you in oil and then sets you on fire. Your mouth drops open to allow a long, wavering whine passage. It tapers off into just open-mouthed, quiet gasps as he rolls his tongue around it, peppering kisses into the soft flesh of your breast. Below it, in the valley between, and then he kisses a path right back to your nipple.Â
Itâs so simple. His touch is reverentânot overwhelming. Just underneath your skin, it all tingles. It pleads for him to continue, to do more.Â
Much to your dismay, he is pleased right where he is. With soft bites and drags of his nose, he ravishes your chest. And when heâs finally done and pulls away from your skin, you shiver at the brushing of cool air against the wet mess heâs left there.Â
Heavy-lidded eyes find yours. Running his thumb over your bottom lip, he husks, âNo cookies out for me...â He delivers a quick nip at your jawline. Â
Under a brush of his fingertips along the expanse of your lower belly, you jolt with a tremor. You will your mouth into movement. âI donât believe in Santa. Why would I set out cookies?â you say; an echo of what youâd said to him before. But this time, his hands are on you. You want to see how that might change things.Â
With an abrasive scoff, he doesnât disappoint. The corns of his lips twitch. âLet me put my hands on you. Fuck you. Youâll believe in him then,â he says, curling his fingers like bites finally into your bare, moldable hips. They receive the shape of his hands willingly. âAre you gonna thank me for making an exception? For stopping by your house, even though youâre filthy?âÂ
He brushes lower and lower. Keeping your voice on a tight leash, you tell him, âPlease, touch me...âÂ
He laughs, nose crinkling in tease. âIf thatâs how you want to say thank you,â he says, âIâll touch you. Youâd like that, huh?âÂ
With that, he finally brushes over your cunt. Profanities spill out from his lips with the wetness that greets him there. Your body does a start at the touch.Â
âYes, please. I love itâfor Christmas, please.â Your voice is thin and pleading.Â
Itâs all Soobin needs to hear to be sliding you off the counter. The world spins around you in a fuzzy, nonsensical blur of warm light. Against your chest, melded against it, the counter top bites cold.
âFuck,â he curses, the sound coming from behind you. You can feel his gaze searing a trail down the arch of your back. For the nth time, your skin breaks out into a chill. Warm, tracing fingers smooth down the length of it, starting at the center of your shoulders, until he finds the swell of your ass. âLook at you, arching your back like a well-used slut. You really are needy, arenât you? I knew it. I knew youâd be perfect. And youâre gonna let me fuck you straight, arenât you?â The words come out hot on your skin, now. Right into the curve your shoulder. âMaybe fuck you so straight, youâll be at the top of the nice list next year. A pretty little saint. Huh?âÂ
All you muster is a stupid, pathetic nod. You want nothing more.Â
On your clit, the center of your pulsating need, thereâs a chaste pinch. Your body revolts, hips twitching violently in escape. The squeak that it rugs from you is equally violent.
âIâm not sure I want that, though.â Thereâs a rustling behind you, a clinking of silvery metal and then a brushing of thick fabric. Hot and angry and heavy against you, he presses his cock to your clit. âI think I want you on the top of the naughty list, so I can come here and have this every year.â The mushroom tip of him swirling against your needy budâitâs so much. So much.Â
âOkay,â you say. âIâll be bad for you, Soobin. Please. I want it so much...â You push your back further into a suggestive curve; begging. Heâs led you all the way to the water. Wonât he just indulge you with a taste? You donât care how stupid or ridiculous you sound.Â
His hand ventures up the outside of your thigh, smoothing over warm skin, and then around the curve of your hip, and then across your lower belly. It settles and presses there. âDo you hear yourself?â he sneers, voice in your hair. âIâve got you, baby.âÂ
The suggestive, almost-there weight of his cock at your hole gives way to the delicious slide of him into you. Each inch is easy and slick. Perhaps you might worry over how utterly drenched you are, but not when all you can feel echoing through your bones and your veins is him finally filling your emptiness. It feels like mercy, more than a gift or present.Â
He pulls out of you before even bottoming out. You spin as best you can to see him, brows furrowed. The look you find on his face as you do tells you everything you need to know about how intentional that was. "Soobin, please.â You look up at him through your lashes, trying to goad him with pretty bats of your eyes. Your cheeks flush pink and hotâyour whole body is hot.Â
âBegging for cock,â he says, a saccharine grin over his mouth. âSuch a nasty whore. Whores donât get Christmas presents. Shouldnât you thank me for giving you this?âÂ
You should feel offended. Scandalized, even. No man has ever spoken to you like this, and you wouldnât have allowed it. But, coming from his mouth, itâs a strange thing. It lays over you heavy, twisted your inhibitions to naught. âThank you,â you say, pressing your cheek into the cool counter top to combat the burn. âThank you, so much. Please.âÂ
When he starts pushing back into you, the gates of heaven materialize in the black behind your eyelids. Curling your fingers around the edge, you savor each and every inch of him once more until you can practically taste it. And then some. Heâs big; bigger than anything youâd ever had from the guys around here. How are you ever supposed to go back to that?Â
Finally, his hips meet your ass. He takes a moment to shift, taking a handful of your hip to pin it right into the counter. So, you do too; you grip at the edge of the counter. And then he pulls out of you. For a brief moment, you forget how endowed he is. But, of course, he reminds you with a roll. His cock drags along your walls in a way youâve never known: full. You are full.Â
âGonna ruin you, so that no matter how many times you let them in your bed, all youâll want is me,â he says. His hips move slow, just so that he can make sure you hear and internalize every word. âAnd youâll wait all year just for this, and youâll think of my touch when you touch yourself.âÂ
You canât answer, or say anything really, around your whimpers. His hips stutter, and then he begins thrusting into you with unabated vigor. Each collision of your dancing bodies is punctuated by the hollow smacking of skin. Those sounds and others, such as your whines as his cock nudges right up against that spot thatâs got your thighs quaking, and his tense pants, consume the air where the serene crackling of fire had once ruled.Â
Though you do try to reel it in, you really do, his hips find a certain angle that makes it all null. You claw at the hand heâs got pressed firmly to your belly. Beneath you, your legs tremble and shake where they dangle down, and your poor abused hip bones ache against the hard surface of the counter as he fucks you into it. The cabinets clatter with it. âSoobin,â you choke.Â
With his cheek pressed to the top of your head as he sloppily pounds stars into your vision, he half growls, half whines, âSoâso good around me. So good. I couldnât wait...to help you out. Thank you, baby.âÂ
The tremor in it, and the absolute neediness, pierces through the haze and does something to you. His free hand runs over you frantically, and his thrusts turn to something less controlled and more bare. More raw. Heâd been hitting that sweet, sweet spot before, but this is more insistent. His hand presses harder into your belly to hold you through it, the other one mapping every last square inch of your skin until heâs intimately familiar with it all, and then some. âFuck,â he grits out.Â
All of it, the flame and the blinding touches, go away for a moment. He pulls out from your heat. You go to push off the counter to complain, and you make it half off, but heâs spinning you around and has you hoisted, ass-to-tabletop before you can. Where your front had been, the surface is already body warmed beneath your ass and thighs.Â
âShow me your tits,â he says, nudging your thighs open. âFuck. Will you let me fuck them next time? They're my tits, right? They fit so well in my hands.âÂ
Between his panted whines and the slide of his cock back into you, you just let your head fall back and obey. Your legs cascade down, twitching and threatening to snap around his waist each time he brushes against that deep, gummy spot. You arch your back into his face and pull your teeth into your mouth, watching him.
He dives into your chest without ceremony. With a hand on one of your hips to steady you against his fucking, he takes a nipple into his mouth. Soobin rolls his tongue and nips with his teeth, all while working the knot in your belly tighter. Each time your chest jumps or concaves against a bite, he pushes you deeper into it with a hand at your back.Â
Your voice is hoarse. Though your moans are sweet and whiny, you sound nasty. Deep in your stomach, rumbling and threatening in a way you are not familiar with, something dangerous swirls. Goosebumps usurp smooth skin at the presence of it. As much as you chase it with your hips, your fingers thread through the strands of his hair to brace for itâreadying for it to both ruin and fix you.
The sight of him, face deep in your chest, only feeds more fuel into the fire. His lashes flutter against his pink cheeks.Â
âYou...â you start, cupping the back of his head into you. âHâfuck... Like my tits? Want them to be yours?âÂ
Youâre not quite sure what youâre saying. Around his waist, the muscles in your thighs are taut and your spine tingles. Your head floats. The barrier between spoken word and true thought is eroded down by it all. What is left is utterly bare.Â
He releases your nipple, so hard that it tingles, in a wet pop. Pressing his cheek to it as his hips stutter, he says, all nasally, âYes. Yes, hâoh fuck, yes, baby.âÂ
His pathetic whines, fallen into the air all tense like the tightness youâre sure he feels in his belly, as you do in yours, have you digging your heels into the bottom of his spine. Urging him in deeper. Closer.Â
Hands finding your hips like iron against the softness of powdery snow, his voice cracks. âWaitâno, shit! Baby, Iâm gonna.... Holy shit, let me cum on your belly, baby...âÂ
So, so very close to both exploding and imploding into violent, consuming bliss, youâre not one to deny him that. You let your thighs fall open, bracing against his biceps, and then just the slightest brush of his groin up into your throbbing clit has the world smearing into nothing around you.Â
All of you, every last muscle, goes rigid in the wake of it. And then, with a brilliant, incandescent crashing of symbols and release, you cum. Deep in your thighs and up your back and right in your core, where you clamp down on him hard, you are wracked with twisting muscles. Alternating between desperate whines and being able to get no sounds out, you fight through the blistering presence of your orgasm.Â
He watches you, eyes on every micro expression falling over your face, with blown eyes. And then, his hips stutter for the final time. In a frantic hurry, he slips out of you with an obscene pop. He holds his cock over you, fist working up and down it in slick, wet rolls. He lets his head loll back, adamâs apple bobbing as he swallows hard.
You watch his belly go all tight, and his sweet face screw up tight. Then, from his weeping pink tip, he shoots sparkling, hot white spurts all down on your belly. It pools heavy and warm against your skin.Â
Finally, he collapses boneless into your front. With his face notched into your neck, he slides his hand up and down his cock a few more times. You two pant into each otherâs skin for a few long, exhausted moments.Â
He finally pulls back to look you in the eyes, cheeks tinted pink and twitching with a dimple. He releases your hip with one hand, reaching behind you in search of something. When his hand reappears, heâs holding one of those cookies youâd baked hours ago. Â
You go to ask him something snarky, like fucked yourself hungry? but youâre interrupted when he runs the cookie up your belly, scooping up ribbons of his cum like dipping cookies in milk. He brings it to your mouth.Â
âOpen up,â he says, a cheeky, lazy grin smeared over his mouth. âYou like milk with your cookies, donât you?â Â
You gape at him, dumbstruck. Still, beside yourself, you open your mouth and take a generous chunk out of it. The musk of him melts down against the cinnamon and ginger snap in your mouth. You savor it on your tongue before making a show of swallowing it all down, holding his eyes. Soobin watches, hawklike, until youâve got it down. Â
âStill donât believe in Santa?â he says, running a hand through your mess of hair. Â
Youâd believed in Santa the whole way through. But, he doesnât need to know that. As he presses one chaste, parting kiss to your neck, you can only hope that Santa might make a generous stop by your place next year too. No matter how naughty you are. Â
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