#wine mum janus

[theeerealpunkin]

Patton, somewhere to the side: *incredibly distressed puppy sounds*

Janus: *vaguely intrigued, knowing this is a bad idea but too curious about the outcome to stop them* no no, don't mind him. Go on

[malice-and-macarons]

Thomas: mentions how Janus is a wine mum dealing with a bunch of crowd children in a live stream. Me: Its free feel-estate. Once again I have stolen Katie’s mad talents for this one. She picked out the music and put in the audio effects to give this nonsense some life! Check her out or perish: https://twitter.com/kstanley42

[starlightshadowsworld]

Yup

In light of the new episode, I present to you an incorrect quote that I just thought of

Janus, swirling wine in a (normal-sized) glass: your wine problem is getting out of hand, darling

Logan, chugging from a wine bottle like his sanity depends on it: your lying problem is getting a little out of hand, darling

[cats-pyjamas]

sides as FAM(ILY) members

patton: dad who embarrasses you in front of your friends by making lots of dumb dad jokes and bringing out old photo albums of you as a child

logan: kinda emotionally-constipated strict mum who works a lot and has super high standards but who really just wants the best for you

janus: (wine) aunt that takes you to get your nose pierced after your parents said no and who tells you how to put laxatives in your bully’s lunch at school

remus: weird uncle who should probably be in jail

roman: cousin you’re best friends with but they can be really competitive at just dance and throws a fit when they don’t win

virgil: cousin you never see because they always hide in their room when family comes over

[flowercrownsandtrauma]

HHHHHH I HAVE SO MUCH ON MIND. REMUS' EMBLEM?? PATTON'S REACTION TO NICO?? ANTI SPOILER SPRAY?? DDR ??? JANUS' REACTION TO NOT BEING IN ANY SONGS ?? ESPECIALLY THE LIES SONG ?? REMUS HIDING IN THE WALLS ?? THE MINDSCAPE BEING BOUGHT UP AGAIN ?? REMUS HAS BEEN IN THE MINDSCAPE THIS ENTIRE TIME ?? LOGAN'S WINE GLASS GETTING BIGGER ?? GIGANTIC EVEN ?? PATTON THINKING IT WAS JUICE ?? THE WAY THEY ALL TALKED ABOUT HOW FAR VIRGIL HAS COME ?? THE HAMSTER (I CAN'T SPELL HER ? IT'S HER RIGHT ?? NAME) BEING UNDER JANUS' HAT THIS ENTIRE TIME ?? ALL OF THE REFERENCES TO PAST VIDEOS ?? 'I WHISPERED IT TO HIM WHILE HE WAS SLEEPING' ?? VIRGIL BEING INCREDIBKY UPSET OVER JANUS INSULTING HIS MAKEUP ?? JANUS SASSY WINE AUNT CONFIRMED ?? VIRGIL EMO GAY COUSIN ?? REMUS FRESH OUT OF JAIL UNCLE ?? PATTON DAD LOGAN MUM ?? INFINITESIMAL ?? LOGAN IS STILL SO HUNG UP ON IT. I'M SCREAMING PLS.

[mychemicalasexual]

sanders sides secondary school (middle/highschool) headcannons  

[summary: they all went to the same primary (elementary) and secondary because close is easy. they all kind of paired off back in primary but became a group after they moved schools]

Roman

spends almost all his spare time in the drama room

likes the uniform because the colours make him feel like a prince

(he adds a brooch to add to the aesthetic)

loves the classic hollywood look

wants to be on the west end

kind of a goody-two-shoes

childhood friends with patton

Remus

class clown

enjoys confusing substitute teachers by giving them his brothers name instead

practically the king of detention at this point

he cropped his blazer to piss off the teachers, and always ‘forgets’ his tie

childhood friends with virgil

has fun teaching patton ‘terms of affection’ that’re incredibly vulgar

Virgil

takes art classes and the paint gets everywhere so he rolls up his blazer sleeves

(he still gets paint on it somehow)

when he first started growing his hair, it failed a month in because he’d gotten gum in it

is secretly just as bad as remus, but half the time he doesnt have the energy 

chose spanish as his foreign language option purely so he can swear at roman 

(they dont teach swears but remus said they would because he thought it’d be funny)

Patton

is autistic and has a kermit plushie bag that he adores and loves showing off except it kinda looks cursed

(but patton doesnt see it and theyre just being silly)

takes separate classes for some subjects and logan helps him study sometimes

has a million tiny trinkets at the bottom of his bag 

frogs and sanrio special interests 

Logan

childhood friends with janus

captain of the debate team 

spends all his time either with janus in the library, or in the drama room with roman reading shakespeare

tried to run for head of year (like student council president) against janus and vice versa with the debate team

they argued for a while over it, but just decided to drop out of one race each 

Janus

close with remus after he had a fight with someone that ended in a week long isolation (detention for the whole day)

him and virgil were childhood rivals, remus kind of forced them to get along

janus was the one that helped virgil dye his hair

his sarcasm tends to go over patton’s head

when remus assigned logan and patton and mum and dad, he declared janus as wine mum and that it makes sense to have 3 assigned parent figures because he was divorced oof

[parano--vigilant]

With the new episodes endcard....All I can see is Wine mum Janus and confused dad Patton

Yeah

[bwoahtastic]

pirate au or demigod au

Okay look I am a big Greek/Roman mythology nerd so heyoo demi god AU it is jsjs Look this is mostly gonna be who is a son of who but there might be more sjsj (also imma go with the greek gods cos I find them more easier jsjs)

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- Lewis is a son of Aphrodite (goddess of beauty and love) f'ing fight me. That man is gorgeous af and insanely sweet and he just is an Aphrodite child okay

- Valtteri is the son of Dionysus, god of wine. His dad is quite bummed he seems to pick vodka and beer over wine tho

- Max is son of Hades, but a good dude really. Defo not the 'I like hanging out with dead people' kinda guy but he has that dark background

- Alex is the son of Tyche, godess of Good luck. Look this is just me manifesting he will onr day have some luck when racing. Not sure what he did to piss his mom off but it better be solved sooner rather than later.

- George: son of Athena, godess of wisdom. Come on, the PowerPoint? His endless stream of FACTS? You cant change my mind on this one

- Nicholas is the son of Hemera, goddess of the day. The world lights up when he is around. Look basicaly he comes across as a more subdued Daniel Ricciardo so this will make sense when you see who I picked for Dan.

- Lando is the son of Poseidon. His Salmon pose for after the races is secretely a tribute to his dad. 100% secretely speaks dolphin, hence why he is not very good at English

- Carlos is the son of Hecate, godess of magic. Somehow always seems to get himself out of bad situations. Don't get on his bad side, he always has some tricks up his sleeve

- Checo: son of Hephaestus, god of blacksmith and fire. His handiness with machines is a real plus when it comes to racing. Definitely go to him if your printer is acting up.

- Lance is son of Hermes, god of roadways, merchants and thieves. Has everything he wants but will not stop, determined but loyal to the people he cares for. All round good guy who will offer you favors without asking twice.

- Charles is the son of Nike, godess of victory. It explains quite a bit no? Sometimes pisses off his mum and subsequently has a bad race lol

- Sebastian: son of Zeus. A gentle soul but there is a storm brewing inside. Also takes after his dad in not so subtly making heart eyes at all (Finnish) guys.

- Kimi is the son of Hypnos, god of sleep. His secret superpower is falling asleep literally anywhere + he can make you forget anything by just staring you down.

- Antonio is the son of Hera, godesses of family and marriage. An absolute sweetheart and will subtly keep an eye on everyone.

- Kevin is the son of Nemesis, godess of revenge. He is a sweetheart but if you hurt him or his friends, you bet he is not going to rest until he kicks your ass

- Romain: son of Momus, god of blame. Need I say more?

- Pierre is the son of Demeter, godess of agriculture. A true sweetheart who is caring by nature. Take from him what he desires and he will go absolute bananas tho

- Daniil is the son of Janus, god of choices and doorways. Seems to be always stuck between two paths. Struggles making up his mind and can go from 0 to 100 real quick.

- Daniel is a son of Apollo - I mean Apollo is the god of that only music but also of the son and I'm still very much convinced the sun shines brighter when Dan smiles

- Esteban is the son of Ares, god of War. I think Este is a sweetheart, but he lowkey has a dark, brooding quality about him?

Could defo do this for past drivers or FE drivers too lemme know jsjs

[mother-snake]

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(hello there!  I’m not quite sure if this will end up working as planned but I’m going to hopefully write something with small bounds of fluff and super angst. Sorry for anything that may make you emotional) warning: angst, drinking, major character death, tears, mourning (tell me if i need to add more here pls!)

I will say that this will hopefully be a tear jerker.

-Janus reflects back on everything that lead him to where he was, standing in between the subconscious and the mind palace. He hopes that the others can one day learn to forgive him for all he has done to hurt them-

Janus glanced around the commons. Everyone was busy doing things. To help Thomas. He had just gotten home from a busy day at school> Logan was filing away all that he had learned.

Romulus was busy giving Thomas ideas of what he could do later today. Patton was keeping him out of trouble.

Anger was trying to keep himself distracted from something Patton had said.

Anxiety was keeping Thomas alert as normal.

 It was the shift in the air that made everyone look at the screen that projected all that Thomas was seeing. His mother was standing over him with a scowl.

Patton had quickly filled them in. Thomas had sneaked a cookie earlier and had now been caught. Patton wanted to fess up the truth. But he didn’t have time.

Janus quickly began to talk. Giving Thomas the tools to escape the situation. “say that it wasn’t you, but one of your brothers.”

 Everyone sighed as the situation fizzled down. But not before his mother said something that would be a catalyst to every event to happen in the future. “you better not be lying young man; you know that’s its wrong.”

Thomas muttered something, conniving his mum that it couldn’t have been him.

 Everyone in the room froze at her words. But on one was in more shock or disarray than the self-preservation.

He didn’t even realize he had been crying until he felt a pair of arms wrap around himself. Soon a tilde wave of tears was pouring from his eyes.

The smell of fresh berries made him know that the figure who was holding him was Romulus.

Then, another pair of hands were hugging him. They were holding on tight.

 He stood their crying for another ten minutes. exhausted and emotional. He wasn’t doing wrong by lying, was he? He was protecting Thomas. Right?

--

 Janus smiled at the memory as he sat alone in the dark sides communal area. He was the final one. The last dark side.

A half empty bottle of wine sat next to him in his position of tucked away in the corner of the room. He had been there for two weeks now.

The face that they didn’t need to eat giving him barely any life in his system.

 To anyone who walked in the room. They would be able to smell the alcohol that he had. They would look at him and think that he could have been a corpse.

Pale skin, deep bags under his sunken eyes that no longer held any sign of joy or happiness.

 He had been around since the beginning. Second oldest. And the most alone he had ever been. Virgil left; Remus left. Orange… orange was gone. And here he was.

 Sitting in the dark. Waiting to be called a villain. Waiting for someone to insult his name and scales.

He smiled weakly… he supposed he was always the villain. Intentionally or not…

He took a small sip from the bottle. Numbing his feelings as best as he could.

  Loving can hurt Loving can hurt sometimes But it's the only thing that I know When it gets hard You know it can get hard sometimes It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

 They hadn’t been having a good week. Thomas was in the final years of school. Ever since that one small incident years ago. Things had quickly changed.

One being the fact he now had scales. That the colors he once loved were now monochrome. That his left eye no longer functioned. His fangs occasionally caused his lips to bleed.

 He had begun to spend more and more time away from the others. The more he was surround them. The more he could taste the lies. That they weren’t scared of him. That they loved his scales. They were bitter on the tongue. And his heart only cried out in pain with each lie they spoke. Not knowing he already knew.

 So that’s how he found himself cooped up in his room for the third day in a row. No one had come to lure him out. He was aware of the occasional times that anxiety would sit down by his door. He wouldn’t speak but it was enough for him to know that someone was there. That at least he still had his younger brother.

 But right now, that wasn’t the case. A loud growl erupted from his stomach. He pushed himself over to face the alarm on the side of the desk. That lay on the other side of the room. Ah, it was morning.

 He pushed himself up and out of the bed and over to the door that lead to the very bright hall. only when he opened the door. He was met with a very dark shade of grey. He turned to look down. Two other doors were placed in the hall.

He could eliminate Patton’s though. None of them were smothered with stickers.

 He made his way over to the first door and gave a couple small taps. Movement from the other side could be heard before the door opened to reveal anxiety.

He looked at the deceitful side with confusion. “something’s happened. Look at the hall,” he muttered nervously.

 And so, he looked past the other to see that the hall had changed. “do you know who’s door that is?” “angers. So, I take it you don’t know what has happened then?”

He shook his head. He really wished he had a single clue.

 Then he felt it. An absolute searing pain splitting through his skull. He dropped down to his knees and screamed in pure pain.

The noise he made must have been loud enough cause anger burst out his door and turned to face the scaled side who was curling up on the floor crying out in pain. Tugging on his hair and digging his nails into his scalp.

 It was another five minuets of whatever happened before he passed out in pain.

  He awoke in his room. A dull throbbing coming from his head. He was on something soft… a bed? But the last thing he remembered was being on the cold floor?

 He opened his eyes and winced at the bright light that flooded his vision. But it was blocked by three figures.

 When his vision finally focused, he could easily identify anxiety and anger. But the other he couldn’t tell. “scales isn’t dead!” he cheered.

“who?” “my name is Remus! I’m the best half of Thomas’s imagination.”

 It hit him like a ton of bricks. “wait… what happened to Romulus,” he whispered.

No one responded immediately, “I split in two! Thomas didn’t like his more realistic thoughts so he split us in two!”

--

 That was the day Remus had joined them and the day he had lost his best friend. But Remus still seemed to like him. over the course of time he had quickly realized that the other hadn’t been afraid of his scales. He remembered that on his days that he would lock himself away, the other would bash down his door and cuddle his feelings away.

 But he wasn’t here anymore. He hated him. There was nothing he could think about that could ever fix what he had destroyed. Shattered. A friendship that was supposed to be unbreakable. And it fell apart when he had lashed out at the others brother.

He was a fool. He was nothing but a villain. We keep this love in a photograph We made these memories for ourselves Where our eyes are never closing Hearts are never broken Times forever frozen still

Thomas was in high school now. Virgillius or Virgil as he liked to be called; had been pushed farther than his limits could allow as anxiety and had slowly morphed into paranoia. Remus was thriving in the environment.

Orpheus had been in his room for a long time and it was starting to get Janus nervous. He was one of the few that would spend as little time inside his room as possible.

 So, when he woke up one morning and saw a door missing, he mediately began to panic and banged on the others door. When they had realized what had got him in such a panic, they were clearly in distress as well. He was middle child out of everyone. But he was still a child none the less.

 It had been two weeks. And nothing had changed. Well… much. Thomas was still angry, just not as much as he used to be. And that was when it hit them like a ton of bricks. He was gone.

Not missing, not with the light sides, Orpheus was dead, faded. And nothing was going to be able to bring him back.

 A side shaped hole appeared in their small group that day. Fear was also deeply rooted into them. “I want to make a promise,” Remus began, “that no matter what happens. No matter what we say, we stick together. If there is a chance, we could meet the same fate, then we can try and protect each other.”

Virgil and Janus smiled and nodded. “the I agree to do the same.” “me too.”

“come on, virgin and anus, you’re going to make me cry,”

 They hugged and didn’t let go. Not for hours.

--

 That was a promise he took seriously. He had never forgotten what had been said.

But he knew the other two had. That or they didn’t care about him anymore. A blank feeling spread in his heart. One that was sorrowful and painful. He hated it, he wanted it to go away and never come back.

 He let a few stray tears fall as he shakily stood up. using the wall to support himself.

He was barely able to keep himself standing. He needed to get to this destination. Cause as soon as he did… well… the villain of their story would be no more.

That thought caused a shaky smile.

So you can keep me Inside the pocket Of your ripped jeans Holdin' me closer 'Til our eyes meet You won't ever be alone Wait for me to come home

 Five years ago. That’s when he started to lose Virgil. He had gone to the others as a spy of sorts. Gather information and make his presence known.

No one had made it easy… but the more and more he went. The more he seemed to change. His paranoia slowly draining. He was becoming anxiety once again. As happy as he was for the other, that he was no longer overworking. He was worried.

 He had started locking himself in his room. And then one day… Thomas began to act in ways that didn’t make sense. it was no secret that he needed Virgil to play his part. With Virgil being his fight or flight. He had to feed small lies to Thomas. He was his self-preservation.

So, when Thomas stopped listening to that part of him… he began to get scared. That he had tuned him out.

 Then… then Thomas was suddenly back to normal. He had been in his room when he felt the shift.

 When he opened the door… a small part of him became crushed. Where an apparently (he couldn’t tell) purple door should have been was a wall. And a small part of him knew why. The other side had been accepted as a light. His baby brother was gone. He was with the light sides.

 When he reentered his room a few days later, he found a black hoodie neatly folded on the middle of his bed.

He didn’t take it of for a month straight.

--

 He was wearing it now. It had lost his scent of coffee and cinnamon. It had lost it for a year now.

The destination still quite far away. He summoned his cane. a neon green bow was there. An old sash…

He took his gaze of it. Pulling one of the loose pieces and placing it on the communal sofa.

He gingerly peeled away the black hoodie. The bowler hat on his and his cape joined the pile. He would have left the cane as well if he didn’t need it to walk right now.

 He summoned a piece of paper and began to shakily write. He placed the paper on top of the objects and began to hobble to his next destination. Loving can heal Loving can mend your soul And it's the only thing that I know (know) I swear it will get easier Remember that with every piece of ya And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

 He rose up. he had done it. he had revealed himself. He stood still for a couple seconds.

Remus was standing there grinning away to the other.

He had seen it go down. But he had been there he knew of his existence. He had begun to ask himself if he was a good person… this was the start.

 It was months later before he made his next appearance in the courtroom. He had been so close to victory. Of getting Thomas to finally do something. But god forsaken morality… its always him. He had been the one Thomas listened to the most.

This was a perfect example of why that was a bad thing.

He had been so close. If princy would have just admitted that he wanted to go to the call back and pushed against Patton. They may have actually succeeded.

 He took of his hat and sat down on the sofa. Remus was busy in the mind scape as of right now. Then he had the thought.

He quickly sent a wave of emergency over to the other side in hopes he would come for at least a minuet.

“what you need double dee?” “Thomas wants to be more honest with himself.”

“and what does that have to do with me?” “you’re the most honest person I know. I think it’s time he learned what can happen when he wants to be completely honest.”

 Remus let a wild smile appear on his face. Janus smiling as well, this may cause some issues. But he was sure that Remus could try and set him somewhat straight.

--

If he had known that the small conversation between Remus and the others would end up with him being an accepted part of Thomas. He doesn’t think he would have sent the other.

And it’s been just him since then.

The green sash had been given to him before the conversation. He wondered if Remus knew what was going to happen would take place.

 He grew closer to his destination.

We keep this love in a photograph We made these memories for ourselves Where our eyes are never closing Hearts were never broken Times forever frozen still

 He sunk out and re appeared in the dark space. He had told them his name… he had compared roman to Remus… he had called his best friend evil.

He let out a choked sob and collapsed to the ground. Oh god… what was wrong with him.

‘did you forget that he’s evil?!’

Those words had been like knives in his heart. He didn’t want to be the villain… who wants to be the villain?

 Why did he have to have the scales? Why did he have to have the messed up eye? Why couldn’t he see color like he once did when he was a naïve child?

He wished he could take back all he had said. But it was too late now, wasn’t it?

 Three weeks later and he had slowly begun to change. He wore different clothing, wanting to look friendly. He tried to change his attitude. He tried so hard.

Then he felt that familiar pull and he followed it to the place next to Logan where he seemed to be appearing more often now.

“Janus?” Thomas looked perplexed at his new look.

 He had a long-sleeved yellow top and plain black jeans. It was plain compared to his usual dramatic appearance.

“what do you need today Thomas,” he stared blankly at the other.

 The conversation went on from there. Virgil hadn’t been to happy with him. Remus glared daggers at him. Patton had looked over to see if he was okay a couple times and Logan looked concerned. But you would have to look close to see it.

“okay, since no one else is asking. What are you up to deceit,” Virgil growled, “no one. Especially you shows up without some sort of plan. So, what is it.”

He had taken a couple seconds to process what had been said before he realized his plan of changing his clothing had been thrown out the window. He clearly didn’t trust the fact that he was changing his attitude either. “I can assure you Virgil, I’m not planning anything.” “an how can I trust what you say? How can I trust what you say when you consistently lie.” “you don’t. you don’t have to trust me, I never asked you too. So, I don’t expect you to. Not after everything I’ve done.”

His response was met with silence. Virgil just stared at the other with wide eyes.

“seeing as I am clearly not wanted, I shall take my leave. And Remus? Can you tell your brother I’m sorry, I have a feeling he doesn’t want to see me.”

 He left without another word. And that had been the last time he had seen any of them.

--

The door came into view. It was a sleek black. He could tell even with his color blindness.

It opened with a click. He pushed it open as best as he could and made his way into the black abyss. There were grey swirls moving around almost like mist in a windy day…

 His legs gave out under him. He had spent too much energy.

Then…his vision began to flicker. He let his tears pour as purples, blues, reds and greens swirld around in the once grey mist.

At least he could die knowing he had seen something beautiful;

one.

Last.

Time. So you can keep me Inside the pocket Of your ripped jeans Holdin' me closer 'Til our eyes meet You won't ever be alone

 He smiled as he saw his body slowly dissolving into a white ash. His final thoughts being one of peace. He was finally free…

After all… who would save the villain?

And like that… he was no more.

And if you hurt me That's OK, baby, only words bleed Inside these pages you just hold me And I won't ever let you go

 Logan had been standing with the others when he felt a searing pain erupt in his chest causing him to collapse and scream in pure pain.

Thomas had been caught off guard by what had happened. it had taken ten minutes for the pain to die down. By which time Logan had fallen unconscious form the pain.

 Remus scanned the room. Everyone was there except one person. “timothy, can you summon deceit for us?” “yeah, may I ask why?” “something similar happened to him when we were younger and I want to know if this is similar,”

He saw Thomas trying to summon the other. But nothing happened. And then dread set in like wet cement hardening. Apparently, he wasn’t the only one with the knowing feeling.

His head snapped over to Virgil. He was sitting on the stairs. They had both remembered that day. And several thoughts danced through their head.

“looks like were taking a trip to the dark side,” Virgil mumbled as he shakily stood up. the adrenaline rush slowing from his thoughts making his legs weak. “what do you mean? Is something wrong with Janus?” Patton asked worriedly. “ the last time this happened. It happened to Janus. Orange, your anger faded.” Remus said to Thomas. “what.” Patton gasped along with roman.

“can we go, Thomas we need you to take us there.” “okay. What do I need to do?” Wait for me to come home Wait for me to come home Wait for me to come home Wait for me to come home

The first thing that hit their noses was the slight smell of alcohol radiating from a couple wine bottles that sat neatly on a table.

The first thing they saw was a room that looked like a storm had blown over a several stacks of paper. Virgil kneeled down and looked at the paper. It was old drawing from when they were children. Crudely drawn figures. But it was easy to identify the figures.

“heh, he really did keep them all, didn’t he?” Remus laughed.

“um guys? I think you might want to see this.” Thomas yelled as he stood by the dining table near the back of the room.

Everyone came over and started with wide eyes. Remus’s old sash, Virgil’s old hoodie. A cape and bowler hat on the pile. The rim of the hat holding a neatly folded letter.

Oh you can fit me Inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen Next to your heartbeat Where I should be Keep it deep within your soul

 Dear anyone who cares,

I know I’m not wanted. No one mourns the villain. Sorry to whoever had to deal with the pain. I would have left my staff but things happened and I went with it.

I’m sorry for hurting you all. I’m sorry you had to put up with me. Lying is wrong after all. I haven’t ducked out. There was a room I came across long ago. One I hoped none of you would ever find. And you didn’t. Thomas will still feel my effects. But I won’t be there as a physical manifestation anymore. Ill simply be a function. Nothing more.

Thanks for putting up with me

-the villain. And if you hurt me Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed Inside these pages you just hold me And I won't ever let you go

The scream that came from Remus was painful to listen to. Not because of the loudness. But because of the pain that filled it.

The anguish that filled the loud noise. He had lost his best friend… he had lost his best friend… he had…. He… he cried louder. His brother wrapped his arms around as he let loose a couple of his own tears. Regretting any words, he had ever said to the other side that no longer was here.

Virgil stood there numbly remembering the last thing he had ever said to the other. It had been so long ago… but it felt like a bleeding wound that would never close. He had lost his big brother. The one who had kept his drawings. Helped him through panic attacks. Helped him when he couldn’t sleep. and he could thank him for all he had done.

He felt Patton latch onto him as small trickled down his cheeks… he couldn’t even say sorry.

 Thomas stood there not knowing what to do. A vicious amount of guilt latched onto him. His knees buckled as he fell to the ground holding onto deceits hat. Tears burst like water coming from a faulty pipe.

He had lost a friend. Sure, they hadn’t been close. But he knew the other well enough. he wished he could have properly accepted him as a part of himself like he could have Remus and Virgil.

Logan was numb. He didn’t move. He didn’t blink. In that moment he wished he could have felt something instead of the emptiness that filled him.

They stayed there for a small while longer. Not leaving eahothers side.

When I'm away I will remember how you kissed me Under the lamppost Back on 6th street Hearing you whisper through the phone "Wait for me to come home"

They mourned for their friend.

[e-equals-m-c-scared]

I Am A Delicate, Fucking Flower HISS

coming right atcha with an angst moceit fic ideaaa

Janus and Patton !! like !! each otherrr

Patton is out and proud but Janus isn't out yet (and yet his pride grows everyday...)

his mum is SUPERRR homophobic and he's afraid that if she finds out she'll disown him and kick him out (or worse)

they aren't dating or anything, but it's an unspoken thing that they're super into each other (there may have been a lil tea spill when Janus was wine mom drunk)

they do be vibin, hanging out getting all close and stuff and it seems like something might come out of it

but then

BUT THEN

roman the pretty boy prince steps in and gets all googly eyed for Patton one drunk night

and ?? how could pat resist???

splash in a bit of royality to taste

they don't start dating or anything, but they do kiss (which is farther than with Janus)

kissing is really nbd to Roman (he be making out with randos all the time at parties) and honestly Patton only participated cause ro is pretty and they were drunk and Janus was pretending to be straight

but Janus finds out and flips out, like sure go for the easy, pretty boy you guys are a great match

things get a lil heated and Patton mentions that he's past the point of hiding, he doesn't want to be with janus if it means skulking around like it's wrong (emphasis on the he does want to be with janus)

Janus says that he'll be real happy with ro then, the prince of pride, out and proud and unafraid-

they continue bickering until lo and remus find them and are REAL confused

they leave on a very sour note, pat already pretty drunk but now hellbent on getting hammered and Janus barely even tipsy but plotting Roman's demise

Janus goes home, has a confrontation (yelling) with his mother and comes out to her in his frustration, immediately regretting it

she's disgusted, says he's not her son, tells him that unless he's bringing a girlfriend home then he shouldn't be coming home at all

it's now the middle of the night, his phone's dead, he can't go to pattons and he won't go to remus' (lives with roman) and now Janus is homeless with no where to go

[theeerealpunkin]

Yes I'm still doing this & I got the next part done & it's Sanders Sides again xD

Been a while since I drew the snake boi

Peek under the cut for the whole thing & to understand why like half of the tags are there lol

[prince-rowan-of-the-forest]

1, 2, 48, 21

1: who is/are you comfort character(a)

Depends on circumstances, but generally Roman, Virgil and Janus. Janus especially when I'm having issues with my disability, Virgil when I'm struggling with a anxiety and Roman when I'm struggling with self confidence, but I love all three of them very much.

2: lighter or matches

Matches 100%, lighters scare the shit outta me and matches are really satisfying to light.

48: When did you first try and alcohol beverage

I do not remember, though I fully expect my mum to have been letting me try wine when I was like 10. I try alcohol all the time. The first time I drank alcohol that I actually liked was probably 2019 new years eve when I tried cocktails for the first time lol.

21: Something you've kept since childhood?

I have a teddy bear that I've had since I was born. I also still have a couple of nerf guns from when I was little too. I've also kept every single sketchbook since I started drawing when I was 10/11 :)

Send me asks!

[raijinhasverybigpecs]

smite high school au (part 2)

part 1 - agni to erlang shen

part 2 - fafnir to odin

part 3 - osiris to zhong kui

notes

the school is a fancy private school with the gods playing a major role as important students and teachers at the school

the gods are not the only employees/students - there are many other students and teachers at the school to fill in the gaps

uniform is like this, but in the emblem colours (i’m too lazy to search up another image, give me a break lmao)

gods have no divine power but keep certain skills, talents and traits that they had with their powers (raijin doesn’t have lightning powers but he’s still good at playing the drums for example)

gods are mostly in human forms and they actually look like people - no super wild claws or fur or any of that shit (aside from cama and baka i think)

just a general note: this isn’t final or anything, and i’d appreciate any feedback or if you wanna add something or change something then please tell me, i’d like everyone’s opinions to be considered :>

(also the image might have a few mistakes, i’ll fix them up when i care enough to make an effort :P)

roster (part 2: fafnir - odin)

(short descriptions/headcannons of gods below)

fafnir - management

works the front desk, taking phone calls, sending out papers, and dealing with parents

handles budgeting requests

an asshole but good at his job so everyone puts up with him

fenrir - student

angry all the time

releases that anger by doin sports

looks after his sisters, very very protective (if you’re gonna try to talk to him you’ve gotta get in hel’s good books as well)

actually a giant nerd, shy about his interests

freya – arts and hpe teacher

teaches most of the arts subjects + hpe

coach of the tennis team and fencing team

definition of Sexy Teacher™ , extremely aware of it and loves teasing the other teachers and students

ganesha - teacher

goes off on tangents often when teaching, has a million stories to tell about everything

teaches literally everything

Dad™

also works as a guidance councillor

extremely smooth

bad puns all the time

geb – guidance councillor

Dad™ part 2: electric boogaloo

good at hugging

patient and kind

sometimes fills in for geography teachers

guan yu – history teacher

experienced and knows what he’s doing

the most organised teacher, never late, always calm

hachiman - history and hpe teacher

looks as if he’s about to go on a holiday in the bahamas at any given moment

“please do up those buttons hachiman, this is a private school that has a reputation to uphold”

“but it’s so hot-”

“it’s snowing outside”

“ah”

archery coach

secretly judging all the other teachers, trying outdo them

hades - deputy principal

does all the dirty work behind the scenes

has a worrying amount of connections with all sorts of people

does all the interviews for students and teachers

runs an incredibly tight ship, making sure halls and students look immaculate

teaches a few classes, if you’re lucky you’ll be in his class

he bo - librarian

knows the title and author of every book in the huge library

often seen talking to ganesha and thoth

surprisingly good at swimming, helps the swim team at times

hel – student

for this au hel will be a pair of twins :>

polar opposites but they’re always seen together along with fenrir trailing behind them

dark side is good at sports while light side is good at art

hercules – hpe teacher

Dad™ part 3: sad dad club

depressed but he won’t show it (or he’ll at least try to not be a unkempt mess)

usually spends nights at the school due to his divorce

loves working with younger kids, finding it harder to adjust to older kids

got the job due to odin’s recommendation

hou yi - student

archery club member (duh), wins prizes and whatever

shows off a lot, bit of an asshole in that respect

stupid but he means well

hun batz - art teacher

very passionate about what he does, runs a very unconventional art class where students do whatever the fuck they want

always has paint or something on him yet his art supplies are super organised

isis - science teacher

helps out with the school nurse

lovely dovey with osiris all the goddamn time, they often get caught out by students and other teachers

izanami - parent

scares the shit out of all the students when she shows up

“is that really ama’s mother? jesus christ she looks like the girl from the ring”

“better watch what you say lest you end up like all the others”

in a custody battle with izanagi, kids have to switch between parents every week

if you bring up izanagi she’ll trash talk him at any given opportunity

janus - student

awkward nerd, doesn’t get emotions

too nice to people

very good at science, will talk off your head about space at any given moment

makes cute chiptune music in his spare time

close with chronos, chronos is very protective of him

jing wei - student

annoying but gets on with everyone

strangely close friends with thanatos

very fast runner even if she’s short as hell, pole vaulting master

kali - hpe and history teacher

flips from calm to angry in a flash - when she says to stay quiet she means it

actually super chill and nice otherwise, really good with shy and quiet students bc she’s very supportive

nu wa’s right hand, if teachers or students want to fuck about kali is here to make sure that they stay in line

Sexy Teacher™ part 2, male teachers wish they could get with her

age is unknown, she’s been at the school for a very long time

gets on with chronos, the two can be seen gossiping at lunch

khepri - school councilor

Dad™ part 4: the reboot, very supportive and nice, knows everyone

organises all the school events with the help of kumba

right hand man to hades, the two always turn heads because they look like polar opposites

secretly has a stash of scotch (that nu wa and hades know about) to get him through days where the staff are acting like headless chickens

big, strong, will protect you - did weight lifting in his glory days although he’s gained a lil weight since then

kukulkan - science teacher

talks a lot with ah puch

sarcastic, will call you out and won’t take any shit

“so now we’re gonna display how gravity works” *walks over to hou yi and stands behind him*

“sir what are you-”

*pushes hou yi over* “and that’s how gravity works kids, turn to page 76 and i’ll get you to write the definition down in your books”

kumbhakarna - school councilor

Dad™ part 5: birth by sleep, him sleep lots but whenever he’s awake he’s very good at his job

will sleep through anything

kuzenbo - school mascot

this is what you get for being a bad character

fuck you

loki - parent

protective, will fight for his kids

doting father, embarrasses them constantly

shows up to the pta meeting in a tuxedo, shows up to the school recital in a singlet and boxer shorts

medusa - former teacher

art and history teacher

no one’s too sure why she got fired but rumours have gone around that a male teacher was cheating on their wife so it got covered up

keeps in touch with neith as well

mercury - student

loudest person in the room

good at science and running (duh)

face of a 5 year old with a body chiseled out of clay

ne zha - student

soft baby face, stronk muscles

crazy flexible, does all sorts of flips

 shares clothes with jing wei, the two are very close to each other

neith - teacher

art teacher mostly, can teach other subjects

Sexy Teacher™ part 3, unaware of it

kinda out of it sometimes

stares into space a lot, gets caught in thought

bad memory, tries getting presents for all the teachers but always forgets

friends with everyone and always perky, other gods are jealous of her energy

seen around with nu wa and khepri a lot although she’ll try to spend time with every teacher

nemesis - student

blind, has a guide dog called invidia

law student, very menacing but is super nice and gets flustered easily

also part of the debating team

close friends with skadi (dog buddies!!!!)

nike - teacher

ALWAYS SHOUTING

GO TEAM

SMOOTH, TERRIBLE FLIRT ALL THE TIME

HPE AND MATHS TEACHER

SEXY TEACHER™ PART 4, GOOD ASS MUSCLES

nox - parent

somehow the most hardworking and least hardworking mother at all times

sneaks in wine during pta meetings

Cool Mum™

nu wa - deputy principal

better than you in all aspects

in control of every situation, strict but super nice

crazy ass past with some wild shit that pretty much no one knows about

teaches some classes as a substitute

Sexy Teacher™ part 5, none of you hoes can deny how fucking hot she is like jesus christ i’d go straight for her any day

odin - teacher

teaches history, very by the book and traditional - if you’re in his class you’ll have to get a new book by the end of the semester bc of all the writing you do

probably has fought a bear before, has cool scars and can tell really interesting stories about his life

[anxiouslyfred]

I mean you basically got it.

Janus even does end up being a divorced wine mum when Roman makes a suggestion to settle the argument.

"janus parents who" made me think that virgil and remus would either be trying to figure out who janus' parents are or arguing about which one of them is janus' parent

and then the summary was not that lol

That does sound like a mad story too, sorry for accidentally reversing the story you imagined XD. I blame the title chosing gods for that.

Just could not find one which seemed to fit and had saved the doc with the title already.

[theeerealpunkin]

I love her

[theeerealpunkin]

Janus: It's 3 fucking am, this is the fifth time this week. It's Wednesday. I will pack up your things & send you to the Light Sides if you keep waking me up, you horrors.

(he wouldn't. He loves his kids)